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#im saving that conversation topic with my brother for when my moms not there to act as buffer because hes so hard to talk to
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im back watching the terrible cruise ship murder show i was liveblogging last night and heres some more notes:
i havent mentioned the show's intro yet but its exactly what youd expect it to be, both in style and budget. i have friends who have made much better videos on less of a budget and those videos were ship edits for holby city.
said friend showed me said videos whilst we were sat on a curb at like 9:30pm just before we were approached by police thinking we were lost children. we were in university
im beginning to adore the red colour filter over the ocean, unironically
showing a giant cruise liner docked at any small island really does not make the cruise ship look good. it towers over the island like its about to attack.
...you know, everyone laughed at isambard kingdom brunel for his big fuck off ship, we should bring that back.
oh hey, a case i actually know about prior to this show. im sure this will not highlight any flaws of the show going forward
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duhsty1 · 11 months
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Duhsty, my beloved moot- I am so sorry if this long winded, but I have to tell you how much I love your fic.
Firstly, your writing. Yes. Delicious. Absolutely loved every second of it. You can really see how much detail, thought, and time you put into it. I loved how you described everyone's emotions. Like, how tired Marie really is, but still tries for her brother. The way she grins at him, and plays with him even when it's obvious how little energy she has. I also love the relationship she has with her brother. It's so wholesome!! I also feel really badly for Marie, though. From the looks of it (though it's way too early to tell, I'm just guessing with my lil theory board sjsjsdddj) it seems like something has happened in the past (whether it has something to do with the plex, or the household itself)... I'm not sure yet. Too early to tell. But just from the way she acts around her mom, and how her mom acts.... idk idk. I am furiously scribbling on my lil theory board, though. Jsjjsjsjsjsjss.
ALSO. TOBY. THE BABY. COULD LITERALLY DO NO WRONG, AND IS AN ANGEL IN EVERY SENSE. I love him, and adore how close he is with his sister. You can really tell how much they love each other, and once again they are so wholesome and sweet, that I can literally taste the sugar. I Just, love their sibling dynamic. Would protect both of them 10/10.
Also, while I'm on the topic of Marie's family... the mom. She herself seems so so tired, but I feel like there's just more to it than that. Like something between her and Marie? Maybe they don't speak much, or aren't close, or... idk something!! Reading back over the conversation between the two, it seems like maybe they're just tired... and maybe I'm looking too deep. Maybe. Saving my theories for them later.
And- off-topic, but the glamrock show was a genius idea. The way you introduced Sun and everything. Once again, your writing was amazing.
Also... was there foreshadowing??? Y'know, while I was muching on that bit of the story, *smack* it tasted a little foreshadow-y... makes you wonder what the relationship is between sun and the other animatronics.
WOO, I REALLY WANT TO SAY MORE- but I don't want to make this too long sjsjsssjjssjsjsjs.
All in all, this was a terrific first chapter and I loved it very much. Way beyond the normal amount, hehe.
*hugs you, and slips back into the void*
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COZY DO NOT APOLOGISE I AM LOOKING AT THIS ASK WITH THE BIGGEST SMILE ON MY FACE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR WORDS
But to answer your question while trying desperately not to spoil: YES! Marie has had a past experience with Fazbear Entertainment, and it has everything to do with the attendant.
And the foreshadowing feel of the chapter WHICH IM VERY GLAD ACTUALLY FELT LIKE FORESHADOWING Is intentional! This chapter actually kind of spoils one of the big turning points of the fic, but as much as I'd like to I can't say which part!
AND THE SIBLING DYNAMIC YES IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE IT I ADORE THE DYNAMIC THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR WORDS THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY
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kuroos-babie · 4 years
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Falling in Love with a Single Mom HCs
Sakusa x fem!Reader | Kita x fem!Reader | Tendō x fem!Reader
[ Headcanons/MiniFics ]
Request: LOVED YOUR FALLING IN LOVE WITH SINGLE MOM HCS SHAKAKAOXVAIAL MOSTLY BOKUTO’S AHDIWIXBSIAO!! CAN I REQ THEM WITH SAKUSA KITA AND TENDOU?? TYSM 🤩🤩 —anonymous
a/n: once again,,, i love these hcs so much but i feel like omi was kinda ooc im so sorry (╥﹏╥) i hope u like these still!! i really enjoyed writing these, pls do tell me what you think (~ ̄³ ̄)~
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❀ he's been watching you for a while now— his team's manager
❀ everyone knew you've recently became a new mom— as well as how your child's dad went MIA a few weeks after you gave birth, left a note breaking things off with you and saying he wasn't ready to be a dad
❀ you usually had your mom or a relative take care of your baby while you went to work, but this time no one was available so you had to bring your son with you
❀ standing by the corner of the crowded cafeteria, he kept on glancing at you obviously struggling to pacify your baby
❀ he didn't like the piercing cries of the child in your arms so he decided to help you, or so he convinced himself
❀ in reality, he couldn't take seeing you so panicked anymore— it agitates him so much
❀ he was trying to remember what komori taught him about babies as he walked over to where you stood
"have you tried feeding it?" he asked nonchalantly, standing a good foot away from you as he tried to peer over your shoulder
"him" you replied, exhaustion and frustration dripping from your tone, "and yeah, i just did"
you sighed
"give me"
it wasn't everyday that sakusa offered help so you jumped at the opportunity, supporting your child's neck and back as sakusa took him, doing the same
❀ he laid the baby on his chest, gently tapping at his back
❀ after a few moments he let out a small burp the baby not sakusa skdka
❀ he handed your child back to you, now silently chewing on his hand, saying he "just needed to burp"
❀ your face felt hot, embarrassed that you had no idea
❀ sakusa just placed a hand on your head and smiled behind his mask before leaving, he knows you needed all the help you can get right now and he, albeit wordlessly, made sure you're aware that he's willing to provide that help
❀ since then he regularly drops by your apartment and helps you clean and take care of your baby saying he's just making sure there weren't any germs near the kid
❀ lets you take naps as he watch your kid— but not before taking a bath, he has spare clothes in your closet
❀ the team notices how he's always over at your place
"omi-kun you're always over at y/n's, might as well move in with her"
"if she wants me to, i don't see any problem with it" he said so casually it made you whip your head to his direction
"do you... want to?" he looked away from you without an answer, avoiding your eyes, "omi-kun do you want to move in with us?"
"i said, if you wanted to" he replied, still avoiding your gaze and cheeks tinted red
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❀ you met him at the wet market; well, your daughter did
❀ you noticed her run off while you were buying ingredients for your lunch and stocking up your fridge, quickly trying to catch up to her
❀ she was giddily running around, little 3 year old legs not taking her too far before bumping into a stranger's leg
❀ falling to her bum, your daughter looked up to see brown eyes looking down at her
"i'm sorry, are you alright?"
he helped the child up, holding her steady as he dusted off her bottom
by the time you caught up with the both of them, he already had your daughter in his arms, asking her where her mom was with a smile
"there she is!" she said with a giggle
"baby, what did i tell you about running off on your own?" you scolded her with a tired smile as kita handed her over to you, thanking him kindly
❀ after that encounter, he started to notice you more and more; in the wet market, around the neighbourhood, and in the topics of local grannies
❀ you moved in recently, shortly after your daughter's dad bailed out on the both of you, leaving you to raise her alone; or so he's heard
❀ he would always give you a soft smile and an acknowledging nod whenever you two see each other
❀ it wasn't until his grandmother asked him to bring over some vegetables to your house that he had the chance to have an actual conversation with you
"gran wanted you to have this"
"oh thank you very much", you beamed at him while taking the basket, "do you maybe want to come inside? i'll prepare some tea"
he was about to decline the offer, but the joyful look on your child's face the moment she sees kita convinced him to do otherwise
❀ the two of you talked over tea and snacks while your daughter sat on his lap, playing with his large hand
❀ you couldn't help but smile at the both of them, your daughter never one to be this playful with others, kita didn't seem too bothered either
❀ time passed and kita needed to go back home, much to your daughter's dismay
❀ he didn't want to upset your kid too much so it was decided he'll come back soon to play with her
❀ it became a regular thing for kita to stop by your house on his way home from the fields— spending time with you and your daughter slowly becoming routine
❀ he adored your child's little giggles and the way she insisted having him wear the flower crown she made, glancing at you to see you laughing at the sight had him imagining what life would've been like with the two of you
❀ till he realized he was already living that life— looking forward to seeing you both after a hard day of work at the fields, being greeted by warm smiles and a hug, eating dinner together and sharing laughter
❀ it seems like granny wouldn't have to wait too long for a grandchild
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❀ he noticed your 2 year old boy looking—staring, at him from across the restaurant he was having lunch at
❀ so of course he decided to make faces in an attempt to make him laugh
❀ he wiggled his eyebrows at the toddler, waving his hands and cooing— though he wasn't sure if the baby even hears him
❀ the boy decided that tendō pulling at his ears and sticking his tongue out was a winner, letting out a short giggle
❀ you had your back to tendō so you were surprised to see your child laughing when you looked up from your meal
❀ turning around to see tendō making the silliest face, you couldn't help but laugh as well, your son finding it absolutely hilarious and is squealing in delight
❀ tendō's face heated up in embarrassment from being caught but he laughed along nonetheless, shaking his head as you waved your son's tiny hands at him and mouthing 'hello'
❀ he thought you two were adorable so he decided to come up to your table
"you babysitting your nephew? or is that your baby brother?"
you chuckled at him, "he's my son"
"oh"
the redhead's brain buffered for a few moments, "i should get going then, don't wanna offend someone" he laughed awkwardly, hand scratching at his nape
"oh no, it's fine. you're not offending anyone" his eyebrows raised at your reply's implication, "mind taking a seat? my baby seem to like you"
"your baby has great taste" tendō smirked as he slid to the seat opposite yours
"so it seems" you said with a tone that sent a blush straight to his cheeks
❀ the afternoon ended with your number saved on tendō's phone under the name cute baby('s) momma🥺
❀ he texts and calls All The Time; asking how your kid is doing and wanting to see the both of you
❀ after a while of talking and going out, you asked him if he wanted to come over to your place for a visit and he was simply ✨ecstatic✨
❀ spent the whole afternoon crawling around your living room chasing your son, squeals and giggles echoing throughout your house
❀ you've never seen your son be this comfortable with anyone that isn't you and you're just grateful that tendō adores your child as much as your child adores him
❀ when tendō walked up to you— your son in his arms, sleeping soundly on his shoulder, you offered to take the child but he refused and opted to pull you close with his free hand
❀ he leaned against the kitchen counter, both you and your son in his arms as you asked him in a whisper, "can you stay?"
❀ understanding what you meant was more than staying for the night, he answered with a definite "for as long as you want to, of course" before pressing a kiss on your temple
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dallonm-archive · 3 years
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hi chloe you prob. will never ever guess who this is because i am so stealthy ™ and very um good?? at impersonating not me,,,, anyway!! spare some himbeau content,,, or you will face pain 🔫🙂 [jk jk i love you + if i hurt you then who I'll give me my daily dose of beaulix content]
omg hello mysterious alnon!!!! oops sorry i mean anon haha.....i have NO idea who you are,,,,,,,but i guess i’ll just have to infodump about beau like this is a character intro post and not an anon answer :/// /j lets talk about (him)beau!!!
(please bare in mind he is v new and i am pantsing this novel so this is a lot of uh.....i THINK moments and just where i am w the development also this isnt a character intro post but im treating it like one except no coherency i am INFODUMPING!!!!)
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so i still don’t have a very clear image of him in my head but i want to share this because i made the connection that this is how i see lorna, his mother, in my head when she was younger - around the time she would’ve been in the cult. she is such a warm character to me!!
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so lorna was one of the first people to leave the cult, in 1968 (playing with the idea of a group of women leaving at the same time), but she also made sure that she had contacts still within the cult, which meant that people who left after her could contact her, essentially starting a chain which meant that there’s now a group of people that have left that stay in contact with one another (if they choose to). this was really important to her because she sees it as reclaiming the idea of community against the awful thing that brought them together in the first place. she is a queen! shes one of the first people felix visits after he leaves which we see in chapter 2, but i’m excited to see how her role develops further than that. 
but onto her son! 
beau was born into the cult on june 29, 1965. he’s a summer baby and this is relevant! because lorna got them out of there when he was so young, he has zero recollection of his time there. i think i want part of his arc to explore how he navigates his emotions with that and how they change because at the start, he feels very detached from it and doesn’t really think about it more than Oh So That’s A Thing and admiring his mom’s strength for getting out of that environment. but i think the more he talks to felix (more on that later :)), the more he’ll understand the weight of everything. 
i think there’s a perception of beau that he’s had a relatively sheltered life, because of the life he has right now, which is far from the case. i think when it comes to the cult itself, there is an element of being sheltered, but that came from lorna protecting him and makes complete sense? but on a general level, he is definitely not sheltered.
we meet him in chapter two, when he’s 20 and currently studying psychology at college. at this point the novel is in felix’s pov (chapter one is in dorothy’s), and he plays a big role in felix’s arc (more on that later :)), and all of this backstory creates a very interesting dynamic between them. i didn’t intend for them to mirror each other, but felix sort of sees beau as a looking glass to the life he could have had and that is quite difficult for him to navigate. he feels this innate connection to him through them being born in the same place (lorna even has a photo of the two when they were toddlers) but at the same time beau is a complete stranger to him otherwise. 
again, he is a new character and i’m pantsing this novel, but i think his arc will explore: queer pride, creating happiness, mental health and the importance of strong relationships
beau is THE sunshine oc. (felix is too but like, it’s hidden shh). he is SO lovely. truly a himbo. he’s super charismatic, loves making friends, very impulsive (or spontaneous, depends on how you look at it), often speaks before he thinks but ultimately has good intentions. he’s also super insightful and really good at emotional support conversations, like he tries really hard to understand what you’re saying the best of his ability - he’s super inspired by his moms loving nature and he wants to help others, but his arc isn’t defined by that. he is also so FUNNY, like i love writing this dude. dream man literally. of course, i want there to be more depth than that, and there definitely is, but this is where we are now and i LOVE him so far
but i have a feeling.....that the alnon wants to hear about him and felix. just a guess! 
(i usually dont do pinterest moodboards but i dont have the energy for unsplash’s algorithm rn but anyway, just look at the VIBES)
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i really was like felix’s sexuality has nothing to do with his arc even if i don’t think he’s straight and then these two interacted ONCE and were really like no <3 i was doing a sprint with some people from atlas and their chemistry just Happened its like i didnt even know what was happening then i read back and was like
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the snippet that ruined my life:
“Or, I mean, we don’t have to go straight there. Have you visited San Francisco before? I can give you the Beau exclusive tour.”
Felix grins and faces him. “The ‘Beau-exclusive tour?”
“Yeah! It’s the Beau tour because I know the best places in the city, not all the boring tourist places. I mean, they’re cool and all, but the secret places are cooler, you know? And it’s exclusive because you’ll be the first one to have taken it.”
“Then how do you know it’ll be a good tour?”
“Because I know I’d be the best tour guide possible.” Beau leans against the doorframe, grin electric. “You down?”
“Just to see if you’re the best tour guide possible.”
i want to make this clear now and ill be talking about this in the update, but church mud still is not a romance story. it never will be. i was very apprehensive about including this into the story because i feel like adding romance into stories that deal with heavy topics like mental health and trauma is a very delicate process and there are very fine lines on both sides of the portrayal (either having a romantic relationship work out or not). i also really don’t know how felix’s sexuality will play a role because his pov was not really set up for it, but i don’t want to just ignore it now that this is a thing? so we’ll see where that goes, again i’m pantsing this novel lol. essentially, this is a big part of felix’s arc, but its not the centre of it.  the way i see it right now, is that this relationship wont be a straight forward “we become official and we are a couple and that is happy ending at the end of the book”, but these feelings will be explored and talked about out loud. i also want that exploration to be healthy regardless of that, because we love complex love narratives! i just want to be clear about this since the relationship does deal with two queer man and the last thing i want to do is promise something that the book won’t really give. ultimately, even if its not a traditional romance love story, the bottom line is these two will love each other deeply.
but beau and felix....,,,lovingly named beaulix! (thank you rhys for the best ship name)
they have ruined my LIFE in the last day. i am so obsessed with them. like this wasn’t planned the chemistry and connection is just so ??? NATURAL??? 
like i said above, beau loves helping people but that won’t be his arc, and i’m very conscious about that here. like i dont want beau just to exist to help felix (especially with sexuality involved). when i say this is new, i literally figured this out yesterday so i’m just letting it go where it wants to go but PLEASE I AM SO OBSESSED 
these two are so cute like please.....the beau-exclusive tour PLEASE
literally their first scene together is felix opening up about how he feels like people only see him as a broken ex cult member that needs to be fixed, and beau is like “then we won’t talk about that. besides, i want to know about felix.” i’m literally losing my MINDDDDD hes so cute
felix also tutors beau’s little half-brother, byron, in piano, so he’s gonna be at his house a lot 👁️👄👁️ 
im very conscious of this post getting super long and also i want to save some of the beaulix talk for when i write the actual update, so let me end this off with these two snippets because i need y’all to appreciate the parallels here:
“Mine’s June 29th. So, I’m like, a real summer baby. No wonder I love the beach and love San Francisco. I was born for it before I was even there.”
Felix is inclined to agree with that. Summers for Felix were never that special; sometimes it was cool evenings, ice cubes, spending the whole day outside; sometimes it was scorching sun and sweat and heat headaches. San Francisco summers sound more exciting; like beach days, heat haze, drunk afternoons. Beau must be summer, Felix thinks.
then we have:
“Seriously though, do you have a favourite?”
Felix has to think about that one. “I think I like spring,” he says. “I don’t hate when it’s cold, but I always liked when you could feel the air slowly warm up.”
Beau nods. “Spring is cute. You should see the city during the spring when all the flowers bloom – you’ll love it.”
haha get it.....beau is summer.......so we’ve established characters as their favourite seasons.......and then beau......beau says...........
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in conclusion, we all love beau........and we love beau and felix......i am SO excited to see where his arc and where their relationship goes
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mcntydcluca · 5 years
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task #1
BASIC INFORMATION
FULL NAME: montgomery ‘ monty ‘ blake de luca PRONUNCIATION: mon - tee , blae - k , dey luke - uh MEANING: hill of the powerful one REASONING: his father’s life was saved by a man named monty when he was 24 and vowed to name his first born son the same, in honor of the kind man brave enough to pull him out of the way of a moving bus NICKNAME(S): monty, mon - man, tee, mons PREFERRED NAME(S): monty BIRTH DATE: august 12th, 2000 AGE: 18 ZODIAC: leo GENDER: cismale PRONOUNS: he/him ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: heteroromantic SEXUAL ORIENTATION: heterosexual NATIONALITY: american ETHNICITY: white
BACKGROUND
BIRTH PLACE:  HOMETOWN: east hampton, new york SOCIAL CLASS: upper FATHER: julian de luca MOTHER: gabrielle james SIBLING(S): teresa ‘tess’ de luca (adopted), two younger twin brothers BIRTH ORDER: monty, tess, twins PET(S): a green tree python (murphy), and two albino rats (marc & mike) OTHER IMPORTANT RELATIVES: n/a PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS: one ex, that was a kicker ARRESTS?: none PRISON TIME?: none
OCCUPATION & INCOME
SOURCE OF INCOME: my job as an intern at the local law firm, and my parents CONTENT WITH THEIR JOB (OR LACK THERE OF)?: eh PAST JOB(S): none SPENDING HABITS: eh, i can splurge a bit MOST VALUABLE POSSESSION: my lucky lacrosse stick
SKILLS & ABILITIES
TALENTS: lacrosse, piano, guitar, track SHORTCOMINGS: too long to list LANGUAGE(S) SPOKEN: english and italian DRIVE?: yes JUMP-STAR A CAR?: maybe CHANGE A FLAT TIRE?: yes RIDE A BICYCLE?: yes SWIM?: yes PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?:  piano and guitar PLAY CHESS?: yes BRAID HAIR?: yes, unfortunately because of tess TIE A TIE?: yes PICK A LOCK?: no
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE & CHARACTERISTICS
FACE CLAIM: adam dimarco EYE COLOR: brown HAIR COLOR: dark brown HAIR TYPE/STYLE: short and curly  GLASSES/CONTACTS?: yes DOMINANT HAND: right HEIGHT: 6′2 WEIGHT: 154 BUILD: slim and muscular? EXERCISE HABITS: i work out about 4 times a week, more if possible SKIN TONE: slightly tan TATTOOS: none PEIRCINGS: none MARKS/SCARS: some on my legs from lacrosse and track but nothing bad NOTABLE FEATURES: hair, probably USUAL EXPRESSION: smile CLOTHING STYLE: random graphic tees and blue jeans JEWELRY: a watch from my dad ALLERGIES: wasps and bees BODY TEMPERATURE: normal DIET: vegetarian PHYSICAL AILMENTS: none
PSYCHOLOGY
MORAL ALIGNMENT: neutral good TEMPERAMENT: extrovert ELEMENT: earth MENTAL CONDITIONS/DISORDERS: adhd and anxiety SOCIABILITY: im pretty social but i cant keep much conversation on one topic EMOTIONAL STABILITY: little low since the incident but im fine PHOBIA(S): death, wasps, bees, goldfish ADDICTION(S): none DRUG USE: i take my perscribed adderall ALCOHOL USE: none PRONE TO VIOLENCE?: only on the field
MANNERISMS
QUIRKS: um... none? HOBBIES: lacrosse, skateboaring, reading, video games HABITS: i tend to leave the cabinets open everywhere i go NERVOUS TICKS: i bounce my leg a lot DRIVES/MOTIVATIONS: my family, my sister, my best friend FEARS: once again death wasps bees goldfish POSITIVE TRAITS: im outgoing, athletic, kind (i think) NEGATIVE TRAITS: im a little inattentive i guess SENSE OF HUMOR: pretty light DO THEY CURSE OFTEN?: nope CATCHPHRASE(S): none
FAVORITES
ACTIVITY: lacrosse ANIMAL: snakes BEVERAGE: blue powerade BOOK: lord of the rings CELEBRITY: emma stone COLOR: red DESIGNER: adidas FOOD: pizza if i can get my hands on it FLOWER: rose GEM: ruby HOLIDAY: christmas MODE OF TRANSPORTATION: my jeep MOVIE: zombieland MUSICAL ARTIST: the neighborhood QUOTE/SAYING: “don’t give up.” SCENERY: outdoors SCENT: rosemary (dont judge) SPORT: lacrosse SPORTS TEAM: grayhounds lacrosse TELEVISION SHOW: stranger things WEATHER: sunny VACATION DESTINATION: hawaii
ATTITUDES
GREATEST DREAM: to become a famous athlete GREATEST FEAR: losing my sister MOST AT EASE WHEN: im with my team LEAST AT EASE WHEN: im alone BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT: making it into rochester BIGGEST REGRET: letting my mom do it MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT: moving here, first day, the ‘cake’ incident BIGGEST SECRET: like i would say TOP PRIORITIES: my family
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sainadazai · 3 years
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Chapter 3
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Returning home that day, you had a new sense of determination. You weren't sure if it was different than that of this morning, considering you really did think you could make friends, but you hoped it was. Todoroki may have been one of the least approachable people in class that day, but for some reason you knew he'd be the easiest to talk to. Well, once you got him to acknowledge your existence.
As you swung open the door to the single story home, you were greeted by the sight of your mother, shuffling through bills at the kitchen table. She didn't seem upset with it, though, rather content in her chore. You admired your mother for that, always being content no matter what. Sending her a quick wave, you march down the hall to your room. You might not have looked it, but all those tests got you tired, let alone all the people trying to speak to you. They seemed nice enough, now that you could think back on it, why did you feel so scared at the time?
Tomorrow would be different, though, because now, you had a plan. The stone faced boy, shoto todoroki, was going to be your first friend. Or at least acquaintance.
You really just needed a nap, maybe some laying down peacefully on your bed to forget the disaster you acted like earlier. However, your cat had other plans. Mochi was perched happily in the center of your bed, curled up as cats do and looking way too adorable to be mad at. YOu cooed at her being so infuriatingly cute. Why couldn't you just go to bed peacefully as she does?
"Ahh, mom come here!" you whisper-yelled marching your way back to the kitchen.
"What, darling? Is it your quirk again?" she shouted excitedly, not moving from her spot.
"NO!Better!"
Her face contorted into a grin as you re-entered the room. "Oh? What could possibly be better than the great metallic's quirk?" she teased your nickname.
Ever since you were little you had been planning to be a pro, that came with lots of different possible hero names. Two years ago, Metallic came into the mix, as your dad suggested you use a more simple name.
"Mochi can, mom."
She giggled a bit, gesturing her hands to the handles of her wheelchair. " You'll have to take me then, I'm not sure Mochi is enough to sheel all the way away from my bills.." she continued to chuckle as you grumbled, but happily went behind her to push her forward.
"Hold on tight, then!"
"Wait, Y/N."
It was too late, you went zooming through the halls, giggling joyously as your mother laughed in fear. She knew you wouldn't let her fall, but she hated the feeling of needing to be picked up by her daughter and hauled into her chair. It made her feel unbelievably helpless.
"Woohoo!"
"Y/n, you passed your room."
"Oh, right, thanks mom!"
Backtracking a couple feet, you swung your room door open, revealing your little cat all fluffed up on your bed, eyes staring at you in alarm at your volume.
"I think you scarred her, hon."
"Shh, isn't she so cute, though? When I came home she was all cuddled up in my blankets."
"Yes, that cat is my favorite child, she is always quiet..." your mom mumbled, smirking although you couldn't see from behind her.
"Hey!"
"Ah, your right, maybe your brother too.." she faux pondered.
You pouted, not knowing if she was joking or not.
"Just kidding I love you all! But seriously hon I need to do the bills."
"Okay, want me to wheel you back?"
She shook her head, "No, I'm sure you're tired after school, go move that cat over and get a nap in before your dad gets home."
You were skeptical about letting her go back on her own, it wasn't more than twenty feet away, but you were protective of your mother. Seeing her even at the chance of pain was unbearable. Maybe it was the attachment that comes with her and dad being your only friends since day one, or your heroic nature, but her suffering was almost more painful to you.
She had always relentlessly assured you that she felt no pain in her legs, but it still always felt like it would. Especially when you were younger and first noticed how she could barely stand. See, when mom and dad met, dad had been an aspiring hero, while mom wanted to be a chef. Neither of them went to U.A, but he was in a hero course, while she was in general studies. It worked out for the most part, too. Dad had gotten his hero license at 18 and mom her first job at a small restaurant.
Didn't last, though. One day while mom was out shopping in the city, a large villain attack occurred. All might have come to fight with an unknown villain who seemed to fare quite scarily against him.
During the fight, however, moms legs were crushed under a fallen building, damaging many nerves and breaking bones. All might saved her that day, kept her from bleeding out and got her to a hospital safely, but the damage was very painful.
Mom never blamed that villain for her pain, or anyone for that matter. Once she began healing and started physical therapy, she had almost completely forgotten the pain of it all. Then, when she had you, she promised her husband that she would try her best to stand and walk and move for you. So her daughter always had someone to play with. Dad didn't like that, though. He wanted her to be safe, and not in pain.
So he hung up his cape and got a job in construction, given the family quirk it suited him well. With that, he could spend more time with you and your mother, looking after both of you.
That didn't stop the pain from getting to her, though, and the nerves going numb. Leaving her completely unable to walk now, but she wouldn't trade those years when you were little for anything. She just loved you too much to mind her own pain.
Smiling at the memory of the story your parents used to tell you, you fell asleep with one arm around mochi.
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Todoroki never minded other kids. He spent most of his life training with his father, though he couldn't say he liked his father all that much either. Kids his age had a habit of making him jealous though, even if their lives weren't perfect, they didn't have endeavour for a father.
Still, mow he stood in his home bathroom, looking at his face in the mirror, practicing how to speak to you. Wondering what might male you smile.
It was stupid, really. He had been speaking all his life, words weren't all that hard, but he guessed je might have to try a little harder on these ones.
"Hello, im shoto."
No, you already knew that, you would probably think he is dumb.
"How does your quirk work?"
Metal, obviously. How could anyone have missed that after yesterday. Maybe if he tried to relate to you? But how could someone like him relate to you? You looked so pure, maybe not the happiest, but you didn't seem like you'd been to hell and back.
He thought you were likely just the nervous type, an overthinker.
"Hi, y/n."
"I'm sure that would work.."
Shoto's head jolted to the open bathroom door and he saw fuyumi standing there. He didn't know her well, but they lived together so he should have shut the door.
"What do you mean?" he questioned, not sure that was the right one at all.
"Brother, I don't know who you want to talk to, but, it's best if you speak in the moment, all you have to say is hi."
"Maybe to normal people." he spoke, still stone faced, not believing he would work.
"So this person isn't normal?"
"No, she apologizes too much."
Fuyumi laughed a bit, "What does that mean?"
"Well, after observing her today, I think if I said hi, she would just say sorry.." he pondered, imagining your cute face flustering and stuttering and putting an apology.
"Oh my, well I guess I'll leave you t0 it then."
"Um, thanks?"
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School the next day was exciting for both of you. You, being ready to train and learn and make friends, and he to use his well rehearsed conversational skills. Little did the two of you know the dramatic training that would take place all but the second day of school. It wasn't like anything to be expected, the day started out with a simple english class led by present mic.
Having arrived barely on time due to the crazy long bike ride, you had no time to become friends with todoroki. However, upon first entering the school, you met the smart and pretty girl from the day before. It seemed she was still curious about your quirk, but this morning she was mindful of your anxiety.
Her movements were soft and her voice was calm and quiet as she questioned you on the way to class. The way she treated you was very settling, it made the brisk walk towards class 1-A just a bit easier today. No one had ever really spoken to you like that.  Kids at your old school opted to ignore you because you were always busy anyways, or tease you for being sheltered and as they would say "innocent." You were not.
All of the things middle schoolers seemed to fancy were just irrelevant to your career as a hero, it made no sense to indulge them. So, given that history, this sweet girl, who had a habit of pulling and twisting the ends of her skirt, had made you feel ecstatic. Yaoyorozu had actually changed her demeanor to accommodate you, she really was too caring.
"Now, which of these four sentences contains a mistake?"
You weren't paying attention, to say the least. English and learning could wait for a time when the boy next to you wasn't looking so endearing. Today you learned he has different colored eyes as well, beautiful cerulean blue on one side and dark grey on the other. It was odd of you to be staring, even more odd at this boy you barely know, but something about that blue in his eye was so familiar, you just couldn't place it. Not to mention the burn scar residing around it.
It would be rude to ask, but you really were curious. Suppose that's a topic to remember when you know him better-if you know him better.
The class went by in a haze as you tried to find another pair of those blue eyes in your memory, but to no avail.
Then, you quietly shuffled down the halls to the lunch room. The line for lunch was very long, so you it was nerve racking to enter, but you wandered up and made your way there. Once you had your lunch, you took a long inhale, treasuring the steam of the rice that warmed your face.
The table's seemed mostly occupied, but you had to remind yourself there were probably no assigned groups. Everyone was new. Everyone was confused about where to sit. Or maybe they weren't? Maybe they made friends on the first day while you were busy apologizing...
"Hey, y/n, I still have some questions if you wanna sit with me?"
Startled by the voice, you jumped, the food on your tray doing a quick bounce to mimic you. The voice was recognized quickly, though, as the girl you'd spoken to earlier. It wouldn't hurt for todoroki to be your second friend, would it?
Turning over your shoulder you shot a half-assed smile at her to mask the sudden discomfort. She really was right behind you, had she been there the whole time?
You walked to a table in a corner, following her, and noticed a couple other girls there. It wasn't a new idea that in school settings, people often linked to stick with their own gender. It was just a bit of a shock that they could all bond so quickly over something so miniscule as being female.
In life your mom and dad had always equally been your best friends, it's an odd example but the dynamic is similar to if they were kids, too. That led you to believe there wasn't much difference between hanging around girls or guys. You wouldn't complain, anyone talking to you here was a blessing. Well, maybe not the yelling one.
"So, um, you had more questions?" you look up at momo warily.
Her face brightens in excitement as she pulls out a piece of paper. It seemed to be a list, had she been preparing questions? Geez, no need to make you feel special.
"So, you used your blood yesterday and somehow applied ample force to it to hurl a ball to an exact distance, care to um elaborate?"
The rice was just about to reach your mouth, but you paused, for her sake. Best to answer, then eat, although it smells delicious.
"Oh, well, you acknowledged earlier that my quirk has to do with metal, the medical term would be ferrokinesis. So, I was just manipulating small particles of iron, without unbonding them from my blood."
"Woahh, I totally didn't even know blood was like that..." Mina, the pink haired girl spoke, shaking her head and bouncing her beautiful curls as she did so.
Seeing her distraction, you shoved an ungodly amount of rice into your mouth, feeling a bit more comfortable already. Your cheeks squished out like a chipmunks and you chewed the best you could to both savor the flavor, and not choke.
"So you could do that with other people's blood?"
Mouth still full of food, you continued to answer casually.
"Well, I suppose I could.." you continued to chomp, voice slightly muffled by the rice in your cheeks,"but I'm not sure that'd be vewy hewoic of me."
E/c eyes glanced up at them casually to scope their opinions on your words, but the girls were too busy cooing at how adorable you were. Their sudden change of emotion caused an embarrassment trigger to go off in your mind. Cheeks heating up, but not showing any red. Eyes widening, you quickly swallowed the last of your rice, and sputtered out an apology for your disrespect.
"Oh gosh, it's rude to talk your mouth full, I'm sorry. My mother usually finds it funny because of the way my voice changes, but you're not my mom, haha. Wait!Um no she doest say that, um, I-"
"It's okay, you're adorable, and please don't say sorry, okay?" The girl with the sound quirk, and stylish hair spoke.
"Oh, um, yeah.."
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Hero basic training. The moment of the day you'd been anticipating. Come to U.A. for the hero course, and this is the time of day you will always look forward to.
"I AM HERE!" You heard a voice boom from the doorway.
Sure enough, there he was. The number one pro hero, All Might himself. He was cool, but you preferred endeavour or best jeanist. It was just, he was so flashy, and people always depended on him for relief or safety, it didn't make sense. What happens when eventually, he is out of commission? Heroes that didn't worry about being some beacon of hope might be less comforting, but at least they'd get the job done now, and be easier to let go of later.
These thoughts, however, did not change the fact that you did still revere him. Who wouldn't? It All Might.
He went on a spiel about today's training, being ridiculously loud. Today wouldn't fight training, and it seemed the boy next to you was indifferent about that, but you, you were excited. This was what your quirk did best. Not to brag, but you'd say you have about a 7/10 chance of beating almost anyone in this class in hand to hand or quirk on quirk combat.
After all, you sacrificed your childhood to pursue it.
"But one of the most important things about being a hero is looking good-" The walls suddenly protrude outwards, causing your body to stiffen. Oh. It was the costumes. How exciting.
"Get yourselves suited up, and then meet me at training ground beta."
You happily obliged, rushing to grab your case and to change, this would most definitely be a fun training day!
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kvrishima · 7 years
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hello since is both deku’s and mirio’s birthday im talking about their brotherly-like relationship and how much they care about each other and how much everyone loves these boys like i do
so, first of all, they talk a lot. sometimes, their friends (or all might) will try to keep up with the topic of their conversations but it changes all the time that is imposible. like, one moment they are talking about a villains quirk and then suddently izuku is ranting about popcorn.
they cant walk around the city without adopting a stray cat. it happened so many times. mirio has 4 little kittens living with him. aizawa and shinso took the rest. izukus mom has 2. they cant stop, they wont stop.
izuku refused to believe mirio was his older brother till he visited his mom after school one day and oh, mirio is there, talking to inko with empty cups of tea like they know each other for ages. and deku knows, knows, its too late. his mom has adopted mirio as her son. (@desikauwa​ bless u for putting this into words.)
and the worst part is that it wasnt just his mom. apparently, mirio also had a good relationship with toshinori. is not like midoriya is surprised, u see, he knows all might would adopt everyone in the school if he had the chance, but he still didnt know what to say the moment he walked into toshinoris office just to find the two of them taking a selfie with a cute snapchat filter. he also didnt know what to say when mirio looked at him funny and say “is for the family album!”
of course, they also took a pic of the three of them.
and then all might send that one to inko.
their classmates arent really surprised to find out they get along really well. most ppl actually think they are related by blood. like, everyone already thinks of deku as all might’s child, and since inko and toshinori are dating and apparently adopted the third year student, is not hard to see mirio as their oldest child who just looks a lot more like all might.
the fact that they are not surprised, tho, doesnt mean they can adjust to it. once, both izuku and mirio smiled at the same time and everyone around them cried. tamaki passed away and kirishima wrote a three paper essay about how mainly it is to have a cute smile.
mirio also likes to joke around with izuku. like when deku is talking to one of his classmates and suddenly they just stare at the wall behind him really surprised and deku doesn't even bother to turn around. he’s just like "dont tell me, hes right behind me doing that face again".
both tamaki and nejire like izuku a lot. especially nejire, who probably treats him more like a little brother than mirio himself.
todoroki: are u mirio’s illegitimate little brother or something? deku: shouto pls we talked about this
and they are actually ?? so happy to have the same birthday ?? midoriya is totally like “wheres my present?” and mirio is like “im older, im the alpha, wheres my present?”
anyways, i love my boys so much ??? @ horikoshi: let them be brothers u cowARD
sO happy birthday to these absolutely amazing and pure children! i hope both of u save a lot of ppl together
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peaceasshcle · 7 years
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here, lemme just-- get all of my thoughts out there. WARNING: THERE’S A LOT.
the flashback in the beginning was nice. i know it was meant to be kinda sad and whatnot bc of their dad getting cancer but lemme just say that javi’s “hey, i was reading that!” and david’s “oh my gooood!!” was cute. also, i couldn’t stop focusing on how #tragic david’s outfit was, but that’s why i love his outfits bc they are tragic, so...... anyway, moving on. i was SO FUCKING RELIEVED TO SEE KATE AGAIN!!! her beautiful face wasn’t messed up at all and i was so glad!!! she just straight up hugged javi and completely ignored david and it’s like, you’re not even gonna ask david if he’s okay? really? bc my kate would’ve. but i digress-- i was glad when gabe finally started coming around and realizing that david wasn’t all that he was cracked up to be, but i got really mad at all the times when gabe would get hit by david. accident or not, it pissed me off. david breaking fern’s arm and shooting rufus made me uncomfortable, lol. and like, i get why he did it, but still. that whole situation could’ve been handled better. i’m at least glad that he didn’t let kate and javi get shot. i stood beside my brother and it was a nice moment and made me happy, but i couldn’t be too happy bc i knew everything was gonna get fucked up by the end of the episode. i felt bad about ava, a little, but tripp was my husbando™ and i didn’t want him to die (even tho he did gdi) and so she was rightfully pissed off at me. she said she’d pick david over me anyway so i didn’t feel too bad. the bit where david’s like, “kate walked right past me and hugged you. why is that?” and i’m like, MY KATE wouldn’t have done that, i’m sorry!!!!!! but i couldn’t actually say that so i just went with, “ask her yourself.” bc lol nah son. but then the fact that she’ll hardly speak to him, just-- kate why? i mean, i kinda get it, but still. ALSO GABE TELLING JAVI THAT HE WANTS TO BE LIKE HIM GAVE ME SO MANY EMOTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BABY BOY IS GROWING UP SO FAST!!!!!!!!! the scene where ava saved my sorry ass and proceeded to die fucked me up, dude. i thought she’d last longer than that. and david’s reaction was just so-- idk. but i get it bc people handle grief in different ways. but the whole thing with the group going across that edge spiked my anxiety and i was just hyper-aware of kate the entire time. the helicopter scene didn’t help my anxiety lmao. i was just glad that we all survived that bs. plus when javi finally gets up there and he’s like, “great job everyone. just like how we rehearsed!” and kate’s like, “i think we can do better! lets go back over there and try that again!” and it just-- i laughed so hard, fffffff. the walker scene was gross af, but the fact that JAVI LITERALLY TALKS TO ONE OF THEM KILLS ME JUST-- walker: *looks at javi, makes guttural noises* javi: *looks at walker, makes guttural noises back* i died laughing at that, okay? it was fuckin’ great. and the scene in the garage-- HOLY FUCK. kate slapping david and proceeding to break up with him and THEN GOING OVER TO KISSING JAVI (AND JAVI KISSING HER BACK LIKE THERE’S NO PROBLEM WHATSOEVER) LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK????? KATE!!! THAT’S NOT HOW YOU DO IT!!!! (i mean, i told david that i was in love with her afterwards, but still...) ofc that set david off, and he attacked me, but i refused to fight him. i kept telling him that i loved him, and then he warped gabe upside the head with a fucking wrench and didn’t even fucking bat an eye. like, i’m sorry, but even if i was seeing red and was trying to kill someone, the moment that happened, and i realized that i’d just hit my son UPSIDE THE HEAD WITH A FUCKING WRENCH i’d immediately snap out of it and try to apologize to my kid or something at least. i also felt like gabe agreeing to go with david was ooc af, but the writers did that shit on purpose. otherwise how could they get those separate endings they wanted sooooo bad, y’know? i went with kate, and i don’t regret it at all. i trusted clem enough to get gabe back safely and i just knew that if i left kate, she’d die and i wasn’t having that. so i went with her and helped her clear out richmond with the HELP OF MY MAIN MAN JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT’S GOOD, MAN???? I MISSED YOU BRO!! YOU LOOK HELLA GOOD LIKE THAT, DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!! but yes, so we did all that, and then clem’s back and she’s GOT GABE AND HE’S ALIVE AND SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but then we find out that DAVID’S FUCKING DEAD AND IT’S LIKE WTF?! NO! WHY?! bc as much as i might’ve not always liked david, i never wanted him to fucking DIE WTF?! also the fact that gabe’s like, “dad said for us to take care of each other.” seriously FUCKED ME UP, MAN. like damn. so kate and i go to his body (which i really hated looking at, btw. too much sad.) and she grabbed his dog tags, while proceeding to tell me about what david wanted and ish. and i was like, fuck man. that’s fucking sad af. we respected his wishes, buried his dog tags, and i said my peace and KATE DIDN’T HAVE SHIT TO SAY AND JUST SMILED AT ME AND LEFT HER FUCKING RING THERE AND I’M LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK -- and then we put up david’s pic on the memorial wall, and say a few more words, and kate brings up the fact that she wants to have a BABY??????????? naturally, i was like, ‘fuck yeah, babe.’ but still, lollllllll. i didn’t see that coming at all. AND THE BIT WITH JESUS HOLY FUCK. him thinking javi was flirting and i’m like, “heyyyyyyy boiiiiiiiiii how you doin????” bc fuck yeah. sorry, i’m weak for jesus, man. i fuckin’ ship it. and then the “hey, uh, jesus?” and “hey, uh, gabe.” IT WAS SO FUCKING CUTE OMG. THE HAIRCUTTING SCENE WAS ADORABLE TOO!!! being able to tease clem about gabe, and giving her hope about aj, AND giving her that adorable haircut???? A+++++ i loved every bit of it! tho i will say that clem has some big ears, lmao. i still love her tho. <3 THE HUG SHE GIVES GABE, THE FACT THAT JAVI AND KATE HAVE THEIR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND EACH OTHER, AND THE WAVES THEY ALL GIVE EACH OTHER, I’M JUST-- LOVED IT. and the ending scene with her looking like a total badass with that new haircut and jacket????  👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit Clementine’s story will continue... like omggggggggggggggggggggggg. though i do wonder when they’ll finally let clem rest, lmao. and OKAY!!! i’ll now take this opportunity to say that it killed me how ooc Kate was at times. like, the fact that she didn’t at least look at david and ask him if he was okay didn’t seem like something she’d do, imo. also her ignoring david for that long and only talking to him when they’re fighting??? mmmm no. i don’t approve. the fact that she loses her shit and slaps him and breaks up with him and  THEN goes over and kisses Javi just to add more salt to the wound felt soooooooooooooooooo ooc for her. MY KATE would, at the very least, attempt to have a civil conversation with david. she wouldn’t have ignored him for so long up until that point. she might’ve been nervous to bring the topic up and that’s why she was ignoring him, but i feel like she would’ve pulled him aside after a while and talked to him calmly about the situation. she would’ve picked a better time to do it than when she did in the game. she just-- she would’ve handled it so much better than they had her do, bc that whole thing was a fucking mess. that wasn’t the kate i’d been led to believe. also the fact that she just stops caring about him at all? like, you loved him once, enough to marry him! You even admit to loving him once. so you mean to tell me that you have not even the tiniest shred of emotion left for him? unrealistic. blocked. but no, for real-- i could understand it in some situations, but it just find it hard to believe that she wouldn’t care about him at all. kate and david’s relationship reminds me sooooo much of my mom and dad’s and even though they have their issues and aren’t in love with each other anymore, and even though they don’t always get along, they still care about each other, so i’m like??? sigh. oh well... also the fact that she doesn’t say anything at david’s funeral, and just lays her ring down on the dirt pile? ooc. i feel like she would’ve at least said something. anything would’ve been better than the silence. and then to top it all off, she tells javi that she wants to start a family with him, and i’m like???? you were literally just talking about how glad you were that mariana wasn’t there to suffer through that shit and now you’re telling me that you wanna have a baby? idk. i just didn’t expect that from her. i still love kate, and i’m very weak for her, and everything else that i didn’t mention about her seemed p in character to me, but yeah. those are just my thoughts on that. and lastly, david seemed to be mostly ic throughout the game, but i feel like there were plenty of moments where he was wayyyyyyy OTT. like, whoa. like, i know that the game was trying to use him to show more depth to his character, but would also turn around and use him for confrontational purposes. also the fact that even if you don’t pursue kate, AT ALL, he STILL doesn’t believe you when you tell him that, and he loses his shit and tries to kill you. david’s character could’ve been handled better as well, i think. but yeah, i think that’s about it for now. i’ll make another post later if i think of anything else, and i’m sorry that this is so long, but i had a LOT of thoughts about this, so...
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bangtanslady · 7 years
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halcyon days [ 1 ]
halcyon days, a suga x reader fanfic part 1
hey guys! so this is my first bts fanfic, actually my first fanfic overall, so i hope it’s alright. feedback and commentary is welcome and appreciated! this part’s a little slow, it was originally going to be a prologue but im all over the place so i just decided to post.
info ; You’re a semi-successful model in Seoul trying to reconnect with your childhood best friend as you hold the memories of you two together closely. (slow burn, fluff, angst, maybe smut later lmao)
 “Oh no! Yoongi, I’m stuck in the tree!” The young girl, around the age of seven screamed with a smile on her face. Giggling, she swung her legs from the low branch; she was active enough and could have easily jumped off on her own.  “Don’t worry my princess, I’ll save you!” The young boy, Yoongi, yelled back. He looked up at her, holding his arms out wide and meeting the girl’s smile with a grin of his own. The two friends were spending the afternoon playing in the park together, and had already spent a good amount of time running around. Even so, they were still energetic.  “Catch me!” She shouted down, immediately sliding off her position on the branch and into Yoongi’s arms. He failed to hold her up, and the two ended up in a pile on the grassy floor, laughing.  “I wasn’t ready! I wasn’t ready!” Yoongi defended himself. The girl shook her head.  “You couldn’t catch me, but you softened my fall so you’re forgiven, kind prince.” She smiled, speaking with fake authority. The girl shifted positions so Yoongi could get up. After doing so, he dusted off his shorts and held out a hand to help her up too. She took it, standing up. “Thanks! You’re a good prince, Yoongi. You’re always so nice.” She patted the dirt off her shorts as well.  “Yeah. I’ll always be here to help you, (Y/N). Let’s go find our moms, I think mine made those sandwiches you like!” Yoongi grabbed the girl’s hand and the two ran off together with big smiles.
 Almost 15 years later, too much has changed. The girl and the boy from all that time ago are practically gone with how different you two act now. Until highschool, you and Yoongi had been extremely close, but it seemed as though a rift had randomly appeared in your relationship during your second year. You had done everything together when you were younger; Yoongi was your first kiss, and your best friend. But unlike Yoongi, who had mostly kept to himself aside from his small friend group and his basketball team, you were pretty sociable and your studies combined with the clubs you joined kept you pretty busy. He was there for you when you sprained your ankle doing sports, and when you were stressing about giving your first speech to your peers. But at some point.. he just stopped. He wasn’t there when you went through your first breakup in second year, or when you cried over being rejected from an American university. You tried really hard to stay close to him but it almost seemed as though he was pushing you away. Things weren’t the best for you at home, either, but you knew Yoongi went through a lot of stuff too. When you two had met up the day after his graduation, it had been the first time you saw him in almost two months, only for him to tell you he was moving to Seoul to persue his music career. Deep down you were hurt he was leaving you, but you didn’t want to hold him back and you sent him off with your encouragements.  A year later, you graduated and moved to Seoul too to enter the modeling business. You stayed in touch of course, texting a few times a month to check in on eachother. Now, you were extremely proud of his progress in his career with BTS and you sent him congratulations texts after most of his performances. Even so, your relationship has felt strained for the past few years. Finally, because he was taking a break, and your schedule wasn’t extremely busy this month, you two would be in the same city for a while and with some free time. It was you who had pitched the idea of spending some time together to reconnect. You’d met a couple of the boys seperately while hanging out with Yoongi, but tonight would be your first time meeting them all together. They had just returned from tour and you offered to take them out on a welcome-home style dinner.  Outside of the restaurant, you stood in a black knee-length dress with a leather jacket and your purse. To avoid attention you had also worn a black facemask; though you weren’t the most popular model in the world, your face was on the cover of a few magazines, and you would rather not be disturbed tonight. You planned on waiting outside for the group but it was a bit cold and your dress wasn’t really helping much so you decided to go inside.  The interior of the restaurant was pretty, not unlike the outside. It wasn’t a 5-star, but it was a bit on the fancy side. Approaching the reception, you pulled down your facemask and smiled to the staff working there. “Table for eight, please. Oh, and I’d prefer if it was a bit secluded, away from any windows.” You requested. That sort of thing was normal for you now, with how recognizable you became. The lady smiled at you and guided you to a large table. She set the menus and napkins as you sat and pulled your phone out.
you - inside now :) - table’s in the back to the left of the entrance
yoongs ✌ - Okay - We’ll be there in 2min
 You shrugged off your jacket onto the back of the chair and set your purse down, scrolling through your phone and texting back some friends who you had neglected to respond to throughout your busy day. You enjoyed the soft music playing over the restaurant’s speakers, and moments later you glanced to the entrance to see the boys filing in and approaching you. You stood up, recognizing all of them as Yoongi’s groupmates.  “Hey,” Yoongi was the first to get to you, a small smile on his face. You leaned in to hug him and he seemed to stiffen up a bit, but wrapped his arms around you nonetheless.  “I missed you,” you said as you squeezed him. Pulling back with a grin, you examined him head to toe. “Back to dark-brown hair? I kinda liked the red from the last time we saw eachother.” He nodded at you, shrugging.  “Yeah.. I missed you too.” He said in a low tone, probably to avoid letting his friends hear this. You could see over his shoulder that a couple of them were grinning at you two and whispering things, so you could only imagine what kind of stuff they said about you. You tried not to be self conscious as Yoongi moved aside and stood by.  Next, Namjoon and Jin approached you. Both smiled and said something akin to it being good to see you again, having had met you before. You were glad to be meeting with them again too, since they seemed to be cool people that had an impact on Yoongi’s life, but you suppose all of them do. You also introduced yourself to the rest of the Bangtan boys, who seemed very enthusiastic.  “It’s really nice to finally meet you,” Jimin said with a charming and cute smile. You giggled as he continued, “I’ve seen your modeling portfolio! It’s really nice, and Yoongi talks about you a l-” Jimin was cut off by a harsh pat on the back from Namjoon, causing him to jump. “Hyung! Are you trying to break my shoulder?” Jimin pretended to raise his fist, but the two laughed it off and Namjoon said something to him that was too quiet for you to hear. Jimin shrugged, smiling at you and taking a seat at the table. Everyone followed suit, sitting down and unfolding their napkins. You sat down in your seat next to Yoongi, unfolding your napkin as well. Pleasant chatter ensued, with the boys excitedly telling you about how touring in the United States was. Jungkook spoke of a particularly funny incident in the hotel they were staying at for a night that caused you to laugh really hard. They asked you many questions about how modeling was working out for you, which you spoke positively of, though in truth you were a bit stressed out recently.  Dinner with the boys was overall a very pleasant experience and you felt as though you got to know them a little better. It was also really nice to be hanging out with your childhood best friend again, though you didn’t get into any thorough conversations at the dinner table. Watching him laugh and smile with his friends made your heart ache a bit.. you realized you missed seeing that kind of thing everyday. You didn’t dwell on this feeling too much though as you were enjoying yourself as well. When all the food was finished, you payed as promised and everyone got ready to leave. As you all exited the restaurant, Yoongi offered to walk you to your apartment that was about fifteen minutes away.  “I’m gonna make sure she gets home safe, you go ahead,” he spoke to the others as you slid your hand onto his elbow with a small smile. You waved the boys goodbye as they piled into a black van and you and Yoongi began your walk. It was silent for a bit. The silence was comfortable, but you were still eager to talk with him more.  “It’s very pretty out tonight..” You said before realizing how mundane your comment was. The sun was setting, creating beautiful colors above you. “Yeah. It is.” He agreed in a dull tone. You looked up to his features, smiling, which caused a small smile to form on his face as well. “So.. how’s your sister doing?” He questioned, though he seemed a bit inattentive. You stayed silent for a moment.  “Fine, I suppose. Actually.. I haven’t checked up with her in a couple weeks, I should call to tell her that the famous Min Yoongi is spending some of his precious time with me again.” You joked, and he rolled his eyes good-naturedly. “But really, thanks for reminding me. How about you, have you spoken to your brother recently?”  The conversation continued like this for the duration of your walk, travelling from tedious topic to tedious topic. Small-talk felt extremely natural between you two, even if it was a little boring, you just enjoyed being able to talk to him at all. Eventually you arrived at the lobby of the apartment complex you lived in, and you paused for a moment. “Um.. you don’t have to go yet. You can come up if you’d like.” Your heart skipped a beat as you spoke up to Yoongi, who paused before shaking his head.  “No.. I think I should go, I’m really tired.” He responded, looking a little disinterested. You gave a little pout.  “You can crash here, I don’t mind. I kind of want to spend more time with you..” You persuaded. You and Yoongi used to have sleepovers all the time, and it wasn’t uncommon for one of you to crash at the other’s when you were having problems at home in highschool. But that was years ago.  “Don’t you think that’s a little odd?” He asked rhetorically. You were about to respond that no, you thought it was perfectly normal, but he spoke up again. “It’s fine, I already texted my driver. I’ll text you tomorrow though, okay? We can find more time to hang out later, there’s no rush.” He patted your head, ruffling your hair slightly. You couldn’t help but smile at the sensation, feeling a bit childish. “Okay, if you say so. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, then.” You hugged him again, and this time he didn’t stiffen up, but instead squeezed you back. As you parted ways, you bowed your head slightly and swiped the card to open the front door of the building. “Thanks for walking me home, Yoongs. Goodnight!” You said, waving goodbye. He simply nodded and smiled in response, watching you through the glass doors as you disappeared into an elevator going up to your floor.  As you unlocked your door with the key again, you contemplated what had just happened. You tried to avoid overthinking things as you knew it caused unnecessary stress, but you were just a naturally analytical person and couldn’t help but think too hard about some things sometimes. It seemed as though Yoongi was a little uncomfortable with you tonight, but did Jimin try to tell you that Yoongi talked about you to them? That might not’ve been the case, but you kept his little blunder in the back of your mind. You didn’t know if you were offended or not about Yoongi rejecting you and calling your request odd a moment ago. Furrowing your brows as you changed into more comfortable clothes, you also realized you probably seemed a little desperate in front of him. Was he not as fond of you as you were of him? Just how fond of him were you anyways?  After some brief pacing, you decided to just get ready for bed and call it a night a bit earlier than usual to avoid thinking about this anymore.
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deiupvote · 5 years
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It's been a while since I've been able to update, I'm sorry if this post is as long as my prior one. Alot has happened in the last few months and I haven't been able to post information about it until now. It's nearly impossible to explain the situation without a long backstory so you'd have to have seen my prior post. I'll try to give a short summary here.https://ift.tt/2A6qbhq I spent almost 20 years living with my mother. I have 3 younger siblings. 16 of those years I suffered through abuse. Had her hold a knife to my neck, kicked me down the stairs frequently, beaten me with extension cords/bats/fists/chairs/belts/etc, beaten me unconscious & bloody countless times, verbally abusive aka telling me i was worthless and how she couldn't stand me or how I looked like my dad daily. I lost count of how many times I woke up to heavy closed fist punches to the face at like 3am on school days because the dishes weren't washed or I didn't fold her laundry or whatever and then being forced to do chores until I went to school. Teachers weren't helpful. Family turned a blind eye. My dad wasn't around. This wasn't once in a while. This was everyday. I didn't have much freedom as she rarely let me leave the house (Deadbolt lock on the front door and I wasnt allowed to have keys) or get a few hours of reprieve outside of school where I did horribly because the only thing I was interested in was people liking me instead of actual schoolwork. I've called the police on her a total about 2 times. She never got in trouble and the police generally believed her over me and she'd dismiss all my allegations. I was a really skinny kid, I was not a threat and I couldn't defend myself. Either way, I hated violence so I never raised a hand to her or took it out on anyone else. My only reprieve was all the ways I sabotaged her food, the satisfaction of making eye contact as she ate off of a spoon I rubbed between my buttcheeks or when she enjoyed a cup of my special home brew lipton tea. Lots of little malicious compliances which usually ended with punishment.It was just her and I (my older sister was taken away very early) until I hit my teens when my younger siblings were born (not all at the same time). She didn't beat them as bad and treated them fairly better. I was alone for most of it. I didn't really connect with them because they were always around her and I tried to minimize the time spent around my Mother when I hit my teens and after when I started having slightly more freedom. After abusing me for years then carrying on to abuse my siblings, lying to me about having a place to live if I went to college, countless other reasons, and her literally laughing at me when I told her I was homeless.. This is after I explained how it's been hard for me and how the abuse affected me. She's never owned up it. Never apologized. Nothing. I was done. I decided I was going to ruin her life. Regardless of whether it makes me a bad person or not. I had photos of my own bruises/cuts/etc saved from YEARS with my mother. My little sister sent me a few via social media. I compiled it all and went to CPS. They went with police to do a check and coincidentally got there while my mother was beating my sister. Cue an emergency removal and her losing her kids. I reached out to her job and made them aware she lied about her degree (I was the one who wrote all her resumes and etc). She lost her $75k+ salary job days later and got blacklisted. I even deleted every single gmail account and etc I made for her just because fuck her.But as this is an update and not a repost of how trash my past was, I'll try not to repeat myself too much.UpdateI'll give an update on me personally first. My camera was stolen and instead of trying to get another one, I decided to take a break from photography. I appreciate all of the support you guys gave me after my first post. It's been extremely hard, taking pictures was the only thing I really did that helped me feel okay but I'm learning to build resilience. In the mean time, I swallowed my pride and moved into a homeless shelter in my city specifically for people with jobs & a savings. I'll be able to continue saving while I work on bettering myself as a person. I created an action plan and mapped out all my goals and how I want to achieve them. Up until recently, I wasn't even planning on being alive. Sorry if that's too dark. I honestly always had these thoughts wishing my mother would have finished the job with me and made life easier. But as of late, I'm becoming more and more curious of what I'm capable of if I gave myself the chance. I've been able to visit my younger siblings and have gotten to know my little sister abit better because of the experience. I feel like a horrible person for admitting I still feel nothing for them or really anyone, but I won't let my feelings get in the way of the promise I made to myself or them. I've also only drank 3 times in the last 4 months compared to every other day in the past, which isn't great but its a change.My younger siblings are still with CPS but I can't go into detail. My mother was supposed to go to a hearing to get them back but things got complicated (important). My mothers best friend's son (who I've known 8yrs) does his best to relay all the shit my mother tells her while they talk on the phone all day. Things had gotten worse for her. She hasn't been keeping up with her mortgage payments. Her fiance, my youngest siblings dad, is no longer her fiance anymore and is trying to file for custody. I heard she was a wreck then went ghost but it didn't make me feel better. There weren't supposed to be any winners. Honestly, I wasn't even going to update. I initially just wanted to tell someone for once but one thing changed my mind. Something I was not expecting months after I set this all in motion. A phone call from my mother. In the past seeing her calls, even after movingg out, would set me on edge but that hasn't been the case lately. It was just another thing that happened. Just another event. Meaningless but at the same time... She always had my number but NEVER reached out. Even when things first started going to shit, I doubt she even gave me a second thought. But I'm sure you're all curious to know what was said.My mother is gone. A few weeks after my post, the state I'm in brought felony charges up against her. She left the country shortly after and went to her home country in South America. I have no idea how she was even allowed to leave but they didn't take her passport. She avoided specifics on that part. She mentioned staying with a family friend temporarily and tried to frame it as a short vacation. She didn't even start off with a hello, she started the conversation by ordering me to go somewhere quiet before launching into a sob story about how things have been going for her. This is after months of no contact. After laughing at me for being homeless and denying she ever abused me months ago. Just yammering away like it was nothing but I let her talk. It was surreal. I felt so cold just listening to her talk. It was like talking to a stranger. She mentions losing out on "so much money" and how she doesn't know how all it happened and then finally she hits the topic dujour.Cue her bringing up my little sister and the night of the emergency removal. She starts complaining about how she misses my little sister and brothers, mentions something about how it messes up tax season?, and then she had the audacity to start trying to convince me that I should go talk to the caseworkers for her to back up her claim that " she never abused them or me and I should know that..." She said that to me. After everything. Of all people. 9 minutes into the conversation. Like nothing ever happened. But it wasn't anything new. Of course I cut her off but at that point my mind was already made up. I asked her if she remembered when I used to make iced tea for her all those years. She was a little thrown off but said yes. I paused for a few seconds before slowly telling her in detail about all the ways i sabotaged her lipton iced tea. She tried interrupt me once but I didn't stop talking. I told her about how I'd always put too much sugar and she'd never taste it and keep drinking more which was why I always insisted. There was just silence on the phone but I know she was listening. I told her waiting until after dinner when I got home from school to shower so I could rub her spoons between my buttcheeks for maximum damage and how I'd mix it into her food to mask it. At this point I'm not even sure she's listening anymore but im still describing specific days I remember doing it that I know she would remember. She finally LOUDLY interrupts me screaming at me disgusting evil things. She cursed me the way she used to back in the days when shed be standing over me with an extension cord beating the skin off of me when I was younger. She's blaming me for ruining her life and how she wish she had a better child (All without knowing that I directly caused the destruction of her current life though she's speaking about the past). I just let her waste her breath. She couldn't touch me or my siblings. It only lasted a few seconds. Now I remember spending years daydreaming of all things I'd say to my mother if I had the chance but I just bottled it up with all my other baggage and kept trying to exist. A lot of people from my original post also gave me some ideas.When she finally shut her mouth I calmly told her "Look Mom, You don't know what abuse is and honestly its your own fucking fault this is all happening to you. Also, my bad for pissing in your iced tea." Then I just hung up the phone and blocked her number. That was the last day I drank. I haven't talked to her since. I'm not sure she's aware (or maybe she is) how bad of an idea it was to leave the country with all this going down, even if it was for a few weeks. At this point im done with her. I don't want an apology. I just want to move forward and be a better person. I know that's hard to believe after everything I just told you but it's the truth. I try my best to put as much positivity into the world and share it with the people around me as much as possible. But fuck her. I don't know if she knows it was me but I didn't tell her. I'm sure she can guess though if she really tried. Anyways.. That's my revenge. It's still actively fucking her life up but im not taking any active part in it. I wish it wasn't like this. I wish I had a real family that loved me and I knew how to love back the right way. I wish I had a real relationship with my mother and none of those things happened. I wish I could have turned out like one of the happy people in the world but I can spend spend all day wishing. Sorry for the super long post. This is my last update. Wish me luck next year.TL;DR - My mother abused me for most of my life. I had to drop out of college and support myself after she basically drove me to homelessness. She laughs at me about me being homeless and denies abuse. So I ruined her life by reporting the abuse my siblings and I dealt with resulting in an emergency removal by CPS & her getting criminal charges, exposing her lies to her job which she lost, putting her in a situation that ruined her engagement, and ultimately causing her to flee the country which might result in even worse charges if/when she comes back. via /r/ProRevenge
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kangaroomoney · 7 years
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Top Financial Mistakes Under 25
These are a combination of the biggest financial mistakes that I have my myself and that a lot of young adults have made and some tips on how to fix them.
1. Not Saving or INVESTING This is kind of obvious and definitely easier said than done, but so vital to adulting. Up until this past year, my saving account has always been extremely turbulent. I would save a little then deplete time, save a little then deplete it.
About a year ago, I got serious about saving because I had goals I wanted to reach and soon. I saved 60% of my net income (after-taxes) and put it in a high yield online savings account. Online savings accounts can provide higher interest rates because they have lower overhead (cost associated with operation) due to not having to pay rent for the building, employee salaries, electricity, and other associated costs. Also, having an online savings account prevents you from constantly moving money back and forth between accounts which is a lot easier when your checking and savings are at the same bank.
Onto investing. It sounds like a scary and complicated notion and it kinda is because you’re betting and gambling with a lot of your money which could fluctuate a lot. It’s not actually that scary. Since the market has rebounded it has been a really good time to invest. I have always had a 401K set up with the jobs i’ve had and the tip is to save the same percentage that your company matches to optimize the amount that is going in. Since I get taxed a lot, I decided to save 10% and my company matched up to 6% so I could pay slightly less in taxes (we pay more of our paycheck in taxes than other age groups generally.) Putting money into your 401k adds up. Just check on it periodically and if you want to put more in CDs or more in the money market, you can adjust the percentage that is invested in each category.
One option that is really popular now is low cost index funds. I cannot tell you how grateful I am for Vanguard who started this. These index funds are diversified (invested in varies categories) and you can get in with as low as $300. I invested in a fund with $6000 and in the first quarter this year I yielded 7% growth which is greater than the market. The idea was that bankers who charge fees and get commission from managing your portfolio does not do any better than if you randomly picked stocks to invest in and they RARELY do better than the market. I should check my account more frequently than i care to admit. Investing in many individual stocks is a lot riskier because together they may not be diversified into different industries and you’d constantly have to watch it all day, every day and do so much more research, which I kind of do anyway because Im a great and on top of my life (kidding). But index funds are a great way to enter the investing realm.
2. Upgrading Too Soon (depreciating assets) A lot of people get a new job or get promotion and decide to #treatyoself by upgrading their car, buying a new gadget or upgrading their current tech items. If you buy a car without a heavy down payment, you’ll be sucked into this monthly debt you may not be able to afford. Just because you got approved for the loan, doesn’t mean you can afford it. I know a lot of people like to trade in cars but if you own a car that does not have a good resale value, don’t trade it in. Drive it until it dies. Growing up, my parents always said, “if you can’t afford it, don’t buy it.” They hated the idea of pay interest, so they would not buy a new car unless: it crashed, or died. My mom actually still drives her 1998 Toyota Sienna which my brother and I dubbed “Bertha”. They also paid for all their cars in cash. This idea is nice but, this isn’t as realistic these days. I would put in 35%-50% and finance the rest. I also love tech and gadgets. When I saw Brookstone had begun commercialize drones, I wanted one, bad. I read a million reviews on different drones and to be honest in like 2013 the drones at $400, sucked. They were flimsy, faulty and did not have a great camera, great dodge there. Going back on topic, wait out on large purchases like Laptops and tech toys. The general advise is if you have one that is functioning, dont get sucked in by marketing ploys of the new and flashy.
3. Budgeting- Not being realistic or not having one at all. Budgeting is so important because a lot of us don’t even know how much we spend or need to spend each month. In order to save, invest, and create fluidity, you have to budget. I don’t follow the 40, 30, 20, 10 rule that most financial blogs and institutions suggest. This is because we all live differently. I love food and cannot cook to save my life therefore, my food expenditure would be significantly higher than someone who is competent in the kitchen. I am a little crazy because initially I put all my expenses each month in an excel spread sheet and use that to adjust my spending and plan for future events like wedding and trips. My credit card also does this but i have multiple ones for different purposes and this spreadsheet just allows me to make graphs and see trends a lot better. I am not saying people need to do this because it is an extreme measure and I love spreadsheets but some sort of tracking is important. There are so many apps out there like Mint, Wallaby, Wally that you can input CC info and are able to track your spending. 
I put in my core and fixed expenses that don’t change: rent, student loans, car payments, electric, gym memberships, etc. Then I personally put aside how much I wanted to save. Whatever was left over was what i had to to work with for leisure because at the time, my main focus was saving. This did not allot me with much because I’m young and working in the city making, not a ton of money. I soon realized i didn’t need to spend $500 on clothing each month or rationalize going to NY every weekend or even small things like grabbing Starbucks everyday even though my office has a Starbucks machine #notsoychaithough...
Adjust your budget frequently. I adjust each quarter. I had a speadsheet for the year with a planned budget then at the beginning and end of each quarter go in an see how i’ve done and change things for the next quarter to see what i can improve on. Things change and events come up. My friends and i like traveling so when we plan a trip I incorporate it into my budget. 
Be flexible. I can never understand people who don’t like change, as it is the only thing that is constant, (haha so cliche). It true though, you have to be able to say “ok, this month, I cannot got to Starbucks at all because I have a trip coming up or because I had to replace my brakes the previous month.” 
Get rid of non-utilized memberships and expenses. A friend of mine was paying for 3 different gyms at one time. Take a look at everything you pay for and get rid of non-core expenses. Some people have issues parting with things but if there is no value greater than its cost, get rid of it. I had a similar kerfuffle when I thought, oh i can get rid of my gym membership because my job has a gym in the basement, easy expense to nix. I then visited my company gym, and it just wasn’t for me. It didn’t motivate me to work out, it was cramped and I had to workout with my coworkers next to me, ugh, kidding. So i decided to keep my gym membership but i did nix my yoga membership because I just cannot wake up at 5AM and Chaturanga at 6. I also combined a lot of my memberships with my brother and parents to reduce monthly costs like Netflix, Hulu, Spotify, Tidal, and AmazonPrime and pay annually so there isnt that monthly conversation of. “Hey, you havent paid me the $5 for Netflix” and think well it’s only $5, i’ll let it go. These expenses add up. The people you choose have to be reliable or you have to be reliable. Cancellation can be a bitch if communication is not clear.
One big problem I used to have with budgeting was that I was not realistic. I would say I would save $1000 a month with only $2000 coming in monthly, but I would do it by running up my credit card on things i did not need and pretend like those expenses did not exist. I just was not strict enough on myself. If you create a budget take it month by month or week by week and keep yourself on track.
4. Yes Man - Social life & Overspending This ties into budgeting but more of the social aspect. Living in a city, there are so many things to do. There are events every weekend or even during the week. You gotta stick to your budget and know how much leg room you have to for fun. I am one who always says yes, because I don’t like disappointing and i like doing things. As one of my coworkers, Elliott had described as an “activities based” person. I am definitely one of those. DC is conveniently located where less an hour out in any direction, you will get a completely different but very capitalistic environments.  Happy Hours and company events were the bane of my existence. I have to say, a lot of people I know go out drinking 3 days a week. This adds up and no one is paying me enough to be drunk 3 days a week. You can’t say yes, when your bank account is screaming “NO.”
5. Credit Cards
At last, these evil little things can be so easily misused and you can get yourself into a lot of trouble. I have a couple but only use 2 of them. There are so many articles I used to read about the best ones or the credit cards with the best perks but they’re all quite comparative. I’ve had a line of credit since I was 16 because my parents mistakenly decided to allow me to have one under their account. My first real credit card was a travel card from the bank i have my accounts in, which was not terrible because If i spend $3000, i got 40,000 points which equated to a free flight to Cali which I was planning for anyway. This card, got in into a lot of trouble and took way too long to eventually pay off. I then got a Discover card, which was my trojan horse. The limit was $500 and this really allowed me to control my spending. I actually still use this card for most of my purchases because there is no reason for my to spend more than $500 each month on miscellaneous purchases. They also had better cash back offers which I enjoyed the quarterly divisions. It is a great card for college students and young adults. I still use my travel card solely and immediately pay it off. I still live by the rule of putting everything on credit first then paying it off because i now have that control and not overspend for the most part. If you dont have that self control i would say just, pay everything in cash. You cannot go down a hole by overspending and think, “well i’ll get 5% or 2% back.” I also have not been interested in cards that have an annual fee though they have slightly better cash back offers or perks. Find one that suits your needs. If you drive a lot, get one with better cash back offer for gas purchases. If you travel often, getting a card with an airline has better perks than the generic travel cards for the most part. Its hard if you fly all over the place and don’t stick with one specific airline. But a travel card would be beneficial in that aspect. The rule of thumb is pay it off immediately. Don’t just pay the minimum because after your initial promotional no interest period, those rates are upward of 20% usually. If you put off full payments, you’ll balloon up your monthly payments after that introductory period. Having credit card will build up your credit but mismanaging will also ruin you. If you have plans for a big purchase like a car or home in the future, it may not be an option if you dig yourself a hole in debt.
This was a long post but, hopefully you got something out of it. I definitely have made many money mistakes but I’m here learning and trying to help at the same time. Happy adulting!
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