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piercingbonez · 3 years

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at night || john shelby x reader oneshot

a little soft oneshot of john and a disabled/chronically ill reader because there’s a lack of disabled fics on here !! reader deals with chronic pain and issues walking !!

warnings: alcohol

words: 1.2k

a/n: if i made mistakes it’s because this was originally with an OC n i changed the pronouns to be a reader fic !!

key:

Y/N - your name

N/N - nickname

enjoy! and feedback is encouraged+appreciated! -☆

You were sat with your head in your hands, trying to ignore the tears that were rolling down your cheeks. A cold cup of tea sat in front of you, long abandoned as you slumped at the table. You'd been staying at the Shelby house on Watery Lane, though you only knew your best friend Michael and his mother Polly, not having had the opportunity to talk to the 4 brothers individually.

Michael had fallen asleep long before you but you couldn't, the pain in you legs keeping you awake before you slipped out of his bed, trying not to wake him up as you walked downstairs. You knew he would be annoyed if he woke up and you weren't there, having told you multiple times not to be away from him, especially when his cousins were home. But you didn't care, you couldn't force yourself to lie in that bed anymore, his arms around you were comforting though they did nothing to stop the pain.

You didn't hear the footsteps coming down the stairs and only noticed the other man's presence when he was standing in front of you. He sat down before you could say anything, frowning when he noticed the tears on your damp cheeks by the flickering light of the candle on the table. "Y'alright?" He asked, pulling a cigarette out and lighting it with the candle, an amber glow casting over his face. You knew the man to be John, the 3rd youngest of the 4, his face kinder and younger than his siblings. In embarrassment you frantically rubbed at your eyes, trying to wipe away the tears, looking away from him. "Ay, Y/N ain't it?" He asked, taking a long drag from his cigarette. You simply nodded, glancing back up to him for a moment to see a small smirk on his lips, eyebrow raised. "John." He held his hand out and you took it with the faintest smile, allowing him to lift it up and press his lips against your knuckles.

"N-Nice to meet y-you John." He let his lips linger on your skin for a brief moment before they formed a smirk.

"Now, gon' tell me why you're down 'ere cryin' in the middle of the night?" His smirk disappeared and was replaced with a friendly smile, one you hadn't seen on him before, though your meetings were brief he was always either angry or smug as shit. But now you were alone, and you were upset, so he allowed himself to bring down his barriers, more concerned for your mental health than his reputation.

"I-I'm just in pain." You sighed, looking down at the table, fingers twitching absentmindedly on the hem of your dress, anxiety bubbling up. Though you were more at ease with John, you had known him mere minutes but the way he smiled and frowned with such concern despite not knowing you made you feel like you could finally be honest. Michael was your best friend, he had been for years however you could not bring yourself to admit the problems going on in your life out of sheer concern of worrying your friend.

"I-I've been strugglin' t-tah walk." You managed to mumble, refusing to make eye contact with him out of fear that you'd break down sobbing once more.

"You 'ad an accident?" His question was blunt and you simply nodded, thinking back to what had happened.

"I-I was in pain before th-that, but i fucked up." John stood up and for a moment you thought he was leaving you, though he just rooted through the cupboards to grab glasses and a bottle of whiskey. "Sh-Shouldn't you be a-asleep John?" You asked nervously, realising he was missing sleep just for you.

"Not whilst 'ya like this." He walked back over to you and poured some of the smooth amber liquid out before sitting in the chair next to you rather than opposite.

His hands once again made their way to yours and he held them tightly, rubbing his thumbs across your knuckles. "I'm not leavin' ya down 'ere to cry." You finally made eye contact, instantly getting drawn in by his swirling grey eyes, made only more beautiful by the orange glow of the cigarette butt. "Does Mikey know?" You shook your head and he sighed, letting go of one of your hands and leaning back in his chair to grab his glass. "Thought you two were best friends ay?" He chuckled lightly, you just smiling and nodding.

"Don't w-want to worry 'im." You mumbled, picking up your own glass to take a long swig of the whiskey, enjoying the burn down your throat.

"So you just come down 'ere and cry, ay?" The comment made your face heat up with the embarrassment, the situation that had led to that moment hitting you full force, John fucking Shelby caught you crying.

"I-I'm sorry." You looked away from him once more, only for his hand to cradle your cheek and force you to look back at him.

"It's okay." He picked the bottle back up and poured you both some more, you accepting it gratefully, watching as John stubbed his cigarette out before moving the hand from your cheek to your hands once more. "Whiskey 'elps with everything." He mused with a smirk, you giggling quietly and nodding, glad the alcohol was begging to ebb away at the pain. "Finish this an' we'll get ya back to bed, don' wan' Mikey boy to wake up without ya." He chuckled, the noise meaning you couldn't help but smile, his eyes lit up as he laughed and his grin was infectious, and despite the pain, you beamed with a sudden happiness.

"Thanks John." He kissed your knuckles once more before the two of you fell into an oddly comfortable silence as you drank.

"C'mon then, ay Y/N?" He'd noticed your eyes were begging to droop and you'd slumped forward somewhat, shoulders slouching.

"N/N." You smiled sleepily as John stood up, taking your hands again to pull you to your shaky feet, allowing you to lean on him for support.

"Cute." He said, his words barely audible as he slung an arm around your waist, seeing how you were clearly unstable on your feet. He helped walk you up the stairs, you leaning heavily into him, though he didn't complain, both of you smiled when the other seemed to mould against your side. Your bodies fit together like puzzle pieces as John stopped outside Michael's room.

"Goodnight *N/N." One of his hands moved up to your jaw and tilted your head up gently, pressing a chaste kiss to your forehead, feeling your skin heat up under his lips.

"Th-Thank you for t-tonight John." You smiled up at him, cheeks heating up as he smirked down at you.

"No problem, an' if ya wake up again, just come get me ay?" The words made your heart swell, your cheeks flushing under his gaze at the way he cared for you, already willing to give up his sleep to help you. "Sleep well, ay darlin'?" He kissed your forehead again before pushing open the door, watching you practically hobble over to Michael's bed, smiling at John before climbing in, the former trying to ignore the tug of jealousy at his heart as he watched his cousin wrap arms around you and pull you into his chest.

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angelamajiki · 3 years

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Omg yes tell me about your sukuna characterization leT ME HEAR IT IM ALL EARS HONEY-

waaa okay!! i’m gonna leave it under the cut incase i start rambling LOL

when i try to characterize sukuna, especially as a yandere for writing, i tend to look at his canon interactions w megumi because so far, he is one of VERY few people sukuna considers worthy of being in his new world. (even gege has said that sukuna envisions his new world with megumi there)

he is extremely protective of megumi to the point where he has his location mapped out so as to not even consider injuring him when he wants to cause mass destruction. the other’s even consider megumi a “landmine” for sukuna, because the extent of his reaction to megumi’s injuries/death are unknown, and quite frankly, terrify them. sukuna himself even says aside from megumi, he truly doesn’t care what happens to anyone else we’ve met so far in the series.

to me, this all reads as obsessive infatuation for megumi on sukuna’s part, which makes it easier to stay true to his canon character when writing as having a deeply harbored obsession w/ reader in fics and other concepts, y’know? and in my humble opinion, it does not seem like he would someone who would be sadistic, at least physically, towards someone he cared about considering the lengths he goes to to protect megumi from even getting injured, let alone killed. (but if y’all like sadistic sukuna, don’t let me stop you lmao!!)

sure, he’d play mind games to get what he wants, but he also doesn’t seem the type to want to break his s/o down into a mould for his liking. he’s the king of curses, he doesn’t have to settle for anything less to his liking or have to work to get what he wants out of someone. there’s a reason they caught his eye, something he already found attractive and interest straight out of the gate that they offer in the moment and not necessarily the potential he sees in someone that he can “work with”.

n e ways, that’s how i tend to characterize him as someone highly obsessive and extremely protective of those he cares out. kisses <3

#anon #asks #hope that was enough to answer ur curiosity bb!!

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marriael · 4 years

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Be my Latibule? (Changbin x Reader)

@skzrequests

Request: My pace 24 w changbin? uwu im a sucker for the idea of tattooist bin lmao I so vibed with this request, I love thinking about tattoist bin

Word count: 3717

a/n: part of the reason this took so long is I had to restart it twice :(

You walk into work at Insomnia Coffee Shop and your co-worker, Sohee, greets you.

“Anyone fun yet?” You ask. She's usually in when the store opens and often gets the most interesting customers.

“Not today. But yesterday a cute guy came in and ordered 3 americanos. Turns out it was for him and 2 friends. I tried to give them for free cause he looked half dead but he wouldn't let me. Who even does that?“

While she was talking you had slipped on the ugly orange apron and scowl when you noticed someone double knotted and didn't untie the strings.

You shake your head, “probably a college student pulling an all-nighter. What college student turns down free anything? Ugh, I wish some cute barista offered me free coffee, just, ever.”

Sohee turns and passes the drink over the counter. “For Jeno!”

A cute guy comes up to grab and winks at her before he turns to the door. Your jaw drops a little and you slap her shoulder.

“Is he a regular?” You ask.

“Nope. Said he got a recommendation from a friend and went out of his way to come. Weird day to do it though.”

You hum as the next customer comes in and you get thoroughly distracted. It isn’t until he comes up to the counter and speaks that you stop staring blankly.

“1 latte, 1 americano,” his voice is low and rough and he’s a little bit intimidating honestly. He’s got a small bit of a tattoo poking out one of the sleeves and you try and look at it before you have to turn around.

“Is that a tattoo?” You ask him when you turn around.

He rolls the short sleeve up to his shoulder to expose the full tattoo and you stare at the simple beauty of the moon and stars.

“Woah, that’s cool!” Sohee must’ve seen him just in her peripheral… or she was staring like you. You nod emphatically in agreement.

He blushes a little and says “thanks. Couldn’t reach this part of my arm or else I would’ve done it myself, but I still drew it.”

“Do you work at a tattoo parlour then?”

“Yeah, I do a lot of the designs for our place,”

You gasp, “can I come look at them? Please?” You pout trying to convince him to accept your strange request. You just felt something pulling you towards these drawings and the man who made them.

He looks at you for a moment then says, “yeah, let me give you the address. When you come in just ask for Changbin.”

He pulls out a random business card, not his unfortunately, and writes down the address. He slides it over and covers his smile with a sip.

You turn back to the coffee machines as he walks out the door but Mina stops you.

“Changbin huh? He was pretty cute,” she smirks.

“Hush your mouth and get back to work, brat.”

“Nuh-uh! I get to leave now but if, no no not if when, you meet him we're talking about this later.”

The next day was Tuesday and, thankfully, it was mostly empty of things for you. So you pull out the piece of paper Changbin gave you and looked up the address.

It was just a couple blocks down from the coffee shop and you head out. The building is small and squished right between a bakery and a florist, basically some cheesy romance just waiting to happen.

You walked in and looked around. There were corkboards on either sidewall and they were filled with drawings pinned to them. The bottoms of them fluttered a little at the draft you brought with you.

When you looked at him the man behind the counter raised an eyebrow at you. Ah, so it was very obvious you wouldn't be in here often.

You let out a little nervous laugh, “hi, Changbin told me to come see him here?”

The man raised both eyebrows at that. You fiddled as he looked you over again then laughed a little. “Changbin!” He suddenly yelled.

From one of the closed side rooms comes a muffled voice “go away Chan, I’m busy!”

The man at the desk, Chan, turns back to you “sorry, he’s always like this. He’s probably just sketching a custom.”

“Oh, I can come back later if he’s busy.”

Chan doesn’t answer you and instead yells at Changbin again “I know you’re not actually busy. Your partner is here to see you!”

“Hey!” You protest but Chan just grins at you as you hear the door open.

“Chan what the hell are you-” Changbin cuts himself off and gently smiles when he sees you “hey, didn’t think you were actually gonna come.”

You smile back at him. He looks much softer when he’s smiling and you were briefly caught off guard.

“Tell me again about how you’re not dating or at least interested, “ Chan’s eyes flick between the shy but wide smiles on yours and Changbin’s faces.

Changbin rolls his eyes but inclines his head towards the door he was behind and you follow behind him. He closes the door most of the way behind you and then moves to sit at the desk in the far corner. There are more drawings in here and you assume all of them are his. It’s a wide variety of subjects, from small sketches of animals and plants to large and detailed fantasy creatures.

“Sorry about Chan, he’s always delighted in teasing anyone who’s younger than him,” Changbin shakes his head, probably at Chan even though he can’t see or hear in the room.

“Have you two known each other a long time then?” You ask and tilt your head a little.

“Ah, yeah,” Changbin looks at you again, “most of us met in high school and a couple joined right at the start of college. College was really when our whole group started getting close, too.”

“Sounds nice,” you were paying attention to him, promise, but with such wonderful drawings surrounding you, you really couldn’t help it if your attention drifted a bit.

Changbin notices and raises an eyebrow slightly, “interested in getting one?”

“What? Oh, no no, not right now at least. They’re just… really, really good.”

Changbin immediately looks down and smiles, and you could swear he was blushing a bit but when he looks back up it's gone.

“There’s a couple hidden ones in here that aren’t mine. Think you can spot ‘em?” He challenges.

You immediately head up to one of the boards and stand about 5 centimetres away. You push a couple of them up and out of the way, making sure to be careful. There really is all sorts of stuff, Changbin must be pretty busy. A rushing river done with such detail you can almost see it moving. Swirls that when you look just right suddenly snap into focus to make an abstract, soaring bird. Nature moulded with a person or item in such a seamless way that there is not a difference between them, they are simply one continuous sight.

You’re looking for hidden drawings, not ogling at Changbin’s skills. Right. When you move one more there is a small piece of paper. There is… something on it. Either Changbin drew this when he was about 5 years old or it was someone else.

“Hey, I found one. I don’t even know what this is though, it looks like a squiggle.”

Changbin laughs, “hold on.”

He comes and looks right over your shoulder. You can feel his hot breath on your ear and feel his chest move when he laughs at the drawing again. You quickly reign in the slight disappointment when he moves away.

“Yeah, that’s the thing Chan keeps trying to make our mascot. Felix and I won’t let him so until one of us breaks it’s two against one,” he shrugs and it doesn’t look like he feels bad at all.

“Do all your friends have a drawing stashed in here somewhere?”

“Well, I’ve seen at least 16 drawings put in here so yes they all have one. Some of them and Felix, Jisung’s special twin, has hidden at least 4. There’s probably more that he did when I wasn’t paying attention.”

“Ugh, how many friends do you even have. If it’s more than, like, 6 I might be genuinely angry.”

Changbin practically cackles, “well then get ready to be absolutely furious. There’s 9 of us, including myself and everyone I’ve already mentioned.”

“That’s not even fair! How have you all been friends for so long without someone murdering someone else.”

“Oh, believe me. Seungmin’s wanted to. Unfortunately, his best friends are some of our greatest problem children. Though sometimes I'm pretty sure he'll murder them first.”

“Any other possible murderers I should worry about seeing?” You flip a couple more pictures up, still passively looking for any other weird drawings.

“Hm, Minho's murderous intentions are usually directed at Jisung. He'd do it for his cats too, though. He definitely fits in well.”

“Were there concerns about him not fitting in?”

“Yeah 'cause, he was the last one to join us, but he’s just as chaotic if not more. For Chan’s graduation night he insisted on using some mini firework things he found. Nearly lit himself and Jisung on fire with the very first one.”

Something clicks in your brain. You’ve heard this story before, from one of your random classmates. He was… interesting, to put it politely.

“Are you talking about Lee Minho? The smug bastard who tried to get everyone to call him Lee Know for like 5 months? And Han Jisung, my co-worker kind of, that I’m pretty sure hates me for some reason?”

“Wait, you know them? And why do you think Jisung hates you?”

“Yeah, Minho was my weird classmate. I’m like 90% sure Jisung hates me because he barely looks at me and gives one-word answers to all of my questions. I don’t really see him other than during shift switches but still!”

“I think Minho actually might have mentioned you before. And Jisung is just like that around people he doesn’t know. Trust me, he actually has the capacity to be the loudest person in the room. By far.”

“Huh, I wonder how many of your friends I actually know.”

"Well, we're hanging out on Thursday. Do you want to come with and meet some more of them?”

You hum thoughtfully, thinking of any possible commitments you had made lately, “I probably can but can I bring Sohee? Just so I know someone there?”

“Do I still not count as someone you know?” He whines and pouts a little for the extra effect.

“Not enough. If you all go off on some inside joke I need someone to be confused with.”

“Actually fair, because it might happen. I’ll let you know when and where we’re going later then.”

You pull out your phone and extend it to him, when he looks at it confused you raise an eyebrow, “unless you plan to send it by bird I recommend putting your number in my phone.”

He makes a surprised noise and keeps his eyes away from you and on your phone. It has not spread to his face but under his dark hair his bright red ears peek out just enough for you to see. Even when handing it back he doesn’t look at you and you smile at his bashfulness.

“See ya soon, Bin. I work again tomorrow.”

Directions are not always your strong suit. You’d like to believe they are and that’s how you end up like this, no map and unsure of what direction you should even look in.

“You look lost,” a voice comes from behind you.

You spin around. A tall puppy-like guy is standing behind you, he looks slightly amused and you’re betting it’s at your expense.

“Yeah, do you know where M.I.A Café is?”

“Oh,” he nods, “yeah I’m going there. Let’s go.”

It’s slightly awkward, walking this distance with someone you don’t know. You search your brain with how to start a conversation with someone.

“Are you… meeting someone at the café?” You ask, slightly awkward.

“Yeah, a couple of my friends.”

“Huh, so am I. Well, actually, it’s someone else’s friends and I’m just kinda tagging along,” you shrug, realizing how awkward this will probably be.

“Good luck with that,” he says as he holds the door for you.

You enter and scan the tables for Changbin’s face. You wave and slip into the chair opposite him. On the edge of the table thankfully, hopefully Sohee can recognize the back of your head. Someone sits next to you and you get a little shock seeing who it is.

He grins at you, “hey stranger.”

The guy you walked all that way with one of Changbin’s friends!

Changbin looks between you confusedly, “you know Seungmin?”

“He helped me get here. I might have gotten a little lost.”

“A little, ok. You had no idea where you were,” Seungmin snarks.

“Maybe so!”

“Well good to know you get along with another one of my friends already,” Changbin interjects.

Someone comes up and sits beside Changbin.

“Hey, I’m Hyunjin,” he greets you simply.

You give him a little wave. You don’t like judging people so fast but he’s a little intimidating.

You hear a little scrape of a chair beside and Sohee pops down at the end of the table.

“Sohee, you made it!”

“Yeah, no thanks to you,” she sticks out her tongue at you.

“I’ve seen you somewhere before,” Hyunjin speaks up and you whip your head towards him.

Sohee looks at him and squints for a moment. They start looking at each other for so long that you think they’re actually just having a staring contest. You think you recognize someone walking outside but when you actually look out the window you have no idea who any of them are. It’s still a nice day out, maybe you can go out somewhere after this.

“Oh! You’re the guy I thought was going to drink 3 americanos the other day!”

“Sohee~” you sing.

“What?” She looks at you, annoyed.

“You forgot an important detail that you told me about him.”

She looks genuinely confused for a moment before catching on and shaking her head, “shut up, nope nope nope.”

“You think he’s cute!” You cackle.

You, Changbin, and Seungmin make fun of Sohee and Hyunjin for a little while. It backfires when Sohee manages to sneakily turn the attention on you, well you and Changbin. Together, you being together.

“Yeah, and you stared at him for so long when he came in!” Sohee says.

“Sohee, kindly shut your mouth,” you reply, smiling the most pained and fake smile ever.

“Ok, please don’t pour your drink on me, I’m afraid. Also we work together so I’m coming for you.”

You just roll your eyes at her, you didn’t actually scare her and you both know that. She just likes to be some sort of annoying sister to you.

Hyunjin clears his throat and when you look at him his eyes are bright. He smiles sneakily and says, “you should hear about the time Changbin actually poured his drink on someone.”

“Hyunjin that was an accident and you know it!” Changbin exclaims, attempting to shoulder check a giggling Hyunjin.

You breeze into Blueprint Tattoos and Chan looks up in surprise.

“Hey there, didn’t know you were coming in today.”

You let out a single, unnatural ‘ha’, “I didn’t know either but uh, here I am.”

“Well, Changbin’s in his usual spot. I don’t think he has anything today.”

“Thanks,” you nod stiffly.

Looking around at the cork boards you can see some of them definitely done in Changbin’s style and a handful more you suspect would be his. You breathe out heavily and slouch a little before straightening and walking towards where Changbin should be, full of false confidence.

“Are you ok?” Chan asks and when you look over his eyebrows are furrowed and his forehead pinched down a little. The concern from someone you barely know is a little unusual but the warmth you get from it is welcoming.

“Yeah, just a little nervous you know?” You force a small laugh but you know it’s not convincing.

“Oh!” Chan exclaims, “well if this is what I think it is then good luck.”

Chan’s face is completely relaxed and you feel a little bit bad for making him worry so much. You’re not entirely sure what he thinks you’re doing but you smile at his kindness as you open Changbin’s door.

He has headphones in and doesn’t hear when you close the door behind you. You stand there for a minute, back against the door, just looking at him. Most people move to what they’re listening to but the only thing moving is his hand and it glides across the page. You have no idea what he’s doing but you just hope he’ll show it to you when he’s done.

You take a big breath in and out before approaching him. Tapping his shoulder gently you hope not to cause him to jerk his arm and ruin a line or anything. He stops completely and pulls his headphones out. He looks a little annoyed but then he looks up to see you and his face eases.

“Hi! I didn’t know you were coming today. Anything specific on the brain or did you just want to hang out with Best Friend Binnie?” He gives you an exaggerated and comical wink.

“Give me a tattoo?” You say, surprisingly calm for how jittery you actually feel.

“Wait, what? Are you sure? Like really sure?”

You roll your eyes like a stereotypical teenager would at their parents, that is to say, so far back it felt like they would disappear into your head, “no, Changbin, I’m not sure. I’ve really only been thinking about it basically since the first time I walked into this room.”

“That was only a week ago,” Changbin deadpans.

“Yeah, and?”

Changbin shakes his head, “I’m not going to give you a tattoo you’ll regret.”

You look around at the drawings. Feeling like that one action gave this decision away as way more spontaneous than it had originally seemed. Yes, you had been thinking about getting one and getting Changbin to do it for you but doing it today specifically was a complete impulse.

“I’m not going to regret it! Bin, please,” you pout at him.

Changbin tilts his head to look at the ceiling as if it will give him some guidance.

“What do you want?”

You clap your hands excitedly and then hesitate again.

“Well, I know I want a flower but… I want you to choose which one. I want it to be a flower with a good meaning behind it.”

Changbin nods and stands there considering your request. You take the time to look around his office again. Staring at all the intricate drawings on the walls you feel a bit dorky choosing to get a simple flower. Your eyes briefly catch on two stylized drawings of the word SpearB. One of them has a cute little ‘Binnie~’ under it and the other has a messy ‘Chanathan’ in English and Korean.

There are a couple of flowers scattered throughout the room so you’re a bit surprised when you hear Changbin ripping a page out of his sketchbook. His back is to you so you can’t see him cutting it down to a size to la and trace on your body. You can hear the gentle snips of scissors as you distract yourself with rows of flowers connected and individual petals with such detail you could believe them being real.

You watch as he gently traces the pattern onto your skin. You don’t recognize the flower right away but it looks delicate and beautiful. You think you catch him glancing up at you a few times but you’re pretty sure the clock is behind you and he’s looking at that.

You zone out almost entirely as he prepares. Well, it’s not exactly zoning out. You’d say it’s appreciation of an attractive man, your friends would say that you’re just checking him out.

Ok, so what if you are? Changbin’s shirt has no sleeves which means his arms are on full display which means that you can’t stop looking at the muscles flexing as he moves. Thankfully you’re conscious enough to look away when he turns back around.

The buzz of the gun wakes you up and Changbin is looking at you.

“All good?” He asks.

“Yeah, let’s do this.”

You watch for a moment as he starts going and the ink sinks permanently into your skin. It’s a strange thing to conceptualize, something being on your body forever. You catch a glimpse of Changbin’s concentrated face and you get completely distracted by him. If this is what he looks like everytime he gives a tattoo then you want to observe, even study, him.

His mouth is set in a firm line and eyebrows pinched slight inwards and downwards. His eyes are wide and focused and if you look closely enough you can see every slight movement of his irises following his hand around.

Neither of you say a word and you don’t dare move to try and look at the clock or your phone. Just watching and waiting in silence, but together. A shared silence is different than one had alone.

Silences by yourself can feel wrong sometimes but this kind of silence with Changbin feels so right that you almost never want it to end.

Good things often come quicker than they should and soon the buzzing stops. You can hear phantom buzzing still and suspect you will for quite a while. You lift your arm and look at it, it’s finished now but you’re still not sure what it is and certainly not what it means.

“What is it?” You ask.

“An almond blossom. It, uh, it means promise.”

“Promise, huh?” You grin and look at Changbin's pink-ish face.

You expect him to have some witty comment but instead, he just smiles goofily and breathlessly says, “yeah.”

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loudmouthcd · 3 years

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✰— 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 , 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ; shutup g .

NAME/ALIAS: g

ANY NICKNAMES?: g is my nickname hee hoo .

TIMEZONE: aest

PRONOUNS: she / her

WHAT’S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?: im on the cusp of cap and sagg i think

MBTI?: enfp

FAVORITE FICTIONAL CHARACTER(S)?: as many have said . .fleabag from fleabag . scott mccall from teen wolf , oz from buffy the vampire slayer , veronica mars from veronica mars , logan echolls from veronica mars , zuko from atla , manny santos from degrassi, michonne from the walking dead , nellie crain from haunting of hill house , clementine from the walking dead game , rebeca from elite , diego hargreeves from the umbrella academy . amy dunne from gone girl .

ANY FAVORITE SHOWS?: veronica mars , fleabag , degrassi , the haunting of hill house , big little lies , nathan for you

FAVORITE MOVIES?: ten things i hate about you , short term 12 , her , perks of being a wallflower , moonlight , 21 / 22 jump street , the duff , gone girl .

FAVORITE VIDEO GAME?: the wolf among us , until dawn , the walking dead !

FAVORITE MUSIC ARTIST, ALBUM, OR SONG?: frank ocean . sza . cherry by harry styles . lorde . mystery of love by sufjan stevens . kiana lede .

FAVORITE BOOK?: the great believers by rebecca makkai . one of us is lying by ashley elston . a good girls guide to murder by holly jackson . the kite runner by khaled hosseini . perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky .

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: noooo i wish

IF YOU COULD TRAVEL ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?: spain would be nice . or italy . or greece . i wanna run away and live on a vineyard and make my own wine .

WOULD YOU RATHER FIGHT ONE HORSE SIZED DUCK OR 10 DUCK SIZED HORSES?: i would befriend the horse sized duck . it would be like befriending psyduck irl . thats kinda a vibe .

FMK ( BARRY BEE BENSON, SHREK, OR THE ONCELER ): i have no idea who any of these chars are except shrek . so i guess ill fuck , marry then kill him . sorry dacre montgomery . .

ANYTHING YOU’D LIKE TO LINK? THINK YOUR PINTEREST, MAIN, W/E: hee hoo im over at @pocmuzings

HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN RPING FOR?: for personal reasons i will not be answering this ( almost 10 years omg . .. )

DO YOU HAVE ANY FAVORITE TYPES OF CONNECTIONS? ( THINK FRIENDS, ENEMIES, ETC. ): i LOVE wholesome friends . someone else mentioned found family and i agree ! i love a sunshine and grump type of connection . i love chaotic friendships that literally are just . . disaster after disaster . i will never say no to a ride or die . . also do i love a slow burn ? you bet ! even tho im impatient af !

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE RP EVENTS?: is it just me who lowkey misses au events . . bc i do . i miss when rps used to do those . they were always Fun . i do love a good spookyish sort of event , like a halloween party , or a ‘ murder mystery ‘ / whodunnit themed thing . i won’t lie i always love a date-auction event bc theyre so stupid and fun and throw some wild pairings into the mix . somebody mentioned a bonfire event and i agree ???? or tbh just any event where everyone is super Drunk and dumb as heck !

DO YOU HAVE ANY FAVORITE RP TASKS?: i like tasks that are about npc’s in ur characters life , like family or a an old neighbour . i do also love music related tasks bc i’m a Hoe for music . i also like tasks where randomizers assign u someone to thread with ! gives chance to rp with someone new and break out of a mould a lil !

ARE YOU OKAY WITH THE MAIN CONTACTING YOU IN THE FUTURE FOR RP PLOTS? WE WON’T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT RUNNING IT PAST YOU FIRST: yes ofc

ANYTHING ELSE?: if u read all of this . . wow . . get a life ! no im kidding , thank u . mwah have a great day and drink some water !

#✰— 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ; shutup g .#pyrrhic.task #goodbye i talk so much and say nothing of any value : )

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a-forgotten-spirit · 5 years

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Azriel x Reader

AUTHOR NOTE

Hey my little spirits this has taken me so long and to be completely honest I'm not happy with it so please give me feed back either in the comments or a personal message.

Another note I am taking requests to get me back into writing and recently changed the set up of my room and got a huge desk putting books and things on it so im trying to have a more positive space to work in. Send me a message if you want a request.

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Chapter 5

Y/N P.O.V

I walked to the training area ready for a good fight and ready to show the boys around here what it means to be a real warrior not an overgrown child with a sword. Walking into the arena I saw Devlon already there a sword in hand. My men stopped as did Azriel and I walked in to the place that would occupy the fighting.

"Had fun with all your men" he snickered as did his friends I saw my men go-to move and I raised my hand in a motion which meant to stop and I rose my head to Devlon smirking.

"Ah yes well-rested, it was great fun to bad I don't invite the lowest scum into my bed" I replied seeing the reactions from the others was priceless. The perfect picture of mad and rage showed within them. "Now I'm here to fight" I unsheathed my swords "So let us begin"

I moved with accuracy and skill. The faster you are the easier it is to win, I ran past him slicing his cheek with my sword while he raised his. I was behind him now, lifting my leg and kicking his rib cage he harshly fell. "I thought you were better than that" I laughed lightly and walked overstepping on his chest only for a sword to be at my neck. Smiling down at him as I swung my own swords pushing his away but not from his hand and pointing the end of my blade at him "Checkmate" I smirked and walked away.

I didn't get far before his voice rose in an annoying octave "Cheater, you use two swords" he yelled and picked himself from the ground. I shrugged throwing my sword to my men and turned facing him.

It was as though the world slowed, his sword raised and he came for me but I raised my own sword and countered it easily. Spinning and hitting his sword from his hand I held the tip once more to his throat. "Checkmate" I smirked again.

"Hand to hand" he bellowed, I looked to him and tilted my head to the side as he rose from the ground and was breathing heavily. The way his eyes shone in anger was one of the best things I have ever witnessed. The look of pure and utter shock mixed with anger was one I wanted to see constantly.

"Why" I smirked "Can't you understand that you lost twice, Devlon get it through your head. You lost" I tried to emphasize it didn't work he was getting his breath back and continued to ask for a fight so I threw my sword to my men not even watching where it was going in the slightest. "Fine let us go"

As soon as those three words left my mouth I ran at him bending back as a fist came hurdling at me, bending only to flip myself as I went down my leg coming up and kicking him hard in the stomach sending him back as I pushed myself up to a standing position. I walked over to him and stood on his wing as he screamed.

"Get off" he screamed but didn't move knowing it would hurt him, I pressed down a little harder slightly twisting my foot as to get the friction and for it to hurt more. I was angry he wouldn't accept that he lost now I was going to make him.

"Admit you lost" I countered looking at his body laying on his back against the training area's ground. I knew Illyrian's had a thing with always being the best I didn't realize they cared that much. Cassian knew when he lost and always backed away, I am mated to a Illyrian and he doesn't do this.

"Never" my face instantly dropped my foot left his wing as I grabbed his arm and brought him up only to punch him in the face, I continued to hold him as I punched again and then threw him onto the floor and crouch before him.

"You've lost. Everyone can see it and I know it must be hard losing to someone but come on give up, its over" the thing he did next I was no where near ready for. I was pulled forward by him and then pushed beneath him so he was above me my hands pinned to the floor.

"How does it feel being underneath another male, I'm sure you've done it plenty of times" he smirked and moved forward his face was mere inches from mine and I could see from the corner of my eye my men and Azriel all moving forward but this was my fight, no one else.

"Nothing magical, lots of practice I guess" I smiled and tried to move as his leg moved in between mine my eyes growing wide as I realized what he was trying to do discretely. I noticed his wings were down and covering us from the waist down.

"I'm warning you. If you make one more movement I will have no remorse to break that leg of yours" I gritted my teeth and watched as a smirk appeared on his face and his leg moved up now at my mid-thigh. "Devlon I will not warn you a second time" he continued to move forward.

"What, scared. I thought you said lots of practice" he paused and licked his lips "I don't doubt that I bet you bring multiple males to your bed I mean this morning was pretty interesting" his head tilted and he continued "It's going to be an amazing experience as multiple of my males take you to bed" he finished as my eyes went wide at what he was implying.

I lost control.

My body moulded into the shadow his body had created. I moved in between the shadows with ease, moving to one behind him I jumped out tackled him to the ground and punched him before standing and jumping back into a shadow near by. "I warned you Devlon" I whispered near his ear at the shadow created by his wings. He rose and looked around quickly.

"Where are you, you bitch" he yelled and I laughed loudly I knew all could hear and were beyond confused well all except my men and Azriel. I rose from a shadow in the training area and looked to Devlon as my leg rose to kick him at the back of his knee making him fall to the ground. "You fucking bitch" he whispered as I jumped back into a shadow.

His wings flared in anger behind him as I moved to in front of him and rose to be eye level which meant half of me was still in the black inky abyss "I warned you Devlon, do not mess with someone you know nothing about" I paused and grabbed his chin in my hand "Never underestimate someone you've never fought" My body began to rise as I had to bend and look down at him.

"That's enough Y/N" I knew that voice as I rose to my full height and turned slightly seeing Cassian in full Illyrian leathers, looking at Devlon. He moved forward and into the training area "She warned you that I know, take a hint. You lost" he shook his head and continued "She's the High Lady of the Shadow Court" I heard a few gasps and Devlon's head rose quickly.

"That bitch is the High Lady" he laughed and looked to me again "A whore is a High Lady" I don't know how it happened but Devlon was on his back with Truth-Teller at his throat and Azriel above him with narrowed eyes.

"Now Devlon I'd advise you to shut your mouth" spoke Cassian in an amused voice "As you can see someone isn't happy" he laughed but made no effort to advance and help Devlon. I saw the look in Azriel's eyes, there was no remorse or guilt only anger and something I couldn't place.

"Oh so I guess she chose a bastard male," Devlon asked and that made me angrier then I had ever felt. Azriel had done so much for me, yes he left when I was broken and I can still feel the pieces chipping off but he is in no way anything less than this sad excuse for a warrior.

"Kage hold Az" in less then a second Azriel was on the other side of the arena in the shadows being held back, no one could see him but I knew he was fine and entirely ok with Kage one of my best warriors. "Araysh hold him down" Devlon was then held in place as I walked over he went to speak but my shoe collided with his rib harshly. "You don't get to speak" my voice was low and dangerous sounding. "You will never speak to him like that again and if you do" I paused and licked my lip just as he did before "I will personally send you to the afterlife, I have blood on my hands and im happy to add one more to the list" I smirked and leaned down slightly at his held form.

"You said you don't take the lowest scum to your bed but it seems you already have" he smiled and I smirked as I looked at him, this absolute piece of shit who thinks they are the greatest person to ever exist because they were born a full Illyrian.

I nodded in thought "Ozul and Araysh. I give you full permission to do as you please. Shadow form as well, please do your worst. They insulted your Queen and her mate" his eyes were now the size of dinner plates and I have never felt so alive. I could hear Cassian yelling orders but that didn't matter, I simply ignored him. As I usually do. "Kardama and Draven show his friends a lesson" then all hell broke loose I saw Delvon get dragged into the shadow while I heard some laughing and saw Draven immediately punch the one who laughed when I was called a whore.

I turned around to see Cassian "Call off your men" he was furious as I watched him, his chest rising and falling I haven't seen him this mad in a while. His wings flared as he walked up to me and I could feel the fear from the shadows.

"You didn't call yours off" I simply stated and his breath got faster and his wings spread to their full length as I laughed and looked to him shaking my head "Cassian" I walked forward "When an object is in the way of the sun, it creates a shadow" I spoke then fell through the floor as I heard the yelling from him and other men in the area. I moved to find Kage and grabbed a struggling Azriel who seemed to calm down once I grabbed him and Kage left to join the fun.

I pulled Azriel to the home we were in, coming into our room as I stretched and let out an angered groan "Fucking idiots" I yelled and the shadows rose drifting around me, I was beyond angry and wanted to throw something or punch someone. I didn't join the fight knowing it wouldn't do me any good in any way. I was just throwing my hands around when a different pair of hands wrapped around my waist and lips attached themselves to my neck. He always knew this calmed me.

"You can't kiss my neck and fix everything. Devlon is a piece of shit and by the Cauldron I would happily have him ripped apart" I spoke but it wasn't in an angered voice, no, it was quiet and calm. I guess neck kisses do work wonders.

"Calm, my love" his voice whispered as he smiled against my now heated skin. I moved my neck to the side and let him continue "You do realize your men are terrorizing all of Devlon's friends" he laughed a little and continued to trail kisses.

"Not important" I whispered and closed my eyes leaning more into his chest which was pressed to my back. "Let them do as they please" I spoke so quietly I'd be surprised if he heard me. He gently moved me to the bed and lied me down lightly "Right now" I asked.

"I've wanted to do this for years" he whispered and I put my hand on the sides of his face and pulled him down to my lips. Our lips met in a fiery passion, we moved as one as fast wanting all the physical connection I could. Anything to feel him against me.

I moved so I was on top with my legs spread apart over his waist as I bit my lip and looked at him moving down to kiss him once more. His hands went to my shirt and started to lift it up as we continued to kiss wildly. Then a knock came at the door to which we both ignored it and continued our passionate time together. Another knock to which we still ignored and moved forward his hands moving to my breasts and gently grazing over the fabric of my bra covering them. The knock sounding again, I got up stormed to the door throwing it open.

"What the fuck do you want" I yelled seeing Rhysand and Cassian who looked behind me at Azriel laying on the bed his wings spread beneath him and my clothes slightly disheveled, I was panting as I looked up at them.

"Sorry, are we interrupting something" Rhysand smirked as did Cassian "Would you like us to leave" he added, I'm guessing they weren't expecting my response. I'm guessing they expected me to flush and open the door for them. That was not the case.

"Yes you are" I slammed the door harshly and went to walk back to Azriel who was smiling at me and there was another knock, I moved to open the door once more "Rhys if you do not leave I will kill you" I threatened and looked straight at him all truth spilling from me.

"We need Az" Cassian smiled and pointed behind me, I heard the bed creak and knew Azriel had moved to get up. My shadows wrapped around him gently making him stay, He could easily move them but didn't.

"I need him more" I responded and I saw the look in Cassian's eyes, I knew he wanted to say something. I knew he was going to I could feel it like a chill going up my spine.

"Need him for what exactly" was his sly response and saw the look in Rhys as well. I guess they didn't expect me to be honest maybe once more expecting me to break out into a blush.

"I need him intimately" I smiled and moved forward to look at them straight on "For sex" I finished and slammed the door once more.

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Chapter 6

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druigswhores · 6 years

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“It’s called a WHAT?” (Thor Odinson x Reader)

Summary: In which you go Ikea shopping with Thor for furniture for your bedroom.

Word Count: 1545

Warnings: Thor being a dork and reader giving him all her uwu’s.

Pairings: Gradual Thor x Reader? I guess

A/N: I saw this post on Instagram that inspired me to write this

Dedicated to: @hcneymel

MASTERLIST

"You do realise I can just ask someone to order the stuff for you online?" Tony chuckles as he brings the coffee mug closer to his face to take a sip of the decaf.

You just asked Tony if it was fine for you leave the headquarters for a couple hours, making sure there wouldn't be any unexpected missions that you would have to go to as it has happened for the past few months at the most horrible times.

You shake your head trying to forget the moment Steve walked into your bedroom to inform you about the mission, just as you got out of the shower, the poor guy couldn't look you in the eye for the next week because he was so embarrassed.

"What's the fun in that? Being at IKEA is the best thing to do." You joked as you turned to the refrigerator to grab a water bottle, closing the door of the fridge to be met with Thor leaning on the cabinet beside it, looking at you in confusion.

"What is IKEA?" He asks you as he follows you to the seats next to the counter, you popped down on one next to Tony as Thor stood beside you.

"Hey I got an idea, why don't you take Point Break with you and if any missions turn up, he'd be able to bring you back." Tony states, looking at the two of you.

"I am perfectly capable of coming back home on my own." You scoff.

"Oh I know." He says as he gets up from his chair, placing the mug in the sink and walking off into the direction of the labs.

"So, shall we?" Thor asks and you nod your head and began walking with him to the direction of the garage.

Thor and you had a couple conversations on the drive there but nothing that lasted long, you've had the slightest (slightest meaning huge) crush on the Asgardian but of course never said anything because you didn't think he'd like you back and because of work, you didn't want it to distract you from your duties.

But that didn't stop you from absolutely adoring all of Thor's little stories he told you on the drive, staring at him in admiration before quickly turning back to the road whenever he looked back at you.

"He did what?" You burst out laughing, head tilting up as your eyes shut close in amusement for a couple seconds, thankfully you were at a red light. Your hand was clutched on your stomach as your laughed, some of the stories he told making your stomach actually hurt.

"I know! It was very surprising at the time." He chuckles lightly, not being able to take his eyes off you.

Thor felt a warmth in his chest as he saw you laugh at his joke, getting the urge to always try make you laugh so he can hear the laugh that makes the butterflies in the pit of his stomach flutter.

He hasn't really had the time to really get to know you despite being on the same team for a couple years, him moving back and fourth from Midgard and Asgard made it difficult for you to build a strong friendship with him, although whenever he is around you've shared a few conversations that didn't lead to anything interesting, mostly about his time at Asgard or what show you've been binge watching now, him always making the promise to watch an episode with you one day but both of you knowing it would never happen, simply because you guys never really saw one another.

Minutes later you both arrived at IKEA, grabbing one of the carts and headed inside, although seconds after entering Thor offered to push the cart for you, which you agreed to.

People looked at the two of you in shock and admiration as they saw two avengers walking around IKEA casually, some even asking for a picture with the two of you with you both said yes.

"You hit him?" He gasps as you both turn right into the bedroom area, you nodded your head as you laughed, quickly hopping onto the bed next to you and laying down on it.

"Wow this is comfy." You shuffle your body a bit, putting your arms beneath your head.

"Y/N.. what are you doing?" He asks, laughing at your position as he leaves the cart next to you and stands at the foot of the bed.

"Testing this bed out, come join me." You laugh, patting the space next to you, to which he reluctantly agreed, attempting to lay on the bed although his entire body didn't fit on it so his legs just hung off of the bed. He laid beside you just staring at the ceiling above.

"I think... this bed is too small for me." He says, biting back a laugh.

You get up to see what he meant and immediately laughed out loud at what he meant, looking at his awkward position, you couldn't stop laughing, hand and head falling his stomach as you let out your uncontrollable laughter.

He looked you, chuckling softly as he stared, the place where your hand met his stomach causing that part of his body to burn up, spreading out to his entire body as the butterflies sparked up once again.

You got up a couple moments after and pushed the cart into the aisle before walking to Thor's side and stretching a hand out for him to which he gratefully took as you pulled him up (but obviously he didn't need the help.)

But as he was pulled up from the bed, he was suddenly standing extremely close to you, you felt your knee bump into his leg as you gulped at the sudden change in atmosphere.

He looked back at you with an indescribable look on his face, causing you to step away and move back to the cart, him snapping out of his thoughts.

"Let's go check out the plants they have!" You exclaim, changing the subject as you began pushing the cart not bothering to see if he was behind you, only to feel his arm wrap around your shoulder seconds after.

"Hmm this one's cool." You point towards a potted plant.

"It seems to be called 'Phalaenopsis." Thor says and you gape at him. "Im sorry, it's called a WHAT?" You looked at him as he looked back at the paper besides the plant and repeated himself.

"Phalaenopsis."

You look at the paper he was looking at, not even thinking about attempting to say the name of it.

"Cool, lets get it." You say as he picks up one from the rack and places it inside the cart besides all the little bits and bobs you got and stuff he found cool to look at.

"So is this a thing most people do with friends and coworkers?" Thor asks as you continue walking down the aisle, passing the baby section which causes you to stop and look at them, awwing at the stuff there.

"Well... its not common between coworkers, and I guess you can go here with friends, but most of the time it's couples and parents who come here." You say, pointing to all the couples around the two of you, shopping.

He nods his head but doesn't say anything.

You both decide you were done for the day and made your way to the counter, who looked at the two of you in surprise when you pulled your cart towards the till, after paying you made your way to the car and packed everything in, beginning to make your way home.

"That was fun, maybe next time we go we'll be a couple like the rest of the people who go."

"W-what?" You ask looking at him in shock as you both sat in the car which was parked in the garage.

"I didn't know how to say this to you Y/N but I really like you and enjoy your company." Thor says, bring his hand up to rest on your cheek.

"I really like you too- and enjoy your company." You say softly, looking at his storm coloured eyes. He scoots closer to you, hand still against on your cheek.

"Can I kiss you?" He asks and you nod your head quickly after, pressing your lips against his own, you felt the butterflies in your stomach erupt as your lips moulded together, wrapping your arms around his neck you pull him closer as his free hand goes to your waist, you both pull away after a couple moments to catch your breath, the sounds of your hammering hearts and deep breaths only audible in the car.

"Holy..." You say, looking away from his swollen lips.

“Hopefully in near future we can do that more often.” He laughs as you playfully hit him in the shoulder, laughing with him.

“Like when we go upstairs?” You ask and he looks back at you, pressing his lips to your forehead before getting out of the car and going to your side of the car and opening the door for you, reaching his hand out for you, smiling.

“My thoughts exactly.”

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daisymondays · 5 years

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if you were to rec someone five of your fics that sum you up what would they be?

Hii, i think I literally got this ask about two months ago at this point and I’m extremely sorry I never actually answered you …. but im here now !!!

The reason this took me so long to answer was because it really made me think about what kind of writer I am, how i’d advertise the kind of things I write, like what about the fics summed me up, but i’m going to try now.

1. Karma’s A Fake Orgasm

There’s another abandoned mug, festering with mould in the living room — Steve offically has the world’s worst roommates. And complains about them. Often. Bucky, tired of his lack of action, decides it’s time to avenge Steve’s sleepless nights and unsanitary conditions once and for all. They’ll pretend to be the world’s most annoying couple: excessive PDA, loud fake sex, and general repugnance. The plan sounds easy enough; it will be strictly platonic. Or will it?

Why: I think this fic sums me up in a fair few ways, but mainly the tone. It’s a fun fic at heart and I just really love making people laugh, i think all the MCU characters have such brilliant comedic potential that for someone like me is just my dream, i truly love getting to write just the very human moments of this fic where they’re joking around as friends. It’s tropey and there’s pining, and really its a self indulgent fic that I really enjoyed writing so yeah I think it sums me up quite well. Also it was meant to be 5k and is ofc now 55k which is the epitome of me and anything I do writing wise

2. Highly (in)Compatible

Draco’s been shagging The Prat Who Lived on and off for a few months when his soul mark starts to change. Draco’s had to accept a lot of adjustments to his life, but accepting that Harry Potter could be his soulmate is one step too far. It can’t be true? Can it?

Why: at heart this sums me up because I completely made everything more difficult than it needed to be, but no, I guess it’s pretty me as while I will joke about hand waving things way in writing, I do like there to be an explanation, it bugs me when there isn’t, and so I used this fic as a chance to get to the core of how soul mates could exist and why, and how it would work, and the point of soul marks etc etc. I spent half of my childhood always having an irritating why hanging on my tongue so is my but why fic. Also it looks at mental health (ding ding ding) and has a Draco POV voice that is so close to my own speaking voice that I had friends tell me it sounded like me speaking at times so take from that what you will

3. If We Were Honest

Two years ago, Draco and Harry had a whirlwind secret romance that ended in heart-break. Since then Draco’s written a best-selling novel based on their relationship, but with one key difference—the characters get a happily ever after. Now Harry and Draco are reunited for the first time since their break-up, but can they rewrite their own ending?

Why: this fic is my inner angsty mess that I don’t show that often and here it is. I always want to write really feelsy almost poetic stuff but have a tendency to lean more to realistic and humorous character voices, that are more over dramatic in their feelings, but this was me being able to explore that side of the table and trying harder with the language and imagery. Also, a lot of queer pride in here and as i approached my first pride month as a baby bisexual that was important to me, getting happy endings and the difficulty in embracing sexuality sometimes and learning to be comfortable in who you are. Also that sometimes people fuck up (speaking from experience there LOL)

4. A Place of Learning

When Pansy returns to Hogwarts all she wants to do is keep her head down and pass her N.E.W.Ts. However, between drinking games and a new roommate, Pansy is reminded that nothing at Hogwarts is ever simple.

Why: so something that is very important to me in fandom is the fair treatment of female characters especially due to a lot of internalised misogny they’ve been shat on a lot in the past. Also there is such a disportinate amount of w/w to m/m work, and like i’ve written predominantly m/m too but i do like to try and write w/w fics too!! ((I have plans for possible Peggy/Natasha for MCU)) So this fic was me bringing fun tropes aka 8th year, drinking games and roommates to Ginny/Pansy in a hope to encourage people to read it!! its my usual and its got strong banterous friendships, a bit of pining and feels, and i think it sums me up in my just general determination to make sure femslash isn’t totally overlooked

5. Strings Attached

Draco Malfoy’s never been interested in dating, and he’ll be damned if that changes because of Harry Potter in joggers.

Why: this sums me up not so much for the content but again usual, banter and some feels, but for the reasons I wrote it. I wrote it after a conversation with some mates about being a bit tired of a few dynamics we were seeing in HD and I was bored of Drarry at this point and no intention of writing it for the joggers fest then ofc, bam sat down and cracked 15k in three days – and i really like how this fic turned out too – so i think this sums me up in the things i will do to prove a point and just how bloody fast i write sometimes, its ridiculous honestly. But yeah, i think again its a strong me vibe just in it

So here you go Nonnie, 5 fics of mine and some rambling about how i think they best represent me. Really I’m here for banter and feels, and hopefully no damp squibs. Thanks for the ask

#gracie speaks #gracie writes

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pk-buttcheeks · 6 years

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Ah, hello! I wanted to ask since you’ve sold charms — where do you order your charms from? I’ve been trying to find the best place that has glitter epoxy ones specifically, and its kind of my first time making charms out of my art. I appreciate any advice you give — thank you for your time and hope you have a wonderful day! ;u;

hi, thanks for the ask! i currently use vograce, an alibaba merchant (mainland china). i specifically chose them for pricing, specific features (double side printing, epoxy, free accessories, packaging). ive composed a list of my personal experiences w vograce and pros and cons, or just things to be aware of!

some notes before going in:

this list is from a US based lens, i live in the pacific northwest so i dont know if that affects shipping price vs other places in the US or any other international country

out of all the places i know of, only vograce to my knowledge offers glitter epoxy so i only wrote about it

since im writing about vograce, im under PST time zone and mainland china is about 16 hrs ahead of me, give or take a few hours depending on specific areas

not a complete list since vograce is the only place i know that even offered epoxy lol

formatting advice:

always work in 300 dpi minimum. i like 300 but my friends like 350 and up, the more the better

unflattened psds print more vibrantly. you can still save in cmyk which ms coco will request, it’ll just be a psd with layers

vograce (mainland china based)pros:

low/custom moq (minimum order quantity im pretty sure) moq is usually 1 piece while other places do pack sizes (like pack of 25, for example), so theyre good if you need a specific amount or like, just a few things

pricing - depending on what you order and quantity, pricing can be really reasonable. a big order of epoxy glitter charms cost me a little over $1 for each unit, but because it was an order of over 100 (cost goes down the more you order of the unit). i think if you order just a few things then unit price could be like $2, sometimes more depending on what you need.

communication - they do their service through the alibaba messaging system rather than email, so things happen more in real time. (it IS possible to email i think though, i think i emailed them Once) i also asked me to send a draft out cut lines for the charms and they did (this was the second time i ordered, the first time i didnt ask for it). usually its the same person, ms coco, handling the customer service.

freebees: i particularly like them for this reason lol i think they offer free double side printing if i remember correctly? they also have a range of accessories to choose from, like split rings, lobster clasps, and cell phone lanyards, for free. they have special ones you need to pay for, but the basic accessories are free. there’s a chart on the page when you scroll down. also when you receive them in the mail, they are separately packaged in the little plastic bags with the adhesive flap. i just really like not having to buy jump rings and stuff anymore

options: i really wanted glitter epoxy and i couldnt find a place to do it for some reason? but they do it and i like it! i havent received my package yet but ive ordered charms from other artists that have used vograce and i think theyre pretty! i also think if you communicate that you need branding and packaging options, they do that too for extra cost. also they do more than just charms, im getting some standees done w them too (also i dont know if its a standard or just a vograce thing, but glitter epoxy is single sided. the charm itself can have double side printing but the glitter is one side only)

(i dont remember if the link i sent was an epoxy link but if you just send a message and say you want epoxy ms coco will handle it)

i used to use zap creatives but i think vograce prints crisper than them. my stuff always looked fuzzy w zap and i save files the same way w them

cons:

shipping: since theyre based in mainland china, shipping could be a problem. im based in the US, so shipping is anywhere from $17-$45 depending on when i need the package by. so it would suck if you needed just a few things i think, and theres always the typical snail mail problems (ive never had problems with receiving international packages, but anything could basically happen)

communication: since its alibaba and theyre based in china, sometimes its hard to keep up with time difference and respond to messages. i really could only respond a few times a day because theyre so far ahead. one time it was really time sensitive and i was up at 2 am messaging ms coco because i needed to get as much as i could communicated! so basically i could only reply and get responses through the hours of 7 pm and 2 am (remember im PST)

printing: ive had a friend send me photos and it was also verified by my personal experiences (a charm i bought from someone). when companies print double side charms, theres usually a layer of white between the two color layers to prevent overlap and to make color pop. i dont think vograce does that? its incredibly slight and i dont notice it unless im looking extremely hard, but depending on what you print, there could be a teeny bit of see-through where you dont want it. again, it doesnt bother me one bit but it could be a breaking point for some people

communication: im gonna be straight and say they dont always tell you everything you need to know beforehand lol like for example, i was making gold foil charms because they offer gold foil charms. we sorted everything out and right at the end ms coco told me its a $15 charge per design bc they have the make custom moulds for the charms. i had poured too much time into these charms and messaging them that i couldnt back out at that point so i just said yes and paid (i had money set aside so it wasnt a problem, it just came as a surprise). bc of the time difference i just have to say yes to certain stuff bc i dont wanna wait a whole new day for a response but its never stuff im like unprepared to do

ok idk if this is a con but they do all their transactions through paypal but its more like “send the money to this email address” and then u send it and u send them a screenshot for proof that you did it. so that may affect how some people shop w them. ive used a non-vograce supplier for cushions and it was the same way.

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Show Me (M)

Reader x J-Hope

Rated: M for smut

Word count: 1.6k (I swear this was supposed to be a drabble but im an idiot as you can see LOL)

Summary: You wake up next to your best friend the morning after a party you knew you clearly went too crazy at. Not remembering what happened while you were in your drunken state, your best friend attempts to remind you what went down. But perhaps he went a little overboard... ;)

Authors note: my very first smut on this blog! this was something i just decided to write after seeing an fmv of hoseok and it clearly made me go nuts LOOOOL I’m not too good at writing smut, but please enjoy! ;))

warning: you need water fammmmm lots and lots of water

Opening your eyes, you squinted to the rays of light from the grey skies coming through the windows. The effects of last night’s party and all those drinks were wearing down on you as your head pounded and distorted your trail of thought. You started to get out of bed when you notice a toned arm wrapped around your waist. Stifling a gasp, you shut your eyes and slowly turned your body to see who the stranger was that shared your bed last night. Slowly opening an eye, you see your best friend Jung Hoseok, sleeping next to you, his face merely inches from yours. The natural light from the windows illuminated his face, giving him a heavenly glow. Still shocked from what you saw, you carefully lifted the blanket the two of you shared, and sighed in relief, knowing that nothing happened between you guys last night.

You looked at the time, it was 9 AM. How did I wake up this early? You thought as you attempted to remove Hoseok’s strong hold on you so you could go get some pain medications to control your headache. Doing so, a low groan was emitted from your best friend as he tightened his grip, even more, not letting you go. You huffed and turned to face him, and saw him gazing at you with a slight smile on his face.

“Oh my gosh let go of me, you’re holding me so tightly.” You whined.

“Good morning to you too.” Hoseok murmured, smiling dreamily.

“My head hurts so, so much. What the hell even happened last night?” You winced at your pounding head.

“Someone here had a little too much to drink,” Hoseok chucked, “and the things she did last night…”

You felt your face turn red, “W-what do you mean ‘the things she did last night?’”

“You really want to know?” Hoseok inched closer, whispering into your ear.

“Hoseok… we didn’t… do that… did we?” You asked warily.

He smiled lazily, “Nothing that you’d regret the next day when you’re sober.”

You laughed out of relief, and Hoseok snuggled into you as you whacked him, telling him to move.

“But I wanna sleep!” Hoseok pouted as he hugged onto you for dear life, “You’re so comfy!”

You agreed to stay like that for another hour and the two of you laid there sprawled out on each other when you suddenly recalled what Hoseok had told you moments earlier.

“Hey… what did you really mean by the stuff I did last night?” You asked carefully.

“Do you not remember anything from the party?” Hoseok asked.

You furrowed your brows as you tried to remember things from last night.

“Wheee! This is so much fun! Dance with me!!” You grabbed your best friends’ hand and pulled him onto the dance floor. The two of you were tipsy and out of control, dancing around like idiots, and doing stupid antics.

The music changed to a slow tempo, as you threw your arms around Hoseok’s neck, swaying your hips to the beat. He placed his hands on your hips as you two danced together. All your friends were sitting at the bar table, staring at the two of you.

“Just fuck already geez, can they be a couple, please??” Your friend Julie whined.

“Patience is a virtue, my friend.” Another one of your friends snickered.

“Shut up Namjoon, I’m not gonna listen to your philosophical stuff tonight.” Julie laughed, hitting him playfully.

Back at the dance floor, you were getting tired from dancing and wanted to rest.

“Hobi, I wanna go upstairs and lie down for a bit, can you come with me?” You slurred.

You both climbed up the stairs and searched for an empty room. Hoseok took you into the room and brought out clothes, a bit too big for you, to change into. Without considering the company in the room, you stripped out of your clothes and slipped the loose t-shirt over your body, causing the boy in the room to flush a bright shade of red.

“Ahh, comfy at last…” You sighed, as you threw yourself onto the bed. Hoseok climbed onto the bed and laid next to you. You took his hand and traced meaningless shapes and lines as he stared intently at you. Looking up at him, you notice him inching closer and closer, smelling the mix of beer and cologne from him.

The next thing you remembered was Hoseok’s hand caressing your face.

Your head pounded as you tried to remember more. How much did you even drink last night?

“Shit… I don’t remember… can you tell me for once, please?” You winced. Hoseok’s hand reached over to your head and gave it a light massage.

“Should I really tell you?” Hoseok smirked.

“Yes.”

“You sure?”

You grabbed his shirt and pulled him towards you. “Fucking tell me right now Jung Hoseok, or you’ll see the worst of me.”

It all happened so quickly. Hoseok suddenly was hovering above you, his body on all fours, on top of yours, and hands on either side of your head. He smirked as he leaned close to your face.

“No idea yet?”

Your face flushed as you started to get an inkling of what might’ve happened last night.

“How about you show me instead?” You stared up at him, finding your newfound confidence. Hoseok smirked again, as his eyes grew intense. He lifted a hand to caress your cheek.

He leaned forward slowly, and you closed your eyes, anticipating what was to come. His lips pressed firmly on yours. You unconsciously brought your hands up and brought his face closer, and reciprocated the kiss. Hoseok swiped his tongue over your top lip and you gave him entrance to explore the depths of your mouth. His tongue caressed yours, slowly at first, then increasing speed as you both started fighting for dominance. You pulled at his bottom lip and elicited a growl from him. Breaking apart after a few moments, you stopped to catch your breaths.

“Remember anything now?” Hoseok panted.

Your stomach tightened, and you pulled him back in for another deep and heated kiss. Mouths were moulded onto each other, teeth were clashing, riling you up even more. You spread your legs, letting him place his knee between your legs. Hoseok started trailing kisses down your jaw, and onto your neck. You let out a soft moan, clutching his hair as he sucked harshly on your sensitive spot, leaving a blossoming red mark. Not getting enough of you, he came back up again and kissed you hungrily. Your senses were overwhelmed and you unconsciously bucked your hips up towards him.

“Someone’s getting a little too excited hmm?” Hoseok playfully growled against your lips.

“Shut up and kiss me.” You moaned.

Your mind focused on all the little touches Hoseok placed on your body. From the feather-light touches on your waist to the sloppy yet soft kisses he was placing on your neck, slowly going lower. Hoseok reached your collarbones and lightly sucked on it. Moaning softly, you reached forward to pull his shirt up, and slipped your hands under the clothing, feeling his torso.

Without warning, Hoseok brought his hand down and cupped your heat, making you gasp very loudly. He traced small circles over your underwear, and your breathing became even more erratic, making you a moaning mess. You continued to buck your hips up to feel more of his fingers, but he pulled away and you whined at the loss of contact.

“Do you want something, Y/N?” Hoseok purred.

“I-I want y-your fingers.” You gasped.

He leaned forward and grazed your ear, “You don’t want to do anything you’ll regret later.”

His husky yet honey-like voice turned you on, even more, you felt like your insides burning up, and you felt your underwear becoming more and more soaked. You took his hand and placed it on your mound, staring directly at him as you rocked your hips ever so slowly.

The gesture was so intimate, that Hoseok let out a loud groan and slipped his middle finger into your core. Lewd, squelching noises were made as his finger thrust in and out of you. You tightened your core, thrusting in rhythm, moaning shamelessly. None of you cared if the rest of your friends heard your noises.

“Fuck… right there!” You moaned. Hoseok went faster, and curled his finger inside of you, leaving you in ecstasy right there. Suddenly he pulled out, and put his finger in his mouth to have a taste of your arousal. “Mmm, you taste so sweet.” He hummed.

Realization started to hit you, that you were doing all this with your best friend. You turned red and brought your legs back together, but when you looked back at him, you couldn’t ignore the clear arousal on his face, and how blown out he looked. All because of you. Caving into your sexual desires, you sat up and straddled him, then kissed him passionately. Hoseok placed one hand on your waist and cupped your cheek with the other, as he gently reciprocated the kiss.

Moments later, Hoseok parts away from you, panting, and his swollen lips smirking. He lifts you off of him and pushes you onto the surface of the mattress. Still panting heavily, you gaze up at him in confusion.

“So… I showed you what happened last night with a few extra perks. But if you wanna get the full package, just let me know.” He winks, teasingly caressing your thigh as he proceeds to get up.

You sat up hurriedly, “What the fuck?!” You yelped. He had denied you of your orgasm, and you felt empty and somewhat mad that he suddenly backed out and said all that to your face.

“HOSEOK, YOU ASSHOLE!”

You huffed, as you watched him walk out of the room. First and foremost, you realized that you two only made out last night. Second, you knew you liked what happened and deep down, you actually wanted this to happen. Lastly, you were definitely going to get him back for this.

A/N: there might be spelling errors in this so i apologize in advance! but anywaysss, feedback? comments? suggestions? lemme know, i’m open to all! :) thanks for reading!!

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