#im just so happy about my wall

[mintivee]

Also for the first time in my life, I finally got to decorate my wall!!!! I'm so happy all this art has a place to be displayed now

#never really had my own space but GAH!!! #it adds so much more to the room i love it so much #minti rambles #im just so happy about my wall #it's so fun

[edenfire]

🗡❤️ "you're beautiful~" ❤️🗡

more rank 8 art bc I just can't get these two out of my head🥰🥰💗💞

#shuake #goro akechi #akira kurusu #persona 5 #p5 #p5r #persona 5 royal #whew #im so tuckered out #i drew this in two days😱😱💦 #im pretty happy with how it turned out #tho im sure theres plenty of mistakes lol #i kind of want this on my wall #would you guys like this as a print? #if ppl are interested ill put it up in my shop♡ #also i just keep thinking about goro and akira mutually choking each other #the intimacy #dont worry theyre enjoying themselves~♡ #lol #tw choking #♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ #shitty #(< that's my art tag)

[puppyeared]

i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed

#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant #its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things #we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt? #i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an #me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could #feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly #accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore #what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back #with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other?? #why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used #to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this?? #i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting #for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our #bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us?? #im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70 #yapping #vent

[crystallizsch]

Hello! I would like to say that your art my favorite in the entire fandom, I don't know how to describe it but it just feels the best 💃 The way you draw the characters is very nice, Jamil is one of my favorites and you have his personality captured very nicely! Anyway, I hope you have a good day and I hope a lifetime supply of your favorite food drops from the sky for you 🤸‍♀️

AAHH THIS IS MAKING ME CRYYY ANON

i've never received a compliment about my art like this before so that's such an honor to hear 😭💕💕

THANK YOU SO MUCH I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST (*chucks this out here as another thanks*)

#this just really made me emotional and ridiculously happy hdhgfhgfjf #people complimenting my art is always the last thing i expect #which i dont mind because i throw my art out there preferring thoughts about its idea rather than its quality #but compliments are always such a jumpscare and they always feel good regardless 💕💕💕 #so i really can't thank you enough anon 😭🫶😭🫶 😭🫶 #i also sometimes fear that i make jamil ooc since im basically just headcannoning how he acts if he ever gets the feels(tm) #the most affection he shows in game i think is platonic and he BARELY even shows that #so i'm also so happy to hear you think i portray him well 💕 #i'm putting up this ask on my wall #[— #✦ i have thoughts #✦ asks #(💜) yuusha #(💜) scarabiyuu #★ my art #twst #twisted wonderland #twst art #jamil viper #kalim al asim #scarabia #twst yuusona #twst yuu #—]

[overtake]

admitting ur a larrie and saying it brought you to your current ship is such a brave personal choice. this comment should be an official diagnosis in the dsm-5.

#ive had this in my drafts for ages but ppl are being weird so im here to be a hater sorry #and this just feels timely with people being attacked for telling people to get reading comprehension #like if ur ever comparing ur ship to larry then plz do some personal reflection #larries are fucking batshit off the wall out of this world unhinged #ships are supposed to be lighthearted and fun and something that makes you happy #i have plenty of fun w max and daniel content #but i cannot keep reading the unhinged levels some people are reaching w l*stappen #it’s transitioning from ‘i like the content and their interactions and ao3!’ #into ‘i am inventing evidence and connecting dots and genuinely believe these two men are fucking’ like i fear its not fun and games anymore #this is nothing against l*stappenies themselves at all. keep on keeping on #this is all about the weird ones #theres weirdos in any ship but the number of them keeps increasing w this particular one so i just wanted to say. plz do not be larries. #(sorry for the asterisks like l*stappen is a slur i just dont want it to show up in the tag lol)

[opikiquu]

aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE

#★ arin rambles #‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you #AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY #OH MY LORD #OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS. #MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I #AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video #‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE #I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY #Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute #HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO. #Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever #any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU #IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY #IM COVERED IN DIRT #IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN #oh goodness me oh my #im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick #Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE! #guys…. he my favorriet… #my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything #hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM* #yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW #IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY? #oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut #ly DOOMED #yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton #TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE #i womder how crazy i look right now #Sighs lovingly at him..

[teplejtrouba]

my psychiatrist confirmed that i am in fact autistic

#all of my friends were like 'no really?!!! i had no idea“ listen i know we all know but i wanted to know For Sure #she's very 'aspergers' and 'you're going to learn how to make eye contact' about it because czech psychiatry is... well #but overall the other stuff she said checks out and im happy I don't have to live in constant self doubt anymore #now she's not completely sure i have adhd tho because my attention is mostly normal according to tests #but she's also not opposed to me having both like it's definitely still possible she just wants to focus on mainly treating my anxiety rn #she was like 'so it would make sense that you're living in social isolation' #me with most friends I've ever had in my entire life: :-) #i was like 'no i have friends they just all have adhd or autism too' #i mean i am still socially isolated. i oftentimes feel like other people are living behind a glass wall and i can't reach them #but i took it literally in the 'you are alone and no one talks to you' sense #anyway #i am disappointed none of my friends sent me 'náš auťák' from the czech Grease dubbing #i have many feelings about this but they are difficult to put into words so autism creature gift shall suffice

[oatbugs]

the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart

#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but #you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they #should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc #they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant #the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look #exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway #god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else #inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home #i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty #there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air #med school students walking to their lectures #she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now #there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven #ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen #tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you #more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO #ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!! #anyway im like . sane. #i just . felt like it was over #i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself #that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too #its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW #BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND #WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!! #anyway #standing up it just feels so #exhausting #like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever

[infraredss]

I know we fight against gender norms and stuff but I do feel particularly butch when I help a girl open a can or bottle or carry something. It makes me happy and I can't explain why

#lesbian #butch #wlw #lgbtq #butch lesbian #it happened a couple of weeks ago #i was hanging out with my flatmate and her friends and they were struggling to open a bottle of alcohol #so i said “I'll try” and i managed to open it #and a few weeks ago i helped another of my flatmates with a can opener #i also feel more butch when i carry heavy shopping bags home or build ikea furniture #and im not that strong really. im 5'2 and look quite scrawny #i would open a jar for a girl and feel happy about it but i would also like to be pushed against a wall #so i guess it just means i like being helpful #i can cook a good souvlaki too

[thekidsarentalright]

new fob mv And i’m seeing them all tomorrow . they are hunting me for sport they want me to explode i think

#the way im so excited for it all that i feel like horribly anxious 😭 good anxious tho like incredible anxious JFNDKFN #my autism is like bouncing off the walls crazy happy i am so happy it’s all i can think or talk about rn fjrnfkdndm #just had to take a test and the whole time i was like. i could be thinking about fob rn this is fucked #txt

[raatopaikka]

In honour of #TAEMINisback here's an old pencil sketch I never posted! (2021)

(ballpoint version: 🖊 )

#taemin #shinee #TAEMINisback_D1 #TAEMINisback #taemin fanart #shinee fanart #2021 #my fave part is the shadow the strand of hair casts on his eyelid 💃🏻 #i first drew this cause i wanted to post it on his bday a couple of years ago but i wasn't happy with the background so i never posted it #but now that i have access to editing software i could finally finish it and D1 feels like a good reason to post something! 💪 #haven't posted for 2 months cause i bought a flat and painted the walls myself and moved and all that so ive had no energy for art haha🙈 #anyway im ridiculously excited about him coming back :''''D HE'S ALMOST HERE! #and also ps the ref pic is from Advise era and i have very mixed feelings about the hair extensions 🙈 #and i thought in this particular ref pic his hair looked kinda meh so i just improvised and gave him a new haircut lol 🙈 #pencil sketch #drawing #portrait

[not-another-blorbo]

I keep having arm tics in the morning at work and I'm sure I look fucking crazy

#one of my coworkers asked if the reason i was “flailing around” in the back was because i got syrup on me- #-and i was just like yup! stimming to get the textures off! def not having my arms do fuck shit against my will for no reason ahahah!!! #that and blinking and headjerking on register when im checking people out like. why. #honestly im saved by the fact that i already do weird movements a lot to stim so its as weird for me to be acting strange #although my tic disorder keeps picking up my stims as tics and that shit SUCKS #happy movement but its not happy and id like to stop actuallt #AND THE LEG ONES??? WHY??? #tense knees and then do little leg lifts because or else #and the hand ones are like. tensing my fingers and making fists to pop my knuckles but also sometimes throwing my hands around #also i have only one vocal tic rn which i normally have two so thats cool #and its pretty quiet which is nice #just a humming in the back of my throat thing. sometimes it does a few different notes tho #idk im just talking to a wall abt it cause i dont have anyone normal to talk to about ut #*it #i worry about my coworkers judging me more than anything else but there isnt much i can do about it sadly :/ #feralscreaming

[lelianaslefthand]

been thinking about how depending on race and how old tav is when they're abducted astarion will have been able to spend more time with them than he did with cazador by like a lot in some cases and i feel unwell... i think i hauve covid

#something about more happy memories than bad ones....OUGH #this was originally about just elves bc i knew they were the longest but gnomes and dwarves also live long upon looking it up #most of my tavs are young and that seems to be the case in general #so like they could have centuries left with him... elves especially and drow can get up to 1000 years old... #i think druids tend to have longer lifespans too idr where i saw that but it was when i was figuring stuff out for kaya's backstory #zara's def under 100 maybe like 50-60 so they have so much time together... like 4x the amount of time he was trapped for... #lilith is older but still young somewhere in mid-late 100s leaning later so like 3x the amount #im clawing paint off the walls and shredding the drywall #.txt

[samthecookielord]

Days without thinking so hard about how little we know about who clive actually is: 0

#random stuff #WAGH RAGH !!!!! TEARS UP WALLS IM SO NNORMALLL #like YES HE GETS. SO MUCH SCREENTIMR AND SPOTLIGHT #BUT WE DONT.EVEN KNOW HIM WE DONT EVEN KNOW HIM!!!!!!!! #all we see is clive at his worst #or clive when hes lying #how much of that was the false idea of 'future luke'? how much was really clive? #we only ever get like 3 glimpses of who clive really is. 2 of which are from the credits #the family photos (which i will forever think about every little implication of) & the one of little clive walking with his parents #and spring and cogg's comments on clive if you talk to them post-reveal #MOST OF WHICH. ARE EITHER STAGED (yknow family photo they had to pose for that n such). OR SECONDHAND ACCOUNTS #i do not DOUBT he was certainly as happy as he looked in those photos. but god. thinking about it forever #and ig you can maybe count the end where clive is all like i prommy ill atone for my crimes... #but homeboy is Concussed and Just Destroyed London and Is Going To Jail #i dont think thats entirely representative of what hes like on an average day #and. i guess im more thinking of. we dont even know who clive Was #hes certainly very changed from this experirnce #goddddddd i could ramble forever goddddd

[crescentfool]

bonerattle arena fucks severely. i was not expecting it to rival my love for jammin' salmon junction, but wow. this map feels like a love letter to people who love and enjoy salmon run. (i ended up playing the rotation for around 3.5 hours... which you can watch here if you like!)

the map's circular shape on normal/high tide effectively makes the spawns from this map come from every angle. it's a test of awareness and movement skill- and the walls + inkrails really, really make rotating around the map feel so fluid and easy.

and low tide's hexagonal two-ring design is so fascinating too! instead of testing movement, it tests your team's ability to make judgment calls on luring and making sure you don't overwhelm basket from luring too much.

i also feel that every special in salmon feels really rewarding to use on this map- even reefslider! i've played enough to see that most specials bring so much utility and value, and i just love that no special feels like it's "useless" on this map.

there's also a few flyfish tech on this map that echoes the bomb tricks on jammin' salmon junction and spawning grounds (and i guess gone fission too), it feels really intuitive on what spots can pop two baskets at once (it's the grates and the rails) and i just? feel really rewarded for playing as much salmon as i do.

i feel that the map's inclusion of the ink rail mechanic evokes a lot of similar vibes to ruins of ark polaris- and i really liked that! there's definitely some things i want to fine tune and understand better about them, but they're really fun.

i still need to see how other weapons feel on this map, but it feels like both mobile and stationary weapons can exceed here- there's nice perches for long range weapons, lots of walls for quick weapons to use to escape situations... it's so swag...! a very good final map, i think!

#lizzy speaks #OOOUGH I LOVE THIS MAP SO FUCIG MUCH I NEEDED TO MUSE ABOUT IT ON TUMBLR #i streamed it on twtich cos iknew that i lked the weps and what i saw of the map.. oh its so good it made me so talkative #i won like 91% of my shifts (21/23) and idk I JUST FEEL LIKE MY practice on other maps and every weapon has paid off #the only real waves that i had trouble with was the night ones mostly in respects to quota. i think it was grillers/glowflies that made- #me have those losses so it wasnt a full sweep to evp 450 #but also the map's new so i can forgive ppl for that. i definitely felt i needed to pay more attention to snatchers on night waves #there's also the question of whether or not using the ink rails as a wall clinging equivalent 4 glowflies is a good idea (eggs inthe pits) #ough. i love video games. this map feels so polished TO ME... anyone who likes salmon should give this a try #ALSO THE NEW DUALIES. GOOD STUFF. i really enjoy it's turret mode against king salmonid it helps shred soo nicely #it feels like a nice hybrid of dualie squelchers (the range) and dapples (the fire rate) like OHHHH. idc if its bad in pvp if its good in s #ok thats all :) im gonna play more tomorrow :D maybe i can get to 600.... or 999 (if i am lucky) (i am over my head) #splatoon scratches an itch in my brain for sure this game is soo fun.... YIPEE! i hope everyone has smthn that makes them happy gn!!

[craycraybluejay]

i saw my therapist and it was so amazing and then i got immediately un-therapized by a horrible person

#literally whats the point of therapy if im getting harassed and put in a bad mood all the damn time #like. i was so happy there and then.. gone #but im just gonna think about it harder and how nice it was and just how understood and seen she makes me feel #she is the kindest human being ever. ever. just the kindest #and i want to carry that kindness instead of all this misery people keep trying to shove onto me #you know what! #brick walling it! your shitty behaviour will not continue to bring me down! #you are a bad person and im glad you got yourself worked up over literally nothing! #enough to pick a fight with me and then get even more insane and threatening when after ignoring you for awhile i took the bait! #i gave you! every opportunity! to shut up and leave me alone with your nonsense! #i tried to set a boundary and you kept pushing. so no im not gonna let your horrible attitude make me sad for the rest of the night #you deserved to be reminded that youre a bad person even though youll continue blaming everyone but yourself #for what by all means you did #no one forced you to do it. #even my therapist who is supposed to be impartial sees how ridiculous you are #everyone around you sees it. you are a pathetic laughingstock and you dont deserve space in my head #i just wish it was Easier to ignore the constant barrage of madness #i wish i felt more stoic and put together than i present myself #and i wish you would shut the fuck up and leave me alone