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lilastromama · 1 year

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what i love about different zodiac signs/placements 🍷 [2]

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aries lilith: their willpower. it might not always be for the positive, but theyre willing to do everything in order to get what they want, everything. Theyre ruthless. Im not saying thats GOOD, but its not always a bad trait either. go babes

saturn in the 8th house: how the universe doesnt play about them. this has less to do w their personality, and more to do with how inclined they are with spirit. fool them once, youre not gonna be able to fool them twice anyways. The universe always whips out the uno reverse card on you if u make the mistake to hurt them. Just something i have experienced a hell lot

capricorn sun: their balance (?) listen idk how to put this in words the right way, but so many caps ive met have this certain balance. being calm, kind, patient. And then theyre loud, chaotic, angry, funny, make the best jokes and are the most noticeable in the room. U never know what u get, and i like that

aquarius moon: aquas have never been an easy ride for me, gotta be honest. but the one thing i hold them high up for, is how they dont always "fit in" and yet are still chillin. I have always found strength in being (excuse my language) "outcast" like. Its good to have a mind of your own, and not always walk the way others take, or tell u to go. Please keep questioning things, keep doing you. (as long as it doesnt harm anyone) its a great thing to be unique, its a power move. Its actually something we could all have/do a little more of.

virgo sun: their confidence/support level. Ive noticed a lot of virgo suns to be hype-women/men/people. they support u the best they can, give compliments not even models have ever heard, and make u feel like ure on top of the world. and in women (as i am one, and have experienced this ESPECIALLY with virgo women) they give the best instagram comments. U know which ones im talking about. Those "Omg, i hear vogue calling youu already!!" 🎈comments. Theyre the best at it.

cancer mars: its funny bc cancer is in its fall when its in mars, its not specifically a sought out placement to have. But there is something about those individuals that remind me of female rage. LISTEN 👹 it takes a lot for cancer mars people to noticeably lose their shit, they almost never do it in front of others, they keep quiet mostly. But WHEN they show their pent up emotions, its time to call 911. go home and get the gun, NOW.

9th house individuals: Their minds. Yes, yes, yes. If u like deeptalks, like to spiral down the rabbit hole and back up, talk to these people. they make amazing teachers, leaders, people which are there to guide and learn you. They have incredibly fast minds, they analyze and calculate QUICKLY. those are the people which u go to when ur ex posted a new pic and u wanna know whos in it. Give them about 3 seconds and they will find out, including where their great grandfather lives. A pleasure <3

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xeas · 10 days

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Can you please do a Norton and fool's gold with a reader where the reader has cinnamoroll personality (cinnamoroll is from sanrio)

MIND OVER MATTER IS MAGIC!

🍍 IN WHICH: drabbles (seperately) of Norton Campbell and Fool's Gold with a reader who is like cinnamoroll from sanrio (basically, shy yet sweet who will also help out their friends whenever they can)

🥥 NOTE FROM XEA!: thank you so much for your request! i love writing for norton but im wary my fools gold may ooc...haha...

🫧CONTENT WARNINGS: pre-established relationship, Norton may appear overprotective, mc may appear to be 'pure and innocent' in a fashion that may be perceived as corny to some readers. reader is referred to as "doll" in Norton's section, "babyface" in Fools Gold's. Seer is mentioned and Grave keeper is implied in Fools Gold section. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!

NORTON CAMPBELL; The Prospector

NORTON swears up and down he's done nothing worthy of him deserving you.

The way your thumb grazes his knuckles in a comforting manner--whether to soothe your own nerves or his is unsure-- but the expression of innocence coated on your face both makes his heart sink to his stomach and gives him butterflies.

You have the eyes of someone who has gazed at few possible traumatic scenarios and the skin of one who not been lashed by the harsh truths of the world. He squishes down his feeling of envy when he feels he's going too far down the rabbit hole of his thoughts.

But now, as he bandages up your wound from the cold Night Watch, he can't help but realize how that weighs you down. It wasn't supposed to be you with the gash in your thigh it was supposed to be the teammate you wasted no time saving. You took a hit for them, and for what? So they could have a futile 5 seconds to run as fast as they could only for the harsh winter wind to yank them back to the hunter? You we're such a fool, having so much faith in these people.

But that's what led you two to become such a power couple. You gave him a chance.

"Norton-"

"Hush up, doll." And you do just that.

He looks angry and you feel nervous because of it.

"I'm sorry for getting injured." You mumble quietly. You don't expect a 'Its fine' or a 'Its not your fault' because this was a rookie mistake and you by no means are a rookie.

He remains silent, finishing up dressing your wound. His gloved hands go to hold your thighs as you sit in some corner of burned down building in the Arms Factory.

"Don't do that again." He states. Its not up for debate and you silently nod, moving to give his forehead a kiss as you steady yourself to get up and work on getting out of here.

NORTON CAMPBELL; Fools Gold (Hunter Identity)

"Hm, shame. Really."

Fools Gold let out a teasing laugh as he shoved you into a chair. He leaned on the wall behind it as you glared up at him. Fools gold clicked his tongue (does he even have one??) and fake pouted, most likely mocking you.

"D'aw, don't look at me like that, Babyface. You wouldn't be like this if you didn't sacrifice yourself for that silly little seer."

At least he was brutally honest.

Your muscles are screaming at you and you can feel them throbbing after you spent the last 2 minutes running and jumping and rolling to get away from him.

He traces your jawline with his pickaxe, you can feel your face heat up as Fools Gold lets out a wheezing chuckle. "All bark huh?"

You try to stutter out a response not until you see the ground beside you break. This was going to take a while.

୨🐙୧ ‧ 𝙃𝘼𝙑𝙀 𝘼𝙉 𝘼𝙈𝘼𝙕𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝘿𝘼𝙔! ⋆ ˚｡

🌺 𝙓𝙊𝙓𝙊,

XEA!

#idv x reader #id5 x reader #Norton Campbell x reader #Norton Campbell #idv prospector #idv prospector x reader #Fools Gold x reader #Fools Gold #Identity V x reader

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solar-sunnyside-up · 8 months

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hey, something i've been struggling with recently is i've been struggling with "finding my people" because i'm a minority in my hometown, and a lot of people... aren't. they don't understand me, and often when i try to get them to understand they seem like they fall back into the old systems they were traumatized with (elitism, classism ect.,). 1/2 -solidarity anon

Im gunna say this at the top, this is so rough and im so sorry you gotta go through this sweetie. We are so isolated and filtered into categories within our current system in order to keep that isolation and to fight solidarity and unity. Now I cannot know for 100% sure what your going through or the extend your suffering. But will say I am from and currently still live in a oil loving, god fearing, anti-LGBT, and very racist city while i was raised wiccan by a poly core family and all my gay aunts/uncles and have been dreaming of an earthship my whole life plus every summer id be stuck in an even more harsh farming community that was so small they gotntheir first street light when i was 9 and the chruch is also town hall (mayor works in a wing off of the building). So there is at least some overlap in the experiences your having.

But that being said, how I got weirdly connected to people and involved in so many projects and stuff might not work for you.

Personally? I just yelled and yelled about the injustice of the system at work, about cool forestry projects and people buying ghost towns to start up Co-loving villages. Sharing discworld and different philosophers with coworkers backed up by their fave hobby. About how terrible the conservative politics are. About how cool transit could be if we funded it. About community art projects and how cool solar glass would make things look. About drags shows and events and did you know there is A SOUP FESTIVAL? I'm autistic and have only really interacted my whole childhood with friends with ADHD so my brain is weird and won't shut up once it starts going.

As a result of my ramblings, I have gotten a lot of responses mostly ones that are positive since if they didn't agree with my absurdist philosophy ramblings or solar project ideas they'd just leave the coffee shop. If they enjoyed it, say they want to join a community garden/event or if someone was as stoked as I was about again UNLIMITED TASTINGS SOUP FESTIVAL than we'd chat about that. The thing is a lot of these things have overlap. Someone who wants to convert their lawn into a pollinators habitate prob also likes little libraries and as a result prob also likes the idea of dark sky street lights. And down the rabbit hole you go.

That being said... my best actual advice is 2 pronged.

RESEARCH and REACH OUT

I personally have done years worth of research on my city. What local events and politics are happening? Even in rural places there is at least garderns, there's engineers, there's usually a LGBT focused club. And from these spaces, you can build a network. Doing research I found out about 5 different organizations in my city (most of which was founded 40 yrs ago??) That where sustainability focused. Doing research made me realize how cool community associations could be and how I could help mine out. It also gives you all those ideas for convos.

Second, I reached out to those groups about weird ideas I had, about if I could hang up posters for them in my local area, if I could buy groups worth of tickets in advance, and than also reaching out to the ppl I already talked to and had these ppl interact. My fave example of this is T. T is an engineer who built a fully functioning solar car during his degree program but specializes in hydroponics (how we ended up talking was over plants) he than gets shown my fave farm near by and now he's building the farms hydro system and Seedling house. Writing in to newsletter ppl and showing off weird layout design. This is ultimately very anxiety indusing. What if I'm bothering them? Why should I be spamming them like this? But the secret here is-

No one will ever be mad about you showing interest in their interest once you find those ppl. They want the interaction just as much as you do.

#sprout guide #solarpunk #community #hopepunk #connecting is so hard and swallowing differences that might seem hostile is so hard #asks #if you need more direct answers id need a more accurate idea how small/area if the place you live in sadly #so this is v broad #but feel free to DM me bout it with more details if you want

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plural-culture-is · 9 months

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i fear that i may be a system in denial or something along those lines.

for years of my life, ive struggled with three voices in my head, dissociation, derealization, depersonalization, way-too-over-the-top delusions, hallucinations here and there, and never feeling like who im supposed to be. a few months ago, i thought that it could have to do with undiagnosed schizophrenia or some type of schizo-related disorder (because of the delusions and hallucinations). but recently, ive noticed that these things are all getting worse.

there are more voices. its no longer just the three. and i feel like i should know these voices, even though i dont. they're still strangers to me.

my struggles with dissociation, derealization, and depersonalization have gotten worse---especially the derealization and depersonalization.

my main delusion has been growing stronger and stronger, becoming more and more severe. (though the strength of it tends to vary, so...)

nothing's gone on with the hallucinations. at least, i dont think so. i haven't been paying attention.

and my feelings of never feeling "right" or "correct" have gotten so much stronger. i cant go ten minutes without thinking, is this who i really am? am i faking who i am? if im faking my identity, who am i really? why dont i know who i truly am? will i ever learn who i truly am? am i the only one who cant figure out who they are? why do i never feel like im my true self? why do i always faking who i am? how do i act like my true self? does my true self even exist at this point? and et cetera.

i dont think im a system. i dont want to be a system. i dont want to be plural. i already struggle enough with my neurodevelopmental and physical disabilities. i already struggle enough my mental health and with trauma. i dont need the struggles of having did or osdd or something related. i dont want the struggles, either.

but the more and more i research did for my system character in one of my books, i find more that i can relate to. as i mentioned earlier, i used to think that i might be schizophrenic due to my delusions and hallucinations. but just the other day as i was doing more research about did for my character, i found out that its possible for systems and plurals to often struggle with those things. and my brain went down a deep rabbit hole, like, well fuck shit balls, could i possibly be plural? did my trauma fuck me up that much???

as i went down that rabbit hole, i realized that i dont remember a lot of my childhood. i remember a few specific memories, most of which are either traumatic or just funny memories that ive told as stories numerous times. other than that, i know next to nothing. i also have times where i cant remember shit about anything. my name, my age, my address, what schools ive gone to, what school i go to now, what i did ten hours ago, what i did five seconds ago, et cetera. ive also noticed that im constantly remembering those things wrong. "how old are you?" someone could ask. "im thirteen years old," ill say, then correct myself, "no, wait, im x years old." ive even said that im seven years old when im in fact much older than that. people could ask me, "what's your name?" and ill answer with something that's not my name. could be a nickname from school, a nickname from the many summer camps ive gone to, my pen name for my books, or a random name in general. and there are so many examples that i could give.

back to my doing research stuff for my character, i was going through one website when i found an infographic. it was a simple thing; just five common symptoms of dissociative identity disorder. it listed...

~ inability to remember large portions of your childhood

~ out-of-body experiences, hallucinations, and/or flashbacks

~ suicidal thoughts or self-harm

~ differences in handwriting and changing levels of functioning

~ episodes of memory loss

if i dont experience them now, ive experienced all of them before. the first one, i just mentioned. the second one happens all of the fucking time. the third one happens on a daily basis. the first half of the fourth i haven't really noticed, but the second half is very true. and i just talked about the fifth one.

i dont know if i just have some type of dissociative disorder or im just crazy. but i cant get it out of my head that i might be a system or a system in early development. (dont really know how to explain what i mean by "in early development," but ill try to: what i mean is that im in the early developing stages where dissociation starts happening frequently and alters start forming, but switches arent possible yet.) that or ive been forcing myself---if i am plural and in denial---to act like a normal person, just like ive been doing with autism and adhd.

do you have any advice on how to figure out if im a system or not??? i dont have access to a therapist or psychologist due to my parents not believing in mental illness and things like that.

sorry, we've just stopped accepting am I plural asks, so this one goes out to the public

also, here's our resources for questioning systems

#not plural culture #am i plural #plural system #plurality #actuallyplural #anonymous

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starrylothcat · 10 months

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hi! i sent in two recs a couple of hours ago, but I don't remember if I gushed about them. i thought it would be better to be safe than sorry, so here are four recs (two of them are the repeats, and two are new as a form of an apology if I did do it but forgot that I did)

FIRST

@stealingpotatoes has some wonderful AUs and I can't just choose one, so here is the most recent work of the 501st and Obi-Wan celebrating Anakin's birthday on the road.

https://www.tumblr.com/stealingpotatoes/722258808904335360/need-everyone-to-know-this-is-probably-my?source=share

i just LOVE the art style!!!! star wars is a comfort, and something about this art style gives "fresh baked cookies out of the oven during summer break back when you were a kid" vibes. plus some of the fanart is so funny I laugh out loud not just a nose exhale.

SECOND

my favorite thing by @projectorthus is the annual comics for bo-katan week (reminder this year's bo-katan week is aug 14-20!!). this is the last entry for last year's week

https://www.tumblr.com/projectorthus/693214982054297600/last-day-im-so-happy-this-happened-again-this?source=share

bo-katan is one of those characters that gets misread all the time by the fandom (very crosshair of her. or maybe that's very bo-katan of crosshair since she came first) she is one of the most complicated characters out there, but unfortunately star wars canon does not want to touch that. which is why I am always thankful for the annual comics. it fleshes out bo-katan, and we get to see one iteration of her difficult history. plus I love how bo-katan's eyebags are basically a part of her AND we get more works under the bo-katan kryze x fenn rau ship

Ok now for the non-repeats

Anyone who's part of the clone side of the fandom probably already knows about shy, but still gotta do it. I LOVE @shyranno tbb fanart. I LOVE the downtime comics. my favorite one is the latest one

https://www.tumblr.com/shyranno/705438567285063680/they-call-themselves-the-bad-batch-happy-bad?source=share

i love seeing the batch coming together as THE bad batch. i love seeing their relationship with 99. I love that we get to see echo interacting with the batch before he joins them. i love that we know that fives loves the batch, and the bittersweet knowledge that he would have fit in with them. i love how we see omega in the distance looking at them, yearning to be with her brothers. its just ASDFGHJKL; SO GOOD YA KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING????

ok and the last one is

https://www.tumblr.com/cobaltbeam/710075394514190336/once-the-baby-always-the-baby?source=share

by @cobaltbeam this fanart was my first introduction to who alpha-17 is. it may or may not have led me down a rabbit hole and now he is in many of my clone hcs! i always imagine rex as the oldest sibling who takes no nonsense, so seeing this art of him being a baby??? love it. and I love how he can not be the old responsible one with alpha around. AND BABY REX THINKING HES ON A BANTHA IS SO ADORABLE

HELLO AGAIN ANON

I agree, Bo Katan deserves more love for sure. She’s definitely one of my favorite Star Wars characters due to how complicated she is, and what she has had to go through.

PLEASE if you do not follow @shyranno and @cobaltbeam you are seriously missing out on some amazing, amazing fanart. Baby Rex is everything. Shy’s comic may or may not have made me cry! 💕

Starry’s Spread the Love Event

#the bad batch #the clone wars #the bad batch fanart #the clone wars fanart #starrysfollowevent #spread the love sw event

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selfdestructivecat · 2 years

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hdjsjsjxbbdk so glad you’re back into the headcanon game I present to you: Pearl and Apollo

(…ok maybe I wasn’t very into the headcanon game since I left this unanswered for so long aishdhdhsjeiwk IM SORRY!!! I got to it eventually though right?? XD)

Another duo that I’ve not thought much about before, but now that I have… oh boy, the rabbit hole is DEEP.

(You know the drill. This involves Apollo, so it contains Klapollo. You should know me by now lol)

Also, MAJOR spoilers for Spirit of Justice! You’ve been warned!

Realistic Headcanon:

I’d imagine that Pearl visits Maya in Khura’in as often as she can. She may have her responsibilities in Khurain village, but they’re lenient enough that she is still able to go for extended visits.

Therefore, I would imagine that she would get to know Apollo more after he establishes his own law office in Khura’in.

Pearl is likely still close with Phoenix, after all, so she would likely see it as partially her responsibility to look over Apollo. Perhaps she would even act as his assistant when he investigates crime scenes, offering some (admittedly quite limited) insight or offering to help carry potential evidence. And she does have some experience helping Phoenix in court, so maybe she could act as an assistant during trials?

Or… oh. OH. WAIT A SECOND.

She could CHANNEL DHURKE!

(Continued Below!)

It would be like how Maya (and Pearl to an extent) channeled Mia to help Phoenix in his early cases! Dhurke has a much deeper understanding of Khura’inese law, likely knowing some lesser-known rules that Apollo could use to his advantage. So whenever Apollo is struggling on a case, Pearl would channel Dhurke to give him a helping hand!

SHE COULD ALSO CHANNEL CLAY! We can finally see Clay’s character fleshed out! Imagine the banter that could happen between him and Apollo as they investigate crime scenes, or the heartfelt moments!

HELLO!? CAPCOM!? Can this happen PLEASE? We need Apollo to start collecting young children as legal assistants to complete the cycle! He has Albi now! He had Trucy before! Give him Pearl and he’ll be GOLDEN!

Unrealistic (but Hilarious) Headcanon):

Honestly, this probably isn’t too unrealistic given Pearl’s character, but god would it be funny.

We GOTTA have Pearl get on Apollo’s case about having a “special someone”.

Juniper could be a good candidate, albeit an unlikely one given how I’m unsure if Pearl has ever met Juniper. I also don’t like the idea of Pearl shipping Apollo and Trucy, despite Dhurke endorsing it, cuz first of all… yuck. And also she and Trucy are about the same age, so that feels a bit weird.

Honestly? I love the idea of her seeing Klavier as Apollo’s special someone. And if Klavier does end up going to Khura’in to help Apollo after the events of SoJ, that’s not too far-fetched. And imagine Klavier going along with it, partially because it’s hilarious and partially because he is actually madly in love with Apollo and he gets to pretend, just for a moment, that Apollo loves him back and that they really are “special someones”.

Meanwhile, Apollo is incredibly embarrassed and is frantically trying to shut down Pearl’s attempts at matchmaking because there’s no way they would ever be “special someones”. Klavier is practically a god among men, and he would never love someone as comparatively plain as Apollo. But Apollo never voices his reasoning out loud, of course, which could potentially lead to some miscommunication between him and Klavier, where they both think that the other doesn’t want to be in a relationship.

But they figure it out in the end, because I crave Klapollo and because I say so.

(And wow I basically just wrote a fic here. If anyone wants to write this, go wild! But be sure to let me know about it so I can read it, that’s my only requirement!)

Heart-Crushing and Awful Headcanon:

Pearl reminds Apollo of Trucy. Painfully so.

The differences between the two girls are numerous, obviously. Trucy is loud, outspoken, and spontaneous, while Pearl is quiet, subdued, and hesitant. So of course, Apollo doesn’t see the similarities at first.

But then Pearl passionately rambles about the latest romance novel she read, or she pouts when Apollo shakes off her attempts at matchmaking him with someone, or her eyes shine with a fierce determination as she stands beside Apollo in the courtroom. And in those moments, the resemblance hits Apollo like a punch to the face.

Because he misses his sister desperately. He misses Trucy dragging him on random errands, misses being Trucy’s assistant in her chaotic magic shows, misses simply existing in the same space as her, him typing away on his computer as Trucy practices card tricks.

Apollo, used to bottling his emotions and burying them deep, deep down, tries to hide how affected he is by Pearl’s presence. And he succeeds… for a while. But all things eventually come to a head, and Pearl is bound to notice and make her own assumptions.

And honestly, the conclusion she comes to is perfectly logical. She doesn’t understand why Apollo is so cold and distant around her, but it must have been something she did, right? Why else would he act like he hates her?

(But things work out in the end. With some meddling from the royal family, the two talk things out and become good friends.)

Unrealistic Headcanon That Will Probably Never Happen:

Kinda harkens back to the first headcanon (which is ironic, since that’s the realistic headcanon), but… seriously, I want Pearl to channel some people for Apollo! He’s lost so many people close to him. He lost his best friend, he lost his foster father… He lost his real father.

I want Pearl to channel Jove Justice.

Much like Clay was in Dual Destinies, Jove was basically nothing more than a prop in the final case in Spirit of Justice. Despite the fact that, I don’t know, THAT’S APOLLO’S FATHER!? Um, hello? Can we PLEASE talk about that more!?

I want the drama! The angst! I want Apollo to speak with his birth father, to stew in awkward silence as both struggle to find the words to say to each other. I want Apollo to wrestle with his confusing feelings regarding seeing his father again, batting down his feelings of abandonment and worthlessness with the logical assessment that it wasn’t Jove’s fault, of course it wasn’t. I want Jove to fight tears as he sees the child he never got to raise, feeling bittersweet in the knowledge that his son turned out okay, but that he never got to have a hand in that.

I want guilt from both parties, Jove obviously feeling guilty for leaving Apollo all alone, and Apollo feeling guilty for feeling… not enough? Too much? He doesn’t know what he’s feeling, but it’s overwhelming and painful and he both wants it to stop and he wants to feel more, because he should be feeling more, right?

Just give Apollo the opportunity to finally grieve the people who were taken away from him and the life he never got to live. Give! Apollo! CLOSURE!

This was so fun! Thanks for the ask! ^.^

Send Me a Character Relationship (Platonic or Romantic) and I’ll Give You Some Headcanons!

#myasks #my headcanons #ask game #headcanon ask game #ace attorney headcanon #ace attorney #Apollo Justice #ace attorney apollo #pearl fey #ace attorney Pearl #Klapollo #soj spoilers

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skoulsons · 10 months

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Hi again L its me lol (the anon who asked about ellie's birthday tape). Anyways I was rewatching the playthrough of Ellie's birthday flashback and I noticed that at the point right before they get to the museum where they're swimming and joel helps her out of the water and she's asking if he's giving her a new pair of sneakers, his hand lingers on her arm and he gives it a little squeeze 🥹🥹😭😭

Hi nonnie!!!!

YEAH EYAH YEAH YEAH I LOVE THAT LITTLE MOMENT SO MUCH

The birthday flashback is actually what got me into the franchise as a whole. The video was recommended to me on YT and I thought ‘oh, this looks cute’ and then I sobbed at the space ship scene 😭

But I think the video I watched with the sneaker dialogue was in that video and I thought it was the cutest thing ever. Is it a… new pair of sneakers? How many of those do you have? Tsh, not enough.

AND COME TO FIND OUT ITS ACTUALLY SO EASY TO MISS?? The amount of tlou2 playthroughs I’ve watched of the flashback where maybe two people have gotten it is insane

And you know me—the physical touch girlie 🤌🏻 Safe to say the little moment of helping her out of the water and holding onto her arm way longer than he needed to slowly sucked the air from the lungs and stole my wallet and shoved me down a man hole in the middle of the street

ALSO I KNOW ITS NOT RELEVANT, but one of my favorite flashback moments which is ALSO incredibly easy to miss—I believe jacksepticeye is the only one I’ve seen find it, is after the shuttle scene and they’re outside and Joel does a canonball into the water, there’s a little staircase off to the side with a bunch of rubble on it before you head into the second building. One of those rubble pieces, though, is a pallet. If you go over there, Ellie’s like ‘Joel, look! Wanna give me a ride?’ And he chuckles and says ‘those days are long gone, kiddo’ and I WEEPED when I saw that, especially when I finally watched through the first game and went back to the flashback and realized that it was her idea for Joel to teach her how to swim.

im sorry mysterious nonnie sometimes my brain finds a rabbit trail and I chase it. mwah thank you love you 🫶🏻

#L answers

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ariondevereux · 2 years

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Okayyy, Nikka, this is completely your fault. I’m now down a rabbit hole with your ocs and their pairings, and I have way too many cute Instagram reels saved so what better to than headcanon! (feel free to reject every single one of these haha)

(https://www.instagram.com/tv/CfCxgBWAunj/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- okayy, so this for Blaze x Kirsten. So, context for the video is that the the two started off as friends, then realised that they could have feelings for each other, and they finally have a chat about it and say that they’ll see where it goes, and he teases that ‘when their fist bumps turn to kisses’, and she gets all cute and flustered. I know you said that for Kirsten, Blaze was ‘crush at first sight’, so I thought it’d be super cute if Blaze is all teasey about their feelings when he most certainly has feelings for Kirsten.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ci2u_g0Jz-P/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- this one for Blaze x Kirsten because Blaze loves travelling, and if he ever visited a location he knew Kirsten loved too he’d totally do this trend every year. On the topic of travelling and airports, if Kirsten ever had to travel for some ‘mayor’s daughter’ event thingy and Blaze didn’t go with her, guaranteed Blaze would be there waiting for her at the airport and I’d imagine that it’d be a cute run, jump, hug, pick her up and spin meet where they whisper that they missed each other — even if there was a full moon the night before, Blaze would be there.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/CSzSQLelQLO/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- for Asher x Loren because it’s stuff like this that A does to show their love. I totally imagine him stopping Loren and glancing down at her shoelace and just tying it, and gently tapping her thigh when he’s done.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/CS7TIRbDMZE/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- Kaidan and Lira because the boy is whipped!!

You can’t even get me started on Maya and Phoenix that’s a whole other can of fun worms… that I’ll probably send at some point this weekend :)

Gosh, I’ve word vomited everywhere, I hope this all actually sends and doesn’t look at all weird.

GOD OK mental breakdown under the cut because i don’t wanna clog the dash

THE FIRST REEL IM CRYING LIKE FORGET KIRSTEN. THAT SHIT WOULD WORK ON ME!!!!!!

no cause blaze WOULD tease her about her crush. kirsten is literally the fucking worst at hiding it. like she thinks she’s being subtle about stealing glances at him but he Knows and he never not uses it to his advantage. like that “uhuh” (god bless him) i imagine him doing that to see how she would react because she would’ve never EVER seen it coming. blaze always tries to sneak in an attempt at flirting when she least expects it and he relishes in her reactions. like she starts stuttering and she can’t look him in the eye and pls it’s the cutest but most chaotic thing ever 😭😭 pre-relationship blaze x kirsten is like that high school crush that’s wholesome and sweet but can also give you brain damage ugh that’s the good shit

AND THE SECOND ONE YESNEHJSJ please imagine them doing it at the place they made their relationship official. SOBS the photographer in kirsten would love that so much and i imagine her having a separate photo album for all her pictures on trips with blaze where she also took TONS of candid photos of him 🥹 kirsten is a soft lover. despite growing up surrounded by the most expensive things she’s always been a huge sucker for sentimentality so i can just imagine her buying one of those glass to glass picture frames where she inserts a candid photo of blaze with a sweet little note written at the back and surprises him with it <3 AND THE AIRPORT THING SHUT UP I WISH THAT WERE ME :(((( if it was the full moon the night before, blaze better be ready for nurse kirsten because she WILL check on him and make sure he’s okay. he’ll probably be like “kirs, you’re the one who just got off a long flight-” “shhhh are you sure you’re fine?” 😭😭😭

I totally imagine him stopping Loren and glancing down at her shoelace and just tying it, and gently tapping her thigh when he’s done.

UM??????? HELLO???????? PLEASE IMAGINING ASHER LIKE THIS IM GONNA CRY THATS SO CUTE HES SO CUTE listen i almost feel bad for giving him loren because loren is a fucking clown 😭😭 this could go two ways: loren would thank him and give him a quick peck on his jaw like a normal person OR if circus hours are open, she’d sneakily take a picture of him and send it to the group chat with: “i got him boys. i made the demigod kneel” like this bitch just won’t give him a break. but please she would be sooooo smitten :((((

THE WAY OUR BRAINS CONNECT WHEN IT COMES TO KAIDAN AND LIRA BECAUSE THAT IS SO THEM 😭😭😭 pls it literally makes my heart go whoosh just thinking about k appearing dominant and carefree then you break down their walls and peel all their layers and suddenly they’re the babiest ever UGH SECRET SOFTIES ARE EVERYTHING TO ME

and god… phoenix and maya.. ever since i wrote that whole list of hcs i haven’t stopped thinking about them. i just know your hcs are gonna murder me

#mila ✨#nikka answers #blaze x kirsten #asher x loren #kaidan x lira

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poppy-metal · 3 years

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im trying to do work but I need to get this out: bully!Eren who indulges you when you say you want to take control (he’s curious okay) he even lets you tie his hands behind his back (soft! i dont think you’d realize How Much this means he trusts you) so he looks like obedient subby boy but man would NOT stop running is GOD DAMN MOUTH ugh he’d be so annoying anyway the main point is: grind on him then gag him with your panties, no think of later consequences just shut up the bastard now 🌙

Listen i am a subby SUBBY bitch but sm abt seeing someone at ur mercy on rare occasions,,,,,-mmf

Him bitching at you and taunting you for not being able to go through with it, he doesn't think you'll last 5 minutes. Imagine his shocked expression when you stuff your panties in his mouth and straddle his hips like a little feral cat, glaring at him as you tell him to shut the fuck up, for once.

god, seeing his cheeks flush and his gaze go hazy when you tease him? don't give him your pussy right away, notch it between your slick folds and let it glide there, the tip catching on your hole every now and then, and then. Then you can degrade him. "Such a good dildo," you pant, "this is what you were made for isn't it? making this pussy feel good, god, i bet you can't even think about anything else, can you, huh? What no words?"

He's glaring at you and you can see his arms flexing against his restraint but his cock is rock hard and leaking against your cunt, betraying him. He lets out muffled choked whimpers as you continue to torture him, eyes sliding back, neck arching. Perfect for you to give hickeys.

You tell him he doesn't need words, that all his mouth should be good for right now is pleasing you and begging you for your pussy. You only take the panties of of his mouth to immediately cover it with your slick heat, riding his eager tongue as he laps at you, "now who's the fucking dog," you tease, "ah! fuck, you're just a good boy aren't you, baby, mm, that's right, maybe if you beg real nicely for it...I'll let you inside"

and he does, know completely broken and at your percy, giving your little clit sweet kitten licks and kissing your thighs when you pull away, he gives the best puppy dog eyes, "p-please" he begs, cock red tipped and leaking.

"Please what, puppy?"

"Please f-fuck me, need your pussy, need it so bad, ah!-"

The way his toes literally curl when you finally sink down onto him, nails digging into his pecs bordering on pain. You can only manage the taunts for a couple more seconds, his thick cock filling you up so nicely, you end up bouncing on his lap, fucking you both stupid as he babbles under you about how good it is, the praise bringing you to the edge at the same time you using him like a sex toy does him.

You collapse next to him, energy depleted, and curl into his chest. Eren just breathes heavily for awhile in blissed out silence, starting up at the ceiling in wonder.

You have to tease him just one last time, "wow you're really pussy whipped aren't you" you grin.

eren throws you a nasty side eye and pinches your hip, making you yelp, "i may be incapacitated right now," he relents, "but don't think for a second im not getting you back for all that shit. A dog? Really?"

"hey!! you've called me worse and besides you do act like one!! a bad one, bad doggy"

his grin is slow and lazy, you've really managed to temporarily tame the beast. "Can it, small fry, you like my creative nicknames," he pauses, "and now that i think about it, maybe being your dog isn't so bad if it means you'll fuck me like that," a smirk, "next time you wanna bounce on my cock like a little rabbit, judy hopps, just ask"

"Wait does that make you nick wilde-"

#ask #🌙 baby #WOOF WOOF #bully!eren #eren jaeger smut #eren jaeger x reader #aot x reader #aot smut #eren jaeger imagine

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beomglocks · 3 years

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nervous ; c.yj

summary : do i make you nervous?

pairing : bf!yeonjun x reader

warnings & other: suggestive?, just something in between requests, tiktok is mentioned, some language?, idk what this is but ive been seeing a lot of those tiktoks abt seducing men & here we are

w/c : 876

“hey yeonjun could you come here really quick?” you call to your boyfriend sweetly. you knew what you were doing adding a higher pitch to your voice.

ever since you saw that one tiktok about how to seduce men you quickly fell down the rabbit hole of the aptly named “#seducehim” tag. you just knew you had to try some of the techniques out on your boyfriend to see if men really were swooned as easy as they say.

yeonjun walks into the room with a clueless yet curious expression on his face. you almost felt bad for how flustered you might get him. he had no idea what was coming to him.

“uhm..” you bite your lip, looking around the room for an excuse to get close to him without making your intentions obvious. “yes baby?” he asks. damn it, might as well just go all in.

you get up from your spot on the couch, making sure to take your phone with you, and walk up to him casually. he watches you the entire time and you don’t stop until you’re a couple centimeters apart.

phase one was getting him close. “yeonjun..” you sigh. he hums in response, a little bit confused but curiousosity is his main emotion. you reach for his sleek black gucci belt and pull him enough to you that your chests are practically touching. you doesn’t question the action at all, thankfully.

you smile up at him innocently, trying your best to come off as oblivious as you can. he smiles back, simply happy to have you this close without him trying. “i just had a question,” you start. he nods once in acknowledgement, resting his hands on your waist.

“do i make you nervous?”

“do you make me nervous?” he repeats with a smile. he breathes out a laugh and you’re so close to him that you can feel it hit your face. his eyes flit back and forth between yours before answering with no.

now your chance! , you think to yourself. you place your free hand on his chest, close to where his heart would be located at. despite his response, his heart rate seemed to be increasing the longer your hand laid on his chest. thankfully, yeonjun chose to wear a thin tee shirt so you figured you had more of an effect.

“no? then why is your heart beating so fast?” you say. he raises his eyebrow at you and you feel his grip slightly tighten on your waist but what you don’t expect is a chuckle to tumble from his lips. “that was... corny,” he says. apparently not since i got you so worked up, you internally roll your eyes.

that didn’t work so now you decide to go with your plan b.

you let your phone slip from your hands and it falls on the floor near his foot. “whoops,” you casually say as if you could care less about the phone.

“i got it,” he removes his hands from you and almost swoops down to grab it for you but you stop him quickly. bless his heart for being such a gentleman but in this moment that would ruin your plans. “no don’t worry about it!” you assure.

you let him stand straight again before putting your second plan into action.

as slowly and seductively as you possibly can, you bend down nearly all the way to grab your phone. you grab onto his upper thigh to lean on him for “support” but really it’s just a ploy. you want to smirk as you feel his muscles tense. you can’t deny this for long choi yeonjun.

“got it,” you say looking up at him from your position. you see his lips being caught between his lips as he looks down at you.

you take your sweet time getting back up to stand straight. as you lean back up, you let your fingers lightly trace up along his body, finally stopping back up at his heart area.

you want to gasp at how fast his heart is beating, you genuinely think he might have a heart attack. you smirk at him though. “are you sure i don’t make you nervous baby? at this rate your heart might explode,” you ask with a laugh.

he grabs your wrist and moves your hand away from his chest. you watch him lean close to your face almost teasing to kiss you but he doesn’t do it. “you’re not slick at all,” he says lowly.

“im not doing anything,” you defend with a light chuckle. “if you wanted to get fucked you could’ve just said so,” he rolls his eyes.

he leads you to the bedroom slowly, pushing you backwards towards it. “after this i was gonna go back to chilling but getting dick isn’t too bad either.” you shrug.

“what was it this time?” he asks. “i wanted to see if i could seduce you, you’re too easy choi yeonjun,” you scold him playfully for giving in so quick.

“what did you expect it’s you, of course ill go down quickly,” he laughs, pecking your lips once.

“mm but let’s just go because now you got me all worked up,” he groans, pushing you quicker. “sorry?” you laugh.

#yeonjun imagines #yeonjun smut #yeonjun x reader #txt smut #txt imagines #txt scenarios #yeonjun scenarios #choi yeonjun smut #txt x reader #smut

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seijohsbabe · 3 years

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Reward

Ship: Oikawa, Hanamaki, Matsukawa, Iwaizumi x Reader

Wordcount: 2,9 k

Tw: smut, pet names, overstimulation, abuse/rape (Reader kinda likes it ??), noncon

a/n: im so dumb ive deleted the old post so I have to repost it sorry guys :( If you have ideas for a next story, my inbox is open!

Nervously you looked to the ground. The mood was bad. More than logical, because the team you have been with for a long time has just lost to Seijoh.

But not only that made you look to the ground, there were four glances that made you tremble, and you knew exactly from who they were coming from and why. Your bet with you, which you had not really agreed but refusing with the four was no possibility. After your transfer to Karasuno, you were hoping to finally have some rest from the four. You were Oikawa's girlfriend, but his three friends also had a say. After you gathered your courage and broke up with him, it was far from over. They chased you, humiliated you, reached for you like you were a simple doll to them. Your move to Karasuno was like a glimmer of hope for you.

But only after 5 days they found you again, and drummed into you their bet to destroy Karasuno and take you as a prize. And here you were, on the bench, stunned, staring at the ball that practically meant your death. Shimizu, who was sitting next to you, noticed your trembling and held your hands with downcast eyes. But she didn't know a bit whatyou will expect now. You quickly tried to pack all your things and get back on the bus as quickly as possible. And you almost thought you had made it when you ran down the hall to get to the exit, but a hand grabbed your wrist and pulled you into a room that you actually wanted to walk past. The room turned out to be a locker room. The door slammed behind you and you got pushed right against it.The four pairs of eyes that you actually no longer wanted to see were now right in front of you.

Oikawa who was still pressing you against the door let you go slowly to take a step back, to your surprise. With an all too familiar grin, he looked down at you, just like the other three who were just a few steps behind Oikawa. Only now do you really realize how big they were again, how much stronger they were. You can just grab yourself so easily without you doing anything. "Lil cutieee." Oikawa said first. His voice made you tremble and crouch. You know exactly why they dragged you in here, but you couldn't have it that real. Iwaizumi, who so far has only been against one without comment Was leaning against the wall, with crossed arms, now pushed off to slowly approach you. "Can you still remember? Our little agreement? We want our price." What can you do It was hopeless, you were trapped in the wolves' den as a little rabbit. But you still had one option. Your gaze slid briefly next to you, where the door handle was. Oikawa hadn't locked it. You quickly grabbed the door handle and tear open the door to get out of this cave. But Iwaizumi must have noticed your gaze and no sooner had you opened the door than he reached for you and slammed the door with his foot. Your back was now pressed against his chest, and your hands were tied tightly to your body, his hands completely encircling you. "I would give myself up." He whispered in your ear. And with that your last hope was gone.

Matsukawa was now in front of you, to put his big hand around your cheek without comment. "Come on, you will surely like it bunny. "

His hand went deeper and deeper until he came to the edge of your t-shirt, which he pulled over your head after Iwaizumi slowly let go of you. They all stood around you like a hunter who had just caught his prey. Somebody loosened your bra from behind, and you were completely free of the upper body. Matsukawa quickly followed, pulling his turquoise white jersey with the number two over his head to show his well-toned upper body. But your hands were still shaking. Suddenly you were pulled along from behind. That someone turned out to be Oikawa, who sat down on a bench and positioned you with your back against his chest.

Hanamaki, who now crouched down in front of you, slowly took off your shoes and training pants, while Oikawa attacked your neck from behind. Unnoticed, you tilted your neck to give it more space. a slight giggle came from his mouth because he knew he had you. Your legs have now been spread apart after your underpants were also taken off. "Oh, already that wet arent you kitten?" Makki grinned with a knowing grin. The other two men had completely undressed in the meantime and were watching this happen while they lazily stroked their cocks up and down.

Makki's finger crossed your lips, which you feel a slight gasp. But Oikawa noticed it and raised his voice. "Oh our lil cutie, so excited for our cocks aren't you?" Your head shook, but the grip on your chest gave you a jerk. Makki lifted your legs to put them on his shoulders. THAT he was with his face right in front of you. You felt his hot breath against your core. And even though you were totally against this one, your hands ran through Makki's strawberry cake colored hair to get him to finally do something. and he knew what you wanted and started to work your cunt. His tongue wandered everywhere. He practically ate you up. But it was a wonderful feeling as Oikawa's hands wandered over your whole body. Little whimpering could no longer be suppressed. Oikawa's hand wandered until he put it around your neck to squeeze lightly, until he then slipped two of his fingers into your mouth and whispered softly in your ear, "Suck" and as obdiently as you were, you did it, which gave you a simple "Good Girl", but those simple words wandered down into your core, where Makki was just still eating until he looked up at some point, chin smeared, and an amused grin on his face. Oikawa's fingers now slid down to play with your cock lips until they sank into you with a jerk. To your despair you had to groan. It was useless, you should enjoy it. And this change probably all noticed, because your grin grew now. Oikawa's pace grew faster and more hectic until you were just a groaning bunch. And just as your walls spasmed uncontrollably around his fingers and your climax was approaching, until his fingers stopped and slipped out of you.

"O-Oi-Oikawa please" you whimpered. But he just giggled. "Its Tooru my lil bunny. But be a good girl and suck my fingers clean." And so you did. Your tongue swirled around his digits, until all was nice and clean. He got up slowly to get you on your feet, but the only shivering. As soon as you were on your feet you threatened to fall over, but Matsukawa caught you directly to lead you two to the ground. He leaned against a wall while positioning you on his thigh with his hands on your hips. The pressure against your cunt was so good that you couldn't stop grind slowly against his thigh. But you couldn't do it for long, because he held you tight with his iron grip. ,,issei! Please"

" I have something much better, kitten "With that he lifted you to slide you on his not exactly small penis in one go. Damn, not only its length was too much, from the middle it got thicker and thicker, and you didn't think you could manage everything, your hands were already pressing against his chest until you finally got to the base of his cocks. A loud sigh escaped you. But before you could even open your eyes again, he lifted you up again to lead you back down in a train.

And with that this knot of pleasure tore and your climax came with a jolt. Your eyes rolled backwards, a scream left your mouth, your body ran out of strength, and your head rested on Matssun's shoulder. But he was just getting started. He took your buttocks and now moved his hips with incredible speed. "I-Issei- I can't take it anymore please" you whined. "Oh come on, one more baby." And suddenly you felt a second figure appear behind you. Your head turned wearily to look at Makki's face. He positioned himself under your second hole. "Please no more no-" "Aw come on, bunny your gonna feel amazing, just relax alright?" And very slowly you felt how he was advancing, slower than Matssun, but the pain was there anyway. To be completely filled was a strange feeling, but it was still exciting in a way. This time at a slow pace they moved the two in and out. You felt the two next to each other, separated from just one wall. The knot grew again. Completely blown away in ecstasy, you did not notice how someone was standing next to you three until your hand, which until then was still on Issei's shoulder, was placed around a cock. It was the brown-haired wing spiker iwaizumi with a small grin around the corner of his mouth. "Don't mind helping me a little my dear?" Your senses were completely gone, but you tried to drive up and down with slow movements. Swear words and moans escaped him again and again. You looked at him, his lust contorted face, until your face was turned with one hand to the other side. Oikawa looked down at you, and you knew exactly what he wanted. In one go you took him up to your throat. But it wasn't enough, it was still a few centimeters You wanted to take your head back again and start a new attempt, but your head was held tight by Oikawa. While Matssun and Makki kept going out and in, and their thrusts became more and more targeted, you had to choke Oikawa's length. He tried to push the last few centimeters in.

"Come on baby, you can do it. Yeah just like that, FUCK!" his head leaned back while his hands were still in your - now - totally confused hair. ,, Youre doing so fine bunny, next time we will destroy Karasuno a second time, a-and fuck, and next time you should come on time. Alright? "The question was hypothetical because your mouth was still around his cock. Another hard nudge from Makki tightened your throat and Oikawa howled loudly.

" Fuck do that again. " And so you did, because you didnt want to make him angry, not in that position that your in right now. Your head was finally let go. The spit ran from your mouth down to your chin to your bust. "You look so beautiful, our lil cumslut." Matssun growled, while he used a harder and faster pace with Makki. They came closer and closer to their climax, because you felt them twitching inside you. And you too came closer and closer The pressure that Matssun now put on your clit almost bursts your knot. Only a small piece was missing. "Plea-Please, I-Issei, Makki, I wanna cum please!" Did you cry now? You will regret it in retrospect, but you didn't care about anything at the moment, because the climax was within reach. Makki came first, and sank his seeds in a hard thrust in you, and waited a while until he was sure that every mililiter was in you. Now Matssun could lift you up slightly to hammer into you. The knot burst, the tears just ran from your eyes. "Too much, too much" you mumbled, due to the overstimulation. After a short time Issei came deep inside you and also made sure not to waste a mililiter. After Issei pulled herself out of you, you felt so empty. It was embarrassing, what would Dachi Kyooko or even suga say? They would cast you out. You are sleeping here with four of their arch enemies. Especially one of them, they probably all hated. You had never told them what you and Oikawa were too embarrassed about you the whole thing. And now see where you have landed. While you were not only crying from the overstimulation on the cold floor of the locker room and the cum of the two men just ran out of you, two strong arms lifted you up. But he just picked you up while he whispered in your ear: "Oh one round baby, you cant let us two all high and dry hmm?" And with that you were put on Oikawa who looked at you with a big grin. " Please, I cant tak it anymore guys.

But the two ignored your protests and penetrated you at the same time.

"Oh you can, and you will." Oikawa said while he slipped into you. Your whimper could be heard outside but there was definitely nobody there, the games are over and everyone is gone.

Your hands pressed against Oikawa's chest as you continued to protest. "Oika-" But you didn't get far because he muted you with a hard thrust.

"Call me right princess."

"Tooru, please."

,, Good girl, your so brave. come on we make it fast hmm? "

And that's where real hell began. The two went in and out alternately. Building the third orgasm was bad. You felt everything. Every vein of its length penetrating your walls. While you were wondering where they got all their power from, Oikawa pulled you down to share a lovely, almost beautiful kiss with you, but you knew what was behind this facade. The devil himself, with three helpers by his side. his tongue rammed into your mouth and quickly got the more dominant one.

When Iwaizumi also marked your neck, you had to groan again. The grip of iwaizumi on your hip got tighter, and you are sure that it would leave its mark tomorrow. After they both broke up, their pace picked up again. However, when Oikawa briefly repositioned himself a little, he hit exactly this point with the next hit, the point that got you around every time, and made you see stars. Of course, Oikawa noticed this immediately and rammed into it with all his strength.

a loud fuck escaped you while you felt the two getting closer and closer. Their lengths twitched in you. Your climax was probably not far away either, but you weren't really excited about it. He will rob your last strength that was left to you. "Fuck your so tight-" Oikawa hissed now, until you felt the final snap and the load he send inside of you.

And right after Iwas fast snap of his hips your knot of lust loosened and pelted down on you twisted, your strength that somehow left you on top went from you and with that you hit oikawa's shoulder. Your arms and legs were shaking, and you only felt Iwa pulling out of you. He must have come too. Your senses are like Blown away, you only felt the cold ground below you after Oikawa got up. You should also walk slowly, you didn't want to be around this monster any more, but your legs were shaking, so you read yourself on the bench fall, cum slowely dripping out of you. ,, Princess get these on, you don't want our gift to be lost. " He threw your underpants at you, but you'd rather wash yourself. He noticed your reluctance and raised his voice. ,,Now" With trembling hands you put on all your clothes, but Oikawa didn't throw you your top but his white turquoise jersey with the number 1.

,, uhm, Tooru, you gave me your top. "

He just laughed. ,, Of course honey, everybody should see who you belong to. Since you knew that there would be no point in protesting, you put on the slightly too large jersey.

"Oh you look adoreable!" But you just felt how all the cum flowed out of you. He put an arm around you to leave the lockeroom with you. The others are probably already before. But when you got closer to your team , they looked angrily at the one standing next to you, then at the all-too-familiar top what you were wearing.

,,Sorry people i spilled water on my top and then slipped. Luckily Oi- "you noticed the slight pressure on your hip, a sign." Tooru there. " you looked up at him with your eyes until he spoke.

"Oh yeah, your little manager chan is very clumsy, better take care of her." As he turned to leave, he whispered in your ear without anyone seeing, "Next time, you will come twice as much princess . We will not lose. " And with that he disappeared, leaving you alone with the team, while thousands of thoughts buzzed through your head about how you could escape him.

#haikyuu #matsukawa issei #yandere haikyuu #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu smut #Oikawa x reader #Yandere Oikawa #Oikawa smut #Iwaizumi smut #matsukawa smut #hanamaki smut #oikawa x you

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krabmeat · 3 years

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can you do,, a karlnapity x NB reader where,, the reader has tics? it can be HCS or,, a scenario,, whatever you want,, :V (xe/xem pronouns please,,)

a-also I'm kinda anxious to ask,, but can I be always anxious anon?

𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝!

𝙺𝚊𝚛𝚕𝙽𝚊𝚙𝙸𝚝𝚢 𝚡 𝚝𝚒𝚌!𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 (𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚌)

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜: Karl, Sapnap, Quackity

𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚜: they/them

𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: tic repression, mentions of stress

𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜:

AHHH IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO FINISH-- i got caught up in other projects and general personal life, im so sorry always anxious anon :[ but id be absolutely honored to have you be apart of my anons, welcome to the group!!! i should really make a list of my anons, huh? regardless, i hope the fic is up to your standards! anyone with tics feel free to tell me if any of this is inaccurate or give feedback, id be glad to receive feedback!

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-Each of the boys find out about Y/ns tics individually!

-Karl finds out after the two finish binging a really intense show together! Once the episode was finished, Karl turned to Y/n when he saw Y/n consistently snapping their fingers. He didn’t know what they were doing so he did snappy finger guns at them jokingly, but he soon became concerned when they didn’t stop. Y/n had to explain what was happening while they were ticcing.

“Y/N!! OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO-“

Karl stops in confusion as he stares at his friend. Y/n is watching the credits roll as they snap their fingers together at a rapid yet spirratic pace. Their shoulders seem to be a bit tense, but Karl doesn’t seem to notice this as he chuckles and does snapping finger guns at Y/n in a joking manner. Soon he becomes concerned when they don’t stop which is when he sees their scrunched shoulders.

“Y/n? Y/n are you okay?”

“Uh, yeah! Don’t worry, I’m just ticcing. Please just leave me be for a sec, it’ll pass.”

“What- ticcing?”

Karl then proceeds to take out his phone and googles what ticcing is.

“OHHHH, OKAY GOTCHA!”

Y/n lets out a chuckle at their clumsily curious friend.

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-Quackity found out when he and Y/n finally met up for the first time. When they found each other in the airport, Y/n kept shouting "BAM!" because they were just so excited and happy!

"Y/n? Y/n!! I'm over here!"

Quackity quickly walks over to Y/n until they finally spot him. Y/n is of course, clearly happy! So happy that they’ve started shouting “BAM!” over and over again. Quackity hesitates a bit, confused. He at first thinks that it's a joke or something that they are doing until he realizes that Y/n hasn't stopped. “What's going on, are you okay?” It takes Y/n a second to realize that they’re vocally ticcing- very loudly at that- so they quickly grab Quackity by his black hoodie and the two of them start running to Y/n’s car. Y/n is sitting in the driver's seat while Quackity is in the passenger's. He tries to speak up and question Y/n before they put a finger up, signaling for him to wait. They breathe in through their mouth and out through their nose for a couple of minutes until finally their vocal tics have subsided. “Sorry, I was meaning to tell you sooner since we had planned to meet up weeks before but I didn't want you thinking I was weird or something, I didn't think it would happen when you arrived at the airport-! Do you know what tics are?”

“Ticks? Like the bug?”

Y/n chuckles lightly, shaking their head before continuing to tell their friend what ticcing is.

“Ohhhh, so that's what it is then. Why would you think I'd think you're weird cause of that? Seems fine to me!” Y/n sighs in relief, happy that they have such an understanding friend.

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-Sapnap found out when the two of them were doing a stream irl together!

-The two of them were just out on the town, chilling in a small park

-Y/n was trying really, really hard to repress their tics because they were in front of a couple thousand of people and even more in public

-The chat and Sapnap both noticed how uncomfortable and slightly worn Y/n looked, so they ended the stream a bit early

“Alright chat, were gonna leave this stream at that for today!-”

Chat knew why the stream was ending early, I mean they were all worried for Y/n after all! And so was Sapnap. He could see how tense Y/n looked so he figured that the camera in their face wasn't the best thing to be going on at the moment for them. Y/n said a brief goodbye to the stream before it ended. Once the camera was finally down and away, that's when he asked if there was anything up.

“Hey Y/n, is everything alright? You seem tense dude, I'm worried.”

Right as he said that, they started rapidly blinking and rubbing their palms together uncontrollably.

“Yeah- yeah, search up ticcing for context, I've been meaning to tell you sooner. I'm sorry this happened at such a bad time.”

He searches up ticcing and gets himself into a short rabbit hole of quickly researching what it is and when it happens. Soon Sapnap realized that since he and Y/n decided to stream on the day that they arrived in Texas, they must be extremely fatigued and jet-lagged which is why their tics were acting up so strongly. The two of them just sat there for a minute, waiting patiently for Y/n’s tics to subside. Anyone who walked past and gave them a weird look, Sapnap shot a glare right back at them which was enough for the people to walk quicker. Once Y/n’s tics stopped, they immediately tried to apologize.

“Oh my god I'm so sorry for not saying anything, I didn’t think-”

“Hey, hey! It's really not a problem, I totally get it! Let me know if there's anything I can ever help you with. Wanna go back to my place and watch a movie or something?”

And that they did! The two had a Coraline movie marathon and they both ended up falling asleep on the couch.

-All in all, the karlnapity boys were all super supportive and understanding of Y/n and their tics! It didn't change their opinion on them at all and in fact just made the four closer than before :]

-But the fellas totally ended up getting on a discord call to do a bunch of research together to figure out how to make Y/n feel the most comfortable, as well as more information on tics and how to help with them!

#karl jacobs x reader #quackity x reader #sapnap x reader #tic!reader #mcyt x reader #mcyt x platonic reader #mcyt x y/n #mcyt x you #karlnapity x reader

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bubsdolan · 3 years

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how would gray react to you getting severely injured? i currently have a broken back. also i love you so much!

{omg im so sorry to hear that my love, sending you well wishes🥺}

grayson dolan? yeah that man would be a frantic paranoid mess. there’s nothing he hated more than to hear or see you cry and be in any psychical or emotional pain. so the day you happened to blackout and end up in hospital, whilst he was teaching you to skateboard, went day as the worst day in history.

you had been persistent that you wanted to learn to skateboard. we all know ethan is the better twin in that department, but you were determined to be taught by your boyfriend who had some knowledge in the sport and would be good enough for a novice. you secretly wanted to see his overprotective side and knew an extreme activity such as this, would tip him over the edge.

“angel, don’t let go of my hand, alright. go nice and slow,” grayson held a tight grip on your hand as he gently rolled the board along the soft surface of their at home skate ramp- grayson built it himself. after dressing you up with a helmet, knee and arm pads and any other protection gear and equipment he could get his hands on, he was reluctant to let go of you even on soild ground.

“gray, we’ve barely moved a few meters,” you poke fun at him, kissing away the pout he gives you in response to your joke and picking up the pace of the board. his hands moving from your own down to your hips as he controlled your every movement. his heart rate would only intensify everytime you were to wobble on the board and lose your balance slightly.

“think we can try dropping in?” you felt confident. the ramp itself wasn’t a high one and with grayson on hand you felt safer than ever. but grayson, wasn’t so comfortable with your abilities to go at skill he still to this day, fucks up.

“maybe another time, baby. you’re still learning.”

you give him the best puppy eyes you could master, kissing and persuading him with all your love and affection, trying any way you could to get him to give in. and that is exactly how you found yourself at the height of the ramp, one set of wheels hanging over the edge and your eyes set firmly on your end destination at the other side.

“y/n, listen to everything i tell you, ok,” grayson was extremely sweaty and anxious, his plams clammy as he watched you steady yourself and position your feet where he instructed you to. his eyes so intense, his hands subconsciously reaching out for you from his position on the ground, as he desperately wished to take you back inside and keep you out of harms way. he had a bad feeling about this, but you were stubborn and he could never tell you no.

his suspicions only got confirmed when you sent it, on the count of two and without warning grayson first. suddenly the board ended up flying from under your feet, snapping in two, your head bouncing off the hard ramp and landing on your back in a position that you knew felt wrong the second you did. at the sound of your blood curdling screams, grayson was at your side in seconds. having witnessed the most terrifying sight of his life, his heart dropped.

“oh my god, baby no no, you’re ok. hey hey, look at me, shit shit shit, you’re ok- FUCK ETHAN! E!”grayson didn’t know where to place his hands. his eyes own littered with tears as he watched you cry, hearing your screams and pleads for him to help. he felt utterly useless.

you couldn’t move, you couldn’t turn to face grayson, you couldn’t comfort him the way only you could. you were laid lifeless as you suddenly felt all the blood rush to your head and draw you into a false sense of darkness. the last thing you hear before passing out was grayson begging for you to stay awake, telling you he loves you and that you’re ok.

“bro, she’s strong, she’s going to be ok,” ethan tried in his best efforts to reassure his pacing twin brother. who was on edge the minute you got taken from his arms and rushed to the emergency room. he hadn’t stopped crying, picking at his nails, pulling at his hair. he just needed you back in his arms. it wasn’t doing him any favours the more he kept replaying the incident in his head, your cries on repeat as he wished he never gave in.

“it’s my fault, all my fault. i should have never of let her-“

“family of miss y/l/n?” ethan was grateful for the nurse in that moment, catching grayson at the right time before he proceeded down a rabbit hole only you could pull him from- you weren’t there to help.

“she’s awake, you can see her now.”

grayson is sure he had never moved his legs faster than in the moment. sprinting in the direction of you, leaving ethan behind to follow after and gather Ang other necessary medical information the nurse had to offer. ethan gave his brother the space he needed with you, knowing grayson needed to see you now more than ever. he was relieved you were awake, alert, badly injured, but you were alive and that’s all it came down to.

“baby-“ grayson chokes out as he reaches for you. his body slumped over in the doorway of your hospital room as he took in the sight of your broken, bruised and battered body. a imagine of you he wished to never see again in his lifetime.

“hey bear,” you give the best fake smile you could, wanting to reassure grayson this wasn’t his fault and you weren’t in any pain- although that was undeniable. you could sense his guilt just by staring deep into his eyes and that was worse than any psychical trauma you had.

grayson is at your side before you could even blink. his hands automatically finding their home interlocked with your own and his thumb subconsciously rubs soothing shapes across your cold skin. his lips leaving soft, warm, almost barely noticeable kisses on your aching forehead, kissing away the pain of your hammering headache and watching in peace as your eyes flutter closed due to the contact. he was scared if he pressed his lips any harder, he would further hurt you.

“im sorry, im so sorry, angel. ill never forgive myself, if i would have lost you, fuck-“ grayson was ripping his hair out. his eyes filled with tears and his heart with guilt. he wished it was him in that bed instead of his girl, his angel. his everything. his reason for living.

“hey, enough,” you suck in a breath as you lift body upright and reach your shaky hands to feel the tender touch of his cheeks beneath your fingertips. you made sure to hold an intense gaze as you needed grayson to understand and soaked in every meaningful word that was about to follow.

you bring his palm to lay flat against the skin enclosed over your heart. your heart beat piercing as it was your own slient way of getting grayson to calm down and focus on you alone, your deep breathes and the fact you were alive.

“this isn’t your fault, it’s my own, i inflicted this on myself. im ok, im here. if anything you saved me and i love you,” you bring his lips to meet yours for a kiss so full of desperation- of desire and need. your thumb reaching up to wipe away the tears that had fallen as grayson in his mind was counting his lucky stars for you. he never wanted to live a life without you by his side. his bestfriend, his person, his guardian angel.

“let’s just say, you’re never stepping foot on a skateboard again.”

“deal.”

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goldensstateofgrace · 3 years

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Dream Of How You (Tasted) - Chapter One -

(So... my first Series!!! I’ll be working on this a lot, and i want you to know it’s not gonna be perfect because I’m not perfect and my writings definitely not perfect, so bare with me on this journey please!! Who’s ready for some Camgirl!y/n??)

A story about Y/N becoming a camgirl because she needs the money but also because she gets off on the praise she gets from total strangers. She enjoys helping other’s get off while doing so herself. When talk about a one on one session with a guy who always watches her streams becomes reality, what happens when she finds out it was her crush/best friend all along?

I hope you guys are excited!! bc I know I am!! Hope you enjoy, happy reading!!

(Also, i picture Harry as long haired harry, but you can picture him however you’d like!!!)

Word count: 1.7k (4 pages) (i promise the other chapters will be longer!)

Y/n didn’t know college could be so expensive, her job at the coffee shop on campus just wasn’t cutting it anymore. She needed to find something else to help pay for school and her rent.

She’s in her second year of uni, all the book costs and the rent for having an apartment so close to campus is outrageous. She tried to find a second job to help with the money problem she was currently having, but couldn't find anything that could work around her classes and coffee shop schedule.

Her best friend, Harry, tried to get her a job alongside him at his job, but again the schedule didn’t work for her and they couldn’t change it. So now, she's stuck trying to find something to do so close when she needs to pay her rent.

It was outrageous how much the rent was for a one bedroom apartment close to campus, it’s a thousand - some dollars a month just to be close to campus, but that’s including her light and water bill so she can’t complain too much.

Harry had offered to let her move in with him to cut down the cost, so she could save some money for school. But she declined because her boyfriend at the time didn’t feel comfortable with it, only to find out on their one year anniversary that he had been cheating on her for a while. Asshole.

Nothing has been said since, but she wished he would. Moving out of her apartment would help so much, but she didn’t want to ask.

Lost in her thoughts she didn’t even notice Harry walking beside her, as she walked across the courtyard to class.

“Why so glum” he nudged her in the side with his elbow, startling her out of her thoughts. She slaps in on the arm, chuckling, “Harry! Don’t do that!”

“You didn’t answer the question, What’s wrong? And don’t give me the ‘Nothing im fine!’ thing you do,” he says, mimicking a higher pitched girly voice, chuckling once he was done.

“Heyy! I don’t sound like that you twat!” you backhand his abdomen making him rub his stomach area as he grimaces in slight pain.

“But” she starts, “i’ve just been struggling again, i tried looking for a job but, just like last time the schedule didn’t line up with any of my classes or with when i was working at the coffee shop.” she says, huffing in annoyance.

Harry nods his head as she talks, listening to her, wishing he could help in some way. He tried before, but she turned him down, she didn’t even tell him why. He figured it had something to do with that cheating ex of hers.

“Y/n, if you need help, all you have to do is ask. I’ll always be her to help you in any way I can,” he tells her, his eyes flickering over her face, showing nothing but seriousness, a drastic change from his happy light hearted self he was just a few minutes ago.

She casts her eyes away from him, focusing her eyes on the pavement under her feet as she walks. She doesn’t say anything for a while, but eventually she looks up at him, tears filling her eyes.

“I know” she nods, “Thank you, Harry. You don’t have to, but thank you,” she says, the tears in her eyes threatening to spill down her cheek but they don’t get the chance as she wipes them away before they do.

Harry wraps his arm around her shoulder, pulling her into his side and placing a kiss to her head, “I may not have to, but i want to.” he mumbles into the top of her head.

Her arm wraps around his middle as they continue to walk to their second class of that morning, “Thank you.”

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“You know what you should do?” Harry's friend Niall says as y/n, Harry, Niall and y/n’s friend Amy sit around a table in the coffee shop having lunch. Y/n quirks her eyebrow up as she takes a bite of her turkey sandwich, motioning him to go on.

Y/n had just got finished telling them about how she was in search of another job, and about how she needed the money to pay rent soon.

“You should do only fans, or p*** h**, they make lots of money and that way you get something out of it other than stress and tiredness.” he says, making her almost choke on her sandwich.

“W-what!” y/n says just as Harry says “Dude! No!”

“What’s the big deal? Lots of people do it, and you don’t even have to show your face. You could even go by a different name!” Niall reasons.

Y/n was shocked by his suggestion, but she wouldn’t lie and say she was put off by the idea. Nobody would know it was her, and he did have a point about her not having to go by her own name.

She couldn’t believe she was actually considering this but, you have to do what you have to do.

“yeah uh” she clears her throat, “good suggestion Ni, but i think i’ll just stick with trying to find a job near campus” she says, chuckling as she takes another bite of her sandwich.

“eh, it was worth a shot,” he laughs, before the conversation steers to assignments everyone had to get done and ones they’ve already done.

After they all finish eating they sit around talking for a little bit before Y/n and Harry had to head for their last class of the day.

As they walk to class, Harry’s arm that’s thrown over y/n’s pulls her into his side, “You know Niall was coming from a good place, right. He didn’t mean to offend you or anything,” he says, making you look up at him with your brows furrowed in confusion.

“yeah , i know. I didn’t take any offence to it, but…” she trailed off, “What?” harry asks, motioning for her to continue as they walk past a group of people blocking the sidewalk.

“Would it be so bad? I mean he had a point about me not having to show my face or use my actual name” she said, her eyes flicking over his face for some kind of clue into what he thought of it all.

Harry doesn’t say anything for a while, it’s just as they were about to walk into their class that he pulled her to the side and let their other classmates go in first, “I don’t have a problem with it, it’s your body, you have the right to do whatever you want with it. If you decide that that’s what you want to do to make the money you need i’ll support you 100%, if not i’ll still support you, no matter what,” He tells her, looking into her eyes with nothing but seriousness splayed across his face.

Y/n nods, standing up on her tiptoes and reaching her arms around his neck, hugging him tightly, “Thank you, Harry. I honestly don’t know what i’d do without you!” she mumbles into his neck as his arms wrap around her waist pulling her impossibly closer to his chest.

“I don’t either honestly” he laughs, pulling away from her with a huge contagious smile across his face, only making her laugh and smile too.

“Come on, let's go to class,” he said, throwing his arm back around her shoulder and leading her through the classroom doors.

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It was later that night, y/n couldn’t sleep. Her thoughts running wild with what could happen if she did decide to become a camgirl, or whatever it was called these days.

She was laying in bed, trying to find out more about what comes with being a camgirl, what she needed to do and what other people were looking to watch.

She had found a girl, her page consisting of videos showing off her curves and sexy lingerie, along with videos of her using toys on herself. All of the videos have over thousands of views, y/n decided that she would message the women who went by ‘daddiespet20’.

Rewrote her message so many times she lost count before she finally found what she wanted to ask and sent the message,“Hey! I’m y/n, i was wondering if you could maybe help me, i’ve been looking into getting into only fans. Could you maybe help me with some questions I have?”

She waited a while for a reply back, along with going down a tiktok rabbit hole, laughing at the stupid tiktoks Harry posted the other day. Her phone finally pinged with a notification, she quickly pulled the notification bar down to see it was a reply from the women she had messaged, “Daddiespet20: Hi! Yes ofc, ask away.”

She honestly wasn’t expecting to get a reply back, thinking the women must have thousands of people messaging her all day every day.

Y/n quickly wrote out a message of the main questions she wanted answered, “Thank you sm! It’s only a few questions, 1: does the amount you get paid rely on the amount of views you get on each of your videos?, 2: how did you gain your audience, and keep them interested in what you were putting out?, 3: Do you have any tips on where to start (seeing as I'm new to all of this)?”

The woman answers all of y/n’s questions with no problem, along with telling her some tips on how to get started and how to gain followers. The conversion ends after messaging back and forth for almost an hour, y/n’s walking away with all the information she was looking for plus more.

Talking to her really helped y/n come to the decision that this is what she was going to do, she was going to make videos of her showing off her body and pleasuring herself. Never in a million years did she think she would come to this just so she could keep a roof over her head and stay in school.

Now all she had to do was buy some sexy lingerie and some toys, well more toys. What? She’s not a prude!

It was getting late so she decided she would go to bed and figure everything out tomorrow, along with ordering her underwear and the toys online. She definitely didn’t need anyone from school seeing her by that stuff. God, she could just imagine the embarrassment she would feel if that happened.

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Feed back is highly appreciated!! Hope you enjoyed 🥺🥰

#harry styles x y/n #harrystylessmut #harryfic #harrystylesfic #harry styles imagine #harrystyles #harry styles x reader #camgirl!y/n

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melo-efcarist · 3 years

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c!dream rambling

// dsmp, rp, just rambling my thoughts ab c!dream, if i get anything wrong please tell me calmly thx

thinkin about how the disc finale was so ooc for c!dream, strategist-wise and just, in general.

first of all, c!tubbo. that's it, that's literally it. why'd he want to get rid of c!tubbo? if he actually did want to get rid of c!tubbo then why didn't he do it earlier before the disc dinale? to cut off c!tommy's attachment to him? he had so many chances to do that in exile, c!tommy even considered burning the compass, but c!dream stopped him. i think it's the fact that he realizes he needs c!tommy alive, and that burning the compass would make him more depressed.

second of all, him wanting c!tommy in the prison. like. why? just why? what good will that do to you then? and more specifically killing c!tubbo THEN putting c!tommy in prison? there is lava there, the prison is a hazard to anyone. he needs c!tommy alive, and he realizes that c!tommy might k-word himself (as we've seen from exile). cool, he has the revive book if c!tommy ever tries it, but still, exile. He definitely could've let c!tommy burn the compass, and used that then instead of keeping him alive. it would've been a safe place to use it, too. considering that no one visits him in exile.

thirdly, c!dream building an attachment vault to hold power over other members. like bro. the vault seems so rushed. all the attachments there were already in his possession to begin with, or just got recently. and the thing is he didn't even use the attachment vault when he could've! he could've threatened to kill mars and beckerson, right then and there, when the server was against him. also, the skeppy cage. mans had a whole prison ffs. i feel like it's just there for comedic effect (i found it funny back then and i was a c!dream anti back in february). but like he has so many other forms of power over the members that he doesn't *need* control of their attachments. he has the prison, the revive book, his pvp skills, his resources, and yet he still made an attachment vault?? could just be a result of his paranoia but idk still seems pretty sus to me.

fourth, the fact that he kept stalling. what was he doing?? he should've just captured them right then and there. he was going on for so long about his master plan. That is not like him to just lose his paranoia of c!tommy escaping or something. not to mention, "just messing" with them would not be something c!dream would do. he'd bring a fake disc for sure, but he definitely would've secured the kill right then and there. this 4th point isn't really as airtight as the other ones, bc you could just argue it as a means of narratice convention, but eh.

all in all, something was up with c!dream in the disc finale. not to say that he was lying the entire time, he was definitely speaking his mind on some things. him losing his attachments, etc etc. but he was definitely off during that fight.

it's why i believe in the "c!dream built the prison for himself" theory so much. from c!dream's pov, it would make sense for him to do so. he's testing to see if the server is actually better without it under his "care." though from c!tommy and c!tubbo's pov, it would be quite unsatisfying to see that c!dream actually meant for all that to happen, so im still not sure. but the blueprints though.

i reckon c!dream only planned to be in the prison for 2 months or so, then call in the favor from c!techno, and get out. but it backfired so much, some things he wanted in the prison weren't followed (i.e. starving the prisoner, not being able to roam in the halls, unused courtyard, etc). Also, the fact that c!quackity came in just made it 10x worse. c!techno came in late, got locked in, and yeah. his plan derailed so far from his original.

though it's because of these events that i think there's a possibility for him to have a redemption arc! redemption is all about healing, getting rid of band mindsets, and becoming better as a person. it's different from forgiveness(which is an act of sympathy and has some concepts of justice tied in). c!dream needed to be proven wrong about his unhealthy mindsets. attachments are NOT weaknesses, the server does NOT rest on his hands, and the ends do NOT justify the means. that's what c!dream needs to learn.

also, one of them might be proven wrong in the near future! the attachments one. c!techno views c!dream as his bestie, and c!dream got hope from being with c!techno. c!techno will break him out of prison, and give the homeless teletubby a home! also, also, the syndicate is filled with the most understanding people ever, and c!dream's goals align with c!ranboo's. they aren't opposing each other. c!phil, c!niki, c!techno, all of them believe that a person can have a second chance! (only reason c!ranboo thinks c!dream can't be redeemed rn is because "he's too deep down the rabbit hole")

ALSO ALSO ALSO, the message it would give if he DID have a redemption arc! it shows that anyone can heal!! and be better!!! that everyone can get out of the rabbit hole, no matter how deep!!! it would be a really, incredibly, heart-warming story. or idk that may just be my fluff-starved heart again. </3

#dreblr #c!dream #c!dream sympathy #c!dream positive #c!dream analysis #c!dream strategist #disc finale #dsmp #rp #c!dream redemption #c!dream healing #this is just my opinion though. you don't have to accept it if you don't want to #im still unsure of the 'c!dream built the prison for himself' theory #but im 80 percent sure he'll have a redemption arc #also part of it is wishful thinking ig #dsmp lore

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