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#im glad i could be of service to you! stop by any time if you have questions
eternalfics · 4 months
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Hello! I hope you're doing well! I have a request if you don't mind. So basically, It's a Saiki x Psychic Reader where Saiki is stressed out and needs something to make him feel better so the Reader decided to massage his back. Since Saiki never really had anyone with the same strength as him, no one could really massage him. It's like that one episode in season one or two. Anyways, it's okay if you don't want to do this for any type of reason. Be safe, thank you!
saiki getting a massage from psychic!reader
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a/n: I was wondering where did my request go like? ANYWAY TYSM FOR REQUESTING! please start requesting more pookie wookie 🤭 anyway you remember how I reposted that I’d do that little teasing photo (picturing saiki and reader) I’m gonna do like a little enemies to lovers kind of thing you get me? anyway I typed too much so let’s getting bloody started 😖
warnings: sneaky comments from me, toritsuka 😨
summary: saiki gets an amazing, beautiful, sensational, eye rolling massage 🥳
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“no means no, y/n,” saiki said in your mind for the umpteenth time, trying to focus on what the teacher was saying even though he didn’t need too. he smart af
“oh come on! we both know you need it, especially after you used boulders to massage your shoulders.” you tried to reason with him only to be met with silence. You turn to Saiki with a confused look only to see him with a slightly flustered face.
“you just had to use clairvoyance, didn’t you?” “I always have to check up on my favourite psychic, don’t I?” you said teasingly.
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so! 😀
saiki’s not too sure about this
i mean sure, your a psychic but you could be stupid like toritsuka and can’t control your strength like him.
saiki lays on his stomach on his bed, (you guys are at his house) slightly regretting saying yes to another psychic that he just met a few months ago.
you come in the room with a massaging oil, feeling proud that you finally got the psychic to give in to your request more like command
saiki doesn’t speak (hes secretly wondering why did he agree to this 😭). it’s not until you rub the oil between your hands, and then you start to massage him is when he lets out a soft groan.
you pause. you start to overthink, did you hurt him? does he like it? it’s only when saiki starts calling out your name that you zone in.
“why’d you stop?” saiki asked impatiently, clearly wanting you to continue. you opened your mouth to tease him but he shushed you quickly knowing that you would.
saiki’s surprised that he knows you this well even though he met you a while ago. well, he’s more of an observant person so that explains that. he wonders if you know him well too. (I know you well my pookie wookie boo 🥺)
“your lower back too?” you asked him, really just wanting to make him feel relaxed.. and safe.. and- focus y/n! “sure.”
you continued to massage saiki for a couple of minutes, thinking about if he would let other people do this to him aswell.
saiki was quiet, and you didn’t hear any thoughts so you leaned over to look at him. you were met with an adorable sight! saiki sleeping 😍. his light snores and breathing filled your ears.
unfortunately, people can’t live the easy way saiki. SMACK! you smack saiki awake and your met with an extremely pissed looking psychic.
“whats wrong with you? 😡”
“did you enjoy your massage? 😇”
“ugh..”
saiki groans but quickly gets over it because he realises has to pay you back somehow? mmm maybe a cafe coupon? a dat- nononono..
“what do you want in return?” saiki asked, his voice still a bit groggy since he just woke up. “oh nothing, you can pay me back later.” you replied calmly, happy you could be of service. these days your parents are on more business trips so your glad your not lonely 😋.
saiki gets up and immediately he feels the relief from on his back. just as he’s about to reach for the door handle,
“my turn!” 🥰
“you just said I could pay you back late-“
IM SO SOREY THIS TOOK SO LONG
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wambsgansshoelaces · 2 months
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hi, i think u did a similar one already but could i get a hc on how succession characters react to their s/o crying? about feeling sad , or stressed , or losing a loved one , idk , just something mildly serious. i wasn't feeling great today and i started crying and my sister told me to stop crying and was like mean af to me and i could use some gentleness and affection :|
aw anon im so sorry :( I know I’m really late with this but I hope you’re doing much better <3 I’m always here for you in my ask box or pms!! your sister is an asshole you can cry whenever you want all of your emotions are valid and I love u u are so worthy
I hope these make you feel happy <3 enjoy x
serious issues (succession main cast)
Kendall
ᝰ when he notices your mood is off, he immediately goes solemn
ᝰ while if it were something smaller, he’d leave it and let you come up and talk to him on your own
ᝰ but he can tell it’s bad
ᝰ and he’s not going to let you stew in this by yourself
ᝰ he will help you
ᝰ whether you want him to or not
ᝰ he gets you a glass of water
ᝰ and forces you to drink
ᝰ then sits you down and makes you tell him what’s wrong
ᝰ when you do
ᝰ rather, when you burst into tears in his arms
ᝰ he can’t help but feel horrible
ᝰ he cradles your face in his hands and kisses away your tears
ᝰ he apologizes over and over
ᝰ he’s rubbing your back the entire time you tell him what’s going on
ᝰ “cry it all out. i’m right here.”
ᝰ he talks you through it
ᝰ he’s cosplaying his therapist
ᝰ if it was a death, he gets the name of where the service will be held and pays for it in secret
ᝰ over the next few weeks, you can just show up in his office and cry on his shoulder
ᝰ and he won’t ask any questions
ᝰ he always lets you
ᝰ the night you tell him, he keeps an arm hooked around you, keeping your head to his chest
ᝰ he plays with your hair and strokes soothing patterns into your skin for the rest of the night
ᝰ as you recover emotionally, he makes sure to check in on you
ᝰ even long after the incident, you both make sure that you have no bullshit check ins with each other
ᝰ “how are you really”s
ᝰ he makes it clear to you that he will always support you
ᝰ and you’re glad
Roman
ᝰ not really the best with words
ᝰ or emotions
ᝰ or being serious
ᝰ however
ᝰ the only time(s) he is 100% serious is when you’re severely upset
ᝰ the first time it happens, it’s like he stops breathing
ᝰ “hey, come here. something’s wrong. i need to know what.”
ᝰ you tell him
ᝰ it’s the hardest you’ve ever cried
ᝰ the entire time, he grips your hand, gently stroking the back of it with his fingers
ᝰ he’s never been more focused on anything in his life
ᝰ he wishes he could help talk you through it, but he’s physically incapable
ᝰ so what he does is murmur a few comforting words then take you out on a boat ride
ᝰ because of course he has a miniature yacht on call
ᝰ “you can relax, take your mind off everything. i’ll take care of things, don’t worry.”
ᝰ the rest of the day is spent the two of you cuddled together, looking out over the water
ᝰ he doesn’t say anything
ᝰ he feels bad because he doesn’t know how to help you sort through your emotions
ᝰ because god knows he can’t
ᝰ so instead, he spends every waking moment with you, at your beck and call
ᝰ regardless, he’d do anything for you
ᝰ incident or not
ᝰ he listens to you when you talk, of course
ᝰ he just can’t give you any sound advice
ᝰ the nights on the boat, when you’re at your most vulnerable, he makes sure you fall asleep before he does
ᝰ so that he can kiss you to sleep
ᝰ and make sure you fall asleep soundly, feeling safe
ᝰ he’ll never be happy unless you’re happy
Shiv
ᝰ she notices something’s wrong, but doesn’t say anything at first
ᝰ when you don’t come to her at all and instead stay holed up in your room, that’s when she knows something is really wrong
ᝰ she crawls up onto the bed with you, and you feel her hands smooth up your back
ᝰ “what’s wrong? tell me.”
ᝰ does not leave you alone until you do
ᝰ listens intently
ᝰ literally memorizes what you’re saying so that she can help fix things
ᝰ the entire time you’re speaking, she massages at your skin to soothe you
ᝰ and it works
ᝰ thumbs away your tears when they fall
ᝰ she refuses to let you go through this alone
ᝰ she helps talk through your issues
ᝰ nonstop reassuring you that everything you’re feeling is perfectly valid
ᝰ and telling you that if you’re upset, she’s upset
ᝰ and that she’ll stop at nothing to make you happy again
ᝰ in all honesty, she’s extremely inexperienced with cooking and baking
ᝰ but she figures it out just for you
ᝰ she makes you a fudge with strawberries and raspberries frozen into it
ᝰ and it’s surprisingly really good
ᝰ your tears ease as the two of you eat together in bed
ᝰ you’re still sniffling when she gently urges you to lay your head in her lap
ᝰ even when you’re this upset, she’s utterly mesmerized by you
ᝰ your lips when you chew, your cheeks, the plush of your thighs as your pajama shorts hike up your legs
ᝰ “i know it’s hard, babe. i’m here. i’m not leaving.”
ᝰ and she doesn’t
ᝰ she’s at your side for the rest of both your lives
ᝰ she holds your hand through all of your difficulties
ᝰ she always listens, always helps you with your issues
ᝰ she’ll never, ever, let you suffer on your own
ᝰ she wishes she could take your pain from you
ᝰ you’re her sun and moon
Tom
ᝰ the personification of a massive teddy bear
ᝰ when you’re upset, he’s in SHAMBLES
ᝰ he swears he can feel your pain
ᝰ he soothes you every way he knows how
ᝰ he keeps you close, rubbing his hands up and down your sides
ᝰ he makes you your favorite meals
ᝰ refuses to let you do any chores
ᝰif it was a death, he organizes these massive baskets to be delivered to everyone affected
ᝰ and the biggest one goes to you
ᝰ it has all of your favorite sweets, a bouquet of beautiful flowers, a blanket
ᝰ and a love letter detailing how you’re the strongest person he knows
ᝰ and that he loves you more than anything
ᝰ of course, he gives you space if you ask for it
ᝰ but he’s always concerned for you anyway
ᝰ he gives you your time to recover while slowly helping you along
ᝰ after a couple weeks of leaving you be and taking care of you at home, he starts making you go out with him
ᝰ “we’re getting you used to things again.”
ᝰ he stays at your side through all of it
ᝰ will always let you vent to him
ᝰ and always does his best to give you advice and help you through your issues
ᝰ every night is spent the two of you chatting about your days
ᝰ making sure the other is really okay
ᝰ his arms are always warm
ᝰ your bed even more so
ᝰ he always makes sure you’re feeling warm and fuzzy
ᝰ he just loves you so much
ᝰ he’ll never let you go cold
Greg
ᝰ when you start freaking out, he also starts freaking out
ᝰ but he gets himself together
ᝰ because you’re a big deal to him
ᝰ and he loves you
ᝰ so he’ll do everything he can to help you
ᝰ in his own way, of course
ᝰ he honestly sucks at talking you through things
ᝰ but he listens to you
ᝰ he loves listening to you
ᝰ after you tell him what’s going on, he pulls you into his arms
ᝰ he just hugs you for a while
ᝰ he doesn’t let go until you do
ᝰ and you only do that to go to the bathroom
ᝰ when you come back, he has a favorite movie of yours pulled up on the tv
ᝰ “why don’t we watch? I think you could use the brain break. relaxing is good for you.”
ᝰ he keeps you pulled tight against him
ᝰ softly stroking your hair, your neck, your shoulder
ᝰ he’s just hoping your mood is shifting
ᝰ which it is
ᝰ he’s not the best with words
ᝰ and he’s not exactly sure if what he’s doing is helping
ᝰ but bottom line, you know he cares
ᝰ and he wants to help, needs to help you
ᝰ he spends the next few days doing his best to make you feel loved
ᝰ he makes you lunch to take with you to work
ᝰ he makes sure your favorite snacks are always stocked in the pantry
ᝰ always asks things along the lines of “do you want coffee? iced tea? I’ll make anything for you” even though he doesn’t know how to cook or bake anything
ᝰ but he figures it out
ᝰ because the only thing that makes him happy is you
ᝰ and he’ll fucking die if he sees you crying again and he can’t help you
ᝰ his world revolves around you
ᝰ and he loves it that way
Stewy
ᝰ honestly, you being so viscerally upset puts him off
ᝰ his world falls off balance
ᝰ demands you tell him everything
ᝰ keeps your face sandwiched between his hands as you talk
ᝰ his eyes never leave yours
ᝰ he nods, makes soothing noises
ᝰ “okay, here’s what we’ll do. we’re going to go have fun tonight.”
ᝰ he takes you out for dinner
ᝰ the entire night he’s just like eyeing you trying to see if you’re still upset
ᝰ in reality, he’s just a smooth talker
ᝰ he has no idea how to actually get serious
ᝰ so now his efforts are put into making you feel better
ᝰ when you pick at your food, he takes your hand
ᝰ and tries to be profound
ᝰ “I know I kind of suck at this whole handling things seriously thing, but I want you to know I’ll listen to anything- everything you have to say. I don’t… you’re not going through this alone, is what I’m trying to tell you.”
ᝰ it comes out really messy
ᝰ but it’s obvious he cares
ᝰ it’s obvious he loves you
ᝰ and that in of itself makes you feel leagues better
ᝰ you decide to walk off your dinner
ᝰ you both take a stroll, hand in hand, through the streets
ᝰ the night chill is strangely calming
ᝰ but you know that’s just stewy, not actually the chill that’s making you feel at ease
ᝰ “we can try stargazing tonight.”
ᝰ “stew, all I can see when I look up is smoke.”
ᝰ because you literally live in new york
ᝰ where rats live everywhere rent free
ᝰ “we’ll just have to drive out somewhere, then.”
ᝰ he actually does
ᝰ the two of you end up in a bit of a rural area sitting in the trunk of his car
ᝰ he spread out blankets and brought pillows and everything
ᝰ he even stopped at a gas station to get you both slushees
ᝰ in the gas station you both mixed flavors
ᝰ and he keeps stealing from you
ᝰ but it’s okay
ᝰ you’re leaning against him, his fingers are in your hair
ᝰ “I’m sorry I couldn’t help more.”
ᝰ “you’re helping me lots.”
ᝰ you give him a kiss
ᝰ “your lips are all blue, stewy.”
ᝰ “the blue raspberry is just really good…”
ᝰ you turn back to the stars
ᝰ but his eyes aren’t even on the stars anymore
ᝰ they’re on you
ᝰ and if he had it his way, they’d never leave you again
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munsonhoneybaby · 8 months
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my love!!! That final part 🥹 you are a STAR! so good. the way you write dialogue, your Eddie especially... he's so so so lovely to read. somehow you keep his edge but all the while he's the nicest fucking guy to ever walk the earth!!!
if one day you're feeling a blurb about them or something, I'd love to read the first meeting with Wayne - I think it could be so funny and sweet. and honestly I just need an endless stream of that version of Eddie and his sweet nothings and his fondness 🥺 obsessed with everything u do WOW
you’re so sweet !! i'm so happy you enjoyed, thank you so much for reading and sending in this ask !!
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“Are you sure about this? I feel terrible taking up his day off with this, he should be enjoying his free time.” Frowning nervously, you picked at a string on your jeans. Though you’d been to their trailer three more times since the first, you’d yet to run into his uncle Wayne. It wasn’t necessarily intentional, but you didn’t particularly want to meet him the morning after sleeping at his home unannounced. So, after making a few passive comments to Eddie about wanting to meet him, you were pleased when Eddie told you Wayne wanted to have lunch with both of you. But now, the nerves were starting to settle in.
“He will enjoy this. He’s been dyin’ to meet you, baby, believe me. I already told you, he’s gonna love you.” Taking your hand over the console, he pressed a kiss to your knuckles. “Besides, we’re just goin’ to lunch at the diner. It’s not a big deal.” Pulling into the open spot next to Wayne’s truck, he put the van in park and looked over at you. “Ready?”
You blew out a breath, “Yeah, I think so.”
As he always did, Eddie got out first and opened your door for you. When you went inside, he instantly spotted Wayne, standing from the booth to greet the two of you. “Hey, Wayne.”
“Hey, kid,” He replied, pulling him into a solid hug. With a subtle yet warm smile, Wayne said your name. You held out a hand to shake but instead were given a fatherly embrace much more careful than the one he’d given his nephew. “I’m glad I could finally meet the young lady makin’ this troublemaker so happy.”
“It’s great to meet you, too. I hope you didn’t have to cancel any big plans to make time for me today,” You jested politely.
He gave a quiet laugh in response and said, “Of course not. Sleepin’ on the couch in the living room ain’t more important than this.” The waitress came to take orders, service coming quick due to the few customers in the diner. “I hear you listen to the same kind’a music as Eddie,” Wayne chimed amiably. “You like his music, too?”
“Of course,” You smile, “I think he’s incredibly talented. I love seeing him perform.” The rockstar in question was embarrassedly hiding his flushed face in his hands.
“I’d come to his shows if I could, but I’m always at work,” Wayne expressed regretfully. “I hear him in his room all the time, but I’ve only seen ‘im on stage once or twice since that middle school talent show. I’m glad he’s got someone he cares about there to support him all the time now.”
The food came, saving Eddie from any further spotlight, and you did your best to continue making conversation between bites. “So, did Eddie get any of his music taste from you?”
“Oh, he’d never admit it, but he tolerates some old country music thanks to me. All that metal and rock stuff is good ‘n I like that he likes it, but it’s not really my speed.”
“I’ve gotta say, it’s a little hard picturing Eds listening to country music,” You chuckle.
“Just when I’m with him,” Eddie specified.
“I’m keeping him open-minded.” The waitress placed a single check on the table and Wayne was quick to open his wallet.
“No, please– let me,” You tried to stop him.
“I would never let a lady pay for a meal. This is my treat, darlin’.” It was becoming clearer and clearer how much of an influence your boyfriend’s uncle had had on his upbringing. Handing the cash and the bill to Eddie, he nodded toward the register. “Go take care’a this.” Eddie looked over at you, but you just smiled reassuringly, so he headed for the counter. Before you could start into another line of polite conversation, Wayne spoke. His voice was gruff, quiet. There was sentiment in his tone, though he tried to hide it. “I really am glad you and Eddie found each other. I’m sure you know by now that not many people in this town give ‘im a chance. I would never wanna embarrass the boy, but he hasn’t exactly introduced me to many girls in his life. I’m glad he’s found one that’s a little more like him– that understands him.”
After glancing back at Eddie, handing over the money for your meal with a kind smile, you gave Wayne a fond look. “He cares a lot about you too, you know. It means the world to him that you took over when his Dad went to jail. And I don’t know if it means anything coming from me, but I think you did an amazing job with him.”
You could’ve sworn you saw a tear well in his eye, but he looked away briefly before you could see for sure. It didn’t seem like people acknowledged his parenting effort often.“You’re a sweet young woman. You’re real good for him.”
“I appreciate that,” You responded honestly.
You both started to box up the leftover food and– just before Eddie came back to the table– Wayne added, “I’ll have to show you the few baby pictures I’ve still got around of ‘im,” making you chuckle.
Eyes narrowing slightly as he gave Wayne his change, Eddie asked, “What’s so funny?”
“Oh, nothing,” You answered playfully as you stood from the booth. His uncle did the same after leaving a generous tip for the kind pregnant woman who’d waited on you. The three of you headed for the parking lot, stopping briefly to say your goodbyes before you split up. “You’ll have to let me cook for you sometime,” You insisted. 
With another one of those barely-there smiles, Wayne clasped a hand over Eddie’s shoulder paternally. “You’ve got a good one here, boy, you’d better take good care’a her.”
Before he could respond, you assured him, “He does, Mr. Munson.”
“Oh, please, never call me that. It’s Wayne. It was nice meeting you. Don’t be a stranger, alright?”
“Of course, I’m sure I’ll see you again soon.”
Once you were back in the van with Eddie, he put the key in the ignition before pausing and looking over at you. “So, what did you two talk about while I was gone?”
“None of your business, nosy.”
Dramatically starting the van, he backed out of the parking spot as he replied, “Y’know what? Fine. Now I’m not gonna tell you about Jeff’s date with that chick from his calc class.”
“Hey, wait, c’mon–”
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WEDDING REVENGE. MIYA ATSUMU
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timeskip! Miya Atsumu x Fem! Reader
a/n: This is extremely self indulging with some stuff i've been dealing with lately and i just want comfort
C/W: MINORS DNI, VERY VERY HEAVY, mentions of sh (not in detail) , suicidal thoughts, panic attack, sexualish content, reader is from a country that doesn't speak japanese
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You're not mad at Miya Atsumu. You're disappointed that's for sure. Now you have to get on the plane by yourself and try not to break down at this wedding all alone. Always alone, huh. They were right you will always be alone.
You left that place to prove yourself. Prove to them that you could survive the harsh world alone. You would grow and you didn't need them. You left them because it was good for you. But now you're going back. You wanted to come back stronger, and more successful then any of them.
You were successful that's for sure. You had your dream job. Athletic trainer for MSBY in osaka, Japan. You chased your dream and you didn't stop till you made it, but you were alone. You left "home" for a place thousands of miles away right after college. You only knew enough Japanese to get around, but you were determined to learn and live there, but now you are going back. Yes, it was just for a few days but you wished you never had too.
The memories held there were to much to bear. The people you will see, the voices you will hear, and the scents. Not only will you be battling the trauma you experienced but you will have to experience all of the people that were apart of it first hand.
please dont talk to me. please don't notice im there now that im alone.
Atsumu was kind. When he over heard you were going to a wedding ( you never actually said if you were going or not) he had asked if you were going alone. He could see your hesitancy. You repeated once again that you weren't sure if you were going, but if you were you would be alone. "i'll go with ya" He had said with a smile. You never got to say no, but you found comfort in his response. Glad he would be there with you. You wouldn't be alone anymore.
You bought the plane tickets and he sent you money for his. You felt happy that he was gonna go with you. You felt more secure knowing that he was gonna be with you. Someone who was like you. From the few times you guys hung out he accepted you for you. He listened to your interests and never made you feel invisible.
Now it felt like the times you would go home to an empty apartment. That didn't change till recently when every weekend Atsumu would come knocking at your door just to walk in and spend several hours on your couch bothering you.
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The actual service was over and now it was the reception. You saw them. The ones that hurt you. They were still together and they still seemed happy. They had each other. You on the other hand still felt out of touch. Like you weren't welcome here or accepted here.
Walking in to the reception their words from highschool were eating at you. It took so many years to get better. So many years spent grieving. So many years spent telling yourself that you were worth being alive. So many god damn years spent being comfortable by yourself and now all of it came crashing down.
They never had to feel the pain you did and it wasn't fair. Why didn't you just do it all those years ago. The pain would have ended. They would have understood how much pain they caused you. The confidence was gone. You felt like the same weak 16 year old. Nothing has changed.
Little did you know a 6'1 asshole with a slightly better blonde dye job was walking through the door to the resception asking everyone he incountered, in broken (your native language) if they had seen you. Thank god he knew who not to talk too.
One time after work he took you to Onigiri Miya and spent the whole night trying to break you to get you to tell him about your past. Not once did he look away from you as you spoke. It honestly was probably the longest Miya Atsumu has been quiet.
Once he saw you his signature grin appeared on his face and he lifted his hand up in the air and began to wave at you. You couldn't help but smile watching him. He was always so confident. Out of the corner of your eye you could see them watching. They had made a face. They must have been confused to see you with a friend let alone one they have never seen before. He ran over to your table and said "surprise!...are ya okay?". He genuinely seemed worried. That was new. Normally people don't care what you feel. Normally they try and steer the conversation away or not even look at you. Yet once again Miya Atsumu was watching you. Really watching you. "if yer not okay we can get outta 'ere"
"i'm okay. I promise," You faked a smile at him.
"okay stop sittin and lets dance," His grin appeared on his face again and he grabbed your hand. Somehow he walked to the dance floor like he's been here all night. Like he knew everyone here and was ready to have a good time.
What they say about him was true. He knew exactly how to stop time and make you feel like the most important person in the world. It was so god damn hard. How easily he was able to breakdown your walls, and have you fall into his arms at any given moment. The last thing you wanted was for all of this to be a joke. For him to just to be pretending so you give him attention and then leave you and have you question if you ever really knew him. Because you thought you knew a lot of people, but all of them hurt you and left.
"hey, the people behind me right now. They're the ones that hurt you right," He lightly moved his head back while still dancing to the music.
"yeah," you sighed out in response not exactly wanting to talk about them after trying to ignore them all night.
"i fuckin' hate her smug face back there. I saw it when I walked in 'an i knew that it was 'er." he said like she directly offended him. You let out a little giggle at that lookin at the ground. A little quieter and a little closer to you he lifted up your head with his fingers and told you "thats why i made such a scene when i came in. I wanted her and all of 'em to see that you have such a tall, sexy, muscular man on your side," He smirked at that and you couldn't help but let out a bigger laugh at that. Throwing you head back and immediately putting it back into place and covering your mouth. It's been a while since someone has made you felt this comfortable. He laughed at your wide eyes and shocked face holding his stomach. If people weren't looking at you guys before they definitely were now. You grabbed his arms and told him to shush while still giggling over the situation. Because he kept moving the two of you in circles when you looked up you made directed eye contact with her.
Your laughing stopped and your smile dropped just like you heart. All the memories came flooding back. The nights filled with with pain in more then one way. Filled with so many questions questions of why? And the fact that they just kept coming back to torture you more. They found every way to remind you that they were doing fine with out you. That they had no remorse for the pain they caused you. That they would always side with her no matter the amount of proof you had.
You didn't even realize his laughter had died down and he was now looking at you like he was trying to finish a puzzle, but that very last piece couldn't be found. "hey. Hey look at me. Let's go outside, yeah," he jerked his head towards the door and began to move your body towards them. He kept looking towards the door and back to you.
Once outside he sat you down at a bench and kept his hand on yours that was resting on your thigh and thats when you felt it. The heavy feeling on your chest and the racing thoughts. Thoughts about the fact that they are all talking about you. That you are still weak running away from your problems. Your stuck in the constant loop. She still had so much power over you. That if you just learned to keep your mouth shut none of this would have happened. Before you realized it was hard to breath, see, and even to hear. It's been a long time since you've had an attack like this. And it's so so embarrassing. You could hear small 'hey's said and his hands never left your body. He held them on your shoulders to keep you rooted to you seat. You could see him in your line of sight but everything was blurry. Like he was a ghost you made up to comfort you. He couldn't really be here. You didn't snap back into reality till you heard his calm voice tell you to breathe and him lifting you up to place you on his lap. He took of his suit jacket and placed it so it covered both of your faces. It layed on both of your heads and probably looked really stupid, but that didn't matter. All you could see was him.
"breathe with me," is what you heard him say. He exaggeratly breathed in and began to count. He did the same to breathe out. It was hard and you were doing those stupid little inhale hiccups trying to catch your breath. "ya are safe with me, okay." He held you close to him and held you tight. This is all you've ever wanted. He stayed and held you through it.
He didn't take his jacket off your heads still you stopped crying. A few tears would slip here and there but he was quick to wipe them. "when your ready were gonna go back there an kick some ass," you let out a little giggle at that again. He really knew you. He knew exactly what to do to brighten your day.
Before you could look over he watch the group of them leave the building. They were definitely looking for you because they were obsessed. That's all he could think. He thought they were sad human beings that had nothing better to then tear others down because they didn't feel good about themselves. You looked up at him and behind him you could see them looking around. Once they spotted you they began to converse with one another like they weren't searching for you.
Then the fire started in your gut. You could feeling nothing more then the years worth on anger bubbling inside you. You got up and began walking over there. You knew that Atsumu would hold you back when he needed to but right now he was to excited to see the drama unfold.
Before you knew it your fist collided with her nose. She fell back and then rest of them grabbed her and began asking if she was okay and calling you names. "alright little one it's time for you to go back to you hotel," Atsumu said as he rushed over to where you stood. He's never seen you this angry, and he knew that if he didn't stop you now it would end really badly. He asked you where your rental car was and took you back to it so you guys could leave the party.
You guys sat in your car in a comfortable silence as the sun went down and your tears slowly came to an end. "God knows how long i've waited to do that," you giggled. You felt crazy, but so much more free. Surpised that Atsumu didn't say anything you looked over.
He was just watching you. Love stuck puppy eyes on his face. You began to worry. He looked as though he was think a lot, and that was never a good sign. You felt stronger about yourself at this moment so you took the leap and decided to ask him what was up. "what are ya thinkin about," .
It took him so time to spit it out like he was worried you would punch him in the face too. "that was just- that was really hot,". Not in a million years did you imagine the Miya Atsumu would be calling you hot. He still looked at you like you put the stars in the sky but all you did was punch a girl from high school. "i-i've liked you for some time now, and i know that I sound stupid and you probably aren't ready for a relationship but god," he let got a breath that was similar to a giggle. He threw his head back and said "god what have ya done to me," He let out a longer laugh at that. After taking a deep breath in he looked directly into you eyes. "god i wanna kiss ya so badly. I wanna kiss you till all ya can think about is me" He said all while shaking his head slowly like he was fighting the words in his head.
"do it," is all you could say quietly with a breathy air to it. You kept looking between his eyes and his mouth. This was all so much but he just knew you. He knew what could get you to fall into him, and some how he knew your boundries.
He slammed his lips into yours and kissed you like he would never be able to again. If this is what Heaven is like you want to bask in its sunlight till you fry up and can't move. He leaned so far over the console just to chase your lips, and it seems as though he was holding himself back from crawling right over it and directly into you seat. You pushed him back a bit and got up on your knees. This time you were reaching over the console just to chase the lips you had to tell be quiet all the time. With the amount of filthy words that left his mouth all the time his lips were surpisingly sweet. He knew exactly when to bite, kiss, and lick. Could there possible be anything he wasn't good at. You felt his lips curve up into their signature smirk as you kissed and it made it all the hotter. Your sure the windows were fogged up at this point and it was so hard to not climb onto his lap and start unzipping your dress and unbutton his white button up.
He was right just from a kiss all you could think about was him. You wanted to see his abs in all their glory. You wanted to see his V-line more then just the teasing you saw when he stretched. You wanted to see where it lead and the rest of his happy trail. You wanted to see his thighs and bite and suck on them till he couldn't hide the hickeys. You wanted to hold on to his muscular back. Leaving long sratches down it so that ever time he moved he would remember the night you guys had together.
Once again it was hard to breathe, but this loss of breath felt much better. "please come stay at my hotel room" you asked. You hadn't realized the face you were making to him. Pupils blown out and lips swollen with need. You needed him, and he would never deny you of that.
"yes yes of course i will," At that you moved back to sitting in your seat and put your seatbelt on. Taking a deep breath you began to reverse out of the parking spot. Wow, today was eventful.
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i wanna make a part 2 but ive never written smut before so its probably gonna be bad :,(
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wen-kexing-apologist · 2 months
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Shipper Tag Game
I was tagged in this game by @twig-tea, appreciate the tag but also bestie this is so many questions.
1. What ship were you completely obsessed with when you were a teenager, but now you don't care anymore?
Is this the part where I have to confess to being a superwholockian in my past? I no longer care about JohnLock or DeanCas, the evil is defeated!
2. Which ship would you consider your first one?
Oh it was almost certainly Beast Boy and Raven from Teen Titans
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3. Your first fanfic belonged to which couple?
Magnus Bane x Alec Lightwood from Shadowhunters, I wrote a bunch of fanfics for them when I was younger. I did not anticipate how many views I would get on a couple of them, so that was cool! (shameless plug to check out my AO3 account, Sent2TheBeast. Unfortunately most of my fics are now locked due to how people feed content to AI software)
4. Do you remember the first couple you saw a fanart over?
Do I actually remember? No. Was it most likely something from Harry Potter or Supernatural? Yeah.
5. Did you ever get into ship discourse?
Baby, I write BL essays on tumblr, I think the minute I posted my first analysis I was signing up to ride the discourse wave.
6. Did you used to have any no-otp or have it currently?
Honestly any incestuous plot lines I am typically very against: Wincest, Brallie, etc.
7. Who were the couple in the last fanfic you read?
I read a beautifully written VegasPete fic by the wonderful @ginnymoonbeam
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8. Currently, do you have any OTPs?
How much time do you have? Kurosawa x Adachi/Karan x Achi; Togawa x Nozue; Minoru x Yutaka; PatPran; MorkTawan; Han Baram x Im Hantae; Shin Ki Tae x Lee Wan; Kenji x Shiro; etc etc etc
9. Is there any couple that, to this day, you are extremely mad about not getting together?
Not that I can think of, but I will just give a generic shout out to all the queer baiting of old. BUT I DO HAVE COUPLES I AM EXTREMELY MAD ABOUT GETTING TOGETHER. AkkTheo and SandRay I am looking at you!!!
10. Is there any ship you used to dislike but now you think they are kind of interesting?
I will give this one to @bengiyo. I was not a fan of Korn and Intouch from Until We Meet Again because of how one-sided the relationship seemed to me. But conversations with Ben gave me deeper insights in to Korn and have had me reconsidering my impression of that relationship.
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11. Do you have any ship that, in the past, was considered normal but now you would be cancelled over?
Tony DiNozzo and Ziva David would almost certainly get me cancelled considering Ziva's service history in Israel. Glad I was able to free myself of the cop/military propaganda that is NCIS when I entered high school.
12. What was your favorite crack ship?
I don't really embrace the crack culture, I am not a huge fan of crack vids, crack fics, crack ships
13. Who is the couple you read more fanfics of?
Of all the couples I read fanfics for, I think Malec from Shadowhunters was probably my most frequently read.
14. What most of your ships usually have in common?
I feel like 99% of the ships that have wormed their way in to my brain to the point of obsession (aka me making fan art, writing fics, etc) lies in the complexity and opposition of character's to one another. For example:
In Shadowhunters, the tension between Magnus being a warlock and Alec being a Shadowhunter and how they navigate the fact that The Institute and his own family have caused and continue to cause active harm to Magnus and the other Downworlders.
In Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom, the extremely contradictory nature of Kaz Brekker's existence and how that impacts his relationship with and to Inej. I wrote a number of Kanej fics because I could not stop thinking about the fact that Kaz and Inej want to touch each other, want to be intimate with each other, and their extensive trauma makes that damn near impossible.
In Pushing Daises, the inability to touch, the tension between loving someone so much and knowing that to touch them would be to kill them is just so fascinating.
In The Old Guard, Joe and Nicky having been together for 900 years when we meet them so you wouldn't think there is a complex tension there per say, but they were on opposite sides of The Crusades and had to work through that to cultivate a literally eternal love. And not just that (honestly less so that) but the tension between their line of work as mercenaries, their immortality, and knowing that one day, completely unannounced that immortality will stop. I could not stop thinking about how many times those two have had to watch each other die, waiting and wondering if their lover would come back to life this time around.
In Bad Buddy, Pat and Pran not only having to navigate their relationship with the incredibly antagonistic relationship between their parents but Pat having to parse through all these years of competition, hatred, fighting, to understand that all this time he's loved Pran.
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gif by @barrowsteeth 15. What do you absolutely hate in a ship?
Lack of reciprocity. This is not to say the relationship has to be completely balanced. I don't think that it is a realistic possibility that every aspect of a romantic relationship exists in perfect harmony. But I've written about this before, my theory as to why so many BL boys get sick, in order to allow the person who has received more of the support throughout the show to care for their partner. I am a very outspoken Enchante anti because I hate Theo so fucking much. Theo's incompetency and Akk's incessant need to help him got Akk fired from his job, Theo lied about Enchante, and Theo moved back to France and made Akk work on his own to earn enough money for a motherfucking plane ticket to France. None of that being marketed as romantic is okay with me.
tagging: @emotionallychargedtowel, @neuroticbookworm, @telomeke, @negrowhat, and @solitaryandwandering
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lokiandbuckysdoll · 2 years
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𝐻𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑀𝑒
Paring: Beefy! Bucky x Redaer. 
Summary: Bukcy just wants you to hold him. 
word count: 634
A/N: Beefy bucky has just been on my mind lately, i hope you enjoy this attempt of me writing a drabble. My terrible writing is starting to get better  (i hope) .  I am out for summer break so  i hope to be posting more! - Roise :)
@justasecretwriter you popped into my head when writing this lol 🤣
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The slamming of the front door made you know bucky was home, indicating he had a very rough and exhausted day. The two of you had both been so busy lately caught up with work, that the only other time you'd see each other was when it came for you two to lie down at night to sleep.  However, you noticed bucky had a lot going on in his life lately,  from his training to therapy to all the recent missions and recon work. He barely had the chance to stop and breathe.  
You checked the time to see it was only 4:50PM  normally he would get in late around 11. This caused you to be a little suspicious but that quickly turned into worrying  as you saw his red puff eyes as he entered your shared bedroom. “Bunny” was all that he said before the dam broke and he let his emotions out.
You didn’t hesitate to get up and wrap your arms around him. “Shh its okay Jamie, Im here ” you cooed  trying to calm him. Bucky was never one to show emotions like this, you knew whatever was bothering him was really bad. You both stayed like this for a few minutes, you slowly swayed him back and forth his breathing even out and his tears slowly stopped.  
 “can you…lay with me? And just hold me?” He asked shyly. You gave him your smile that he can’t get enough of. You guide him to the bed and climb in.  Bucky automatically is holding you close the minute you lay down. You feel him slightly tugging on your shirt, looking up at you for approval to take it off. One thing no one knew about bucky except you was that he was touched starved. any chance he could have his hands or  body on you in both a non sexual or sexual way he would. 
You simply nod helping him take off his shirt as well as yours. He places his head on your chest and gives you a few soft kisses. You take the hair tie out of his low bun and run your fingers through his hair placing feather light kisses on the top of his head. You can feel his body physically relax, the tension in his shoulders fade away, you gently rub his back with your free hand and feel the knots unwind. He lets a sigh of relief out. 
“Feeling better?” you asked softly.
Bucky nods before realizing he should actually speak. You’ve spoiled him by being so in tune with his nonverbal cues. “Yeah,” his voice is a little gruff around the edges. “Missed you.” 
You squeeze him tighter. “I missed you too”. A low hum vibrates through his chest. You pull away  giving him peck on his cheek, he watches you move to pull the covers back on the bed. He moves to lay on top of you  “ can i be the little spoon tonight?” He asked shyly again. 
“ You can always be the little spoon,” he lets out a laugh, a real genuine laugh you haven't heard in a while. It makes your heart melt. Bukcy lifts his left hand to the nape of your neck and pulls  you close for a slow yet passionate kiss. 
You pull apart and your breaths eventually even out and you find yourself laying there, gazing into his eyes. It feels good to have him by your side again.
“I needed that laugh.” You can hear the earnesty in his voice.  
“Glad I could be of service.”
A short silence stretches between you before he speaks again, “Thank you for taking care of me.”
“I’ve got you and you’ve got me.” you place one last kiss to his lips befoer he turns in your embrace to fall asleep. 
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sunghoons-mole · 7 months
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for fans of stray kids - and zombies.
GENRE // apocalypse au , reader x badass!hyunjin (ft. Felix, Jisung, Jeongin and Bangchan)
WARNINGS // zombies, gruesome scenery, mentions of blood, mentions of dead people, use of weapons, emotional!!!
FROM THE AUTHOR // lol hi! im a big fan of zombies... but this fic might be a flop. it is a little rushed as well, apologies... oh well! i had fun writing it. that’s all that matters. 
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They’re everywhere.
Dozens of them, walking aimlessly, in search of their next bite.
You’d watched plenty of The Walking Dead with the guys, but seeing it happening in the world you knew and loved was indescribable.
A memory surfaces, one of you and Hyunjin. You’re both sitting on the couch, watching TWD without the rest of the guys. They’d be pissed if they knew, but it became a weekly tradition for you and Hyunjin to secretly watch ahead while the rest of them were away. It was a good way to actually be able to focus without the rowdiness of the boys - while also getting to spend some time with Hyunjin alone.
While you were captivated by the action and emotion you felt for each of the characters, Hyunjin simply laughed at the zombies, always sure to point out the missing logic. He was so quick to point out how none of it would ever be possible.
How nice that sounds right now.
You and Chan had spent the last month grieving the rest of the group, assuming they were dead. A few days after the world went to shit, you had found your way to Hyunjin’s house, hoping he had holed up there. It felt absolutely ridiculous to be using the skills you had learned from a zombie TV show, but it worked.
When you showed up, all of Hyunjin’s belongings were still there, as if he had just left for work and planned on coming home that evening. Nothing was out of place or looted like the rest of the world. Chan was holed up there, alone. He told you he was unable to find or contact anyone, but he was glad you showed up. This, of course, gave away you and Hyunjin’s secret relationship. Not that it mattered anymore. Secrets had no place anymore, and Chan had his suspicions anyway.
You wondered if Hyunjin had gone to look for you then, wishing you had stayed put. When the world lost its mind, technology was lost with it. Since there was no longer any cell service anywhere, you couldn’t even call him. Still, your phone was almost dead with no way to charge it, because you used it for one thing only: to listen to his last voicemail.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, love.” But he wouldn’t.
A month after finding Chan, you are fighting off some of the dead with a knife, checking the face of each one to make sure none of them are the boys, your family, or Hyunjin. Your phone died the night before, which means you can’t hear the voice of the man you love until you find him. The rage and sadness is good fuel for fighting, good for carrying on. It’s bittersweet, each time you stab one of those creatures you don’t recognize. There is a burst of hope, relief that it isn’t your friends in the faces of these animated corpses, but a punch in the gut realizing you still don’t know where they are.
Chan is sitting in the car several yards away, yelling your name.
You kill the last of the dead and pocket your weapon, walking towards the car slowly. Chan has the radio on, and there’s a faint voice coming through the speakers. Strange, since the emergency broadcasts had stopped coming through weeks ago - a crackling static became a public service announcement of complete silence. You weren’t sure there were any living left.
The closer you get, the more familiar the voice is, and you heart leaps with excitement.
Jeongin is reciting an address, coordinates, and a message.
“If you’re out there, please come find us. We have a safe place. It’s just me and Felix right now. We are waiting for you.”
Your heart sinks when you realize Hyunjin isn’t there. Chan grabs your arm as the message starts over.
“It’s recorded,” Chan whispers. “It could have been a while ago. Hyunjin and the others could be there now.”
You nod your head, sighing. “I really hope so, Channie.”
~
“Wake up, y/n.”
A hand on your shoulder brings you out of your slumber in the passenger seat, the smooth movement of the car and sunset through the window bringing the first comfort you’ve felt in a long time. Chan is shaking you, and you sit up, glancing out at the moving fields as the car moves. “Are we there?” You rub your eyes.
“Nearly.” Chan sounds hopeful, but as if he’s trying to hide it. A glance in the mirror shows a small herd that has formed behind the car, but it is a manageable size. “A few more turns.”
You hope they will still be there. Your heart is pounding out of your chest, as if it thought the harder it beat, the faster you’d get there.
Minutes that feel like hours pass, and finally Chan pulls up near a farm house. The place is surrounded by fencing, but there are still dead wandering the fields near the house. So many, in fact, that the herd behind you is nothing.
Your heart sinks again. “Is this the right house, Chan?”
Chan looks pale. “Yeah. It is.”
“Is it overrun? Are they still in there?” You don’t know why you’re asking. Chan doesn’t know any more than you do.
“Only one way to find out.” Chan turns the car off, eyeing the herd around us. A lot of them have noticed you’ve arrived, and started making their way to the car. “We need to hurry, though.”
“And what if the house is overrun, Chan?” Your eyes widen. “If none of it is safe, we’ll die.”
“We’ll come back to the car then.” Chan hands you the baseball bat from the backseat, opting to use his knife so you won’t have to get close to the dead. “Swing at anything that moves. Aim for the head, obviously. You still have your knife?”
You flash it at him, gulping. “I watched The Walking Dead too, you know. In fact, I watched each episode twice.”
“No time, y/n. We need to go. Now.” He reaches over, putting a hand on your cheek. “No dying.”
“No dying,” you agree, tears in your eyes. “And Chan…”
He doesn’t look away, his own eyes glassy. The weight on your chest and the panic rising in your throat make it hard for you to speak, but you manage. “Thank you for everything.”
Chan nods, not trusting himself to speak without breaking. He can’t break, not now. He needs to get both of you through the field and into that house.
He’ll make sure of it, or he’ll die trying.
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Halfway across the field, you notice how nice the farmhouse looks as you take out a walker in front of you. It is exactly the type of house you used to dream of owning, and if not for the life-threatening situation you were in, you might even stop to admire it. But nothing would ever be the same.
You’re not sure where Chan is, but you trust him. You can’t worry about his whereabouts right now if you want to make it.
Your foot gets caught on something, and you nearly faceplant into the grass. The wind is knocked out of you, and you gasp. The bat rolls a few feet away.
You climb to your knees in search of the bat when two walkers approach you in front, and another in back. You can feel the panic setting in, altering your judgment. What were you supposed to do again? Where were you?
Where is Hyunjin?
“Y/n! The bat!” Chan’s voice comes from your left, followed by a growl and a stab. You glance over and he’s too far to reach you. You can’t see the bat in the tall grass. This is it.
Why did you think you could take on this many when there’s only two of you?
Three quick gunshots are fired in succession, taking out the three walkers surrounding you.
They came from the house…
You finally get on your feet, looking towards the farmhouse. Standing on the porch are four unmistakable figures.
Jisung is in a torn t-shirt, aiming a gun to your right. Felix is shirtless, sporting black pants, shooting any walker that comes near Chan. Jeongin is a few steps into the grass, hitting walkers with a metal pole.
And a few feet in front of Jeongin, in all black clothes and some shit-stomping boots is Hwang Hyunjin, aiming a sniper in your direction. His dark hair has grown long enough to pull into a ponytail, which you haven’t seen him do in a while.
The world seems to slow as he lowers his gun. He is too far for you to be able to read his face, but the way his shoulders move, you think he knows. You’re not some random people seeking refuge. It’s Chan. It’s you.
Hyunjin’s eyes water, recognizing the shape of you. You’re alive.
Your eyes water. He’s alive.
“Y/N!” Hyunjin shouts, his voice breaking.
You let out a sob, almost falling to your knees once more. If you want him, you’re going to have to stay up. You find the bat next to you, running towards the house, swinging wildly at anything that comes near you.
Hyunjin can’t tell if he feels his heart being torn into pieces, or being put back together. All he cares about is that you’re alive. You heard the message, the one recorded before he found Jeongin and Felix. And now you were just a short run away from him.
He takes out a few more walkers with his firearm, then drops it near the house and pulls out a knife of his own, sprinting towards you, stabbing every walker in sight to clear a path.
He doesn’t have to go far, because you’ve made it up to the house and pounced on him, wrapping your arms around him and sobbing loudly. He squeezes you so tight that you can’t breathe, but you no longer care. If you died right here in his embrace, you’d be content.
He quickly turns and runs toward the house, running through the door and into their living room. He can cry for you later. Right now all he cares about is getting you out of harm’s way. He sits you on the couch, taking a second to look at you, as if you’re a ghost in front of him, as if none of this is real.
“Stay here, y/n. Do NOT move.” His voice cracks, a sob threatening to escape his throat.
“No, Jinnie, pleas-”
“Stay here, y/n. I mean it.” Hyunjin runs out the door again, knife in hand, stopping to glance back at you to make sure you didn’t disappear. 
The urge to run to the window is strong, but you remain put, letting the tears you were holding in fall away. He’s alive.
He’s alive. He’s alive. He’s alive.
Across the room is Hyunjin’s bag, which you recognize from when he was in school. It is undoubtedly filled with supplies, but what catches your eye is the small photo next to the bag. It’s wrinkled a bit, and a corner is torn off, but you know what it is.
A printed photo of you that Hyunjin had taken at the park. You were under some trees, in a sundress, the wind blowing through your hair as if it were a movie. Of all the things Hyunjin grabbed when he made a run for safety, a photo of you was one of them.
Your heart swells. 
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A few minutes later, the boys come inside, Hyunjin first, followed by Chan. Then Felix, Jeongin and Jisung.
Chan kneels in front of you, covered in blood. “Are you okay?”
You nod, hugging Chan tightly. “We did it.”  He strokes your hair, burying his face in your shoulder.
When Chan backs away, Hyunjin stands in front of you, breathing heavy.
“Y/N. Fuck.”
He finally breaks down, sobbing into your neck. You hold him tightly, letting more tears fall.
The rest of the boys look emotional, too. They sit and catch their breaths in silence, exchanging knowing glances and sad smiles.
“If money was still valuable, I’d say you owe me twenty.” Jisung elbows Felix, who shakes his head.
Hyunjin lets out a chuckle, wiping his eyes. “They knew about us.”
“Chan did too.” You smile, brushing his tears away with your thumbs. He gives you that warm smile you love so much, and even though his eyes are bloodshot and his cheeks are wet, he still looks like the Hyunjin you fell in love with. He still smells like home, despite all he’s been through.
And even though the world is scary and uncertain, you know he’ll stop at nothing to protect you.
You’d do the same for him, and worse.
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thanks for reading! with love, sunghoons-mole
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tonberry-yoda · 4 months
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Hi!! I requested a matchup for the valentine's day event and I loved it very much, I still go back to read it sometimes!! I was wondering if I could get one for spiderverse this time around please?
I'm a straight female and my pronouns are she/her.
Physical description - I'm 5'9 and I have long and curly dark brown hair and brown eyes. I have a fair skin tone, I'm slim and I've got full lips and fairly large eyes. I also have these dimples that I really like!
Personality - It takes me a while to feel comfortable around new people but once I do, I become really talkative and outgoing. I love helping out and I'm the therapist friend, people come to me to vent or for advice and comfort. I'm smart and ambitious; I love being the best at everything I do, but I'm deathly afraid of failure and disappointing the people I love. I'm quite the hopeless romantic and I love being in love! I adore big and small romantic gestures and I love domesticity sm!! I also daydream a lot and I can get lost in my own world for hours. I can be quite dramatic and stubborn and I tend to be withdrawn and distant at times. I get frustrated easily and I'm quietly competitive. My love languages are acts of service and quality time. I'm a ravenclaw, my mbti is infp and my enneagram is 4w3!
Hobbies- I love reading, my favorite genres are poetry, Russian lit, and mysteries! I love learning about new things and knowing a little bit of everything. I adore adventures, witty and playful banter, joking around and having indepth discussions on anything and everything! I love all forms of art and I have quite a few creative hobbies! I enjoy working out and I'm great at tennis and badminton. I listen to a lot of modern/indie rock and I love watching films very much! I really enjoy dressing up and playing around with makeup.
Thank you very much!! I really enjoy your blog and you seem like such a cool and fun person? I hope you have a lovely day ❤️
notes - hi anon! you sound just lovely!! thank you so much for your patience and I'm really happy you loved your other matchup! I found the perfect character for you, so lets jump right in!
THE CHARACTER I CHOSE FOR YOU IS...
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and im jealous
he is my everything
BUT THIS ISNT ABOUT ME
you two just fit together
as i was reading this, i was like, oh yeah, peter b for sure and i just kept getting more and more affirmed
he isn't afraid to tell you his problems because he knows you'll listen
and on top of that, he will listen to you too
domesticity you say?? this man is literally the definition (and girl, me and you both, that is more romantic than anything, im glad someone can back me up on this <3)
you two are adorably romantic and totally in love
he just loves spending time around you two
sometimes in complete silence, the two of you will just do your hobbies together and hang out
like yall are both totally reading together and he hears you gasp over your book and needs to hear everything about that book immediately
you both love late night talks
like a cup of coffee and a deep conversation is a must
i can totally see him playing tennis with you
he's silly and it matches your silly and i cant yall would literally be so cute T^T
and he just adores every bit of you
you sound beautiful anon, and this man will not stop reminding you of that <333
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punkymonkeehat · 10 months
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Danny Phantom Cryptid AU! Should I put the fanfic on AO3 or Fanfiction.net? I'm still a new fanfic writer so idk where the hip places are for posting. Let me know what you think though! :) here's a scene of Sam researching a new anomaly!!
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Sam stretched her arms and back, sighing as she felt the pops of her bones. She was hunched over her laptop for hours researching the anomaly they saw earlier that day. Luckily, she would have no distractions due to the boys tracking down information on it to classify it. It had been a while since she was by herself, and she was grateful for it.
Droning goth music danced from her speakers. She kept it low enough so it wasn't too loud, but just enough to fill her head. Music always helped her focus. Sam reached for the veggie platter she bought that morning when they three friends went grocery shopping to replenish the van. She was able to get some oat milk and veggie burgers, finally having a little healthier of a snack than vegan chocolates and veggie fries. It always surprised her how much junk food she could eat with her diet.
Sam scrolled through the website, pausing for a moment. "Interesting..." She murmered, removing the pen from her ear and scribbling down the information. "A dual minded ghost. I wonder...?" She tapped the pen on her lower lip, scrolling again.
"The Ghost of Liberty Library is said to split in two, with different halves possessing its own unique ghostly energy. When split, the entity has been seen with two opposing ecto-signatures, where the one had a somber pulse, and the other had a more aggressive pulse. When ghost hunters have encountered the dual ghosts, they were coaxed in by a crying half, only to be chased out of the building or have strongly negative interactions with the other half. The Ghosts have never been seen completely alone and have often been seen as one singular entity. When combined, the spiritual energy in the location is too intense to bare, and most ghost hunters refrain from entering the premises."
"Hmmm..." Sam thought. "This might be tricky..." She pulled out her phone, ready to dial an expert in entity type, and stopped after spying a familiar number. She couldn't help but smile and open the text
"Miss you 💓🌹💗"
It was Paulina. She also sent a picture of her and her friend Star at a concert, both with big smiles on their faces and peace signs. Sam messaged back.
"Miss you too. Hope you're having fun! Let me.know when you get home safe 🖤🦇"
After a small pause and a sigh, she went back to work, dialing another number. The phone rang about three times until the person on the other side picked up.
"This is Valerie."
"Valerie, hey! It's Sam."
"Oh hey Sam! It's been a while since I've heard from you guys." The excitement in her voice was bright. "Where are you guys now? How are the others? Danny hasn't pissed any entity off from talking too much yet, right? And has Tuck finally worn that new beret i sent with the last care package?" Sam laughed, smiling big. It had been almost two months since their last conversation. With being in so many dead zones, it was close to impossible to keep a good signal. Luckily, the gas station parking lot they settled in for the night at had wifi and a solid four bars.
"They've been fine, but still the same old Danny and Tuck. Luckily, Danny hasn't caused any more issues than he usually does... although, when we were studying a gathering of small gnomes in Northern Nevada, he accidentally tripped on their king. You can't really come back from something like that." Laughter bellowed out from the phone. "And Tuck loves the new beret. He hasn't taken it off since he got it!"
"Good! I paid a good amount for it!"
"We're currently at a gas station in Eastern Colorado. It's probably the most drab place we've been to so far. I didn't know there were some places without telephone poles... im glad this place has some service and decent wifi." Sam could hear the smile and humor in Valerie's response.
"There's a reason you don't hear too much about the area. Tell me when you see a coyote and a roadrunner."
"You'll be the first to know," Sam said, with a half smile. She lifted her paper to look at her notes. "The reason I called is to ask you about a ghost category. We're currently investigating a case out here and got a blip on the Fenton Finder. It's a new anomaly, which means it's from the portal explosion, so we're planning on cleaning up the damage. The only thing is, though, this ghost is a dual-minded ghost. It's two ghosts that are also one. I haven't seen anything like it before and the sites and books I have haven't given me any more information." Sam switched the phone to her other ear. " I'm not sure how we should address it without some kind of idea of what we're dealing with. Have you run into something like this before?" There was a small pause and a ruffling of papers on the other end. Usually a good sign...
"Hmmmm... I'd be lying if I said I hadn't heard of it. There aren't many cases like it. I haven't seen any in my hunts, though, not even in the ghost zone, but according to one of my papers, it's more than likely an entwined energy issue. Now, that could mean they were bonded in real life, past lives, molded together after the explosion, which may be the most likely option, any meddling of other entities, or even an intentional entwining." Sam shuddered at the idea. Two souls forced to always stay together was a horrifying prospect. "How does it respond to the human world?" Sam finished writing down the information before answering. She told the other in detail what she had learned.
"That sounds... intense. My guess is a couple from the past? Maybe some grief between the two? The aggressive part might be what is protecting the somber part from harm? Being able to separate is unique, though... Let me do some more research and ask around. There has to be another hunter that may know about this. Maybe see if Danny could communicate with his ghostly friends?"
"I'll ask him when he gets back. Thanks, Val! I'll let you know if I find any more information that'll help."
"Anytime, Sam, and back at ya. Tell the others I say hi?"
"Of course."
After their good byes, Sam turned back to the computer. Most sites said the same thing over and over again, repeating the same story with the same sightings. She rolled her eyes. "They keep stealing from each other..." She mumbled, scrolling more. After about a half hour, there was a swift knock on the van's back door before it flew open. Danny and Tucker climbed into the back, hauling in their gear.
"Hey guys, I just called Val, and she says-"
"The guy's a loony!" Danny growled, kicking his shoes off his feet. "An absolute fruit loop."
"We seem to keep finding them. I blame you for being half ghost." Tucker responded, opening the mini fridge they hooked up to their makeshift home. Danny gave him a confused look.
"What's that got to do with anything?" He asked, changing his shirt. He threw the dirty one on the coach and wrestled the clean one on.
"Hello? Weird attracts weird!" Tucker said, rolling his eyes. He opened up a container and snagged a spoon. "Dude, I mean, half your friends are also ghosts."
"You're one to talk..." The dirty shirt flew and landed on Tuckers head. "Mr. 'I'm-obsessed-with-technology-and-can't-function-without-even-a-pager'." Tucker tore the shirt off his head and glared at the other. He put his container down and started towards Danny, putting him in a headlock. Right as he did so, and as the roigh housing began, Sam sighed and hit her head onto the table.
And just like that, all of her peace and quietness was gone.
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offbranddrpepsi · 2 years
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Hiya it's Blue again! I loved the selective mute hcs and I was wondering if you could do the same request with more characters? Whatever characters you'd like with our beloved spooky ghost boi Omen this time perhaps? :]
Don't forget to rest and hydrate as well <3
im glad you enjoyed Blue! I am very hydrated despite drinking mostly Dr. Pepper (i've been spicing it up with a 32 ounce thermos of water between it tho so dw) Here we go!!!!!
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Omen would be possibly one of the most understanding when it comes to having a selective mute S/O. He knows that sometimes words can't land or that its hard to form the words you need so he is probably one of the best to go to when struggling. Grows to know every subtle trigger, every little thing that sets you off, and even patterns of your episodes if there are any; he is someone who is really attentive to how people act so it comes natural to him. Would probably see if he could get you into knitting to help pass time during episodes, if knitting proved to be too difficult would see about getting you into crochet or needle point. He took no time from learning about your trouble speaking to adjusting to it, it just became another part of your life together with him. Eventually you discovered he would keep a blanket that he would add a row to based on how bad an episode was, using different colored yarn to indicate various things such as severity to how quickly you bounced back etc. He would eventually give you this blanket before starting another, using each to show your accomplishments regarding your mutism. Omen would try to help as much as he could to help improve your mutism but would also not be overly forceful, only giving you help if you expressed wanting it. Would use his shadows to make shapes of various things so you could point/express what it is exactly you wanted without you having to go out of your way to write or text him.
Side crack HC: Omen would be the partner to very bluntly/to the point defend you during your episodes. He is the "they asked for no pickles" meme basically
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Fade is the second most understanding out of everyone as she knows selective mutism is often rooted in anxieties, something she knows well. She is probably a selective mute herself or once was so she knows first hand exactly what you're going through and how distressing it can be. Keeps prowler (her nightmare cat thing) away from you when it happens as she doesn't want him making things worse or feeding off of what ever is causing it. Is one of the ones who at first tries to find the root of the issue to get you away from it/from that type of thought so she can give you support as well as comfort.
Listens as much as she can when she can and will encourage you informing her on your specific needs as well as issues with the mutism, writing everything down if she needs to. Similar to Omen but a lot more aggressive when it comes to defending you and advocating for you, will call people out directly for being mean to you or insensitive. Would push for the protocol to learn sign language if that helped you communicate better, would not stop mentioning it until they did. Gifts you woven bracelets to help signal when you are having issues or if there's a specific cause to your episode so she can better help you. Would also be very favorable towards getting you an ESA or service animal, preferably a cat as she adores them but wouldn't force you to settle on a feline. Fade is always incredibly soft and gentle with you when you cant speak, letting you know its not your fault and that you aren't burdening anyone.
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Chamber is someone who took longer to really understand than he would admit. The man talks to himself/at people a lot so it wasn't weird when you didn't respond back, people usually didn't for one reason or another. Another agent had to point out to him it wasn't that you didn't want to respond but that you couldn't, leading him on a quest to question you as to why. Of course this stressed you out enough that it sent you into an episode, only leading to him being more confused but swapping to texting rather than speaking. Once he got a full explanation, or as good of one as you could provide, he went on to do some of his own research to help him better understand what was going on. After some time he would come forward and openly ask if there was anything he could do during an episode to make things easier or help, taking what ever answer you provided and following through thoroughly.
The designer always has a keen eye for details be that guns or people so he does pick up when you can't speak usually before you do, noticing even the slightest change in your demeanor or behavior. This leads to him distracting you or using non verbal methods of communication such as texting, writing, or body language. He would have a lot of difficulty using sign language mainly because he practices such control of his own person its hard for him to move as he speaks or thinks, every move he makes is always carefully thought out so adding even more thinking to that causes a bit of issues starting off. Does become fluent quickly once he gets the motions down and gets used to adding that to his list of things to think about. He does only notably sign when its just the two of you as he feels comfortable making mistakes and not thinking as much about his actions when around you; he doesn't have to think of how he carries himself just about what he's saying to you as well as what you're saying to him. He is a VERY fast and efficient translator of your sign language, being able to speak as quickly as you sign something so the others are aware. Because of this it does kind of become a habit of the other agents to talk to him rather than you when episodes happen which he very passive aggressively corrects. Doesn't ever make a big deal about your selective mutism, it's just apart of life so why fret over it?
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dirk-rider · 7 months
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TT: I’m here.
TT: I knocked for like five minutes and you still didn’t come to the door goddamn.
TT: Are you taking a massive shit or something?
TT: I bet you’re on the toilet going “Aw damn Dirk’s coming over and my toilet smells like a horse’s asshole right now”.
TT: That’s totally what you’re saying to yourself.
GT: Sorry im on my way to the door right now!
GT: I was just putting dinner in the oven my apologies!
TT: Dude it’s 13:00 why are you making dinner already. You probably just finished eating lunch.
GT: Well yes but im making ham! You cant undercook ham or youll feel ill and have to go home early and i dont want you leaving so soon!
TT: I don’t particularly mind being sick. I’ll just vomit all over your grandpa’s fuckin’ bearskins.
As Dirk sent his message, the door swung open in front of him and he was quickly pulled into a tight hug.
“Dirk, it’s so good to see your face! I’m so glad you could make it this early!” Jake said, giving Dirk a rough pat on the back.
Dirk coughed a bit into Jake’s neck at the force before replying “Yeah man, you said this series was long as hell. Figured we should start early.”
Jake let go of Dirk and stepped back. “Yes it is! Downton Abbey is quite a cinematic marvel, it’s a wonder it went on as long as it did!” He gestured towards the door. “After you!”
So Dirk stepped inside and looked around, still not entirely used to the… odd decor Mr. Harley used. He didn’t particularly dwell on it, though - the kitchen was already wafting out scents that made Dirk feel hungry. He felt his stomach rumble and put an arm around it reflexively, blushing a bit at the noise.
“Didn’t eat lunch again?” he heard from behind him, and spun around quickly to face Jake.
“Um,” was all he managed to reply. Of course he hadn’t eaten lunch, who has time to eat lunch? He was a busy guy and he didn’t need food, anyway. His mind had been occupied with other, more important things, like researching the best way to use a hydraulic system in a partially animated stuffed animal, as any normal guy would.
“It’s alright, I figured as much,” Jake chuckled. “I set out some snacks for you in the living room.”
“Uh thanks man. You didn’t have to do that, though,” Dirk tried saying, before his stomach let out another sharp growl. He grimaced. “Fine, I’ll eat something.”
Jake smiled. “Sweet! Well then, go make yourself comfortable! Just wait one moment for me to finish what I’m doing, and I’ll be right on out to join you!”
Dirk nodded. “Alright, see you in a minute.”
He made his way down the hallway until he found the living room, and was admittedly quite grateful for the sheer mount of snacks Jake had piled up.
He flopped down on the couch and grabbed the remote, quietly mumbling to himself as he turned the television on and started flicking through streaming services looking for whatever the fuck Jake wanted to watch. Some show about British people, that’s about all he knew.
Eventually he got to Jake’s watchlist and began scrolling down, looking for anything vaguely British looking. Jake was the only person he knew who actually used the watchlist feature, but hey, someone had to.
As he was scrolling he reached down and grabbed a handful of potato chips from one of the bowls Jake had laid out, leaning forward a bit as he shoved them into his mouth. He was really quite hungry, no matter how much he denied it. And he’d do pretty much anything to make the embarrassing noises from his midsection go away before Jake got back.
Finally he found the show and squinted his eyes to read the description.
“This historical drama follows the lives of the Crawley family and their servants in the family's Edwardian country house.”
Goddamn this sounded boring already.
Oh well, Jake seemed pretty excited to show this to Dirk, so he figured it’d only be nice of him to bear through it.
Especially since there was food.
He blushed a bit again but didn’t stop shoving chips into his mouth, only hoping he could eat enough before Jake got back so he didn’t have to embarrass himself.
After about five minutes, Jake came waltzing into the room and plopped himself down on the seat next to Dirk. He smiled when he looked at the television.
“Oh, good, you found it already!” he exclaimed, clapping his hands a bit. “You’ll love it, I just know it! Maybe in a sort of ironic fashion, but love it nonetheless!”
Dirk snorted. “What do you mean I’d enjoy it ‘ironically’? This shit looks so fucking real. Real as shit,” he said sarcastically. “Seriously though, I’m already asking myself why you’re so into this. Is it really that exciting?”
Jake grinned wider. “Oh, heavens no! It’s the most boring shit I have ever seen!”
Dirk sighed, then laughed a bit as he said, “Well turn it on already, I’m so damn excited you don’t even know.”
So Jake did just that, and Dirk leaned back a bit as the show began. And yep, it was pretty much as good as he expected.
As they watched, Dirk would make occasional comments and jabs at the characters, and soon he became so preoccupied with this that he hardly noticed how much he was eating. He only really went quiet when his hand reached the bottom of the bowl.
“Is everything alright?” Jake asked, looking to face Dirk.
Dirk quickly looked away before replying, “Uh yeah, sorry. I just, uh, finished that entire thing. Heh.” And lord, had he really?? Admitting that was almost… arousing.
No, it was definitely arousing, and Dirk knew it.
“Oh, that’s alright!” Jake replied. “There’s more, you know! One more bowl of chips and a box of cookies, all storebought but still quite good!”
“Uhh yeah. Thanks, man.” Dirk flushed a bit. God, he really wanted to eat all of that.
Really, the only thing stopping him was that he felt Jake had started catching onto what he was doing.
See, Dirk had began playing this little game with himself. He’d known since he was young that something about food was incredibly arousing to him, and when he realized how oblivious Jake tended to be, he began challenging himself to eat as much as he could on their dates. It made him incredibly flustered, but also incredibly aroused. Knowing he was doing something he would regularly get off to, right in front of his oblivious boyfriend, was like some sick kind of foreplay to him.
Recently, though, he got the feeling Jake was catching on. He’d ask questions, like “how much are you planning on eating today?” And he’d offer him more and more food, and he was just acting… different. So Dirk decided he had to cut back around Jake, at least for the time being.
At the same time, though, he didn’t want to be rude and just ignore all this that Jake had set out for him…
He grabbed a handful of popcorn and shoved that into his mouth, too.
About five episodes in Dirk had gone through another bowl of chips, a bowl of popcorn, and an entire box of cookies. Jake had also gotten up momentarily to “check on the food”, and had come back with an orange soda, which Dirk had downed as well.
His stomach was already gurgling quietly, but after so many months of regular sessions similar to this, he knew he could still get more food in there if he wanted.
He noticed Jake occasionally looking over at his stomach, but he never said anything, so neither did Dirk. Instead, he would fill space where they should be talking with admittedly less and less ironic rambles pertaining to the characters.
As he was cursing out a character named Matthew for not making any moves towards a girl named Mary (holding quite a few parallels to how he used to feel towards Jake, though he’d never admit it), he heard a bell ding.
“Oh, dinners almost ready! Alright, Dirk, I’ll be back in a jiffy to grab you!” Jake exclaimed, getting up.
Dirk looked up at him. “Man alright, take your time.”
“Will do! Should be about ten, fifteen minutes, give or take,” Jake said, flipping the light switch on. “I’ll see you then!” And he was gone.
Now that Dirk was alone on the couch, he felt safe pulling his shirt up a bit and admiring his stomach. It was shaping out nicely around his jeans, and he had a slight bloated muffin top, but he exercised enough that he still had a nice set of abs beneath it.
He pulled out his phone to take a quick picture, then went to scroll through his social media feeds while he waited for Jake to come back. As he was scrolling, he rested his free hand on his stomach and rubbed small circles around it, knowing this would ease the bloating at least a bit and make it easier for him to eat dinner without looking exceedingly stuffed. He patted his stomach and forced out a short belch to clear out some more space that was filled with gas bubbles from the soda he’d downed, and sighed.
God, he wished he could absolutely fill himself to the brim with good food, but he knew he couldn’t, not without fear of Jake calling him out. So instead he just continued on readying himself for the next meal and tried to distract his mind through reading mindless drivel.
Eventually, he heard his name, and looked up to see Jake standing over him. He quickly pulled his shirt down, hoping to look casual while doing so.
“Dinners ready!” Jake smiled down at him. “And I hope you’re hungry, because I made a lot!”
Dirks face reddened and he hoped to god that Jake didn’t notice as he replied, “Alright, I’m coming.”
“Swell!”
So the two walked down to the dining room, Jake leading the way.
When they got there, Jake pulled out one of the many seats for Dirk before heading to sit on the opposing end. The table was one meant for large gatherings, so the two sitting across from each other without anyone there made for a slight dissonance, but Jake seemed used to it by now. He’d already placed dinner on the table, too - half of a glazed ham sat in between the two, alongside a large bowl of assorted fruits (most of which Dirk couldn’t even name), and a few toasted bread buns.
“I hope you like it!” Jake smiled, resting his hands underneath his chin.
“Wow, man, this is… this looks so good. This smells so good. …You’re really spoiling me, huh?” Dirk chuckled lightly, and Jake looked very pleased with himself.
“Of course I am! I am your boyfriend, after all!” Jake smiled back at him. But there was a slight malicious undertone that Dirk wasn’t sure he was imagining.
To distract himself, he cut out a chunk of the meat and laid it on his plate. And as he took a bite, his eyes widened.
Dear lord if this wasn’t the best thing he’d tasted in a while.
He quickly cut out another bit and shoved it into his mouth, too, and then another, and another. And this time, he wasn’t even intentionally doing this to get off - it was genuinely amazing food.
As he was reaching for more of the ham, Jake’s voice came from across the table.
“Make sure to get some of the other things I’ve set out as well! I didn’t put all of this work in for nothing!”
Dirk nodded and took an admittedly large portion of the fruit plate (much larger than he’d intended, it was a really big spoon) and one of the bread rolls.
“Sorry I didn’t have too much variety in this meal, by the way! I figured you’d be more comfortable with something I know you like, so I really only set out things we’ve previously discussed.”
“Are you kidding? This shit slaps, man! You’re fucking fantastic!” Dirk replied, looking up and across at Jake. And he really meant it. Despite how he felt in situations like this, the sexiness factor was currently almost entirely replaced by admiration. It meant a lot more than he could ever put into words.
“Oh thank you, haha! I just wanted to make sure you could get good and full!” Jake replied.
Shit now the sexiness factor was back.
Dirk blushed a bit but said nothing, instead just going back to his own plate of food.
As the two ate they chatted about the series they’d been watching moments earlier, Jake going on a bit of a monologue quite a few times as he explained how “the narrative really almost plays second fiddle to just how much they put into this camerawork!” and stuff like that. And Dirk didn’t mind, honestly he was just relieved he didn’t have to say too much, as his stomach began filling out more and he couldn’t focus on too much else.
The pressure in his gut was becoming a lot if he was honest, and he was trying desperately to not find arousal in this, not now. He had to stop soon, he told himself, before his feelings made themselves known.
So Dirk put his utensils down and leaned back in his seat, hoping to say without words that he was done.
Jake noticed, though, and quickly interrupted his own ramblings.
“Aww, come on, Dirk! I’m sure you can fit just a little more food in that stomach of yours!” he exclaimed.
Shit if that sentence wasn’t enough to pop a boner.
“Sorry man, I’m stuffed,” Dirk replied, closing his eyes for a moment.
Next thing he knew, though, Jake was at his side, putting another few slices of meat on Dirk’s plate, alongside two more bread rolls.
“I bet you can at least eat this much,” he said. “I made all of this for you, you know! Would be a waste if someone didn’t eat it!”
Dirk opened one eye to look up at him.
“Can’t you just leave it for leftovers?” he mumbled, furrowing his brow and hoping to god Jake didn’t look down at Dirk’s pants.
Jake chuckled a bit. “Well of course I’ll leave some for a later date! But it’s still best fresh out of the oven, you know?” He patted Dirk on the shoulder. “So eat up!”
Dirk groaned slightly. If Jake would stop saying hot shit he might be a little more agreeable, but he knew he’d just keep pestering him until he finished what was on his plate, so he picked up one of the rolls and brought it to his mouth. Jake seemed pleased by this and went back to his side of the table.
As Dirk continued eating, he looked over at Jake. “Why don’t you have more? You’re real insistent on getting me all good and stuffed like a thanksgiving turkey, but you’ve hardly eaten half of what I have.” He forced a laugh to hopefully sound more playful.
Jake smiled smugly. “Dirk, you have a stomach of steel! I don’t think anyone could fit nearly as much in there as you can!”
Dirk let that run through his mind. He couldn’t find any counterarguments, so he just continued plowing on. The pressure in his stomach only became more and more noticeable, though, and with it so did the pressure in his pants. A few times as he was eating he had to stop to let rumbling belches into his fist, which only really made the problem in his pants worse. And then Jake would give his own plaudits on each one, which really cemented it all.
After what felt like forever, Dirk’s plate was finally empty, and he sighed as he slouched forward to put his head in his hands.
“Okay, man, I’mmrrUurp - fuck, sorry. I’m done.”
Jake grinned as the eructation forced itself past Dirk’s unwilling lips, and Dirk’s face heated.
“Oh, goodie! And look at you, too, all nice and filled up. You did extraordinarily, I’d say!” Jake told him, getting up from his seat and taking his diningware in one hand. “Oh, dear, apologies - could you slide that over to me?” he then asked, nodding towards Dirk’s plate, and Dirk nodded back as verification.
When he tried to get up, though, he realized his stomach was much heavier than he had previously thought. His brow furrowed, and he huffed as he got up to hand the plate to Jake. The table was wide enough that he couldn’t really reach Jake’s not-so-outstretched hand, so he had to lean forward. And leaning forward had the side effect of making sure the edge of the table cut directly into Dirk’s distended gut, forcing out a lengthy belch.
“bwoooOOAAaaaarrrphhh!!”
Dirk’s eyes shot open behind his shades, and he clamped the hand not holding himself upright over his mouth. Sick fuck that he was, of course he enjoyed the feeling.
“Oh, wow, Dirk, that one carried some absolute heft! I didn’t think you’d have room in your stomach to even hold that after such a dense meal. Nice work, bro!” Jake took Dirk’s plate from his outstretched hand and began walking back to the kitchen.
“Be a dear and go turn the telly back on?”
Dirk once again nodded, unwilling to open his mouth until he was alone once more. Jake was fucking with him, he just had to be fucking with him, there was no way he wasn’t fucking with him.
As Dirk made his way back to the living room, he found his second trip there much slower than the first due to the weight he held internally. He used this time to mull over whether Jake was finally certain one hundred percent in Dirk’s kinks. The way he complimented him wasn’t too far off from how it was when Dirk had first started, true. But it also felt as though Jake was now indulging Dirk, trying to get him to a point that he couldn’t deny his interest if his life depended on it. He was cooking larger and larger meals, feeding Dirk more and more, and now he was becoming pretty damn insistent, too.
When Dirk entered the living room, he took a precautionary step and took a blanket out of the basket (of course the English-Harleys had a blanket basket) to hopefully cover his arousal.
After he plopped down on the couch, he placed it atop himself in a way he hoped looked casual, as though he was totally not hiding anything at all. Because what was there to hide. Nothing, that’s what. Or, that’s what he told himself, at the very least.
He used one hand to hit the “on” button of the remote as his other hand ran through his hair, and he allowed himself a shaky breath out. He had to go full on denial mode, not allow his thoughts even a taste of arousal.
To do so, he went back to scrolling through his previous mindless online drivel, and it worked for the most part. His gut was still gurgling, and the sounds would pry his focus away from his distractions. But only for a few seconds, before he’d remind himself that now was most certainly not the time, not if he wanted to keep up the charade.
By the time Jake joined Dirk, Dirk had managed to get the majority of his blood back where it belonged. He looked up at Jake.
“Back so soon?”
“I told you I’d be no more than two shakes of a lamb’s tail!”
As he said this, Jake gave Dirk another pat on the back, which forced out a bit more gas than Dirk would have liked.
“Oopsadaisies, I nearly managed to forget your overburdened state. My bad, heheh.”
The tone he used, though, made it quite clear he had not forgotten. Not in the slightest.
“Well. Make yourself comfortable, I’m ready to continue where we left off if you are.”
“Right-o!”
So Dirk hit the play button and the two quickly got back into the swing of things, Jake pausing every so often to go on rants and rambles, restating his own marvelings, and Dirk swinging right back with his own disses.
At some point while the two were talking, Jake had managed to wiggle his way beneath the blanket as well, scooting a bit closer to Dirk as he did so. Dirk would have commented on this move, but he didn’t want to risk having anything thrown back at him, any questions asked about the reason for the cover in the first place, so he instead continued his speech.
“So. We can agree that there’s an absurd contrast between the A plot and the B plot, right? Like… they’re expecting us to take a flower show as seriously as a real, honest to god murder coverup. What the fuck.”
“There’s also feminism!” Jake added.
Dirk laughed at this, and the exhalation allowed another small burp to follow. “‘Scuse me, goddamn-“
As he excused himself, Jake placed his rough hand against Dirk’s abdomen, only for Dirk to reflexively grab it.
“What are you do-oouurp- what are you doing??”
Jake put on an apologetic face, but there was a smile threatening to break out from beneath it.
“What, can a guy not give his good pal a much-needed tummy rub?” he asked, fluttering his lashes. “Your eructations are becoming interruptions, I figured I’d try to get things settled so we could enjoy the show-!”
“The only show you’re enjoying right now is taking place inside my abdomen, English,” Dirk interrupted before he could think through his own word choice. He let go of Jake’s hand, though, and allowed it to fall back atop his distended middle.
Jake fell silent for a moment, before he began softly moving his hand against Dirk’s warm flesh.
“…I’m only enjoying it because you seem so enamored by your own gluttony, my good man.”
Dirk nearly choked on his own tongue.
He wasn’t sure what to say to that. He felt his face return to the bright red he was becoming used to tonight, but kept his mouth clamped shut.
“Not that that’s a bad thing, mind you! Really, I find your games quite charming.” Jake hit pause on the television.
“But you didn’t seriously think you were hiding it, did you?”
Jake’s ocular attention was now entirely directed towards Dirk’s face, and he looked away, unable to face the guy.
“Hiding what?” he asked, strained. Dirk suddenly felt the need to take a drink, his throat absolutely parched by nerves.
Jake’s expression turned thoughtful for a moment before he began once more.
“Your arousal, I suppose. That’s how this all appears to me, anyway,” he chuckled. Then he leaned in towards Dirk’s ear, as though he were readying himself to tell a secret.
Instead of a secret, though, Dirk’s senses were flooded with the sound of one of Jake’s own gaseous outbursts.
“There’s no use in denying it, Dirk. I see the way your fists are clenched, your breaths labored. I can feel your heart beating against my hand. You are loving this, Dirk.”
He leaned back a bit and thumped on his chest once more, then followed with another low belch. As he let it out he grabbed Dirk’s hand and guided it lower, then lower still, before he took the blanket off of the both of them and was met with a rather unsightly bulge on Dirk’s end.
“Peekaboo! Would you look at that, Dirk, hardened by eructations. Be they yours or mine, you enjoy the sound regardless.” He let go of Dirk’s hand and palmed around Dirk’s crotch, humming a bit.
“Oh, look at what I’ve done to you, Dirk. You’re bloated beyond belief and still have the capacities to get hard. You only have so much energy, and right now it all seems centered in one area.”
Dirk grunted at the touch but said nothing.
“Dirk, were you ever going to tell me how you felt about all this? Or did you enjoy the thrill of voyeurism too much? Has this all been a part of some sick ritual I’ve been forced to help indulge?”
“…When did you figure me out.”
That was all Dirk could really muster at this point. He’d been stripped down to his barest desires, exposed for the pervert he was, and it was driving him wild.
“Ohh, hmm, what a toughie… let’s see here.” Jake made a big display out of counting his fingers, and Dirk’s brow only furrowed further as he did so. Eventually Jake looked back up and grinned at Dirk.
“Well, I guess I’ve had an inkling for quite some time by now. I can’t quite pinpoint when I became certain, but the evidence just kept piling up until it became hard to say that you WEREN’T getting off to this, haha!”
Dirk groaned.
“Fuck, Jake, I’m. I should have told you. I guess it is pretty fucked up of me to get all hot and bothered, work towards my own pleasure, and not clue you into that fact. I just- you’re- you kept making it so easy, so hot, and-“
Jake cut Dirk off with a peck on the lips.
“Oh, hush, you,” he giggled, “I find the whole thing rather endearing.”
Dirk finally met Jake’s eyes. “Real- really, now..? You aren’t just saying that, rrrooUuurph… ngh, fuuuck.”
As he spoke, Jake hit a rather tight spot in Dirk’s gut and forced out another small belch.
“If I minded so, I wouldn’t be so eager to indulge you, now would I? I wouldn’t be making such meals, caressing your bloatation, allowing your crass noises to continue, now would I?”
Dirk sighed shakily.
“I- I guess not, no. Probably not.”
Jake grinned and began unzipping Dirk’s jeans.
“So why don’t we do something about this?”
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tavvattales · 2 years
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Matchmaker, Matchmaker, I need your help!"
She/her
Romantic, I’m straight so guys
I love horror, cats and creepy stuff. I also love sweets. I don’t have a favorite food .
I don’t like fancy puff dresses, girly stuff. People who don’t like cats.
I have a high pain tolerence. And I don’t get grossed out easily. Im autistic so I prefer someone who’s quiet. I don’t like Crowded places and I love to travel. Im fearless.
Thx again
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Xiao
Not being very big on sweets, there was one dessert the two of you shared your love with and it was Almond Tofu. Snuggling up on a nice rainy day, and eating this sweet treat was a common occurrence between you two.
Jumping onto the couch next to Xiao, you peer out the window behind you, "Xiao, it's raining. . ." you say in awe because you acknowledged that it was time for your favorite quality time with him.
"So it is," Xiao murmurs, glancing your way with a soft smile, "But what about it?" he says in jest, a soft chuckle escaping his lips.
Tossing a pillow gently his way you couldn't help but pout, "Almond Tofu time!!" you exclaim, "And you better prepare for the best cuddling session you've ever had," you say, grinning widely.
"You say that every time," Xiao says matter of factly.
"H-hey-"
Before you could finish he cuts you off, "And every time gets better and better."
Xiao may be quiet, but that also doesn't stop him from speaking his mind, causing him to be quite protective over you. He can be quite fussy, but he just wants you to be safe, that's all.
Gathering up your bag, you start heading towards the front door, but Xiao stops you, "Hey. You have everything you need, right? Did you double-check everything?" he asks, worry lingering in his voice, his golden eyes gazing softly at you.
"Xiao, I even checked it three times; you have nothing to worry about. I'll be just fine, I promise. Besides, I'm just going into town for groceries," you say reassuringly, grasping one of his hands gently, giving it a loving squeeze.
"Yes, but there have been hillichurls sighted along the road-"
You're quick to cut him off, "I can handle my own, you know this," leaning upwards you give him a quick kiss to his cheek, causing him to become flustered.
"J-just call my name if you run into any trouble, okay? I love you, be safe. . ."
As Xiao became more comfortable with you he became quite the storyteller, knowing full well you adored horror stories. Late nights, just snuggling as you listen to his voice were your favorite.
Yawning loudly, you stretch into your lover, lazily draping your arm across his chest as you cuddle into the crook of his neck, breathing in his scent, "You always tell the best stories~," you say softly, making circles on his chest with your fingers, stroking him lovingly.
"Hmm, is that so?" Xiao asks quizzically, kissing the top of your head, "I'm glad. .but no more today; I can tell you're getting tired."
"Awh, just one more? Pleasseee?" you plead, giving him a puppy dog stare, fluttering your eyes up at him, "Your voice is so soothing. . .I'd love to fall asleep to it."
"Alright, alright, just stop whining, silly girl," he smirks, ruffling your hair gently as he continues where he left off, his voice causing you to drift into a deep slumber.
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fleepnomore · 1 year
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A new recap for 2022
Its been a long time coming, but I’ve still been going to SNM for all these years. Now that Tumblr is making it long awaited comeback (Fuck you Twitter) here’s a new entry. 
Wanted to do a mini recap of my show from a week ago because it was so good. Jeff (Speaks) and Camara (Hecate) seriously made the show (I'm somewhere between 180 and 190, I've lost count) one of my top 5. [12:36 PM] It started with Louis and Miguel as PIB and Julia as the singer. I hadn't been since August, so the newer setup in the Manderley was a fresh experience ( I'm not entirely sold on it). I also hadn't seen Louis in the show yet (except for the Halloween parties, but that's a different story). After some reminiscing; Dee, Frost and I were on the first elevator with Nate. We were the last three on the elevator at the end and Nate asked us where we wanted to go. Being old school, none of us answered. "The party it is" he responded. "Strange, I don't recognize any of you, and I never forget a face. They keep me in this box all night long and its fucking filthy." he said as he wiped his finger across the elevator buttons. "Last floor, everybody off". This interaction alone would have made it an amazing night.
There was nothing that caught my eye in the ballroom, so I did my usual tour of the space, stopping by the lobby to clock Porter and then moseying up to 4 to check in on High St. No Speakeasy yet so I went to Malcolms. Zach Martens was on as Malcolm, and I almost chose him, except that Frost had done the ballroom chase (bless his soul I just don't have the energy for that anymore.) Im glad I sodded off, because I got back to the Speakeasy right as Jeff was exiting the 1:1 room. This is somewhat controversial, but when Jeff first started doing Speaks years ago, I wasn't a fan. His interpretation was too off from the loop that I had memorized by heart. His Speakeasy was too aloof, having too much fun in Hecate's service. I'm glad that my opinion has changed over the years, as I think that he and Tony are the current best of the bunch. One more thing that instantly attracted me to the Jeff loop for this evening. Jeff has been my great white whale for Speakeasy (except for Layne and apparently they weren't doing the 1:1) I have never once had the 1:1 with him. There were several times from years ago where I felt he purposely wasn't choosing me (which is a very Speakeasy thing to do). It wasn't personal, I think he liked teasing me along. The very first night I saw him as Porter I had his 1:1 almost instantaneously. I was hoping to rectify that this evening.
I was very fortunate to have about 90 percent of the loop to myself. Jeff did several things I had never seen in a Speakeasy before, all of which blew my mind. When Jeff dissappeared into his room during the card game, I bopped over to Paisley for some sweets and came back to my usual spot in the box corridor to wait for him to emerge from the hidden flap (I love standing here as the black mask on guard in the bar always beckons me to come forward and I never do). When Jeff emerged, he instantly clocked me and HELD OUT HIS HAND. What's this?? He positioned me between the boxes so I could see a tiny sliver of Banquo being murdered and held my shoulders from behind as if Macbeth was getting hanged.
I followed Jeff along the corrugated hallway as we sat in wait for Hecate to harvest her tears. CAMARA! Finally. I hadn't seen her in the role since March. I instantly knew who my second loop would be. While I was still reeling, Jeff did another new thing. He handed me the box that Hecate's locket would soon reside in. Their interaction played out as usual, and Jeff reached for the box when it was time. Camara stared through my soul (if it wasn't Camara, at this point I would have known that Hecate was my second loop)
Though some find it dull, I love Speakeasy's loop during the reset. It's mostly resetting the space during for the next loop, but it's a series of moments that can be filled with individual performances. I have my routine for this segment just as Speaks follows his. (after all it was during this 10 minute section that JWW pulled me into the BW bathroom for a one time only improvised 1:1 about  Grace  many years ago.) Jeff filled each moment with perfect choices, and his interplay with Hecate was superb. When Agnes held up her locket during Hecate,s High st. procession, Jeff moved up to her and got in her face as an act of jealousy that Hecate was paying her attention and not him. When he got on his knees to present the picture of Grace to Hecate, he stared his triumphant pride at Agnes ( Zina this evening)
Jeff arrives back in the Speakeasy for the 1:1, and though there are other people in the room, he notices me and pulls me into the room. The 1:1 was everything I had always imagined it would be  minus the whiskey of course. And I was a bit sad that there was no dancing, as I've heard that Jeffspeaks dances with the women in this moment)  Captain Ahab has found his Moby.
The sexy witch duo with Kristen has an extra charge to it this evening. The Fulton duo with Nando is also fraught with a particular peril I don't usually notice. For his card game, Jeff picks two random white masks and brings them to the cardboard table, where they attempt to pick up on Jeffs non-verbal cues to build a house of cards. It collapses several times, and Jeffs reaction are comic gold. Somehow it gets to a third level about a minute before Agnes will enter. He folds a final card and beckons me over to place it on top. I do ever so gently and the entire thing collapses any way, much to the exacerbation of all. It was a hilarious replacement for the card trick ( I still miss the thrill of winning and getting a shot) and a wonderful way to end a perfect loop. Jeff acknowledges the three of us and shakes my hand. My time with him is over, as I have come back to the moment where I joined him. I wander to the rep bar to wait for Hecate to emerge. [1:14 PM] Camara emerges and screams the most ululating scream I have ever heard to kick off the second loop rave. I am transfixed by her subtle movements at the table, controlling the rave within an inch. She forcibly puts Sexy Witch back on track and then waits for Agnes. I watch the other side of the scene from before, as Jeff waits in the hallway with no helper to hold his box. He notices me as Hecate's loyal follower and nods in recognition, welcoming me into the the familiar brotherhood. I am under Hecate's sway just as he has always been. Hecate pulls another into her layer to send to the Porter ( I am glad, as I get to watch the full loop now)
Camara notices me and plants a kiss on my mask before leaving for her procession. Again, I watch the same scene play out with Speakeasy and Agnes from a different angle. As the table is set for Hecate's dinner, she notices me and maintains eye contact for the enitre sequence. That is until a woman who is entirely too drunk for her own good stumbled up to the dias and sat uninvited into the chair next to Camara. Hecate beckons to her with her knife to get up. No response. Hecate continues. Drunk lady reached out to grab Hecate's fan and gloves and Camara snatches them from her grasp with the speed of a viper striking. Eventually drunky gets the clue and stumbles away, almost tripping into the crowd, only to come stumbling back moments later to sit on the couch behind the scene. Camara pays her no more mind. The lip synch is flawless. She ushers me into the room where I have the first Hecate 1:1 since Covid.  It is Find My Ring, and it is unhinged. I emerge into the apothecary, momentarily thinking that the ring is back in place and that I am compelled to find it. I go upstairs to search in the two or three spots I know the ring used to be. Unsurprisingly, it is not there.
My loop with Hecate is at an end. I head down to the Manderley for some water, and a chat with Miguel; who tells me he is about to sing a song in the middle of the room and that no one will pay attention. I tell him that I will, and watch him perform a loving ballad in Spanish. He is right, as the crowd in the room is particularly drunk and loud. I spend half of my attention on his performance and the other half worrying that the masses will trip over his microphone cord. He finishes and I head back up to 4, catching a bit of Nando's Fulton. I watch his ritual and want to keep following, but he ushers me into the interrogation, where only one other person is waiting, effectively making it a 2:2. I finish the show with Hecate, and know that when she dissappears into her lair that she will emerge on the other side. Going through the rep bar, I walk down to the beaded curtain just as she comes through the beads. She holds out her hand as if she was expecting me and we walk down to watch the murderer hang from Duncan's box.
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irrigos · 1 year
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played the Heretic of Hollow Street today (instead of working LOL) and i liked it! i keep hoping one of these stories is gonna be really bad bc i dont know how im gonna pick the best and worst of 2019....
anyway my full thoughts under the cut
ok so im working for a mysterious barber on hollow street, who offers hair cuts and also Some Other Thing??? i assume we were all thinking that this was gonna be fallen london Sweeney Todd. But thankfully there was no cannibalism, which is good, because I think of cannibalism in Fallen London to be like. idk the equivalent of saying "insert scary twist here." It's just so booooooooooring, and, frankly, is usually just used for shock value, containing less social commentary than Sweeney Todd actually had. So I was glad this one wasnt another cannibalism story.
Actually, the Barber (who can no longer... uh... barb? because he aint got no fingies) has you cut away people's memories with a special knife, which... well I was gonna argue that it's a kind of cannibalism to destroy and consume what makes someone themselves, but I don't actually get to consume their memories, so I guess it's not. Forget I said that! You cut people's hair and you cut people's memories, and you learn the Barber's ultimate goal was to attract the attention of some friends of his, who betrayed him. He wants to remove their memories of the betrayal, so they stop feeling bad about it. He can't hold it against them! He would have done the same! It was just bad luck, honestly.
(big spoilies)
Turns out, when the Barber worked in the kitchen at the university (i forget if they said- I think Benthic?), he befriended 3 rich students. Later, he learned about a temple in the Forgotten Quarter that would give you Big Knowledge or smth, and he got his friends to go with him. In the end, they sacrificed him so they could learn whatever it was they wanted to learn from the temple. He ended up in Parabola, and swore to the service of the Red Handed Queen, who demands he get revenge on his friends who betrayed him. He needed you to remove their memories of what they did to him, or they wouldn't trust him enough to go with him to the Forgotten Quarter again, so he can betray them this time.
You have the option to not to any of this- you can stick to cutting people's hair and not their memories, and you can betray the Barber and save the lives of his former friends, if you want
The thing is.... ok so the art of the Heretical Barber shows that he is a black man, and the art used for his friends are all of white men. The barber worked in the kitchens when he met them, and one of them says that they only hung out with him as a joke and they never really liked him. I know racism is (ALLEGEDLY) not present in fallen london but um. well i think maybe a racism happened here. so i was happy to let those guys die lol. play bitch games, win bitch prizes!
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fawrishfish · 11 months
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i think you should know that, upon reading your grace/harvey comic at the party, i was sent into the largest fit of JOY ive had in forever. quite literally could not breathe for a hot minute. my god. i cannot express how much i love your art??? and how you do harvey + grace. gay ass kiss. im obsessed with them. youve done a national service.
Aaaa thank you!!! I’m so glad you love my comics, I’m falling love with these as I make them, and don’t plan on stopping any time soon :D
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2n2n · 2 years
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found one of your posts and then started reading all of your other posts and now i feel so. empty. but in a good way. like when you open a water bottle and pour all the water into something else all in one go and its so satisfying.
Like what I am trying to say is!!! I love the way you are picking this manga apart!!! Idk if it's just me but, I feel like people often just get stuck on "hananene is cute♡" and refuse to elaborate or see further than that or to admit that the relationships in this manga are so weird and complex in ways that are not usually found cute or interesting, yknow? So I am glad someone is making long textposts with links to other long textposts to talk about one (1) weird thing this manga does and be like "and that's so cool and interesting!!!!!" because its true!!!! This manga is so interesting!!!
im probably not making much sense, your posts good♡
TT~TT That makes me most happy…..!! You're…. right! I couldn't really find much meta about the relationships, themselves, either… there's a good deal of meta digging into the meanings of names, Japanese mythology or cultural notes (which I adore and need like vitamins), but that's often it… it almost feels taboo to dive into the definition of love, and the peculiar nature of relationships in AidaIro's vision, BUT THIS MANGA HAS THE MOST INTERESTING IDEA OF ROMANCE I'VE EVER SEEN….! bonkers stuff…..!
Most shounen… do not get this romantic! To the point that most people have to be thrown off by a bizarre out of tune epilogue where seemingly random characters are paired into marriages! There are plenty that are lead by their central romance-- but JSHK has a lot of intercorresponding romances which overlap in emotional beats, contributing to a very concise theme…. and said theme isn't even incongruous with their older works together, so it's as intentional and honed as it gets. I don't feel as if any pairing is just servicing a trope or archetype, I'm really eager for each and every one to help explain an aspect of want/need/selfishness/love/selflessness…….!!
It's really, REALLY REALLY INTERESTING!!! And it's so incredibly obviously planned from the very start, there's constant foreshadowing …. I never feel like I'm facing a monster-of-the-week or this-arc's-league-of-7-villains. To the point that hating any one pairing in this manga feels erroneous. It all folds into a singular, decisive vision. WHAT are we going to have to say about love, by the end of this all?!!? Is Tsukasa right to want to see Hanako "stop holding back"???? can Nene love the Hanako who isn't "holding back"????????? CAN WE LOVE HIM ???????? I mean I will, but I'm a Tsukasa, I don't know about everyone else. Good luck.
I'm happy you expressed yourself so thoroughly at me ^^ and any time anyone else out there recognizes and appreciates the weird romances going on, I feel a little warmer. Isn't it all so captivating? It feels like anything could happen.... !!!!!
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