#idk if ill finish this one but I still like it

[somecoolpigeon]

Meleanor wedding dress wip 💕💕

The dress I'm referencing here

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst fanart #twisted wonderland fanart #twst spoilers #meleanor draconia #diasomnia #twst book 7 #my wips #idk if ill finish this one but I still like it

[ch1zzie]

Forgot to post this here butttt

Working on a welcome home animation and mighttttt take me a while

#the idea is just wally getting the barnaby plush and thats kinda it #i did plan this before when i ordered the wally plush (sep 8 2023) but didnt have the motivation and stuff for it #its inspired by the image of wally peaking out of homes side window with the text below “there he is!” not sure if its wally saying it #either wally noticed someone or someone noticed him but anyway #i saw that image and was thinking to make an animation of it instead of the “there he is!” text its going to say “he's here.” #i also realized i might need to voice that only line or even make sounds for the background😭 #i already was close to finishing background 2 (where eddie will be seen walking to wallys house) but my tablet died #grrrrrr #also unrelated but i wrote in my book todayyy (i never write at all) but hey its kinda fun to write my ideas huahahahaah #i plan on doing some research on welcome home and write it down (maybe even some theories hmm??) also doing research on the characters #just to try to get to know them more (cuz i have been crazy for them for AGES and still feel like i haven't done enough) #oh yeah CALL ME CRAZYYY butttt since the irl world sucks i plan on making little writings like im IN welcome home just because idk #more explaining and better ones on my tiktok vid description (user in my bio) #also i feel like things might be getting better for me cuz wowie i never thought id be animating again #but now all this motivation...so many ideas appearing...need to focus on one at a time...darn #HEY! 12 days till a break from the evil cell of educational purposes??? (school) FINALLY PURE HEAVEN I CAN BE FREE WITHOUT SUFFERING #welcome home #partycoffin #wally darling #welcome home arg #welcome home fanart #welcome home wally #7 backgrounds left to do...then ill have to animate...oh evilllll so evillll

[identityquest]

lizzie get two wolves 👍

#strato.txt #oil painting #wip #im worried ive unbalanced the composition w the second one on the right tho... its so much closer to the edge #ugh whatever. aunt lizzie is the focus here #i wish i knew what she actually looked like this is just cobbled together from general features of my family #solid build... dark curly hair... bigass ears. she could be one of my cousins. she could be me #ok rq im gonna lay out the story in the tags for anyone who hasnt seen the previous lizzie art #my great-something aunt lizzie was disabled and couldnt walk very well and she died young #she wanted to see the second floor of the farm house real bad but no one ever carried her up there and she died before seeing it #they buried her in a long white dress somewhere down at the creek. we dont know where her graves lost unfortunately #the night she was buried something wearing a white dress walked into the house and up the stairs and disappeared #and sometimes you can hear her down around the creek screaming #somewhere along the line wolves got mixed into the imagery for me #my uncle told me a story about another 'white thing' that was wolfish and would jump on cars #so i just assumed lizzie was a werewolf my whole life #anyways. i think her staying after she died was a manifestation of her desire for autonomy. maybe #maybe if shed had modern accommodations she wouldnt have felt the need to stick around. or maybe she would have idk #either way i think death afforded her control over her own desires in a way she hadnt experienced before #and i think thats why she still hangs around the creek #i hope she would like this. maybe ill take it down there and leave it out for a night when its finished so she can see

[turtleplushi]

hi

#heyyy im alive #im sorry i havent been on tumblr much #i havent finished a lot of art recently either so im sorry the tmnt one is so messy #it was fun to make though #OH #yeah uh #ive been really into tmnt recently #rise specifically #and i havent really been focusing on kirby lately #i still really like kirby but idk.. ill try to draw more of it though #anyways #the first drawing was for a school project (that i should probably be working on right now..) #and the second was for practice because i really wanna learn how to draw mikey #i might try drawing donnie or raph next #leo scares me ngl #like he's so.. oddly shaped? very pointy #ok time for the real tags lol sorry for ranting #kirby #hello kitty #sanrio #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #tmnt michelangelo #rottmnt mikey #rise of the tmnt #wow thats a lot #turtle's art hoard #oh fun fact i didnt even really like turtles that much recently #i have no idea why thats my username

[insert-neologism]

bad astrology by flower face

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED #what do I do now. with my life (ranking) #also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em #literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me #<- guys look im living so healthy #anyways this was a blast #hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists #mitos incredible life #mine art tag #also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there #ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always) #and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead' #(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor)) #which was. restricting. very much #also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th #ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.) #anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water #bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat #probably #omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen #recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt #that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose #gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay #no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing #ive wanted to do smth similiar alr #but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poem‚ a painting or a play) #but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water

[todayisafridaynight]

daigo-gets-trolled kinda fuckin panel

#snap sketches #sorry ignore me #im looking at all the comics i drafted this month and deciding which ones i wanna finish and which ones get sent to hell #and this panel of daigo still makes me chortle.. maybe ill finish this one idk #i just dnt wanna color it uuUUGHGGHGH WHY DO I COLOR THINGS NOW #whyyy doi draw so much thisshit lame as hell #ok im gonna go look at em again and decide which one to work on during stream tomorrow #cause lbr im not finishing any of em on stream LMAOOOO #i was gonna stream tonight but. is anyone even awake. #i mean yeah LOL but i feel low energy #so im gonna be more boring than usual #plus my only plans are to finish sketching some stuff for a comic ill Probably work on tomorrow #so itd be a real short stream since i only have like one or two things left to sketch #anyway. good night ill see Some of yall tomorrow :] #OH YEAH NO NIGORI FOR ME the liquor store closed half an hour early... and after my phone died and i got lost for a hot minute #so mean so cruel :( at least i got a cute kuromi pen from the ebisu store :) which i forgot i lived by until i saw it on my map :) #IM SO MAD THO I WAS SO TIRED I DIDNT REALIZE I HAD MONEY FR A KIRBY GACHA CAPSULE :(((((( maybe next month... #ok im rambling now BYE

[neonlitlesbians]

lil sad ethlyn doodle

#writing a script for a really sad comic abt her but it probably wont get made for a while #its waaaay longer than what i usually make #maybe ill just release it in chapters idk #still like the 3rd one on my list tho i have one to finish and another to start AND finish before i get to working on that one #ethlyn calloway #my art #oc

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

hand studies that evolved into character studies (sorta) (read: me fighting for my life trying to draw hands that look right and not the same)

#hands are so interesting why must they also be so harrdddd #they still look too samey but!! im getting better #(that's what i get for constantly using my own hands as reference lolol) #there's more but these are the ones that look decent (maybe ill try to clean up/finish some more n post them later idk) #oc: kalagna brosca #oc: liam hawke #oc: june trevelyan #oc: ari adaar #my ocs #my art #tried making ari's nails look like trimmed claws (cos i think claws are badass and qunari deserve cool things) with moderate success lol #also june's skin is supposed to look like. dry. but that's hard to convey plus the freckles are in the way #liam has a deep scar across multiple fingers from being silly and not paying attention with knives #kala always keeps her nails short bc she hates when they get in the way of touching things #but n e ways im rambling now sfjdfjl

[danidoesathing]

Ok second shot at the ask game, because I also need to know about Everyone's a Sinner

YEAAH DALE FIC!!! It's an post Vide Noir fic that follows an alternate version where Johnnie lives through getting blackbrained and escaped back to the World Enders. Dale decides to seek revenge on impulse, though he only ends up finding a trail of bodies and Buck at the end of it, whose about half dead and with a corpse to deal with. He helps him, half because hey this guy just killed three of the four people who almost murdered his brother and half because he's got a lot questions cause like. what the fuck is is this guy's deal. the fic itself is just them burning a body together in the desert and having a conversation. basically a "what if Buck had a run in with Dale instead of Johnnie" that turned into all of that. it makes sense in my head i promise

Dale laughs harder than he has in a real long time. The guy’s face flushes, with shame or embarrassment or something of that like. There’s not a lick of guilt on him, though. “I didn’t set out to kill anyone tonight, it just-” he runs a hand through his hair. “Nothing anyone can do about it now. They’re dead. I’m not. World is going on with or without them.” “Oh, lighten up. It’s damn impressive you got all three of ‘em. Not a whole lot of people out here are that ballsy. Or that stupid.”

#trying to characterization dale is. very very hard but i like how he's coming out here #he's still a redmayne through and through but im trying to make him distinct from johnnie and alex which. idk i think its working #one of these days ill finish it. one day #its mostly done i just gotta connect a few parts and write the inbetweens #ask #asks #dani speaks

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished #and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing #or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol #inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!! #which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont #wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol #but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball #and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose #its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh #or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die #im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it #ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier #but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic #environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species #like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene #transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling. #i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt #teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff #what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready #my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol #unrelated

[sunfloralchaos]

Hmmm

#kickstarter have denied me #because apperently you cant launch something until your last project is completely fufilled #heres the thing #i dont have any in progress projects #(at least on that account) #and ive seen so many people run things back to back as well #so unless theyve flagged infernal heritage across 2 different account because theyre completely seperate things idk #ive replied being like #.... #if you look at ay my profile the 2 created projects ate clearly finished #one was the lil stationary one which didnt quote meet funding #and the other finisbed fufillment a year and a half ago? #Kickstarter what do you mean i have unfufilled campaigns #if they reply and it is in fact theyve flagged infernal heritage somehow ill be a bit >:( #cos thats realistically got a few months on it still #as things get compiled and produced #part of me wpuld be tempted to look into using backerkit instead? but it just doesnt have the same platform and im probably going to rely #a lot of kickstarter pushing the project internally

[aloera]

aloera oh my fucking god (<- just woke up to the notification of a new aloera fic posted (r/offmychest) and read it immediately ofc)

aloera OH M Y G O D

aloera OH MY FFUCKINJ GOF

anyway ty for sharing you are the captain of krbk fics to me it is literally a law of nature that i will read the fic as soon as i see the notif i d o n o t c a r e what is going on irl i will sit in the corner with my phone and READ do not talk to me so yeah. ty lol <3

you are. so sweet shut up i had the same oh my god reaction reading this... this means so much to me!!! i appreciate it so much!!!! i am so grateful that we r all unfortunately still stuck in the krbk pit even in 2024!!!! mwah <333333 thank u sm for reading im glad you enjoyed it

#that one bookmark i got that was like thank god aloeras still in their 2017 krbk phase #im so obsessed w it its so funny #cause in my head i was like oh it hasnt been that long #but it in fact has been a ridiculous number of years. lmfao #i was rereading 2018 fics the other day and missing That.. yk.. like that true to form brand of krbk #and i was like where did this go... and the answer is that most people dont have my specific brand of mental illness #and they moved on to greener less fruitless pastures #which is fair. and which is what i will do someday hopefully #but that day is not today. just bc i at the very least have to finish blam before i leave krbk for good #sorry idk why im yapping #to conclude i love u anon hope u have a good day mwah #asks #anon

[typheus]

ipad kid :p

#my art #grimm #agate #i miiiight finish this tomorrow :) #if i still like it. #which is like. 0.1% of the time :/ #but i think ill still like this one in the morning #idk maybe. or im jsut tired n doing my usual midnight posting 😖 #anyways. #grimm will grab onto either agates pocket or tail when shes walking #not that she Really has to worry about wandering off #her mom is over 9ft tall :/ not exactly hard to spot in a crowd

[taegularities]

i miss the old tumblr so much

#and im not talking about interaction so don't come at me lmaoo 🔪 #but like when all moots were still around.. like yk my gen of writers from 2020-21 if y'all are reading this i miss you #like the community was so big and so loud and everyone supported each other!! we'd have huuuge ass chats and would talk for hours in nets #now no one bothers to hype each other up anymore :( no one plays ask games or drops in to say hi #and no one's happy about other writer's success or maybe im just hallucinating??? #idk there's just a lot of negativity (from anons and within writers etc) now #and a lot of lil groups too!! also a sense of inferiority and superiority i feel :(( #back in 2021 we had sooo much fun and it wasn't so.. lonely being here? #idk i just miss it.. and im like 70% sure ill also 'retire' once cmi is finished #ill try and post some stories ive been looking forward to before that but #yeah i feel like the chapter's slowly closing 🥺 i just miss ppl a lot idk if y'all are here pls say hi!! 🤍

[todayisafridaynight]

tw // suicide

on twitter some ppl were talking about THAT jo scene from iw again and someone commented fucking "you know he was thinking about using that gun on himself" and im not sane anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! added something something his faith in ichi kept him hopeful enough in the moment but then when he went to jail oh. ohhh !!!!!!!!!!!

nooo cause if That Jo Scene is the flashback scene with hoshino's death that really had to be SUUUCH a low point if not top five lowest points for him i wanted to throw up watching that <- replays it in my brain constantly

#iw spoilers #snap chats #UGH I WANNA REPLAY IW SO BAD i still wanna see the scenes with english dubbing but i wanna finish lost judgment first #in any case no i love that scene. like you can see the will to live leave jo's body as he goes to sit down #god naw cause i was laughing (read: crying) over how jo really let that dog comment get to him. loved that really .... #i do enjoy the added context to sawashiro and his relationship with ichi even if its sort of one sided #like ichis never really harbored ill will towards him- hes not happy about how sawashiro treated him back then LOL #but it was still clear he respected him #with sawashiro- like once you know the whole locker mix up secret then it contextualizes their relationship (from jo's pov anyway) #but just sawashiro having actually MET akane and speaking with her and listening to her wish .. idk. #its a nice thought that- for as hard as he is on ichi- he is trying to look out for him for akane's sake #emphasis on For As Hard As He Is like my man you dont gotta take his finger off 💀💀 in any case ... #maybe thats just optimistic thinking but its a nice thought. This All In Relation to having faith in ichi to Not game end himself 💀 #god but sawashiro in jail .. i really wouldve paid money just to know what was going through his head #how he reacted to aoki's death the moment he was told- like he already knew aoki never valued him but still... fathers love and all #ive rambled long enough vjlLKVEJVLKEJ BYE