#i wish i was fucking dead

[kushisthenewblack]

#spilled thoughts #spilled words #heartbreak #breakup #excerpt from a book i'll never write #i wish i was fucking dead #spilled ink #poem #poetry

[thehoax]

.

#. just ‘learnt’ some things #i wish i was fucking dead

[troglobite]

"i told you months ago robyn wanted me to dogsit"

yes. &i said i wasn't sure i wanted to go. bc it was supposed to just be me & her. she didn't mention my brother & his gf. &then she never mentioned that It Was For Sure Happening. never. not once. just that it was a possibility she floated.

&now it's My Fault for being stressed out of my mind.

i had NOTHING going on after the next week, &i had NOTHING in btwn getting my blood test results back & waiting for my appt.

but it's MY fault now bc "i can't see you wanting to hear anything for a year, now" bc my ocd is bad and worried abt the number for next year

#i wish i was fucking dead

[milkyhere]

#silly #about myself #nswf post #my type #use my pussy #that last tag was a joke #or was it #youll never know #this isnt even all of them #please help #please interact #looking for mutuals #looking for friends #chubby #easy fuck #easy #easy girl #why am i like this #why do i do this to myself #send help #i wish i was small #i wish i was dead #i wish i had friends #i wish i had a boyfriend #i wish i was loved #i wish i was fucking dead #i wish i was pretty #i wish i was enough #i wish things were different #i wish you loved me

[killbenedictcumberbatchagain]

I

really

really Really

hate

like

HATE

every demon orchestrating this

because I know

I Know

I'm not grateful

I'm not happy about this

you are worsening my condition

your guilt does not enrich me

I resent you

I despise you

I beseech you

#i wish i was fucking dead

[porkchopsammie]

.

#i wish i was fucking dead

[oetscop]

im so fucking mad right now i thought i only slept like an hour more and now i leave for work in an hour

#tongue #lazy piece of shit kys #i was up at 11:30 i shouldve just fuckinv gotten up and stayed up instead of going back to sleep #i wish i was fucking dead

[narlyytheus250]

i wish i was as funny as some of the people on tumblr, you guys fr get visited by some cryptic in a dream then wake up with the power to say some hilarious but fucked up stuff … i want that

#new to tumblr #funny post #i wish i was funny #i wish i was fucking dead #funny? #shitpost #just saying shit

[that-one-weird-cloud0]

Batfam: ghosts aren’t real.

Danny, having been trying to explain that he’s the dead boy to them or 3 hours: *pulls sleeve up and sticks out arm*

Danny: Find. A. Pulse.

Batfam: Danny, how is this—oh my god where is your pulse?

#Batfam: you are not dead you a a meta with ghostly powers #danny: I fucking wish! #Danny: maybe id have rights if I was a meta! #Batfam: wait— #dp x dc #dc x dp #dpxdc #danny phantom #dcxdp #danny fenton #dp x dc prompt #dp x dc crossover #batfam #dc x dp prompt

[xxmourningdove666xx]

being mentally ill so fun <3 love having the compulsive need to bury my emotions so i dont feel like an abusive cunt to my gf

#liquorish rambles #i dont wanna hurt her #fuck i dont wanna hurt her #but everything feels bad #and i wanna hurt myself #and i always start by cutting everyone off #but i dont wanna hurt her #but i cant fucking tell people this #without being labelled as a manipulative asshole #i wish i was fucking dead #i wanna die in a freak accident #it wont be selfish if thats how i die #no one can get mad at me for being manipulative #no one can get mad at me for burying everything until i puke #i cant fucking take it #vent

[buttergirlepic]

rant time

#okay massive massive trigger warning here #for weight + weight loss + disordered eating #basically i’m trying to be healthy again #and i weighed myself literally a couple minutes ago #and it says i’m 212 pounds #that’s the heaviest i’ve ever been in my life :/ #now i have to lose 60 pounds and not 40 like i thought #i don’t know how people keep a calorie deficit #how do i fit three meals into 1400 calories #i feel like just quitting whilst i’m ahead #i wish i was fucking dead #why can i not just be pretty

[kushisthenewblack]

The blood pools

In the darkest parts of my mind

The past and the present swirl into one

Time is just a concept and my wounds won’t heal

How do I fix this

How do I fix it

#spilled thoughts #spilled words #heartbreak #heart ache #broken #breakup #i wish i was fucking dead #depression #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #the tortured poets department #sorry for being depressing #anxious #anxienty #excerpt from a book i'll never write

[highendphasers]

#i wish i was fucking dead

[sensitivegoblin]

Starting to think life is just a series of events that I fuck up

#I’m such a fucking idiot and I don’t know how to stop #i can’t help sleeping all day I get up early and try to stay awake #but everything is so fucking depressing and there’s nothing for me to do #i fucked up my cats medicine and my dad chewed me out about it #he’s also not a clear communicator either so that also screws my head up #but fuck what is wrong with me???? i keep messing up #i wish I was fucking dead #lowkey think I’m gonna do it cus obviously my cat is better off without me and that was the only reason I’d feel guilty for leaving #everyone else will move on #‘youre going into your fog where all you think about is yourself it’s not about you’ #…..I’m trying #he wonders why I talk trash about myself #all I do is fail fail fail fail fail #am I more afraid of death or of living another minute as a monster who fucks everything up #i wanna SH so bad I don’t have anything to do it with #fuck duck fucj fuck #i feel like screaming #I’m tired of trying and trying and trying so hard and failing anyway #there’s no point to anything I’m just a fucking waste of space #nothing is ever gonna get better it’s just gonna cycle over and over again #I’m just gonna keep getting hurt and that’s it #i give and give and give and it’s still legitimately not enough #i deserve to be alone cus I try my hardest and it’s still shitty #I’m sorry I’m just in so much agony

[fck-ed]

I love not being sober!!!!

#i wish i was fucking dead

[obscureenthusiast]

-Brutus and as many as 60 co-conspirators, circa March 14th, 44 BC

#ides of march #would you believe that I created this image all the way back in january STRICTLY BECAUSE I HAVE THAT MUCH BEEF WITH CAESAR? #this was created because he insisted that the Rhine was the border between Gaul and Germany #just so he could declare that he'd 'conquered' Gaul #but there's very little evidence that the peoples living in those places even viewed the Rhine as a barrier between lands #and their continued fighting against rome along that border line could indicate that they were in fact #attempting to reunite lands occupied by foreign invaders #anyway fuck you caesar i hope your triumph sucked ass #and that everyone who ever made bald jokes about you found idk a denarius in their pocket unexpectedly #yes i'm retroactively wishing dead people good and ill i'm complicated like that