#i feel like no one is posting pics of seb so i’m gonna post them myself

[musette22]

With all due respect, can I ask if you’re moving to be Chris blog entirely? I’ve noticed that your posts regarding Sebastian and even Stucky have gone down quite a lot recently, and I don’t know if it’s that you no longer participate in those fanbases.

Obviously one does what makes them happier, and I’ve noticed that most “evanstan/stucky” blogs have switched to be mainly Chris, and I kinda get it, yall wanna fuck him, no shame in that lol.

But does that mean that you are gonna start pulling away from the Seb fandom? If it’s the case, so me or other people don’t keep sending you content regarding him, and make you feel uncomfortable

I won't lie, your ask surprised me, nonnie. I think you may be confusing my increase in Chris posting with decrease of Sebastian and Stucky posting, which is actually not the same thing. I'm aware that I’ve been posting a lot of Chris content lately and I’m most definitely obsessed with the guy, but I don't think there can be ANY doubt that I am still and always will be an equally huge Sebastian fan and Stucky shipper? I post literally every new scrap of Sebastian content I come across, with the exception of some pap pics and such, and just as it has over the past four years, my queue still consists of equal amounts of Stucky/Evanstan, Chris and Sebastian content (that’s something I actually purposely do, so I’m sure of this). Moreover, I reblog new Stucky fics and fanart whenever they cross my dash, and I’m currently working on two separate Stucky fics for Stucky big bangs. So I’m genuinely not sure what gave you the idea I might no longer be participating in this fandom?

That is not to say I’m not aware that my blog is Chris heavy at the moment, it definitely is. But that is because comparatively, there is a lot of new Chris content being produced at the moment. Chris has been promoting several movies recently, which means there is a lot of new Chris content right now. Meanwhile, Sebastian took a break and is now filming a movie and not doing any press, which means there is much less new Sebastian content to reblog - it's as simple as that 🤷🏻‍♀️ If there were more new Seb content, I would of course be posting it. And any new Seb content that does appear, I do post, and the same goes for most of the many asks I'm fortunate enough to receive about him. Like I explained in this post earlier, there are some messages about Sebastian I receive that I won’t post, but that has nothing to do with Sebastian himself. I am most certainly not pulling away from the Sebastian fandom, don't worry.

And finally just one quick aside: as I’ve repeatedly explained, I am a loyal Evanstan shipper and I do actually not like to fantasize about either of the boys with anyone but each other, not even myself. So I personally don't actually want to fuck Chris. I absolutely am in love with him and thirst after him like mad, and the same goes for Sebastian, but that is not the same thing as wanting to fuck them myself (not that there would be anything wrong with it if I did, of course, I just want to make it clear that there’s a difference).

I hope that answers your question, and of course, if you don't like seeing Chris content on your dash, or the things I have to say about him, then by all means feel free to unfollow me, no hard feelings!

#I got asks like this last time when chris was a hermit and seb was out there a lot too #and then again when seb flew under the radar for a while and chris was doing lots of asp stuff and such #I can't control the speed at which chris and sebastian content appears guys #I just go with the flow #I will always always always be a stucky/evanstan shipper and a sebastian stan #it's my entire freakin identity at this point lol #so never worry #I'm not going anywhere #but by all means feel free to curate your dash by unfollowing if you need to! #sebastian stan #chris evans #stucky #evanstan #rpf #minnie answers

[andthebubbles]

so uh i’m kinda getting the urge to make a lot of seb gifs; i also still wanna change my ao3 icon/make a seb gif for it (i know exactly what i want) ... i also am getting the urge to write... and i also wanna play cities skylines. perhaps i should do one more day of CS, and tomorrow i’ll probably have more of that nagging feeling of wanting to write? (i also have Actual Work to do, but it’s not urgent, and it’s really boring, so it’s not being done sksjnkfjgnfkg)

so there was one day where i only played CS for a few hours, so i never made a progress report/post on it.

ETA: have some pics!! i took screenshots, i forgot i did:

the SPUI! ^

and from above:

(i should probably change the big roads colour to match the highways... later...)

i also got rid of the flowers on the roundabout... and actually today i can replace the cobblestone one way road with a normal tarmac road:

and i did line markings for this junction, but it’s out of date now/i upgraded it yesterday to 3+2 lanes going up to Hill (and forgot to take a screenshot), so, yeah:

also i had my first fire. not bushfire lol. i don’t mind fires ig but hmm i thought the spread was just a bit too far/unrealistic. however, idk, i’ll leave it for now/not look for a mod

ANYWAY, as for yesterday, well i spent most of the day playing CS haha... even though the anarchy mod broke gkfjngkfjkfdj. anarchy makes your life so much easier... plus i couldn’t do some stuff yet without that mod so i just left it unfinished. anyway i hear it’s working again so hopefully when i start up/get into the game, it all works fine!

okay, pics time:

overview!

i mostly worked on Bottom last night. i gave it a metro station, which i may change to a train station... idk yet. not really clear how i should use metros tbh because we only got metros really recently

Bottom is looking bottom-ey:

the metro station! i went and got some non-vanilla ground metro stations, i’ll see if they’re nice/work and if i like them i’ll swap this one out. also i have a bus terminal for future use/i’ll need it

yeah i still don’t know exactly what i wanna do with the Services 1 district/how big/small to make it:

so i made this lil thing and i thought it was nice!

some terraces at Far Bottom:

i seriously love RICO rn

i made a metro depot/repair yard (yeah i know it doesn’t look right with those tracks, that’s why idk if i’m keeping it as metro (if the tracks i got today with wires overhead work, then yeah maybe) or changing it to trains (after the train traffic jams i got in my previous big city, i wanna stick to metro, or have train lines entirely separate from the intercity/cargo ones)):

more terraces at Bottom (the uglier/more industrial side of it):

and rundown tiny houses (sort of like those old working class cottages before they got all spruced up in the 2000s or something here):

and this is central station... although, again, it might be completely changing depending on whether i pick metro or trains for the main rail transport within the city...

gonna put an intercity bus terminal around here too. and a big tram interchange when i get the trams in!

okay that’s all for now!

#it's so much easier making this post on firefox lol #ramble.txt #cs #cities skylines

[adrena-dine]

Australian GP 2022 : a summary

Daniel and Isaac were the cutest. So happy Daniel could finally race again at home 🥰

400,000 ppl attendance 🤯🤯🤯🤯

McLaren cropping only half of the Ferrari logo on Daniel baby pic

Theyre getting mad about jewellery and underwear too

So Pierre said that he is ready to show them everything even his pee pee 😬

Seb saying that Charles beat him « fair and square » 🥲

Idk what made Melbourne’s air so 💅🏼💅🏼but the atmosphere became SO GAY all in a sudden

Lewis and Max hate each other until they talk about showing each other nipple piercings. Never thought I’ll write that.

Lando and Daniel saying they’re touching each other asses when they cuddle. They cuddle ??? They touch their asses ??? Please what’s going on ???

Also a word about Yuki saying that Pierre feels like a boyfriend for him 😳

Shoutout to the « bush » incident 🥴

Checo said that he’s seen Max laying on the floor naked. I TOLD YOU IT WAS GAY

Charles said that he does not want to shower with Carlos…no one asked you to do that sir ? 🤨

George saying he’s a Daniel fan and asking who isn’t. He said no lie

Seb getting fined 5000€ for stealing a Marshall’s scooter and riding it on track. FIA is on crack.

Seb’s still iconic tho 💅🏼

The bounced are still there. Give those m boys some paracetamol for their headaches.

Lewis « it’s sir actually » Hamilton

I think Aston Martin’s mechanics and accountants are going to quit with all those crashes 💀

Mick checking on Seb after his crash

Oh yes he crashed but I’m not going to mention every AM’s crash of the weekend bc the summary won’t be one anymore 😐

Lance’s car didn’t even turn like it said « no. »

And then he yeeted Nicholas out of quali after one of the worst manoeuvre I’ve ever seen. We’re not in karting anymore boys 🙄

Fernando doing the lap of his life (no.) and then ending up on the wall. Too bad

Penalty party after quali 🥳🥳🥳🥳

Mclaren FINALLY had a good quali result

Carlos lost everything at the start 😢

And then definitely lost it in the gravels

Max and Charles battle, give me that every weekend please

Max’s car yeeted again. Oops.

Seb’s is going to pack his thing and leave it continues like that 🚶🏼

Why everyone is squeezing everyone ?

Alex not changing his tyres until almost the end of the race. What a lad 🥰

Lance going full Tokyo Drift mode during all weekend

SAFETY CAR SAFETY CAR

Mick almost wrecked himself after safety’s car end but manage to save it 👌🏼

Charles already had the fastest lap but decided that he wanted to do it AGAIN. With your results, do whatever you want hun ❤️

GEORGE SECOND PODIUM I WANT TO SCREAM IN POSH

Congrats to Checo also !!! Take what you can take bestie (do it. Steal it from the rich)

CHARLES GRANDE PILOTA ❤️❤️❤️

GOOD RESULTS FOR MCLAREN IMMA GONNA DIVE INTO A POOL (don’t have one. Need to find one. Will do.)

Lewis’ radio 🤠🤠🤠

Lando and Alex decided that f1 post race show was theirs and turned it into a late night show. It was amazing. @ f1 give them the show. Please.

Lando saying « good bye old man » to Fernando

Alpine were fast tho

#f1 #my summary #australian gp 2022 #lando norris #charles leclerc #daniel ricciardo #sebastian vettel #lewis hamilton #george russell #max verstappen #pierre gasly #sergio perez #alex albon #Yuki tsunoda

[awake-dearheart]

it took me a couple days but here’s a rundown of things sebastian said during the zoom call with his trainer don saladino and the march challenge group. he was on for an hour and three minutes total. keep in mind this challenge was fitness oriented so most of the questions revolve around that. this will also be LONG.

first of all he had trouble unmuting himself which was hilarious

he had a carboard cutout of the falcon with him which made everyone laugh

he loved being able to support ronald mcdonald house and he was sad they couldn’t go this year. sweet baby

when he was asked what he struggles with in his fitness he immediately said body dysmorphia. like no hesitation. he said he felt like he could stand to be less hard on himself.

he prefers cardio over other kinds of workouts.

he mentioned a role he’s getting ready for that’s “a lot different” but he laughed it off and said he couldn’t talk about it. i’m thinking it might have been tommy lee?

he tries to workout even just a little before he goes to set even when his schedule is crazy.

when he started training he had NO idea what he was doing. it took him a while to get into a routine and figure it out. he credited don with working a lot with him and finding a routine that works for him.

he feels better when he can do something physical every day. he said it really helps him mentally because the two go hand in hand for him.

someone said they were learning romanian and asked him for phrases to learn in romanian he said (in romanian) “oh my GOD why would you do that?” he also said he thinks people learning romanian because of him is “one of the sweetest things.”

he was asked how he balances training to look good vs training to feel good and he said if he’s training to look good he’s never 100% satisfied. training to feel good and setting short term goals has been better for him. 

don praised him for working hard to pivot his focus on the overall vs the day to day. seb said it was a lot harder when he started than it is now.

someone asked him if the workouts or the nutrition was harder and he immediately started talking about pizza and how much he loves a good cheat meal. the chat blew up talking about his cheat day video for men’s health. 

seb asked don his favorite cheat meal and they went on a tangent about burgers and fries and vodka that had us cracking up. seb said he went through a period where he was eating some kind of chocolate every day.

someone asked if he found it mentally difficult to go from one body type to another for roles and he said absolutely. he said if he has a shirtless scene to do then a month before he cuts out ALL sugar. fruits, carbs, everything and he turns into a very irritable person for about two weeks.

he was asked how the pandemic has changed his training and he said of course it has. him and don worked together to create a program for him to do from home with dumbbells and they had to get inventive. he’s been running a lot too.

someone asked the strangest item he’s used for weights and he said he’d go to the grocery store by himself without uber or anything. he tried to do one big shopping trip to last him for a week and half and he’d be laden with bags and it took him an hour and a half to walk home.

he told a story about using a towel and a bar in his house and he said “you probably know it because some “super fans” love to leak my address. so kind. lovely people.” the chat became v enraged.

he’s never had to get in shape on super short notice. marvel usually gives him about a 2 month heads up before he has to shoot things.

someone asked if he was a dog person. he said he loves dogs and he’d love to have one but he travels too much to give one the right kind of attention. he said if he could have a dog he’d have a bulldog or a husky.

he was asked his favorite nyc cheat meal and his first answer was “seeing all of you there” and we all cracked up. his real answer was a pizza place called rubirosa. he specifically likes their white pizza. (who wants to go to new york and get pizza with me?)

who would win in an iso squat challenge? him or don? (iso squats are when you drop into a squat and you hold it. it’s been the most hated exercise throughout the challenge). his face was HORRIFIED when he remembered what they are and he said don would definitely win. “don you have thighs of glory” the group is contemplating making shirts.

he played some sports in school but he wasn’t a super athletic kid. he struggled in school a bit because he had an accent and people were picking on him. it took a long time for his confidence to build.

celebrate victories where you can. he talked about when he posted that shirtless picture from the gym as an example. he said it’s more for motivation and pride in his achievements than about showing off.

he mentioned the documentary “the weight of gold” as something he watched recently. he said it’s a good example of people who are gold medal olympians struggling with the same things as everyone else when it comes to fitness. he comes back several times to not being too hard on yourself. 

he hasn’t lifted any weights in about a month and a half but he’s been running. he’s surprised at the amount of muscle he still has because he thought he’d lose a lot of it.

taking breaks when you’re working on fitness is so important. he says taking a week off sometimes is ok if that’s what you need.

they have talked about pizza at least 5 times at this point (32 minutes in) and it’s HILAROUS honestly.

he hates leg day. he knows how important it is because you need strong legs but he prefers doing arms and chest. “the squats can be so annoying UGH.”

someone asked him his advice for people who are starting an acting career and he laughed and said “quit all social media.” he walked it back and said you have to find a way to quiet the noise. 

this mfer went to theatre camp when he was 15 and he did MUSICALS. we tired to get him to sing. it didn’t work.

“you gotta do you. you cannot lose you as you’re going. and you cannot care what people think.”

he talked about imposter syndrome in terms of getting reviews and stuff. he said when he gets bad reviews it hurts but sometimes when he gets good reviews he can think “oh my god they made a mistake” or “oh my god i have to deliver like this every time.” he said if you’re starting out ask yourself why you want to do this and make sure this is what you want to do day in a day out. make sure when you face rejection and obstacles you have the energy to push you to get back up and say “fuck you i’m doing me.”

recommended the book “the subtle art of not giving a fuck” as something he loves.

“there’s creativity in everything. you don’t have to be a pianist or an actor or a writer. there’s creativity in all functions. as people we’re all creative.”

he went back to instagram for a minute and said to use it for the right things and follow the things that you like or are inspired by. he loves that social media can be used to reach people but you have to filter through the negative stuff.

someone asked the meanest thing don’t ever said during training and he said don’s never been mean but he’s always been inspiring and motivating for him. cute lil bromance moment.

he was asked if it’s harder to get into shape physically for the winter soldier or mentally. he said now it’s more of a head thing than it was in the beginning. the physically part was challenging for him in the beginning because he wanted to feel strong to build his confidence. he felt he couldn’t be bucky without being strong. 

civil war was his real hair but when they started filming it wasn’t long enough so he had extensions. by the end of the shoot it was long enough to cut the extensions out. 

the line between overtraining and not being motivated to train enough is hard for him sometimes. things tend to come all at once or not at all and it can be a struggle. 

he meditates and does some kind of physical activity every day at the start of his day. it makes him able to do the things he needs to do for the rest of the day better.

he thanked everyone for their support of tfaws and “making us look pretty good.” he’s very grateful for the turnout.

don says falcon weird. that’s not important but i wanted to mention it.

running is his go to thing. he feels like it’s a good meditative thing for him.  his go to pandemic workout was 100 pull ups, 100 push ups, 100 sit ups, 100 squats and alternating with running. we all panicked and were like “100 PULL UPS AT ONCE??” and he was like no no no no no no no no space that shit out during the day.

he loves breakfast but he doesn’t eat it at breakfast time. he joked he was going to eat breakfast after the call (which ended at 7PM). he likes anything with eggs and avocado. 

there are still directors he wants to work with that he can’t get to see him for parts. he did three audition tapes, two in person auditions, and a screen test to get bucky.

he just recently learned what “thirst pics” are (he figured out from the chat it’s thirst traps). when someone told him that picture from the gym was a thirst trap he was like “oh great well that sounds terrible.” men’s health didn’t call him until after that pic. he had reached out to them before that but that was the thing that made them call.

“make fun of yourself. you have to not take yourself too seriously.”

they both talked about how being able to do things like this is a privilege. there are always days when seb or don or anyone walks into a gym and doesn’t want to be there.

this is the part that made me emotional as FUCK. he’s had days where he’s gone to set and been like “what the fuck am i doing?” he says every time that happens he thinks “this is the time they’re gonna realize i can’t do this. this is when they’re all gonna know i’ve never been good at this.” he said in those moments you can’t just say “no no no i’m the best.” he said sometimes affirmations work and they can be as simple as “i’m gonna try to have a good day today” and it doesn’t have to be “i have to be the best version of myself.” it can just be “i wanna have a good day today” but on the days when you don’t feel good about things and don’t know what you’re doing he said you have to go there and say “ok i don’t know what the fuck i’m doing. fuck everything.” be in the thing that’s happening to you and give yourself permission to be down for a minute. find a compromise with yourself. if you can’t run the same three miles you’ve run all week and you just don’t want to, maybe you go for a walk instead. (his example not mine i DO NOT run). when he’s been in those moments of defeat accepting it had lead him to things he didn’t plan for and he finds those moments to be gifts in a way. accepting it and saying “today is that day” your body and your mind can start moving into finding other little things to do.

he came back to pizza one more time. i love him.

he recognizes how lucky he is to have the life he has. he says it’s important to pay attention to give a fuck about things and to give a fuck about things that will help other people. 

watching him talk the whole time he seemed so happy and relaxed. he seems like such a light hearted and fun person and he laughed SO much

that’s the end y’all. thanks for sticking around and reading all my hastily typed notes

#Sebastian Stan #don saladino

[badfauxmance]

This Instagram Mess Right Now... (Part 2)

Yep... we got a LOT from you guys.

Anon 1: I have an instinct that this contract is about to end. That comment was literally dodging the final bullet before the ultimate break up. I feel like they know pr walks & fans sight seeing don’t work. So it comes down to this. ITS THE FINAL COUNTDOWN TENETENET

I mean... while we didn’t expect a comment per se, we pretty much knew something more was going to happen. One big clue was that she finally admitted via the location on her IG that she’s in the US like we knew she was for literally the past month now. So yeah... not a surprise SOMETHING was going to come up. She needs more attention she clearly wasn’t getting enough of.

Anon 2:  Omg this absolutely falls in line with the theory of whenever he shows another woman attention publicly she immediately has to have a follow up. He posts about his friend and she responds with a throwback pic, boom CB jumps into the mix. The only difference is, she didn’t have any other archived B&W photos for him to like so she brought the mess to his page to lay claim on him. Y’all exposed her methods and we are seeing it in real time.

Glad to be of service! But on a more serious note, it’s just amazing how many of you guys in the Inbox aren’t freaking out about any of this. If anything you guys are more like “what is this bullshit again...” and “could you BE more obvious?” The other thing also is that it’s honestly great not feeling like Gemini and I are alone thinking there’s just some fishy stuff going on when we have so many of you out there following us! We ALL just need to hang on and we can make it together!

Anon 3:  Ngl this kinda makes me wish i had social media. I really want to see the comments.

Ha. I mean you COULD make a dummy account for the sole purpose of accessing stuff to see. But at times it’s honestly not worth the headache. Once it’s become clear this bullshit is finally over I’m not following this chick anymore. I mean me following her in the first place is so I and Gemini can more easily keep up with what attention grabbing nonsense she’s doing this time. Also it’s easier to see and notice when she like or comment on things because the quirky thing about the phone app is that you see accounts you follow easily and more noticeably at the top of the feed. It seems like possibly she’s targeting people who are following her including us Seb fans who are mostly hate following or “spying” on her SM activities.

Anon 4:  You could kinda tell this was a spur of the moment decision on her end. Because if Sebastian had known she was going to do it he would've limited his comments to prep for it. Bad move for Ale though. She should've thought this through.

Like I just wrote on the previous Answer, I’m starting to wonder if this is her being aware that the main people paying attention to her is HIS fans and she’s aiming some of this at us as a collective to make her a 15 minute hot topic before we get bored after about 6 hours and ignore her until her next act of desperation for relevancy.

Anon 5:  She could have played this his way and comment "Eres mi rockero más hermoso" but she had to go to the generic-ass route and say "My rockstar", and she didn't even put a heart emoji! Such a missed opportunity, Alejandra. Jokes aside, don't forget the MTV Movie Awards are today, so if he wins he's gonna get a lot of traffic on his instagram, so this is a win-win situation for them

Yeah I can’t deny there’s a possibility THIS is her attention grabbing stunt because of the MTV awards. I mean there are so many convenient reasons for her to do this.

[sidnihoudini]

@chrisevans good moooorning

“Fuck,” Seb hears from the other room. It’s muffled, and is followed by a louder, more succinct, “FUCK.”

Then Chris scares the shit out of him as he comes running around the corner into the otherwise super quiet room. The dog skids in after him.

“Jesus,” Seb says, right as Chris blurts, “Babe.” They look at each other, both scandalized, and then a second later Seb registers the look on Chris’s face and feels his gut drop. “What are you doing?” Seb widens his eyes. “What!?”

Chris has his phone in his hand. “I’m going to tell you what I just did, and you’re going to be so mad.”

The last time Chris said that, it was because he got into a kick fight with Mike and knocked the fire pit into the pool. Seb couldn’t swim for a week.

“Chris.” Now Seb is really getting nervous.

Visions of their sex tape anthology dance through his head.

“I shared my camera roll to my Instagram,” Chris blurts, and then smacks a hand over his mouth, eyes wide. The dog starts getting excited and runs over to his bed to grab his toy and join in on the weird energy.

Seb narrows his eyes. “What was it.”

“I put your dick pic on the internet,” Chris says, and Seb blurts out WHAT??? in a loud, weird tone of voice he’s never even heard before. “I’m so sorry. I deleted it right away, Seb. I didn’t know it was there! I only wanted part of the video, so I recorded it with the thing, and I guess at the end it was there, and I didn’t see it and I just posted it.”

On the couch, Seb covers his face with both hands. “Oh my god, Chris.”

“It was a thing of Shanna and Scott playing Head’s Up-”

Horrified, Seb interrupts, “MY DICK IS IN A COMPILATION WITH YOUR BROTHER AND SISTER?”

That momentarily stalls Chris’s nervous rambling. He squints his eyes and scratches the back of his head as he says, “It’s not, it’s more of a… it’s more of a gallery wall type thing…”

His gaze rolls back over to Seb’s direction. They stare at each other.

After a second of collaborative no thought, Seb thinks to ask, “What one was it?”

“I didn’t even know it was-” Chris cuts himself off. “What?” Then, “What?”

Seb has sent a score of saucy pics over the last few months. As long as it’s just plain dick, it’s not as bad as it could be. He thinks about the video of them fucking in the bathroom mirror the other day getting shared to an audience of 5.7M.

He raises his eyebrows and specifies, “What picture?”

“It was like, the last video you sent.” Chris hesitates. “The jerking off one.”

Seb has a moment of clarity. “You’re taking responsibility for that dick pic.”

“I already talked to Megan,” Chris replies earnestly.

Last Christmas, Megan got a chunky bonus and a nice watch. This year Chris is going to owe her a new car.

“The world is gonna be under the impression that dick is your dick.” Seb raises his eyebrows. As far as he can remember about that video, he took it at night in a pretty dim hotel room. To reiterate, he says, “Not my dick.”

Chris looks like he did that time he was hungover and had to puke out the car window on their way to the airport.

“I’m so sorry, Seb,” he says again.

Because Seb can’t help himself, he starts laughing a little bit.

“Your mom is gonna be SO mad,” he tells Chris.

He laughs some more as Chris drops down into a squat and puts his face in both hands. Dodger gets into it, snuffling his fingers and trying to simultaneously investigate and give Chris his toy as Seb cackles.

“Oh my god,” Chris finally says into his hands. “My mom is gonna see your bare dick.”

Seb goes back to reading the script he has open on his computer.

“Don’t put that evil on me,” he grimaces, right as Chris’s phone starts ringing in his hand.

#evanstan #fic #fork and knife #rip @chrisevans

[spideyjlaw]

My Avengers Endgame World Premiere experience

this is really long, lota rambling feel free to read skim anything idc, no spoilers bc this was on Monday before I saw the movie :) 

Ok Ima start Saturday night, this is when I was packing making and painting my posters that said “Thank You Avengers”, I live in California so I didn’t have to fly to this event. At 12am we (my family) we arrive in Los Angeles around 5am. At this time I thought that the premiere was going to be at El Capitan Theatre where it was originally supposed to be. We drive by the theater and we see no one is in line which was weird bc normally there would be people here already so i search and find the location which was switched last min (smh) the drive to the next location wasnt too long but at least i knew i was at the right location bc of the small group of fans and the giant poster that said Avengers Endgame World Premiere. Apparently they changed the location bc they needed a larger screening room and they didnt want tons of fans showing up, there were these girls that were waiting at the El Capitan for 2 hours before they realized something was up. Anyway, we get in line. People who were in charge told the people who stayed over night to go home bc there wasnt going to be a fan area. No one left ofc who would hell no. Then some people went on twitter to talk about it made signs it was confusing but we ended up in a fan area after going through security. We got into the fan area at 12 ish and we had to stand there for another 4 and a half hours before anything exciting happens. Now its around 4pm people are starting to arrive. (THIS IS WHEN THE ACTION STARTS) Benedict Wong then Joe Russo. Not many came all the way down the line, I was the last one on the line before it wrapped around the corner. But I did want to get barricade and able to see action so Im grateful for my spot. Then Anthony Mackie arrives he’s walking to end of the fan area around the small corner but as hes walking right as he gets near me i scream at the top of my lungs, he stops right in front of me and i go “AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!ANTHONYYYYY MACKiE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!” he looks at me biggest smile. We had a whole moment together its hard to explain its kinda like a ‘you had to be there moment’ i was the longest person probably a good 20 seconds (which is a long ass time in these times when they are in a rush) he was at and while im screaming and fangirling he air grabs my head to fucking sign my forehead i closed my eyes and accepted it he didnt do it ofc but he was just a fun guy i love him soooo much he signs my posters while saying “There’s no black guy on here” (i did an original 6 themed avengers poster) but he signed than signed my bosslogic poster which he was in. paul rudd comes by hes just a rocking dude i love scott lang sm, he was so sweets v cool guys sm love for him. Then at around 5pm Chris freaking Hemsworth arrives I loose my shit and so does everyone else. Just like Joe, Benedict Wong & Anthony he also went around the corner to make sure they got all of the fans (thank u to all who did this). Ive loved Hemsie for the longest time, i did get teary eyed but i didnt cry (yet) he was just the sweetest I was able to take a crappy photo with him bc i wasnt able to function properly as i took the pic my dumbass was like “iLOvEyoUsOmUCh” its oka cause he has the cutest smile and the bluest eyes oh and i cant stress enough he smelled so good sooooo good normally i hate when guys coat themselves in cologne cause it smells bad, but his didnt, his smelled so good i was so shook like chris drop what cologne u used idc its for guys mama neeeddds. THEN IT hAPPENEd CHRISTOPHER ROBERT EVANS DRIVES BY. Everyone was like “omg is that chris evans?!”  I stand on the barricade to see if i can catch a peak, istg the moment the fucking moment he gets out the car i start to bawl my eyes out. This man who has meant more to me than anyone is over there i couldnt believe i was seeing my favorite human ever. I’ve only sobbed right as i saw my fave once before back in 2016 at the Passengers premiere when I met Jennifer Lawrence. People dont really understand the moment like this person has inspired me so much of course im going to cry and sure judge me for it but they helped me through so much. Anyway he looked soo hot in his blue suit and sunglasses. I kinda calm down bc i didnt know if he was going to come all the way down the line and yk my ass wanted a pic but he was cut half way though the people which was upsetting but again im extremely grateful to be able to see him. Then my main fucking man. Sebastian Stan arrives. see ive met the guy before last year at ace comic con (there was tea w my photo op being really messy and i hated it i got a refund u can read about that on my ace comic con post). anyway i see him. i dont cry im trying to wipe my tears i was more prepared cause ive seen him before it was gonna be ok. I lose my shit the man was wearing a baby blue pastel colored suit. fucking beautiful. iconic. very hot of you mr seb ty. hes walking down and hes getting close. he wasnt to smiley, he was taking pics but he was focused on the fans signing for as many fans as possible. He gets to me and he sees our pics then he looks u so we could take a pic and his smile just transforms you can just see his face just glow up it was the truly the cutest this ive ever experience. then we look up from the pic and hes smiling at me i tell him “I love you so much” i hear him chuckle but as he says something his security guy yells “thank you that enough” so ill be posting the vid of us and any lip readers can help a girl out ill love you forever. I ended up being Sebs last person from the fan area. he truly made my day, week fucking year. then other celebs such as jon favreau, benedict cumberbatch comes by. Jeremy Renner comes by. I shoot my shot and make small talk w Jeremy. I go “Hi Jermey how’s your day going?” he goes “I’m doing really good, how bout you?” he signs my things i excitingly tell him “I’m doing great thank you” then he goes “Thank you honey” and smiles at me. It made me really happy, i could tell he was a bit tired but Jeremy is such a sweetheart he doesnt get the credit he deserves i love him sm, ive always has a little part of my heart for Hawkeye. minutes go by. I see Lizzie Olsen, Danai Gurira, beautiful ofc. then i see fucking Mark Ruffalo hes just standing behind one of the SUVs and the sun is on him. He looked like a confused puppy it was so cute and soft, i love my ruffalo buffalo. I took my moment to scream “iS THat MARK ruFFALO?” i dont think he signed for many fans. Scarjo arrives she doesnt sign for many either she looked beautiful v pretty. a little while passes than the most bitching car comes by and stops where the cars stop until the drop off area clears and they can go. we all knew who ever was in that car he was important. then it was his time to go cause the drop off area was cleared. guess who was in the drivers seat. You guessed right. Robert Downey Jr rolling up in an Audi E-TRON, with his wife Susan Downey in the passenger seat. Truly the Tony Stark entrance. he doesnt sign for many ofc. at this time it was getting later near 6pm almost all celebs and guests are inside where the actual premiere set up is. then Vin Diesel comes in. He was the most fan based guy. even though he was running late he ran (literally speed walking) through the whole line of fans around the corner and everything. he had the biggest smile on. wearing his groot jacket. and if u dont know fast and furious are one of my fave franchises of all time so i was having the best time. then that was the last person and we started heading out. i didnt name all who ive seen since there was just to many and i probably missed some things but i loved my experience. i was able to see all the original avengers irl and that made me really happy. this whole cast means the world to me. ill love them forever 

#:) #ty to the ones who read #i didnt re read it so if there's any typos oh well ig #avengers endgame world premiere #Endgame prem!

[musette22]

is it weird that I can't even look at their pics right now (seb and chris) because I can't help but feel icky and disappointed? the recent evens reminded me that they are truly two rich and privileged white men who are so dumb just cos they wanna get some. I'm out. Maybe in a year or so I'll check what their projects are. maybe never. I just can't right now. what a shame.

Okay guys, I’ve been debating over whether or not to “open my big mouth” about this (as one anon so sweetly put it once), but I’ve been getting quite a lot of messages like this one and I think I do want to share a few thoughts with you all. I’m going to put them under the cut because this is a long one, and I don’t want to clog up everyone’s dash ❤️

First of all, let me just make it clear that I am fully aware of the severity of this pandemic, especially in some places, including in the US, and that I am in no way trying to make light of any of it or undermine how serious this situation is for a lot of people around the globe right now, many of you included. It’s a terrible situation, and it’s far from over. I’m also not aiming to be an apologist for the bad decisions of privileged white males just because I have a crush on them, because that idea is abhorrent to me, but I’m aware some of you might still feel like I am, and that’s your right.

Having said all that, I am getting a bit worried about all the posts I’ve seen about how people are angry and disillusioned with Sebastian and Chris’s behaviour. I’m not trying to invalidate your disappointment, because it’s totally fair to wish they’d made different decisions, more akin to the decisions you yourself presumably would have made. And if that disappointment goes deep enough then it is absolutely fair if you want to unstan them and stop following or supporting them (that does not extend to sending them hate though, that is not in any way acceptable, no matter how disappointed we are).

But, as anon rightfully points out, the fact of the matter is that they are privileged white male celebrities. This is not news. They (especially Chris) have been successful celebrities for a long, long time, and with celebrity come certain privileges. They can afford massive houses in LA and big apartments in expensive areas in New York City, for instance. They get to go to cool parties, they get free stuff, everyone kisses their ass. They get paid exorbitant amounts of money (Chris much more so than Seb of course) that bear no direct relation to their work and responsibilities anymore, at this point.

And that’s not to say they don’t work hard, they do - but so do most of us, and we’re not getting paid nearly as much as them. It’s inherently unfair, but that’s what celebrity culture (and capitalism) are. Now, I’m not saying everyone has to blindly accept the status quo and just ignore how unfair it all is – far from it. In some ways, I wish more people would denounce celebrity culture, because it is in some senses terribly toxic and unfair. But listen, if you want to stan celebrities because it brings you some joy in this fucked up world, then I think that’s also perfectly understandable. That’s what I’m doing too. And to stan celebs (at least of the calibre of Chris and Seb) we need them to be famous, otherwise we wouldn’t even know them and we would get no content to consume. They are famous because they are in Hollywood movies, and they are in Hollywood movies because they play the Hollywood game - to some extent, at least. Playing the Hollywood game means everything from flying all over the world for movie premieres and leaving a huge carbon footprint, to going to glitzy parties where there a are lots or questionable people present, to “lying” in interviews because of contractual obligations - and sometimes it also means playing along with fake PR rumours or relationships, even if it’s bad PR.

I know people are worried about Chris, and especially Seb, being “bought” by Hollywood and its money and temptations, and losing his integrity and that he won’t be that sweet, soft-spoken, well-read boy who loves his mom anymore. I personally believe that so far, both Seb and Chris have managed to maintain an impressive level of integrity throughout it all, and I’m still hopeful that that isn’t going to change (much).

But it’s not realistic to have the same expectations for them you would have for your loved ones for instance, because they’re not. We have zero relationship to them as people, and they owe us nothing. They give us movies and pictures of their pretty faces, and occasionally good advice or lovely hugs at comic cons, but that’s all we’re gonna get from them. They are not our friends or potential partners. They’re human of course, and in that sense just like you and me, meaning they have feelings and thoughts and a right to privacy and they make mistakes, but their circumstances are wildly different from most of ours. They’re surrounded by the Hollywood circus. They are PART of the Hollywood circus, because they’re actors and if you want to be a successful movie actor you have to play the game to some extent. Sebastian cannot be expected to be home all the time and decline going to parties because he prefers staying in with a good book even if he did prefer that, because that way he’d never be noticed by the people who matter, and who could get him where he wants to be. He said it himself, he’s an ambitious guy. He wants bigger roles, bigger challenges. And he’s not going to get them if he doesn’t do some annoying, dumb shit sometimes, unfortunately.

In my view, that doesn’t make him a bad person who doesn’t care about anyone but himself, but it does make him a privileged human. Being a privileged human also entails some responsibilities, though – if you don’t want to become corrupt, you have to make sure you also use your privilege for good. And in my opinion, both Sebastian and Chris do that. They use their voice and their money to help people less fortunate than them. That’s part of that integrity I was talking about. Some of you may disagree, and that’s fine, but this is how I view it.

As for everyone who is upset with them for traveling to Europe during a pandemic and not wearing a mask in public: I completely understand your frustration, and I am frustrated too. This is literally a deadly virus and it has to be taken very seriously, and unfortunately, they’re not taking it very seriously right now, and that kind of sucks. But the truth is, neither of them are breaking any rules and neither of them is being more callous than the majority of people in the countries they’ve been seen in are. The situation in most of Europe is stabilising (not everywhere, and the UK isn’t doing all that great to be fair), and governments are reopening their countries and facilities. Wearing a mask in the street is not mandatory in either Spain or the UK, except for in specific situations such as public transport or if you’re in certain professions. The rules here are different from those in New York etc. because they have been adapted to how each country is faring. 

I live in the Netherlands, and no one here is wearing a mask in the street, not even in the hospital or at the doctor’s, and yet the situation continues to stabilise (I hope to god it stays that way, but that of course remains to be seen). From my friends in Spain and the UK I have heard the situation is much the same. Yes, Sebastian is acting differently from how he did in New York, but he’s in different circumstances too, so that makes sense. Moreover, both Chris and Seb will have been tested before traveling, because they’re privileged celebrities who have access to testing even where lots of normal folks unfortunately don’t.

Now, I’m not saying both guys shouldn’t just have stayed put and not left the country (especially a country where the virus is still rampant), because they should have, and they’re both dumbasses for not doing so. I am definitely disappointed that they’re not being smarter and more considerate about this, but I recognise that my disappointment in part stems from the fact that I put them on a pedestal that I shouldn’t have put them on in the first place. And I know a lot of you are mad at them for flying to Europe “just to get some”, but that is disregarding the fact that both Sebastian’s holiday and Chris’s trip to London seem to be at least partially for PR reasons, most likely pushed and arranged by their agency. The exact extent of how much of it is PR is still a little unclear to me at the moment, but I think it’s fair to assert at this point that they did not just fly to Europe to “get some.”

I know this is ridiculously long, but I have been thinking about all of this a lot these past few days and wanted to get those thoughts out! I hope most of you can understand where I’m coming from here. Love you guys ❤️

#minnie answers #and she uses a lot of words to do so #as usual #Anonymous

[andthebubbles]

i was gonna write this post after the race tonight but i’ll have to sleep pretty soon after it finishes so here i am at 3.07pm writing this. (i sure hope the race isn’t gonna piss me off/leave me tilted in some way!! i have work tomorrow, which so far involves picking up stuff from one person aka i’m gonna be PAID to DRIVE i mean fuck yeahhhh)

there’s one thing i’m pretty glad of and that’s about today being my last day of watching f1 (at least until/if seb gets a f1 job in management or something, but then i’ll probably just pay attention to the pictures/whatever video we have, and not watch the racing again until everyone i hate has left the grid). i will not miss f1. i will still be writing simi fic though (and sebson and martian and whatever tickles my fancy). i have not liked f1 since they got rid of the V8s. and it’s made me realise that with cars i go for the sound, the sound is important; in racing it’s almost all the same to me (it can be exciting, it usually has a chunk of boringness in it, and i always feel like i’d like it better if i was actually the one (capable of) racing) but the SOUND is what differentiates one series from another for me. i can watch heaps of rally because it sounds glorious, i can leave V8+ f1 on in the background and just enjoy the engines singing. but when they brought in the V6s they just don’t sound good to me, and that’s really the reason why i stopped liking f1.

people who aren’t max fans tend to hate rbr these days i’ve noticed, but i am almost 100% sure that every other team is as dirty as rbr (or has the potential to be). it’s just that rbr is more well publicised, it’s more hateable, it’s filling the niche as the bad evil team, idk. i don’t tend to hold things like this against them because it’s all the same everywhere, and if seb hasn’t boycotted them, seb who actually knows them, then that’s good enough for me.

i will always have a soft spot for rbr seb. maybe you could say that rbr seb is the one i still like. i think if i’d gotten into f1 when seb was at am, i might not have cared about him one bit/just been very indifferent towards him (apart from his rainbowness, but that’s not enough for me to like a person). (i’m not one of those people who like famous people based on their beliefs, but rather whatever i perceive their personality to be.) i liked how rbr seb wanted to win at all costs, i liked his little nuggets of wisdom about life and how to deal with things. i’m sure if am seb had a car that could win races, we’d probably get this ‘win at all costs’ mentality back, but that’s not what happened, and i really do miss it, i relate to it better. ofc what seb is doing now is very nice but i will always like more that singlemindedness to win, that huge focus on racing, because it means he’s still hungry (i know he still is, but when the car can’t win i think probably that just has to be shoved to the backseat or you’d risk being angry all the time, idk (i’m projecting, but this is me trying to understand it))

i love that this is a wall of text XDDD because that means less people are likely to read all of it

i’ve deliberately not found another driver to like on the current grid because i want to be away from f1 asap. the thing that kills you with watching any sport is the hope, imo. but i think maybe that’s just me feeling things very intensely and not knowing how to deal with it, apart from shoving it all away. and now i get to burn bridges! i’m good at that i guess, it keeps things simple.

i’m not gonna miss seb in f1, probably because i won’t be watching f1 anymore so it makes no difference to me. i’ll admit though that once i got away from all the (melo)dramatic posts i saw on the seb tracked tag that yeah there were some pics i saw that made me feel something. sort of like, ~the last track walk, the last whatever. i don’t remember such an outpouring of love for a driver retiring (the ones i remember are mark and kimi (i missed jenson’s retirement)) but i could be wrong, since i’ve never liked mark so i was glad when he left, and kimi... i was just getting back into watching f1 so i don’t really remember. i missed him more the next year when f1 started up again and he wasn’t there. but he looks really happy this year every time i’ve seen him, so hopefully seb will be like that too

yeah i just, idk. fingers crossed seb gets to do the whole race and that he’s happy by the end of it. i just want the dude to be happy, whatever happens. i don’t care about him leaving f1 as long as he’s happy

#ramble.txt #// #slightly off topic but i'd love it if someone could explain to me why a lot of people seem to be getting sad/crying about seb leaving #i mean that nicely... i'm just not very good at emotions and making sense of them #like... we are excited to see what he'll do next right? he's excited about it? #a little bit sad too because it's over but he's ready to move on? #and things are gonna be all fresh next year and it's just... yeah? #like #i can understand the sadness from it being over #and he won't do blah thing again #the thing he's been doing for the last blah years #but. is that what people are crying about? or is it something else that i've missed?

[holland-stan-posts]

Early Birthday Celebrations - Sebastian Stan

Summary: a sudden change in the plans can make your relationship risks? Or maybe not.

Word count: 2,887 (got carried away sorrynotsorry)

Warning: blowjob, smut. DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE UNDER 18 yo. 

A/N: is Sebastian's birthday here already so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE❤❤❤ oh and I won't be able to post much this week since my training for a job starts and I'll be busy. PLEASE TAG ME IN EVERYTHING YOU POST FOR OUR BOY! enjoy! 

M a s t e r l i s t

*Credits to the birthdayboy itself for posting the pic*

“Sarah I think you can cancel the resevartion at the Loir, he is not coming”

Sebastian got greeted by his beautiful girlfriend voice, the worry filling his ear, he sees her standing in the kitchen with the phone on her ear, her hair all stretched, grabbing an Apple unconsciously tossing it around. He can sense that something is wrong.

She hungs up the moment Sebastian is on the view.

“Hey baby, all good?” he walks and gives her a quick peck on her lips. She avoids it.

Sebastian’s face is priceless, she never avoided a kiss before, and if she did was because she was just playing around or was really mad at something.

“We've got a problem” you said, looking at him.

“We do?” he asks truly concerned.

“I won’t gonna be here for the 13th” you said, looking at him deeply.

“What?” Sebastian’s face is all crunched now.

The thing is that, since you brother was born, you spent his birthday next to him every year, once you move out of the country, the thing got harder every year, however, there was only one year that you couldn't attend which made you really sad and homesick as ever. Since that you tried to not miss the birthday. What doesn't help you at all that his birthday is a day before your boyfriend's one. So since 5 years ago, you make your brother fly to New York and you both spend the day hanging out and sometimes even Sebastian joins you both.  This year you got all planned for his coming, the room destined to him was all settled, the plans for the arrival all done and the tickets for Brooklyn's theatre waiting for you at the counter. But, sadly. You brother catch a terrible sickness that doesn't allow him to flight but stay resting at home. When your mother dropped the news at you, the anxiety and fear flew through your veins, as you tried to think about a quick solution. As you ever done when it comes to family terms. So you said what was look for the better option for you. Flying back home. It was the easiest solution for all of you back home. Once the plans for your upcoming arrival were all done. Another brick hits you. Sebastian’s birthday.

Since you met him, you both spend birthdays together, he never miss one of yours and you never miss one of his, even if that means he arriving late just to spend time with him. You know he is going to be pissed about your sudden departure.

“My brother is sick, he can't come so I'm going home” you explained, not the softest as you tried to.

“Ah, nice. When do we did discussed this? I don't remember being part of the conversation” he said, crossing his arms in front of his chest.

“I just made the decision thirty minutes ago. It's done Seb, I'm going home for his birthday. I'm sorry I can't be here for yours. You can join me too if you want” you said, trying to soft the situation.

“You can't leave! I mean. He got sick before and you haven't fly back home just because of that! Your mother got sick two weeks ago but yet you didn't fly! What makes this different?” he motions with his hands towards you.

“Because is his birthday! I can't leave him alone!” you yelled, surprising him a little.

“I swear its not a big deal. I'll be back soon” you try to reason with him

“Is not the fact you're going, is the fact that you made the decision without asking me, we're on this together don't we? When did I do a decision without asking you?” he went to the freezer and took a bottle of water out.

You froze in your feet, suddenly feeling guilty for not asking him about his opinion. His birthday is the next day anyways.

“I'm sorry. Didn't think like that” you said, trying to take his hand but he just shrug you off and walk away.

People may think this is way too dramatic, but Sebastian is just so respectful towards your decisions, being bad of good for your own sake, and so are you with his, but you weren't doing good decisions lately, which led to him watching you carefully whenever it comes to take decisions, this being the clearly example of one.

He was just upset for a hand that you couldn't be able to spend his 36th birthday with him, and God he loves wake up next to you on his special day, is such a nice atmosphere and he craves for attention and love that day, no one better than you to give him what he wants. So now, you're going to be away, he is soon going to a next location for filming which makes the days together shorter. Also, is the first time in 5 years he is spending without you. He may acting childish but he doesn't want you to go. But you already made your mind, he knows you're not going to change that so he just have to get along.

Later that day, you're mindlessly cooking dinner, the engines in your mind working hard to come for a solution that would benefit both of you.  Your brothers birthday is on Sunday, Seb’s on Monday. You're on Thursday now, flying on Saturday. You can plan an early celebration for your boyfriend on Friday before the flight, a proper celebration.

The dinner was just so tense, that you only stared at your phone, Sebastian being concentrated in the news, totally ignoring your presence by his side, clearly showing his point of being upset.

Meanwhile, you googled ideas of birthdays celebrations and you did a quick resume to a friend of you both, about the idea and your departure on Saturday. She agreed on helping you to organize a fast party for Friday, texting most of his friends and buying online.

When he went to bed, you still organizing his birthday, he oblivious to your plans, falls asleep as soon his head touched the pillow.

You both parted ways the next day with nothing more than “Have a good day” and an uncomfortable wave.

When the night quick approaches, you went to home, changing to a nice pink dress, due to the warm weather in NYC, you were able to show your now shaped body. Will will be the one bringing Sebastian to his birthday party, he doesn't know you're the one planning all this.

When you arrive at the Brooklyn bridge, you found most of your friends already celebrating and laughing, you nearly died when a sudden cold wind decided to appear.

“Fuck girl, you're going to freeze” Sarah yells.

“No shit, Sherlock” you roll your eyes at her and then everyone went quiet as Will parked his car.

“What's this man?” Sebastian’s characteristic voice makes your heart race, would he like this? Would he hate it? So many questions and just one certain reaction.

A Balloon of S and other of B is in your hands.

His eyes flies directly to your short dress, he can imagine you're already freezing, and smile warmly to you.

“Happy Birthday!” eveyone rise their cups and yell in excitement

“Wow! Guys, thanks for this. You all really surprise me” he smiles sincerely to everyone.

“Well, thank your lady here, she made all this in record time just for you loverboy” a friend said rising up his cup to your direction.

The surprise face he held isn't go unnoticed for you.

He walks to where are you standing and hugs you tight.

“Thank you for this my love, is amazing. Love you” he mutters and proceeds to take off his jacket, placing them in your shoulders.  

He spent the rest of the night glued to your side, just letting go when his friends claim he needs pic of them with him. But overall, he is just there, hanging his arm on your shoulder. Kissing your cheeks, brushing his hands on your waist, mentioning how pretty you're looking.

The sad face didn't leave him all the way to the airport the next day, you insisted to take an Uber but he didn't want to fight again so he just took your suitcase and tossed it in the car.

“I'll be back on midday on 14th” you inform him.

“I'll be on Greece. Natalie told me this morning I gotta go earlier. Which means I'll be flying between today or tomorrow” he says, looking at your briefly.

“What? Why didn't you tell me that?” You said, clearly mad at the sudden change of schedule.

“Why would I? It's all done” he said, taking revenge of your past plans changes.

“You're a fucker! I said I'm Sorry! I even threw an early party for you last fucking night!” you yelled full in anger.

“Well I'm sorry for not telling you, there's not much I can do. Have fun back home and I'll call you so I can talk to your brother” he cut you off, turning off the engine and going directly to the back truck to take out your suitcase.

You, still in the anger state tear apart the suitcase off his hand and walking away without even saying goodbye then you remembered he's going to Greece and maybe going to come back in two months. You turn around, he still looking at you walk by, sadness covering his whole demeanor. Tears filling your eyes, he open his arms as a welcoming hug and you don't doubt to run to your safe home.

“Have a safe flight my love, I'm gonna miss you so much” he said, hugging you tight and kissing your head repeatedly.

“I'm gonna miss you too a lot. Be careful” your words came a bit harsh since you're pressed to his shirt, trying to make his essence staying on your nose a bit more longer.

“I love you” he whispers on your ear; softly. With a tone of love.

“I love you more”

You both break paths and soon you're flying back home. And he is driving alone back home.

You land at your hometown later that night, still hangover for the party the night before, sad for not being with your boyfriend on his birthday and upset for the fact he is leaving soon.

However you tried to show happiness when you meet your family, deliberately not answering their questions of Where's Sebastian? Or the He is coming soon?

When Sunday's Sun shines on your window, you still sad and upset, you haven't talk with Sebastian since the night before when you sent him a text telling him you made it home safely, he hasn't even received. Which got you worried but then you remembered he usually turn off his phone on the plane.  

The breakfast is filled of laughs and tears of happiness. Your brother is beyond happy even on his sick state, which was just a bad flu.

You both went to a walk after breakfast, he telling you about everything and you just listening carefully, adding some “mhm’s” when you need to.

When you're both back, your father is preparing the bbq machine and they send you to the store for some fresh vegetables, just like old times. You use that time to catch up with everything since you left, almost 8 years ago.

The lunch went without precedents, safe to say, you still sad for not knowing nothing of your boyfriend, you're slightly scared he still mad at you for missing his birthday. The good thing about your family is that all your relatives are there, so they do a good job distracting you from your sadness.

Just when you're in a heated discussion of why red apples are better than green ones, your phone rang. Sebastian’s face all over your screen. You literally answer in the second ring.

“Seb?”

“Hey Y/N. Can I talk to your brother? I called him but he hasn't answer” his voice is dry and short.

“O-okay” you swallowed your tears and literally throw the phone to your brother.

He smiles at the phone, then his brows furrow and then he stand up and walk inside the house. You assumed he can't listen due to the loud music in the patio.

So again, you try to make the bad thoughts go away and talk with your cousin again.

Suddenly you hear your mother gasp, quickly you turn around and look for her commotion.

Sebastian is standing there, next to your brother smiling tired.

Your sob is heard in the whole house, his eyes began to search for your tremble figure.

Once he found you, he waste no time, whispers something to your brother's ears and walk/ran directly to where you are standing.

“Hi baby” he said, taking your face and kissing you, with yearn and love.

Breathless you break away and hug him as you never did before.

“Missed you” you croake and hide your red face in the crook of his neck.

“not as much I did” he answers back and pulls you closer.

The night is cold, compare to NYC, so you're walking around the lounge room in a big coat, drinking a hot cup of cocoa, Sebastian passed out around 7pm, after the dramatic welcoming, you both enjoyed the day laughing and sharing stories with all your family, now every thing is quiet and calm.

You watch some t.v. before heading back to bed at 11 pm. Sebastian’s snores filling the room, his chest is exposed since the covers are on the borders of bed. He may be freezing, so you quickly change your clothes to your pyjamas, and carefully climbing on his body, almost covering all his body. The sudden contact of your warm clothes and his cold body sending shivers down his spine and soon he moves on his sleep, opening one eye looking down at you.

“I'll prefer you warm me without clothes but I'm not complaining” his hands flies to your waist, pressing you. His hard member pressing next to you.

“I think I can fix that” you smile cockily.

“Uh no, not in your parents house” he starts to deny and you nod at him. Sitting on his lap, you start to strip. Making him laugh when he sees your poor attempt of striptease.

Soon enough you're fully neaked, he eyes full of desire, his hands uncontrollably goes from your face to your ass.

You soon kiss him on his jawline, sucking on his neck, a low moan leaves his lips. His touch tightening. “Don't move. It's on me” you whisper on his ear. He does what he's told. Shortly, your lips are going down, kissing every inch of his body, when you're reaching his V spot, his breath starts to increase, for what is about to come. You tease him a bit, going up again, whole body now pressed to him, and kissing him on the lips, staying there for a while. Your hand somehow makes the way down, taking his whole member, he breaks the kiss and tilt his head back sighing loudly.

That's your cue to go down. You take him almost completely, sucking hardly, and licking like a lollipop, a little pop leaving of your lips when you trace down your nail on his dick, making him shivers again.

With a harsh voice for containing himself of screaming due to the extreme pleasure he talks “Please baby. I'm about to come” you smile devilish at him and take him again, your head going up and down with such an ease; he is watching you with pleasure and his left hand is caressing your hair, sometimes pressing hard when the pleasure is to much.

“love, please” he pleads

You decide to lick the pre-semen liquid and he lost himself. Hot waves come out pretty quickly, making you hard to take it all at once, so you swallow slowly, not breaking eye contact with him, who's now moaning loudly and tightening the covers next to him, knuckles all white for the pressure.

Once he is done, and so are you (should I say you're completely wet?) He just takes you and quickly recover, put you inside him without a warn. The moan your lips leaves almost makes him come all over again, your face goes directly to his shoulders biting a bit, trying to ease the noises.

“C'mon baby” he said, voice thick. He thrusts in you almost crazily, both of you moaning, face full of pleasure. He comes for second time, your orgasm just behind him, his hands flies to your clit, doing circles, increasing your pleasure, and then you let yourself go. Is so hard and unexpected that you can feel yourself falling. He holds you right in time.

Once you compose yourself, you sees his phone lighting up with a call in the nightstand, 12:01am shining on the hour. His mom's calling.

“Happy Birthday Seb, love you” you said, before falling asleep and he just smiles and just positioned you in the bed, kissing your forehead before take the call. He can't ask for a better way to welcome his 36th.

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Us and Sebastian Stan and Romania

So, this is a personal post, so if you’re not interested, just look at the pics, reading is not necessary :)

I have anxiety. 

This means I rarely leave my comfort zone, including my hometown. 

This year, I’ve already done that, and I’m going to do it again, so I’m proud of myself. American Independend Film Festival is a milestone to me. :)

This time, I didn’t go alone, I had the awesome @cpt-winniethepooh with me, who helped me through a lot of my issues during our trip, and to whom I grateful for it. She’s the best friend anyone could wish for.

Next time, when I’ll go to America and SDCC, I’ll be alone, but now I feel a bit more prepared, if only marginally. It counts.

So, that was the personal part. And now what you’ve been here for: Sebastian himself!

We’ve meet him three times! 

At the Friday evening, we took pics and nothing more, since we didn’t have tickets for that night’s screening. He was as gorgeous as ever in his suit and honestly, after we left, I literally cried tears of joy and shock of being this close to him.

One of my pics:

Official pics from that night:

Next time, Staurday’s afternoon, he was in a hurry leaving the theatre where he did charity meeting with kids all day, and when he came out, he apologized for being in a hurry and unable to stay for his fans. (As far as I know, he was late from his radio interview - honestly, he was constantly late, each occasion we encountered him :D) And he wore his green leather jacket! I won’t admit an undignified squeek that escaped me when I realized this fact. (Pic is not mine, I wasn’t able to take pics that time.)

We didn’t leave after that and waited for him the remaining time. It was worth it, honestly.

I guess you see my point. This was... honestly, like a religious experience. Being this close to him, being able to see him with my own two eyes. Also, he signed my bullet journal, namely a calligraphy I did with his quote! And he liked it! He quietly ‘WOW’-ed and asked where are we came from, so, I uttered out my country and basically that was my whole vocabulary to that hour. I was stunned, shocked, in a very good way. He ignored the red carpet and came into the crowd of his fans to be able to sign/interact as much as he could. He was kind and radiated his warm aura - I can’t describe it any better - and smiled at everyone, even in the middle of the trip that probably left him totally exhausted.

And his autograph:

Then the filming of I, Tonya; and the open talk with him.

Some highlights and quotes:

- On toxic relationships: "What I think about? *nervous laugh* I've been in a few." (...) "In the long run, I'm not sure how worth it if people keep hurting each other." (...) "But it's very difficult if that's all you know." (...) "You keep looking for the love that you've got from your caretakers. That's all you know. And sometimes chaos is love in someone's mind, if that's all they know. That's the sad part about it, beacause... All that stuff happens early on."

- Working with Margot Robbie: "It was great, she definitely punched me in the face a few times!" (...) "I needed someone who I could really trust. We needed to trust each other."

- When someone started her question with 'I've seen Infinity War...', while the audience roared up, Seb, barely audible to his mic: "Not a word! Not a word!", and then when the fan said 'you ripped my heart out': "Are you sure I did? (...) Because... A lot of people on that film... *makes a face*"

- And after someone spoilers Bucky's role in IW, he was speechless for good half a minute, looking around with scandalized face and opened arms, and then all he was able to say is "Look... take care."

- To the Chinese fans who are still waiting for IW to come to theaters in May 11: "Stay off the Internet... which, probably will be okay in China." (...) "I was very sad I didn't get to go there this time around... I guess they wanted to take the better looking people like Chris Hemsworth."

- The most meaningful line to him (from the Captain America series): "I can do this all day." and (of Bucky’s) "Who the hell is Bucky?" (with perfect intonation)

- His similarity to Bucky Barnes: "he's a person who's trying to accept his past and grow with it. (...) not everybody has a great past! that's relatable.”

- His advice to upcoming actors: "Take what makes sense to you, it's not about right or wrong."

- His advice to teenagers (who wants to be actors): "You have to be very careful who you surround yourself with and what you put in your mind every day. If you're gonna compare yourself to certain people (...) it's gonna be a lot harder. (...) Go for it!"

He was so open talking about insecurities, anxiety, his relationship to his romanian roots, and basically everything (we didn’t ask personal questions about relationships or family):

- "I always think I'm gonna... eventually you're gonna realize I'm just a fraud!"

- "Everybody has felt some loss, whether as a person - love or an accident happened, or a job, or something you care about."

- "I had an autidion for this movie 'mother!' (...) and I got so worked up ... (...) and finally I went in and I ended up hyperventillating on the floor. And they had to help me breathe for five minutes, so I didn't get that part."

- "I had no expectations. I certainly did not expect anybody welcoming me in the way that you guys have welcomed me."

- He admitted he asks "Are you okay?" from himself in the mirror!!!

- He acknowledged his "resting murder face"

- His soft, solid :O face when someone said he got a job in Constanca because that's his birthplace and then he started clapping with the audience.

And of course the best...

“Bucky Barnes... IS NOT A VILLAIN!”

Bonus:

We bought gifts to him, and the organizers took them from us and promised they’ll deliver them to him. I wrote him a letter, to make him feel good and appreciated. And according to his instagram, he got the gifts! :)

So, all in all: I’ve spent an amazing weekend with my best friend @cpt-winniethepooh; I’ve got a nice Iron Man book that I’ll use as research material for fanfics, I’ve met amazing people like @andreasnirvana and other fans (there were people from Indonesia, Vietnam, China, Turkey, Greece, some other Hungarians and of course Romanians... so he really brings people together!); and of course, first and foremost, I’ve met him.

Best weekend ever.

#marvel #actors #cast #sebastian stan #SebStan #gorgeous #personal #fan encounter #meeting my idol #long post #aiff #AIFF 2018 #american independent film festival #seb in romania #winter in bucharest

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Meeting Chris x2 and Seb

This is a long post but it has some good stuff if you’re a big Chris Evans and/or Sebastian Stan fan. Also, some good Stucky/Evanstan stuff going on. ;) 

HERE GOES!!!

May 24th: Meeting Chris the first time.

So, I’m going to do my best to compile this info and all the pics and videos. It might be useful for other fans and there are some cute Seb and Chris videos and pics here, so why not?

So, on Saturday the 24th, a friend and I decided to go down to the stage door and hopefully see Chris. We are seeing the play soon, but we knew our best chances to see him would be to wait on a different night. We got there pretty early and were the first in line. After waiting for a while, the anticipation really started to build. 

We were lucky enough that he did come out and sign that night. He signed my little action figure’s shield.

 He is definitely a pro at signing fast, and you can tell he’s a bit nervous by all the people. But he really does seem to care and want to give back, but you can tell by his body language he is a bit anxious, which is totally understandable. He looked like such a cutie and was very nice. Said “you’re welcome” when I said thank you and looked me in the eye briefly which was wonderful. All I could manage to say was thank you over and over, tbh. 

 He waved goodbye to us briefly as he got into his car. Overall, it was a really sweet and lovely experience, and he really does look adorable in person even with the mustache! He’s real cute, y’all.

Here are a couple links to the videos I took of him that night:

https://twitter.com/adamantaflame/status/977740021833879552

https://twitter.com/adamantaflame/status/977752107687309313

March 26th: Meeting Chris again and meeting Seb.

So, we were pretty happy with our Chris encounter. We know he’s really busy and such a big star that even getting a small moment like that with him is really amazing. We are going to see Seb at Wizard World in Philly, so we weren’t too concerned about more meetings or anything, but....then....

I saw on Twitter that Sebastian had been to the little red carpet for the official opening night of “Lobby Hero.” I texted my friend like, “OMG seb is going to see Chris tonight!” So, she was all, “are we gonna go?” and like, duh, of course we were. 

Let me just preface this by saying we were already pretty hyped after that Marvel poster with Bucky and Steve which had been released this same day. This one:

Anyway, it just seemed like there was a buzz in the air. So, I met up with her at the stage door again. We debated about which door Sebastian would come out of and made friends with the stage hands who were like, “well, we don’t really know,” but they were nice about it which was sweet of them. Think they thought we were a bit odd but also you know, harmless and nice. The one guy did say that he saw Sebastian earlier taking photos with fans and that he was just a really nice guy. 

We met a couple other women there who were also there to see Seb. They had met him before and said he was amazing. We ended up splitting up, so my friend and one of the other women went to the audience doors and the other two of us stayed at the stage door.

This is when things get wild.

Like two minutes later the audience starts spilling out the doors. I am looking over at my friend cause I just had a feeling, and she starts yelling at me. I literally book it over there, and there is Sebastian.

Now, let me just say I know he is beautiful, but wow he was even more beautiful in person. I don’t understand how? But he is very tall (which I didn’t expect) I felt he towered over us. He smells sooooo good. Like it just emanates from him. It’s impossible not to notice. As you can see from the video a different fan posted with the guy yelling at him about it. haha.

I honestly was pretty starstruck by him, but he is also just very nice and like patient with fans. Lots of people were trying to get his attention, and he always looks a little lost (awww he’s so cute). But, if you could get his attention, he will pretty much do what you want. So, I went over and asked if I could hug him, gave him a sidearm hug, and took some selfies with him. He is pretty accommodating about pictures, like he leans down and smiles a bit, and you can tell he wants you to get a picture. 

My pics with Seb:

My friend looked blurry in the pics, so she ran back to him and was all, “my picture was blurry can I have another.” So, he said yes, and I took this lovely video. The one of him steadying my friend’s hand to help ensure her picture didn’t turn up blurry again.

Here’s the twitter link to her post about it: 

https://twitter.com/Moondancer1626/status/978448098568654848

A gif of him steadying her hand:

https://twitter.com/TheSebNews/status/978615571611865088

And a gif of him looking at me taking the video haha:

The link to that gif if it doesn’t load:

https://twitter.com/adamantaflame/status/978725219874598913

He walked off into the distance after that. He didn’t even get into his own car or anything which shocked us. He is very sweet and stopped with pretty much everyone who got his attention about a picture. He mutters a lot of “all right, all right, okay, okay, thank you, you’re welcome.” With the cutest, softest, muttering voice. 

Here is that video with him telling everyone to go back and see Chris:

https://twitter.com/chrisevuhns/status/978450071816720384

Now, Chris again:

So, apparently, not a lot of people listened to Seb about going to meet Chris, silly people. But, this worked in our favor.

There were only two teenagers who had been there with us earlier and their parents waiting at the stage door at this point. So, we figured it would be a great chance to meet Chris again in a more chill setting, so, of course, we were gonna stay. We all decided that we would ask him for a group photo since the crowd was so small. I think maybe only 5-8 other people end up there waiting for him. So, these teens parents were all there to take a picture if he agreed.

Honestly, I’m shocked more people didn’t wait. But, I think most of the audience was like VIP people and celebrities who didn’t care much about meeting Chris per se.

The stage manager guy told us to get our cameras ready, and Chris came out. He seemed much more comfortable and just seemed overall happy. He just had an adorable energy and seemed happy we were there, and it was just really sweet. The girl we didn’t know asked if he would take a group photo with us, and he was all “there aren’t many people here so sure!” Awww. 

Here is the video I took of him:

https://twitter.com/adamantaflame/status/978466557327265792

He let us take multiple pictures before walking away. The best part for me is I ended up leaning back a bit to fit in the pictures and he lightly grabbed onto his elbow and he did the same to me, and just wow, I will remember that forever! haha

I feel like Chris is a hard one to get a picture with because he doesn’t love the big crowds and tends to not do pictures when there are a lot of people like that. So, I feel very, very happy!!! He is honestly adorable and the biggest nerd and so sweet in all the best ways.

Here are the pics:

So, yeah, we were just so freaking giddy and happy and loving life at this point!!!! I moved to NYC a week ago, and I can’t believe this all happened, tbh. 

Then, we saw this picture get released:

And we were freaking out! because we finally got a new Seb/Chris picture! And, we were there that night and saw them both. so, we were feeling like we got to see this iconic Stucky/Evanstan moment play out a bit, and that was exciting for our shipper hearts. Definitely just a big awwwww moment that Seb went to see Chris’ play on the official opening night, and we got to see them both! <3

So, that’s how it all went down! They are lovely people, adorable, cute, beautiful, and kind. Looking forward to seeing Sebastian again at Wizard World and being able to meet him in a more chill setting. I didn’t think it possible, but I LOVE THESE BBS EVEN MORE NOW!!! <3 <3 

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[sidnihoudini]

I have had these asks sitting in a document for SO LONG and I felt so bad about never responding to them so here we are and here I go:

anon asked: Can you write something for valentines for fork and knife where they have a little evening picnic dinner in the yard, maybe with a blanket down, some weed, star gazing, goofy meatballs, bjs maybe? Just nothing too sappy, just stoned and stupid boys you know?

I clearly missed this for Valentines 2018, but stay tuned for Valentines 2019! With A4 promo right around the corner from February, you never know what F&Ks will get up to haha.

anon asked: hiiii! love your fork and knife series!! i had an idea that instead of sebastian being a lil jealous of chris, could we do the opposite? something about chris being a lil jealous of someone getting a little too snug with sebastian??

anon asked: Chris being fake-ly/funnily jealous about The Seb And Mackie Show during the CW promo tour? (I know you already did a bit about jealousy, but you can’t blame a girl for wanting more of something good! :) )

@konoto asked: Hello, dear. I’m sure I’ve left you a comment or two on your F&K series but gonna say it again, I deeply enjoy the dinamic you set them to have, makes it real and simple like a real couple. So, I have a prompt, of course. I’ve read about Seb experiencing how people seem to fall in love with Chris everywhere they happen to go, so what about the other way around, even with the exes or coworkers. Because the photos of him on TIFF just came out and he looks drop dead gorgeous (½) Specially with the blue velvet suit, or the black leather jacket and those black jeans that made his legs look like they could go on for miles. Anyway, what if Chris gets a little jealous with Robbie getting too close? Except that Robbie is doing it to tease, teasing him with Chris and making him blush and smile that lovey smile of his because she’s talking about his man (2/2)

Thank you so much!! Ahh I’m so happy you like their dynamic, they really are a lot of fun to write. I like how much they like each other haha. F&K Chris doesn’t really get jealous, but Seb did look REAL good in that outfit. Also Margot Robbie is legit one of my favs but I would have noooo idea how to write her, I’m sorry!

anon asked: Something more about Chris spending time with Seb and his friends? I love Seb with Chris’ friends, but it was fun to have a glimpse of it the other way around, as well.

Seb’s friends are weird for me to write because they’re so shameless about posting pics of Seb and stuff haha. It’s easier for me to write Chris’s friends because they’re completely made up; I’m still kind of waffling on how to include Seb having friends even though it’s been two years haha.

anon asked: Your F&K series is hands down the best thing ever written in Evanstan fandom. I just feel it’s so amazingly in character, and I believe that if they ever really happened, that’s how it would be. I crave more angst and jealous Chris though, could he get jealous over this IG thing w/ Xavier Dolan? Or maybe you could do one of those earlier angsty bits pre-regular relationship, when they were still on the CATFA set? Anything really, along the lines of angst and jealousy, you write those so well!<3

This one is really funny to read in retrospect haha. F&K Chris doesn’t get jealous, he’d just be into Seb working on a new project or making a new connection, etc. HOWEVER if you wanna read some Seb/Xavier, me and Genie got you covered.

anon asked: In case you ever need an idea for a chapterin Fork and Knife (wink, wink, nudge, nudge) there’s NOTHING I KOVE MORE THAN ANTHONY RIBBING EVANSTAN ABOUT HOW WHIPPED THEY ARE FOR EACH OTHER. Okay, that’s all I had to say. Your F&K series keeps my Evanstan heart alive, btw. 💕����

I LOVE Mackie giving them shit haha this is definitely an ongoing theme in F&K when Mackie makes an appearance! Hopefully my bitch actually takes part in the A4 promo circuit so there can be more Mack 😡

anon asked: evanstan prompt ; their first fight perhaps, i need some angst

anon asked: Seb and Chris’s first real fight (I don’t know about what) and they end up having passionate/rough sex. For Fork and Knife series. Yay!!

anon asked: For your F&K marathon… what about the aftermath of an argument, where they’re both still too angry/proud/stubborn to make the first move and yet they have a big scene to shoot. cue some character bleed to make them finally make up.

There have definitely been more fighting-F&K since these asks were sent! Check out Arizona if you haven’t already, and there were also a couple fighting related shorties included in 61 Days 😊

@reketrebn asked: heyy! I know you are done with the anniversary prompts but I just thought of one so you can whenever you want and however you want: dance! how it is in f&k with dancing XD

You might have already read them, but there were DEF a couple of dancing related shorties over the course of 61 Days! I hope you like them :)

WOO that’s it for now!! Thank you to everyone who takes time to send a message or ask, I know I’m a total shit about answering them in a timely manner haha 💘

#replies #fork and knife