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#i couldn't say yes. so i gently said we'll hang out next week with a heart and
slippery-minghus · 9 months
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ough. just more or less laid a boundary with my best friend and it feels really bittersweet. good because i did it instead of taking the passive route that would make me uncomfortable, but bad because i don't want to hurt their feelings... but good again bc maybe if i start having better boundaries with them, they'll realize there's some stakes to continuing the shit they're doing..?
#i love them but there's just not a solid piece of motivation in them to take any initiative towards bettering themselves#like. i get that they're struggling and that's real and valid#but there's struggling and trying to do something about it and then there's struggling and wallowing in it#and they're so caught up in learned helplessness that they just keep making bad decision after bad decision#and even though they know that it messes them up they keep getting high#and i'm pretty sure they're due to get drug tested by their doctor soon exactly for this#and they keep getting high bc it's the only way they can cope with the hellhole job they refuse to leave#and even though there are things being handed to them to find other options they won't take them#and i think today they crossed a line#we were about to hang out for our weekly discord call (which 60% of the time they bail on bc they're too fried from work)#and they were like wait. i'm still high. didn't think i still would be by now.#and they asked if i was okay still hanging out#and my first instinct was of course as long as they wanted to#but i couldn't do it. i'd either wanna be high with them which i can't do or it would just be kinda awkward#and it's bad enough being their vent board for work drama when they're sober#i couldn't say yes. so i gently said we'll hang out next week with a heart and#some lighthearted texting back and forth. but. going with the flow with them does wear on me#i know they're time blind but i also know the time blindness is worse bc they're always high. i know they don't intend to hurt my feelings#but them always being late to our hangouts when they do show does really feel like they don't value my time or ours together#especially bc our schedules don't line up well and i always end up staying up an hour late when we hang out#i really wanna have a candid talk with them about it and i don't think they'd ditch me over it or get mad at me but...#i just don't want to hurt them. even if a lot of it is their own doing they have a lot on their plate#it puts me in a tough spot which isn't fair. theyir best friend shouldn't hurt them but who else should call them out on their bullshit?#maybe in a day or two. i'll start with something small. i'll refresh my memory on DEAR MAN and stuff#fuck. bc who better for me to test my own challenges at having better boundaries on than my friend who's also struggling#having better boundaries is one of the few things i really have stagnated on and won't take initiative to heal so if i want them#to do the same i need to set an example#personal#and. well. guess i get to play halo tonight after all
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fleetingharari · 2 years
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Purely self-indulgent Mammon fluff scenario.
You've been too busy lately that you forgot to spend time with your first man. He'll try to be patient but please give him some attention as soon as you can :(
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You were studying in your room, sitting on the floor while leaning on your bed frame when Mammon suddenly barged in with arms full of snacks. (Chairs are overrated tbh let's sit on the floor, also I like to imagine that MC has a really comfy carpet that you can even sleep on)
"Yo, MC! Let's watch some movies on your laptop! Ya better be grateful 'cause the Great Mammon chose to hang out with ya!"
Although you wanted to spend time with him, you politely declined because you had to focus on studying.
Of course, Mammon wasn't happy about it.
He began to pester you, telling you that studying can wait and you should prioritize 'The Great Mammon' over anything else.
You sigh, knowing that he won't stop even if you argue with him. So you chose the next best thing.
He has been sitting across you the whole time ever since he entered the room so you crawled towards him until you two were sitting face to face.
And then you just...stared at him. Until he stopped speaking.
"H-huh? Why are ya starin' for? Finally decided to watch the movie with me? Ha, I knew ya couldn't resist me, human!"
But no, you really needed to finish studying. And you need to quiet this demon for a few hours before you can do that.
You give him a soft smile and gently held his face with both of your hands to make him look at you.
"Mammon, can you listen to me first?"
He felt his cheeks heating up because of your closeness. And it doesn't help that you were looking at him so softly. He felt all of his annoyance from earlier slowly dissipate.
"...F-fine, I guess. What do ya have to say after ignorin' me the whole day yesterday 'cause of your stupid assignments? Ya even promised we'll watch the movie today and now ya are saying you're still busy?"
Cue pouting Mammon.
You sigh once again because it was true. You have been studying since yesterday that you locked yourself in your room so that no one would bother you.
"I know, Mams. But I still have a few textbooks to study and research to do. I need to learn all of this because I have a presentation in class next week."
You tried to explain why you can't leave your studies for him but he was still pouting and trying to avert his gaze from you.
You know you needed to find a way to make him less upset.
So...you pull his face towards you and give him a forehead kiss.
"That was payment for ignoring you yesterday. I might just give you another one if you let me finish my studying today. It'll only be a few hours, since I'm almost done. Can you be patient for me, Mon?"
Cue more blushing Mammon. Forehead kisses were his weakness. He was very flustered and was spouting some unintelligible sentences.
After a moment, he puts his hands on yours that were on his face. You could've sworn that he started leaning towards your hands. Desperate for any kind of affection from his human after being starved of it for a day.
"T-that wasn't enough payment, ya know? If ya really want to get on my good side then ya should pay the right amount."
You giggled at him, but still gave him another forehead kiss nonetheless.
"Was that enough?"
Mammon begrudgingly said yes and finally let you go back to your studying.
He was quiet. But from your peripheral vision, you see him move to sit next to you and watch you study. He was like a puppy waiting for its owner to give it attention.
You don't know how many minutes pass, or what Mammon has been doing the whole time as you began to focus on your textbook.
Not until you suddenly felt a weight on your lap.
It was Mammon. He decided to move again and lay his head on your lap.
You were about to speak when he interrupted you.
"Shaddup. I'm sleepy."
You could see his ears were bright red, though.
You chuckled. He was so adorable.
"Alright, I'll wake you up when I'm done, Mams. Sleep well."
Studying was a headache, but it's all worth it when you have a cute sleeping demon in your lap.
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That took longer than I thought.
Anyway, Mammon is best boi and you can't convince me otherwise <3
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herrscherrofyatta · 1 year
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Trouble on set
Pairing: Tomo x F!reader
cw: brief spoilers for the Sumeru quests, a sprinkle of Kazuha x reader here and there, pining, fluff, contains future spoilers for the everlasting series, slight angst? harassment towards the reader towards the end
summary: after filming the second to last part of sumeru's chapter, you and your co stars sit down and chat about the recent events
a/n: for the modern au event
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Tears are spilling from Scaramouche's eyes as he looks at your tired e/c eyes that look up at him with nothing but love for him as your lips part slightly.
"...I love you Kuni."
You say and with that, your eyes close. Taking your last breath as Scaramouche sat there, staring as tears continued to fall, "....Y/n?"
He calls out, shaking you gently, "no.... don't—don't do this to me too. Please.... don't leave me!" He grits his teeth, pulling out the gnosis and pressing it into your chest just as you did before but your body no longer accepts it.
After several attempts, he throws the item to the side, cradling your body in his arms as he sobs, burying in face in your neck as your head hangs back. His body shakes as his cries grow louder.
"...i—i love you too." He knew his words meant nothing if you couldn't hear them, you always showered him with affection like a real sister for decades and the one time he finally returned it, it was too late.
"And cut. You two did well, I don't think we need to redo this scene."
A voice is heard as Scaramouche looks up as his face is still wet with tears and you open your eyes, wincing at the bright light above you two.
"Get cleaned up and have a break." Scaramouche helps you up, as you give him a smile.
"Good job." You tell him as he nods, still in character as you two walk off the set and immediately your friend come over to you two.
"You two did so well! Everyone was tearing up." Nahida says and some of your co-workers nod at her words.
"I'll see you two later." Scaramouche raises a hand at you two before working off, wiping his face and you and Nahida walk back to where the rest of your friends are.
"I think this is my favorite scene." You smile at this, "that's what you said during the fight scene between me and Tomo."
She giggles, "this one tops it, that scene is my second favorite."
You sigh at this, remembering how the filming for that was a bit difficult but it's done.
"You did a great job back there." Aether says as you two arrive in the break room where everyone else who was a part of this season.
"Thanks, me and Scara practiced to nail it in one go. To think we'll be done with this season but you still have like 5 more to go." You laugh as Aether sighs.
"yeah. Oh, did you get your script for the interlude?" Shaking your head, "no, I remember Hoyoverse saying that they would give us a break for a week or so. I'll probably get it soon though but I doubt I'll get any more scenes, they killed off my character."
The blonde shrugs his shoulders, handing you a cup of coffee, "you never know. Maybe they'll keep you around because of your great acting skills and maybe because of the whole romance with your character and Tomo's too, I have a feeling like it's not quite done."
Nahida sits down, going over her script as you and Aether continue talking.
"Oh! Speaking of Tomo, I promised him and Kazuha that the three of us would watch this part of the season when it aired."
The director didn't call you and scaramouche to redo the scene so you were free till the next filming.
A month later, you were recovering from an incident during filming, nothing too serious but it hurt like hell and your phone rings so you stand up to answer it, careful not to hurt your wrist.
"Hello?"
"Y/n! Hello, are you still up to watch the new episode tonight?" It was Kazuha, you smile at this, you two have been in many films together and are very close friends.
"Tonight? What day is it....." You look at your calendar and your eyes widen, "oh my god, I forgot about today, I've been so busy but yes I'm still down. Is Tomo coming as well?"
Tomo, another one of your friends and you two met through Kazuha, who also happened to be acting as your character's love interest in Genshin Impact.
"Yeah, he'll be arriving earlier than me at your place."
And just like Kazuha said, the blonde did ring your door bell two hours later and you let him. Making sure he was comfortable on the couch, you prepared some drinks, placing the tray on the small coffee table and handing him a drink. Your eyes take a good look at the blonde, noticing that he still hasn't cut his long hair since it was still in it's ponytail.
"You didn't cut it," you finally say.
"Well, you said you liked it long." He says before taking a sip, "plus, I think I'll still be acting for Hoyoverse and I have a feeling you will too." He smiles at you and you could feel the heat grow on your face at this, turning away from him as you walk out the living room.
"Oh really?"
He hums, "keeping you for a couple more episodes would give them more benefits.....so can you tell what happens?"
Rolling your eyes, you scoff, "be patient, I'm sure it'll be a ride for you."
He sits up in surprise, "wait! Don't tell me they killed you off?!"
"pfft—" you cover your laugh at this, "no—they would never!" You say sarcastically, not wanting to spoil it for him and so two hours later, Kazuha walked in to find you two in a heated conversation about your characters.
"No but like, we still need to film the festival they first met at! They can't just leave it like that between them!" Tomo says as you chuckle before taking a sip of your water, "we'll be letting the shippers down."
Chuckles at this, you say, "with you as their leader, I'm sure you'll all manage just fine." Tomo gives you an unimpressed look.
"Well, it's not our decision plus I think they'll be alright. I mean, have you read some of the fanfiction they write? Sometimes I think it's better than the official story and that says a lot." You point as Kazuha stands at the doorway, seems like neither of you noticed him quite yet.
"Yeah that's good and all but—"
"But if our characters keep going, Hoyoverse was bound to—"
"No! Listen! Remember their other series, the one you were a part of a couple years back, Honkai Impact—"
You laugh at this, remembering the role you played, "doesn't mean they're gonna let our characters live happily ever after, Tomo, remember that they're on the opposite side. A Harbinger and a wandering samurai who's an orphan."
He sighs in frustration, "still, I hope they give them the happy ending they deserve at least."
Shrugging your shoulders at this, you look away from the man in front of you and look to the side, "how long have you been standing?"
Tomo spits out his drink, looking at him, "dude, stop creeping around like that!"
Kazuha laughs at this, "you two sure do act like a married couple, talking about your favorite characters."
You roll your eyes at this, "everyone says that about us, lots of traffic?"
Kazuha hums, "yes and looks like I arrived on time." You and Tomo look at the time in sync, seeing that there was a few minutes for the episode to air.
The three of you go to the living room, getting comfortable on the couch and turning on the TV. Making sure none of your schedules were packed for the next day, it was like a tradition to sit and binge watch all the new episodes on the day one comes out.
"They better not leave us on a cliffhanger again." Tomo comments as you play the episode released today, Kazuha leans back as you put your knees up to your chest, face snuggling into a pillow and Tomo stares at the screen in anticipation.
The episode starts off where the last had ended, your hand brushes against Kazuha, making you glance at him and he looks at you.
He sees you shake your head slightly and he gets what you're hinting at so he glances over to the blonde whose eyes are glued to the screen.
"He'll be alright." He whispers, giving you a smile as you look at him a bit worried, brows furrow. "I gave it my best for my last scene....I just hope he won't be too disappointed." You whisper back, he reaches up to push a strand of hair behind your ear before gently flickering your forehead.
"You did great."
"We haven't even gotten to that scene —"
"But you're acting so well," he gestures to the screen as you look at it, watching as you appear from thin air in front of Nahida, catching the dendro archon by surprise.
"No way she managed to rip out the gnosis from the archon!? Signora style too!" Tomo yells, you and Kazuha brink at this before letting out a quiet laugh.
"Yeah, he'll be alright." You smile at Kazuha and you two go back to watching.
Let's say the night ended with Tomo being in shock, staring at the screen as the credits played out with vocal singing in Latin, one heard in the fight, now more clearly meant to represent your character's emotions.
"...I'll get the guests room ready." You say, going up the stairs, leaving the two men by themselves. The next morning, you were making breakfast when Kazuha woke up, saying he wanted to help.
Tomo slept in a little late and only woke up from hearing your laughter from downstairs and going down to go see what was making you laugh that hard, he freezes up at the sight of Kazuha and you close together in front of the stove, backs turned to him.
He watches a little while before retreating back to his room, sighing, it was no secret that he was head over heels for you, every single one your friends knew and it was completely obvious too.
He had met you on set, he was new to the crew when he first saw you in person, talking with a smile to the guy that plays Scaramouche, the way you two interact he would have mistaken you as a couple. But he had heard that Scaramouche was like a brother to you, known each other since childhood but Kazuha....he had heard so much from him. Highschool friends to be exact.
He wouldn't be surprised if the white haired male had feelings for you, hell, anyone would and he wouldn't see a chance to be with you since you were constantly surrounded by amazing, better people than him.
Standing in the middle of the room, gripping his fists, he was nothing but a guy who got lucky enough to get a big role while you were someone with experience, talent and big celebrities chasing after you.
why would you bat an eye at his feelings?
A knock at the door snaps him out of his thoughts, "Tomo, are you up? Breakfast is ready." Your voice is muffled as he sighs before answering.
"Oh, I'm starving!" He exclaims, opening the door as you look up at him, staring at him for a moment before looking away.
"We should hurry or Kazuha is going to eat everything." You say, joking, walking away before Tomo grabs a hold of your hand, making you turn around, confused.
"Tomo? What's wrong?"
He stares, hesitating before letting you go. "No, it's nothing. Sorry."
You two stand there before Kazuha's voice calls out, making you two go downstairs.
" Actress Y/n L/n who plays an important character in Season 3 of the hit series 'Genshin Impact' is confirmed to be dating Actor Kaedehara Kazuha who also is a part of the same series. The two have been seen together on a date, holding hands at a famous cafe— "
Tomo's heart drops at this, dropping his phone and it makes a loud noise that makes a few people give him weird looks. Picking it up, he checks the pictures taken and can't believe it.
It was you two in the picture, it didn't seem to be photoshopped and—
"What are you looking at?" He jumps at the sounds of your voice beside him, his phone slipping from his hands as you catch it, raising a brow at the news.
"...." You don't say anything, simply staring at the screen before calling out to Kazuha. "Hey Kazu."
"Yes?"
His head pops out from a corner, munching on a cookie, "when did we start dating?" Kazuha takes a bite of his food before shrugging his shoulders.
"I dunno, you tell me."
Waving at him to come over, he does, and you show him, he doesn't look fazed.
"This again?" He asks as you sigh, "I'm afraid so." You two look at Tomo who was quiet this whole time.
".....did you fall for this?" He shakes his head.
Kazuha begins to explain everything, the context of the photo, saying it was taken when you and him snuck out to get something to eat during break. "Look, we're in our costumes and the reason why Kazuha was holding my hand was because the heels I wore were too hard to walk in properly."
Tomo mentally sighs at this, relieved, "also we're the main leads for this romance series so there's that." He freezes up as you hand him back his phone.
Neither of you notice prying eyes watching from a distance.
The day goes on, a couple retakes on scenes here and there when it was time for lunch, you and your friends decide to eat together inside so you quickly went to your trailer to get your food.
The heels you wore made a sound with each step you took, "excuse me," an eerie voice came from behind you, making you tense up and glance back to see a man who you didn't recognize.
"are you lost? I can bring security to accompany you to the exit." You stopped walking, not wanting to show this man where your trailer was in case he tried to come back later.
"No...no, I'm not lost. In fact, I already found what I'm looking for." He says in a creepy way, his face was red with sweat the longer he stared at you.
"What do you—?!" Your eyes widened as he grabbed a hold of your wrist, pulling you towards him as you struggled against his hold.
"Let go of me!" You shout, but his grip on your wrist that was still recovering from an acting incident, tightens as you wince and he sees this as an opportunity to wrap his other arm around your waist.
"You're finally mine—"
Tomo looks at the time, it's been a few minutes since you left to get your lunch and Kazuha seems to notice this too. Standing up, he and Tomo begin to head to find you at your trailer but to their surprise, an unfamiliar man had you in his grasp as you struggled against him. Quickly running over, Kazuha calls for security, you continue to push the man off as he leans in to try to kiss you.
"Let me go!?" You raise your knee and hit him where the sun doesn't sun as his grip on your falters and Tomo quickly pulls you behind him, he could feel your hands grip his shirt with fear.
"You bitch!" The man says, glaring up at him. "You'll pay!"
Tomo glares at him, "you have to get through me first."
Kazuha rushes over with a couple security guards, "and before you can get to him, you need to get through security." He says as the buff, talk men pick up the creep who kept trying to tell you things.
"None of you understand! Me and her are destined together! We're going to get married and have children—"
You pull back tomo who is trying so hard not to punch this guy who was creeping you out.
"None of you will get in the way of our true love!"
The security guards roll their eyes at this as you see Tomo turn to you and you give him a confused look before he leans in, pressing his lips to yours.
"What the hell!? Let go of my precious Y/n! We're supposed to be together —"
Your face is red as Tomo pulls away, "together my ass, we've been dating for a long time so she's mine." He flips him off as the man gets dragged off, still saying things.
The blonde sighs, as Kazuha goes to your side, looking around for any injuries and he notices that your hands are shaking slightly.
Being harassed was nothing to you but someone getting that close to you as new, he's been there to see and luckily to protect you but to think someone sneaked in to look especially for you was terrifying.
"Thank you," you finally say, "if you hadn't.....I couldn't imagine what that man would've done." Tomo frowns, placing a hand in your back.
"You did all the work, hitting him in the balls." He smiles when a smile cracks in your face at this. Your face heats up as he wraps his arm around your shoulder as he leads you inside while Kazuha goes to talk with security.
"...sorry for not asking." You glance up to see how red his cheeks were before looking down, flustered as he was.
"...it's not like we haven't kissed before...on set." You mumble, "..I kinda liked it." Stuttering in your words, you refuse to look up at Tomo, afraid of his reaction.
He coughs, "...me too, every single one." If your face couldn't heat up even more at his confession, it did.
Nahida looks up from her book to see you two walk in, speechless to see you two holding hands with flustered faces but smiles to herself.
It was about time you two figured out your feelings.
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Tomo: So whose idea was it to show that scene to parallel Ei and Makoto's?
You: well....you see—
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thebookwormfairy · 3 years
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Captain the Retired Police Dog and His Puppies Part 4
The puppies are here!!!!! The puppies are finally coming!
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Part 3
After that Marinette spent the day with Harley, Ivy, and Edwin it seemed they popped up around the Manor more often
Usually it was just to say hi, and in Edwin's case to flirt with Marinette
Not that she paid the flirting any mind she was very happy with Damian and only saw Edwin as a friend
And Edwin was respectful and backed off when Marinette said he had gone to far
And finally it was time!
Ace was having her puppies!
And Marinette was alone!
It was a little past midnight when Marinette woke up to find Damain gone and Ace in labor and Captain freaking out
Marinette jumped out of bed and rush over to the 2 german sheperds
Marinette: Hey it's okay. Calm down
Marinette rubbed Ace's head to comfort her
Captain still freaking out: What should we do Marinette? What should we do?
Ace: Darling you are freaking out more then me. Calm down.
Captain sitting besides Marinette: You're right, you're right. I have to he strong for our children
Captain sunk down and place his head on top of Ace: But what if something happens
Marinette: Dont worry you two I'm sure whatever villian Damian is beating up right now can wait.
Marinette frantically dialed Damian's number
It turns out that the bat fam were in the middle of a taken down one of Penguin's lesser skeems
Robin was literal beating up a henchman when a song about angles blasted from his pocket
It caught everybody so off gaurd that everybody good and bad paused and stared at Robin
Robin: Sorry, I have to take this
Robin pulled his phone out and hit answered
Robin: Hey Ang-
Marinette: ACE IS HAVING HER PUPPIES NOW!!!!
Robin putting his phone on mute: Bathound is having her puppies?!?!
Jason: The puppies are coming?
Marinette: YES! Can you finish what ever Robin business you're doing and come back?
Marinette eyes widen when she realized that she let it slipped that she knew about the Wayne family's nightly activities
Damian's eyes also widen before a now common lovesick grin spread across his face
Robin: Of course you figured it out Angle
Marinette blushing: Sorry I was going to wait until you were ready to tell me.
Robin: It's okay Angle I'll be there soon this really isnt a big deal I've just been playing with this guy anyway. He's completely incompetent
Henchman: Hey that's rude
Robin didn't listen to
Robin: Batman I will be leaving now
Redhood: I'm going with him!
Red Robin: No fair I wanted to sse Bathound give birth too
Batman sighing and turning to Penguin: Any chance we can cut this short?
Penguin: Yeah besides this jewel isn't worth the trouble if we don't
Batman: Thank you sorry about this
Penguin: No problem bats, I do request a picture of the puppies after they're born
Batman: I'm sure the children will make sure everybody they see has pictures of the puppies
When the Waynes got back and changed they rushed to Damian's room to see Ace giving birth to her third puppy
Marinette looked up at the sound of the door opening
Marinette: I'm so glad y'all came back in time. So far we have 3 healthy puppies
Damian rushed over to Ace to do a quick look over of the puppies that were already born making sure they were all okay
Marinette: So far so good they've been coming pretty quickly
Damian grabbing Marinette's face and kissing her: You are truly amazing Angel
The Wayne family and Marinette watch in fascination as 5 more puppies came in to the world in the span of 3 hours
Marinette: I can't believe it 8 puppies!
Captain nuzzling Ace: 8 puppies! Can you believe it my Love 8 puppies!!! You did fantastic! And all our puppies are absolutely beautiful!!!
Ace exhausted: That's wonderful Darling
Captain: Rest now my Love I'll watch over our children
Ace falling asleep: Thank you dear
Captain started sniffing his children nudging them towards their mother so they can stay fed and warm
Tim: They are so tiny! Can we keep them Bruce?
Bruce: Jason we can not keep 9-10 German Sheperds, a Turkey, cat, and cow
Jason: You also shouldn't be able to keep half the kids you adopt yet here we are
Bruce pinching the bridge of his nose: We'll have to see
Marinette: Dont worry Jason even if you don't keep all of them we'll find good homes for them
Harley:We heard the puppies have arrived!
Harley and Ivy burst into the room carrying balloons and plush dog toys for the puppies
Marinette: Harley! Ivy! What are you two doing here?
Harley: Alfred was a doll and called us! Edwin would've been here too but he's hanging out with friends for the week
Damian whispering to Marinette: Thank goodness
Marinette gently elbowed Damian in the ribs: Be nice
Harley: Oh my goodness Iv look at this one!
Harley gently lifts one of the puppies who had brown fur half way up all his legs
Harley: Omg it looks like his paws were dipped in Pudding! Can we keep him?
Ivy: We don't even know if they're up for adoption
Bruce seeing the future if he doesn't find the puppies a home: Please take one
Harley: Awesome! But we'll have to wait 8 week right?
Damian: That's right
The next day after everybody got some rest as the new parents spent more time with their puppies
And Marinette sat down with the Waynes
Damian was sitting besides Marinette as she fidgeted with her fingers
Marinette: So I know you are Batman, Red Hood, Red Robin, and Robin
Tim totally unconcincing: What?! No... That's impossible....Where would you get an idea like that...
Eveybody in the room gave Tim an unimpressed look
Tim: Okay I'm not fooling anybody. You are good Marinette
Marinette: Thank you
Bruce: I trust that you won't be telling anybody about this
Damian: Father!
Marinette: It's okay Damian. You can trust me Mr. Wayne, because I have my own secret. I'm also a super hero called Ladybug
Waynes: What?!
Tikki flew out of Marinette's pocket
Marinette: Let me show you, Tikki?
Tikki: Ready Marinette
Marinette: Okay, Tikki Spots On!
As Marinette transformed the other inhabitants in the room stared as the girl transformed into her hero form
Damian with a love struck smile: Just when I thought I couldn't love you anymore Angel
Marinette: Tikki Spots Off
Marinette detransforms, but Tikki stayed out were the Waynes could see her
Tikki: Hi my name's Tikki I'm Marinette's kwami
Kaalki: Does this mean I can finally stop hiding my beautiful self
Kaalki came out of Marinette's other pocket that held her miraculous
Marinette: And this is Kaalki the kwami of teleportation
Bruce: I feel like you have a lot to tell us Marinette
Marinette: That is correct but first. I as one of the heroes of Paris officially request assistance from the Justice league with the situation in Paris
Damian: What situation?
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gyucore · 3 years
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long live the king
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pairing: mage!hueningkai x noble!reader
tags: fluff, royalty au, friends to lovers, hueningkai can do magic
word count: 3.3k
prompts:
011: "May I have this dance?"
019: "I don't think anyone could ever be as lovely as you."
020: "You look incredible in that."
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Tonight had been advertised as the night to end all nights— a masquerade ball held by the king at the palace, and a brightly lit ballroom decorated with gold and the continent's finest silk, adorning the kingdom's rose insignia. Entertainers and musicians positioned around the vicinity to perform their best acts and tunes, and the gates were left wide open to welcome everyone who wanted to join in, given that they tried their best to dress for the occasion.
Today was an event open to all the kingdom's citizens, from high seated nobles to common men by the streets, everyone was welcome to participate in the king's annual ball. However, that fact didn't matter for a family such as yours. Your father was the Marquess, which meant that you were invited to every single ball or gathering held by the nobility for the nobility. At least, that was how it had been until the incident.
The peering eyes of both the nobles and commoners alike have left you frozen on your spot by the pillar. Your bright red ball gown, although beautiful, was not helping you hide away from the eyes of the crowd. It was evident they were all thinking the same thing.
The unfortunate daughter of a fallen marquess.
News had gotten out about your family's crisis and had spread to the public like a disease. The Grand Marquess losing money, property, and power: The fall of a great noble. The story made headlines for weeks on end— rumors mixing in with the truth, and eventually, everyone had drawn the same conclusion. Pitiful.
You worry about your parents at the other end of the room, doing their best to mingle with the other nobles. The heavy atmosphere was weighing down on your chest.
Closing your eyes and taking a deep breath, you try to think of the things that calmed you down: the rustic smell of old books at the public library, the warm feeling you'd get when the rays of sunlight touch your skin as you sit by the window with your face buried deep into your favorite classic, the bright smile the common mage boy would give you everytime you crossed paths—
"Wow."
A familiar voice brings you back from your thoughts.
"You look incredible in that." The same bright smile you'd envisioned earlier now stood in front of you.
You gaze in awe at the man before you, dressed in what you could only describe as the most beautiful and elegant ensemble you'd seen tonight. The way the white suit hugged his waist left little room for the imagination. You doubt even the king himself could top this off.
"Lady Y/N. I believe fate must have brought us together in this fine evening." The man gently bends down, taking your hand and planting a kiss so fleeting that you barely felt it. Even with the golden mask on, you could easily tell who it was.
"Kai.."
"Ah, and here I was hoping I'd be a little more mysterious tonight." Kai holds back his laughter as he gazed upon you once more. You can't help but do the same.
Tonight, he looked nothing of a common mage but that of a king himself. If you hadn't known him beforehand, you would've mistaken him as so, especially with tonight's main event— the reveal of the king's successor. But alas, what the mage boy had going on for him was merely for appearances. A commoner like him could never be king in a world where even dreaming of becoming one was considered to be of highest absurdity.
"I thought you said you weren't attending?"
Kai shrugs, folding his hands behind his back. "And refuse my lady when you so graciously asked me out?"
His response catches you off guard. "I don't recall ever asking you anything of that sort."
"You asked if I'd attend."
"And that counts as asking you out?"
Kai chuckles. "When you asked me with such a cute look on your face, it was difficult to think you weren't looking forward to me being here."
And he was right. Given your circumstances, Kai being here with you was like a breath of fresh air. You'd been praying all night that he'd magically arrive to help you take your mind off of things, and you felt like crying out in joy when he actually did.
Kai looks around, seemingly getting a sense of the pressure you were in. "Shall we take a stroll around the garden, my lady?"
You follow his line of sight and spot the royal garden just outside the window. "I'll let you accompany me if you drop the whole my lady business."
Kai purses his lips as he takes your hand in his. "Can't you let me be fancy for one night?"
Every moment you'd spent with Kai up until this point had been the highlight of your days. As the daughter of the Marquess, you'd spent most of your time holed up inside your manor. Women barely got any education aside from the usual classes on manners and societal etiquette, and that included nobles as well. But that never stopped you. Once a week, when the guards changed shifts by the gate, and the maids and butlers were all busy with the weekly general cleaning, you'd take the opportunity to slip out in disguise, undetected by anyone. The main goal was to get to the public library and obtain access to educational material— ones that didn't involve any prim and proper rubbish that you've read over a thousand times.
The first time outside was rather difficult. You barely managed to get inside the library's more educational section while passing as a man. However, every succeeding attempt became easier and easier until coming out in secret and gaining access didn't seem like that much of a hassle anymore.
At the library, you were free to read any book you want, and used this opportunity to brush up on some business and economics as well as some of the basic sciences. You spent the first few months stocking up on knowledge until you felt it fine to relax a little and start reading novels to pass the time without the help of a disguise.
There was a section in the library that you hadn't checked; one that you'd deemed unnecessary as it only contained children's literature. It wasn't until you'd heard the sound of a man's voice followed by children's laughter that you felt compelled enough to take a peek.
"And then, the dragon swooped down onto the village and attacked the innocent villagers! ROARRR. Breathing fire as hot as, well, uh— FIRE!"
You slipped up and giggled at the young man's amusing narration, piping down a bit after realizing that he had noticed you from behind the shelves, throwing a knowing smirk your way.
It was then that he pulled down his cloak. Wavy brown locks gracefully reaching the back of his neck, bright eyes that could make any person let their guard down— he looked around your age which made you feel more at ease.
The young man steps back, dramatically breathing fire out of his mouth as the children cheered. Some were yelling at him to continue until only smoke came out, and you swore you heard one of them ask if he could make the fire turn green. Ridiculous, you think. But you were no different from these children, only being able to stand there in awe at the young man's trick. Perhaps turning the fire green wasn't such a terrible idea.
You've heard of mages among the commoners before, and had met a few that visited your manor but this was the first time you'd seen one in action. The flames that came out of his mouth looked awfully hot but the young man didn't even blink or showed any signs of pain.
He stops the fire and clears his throat, now kneeling down to face the children. "The villagers were worried sick! What would happen to their crops, their produce, their livelihood? If only a hero would come along and save them!" He makes an overly exaggerated wail before gasping.
"Well, who do we have here? A warrior has come to save the villagers!" The young man points at your direction and you feel your blood run cold as all the children in the room had turned their attention towards you, hopeful.
"A young maiden has arrived to slay the evil dragon!"
You quickly shake your head at his statement, holding your arms out in a cross. "No, kids. Don't believe what this man says. I am not a warrior, and I'm certainly not here to slay any dragons"
The young man raises a brow, getting up from his spot. "Then why do you have the magical sword that was forged to slay the mighty dragon?"
"What sword?"
The young man snaps his fingers. "That sword."
The weight on your hips dip on one side and you couldn't believe your eyes as a sheathed sword had magically manifested beside your waist out of thin air. "How did you— wait, is this a real sword?! You can't play around with real swords in front of children!"
The children turn towards the young man in confusion.
"Well, kids. Do you want the kind lady to slay the dragon with a real sword?"
"YES!" The children cheered.
The young man turns to you with a smile. "You gotta give the kids what they want, Miss."
An exasperated expression makes its way to your face. "I am not slaying any made up dragons!"
"Now, what's all this talk about slaying dragons?"
Taehyun, one of the stricter librarians, had come out of nowhere, surprising everyone. His eyes scan the room and quickly notices three things: (1) the dangerous sword hanging on your waist, (2) the excessive amount of children in the room when the sign on the way in definitely mentioned a capacity of only five, and (3) someone let the mage boy inside the library again. The culprit was evident.
"Jung Kai, I swear to the heavens I will—"
"Alright kids, time to go! We'll end the story next time!" The young man, Kai, rushes the disappointed children out of the section before they heard something they shouldn't.
You were about to walk away yourself but was quickly stopped by Taehyun's hand blocking your path. "Kai, didn't I tell you that you're not allowed to perform magic inside the library? And seriously," He confiscates the sword on your waist, holding it up in the air. "Violence?"
Kai looks at you and grins. "I suppose we could've gone with a more romantic ending. Something like the warrior's kiss saving the dragon from his curse, and he turns back into this super handsome, super cute, and super macho mage."
The way he shamelessly described himself left you speechless, and you steal a glance at the librarian who looked as equally disgusted as you are.
"Just clean up the mess before you leave. And that means you too, Miss Dragon Slayer."
"But I didn't even—" You cut yourself off after Taehyun dismisses himself from the room.
The section falls silent and Kai walks up to you, a smile ever present in his face. "I'm guessing this is the start of our new friendship?"
And that was what started it all. Everytime you'd visit the library after that, you seemed to bump into Kai more often than you liked. He saw through the disguise the first time he saw you wearing it and had promised to not utter a single word to anyone. The mage boy was much more reliable than he seemed to be, often helping you in your studies and teaching you more than the books ever could. Sometimes, he'd convince you to take a stroll around town and had shown you sights and wonders you wouldn't have expected to see inside the kingdom.
Before you knew it, Kai had become someone you'd cherished, and someone whose company you genuinely appreciated. He was patient and understanding as your makeshift mentor, and was this fun and outgoing guy whenever you two were out together. Kai became the first friend you'd made on your own regardless of status and the only friend you wished to keep by your side.
"I take it that the people in the ballroom were too much?" Kai speaks the moment arrived at the garden.
"Please. I couldn't even breathe in there." You play it off with a chuckle but thoughts of worry still plague your mind. "I'm guessing you probably know by now."
"About what? The fact that you're the daughter of the Marquess or that the Marquess has been in a crisis for a while?"
"Both."
Kai reaches for your hand, holding it reassuringly. "I've known for a while but that doesn't change anything now, does it? We became friends without the burden of our status, and we'll stay as friends regardless."
You hated this, hated how he always knew exactly what to say. The heat rushes up to your face and you squeeze his hand tighter, avoiding eye contact. "Thank you."
But truthfully, there was a little voice in Kai's head that wished you could be something more. Not after you'd shared those intimate moments alone at the library at dusk, not after he rushed in to catch you in his arms when you fell while shelving a book on the top shelves, and especially not after you almost shared a kiss after saying goodbye that night he'd helped you sneak back in.
Even now, as he lovingly gazed at your silhouette beneath the moonlight, he'd hoped that he'd have the chance to tell you how he felt. But then again, the chance could be right now at this very moment. The two of you were, afterall, at the king's ball.
"So, how were the gentlemen earlier?"
"What?" You raise your head to face Kai.
"I've no doubt that hundreds of people had been lining up to dance with you all evening." Kai grins as he gently lets go of your hand.
"Please, I haven't danced at all tonight."
"I find that quite hard to believe."
You sigh, recalling the events from earlier. "No one would want to be seen dancing with a fallen Marquess' daughter now would they?"
"Not when you look this beautiful?" Kai jokingly walks around you and you shy away from his gaze.
"You know I never say things I don't mean, Y/N." Kai bends down and holds your hands in his. "And believe me, I don't think anyone could ever be as lovely as you."
"Is flattery your main personality trait now?" You say as an attempt to not let his compliment affect you any further than it should but fail miserably so.
Kai stands before you with an unreadable expression. You'd argue this was the most serious look he's ever had since you'd met him.
"Care to dance?" Kai asks, leaning in closer, your faces merely inches apart. You feel your heart beating loudly in your chest, and you're almost afraid he might hear.
The moonlight casts a shadow on Kai's face, and despite the darkness, his eyes glistened, reflecting your own as you stared into his. You've never seen anyone look so beautiful. And here he was, telling you that you're the loveliest person he's ever known.
"Right now?"
Kai nods, taking off his mask and tossing it over to the side. "And I'd like it if we could dance without our masks too. I've been wanting to get a good look at your face all night."
You chuckle, removing your mask and tossing it to to the ground next to his. "And how do you suppose we dance without music? My reputation's already dirt at this point and I do not want to be branded as the crazy noble dancing at the royal garden in complete silence."
Kai fails to suppress his laughter, holding on to your shoulder to maintain himself upright. "Well, I wouldn't want to let my dear lady look crazy now would I?"
"And what are you planning to do?"
"Well, I am a mage." Kai smirks as he manifests a scepter out of thin air, leaving a trail of golden dust flurrying down.
This was the first time you've ever seen it in person. Kai had mentioned how he needed the aid of his scepter to perform high level magic, but he'd never taken it out in front of you until now. One look at the scepter and anyone could tell not just any old mage owned the darn thing. It looked majestic by all means, intricately decorated with gold and topped off with a brightly colored red gemstone you couldn't seem to identify. You'd heard that mages often created their own unique gemstones as a manifestation of their mana but for Kai's to be red, which had been said to be a quite powerful variant, made you wonder just how powerful your friend had been.
"And here we go." Kai takes the scepter in his hand and drives it into the ground. The impact causes a wave of light to burst from the scepter and spread throughout the reaches of garden. In a split-second, the wave of light rushes back into its source, compressing into a huge orb of light lifting up into the sky, rivaling the moon with its glow. The orb splits into smaller pieces and starts to dance around the garden, leaving you in awe at the spectacle.
Kai finds himself grinning from ear to ear at your reaction. He'd studied magic as an expression of rebellion against his father but now, he'd found another purpose to perform these little tricks of his. He places his hand on your waist and pulls you closer. "Wait for it."
The orbs of light find their places around you, slowly taking the shape of various instruments you've seen inside the ballroom, from strings to percussions, and even wind instruments. Smaller pieces of light continued to hover the surroundings, resembling glowing fireflies in the dark.
"Kai, this is beautiful." You look up at the young man, and he steps away, bowing his head as he plants yet another kiss on the back of your hand.
"May I have this dance?"
His eyes meet yours and you feel your heart skip a beat. It was rather difficult to explain. The Kai in front of you right now had been the same Kai you've always known, but somehow.. different.
You raise your hand for him to take, guiding your other hand to find perch on his shoulder, and his finding its place on your waist. With the first step, the instruments started playing. It's a piece you've heard before, one that Kai had fondly hummed nearly everytime you were together at the library.
It was as if the world had faded into the distance, and at this moment, there was only you and him, dancing alone in the garden. He pulls you close, his hold gentle and warm. Kai spins you around. The heel of your shoe collides with a rock, and you nearly stumble back until Kai manages to grab you by the waist on time, pulling you back into his arms.
You spot the smirk on his face under the moonlight, and you press a finger against his lips. "Not one word."
"I wasn't going to say anything." Kai lets you go, and you quickly grab a hold of his arms to find balance.
"Of course you weren't."
"Well, I do have something I have to tell you. A few things, actually."
You cock a brow at him, and he steps forward. "I'll tell you the most important part first."
"And that is?"
Kai reaches out to cup your cheeks, gazing into your eyes as if asking permission. You didn't need to say anything for him to understand, and he closes the gap between you, pressing his lips against yours. The feeling was foreign but certainly welcome, and you soon close your eyes and reciprocate, wanting to feel more of his soft lips, and wanting to hold him closer and closer.
For long had you held out on this, on actually acknowledging your growing feelings for the lad in fear of having to live with the thought of him not feeling the same. But in this moment, you felt a heavy burden being lifted from your shoulders.
"Kai, I.."
The light from the orbs dim down and soon dissipates. Kai pulls away, gazing upon your flushed face. "You mean the world to me, Y/N. I don't think my life would ever be the same without you."
The trumpets blare in the ballroom, a signal that the new king was to make an appearance soon. You feel Kai's hand around yours. "As for my other confession, I think it's best we head back first."
He leads you back into the ballroom, and disappears the moment you find your parents in the crowd. You join them in the center as everyone gathers to get a glimpse at the new king.
The herald makes his way beside the grand staircase, straightening himself up to make the announcement that every citizen had been waiting to hear all evening.
"Presenting the next in line to the throne, to rule the vast lands of our esteemed nation, and lead us into a continuing era of prosperity! Our future King, His Royal Highness, Kai Kamal Huening!"
The doors open, revealing Kai, your Kai, adorned in the royal family's crest, robes, and jewelries as he made himself known to his loyal subjects.
Behind him was public librarian, Kang Taehyun, who had been revealed to be serving as one oc the King's advisors, and now, for the new monarch.
"Long live the King!"
Kai could pick out your from the crowd in a heartbeat, hos gaze meeting yours as he flashes you his signature smile. You couldn't believe what was happening— Kai, your best friend in the whole world, had just confessed his love to you. And now, that same Kai had revealed to you and to the public that he had been the future ruler of the country all along. The crowds cheered.
"Long live the King!"
"Long live the King." You whisper to yourself, wondering what the future has in store for you.
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yyxgin · 3 years
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🌃 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 || 𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐣𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠
☆ han jisung x fem! reader ☆
☆ GENRE: college au, best friends to lovers au, fluff
☆ SUMMARY: There’s only one thing that can help your stressed out mind when you have a week left to finish the most important assignment for your art class of them all, and that is the honey voice of your best friend. What a shame he’s too shy to sing sometimes.
☆ WORDS: 5k 
☆ WARNINGS: swearing and that is it me thinks
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You hear the silent melody coming from your best friend sitting on the other side of the couch, quiet hums gradually flowing into coherent words as he mindlessly scrolls through social media on his phone, his low singing filling your empty living room as you take your eyes off your phone and watch him. 
He looks casual, just like always. The army-green hoodie looks about two times his size enveloping his body, the hood thrown over his head to hide his messy hair, sweatpants hiding a little bit of his foot as well as if to make him look extra tiny today. The song coming out of his mouth sounds similar, yet it still sounds new to you when you catch him randomly singing during the day on times when he forgets he doesn't want anyone to hear.
"It cannot wait, I'm yours-" his head snaps up to meet your eyes, immediately shutting up and looking back to his phone screen. 
"No, why'd you stop?" you whine, pouting. His voice is good. Too good, for never getting singing lessons and basically not even trying while he sings. 
"'Cause it sounds bad," he mutters, furrowing his brows.
"It doesn't." you firmly say, desperate to make your best friend believe your words in order to hear him sing more often. For some reason, his singing always managed to bring a sense of comfort into your heart. It felt like the sunlight shining at you in the cold days of winter, sweet and soothing for your freezing heart.
"Yeah, right," his cheeks flash pink, rolling his eyes. 
"You hear me singing all the time and I sound like a dying racoon, I really don't understand why you're so shy about it when you sound like angels coming down to earth to bless us all," you giggle, poking his sides.
He laughs softly at your compliment, shaking his head. This was how it usually went. 
He started singing out of the blue, you stopped everything you were doing just to listen to him, then he realised you became too quiet and stopped in the very second. 
"I wish you sang more. I like your voice," you point out, watching him flash an even deeper shade of pink as he shyly giggles at your confession.
"Sorry to break it to you, but I won't," he shakes his head in disapproval. It annoyed you, how he just never seemed to believe your words.
"But why? You never believe me when I tell you you sound good," you pout, furrowing your eyebrows and throwing your fists in the air in a sense of frustration.
"And that, my dear, is called not believing in yourself." he giggles, making you roll your eyes. 
"I don't get it," you sigh, standing up and moving to the kitchen, "anyways, I am on my way to paint the rest of the assignment I have for my art class, so if you don't want to sing me something, at least put some music on," you yell white putting your empty mug into the sink.
As you walk back to the living room with your art supplies you managed to snatch from the desk where you put them before, you hear the familiar sound of your bluetooth speaker turning on, making you sigh. And that's for your daily dose of Han Jisung's singing. You sit cross-legged at the ground, taking your paint brushes into your hand, hearing the song he decided to put on playing from the speaker. You recognise it being the one he was humming to himself just a few minutes ago, smiling.
"What is the theme anyway?" he asks, genuinely curious.
"Nature," you roll your eyes, not really interested in painting trees the tiniest bit, but having to do it anyway, because you can’t just paint whatever you want and get away with it in your art class.
"So like, trees and stuff?" he teases you, knowing damn well how much you don't like the particular assignment in the first place.
"Trees, mountains, butterflies…" you ironically smile, blobbing a whole lot of green paint onto your palette, grunting, "and I wanted to be chosen for the showcase this year, but I guess we'll have to wait until the theme is not about rocks and rivers." you scoff.
"Oh please, you'll do great anyway," encourages you Jisung, "you can paint well even if it's just trees and mountains." 
"I'm not Bob Ross, Jisung." you mutter, hating the way the green paint looks on the canvas in the first place.
"Yes you are," he giggles, "you paint just like him." 
"Tells me the one who sounds like Mariah Carey but tries to act like he can't sing," you tease back, enjoying the way his eyebrows furrow at your comment.
"I can't do whistle notes yet," he smirks.
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The car rides with Jisung were probably your most favorite. It wasn't for the fact that he doesn't drive too fast like most of your friends do, since as he said, he doesn't trust himself to slow down if he strats, but truth be told, that was also one of the reasons. But the main reason is, that you always get to hear him singing along to the radio, even if it's kind of difficult to hear over the loud music and the original singer. That doesn’t matter, though, because even the tiniest sign of him singing around you made you happy. 
He doesn't seem to care as he yells the words to Riptide by Vance Joy on the top of his lungs, sounding like the song belongs to him, parking the car in the almost empty parking lot at Michael's craft store.
"No problem. What even happened, anyway?" he furrows his brows at you, confused on why you suddenly hit him up out of the blue in the evening as you swore on your life you couldn't hang out because you have to finish that disgusting assignment for your art class.
"Thanks." you smile at him as you ubuckle your seat-belt and open the door to his car. 
"I fucked up on the painting and now I need to buy some new canvases," you grunt, rolling your eyes, "and green paint. A whole lot of green paint." 
He snickers a little as he walks by your side, quickly turning around to lock his car and bringing his attention back to you, "I am sure it wasn't even that bad in the first place and you're just over-reacting." 
"Yes it was, Jisung, you didn't see the disaster that painting became. I wanted to paint a bear and it looked like a degenerated pine tree." you blurb out, frustrated, as you take the shopping cart to your hands only for it to be snatched by the hands of your best friend helping you.
"Well, you could always say you wanted to be a little abstract," he grins at you.
"Yeah, sure. Miss Kim would absolutely kill me and I wouldn't get to the showcase this year again. Why am I majoring in art in the first place when I can't even get to the school's art showcase? That prick Minho got in three times already and he said he doesn't even like art in the first place!" you say, gritting your teeth.
"Why is he majoring in art, then?" asks Jisung, confused.
"Because he wanted a degree and he said it was the easiest major to pick," you roll your eyes. 
"Well, I mean that is kind of smart, I should have picked that instead of business-" 
"Jisung, you can't draw." you laugh.
"And? We were all born to express, not to impress," he waves his arms in the air, grinning. You laugh at his expression, facepalming as you reach for three containers of green paint from the counter and throwing it into the cart.
"If this is not enough of green paint, I swear to god I will kick something-" 
"Hey! Peace. Think of the pigeons. Rainbows. Sunshine," he recitates, motioning you to breathe deeply to calm down your nerves, giggling in the process.
"Fuck the pigeons! I tried to paint one yesterday and it turned into a fucking rock in the air!" you throw a fit, making him shush you as a few people turn around to see your distressed state.
"Calm down, woman," he says, putting an arm on your back, gently pushing you to the cashier, "it's just a painting. You'll do great, don't worry. You're just stressing too much." 
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You grunt as you see another ruined canvas, throwing the brush onto the ground, muttering a quiet swear as you notice the paint on the floor, quickly taking a tissue and wiping it off.
"What's gotten into you? It's okay," sweetly says Jisung, once again sitting at your sofa and watching over you as you try to paint your assignment again. 
"It looks bad! Just look at it! I have a week left and I already ruined three canvases, at this rate, I won't be able to even finish it, I can only dream of getting to the showcase," you mourn, throwing yourself to the ground and hiding your face in your hands.
"You just have to take it easy, you're pressuring yourself too much-" 
"I've heard that already." you cut him off, growling. 
You lay there for a while, breathing heavily, collecting your thoughts. Once you manage to calm down, you sit up and look at your best friend watching over you on the sofa, sighing. "I'm sorry. I'm just stressed out. I didn't mean to snap at you." 
"It's okay." he nods, seeing you taking the brush into your hand again and trying to fix the blob of paint that was supposed to look like a squirrel, much reminding you of your dear best friend sitting next to you. 
You feel a gentle grip on your hand after a few seconds, taking the brush out of it and putting it to the table. You furrow your brows and look at him, confused on why he is suddenly stopping you from your work, the contact of his skin on yours surprising you a little.
"We're done with painting today." he sternly says, stopping you.
"Ji, I have a week left to-" 
"That's a lot of time! Stand up, we're having a karaoke night." he grins at you, pulling you up to your feet, as he takes his phone laying on the sofa into his hands and connects it to the bluetooth speaker.
"I have no time to have a karaoke night Jisung, what even is that-" 
"Pick a song. Any song. We're about to sing our hearts out tonight and my mission won't be considered successful until your neighbours come to complain," he grins, giving the phone into your hand with his spotify app open already. 
You look at him dead serious for a moment before sighing and looking through his embarrassingly long spotify playlist called ‘bops only’. "Fine," you sigh, "but just this once. And if they call the police on us, you're paying the fine for disturbing the silent hours." 
"I didn't say anything about that-" 
"Blah blah blah, I can't hear you!" you giggle, putting on I will survive by Gloria Gaynor on full volume to cut him off, throwing the phone back onto the sofa as you prepare for your singing solo.
You sneak your arms around his neck, dancing and laughing in the process as you loudly scream the lyrics into his face. He smiles at the sight, content with the fact that he managed to cheer you up so quickly, putting his arms on your hips as he jumps up and down, joining you in singing once the song hits the chorus. 
And just this once, as his arms steadily hold your body and you throw a tantrum in your living room, he doesn't even care that you hear him sing as he knows you like to hear his voice. Maybe, just maybe, that was the reason why he suggested a karaoke night to cheer you up in the first place anyway.
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"What do you mean you're not gonna be here on my birthday?" you pout from the ground, focused on the canvas right in front of you. 
"Look, I'm sorry, okay? But my mum really needs me to come help her with the atic, and you know how she gets when I refuse to come home at least once a month even though I constantly tell her I don't have the time to travel for 45 minutes just so she can see my face once in a while…" sighs Jisung, laying on your sofa so his head is now facing the same way yours does, and that is, your half-empty canvas.
"I know, I know. But does it really have to be on my birthday? You're going to be away for three days, and the showcase is on Friday…" you mumble, "if I get there, of course." you sigh.
"I'm sorry," he mumbles, sounding genuinely concerned. It was currently Monday and your birthday was on Thursday, which meant you had four days to finish your art piece to submit it on the exact day of your birthday to see if your teacher accepts it for the showcase of the following day. And you're not even halfway done with your work! To be exact, you feel like you're gonna fail and to not have your best friend by your side to help you through your stress, you truly feel like you'll go insane.
"I know," you sigh, "it's okay. I guess I'll just… manage, somehow." you scoff.
"You can always celebrate with that friend from your art class, and we'll celebrate together on Saturday, when I come back. What was that kid's name again?" he furrows his brows at you, turning your way to see your focused face.
"You mean Hyunjin? No, thank you. He'd just want me to get drunk and I really don't need that the day before the showcase," you mumble, painting the leaves of the tree carefully, focusing on every single detail. Jisung always adored your talent. Everything you ever drew was a masterpiece in his eyes. He even kept the notes you gave to him in high school once when he was sick and you managed to take notes for him as well when you shared a Chemistry class, sneaking a few doodles on the sides when you got bored of listening to the teacher, "but that will come handy when I don't get in again, so I'll consider it." you roll your eyes.
"You will get in." he reassures you again, finding your eyes.
"I doubt that," you bitterly laugh. 
"Ugh, stop that already," he grunts, focusing on the canvas again, feeling relaxed just at watching you do your magic, but you throw the paintbrush on the table again at that exact moment and run your hands through your hair in frustration.
"What?" 
"It looks like shit. Again." you exclaim. 
His eyes go wide at the sentence, disbelief washing over him. Did you really think that?
"What the fuck? It doesn't! It looks amazing, trust me," he says, reaching his arms to you, taking you by the shoulder from his position on the sofa.
"I am so stressed Jisung, I feel like I'm about to go insane." you whisper, sighing.
You don't have to say more for Jisung to stand up from his position on the sofa only to sit on the ground behind you, sneaking his arms around your middle and bringing you close to him, gently rocking you in your position on the floor. You feel his nose nuzzling into the crook of your neck, breathing in your scent as he quickly pecks your cheek and settles his head back onto your shoulder.
You hear him softly singing into your ear, the words filling your insides with gold as his voice feels like honey, calming you down from the storm happening inside of you like a brim of light. 
"And I see colors in a different way, you make what doesn't matter fade to grey, life is good and that's the way it should be," he sings softly, a wide smile appearing on your features with every next word.
His voice calms your nerves as you slowly relax in his hold, your bodies gently rocking to the rhythm of the song as it slowly ends and his voice grows quieter. 
He hated singing in front of people. 
But to see you smile, he would go as far as overcoming his biggest fears. Because when you need him, he will always be there.
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"Jisung, I have no time for this, I already told you I need to finish the assignment-" you mumble as you sit in his car, his smiling face looking at you from the driver's seat.
"I'm leaving tomorrow morning and I can't have you painting for more than an hour today because I feel like you'll break down if you do, so let's go. And you're already in the car, so there's no escape anyway." he explains, waiting for you to buckle in your seatbelt.
You just sigh and look out the window, biting down on your lip. If he keeps distracting you this much, you'll never finish the assignment.
You hear him softly singing along with the radio, careful not to disturb him in fear of making him stop, smiling to yourself as you let him drive you to an unfamiliar place in the middle of the night. You count the lampposts, the habit you grew to have since you were little, before they disappear and you're on a road shadowed by tall trees, the headlights of Jisung's car being the only thing illuminating the road. 
You recognise you're going up a hill, looking over at him, seeing him focused on the road.
As you reach the top, Jisung stops the car and gets out, you follow him as he waits for you by the door to the passenger’s side. 
As soon as you look around, you're amazed by the sight in front of you. You have a view of the city far, far away in the distance as you see the dell illuminated by the subtle glow of the moon sitting up in the starry sky. You watch the sight with an open mouth, awe washing over you as you just can't keep your eyes off the landscape in front of you.
"Wow," you breathe out.
You feel his hand gripping yours as he leads you to the edge of the hill, sitting at the giant rock there, pulling you down next to him as you watch the nature breathe in front of you. His hand doesn't leave yours as he speaks up after a while.
"You like it?" he asks, quiet enough to not disturb the atmosphere.
"Yeah," you whisper. You see him moving closer to you from the corner of your eye, his head leaning on your shoulder as he enjoys your presence.
"I wanted to show you this before I go, so you have a moment to breathe for a second before you throw yourself into the stress again," he mumbles, gently playing with the fingers of your hand.
"Thank you," you speak, breathing in the chilly air of the forest.
You stay like that for a while, just gazing over the beauty of it all, making you feel like the time stopped for the two of you only as you enjoy the seconds that pass. The full moon watches over the two of you, captivating you as you look at it with a feeling of delight. You hear his gentle voice in your ear again, singing softly and beautifully, sounding magical at the top of the hill, once again filling your ears with melody as your insides tingle. 
"Fly me to the moon, let me play among the stars, and let me see what spring is like on a-Jupiter and Mars," he sings, voice tender and sweet, slowing down the tempo of the song on purpose.
"In other words, baby, kiss me," he sings softly, voice fading as his eyes move to your lips, the silence of the hill and the light breeze tickling your skin.
You feel your eyes wandering to his lips, nervously licking yours in the process. You see him hesitantly move closer to you, stopping halfway to see if you pull away, taking his other hand and resting it on your cheek. His breath fans your face as he moves even closer, nudging your nose with his, eyes gazing to yours, your trembling fingers squeezing his hand as if to tell him to go ahead, fluttering your eyelids close.
Once the moment finally comes and his shy lips press to yours, you feel yourself responding immediately, moving with him as the familiar feeling of the sun in your stomach greets you with full force, your other hand going up to rest on his neck. 
When he pulls away and rests his forehead against yours, you can't help but smile. His soft giggle fills your ears like music, your lips meeting his in a soft, quick peck in the instance.
"In other words, hold my hand," he continues, softly squeezing your hand resting in his lap, making you look at him, locking your eyes with his as he stares at you, gaze full of stars.
Han Jisung's always been your best friend. But perhaps tonight, you finally understood the fact that life feels sweet as honey anytime he's around you. 
In other words, you love him.
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You toss and turn in your bed, tears silently falling down your cheeks on a Wednesday night. Jisung's left this morning and you didn't even finish doing your assignment. You had the whole day for it today without anyone bothering you, but turns out, you managed to hate the painting you did anyway. 
It just didn't look good in your eyes. It looked gross. Horrible. When you compare yourself to the other people in your class, you feel like your art is worthless. It always somehow managed to look bad. And everybody knew. 
You were the only one who wasn’t good enough to get into the annual art showcase in your three years of college. 
Did you even improve at all? 
You turn around in your bed, seeing your phone light up with a new notification, opening it and wiping your tears away in the process so you can see though your blurry eyes. 
'How did the assignment go?' there states, Jisung's name appearing on the message app, your insides automatically calming down a little at the thought of your best friend.
'Don't even ask', you shoot him a reply, sighing deeply to stop the salty tears from falling. 
'It's okay, baby' he replies instantly, your heart racing at the nickname appearing on your screen, bitterly laughing at yourself for acting like a schoolgirl when it comes to Jisung. When did your feelings even grow into something more in the first place? It seemed like it was that way from the start. Perhaps you were just too oblivious to notice.
'It's not. Didn't even finish it. Kicked it when I fucked up again and just gave up.' you type, already friends with the feeling of defeat and failure you've been feeling since the evening.
He doesn't respond for a while, making you think he fell asleep with the phone in his hand again, turning around in your bed to put the phone back onto your bedside table to try to fall asleep on your own as well, when a new message lights up your screen.
You see a voice memo appearing in your messages with Jisung, your heart thumping at the image of hearing his voice this late in the evening, quickly pressing the play button and listening to what he had to say.
"Hi, umm- I've never actually done this before, but I know you're probably feeling like shit right now and I need you to know that you are not a failure, because I know you feel like one right now," you giggle a little at the accuracy, his low voice making you feel things you didn’t even know you could feel before, "anyways, I need you to be kind to yourself tonight. And since I know you like it when I sing, here's a little something…" he mumbles into the phone, making your heart race.
"Here goes nothing," he softly laughs, and clears his throat, beginning to sing, "Wise men say only fools rush in, but I can't help falling in love with you," his voice feels soft through the speaker, your eyes welling up with tears again, but this time, they're of appreciation and pure love for the boy laying in his bed 45 minutes away from you, because you know just how nervous he must have felt to sing into his phone just for you.
"Shall I stay? Would it be a sin, if I can't help falling in love with you?" he finishes, his voice fading away, your insides melting. How did you get so lucky? 
"And now go to sleep. It's your birthday tomorrow, we don’t want you to feel sad on your special day. Good night, baby." he sounds, the nickname bringing another set of butterflies into your stomach. 
You wish you could do as he told you. But at that exact moment, you bring yourself to try again, you make yourself stand up from your bed and move to your living room as you take a new canvas with you, inspiration kicking you with full force, taking tubes of paint and a paintbrush into your hand as you begin to work on your assignment, trying again just one last time.
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You stand in front of your painting, watching over it with proud eyes. The chatter of people around you is only a background noise in your ears as you smile brightly at the assignment you finished just the time the clock striked midnight on Wednesday. 
"Yaaah y/n, it looks so good," you hear the voice of Lee Minho call next to you, patting your shoulder.
You grin and turn to look at him, gratitude washing over you upon hearing the compliment. "Thanks." 
"I wondered when you're finally going to be on a showcase, I don't understand why neither of your previous assignments made it," he mutters, shaking his head, "but this looks great. It's original." he nods.
"Thank you, Minho," you only smile wider, the pride in you growing minute by minute, "yours looks great too, by the way. I like the colors." 
"Really? I hate it. I never hated a theme more than this," he huffs, "who the fuck thinks nature is entertaining to paint?" 
"I know, right? I had four mental breakdowns over it," you laugh, now that the suffering is finally over and you can breathe freely.
"Did you use reference for this?" he asks suddenly, pointing to the painting hanging on the middle of the wall.
"No, I did it from memory…" you mumble, sighing.
You watch Minho's eyes shifting somewhere behind you, grinning widely at something that caught his eye, prompting you to look that way only to be left in a state of absolute shock. 
The talking of the people filling the showcase gradually stops as they see Han Jisung holding a plate of a strawberry cheesecake with a single candle stuck to the middle of it, moving slowly not to make the light flicker die down, the grinning face of Hwang Hyunjin following his steps with a bottle on champagne in his hands doing grimaces at you from afar as a honey voice calls through the room.
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday, dear y/n," he looks at you, eyes big and full of love, as he finally reaches your figure in the middle of the room,
"Happy birthday to you!" he finishes, your soft giggles cutting through the hall as you move to blow out the candle and gaze onto the face of your best friend.
"What are you doing here? I thought you were coming in the evening!" you yell, throwing yourself into his arms. It was only three days, but you already missed him too much.
"I escaped," he laughs, his whole body shaking in the process as you pull away after a second, "I'm joking. I couldn't stay with my mother knowing I'm gonna miss your first ever showcase." 
You smile warmly at him, the people around you disappearing in the moment, only his figure standing out to you in the haze as he hesitantly moves over and locks your lips in a quick kiss. 
You ignore the howling of Lee Minho coming from your left and the loud 'Finally!!' from the lips of Hwang Hyunjin to your right as Jisung turns to your painting, smiling widely at the sight.
"It looks so real," he mumbles in awe, noticing the way his insides turn into a puddle of sweet joy as he recognises the night view of the dell he showed you on the night of your first kiss, instantly realising the way you must have painted it after he sent you the voice memo to sing you to sleep on the Wednesday night. 
"You inspired me," you grin brightly. 
"Don't say that." he shyly looks down on his feet.
"But it's true." you prompt.
He smiles lightly, shaking his head before locking your eyes again. 
"I just realised I left your gift at home. Look at me, wishing you happy birthday a day later and not even bringing you a gift to make up for it…" he mutters, stepping closer to you and putting an arm around your shoulder in the process.
"That's okay," you say, and you really mean it. You are the happiest you've ever been right now, feeling accomplished and with him by your side. You don’t need any other gift.
"Well, I have one thing in my mind that can count as a gift, though," he smirks.
"And that is?" 
"I can finally be your boyfriend. I mean, isn't that the best gift you’ve ever gotten?" he grins, prompting you to elbow him lightly in the ribs as you burst into a fit of laughter.
"You're such a dork, I swear to god…"
"But I am your dork, right?" 
You sigh, playfully rolling your eyes. "Yes, Jisung. You are my dork. Only mine."
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stray-kids-react · 3 years
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Polaroid
Han x Fem. Reader Soulmate au
Warnings - Swearing, mentions of sex, and Fluff that'll make you cry.
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Y/n's pov, November 27 2020
My mother once told me that I will know when I'm in love, she never specified what hints will cross my path... She just said I'll know.
As a young adult now, sharing an apartment with my close friend Yeji. I'm starting to become impatient with this whole game of love, why can't I just get told who is my perfect match. I'm so tired of having my hopes risen up and then crashed down onto my heart... Breaking it each time.
"Any plans today?" Yeji asked from the kitchen, making me cringe at the word plans.
I just was still recovering from a terrible break up, where I caught the supposedly love of my life slurping the life out of his assistants pussy. I won't forget the feeling of my heart completely stopping for a few seconds, as my mind told me to run and not look back.
"Yes actually, I have a date with Netflix and the leftovers in the fridge." I replied, slyly smirking as she stared at me like a worried mother.
"Well Netflix isn't going to have to wait for his turn. Because I have this guy who is really interested you and is a total sweetheart." She sighed, showing me a photo of the guy she was trying to set me up with.
"Yeah... No." I replied, beginning to retreat back to my room.
"Y/n! JISUNG TOLD ME!" Yeji announced, catching my attention from the front of my bedroom door.
"I-it's still a no Yeji." I whimpered, shutting the door harshly behind me as she sighed in defeat.
Yeji's pov
She needs to get out of this place, it's been two weeks now. All over a guy she barely even knew, I know the true reason she is hiding and she will never admit it.
Y/n is scared to see his face again, our best friend Han Jisung. The best friend that she happened to fall in love with, and moved away from after she got accepted into the university of her dreams.
They were never just best friends in anyone's eyes, not even there own. Yet they both tried to fill in the whole in their heart with other people, never realizing that all they had to do was just say three difficult words.
Y/n was in a hurry to find her perfect partner after I found mine, the man next door with the matching tattoo on his wrist. Your tattoo shows up when you are over the age of 19 and are near your soulmate, it shows up on your wrist, neck, or shoulder blade.
She didn't want to see Jisung in case that tattoo never came, they both wouldn't be able to handle the realization. But it is a part of life, and I'm not going to let my best friends live alone when they could have a chance to be in love and happy.
Han wanted to see us both while he was visiting the city, even though he knew the risk of utter devastation. That fake profile was just a set up so that she would finally meet up with Han, and she probably already knew about my plans.
I walked up to her door cautiously, gently brushing my knuckles against her door.
"Y/n... I know why you are actually upset."
Y/n pov
"Because of Han Jisung." I answered, brushing past the old childhood photos saved on my phone.
"I know that's what you were going to say Yeji, and you're right. I know I won't be able to take it if the guy I love isn't the one for me, and that all of those nights alone with him that are coded into my brain are worthless. I'm scared Yeji, I'm scared that I won't be able to think of most of my life without tearing up." I explained, as she plopped down on my bed next to me.
"You're fear will just get worse until you find out, you'll never know the result until you actually try." She replied, placing my head on her shoulder for comfort.
I let out a shaky breath as a couple tears streamed down my cheeks, she was right as usual. But I still needed at least one day to prepare myself.
"Fine, but let me rest today. I'm not going to fancy restraint with puffy eyes and bed head." I remarked, watching as a sly smile spread across her lips.
She slowly began to exit my bedroom, delighted that she finally got her way with me. Not even explaining who that fake date even was, probably just a random guy from Google. It was 11:30 at night, and all of my crying really wore the energy out of my body and mind.
So eventually sleep crossed paths with my mind and hooked up, completely losing consciousness as my memories flashed like a polaroid camera.
December 15th 2018
"I can't believe we're graduating this year, seems like we only started high school yesterday." Jisung sighed, carrying both of our bags while walking home together.
"Don't worry quokka, you'll still carry my bags for me even after high school." I teased, pinching the reddened skin of his cheeks.
"Oh very funny, and you'll still put crackers in your mouth and pretend to be a walrus." He remarked dodging the snowball that came his way.
He set my bags down on my front yard as he gathered his own army of cold fluff balls. I tackled him to the ground as we both drowned the silence in laughter, I traced my frosted mittens across his face. Gently crossing his lips as he brushed the snow chunks from my hair.
The close warmth of his breath against my face sent my heart into a frenzy, I secretly craved the closeness of him... But I never wanted to admit it in case I'd lose him.
His now glossed lips looked so kiss able, the way they pouted as he focused on my hair. And how they stretched into a warm smile that left a fuzzy feeling in my heart for years, made it only harder to stop myself from interlocking them with mine.
"I better get going bun bun. I'll see you tomorrow at school though." Jisung reassured, lightly booping my nose as he left his trail from my snowy front yard. Waving one last time to catch my attention as I was at the front door.
"Farewell loser!" He shouted, showing off that bright smile of his.
"Farewell to you as well, asshole!" I retorted, giggling as I walked into my empty house all alone.
November 28th 2020
Y/n pov
"Wake up! Time for bubble tea!" Yeji screamed, jumping on top of me as she consistently hit me with my own pillows.
"I thought we were meeting Jisung later." I sighed, looking at the red numbers of my alarm clock reading 7:30am.
"Yes we are, but I want bubble tea and to talk with you about some stuff I found out." Yeji replied, pulling me out of bed to soon push me into the washroom.
I complied to her excited energy, understanding it is pretty exciting for her.
The steaming water swallowed every inch of my skin, blocking out all of the noises outside. Only leaving me and the blank wall to stare at, droplets of water racing against each other. A flash of the mirror and sunlight clashing, sending the flash of a polaroid to my memories.
August 16th 2018
Yeji squealed as her boyfriend threw her into the pool, soon joining her in a large cannonball jump. All of his friends danced around with liquor drenching their breath, as their bodies clashed together in ways they didn't fully understand.
It wasn't my style of fun, it instead gave me a wave of fear and stress. Not recognizing any of these people, while they danced around half naked. Yeji's boyfriend decided that she had enough fun for one night, and took her home to rest.
I hurriedly gathered my belongings and rushed out the door, just as excited and horny shouts came from the pool. I was okay to walk home alone, it felt nice to be surrounded my silence for once. Even if my conscious tortured me about every bad possibility.
"Need a drive home party animal?" a familiar voice called from across the road, that voice of the man who has always had my back.
"I'd actually really like that." I replied, feeling a wave of comfort when I entered the car.
"I can tell your a bit freaked out." He sighed, throwing his bad into the backseat.
"That party was just... A lot. A lot more than I expected." I whimpered, still a bit overwhelmed from the experience.
"How about you stay at my place for the night. We'll even watch some American horror story..." Jisung suggested, even though he was shit terrified of anything remotely scary.
"I'm holding you to it quokka." I giggled, slapping his thigh teasingly.
We drove to his home as the car filled with a random playlist of songs, one landing on my favorite 'Turning Page'.
"I didn't know you liked this song." I commented, blushing softly at the tone of the song.
"I want this to be the song that represents me and my soulmate. It sounds cheesy, but it's true." He revealed, glancing my way as the car stopped in the from of his home.
The whole topic of soulmates use to be humorous to me, remembering when me and Han drew matching docks on our palms as 'our' symbol. Even taking a polaroid photo of the amazing art we drew, I still have it in my phone case.
Then it hit me, how much it would hurt to see him destined with someone other then me. That moment when he glanced back into my eyes with a shy smile, is when I admitted to myself for falling madly in love with my best friend.
November 28th 2020
I walked along the streets of our home town, hanging my mask off my chin when sipping my bubble tea.
"You know what's crazy." Yeji started, catching my focus immediately.
"I remember the moment you started crushing on Jisung. You didn't even have to tell me, I already knew." She admitted, gazing at me with only a soft warmth in her eyes.
"It was obvious by how many photos you had of him and you on your wall, and the way you looked at him as if he were your dream person." She continued, texting something on her phone that I couldn't quite see.
"Or how when he caught you staring he'd reply with 'take a picture it'll last longer'... And you always did to get revenge. I will never forget the day I saw you two as more then best friends, that was the same day when I bought you that polaroid camera for Christmas. " She replied, taking a short break as her hands nervously fidgeted with her skirt.
"That's why I want a 'thank you' later on." She mumbled, before running off and leaving me completely stunned on the bench.
"Y/n..."
September 14th 2018
"It's crazy that this is your last day here." I sighed, trying my best not to cry.
He nodded trying to smile the pain away like me, but soon caving in once his arms met my body. I nuzzled into the crook of his neck, hoping I could capture his scent one last time.
"I'll still visit. I can't cope without seeing your face, asshole." He chuckled lightly, sniffling quietly when he retracted his arms away.
He stared at my features for a few long seconds, as if he was contemplating on doing something. Jisung shook his head, smiling brightly once more as he pulled me into one last hug.
As he put his palm on the door knob, I shouted his name one last time. Running across the room towards him, he turned around immediately dropping his bangs on the ground.
He instantly knew what I was going to do, since his lips molded with mine without one ounce of hesitation. His hands lost in my hair, pulling me closer and closer until there was no space between us. Jisung's lips were so much sweeter and softer then any other kiss I've had.
The sweetness was sprinkled with the salty taste of our mixed tears. Only creating more as the kiss began to end, both of us realizing we should've told each other so much sooner.
"I love you." We both sighed at the same time, smiling sadly at the bittersweet sting in our hearts.
November 28th 2020
"Jisung..." I gasped, turning around quickly to make sure I wasn't hallucinating.
"W-wow... You've really. Wow." He stuttered, cautiously inching closer towards me.
"You too." I chuckled airily, swallowing back my tears. I missed him so much, but it hurt too much to see him at the same time.
"Y/n... I know it's been a while. But I honestly came here because I needed to see you. I still love you, and I don't care if we're soul mates or not. I'll sharpie our own symbol on us everyday if I have to." He revealed, grasping my hands between his own.
"I'm sorry that I was being so selfish." I sighed, caving into my own tears. Regretting my fears of seeing him again, feeling terrible for torturing him just as much as I tortured myself.
"We are both scared. It's not our fault, but I just want us to accept that things may not go our way. But that won't stop us from being together." He reassured, lightly brushing frosted his mitten across my features. Glossing over my lips gently, his eyes warm and gentle as they fluttered shut.
I molded into his kiss immediately, lacing my fingers through his silky hair. Soon pulling him closer to my so there was no space between us, making sure no one could try and ruin this moment for us.
His lips still were as sweet as the first time they molded into mine, and his fingertips could still make my legs give out by how gentle they were against my skin. Every emotion flashed through my mind, all my regrets, confidence, love, lust... It all flashed just like a...
"Polaroid." He gasped, tugging my palm next to his as the ink slowly traced the same picture into my palm. The picture of the camera that captured all the moments I treasured with my soulmate, the soulmate that was everything I could've asked for.
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shotosimp1 · 3 years
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sugawara x GN!reader.
Authors note: helloooo this is my first ever fic so if I did something wrong or its low key cringe don't hate me lmaoo so this fic is basically that you're daichis sibling and you and sugawara are like close friends who love taking naps togather I don't want to spoil anything so I'm going to stop here. ⚠️Important note⚠️: when suga is talking the text colour is purple. And when you're talking its blue :D genre: fluff. warnings: nothing but if there is dont be afraid to tell me! Here is this playlist i made for this fic i hope you like it! :D
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being daichi's sibling came with its pros and cons. I cant lie to you he is a good brother but that doesnt mean he isnt protective of you. And no, no boyfriends. But the best thing about being daichis sibling is that you would get to spend time with the one and only crush of yours sugawara koushi. Everything about him just made you happy. He is so caring and sweet you just couldn't halp yourself from falling for him. And because sugawara and daichi met in middle school they were very close. And with that he came over to hang out like at least once a week. You didn't mind as long as daichi let you be around for a bit you just wanted to be around cutie
And with that you and him would chat every now and then Just getting to know each other more. Both of you would talk about your hobbies and interests and life etc. You just found him so interesting you just kept wanting to be around him more and more. And daichi as the good brother he is will try to leave you two alone for a couple of minutes to have a good conversation together and would excuse himself with "oh im going to the bathroom" or " um im going to get a snack" and it works too!!
Finals were close and the boys, daichi suga and asahi came over to study it was their second year and you were a first year student. Suga would help you study and help you understand the things you couldn't and all that jazz. You felt kinda flustered whenever he says "good job!!" And gives that warm smile of his. It was around 1:12 pm and all of you were too focused on your work and didn't remember lunch....Yeah I know unbelievable. "Mmmm god I'm so hungry" "shoot we didn't eat lunch" daichi said looking at the clock "its 2 something pm there is still time for that just go order _______ or something" -"ahh your probably right" asahi said "okay okay should we all go get _______ i mean we should get our mussels movi-" "im not going anywhere im tired" "okay fine what about you asahi?" -daichi- "sure" "and what about you ____?" -asahi- "nahh I would rather stay sorry.." "eh its okay we'll get going yeah?" -daichi- " yeah let's go" -asahi- and boom you two are alone.
"You look kinda sleepy" he said as he chuckled for about. 10 minutes both of you were kinda silent he was laying on his tummy on the sofa while you sat on the floor near the desk you were studying on. "Kinda actually" "oh? Well mabye you should take a nap" "sure.. but uh you look sleepy too" "hm? Oh yeah i am " you both laughed a bit. "Wanna sleep in my room? It would be more comfortable there?" " well what about you?" "My bed is big i will be just finee" seconds after you said that he starts..to grin? "Ooou you wanna sleep with me that bad?" "You're honestly making me regret my choices." "Hey!" "You can sleep on the sofa bye bye!" You said as your going to your room and him of course following you.
"Cute room kinda messy tho" he laughed " can you leave me and my "messy" room alone" "fine fine" he said chuckling. Both of you layed on the bed and him falling asleep almost instantly from how tired he was. It was peaceful sleeping next to him. I mean yes you were blushing at the thought of him being so close to you but it still felt so peaceful and nice. You turned around to face him. It sounds like too much but he looked like an angle. You stared at his features for quit a while.. he's just so nice to look at. "Can't sleep?" "what the hell!? You scared the living shit out of me!" He laughed. He asked you again "can you not sleep?" " yeah actually" you said still mad at him for scaring you like that. He asked if he can come closer and you said yes. He but a hand on the back of your head and gently guiding it to his chest. And with that your head is on your crushes chest. You tried your best to not show how surprised and flustered you were. "Do you feel comfortable? Can i put my hand on your back? it would feel even better" "s-sure I don't mind" he started to rub soothing circles on your back. Seconds after that you fell asleep..in his mf arms ahh.
"Sorry we took so long the line there was kinda long" No response. Both asahi and daichi left the house for about an hour. They looked around the living room to see that no one was there. "Hm that's wierd" -asahi- daichi agreed as he went to check your room to see if your there. "Oh.my.god." asahi heard him and went to see what's up. "Wait aww that's kinda cute" "what! No its not!" Asahi laughed at how angry he was from just seeing his best friend cuddling his younger sibling. "Hey..hey! HEY!!" "Hmm what what do you want cant you see were sleeping here ugh" " yeah i CAN see and get your filthy-" " why are you so mad? Its not like I did something to them I was just helping them sleep" " I mean he has a point..plus I'm sure its just a nap" -asahi- "ugh fine...CAN YOU ATLEAST MOVE YOUR HAND OH MY GOD" "Why are you yelling...?" You said as you got woken up from your brothers yelling "its nothing..get up its time to eat" daichi said as he went downstairs to eat. Asahi mouthed a 'sorry' to both of you and went to fallow him. "Did you sleep well? I hope I didn't make you feel uncomfortable or anything.." "No no!! It.. it was nice thank you" "great!! Let's go downstairs now im starving..." you both laughed as you went downstairs to eat.
From that day whenever the both of you found the chance to nap together you would do it. Suga tired from practice? nap time! Stressed? Nap time! Sad? Nap time! It's like both of you were nap buddies and you loved it. Daichi couldn't really do anything at this point. Don't get me wrong he was SO happy when you actually found someone to hang out with and actually be comfortable around. But he just didn't like the fact that the both of you were so touchy its like you guys were dating. But you always denied him saying "no no he's just a close friend nothing else!!!!" Until...
It was a Saturday night you and suga were in your room watching a barbie film. It was a chill night both of you got snacks and watched the movie in peace. sugawara kept giving you these side eye glances every now and then you noticed them but didn't say anything. It was the last 20 minutes of the movie and he did it again but this time it was a side glance his eyes were fully on you. "What?" He giggled and said nothing. You were confused a bit so you paused the movie and looked at him. "Is there something on my face?" "No..you just look pretty" he smiled. Both of you were eye to eye and very close. His eyes would go from your eyes to your lips as he came even closer. He gently took your hand in his as he said "can i kiss you?" You were in shock your heart was beating as you nodded. It was gentle and sweet you swore you could right a whole essay about how that kiss was the best thing you have ever experienced. "AHM AHM!!!" Both of you pulled away almost instantly as you saw daichi standing in your bedrooms doorstep "listen- its not what it looks like okay??" "Uhuh..koushi have you been dating my sibling behind my back?" "WHAT? no!! I swear-" "come downstairs cuz we have some stuff to discuss here"
You sat there confused but genuinely so happy 'I kissed him..' 'holy shit i actually kissed him!!' your mind was running with thoughts 'wait what if we start dating?' 'Oh my god!!!!' 'Wait what did daichi mean when he said "discuss some things"??' "Hey im back..." he smiled nervously at you "oh hi!" He smiled as he sat down on the bad next to you "um suga" "yes?" "what did my brother 'discuss' with you downstairs?" "You know "don't hurt their feelings!!" And "don't even think about cheating on them!" And he may or may not threatened to kill me if I did" you giggled "all that because of a kiss? Its not like were dating" " ..Well what would you do if I asked you to be my partner right now hm?" "Uhhh!!??!!? I- I dont know mabye say yes or something" he laughed "well then do you want to be my lovey dovey partner?" You giggled a bit as you nodded "tsk, man i kinda wanted to hear you say "yes please please i do!!" Oh well.." "really suga.."
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I hope you guys liked it ♡ again this is my first time ever writing fics so I hope its not that bad
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shra-vasti · 4 years
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KWON SOONYOUNG
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Series : To all the boys
Pairing : Kwon Soonyoung x reader
Type : non idol au, ex-couple au
Genre : angst, drama, fluff, romance
Warnings : few curse words
Word count : 1.8k
Synopsis : You decided to write some letters to every boy who was a part of your past as your last message after getting diagnosed with chronical disease.
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It's been exactly a week since you started dating Soonyoung. He was happy when you contacted him the very next day and asked him to meet you.
You were feeling guilty that you broke his heart and the tear stained picture on his face which was on your mind all throughout the night didn't let you sleep.
It was childish, you were aware. You had the right to reject but no one had ever cried for you so you didn't think twice before asking Kihyun for his number.
"You do realize that this is a one sided relationship?" Andie asked as she along with your other friend, Zeny, were hanging out with each other at her house.
"I know." you said softly as you plopped yourself on her bed on your back, your head hanging by the edge of her bed staring at the ceiling.
"You're going to get bored soon." Zeny tagged along, continuing the snack she was eating earlier.
"Actually I'm already bored." you laughed ironically.
Your friends told you what you did is going to end up hurting him but now you regretted not listening to them.
"You shouldn't have agree with him just because you pity him." Andie shook her head at you like she knew this would happen.
"I didn't realize I was pitting him okay? I just felt bad and thought I should do something about him."
"Could have friendzoned him or something."
You huffed feeling frustrated, it was all your fault and you didn't want to overflood yourself with guilt that he probably was thinking about you all the time and here you were thinking about how you regret going out with him.
Soonyoung's a fun guy with a really adorable eye smile. He loved dancing and was serious about it. He always had this habit of messaging you whenever he was going out with his friends or family.
He loved to brag about you, a thing you had come to learn over a few days of span and that only fueled you with more guilt.
You were still young, didn't know much about relationships and love and he was older than you by couple of years but that didn't stop him from showering you with love.
When you look back at the time spent with him, you had never really done anything for him since you still weren't familiar with him.
You knew basics about him but that's it, you didn't know what keeps him up at night, what's the story behind his non favorite ice cream flavor, what kind of a person he is, none of it.
And somehow instead of you feeling ecstatic about knowing more of him you found yourself getting more and more bored.
The sudden notification from your phone put a halt in your conversation, you reached towards your phone to see who was it.
Soonyoung : I'll pick you up in an hour ;-)
"Oh shiii, I forgot I had a date with him."
You instantly replied him with a quick okay and started packing your stuff to go to your house and get ready.
"How can you forget about a date with your own boyfriend?" Andie laughed sipping her drink and shaking her head at you.
"Shut up."
You waved them goodbye and meet you soon and made a run towards your house which was few blocks away from your own.
"If it wasn't for him being excited about the date an hour prior I wouldn't have even realized that we had a date today."
You talked with yourself as you hurriedly walked towards your house, sweating and breathing heavily.
"Gosh this is so tiresome." you cried out feeling more and more irritated. Now you even had to take a shower and get ready and meet him in just 45 minutes.
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"You are looking beautiful today."
You smiled at his compliment, muttering a soft thankyou as you walked side by side with him on the park.
You had a great time with him, he took you to arcade, then you guys went to eat sushi after that you had some dessert, watched a movie and then here you were, at the park.
"Today's weather is great."
You held your hand at your back, appreciating the soft wind blowing on your face and hair.
"It is." he mumbled suddenly getting nervous.
"Why? Is there something wrong?"
You asked laughing at his nervous self, shaking your head.
You wanted to spend sometime with your friends cause you didn't get to hangout with them much since the past week and now that you were here with Soonyoung enjoying the soft breeze, you kind of missed being with them doing crazy things.
You liked the peaceful atmosphere but you felt restricted, that you'll have to show your unseen side to someone you barely knew.
"Nothing just, I wanted to give you this."
You stopped in your track, turning towards him.
"A gift?"
"Yes."
He took a small box from his pocket, eyes glittering with excitement and hope but you didn't feel the same excitement, yes your stomach was churning but not because of happiness, you were dreading.
He took your hands in his gently as you stood there still looking at him in shock. He slipped the ring on your right hand.
"In the far future when we'll be ready, I'll give you a more beautiful and proper ring on your left hand. But for now this is all I can give, a promise ring."
You immediately took your hand back making him confused as you scanned your hand where a new piece of jewellery was adorned.
"Aren't we too young for this? I mean we don't even know each other much."
"But I see a great future ahead. Is it beautiful?"
You couldn't say anything he kept on cutting you off. You nodded your head as you scanned the ring, it was indeed beautiful.
"My sister helped me to choose it."
"Your sister knows about me?"
Your thoughts were running wild just like your heart, he told his sister about you and the ring too.
If you look from outside you could see that you gave zero fvcks about this relationship so since when did he get so ahead of himself?
"Soonyoung, don't you think this is too early? You have to think things through. We're still young."
You saw his face fell at that, he looked down at his feet and his hands found their way inside his jeans pocket.
"You didn't like it?"
"It's not about me not liking it. We don't even know much about each other to take such a huge commitment."
"Such a huge commitment? You're acting like you don't feel for me. Wait, you feel for me right?"
His hands were suddenly on your shoulders, his body pressed against your. You tried to pull away but his grip was tight, completely opposite of the delicate and solemn look on his face.
"Soonyoung-"
"You feel for me right? Isn't that the reason why you agreed with this relationship?"
His voice was hurried looking desperately for an answer in your eyes but all you did was ignore making an eyes contact with him.
"Soonyoung I think we should head home, both of our mind are mess and I don't want you or me to say something which will end into something both of us don't want."
You pushed him away from you slowly, taking in his form for one last time beside you turn your back on him hailing a taxi and leaving him behind in the middle of the park, tears flowing down his face.
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"Kihyun everything is fucked up, I was dating him casually and he's all serious for me, he told his sister about me and gave me a freaking promise ring. I'm still young to get committed and I don't even feel for him at all."
You were currently on a call with Kihyun, as soon as you reached your house you changed your clothes and had your dinner hurriedly before calling him.
You chose to tell him cause he was the one who had decided to bring Soonyoung into your life and he was a common ground between two of you.
"Tell him you don't want this. You will keep on leading him on. You do before it gets out of hand. I'll try my best to handle him."
"Kihyun, you know how I'm right? I really didn't want to hurt him but this is starting to suffocate me."
"I know you babe chill. It's just a relationship, it isn't supposed to be this stressful." he laughed trying to calm your nerves down since he knew you'll not be able to sleep at this rate.
"This isn't funny." you pouted even though he couldn't see you.
"Tell him now or tomorrow but do it as soon as you can."
You talked with him for few more minutes before hanging up the phone. You layed down on your bed cursing at yourself.
You had to do it otherwise it will get out of hand, it was going to hurt him and you only blamed yourself for it. The look on his face after rejection would have been much more preferable than his heartbroken one.
You got up, reaching for your mobile kept on the night stand.
You took a deep breath before opening up his inbox.
You : what are you doing..?
You : are you home yet?
You : I'm sorry about earlier but I want to talk with you...
Sent
You took a deep breath, waiting for his reply. You went inside your bathroom washing your face and doing everything else to avoid the nervousness building up inside you.
Soonyoung : I reached few minutes ago and had dinner. What do you wanna talk about?
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This was now or never, you encouraged yourself as you looked at your phone.
You : I think it will be great if we just break up, I dont think this is working anymore. I'm sorry...
Soonyoung : Is this because I gave you the ring? I'm sorry if you think it's too soon, I can wait. Seriously, believe me. But don't do this, don't leave me.
You : I'm sorry Soonyoung, I really don't feel anything for you, I thought the feelings would come after spending time with you but it didn't I'm really sorry, I can't do this. The ring was really beautiful but I felt really guilty I'm sorry. Please don't contact me from now on.
Soonyoung : So is this how it is?
Soonyoung : how could you?
Soonyoung : you seriously hurt me.
You : typing...
Blocked
You closed your eyes when your message couldn't get delivered, he fucking blocked you? You laughed at yourself, you were feeling awful about yourself but you prayed that he'll find someone who will treat him like he deserved, unlike you.
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Episode IX - Lufenian Eidolith
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"It's beautiful," I said while one of my paws got gently wet when touching the water of the stream we were navigating on. For the last three days, we had been sailing on the shores of Djose, making the least time we could towards the Moonflow.
"You should see it at night," said Hezmush, his sweet voice making my ears go into the position of shyness right away. "It's a gorgeous sight, you and Kimahri surely would love to-" He paused, pretending to care about our recent breakup.
During the time of our detour from Djose towards the Moonflow, Hezmush had been giving away tiny flirting signs, all whenever Kimahri wouldn't notice him of course. Whenever Kimahri isolated, Hez would pass by my side minutes later and drop phrases like "If it weren't for Kimahri, I would already be hitting on you sweetie," or "we should hang out one day, you and I." All of these ending with a wink of some sort, one time he even stuck his tongue out. I was aroused.
As for me... I felt something tingling inside me, yet felt an awkward sensation. As if getting to know him better would be something I shouldn't be making.
Kimahri on the other hand had been quiet, he understood that hearing his voice suddenly made my fur stand on its end. At first, he was confused, I could see in his look that this was, perhaps, not the first time he saw my hairs react in such thrill. His usual smile suddenly turned into a saddened face, I felt terrible too... so ashamed of disliking him without reason, I had no balls to address the issue or talk about it.
"We Should be reaching that shaggy old Salamander friend of mine," interrupted Cid, coming out of Hezmush's cabin while buttoning his trousers up. "He tends to move the camp around, but I'm sure he's around here, we paid him a visit just a week ago."
"I hope he can help," replied Kimahri, "I'm eager to hear what he can find out." He turned at me and looked straight at my eyes while finishing his sentence.
A few minutes pass with the three of us in a quiet mood. We left Barrett at Djose to fix the ship for a while, if he succeeded, he would come to pick us up. Cid missed him, we would constantly stumble with him, shamelessly pulling out his erect cock and stroking to it while seeing some recorded clips and photographs on his portable screen device, it usually was Barret's fat ass being fucked by Cid's large dick. Both enjoyed recording their sessions to enjoy them whenever they would be separate or inviting others to join their adventures during business trips.
Kimahri would simply turn the opposite direction and try to give him privacy, but Hez would stay around while doing stuff and pretend not to care about Cid's moans while peeking on him few feet away.
As for me... well, hearing those passionate masturbations of his made me feel odd. I certainly knew that sex was something sacred, I mean, Cid and Barret's love was genuine, they made it clear for me before we boarded Hez's ship. But they had no shame when having 'fun' while doing what couples in love do.
A few times I peeked at him, some while he started, others while he finished and large shots of cum spurted all over, staining the carpets and leaving his clothes smelling of chlorine.
I knew I had lived those experiences as well, the eating of my ass, my manhood being sucked gently until my semen covered up the place and face of someone...
"Ah! I think we are finally here!" yelled Cid, loosely buttoning his crotch and putting away his pornographic comforter. We all exited the cabin, Cid hastily waving towards a rustic campsite. While Yelling "So vneaht, so vneath!"
So vneaht? Was he speaking another language?
To our surprise, a greyish green-skinned colored man came out of the tent, his face was mostly covered in a tangle of gingery dreadlocks. His body was in the nude except for a graceful fundoshi concealing his genitals, he was mostly covered in fascinating tattoos and marks. His bearded chin gave a wide smile, while his large ape-like arms waved us in almost a rhythmic greeting. "Syo dra kutacc Adnu pa fedr oui," he yelled us back, "E famlusa oui so vneahtc."
"It's the AlBhed tongue," whispered Hezmush to my ears, "don't worry, this is a greeting some adepts of Etro developed through the years, we might not need a translator. Relax."
Hezmush gave me a quick rub on my shoulders, ending with a quick pat at the back. Cid couldn't wait to reach the shore, so he jumped out of the boat, swam, and greeted his friend "Amarant!" he yelled, while both kissed each other so passionately... A flash hit my head while watching them both, suddenly it was me and Kimahri, both nude in the wild, against hard cold stone floors and walls.
My vision is interrupted by no other than Kimahri, who accidentally stumbles and trips down towards me. I catch him in my arms. He is so tiny compared to my overall size. Suddenly I smile at him, his eyes shine and he smiles back.
"Well, well, what have we here?" demands Amarant, while hugging so friendly Hezmush, then Kimahri, and finally me. "You should've told me you wanted an orgy Cid!" All start to laugh but I, probably because I didn't catch the joke.
Cid tries to suppress his wild libido and starts explaining to his friend (who he constantly called Salamander), the reason for our visit. Amarant's tent is like a spiritual shrine, full of charms, bells, and decorations that shine with the few Pyreflies and candle lamps he has dimly lit. Nightfall is nearing us, so he pulls out luxurious cushions and blankets in case we want a sleepover.
"We need to know if you can help us identify his Maladie," finished Cid, while pointing in my direction with a nod. Amarant scratches his chin and wets his lips with his tongue. He asks if the situation is urgent, he probably was about to go to sleep soon. Cid answers in a begging manner that the situation cannot wait.
Annoyed, Amarant looks above us, as if trying to find a sign of distress in any of his charms hanging on the ceiling. He gives a soft 'yes' and proceeds to pull down a large claw hanging on a leather string. He gives a soft kiss to the item and proceeds to put it around my furry neck.
"I know you are not used to being touched by strangers," he says to me in a kind voice, somehow he accurately read my thoughts at the moment, yet I believed my corporal language gave me away, "but my ways are effective. Controversial, I must admit... but effective."
I understand his speech. Probably he would have to engage more intimately with me to understand what is the state of my disease. "I accept your methods," I respond without thought. I DO want to know what is the matter with me.
"Good." Amarant gives his commands, he needs me to lie down in the center of the tent, comfortable and without gears on me. I agree without hesitation. We are all boys after all. Although I blush heavily while my gaze crosses with that of Hezmush and Kimahri. I try to understand that maybe the whole party will stay to watch, but after a few minutes, Amarant asks everyone to leave. Perhaps he needs privacy to summon spirits of some kind.
After my company is out, he unties his fundoshi and starts his rituals. At first, I'm nervous, but slowly I can smell an incense so sweet. It makes me feel calm and slightly dizzy. He chants and prays while rubbing delicious oils in my chest, passing through my belly and then all over my genitals. It feels like an erotic massage to me.
He stops his chants. Then sings a soft prayer into my ears, which makes me go into a state of slumber.
At first, everything is dark, then I feel my body wet, floating on the surface of a pond in the middle of the dark.
"Hello?" I whisper, an echo resonating through the area. Somehow I understand this is my unconscious of some kind.
"Hello, my friend," replies Amarant, he is right next to me, yet his voice is all around.
Defying laws of physics I get up on a solid floor, still wet. "Is that you?" I ask. Out of nowhere, a body materializes next to me, it's Amarant.
He grabs my hand and kisses the back of my paw.
"I will be your guide," he explains, "hold my hand and walk along. If we want to find out what happened, we'll have to go through some veils."
"Some veils?" I ask. Suddenly I feel my crotch getting warm and a visible erection pops up. I try to apologize for it, but Amarant says I must not be ashamed of it, he has one as well, yet I only notice it until he points it out.
"To maintain our connection you must enter my body," he explains, "I will not Lie, you feel amazing."
We both let out a low chuckle. I guess I can't help but enjoy the ride.
We keep walking for a couple of minutes. At first, I'm quiet, but he is humming that tune that made me go into stasis again.
"Sometimes I feel that I know him," I say, more comfortable now that he seems to give me time to open up willingly.
"You do?"
"Yes," I continue, "as if Kimahri and I are close somehow, a hunch I feel all over my body, my chest starts to race and I want to hug him madly...! Yet the idea makes me sick..."
"What happened the night you fell into a coma?"
"I have no idea... they say we were asleep...."
"And?" Amarant and I stand face to face, he holds both my hands and we are now floating in the void, yellow and golden hues surround us.
"Someone came into our room," I continue, somehow speaking suppressed memories. "I felt how a dark presence was approaching me, it penetrated my mind and found its way into my dreams." I was questioning how violated I felt when I realized something new, "he could read me completely, found out I was human within but hideous outside."
"That explains why you feel torn," tells Amarant, "probably this intruder tore a half of you, but was unable to touch your human heart." He hesitates and asks, "did you see the face of this creature?"
"Yes." My reply is solid, yet I hesitate. "But I can't see him... not anymore..." I struggle for a second, suddenly I feel my eyes and mouth open wide, a burst of light coming out of them as if I were in a kind of supernatural trance.
I can see myself, my spirit is exiting this body I did for myself within my mind. Amarant is embracing the lights and turns to hug me from behind. I turn towards his direction and see what's going on, somehow the rays flooding out of my cavities are unfolding into visions. As if I were screening the events of that night. I see how a black shadow is on top of my body, pulling out my fundoshi and arousing my genitals with a cold touch.
Kimahri is next to me, but he doesn't notice the intruder. The vision reforms into particles, shaping the shadow and myself, both kissing. I ejaculate and he eats all of my seed. I try hard to see who he is, but when I'm about to unveil the stuff covering his face I wake up.
"STOP!" I roar. Amarant is surrounding my neck with his ape-like arms, hugging me tightly while my cock pops out of his hole, juices oozing out and wetting between us. I come to my senses and realize I'm out of the trance.
"Amarant is panting and damped in sweat, his dreadlocks tied up on a ponytail. I can see his face completely.
Panting he replies "You... are... a bull... honey."
I find myself sitting down, grabbing him by those tiny hips, and realizing I was probably fucking the guts out of his mind while being in our stupor. I imagined I would be still.
Amarant tries to get up but falls to his knees, I figure he took the ride of his life. And I didn't even enjoy it!
"I apologize," he says, while I assist him to stand up and walk him to a nearby couch full of silk sheets and soft pillows. "You must've been the victim of some powerful magycks... and oh goddesses! You are so in love with Kimahri. I felt every inch of it," he made a pause, reluctant to speak, yet he does, "you are a victim of some powerful dark spell... and I don't think there is an easy way to benefit you, at least not from me."
And if it's not you then who? Who is going to help me? I never felt this way, shattered within and feeling sick of someone who makes me taste special feelings... yet tempted to be into an affair with a man I just met.
Amarant tries to regulate his breath, I bring a glass full of freshwater, which our tired guru sips eagerly. Then give him a minute of silence, I tie down my undergarments and put on my belt. Amarant asks me to stay by the door, he says that coming out of the tent without me would not be beneficial for us.
"Usually I don't have a problem with leaving people I connect with right away," he explains, "but the link we accomplish was so strong... I'm worried you might experience... side effects."
After he rubs out the sweat off his body and ties up a fresh piece of cloth around his pubic area, Amarant grabs me by the arm. He is now limping and needs me to help him walk. "It's been a while since somebody forced me to use a cane to help me walk," he chuckles.
The guys are outside, sitting by the shore. Kimahri is the first to see me, he gets up and approaches. Hezmush wants to come too, but Cid holds his arm and gently asks him to leave us be. I happen to see him rubbing his crotch, implying they might jack off each other while the wait is up.
"Oh boy, we have a problem," Amarant speaks right after Kimahri is within hearing range.
"How did it go?" asks Kimahri. I divert my gaze, ashamedly. If only I could explain that I broke Amaran't ass hole.
"We did well," replied Amarant quickly, winking at me, he sat down at a log that had the shape of his buttocks carved in because of all the time he spent sitting on it. "But the news... not good. Are you sure you want to hear them too?" Kimahri nods, he has decided to help me out no matter what.
"There is no impossible for me to handle," he assures.
Amarant explains the situation, "Lufenian Magyck," he says. "Are you familiar with the term? It's one of the most ancient kinds of powers to ever step foot on our world."
Lufenia was a civilization that was so great yet their fall down was inevitable due to the power they harvested. To conceal the practice of Lufeninan magycks the ancient survivors locked down their greatest sources of power into synthetically refined crystals: the Eidoliths.
"But they are legends," replies Kimahri, "midwife stories to scare children. Even as a kid I was told those tales."
"Oh my child, you would be surprised at how many legends end up being true. Many thought Etro was."
"Well, assuming you are right," continues Kimahri, "how can we break a Lufeninan spell?"
Amarant chuckles in shame and explains there is no way. "Kill the caster if you can," he adds, "the spell is locked with an identity veil, something the Eidolith can grant to the one who curses. If you want the strength to break this affliction, you must find a Goldling Lufeninan Crystal."
Kimahri stays in silence, Amarant knows he said something practically impossible to get. If Lufeninan Crystals were the containers used to seal this antique civilization's magycks... it would be obvious that most of them were hidden who knows where, if not already lost.
"There are many tales," adds Amarant, "yet some of them might or might not be where these tales talk about. I would recommend you reach someone who might be accustomed to the lore of Lufenia. I know little and my understanding is limited."
"Would Yuna know about them?" asks Kimahri.
"Probably," replies Amarant, "she doesn't stop being a summoner. Eidoliths hold the power of creatures that are alike Aeons."
"Then it's decided," I say without thinking, Kimahri looks at me with some kind of relief. I try to turn down my voice, but I realize this was something I said from within my soul, so I make up my mind and finish the sentence: "We are to see Yuna. If she knows something, we could find out where the Eidolith might be hidden."
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Pairing: Kim Namjoon x Reader
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst, Reincarnation, Fluff, One-sided love
Warnings: None
Snippet: In all of Y/N's three lives, she always falls for one person: Kim Namjoon. On her fourth life, she decided to make him fall for her in just 20 days and if she fails, she will leave him forever.
'OVER AND OVER' — SNEAK PEEK
Namjoon first met you when he was seven years old. His mother had brought him to the public playground, running around and searching for other children to play with. When he reached the swings, that's where he saw you sitting all alone, trying to tie your hair into a ponytail but was obviously failing. In the end, you threw the hair tie somewhere, and crossed your arms, looking pissed off.
He thought maybe you were lonely and approached you to ask you if you wanted to play with him. "Hello there, do you want to play with me?" It was an innocent and simple question, but when you looked up and saw him, your reply was strange.
"You're cute." 
Namjoon frowned at this. "No, I'm not. I'm Namjoon."
You giggled. "I'm Y/N. Hello, Namjoon. And sure, I'll play with you!"
"Let's try the monkey bars—"
"Can I call you Joonie?"
"Um, sure—?"
"Okay, Joonie. Let's go!"
He couldn't help but to frown deeply when you grabbed his hand tightly and lead him to seesaws. He didn't want to go to a seesaw because he thought riding one was too childish, he wanted something challenging instead, and wanted to show how good he is at climbing the monkey bars. He watched as your lips broke off into a wide grin, as you looked at him and exclaimed,
"Let's try this out first, please? Then we'll go play at the monkey bars!"
Namjoon smiled. "That sounds good."
Both of you played at the seesaw for a good five minutes until Namjoon got tired and carefully got off. He couldn't wait to get to the bars, so he decided to play by himself, but before he can climb and grab one of the bars, you beat him to it, and expertly held onto the bars one by one. Namjoon was amazed and stared at you in awe. 
The sunlight had suddenly hit your direction, and watched as your chestnut brown hair turn into a shade lighter. He then noticed that you were biting your lip, eyes focused ahead as you concentrated hard. He thought you looked cool and funny at the same time. He was admiring you but then something unfortunate happened.
You lost control of your grip and fell on the ground. Hard.
"Arghh...I think I broke a bone!" You sobbed out loud.
Namjoon panicked and called for his mom to help you get up, but then your own mother suddenly rushed towards both of you as she helped you, shouting and scolding you at the same time for not being careful. "I'm sorry, mommy. I wanted to prove to Joonie that I'm fun to be with."
"Joonie? Who's—ah, I'm assuming it's you, dear?" Your mother smiled softly at Namjoon.
"Yes, that's me. But my real name is Namjoon."
"Well, Y/N, why don't you say goodbye to your friend here? We have to go home now. You can play again next time." 
You nodded, and Namjoon noticed that you had already recovered from the fall earlier. Maybe it wasn't that bad. Maybe you were just exaggerating it. He thought you were weird. But still, you grinned at him, suddenly grabbed his hand, and said, "See you soon, Joonie. Let's play again, okay?"
"...Okay."
"I think I like you."
"W-What?" It was so sudden.
You shrugged. "You know, that kind of feeling that only our mommy and daddy share together? I think I feel that way for you. You're cute. You're fun. You're cool. I want to be with you."
"But...we only met today..."
"Don't you believe in love at first sight?"
"Love?! Love is such a big word! Plus you only said you 'like' me! Are you crazy?"
"I'm not—"
"Y/N! Let's go home!" Your mother shouted, who was waiting by the car. You gave one last smile at Namjoon, as you waved goodbye, and finally walked away. Namjoon released a sigh of relief, finally escaping a weird person like you.
The next day, he had expected you to come again to the playground, but there were no signs of you. Days, weeks, and months passed, until he finally heard from his mother that you and your family had moved away the day after he met you at the playground. 
"Such a sweet little girl, she is. She was your friend, right? Maybe you two will meet again when you grow up." His mother said.
He wished he will never see you again.
And he never did.
Until he entered high school. Namjoon was new at the school, and he had no friends to hang out with and walk to the classroom—and he didn't even know which classroom he was supposed to be at. He was walking around, when he suddenly heard books falling behind him. He turned around and saw a girl, about the same age as him, scoffing to herself as she picked up the books.
He immediately rushed to help her. 
"Oh, thank you!" the girl exclaimed, and gave him a smile that was familiar to him, "Hey, I haven't seen you around here. Are you a newbie?"
"Oh, uh, yes. I'm Namjoon, by the way. Kim Namjoon." 
The girl's eyes widened. Namjoon then noticed that her eyes were a mesmerizing shade of dark green, and her hair was almost orange. He thought she looked beautiful and seemed kind, and maybe she and him could be friends, until she uttered his name with a strange voice, "Namjoon." 
"Do I...Do I know you?" 
"What? We only met today." Now he was confused.
"I'm...Y/N." 
Y/N? But the Y/N he knows had brown hair, and matching brown eyes. The Y/N he knows had moved somewhere far, far away, and wouldn't settle again to a school near his neighborhood. Plus, his mother knows everything, and she could've told him that you and your family was back again. 
"I'm sorry for being weird, I just thought your name was kinda familiar," you suddenly laughed, "But yes. I know we only met today. I'm sorry. I think it's just a memory from my past life? Someone I called Joonie before?"
"Are you sure you're not the Y/N I met back at the playground?" Namjoon frowned.
You frowned. "No? I have no memories of a playground. From what I remember, my parents are strict and allowed me to play only inside our house."
Namjoon's cheeks heat up from embarrassment. He awkwardly laughed, as he scratched the back of his neck. Why was he thinking about the Y/N he met when he was still young anyways? That girl was annoying and weird, he still remembered how she said that she already liked him and had feelings for him even though they only met for the first time.
"Ah, I must've mistaken you for someone else. I'm sorry. Can you forget all about that?" he said.
"Of course. No need to say sorry. Wasn't your fault or anything." You grinned at him and Namjoon thought it was familiar again, but he shook his head, and smiled back.
After that encounter, Namjoon then became friends with a bunch of guys, and sometimes he talks to you too, but you also had your own circle of friends so speaking to you became rare. It wasn't really a bother to him because he can enjoy even without you, but sometimes he glances at you across the classroom, watching you laugh with your own friends.
He didn't know why he was so engrossed in you sometimes.
Until that day when you suddenly approached him after class, holding a newspaper to your chest, looking nervous. "Namjoon? I need to talk to you." you said with a serious voice.
"What's wrong?" he frowned.
"I...I saw this last week and it was bothering me a lot..." you started to explain, and lifted up the newspaper, "I had visions of me seeing and thinking about a little boy I call Joonie. I even had a dream that I saw him at a playground I don't know. I had brown hair...and...and different everything! But my name was still Y/N...and then I found this..."
Namjoon carefully read the headline of the newspaper.
'A 9 Year Old Girl went missing until hit by a truck.'
He looked at the picture of the young girl.
It was the Y/N he met when he was younger.
He was speechless. He didn't know what to say next, until you spoke up, "Is this her? The one you talked about that day when you bumped into me?"
"Y-Yeah..."
"I'm not her...but I kept having these feelings that I am her..." you looked at him, feeling confused, "...but in a different body."
"So you're telling me...that her soul suddenly transferred to your body?" Namjoon raised an eyebrow at you, suddenly feeling confused and stupid at the same time.
"Kind of like that...I don't know...I never had these memories before...and then when I met you it suddenly sparked something in me." 
"I...I don't believe in those kind of stuff..."
Yet when he looked into your eyes, he senses something familiar. That same determination he saw at the younger Y/N lingers in your eyes, and even though hers were brown, and yours were green, both of you still radiated that energy he cannot even explain. It felt like he was back at the playground again, standing in front of you, asking if you can play with him.
But both of you are too different, but also too similar. Namjoon felt confused. Very confused.
"I also don't," you finally spoke up, "I'm sorry if this is just a waste of time. Forget this. I'm going now. You go home safely."
And then you left.
After that encounter, you and him became a lot more distant now. The two of you used to talk often during classes but now it seemed you were avoiding him, making sure your friends were there beside you all the time. There were times when you two have to talk, for projects and group works and all, but Namjoon observed that you looked uneasy beside him.
Maybe you felt awkward, he thought.
He decided to ask you about it.
"Are you...okay?" he asked gently.
"Huh? Yeah. Of course I'm okay. I just don't understand these word problems." you replied, accidentally groaning out loud in annoyance as you tapped your pen on the desk loudly.
"Here, let me teach you." 
Namjoon went closer to you and started talking and teaching you about equations and formulas in order to solve the problems. But you didn't listen, and even if you listened you're sure you won't even understand a thing.
You focused on his soft voice, and the way he asks you in between explanations to make sure you understand. The way he squints his eyes every time he focuses on writing, and the way he mumbles under his breath every time he solves.
All the little things, you have noticed about him. And you found them beautiful. You were still deep in thoughts when he suddenly snapped a finger in front of you.
"Did you understand, Y/N?" he asked while chuckling.
You felt your face go red, feeling really embarrassed. Did he notice you staring at him? "I...um...yeah! I do! Thank you! I can manage myself from here. Thanks, Joonie—Namjoon!"
"Okay. Then, show me how to solve this problem," he pointed at the fifth problem written on the paper, "This one's the easiest. How about you try this out first?"
You nodded, and after a few minutes, you still can't solve the problem. Namjoon slowly shook his head. "You weren't listening awhile ago. Are you really okay? Maybe you don't have enough sleep...plus you've been avoiding me lately since...you know."
"I'm sorry," you sighed, "I thought you find me awkward and stuff. So I avoided you."
"No I don't. Here, how about I start tutoring you? I also want to be close friends with you, so..." Namjoon smiled shyly.
You didn't know why, but being close with him made your heart suddenly beat faster. So you smiled back, and agreed. "Sure."
And ever since that day, you knew you felt something for Namjoon. You thought it was just a small crush, but you found yourself glancing at him from time to time, searching around the canteen to look where he's sitting, and every night, you dreamt of him. You found yourself being proud of him every time the teacher announces he got the highest score, and your heart just flatters whenever he smiles—and oh! Those cute dimples.
It was strange. You never felt this way towards someone before, and you were sure you will never be attracted to someone but then Namjoon came. It felt like...strange as it sounds, it felt like it was destined for you to meet him. 
The day finally came when you were sure you like Namjoon as more than a friend. And you were planning to confess. You were nervous, but at the same time, confident. He's been sweet and kind towards you these days, maybe he'll give you a chance and accept your confession.
"Namjoon-ah." You stopped him from leaving the classroom after class ended awhile ago.
He looked at you, surprised. "Yes, Y/N? Are you struggling with the lesson again?"
"No...but I have something to tell you."
"Okay. What is it?"
"Um...I...I think I like you. I...I like you for a long time now. More than a friend would!"
That sentence. It was all too familiar to Namjoon. It was the same sentence the younger Y/N had told him. But instead of saying something rude, he replied, "Y/N. I'm sorry, but I only see you as a friend. I'm not ready for these...kind of relationships."
Your heart slowly broke into pieces, and slowly swallowed the lump in your throat. You blinked, trying to stop the tears from falling, but you smiled anyway. You smiled. And Namjoon was once again reminded of the younger Y/N. 
"I understand. I hope we'll stay as friends, is that okay? Let's just...uh, forget about my confession! Please?" You said.
"More than okay." Namjoon was aware that you were trying not to cry, but what can he do? He doesn't really feel the same. 
The next day, you were absent. Then the day after that, then days turned to weeks, and then to months...Namjoon was so worried, he thought maybe he was the cause of your absence, until a teacher finally announced something about you. 
"Y/N and her family went to America to transfer Y/N to a hospital that will take care of her better..."
"...she needs to go to a good hospital because they found out she has stage three cancer. Please include her recovery in your prayers."
But shortly after that announcement, Namjoon heard from your friends (who were crying loud) that you had passed away. Namjoon didn't know what to feel. He felt sad, because you were one of his friends, confused because he wonders why didn't you tell him or your friends about your condition, and lastly, guilty for rejecting you. 
Were you already sick when you confessed? He don't know. And he will never know.
He thought about you a lot until he entered college and finally accepted that he will never see you again. During college, he found someone he likes for the first time. He wonders if this is what you felt for him back then. Namjoon glanced at Sunhee, the girl he likes, and smiled when she finished the race first. He watched Sunhee jump in excitement as she claimed the first place. 
Sunhee is a good runner, and was more on the athletic side, doesn't really care about her grades that much—the complete opposite of Namjoon. Yet he likes everything about her. 
Namjoon saw Sunhee slowly walking towards him, with a large smile on her face. "Joon, I did it!" she exclaimed.
Yes, they were also good friends. Sunhee begged Namjoon to tutor him because her parents were threatening her to study or else they won't support her in running. She reminded him of you, during the times when Namjoon would tutor you too. 
"I know, I saw. Congrats!" 
"Thank you, Joon. Do you want me to have lunch? My treat!" 
"How about your girl friends?" 
"Oh," Sunhee smiled shyly, "I also have something to tell you so...I want to talk to you alone...just you and me."
Namjoon agreed, with his heart beating faster. Could this be it? Is she going to confess? Would he finally experience the feeling of having a relationship? He could feel the adrenaline rush through his veins when they finally entered a small diner. While they were waiting for their food, Sunhee spoke up.
"Namjoon...please don't hate me when I tell you this but...I like you. As in, really like you."
His eyes widened. So he was right. Sunhee confessed. He thought he was wrong. Namjoon is one of the people that seemed 'invisible' to a lot of teenagers because all he does is study and stay at home. A lot of people his age prefers someone who parties a lot, and someone who isn't a nerd—so he didn't expect that someone like Sunhee would like him.
And it made him feel loved.
He grinned at her. "Me too. I like you too, Sunhee. Can I....court you?"
Sunhee looked at him with wide eyes. "You...you like me too...?"
"Yes."
"Oh my...of course! You can court me!" she exclaimed and leaned in to kiss him on the cheek. They both laughed loudly as their food was finally served. They talked about a lot of things while enjoying the food, and Namjoon couldn't be more happier. He likes someone for the first time, and that someone likes him back. It was pure bliss.
"Joon, do you know that girl behind you? She keeps glaring at you." 
That made Namjoon frown and slightly look back, to see who Sunhee was talking about. And there he saw a girl, sitting by herself, softly glaring at him, but when their eyes met, she suddenly looked away. He studied her features. She has long, black hair, bangs that cover her forehead, and mysterious eyes.
Her eyes. He cannot see the color, but there was something familiar in it that made him a bit nervous.
"Is she your ex or something?"
"Oh, no, I don't know her. I don't have an ex." 
"Really?" Sunhee asked, and he nodded. They kept talking until he noticed that the black-haired girl stood up, and was about to exit the diner when she suddenly stopped and looked back at Namjoon. He watched as she mouthed the words, 'Remember me,' before walking away and disappearing from his sight. 
He didn't know who she was, but he has a feeling that he knew.
He saw that girl again at the local library, during summertime. Sunhee visited her grandparents, so he was alone in one week. Namjoon plans to spend his week reading away and learning new stuff. He was searching for a certain book when he saw the girl struggling to get a book from a high shelf. He decided to help her since he was tall.
When he grabbed the book she was trying to reach, he glanced at the title of the book. 'Reincarnation, Theories, and Beliefs.' 
"Reincarnation, huh?" he asked.
"Yes," the girl replied stiffly, "Psh. This was just like when you helped me pick up those books."
"Excuse me?" His eyes widened in surprise when you uttered those words. Picked up her books? He did that when he met you. 
"You're Kim Namjoon," she said, "I'm L/N Y/N."
"Y/N...?" he couldn't believe it, "But you're—"
"Different. I'm different. I know. I'm not from around here, but here I am, trying to search for answers. My visions lead me here. Someone keeps telling me that a person named Kim Namjoon is here, and I have to find him."
"How did you know I'm Kim Namjoon?"
You shrugged. "The voices told me."
"It must have been my past life. I kept seeing a playground, then me stumbling and dropping my books, then someone will help me. And then I heard a voice that says I should find you. When I saw you, the voice said 'Him.'"
"What do you want from me?" His voice suddenly turned cold.
"I don't know! This voice, these dreams, these visions, I never wanted all of this!" You screamed, "What is it about you that my past personas want? I don't understand."
"I don't understand either. Not many people likes me. I don't know...why Y/N chose me." 
"But you know what that Sunhee saw in you? Is she really in love with you like I do?" Namjoon's eyes widened when he heard what you asked.
"But we only met today—"
"No, Namjoon. We met a long time ago. You're just too...too stubborn to believe that this is all real!" You snapped, "Whatever. Goodbye."
You disappeared for about four months, so Namjoon didn't see you again after that encounter at the library, but he didn't even bother about it because he's happy with Sunhee. For the first time in his life, he finally felt important to someone. Today, they were going to celebrate their second monthsary, and Namjoon planned a lot of surprises for his girlfriend.
Until Sunhee called and told him that she can't make it because she felt sick. Namjoon wanted to visit her but she told him she wanted to be alone at the moment. He felt a bit upset, but if Sunhee is really sick, he has to accept and understand.
He was about to throw away the bouquet of roses that he planned to give to Sunhee when someone spoke up, "Can't you give it to someone else? Those poor flowers. Bought and then only to be thrown out."
"You're here." 
You rolled your eyes. "No, I'm not."
"Here. It's yours." Namjoon handed you the bouquet, and you took it hesitatingly. He gave you a tight smile, and your eyes softened.
"I finally know all the answers. Why all of this is...is happening. But I'll explain it to you somewhere. Come with me."
"Where are you taking me?" he frowned.
"You'll see." You both went inside a cab. Namjoon watched as you whispered to the driver the place where you two were going. 
"Take us to the place where the rainbow ends, please." You tried to whisper, but your voice was too loud. Namjoon tried not to laugh at your failed attempt to be secretive.
The driver laughed. "You still call it that?"
"I do." You beamed.
It was a quiet ride, but he remembers your hand, taking his in yours. Your fingers were wrapped around his hand, but he refused to do the same.
He has a girlfriend. He shouldn't have agreed to this.
Then something unexpected happened. It all happened so fast. The car in front of them suddenly stopped and the driver was so surprised, he wasn't able to step on the brakes. All Namjoon heard was a loud crash, then all he felt was pain, the blood dripping from his head, and the warmth of your hand, before darkness consumed him.
Surprisingly, when he woke up, he was in his bedroom, with no injuries and definitely no car crash. He checked his phone and saw the date. It was the day after him and Sunhee's second monthsary. 
It was just a bad dream.
After that weird dream, he thought it was a sign that he was going to see you again, but he never did.
Unfortunately, he discovered that Sunhee was cheating on him. She lied that she was sick, and instead, went with another man. Namjoon was heartbroken and wondered why wasn't he enough for her. Is it because he's different from the others? Sunhee never told him what was the reason of her cheating, so his questions remained unanswered. 
He decided to just move on, and study hard to graduate and then find a good job. That happened eventually. Namjoon was very dedicated to his job, and promised himself that he wasn't going to fall in love again and, well, just focus on his job.
As he was going to work, he suddenly realized that it has been ten years since he last saw you. When he wasn't working, he sometimes wondered what happened to you, or if you would ever come to visit again, but most of the time, he just works and works and focus on his job as an author.
He mostly writes about the concept of art, nature, and sometimes poetry. He isn't that famous—yet, but the company loved reading his works. And by next month, they were going to publish his first book. 
"Good morning, Namjoon!" His energetic co-worker, Jung Hoseok, greeted him, "Have you had your morning coffee yet? The new intern said she's treating all of us!"
"Morning, Hobi. That's kind of her but I already had my coffee, so I'm going straight to work." Namjoon smiled.
"Ah, that's too bad! By the way, Jungkook's looking for you, said the cover he's been working on for your book is ready."
"That's good to hear, thanks for reminding me. Where is he?"
"Hmm, I think he's talking to the new intern at his office!"
"Right. Thanks." Namjoon made his way towards Jungkook's office, where he saw the younger boy smiling and talking to a girl. The girl's back was facing Namjoon, so he really couldn't see her face, but he observed that she had very pale blonde hair, it was almost white. 
"Jungkook?" Namjoon spoke up.
Jungkook looked at him and grinned, "Ah yes! Hyung! Your book cover is ready! I'm so excited to show you—and by the way, this is Y/N noona, she helped me with the idea for the cover! I was impressed. It's like she knows about everything you'd like, so I'm sure you'll love it!"
You slowly turned around, and he met your grey eyes, full of warmth and familiarity. When you smiled, memories of you at the playground, during high school, during college, suddenly washed over Namjoon.
"Y/N?"
"We meet again." You said with a soft voice.
— (Read the full series on my youtube channel.)
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Twisted Comfort Part 1
Trigger Warnings: unrequited love, burn injury, gaslighting, manipulation, domestic violence, threatened suicide (not acted upon), blood, broken bones, assault, sickness
It was midday, about time for the lunch crowd. Muffet had finally gotten off of her feet for a few moments, relieved to have a few moments to rest before the rush.
Her ears perked up, the tips twitching at the sound of the bell attached to the front entrance. From where she was sitting at the front counter, she could see the entire café, including her best friend at the entrance.
Muffet's tail wagged for a moment, a hopeful look on her face until she saw the other girl with her. For a fleeting moment, she hoped that Pandora had come to see her.
But here she was, on her 5th date of the week. With the 5th girl of the week. That wasn't Muffet. Muffet couldn't help but to feel a twinge of, what was that? Jealousy? She could feel her cheeks growing hot and red as she hopped down from the stool, the bell on the front of her outfit jingling as she moved.
She donned her happy persona as she glided across the floor to them. "Party of two? I'm assuming you'd like to be seated in the couple's corner?"
"You know it," Pandora said, winking at Muffet.
God, Muffet knew it wasn't for her in any way other than a triumphant one, but her heart fluttered, trying to convince Muffet that Pandora liked her back.
No. They were just friends. Pandora wanted to keep it that way. Muffet knew she enjoyed flirting. It just hurt that she wasn't flirting with her. Besides, from what Muffet had seen, Pandora had a preference for older girls, and Muffet was two years younger than her.
As much as she didn't want to, she led the couple to the back, where it was more quiet and closed off from the rest of the café, and seated them at a table before she took their drink orders.
Muffet went to the kitchen and began fixing them a pot of tea, her now watering eyes wandering to the phone in her cubby. The screen was lit up, showing several missed calls and several more texts waiting for her.
She could feel warm droplets caressing her face. Was she crying? Damnit. She'd have to get that under control before she left the kitchen.
She sighed and waited for the water to boil while she placed a strainer over the mouth of the kettle they would be using and placed home grown, freshly chopped tea leaves into it.
When the water had just started to boil, she removed the pot from the stove, which she turned off, and carefully and slowly poured the water over the leaves, taking care that each drop went through the strainer. She had gotten much better at that the longer she worked there.
However, she couldn't help her mind wandering from the tea to her phone and then to Pandora.
Her thoughts were soon interrupted by a searing pain on her arm. She had forgotten that she was holding the now empty pot, which had just burned her arm even she moved.
Instinctively, she dropped it, which produced a resounding clatter on the floor, and she hopped over it to the sink, where she ran cool water over the angry burn on her arm. At least now she had a reason to cry.
She held still for a few moments before retrieving the burn kit from the first aid cabinet, and she massaged burn cream into the reddened, throbbing area before she wrapped gauze around her arm and taped it on.
She cleaned up, wrote a sticky note explaining what she had used, and put it on the cabinet before she washed her hands, rolled her sleeves down and took the pot of tea out to Pandora. And her date.
"Here's your tea. Have you decided on anything else, or should I give you a few minutes?"
"We'll have two strawberry donuts," the date answered, to which Muffet bowed her head and left to get them before Pandora could say anything.
As she left their table, the bell above the door sung, and Muffet, upon seeing who had just entered, made a beeline for the kitchen, keeping her head down and eyes forward.
If anyone could look simultaneously dangerous and attractive, it was certainly the man who had entered the café. Pandora glanced up and waved, while her date watched. "Fernando! Hi."
Fernando grinned at Pandora, glancing at her date before promptly ignoring her. "Hey, Pandora, how's it going?" His voice was a calm river, carrying his words to her ears. He pulled a chair out from the next table over, twirled it around, and sat, his legs straddling the back. He had draped his arms over it, letting his wrists touch.
"On another date, huh? You should go out with me some time," he coaxed, his eyes displaying his want for her.
"In your dreams, Mortez," Pandora said, turning her head away from him and nestled it into her date's shoulder, "Besides, aren't you dating Muffet?"
Fernando pouted and shrugged. "Yeah, yeah."
"Whatever. Go talk to your actual girlfriend, Fernando," Pandora snipped, the date pouring their tea.
Fernando rolled his eyes and got up, pushing the chair back with his foot as he stood. "Fine. That's what I came here for anyway." He left the two of them in the partitioned area and went to lean on the front counter.
While this was happening, Muffet was in the kitchen, finally looking at her texts, all of which were from Fernando, each making Muffet more uncomfortable than the last.
'Wyd babe? '
'Pumpkin? '
'Muffballs? I'm waiting for an answer.'
'Muffet? '
'Muffet, you better not be hanging out with another guy.'
'I'd kill you.'
'JK!!! 🤣 I love you.'
'I'd kill him, though.'
'Hello??? '
'...'
'WHY AREN'T YOU ANSWERING MY MESSAGES? '
'Muffet??? I swear to god. Answer your damn phone.'
'I ain't fucking around anymore bitch. Answer me.'
'If you don't answer me, I'm gonna kill myself.'
At that point, she finally texted him back, squirming uncomfortably as she typed, 'I'm at work, Fernando.'
After sending the message, she placed the phone in her apron, washed her hands again, and brought two, strawberry donuts to Pandora and her date, walking straight passed Fernando, pace quicker than natural for her until she made it to the other area.
Her heart skipped a beat as she saw Pandora in the date's lap, and she nearly stopped walking, though she did make it back to their table, where she handed them each a donut and then went back to the front, where Fernando stopped her by pulling her tail.
Muffet closed her eyes and winced, clenching her teeth as she slowly backed up to ease the pain he had put on her spine.
"Let's talk where it's more private, shall we?" he said, pulling her by her tail into his side, where he then clamped his arm tightly around her shoulders. He led her to the hall where the bathrooms were, on the other side of the café from Pandora.
When they entered the hallway, Fernando shoved Muffet against the wall, knocking the wind out of her momentarily. "Why the fuck did it take you so long to text me back? I was here before you sent it. Give it to me. NOW."
Muffet trembled slightly and began to stutter. "Fernando, I-I-"
"Shut up, and give me the damn phone." A harsh hand swept across her face, leaving a stinging handprint on one cheek as well as a faint trickle of blood coming from her lip.
Tears pricked at the corners of her eyes as a shaking hand reached into the pocket of her apron and handed the device over.
He promptly unlocked it and went straight to her messages, where he looked through them, trying to find anyone else she had texted when he was trying to contact her.
"Why the fuck did you text Pandora back but not me?" he snarled, shoving the phone into her face, which she turned away from him.
Fernando threw the phone to the ground, shattering the screen with his heel. Fernando grabbed and yanked her ear to his lips. "If you aren't going to text me back, you aren't going to text anyone back," he hissed.
Muffet whined softly, tears beginning to drip to the floor, though she leaned into his hand to keep him from pulling her ear too much.
After a few moments, he let go and gently cupped her face in his hands, his thumb wiping the blood from her mouth. "I'm sorry, babe. I didn't mean to get upset with you. I love you so much, and I don't want someone to take you away." He pulled her into a hug, where she practically melted into his arms. She really did believe that he loved her. He just had a temper.
Fernando gently rubbed her back, particularly the spot that had become sore whenever he pulled her tail. If he did that, he had to love her, she thought; he was sorry for what he did.
"Now, are you feeling better?" Fernando cooed, softly stroking her head to calm her. He had also begun to rub her ears.
Muffet purred softly and nodded. "Y-yes, Fernando," she said softly, her head now resting on his chest in a twisted comfort.
"Good. Now," he grabbed the arm which was burned and squeezed it, prompting Muffet to yelp.
"I'm sor-"
She was cut off by a flurry of assaults. A knee drove into her stomach, causing her to double over into a fist that converged with her nose. A crunch sounded, and Muffet could feel blood pooling in her nose. She didn't think about it for too long before another fist connected with her eye.
Muffet didn't want to cry, she didn't want him to think that she was weak, but she couldn't help it. "Pandora!" she called, her voice quivering and desperate.
Pandora was already on her way. By the time Fernando had landed the second punch, Pandora had gotten to him, tackling him, though she also brought Muffet to the ground.
Muffet leaned back onto the wall, tilting her head back as she took a few moments to breathe before she looked at the scuffle that was going on directly in front of her.
It was somewhat an even fight, though as Fernando tried to pin Pandora to the floor, Muffet grabbed onto his arm to hold it back, making it impossible for him to defend himself from Pandora's incoming attack. In what was a blur to Muffet, Fernando had been subdued.
The sound of sirens blared through the café, and red and blue lights danced on the walls as both police and first responders filed into the hallway. Fernando kicked at the police as he was cuffed, and he screamed at Muffet when he was removed from the building.
Pandora was at Muffet's side, watching over her as her wounds were attended to.
Muffet softly fiddled with her hands until Pandora reassuringly took one of her them into her own.
"Muffet. Why didn't you tell me what he was doing to you? Aren't we best friends? Does that mean nothing to you?"
Muffet opened her mouth to speak, then promptly closed it. Pandora sounded hurt but she wasn't quite sure what to say, but what came out of her mouth stung.
"We'll always be friends." And she accepted that is all they would ever be.
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Part 2
This is the part where I mention resources on domestic abuse and violence can be found here: https://ncadv.org/resources
If you need help, please reach out to someone who is able to help you. Don't let things get out of hand.
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Forget Me Not Jim Mason x Reader 50 First Dates AU Pt 9
@michael-langdon-appreciation
There was this itchy sensation at the back of her brain screaming it was past time for this to be over. Not only the baby's arrival, but all of it. Her family had taken control of the waiting room down the hall, but they still managed to hover. Between the anxious glances and the well-meant but annoying suggestions to make her feel better, she was ready to kick their collective oversized asses out of the hospital.
She was having a baby, damn it, not on her deathbed. There was too much going on now that labor had started. Too much, and yet not enough to distract her from thinking about what she wanted.
Or more specifically who she wanted.
"I can’t do this anymore." Y/N eased her way down the hall, holding tightly to Medina’s arm.
"I don't think you can cancel at this point, hon." Medina paced slowly, her head dipping closer as her volume went even lower. "Although, if you want me to encourage anyone to leave, tell me, okay? Anyone," she said pointedly as one of Y/N's brothers stepped toward them.
Here they went again. Y/N eased a hand over her rock-solid belly as she paused to deal with another contraction. "Oh damn, this hurts."
Her brother Alex wrapped an arm around her shoulders. "You're doing great."
She couldn’t answer for a moment. It was nice to know they cared, but really? Her brothers and her dad? Y/N blew out the final moment of pain and straightened to look into Alex's concerned eyes. "Thanks for the encouragement, but please. Go home, and we’ll let you know when the kid arrives."
"Take the other guys with you too," Medina suggested. "Because, dude, none of you are going anywhere near the delivery room when the actual event is happening."
"Ick, that is so true."
Y/N squeezed her brother's hand. "I'm glad you want to be there for me, but this is going a little too far, if you know what I mean."
Only, Alex wasn’t watching her, he was watching the nurses' station. "I don't mind hanging out for a while."
Jeez, good to know his reasons for being here weren’t all about wrapping her in cotton. "Go home, Alex. Or at least pretend to go so I don’t have to look at you. We'll call when there’s news." Y/N  stepped away and ignored him, easing through the next few contractions.
It wasn't her family she wanted around. She wanted Jim. She'd allowed him to be sent way, and she'd thought it was the right thing to do, but now that the moment had come she wasn't so sure.
Medina led her down the corridors in an endless loop. Her brothers had at least obeyed the part about getting out of sight, although knowing them, they’d probably only hit the coffee shop on the second floor and were tormenting people there.
Between contractions and pacing, she paused to look out the window. Spring had already passed, easing into full-on summer, and it was time for all kinds of new things.
Maybe a new chance as well.
Medina leaned on the wall beside her, arms crossed over her chest. "You want to call him?"
Was she that transparent? "Jim?"
Her best friend shrugged. "Honey, you love the guy. I think he loves you, and I doubt at this point anyone here at the hospital is going to call the cops if he shows up, restraining order or not." She made a rude noise. "I think we'd all lie our asses off for you two right now."
"I can’t...” Y/N thought really hard about what she wanted to say to finish that sentence.
She couldn't what?
I can't do this without him.
She lifted her eyes to her friend's. "Do you think he wants to be here? Even if it might get him arrested?"
Medina held out her cell phone, Jim's number already up on the screen. "I bet he'd go through hell itself to be here if you asked."
It really wasn’t that hard, hitting the button to make the call.
“Medina?" Jim sounded breathless. "Is she okay? Is the baby there? Tell me they're both fine."
His obvious concern had Y/N's throat closing tight, and she had to force out the words. "Jim, it's me. I'm doing good, but ..."
“Y/N? Thank God. You had the baby?"
"Not yet." She paused, wondering if it was right to even offer him the temptation. It wasn’t her who could end up in jail. But he'd told her once she should reach out and take what she wanted, and damn if she wasn't going to do exactly that. At least to offer him the option and let him decide if the risks were worth it. "This could get you in trouble, but do you want to be here? I mean, be with me when the baby arrives?"
"Oh, yeah." Loud clattering rang in the background, something like a door slamming. "Are you asking me to come to the hospital?"
"It might be a terrible idea, but yes, I want you here-oh, shit..." Another contraction hit, and she had to bend over and concentrate on breathing.
Jim's anxious voice blared from the phone as she held it against her thigh, his frantic questions getting louder and louder.
Medina somehow helped support her and at the same time grabbed the phone. "Stop shouting. She's busy for a minute." A pause, then Medina snorted. "Well, I don't know, sweetheart. Hold on to your knickers and I'll ask her." Her friend held the phone against her chest to cover the speaker. "What should I tell him?"
Y/N blew out a long breath as she found her feet, reaching for the phone. "Jim, me again. Sorry about that. I want you with me, if you still want to be here."
"You know I do."
Y/N twisted to the right in surprise. His answer had come not from the phone, but from the man himself who stood only two feet away. He was breathing heavily as if he’d been running stairs.
Y/N was breathing pretty hard herself. "Seven fucking hells, how did you do that?"
"If he's got a transporter and he hasn’t shared until now, I'm going to be pissed off." Medina held out her hand and gave Jim a quick handshake. "Now that you’re here for backup, I'm going to do a little distracting of the nursing staff and warn the people who will help us. I'll return in a moment to be an awesome baby catcher. I suggest you two hide out in the birthing room."
"Good idea."
They paused as Medina backed away, briefly flashing them two thumbs-up before she twirled and disappeared around a corner. Jim let Y/N guide him quickly into the private room she'd been given.
Only once the door was shut did he answer Y/N's question. "I was in the parking lot, waiting in my truck. Hoping that you'd call." He was there, the bruises on his face fading, his dark eyes taking her in from head to toe, and he reached out... And stopped. His hand fell to his side. His big strong body trembling as if he were afraid. “Y/N, I'm here for you. For you and the baby." His eyes-God, his eyes. Full of pain, and yet hope. "I promise with everything in me that’s true."
She was going to be bawling in a minute, which wasn't going to work great with the whole labor thing still happening. "I know."
Y/N caught him by the hand and tugged them together. She had to twist sideways to make room for her belly as she stepped into the warmth of his body, but he had his arms around her and that was all she needed right then. The solid assurance that he was there. That he was hers.
Jim stroked her hair as he held her. "I hate that we’ve had to be apart."
She nodded. "If you see the PVPD coming, hide in the bathroom.”
A reluctant laugh escaped him. "No more hiding. This is too important an event for me to spend it in the parking lot waiting for news."
"Were you really just going to sit there?" Y/N didn't want to let go of him, his touch soothing her more than any breathing techniques.
Jim stroked her cheek as he gazed into her eyes. "I was planning on sneaking in, but this is so much better than hiding behind a mask and staring through the door. And if I do get in trouble, it'll be worth it."
They had to pause each time a contraction hit, but the distraction of their conversation helped make the pain fade a little.
He rubbed her back before she even asked him to, touching her gently, supporting her. His strong hands that were capable of inflicting pain giving such tender care. And when he cupped her face in his hands and leaned in to kiss her tenderly, she lost it.
"It was bad enough that I had to lose memories, now I've lost these last weeks with you." She held his hand against her cheek. "Damn Rick to hell."
"Forget Rick, Angel Eyes. He doesn't matter, or he won't in a few days. What does matter is I love you."
She gasped out a laugh past the tears. "I love you too, Jim."
"Forever," he added, stroking her cheek and wiping away her tears. "I'm going to love you forever. And that's not going to change, and if I have to spend the next sixty years reminding you again and again, it'll be worth it."
"It'll be worth it," she repeated. There were still questions they had to answer, but right now, he was there and the kid in her belly was posing the most demanding request. "Ahh, Jim? I think it's time."
"Time for what?"
She wanted to laugh, but the pressure was building too fast. "The baby?" she reminded him.
His eyes widened. "Now?"
"Now."
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Pt. 6
Guerin got a call at her desk halfway through a project she was working on for HEET. Groaning at the interruption since she knew it would take a while to get her focus back, she took a moment to exhale before answering. "This is Go Guerin."
"Guerin it's Han Jisoo. I need you to come to my office right now."
"Yes, I'm on my way." She said cheerfully before hanging up. Leaving her hand on the phone she stared at it for a moment. "I'm getting fired." She said outloud. Her entire life any time a higher up had asked to see her in their office she immediately assumed the worst. Her stomach churned as she tried to calm herself down, then she stood up, stuck her cell phone in her pocket and left to see the CEO of her company.
She knocked gently on the door and peered in to see Jisoo, who looked up and gestured her in. The room also had a PR manager, the company lawyer and HR. [Yeah this is either about the case or I'm being fired.] She stepped inside and bowed, greeting everyone politely.
"You're not being fired." Jisoo, the CEO quipped.
"Oh thank god." Guerin exhaled, her hand going to her heart as tension left her body.
"I've known you for a long time Guerin. Things have been rough lately and we're working on it. You're an excellent worker and overall an asset to our company, and you're a very good friend." Jisoo said, smiling, though Guerin caught the strain on her face and the serious expression everyone else wore.
"Thank you, I love my job and I want to do well at it. I like this company and how it is run." Guerin bowed with gratitude before sitting down as Jisoo gestured. She looked curiously around.
"All that being said, just like we were worried about you've been targeted again by rumors." Jisoo frowned. Guerin's heart sank, she had just started getting back to her normal mood. What happened now?
The PR manager, Jaemyun showed a printed out article from dispatch, "This was published online about fifteen minutes ago." She informed Guerin, who leaned forward curiously. Her mouth dropped open as she read the headline and stayed open the rest of the article.
"WOW OF A.C.E CAUGHT ON A DATE WITH CONTROVERSIAL FOREIGNER MANAGER OF HEET"
The article was punctuated by a picture of Seyoon and Guerin sitting in the cab, smiling, and another of Guerin getting out and leaning over to say goodbye.
"As you are aware, if you are dating a celebrity we need to know so we can react appropriately." Mina, the lawyer, spoke up.
"Yes of course I know! Which is why you haven't heard anything. We're not dating! We're friends! A bunch of us went out for karaoke and drinks last night and Seyoon rode with me to make sure I got home safely after drinking." She felt embarrassed admitting she had gotten drunk the night before in a professional setting, but she knew in this instance complete honesty was important.
"I figured it was something like that." Jisoo sighed and rubbed her temples. "We've contacted Beat Interactive. They're on their way with Seyoon now so we can talk about how to best handle this. Let's relocate to the conference room."
Guerin's phone was vibrating like crazy while she waited with everyone for Seyoon and his company to come. Charlie and HEET had gotten wind of the scandal as well as some other acquaintances. She only responded to The first two with assurances that she was okay and everything was getting straightened out now before putting her phone on silent and putting it back into her pocket.
It didn't take long for Seyoon, Minseok, Beat Interactives own legal and PR team as well as the CEO Kim Hyeim herself to come in. Everyone stood and bowed, greeting each other appropriately before settling in to discussions.
"Go Guerin has already informed us that they were not on a date." Jaemyun started.
"Kim Seyoon confirmed that, he said they met with a group and he made sure she got home safe as a friend." Started the other PR manager.
Seyoon tilted his head slightly and raised his hand, "Excuse me, but that's not exactly what I said."
For a moment everyone looked at him before Hyeim finally spoke up, "Is there something you want to clarify further?"
"Ah... yes. I said we did meet with a group of friends and it wasn't a date, and that I did excort her home. But it wasn't as a friend." He seemed to have finished talking despite everyone staring at him in need of more information. A few people glanced at Guerin but she was just as lost and put her hands up defensively, unable to withhold an awkward laugh.
"Kim Seyoon, please excuse us but could you explain what you mean by that." Jisoo requested in a polite but stressed voice.
"I like Guerin." He said simply, looking at Jisoo, before his eyes went to Guerin who stared back at him in shock, hands over her mouth, "I've been meeting her as a friend but also with the intention of developing a relationship eventually."
Guerin let out another awkward laugh through her fingers, eyes wide as she ran her hands through her hair in shock before stopping at her neck. Blinking rapidly she tried to center her thoughts.
"I'm guessing this is news to you." Mina stated with a sigh.
"Yea- yes. This is not what I expected." Guerin corrected her formality, sitting up and trying to look professional again.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want it to come out this way." Seyoon said, still watching Guerin's reaction with his unreadable expression. He finally broke his stare and glanced around making it clear the apology was also intended for the rest of the people in the meeting.
"That complicates things." Jisoo frowned and looked at Hyeim, "What is your company policy on dating?" Everyone got filled in on the rules, Seyoon looking back to Guerin who was now chewing her lip thoughtfully. He smiled at her again and she couldn't help sending a smaller smile back to him.
"Go Guerin." Jaemyun brought her back to reality, "If you two are dating we'll need to-" she stopped talking to see Seyoon had raised his hand to politely interrupt again.
"I'm sorry, but we aren't dating. Guerin has only just heard of my intentions and she has not responded." Seyoon smiled as though unaware of the tension. Hyeim put her face in her hands and Jisoo coughed as they both tried to hide what might have been a chuckle.
"I see." Jaemyun nodded slowly, "Go Guerin, are you planning on responding to Kim Seyoon soon or should we write a statement without one?"
"I'm- I'm so sorry." Guerin looked around at everyone, "I've just been taken by surprise. I don't know what to say. And the talk I need to have is... a private one with Kim Seyoon." She finished the sentence hyper aware of how inappropriate it sounded, but relied on the others to understand.
"Why don't we get started on the first part while you two talk? There's some other details we need to address as well regarding Guerin's current legal issues." The Beat Interactive lawyer said. Guerin started as though he had slapped her in the face. Of course that would be a problem now, the case hadn't been resolved so her reputation was controversial and could affect all of A.C.E. Recovering she stood and bowed, then followed Seyoon out.
He turned to her just outside the door but she moved past him, grabbing his sleeve and leading him to a smaller unoccupied meeting room. Closing the door she let out an exhale and leaned against it, eyes shut for a moment as she recuperated. Blinking her eyes open she met Seyoon's gaze and couldn't help but laugh, shoving him slightly.
"What the hell Seyoon?!"
"I was gonna talk to you tonight but, it seemed like a bad idea to hide that." He shrugged.
"I mean yeah, can you imagine if they said we were just friends for that to change in what a week? A month? That would have sucked." Guerin agreed.
"So, if it would have changed," he took a step toward her, taking her words literally, "Does that mean they have?"
"I- I mean." She stammered then put her hand on his chest to stop his approach. "You're distracting me!" Guerin complained. His smile grew, narrowing his eyes mischeviously.
"So you find me distracting?" He wiggled his eyebrows and bit his lip bit didnt advance any closer.
"Yeah of course!" She couldn't hide it, "You're too damn sweet and cute and weird and handsome. You're fun and you keep me on my toes but you also are so genuinely supportive and kind, aaaaaaahhh." She groaned covering her face with her hands again. He reached for her wrists and took her hands in his, holding them both between them. She sighed hopelessly at him.
"You said you acted without thinking last night. I thought you meant that it was a mistake."
"Ah... I meant that I wasn't thinking because I just wanted to be in contact with you." He swung her hands in his lightly as though showing her what he meant, "But I didnt want to say it over text."
"I was actually disappointed." She admitted with a laugh.
"Does that mean you like me too?" He wiggled his shoulders at her and made her chuckle. Guerin peered into his eyes pensively, her heart beating rapidly.
"... yeah. I do. Of course I do."
He pulled her toward him, wrapping her arms around himself before hugging her tightly back. She stepped into it willingly, as she rested her chin on his shoulder and his body against hers, in her arms, it felt surreal. She had idly wondered what embracing him would feel like and now it was happening. But reality brought her back to her senses. Remembering the biggest obstacle, she reluctantly pulled away from him. He was still grinning but it faded slightly at her expression of regret.
"Seyoonie, even if I like you I don't know that we should date..." she started.
He tilted his head inquiringly, waiting for her to continue, "Your lawyer mentioned my case... I have a really bad reputation right now. It's already risky enough when an idol dates but... someone like me? A foreigner with rumors of attacking a fan? How would that affect A.C.E? Your whole career?" She trailed off again, not knowing what to say next.
Seyoon looked pensive and nodded slowly before speaking, "I love being a singer. It's my dream and I don't want to lose that."
"I know, and no one is worth giving that up for!" She agreed quickly.
"We know you're innocent. That's going to be revealed soon." He nodded along with his own reasoning, "And I'm going to get married someday. So I might as well begin with someone I like."
Guerin laughed loudly at his self satisfied expression with his simple logic, "You're too cute, it's killing me."
"Noonaaaa don't die yet." He poked his own cheek as he pouted, "We haven't even kissed yet."
"You little." She failed to look stern and tapped his lips lightly with her hand. He responded by wiggling closer to her. Getting swept up she chose to meet his challenge, moving forward she pecked him suddenly on the lips, then ducked away.
"Hey, wait I wasnt ready!" He called out surprised and reached out to grab her. She spun his arm and turned him so she was facing him and he was up against the wall as she smirked at him in his surprise before he licked his lips and gave a naughty smile.
"Okay, so get ready again." She moved her hands to his torso and leaned in again, eyes fluttering closed. He leaned in the rest of the way to kiss her lingering for a few seconds before they both begrudgingly separated.
"So... we should find out what our bosses have to say. About us..." she felt disheveled suddenly, straightening her clothes and running her hands through her hair. He watched her with a smile before taking her hand again.
"First, you have to tell me." He said.
"Tell you what?" She asked.
"You have to tell me you like me."
"I already did! And then I showed you." She winked then laughed in embarrassment.
"No, you only agreed with me." He glanced up, "and then you showed me." He nodded and looked back at her, "But I want to hear the words."
"Youuuu..." she trailed off, her heart unable to handle this giant baby.
"Noona. Go Guerin! I like you. Do you like me?" He said earnestly.
"Hmmmm..." she teased him, but couldnt Deny him for long, "Seyoonie. I like you." She stated.
"Perfect, now theres no question." He beamed, "you should give me a piggyback ride back to the conference room."
"Absolutely not. Any other time I'm game but we have enough trouble right now." She laughed at his feigned disappointment and snuck him a kiss on the cheek, "have that to keep you happy until after work today." She left for the door and he trotted along after her once he recovered.
The rest of the meeting was a lot of talking, phone calls, more talking, a lot of stress all punctuated by Guerin and Seyoon sneaking glances at each other and trying to not look too pleased due to the stress levels of everyone else involved. Ultimately it was decided that Beat Interactive would announce that while the two were not dating at the time the photos had been taken, they had begun dating recently and hadn't had a chance to confirm before the article was released. In the meantime, PWER, the company Guerin worked for, had gotten clearance from the police department for some details of the case while the police department worked on their own statement since the investigation had been concluded. No one was convinced that it was an ideal scenario but they hoped with everything coming together it could minimize this particular PR nightmare.
"I never should have let you meet them." Minseok complained to Guerin as they trailed out.
"I didn't start this!" Guerin responded defensively, "Besides its not my fault I'm irresistible."
Minseok groaned as Seyoon smiled and held Guerins sleeve for a moment. She glanced at him and slowed a step as he pulled gently backwards.
"Can we still meet after my practice tonight?" He asked quietly so others around wouldn't hear.
"I don't see why not, I was planning to anyway." Guerin said.
He looked around to see if the hallway was clear before sneaking a kiss to her cheek, then speeding past her to catch up with Minseok, his dangerous smile back in place.
"Guerin?" Jisoo looked back suddenly from ahead of everyone, "Will you meet me in my office after I see our guests out?" She asked.
Guerin nodded and when it was appropriate ducked away to Jisoo's office, certain she was getting fired as per her usual anxieties, but also logically knew it wouldnt be likely at this point.
While waiting for Jisoo she pulled out her phone to catch up on her blown up messages.
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Han Jisoo returned before Guerin could text HEET through Woojin's phone. The two went into the CEO's office and as soon as the door closed, Jisoo spun on her friend and began smacking her in the arm repeatedly.
"Hey, you're my boss now you're not allowed to do that!" Guerin said in English, laughing and cringing away but otherwise letting it happen.
"You are such a problem sometimes aaah!" Jisoo responded with a final smack, also in english. "And this is how I'm supposed to find out one of my best friends is dating?? And an idol no less!"
"To be fair, I also just found out the same way which is, arguably, worse." Guerin rubbed her eyebrow subconsciously. "None of this even feels real."
"Well it is and now it's my mess to help clean up." Jisoo crossed her arms. Guerin looked at the ground guiltily causing Jisoo to sigh, uncross her arms and hug her friend, "I know it's not your fault. It's just an unfortunate pain in the ass."
"Guerin laughed and hugged Jisoo back, picking her up for a moment, "It's so cute when you swear in English!"
"Hey. Boss. Remember?" Jisoo protested disingenuously.
"It's payback for hitting me."
Jisoo tsked and changed the subject, "Mina is going to come here to talk you through how we're handling the court case since you'll need to testify. But first I wanted to make sure you're okay."
"I honestly havent processed most of today yet so I'm not sure. I was starting to be okay again and I think right now I'm okay too?" Jisoo nodded, knowing her friend had more to add and waited, "I was also wondering... how does this affect me working with HEET again...?"
Jisoo looked serious, "As of right now you not being manager is only temporary. We do need to see how things shake out but nothing has changed. Hopefully with the resolution of this case things will work out."
Guerin nodded in understanding. Jisoo had been friends with Guerin before she had even moved to South Korea as they had met in the states where Jisoo attended school and done internships at record companies around the world to broaden her knowledge of the industry. It helped her family was very well off and able to help her start her own company once she had returned. At that time Guerin was nearing the end of teaching English when Jisoo offered her a job. Guerin would forever be grateful for her friend and knew she had her best interests at heart.
"Jisoo, thanks for sticking with me. I'll fo my best." She said in Korean, it just seemed more genuine.
Jisoo was spared a heart warming response as Mina arrived.
The men of A.C.E were called into a meeting once Hyeim and Seyoon returned from their meeting with PWER. The four other members had an inkling of what it would be about given they too had seen the Dispatch article. Jun had texted Charlie who hadn't had much more information than he did at the time. Once everyone was seated, papers with the statement were passed out but Kim Hyeim talked before they could read it.
"On those papers your holding we have written a statement concerning Kim Seyoon and Go Guerin dating. We've agreed to let PWER and the police handle the statements regarding Go Guerin's legal case. Hopefully with her proven innocence and releasing of actual footage of what happened we won't get much extra blowback to an already risky announcement. Also you should know that as of this afternoon Go Guerin and Kim Seyoon have expressed an interest in dating and going forward they would like to be up front and honest about it."
The expressions on everyone's face changed wildly as she spoke, except for Seyoon who maintained his normal unreadable face, watching her despite the others looking around at each other.
"Wait." Chan started, "So it's TRUE?"
"It wasn't last night but apparently it is now." Kim Hyeim said with a crooked smile.
"Since when did you-?" Jun sputtered and stopped, "So...." the king of reactions lived up to his name as every thought raced through his brain.
"Good for you Wow!" Byeongkwan fist bumped his hyung.
"It's not how I expected you to go for it but it works." Donghun said, patting his friend on the shoulder.
"I didn't even know you felt that way about her?" Chan added, still shocked but smiling along, "Wait, what does that mean for-" he started and the boys swung their gaze to Jun.
Hyeim watched this curiously, "Park Junhee is there something wrong?"
"I wanted to tell you today but..." he trailed off for a moment, "Ah... I also confessed to a woman last night and she might be my girlfriend soon."
Kim Hyeim was frozen, then rested her face in her hands for a moment before looking up to Minseok who appeared just as shocked as she was, "Maybe we should rescind the idea that they can date." She said dryly.
"I'm so sorry I didn't know this was happening. I thought they were friends I didn't think they were their type!" Minseok said in a rush.
"What does that mean?" Jun asked with a hint of aggression as he and Seyoon snapped their faces toward their manager.
"I just meant they're foreigners and I just, i thought you each had a different type and with them being older and Guerin is a lot... they're really good people I'm sorry I'm just shocked." Minseok tried to explain.
Hyeim interrupted, sensing an argument and not wanting to deal with that on top of everything else. "Minseok will chat with me later." She shot him a look, also displeased with his judgment toward women and he bowed his head at the visual scolding, "What we need to figure out now is how we're going to handle the second announcement. I'll get someone from PR to meet with me, Park Junhee and his girlfriend. Until then we'll go through with what we planned for Kim Seyoon since with that article we do not have the luxury of time to discuss things."
She looked at all the boys, "I expect this to have an impact on the fanbase. We've just wrapped up promoting but maybe we can work on a special project for Choice to communicate with them. Think it over and let's start something soon."
The meeting was dismissed and Minseok hung back to talk to Hyeim as the boys meandered back to their practice room.
Guerin waited outside the door to the dance room as HEET wrapped up their practice inside. When their dance instructor left Guerin put a finger to her lips and winked so as not to give away the surprise. She was holding bags of fried chicken and iced coffee for the boys. The dance instructor smiled back and moved on without a word. Peaking around the corner she snuck in while the boys were straightening up or sitting on the ground catching their breath.
"Special delivery!" Guerin announced loudly, holding up the bags of goods. Byoungjin, Minhwan and Seungbin all startled at her sudden appearance, but once all five saw her they hopped up and ran over. Gabriel relieved her of her bags with Minhwan as Seungbin hugged her, Byoungjin held back with Tobio for his turn. Once they had all gotten their hugs in (Guerin had to guilt trip Gabriel and interrupt him setting up for the meal) they settled down to eat with Woojin.
"Woojin told me when your lesson ended and I asked him to let me bring you all food." Guerin explained, handing Seungbin and Gabriel next to her some extra chicken, "Are you boys being nice to him?" They all nodded through bulging cheeks.
"They've been working very hard." Woojin added with a small smile. He seemed the quiet accommodating type so Guerin was happy to hear the boys had seemed to accept him.
"I'm glad." She beamed at HEET as they dug in. "I don't know if you guys have heard anything but I wanted to stop by because I have some news."
"Are you gonna be our manager again!?" Gabriel called out through a full mouth.
"No, dummy. It's probably about the dispatch article." Tobio retorted and he shoved Gabriel away as he leaned into his Japanese teammate smacking his mouth annoyingly loud.
"Tobio is right. It's about the article." Guerin interrupted their bickering.
"Were you really on a date with Wow-hyung?" Minhwan asked, stunned.
"Well, no. We all met as a group of friends and he was making sure I got home safe." Despite telling the truth Guerin felt guilty so she moved on quickly, "But this afternoon after the article came out... while we were discussing how to address it... Seyoonie did confess."
The boys erupted, even shy Woojin reacted with surprise while Seungbin had leapt up, "I KNEW IT! NOONA I KNEW IT WHEN I SAW YOU AFTER THE ZOO!"
Gabriel was downright crowing in excitement as Byoungjin sat in shocked silence and Minhwan clapped excitedly. Only Tobio kept his head enough to ask "But what did you say?"
The boys all quieted again at his question. Guerin felt her face get warm as she responded, "Well he's my boyfriend now." The boys all erupted again, alternating between shocked and happy. Guerin waited for them to calm down before speaking again.
"I double checked with Han Jisoo and she said it so far hasn't meant I can't come back as your manager. But we still need to wait to clear the court case and we will need to see how the public reacts to the statement that we are now in a relationship."
Minhwan frowned, "So if a bunch of people decide to hate you, you won't be our manager?"
Guerin paused, "If it means you aren't safe. And we don't want to hurt your image." The boys looked crushed, "Your debut was strong, and you've all trained so long and so hard for this. I won't let something like my personal life ruin your futures." She added firmly.
"Noona..." Seungbin snuggled up to her and she put her arm around him, "They can't hate you right?"
Guerin wanted to comfort them, looking at all five faces of HEET- even empathetic Woojin seemed sad - but she wouldn't mislead them, "It's unlikely it'll come to that. We'll just wait and see and keep working hard okay? All of us."
Gabriel sulked, "Seungbin-ah was right. Seyoon-hyung was going to steal you from us."
"I understand that's how it looks, but I promise that wasn't the intention. Please don't hold it against him." She squeezed Seungbin and looked at all of them, "I love you all dearly and even if I'm not your manager I'm still working for PWER and we can see each other often like we have been. But my goal is to come back as your manager okay? I haven't forgotten you." The boys nodded quietly.
"Come on, let's finish eating." She encouraged them, changing the subject, "You also need to show me your new dance so far, I heard it's very challenging!"
Before long the seven of them had settled back into cheerful chatter about what HEET was working on next.
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Echo Coupé and Boston Benz's life was for once great and as they wanted. They were happily married, and proud parents to two wonderful sons- And now having a third child on the way. The road to get where they now where had been rough, and filled with pain and loss but now it was finally over.. They hoped. The little family lived a fancy life- Being one of the richest cars in the world. Boston was still owning his successful casino and Echo had become an lawyer. Work kept the two adults busy but it didn't stop their love for each others nor their children.
The morning started like any usual morning. The family woke up and ate breakfast in the kitchen, preparing for work and school.
''So, got anything exciting to look forward to at work?'' Boston asked, nuzzling his partner affectionly.
''Nah. Just the usual.'' Echo shrugged and nuzzled Boston back. ''I'll only look forward to getting home again and spend some time with you~''
''Mmm~''
''Ewww.'' The couple's young sons cringed at their parent's affection towards each others.
Boston laughed. ''Alright, children, finish up your breakfast and we'll head to school.''
''Nooo Dx'' The young cars complained.
''Heh.'' Echo chuckled before packing his things and driving to the exit. ''See you tonight again.''
''Good luck, and be careful.'' Boston said before giving Echo a kiss on the lips.
''I will.'' Echo giggled. ''Bye, kids.''
The kids waved as Echo left the house. Boston soon got the two to school before heading to work himself.
Boston was always the one who got home first, and tonight was no different. He loved coming home to his children and spend time with them until Echo came home. Boston's best friend, a Black Lykan Hypersport named Regan Revs, would always keep an eye on the kids while he and Echo was at work, Boston was always thankful for that.
''I know I always say this, but thanks again for watching the kids, Reg. I'm owe you.'' Boston said.
''Ah, it's no problem.'' Regan smirked. ''I like those little things.'' He chuckled. ''I guess I'll see you again next week?''
Boston nodded. ''You know it.'' He smiled.
''Heh.'' Regan winked and left.
Boston smirked before turning to his sons. ''Alright, who wants to go and buy Sushi?''
''Usss!'' The kids chirped happily.
''Heh, alright. Let's roll.''
Echo sighed heavily as he packed his stuff from his office. Today had been a long day, as usual, and the pregnancy didn't make it better as he got exhausted way too quickly. He couldn't wait until he could get some time off, darn, he looked forward to that. Once he finished packing his stuff, he slowly made his way out of the office and down the road towards home, soon stopping at the traffic signals. At the left, an Red Ford F-150, appearing to be drunk, it drove against the red signals and.. CRASH. It felt like it all went in slow-motion- The huge pick-up truck crashed into Echo who went rolling over the road, only to land in the ditch, completely blacked out.. Everything went quiet. Then the sirens of emergency vehicles were soon heard.
Boston was getting worried, Echo hadn't come home at the time he usually arrived home at. Then.. The phone rang, Boston wasted no time and answered immediately. The voice on the other side on the phone spoke in a rather pained tone.
''::Is this Boston Benz?::''
''::Yes..::'' Boston nodded.
The voice sighed. ''::I'm calling from the police. I'm afraid there's been an accident..::''
Boston gluped, nervous. ''::I'm listening..::''
''::It's your husband.. Echo Coupé... He's been in a traffic accident.::'' The voice explained.
Boston's whole word crashed by hearing those words. The sound of the officer's voice said that it was bad. Boston didn't know how to react, he couldn't.. He was in shock.. Disbelief.
''::Sir?.. Are you still there?::'' The voice worridly asked.
''::How...::'' Was all Boston managed to choke out.
''::We're still trying to figure that out. But we believe it was a drunk driver.::''
''::...And Echo?...::''
''::He was rushed to the hospital quickly. I don't know more than that.. I'm sorry.::''
''::...Thank you.::'' Boston finished before hanging up.
''Daddy?'' The oldest son slowly asked as he drove up to Boston. ''What's up?''
''....I'll have to do something. Mr. Revs will come here in a few.'' Boston shortly said before driving out of the house and heading to the hospital.
Once Boston arrived at the hosptial he got the information that Echo was knocked out directly when he got hit, and hopefully didn't feel much pain.. His state was critical, and they were only able to stabilaze it by putting him into a coma state. It was also revealed that saving the unborn was impossible no matter how hard they tried.. Boston was eventually allowed to go into the room Echo was in. Echo was a wreck. His spoiler, and right side was completely severed, his hood was gone and he was covered in dents from the force of the crash. It was horrific to look at and Boston couldn't stop himself from breaking down, he starts to bawl loudly. Boston had never cried this much before, he had always been the tougher guy of him and Echo, the one who never let emotions get to him but HOW was he supposed to not do that now?.. When the one that meant everything in life was in this condition, it was impossible..
''I'm sorry, Echo..'' Boston choked out between sobs. ''This is my fault.. I should have told you to stay home...I...'' Grief took over him, he couldn't get a word out, he just sobbed his eyes out.
Boston was quick with giving Regan the responsibility to take care of his and Echo's sons at the moment as he himself was too sad and lost in his own darkness to be able to take care of his children. He never left Echo's side and it teared on his energy more than he'd admit. Regan visited the hospital a few days later, having left the kids at home with a car that worked for him, a trusted friend.
''Boston..'' Regan softly adressed his friend. ''Boston, you need to rest. Take a break.''
''I'm not leaving him.'' Boston subbornly argued.
Regan sighed. ''You're worning yourself out.'' He said before looking at Echo. ''Echo wouldn't want you to do this.. He'd want you to take care of yourself, no matter how his condition may be like.''
''You don't get this, Regan.'' Boston grumbled. ''I can't leave.. I can't..''
''I understand you. I really do.. But your children needs you.. Echo needs you to be strong, Boston.''
Boston whimpered and teared up slowly.
Regan sighed agan and patted the Mercedes' back. ''Alright.. I'll let you be. But at least think about what I've said..'' He said before driving out of the room.
Days slowly turned into weeks.. Boston eventually managed to leave Echo's room to return home short amounts of the time. Sadly, things didn't get better for Echo and the doctor wasn't able to tell if he ever would wake up again. Boston was a grief wreck, he didn't know what to do with himself.. Regan often visited him and tried to give him some positiveness but in vain, Boston was stuck in his darkest days.. He was starting to give up. What if Echo actually NEVER woke up?... How was Boston supposed to move on from that? He couldn't imagine a life without Echo..
Boston winced as he pulled out a piece of glass from his side, he didn't know why but the pain was his salvation.. It hurt, but he was too used to it by now. His phone ringed and he answered.
''::You need to come to the hospital..::'' Regan's voice said.
Boston wasted no time and sped over to the hospital where he got greeted by Regan. Regan had an expression that Boston couldn't quite read, he just montioned for him towards Echo's room. With a sigh Boston drove to Echo's room, expecting to see the usual but..
Echo looked at Boston upon hearing his egine, he smiled. The same warm and kind smile he always had, his eyes slowly watering up. "You didn't give up on me."
Boston could barely stop himself from starting to cry. "I'm sorry.." He apologized before rushing over to Echo, nuzzling him affectionly before starting to bawl. "I thought I lost you..."
"You'll never loose me." Echo reassured and nuzzled Boston back, gently leaning against him.
"I love you.." Boston sobbed. "I love you so damn much."
Echo smiled. "I love you too. Always and forever."
Regan smiled at the tearful renunion, leaning against the door to the room. Finally Boston was happy again. He soon decided to leave the two cars alone and left the room.
''Boston..'' Echo started and slowly moved away from his lover, looking away.
Boston frowned. ''What's wrong?'' He asked even though he guessed he already knew the answer.
''Our child...It's..''
Boston sighed and gently nuzzled the smaller car. ''I know.. I know.. But, at least you're alive.. I'm glad I didn't lose you, too.''
Echo didn't reply, he just shuddered.
''Besides... We can always try again.'' Boston stated.
Echo chuckled a bit. ''No.. I think... I think two already is enough for us.''
''Whatever you say, love.'' Boston smiled.
Echo was allowed to leave the hospital one day later. He and Boston went back home and they were immediately greeted by their sons whom both were overjoyed to see their beloved parents again. Echo's recovery took a time but he recovered just fine in the end. Now Boston was sure, nothing could split him and Echo. Not even death.
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Chapter three
Character mood board: Lee Beom
"I've been fine Jaehyun, How have you been, love?" Haru tries to grab his hand, but Jaehyun pulls his hand away. She pouts and begins bouncing her leg, knowing how much Jaehyun hates when others do do. "Jae you have a mask on, why are you being so damn Secretive? Most people would fucking flaunt their girlfriends around like designer clothes but no-"
"Princess your being too clingy, listen how about we go out on a date on Friday? Just me and you at the restaurant, enjoy and maybe we could go back to my apartment for some ramen?" Jaehyun winks at Haru and She awkwardly chuckles and nods, Haru's never had sex before she's never wanted to, not with Jaehyun or anyone but Jaehyun Is her first boyfriend so she knows it will happen one day. " Haru please I haven't had sex in three months!"
"Jaehyun baby? we've been together for three years?" Haru questions Jaehyun statement with a pout.
"Years yeah that's what i said," he throws away Haru's words and sips his coffee, pulling his mask down a tiny bit. Haru shrugs and pretends to get a text from one of her friends.
she gasps a bit, "oh my god i have to go my love, its a girl emergency back at home," she gets up and grabs her things. "Ill see you on Friday love?" She kissed his forehead and walks away, dread falling over her as she walked back to her bus stop.
—time skip—
"I'm home!" She yells into the house, she doesn't get a verbal response but with a group of foot steps. Anna and Azumi rush to Haru and they both hug her, almost knocking her in her ass.
"Haru hello! You didn't say hi to me today I feel so unloved." Azumi fake cries because of her 'unnies' lack of morning greeting.
"Zumi, you where sleeping like a log this morning I knocked on your wall and you didn't budge."  Haru pokes the younger check and walks into the living room after taking off her shoes. She sits down on the sofa and lets out a shaky sigh. "Is Bom or Sua here?" She holds in her tears and huffs out a bit. Anna hums and she waddles out into the hallway to check in on the girls Haru requested. She comes back out with Sua and Bom; dragging them by the hands. Azumi with her head on Haru's shoulder stays there and plays with her fingers. Anna sits on the floor in front of the sofa; in front of Haru. Sua sits next to her with Bom to the left of her, they can all tell Haru has something on her mind.
"Baby what's wrong?" Sua takes Haru's other hand in hers, rubbing it with her thumb gently. "You can tell us, we're all ears."
"Do you think he's cheating on me? He's been so distant and today, he said he hasn't had sex in three weeks, he told me he couldn't hang out three weeks ago." She starts crying, "w-what if he was with a girl three weeks ago and hasn't met her since. And he's been lying to be the whole time calling me baby and princess and he's never said he loves me but he always try's to get in my pants and he never pushes he only asks but never touches me and w-what if-"
Sua stops her from rambling on and on. "Haru, listen your a mess right now, if you think he's being disloyal either bring it up with him or try to see if his behavior is because something going on in his life. Maybe the comeback has been saying on him in a bad way. Think rationally babes don't do something you will live to regret."
"But if he is cheating ill chop off his-" Bom is quickly shut up by Sua covering her mouth with a pillow. Haru and Azumi laugh at this while Anna facepalms also laughing.
"Maybe I'm being dramatic, but ill keep an eye on him and get back to you girls." She looks over at Bom, "maybe not one of you..." she jokes and wipes her tears away and sighs; laying her head on the back of the couch, "lets take a nap all of us right here right now." The girls giggle and get comfortable on the sofa, after only a few minutes they all actually fall asleep.
Only a few hours go by before Jia comes home, keypad beeping from outside of the door and the latch opening and closes scaring Anna and Haru awake. Azumi, Sua and Bom however are still sound asleep, like newborn babies. Anna sighs and picks herself off of the floor and up to Jia sleepily pulling her into a hug and quietly warns her of the sleeping girls in the living room, to which Jia nods and makes makes her way into the kitchen for a snack, hobbling over because Anna is hooked onto her front like a sloth.
—time skip—
It's been a day since Haru saw Jaehyun, he hasn't been texting her or even liking her posts on Instagram. Haru senses something was up, but she doesn't have the guts to do anything about it. Laying on her bed on a nice May afternoon contemplating what to do with her day. She gets up from her bed and decides to annoy one of her roommates, skipping over to Sua's room she knocks a rhythm onto the door and lets herself in.
"Hey Sua did you look for auditions?" She goes up to her friend sitting at her desk looking through her computer and slings her arms around the older shoulders.
"Yes I have actually, there is one for Monday, that's in two weeks, I'm gonna tell the girls, are you actually ready for this? They're gonna make comments about your body and be really mean but don't let that get to you." She looks up at her younger friend and Haru nods. "Do you wanna tell them with me?" Haru nods again and lets go of Sua and skips to the other girls' rooms.
After letting the girls know when Sm will hold the auditions all of them got to work, planning their audition songs and everything they needed for the day. Haru, Jia and Azumi got to work on their vocals, Bom and Anna practiced their rap and they all worked on dancing, while Sua excelled at the dancing because she took classes, Anna and Azumi did it for high school and Haru Jia and Bom where just naturally good at it. They still needed to have more than one non kpop choreo under their belt.
"Hey Sua, can you watch me do this and tell me what's wrong with it?" Azumi calls Sua into the living room from the kitchen.
Sua walks into the living room holding two water bottles and she gives them to Anna and Azumi who have pushed the living room furniture away from the middle of the room so they have space to dance and move freely. "Oh goodness what happened in here?"
"Oh relax! We'll pick it up when we're done in here you don't have to have a heart track." Azumi wiped some sweat off of her face with the palm of her hand, and her hand on her pants. She grabbed the water bottles and gave one to Anna, "I'll pick it up when we're done," she corrects. "Anna never lifts a finger to do anything." She opens her bottle and takes a sip.
This is gonna be a long few days but they're ready for it.
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