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bagel-brenna · 2 years
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it's like it's all up to chance bc I have like one mutual so if you happened to see this it just makes it that much more special cs out of all the places you ended up, you made it here with me .
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fagrights · 1 year
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yknow i already hate my extended family pretty considerably but those relationships became completely null and void when they decided things about my parents that are just so untrue and demonstrably false that its apparent they are just living in a fantasy world at this point.
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misstycloud · 10 months
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Yandere ex husband
TW: mention of childbirth, using children to manipulate.
Yandere ex husband who you met during the adolescent high school years. The two of you met through mutual friends and immediately hit it off. People even began joking you were destined for each other, which made both of you blush. It was inevitable he asked you out. One date became two and eventually turned into three.
Yandere ex husband who wondered if you’d be his girlfriend while nervously differing with his fingers and looking awkwardly to the side. You were overjoyed at the question and answered happily, yes. You and your boyfriend was thick as thieves, barely seen without the other after you became official.
Yandere ex husband that proposed romantically to you on your sixth anniversary on the private picnic you had planned. It wasn’t anything special but you loved it anyway. It was comfortable and intimate, which was everything you wished for. Your new fiancée cried tears along side you as you accepted his proposal and hugged you tightly, swearing to never leave you.
Yandere ex husband and you had your wedding, inviting your family and friends to the festivity. It wasn’t grand like those thousand dollar weddings you saw in movies or posted by the rich on the internet. That was something your husband regretted; not giving you the dream wedding. You however, we’re content with what you got. The only important thing was that your family could be there and the one you married was your high school sweetheart. You assured that to your husband, but you had a feeling it still lingered in his mind despite the smiles he gave you.
Yandere ex husband who got you pregnant not long after your marriage. The two of you panicked on the inside since none of you though it’d happen, you considered yourselves always pretty careful with those things. You hadn’t really had much talk about kids either, only coming to a silent agreement to talk more about it after you were married and when you felt mature enough to acknowledge the idea. But you’ll manage, you decided.
Yandere ex husband was very attentive to your needs during the pregnancy and would do anything you asked of him. The dishes needs doing? He’ll wash them! Your feet are sore? Your dear husband will gladly massage them for you! Too tired to cook? Don’t worry, he’ll make dinner or order take-out if you want! Nothing’s too big or too small for him as long as you get to rest.
Yandere ex husband who initially was very concerned about how to proceed when your pregnancy was confirmed. What the hell were you supposed to do now? Will you be good parents? Will the money be enough for the three of you? Gosh, there’s so much to think about. It’s an endless ocean of things to prepare. Though, as time passed and you became bigger, his worries began to lessen. You were so cute with that bump on your stomach! It’ll all be just fine.
Yandere ex husband and you were so in love when your son was born. He looked very much like his father, sharing the same nose and hair. As you had to regain some energy after the birth, your husband looked after the baby. And all he could do those hours was watch him sleep soundly in his arms, the purest little being in the world. Finally, his broken world was complete with you and his son close to him.
Yandere ex husband who didn’t know exactly when it started happening, the fights and the bickering. It was somewhere after your son had been born. The same tall strain parenthood had taken made you both constantly exhausted. No longer had you time for yourself. It was only small things at first, and then it turned worse; something as little as spilling something coudl set the other off. Your household had transformed from a loving comfort to a stiff bomb ready to go off any minute.
Yandere ex husband and you ultimately made the decision to part ways. You were sure of your decision although he was still unsure, he still loves you after all and wanted to be around your son as much as possible. But then he realises some distance might be good for you and agreed to leave temporarily for a while, until you can go back to normal again. Unfortunately that didn’t happen. You mind was settled and would waver no matter how he attempted to change your mind. You don’t need a divorce, what nonsense! You only needed a little space, that’s all.
Yandere ex husband who finally relented to your wishes and signed the divorce papers, almost tearing the sheet apart due to the force extracted through the pen. It was a big mistake. Without you, there was no ligh in his world. You made him whole. Yes, he got to see his son, but it wasn’t the same as before. This wasn’t the happy family he dreamed of being. Everyday felt more and more meaningless. He managed to get an apartment close to work and dragged himself there when the day ended. You got the house the two of you’d bought together years earlier.
Yandere ex husband who had to win you back. Otherwise he might waste away! You were so frustrated with how many times he called you and demanded a second chance. No, this is what was best for you, you said to yourself. You and your ex husband weren’t on bad terms and kept it civil for your sons sake, but you couldn’t be together anymore. Even though a part of you still felt a little for your former husband, you were afraid you’d just fall back into old routines. You loved your son with all your heart, but you couldn’t deny the fact that perhaps you and your husband hadn’t been as ready for kids as you thought.
Yandere ex husband who won’t stop pestering you for a date and to get back together; going as far as to use your son as leverage. Think of your boy, he’s so young and deserves a father close to him. This of course made you furious. How could he use him to force you to go with his wants? Now you were even more sure of your decision and stood your ground. Flowers showed up at the doorstep every now and then, chocolates too among other gifts. You wanted to enjoy them, however, that would simply give your ex the wrong idea and so you couldn’t. They were good items so that was sad.
Yandere ex husband who will stop at nothing to get you and his son back. Was he really a bad man for wanting that? His family whole again? No, certainly not. He wasn’t a bad person minus all the things he did for you in high school. He knows you’d do anything for your little boy, so how could you refuse when he asks why his dad isn’t living with you and how he wish he did. You’ll crack eventually, that he knows.
All that’s left to do is wait.
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Sorry for not updating much I’ve been busy and haven’t had the energy to write something! But I just wanted to get this out
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Imagine if you were haunted by the ghost of really odd propel, like oh yeah Anne Bonny keeps telling me to stab you, Bowie keeps criticizing my makeup, Lewis carroll keeps talking about the rabbits
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delcakoo · 11 months
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Coudl you doooo bf!jungwon catching some guy staring at you and tries to scare them off? if requests aren’t open I’m so sorry!
wahaha ur wish is my command nonnie (warning neck kisses? marking)
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now who did this guy think he was?
jungwon was in no way blind — unlike you, who seemed much too preoccupied picking a cereal brand to notice the disgraceful, unwanted, horrendously noticeable leer that this young man was offering you from down the aisle.
“—won?”
“huh?” craning back towards you, jungwon cringes in on himself at the concerned expression adorning your features.
“you okay? i just wanted to know which one you’d prefer.” supporting your words, you lift up a box of ‘nesquik’ in one hand, and ‘frosted flakes’ in the other.
in an attempt to not be obvious about his displeasure, he quickly nods to the latter. “we haven’t got frosted flakes in a while.”
the minute you turn around and begin scanning through the grocery list again, jungwon snaps his head back to the man, only to realize he still had his eyes on you. seriously, was he blind too? your very big, strong, kind-of-tall boyfriend was right there!
shoving his fisted-up knuckles deeper into the comfort of his orange hoodie, your cat boyfriend frowns. he wouldn’t just sit around and let that guy drool over you if there was something he could do about it.
even when jungwon wraps his arms around your waist, you don’t flinch at the abruptness of it, which only encourages him to move closer and rest his chin against your shoulder. his warmth is easily welcomed, including the light kisses that he starts gently peppering down your neck (even if such pda — that he usually never has confidence for — bewilders you a bit).
little do you know he most definitely isn’t reading the list over your shoulder — rather, jungwon’s busy glaring at this brown-haired man with the nastiest scowl he can muster. his face practically screams at the man to back off, and the tight grip his fingers find on your waist accentuates his claim further. you don’t fail to notice how his lips feel feathery and slightly wet against your skin, which only worsens as the male begins sucking to leave a mark with no prior notice.
at the ticklish feeling, you quickly shake him off. “yah, what’re you doing? we’re in the grocery store,” you remind in confusion, a slight blush dusting your cheeks. but it seems you’re too late; jungwon is now smiling proudly, and when you spin around to follow his gaze and discover what the commotions about, you’re left with an empty aisle.
“nobody’s here,” you murmur, rubbing your neck furiously. “geez, won. give me your hoodie, you dumbass.”
he obliges, dimples poking through his cheek even while pulling the soft material over his head. “now you wanna cover up my love, jagi?”
“yup. but maybe if you let me give you a matching one later i’ll call it even.”
his eyes can’t help but widen at that. “yoi..” jungwon giggles, pale fingers rising to shyly massage the back of his neck. he may have scared him off.. but perhaps he’d have to thank that guy later.
i missed writing for wonie it’s been so long <\3 also, reqs are closing again soon cuz exams r getting closer :( i’ll be working on the ones in my inbox for the meantime!!
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veryinnovative · 4 months
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CEO REGULUS!!!!! I literally was like devil wears prada vibes, “I don’t know a priestly”, ICONICC! BARTYYY BARTYY BARTYYY, him and James are so funny. “oh a tunnel”!! James just deciding what Reg is gonna have, and Reg picking up in the third ring i wonder how many “emergency” calls have transpired. This is so fun, THE DYNAMIC IS SO GOOODDD!!!! James being proud of himself for being a little shit, he’s so funny to me. Fuck the rich James!! Also him calling him Regulus is so iconic, “you mean Mr.Black?” THEY WERE SHOOK!!!
HEHE <3 im so glad u like it! me and mil @static-radio-ao3 have talked an unhealthy amount about them and it's just devil wears prada au but make it corporate and they fall in love
like im so excited to write more about it! bc reg is an immense workaholic who hasn't done anything exciting. Ever in his 30 something years of life like his temples are slowly greying and this man hasn't even been to a fucking amusement park! hasn't been inside a Mcdonalds! ever only gone to work and back to his mansion! only eats gourmet food and spends a sliver of free time reading romance bc he hasn't ever held a hand or kissed someone. hasn't had romance beside the dates and arranged marriages his parents tried forcing him into which weren't romance to begin with. and then you have james entering his life and turning it upside down
theres just soooooo much and i coudl talk about it FOREVER. just big scary CEO turning putty in the palm of james potter's hand.....
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xxkylarthelonerxx · 1 month
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What would you do if your darling cheated on you with Sydney?
with sydney..? i... ah, sydney... i can only think about them right now. i tried making the heat and the thoughts go away before but they won't, so i'm going to write more about them.
because what do you think?? why would you ask such a dumb question? i would be angry! of course i would! because i don't like being left out!
i wouldn't blame darling for cheating on me with them. i mean, look at sydney... don't you just want to see what's underneath their uniform and stuffy sweaters..? see their tummy, their chest, their thighs shiny from sweat...
don't you just want to experience new worlds of pleasure wituh them>? i would just be mad about darling taking away some of that experience from me! becaues i should be the one to show sydney new worlds...
they'nre so ineexperienced and i know i could teach them so much from what i've learned from all the doujins i've read and hentai i've watched... i know how to fuck really good. i'll do whateer they want. like i'll fill them up so so niceluy if they want, paint tbheir insides with my cum... i can praxtically see it dripping down their soft thighs...
or i coudl let them take me and have their way with me. maybe they want to tie me up or hurt me (ibut in a ncie way they're so nice..) or maybe they want to fill me up in some way too... i don't care. i just need to feel them against me and i need them to be happy too..
and thinking about them is so much sweeter than thinking of anyone else, just because they're all locked up away from everyone... it's so much more special i want to be close to them lke we were when we were kids, but in a different way... i wonder if maybve they were savung themselves for me?! maybe the whonle reason they're so adamant about beig chaste is because theywant us to share something speicial... they want me to guide them through their first time and make it so good for thenm,, theyre jst too shy to ask, but it's okay,.
i just want sydney...
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mrs-santoss · 1 year
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Toxic Love - Neymar Imagine
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Coudl you write a story where neymar and the reader have a toxic relationship? Tysm<3
Neymar's POV:
I would never in a million years thought that my relationship with Y/N would come to this point. We are constantly fighting, disrespecting each other and calling each other names. We only seem to express our love for each other during long distance period when I have to leave for a game or something. We started off in an amazing way. She was the most precious woman I have ever met. This sometimes leads me to wonder whether I'm the problem in this relationship, maybe fights and bad moments be a normal thing for her. Because, a year ago she would get worried about the tinniest fight we would have, now she manages to fall asleep through all that. I was at home watching TV. Y/N was attending a party of our friends I didn't agree to go to. That's why we fought an hour ago before she left. She hasn't texted me once since she left. She was pissed at me for not going to a party I agreed to a week ago. I didn't want to go because this was my only day off and I wanted to spend it with her. It made me mad that she chose the party over being here with me, even though I agreed to it at first. I fall asleep at some point while watching a movie. A sound of keys trying to find the keyhole and struggling. I could tell by only this that she was drunk. I made my way to the door slowly and she was already in stumbling on her way to the living room. "Hey-- you*hiccup* you're still awake?" she looked at me for a second before continuing her way to the bedroom. I walked after her in case she trips and falls. She, clearly, had a lot of fun, without me. It made me jealous. "Why are you so drunk? Couldn't you control yourself?" She placed her bag on the bed and turned to look at me standing at the doorway. She gave me a pissed off look. "Why do you-you have*hiccup* to be like this? Why are you *hiccup*reacting negatively to-to-to-toeverything?" I shook my head in disappointment and approached her, trying to help her take of her clothes. She pushed my hand and got away from me sitting on the other side of the bed looking at the window. She looked tired and defeated. "Why the fuck? I was trying to help you?" she wasn't reacting to my words, it's like she's used to them. I make my way to sit next her and look at the window too. "Ney... do you think*hiccup* it's time for us to caaall-callitquits?" "I don't know,Y/N...." "I mean.. I mean, I' trying so hard to be positive, to brush off small things that bother me-me..." she was getting more sober as time passed " but you, it's like you-you're trying to make it harder" "Y/N, I want us to find a way to fix this too... but... I feels so unrealistic after this point." "Yeah, I think so, too. Take today for instance, you were-were okey with letting me go alone to a party we agreed to g-go together. We bought a gift and everything. You used to be jealous if guys approached me at a party, now you just don't care. "I don't know what to say, Y/N... I love you, I'm just not able to express them right now for a reason I can't find. I don't want to lose you, but I want the old Y/N back." "I want the old Neymar back too." she stood up for a second thinking about something. Whatever that was, it brought the drunk her back to life because she stood up facing me and started screaming on my face. "IT'S LIKE I'M A SISTER TO YOU. YOU DON'T KISS ME, YOU DON'T TEXT ME DURING THE WAY, THE LAST TIME WE HAD SEX WAS 3 WEEKS AGO, NEYMAR ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME? I HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW?" What the fuck? How can she accuse me of cheating on her? I have never even approached a girl to say hi, let alone cheat on her. Why is she trying to put the blame on me only. I mean, we're both responsible for our relationship. "WHAT THE FUCK? HOW CAN YOU THINK THAT? WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO FIND THE BLAME ON ME ONLY?" "BECAUSE, I'M TRYING TO MAKE IT BETTER AND YOU'RE NOT. I'M HURTING INSIDE. I'M FUCKING HURTING. I WOULD RAHTER DROWN MYSELF TO DEATH AND NOT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE" "Y/N, amor...."
"I CAN'T DO THIS RIGHT NOW, NEY" I kneeled down on the floor next to her face, cupping her cheeks. She was crying hard, I couldn't stand to see her cry. I reach over and kiss her. I haven't felt this good from kissing her in a long time. I felt a little hope that we could make it. I think we should give it a chance. "Y/N, can we give it another chance? At least, one last time?" I rested my forehead against her. She was doubting her answer, I could tell. She cupped my cheeks and pulled back to look at me. "Okay... let's give it another chance. Let's start right now. Will you help me prepare for sleep like you always used to do when I was drunk?" "Of course, amor. Let's take it slow this time, I want to make it wokr so fucking bad." "Me too, Ney. Because, I love you" "I love you too, Y/N."
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p1err0st4r · 4 months
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Hii I was wondering if you could do a transmasc character who se!f-h@rms and different kny character comfort/clean they're wounds up?
Thanks!
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♱   ᜔ author's note : hello ! Im sorry that im writing this so late i hope that it doesn't offend you in any way. ⵰gen. Sure !! I hope that everything is alright for you. Im sorry if it's little ! You can rewuest it again if you didn't like something or want a part two.
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♱   ᜔ triggering content : self harm ⵰ description of it ; brief mentions of violence ; characters used : sanemi.
🎞 . . S⃨a⃨n⃨e⃨m⃨i⃨
Sanemi was over the top shocked , sad , irritated. Don't get him wrong , he really didn't know.
I think sanemi isn't one to observe your physical details much. He saw that you didn't hide your scars and he was proud of you , you were like two matching people. He was never insecure about his scars , and was happy that you didn't too.
Just if he knew the reason earlier.
Sanemi looked up into your calm eyes ... how coudl you even stay calm at a time like this ? He was so upset over it , he wanted to scream, cry and never let go of you. Just wanted to take care of you and your needs, mental state. Somethinf he completely missed.
You were to tired to even cry , and you forgot how to show your frustration and sadness through means other than cutting. You just keot it in and then made your hand a bloody mess. Pathetic. You thought to yourself. You cared for Sanemi , but when youe body was floating away like this you couldn't help but swallow up your guilt and drown into the depths of your shattered mind. Some pressure here and there , some extra tasks from the corps and som ignorance from Sanemi. You really thought you'd make it , without a doubt. Yet here you were. In your psrtners arms as he tied a bandage along your scarred hand.
You both stayed quiet for only a few minutes , but it felt like decades. The shuffling of the wind outside and the firction of fabrix against your hand just made goose bumps run alongside your spine.
With a final touch Sanemi took your hand into his own. He glanced over his finished eork before a sigh fell from his lips. He didn't want to scream ... no .. no. He took a few deep breaths before he suddenly grasped you into an embrace worth living for.
You felt your hands shift to his back as if sub - conciously. Sanemi was nuzzling into your neck snd heavulg breathing. He already lost to many .. now he wanted to pritect you snd make sure no one , nothinf comes in the way if your happniess.
He groaned.
—- " Don't ever .. Never do this again. I will keep an eye on yout , you bastard." -—
Sanemi knew , words couldn't help. But he is willing to do anything to serve you and your needs to be happy.
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vaguely-yandere · 2 years
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When people add Stolkholm Syndrome into the Yandere/Darling conversation, I feel like it's always the, "My free will has been beaten into submission and my mind has been broken" sort of coersion.
Like the yandere is big and scary and violent, and eventually just for the sake of survival, you begin to kowtow to their whims until eventually Survival Mode becomes normal, and you lose who you were before.
But as we know, not all Yanderes are big and scary and violent.
I like to imagine the confidant yanderes. The ones who manipulate you until you really believe of your "own will" that they made your life better by kidnapping you. "Isn't this so much better than working a 9 to 5?" "You hated your coworkers anyway." "You can have anything you want. Isn't that worth your freedom?" Until all a Darling remembers about their old life is suffering and turmoil, and they find genuine comfort in their Yandere's arms. Their savior, their knight in shining armor, their prince, etc.
Then I like to imagine the pitiful yanderes. The puppies and kitties who can't live without you. They may have kidnapped you successfully, but their lives are falling apart. They bring you tv dinners, because they don't know how to cook for themselves. Their home is a mess while your room is spotless cuz taking care of you is the only thing they have the energy for. And you grow to know them, you can't stop your heart from growing feelings from them. You want to guide them, to mother them, to protect them. Until eventually you wind up as a caretaker to the person who vowed to take care of you. But it was a choice of your own, and even if you could escape, how could you leave them like this?
And finally I like to think of the sympathetic yanderes. The ones whose lives on the outside may be perfect, but they're empty. The only thing that brings them joy is you. And in them you see a reflection of yourself as your darkest time. Who hasn't lost a friend or a loved one? Who hasn't wracked their brain thinking of ways it could've gone differently? Who hasn't had the idea of wanting someone all to themselves, so that they could never leave you or grow tired of you...? These yanderes pull on your heartstrings until you understand them, and you yearn for their certified brand of twisted, obsessive love. Because it will never leave you. A constant, unending love... Who in their right mind would cast that aside? Then again, at this point, coudl you really claim to be in your right mind?
Idk, food for thought. :3c
oh... oh this is toxic..... i love it
yanderes who arent big. they arent physically intimidating. they dont work out, they cant lift a fucking car over their head, they dont have a death glare, nothing. they look so sweet, even their fake smile looks real. and really, these are the scariest because how the fuck could you live with yourself leaving someone who you know cant live without you? truly live without you! not just mentally but they would probably die if you left. they dont threaten it but you feel it. you know they wont survive without you. they rely on you emotionally, so much so that you go to bed bone deep exhausted every day.
and its not like a highschooler or groomer trying to get you to send nudes, no, theres no life threats, no death threats, no nothing. no threats of any kind... not verbally, at least. because thats too easy. you know how to spot that. its easy to detach yourself when theres a whiny, annoying, sad and pathetic voice whining about hurting themselves over the phone because you didnt wanna go into the bathroom for a quick nude (too niche?) but when you see it? see the way you talking to other people makes them feel worthless? see the way they pull away and detach themselves? see them crying more and more often? their romantic gestures slowly stop, they stop asking for kisses, theres barely any touching and you need them. you need them and you know youre using them too but at some point, you stop caring because it just feels so so good to be loved in such an unhealthy, obsessive way. it fills you to the brim, like tar, slow and thick and its warm. you know that if you leave now, you will never get this love again.
(remember kids! dont fuckin do that)
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chiefatticcreator · 4 months
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Prompt
Jaune decides to fuck Jessica into his harem. They have been getting close and trust each other. And after seeing.how fat that ass is, he decided that he is going to give her an experience that she won't soon forget.
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Jaune had always known that Jessica was attractive, of course. He knew she was a pretty girl, and he did like a lot. But they had stayed at simply being friends, chatting, hanging out, maybe a teasing sentence or two here and there, but nothing serious between the two of them. But today had been different. He had not really been able to tell what, but Jessica somehow looked different when she had said hi to him in the morning.
She wasn't wearing anything special or particularly sexy either, she was wearing her normal clothes as well. But this time, when she had turned around to grab something, Jaune's eyes had found themselves staring downward at her ass, and gulped at how fat and shapely it was. At how much it bulged in her pants, that weretighter fitting than he coudl remember. Or maybe he hadn't actually looked at her ass from that angle before either.
But his mouth had suddenly felt very dry, and he had got up and gave it a good slap.
*SMACK*
"Jaune, what?!" Jessica thankfully sounded more shocked and surprised than outright angry when she turned to look at him, but his eyes were still focused on her now jiggling ass, the globes of fat bouncing from side to side for his pleasure.
"I know what we can do for fun this afternoon." Jaune grinned, blushing a bit.
*PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP*
Her pants pulled away, now there was nothing in the way between jaune's eyes and her fat ass. Watching his cock disappear between her fat asscheeks, Jaune groaned in pleasure, grunting as he fucked her.
And passed the slight discomfort of having her tight ass fucked, Jessica had very much gotten into it, gasping and moaning at how good being fucked by Jaune felt.
"You... you have an amazing ass... I want to fuck it everyday.3 Jaune groaned.
"I'll.. I'll let you!" Jessica cried out.
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if you coudl create a new word, what would it sound like and mean
it would be xnopyt and you all know how to pronounce it
and it would be a new way to refer to say "boys kissing"
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bulletproofscales · 4 months
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Hey there, hope you’re well! Love your work, it’s amazing. Hope you don’t mind me asking, but was really interested in how you started writing BTS wg fics and which member of youe favourite to write about? always love your work and excited for whatever comes next :)
omg hiii!! ⸜( *ˊᵕˋ* )⸝ first of all, thank you soso much for the support?!!?!? it always makes me happy to see likes/reblogs/ao3 comments from blogs i recognize (ಥ﹏ಥ) and this ask,,, youre making my day.
i got inot a ramble so ill put one of these hehe sorry (ง ื▿ ื)ว
i dont mind the question at all!! even if i was a deep lurker in feedism communities of most of my fandoms. looking "chubby draco malfoy " into google images since 2012 ( ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ and later religiously following wg-writers of whatever fandom i migrated through. i would always send so many asks, and when i got into BTS i was older, and properly aware of what feedism was, and actively looking for it on tumblr. back then it was a handful of people with now deactivated blogs and @bangtanstummies (who as im writing this blog see has a deactivated blog as well :,) , i swear going through my dms is like going through a cementary) . i try to stay in touch with as many of the people now as i can!! but everyone will know im the suckiest at texts (@cookiesuga55 will know ) but id love to chat more and be more present
anyway back to the community in 2018, i really loved their stuff, and i felt like there was still room to add new ideas (which was hard in a fandom with as much fanficiton as BTS's) , thats what inspired to make my blog!! back then it was claled bangtangchub, and i didnt know how to activate my asks, bangtanstummies was the one to let me know and we even got into a discord all of us together!!! crazy times ( ◡‿◡ *) i remember being the oldest of the group👴 i was 15 at the time, some coudl argue it wasn't my place to be writing fetish fanfiction, maybe theyre right. but i found such a happy place in my fics. not only have i met some of my closest friends through here; (people ive met in real life!?!? ) but its helped me so much to find a safe place to explore my emotions, sexuality, and craft a hobby that was all my own. i dont think im that good of a writer, but i am really so proud of having stuck to something for so long, and having worked on it all by myself.
often times i feel like i lack the motivation to do anything with my life, and just all-around consider myself someone who lacks the strength and backbone to really do hard things. and i like to think of this blog, and my journey in it, as a place that proof i can... idk,, be good at things i worked hard on.
ANYWAY!! that was a long rant. As for the character i like writing the most about!! welli role play as jungkook almost daily! so i do feel a lot of myself in him. but i love writing all characters, over the years i really made an effort to not fall into a comfortable ship, because i really do think you could spin a wheel and whatever combination of bts members ahs their own unique loving dynamic.
as for things to come!! im working on a fic inspired by some art i saw recently by @gigichingado , jikook, im really liking how its turning out, and ofc because its me, its stretching out more and more in the build up ( _ _ ") . but i want it done over this week!! ps, i saw your obese tae requests, and i can definetly get something out after that (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
thank you for asking and giving me a place to rant!!
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s3 viktor+allison’s relationship should’ve paralleled their relationship in s1 SO MUCH MORE!!!!!!! ok?
like they want to help so bad but they don’t know what they’re doing. like at all. and they’re just hurting each other and it’s the worst thing in the world but it feels so good for someone to finally hear you
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s1!viktor and s3!allison + s3!viktor and s1!allison they’re the same they’re best friends they’re each other’s #1 hater bites you bites you bites you oughfhhfghghghghgh
ITS THE SAME FUCJING THING IM PSHFKSJDLS THEY BOTH HAVE THEIR ISSUES AND ITS KIND LF EACH OTHER’D FUALT BUT HOW COUDL THEY EXPECT EACH OTHER TO DO ANYTHING ELSE AND THEYRE TRYING TO HELP EAHC OTHER BUT THE WORLD IS CRASHING AND BURNING AND THEY DOTN WANT TL LISTNE ANYMLRE!!!!!!!!!!!!
hello cna anyone hear me !!!!
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#old Mondstadt probably loved short stories like A Monkey's Paw and uses those types of metaphors a lot#a promise from their god of love and safety being twisted so... so they find ways to twist up the twist
Thinking about Decarabian's story later being told as a cautionary tale against a controlling suffocating 'love', and the role Amos would have played in such a narrative....anyway I'm curious what you think of Decarabian and Amos' relationship specifically as 'lovers' 👀
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HELLO! I, TUMBLR USER DECARABIAN DIVORCE IS TOTALLY NORMAL ABOUT THESE TWO AND THEIR FAILURE OF A RELATIONSHIP.
COME CLOSER
I WILL NOT BITE
oKAY SO
My interpretation of Decarabian and Amos is that of two people that really cared about each other and so thought that perhaps they should be romantically involved with each other. I have a couple writings about how I think they would first meet (Left in my bestie's ask blog like a cat)
But! To understand that I must share how I interpret Amos! She is my babygirl and I think about her a nooooormal amount. Okay so Amos was a hunter at the start of the archon war, but thanks to her courtship she was basically cursed to have the same lifespan as Decarabian. This sounded like a completely sane and normal thing to agree to at the altar, a literal til death do we part. She had been alive for centuries by the time of the rebellion, and when her husband's 'heart' stopped so did hers.
Decarabian on the other hand, has been alive even before the time of the archon war,,, cause ya know,,, he needs to found Mondstadt. Now the city itself wasn't the only place that Decarabian reigned from. The snowy mountains had villages such as Sal Vindagnyr, and he was there to witness the celestial nail be dropped. He saw the horrors gods could inflict on other beings and this shattered his trust in any other divine being. Such a tragedy also made him think about how fragile humanity is, and thus he vowed he would keep Mondstadt safe. At all costs.
They both had a couple of friendships before this all went down, I like to hc Deca as knowing Kairos and thus when she went MIA it only fueled his parania. His closest neighbors were Liyue, and he did not trust a single god from there, and we all know he and Andrius had beef.
Amos, however, was a pillar of Mondstadt's community. She was a hunter! She was strong and powerful and in present-day Mond terms she would be as reliable as Jean or Noelle. However, Mondstadt wasn't as.... free as present-day Mondstadt. With her parents dying when she was about 20 or so, many people kept implying for her to start a relationship.
She.. hated disappointing them. She had never felt the need to take a lover before, but a companion? A friend she coudl share secrets with and be by her side? She craved warmth.
It only got worse when the war started and Decarabian is like "oh shield time everyone! :D " and now she was Stuck. Stuck and unable to go out to hunt. She felt like a burden. A testament to her name. She would spend long days helping out the city as best she could, telling every one of her friends that were concerned for her lifestyle that she was simply too busy for a relationship.
She... never felt an attraction to a person before. Never felt Cupid's arrow sting her chest and cause her to yearn. She had close calls, but could never imagine herself in an actual relationship with either of them.
Yet days in the timeless city still moved on, and the storms cradled the city in their razor-sharp embrace. She dreamed of the forest and of the hunt. She dreamed of those foggy memories of joining the hunting party. She dreamed that someone would understand that she didn't need a lover to be happy.
If this was a story told in the future, this is where the Monkey's paw would curl.
One day, she met a man in the armory and he was so kind and polite to her. No one in the city had seen their god's face, so she just assumed he was a noble or a guard. They talked for hours. He wanted to meet a person that people kept talking about. She would go silent as he mentioned those words, but in the end they became friends.
Yet... she was still troubled by her friends. It sucked have to sit through conversation after conversation about her future. How that having someone by her side would be good for her when she gets older! How having a spouse was a wonderful thing.
After many nights of pressure and debate, she asked out Decarabian. She wanted to experience this. Perhaps she was wrong! Perhaps she was just missing out! He was her friend, so it would be just like hanging out.
Before she knew it, people were happy for her. She was happy that they were happy. She was happy seeing Decarabian smile at her. But was she happy?
It felt like an item on a list being crossed out. An obligation she had to fulfill. She got what she asked, but...
...
Its fine! She is fine! Its...
its nothing.
don't worry about it.
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(^ doodled them while writing this all down ehehe)
Years later, she and him were wed. Everyone was so happy. It felt like a dream walking down the aisle. The type of dream that you don't remember happening. The type that fogs the mind as you try to recall it. There are rings on her fingers now. It's a cold feeling, the metal against her skin. The ornaments in her hair are heavy. It's... its fine.
She is glad her husband feels so happy looking at her.
As lovers, they didn't really date. Neither of them found the point of all of it. They were basically roommates+ that slept in the same bed. Amos found out she loved to cuddle him as she slept. It's been so long since she had felt a loving embrace, and he had never felt a hug before.
She taught him a lot of things about romance, not quiet understanding him at times but they managed! She yearned to be held, and so Decarabian did! He was doing such a good job at this! He loved the ways she laughed. He loved her dedication to her crafts. He loved looking at her.
Yet the years went by, and soon Amos wasn't leaving the tower as often. Her friends had lives of their own, and she should have a life of her own. Despite having someone by her side, she never felt so isolated.
Before long, she was the only one left alive from that friend group. Decarabian put his arms around her waist, happy that his beloved was spending more time with him. She seemed sad.. so a hug should do the trick!
They never.. talked about this. They never talked about anything! They just existed with each other after a time, enjoying the other's presence but something was missing.
She felt safe. She felt a strong bond between her and Deca. She felt... happy? Complacent. It was nice being in the tower... but it was as dull as the grey sky.
It was only centuries of this limbo before she would meet a duo that would bring that spark back in her eyes.
So yeah tldr neither of them should have been dating each other in the first place but the norm that people who are close together should be lovers pushed them into a situation neither of them was prepared to tackle. Neither of them communicated their needs and thus suffering was caused. At the end of the day, they do care deeply for each other, and this only made it all much more painful. F in chat
Anyways links to my writings and a couple hcs pals and I have about the two
The Sun Post <- THE MAIN ONE TO READ
Bestie's commentary on it (^^^) that I rotate and I think everyone should see
Gifts
Expressions and Metaphors 
Everything is fine!
Amos means Burden thing again <- This one is a lot more short story -ish
The one Ring to rule court her
The basics in Language
How they got together
You know other men?
Touch
Should have communicated better oof
Average Deca compliment
The reveal
Speedrunning this huh?
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inks-inbox · 4 days
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I think it would be cool if we could have some dialogues of Ink commenting on popular ships! Since they are a huge part if the fandom and I doubt Ink would miss them given how he knows of the different versions of himself. Maybe he coudl comment on ErrorInk? Since he has some Error related dialogue and I think it is the most popular Ink ship
Oh thats an interesting idea!! I'll definitely see if i can jot some stuff down for this! and if you guys have any suggestions on popular ships for him to comment on, let me know!! A little less on the rarepairs maybe, cause id have to know about the characters to write about it, but if you give me info, that helps immensely!
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