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lalahbug · 4 years

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Hidden Emotions - Levi x Reader

Fandom: Attack on Titan Word Count: 2,888

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Warnings/disclaim: general I wrote this before I knew about the lifespan of a Titan shifter, so that doesn’t exist in this certain fanfic, okay? Okay.

Author’s Note: continued under story Originally posted on DeviantArt, same username, on 03/05/2017. Revamped/edited in 2020.

___ is a blank for your name/oc/whatever you prefer Written in 3rd person

Line/header is to separate paragraphs to indicate time skips, as Tumblr hates my formatting. I do not own it, found it as a free vector to use though.

Story under cut

“State your name and business.” Levi droned as someone knocked at his door.

“___, Erwin told me you wanted to see me.”

“Enter.”

___ pushed the door open and closed it lightly, she walked up to his desk and stood, until Levi glanced up at her and gestured to her to sit.

“Erwin said you had something you needed to tell me.”

“Yes.” Levi kept writing for a moment until he was done with his sentence. Oh, how he loved her patience. He put down his pen then leaned back crossing his arms across his chest. “You’ve been in the Scout Regiment, for about 4 years, correct?” She nodded. “You haven’t died but you haven’t really done anything notable,” she nodded in agreement.

’She talks less than I do. She always does her job, keeps to herself.’ Levi thought to himself.

“Erwin and I believe you have more potential. We need you to be better. Starting Monday, you’ll be a Squad Leader. Our new recruits will be under you until they die or are put into another squad.”

“Thank you very much for this opportunity,” Levi was about to say, you’re welcome. “But, I would like to decline if I can. I do not believe I would be a good leader. I’m a pawn, maybe a rook. I’m no knight such as yourself and Hange. I do not believe I could be better. I apologize.”

Levi just stared at her. He was not expecting this at all. Her eyes were as deadpanned as his. He never knew she had self-doubt like this, is this why she never did anything notable? Because she figured she can’t do more?

“You are a Squad Leader as of Monday. It has already been decided. If you have issues, you may ask any Squad Leader or Erwin. You will meet your squad Monday morning in the mess hall.”

“Yes, sir.” He saw a glint in her eyes, it was either worry or fear, it was too fast for him to tell.

“Then you’re dismissed,“ she nodded and stood up, pushed in her chair.

“Levi!” Hange busted into his room. “Oh, ___!” Hange hugged her, causing her to stiffen.

“Afternoon, Hange. Please let go.”

“I’m your best friend, who you tell everything to and I can’t even hug you!” Hange whined.

“We can talk later, I would like to go to my room.”

“Did Shorty say something weird? Like he loves you?”

“Oi!”

“Hange, even if Captain did. Nothing would happen, you know that.” ___ pulled herself out of Hange’s arm. “I’m a Squad Leader as of Monday. So I would like to get some materials. I will see you later.”

“Oh! That’s awesome! Let me know if you need anything!”

Levi’s eyes widened a bit. ___ actually smiled full-heartedly at Hange.

“Of course, Hange. I always go to you,” with that, she left. As much as Levi hates Hange, he liked having her around when he was with ___. Hange brought a side to her that Levi never saw.

“What the fuck was that about me loving her?” Levi spat at Hange.

“Well, you do. You need to start dropping hints. She’s so clueless. You’ve loved her for like three years, you always stare at her! Come on, Shorty!”

“Shut up, Shitty Glasses! God, I regret you ever figuring that out,” Levi pinched the bridge of his nose. “What did she mean, nothing would happen, even if I told her?”

“Oh that. Well, she doesn’t want a relationship. She doesn’t see a point since she’s in the Regiment. Knowing that she’ll die and leave her lover behind.” Hange paused and looked down. “The thought of it, makes her almost cry. It’s the first time I ever saw her eyes water.”

“I doubt she’ll die anytime soon. She’s the only one who ever survives when her squad dies. She’s outlived many of her Squad Leaders.”

“It’s a bit strange if you think about it. How does she always survive? It’s like she’s a titan like Eren.” Hange chuckled a bit, before realizing that wasn’t actually too bad of an explanation.

“If she is, why would she be here for so long? You’ve known her since you were both young adults.”

“Huh.” Hange tapped her chin. “I want to ask her now. I wonder if she’ll lie or not. Her eyes do a weird shake like thing when she lies or is nervous.”

“Let me know how that goes, now get out,” Levi grumbled while getting back to his paperwork. Hange left his office, closing the door. “How would I drop hints when she’s so impervious with her emotions?” he mumbled to himself.

Levi was walking towards ___’s room. Not that he would ever admit it to anyone, but he had been going to her room every night. To check on her, make sure she was okay. Sometimes he would sit in her room if she was tossing and turning.

Cracking her door open to see if she was in bed, for once in the past 5 weeks, she wasn’t. Also, a first, her room was a mess, papers and books were everywhere. Confused, Levi walked into her room, picking up one of the books, it was about leadership.

“She is actually freaking out. That’s cute,” Levi placed the book back where it was, ignoring the mess, he went to go find her. It’s not his mess to clean, he’d make her clean it instead.

She was pacing outside with a book in her hand, she flipping through the pages. She made a small groan before leaning back on a tree and sliding down it to sit. Staring up at the canopy, stars peeping through the leaves.

“Why aren’t you in bed?” ___ snapped her gaze over to Levi.

“Evening, Heichou.” Levi paused as he noticed a slight blush on her cheeks before she looked back up. “The sky is beautiful tonight, it’s been awhile since I’ve been outside this late,“ she mainly whispered to herself.

“You haven’t answered my question.” Levi stood in front of her, she looked from the sky to him.

“I know, as I am now. I can’t be a Squad Leader. I don’t have the confidence, the only time I can be aggressive is when I notice someone about to die. I do everything I can. I even lost my foot that one time. I can’t do this on my own. Hange is going to help me more tomorrow, but I figured I could do my own studying and research in the meantime. I got upset at myself, so I came outside to read.”

Levi stared at her, as she rambled, this is the most he had ever heard her talk in one go. Maybe this is the side that Hange always got to see. The one Hange said he’d love. Her sweet and worrying, a bit scared but wanting to fight side.

“Why?” she looked at Levi.

“What?”

“What do you guys see in me? Just because I can stay alive, doesn’t mean I am worth anything.”

“___.” Levi squatted down in front of her. “Being able to stay alive out there, is a rare thing. You’ve got something that makes it so you fight harder. Erwin wants you to pass that one to others. So we can keep more people.”

“What if I can’t?”

“Then we’ll keep losing people. You can make great split decisions, many which have saved us before. You’ll be a fine leader.”

“Do you really think so, Levi?” ___ sat up more, looking into his eyes, trying to read him.

Levi was so happy to hear his name roll off her tongue, for the first time. His heart twinged at her cute, sad, worried (e/c) eyes.

“Yes,” he gave her a small smirk, which caused her to blush, lean back and look back up. Levi noticed this. Oh, how he wanted to kiss her.

“Thank you,” she whispered.

As Levi leaned towards her, before something clicked in his mind. “Early, you said you lost a foot. Which one?”

She looked back at him, her eyes shook slightly. “My right, I meant almost lost. Sorry about the confusion.” Her normal tone was back, she was closing back up. Levi studied her for a moment, she was lying.

“You suck at lying.”

“If I lost a foot, it wouldn’t be in my boot, right now.”

Levi put a hand on her arm, in case she tried to escape. “Unless you’re a titan, like Eren.”

She glared at him for a moment. “You’re being stupid,“ she smacked his hand and stood up. “I’m going to bed.” Levi pushed her up against the tree, pinning her by her wrist. “Get off me.”

“Stop lying to me.”

“What difference does it make to you? Whether I am a titan or not? I’m still ___.”

“If you’re a titan, you’ve been deceiving us all, you could have helped. You have let all of us down, by letting hundreds die.” Levi spat at her. Her eyes widened. “Plus, you’ve outlived everyone in your squads. How have you been doing that? What are you hiding?” Levi growled at her when she didn’t answer him. “You’re a fucking disgrace,” Levi gripped her by the front of her shirt, starting to walk and dragging her.

“What are you doing?”

“We’re going to Erwin. Now.”

“I’m sorry.” Levi turned his head to look at her, meeting her fist.

By the time he opened his eyes. She was gone.

Levi burst into Hange’s room. “___’s gone!” Hange jumped out of bed.

“What do you mean gone?!”

“I confronted her. She’s a titan. When dragging her to Erwin. She punched me and disappeared.”

“Why didn’t you just talk to her about it? You’ve scared her off, Shorty! We could have talked it out then talked to Erwin!” Hange was shaking Levi by the shoulders. Before letting go and quickly pulling on some shoes.

“Where are you going?!” Levi chased after her.

“To find, ___! She’s my best friend; titan, and lair, but she’s still my dearest friend! And if you truly loved her, you wouldn’t have been such an ass!” Hange ran out of the building. Levi groaned as his heart ached and chased after Hange.

___ was sitting on top of the Rose Wall. Staring down at the titans below, out in the distance. The wind was blowing her hair around. She wanted to jump down and transform, run far away. But at the same time, she wanted to run into Hange’s arms, cling to her. She put her hands over her ears and curled up, trying to not cry. She had no right to cry, she had lied to everyone for almost 15 years. She brought this upon herself, she just wanted to be a human and live and die among them. She had never thought of helping them, there wasn’t an urge until 5 years ago. But even if she would have tried to help, she probably would have been killed. That is what she had always thought until Eren came along. She always tried to help, only transforming when she knew there was no other choice.

Screams of her fallen comrades flooded her mind, she broke down crying. Curling up even tighter, rocking back and forth. Then she felt a hand on her shoulder. Hange was kneeling next to her, with a small smile.

___ nearly jumped on Hange, crying and clinging to her. Of course, Hange just held ___. Hange knew all of her hiding spots. Now that Hange knew her best friend was a titan, this certain hiding spot, made a lot more sense.

Levi stared at ___, he had never seen her cry, saw her broken looks but never a tear. He could hear her gasping for air as she clung to Hange, mumbling sorry over and over. She’s beautiful, even while crying.

___ pushed away from Hange, sitting on her knees and rubbing her eyes, trying to stop crying. “I’m sorry I never told you. I could have helped you. I could have helped humanity. I’m so sorry. I lied to you for nearly 15 years. I don’t deserve a friend like you,” she was starting to hiccup from crying so much. Hange threw a glare over her shoulder to Levi, who looked away from her glare.

“You’re my best friend. I understand why you never told me or anyone. If you would have when our world wasn’t getting worse. They likely would have killed you.” Hange looked at ___, who was still trying to stop herself from crying. “Until everything with Eren, even if you would have told me. I would have kept it secret with you, in fear of you being killed. You’ve never hurt anyone that didn’t attack you first. Even titans. You’re the sweetest girl I’ve ever known. In fear of letting anyone down, you’ve held back and been under the radar in fear of having to explain yourself.” Hange hugged ___ as the tears finally stopped.

“I can’t get their screams out of my head. My last squad. An abnormal attacked, I didn’t want to lose them. After two got ate, I transformed. But they ran from me in fear, which made them die. Even at my strongest, I fail. I’m such a disgrace, I can’t do this Hange. I should have never entered the city.”

“I know the screams won’t stop. You’ve always had them, since your first expedition. You’ve been telling me that for years.” Hange rubbed her back. Levi just stared at her. Feeling guilty for the words he had spat at his love beforehand.

“Hange, I want to die now.”

Hange smack ___ across the face. “Don’t you say that shit!” ___ laughed a bit, Hange smiled. ___ then noticed Levi and crawled behind Hange so he could no longer see her. Levi clicked his tongue before walking over and gripping ___ by the arm. Pulling her to her feet, his tight grip making her squeak a bit.

“You punched me really hard you know.”

“You were dragging me off. I claim self-defense.”

“You still have to pay for the pain you did to my head.”

“Fine, I’ll clean the stables.”

“No.” With one tug, he crashed his lips onto hers. She squeaked and pushed him away. Hange clapped.

“Finally!” Hange cheered.

“Shut up!”

“What?” ___ looked at both of them.

Hange popped up and kissed ___ on the cheek. “When you’re done. I want to talk before you see Erwin. I’ll leave you to lover boy, for now,“ Hange walked off.

“I am very confused.” ___ glanced at Hange walking away then at Levi’s hand on her arm. “Can you let go?”

“Will you stay?” she gave him a small nod and he let go of her arm. They looked into each other’s eyes for a moment. They were basically the same height, so Levi just leaned forward and pressed his lips softly to hers for a small second.

“I thought you hated me.”

“Because of what I said earlier?” she looked away. “I’m not good with my emotions. I’ve loved you for 3 years. I was about to kiss you before my fucking brain clicked what you said.” Levi put a hand on her face, pressing his cooling hand against her warm cheek that Hange had smacked. “I’m sorry. Let’s head back,” she nodded, staring at him for a moment before heading down the wall.

While walking back, Levi wrapped an arm around her shoulders.

___ looked at Levi, with a confused look.

“Would you fucking say something instead of just staring at me? You’re starting to piss me off.”

“You love me?”

He clicked his tongue. “That’s why I kissed you.”

“I thought you knew about me being a titan and no longer trusted me. That’s why you were checking on me every night.” Levi started blushing a bit. “But you did that because you love me?”

Levi coughed. “So you knew? And yes that’s why.” He stopped and stood in front of her. Putting a hand on her cheek again, running a thumb over her cheekbone and smirked as she started blushing. She glanced at his lips then back at his eyes. “Oi, brat.” She raised an eyebrow at him.

“Brat? You’re like 5 years older than me,“ she scoffed at him.

Levi rolled his eyes before kissing her, moving his hand to the back of her neck, to deepen the kiss. ___ bowed her body into his, wrapping her arms around his neck. Levi pulled away a bit.

“You still haven’t really replied to my confession.”

“I like you.”

Levi clicked his tongue in frustration. “Fucking brat.”

She gave him a small smirk before giving him a light kiss. “Old perv.”

“Tch.” picked her up, throwing her over his shoulder. “I’ll teach you how to respect your elders.”

“Put me down!” She ordered him.

“I don’t take orders from you, bitch.” Levi smacked her ass, earning a small yelp.

“I have a feeling my lesson, isn’t going to be something I would ever learn in school.”

“Your lesson is only to be taught by me. The lesson you need to learn right now, can’t be taught with words… only with action.” A small smirk pulled at the corner of his lips as he heard the female make a loud gulp.

Author’s Note: continued Also Levi is a bit OOC. I really disliked this fanfic when I wrote it. But it got positive feedback years ago, so I guess it’s decent but still. I am sorry for this shit.

#attack on titan #aot #aot fic #levi x reader #levi/reader #levi ackerman #shifter!reader #fanfic #fanficition #lalahbug #lalah writes #reader insert #xreader #self insert

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gottaenjoythelittlethingzz · 4 years

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Happy Storyteller Saturday! I saw in an ask your wip was based on a tv series? Witch one and how much did it influence it?

Oh boy. Are you sure about this one mate? It’ll reveal me as a fraud! Alright then.

I’m a FanFiction writer. That’s how I learned I liked to write, that’s how I learned to write fiction and separate it from school or else I would have stopped entirely years ago.

The Reaper’s Only Daughter is based off the tv series Sons of Anarchy. It centers on a motorcycle club that has a Reaper as their symbol.

I fell in love with the show in May of 2018 and have been working on Schuyler as a concept character for 2 years (and you see how little progress I’ve made on the actual WIP 🤦🏼‍♀️😹). Technically, I’ve only been working on TROD since the winter of 2018 and this is because the concepts for it as a work have gone through several changes.

When I first started out, I created Sky as well as the world around her that was based entirely off the series. The club and outlaw life, certain familia bonds, and similar villains as her club did the same work as the original from the series. However, I was so obsessed with the show, (newly) obsessed with who are now my favorite actors in the business, and so beholding to the screenwriter of the series (a career I’d like to enter) that the ideas fell through completely. I scraped all hopes for writing an original series (rather, I established my ideas as a backstory for Schuyler) and instead decided to grovel at the foot of the masters and inject her directly into the vein of fanfiction. TROD is a ff, a completely none monitizable work; and for good reason.

Sky’s story is a ‘add in scene/fixing canon’s mistakes’ story. Especially in the beginning (though the further I get into it, the more confidence I gain to venture away from canon), I flat out copy and paste dialogue, much less whole scenes and plot lines (just adding characters, changing who says what and when and to who, and changing relationships drastically). Though, the dialogue parroting is because I’m following the original story so closely, there’s hardly a way to change the delivery of information and the characters’ use a certain style of speech I’m unfamiliar with and still learning to write for. 😬✍🏼

The truth is, I’m very unconfident with my writing, ideas, and especially my dialogue. But, the more I write and the more I learn, the more I’m thinking “well hey, maybe I can go back and change this discussion just a tad” just to fix the dialogue and make it more my own work/characters.

It is funny you should ask this question. I woke up this morning with the idea (like I have many times before) where I think, “why don’t I try to write just the first chapter of what Schuyler’s story would be if it were completely my own and removed from canon”? Because I do have her, her family, and a large sum of characters to make up her extended family and one antagonist mapped out/fleshed out and characterized just ready to be written into a story of their own. And at least two plot lines, goddamn it!!

It wasn’t in the outline, but there is a scene in the chapters that I have posted where she “phones home” and has a discussion with her best friend. And in 1000 words the best friend’s entire life story, their entire friendship, and a bit of Sky’s past is revealed. I’ve been considering working in a similar phone conversation with her mother but haven’t found the right spot yet. This is all to say, I now see it is possible to do my own stuff!

Going back to writing the first chapter of an original story, I was wondering if I could detach myself enough to make it into a flash back, but since I don’t plan on writing flashbacks and I’m so focused on the story I am writing, I haven’t convinced myself to try it out just yet. Maybe one day!

There are two problems that keep me from making the jump from canon to original work:

There is nothing in my body that wants to do research for a project

In order to create the world for Sky I would have to do a mess ton of research. Title change (story can’t have anything to do with a reaper anymore 😾), research on IRL motorcycle gangs and federal officials, and organized crime (crimes). Everything that the TV show handed me on a plate would have to be scraped and I’d have to craft a new motorcycle gang that has nothing to do with any in irl or else I’ll make some very real people angry. Believe me, it’s a lot of work I’m not prepared to dedicate myself to.

There are some smaller caveats. Would the world (outside fan culture/FF) accept a female in such a masculine world, even in fiction? Would I have to make Sky a guy? Is the mainstream media ready for a polyamorous couple? I’d have to create two new characters (or revamp the ones I currently have) to take them away from the canon characters her partners already are. Or would I have to scrap this amazing relationship I’ve spent two years dreaming on entirely?!

Which brings me to my second issue:

(#2) I’m not confident enough in myself yet to write a convincing/entertaining/compelling story.

Which is a whole caveat in itself. I’m afraid my dialogue is garbage, my OC characters are not compatible/relatable, and my action scenes are bland. I’m afraid to hurt or put characters in danger that I cannot get them out of convincingly. I don’t want to take risks or make mistakes in a story. Which is a huge learning curve I’ve got to get around before I can make Schuyler a real original story concept

All of this to say, going back to the previous ask. (!)Yes, I’ve considered making Sky into an original character in an original fiction book series AND television series. (!)I’ve considered writing TROD totally following the original tv series and hardly changing anything. (!)I’m most recently considering changing things drastically and only following the series up to about S4 (but this prediction keeps dropping in season numbers and I keep thinking of new story lines for my character). (!!!) I’ve also considered finishing TROD (in 10 or so years) and then going back to write a prequel titled “The Reaper’s Sister” and a third book “The Reaper’s Mother”; both titles being totally original 👀👀👀👀☠️

I have a lot of ideas, a lot of time on my hands, and almost no will to complete any one project because projects take me years to do anything of substance with.

Regardless, I appreciate the opportunity to ramble and I’ll keep tumblr updated as far as if I ever suddenly go completely insane and start researching for my next trilogy blockbuster critically acclaimed series extravaganza!!

Thanks so, so, so much for the ask! 🖤 I appreciate the interactions. I’ll be answering questions for Storyteller Saturday this week!!

#please dont feel pressure to respond im just in lock down with family and going mad and worrying about my future writing and idndjdndjd #answered #writblr community #storyteller saturday #writeblr games #writeblr event #writer friends #my wips #my ocs #tag me in stuff #fanfiction writer #writers of tumblr #lets interact #invade my inbox #send me asks #ask my about my process #writeblr problems #writeblr community

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raionmimi · 5 years

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Do you have any oc's? I always love hearing about people's oc's

I do but I’ve been neglecting them these past few years

Honestly for the most part, I just use the same damn design and alter it to fit whatever series I want a persona in. Timeline and OC details under the cut, and fair warning I ended up talking a lot more than I had intended because I keep remembering stuff

2000: Lumina

I once read a kid magazine in my school and it featured something with a sneak preview of the Sonic Shuffle game. I really liked the character’s name (Lumina) and always used it when I played games with my best friend (her character was Danny). We really were out there larping our raw ocs with each other

2008: Yumi

My best friend in high school insisted that I have a Japanese nickname like her (She is half Japanese but still a huge weeb. Her nickname was Kisa) and even had a list of names for me to choose from. I ended up picking Yumi from my head and to this day I have no idea where I actually got the name from. Our senpai, a Chinese girl nicknamed Yue, who helped me with my art told us the animals we represented best, so Kisa got a tiger, and I got both a bunny and a lion since Yue couldnt decide which was better for me.

I made up “blion” and attached the name Yumi onto it. She became my persona and rapidly took on my chaotic gremlin personality. I decided Blions were a species that devours souls in order to heal/revive others, but it had to be an even balance otherwise the creature would die. When they’re weak, blions turn into a small rabbit with puffy chest fur like a mane (basically picture eevee tbh) with a long lion-like tail. The gem on the end of the tail is where the souls are stored.

2011: Torola Olébul

When we were all huge Homestucks, my friends and I decided to make fantrolls of ourselves so Yumi became repurposed into Torola. Same personality, so not much difference. I eventually redid her so she was nothing like me. She became extremely shy and basically Babey. She’s the ox/cow in my set of Chinese zodiac fantrolls (I have designs and personalities for all 12 but I’m not gonna post them here, I already wrote so much) She’s a sylph of heart, her weapon is pinwheelkind, her chat handle is apothecaryBovine, and her lusus is obviously a giant cow. She’s an amber blood troll (in between rust and bronze) who used to live with a teal blood and acted like a little messenger girl. After the teal blood was murdered by indigo bloods, Torola was forced to escape and live in the middle of a forest, where she was pretty much adopted by a herd of hoofbeasts. Torola has a dancestor Pazvea/The Actress(??) and Torola’s ancestor self is The Guardian.

Torola is the predecessor to Coryla, which was a fuschiablood.This one is just one huge Little Mermaid reference because she falls in love with a man who doesn’t love her back since he goes for someone else

2015: Onyx

Onyx was a short lived OC compared to Yumi and Torola and I didn’t do a lot of art of her. She’s kind of like a spy/surveillance guard because her gem extends out like bat ears. The other gem on her head is actually fake but she has it there so she looks symmetrical. It stores data though, so it has an actual use and she can remove it. She has wings that fold up on her back, and she uses it to check out a location. Since she’s extremely bat-themed, she uses sonar to check for other gems and stuff.

I also made her companions Sunstone and Obsidian, which make Bloodstone. Sunstone is a very laidback gem that spoils Onyx rotten, so she thinks she can get away with everything. Obsidian is the brooding type that complains whenever Onyx causes mischief. Bloodstone is a bounty hunter that uses Onyx’s surveillance abilities to aid them. They used to live on Homeworld, but they eventually came to earth long before Steven dealt with the diamonds. They have never interacted or met with Steven himself though

2011/2017 or 18: Riya/Tau Kiniun

I once drew a raionmimi character because I was thinking “Hey what if Yue had said I was just a lion instead of a bunny.” I didnt think much of it at the time and only doodled her once. She was a literal black lion that turned into a black lion cub but like with a mane to represent her hair. Years later, I dont know what possessed me to revamp her, but I did. Since I wanted to get away from having fandom shipnames as urls, I decided to go with Raionmimi which is literally “Lion Ears” and used Riya/Tau as my new mascot.

OCs that werent in the chart because I forgot lmaoooo

2011: Euphoria

She’s the oc I had to make for an animation class. We were instructed to make a superhero character to animate on the computer and also with claymation. The art is super bad, but she was supposed to be a terrible hero because she had no intentions on saving anyone!! She’s actually a deity of life that’s come to earth because her brother, the deity of death, is causing problems. Whenever she stops his plans, people praise her for being a hero. It wasn’t her attention at all. She’s expressionless 99% of the time and doesn’t really care much about humanity. Ironically, her brother thinks humans are pretty neat. Her name is actually one of my favorite words of all time, and that’s why I used it for her!

2016: The Witches

I totally forgot about them until now, but I have a set of triplet ocs. I use them for D&D and Pathfinder sometimes. They’re little witch girls that run a potion shop. Euphoria (yes, I repurposed the name from my superhero oc), Celeste, and Cheshire! Hopefully you can kinda read my handwriting to get their personalities

2018: Socks and the succubi

One of my fave monster girl species have always been Succubi, so I made different sub-species of them! I think I may have posted them a long time ago, but I dont remember. Socks is also my mascot for my old lewd art tumblr blog that I abandoned eons ago because having side accounts takes up too much energy for me. I kinda want to make a webcomic about Socks but I haven’t gotten around to it. She’s a platonic succubus who feeds off of intimate energy, and she befriends an agender, asexual college student (I guess you could imagine Haruhi from Ouran)

#my ocs #old art #empress art #I should drew them more often again but I dont #most of the art I have of my ocs are on paper and sketchbooks though #Rare Raion lore #superb-fox #If I started roleplaying again id probably draw them more but alas I dont know how to rp on twitter still #I miss having the convenience of msparp back in the day

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indigo-werewolf · 2 years

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A poll for my readers: I want to write a Yu-Gi-Oh! anime runthrough story, and I want your opinions on it! I would have OCs with their own homebrew Decks, along with new plot lines, changes to existing ones, side characters would get more duels, and have their Decks expanded with homebrew starting at GX, etc, you know how fan fiction works. Some things are set in stone, but others are not.

I want to write every series eventually, but I’m a little uncertain about a few things, which is why I’m posting this. I’ll most likely go with the popular response unless someone gives me a suggestion that I really fall in love with, so send me any kinds of suggestions you want!

I’m probably going to start with the original series, just because it’s the most logical starting point, but a lot of the new themes and homebrew cards start in GX, so I could start there, or work my way backwards from ARC-V. I haven’t seen VRAINS or Sevens, so no matter where I start, those would come after ARC-V or the original series, if I work my way backward.

I’m also a little uncertain about what to do with the actual duels. I don’t want to just use the standard rules, because I want to put some kind of twist on them. I’ve had a really good suggestion that I’m leaning towards, but I always welcome more, so feel free to weigh in.

Series Order-

1) Start with the original series. I was iffy about this at first, since the homebrew Deck for my OC was kind of a mess compared to other series, but it’s really come together since I started the original poll on AO3, so it’s becoming more appealing.

2) Start with GX. This is where more of the homebrew and deviation from the actual anime starts. Everything is still very much a WIP, though. I would probably do the original series after ARC-V if I did this, then VRAINS and Sevens

3) Start with ARC-V and work your way back, then do the original series, VRAINS, and Sevens. I’d be fine with this, too.

New Dueling Rules-

1) ARC-V’s Action Duels but with a form of Dungeon Dice Monsters’ Crests instead of Action Cards. Summoning Crests can be used to make an additional Normal Summon OR be used in place of Tributes, Spell and Trap cards can be used to keep Spells/Traps on the field after being used, or protect them from being destroyed if they’re Continuous? I’m working that part out. Movement Crests I’m not sure about, maybe changing battle position. I’d also have new crests like ones for the different Summoning methods, so Fusion Crests, Synchro Crests, etc. As well as Draw Crests that would let the duelist draw a card, and maybe one Field Crest per duel that would change the Action Field? It’s a work in progress. This is the one I was leaning towards the most when I made the original poll on AO3, but I got a suggestion that was really appealing, so less so now.

2) Same as the above, but with Deck Master rules. I'll probably do some Deck Master duels anyway, but this would be all Deck Master duels. I could take or leave this.

3) Something like Duelist of the Roses. It in all likelihood wouldn't be exactly like it, but something where there's a grid field and monsters can move around on it is the general idea. Maybe something like a cross between Duelist of the Roses and Capsule Monsters Coliseum, with some homebrew thrown in. I actually wanted to do something like this for a while, but I could never figure it out. I feel like it would be a happy medium between numbers 1/2 and 4, and let me use Deck Master rules organically. I still need to work out how it would work and what I would do with it, but I feel like it could be great if I got it right. I’ve really started to like this ever since the person suggested it, so it’s what I’m leaning towards the most right now. I don’t know if they would also be Action Duels, since I’m still working out how it would all work, but I hope I can make something that everyone will like.

4) Revamp Duel Monsters into something I call Dungeon Monsters, basically a mix of Duel Monsters, Dungeon Dice Monsters, and Capsule Monsters, if you remember that. Basically, there’s no turns and no Monster Zones or Spell and Trap Card Zones. Real-time tactical fights between monsters where duelists run around trying to avoid getting hit by attacks and send their monsters after each other and their opponent’s monsters, and use their Spells and Traps tactically. They could summon as many monsters as they like, but summons would have cooldowns and require Summon Crests, which recharge over time and can be found in the environment like Action Cards. They would also have access to their full Decks right at the start, but I might introduce Tiers for cards so that they couldn’t use their stronger cards until a certain amount of time had passed. Or I could use Capsule Monster rules where they get some monsters at the start, but they can’t move or battle for a bit, and then summon more later. This is even more of a work in progress than the above, so feel free to make suggestions on this. I'll be honest, this is the second-least likely since it would require a ton of work to adapt all the cards to the new rules, and because of the Duelist of the Roses rules I’m leaning towards.

4) Standard duels. This one is the least likely.

#indigowerewolf #ao3 #ao3 writer #fan fiction #yu-gi-oh #yugioh gx #yu-gi-oh 5ds #yu-gi-oh zexal #yu-gi-oh arc-v #yu-gi-oh vrains #yu-gi-oh sevens

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thelittlestspider · 6 years

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get to know the writer tag

tagged by @the-color-of-roseblood, @ghost-possum, and @thevajunglebook. thank you for tagging me and i’m sorry it took this long.

i’m bad at coming up with questions so i’m not going to do the 10 questions. but i am going to answer the questions that were listed. also this is an open tag, so anyone who wants to do it can do it.

rules: answer 10 questions, create 10 new questions, and then tag 10 people

from the-color-of-roseblood:

1) We always talk about favorites. What’s your least favorite book?

hmmm. one book i’ve always hated is the scarlett letter. we read it in school and it was awful.

2) Do you have a favorite place to write? What’s it like there?

i didn’t really have a favorite place to write until recently. a few months ago i finally got a desk and i’ve been in love with it ever since.

very, very cluttered. there’s all kinds of stuff piled on it. on one side i’ve got soda cans, plastic bottles, my phone; the other side is junk food, my glasses case, a couple of necklaces. i have an old sugar plum fairie barbie on the top shelf that i tried to sell, that nobody wanted even though i had it for like $5 (i might post a picture of it later bc it’s super pretty).

3) Do you have any artistic endeavors other than writing? If not, what else would you most like to learn to do?

back before the writing bug really bit me, i used to draw all the time. now i barely ever draw unless i get really inspired.

hmmm, i don’t know. maybe sign up for duolingo and learn other languages?? other than that i don’t know.

4) What’s your favorite holiday? Why? Have you ever written a story involving that holiday?

halloween is my favorite, followed closely by christmas just bc i love the tacky decorations and the music and the movies and pretty much everything about it.

looool i have tried to write fics involving these holidays, but they never come out how i want them to and i’ve kind of given up on it.

5) How do you fight writer’s block?

silly answer: drink so much caffeine i ascend to the astral plane to get advice from the writing gods.

actual answer: there’s not really an easy way to answer this. sometimes i see writing posts that are like, “you have to write every day!!” and i’m thinking y’know that’s not always possible. whether i’m out of inspiration/ideas, or i’m in a depression spiral, or i’m tired from work, or maybe i’m just not feeling that particular project. it’s not a sin to need a break from your wips, bc even though it’s happy work it’s still work. and there’s no shame in needing to take a breather to get yourself sorted out.

on days when i’m ready to write, i do different things to get myself pumped up for my wips. i’ll make playlists, make aesthetic boards, sometimes i torture my mutuals with rambles about my ocs or tag them with little excerpts from the project. i really like making an aesthetic tag so i can go and look at all the pretty stuff that makes me think of the wip, so i can remind myself why i want to write it in the first place.

6) At what point in a WIP do you decide to send it to your first beta readers/reviewers?

probably not until i’m at least done with a second draft. the first draft needs to have all those plot holes filled, all those loose threads woven back together, characters need developing. showing a beta reader my first draft would be like taking a person to a room filled with beginning sketches of people where they’re still just shapes instead of having any defining features.

7) What’s your greatest inspiration?

i don’t think i have one lol.

8) A lot of writers have certain things they like to describe - food, clothes, fights, party scenes. What’s your favorite thing to describe?

emotional scenes where characters talk about their problems and they hug and maybe even cry. i’m a terrible person.

9) What’s your approximate ratio of reading to writing? How do you find time for both? Do you do both on the same day, or split it up?

you’re going to judge me for this, but i haven’t been reading actual books lol. the last few months i’ve just been reading fanfic oneshots with like the occasional multichapter fic thrown in. my attention span has been terrible.

10) What books would you recommend to someone to get them into reading?

i think it depends on the person. what i might find compelling, someone else might find super boring.

from ghost-possum:

1. What is your favorite book in a genre that you don’t tend to write? If you do fantasy/sci-fi, what’s your favorite romance? If you write literary, what’s your favorite paranormal YA?

i don’t really like writing stuff that doesn’t have some kind of paranormal element. so i guess i’d say my writing enemy that i like reading is real world drama.

my favorite books that are like idk period pieces i guess?? are Anne of Green Gables and Pride and Prejudice.

as for stuff that’s based in more recent times, there’s a ya series i really like called tiny pretty things that’s about a group of ballerinas competing against each other for spots for prima ballerina?? and there’s a lot of drama and backstabbing. it’s kind of a dark series.

2. What book would you love to see turned into a movie or tv show? Any particular reasons why?

i can’t think of anything right now. maybe green angel by alice hoffman?

3. Have you ever written a character with a certain real-life person in mind. Was it someone you know in real life or someone famous?

some of my ocs were originally based off acquaintances, but as i kept writing them the characters changed so much that they became pretty much unrecognizable.

4. If your latest WIP had a color scheme, what would it be?

paper heart would be red, orange, pink, and purple. the colors of a sunset with the threat of darkness falling over everything.

5. What do you eat or drink while writing (if anything)?

s’mores poptarts if i’m too lazy to get up and fix myself something. chips. different sodas: cherry coke, sunkist, grape fanta.

6. What do you do to restore your inspiration when you’re not writing?

watch movies/tv shows. listen to podcasts or music. look at cool pictures.

7. Coffee, Tea, Booze, or ALL THREE?

coffee and booze. i’m not a big fan of tea.

8. Who is your favorite visual artist?

uhhhh, does studio ghibli count? their artwork is so appealing to look at.

9. Do you have any other creative pursuits outside of writing? What are they?

maybe learning other languages??

10. What is your favorite trope, the one you will always fall for and never get enough of?

AAAAAAAAAAA, ENEMIES TO FRIENDS TO LOVERS.

from thevajunglebook:

1. Describe your WIP as a cross between two movies.

i’m trying to think of what paper heart would be, but i’m drawing a blank. this needs to be its own game where someone else guesses what movies your wip is the lovechild of.

2. What’s your favorite part of writing communities?

cheering on and also being cheered on during the writing process. getting to read all these wonderful stories written by wonderful people. knowing other people are suffering just as much as i am lol.

3. If you could collaborate with any writer (whether friend or idol), who would it be and what would you work on together?

i am terrible at collaborating with other people lol.

4. Do you prefer reading/writing standalones or series?

i love reading series, but i’m not good at writing them lol. yet somehow i always end up writing series.

5. Who is your ultimate OC otp(+)?

canon: for the next three days verse it’s between leana/yvonne and jason/bella for otp status. my ot5 is carter/matteo/violet/tiffany/nina.

for defect i’d say my otp is joe/alec. also ethan/noah later on down the line.

ot3: ned/alec/sage

ot4: ned/alec/joe/ray.

au: joe/ned/carter

for the graveyard of the forgotten it’s definitely orrinaz/eliya/amnayel.

6. If your OC(s) joined tumblr, what type of blog would they run?

i wish i could answer this question with the dedication it deserves. i feel like their blogs would have a lot of memes and shitposts with some aesthetic stuff thrown in.

7. If you could write an adaptation of any story, which would it be?

while i have zero desire to write an adaptation for a story, i’ve always liked the idea of a movie version of Green Angel by Alice Hoffman. mostly bc it’s surreal, a little weird, post apocalyptic, and it would just look really cool.

8. What common writing tips never work for you? And/or what uncommon advice do you swear by?

anything that’s like, “if you don’t write everyday, you’re not a real writer!!” like chill dude. just bc i’m not cranking out 1,000 words a day like some lean, mean, writing machine doesn’t mean i’m not dedicated to what i’m doing.

9. Do you research before, during, or after writing sessions?

it depends. sometimes i get to a point in a fic where i’m like, “uh oh” and i go into a research spiral trying to find this one specific thing. thinking ah yes, this is the specific thing i need at this very moment that i probably could do without.

10. Have you had a writing epiphany that totally revamped your WIP?

if only. there were a few game changers in the next three days series that changed things for the better:

- the way carter and matteo first met lmao.

- violet’s existence.

- sage rescuing and then leaving violet and carter.

- carter and nina’s bromance.

- alec and carter, and also joe and matteo being siblings.

- tiffany seeing ghosts.

#writing tag game

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elysiumrp · 7 years

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So this is more so a question for the admins, What kinds of RP backgrounds do you guys come from? Did you all write with each other prior to founding this group? What are some of your favorite things about writing? Do any of you have particular pet peeves we should be aware of? I feel like nobody asks these things, but they are important xD

I’ll answer first cause I’m in the inbox and then let Izzy edit it afterwards to make it easiest. I originally started on Invisionfree back when I was sixteen on a post-potter rp that lasted for about eighteen months. During that time we also transitioned over to Jcink, and I remained in the Jcink realm until my freshman year of college. I was sucked into Tumblr RP my junior year of college when I joined a Teen Wolf/OC rp with a friend (although I’d never seen the show before haha), and I’ve been on Tumblr ever since. Besides the first Teen Wolf RP I was on here, I haven’t really had any that I’ve joined that have lasted that long? Which is part of the reason why I created Elysium a few years ago. I figured it was easier to keep something alive if I didn’t have to worry about admins abandoning.

Besides that super brief and condensed RP background, I also have a degree in Professional and Creative Writing and, albeit less relevant, a degree in Psychology.

Elysium has been brought back after a revamp so a number of us RP’d together on the past version of Elysium, but that was where it all began for the group (minus one member that I actually met on that previously mentioned Teen Wolf site). The majority of us from the previous Elysium have basically been here since the beginning of that incarnation of it, so December of 2015ish?

My favorite thing about writing is the creation aspect and just the creativity. I love daydreaming about my characters and events and potential interactions while driving or at work. I just love creating. And Elysium has been awesome because I’ve been able to share this vast creation with so many people. That sounds super like uppity and extra, but seriously, I love this universe and the characters that have been created in it. I love seeing the bios and faces that I wrote come to life. It’s just extremely exciting.

As far as pet peeves, the biggest thing for me is I hate when a plot such as this one is dumbed down into just smut and like relationship drama? It’s like I always say, the world is literally falling apart around these characters… act like it. That’s not to say that relationships aren’t fully accepted here, I encourage them, but I also feel like if all you’re looking for is fluff and no angst outside of fearing your boyfriend or girlfriend is cheating on you, well… it just starts to get to me after awhile.

Thank you for all your questions!! I hope my answers sufficed, and I’ll text Izzy to have her add on when she gets a chance as well.

ADMIN DANNAH

This is always such a fun question to answer, like, bless the Raven-Symoné flashback my mind is going through. So, I can’t technically remember exactly how I came into the realms of the roleplay tag, I think it had to do when I was looking up Harry Styles during my One Direction phase, and I saw a picture of him that looked pretty cool with a whole bunch of writing beneath it. After seeing the blog, I was just mesmerized that there was such a thing that existed, then I went through a whole bunch of other roleplays and found love. Then it hit me – why don’t I make one! What a disaster that was, I mean, I used Paint and Photobucket for Christ’s sake! Hilarious, I know, but I admin’d before I actually roleplayed. I learned my lesson, joined some roleplays, the good old typical ones just to get back into writing since I had kind of lost myself after high school, but it helped me find myself.

I can genuinely say I’ve admin’d more than I’ve roleplayed, a couple roleplays even just me admin’ing and not having a character in it, just being able to create a plot and allow people to take on characters I wrote was the greatest sensation. Like having a book that people were obsessed with and acted them out while being in the comfort of where they were. It’s actually roleplaying that helped me decide I wanted to pursue writing, there were enough stories created that could be branched out, why not? It’s my getaway, something I’ve always loved. While my classmates in high school hated writing twenty page essays, I loved it. The challenge is what brings people in, and the fact that you can create such a world with just your mind and fingertips, it’s just mesmerising.

Also, don’t get me started on how I just loved explaining to people that there’s characters in my head speaking and doing things and hey, I don’t have anything going on in my mind mentally, but that’s always fun. This is our getaway, and just to be apart of something that helps do that with people is something I love. Being able to just help and put my experience to use apart from my characters being on here is something Dannah can tell you I offer a little too much, she’s just queen on Elysium and I follow blindly, haha. But yeah, the amount of friends I’ve made, finding a muse and a reason to basically live for something after I lost myself to things, I owe roleplaying to it all. I’ll be corny there. And as Dannah said, I got accepted December 2015 – bless her for accepting me even after the anxiety I had that I wouldn’t be accepted. Look at Kyle now, which is another thing I love. Being able to develop something, like a fictional little baby you feel so proud to watch grow.

Plus, it’s a bonus that I get to be creative instead of just lazy when I have my days off and down time! Pet peeve, I’ll save for last, is just talk. Communicate. If someone doesn’t answer your starter or leaves you dry in a para, shoot them a message to fix it if they won’t. We’re really big on people answering, so follow through and don’t let a person down! Roleplays are admins giving you a skeleton and you adding everything else to bring it to life. I hope we can do that here because that’s always my ultimate goal. Bless you for asking these things, they always make me just have a happy rant.

– ADMIN IZZY

#answered #anonymous #city rp #city rpg #city roleplay #admin dannah #Anonymous

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lalahbug · 4 years

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End of Summer - Death the Kid x Reader

Fandom: Soul Eater Word Count: 1,661 My Masterlist Warnings/disclaim: general None Author’s Note: Originally posted on DeviantArt, under the same username, on 10/06/2016. Was revamped/edited in 2020 ___ is a blank for your name/oc/whatever you prefer Line/header is to separate paragraphs to indicate time skips, as Tumblr hates my formatting. Story under cut

Maka and Kid were sitting on the bench at the basketball court while Soul and Black*Star were playing a one on one game, with Patty being their cheerleader, well until she got distracted. Tsubaki and Liz were planning the party, occasionally asking Kid questions, since the party would be at his house. They were sitting near Maka and Kid so that they could easily ask each other questions

“I feel like we are missing someone from our guest list.” Kid thought loud-out to Maka, who had just read the list off to Kid, so he wouldn’t freak out over the asymmetrical writing.

“What about ___?” Tsubaki asked.

Everyone went silent. Kid just stared at her.

“Well, she used to be our friend. I sort of miss her being around.” Liz said, to back up Tsubaki, who went quiet and shy from Kid’s cold stare.

Kid looked away from Liz and Tsubaki and over to the idiots playing basketball. “She won’t come.”

“It’s the thought that counts, we can at least sent her an invitation,” Maka said trying to change his mind.

“Fine.” Kid stated and stood up. “I have to go put in the order for the invitations then.” He walked away.

Once Kid was out of sight. “I didn’t think he would become gloomy at the thought of her.”

“Well they stopped talking right before school ended and she hasn’t been around since,” Liz commented.

“Why did they break up anyway?” Tsubaki asked.

“There was a rumor that they got into a fight, but Kid won’t talk about it. I think she started to feel insecure and inferior to Kid, with him being a reaper. But the truth is they never really broke up, she just stopped talking to him and avoided him. They haven’t talked all summer but he hasn’t really tried more than once to talk to her. She ignored him once, and he never tried again. There was no closure. I think Kid is just hurt and doesn’t understand...”

“I think they should talk it out, they have been together for like two years.”

“Death doesn’t approve of ___.” Soul came over, all sweaty with Black*Star.

“What why?”

“She’s not strong, she’s very easy to get information out of, unlike the Great Black*Star!” Black*Star gloated.

“How do you know this?” Maka asked Soul.

“She told me. I ran into her about a week after school ended.”

“Why didn’t you tell anyone?”

“Because she’s been training with Stein, to be stronger. So Death will approve of her. I figured they’d be back together by now, so I didn’t feel like it was important”

“Although he’s unconventional, he is a good teacher.” Liz shuddered at the thought of training with Stein. “Well I am tired of seeing Kid in a slump and I miss ___. So we’ve got to make a plan!” Everyone nodded in agreement.

___ was drying her hair after her shower when there was a knock on the door. Wondering who it was, she quickly put the towel down and headed to the door and opened it.

“Hey, ___!” Maka and Tsubaki said in sync.

“Oh, hey.” She stood back and opened the door more so they could come in.

“It’s so nice to see you.” Tsubaki hugged her, which caused ___ to smile and hug her back.

“It’s nice to see both of you.”

“So, we did come for a reason.” Maka smiled at ___. She tilted her head to the side in response. “There is an end of summer party at Gallows Mansion. We want you to come.” Maka extended her arm, with the invitation in her hand. ___ stared at it for a moment before taking it from Maka, then looked at her.

“I don’t think I should go.”

“You should, we all really miss you. You’ve been with all of us for two years. Don’t just leave us.” Maka grabbed ___’s hand. “Please?”

“I don’t think, Kid would want to see me.”

“What about us though? You can just hang out with me and Soul at the party, you don’t even have to see Kid. The whole school will be there, it’s so unlikely you’ll even see him.” She smiled at ___.

“Okay, I guess.” ___ smiled back.

“You promise?” ___ nodded. “Soul and I will pick you up on the night of the party, it’s formal so make sure that you dress up, I don’t want you to feel out of place.”

“I don’t have any dresses though.”

“What about the dress Kid bought you for a long time ago? It’s really pretty on you and you haven’t worn it in a long time. I doubt Kid will even remember that was the dress he got you.” Tsubaki smiled, easing ___’s mind.

“He probably doesn’t.” They all giggled and started talking about different things.

“Oh, thanks. So do you. Where’s Maka?”

Soul knocked on ___’s door and waited for a moment before knocking again. ___ opened the door. “Wow, you look great.”

“Liz needed some help with something at the party, so I was asked to escort you.” He offered an arm out to her, she smiled and took his arm and they left for Gallows Mansion.

Soul and ___ walked in, with her clinging to his side, a little scared. Kid was up on the balcony, watching everyone. He noticed her immediately. Absolutely beautiful, yet she looked scared. Kid was debating on going up to her when Liz came by.

“Let her be.”

Kid glared at her. “Why?”

“At least, for now, let her relax a bit and have some fun. Plus, remember what I told you. You’ve worked that out with your Dad, you can work it out with her soon.”

“I guess,” Kid sighed. “She looks amazing and I don’t like her clinging to Soul.” He grumbled. Which caused Liz to giggle a bit.

Maka and ___ were hanging out together.

“Hey, ___, do you want to go get some drinks then sit down?” Maka asked while linking arms with her, she nodded. They walked over to the refreshments table, getting some drinks. “Now let’s go sit somewhere quieter.” Not waiting for a response, Maka dragged ___ into a room with an open door. Carrying ___’s drink for her. Then Maka pushed her into the room. “Sorry!” Then she quickly closed the door.

Confused, ___ turned around and tried to open the door.

“You can’t avoid me anymore.”

___ froze before slowly turning around to see Kid standing in the corner. She leaned back against the door, as Kid walked towards her.

“You look really beautiful,” he looked into her eyes, his eyes seemed sad. She felt heat come to her cheeks. “You’re only making it better by blushing.” He smirked, she looked away and an awkward silence hung there for a moment. “Will you come to sit down with me? I want to talk to you.” The young reaper walked away to sit down. ___ stayed against the door for a moment. “Please?” Kid pleaded.

She hesitantly moved from her spot and sat down on the couch, but ___ sat far away from Kid.

“I still love you,” he paused, but she didn’t reply. “I know what my dad said, I wish you would have just talked to me. But instead, you ran.” He glanced over at her, she was listening, but was looking at her hands in her lap. He faced her more and sat closer to her. “I’m sorry for not trying myself, but you should have talked to me. Why didn’t you just talk to me?”

“Because I don’t want to hold you back. Death told me I am unfit to be with you because I’m not strong enough. I guess I proved his point by running away,” she smoothed out her dress a bit, she was shaking, but kept her words level.

“You’re strong enough to leave me behind, so I can have a better future. Even though you love me,” he reached over and took her hand. “But my future seems very somber without you, I had to actually find out how glum my life is without you now. I’ve talked to my dad and Stein. They are to stay out of our relationship. My dad has finally seen how happy you make me.” He sat closer to her but noticed her flinching a bit as he came closer.

“Please come back to me?” Kid kissed her cheek and she flinched again from the kiss. But she didn’t refuse him, nor answered him. “___?” Kid put his hand on her arm, then moved his hand up to her face. Taking her chin and moving her face so he could get a read on her.

“Look at me… Please?” Kid was almost pleading.

___ slowly let her eyes meet Kid’s. His eyes were filled with sorrow. She looked back down.

“You’re weaker when you’re with me.”

“No, I’m not. When I have you, I am stronger because I have someone I love and want to protect. I am weak when you’re gone. Don’t do this to us,” Kid moved her face closer to hers, leaning their foreheads together. “Get that shit out of your head. Forget what my father said. I know that you love me.”

“I do.” Everything she had held to onto, came undone. Tears started to stream, she moved to cover her eyes, unsure why she was even crying.

Kid hugged her close to him. “You don’t have to be strong. I just need you to be my emotional support and I’ll be your strength.”

___ hugged Kid tightly before kissing him.

“Finally!” Soul groaned, with the gang behind him.

“Thank you for arranging this.” Kid smiled while ___ blushed.

“Anything to make sure our end of the summer is happy again.”

“Yay~! Happy ending!” Patty cheered.

“But we have school starting Monday,” Maka said happily, earning a groan from everyone.

“So much for a happy ending,” Liz mumbled, before smiling at the renewed couple on the couch.

#fanfic #fanficition #death the kid #kid x reader #kid/reader #soul eater #soul eater fanfic #lalahbug #lalah writes #reader insert #xreader #self insert

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