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obirocher · 3 months

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Only one for me

Content warning: mentions of weight/body image, body dysmorphia, oral sex (reader recieving).

Synopsis: While you indulged in your new desk job that had allowed you to work closely with the hokage, you notice it has taken a slight toll on your appearance—something you weren’t too fond about.

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It hasn’t been long since your boyfriend Kakashi was appointed as the new hokage of the village, so it didn’t surprise you to see him still struggle as he adjusted to his new life. Of course, you had offered some help of your own, as the two of you were a team and you knew this huge transition was far from easy. But having known Kakashi for almost all of your life, you already had a feeling that he was going to politely decline your help and tell you that he had everything under control. Nonetheless, you still offered help anyway.

That was part of the reason why you were now sitting at a nearby office keeping up with a lot of important paperwork instead of going on risky missions. It was obvious that kakashi would’ve already gotten you this job ever since he became hokage and was easily able to find you a position despite barely meeting standard qualifications.

He wanted you to be safe and at a place where he can easily pop in and keep an eye on you if anything bad were to happen. Even though you loved taking missions and have spent a good majority of your life doing so, you respected his wishes. Kakashi has already lost a lot of people in his life and you knew that he couldn’t bear the thought of losing you as well.

It’s not like you even hated this job either. The work was fairly easy and it paid well. It also gave you enough opportunities to go see Kakashi whenever you were passing by his room.

You loved sitting down on the small couch that he had put in the corner of the office, which you swore was intentionally put there for you, though Kakashi "explained" it was for the naps he took whenever he gave himself a break from work which you nodded along to.

Sitting down and watching as he concentrated on the paperwork he was doing quickly became your favorite pastime. Just recently, he started wearing a pair of prescription glasses, which you didn’t think would make him look even more attractive than he already was.

“You know I love you princess but I think it’s time for you to get back to your office.” Kakashi lovingly scolded you as he shifted his attention away from his work.

You felt the heat rise to your neck and a familiar ache start to grow between your legs as he gazed at you with those damn glasses resting on the tip of his nose. You didn’t know what it was but something about him made him especially tempting today and if it wasn’t for those annoying stack of papers taking up the majority of his desk and attention, you were certain it would’ve been you he was doing up there.

Though you were growing to appreciate your position these past couple of months, you noticed it starting to take a “toll” on your body.

You weren’t as active as you used to be, now spending the majority of your day sitting down behind a desk. Still, it wasn’t like you completely abandoned all physical activity since you would often go for walks with kakashi whenever the both of you found the time, but it wasn’t the same as the active konoichi you once were.

You first noticed it when the clothes started to fit more tighter than usual, now having to suck in your stomach whenever you zipped up your jeans. It was worse when the people around you had made it aware that they also took notice to your sudden weight gain. The occasional whispers from girls when you went on your walks with kakashi that you of course pretended to ignore.

Slowly, you started finding yourself spending less and less time with kakashi at his office, afraid that he might also take notice to your new look. You knew it was silly but the idea of him not finding you physically attractive anymore and moving on to someone younger and more in shape absolutely haunted you. It also didn’t help knowing that it wouldn’t be difficult for him to find another lover since just about every woman he came across practically flung themselves at him.

“I promise you look just as great.” Sakura frowned as you finished voicing your worries. “And besides, it’s not kakashi sensei would ever be the type of person to like you for only your body.”

“Yes, he’s not that type of person but physical attraction also matters and I don’t look the part anymore. I’ve let myself go.”

“You know,” sakura sighed, hating the way you were picking yourself apart. She had always viewed you and Kakashi to be her idea of an ideal relationship so she didn’t enjoy seeing you like this.

“Bodies change all the time and nobody looks the same way they do forever whether we like it or not.” She briefly pauses again, “well everyone except for tsunade but that’s besides the point.”

The both of you quickly broke out into laughter at the mention of Tsunade and her dedication to staying youthful forever. But behind that laughter, you knew sakura had been right. You were a lot older now compared to your past self so it was natural for your body to start changing no matter what anyone had thought.

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Since your printer had decided to not work the next morning, you were headed to the office right across from yours to use the one they had. But that was before you were met by Kakashi who was standing at your door for some odd reason.

“Um, hi.” you meekly spoke, wondering what he wanted this early in the morning. Kakashi remains quiet as he scans your office and then directs his attention to the papers sitting in your hand.

“Was something wrong with the printer in your room?”

“Yeah it suddenly stopped working but I’ll just use the printer a-”

Before you could finish your sentence, he takes the papers from you and turns around which you had assumed was towards his office. You furrowed your brows but still followed him as he walked down the long hallway.

When the both of you have finally reached his office and closed the door behind you, he turns around and quietly hands back the papers.

He shot you an unfamiliar look before he walked to his desk.

“You could’ve just used my printer if yours wasn’t working.”

“Well I thought that the printer right across from my room worked just as great.” You quickly reply back, earning you a frown. Tension somehow starting to hang in the air.

If Kakashi didnt know that your printer wasn’t running properly then what was the reason he came by your office so suddenly?

You pushed your jumbled thoughts to the back of your mind and head over to the printer to start photocopying the documents left. The silence in the office was starting to get more uncomfortable and you find yourself rushing through the scans. Just as you were done with what you needed and started to exit his office, you hear kakashi mutter something under his mask which caught your attention.

“What?”

He speaks more clearly this time. “Why did you stop coming by?”

Your body grew tense. It was true that you had completely stopped visiting his office for the past couple of days, only seeing him during the times you would occasionally bump into each other in the hallway. It was also obvious that you’d let your insecurities get the best of you but of course, you didn’t want to tell him that.

“I’ve been busy, Kakashi.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

You hear him breathe through his nose and shuffle in his chair.

“Well, I haven’t really assigned you any extra work lately.”

You were still near the door with your back turned towards him. You wanted to run out of there before you had the chance to say anything else. Just as your hands slightly grazes the doorknob after making up your mind, you feel his presence behind you. He takes the hand on the doorknob and uses it to spin you around to face his direction. It all happened so quickly.

He was so close to you now, closer than he has been the past couple weeks. You hated the way the distance gave him the chance to see the rolls of your stomach that the shirt you have chosen that day just so happened to accentuate. Your eyes were fixed to the floor of his office but you can still feel his stare burn holes into you.

“Princess, look at me.” He softly requests, but you shook your head.

Something in your subconscious was reminding you that you didn’t deserve the man in front you. That he deserved someone much more beautiful. That he was only with you since he was hokage and it would cause a permanent stain to his reputation if he were to suddenly dump his long term girlfriend for some random woman, even if she was much more attractive.

He cups your face with both his hands and tilts your head up ever so slightly. His touch felt very gentle, as it always has, and his hands were warm on your skin. You felt yourself starting to melt under his soft touch, the familiarity of it all starting to bring tears to your eyes.

Your face was now buried deep into his chest, crying every negative thought and feeling out onto his shirt. His arms were carefully wrapped around you, pulling you closer into his body. You felt the way his hands rubbed soft circles on middle of your back and how he leaned forward to place gentle kisses on the side of your head.

“I don’t deserve you, Kakashi.”

He peers down at you and tilts his head to the side in confusion.

You wiped your tears with the back of your hand and finally mustered up the courage to look up at him. Your eyes caught the way his face started to soften as he gazes at your tear stained face and faint red eyes.

“Kakashi, why do you even force yourself to be with me? You could have anyone you desire in this entire village and there are plenty of prettier and skinnier women that you could be with right now.” Your lips started to tremble beyond your control but you continued. “But you’re forcing yourself to be with me. I know we were good friends before we started dating but I don’t want you to feel like you have to settle for me.”

Kakashi picks you up and you were now sitting on his lap while he was back at his chair. He holds you close to where you can hear his heart rapidly beat in his chest.

You never understood kakashi. You never understood why he had stuck by your side this long or why he had even asked you out of all people to be his girlfriend. He was one of the strongest shinobi admired by many even across villages, while you had always been nothing more than average in everything. Heck, you were barely even qualified for the position you held now and your application would’ve been immediately rejected had kakashi not given the spot to you himself.

“I love you that’s why.” He finally spoke, his voice both low and stern.

“but why me?”

“Because I want you that’s why. I want only you and nobody else.” His hand was now back on the side of your face. “Because you’re both beautiful and brilliant.” He pulls your face in and kisses you passionately. The way your lips feel on his making him instantly groan. He adjusts one of your legs to the other side of his body so that you were now straddling him on his chair.

“And you actually care about how I’m doing and never fail to make me smile.” Kakashi’s fingers were now tracing the outline of your lips, the intimacy of it all causing a return of that familiar aching feeling between your legs. You were even starting to forget what you were sobbing about moments ago.

“These lips,” he gently presses a chaste kiss against them again. “They know exactly what to say whenever I’m feeling upset.”

You start to giggle as he continues professing his love and placing kisses on the related parts of your body. As he continued, you felt as if your entire body was lit on fire and he was the only person that knew how to put it off.

He now lifts you up and lays you flat down on his desk, quickly adjusting his body so that he is now hovering over you. He lowers himself down just a little so you were able to feel his growing crotch brush your center. His hungry eyes following the way you unconsciously jerked your hips up to meet his as you were growing impatient. Everything in Kakashi was telling him to rip your entire clothes off and take you right then and there. He need for you was strong but he needed to go slow and make sure you knew how much he loved you. Every inch of you.

His lips find their way back on yours, catching you in a deep feverish kiss which caused a moan to escape from your lips. You retracted from his lips to pull his mask down in one go, your lips finally meeting once again. You tongues fought for dominance before you bit on his using the low grunt that elicited from his mouth as access inside. Your tongue started to explore his mouth, entangling with his own again for another battle. After minutes of tonguing each other down, you start to feel hands travel to the sides of your waist and pull your shirt over your head.

His lips were now latched onto your neck, sweetly sucking that same spot he knew drove you crazy. You bit down on your lip to try and control your volume as there might be people lurking around in the building despite it being early. Your hands found their way into his hair, slightly tugging hard as he continued his attacks on your neck. He pulls away causing you to whine at the sudden loss of touch. His fingers unhook your bra from the front with one full pull and he has to almost stop himself from drooling at the way your breasts popped out of the fabric, plump with your nipples erect and ready to be played with.

His mouth moves down to one of your breasts, his tongue swirling and teasing your nipple while his hand cupped the other. You begin to whimper his name as you feel your core begin to burn with desire.

“So beautiful and delicious” he mutters under his breath and into your skin causing you goosebumps. He finally releases your nipple with a loud pop and shifts over to do the same to the other. At this moment, you felt your body start to grow entirely too warm, the only thing helping get rid of the burning feeling being your hips bucking up against his hard erection.

“Fuck,” Kakashi groans as he can feel how eager you already are for him to fuck you. He gives both of your breasts one last swipe of his tongue and starts to lay a trail of kisses down your stomach.

“This perfect tummy.” he mumbled between kisses, each one being wetter than the last. The cold air in his office began to nip at your warm skin making your already sensitive body twitch under his touch. His hands slides downwards to meet the waistband of your pants, rushing to slide them off your body.

You lifted yourself up to help him take them off as you didn’t want to waste another second. The burning ache at your center was already starting to grow even more unbearable and you wanted nothing more than for him to be inside of you already.

Now left in only your panties, Kakashi shifts upwards to admire how incredibly provocative you looked sprawled out for him like this and on his desk. Your eyes were blurry as you gazed up at him, lips slightly apart and swollen, your chest heaving. Oh, how he wish he could somehow take a mental picture of you like this so that he had something to look at whenever you were busy and he was in one of those moods.

He wastes no time hooking his fingers around the waistband of your underwear pulling them down. His eyes grow wide watching the line of slick from your wet cunt follow your underwear. He rushes to reposition himself at the edge of the table and between your legs, licking his lips while he stared at your glistening folds. You hadn’t gotten time to get used to kakashi being inches away from your most intimate part before you feel his warm tongue delve in.

“K-kakashi” you squirmed on the table and yelped from a mixture of surprise and pleasure. Kakashi strategically uses his arms to hook around your thighs and keep you in place. Meanwhile, he still continued lapping at your wet sex, drilling his tongue in and out of your leaking hole at a dangerous pace. He loved hearing the cute noises you made for him while he cleaned up all of the delicious juices your pussy had to offer.

His mouth finally wrapped around your sensitive bud and started flicking it. Your breath hitched and you felt your mind go blank while your hands unconsciously found themselves once again in kakashi’s silver locks. Kakashi knew you weren’t going to last when you tried thrusting your hips up to gain more friction from his tongue but of course you had succumb to his firm grip on your legs.

Using two of his fingers, he carefully pushes them into your hole, his eyes almost rolling to the back of his head when your cunt quickly swallowed them whole. He continues sucking on your clit while his fingers drove in and out of your entrance, the lewd squelching noise of your dripping cunt bouncing from the walls of his office.

“Baby-I” you wailed out, arching your back and shutting your eyes, a wave of ecstasy beginning to envelop you. Kakashi peers up at you and watches in awe as you come undone all over his desperate tongue and fingers. He sticks his fingers out of your dripping hole and uses his tongue to clean the delicious coating right off. He savored it as the taste of you was one of his favorites.

Now, you were still trying to catch your rapid breathing and recover from the explosion of your first orgasm, when you hear a slight knock on the door followed by Kakashi’s name.

Kakashi froze in place.

“Lord sixth, our scheduled meeting with the head of the experimental department should start soon.”

Fuck.

Your face grew red from embarrassment given the compromising position you were still in. Kakashi makes eye contact with you and the small mess left on his desk before glancing back at the door.

“I-I’ll be there soon, thank you for the notice” kakashi replied, trying his hardest to compose himself but deep down he was not only upset but he was also sexually frustrated.

You had both remained completely still before hearing the footsteps stroll away from the door. He walks around his desk and grabs some spare tissues from underneath. You were still laying naked on his table with a trail of your juices spilling from the inside of your thighs down to his desk.

“Who knew you were such a messy girl,” kakashi laughs before beginning to wipe away your cum. You felt your body tingle from the feel of the napkin against your skin and a smile made it’s way to his face. Kakashi wanted nothing more than to cancel his meeting to finish screwing you right here on this table. He knew you wanted to continue just as much as he did but he had other duties to fulfill as hokage. He walks over to grab the articles of clothing on the floor and finishes dressing you up.

“Sorry princess, you’ll just have to wait until I get back.” He frowns before giving you a quick peck on the lips and heading out of the office. Your heart started to race as you licked your lips and tasted hints of your own juices that lingered from Kakashi’s lips.

Suddenly, you felt a new wave of rush consume you at the thought of kakashi having a briefing with the higher ups and village elders along with taste of you still sitting on his mouth.

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deebris · 1 year

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Melancholy II

Kakashi Hatake x wife reader

Synopsis: To learn to overcome the loss of your child, you and Kakashi went through challenges, and it certainly wasn't easy at all. The tragedy harbored bad feelings in your family, and you two tried not to let it affect your sons. But now, with the discovery of a fourth pregnancy, things can change again - for better or worse

Warnings: trauma, mention of misscariage, mention of depression, labor pain, argment, intimacy, kiss.

Words: 5.3k

Observation: Happy ending - part I here

The hot summer breeze made your hair sway along with the loose leaves of the trees, revealing your serene and concentrated face. Kakashi admired the beauty you exuded while he was looking from afar, not having the courage to go up to you, at least not where you were now. If you were in any other environment, he would definitely meet you and give you all the praise you deserve. But he preferred to walk away.

You were kneeling in front of your child's grave with your youngest son Kenji, both clasping your hands in prayer as you meditated. The boy always insisted on accompanying you during your monthly visits to the cemetery, helping you put new flowers and clean the place.

He always finished his meditation first, but he didn't dare get up until you finished too. Sitting still was difficult for a child, you know, and so his effort to remain patient was all the sweeter in your eyes.

After a brief five minutes, you had no more prayers to say and opened your eyes to see him transfixed on the name written on the tombstone: Satoru.

That same year you lost the baby, Kakashi advised you not to find out the sex of the child, but you were stubborn and asked Sakura anyway. You weren't even sure if it would be possible to find that out, as you didn't know if your pregnancy was advanced enough to reveal such a thing. But asking doesn't cost anything, does it? And then she told you it was going to be another boy. It was even a little comical, it seemed like you were destined to be the mother of boys, and after that you couldn't help but name him. You imagined what his little face would look like, you dreamed about him, wishing he was more than a fantasy.

What would his personality be like? How would his voice sound? Will you finally have a child that looks like you? Your husband was lucky, both of your children were perfect copies of him. What's the use of carrying a baby for 9 months and being betrayed like that by genetics? How unfair. Maybe that's why they say not to name dead babies, to go on in the void and forget, but you didn't like the feeling. Forgetting felt wrong.

Kakashi didn't want you to get attached to a child you've never even met, he said it would only make you suffer further. And for a while it felt like it was all about you, and only you. But you weren't silly, he was ashamed to admit that he was afraid of suffering from that too, of getting attached. Your husband was afraid that he wouldn't be able to move on, that it would haunt you both forever. Time heals all, isn't that what people say? Didn't he once tell you that you guys would get over it? So why weren't you getting over it?

Of course, after a while the pain got easier to deal with, but it was still there. And you constantly missed something, someone. Your family seemed incomplete.

He didn't get mad when you went after finding out the sex of the child, and he didn't fight when you gave him a name, but he was furious when you said you wanted to make a grave.

Spring - 1 year and 8 months ago:

You were cleaning the kitchen with Katsuo when the argument with your husband started. There was tension after the two of you exchanged some dangerous words, nothing had really gotten serious yet, but your eldest decided to immediately drop the uncompleted work and leave the room. He didn't even bother to excuse himself, just wanting to leave as soon as possible.

"That's enough for me!" He got up from the table abruptly "I tried, at all times, to understand you. I also suffered from this!" You remembered the conversation you had with him the day you cried together in the hallway, the way you found him, totally in pieces. Like you. "And all I wanted was for you to try to understand me too!" he spoke in a serious tone, but never shouting "But you just decide you want to make a grave, when I've told you countless times to keep it anonymous!"

Even when angry, your husband was calm. He was obviously exhausted, but there were no signs of violence there. You wondered how anyone could be so passive. If anyone else saw how Kakashi treated his family and friends, they would never believe that he really is the ninja of rumors. The man who defeated Zabuza Momochi, who fought Obito Uchiha - the fearsome Copy Ninja.

"Do you really want to immortalize this suffering by carving it into a stone?!" you listened silently for the moment, having already set the dishes aside in the sink and getting the reaction you feared he would have before telling him your pitiful wish "I already have too many people to visit the cemetery, Y/n..." His voice cracked for a moment making you shiver "Please, don't give me another one."

Your heart broke into little pieces. That was what you needed to realize how much distress you were causing him, that you were acting like a monster with the man who had never done anything but be good to you. Because that's what you were being, isn't it? A monstrous one. But not in a thousand years would Kakashi see you that way, he wasn't able to read your thoughts to tell that you weren't a bad person like you thought. He couldn't compare his pain to yours, having closely followed your suffering beyond emotional, physical. He just didn't know how to deal with what you were asking him to do.

"You don't need to visit…" you spoke softly hoping that the situation would work out for the two of you. The last few months were the worst of your life, you felt a need all the time, a need to fill a void. You feared that you were slipping into depression, but you tried not to let yourself get bogged down in those emotions.

"Stop being selfish!" Kakashi finally exploded, in a tone you've never heard him speak, abandoning his calm posture. He regretted it as soon as he said the cruel words. His wife wasn't a selfish person, far from it, you were the most selfless person he has met.

You felt your throat close, as if you were going to choke, and your eyes burning with an imminent urge to cry. But you can't cry, if you cry, Kakashi will be destroyed.

"I-" you were interrupted by a whimper in the distance, feeling stupid for having forgotten that Katsuo and Kenji were at home, clearly hearing the argument. If making you cry was bad, making your kids cry would affect him twice as hard.

A very heavy aura hung over the residence, what the hell was going on with you two? You and your husband weren't a bickering couple, in fact, you were the complete opposite of that. It happened at times that you blurted out hostility in the presence of the children, and on those few occasions you noticed that small things were enough to frighten the boys, used to the fact that their parents rarely fought.

Only this time it was serious, and to top it all off, the one screaming was their father. How could they not be scared? Kakashi never raised his voice even to correct them, and now he looked very angry. From you?

You abandoned your discussion and left him alone in the kitchen to check which of the boys was crying, and when you arrived in the living room you discovered that it was Kenji.

"Mommy..." The child sobbed your name when he saw you and you took him to comfort. He buried his face in the crook of your neck and gripped the fabric of your clothing tightly - shivering.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." you rubbed your hand on his back, sliding it up and down in an attempt to soothe him. "It's going to be okay. Shh..."

You shivered as you saw the guilty look on Kakashi's face as he froze in the middle of the room. He must have followed you, and you felt so ashamed of having caused all this that you couldn't stand to stay there any longer, going up the stairs with Kenji in your arms to escape from his eyes.

Katsuo was already a little older, he understood what was going on between his parents, both you and your husband knew about it. From your shared room, even with your son still crying, you could hear a door slamming loudly in the hallway and Katsuo yelling at Kakashi.

You hated to fight, Katsuo hated to see you fight. But for some reason it kept repeating itself.

Kakashi entered the room after a few minutes, skittish as a cat and hearing Kenji sniffle clinging to you.

"Shh" You kept whispering in his ear while singing a lullaby, rocking him, and the boy called to you softly repeatedly, pleading.

You were surprised to notice that Kakashi was already right next to you at the end of the bed, he put his hand on your son's back to get his attention, but that made him cringe and bury his face even more in you.

"Kenji." Kakashi called after him, surprised that his son was trying to avoid him.

"Honey, daddy is talking." you tried to intervene.

"I don't want you to fight..." he said, suddenly crying loudly when he remembered the two of you arguing a few minutes ago.

"Let's not fight anymore" your husband smoothed his hair as he still refused to show his face to his father "I promise." Kakashi looked at his wife in anticipation that you would help him convince the child.

"It's true, little angel."

And really, you never fought again. But instead, uncomfortable moments of silence began to plague you and him too often, preferring to remain silent when you realized that the situation could lead to a fight. And this has affected your communication with your husband, making the two of you more distant.

Now it's been two years. After that day Kakashi made your son's grave without you even knowing, maybe trying to redeem himself for something that wasn't his fault. You had completely dropped the idea and didn't expect you guys to talk about it again.

You didn't know if surprise was the exact word you were looking for to describe what you felt, but it probably came closest. Imagine your amazement: you were at the Memorial Stone, getting ready to leave after visiting all the deceased relatives and friends on a Sunday, when he told you there was still one person missing. He showed you the way and you were moved to see the name written on the tombstone. That was the last time he was there, after which you never saw him there again. But Kakashi made sure to memorize your reaction that day, you looked amazed.

Breaking out of your thoughts, you smiled at Kenji who was still focused on the carved letters and gave his chubby cheek a kiss to get the youngster's attention.

"Let's visit Grandpa Sakumo's sepulcher." you took his hand, which was much smaller than yours, going to your father-in-law's tomb.

You didn't know Kakashi's father, but from the stories you heard your husband tell the boys, he was an honorable man. He never avoided telling his children about the shinobi's tragic end, as he thought it was important that they have a reference of strong values when they become ninja too.

Your eldest son was not so childish anymore, although he was still a child. But with only 10 he had already developed an unshakable sense of justice, which perhaps neither you or Kakashi could mold so easily anymore. He would certainly be a man of good character, just as you would expect Kenji to be too.

"Katsuo is here, Mom! Look." Kenji shook your hands together excitedly when he found his brother already meditating at Sakumo's grave, he probably visited the Memorial Stone with his father first and then came here. Kakashi could spend hours in that part of the cemetery, sometimes coming in the middle of the week, just to stare at the names of his two former companions - Obito and Rin.

"Be silent so as not to interrupt him." You said gently, motioning with your fingers for him to keep quiet and the three of you ended up going home without Kakashi.

"Thanks for the food, Mom." Katsuo thanked you as he removed his nearly full plate from the table.

"You bad ate."

You decided to start dinner when the clock showed that your husband was already 1 hour late, which was unusual, at least not without letting you know. You thought that something unforeseen arose in the Hokage's office. Things have been crazy lately, everyone running out of time to prepare for Naruto's inauguration ceremony as Nanadaime. But the news was encouraging, for you mainly because it meant he would be spending more time at home.

"I'm not hungry." he said in a despondent tone, going upstairs and locking the bedroom door. He always acted like this after visits, and the reason was you. He didn't want you to visit Satoru, interpreting that he was the reason you've been so bad these last few years. And no matter how many times you told him that it wasn't anyone's fault and that visiting the place didn't hurt you, he was still young to understand.

"Can I have his dango?" Kenji asked making you sigh, everything was going so well for a peaceful day.

You suddenly felt like throwing up, bile rising in your throat catching you off guard. You immediately ran to the bathroom and emptied everything into the toilet, nearly spilling your guts out. You sat down on the floor and took a breath, feeling more dizzy for having bent down so quickly, making you break out in a cold sweat.

"Mom, are you ok?" Kenji stopped at the entrance to the room.

"I just got sick all of a sudden, it'll pass." you both heard the front door open.

"Kakashi?" you shouted his name from the bathroom, finding it irregular that he didn't announce his arrival.

"It's me, I'm home." Kenji dashed off to meet him, completely forgetting about you. Daddy's boy, you thought jealously of his preference for the father.

"Daddy, you missed dinner." your child said as you brushed your teeth to get the bitter taste off tongue.

"Oh yeah? You didn't eat mine, you sweet tooth?" you heard your husband's muffled voice in the bathroom playing with him. If you hadn't experienced it three times before, you'd try to convince yourself that it was a bad thing caused by spoiled food, but there's no use denying it, you know the symptoms all too well.

When you felt that you were discouraged, you sought out Sakura as quickly as possible, trying to be more thorough. You only trusted her, knowing well how skilled the kunoichi was. Well, you wasn't sure how far along you were, although Sakura had tried to give you a more accurate diagnosis, even that you weren't tracking your cycles accurately either. But you'd venture to say it was the start of the second trimester.

You haven't imagined yourself pregnant again, in fact you haven't imagined yourself like this since you gave birth for the second time. You feared losing that child too, a fear you didn't feel with Katsuo and Kenji. You sure turned into a chicken.

You didn't even want to think about the impact this baby would have on you before and after birth, it could be negative or positive. Would this child fill your void? Would you be substituting one child for another? Would that be cruelty? You asked yourself so many questions, but you forced your brain to relax, reminding yourself to remain calm for the sake of the baby in your belly.

In your first two pregnancies, you only had positive thoughts. You weren't nervous about the birth, although some women in the village tried to scare you, and you were fascinated by the idea of becoming a mother. You and Kakashi were so happy, and now you would too. No matter the future, no matter the others, you would only have good thoughts and that new child would be born strong and healthy. This baby would be wanted, if only by you.

You've settled Kenji into his bed, adjusting the blankets so he doesn't feel hot at night. You said goodnight and closed the door to his room, leaving a gap for light from the hallway to enter the room. You knocked on Katsuo's door and tried to talk to him, but the boy just shouted good night to you, not bothering to come and open the door. Kakashi was still downstairs and it was late, so you took the opportunity to go talk to him. Night shifts were one of the only times you and your husband could talk alone.

"Everything is good?" you asked when you saw him sprawled on the couch. Most of the lights were already off, except for the hallway light and a few lightbulbs around the house.

"I thought you were already asleep." He said surprised to see you still walking around the house.

You walked further into the room and made a sign that you were going to join him on the couch, so Kakashi raised an arm to welcome you beside him. You laid back and rested your head on the ninja's chest, hugging his torso as he lowered his arm to rest on your waist.

After a while just smelling the fabric softener of his shirt that you washed, you moved and placed a kiss on his exposed neck, climbing into his lap to kiss his lips next.

Kakashi loved those moments with you, because they were rare, the main culprit being his work. So when it happened he felt like he was in heaven. Your mouth was soft, sweet and the man's lips fit yours like a glove, but he gently pulled you away before the kiss got deeper.

"Not here." Kakashi didn't like being so intimate with you outside the bedroom, embarrassed that the boys would catch you. Even an innocent kiss made him uncomfortable, and you respected his space even though you had no intention of taking things to another level right now.

And it was funny to see him feel uncomfortable with things like that, considering he's the biggest fan of an erotic book series. Once Katsuo almost got you in the bathroom and Kakashi spent the whole week avoiding touching you, even when you were alone, like it was some kind of crime.

"I need to talk to you." you said getting off him.

"About...?"

"I'm Pregnant." you said bluntly, feeling him tense up. His heartbeat skipped a beat, coming back slow and then speeding up a little.

"Do you think or-"

"I'm sure." you lifted your head to look into his eyes and realized he was staring at the floor in confusion. You placed a hand on his cheek, drawing your husband's attention to you.

"I don't know how long, but I think it's well underway." you two were silent for a few seconds, but it felt like an eternity "Kakashi, I think I'm past the third month."

He felt more hopeful, knowing full well the importance of yout last sentence.

"Darling..." you were going to continue talking when you saw him gulping, but he grabbed you by wrapping both arms around his wife.

"I understood." he rested his lips in her hair, enjoying the comfort of the hug "When did you find out?"

"Last week." He immediately broke the hug.

"Why did you wait so long to tell me?"

"I was trying to work up the courage..." you were sincere "you want this child, don't you?"

"You shouldn't even consider thinking such a thing. Of course I want to." he said kind of scolding you "Why would you think I don't?"

That would be the conversation you probably would have had with him years ago, if you had the chance to sit down with him and tell about the pregnancy in those days.

"I don't know. I think it's because we never planned a third child." you moved from him to the other side of the couch to talk more seriously "With Kenji and Katsuo it was different."

"You shouldn't worry about me, you know I would never reject our child." he straightened up, coming out of the relaxed position he'd been in before, feeling a flicker of doubt about your trust in him "You know that, don't you?"

"I know you, I know the type of man you are..." you played with your hands trying to relax "But I can't help but get nervous, everything seems to scare me lately." He noticed your hands moving frantically and wrapped his in hers.

"You are my wife; you are the mother of my two children. We have been married for 11 years, I would never abandon you, or abandon a child just because it was not planned." he stopped talking, wondering if he should tell you the next part "Sometimes I think about Satoru, and I wish he were with us." He added and you widened your eyes, Kakashi had never called the baby by name. In fact, he never spoke to you about him unless necessary or in discussions. "Do you think I wished him dead?" Kakashi asked afraid of her answer.

But what? Kakashi thought so? You would never connect his desire to leave the baby incognito with something so cruel and obscure, you understood perfectly well why he didn't want to name him. You always understood.

"Never." you turned desperately to your husband stroking his hands. "I never thought that of you, Kakashi." You shed thick tears and sank your body into his, wanting to stay there forever. Safe and comfortable in his arms.

"Please, do not cry." he asked you "I'm going to take care of you; I'm going to take care of this baby. It's going to be okay."

You would venture to say that this was your smoothest pregnancy. You didn't have to deal with jealous of any of the boys, and Kakashi was more present, not being Hokage anymore. It was just wonderful, like a dream. You sometimes feared that everything would start to fall apart, because it was too good to be true. It was strange that after so long drowning in grief, things could be starting to turn around again. Your family was getting back to normal.

In the 8th month, your water broke. It was early for delivery and you just freaked out. What if something is wrong? Kakashi was calm, knowing that a baby being born at the 8th wasn't that dangerous, but you couldn't stay calm at all. When Sakura finally came to your rescue, you felt more relieved after she confirmed what Kakashi told you about you being on time, trusting her while you screamed in pain from the contractions.

"The boys were born a week late, remember?" your husband tried to strike up a conversation with you to distract you

If you said you remembered, it would be a lie. Kakashi kept that information for that long? How was it possible that he remembered and you didn't? But soon his thoughts were interrupted by another wave of pain, which made him feel sorry for you for having to go through this.

"Soon our baby will be here with us." He said wiping the sweat off your forehead "It'll pass soon"

No, I won't go soon. And you both knew it, but you let yourself be trusted by him.After an 11-hour delivery you heard a baby crying loudly. The burning sensation occurred in the child's body because pulling air into lungs for the first time made the kid scream, just like every baby when it is born. Those outside the hospital room heard it too, announcing that you had managed to bring your child into the world. You can finally rest, sweaty from the effort it took to push. Your body was all asleep, but you just wanted to hold your newborn right now.

Sakura handed the baby into Kakashi's arms after he cut the umbilical cord, and then brought him close to you.

"It's a girl, Kakashi-sama." you cried with happiness when you heard that. You were the mother of a little girl.

Kakashi carefully placed her in your arms, seeing that you were still weak and might not be able to support your weight. But he noticed that his daughter was so small and so light that even the wind could carry her.

"She is a very strong and healthy girl. Congratulations to you both!" Sakura said happy for you, finding the sight of you holding a baby comforting, reminding her of holding Sarada for the first time.

"Why is she so small?" Kakashi asked her as you admired the blurry features of the child in your arms.

"Oh, she just is." Sakura replied nonchalantly, making Kakashi relax "I'm sure she'll grow up as strong as her brothers. But I'll leave you alone now." The woman left the room after collecting some objects and finishing filling out a hospital form.

You had finally realized that she was very close with her father, yet another clone of Kakashi for your misfortune. But you couldn't wait for her hair to stay long, just to spend hours combing it. You wanted her to stay that way, a little baby forever, but at the same time you yearned for her to grow up. You would wait for the day when you could finally share secrets with her, gossip and try on clothes until you drop. You loved your two boys with all of your being, you'd die for either of them, but having a girl felt different. Maybe it was because you dreamed about it for a long time, you didn't know how to explain it, but you already felt the need to develop her from everything and everyone. She was so delicate and cute, you were afraid she would break like porcelain.

Kakashi noticed the expressions you made while admiring your daughter, you practically beamed with how happy you were, and he hasn't seen you like this in a long time.

"You want to meet your little brothers, hmm?" You asked your daughter who made typical baby noises, knowing she wasn't going to answer. Your husband took this as a cue to go get the boys who were under Hinata's watch in the hospital waiting room. She really helped you a lot, both in the past and now. You would make sure that you thank her properly and that you can repay all of her help one day.

"It's a girl." Kakashi told his friends who were in the waiting room a few minutes ago and everyone started to congratulate him. "Thanks for coming over here."

"When can we see her, Kakashi?" Guy asked his friend.

"Yes! Kakashi-sama, I want to see her too!" Ino begged excitedly to see the baby. She was passing by to see Sakura at the hospital when she heard you were here and couldn't resist waiting to see the baby when was born.

"I'll take the boys now, but soon you'll be able to see them, I promise."Kakashi told Ino and everyone else who was present. He put his hand behind his neck to ease the tension and tiredness and then he picked up the children who were half asleep from waiting so long. He thanked Hinata briefly, who told him that soon Naruto would come too, and headed to the bedroom with his sons. "When you enter, be quiet" he told both of them when they arrived at the door.

"Yes Daddy!" Kenji responded by rubbing his hand over his mouth as if he were zipping up.

"Let's go!" Katsuo pulled his father anxious to see his sister.

"Hey, calm down."

Upon opening the bedroom door, Kenji completely forgot to be silent and made a fuss, shouting excitedly to see you after so many hours. The baby started crying over the noise, and Kakashi scolded himself for being so sloppy with the youngest. But you didn't seem to care about the situation, in fact, the boy's enthusiasm rubbed off on you as you tried to get the baby calm again.

Kakashi took Kenji on his arms and carefully approached him by your side on the bed when he saw that he was trying to climb up, but he couldn't win due to his low height. Katsuo ran to stay on the other side and they both knew to admire their little sister.

"Why is her face so weird?" Kenji as usual had no filter.

"She was just born." you told him sympathetically and they expected to pepper you with questions about her, coming one after another like a train.

"Boys, slow down." he warned the boys "your mother is tired."

"Sorry, Mommy."

"All good." you looked at Katsuo who was sitting on the bed with you "Want to hold her?"Even though he was big, Kakashi didn't feel confident letting his son hold the baby.

"Y/n..." he was going to try to tell you that Katsuo was still too young to hold his sister.

"It's okay, Kakashi." you tried to reassure him "He won't put her down, kids younger than he babysit."

You pulled Katsuo closer to you, instructing him on what to do to hold the girl. You stayed alert and put an arm around the boy to prevent him from ending up knocking her over.

"I want to hold too."

"Not you, you little dwarf." Kakashi immediately intervened, leaving no chance for the 6 year old to consider holding the baby. You sighed at his attitude of not trusting boys.

"What is her name?" Katsuo asked you as soon as he held his sister.

"Do you want to name her?" you made an offer.

"Sayuri!" Kenji shouted, excited to be able to choose the baby's name

"What?! Where did you get that horrible name?" You see they were going to start arguing about which name to choose and immediately regretted it "It's going to be Misaki.

"You're just saying that because it's the name of the girl you like!" In fact, Kenji was quite the gossip. You didn't even know about this girl.

"The girl you like, is it?" Kakashi teased his son by ruffling his hair and making the boy blush.

"Kakashi!" You warned him to stop teasing a child. "How do you end up knowing so much stuff, you little brat?" You asked Kenji pulling his nose playfully, which made him laugh.

"What do you think of the name Rin?" Kakashi asked you suddenly, worried about your reaction.

"Rin? Like Daddy's friend?" Katsuo asked confused.

"If you don't mind, of course." He added to you expectantly

"Rin..." You repeated the name, testing how it sounded "Sounds good." you said smiling, knowing how much that meant to him. You know how much Kakashi feels guilty for her death, they were just kids at the time and they had to go through so much.

"I liked too." Kenji said taking you by surprise.

"Snow!" Katsuo said excitedly as he looked at the window behind

It messed you up, you lost your last baby on a winter night. And the season that already showed sadness, despite its built-in beauty, had become even sadder with the memory of your son. But now your little girl has come to give the season a new meaning, a good one.

You looked at the little girl again, taking her out of Katsuo's arms to let him run to the window with his brother to watch the first snowflakes fall. You let the baby girl play with your index finger, grabbing it with her chubby little hands.

Kakashi who came down beside you kissed his daughter's forehead and then your temple.

"I love you."

That was the first time in years he said he loved you verbally.

"You and they are the light of my life." He brushed a few strands of hair off your face, "I couldn't have asked for anything better."

"Thanks, Kakashi." If you were already crying rivers of joy at the birth of your daughter, he just made you cry an ocean. He didn't need you to say you loved him back, having heard you say it many times already.

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aaizawashouta · 8 months

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Make A Wish

pairing: kakashi x fem!reader

word count: 917

summary: it’s kakashi’s birthday. as if you ever need a reason to celebrate him.

warnings: none. just some cotton candy fluff

a/n: happy birthday, kakashi! you should always been celebrated, especially on you’re special day. and happy birthday to my oldest kiddo. he’s eight now, making me old and shit

Laughter echoes through the warmth of your home. It bounces joyfully off the walls that contain knick knacks and adoring photos built from your life spent together. It erupts from a little boy that looks so much like his father. You’re doing your best to shush him. Having a squealing three year old is not proper etiquette for a surprise party. But if you know your husband, and you do, he knows it’s happening regardless. He also knows how much work you’ve put in and will still act surprised. Because it brings you joy.

Even if it is his birthday.

“Here, let me take him,” Naruto says from next to you.

You don’t get a chance to respond before the blond has taken your child. It makes your heart warm, seeing them together. You’ve loved Naruto since he was a little boy, and to see him doting on your son, his godson, you almost want to cry.

“Stay close,” a reminder, but one that’s not needed.

It’s Gai who’s out with Kakashi tonight, of course it is. Who else other than his best friend. Your husband is notoriously late for everything. Nearly missing the birth of his own child. So you’re praying to whoever will listen that Gai will get him here on time.

Your home is crowded. People from work, past students, friends. Others who’ve even traveled from other villages for the occasion. Kakashi is loved. He is so, so loved. Sometimes you can’t help but wonder if he knows that.

Sakura stands near the window, checking the sky. Fingers locked together, picking at the skin, tearing at her cuticles. You make your way through the small crowd and stand next to her, taking one of her hands and smoothing it out between your own.

“When did you last hear from him?”

She sighs. “Two months ago.”

You can’t help but hum. “Worrying about him even though you know he’s more than capable of taking care of himself. It’s funny how love works, isn’t it?”

“Did you ever feel that way about Kakashi Sensei?”

“I still do.”

You smile at her, gently patting her hand. There’s a series of shushes, both Gai and Kakashi coming up the road, their chakra bleeding into your home. It wraps around you like a blanket, a welcoming comfort you never knew you needed until you had it. Rushing over, Naruto hands over your son, a giant sunshine grin taking up his face.

“You think he’ll be surprised?” He whispers rather loudly.

You snort. “Something like that.”

There’s a loud cough from outside the door, telling you all to shut up. You can’t help your eye roll. Gai, ever so subtle. The keys jiggle in the knob before the door is slowly opened.

“SURPRISE!!”

Gai’s standing on the side of your husband, holding him in a damn near chokehold. Kakashi takes in the crowd of people, lingering on Naruto before landing on you and your son.

“Daddy!”

And with that, Kakashi is ripping himself away from his friend to duck down and snatch his son up in his grasp. Your lips tug upwards as you watch him listen intently to everything his son has got to say. Little chubby hands moving in all directions, Kakashi’s head nodding along. You straighten up when his gaze snaps to you over the toddler’s head, an eyebrow raised. You’ve no idea what your son could have said. Slowly he moves over to you. One arm holding the small boy and the other wrapping around you, pulling you in as closely as he can.

“Happy birthday,” you whisper.

He only hums before resting his forehead on yours.

“Kakashi Sensei!” Naruto practically yells. “Great party, huh! Are you surprised?”

“Naruto,” Sakura scolds before smiling at the both of you. “Happy birthday, Kakashi Sensei.”

“I—”

“Just let them love you.”

His eyes flash to yours.

“Just let everyone here, just for tonight, love you. Let them show you how much they appreciate you and need you in their life. Please, Kashi.”

He sighs before nodding. Leaning down he lets your son go to run wild. The both of you watching as he heads straight back for Naruto. You don’t miss Kakashi’s smile.

“You’re all terrible secret keepers, by the way. I don’t know how half of you are shinobi.”

“I figured you’d indulge your wife.”

He steps closer, mouth to your ear. “Until my dying breath.”

You huff. “Don’t tease, it’s mean.”

“How long will this party last?”

Your hand balls up the shirt under his vest. “Until you throw Gai or Naruto out, I’d say.”

Kakashi deflates at that. But like he said, he’d indulge you. You move behind him like a shadow as he talks amongst everyone. If there is ever a day to celebrate Kakashi it is his birthday. While attention makes him uncomfortable, his hand rubs bashfully at the back of his neck. You know deep down he’s grateful. For you, for his students, for his friends. Everyone that he calls family.

Everyone is here for him. Kakashi, the copy ninja, their Sensei, Lord sixth. To celebrate the man that he is. But you, you’d celebrate him all the time if you could.

Familiar little squeals grab your attention. Both you and Kakashi look to see Naruto blowing raspberries on your child’s belly.

You know what your husband thinks. That you’ve already given him the greatest gift. But you can’t help wondering how he’ll feel about another set of feet running around soon enough.

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tobiramamonmari29 · 2 months

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external point of view:

Kakashi: Be nice to Daddy.

Naruto feels his shyness fade and lets himself be carried away. He smiles kindly at Kakashi and responds in a warm voice:

Naruto: Of course, Kakashi. I mean Daddy I would be nice. her voice is tinged with a slight cute shyness, but also a desire.

Kakashi: Call me Daddy again.

Naruto: Okay, kakashi... Daddy, Naruto replies in a warm but a little shy voice.

Kakashi: So how much do you like Daddy?

Naruto smiled shyly, blushing slightly.

Naruto: I love you so much, Daddy. You are someone special to me and I am ready to show you all my love and devotion. he expresses his affection for Kakashi, trying to live up to his expectations while remaining true to himself.

Kakashi: Ah on your knees for Daddy.

Naruto feels a little nervous, but he obeys Kakashi's request. He slowly kneels in front of him, bowing his head.

kakashi: Come on, take care of me.

Naruto blushes intensely when he sees Kakashi's erection, but he remembers his role as an obedient boy. he slowly approaches him, hands trembling, and gently takes Kakashi's cock between his fingers.

naruto: Of course, Daddy... I'll take care of you as you want, he whispers in a soft voice before carefully initiating caresses to satisfy Kakashi's desires.

Kakashi: Daddy is proud of you, you are so cute and obedient Naruto. he gently ran his hand through his tousled blonde hair.

A slight smile appears on Naruto's face as Kakashi shows him pride and tenderness. he enjoys the feel of Kakashi's hand in his hair.

Naruto: Thanks Daddy. I want to make you happy, replies the blond

in a soft voice, a slight blush coloring her cheeks with shyness.

Kakahsi: Really? You are a good boy.

Naruto: Yes Daddy. I'll do my best to be the best boy for you, Naruto replies, trying to contain his embarrassment while responding humbly to Kakashi.

kakashi: open your mouth, pretty boy deserves a reward.

Naruto feels both embarrassed and excited by Kakashi's direct request. he slowly opens his mouth, ready to satisfy his partner's desires, while keeping in mind the rules of consent. he eagerly awaits Kakashi's next directive.

Kakashi moaned as he felt Naruto's mouth wrap around his cock. Naruto maintains a gentle, steady suck, seeking to bring pleasure and satisfaction to Kakashi. his own heart beats rapidly as he focuses on the task at hand, his senses awakening to Kakashi's reactions. » he continues cautiously, wanting to give Kakashi the pleasure he seeks.

he swallows deeper, stretching his throat to allow for more intense penetration.he does his best to satisfy Kakashi's desires, seeking to give him intense pleasure. Between each deep throat, he lets out muffled moans, demonstrating both his own sensations and his desire to please his daddy.

he continues his sucking while varying the pace and depth, seeking to excel in his role and give Kakashi unforgettable pleasure. Her movements are full of adoration and engagement, her own moans expressing her eagerness to meet Kakashi's demands.

kakashi: Daddy, go cum in your mouth, do you want Daddy to cum in your mouth?

Naruto blushes immensely upon hearing Kakashi's request, but he does his best to answer it with devotion.

naruto: Yes, Daddy... I want you to cum in my mouth, he whispers, intensifying his caresses to plunge Kakashi into intense pleasure. His voice trembles slightly, his own senses gripped by a mixture of excitement and shyness.

kakashi: You're a good boy, Naruto. He said as he ran his foot against Naruto's erection.

Naruto moaned softly as he felt Kakashi's foot against his erection, reacting to the stimulation as he continued to give Kakashi his own pleasure.

naruto: Thanks Daddy... I'll do whatever you want, he whispers between deep throats, his own feelings intensifying at Kakashi's actions.

Kakashi: My big baby is so cute between my thighs.

Naruto: Aah...daddy... Naruto moaned, his cheeks turning even redder. he feels both embarrassed and delighted by Kakashi's words. His own arousal soars as he continues to bring satisfaction and pleasure to Kakashi.

Kakashi: My big baby, you're going to cum in your pants.

Naruto groaned at the words, feeling a mixture of embarrassment and excitement. He lets out a choked sigh, feeling his own desire rising quickly.

“Yes, Daddy,” he murmurs, letting himself be carried away by the intense sensations that invade him. his hands continue to stroke Kakashi's erection, seeking to satisfy him as much as possible.

Kakashi: Baby, come back in my mouth, I'm going to cum.

naruto obeys everything while seeking to satisfy Kakashi. he swallows quickly, feeling a wave of intense sensations as Kakashi reaches his climax. He moaned softly, letting his own emotions take over. after a while, he stands up, satisfied that he was able to grant Kakashi's wishes.

Kakashi: Open your mouth, show Daddy if you swallowed everything.

Naruto: Yes, Daddy, the blond whispers, obeying Kakashi's request. he opens his mouth to show Kakashi that he swallowed everything as directed, hoping he accomplished his task well.

Kakashi inserted two fingers into Naruto's mouth making him moan, while his long pale fingers explored his boyfriend's mouth. Naruto moaned under the exploration of Kakashi's fingers, his own cheeks growing redder and redder. he lets Kakashi guide him, expressing his own arousal through muffled moans, his senses still aroused by the shared intimacy.

kakashi: Mhhh~ He removed his fingers before grabbing Naruto's chin. leaving the sperm stuck along the blonde's step. Did you come in pants like Daddy asked you?

Naruto gasps slightly when he feels Kakashi's hand on his chin, his face tinted red as he hesitantly responds:

naruto: Yes, Daddy... I came in pants for you. the drool on his jaw testifies to the intensity of their exchange, reminding him even more vividly of the satisfaction he found in obeying Kakashi's desires. his underwear and pants stained with his own cum don'tbothered him more once he saw that Kakashi seemed pleased with himself.forgetting a little his embarrassment.

Kakashi: You were a good boy, you deserve a reward. Ask Daddy what you want.

Naruto smiled shyly, delighted to have been recognized as a good boy by his daddy. His eyes light up with impatience as he whispers softly:

naruto: Daddy, can I ask you to take me in your arms and hold me tight. Nothing would make me happier than to feel your love and tenderness.

Kakashi: Of course my big baby, come on Daddy's lap.

Naruto blushes even more, but he can't help but smile happily at Kakashi's proposal. he moves slowly to find himself on his lover's lap, snuggling happily against him. he feels cherished and loved, in Kakashi's protective arms, and he knows he is exactly where he wants to be.

Kakashi: Now you're a good boy, he said, stroking Naruto's hair. Daddy is proud of you, you were so good, so gentle and obedient. he lifted Naruto's face and kissed him tenderly. Daddy will take good care of you, you deserve it.

Naruto closes his eyes, letting himself be lulled by Kakashi's sweet words and the caresses of his hair. He feels fulfilled, loved and appreciated. Kakashi's tender kiss fills his heart with happiness and he returns it with all the tenderness he feels.

Naruto: Thanks Daddy... I love you so much, he whispers, hanging on Kakashi's every word and gesture, knowing he's in good hands.

Kakashi: I love you too, my big baby. come and rest next to Daddy, I will watch over you, sleep with peace of mind.

Naruto snuggled comfortably against kakahsi, feeling safe and cherished. He closes his eyes with a peaceful smile, moved by his lover's words. the warmth of Kakashi's embrace soothes him, and soon he falls asleep, knowing that he is loved and protected. he never thought he felt so loved, deep down he loved being Kakashi's big baby.

END.

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narutogwriting · 2 years

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Naruto Boys + Making You Cum

Wants to make you cum, does make you cum multiple times, doesn’t stop until you’re squirming with overstimulation around his fingers, tongue, dick whatever gets the job done: Kiba; Rock Lee; Guy; Kankuro

Wants to make you cum, intends to make you cum, gets to turned on, wants to get his dick wet, ends up chasing his own high: Naruto; Choji; Iruka; Gaara

Doesn’t care about making you cum, wants his dick wet, pounds into your cunt so ruthlessly that it makes you spasm and cum around him anyways: Kakashi, Sasuke; Shino

Doesn’t want you to cum, intent on making sure you don’t cum, will purposefully pull out of you when he knows you’re close, will use your mouth and paint your face or mouth with his seed, leaving you clenching around nothing: Asuma; Shikamaru; Neji; Genma

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sporadicearthquakelove · 1 year

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Luscious Thoughts

His charcoal black eyes were following all her movements. The way she swings her hips, arches her back, shakes her booty without any care. He knows that what he is doing is wrong as hell, damn it can even be considered illegal but damn his hormones and her beauty. He just can't stop staring at her. Her beauty Mesmerises him every time. She was wearing a really tight and short dress. She is simply breath Taking. I just can't take my eyes off her

Kakashi to himself- i don't know if she is doing this purposefully but whatever it is i just can't take my eyes off her. She is making things hard and difficult for me.

He keeps staring at her, uff her slender neck. He wants to kiss her neck and leave his marks on her . By now he has already started imagining scenarios where he pushes her on his bed. Her dress lying on his floor, he has to stop. He is worried he will be in trouble if he doesn't stop now. He gets up and starts walking towards the exit but just for the last time he turned back to look at her. She wasn't on the dance floor with her friends, she disappeared from the crowd. He starts looking here and there. Suddenly someone taps on his shoulder

"Are you looking for me".

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Kon'nichiwa min'na!

Here is my new os well not actually os i will make it a two shot. I hope you guys like it. It's been a while since i wrote anything, i hope it won't disappoint you guys. Again please ignore any grammatical mistakes and............ Enjoy!

P. S the model in the picture is Kendall Jenner.

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chocoleopard · 10 months

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Naruto Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Hatake Kakashi/Uzumaki Naruto Characters: Hatake Kakashi, Uzumaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura, Inuzuka Kiba, Nara Shikamaru, Sai (Naruto) Additional Tags: Short One Shot, Fluff, Alcohol, Drunken Confessions, Awkwardness, Secrets, Humor, naruto's just a little dude, Idiots in Love, Happy Ending, Mutual Pining, kind of Summary:

Naruto drunkenly admits to a little secret he's had on his mind for a while.

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akamikazae · 1 year

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Day 31: Halloween Costume I was gonna write a tiny lil one shot but I just didn’t get around to it so here's the bullet points ! (also Sasuke is 8 in this Au)

-The Academy is having a halloween party

-Sasuke brings home the flier and gives it to Kakashi. Akami looks at it later and says A:"Oh, does he want us to do this?" K:"Mhh he said it was stupid." A:"So he probably wants us to do it with him then" K:"Yeah" (because when Sasuke really hates something he's indifferent to it)

-Sasuke really likes Batman, specifically 'the Dark Knight' batman, its pretty self explanatory and when Kami-chan tells him he'd make the coolest batman he is sold

-They make his costume and he loves it more because it's bits and pieces of their stuff. Kakashi's old belt spray painted yellow, Akami's cloak cut an sewn into a cape, etc.

-They dress up with him as a surprise

-Kakashi was offended when Akami suggested he be Scarecrow from 'Batman Begins', she thought it'd be funny, but he thinks it's mean she wants to put a bag on his head

-They went with Bane instead for more obvious reasons, and Akami finally found a use for the green jumpsuit Gai gave her years ago so she can be poison ivy.

-They go to the Academy's party and then supervise the chaos that is Sasuke, Naruto and Sakura competing for who can get the most candy while trick or treating. Sakura wins

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pupkashi · 10 months

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thinking about jealous!kakashi who hates seeing other people flirt with his partner.

jealous!kakashi who is seeing red the moment you give the person even a semblance of a smile, already making his way across the room in large strides, the cup in his hands being placed roughly down on the nearest surface as he makes his way to you.

he makes his presence known quickly, clearing his throat and snaking an arm around your waist, not even bothering to hide the look on his face.

“this is kakashi! my boyfriend” you smile, looking up at the taller man and noticing immediately how pissed off he looked.

“boyfriend?” the other person says, giving him a once over.

only an idiot would try and flirt with you some more after taking a look at kakashi. his eyes were slightly narrowed and brows furrowed a bit, his arm that wasn’t wrapped around you was flexing a bit, due to the fist his hand was forming.

kakashi rolled his eyes as they said something stupid and turned to leave, letting out a huff when you turned to look at him.

“did you really have to come over here looking like you were gonna bite his head off?” your tone was serious, but there was a smile creeping onto your face.

kakashi couldn’t stop the heat rising in his cheeks, his ears beyond red as he runs his hand through his floppy hair, “you expect me to watch my partner get chatted up and do nothing?” one brow lifting and you smile, leaning into his side and walking out into the fresh air.

“y’know i can handle myself kashi” you state, intertwining your fingers with his as you two head home.

“i know, just don’t want you to worry about that when I’m around” he quips, placing a kiss to the top of your head.

jealous!kakashi who as soon as you step foot in your home has you backed against a wall, making out with you until you’re pulling away, struggling to breathe. he’s smiling down at you, loving the way your nose twitches because of the silver hair tickling it. only giving you a couple seconds to catch your breath before he’s crashing his lips back onto yours, making your legs wrap around his waist and carrying you to bed.

jealous!kakashi who’s sure to leave a just barely visible mark on your neck, so on the off chance you see that person again, they know you’re only his.

#not proofread + wrote this in like 40 mins sawwryyy #kakashi brainrot so Bad #send me reqs for him plzplzplzplz #hatake kakashi x reader #hatake kakashi drabble #hatake kakashi imagine #hatake kakashi one shot #kakashi hatake drabble #kakashi hatake x reader #this isn’t fluff is it ?#jealous!kakashi

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shikabootay · 7 months

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Chef's Kiss Sneak Peak!

I don't know why I came up with what I did, just that I thought "Wouldn't it be nice if I came home to someone cooking dinner for me?" So That plus the shenanigans that KakaSaku could bring. Chef's Kiss by me, Shikabootay. Fandon: Naruto Ship: KakaSaku Warning: Naked Kakashi, Naked cooking

Sakura was contemplating on whether or not she would go and get something to eat since it took her all day to get home. As the sun set, she decided to eat some of the anmitsu she had at home waiting for her. She got to the door of her apartment when she noticed someone was inside. She heard footsteps and it worried her. Grabbing her kunai, she quickly walked into the apartment to see Kakashi there in nothing but an apron covering his privates and his mask over his mouth. She put her kunai back and sighed. “Makes sense. You had a shadow clone at the office, didn’t you?” Kakashi smiled and waved before nodding. “Maa, Sakura-chan. I don’t see you attacking your dear old sensei. I’ve been here cooking but yes, I have a shadow clone at the office right now. I just wanted to cook for you before you came home, but it's obvious you’re here a little early. That’s okay. I just hope it was a surprise.”

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djappleblush · 1 year

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Agitated

Another KakaSaku one shot because why the hell not? -----------------------------------------------------------------------------

While out eating dinner, Kakashi noticed that Sakura was too quiet even while Naruto, Shikamaru, and Kiba were bantering loudly across the table.

Sakura was not even eating her food. She was just pushing bits and pieces of meat around her plate, looking detached and uninterested despite the food being her absolute favorite. Kakashi was suddenly tense, and it doubled over when he saw Sakura look up and then silently stood before slipping away unnoticed by everyone, except him.

He waited a few minutes before deftly following after her.

Outside, Kakashi found Sakura standing on the small bridge that arched over a tiny stream. She was frowning and looking as though she was in deep thought.

Slowly, Kakashi made his way to her, having this strong urge to comfort her. He didn't mean to, but Sakura was startled when Kakashi finally spoke from behind.

The Copy-nin didn't beat around the bush and asked her straight on what was bothering her. At first Sakura appeared apprehensive, almost embarrassed. But Kakashi was gentle, coaxing, and persistent. Finally, Sakura relented.

"Kakashi-sensei, I really... I mean there's this boy that I'm seeing... and he was... well, he wanted us to..."

Kakashi watched Sakura's face turn redder with growing anxiety. In the back of his head, he already had a hunch of where this was going, and he could already feel something sinister stir within him.

Sakura gazed at him before looking away again as she fumbled for words. With a deep, steadying breath she murmured, "Sensei, I like this guy, I do. But I'm not... I don't want to be just his... his one night stand."

Sakura's voice had dropped so low that normal people would have had no chance of hearing. But with Kakashi's extraordinary hearing, the words were not lost to him. In fact, to the Copy-nin, they sounded as clear as though Sakura had spoken them directly into his ear.

Kakashi's reaction was immediate.

He felt his fingers curl into tight fists, his chest constricting with mixed shock and anger, and he could even feel his covered sharingan eye swirling behind its confines.

He was feeling these emotions for a variety of reasons. One would be that Sakura's statement had suddenly opened up his eyes that his once childish ex-student was no longer a child, but a young woman. Proof of that was this sleazy scumbag trying to bed her, and he was not in any way or form prepared to accept the fact that Sakura was now grown. Another reason would be that he hated seeing how distressed Sakura looked. There was no question in his mind that she was as appalled as he was to know that someone wants her in his bed, and not even permanently within the honorable standard, but just for one night as though Sakura was some loose woman. A third reason would be Kakashi being angry at himself for not looking after her as well as he should have.

Trying to control his emotions, Kakashi made his way to Sakura until he was right in front of her. Very gently, he placed a finger on her chin and tilted her face up so he could look into her eyes.

While his eyes were full of controlled rage, hers were filled with confusion and hurt. It was all he could do not to crush her in his arms and soothe all her worries away. Something told him it was a bit overboard, but for the moment he ignored it. Nothing was important but to make Sakura feel well again.

"Sakura, you don't have to be his one night stand, whoever the hell he is, or anybody else's for that matter. You know that, right?"

Sakura swallowed and sniffed, the corner of her eyes were suspiciously moist. "I know, sensei. But he made me feel so... wanted. I've never felt that way before, not even with Sasuke, ever. It was... it actually felt... good."

Kakashi's eyes darkened. "And what did he say? That since he's being so good to you and treating you right, you should return the favor?" He asked bluntly, his tone curt.

Ashamed, Sakura bit her lip. She wanted to bow her head again, to hide from his piercing gaze, but his finger under her chin prevented her from doing so. Instead, Sakura could only avert her eyes and slowly nod her head.

Kakashi hissed something under his breath, something Sakura didn't catch. As she finally had the courage to stare at her ex-sensei, she was suddenly struck at how serious Kakashi looked at that moment. She never thought he'd take her plight seriously, but one look at him was enough to convince Sakura that Kakashi was as invested as she was in this dilemma, maybe even more so. And that only added to her confusion. She never expected him to react so strongly, as though he cared for her deeply.

Something tugged at her heart at her last train of thought. Did Kakashi really care about her?

"This guy," Kakashi said through gritted teeth. "Do I know him?" Kami, Kakashi thought. What if he did know the guy? What if it was one of Konoha's teams? He couldn't imagine beating someone he knew to a pulp, but if it was for Sakura, he wouldn't mind getting even. In fact, just thinking that it was one of their own that propositioned Sakura like a prostitute was more than enough of a conviction Kakashi needed.

Sakura was watching Kakashi closely. Something in his voice sounded dangerous; ominous. She had never heard of that from Kakashi before. She was suddenly afraid to answer. Now she was finally aware of how his eyes had darkened and how she could feel his rage radiating off his body in waves. She became afraid to say anything lest she push him over the edge.

She didn't want to put him in trouble, or compromise his position as a respected ninja. She should have known better than let him know of her stupid problem. She was being a burden again, and Sakura wanted to hit herself repeatedly in the head.

As though reading her mind, Kakashi let her chin go, but only to grasp both of her shoulders and make her face him fully while bending his body to her level so his one visible eye remained locked on hers.

"I need to know who this guy is, Sakura," Kakashi said earnestly. "I promise I won't mindlessly hunt him and kill him." He added jokingly after seeing the look on her face, but Sakura was not fooled.

"Sensei, just forget about him." Sakura said weakly, knowing full well Kakashi wouldn't listen. If there was something she knew about her ex-sensei for certain, it was the fact that he was as stubborn as an ox.

Kakashi only stared at her, silently. Surprisingly not being pushy. It made her more nervous than when he would have insisted on knowing. Silence on the Copy-nin was never a good thing, because it can only mean one of two things: He had given up, or he had already planned something out.

By the way Kakashi gave him a small smile, she knew it was the latter.

Sakura's eyes widen at that. Oh, kami, no. What have I done?

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deebris · 1 year

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Melancholy

Kakashi Hatake x wife reader

Synopsis: You and Kakashi were never passionate, but you got married and developed an affection for each other. You had two children together and your life was peaceful. But a single winter night destroyed you two forever.

Warnings: trauma, misscariage, blood.

Words: 3.5k

Observation: part II here.

Kakashi Hatake is a good man. A skilled ninja, with an exemplary character and an admirable reputation. That was enough for you. You never demanded he be a loving husband, his calm and patient nature was already a huge comfort in your 9 years of marriage.

Many women weren't as lucky as you were. Some poor women suffered at the mercy of violent and cruel men. But few others were much luckier than you and were blessed with a marriage filled with passion and warmth.

You were fine with the way things were. You lived in squalor and Kakashi gave you a home, you had no dreams and he gave you purpose. He graced you with two wonderful children, and you repaid him by taking care of him and being a good wife. You never wanted to be a ninja, but in the midst of poverty this was the only thing that got you a little bit of money. He was a stoic man most of the time, and he wasn't a father who showed much affection with words either, but he had action. He was always there for you and the kids.

You two loved each other, that's for sure. It was impossible not to grow fond of someone like him after years of marriage. Coexistence created a bond between you. But it was never passion. Your relationship with him didn't take off because of passion, which never existed. To be clear, it just wasn't reciprocated. You were head over heels for the man, but he wasn't.

"I made dinner earlier today, I hope the food is to your liking." You said receiving him after hearing his voice announcing that he was home. You noticed the deep circles under his eyes, the day had obviously been exhausting. Being Hokage was difficult, there was a lot of responsibility in his hands. He had already mentioned to you his desire to pass the position on to someone else. Everything indicated that the next Hokage would be Naruto, the boy deserved it after everything he went through to get the title.

"Thank you. Your food is always good, don't worry." Little affirmations like that cheered you up, although you never let on too much contentment so as not to make him uncomfortable. Kakashi didn't handle affection well.

You immediately returned to the kitchen and placed a plate for him on the table. As soon as he finished taking off his shoes at the entrance, he went into the kitchen to wash his hands and sat down, waiting for you to sit down with him so he could start helping himself.

"Where are the boys?" He asked you, finally finding the silence in the house strange. The kids always jumped on him as soon as he walked through the door.

"Katsuo is feeling bad today. He had a bit of a fever, so I put him to bed to rest."

"Is that why you made dinner early?"

"Yes" You gave him a slight smile as you also sat down at the table and helped yourself along with Kakashi.

"But what about Kenji? Where is he?"

"Hinata took him, he and Boruto wanted to watch a TV show together tonight." You were a little nervous about revealing this to him, as you had forgotten to let him know that his son was going to his friend's house. When Hinata showed up at your door this afternoon to take Kenji away, you felt silly, but you let the boy go. You gave your word that he would go to their house. Kakashi was very worried about his children, always wanting to know what they were doing, where they were and who they were with. But it was Naruto and Hinata's house, everything was fine and you would deal with your husband later.

"I'm sorry for not letting you know, I just forgot to-"

"All good." He said it simply. Kakashi trusted Hinata, unfortunately he couldn't say the same about Naruto taking care of a child. It wasn't as if the son was in a stranger's house.

You and Kakashi were married shortly after the Ninja War in a simple ceremony. You met him in the preparations for battle. He found you a beautiful, intelligent and good-natured woman. You went out a few times and got closer. Coming from a very poor village with no family to go back to, you wanted to settle down in Konoha. And thanks to your contribution as a ninja, you were more than welcome. At first neither of you thought your dates could result in marriage, but you both saw that it would be a good thing. It was convenient.

You expressed your feelings to Kakashi after a while. He was sincere and said that he wasn't in love, but that he saw you as a good person, that he admired you, and that he wouldn't mind getting into a relationship with you. You should have been sad, but you felt hope. Maybe you could make him fall in love with you over time. But these days, you're pretty sure you never made it happen.

"Thanks for the meal." He told you as soon as he finished eating and put his plate in the sink. "I'm going to sleep now, I'll wait for you in the room."

"No need to wait up for me, you look tired." He looked you briefly in the eye and nodded as he walked up the stairs. Really a man of few words, you thought.

Kakashi checked on Katsuo when he got upstairs before going to bed. He placed his hand on the boy's forehead and saw that he had a very high temperature. His breathing was also hampered, making it take a lot of effort to pull air in and out of his lungs. He adjusted the blanket a little and smoothed the boy's hair, white like his and his younger brother's. Kakashi's genes were definitely dominant, but the eyes were still yours.

He turned his thoughts from his son to you. It was common for Kakashi to think about his wife during the day. He wondered how you were doing, maybe the boys were too much trouble. He was strict with his children when they threw a tantrum or disrespected you, he would not accept any kind of bad behavior from them towards you. Although you sometimes covered up their bad creations out of pity for their cute faces.

You are a good mother and a good wife.

When you finished cleaning the kitchen, you went to your shared room to sleep and finish the day. You opened the door carefully so as not to make any noise, figuring that Kakashi must be sleeping. You took a shower to remove the unpleasant onion smell from your body. You put on a satin nightgown and lay down on your side of the bed slowly so as not to wake your husband. But Kakashi moved as soon as you laid your head on the pillow. He hugged you from behind and buried his head in the crook of your neck.

"You smell good." He said after a few minutes in silence enjoying the new scent the floral soap gave you.

"Thanks." You said placing your hand on top of his which rested lazily on your belly. You didn't dare say or do anything more and just appreciated his rare gesture. It wasn't common for Kakashi to hug you, let alone hug you in your sleep, although he always said when he thought you were pretty on occasion. But on strenuous days, it was notorious that he got a little clingy on you at bedtime. Like a child clutching his teddy bear to ward off the fears of the night. He said nothing more than the brief comment about how good you smelled and drifted off to sleep.

You had been debating with yourself for a few days now about how you were going to tell Kakashi that you were pregnant for the third time. You have noticed your intense mood swings, becoming more emotionally sensitive. Nausea would come and go, and since your husband was working all day, it would be hard for him to notice any change in your behavior. You weren't gaining weight yet, but cravings for certain foods had already kicked in, plus your breasts were starting to feel sore and slightly larger.

You planned two children when you got married, a boy and a girl. Well, two boys came, but you two didn't care, because you were happy with the children you had. A third wouldn't be a problem for you, but maybe it would be for him. It was stupid to be afraid to say something like that, you two were an adult couple not teenage sweethearts. Now would have been a perfect time to tell if he wasn't so fatigued. A week from now it would be Katsuo's 8th birthday and you didn't want to take away your firstborn's special moment with the news of another child. So maybe it would be better to wait a little longer, then you would tell.

Katsuo was angry when he found out that you were pregnant with Kenji. He was only 3 years old at the time, how could a boy be so aware of his age as to be jealous of his parents? Pregnancy hormones made Katsuo's attitude hit you harder than it normally would. You were worried, imagining that he wouldn't accept his brother, but Kakashi assured you that afterwards he would be excited about the idea of being a big brother. And he was absolutely right.

You couldn't sleep, it was already 2am and you just couldn't fall asleep. Then you can get up to check on your son who was sick in the next room. You thought your insomnia was related to worries about your newfound pregnancy, but as soon as you sat up in bed ready to get up, you felt warm liquid leak between your legs.

You lifted the hem of your nightgown to see a dark stain spread across your thighs and sheets. But how? You couldn't be menstruating, you were sure you were pregnant. Was it all psychological? You had all the symptoms. You weren't feeling any pain, it couldn't be a miscarriage, could it? You didn't really know how these things worked, or why they happened, but you were aware that before 3 months there was a risk. But there was no pain, it should hurt if it did, right?

You immediately burst into tears not understanding what was happening to your body and you shook your sleeping husband for help.

"What happened?" He carried himself drunk with sleep and worried at the desperate tone in your voice. His fears soon led him to think of Katsuo, who perhaps had deteriorated due to the bad situation he was in when Kakashi visited him in his room.

"Kakashi-" you stumbled over the words, not knowing what you were going to say. What needed to be said? What if it was just your time of the month coming up? But there was so much blood, and this had never happened to you. He didn't even know you were pregnant, how to throw all that at him at once?

Not knowing how to express yourself properly, you just turned on the bedside table lamp and showed him the stain. Kakashi saw it and froze in shock. The scene was unpleasant. You crying frantically and the red stain underneath you only made everything darker.

"What is wrong?"

"I-I…" You started moving your hands nervously gripping the dirty sheets, further staining your fingers with the sticky liquid.

He decided not to waste any more time. He gave up waiting for an explanation from you and took you to the bathroom. You wouldn't be able to say anything with the panic taking over your nervous system.

"Do you need medicine?" Kakashi asked you for guidance. He didn't know what to do, damn it, he didn't even understand the situation right. You didn't answer but he insisted "Do I have to take you to the hospital?"

You just nodded your head quickly after his last question.

"Take me to the hospital." you said clinging to his arms. He gently let go of you as he walked back into the room,

He went to put something on and as he hurriedly put on his shirt he called Naruto asking if he could come watch over Katsuo. He got you a set of clean clothes, but you refused and just accepted that he dressed you in a long coat. In Kakashi's head everything was in slow motion, but it only took him 7 minutes to do everything and get you to the hospital

Arriving there you demanded that Sakura assist you, Kakashi knew that she was on duty today keeping an eye on some jounins who were injured on a mission two days ago, so the nurses quickly went to call the woman seeing that it was the Hokage himself who was asking, or rather, ordering.

How could this be happening? you wondered. You were a healthy woman, you always took care of your food and kept in good shape. You were concerned about your well-being.

After half an hour, Sakura confirmed that you were indeed pregnant. It was, in the past.

Even though she explained to you that this could happen, that it was normal, you couldn't accept it. You couldn't care less about how Kakashi was reacting to the news. All you could think about was your little baby, who would never see the world. You think you've never felt such a pain in your heart, loneliness and sadness dominated your mind. So that was what grief was like. You had never become attached to someone to the point of mourning their death. But you already loved your child, you still love. Why did life take your baby away from you?

Kakashi wanted to be selfish and suffer alone after the crushing news. But you didn't look well, either physically or emotionally. You were blaming yourself for what happened, he knew that.

"But I take care of myself and I've had two healthy pregnancies. I barely have cramps when I'm-"

"Y/n-senpai, these things happen regardless of us. It's our body working, and we can't consciously stop it." Sakura tried to get it through your head, to see if it comforted you, but the sadness of a mother who lost her child wasn't easy to deal with. You shut up, which made Kakashi take matters into his own hands. Sakura explained what was needed for you to recover physically, and she emphasized that you might need some psychological support.

"Kakashi-sama, are you okay?" Sakura asked quietly just for him to hear, the woman noticed his melancholy state.

The truth was, Kakashi was broken inside. More broken than ever. Finding out he was going to have a child and losing the baby within such a short time shook him. But he just maintained a calm pose and thanked his former student. Sakura gave you some painkillers, cleaned up what your body had put out, and promised to visit you at home during your recovery, but for now you would spend the night under observation and being cleaned up.

Kakashi worried about his two young children. They were with Naruto and Hinata now, but he couldn't get the bad feeling out of him. He imagined losing the two boys, and tried to push the dark images out of his head. While he didn't know how to act to make you feel better, you cried and cried. It hit you both hard. Neither of you two have spoken directly to each other yet.

When you returned home the other morning, Kakashi felt guilty. He needed to work, but how could he after tonight? He tormented himself for a while and decided to leave things in his counselor's hands for the day. You saw Hinata giving Katsuo soup and Kenji on the sofa playing. The youngest was excited by the arrival of his parents and ran to jump on your lap. But Kakashi was quick to catch him in his arms before he jumped on you.

"Daddy!" The boy yelled in surprise at Kakashi's sudden attitude. He rested one small arm on his father's shoulder and looked at you. "Mommy!"

"Hi, little angel." You tried to make a happy face for him and planted a kiss on his cheek. You were feeling weak and dizzy. You wanted to feel pain just to distract yourself from sad emotions, but painkillers still did not allow you to suffer physically. Perhaps being in pain eased the mental suffering, perhaps made it worse. You didn't know right.

You thanked Hinata for looking out for the boys, and asked her to tell Naruto that you were also grateful for his help. Kakashi walked with her to the door while still holding Kenji. Both waving her goodbye.

"If you need help, or anything else, don't hesitate to ask. Sakura informed me, I'm sorry for you." She said before walking away.

You looked away from the door to a still sick Katsuo sitting at the table, the soup was almost finished and you started to feel worse than you already did. You had lost a child, you were a horrible mother, and meanwhile your other little boy was sick and you weren't there to take care of him. You couldn't take care of any of your children properly. If you had been more careful, Katsuo never would have gotten sick. He would be fine.

You began to feel a terrible fear of losing yet another child. You feared that his illness would get worse and take him away from you too. Was Kakashi feeling how you felt?

You went to him and hugged him tightly, shedding tears for the thousandth time.

"Sorry mom, my love." The boy didn't understand your apology, but he hugged you back anyway. "I won't leave you again." You tightened the hug leaving the boy scared.

"Mom, why are you sad?"

"I'm sad because I was away from you, that's all." you kissed his hair brushed a few strands off his forehead "I missed you."

"But you saw me yesterday, Mommy." he let out a cute little laugh, typical of a child.

"What about me, Mom? Did you miss me too?" Kenji slipped off his father's lap and placed him in the middle of the hug. Kakashi watched his interaction with the boys silently at the entrance to the kitchen.

"I missed you very, very much." You said finally showing some fun grabbing your youngest. Kakashi saw that his children did you good, it improved your mood a little. Though he had thought the boys might overwhelm you, they eased your pain. So he thought he could finally suffer his way while the children comforted you.

Kakashi went upstairs and locked himself in the bathroom in the room you shared. He finally showed the sadness he was feeling to the walls of the cold room and started to cry. He tried to cry silently, stifling some of the sobs that came out of his mouth with his hand. His legs gave out and he slid down the wall until he was in a crouch. Kakashi started to feel his chest get tight and he forgot how to breathe. He tried to scream and no sound came out.

No, not now.

He couldn't have a anxiety attack right now, locked in the bathroom. And he didn't want you to have to come to his rescue, you didn't need another problem to deal with. He forced himself to be calm and managed to breathe again, fast, but breathing. Her body begged for the air it was deprived of for a few seconds. He quickly unlocked the door and sloppily wiped away a few tears. He was going to come down to find you, he wasn't going to be able to be alone this time. He has dealt with many losses in his life, and in all of them he has suffered alone. But now he wanted his family.

He was going to go downstairs again, but he stopped abruptly in front of Kenji's open bedroom door. He saw you sitting on the floor watching the boy play. You should have put Katsuo to rest. You noticed his presence at the entrance to the bedroom and when you saw your husband's red eyes you somehow knew what had happened. You've caught Kakashi crying a few times, but he's never let you see much beyond a few tears. He always isolated himself when he was sad.

You got up and let your child play. When you entered the hallway, you carefully closed the door and immediately hugged Kakashi. He dropped his head onto your shoulders as you both cried. Your tears and his fell together in sync. Both grieving the loss of their son.

"I'm sorry" you said to him softly.

"No. It's not your fault." He lifted his head to look you in the eyes. Kakashi cupped his cheeks, wiping away the tears with his thumbs.

"We'll get over this, won't we?" You asked with hope contained in the words.

"We will." He leaned his forehead against yours as he closed his eyes. "You need to sleep."

You nodded, knowing he was right. "I love you so much" you declared giving him another hug, this time more intense, tighter. Kakashi kissed you on the side of your cheek, and you understood that this was his way of saying he loved you back.

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Kakashi Is-

bet you didn't expect this one. thanks to a dear friend for giving me this idea on demand late at night. have some kakashi going on his first date in over a decade and realizing he's kind of a loser.

Kakashi PoV 1,167 Words - SFW Unnamed side character w/o gender, meandering internal monologue, procrastination, mentions of wanting a family

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Kakashi is a legend. Or, at least that’s what he’s heard. From a thousand different mouths in a thousand different ways as they venerate their reluctant Hokage.

Kakashi is at peace. Or, at least he thinks he is. Retirement never looked good on him from the first day, and it only grows more ill-fitting as the days pass. Even as he dips back into the force of Konoha shinobi, there’s a quiet little ache that lingers when he rests his head for the evening, when the world grows too quiet to drown out thoughts that linger with stubborn resilience.

Kakashi is tired. Or, at least he’s supposed to be. A life spent running, fighting, learning, teaching, growing in different directions that might not have necessarily been the way he wanted to go? It’s enough to drive a man mad as middle age looms on the horizon. Frankly, Kakashi hadn’t been sure he’d make it this long. But he’d always been the stubborn sort, in his own way, and that single fact is what nags, and nags, and nags at him until he finally gives in.

Kakashi is… confused.

Confused not in a handful of small ways, but one large question mark comes into stark clarity when he really, truly sits down to gaze into the void of his unexplained ache, and it all but screams back at him the reason for its existence. It should have been obvious, but when your head is wrapped up in things that were, things that could have been, things that happened in the past you can’t quite let go of, you lose sight of what’s going on in the present.

Kakashi is lonely.

Sure, there are people around him that he knows would be there in a heartbeat. Gai, Naruto, Sakura… Sasuke, if he really needed it, which he decidedly does not, but the opportunity is there if he’s really in a pinch. But each one of those friendships lacks something that he’s caught on the wind before but never truly lets himself indulge in for fear of it consuming him.

And with great reluctance, not so unlike the way he approaches the hospital for his mandatory yearly examination as an active ninja, Kakashi steels himself and approaches the clerk of the book stand he haunts with hands in his pockets and an offer for dinner. And when there’s confusion in their eyes for a split second, Kakashi is well aware of what they’re unsure of - so he makes it clear.

“It would be a date, if you’re wondering.”

And to his surprise, they say yes.

Kakashi is panicked. Because said date is in a few hours, and he’s whittled away the day procrastinating getting himself presentable in favor of chewing his fingernails to the quick and rearranging his bookshelf in order of which ones brought him closest to tears. That lead to him rereading a few, just to verify his rankings, and now he’s red-eyed and staring himself down in the mirror.

Kakashi is aware that he looks like a train wreck. The mask only does so much, and the redness will go away by the time he’s meant to meet his potential paramour, but there’s still the matter of whether he should default to his uniform or at least ditch the vest. Should he comb his hair? Style it somehow?

It’s getting a little long, that much is for certain. A trim should fix things, certainly. Without his mask on, Kakashi is able to poke his tongue out in concentration as he works to line up the ends of his hair before using his shears to snip off just a single finger’s width from the very tip. It flutters down into his sink, ready for him to rinse it away and once again ignore the fact that doing this so often will cause problems for the plumbing.

A problem for another day, he supposes.

Okay. Wonderful. Looking sharp already. But this is his first date in… well over a decade. Sharp isn’t going to cut it. He needs to be a razor’s edge, absolutely irresistible. Unless this date doesn’t work out, then he doesn’t want to provide too much of a siren’s song, or he won’t be able to get rid of them.

Except he knows the clerk well enough at this point that he’d consider them loosely a friend. As friendly as one can get when selling porn to someone else, but that’s neither here nor there, Kakashi supposes. He’s made friends in weirder situations, and really, he counts it as a blessing that they’re well aware of his less-than-desirable literary consumption.

While standing in the middle of his apartment, it feels rather small. His bookshelf is in full view, displaying the fruits of his labor in perfectly aligned rows. Scratching his chin - freshly shaved, despite knowing full well the mask will stay on - Kakashi wonders if it’s in his best interest to hide some of the more lascivious ones to save face if he were to bring his date back here tonight.

And then he blinks slowly at shuriken-printed bedsheets on a twin bed, and he knows that if he’s tumbling into bed with the clerk tonight, it certainly won’t be here. Maybe it’s time to spring for a bigger place. Maybe with enough room for a partner, maybe some children-

Kakashi nips that thought process in the bud almost immediately. Even on a good day, he’s not interested in that sort of thing. But others are, and if he’s going to seriously make this foray into the dating scene - in his forties? Kakashi wants to laugh at himself - then he needs to take the wants and needs of his potential partner into consideration.

The likelihood of his date wanting a family is high, and while he’s not certain he’s father material, he could probably fake it for a while until it came naturally.

As he forgoes his vest and headband for the evening, Kakashi realizes that he has issues. Not for the first time in his life, but certainly not to this concerning degree where he hypothesizes a spouse and children when he hasn’t felt the touch of another in a romantic sense in ten years. The cart is in front of the horse, and it’s beginning to make its way down a steep incline. That’ll be a question for the second date, if his clerk is able to look past how much of a trainwreck he’s discovering himself to be and agree to go out again.

Save it, Kakashi chides himself as he pulls his shoes on, you’re making this weird. He truly is a lost cause if a bit of inadvertent celibacy is making his brain conjure images of a partner and children when he’s not even sure what his date’s favorite color is.

Later that evening, his date for the evening lifts their eyes to his hair and proclaims they’re rather fond of silver, and Kakashi decides that two children should be sufficient.

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