#grief is love with nowhere to go

[giveme30dollars]

The Woman and The Bird

#my art #celeste #celeste fanart #gods this one was bittersweet #grief is love with nowhere to go #and it can be so painful yet so catharthic to see that #madeline celeste #badeline #celeste farewell

[elwinged]

to love what is mortal—

unknown / @theblob1958 - the longevity of life and love / @birthmarkmike - A SELECTION FROM THE PRIVATE WORKS OF THE SEAFARER. / Dove Cameron on Instagram / Ellen Bass - The Thing Is / @deheerkonijn & @roselightfairy - rebuild your seawall (brick by brick) / Herbert Mason - Gilgamesh / @hhimringsideblog - The House That Fingon Built / The Haunting of Hill House (2018) / @clothonono - The Diver / @judas-redeemed / Anne Michaels - I Dreamed Again / Julia Gorst / Louise Glück - The Triumph of Achilles / unknown / Fred Chappell - Narcissus and Echo

happiest of happy birthdays, darling xiaohai! i love you a lot❤️

#userkalli #words #mutuals #kalli. #mythology #web weaving #love #grief is love with nowhere to go #silmarillion #tolkien #gilgamesh #narcissus and echo #*mine

[skinnymumblings]

If only you’d be here, i’d sing for you -the charm park

#dear cate #grief is love with nowhere to go #song lyrics can convey my thoughts more accurately than i ever could #the charm park

[insertsomthinawesome]

@priellan COME GET THE BOY!!! ✨

Some different ideas for how that could go down >:D And me picking something personally self indulgent again asdlfjsdLJSDGLDSJG I wanna see him with a Tangled rapunzel length hair braid... it would be so pretty...

#Trigun Stampede #Trigun Stampede Spoilers #Vash the stampede #vash trigun stampede #Isa's fanart #InsertSomthinAwesome #Isa doobles requests #May2023 #priellan #I'm not tagging date asdlfJSDLKGJSDLGJKSDG #i sat down and went. I am not going to out myself as a Somnium files enjoyer through trigun fanart #SDFKJSDLKGJSDGLSD I NEED TO REBLOG SOMETHING FIRST xD #admittedly that would've been funny tho #THis was some good fun :D #Let me know if you need a version without spoilers because I understand he was kinda outta nowhere asdkfJSLDGJSDLGSD #boy needs something to keep all that hair out of his face good GRIEF #Uh xion don't read the tags past this point because I'm rambling about somnium files nonsense WHEEZE #friend 1 talking about date: I love how proud he looks like he did it himself #friend 2: the last one tho Date's been giving pointers I see #Guys my friends are making Date out to be dadding Vash and I can't handle the wholesomeness of that thought #(he would tho) #Lore: Meryl did the third one WHEEZE #the mid head high tail #she did her best. but bless her she also has short hair and no idea how to manage it

[yea-baiyi]

someone just posted this quote and it just hit me that it wasn’t that nobody loved xie lian after knowing how far he’d fallen and everything he’d done. it was xie lian who was too terrified to lean on them and share what he was going through, or he tried and they didn’t have the full context to understand him, and it just made xie lian feel more alone which made him push them away even more. he had feng xin and mu qing the whole time and they never ever stopped loving him even when they saw him falter and fail. and it wasn’t that hua cheng was unique in loving him anyway but it was hua cheng that happened to be present for all of xie lian’s worst moments and none of it made him love xie lian any less, and hua cheng is not the exception to the rule but the proof that xie lian was always loveable and always deserving and always loved despite despite despite. and after finding hua cheng he opens his heart up to his friends once again and accepts their love back into his life when he had shut it all out for centuries. i am in TEARS rn when i said i can’t think about feng xin and mu qing this is one of the reasons why

#tgcf #tgcf meta #meta stuff #fengqing #xianle trio #yelling is a love language #idk i just came across something someone posted on twitter and saw this quote #and it just SENT ME #i still just cannot think about fengqing ok ok ok my asexual ass can’t handle it #they loved xie lian so much both of them did and they never stopped #all those arguments. hundreds of years of anger. all that rage just misplaced grief. which was just love with nowhere to go. #i am in TEARS over them

[pebbltree]

sometimes on twitter i see someone respond to techno’s “technoblade” tweet with just “ily” it’s one of those poems that doesn’t need to be written to me. the painted over star in the airbnb

#it's such a sweet thing #grief is love with nowhere to go and so on and so forth #i miss him #pebbl talks

[soracities]

"there's a place where you live in me forever, and the moving trucks never come" is one of the most fragile and raw lines I've read in a while. I cried. Thank you.

🤍🤍🤍🤍

#ask #Anonymous #what is grief but love with nowhere to go so you put it in a poem and hope #bless you anon. and thank you 🤍

[gothamstreetcat]

you guys, it really fucks me up how after everyone discovers lilah, the entire time wesley is just sitting there so melancholy. he's literally staring at lilah almost the entire time and the only thing that pulls him out of it was the suggestion of destroying her body at the notion that she would turn. all he knows at that point is that he just witnessed watching the love of his life die and he is so fucked up about it.

#i am literally trying so hard not to freak out right now #breathing deeply into my pillow because my aunt is living with me rn #i know it's blatant and the shots between him and her and so deliberate #but i am just so fucked up and it's late #and faith literally asks him what's wrong with him #and this is it #he's literally grieving the loss of his love #and what is grief but love with nowhere left to go? #an actual quote #i am work on my video! #angel (the series) #weslah #wesley wyndam pryce #lilah morgan

[small-strong-bookish-butch]

How I don't Know my siblings (or not in any way that matters) and both of them— and arguably, all three of us, me too— don't share much about their lives or feelings, how we're all each Adults With Jobs and have grown to be very separate people (from each other?)

And IDK if it's me or if it's who/how I am as a person, or if it's because I'm autistic and like, deeply crave connection with people who Actually Deeply Want to know me and Actively try to do that and reach out to me too

Or if it's just how my brain works + that I can't figure out a way to say "You recommended this new media to me and said I would like it, and it will take my brain 90 days of regular energy to even think about consuming it, so I most likely will never watch/listen to it, but it's not because I think you have bad taste in stuff, my brain simply does Not do that"

Like on some level it's like... I (the littles) deeply want to feel connections with them/connected to them or like there's this Deep Forever Familial Bond that a lot of allistic people/people with good relationships with their family seem to talk about

And then on a deeper level, it's like... (the protectors) but that's not realistic. And realistically, honestly, tangibly, etc, my relationships with both of them are like, fine. It's Fine™️. It's fine and it's neutral, or maybe slightly connected for a conversation, at best, and disconnected and lonely and painful at worst, and I'm just So Different than either of them

The most realistic feeling I have about either of them is that it feels like it wouldn't really matter at all if I didn't hear from them for several weeks/months/possibly years/etc

My therapist pointed out that maybe it's worth connecting with my brother, because even if it's not a deep connection this time, it could maybe lead to more connection or meaningful conversations in the future, which is a good point. But it's also... so much emotional energy and work for something that doesn't feel ?real? to me

All this is to say, I don't understand when people argue to keep relationships open (in the sense of not cutting them off) and talk regularly "because they're family", because like, I feel like I am doing that and it's still a lot of work and it feels like keeping connections with family just for the sake of being related by blood is actually a very bad reason if you don't really like the other people that much at all

(To be fair, my therapist did hear me out about this and said that it makes sense to also keep relationships with people who are actively wanting and trying to be in relationships with me.)

(My brain is just Stuck about it right now)

IDK, I spent a short amount of time around my brother recently, and his whole thing right now is working and trying to save money so he can move to a different state this summer, and he's recommended his favorite comedian to me but I haven't listened to her (see above paragraph). And like, I don't know who his friends are or anything emotionally vulnerable like that. And my brain is like "okay. This is his Whole thing. He's a person who doesn't even especially want to be here with other people, or make conversation with you either, so why are we in this room together?"

#personal #siblings #thinking about #why do i keep going in circles about this when it keeps being the same conclusion!! why am i so sad about it when there's not much there? #love is grief with nowhere to go etc #the other alters internally yell about making posts #grief #delete later #my writing

[miodiodavinci]

good news: we have water again ! ! ! a pipe had burst somewhere up the street so the city came out and fixed it today (we still need to run the tap to get rid of the air and muddy water but. it's something.)

bad news: i had to go to my partner's to do laundry and shower so i missed out on work time today (bad) (anxiety inducing) (i don't need this right now)

worst news: i have a killer headache and my throat is suspiciously stiff 👁 👁

#please please please for the love of god ; ; ; #i am begging and pleading do Not let this be a repeat of last semester ; ; ; ; #this is exactly how i felt last time i got sick with covid and i Cannot afford another late start ; ; ; ; #i am. suddenly stuck by The Unwelcome Guest last week cryptically asking me when you're supposed to test for covid #and then saying 'hmm. okay. good to know.' and then refusing to elaborate #i swear. to god if she got me sick i'm #i. can't even say. i'm suddenly struck by such helpless grief thinking about how little i can do to keep her from being in my life ; ; ; ; #we literally Evicted her she all but threatened my older sibling into letting her visit weekly to take care of her potted plants #and then in october last year she was like 'my roommate has covid and i don't have money for a hotel i have nowhere to go :'(' #so the agreement was she could stay for One Week #and basically she has been. on and off our couch since then. #like. only going back to her apartment for 1 to 3 days at a time before spending another two weeks in our house. #with new excuses every time. #and literally Every Time I Say No And Put My Foot Down older sibling begs on her behalf because she's busy hounding and guilt-tripping them #so like. what can i even do if it turns out she infected me with covid because she didn't care to disclose that she was feeling sick #(and decided to come over anyway) #i'm just. overwhelmed ; ; ; #i feel like crying ; ; ; #i'm already busy pre-mourning the loss of my mental health and down time with my internship starting back next week #i don't need to worry about whether or not i'm going to be bed ridden for 2 weeks #and suffer Even More lasting lung and brain and blood and fatigue issues on top of that ; ; ; ; #a a a a a i just. feel like crying a lot ; ; ; ; #i'm already behind ; ; ; #i should ; ; ; try to work more tonight before the inevitability of it all hits me tomorrow ; ; ; ; ;

[mydetheturk]

man. im reading trimax and ive watched the 98 series and tristamp, and i gotta say two of the biggest themes I've come across in trigun are grief and hope. i gotta rewatch the 98 series to fully absorb it and and tristamp has Consumed Me, and its slow going on trimax, but those are the two big ones.

grief and hope and the intersection of the two

#myde talks #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun stampede #there's a quote that floats around every so often that lives in my brain rent free #and it is #what is grief but love with nowhere to go? #or something #that's the way my brain has latched on to it #idk #love is also in there #grief and hope and love are top three themes of trigun #man i haven't gotten deep into meta since the last time i was into one piece #whoops

[skinnymumblings]

I was washing the good morning mug you gave me in june or was it july 2020. It was a random gift you gave to us with no occasion. Made me wonder if you knew deep down that your time was limited?

#dear cate #letters to you #grief is love with nowhere to go

[thebirdandhersong]

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#as a side note i had a moment of horrid irony when i thought suddenly that I WISHED mr knight were there #because he was at the vigil last year and used to be a part of my church. and i suddenly missed all my old housemates #who were here last year! went to hug people during the peace and a good friend asked if i was okay #i was like 😭😭😭😭 not really and then turned around and SAW the boy and was like well this is a twist in the plot i truly dont care for #anyway all's well i just cried buckets more my heart's been wrung OUT #he lives fae away. he was not supposed to come. anyway he did and i shook his hand formally because he offered to (???) #*far away #it was totally bizarre #he did not stay for long which. thank God. i wouldve been so much more tired if he had #but he wished me happy birthday which irked me because we'd had an unspoken agreement to not wish each other happy birthday (for fear of #mixed signals) which. happened i guess #it was INCREDIBLY bizarre. the safest ive ever felt in my life was when he was holding me #and now he's a familiar stranger i know too well whom i dont WANT to know #anyway it has been a heartwrenching and soul draining Lent and past six months or more and i was ready to cry #and so i did. bawled like a baby after certain readings and songs. cried and cried and cried #re: reasons for that concerning the ex boyfriend: it is SO weird and i dont know how to deal with it #like. i still have so much love that it feels like grief and the grief bleeds into that love too #but that love isnt for HIM anymore or at least not the person i found he was. so now it really does have nowhere to go #ANYHOW IT'S LATE BUT THE POINT IS. HE IS RISEN AND THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS #THAN SEEING YOUR EX BOYFRIEND AT CHURCH AND BEING LIKE ?????? HUH????????

[ffx1v]

yesterday i had a dream abt an old friend who passed away a few weeks ago and at the very end of it i was at his birthday party and i asked if i could keep one of his gifts as a memento since i would never see him again and he smiled so big and just nodded his head and thats when i woke up. and it destroyed something in me i think.

#he looked exactly like he did when he was younger . when i last saw him in person. #and it felt like a strange way of saying goodbye bc i didnt get to do it in person since he's all the way in mexico. #and god. he was a few months away from turning 23 too. so it feels even worse that it involved his bday party. #anyway. the pain is unreal and i hate that hes gone and everything sucks and life is unfair and grief really is love with nowhere left to go #jaci.zip #<- thats my vent tag btw. so you can block if u want

[freedomarrow]

Grief Is Just Love With Nowhere to Go || Village Finale Team 1

@crimsonvassalage @hresvelged @exclted @higaneion @cleversteel

"Move on...?" "I can hardly remember her. To forget about her is just..." "Just...!"

"I'm so sorry Arke. Every time I think of you, I try to remember you as you were, but then I always imagine what you have become."

All the while she speaks, a twitching, broken, shattered monstrosity climbs up from the edge of the cliff towards them, a mangled mess of body parts where they do not belong, as if someone cut out a random piece from a battlefield full of corpses strewn everywhere and placed it in front of them.

Though Leonardo remains silent as Colm, Kris and Pelleas attempt to reason with the mourning voice, within his chest his heart is pounding, jumping, as though it wants to stop.

In the end, it would seem that his stories of bonds and family may have either fallen on deaf ears, or simply made things even worse.

But that does not make them any less true.

Sighing, he steels his resolve and draws two arrows. However tragic it is, one thing remains true - they have to get back home. Even if they must fight their way through.

As the motherly spirit casts a protective enchantment on whatever is left of Arke, and the disheveled mostrosity strikes at Hubert, dealing damage, but also suffering a counterattack that knocks her (it?) off-balance - Leonardo sees the spell wear off and the well-trained eyes find the best moment to let the arrows fly.

Leonardo uses the Hunter’s Volley combat art and attacks Arke with Lughnasadh: 2d20(+6)=20, 15. Crit, Hit Leonardo deals 3.5 damage. Arke HP: 36.5 → 33

Leonardo attacks again (+6 Spd): 1d20+2=16. Hit Leonardo deals 0.5 damage. Arke HP: 33 → 32.5

They strike true, prompting the monstrosity to take a step back with a screech, the empty grey eyes staring at him as though in shock, piercing him with a worse glare than anything he ever received from a Begnion soldier, a laguz, or a Feral One.

They need... to get out of here.

#【 thread ⁎ grief is just love with nowhere to go 】 #【 i have my orders ⁎ ic 】 #【 event season ⁎ keras kai elephas 2023 】 #KEvillage2023 #【 please show me please teach me: how does one walk the crimson path with pride? ⁎ support: hubert 】 #【 a trail of blood and steel beneath the shade of eagle’s wings ⁎ support: edelgard 】 #【 from today’s tragedy tomorrow’s light rises bearing the blade of yesterday ⁎ support: lucina 】 #【 may the flame of your bright soul show your people the way ⁎ support: lilina 】 #【 a cheerful smile reflected on the shiny blade ⁎ support: colm 】

[meezer]

me when it's all so funny

#me when grief is love with nowhere to go