#god willing I’ll be able to get more down lol

[puff-cat]

Here’s a prologue, of sorts! Some writing will come from this AU, hopefully actual chapters but at the very least little snippets and scenes. Writing gods lend me ur strength.

***

By the time Kaiba finally left the hospital, leather bag slung over his shoulder and white doctor’s coat draped over his tall, thin frame, the full moon was high in the inky void of the night sky.

As he walked, alone, through street lit dimly by flickering streetlights, long fingers pulled a pack of cigarettes from his coat pocket. Shaking one out, he returned the pack to his pocket in favor of retrieving a lighter. It was an old thing, dented and tarnished, shine remaining only around the flint wheel and the engraving on the side that had been lovingly worried by cold fingers over many, many years.

Smoothly, Kaiba lit the cigarette and brought it to his lips. It was a long-lived habit, one he had never managed to give up despite the futility of the practice. Or perhaps that was precisely because he continued. The thin stick between his fingers provided some sort of nostalgic comfort to him, but none of the harm usually associated with such a vice. Still an addiction, of sorts. But a victimless one.

It had been a long shift, as those on the full moon always seemed to be, in hospitals. Patients acting oddly, unexpected trauma cases, even the computer systems seemed unwilling to cooperate. Were he but a simple man, Kaiba might have been utterly exhausted by it all. But he was not a simple man.

Under the moonlight, deep sapphire gave way to crimson as the contacts that masked Kaiba’s true appearance during the day were finally burned away by the natural venom that flowed through his body. They never lasted long, the contacts. 12 hours at most. It was something he had to keep a decent stockpile of. But fleeting as the effect was, it allowed Kaiba to walk among the masses relatively unquestioned. Certainly one benefit of choosing to adapt to modern technology, rather than scorn it, as many of his ilk tended to.

Kaiba exhaled a swirling breath of smoke into the night, continuing his walk. He was nearly at his destination now, and he began to pick up on the tell-tale smell that accompanied his ‘night job’. The homeless people scattered amongst the abandoned alleys in this forgotten corner of the city paid Kaiba no mind as he passed them, heels of his oxfords clicking on the dilapidated concrete, deftly avoiding puddles of stagnant water and abandoned litter. The glow of buzzing neon signs, advertising everything from cheap beer to topless girls lit his way, but Kaiba could traverse this path blind and backwards, if he needed to. It was one he knew well.

Finally, he came to an inconspicuous, unmarked staircase, hidden next to a restaurant that looked open but in fact had never once served food to anyone. A single sigil, splashed crudely onto the inner wall of the stair in fading paint was hardly noticeable, except to those looking for it. Kaiba stubbed out his cigarette on the wall, letting it fall carelessly to the ground, before ascending.

At the bottom of the stair was a single door with a faded brass handle. It turned soundlessly in Kaiba’s hand, and when he slipped past the threshold, he was greeted by a smoky hallway covered in faded, peeling wallpaper, and a singular figure seated at a desk at it’s end.

#other characters will make appearances in this fic! #JouKai supernatural AU #violetshipping #puppyshipping #seto kaiba #yugioh #I got like 4 free hours at work tomorrow #god willing I’ll be able to get more down lol

[homeslices]

Ride

A/N: Sorry this I took so long to upload school is kicking my ass and I’m sick 😭 also a sentence in here made me think of a sequel, guess which part lol. Also I’m actually sort of happy how this turned out but let me know what you guys think!

Summary: Just some more Chishiya smut. Do y’all sense a pattern of what I post? He might be a little ooc but I tried.

Pairings: Shuntaro Chishiya x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 1.1k

Warnings: Smut

Up and down, up and down, up and down.

That’s the only thing going through your mind at the moment. That’s the only thing that can go through your mind at the moment.

Your thighs are so tired, but that coil in your stomach that has been building up is so close to snapping.

Chishiya is lying beneath you, casually holding onto your hips while watching you bounce on his cock while your cunt is tightly squeezing around it.

You’ve been at this for a while. It started with just some lighthearted teasing while you both were in Chishiya’s room at The Beach. But that lighthearted teasing led to you saying you can get off without Chishiya’s help, and now you're regretting your choice of words- and humor.

You let out a choked sob when Chishiya’s cock brushes against that spongy spot inside of you.

“I thought you said you could get off by yourself, didn't you?” Chishiya’s voice cuts through the room.

“ ‘m sorry,” you whine.

The frustration of not being able to cum made tears well up behind your eyes, which are so close to sliding down your face.

Chishiya doesn’t move, of course not. Even if you beg enough you’re not sure he’ll take mercy on you. He’s just watching you amusingly. His lips twitch led up in a small, condescending smile.

“ ‘m sorry, ‘m sorry, please!” You cry out, those tears finally spilling down your flushed cheeks.

Your pace was stuttering, legs too tired to keep the rhythm, and that blissful feeling that was building up soon disappears as you ruin your own orgasm once again.

Your cunt squeezes in desperation and your upper body soon slumps down onto Chishiya’s, both of your naked chests flush together.

You’re still grinding against him, your clit brushing against his pelvis. You can hear how sticky it is down there every time you move.

A desperate whimper leaves your lips when Chishiya lifts his hips slightly, giving more pressure to your sensitive bud while simultaneously pushing his cock deeper in your soaked hole.

“Please,” you whimper out.

The ache between your legs is getting too much to handle. The only things you can think of at this point is Chishiya and having him make you cum.

“Please what?”

The shift of his lower body makes you whine once again. He’s messing with you, you know that, but at this point you don’t care.

“Please make me cum,” you sob, tears still streaming down your face.

Your face was in the crook of his neck so you couldn’t see him, but you could feel the amused snicker vibrate his body.

“Backing out of a challenge so soon?”

All you can do is nod frantically hoping he’ll grant you some mercy. You feel him hum thoughtfully only to feel him tap your sides.

“Up, I’ll help you, but you have to stay in the position you were before.”

Knowing that that’s as far as Chishiya was willing to compromise, you use all your strength to sit back up.

Breathing heavily, you brace your hands on Chishiya’s chest. His eyes remain focused on your face, almost as if he’s entertained by your struggle. Knowing him, he probably is.

Gripping your hips Chishiya steadies you, only to thrust up into your cunt, his cock brushing against your g-spot precisely.

Letting out a broken moan, you lean most of your weight on your hands, only to have Chishiya thrust up again and again and having him hit your g-spot over and over.

Your eyes are unfocused, but you can make you the smug grin covering Chishiya’s face with every thrust. He doesn’t break his pace once, and the only thing coming out of your mouth now is whimpers.

That pool of arousal soon starts building up once again, and god you can’t take it any longer. You can feel every thrust of Chishiya’s cock dragging against your sopping wet walls.

Chishiya could see a white ring forming around the base of his cock, and knowing you're close again, starts to slow down, making you wait for your release even longer.

You let out another sob of frustration, only to hear Chishiya quiet chuckling.

“You didn’t think It’d be that easy did you?”

You knew he wouldn’t just give into you. You knew, yet you still thought that he might’ve given you a little leniency. Apparently not though. He’s stopped his movements and settled for controlling your hips in a slow grind, making sure your clit rubs against his pelvis every time.

“I said I would help, not do all the work.” There was a slight pause before Chishiya continued. “Unless you don’t want to cum?”

That last sentence cut through your foggy mind. You knew he wasn’t playing around. If he wanted to, he could deny you cumming at all. He has before, and he sure as hell would do it again.

So, you slowly begin to bounce on Chishiya’s cock once again. Of course, he follows through with his promise to you, gripping your hips and helping you go up and down like you were previously.

That coil in your stomach was beginning to tighten fastly, the four previous ruined orgasms making you so much more sensitive.

You’re right at the edge, so close you could practically see the bliss that was sure to take over you.

Chishiya’s hand slides up your soaked thigh covered in both of your juices, to your cunt, that is continuously riding his cock. His thumb brushes over your clit once, twice, only the third time he starts rubbing tight circles against it.

Your head falls back, jaw open, as you let out a silently moan. And when Chishiya’s cock hits your g-spot once again, that coil finally snaps.

A shutter racks your body as goosebumps cover your skin. You see white as you cum all over Chishiya’s cock, creaming around it. A euphoric sense passes through you and you don’t think you’ve ever felt this good.

Your body slumps safely onto Chishiya, who was currently helping you ride out your orgasm by continually rubbing your sensitive bundle of nerves.

Coming down finally from you high, you start to whine at the overstimulation, only to be flipped around on your back with Chishiya hovering above you, thrusting shallowly into your sensitive heat.

“You didn’t think we were done did you?”

The feeling of his lips kissing and sucking their way up your neck had you leaning your head back, giving him more access.

Only then does he brush them against your ear and whisper.

“I didn’t even cum yet.”

#chishiya smut #aib chishiya #alice in boderland x reader #alice in borderland #alice in borderland imagines #chishiya #chishiya alice in borderland #chishiya imagine #chishiya shuntaro #alice in borderland smut #chishiya x reader smut #shuntaro chishiya #chishiya x you #chishiya x fem!reader #chishiya x reader #shuntaro chishiya x reader #chishiya fanfic #chishiya fic #aib x reader #aib smut #aib imagines #aib x you #aib

[brittle-doughie]

Infinity and Beyond - Looking Into The Sweet Signals from Space Update!

We’re finding the imposters among us with this one!

The aim of this concept is to have it be a multi-update deal akin to the Dragons storyline with how they say “like the dragon series, we’re diving into a story set in a rich, expansive universe”. This peaked my interest, I’d love to see what they have in store! I know there are some folks who like or don’t like the Dragons story, so I wonder what you all think of this!

Meet Astronaut Cookie! She’s cute, has an ice cream sandwich satellite for a pet, even has a cat cookie motif with her costume? What more could you want! Yeah, her skill might be a bit too reminiscent of Cyborg’s (who also got a skin after 84 years lol), but I’m willing to look past that.

Alright, I’m kind of vibing with the setting already, cookies are probably toothpaste, wonder if they clean your teeth when eaten. How does one “escape” or even fortify against a blackhole? The event itself sounds similar to the Sugar Maze event to me…in a way somehow. Wait, why is Stollen Cookie here?Also Planet H A M B O R G A R

I’m now getting Star Wars: Rogue One flashbacks. Just like Cyborg, it’s been 84 years since he got attention, so I’m happy to see he got a cool skin to deck himself out with!

The Surprise Bears. They can either go well or go very poorly, still means I don’t have to run over and over again for the god damn legendary ingredients. However, I do hope the challenges aren’t meant to be a cap in any way, since that already drags it down when you were able to AFK for hours beforehand, even if it sucked. Team Fight getting a gem boost might give me more incentive to play.

(Gmod flatline sound effect plays)

The Deal with Legendaries is canceled, y’all /j. I can’t keep up with their pace, bro. I’m over here trying to write it from time to time and they already have another one on the way, I’m dead. Xylitol Nova himself is getting flak for having a supposedly dull design unworthy of the rarity, I’m already seeing it in the QRTs on Twitter lol. For me, I’ll wait until I cast judgment, he has a pretty cool skin though…

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(Astronaut Cookie looked all around her new setting, seeing the city’s sleek, clean, futuristic design she hasn’t seen much of back on Earthbread. The cookies here didn’t look all that different too, save for their ingredients being possibly toothpaste in some capacity. She was caught staring at this one cookie in particular, she observed them inspecting the shield and instructing the robots to different spots close to the barrier, Xylitol Nova Cookie chuckled at her once he noticed.)

Xylitol Nova Cookie: Ah, I see you’ve taken an interest in one of my cookies. That would be Xylitol Y/N Cookie, they’re in charge of making sure the barrier is in peak performance, they’ve been hard at work ever since we’ve seen reports of the blackhole.

(Xylitol Nova walked over to them as Astronaut followed. Meanwhile, you were instructing both cookies and robots alike on the status of the barrier, making sure that no fault in any way was detected. Until the voice of someone very familiar to you called your name..)

Xylitol Nova Cookie: Hello, Xylitol Y/N Cookie. How are you doing?

(You greeted Xylitol Nova in return and proceeded to ramble on about the barrier. You did your best at trying to speak to him, but couldn’t ignore that cookie next to him staring at you. It also looked like Xylitol Nova wasn’t taking your analysis seriously with that smile of his, something that bothered you to no end!)

Xylitol Nova Cookie: How routine of you, Xylitol Y/N Cookie. Always thinking about the barrier when we haven’t had any issues in the past couple rotations. We have a guest here today and I’d like for you to meet her-

(You couldn’t, you had to inspect the rest of the barrier-when Xylitol Nova Cookie suddenly hugged you from behind with a strong grip, a scene that made Astronaut Cookie feel…envious. You complained and grumbled as you try fruitlessly to free yourself)

Xylitol Nova Cookie: Xylitol Y/N Cookie. You are taking a break from now until further notice, I’d hate to use my authority on you, but this is for your own good. Feel free to interact with your fellow cookies, come and see me in my residence, or even introduce yourself to our guest here~! (I’d prefer you pick the second option in my opinion)

(You continued to struggle until it felt tighter to move, you looked to your front to see Astronaut Cookie hugging you from the front, her head resting on your chest. You swear she’s…shaking a little bit?)

Xylitol Nova Cookie: What do you know? Even our visitor is agreeing with me, she appears to have taken a liking to you too.

(…Who was this?)

#brittle speaks #cookie run x you #cookie run x reader #cr x reader #cookie run #cookie run ovenbreak #cookie run ovenbreak x reader #crob x reader #crob #astronaut cookie #xylitol nova cookie #cookie run update

[bubbleddisasters]

So I saw a cool ship edit with Jade and Che’nya, and that has given me the confidence to talk about my favorite crackship/Rare pair!

(This is pretty long, sorry!)

Che’nya and Idia!

It originally started out as a joke like “Over Powered Cat Boy x Cat Loving Gamer Boy”, but then I realized how actually good they could be for eachother.

Although they never technically talk in canon, they do meet in Glorious Masquerade for like 6 seconds, but I shipped them prior lol.

Basically, Che’nya would be extremely good for Idia in many ways, I hope its not a bother, but I’ll just list my personal ideas!

(Keep in mind that in Alice in Wonderland, Its stated in “Through the Looking Glass” the Cheshire Cat is the second most powerful being, next to the personification of Time, So I envision Che’nya is pretty op, and theres some evidence to prove that but i’m not going to get in to that right now)

Starting off from Idias side:

One: Lets say Idia refuses to eat or care for himself, Che’nya could teleport away his consoles until he does, or teleport the food to him.

Like : “You won’t shower? Gee I wonder where your routers went.” “Won’t sleep? I opened a portal on your gaming chair that teleports you to your bed” “Won’t drink water? Damn, that figurine near the edge of the table looking real pushable right now.”

We also know that Idia has a huge soft spot for cats. Che’nya is most definitely the most cat like person in the cast. I wouldn’t be surprised if he had a cat form. So thats definitely some sway there.

Also, if he does or even if he doesn’t have a cat form, he has a big and floofy tail, and if he does have a cat form, I imagine it to be Mainecoon like (since Che’nya is pretty tall and lanky) so free floof to pet/brush when Idias stressed (also A Whisker Away AU?)

Another thing is Che’nyas invisibility: He can be a comfort for Idia without being seen, so Idias less judged for his anxiousness. Like if Idias in a stressful meeting or something in STYX, He can be there to comfort or calm him without anyones notice. Also, If Idias in a stressful social situation, Che’nya can teleport him or them both away, or make them or just him invisible.

Plus, judging from the most definitely self made artwork on Che’nyas pants, I think its safe to say he’s probably an artist of some sort, and I think he’d be more than willing to indulge/read/play/watch Idias recommendations, and maybe draw something for him. (The requirements are either cuddles or Solving Che’nyas riddles three)

Finally, judging by the fact Che’nya casually waltzes through NRCs magic barrier, which took SEVERAL HIGH TECH STYX STRIKES TO CRACK, often enough for Riddle to be able to say “The Intruder” and everyone just knows its Che’nya.

Also, RSA is THE ENTIRE ISLAND AWAY AND ON A GIANT FUCKING MOUNTAIN, so this means Che’nya is very casually teleporting across the equivalent of atleast a small country without producing jack shit in terms of blot, while (from what we can see on his design) not wearing a mage stone.

He’s also been detaching his own body parts, flying, going invisible, etc since age 5, and from Rollos story we know that amount of magic use would indefinitely kill 80% of people, especially a kid, so knowing that, I’m pretty sure its somewhat safe to say if Che’nya got into S.T.Y.X atleast once so he knows where it is, he’d be able to teleport back in and out (the security team fucking hates him and the blot research team wants to experiment on him.)

With that, Idia wouldn’t feel as if he’s trapping Che’nya down there if they were to tie the knot, and gives the possibility of being able to teleport out to shore for in town dates.

On Che’nyas side, Idia is someone who’s very fun once he sort of lets himself go, and god forbid if those two team up on April Fools.

He’s also someone that is already pretty lonely by nature and I find it extremely plausible Che’nya feels slightly replaced by Cater, and although he definitely still cherishes Riddle and Trey, its nice to have someone that you don’t fear might find a replacement.

Also, at RSA, we know he’s good friends with Neige, but because of Neiges fame, that must be hella stressful when you’re trying to hang out and get jumped by fans or paparazzi.

Not to mention Neige is likely very very busy due to the same factor. I’d also wager most people at RSA are not as much fun to him, considering it’s mentioned they always seem to be perfect and pristine at events.

That cycle of semi- perfect paradise like school days would probably bore him, along with the very bland or stereotypical reactions I can imagine his pranks getting.

So we have on one side the stress of being friends with someone in the limelight at all times, and the stress being chased around when you go to visit your childhood friends + being lowkey replaced.

So someone you can pretty much always count on to be available and a dorm that won’t chase you out (probably too anti-social and/or Socially anxious to do so) and is somewhat willing to indulge in your chaos from time to time, or just play games with.

I could also see Che’nya and Ortho getting along very well too, with Ortho being the most aggressive wingman for Idia. Also, if Che’nya gets Ortho in on pranking Idia, it’s going to turn into a prank WAR.

Also, fun idea, Lilia, Cater and Trey being Che’nyas Wingmen.

I like to imagine Che’nya and Lilia are extremely good friends (They call themselves the Pink Bats and Purple Cats Jumpscarers) and since from what we know, Che’nya only has his grandfather, Lilia emotionally adopted him after Che’nya unintentionally fell asleep in his Cat form in the woods and Lilia told Silver to bring him back because “he was concerned about the high magic levels he sensed” and basically did the equivalent of

—-

Silver: “Father, It might not be a stray-“

Lilia, fully aware its a fae beastman : “Finders Keepers :) “

——

Basically this snowballs into Che’nya getting invited into the dungeon runs with Idia, and yea.

Trey’s wingmanning is 40% trying to make sure Riddle doesn’t catch Che’nya, 20% trying to make sure he doesn’t blow up the kitchen trying to make something for Idia, and 40% being the sane consultant of date ideas, making sure Cater doesn’t go overboard with ship posts, and the preventive measurer to the date ideas recommended by Lilia.

——

“Please do not have a sword duel for a date.”

“Nya? I’d be fun!”

“I don’t see why not. I did that with my lovers back in the day. Melanor in her training uniform was quite a sight to behold, Ravaene also looked fine, I suppose. Poor him was always too easy for us to take out however-“

“Lilia, thats uh, not the point. I don’t trust either of them with weapons.”

“Hm? Silver got his first sword when he was 10 or so. Baul and I refereed Sebek and Silvers first real duel when they were…12, methinks? For all Bauls bragging about his grandson, it was my son who won in the end-“

*Camera pans to a very concerned Riddle in the doorway.*

“What kind of a discussion is going on here?!”

—-

Yea, thats pretty much it!

(If you recognize some of the beginning spiel from a comment section on tiktok yes I wrote that and I got mildly lazy and thought past me explained it pretty well so I copy and pasted a few pieces)

#twisted wonderland #twst #diasomnia #lilia vanrouge #Idia x Che’nya #Idinya #idia shroud #che’nya #ships #heartslabyul #trey clover #Che’nya x Idia #artemiy artemiyevich pinker #ignihyde #silver vanrouge #sebek zigvolt #cater diamond #twisted wonderland headcanons #twst headcanons #rarepair #rsa #neige leblanche #styx #twst ships #headcanon #riddle rosehearts

[oddballwriter]

Werewolf! Moon Boys NSFW Headcanons

Warnings: Okay so now I'm really feeding the monster fuckers so watch out for mentions of knotting, heat, and animalistic sex, and size differences. 

Author’s Snip: Time to really let my monster fucker hair down lol

I’ll shut up now. Enjoy! And don’t be afraid to request.

Marc Spector

Marc isn't against having sex when he's turned. I'm sure he's spent a few moments the morning after a full moon think about it. But he's scared that he might hurt you in the process

Because he's aware that he's bigger than his normal size, in both ways, so he doesn't know if maybe he'll be too big for you to take

Also, he might hurt you because he thinks that while in the moment he'll get to hyped up and he thinks that he might start doing the thing where dogs get really rough when their playing with something and that scares him

You honestly have to look at him and say that you're willing to take the risk for the sake of getting to smash

Okay but hear me out, what do you bitches know about heats and knotting (yeah we're letting the monster fucker freak flag fly today babes)

I don't think that Marc thinks that his dick is able to knot. He knows what it is, but he just doesn't make that connection in his mind that his penis can also knot similar to a wolf

Man has just never fully thought about it he's too busy being angsty and ashamed of being a werewolf. So when you finally get to fuck and he wakes up the next morning with himself still inside you he's like "Holy shit I actually can."

Sex is as animalistic and good as you think it is, and you will never complain. That thang does fucking WORK in there. It's hitting everything and then some

Marc worries about exhausting you when heat comes along but I mean... You're getting a huge dicking for like god knows how long every night

And the growling and snarling, and panting... bitch imagine

Steven Grant

Steven, bless his heart, was aware that having sex while in werewolf form might be something that would take a lot out of you, and at first refused the idea of doing it because he didn't want to hurt you or god forbid break something

But he's just a man, and he has a man's brain, and he can be a completely different size than you are. So at some point, he bites.

Steven insists that you do a safe signal and they he will try to stay coherent when in werewolf state so that he can notice it

But he finds out that you never use it

He was aware of the knotting and he was worried that it might hurt you, but you said it was fine and so he just, lets it happen

Afterwards he licks your face to give it kisses like how a dog would

Maybe clean you up like that too *cough cough*

The heat though, he genuinely wants you to stay away because he doesn't want to have you send all your energy just being his chew toy. Even if you insist that you're into that

He does hold himself back because he is still worried about hurting you though

Jake Lockley

Oh, he's thought about it. A lot. The whole thing

But he never mentioned it until you started showing interest in it because he didn't want to scare you or accidentally force you into it/make you feel like you have to

But upon hearing you suggest it he's on board. Bestie, he was already on the boat. Made the boat to sail, even.

He asks if you want him to hold back or go all out, and once you give your response he's like "Say less ;)"

I mentioned in the sfw version that Jake is mostly the one fronting during the transformation of both turning into a werewolf and changing back and probably just is the one fronting when they are a werewolf, so Jake has been able to be more conscious when in their state rather than being more animal like

So he's there when you're having sex, but he lets some of those instincts take control because he knows that's what you want

Also, he isn't afraid of heats either

Listen, he knows what the fuck you're here for. He's not going to be like Steven and Marc where they're scared and ashamed of having this part of them and the things they might do during sex and heats. He's not going to act like you aren't here for that shit.

Jake knows that you're down for getting split tf open and being it nonstop when they go into heat

Jake's nasty, you're nasty, you guys can get nasty together

Side note. All three of them are secretly into when you call them "good boy" in bed both when in their werewolf state and out of it, and sometimes as a kinky treat you can call them a "bad boy/dog" too

#moon knight #moonknight #moon knight x reader #moonknight x reader #jake lockley #marc spector #steven grant #marc spector x reader #steven grant x reader #jake lockley x reader #werewolf #werewolf au

[sadberrystuff]

WHOO BOY DO I HAVE SMTH TO SAY ABOUT THE COFFEE THEORY (GO2 SPOILERS lol)

I am a believer in the Coffee Theory. Do I hate Azi? Couldn’t if I was at gunpoint. Do I blame him? Absolutely not. Do I think he’s brainwashed and totally out of control? Nope. Do I think he still is conscious and making decisions based on religious trauma and his heavenly conscience? Yup.

Now, there’s two things I think will happen, and I’m just gonna call em the Basic Path and the Raine Path, and I’ll explain why.

On the Basic Path, pretty much the entire Coffee Theory is true. The Metatron used a combination of miracles and/or almonds (which some speculate have the ability to brainwash) to control Aziraphale and manipulate him into betraying Crowley. I STRONGLY believe that Azi’s words and actions during the final scene were just a smidge to OOC. Not entirely OOC, but odd enough to suggest that he’s being influenced. He just acted too damn cold for someone who was so warm and excited to get away for a moment with Crowley, dance with him, party with him. He turned him away, straight up said “there’s nothing more to say” and let him go.

So I raise you: The Metatron wants Crowley. He’s likely willing to use Azi either as a bargaining force, or if needed, as bait. He’s seen them, and he knows that Crowley depends on Azi to live. He probably knows that sometime soon, Crowley will run back to Azi and apologize and try to mend things, despite his attempts to forget him. God knows what the Metatron could want with him, but as he had security clearance in Heaven and was important enough to be given the gift of creation, I think it’s fair to assume that Crowley was very, very powerful as an Angel. And whatever the Metatron wants won’t be good.

That brings me to the Raine Theory. Y’all TOH fans (I see you depressed gay weirdos) know what I’m about to propose. AZI IS FAKING IT. You can’t tell me with a straight face that him acting off doesn’t feel like Follies at the Coven Day Parade at least a little. So what if The Metatron DID miracle the coffee to be able to control him (maybe if he had miracled Azi directly it would have caused problems so he had to do it indirectly) but Azi used one of those miracle cancelling slips? He’s already demonstrated a great amount of skill in misdirection and even saved his own ass by swapping papers via magic. That last look that Azi has, the solemn and tearful look with his fingers pressed to his lips, screams “I wish I could have returned it”. He looks hopeful and determined in the elevator. He may be convinced that he’s saving Crowley, or that he’ll take down the Metatron with the help of inside forces. And Crowley is probably *sigh* going to intervene and try to help.

I don’t think it’s fair to outright dismiss the Coffee Theory, nor is it fair to outright dismiss Aziraphale’s actions as OOC, because they were heartfelt and followed his moral code. I just wanted to throw my opinion in the fray because I’m REALLY hoping for the Raine Theory to pull through because I can’t get enough of the faking-being-hypnotized trope

#go2 #go2 spoilers #go 2 speculation #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #coffee theory #good omens #good omens theory #just brain dumping #dont mind my rambling #toh #raine whispers #sorry I’m a nerd

[kawaiiwritingcomputer]

Hey hey idk if you're doing requests at the moment but can I have yandere poly (if you're comfy doing poly) scooby gang with a gentle giant female s/o? Like she towers over the whole gang but doesn't like violence unless necessary.

She's like that one meme

"Normaly I'm the healer but... not today" *pulls out a gun*

Thanks if you do this!!

🍄: i don’t write poly,,, but i cannot not write this. i love poly scooby gang in general! thank YOU for this request :3 im writing this as reader is willing as well 😭 i cannot imagine gentle giant resisting nor can i imagine the gang being tooo dubious

Poly!yandere!Scoobygang x giant!Reader:

let’s start with all of them are enamored with how tall you are !!!

you’re always sitting in the back with shaggy and scooby, sometimes making freddy jealous

they all argue over how they’re going to split up and find clues with you

You sit there chilling like ☺️ guys we take turns

sometimes Shaggy wins bc if the particular mystery is super scary, Scooby refuses to go without you

sometimes Velma will come with you and shaggy and scooby to tag along

Normally daphne and fred would be like :( without velma or you but they sometimes don’t mind the alone time either

and vice versa as well when its just shaggy and velma (and scooby ofc but yk dog)

shaggy gets shy around your tall nature and will sometimes pretend to be brave with scooby to protect you but he always ends up jumping in your arms

speaking of jumping into your arms lol 😭 the cut scenes of when you guys are running around trying to run away from the ghoul you guys are trying to debunk: at some point you do end up carrying all five of them in your arms

they all swoon

you help Fred make his traps when he needs to reach certain places.

you and daphne listen to his ramblings while helping him with it

Daphne is your personal stylist ofc

She cannot have one of her cuties being raggedy! Shaggy has the shaggy look down and it’s cute in him, but anyone else? puh-lease!

ofc her daddy’s and mommy’s money pays for your customized clothes bc of your height. sometimes it’s hard to shop lol

Velma is the shyest around you

whether you’re lanky like shaggy or muscular johnny bravo

girl swoons over you literally. she loves going to libraries with you and watching you grab her books for her

Shaggy can too tbh but he likes eating more than reading so you’re taken to the library instead

Shaggy cooks for everyone (canon, sometimes fred joins) but he makes your food portions just like his 😭

big sandwiches and ridiculous toppings and all! unless you have preferences, then scooby will be like “ruh-uh (Y/N) doesn’t like that!”

Scooby stays near you and shaggy as a given

love the personal headcanon that he’ll give you and shaggy warnings if you guys don’t see something that can hurt you guys

so quite literally the look out dog for you

kinda funny how you’re seen as the intimidating one bc your height but it’s literally the whole gang everyone has to worry about 😭

god forbid anyone makes you tear up

the whole gang is pulling up with their personal weapon of choice

Daphne doesn’t even need a weapon 🙏🏽 she just karate kicks them in the throat and then hands you her handkerchief (she keeps it)

sometimes with daphne or velma being taken as hostage, that’s when you put on the brave face to find them by yourself

much to the boys dismay when they realize you disappear too leaving it to shaggy to find the ghoul with you chasing you

“Found them Freddy!”

“Where’d you put Daphne/Velma monster!” is your shout as you continue to chase

“I’ll build trap!”

You hear Freddy and shaggy and set trap up

sometimes it changes but it goes something like that every now and then

with how willing you with the gang and the adventures, you almost forget they’re yandere for you

until it’s time to split up again or it’s time to figure out who gets to sleep next to you (they’re all jealous of scooby for being a dog and being able to sleep on your legs)

#long as hell tags #scooby doo #scooby gang #scooby gang x reader #scooby gang headcanons #fred #shaggy rogers #shaggy rogers x reader #shaggy rogers headcanons #velma dinkley #velma dinkley x reader #daphne blake #daphne blake headcanons #daphne blake x reader #fred jones #fred jones x reader #fred jones headcanons #scooby doo where are you #scooby universe #🍄 writing #🍄

[ornii]

Stranger things gang (as many as u can cause there is alot of main characters lol) with a male reader who is like Charles Xavier including with his abilities.

Thanks and have a great day

An interesting Concept, I’ll definitely give it some headcanons. Hope these suffice!

Mike

Mike Being the self proclaimed leader of the Group, took it upon himself to make first contact with the “alien.” You obvious We’re Not an alien but that didn’t stop him.

After explaining to him and the others that for the most part you’re fairly normal, basic parents, lousy school and nothing out of the ordinary, you know besides being able to read minds, Mike was much more, calm about being around you.

He consistently would ask you to read his sisters mind to dig up dirt just to make fun of her, you sometimes just made things up so Nancy wouldn’t be so pissy about it all.

Eventually, once you gained his trust he finally introduced you to Eleven, someone who has powers oddly similar to yours. He asked you to help her with being more, normal with powers, and you gladly accepted, finally being able to talk to someone who knows how you feel.

Dustin

Dustin was the most excited and absolutely terrified at the same time. He’s only seen Eleven and what she can do, but a somewhat competent teenager with the powers to scramble his brain like eggs?

He constantly pesters you with questions about how your powers work and wether you can control minds or not. “Can you tell what I’m thinking?” “Can you tell what they’re thinking?” Questions upon questions, obviously you indulged him.

Eventually he’d want to test your powers to see if you can throw things or compare them to a guy called “Professor X” from the X-men. A comic hes been totally into. You joke about it but clearly tell him that you aren’t shaving your head and getting in a Wheelchair.

He’d ask if you can talk to people via telepathy and beg for you to try and talk to Suzie, who you assume might or might not be real.

Lucas

Lucas was, rightfully so, not the biggest fan of you when you were introduced by Steve. That was after he explained you had powers too.

Lucas hated Jane when she first arrived and eas cautious of you, asking if you ask had random people after you, and obviously wasn’t as friendly, you tried to make small chit chat but he wasn’t up for it.

Lucas’ issues were quickly resolved when one day he was riding his bike, and he swerved to avoid hitting a car and was tumbling down a hill, before he can reach an unfortunate fate, he suddenly began to float, as you used your powers to make sure he was safe.

After that, he apologized for how he’s treated you, and you obviously put it in the past.

But, sometimes he’d use his slingshot to shoot rubber balls at you and you stop them with your mind, just to make sure you’ve still got your skills.

Will

Will was the oddball out of the group, funny enough.

He was much more friendly with you at first, I suppose maybe you both had more in common than you expected.

Will invited you to DnD games, letting you play a character, the Legendary Dark Make Azathoth, the foolish god.

Reading Wills mind you find out about how he really feels about Mike, and you didn’t ask or put him, rather you never told him and just decided to be the best supporter than you can for him. Maybe one day he’ll tell you but that isn’t your choice it’s his, and you always respected it.

Jane (Eleven)

Mike Introduced you to Eleven and it was awkward for you both. You never met another like you and you first asked about her powers.

You showed off how you could read her mind, show her things and levitate, much like she could, she finally found someone who was “Different” like her.

You started assisting her with moving things with her mind the same way you do.

You got really worried when you first saw the blood leak from her nose and panicked, but she reassured you she was fine, but you never really took your eyes off of her, just to make sure.

Reading her mind showed you everything, the Hawkins Lab, Meeting the Party, Saving will, and more importantly, The Demagorgon

Max

Mad Max was the last you met, as she had an older brother around your age that hated you guys for, whatever reason.

When you did bump into her after being interrogated by Dustin About your powers, you fiddled around showing how you read minds and can scramble them.

She asked you to scramble Billy’s but you talked her out of it.

But after meeting Billy, getting into an argument and then calmly using you powers to slam him onto the roof, calmly telling him to never harass Max or anyone ever again.

Needless to Say he never bothered you again, and you secretly became Maxs favorite Weirdo

#netflix #male reader #reader insert #stranger things x male reader #stranger things x y/n #stranger things #telepathy #superheores

[tellmethisisnottumblisnextfuckup]

Hello I’m a Larry but I feel like they broke up a couple of years ago. I’ll also say I’m more of a Harrie and his music makes me believe he’s been in other relationships. But I’m also willing to be convinced otherwise!! The hopeless romantic in me wants to believe in the strength of their love so I guess my question is what evidence have you gathered that makes you believe they’re still together even now? I know this might be a lot to ask. Thanks in advance !!!

I’m this close to grabbing a digital pen and correct Larry to Larrie. (Did you know it’s one of the signs of having trolls in the dungeon)

Anyway. I do want to answer.

Life. Dear anon. It’s life that taught me everything. Do tell me when you time their break up - because I’ve been here since more than “a couple of years ago” - i know it’s super easy to throw this sentence - but you’re telling this to someone who has been here lol - and I wasn’t in my diapers on the playground when these 2 fell in love. So when do you time their break up? Because you know they’ve lived half their lives in the spotlight, in this industry and time and time again -let’s just say day-by-day week-by-week only proved the immense respect, and love they feel for each other. We’ve had these naysayers like you in the years, so this is nothing new but you know what? None of you are ever able to point out a period which proves that these 2 have broken up.

This is not a movie or high school. They have fought tooth and nail for their love, for their freedom, they “hid” it when they had to, but even then- jeez it gives me chills to remember all those moments- even then an eye movement, a caring look, a hidden touch, the other’s reaction- it just gave it away. And not to mention how fucking obvious they were when they didn’t hide it and just let it all out.

Life. Because I happen to be in a loving and supportive relationship since 2007. Because love isn’t a break up - getting together- break up- getting together spiral. Love is about trust, and respect, and growing together, being better together, finding your best friend in the other, it’s about fighting for what you two have together. That’s what they did when they were babies - fighting w modest, sony, whatever you want to add here. They don’t need to fight though because as soon as the cameras stop rolling they’re an out-couple to the surprise of no-one in this industry.

Life because we have 5 people in the same band and always these 2 seem to be so goddamn unlucky to share clothes ON A CONSTANT (to be PC), who finish each other’s sentences, who when even making eye contact making the other 3 look aside to their handlers with a pale face, always these 2 who in the band disappeared at the same time, who even AFTER 1D were still disappearing from the globe at the same time and reappearing at the same time, who had to have 235 stunts running at the same time to make them straight otherwise if you strip these stunts down all you have is two singers w constant denial of their sexuality. (Remember what Sir Elton John said..), it’s only these 2 whose teams work still to this day to make you and others believe H and L aren’t even in the same continent because god save them from cutting all their record incomes.

Life. Because WHY. You cannot explain why this happened in 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014 (you’re damn right I’ll type all the years out), 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021 and keeps happening in 2022 spring- summer.

Life. Because you learn what is THE LOOK. What it means that “when you know you know”. Because you learn that 16 year olds don’t just utter things out like always and moving in together and home. Because it IS possible to be and still be with your first love.

Life. Because relationships do not have an expiration date, because it can happen, because it does happen. Because those looks and touches were the very thing that drew me here in the first place and you cannot fake this shit.

Life. Because you can be w your SO together for years and they’d still say they’re not willing to have ONE innocent couple tattoo.

Life. Because celebrities lie. Money talks. Paps are paid. This industry is homophobic. Media shows what is paid for. What you see - they want you to see that.

Life. Because you learn to look at what you’re not shown, what you’re not told.

Life. Because in the 242 million pregnancies people have a year, they DO show at 8 months. 🙃

And finally: Because they’ve come so far from Princess Park and that lyric fits no one and he’s a habit that he CAN’T BREAK and he’s happy to shout this out every night to his fans anon.

Life. Because the strength of these words, all their goddamn lyrics goes deep in your heart and you know it’s not just some cheap 1000 words Y/N on goddamn wattpad.

Have a nice Saturday anon! 💚💙

#they never broke up

[asleep-and-afraid]

oh, how to articulate the woes of dating romantically while being an aro in denial. i feel i’ve been trying to find the words for a while. when i read through my old journal entries, i can almost feel the anxiety seeping through the pages. i wanted to feel a certain way about her, and because of that, i believed i actually did feel that way about her. i thought my desire to romantically like her was the same as actually romantically liking her. i truly believed that after a while of dating, i’d end up attracted to her. oh the bullshit i told myself.

i should’ve realized it when we dated before we became good friends, because i can’t date people i see as good friends. i should’ve realized it when the nasty feeling in my stomach got stronger the very first time we tried to date. instead of being happy when the feeling became bearable over time, i should’ve realized that my body was simply getting used to the anxiety- not overcoming it. i should’ve realized that not being able to kiss a girl now doesn’t mean i’ll be able to do it later. i should’ve realized that you aren’t supposed to talk yourself into attraction. i should’ve realized that if it was, it would already be.

the idea that overtime, i would start feeling “normal” and that i would eventually be attracted to her like a “normal person” is such bullshit. and i knew it! i fucking knew it! that’s the worst part! i knew it all! that’s why i couldn’t interact with aro stuff for 5 months, no loveless by alice oseman, no dr stone, no aro tag lurking on tumblr. i knew i was trying to be in romantic love instead of actually being in romantic love.

i feel like i suppressed a part or myself for 5 months. fake it till you make it right? well the “make it” in the “normal people” sense means escalating the romance- doing more than cuddling. kissing on the mouth and shit. i physically just could not make it. the faking only gets you so far, until your body rejects the next stage.

and god how the faking hurts! you’re constantly guilty! for letting her down, for letting yourself down, for not reaching a goal of human existence! the faking always leads to failing! which is even worse than the faking itself! because now you know you can only fake it so far.

and the worst part? sometimes i miss it. sometimes i miss having someone to call mine, someone who called me theirs. sometimes i look at the old texts and think about how happy i was at certain points. how great it felt to have someone to call your girlfriend. to always have a person to talk to.

but you know what i’ve realized? you can have that in a friendship, i promise you can. you just need to be willing to work for it. realizing my aro-ness has made me feel alone at times, yes, but it has also shifted my perception of true friendship.

so yeah, romantically dating while aro was ass! but hey, i least i learned something. i wouldn’t have believed myself to be a certified aro motherfucker if this shit didn’t happen! so uh? i guess that was a net positive experience? 10/10 would not do again though lol

#aro #aromantic #aspec #text post #more like yap post #personal #i say romantically dating bc ik you can date platonically!!!! #this is my personal experience so others may differ #especially considering the girl i dated wasn’t looking to turn it into a qpr #and there may be some people who are unlike me and can eventually develop an attraction- that’s completely valid. that is your identity and #don’t let anyone tell you it’s not #i’m writing this for people who are/were in my position #i don’t see a lot of aro/aspec stories like mine so i wanted to share #sorry for grammar issues and spelling and sorry for the yap 😭 #oversharing probably

[threedaycharter]

I don't really know anything about The Owl House, but I am curious to hear more about your MBS crossover, if you're willing to share :)

OOOH MY GHOD. oh my god. yes you can. yes you can.

being so totally honest this will definitely be. very confusing. both considering your lack of knowledge on the owl house and the fact it’s all over the place. but i will go into it anyways!!!!

in both scenarios i kinda went into the character replacement thing, so i’ll just try and brush over them.

Please be warned, post does include spoilers of The Owl House Season 3!!!

the main one i thought into was the owl house characters in tmbs universe, so that one is a lot more thought out. in general when thinking of tmbs timeline/series/????, think more so towards the show but with a variety of book elements!

I think in this post I'll only go over the stuff that is Owl House in MBS, mostly just because that one is more developed and it is a lot less convoluted to the other version LOL.

anyways!! the children of the society!

One thing that really sticks out to me about TMBS is the fact that intelligence was never considered just a book smart thing. This is taken extremely into account with this, especially since the hexsquad do not at all 100% match with the society. I'm also not really matching it by personality, but by how the society sat in the story itself & some of their major plot points (or just some of my favourite plot points, haha).

But anyways;

Reynie -> Luz

It made sense at first with both of them being that main character, but I also think their role in the group overlaps pretty well while also being vastly different. Reynie is the reluctant leader of the society children, and Luz is the not-so reluctant leader of the hexsquad! They both have that natural leadership, and people have a natural habit to follow and trust them. Regarding Luz's specific smarts, I think it would latch more onto her creativity in opposition to Reynie's intellect.

Sticky -> Willow

OKAY SO I honestly had a lot of trouble with Sticky, mostly because in toh willow and gus have a lot of overlapping storyline. They both dealt with the bullying and horrible self-esteem, and they both have a very obvious issue with their self worth. The major difference with them is how they deal with that, but in general they both could have been in Sticky's place regarding the manipulation of Curtain and the Whisperer.

ANYWAYS. In the end, I settled with Willow! I think with Willow's whole thing of being "half-a-witch," the Whisperer and Curtain's talk on how being a messenger was special and all that could really get to her. It would also give the chance to bring in that development she had in the show where she finally was able to find herself and raise her confidence. While she isn't like Sticky where everything sticks with her (accidental pun, giggling a bit), I do think her intense determination and care for detail could give that same effect!

Constance -> Gus

Like I'd said before, I had a lot of trouble with Willow and Gus due to their overlapping story. But! Labyrinth Runners & Clouds Over Teh Horizon really inspired me with this au regarding Gus, especially all that stuff with the looking glass! The whole looking glass plot made me feel like Gus could fit the role of Constance, if only in her psychic ability. I contemplated putting Amity in this place, but decided against it both because of the wrong feeling with her being psychic (had to trust my gut), and the later plot I'll explain in this post also!

Anyways, they also match with their roles of age in the group! But unlike in TMBS where Constance being the youngest made her more snarky or irritable, I think it would make Gus more vulnerable. In Season 3 of TOH when they are in the human realm, Gus is the first to break down into tears. It's one of the moments when you are intensely aware of the fact he's so young compared to the rest of them. While Constance (at least in the books) also had a lot of moments where it was obvious she was indeed young, while her fear manifested more in rude remarks, I feel Gus' fear would come in the form of tears and needing comfort.

Kate -> Amity

OKAY! So this may be where I start to lose some people, especially considering how Amity was at the start of the series. One of the biggest reasons Amity sits in Kate's position is due to the Kate-Martina plot (which I will explain later, maybe in another post but i’m not 100% sure), but not everything here matches anyways so whatever!

One point I do want to make is that the little Reynie-Sticky-Kate trio at the start DOES in fact persist. Honestly, regarding that it's almost as if Constance (Gus) replaces Kate (Amity) there. Luz, Willow, and Gus (Not unlike in TOH) have a quick connection (Not unlike Reynie, Sticky, and Kate), and all are very put off by Amity and her attitude. There's still the whole plot point with them going to Benedict about Constance, just it's been.. switched about.

A lot of Amity's character and plot is explained with later characters and later posts, so just stick with me here even with her lackluster paragraph :3

Moving on and quickly through to the adults of the society (Including Ms. Perumal!)

Mr. Benedict -> Caleb

I honestly had an intense amount of trouble with the adults (thinking about it, I had trouble everywhere, but this was worse LOL), especially since at first I had Eda and Lilith in the spots of Benedict and Curtain. But, thinking more into it Caleb and, as you may have guessed, Belos, just felt a lot more right.

We don't have a lot of information about Caleb as a character, but I do think he was a kind man. I can definitely imagine him in the place of caring Mr. Benedict, and it's absolutely wonderful.

In this case, he'd be Mr. Wittebane. The Mysterious Wittebane Society ... pretty silly if you ask me.

Number Two -> Evelyn

So I am personally a huge fan of the plot on Number 2 and Rhonda being Mr. Benedict's daughters, and I'm honestly really sad it never got directly touched on in the show. Also sad that I couldn't keep it in here, but there is still a lot of family plot.

Evelyn and Caleb would still be romantically involved here, and Evelyn would be the sister of Eda & Lilith's mother! Groovy Auntie :)

Rhonda -> Lilith

Lilith has gone from groovy auntie to groovy niece. How the turn tables!

Milligan -> Alador

This one is probably very confusing, but it will make sense! There is still the Milligan Kate plot here, and it's still sad and depressing and makes me want to cry. I will get into it all later, but it doesn't fit fully category wise here. (The Blight family drama in this au is insane. Looking on this I'll just need to make family trees. Family explanation posts. Oh my god.)

Ms. Perumal -> Eda

Lovely Ms. Perumal, but she is a lot more not-so-good-influence! All jokes, Eda (Ms. Clawthorne?? Ms. Eda?? Look Luz would let go of the Ms. pretty quick we can just ignore it.) is both an amazing teacher and influence on Luz. Like Perumal, she makes sure Luz is aware of her worth and is the one to convince her to take the test!

ONTO L.I.V.E!!

Dr. Curtain -> Belos

The expected evil! Dr. Belos, originally Phillip Wittebane! I still love the twin plot of Benedict & Curtain, and it definitely still stays here, though I’m not really sure if they’d be identical. I’m leaning more so towards yes, but I couldn’t really give a visual. Just… mesh their faces together, yeah???

I think (unlike show Curtain but like book Curtain) the Emergency would have been mostly of his own invention, like how the Coven System is in TOH (Emergency & Improvement turn into Coven System & Day of Unity LOOLL).

Dr. Garrison -> Odalia

While Belos would have a lot of the ideas, I think Odalia could be more so into the science and machinery. In TOH with the abomitrons (?), Alador was the one actively making them, but here Odalia is also kind of scientist like.

Still a horrible mother & wife, considering her twin children are involved in all this, she has absolutely no idea where her youngest is, and willingly let her husband be mind-sweeped (not that she anticipated he’d go and jump off a cliff).

Jackson & Jillson -> Edric & Emira

I love the twin trope. They are both such twins it’s insane. This is sadly like, two sentences, but once again all their story comes in Blight Family Drama and I think I may have to make that it’s own post. I’m pretty unsure but I likely will just so this isn’t too long & so i can have more posts about this hehe

S.Q -> Hunter

I think we all saw this coming, especially considering they are both so similar just in general. I’m pretty sure their similarities was the reason this au even exists in my mind, haha!!!

Not-so-great-fatherly-figure, loves birds, has literally no friends… they’re so similar. Woah.

Martina -> Boscha

The tetherball subplot becomes the Grudgby subplot.

This is probably where I wrap up, both because it is a minute till midnight (at the second I’m writing this sentence) and I want to be able to make separate posts on the specific plot points and things! This is also just getting a bit too long. I do apologise that when going more into the adult & L.I.V.E characters it isn’t as detailed (or serious, I did have fun there) but I will admit if I do try to go into detail this would be absurdly long and i would tell all the plot!

#the mysterious benedict society #tmbs #the owl house #toh #the mysterious wittebane society #ena tmwb #making au tags is going to make this so easy to scroll through all the posts i will be making #i love tumblr

[michelleelizabethtanner]

Okay last one for now I’m sorry lol I just like your takes

Why do you think Rio got the dubby back for Beth? Seems interesting that he would ream her out for going back for it but then he went and got it back for her anyway

Don’t be sorry! These are fun. Evidently I like writing book reports. 😆 Also, why do you think he god the Dubby back for her?

I think it’s because she cried and he felt bad. Which, ok, that’s oversimplified and diminishing of what actually happened, but at its heart that’s basically it. Rio is an empathetic person. Especially when it comes to acts of service for women. (This is why I think he would believe in traditional gender roles in a relationship.) He loves being the savior and shows his affection and compassion through acts of service. He’d grown to care for Beth, or at least become fixated on her enough to get significant validation from her being dependent on him, and he saw her distress as an inevitable ask for him to step in and solve her problem. He may seem like he always makes her figure things out herself, but he routinely showed her that he’s willing to step in and be a mensch for her if he felt the circumstances called for it. (i.e. the “Relax, I’ll take care of it for you” to a much lesser problem just because he felt bad she worked so hard and got all her money taken because Dean’s a moron.)

Also, she came to him to tell him her child was missing. He deescalated it for her as best he could, but he couldn’t have been sure. And I think he was able to empathize with her as a parent. If it were Marcus he would fly in there in a heartbeat and make completely sure. So he made sure for her. I don’t think he went back for the blanket. He went back to check on her kid. And once he was sure these guys didn’t have her child he decided to get her the blanket because he felt for her. Wanted to show her that he double checked and that he listens when she has a serious problem.

And look at the comparison of how the two men in her life handled Jane’s disappearance. Granted, Dean had a lot more skin in the game and was terrified himself. But he turned on Beth lightning quick. Immediately accused her of being the cause of their child’s disappearance because of the choices she’s made. Gave her no grace. Took no swift action other than to place blame. If he thought Rio had his daughter why didn’t he, as the girl’s father, turn the world up-side-down to find this man and get his child back? Why didn’t he take action? By comparison, Rio took immediate action. Got in his car and went to check for the girl. Despite knowing Beth made a bad mistake. Despite his own compromised safety because of her mistake. He yelled but didn’t accuse. He acted! Fully selflessly. That wasn’t his child. He cared enough to do the right thing while Dean just wanted to be right and stay angry. For every “Dean is a good dad” I see I just remember how Dean wanted to punish Beth more than he wanted to make sure his daughter was okay.

#the dubby #Rio can do no wrong #and Dean is always the most hated man #good girls nbc #asks #headcanon

[tealenko]

The Three Letters (Chapter 5)

Chapter 5: Dancing Through the Flames

I'm ultra tired right now... I can't believe I was able to finish this today (it's 4 a.m lol) Like, it's taking me more that 10 mins to write the summary XDDDD

Summary: Lara and Jacob make it back to the village just in time for the harvest celebration and the lit of the bonfires.

Words: 2733

Rating: Teens and Up

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By the time they make it back to the village the sun is already setting on the horizon.

“Father!” Sofia calls for Jacob as she gets closer to them with an accelerated pace. “Are you alright? I was starting to worry… You’ve been out for hours.”

“Since when have you adopted the parent role in our relationship, Sofia?” Jacob says with a big smile on his face, finding his daughter's behavior extremely fascinating.

“It’s not funny, father. I was truly worried.”

She casts a bothered look towards him and places her hands on her hips as she waits for an explanation.

“We lost track of time.” Lara intervenes, feeling a bit guilty about the whole situation. “I’m sorry, Sofia… This is my fault. I wanted to help your father but I ended up being more of a… Distraction.”

“Oh, I see…” She calms down a little and, after turning to look at her father, she adds, in a much calmer tone of voice, “I should’ve guessed you two were going to spend the whole day catching up…”

Jacob smiles and, as Lara thanks the gods for the ambiguity of the word distraction, he takes a step forward to grab his daughter’s hands.

“No… You’re right.” He states, while Sofia stares at him in awe, not truly believing his father is really admitting that she is indeed right about the whole situation. “I should’ve told you where we were, or at least let you know that It would take us a while to come back… I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to worry you.” 

Awe suddenly falls short to explain how Sofia is feeling after hearing the entirety of his apology, surprised by this unknown side of his that she’s never witnessed before.

“Well… No harm…” She says, deeply confused by what's happening in front of her eyes.

“Was there a particular reason you were looking for me?”

She needs a couple of seconds before remembering what she wanted to tell them, still a bit shocked by her father’s behavior, but she’s eventually able to re-enter the conversation and recall why she was looking for them in the first place.

“Ah, yes… We’re about to light the bonfires, and I was wondering if you two wanted to join us.”

“Bonfires?”

“To celebrate the success of the harvest.” Jacob smiles at Lara and takes a quick pause before continuing. “We’d be honored to count with your presence if you’re willing to join us… Although you don’t have to come if you’re tired…”

“I’d love to.” She instantly states, dedicating a subtle smile to him before turning her eyes to look at her clothes, completely covered in dust and mud. “Although, first I think I should…”

“Ah…” Sofia says coming closer, already knowing what she’s about to ask. “Third cabin on the left, all your things are there already… I’ll escort you.”

“Thanks.” 

Sofia closes the distance left between them and grabs her by the arm.

“This way we’ll have a chance to talk… My father’s been monopolizing you all day.”

“I couldn’t help it.” He tells her, not even trying to contain the big grin forming on his face. “I apologize, once again, for my dreadful behavior.”

Lara needs to look away for a moment, perfectly knowing she won’t be able to hide her feelings anymore if their eyes meet while he smiles at her like that. He, on the other side, spends a few more seconds staring at her, finding quite amusing her reaction to the whole situation, taking his time before he’s ready to walk away.

“I’ll leave you now.” Jacob finally says as he lowers his head a little as a goodbye. “I’m sure you have plenty to talk about…”

Just when he is about to leave Lara takes a step forward, grabbing him by the arm to keep him there for a little longer.

She hesitates for a moment, knowing she has to be careful with her choice of words now that they’re not alone, and improvises something to say as quickly as she’s able.

“Save me a seat?”

Jacob looks at her for a few seconds, in which he feels like his soul has left his body and reached the sky in the blink of an eye, entranced by the way her face starts to blush the moment those words come out of her mouth.

“Erm…” He clears his throat and tries again. “Yes, of course.” He finally answers, doing a quick reverence to the two of them before leaving as fast as he is able, knowing he’s now the one in danger of losing all control of his actions if he stays with her a little longer.

Lara stares at Jacob as he leaves, so captivated by the sight of him as he goes away that she momentarily forgets that Sofia is right there next to her.

“Lara, we should leave too…”

It takes her a few seconds more to come back to reality.

“Eh? Ah… Yeah, sure.” She smiles, feeling a little embarrassed by her behavior. “Sorry, I’ve got a lot in my mind.”

“Don’t worry.”

“Okay then, lead the way.”

The two girls walk side by side for less than a minute, reaching their destination in no time.

“This is my cabin.” Sofia clarifies as they enter. ”I left all your belongings here and prepared a second cot.”

Lara spends a moment to look over the room once they’re inside of it, taking in every little detail of the place.

“I know it’s not a lot but… Well, if you don’t mind…” Sofia hesitates for a moment. “I didn’t want to disturb any other…”

“It’s perfect.”

“We can think of another arrangement if you’re going to stay for…”

“Sofia.” Lara interrupts her, taking her hand in the process. “This is fine.”

“Okay…”

Lara dedicates her a sweet smile, which she immediately mirrors, before starting to get ready, quickly looking for a clean outfit among her things.

Sofia takes the opportunity to grab a thicker coat as she waits for her to finish changing her clothes.

“Ready?”

“I’d like to re-do my hair, if you don’t mind…” Lara replies, already walking towards the mirror hanging on one of the walls. “I look positively medieval.”

“Of course.” Sofia, after looking for something in a nearby drawer, closes the distance between them. “Here, let me help you.”

Lara turns a little and sees a comb on her hand and, after a second of hesitation she nods and smiles, taking off the elastic that was keeping most of her hair in a ponytail.

“I’m glad we have this opportunity to talk… I didn’t want you to face the bonfires before warning you.” Sofia starts saying as she combs her head. 

“What do you mean?”

“Well… We always tell stories after the dining and dancing is over.” She explains, putting away the comb before starting to style her hair in a pigtail. “Yours has been told quite a lot these past few years, in fact… And… And… ”

“And you’re afraid they’re going to ask me about it?”

“Yeah… And about your whereabouts… After you left this place.” She takes a moment before continuing. “And I was worried that… Well, maybe, you’re not comfortable talking about it… About all you did here… And whatever it is that you had to do to be able to come back to us.”

Lara stays silent after hearing her words, thinking about what she just said as Sofia finishes the task at hand.

“Thanks…” She finally tells her, still staring at the mirror.

“It’s nothing… I do mine everyday…”

“... For worrying.”

“Oh…” Sofia smiles at her. “I just… I can’t imagine…”

Lara turns around and smiles at her, grabbing her by the shoulders.

“It means a lot…” She says, smiling even more. “And don’t worry… If, for whatever reason, I don’t feel comfortable with something, I’d let you know.”

˜

“Jacob…” He turns around at the sound of his name, looking for the owner of the voice that said it. “Could you please help us move these two tables? We think we’ll need the extra space for the dancing.”

“Of course.” 

Jacob bows his head a little before joining the two men in their efforts, moving the tables with care, trying their best to avoid any food from falling to the ground. 

“There. That should do it.”

“Thanks.” The couple says before going to look for their respective dance partners, not willing to waste a single second of the lively music that now fills the air.

Jacob walks around the area for a while, enjoying the view of the many couples and groups of people joining to enjoy the dancing and the many more who are talking, eating and drinking around the nearby tables.

The beautiful scenery, lit by the orange crackling of the bonfires and the faded sunlight that is about to welcome the night, is perfectly complemented by the melodies and songs that some of the villagers are playing for the rest.

“You seem to be enjoying the evening…” Sofia tells him, coming out of nowhere with a slice of pie in her hand.

“I am.” 

He doesn’t add anything else but a smile, turning his head a little to look at his daughter for a second before his eyes start to look for someone else.

“Everything okay?” She asks, once she notices his attention is set on something else.

“Yes, yes…” He clears his throat before continuing. “Just wondering if Lara changed her mind or if she decided to join the celebration.”

“Ah, yes.” Sofia smiles, pointing at the other side of the dancing area. “There you have her. She wanted to eat a little and catch up with the people that helped her last time she was here.”

“Of course.” Jacob is the one smiling now, relieved to see that she’s having a good time. “She must have a lot of people to talk to.”

“Yes.” She agrees with him. “I still cannot believe that she came back after all this time… And with such good news.”

“You can say that again...” Jacob almost whispers as his calm expression flickers for just an instant, but long enough for her daughter to notice there’s something else on his mind. 

“Are you sure everything is fine?” 

“Yes… I…” Jacob clears his thoughts and smiles, taking a moment to think of something to make her worries disappear. “I was just wondering… If my beloved daughter would do me the honor of dancing with me.”

Sofia smiles at him and nods, instantly taking his offer and forgetting her concerns, happy to be able to share a dance with her father .

“She’d love to.”

˜

Lara spends half an hour talking to all her acquaintances, catching up with what’s been going on in their lives while she was gone, and taking the opportunity to try some of the food.

Once she’s full, and up to date with everything that’s happened since she left, she decides to take a stroll around the place and enjoy the general mood.

The sun is about to set on the horizon, but its rays are still able to bathe the entire place in a marigold tint that, now more than ever, matches almost to perfection the color and the light casted by the fires.

“Beautiful…” She whispers, trying to burn in her memory every little detail of the entire celebration, scouting the entire area before setting her eyes onto the people dancing.

Beautiful indeed. She thinks now to herself, unable to hold back a smile as she does it. Breathtakingly beautiful.

It takes her a moment to come back to reality but, once she’s able to recover, she doesn’t wait a second before starting to walk towards the people dancing, with both of her eyes and attention set on a specific couple.

“Do you mind if I cut in?” Lara asks, once she reaches them, trying her best to keep her happiness at bay.

“Be my guest, Lara.” Sofia replies, relieved to have a replacement. “I want to grab another piece of pie before there’s nothing left.”

She disappears quicker than expected, leaving Lara and her dancing partner alone.

“I didn’t know this side of you…” She tells him as she gets closer to him. “Otherwise I would’ve asked you to save me a dance instead of a seat.”

Jacob laughs at her words and does a small reverence.

“Forgive me, my dear Lara…” He says as he offers her his right hand. “Allow me to rectify the situation.”

A giggle escapes Lara’s body when she hears that and, even though she immediately clears her throat in an attempt to conceal it, she isn’t fast enough to fool Jacob, who can’t help but smile at her reaction.

Despite all of this, she quickly takes his hand and accepts the offer, closing a little the distance between them as she tries her best to get back to her normal self.  

“Didn’t take you for the dancing type, either…”

“That’s because I’m not.” She says, determined to pretend like the whole giggle thing didn’t happen. “Well, at least this type of dancing…”

“Of course. I sometimes forget that there’s so many… Differences, between us.” Jacob’s smile fades a little as he says this, moving his eyes to stare at the ground before he continues talking. “Who knows how many styles of dancing have been developed and forgotten from the creation of this one to the ones that you are used to dance.”

“Way too many, I’m sure…” She replies, grabbing his free hand and placing it on her waist. “But this is the only one I need to learn so…”

His eyes search for hers the moment those words come out of her mouth, seeking for a confirmation of what he thinks she really wanted to imply.

“You really don’t care about it? About… The many y…”

“Who cares how many dances you’ve danced, Jacob, as long as from now on I’m the one you dance them with.”

The sun finally sets to give entrance to the moon, but the embers of the fires are enough to illuminate the whole village, allowing Lara to appreciate Jacob’s reaction to her words. Letting her see how the doubts, the sorrow and the hesitation are instantly casted away from the thunderstorm that was forming inside of his chest to clear the way for a radiant and clear sky.

“You keep doing that…” He tells her while getting even closer to her, strengthening the grip of his hand around hers before they start to slow dance and, although she doesn’t ask out loud about the meaning of his words, her eyes quickly trace his features as they look for an answer. “You keep… You keep saving me.”

Lara smiles softly at him, part in glee, part heartbroken, wishing she was able to extinguish all the self doubt that burns out of control inside of his mind, trying her best to find a way to put out any blaze of fear and anguish that consumes him from the inside whenever she isn’t near.

“Well…” She lets her voice fade slowly, taking her time to raise her head to look directly into his hail blue eyes. “We’ve always seemed to have a habit of saving each other.”

Her sentence strucks right into his heart, instantly sending him to the night he first voiced those words, bringing along with them everything he was in that precise moment, reminiscing the feeling of falling in love with her for the first time.

“So it seems…” 

Jacob laughs a little, letting his head fall for a few seconds in order to rearrange his mind, finding comfort not only in her words, but in her eyes, her smile, her touch. Even the way she moves has something about it that is somehow able to soothe all the wounds he’s ever had.

The night completely sets, making the bonfires shine brighter than ever against the azure skyline, creating an atmosphere so enchanting that it’s able to make them feel like they’re the only two souls left in the entire world.

They smile on once more, allowing their conversation to fade away along with the sunlight. Concentrating on the dancing and getting closer with every move, feeling lighter with every step as all their worries disappear, ready to spend every single second of the entire night with one another.

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#tomb raider #fanfic #jacob lara croft #lara croft #jalara #lara x jacob #lara croft x jacob #jacob x lara #jacob x lara croft

[walkwithb]

30th Birthday

In about 6 months I will be 30, here are my 30 wishes I hope to come true by that time:

Social Media

1) I hit 1,000 subsribers on Youtube and they are actively commenting 

2) I make my Instagram profile public and I start posting reels and images that tell a story, my story 

3) Maybe, I’ll post a Tik Tok or two .. not sure about what yet

Finances

4) Figure out how to pay down a huge percentage of my credit card debt 

5) If God willing, a 70k+/year job 

6) Abundance 

Career

7) Purpose, I have a sense of purpose and duty 

8) Vision, who I am aligns with the vision of the company 

9) Relationships, I find comfort around and with those I work with 

10) Finacial Stability, financially secure and able to grab dinner just cause its Tuesday

11) Mental Stability, I leave with my sanity  

12) Life - Work Balance 

13) Laughter, a friendly environment 

Family 

14) We heal individually to come together 

15) Christmas, lets be together for that one day 

16) In the deepest parts of me, I forgive my mother 

Relatiosnhip (Romantic)

17) I would love to meet my forever, but if not I hope that I am still working on myself, actively learning how to be patient yet excited 

18) Someone great, someone I would want to take to Thailand to meet everyone 

Friendhsip 

19) I do miss Kathy, so how do I move forward? I would love God to show me that. 

Travel 

20) Maybe Thailand for the Big 30, definitely Thailand for the Big 30 

Random Musings: 

21. I get settled here at my mother’s house and rid myself of the shame, I have done such a great job in this lifetime 

22. Get my car washed more frequently 

23. Relax my hair and get my dream Pixie style 

24. Get my nails done, regulary cause it be looking a mess, lol 

25. I continue to get to know myself, because I want to see me the way that God sees me. I want to see me the way I pray my daughter will see me. 

26. I find my laughter again, and it stays it has been a while since I last laughed 

27. I continue to dream and think of the endless possibilities 

28. I wish James a happy birthday - hopefully, we’re on good terms. I miss him. But only in a healthy way, no more confusion and misunderstanding. I just want him in my life, even from afar. 

29. I give a speech somehwere on a stage, telling my story. I do have a story to tell. 

30. I know this one is silly, but I want to dance in the rain. Get caught in the rain and just stand in it. Maybe some variation Na Hee Do and Pak Yi Jin at the water fountain  (Twenty One, Twenty Five | KDrama)

These are my 30 wishes before 30. I am really excited to share the revolutionary story of my 20′s. I’m going to ease my way out of this chapter, and that brings me comfort. 

[getmylife]

Update (Game Plan?)

Completed August 3, 2023

I am depressed. There’s no other way to say it, no point in beating around the bush. And depression has a way of interfering with productivity (LOL). July was A LOT. I did my tally of completed tasks this week and I think it was a total of almost 180, which is approximately half of what I do in an entire quarter. So yh, no wonder I’m burnt out.

But more than that, the past five years have been building up to this giant ball of “Why am I even here?” in my chest and it looks like the only way out will be through my mouth. So I’m going back to therapy. 

The past few months have made it abundantly clear that I’m not going to survive without some kind of intervention. I was hoping that moving would have been that intervention: cleaner air, more sunlight, my own space, safe ways to exercise. I mean it sounds like heaven.

But moving is taking a lot longer than expected. Money has been the major problem. And energy. Someone has to sort through and pack all of our stuff. Someone has to push for windows and doors and kitchen counters. I’ve tried to be that person but please refer to Sentence #1. I’m barely able to keep myself going at this point. How will I sustain an entire moving operation?

So moving might be a last quarter of the year situation. I’m praying for October, the 7th, to be exact. It’s a Thursday (woot woot) and all our major projects for the year should be done and dusted. We should have the bandwidth to pull off an entire move by then. I can’t wait ‘til October to feel better about life, so therapy it is.

I’m hoping I get some distinct diagnosis so I know what I’m working with. So I have an idea of where to start. 

I was talking to my mom today about medication and sharing that I think if I’m ever going to be a functional person again I’m going to have to try medication, but I don’t want to be on medication for the rest of my life. And she was like, you might have to be on it until your body can produce the hormones you need to function. Idk. I don’t want to taste normalcy and then have to give it up. I’m so afraid of messing up my body and mind further. I was like “it’s been ten years, why can’t my body figure itself out yet?”

But she reminded me that it’s been 10 years of going nonstop. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’ve been running so fast that I don’t even know which direction I’m moving in. I don’t know which way is up or down or forward or backwards.

So.

I’m thinking about making October a month of self-discovery. I really want to spend some time figuring out who I am and where I want to go. I think I’ve largely focused on the needs of the people around me and their expectations of me for the past ten years. I think it’s time to be a bit more conscious and deliberate about making this my life. About making it something I’m creating and not something that’s happening to me.

I think this month, and next month, God willing, I’ll spend some time putting together a list of activities I can try throughout October to get to know myself better. Once I figure out who I am and what I want, I think building the life and the routines that facilitate that will be easier. And then I can put things in place over the months to follow to hit the ground running (or walking, if I so decide) in January 2024, God willing.

For anyone else struggling, I hope you find a reason to hold on today. You got this! I believe in you!

#productivity #tw: depression #get my life 2023 #noteworthy #relflection

[ceebit]

hi cece how are you <33 i was wondering if you might be able to direct me to some good juyeon content (visual content, gifs/vids) ?? bc i need a gateway to getting into tbz finally and having seen his face before, i feel like he might be my way in, LOL. he’s just. SO beautiful. also, fave tbz songs/albums ? i think i have finally cleared up enough space in my head to make room for a new boy group, and it might be them. like i need more boys to be totally normal about 🫠 anyways hope your day/night is going good (it’s night here) ! ttyl !!

hiiiii i’m good ^_^ hope ur day was good too!! i had a bunch of rice krispies and feel kinda sick lol but NOREGRETS!!!! and now i am basking in the glow of moderate delulu and thinking thoughts and thinks on how to approach this idea cat has so cleverly stuffed into the crevices of my cranial cavity <3

AND I KNOW RIGHT…… ISNT JUYEON SO [WINDOWS SHUT DOWN NOISESHSHSJ)2/$/&2$1’]

as for how i got into tbz…….. i have cat and rose to thank for that 😭 yk, i myself am still kinda. is grasping a straws the right phrase to use here? i’m still pretty new! but what i like to do just follow a bunch of tags related to them so that they show up on my dash when i least expect it (which is why i’m reblogging a lot of hongjoong lately lol……. demon man 😵‍💫) but that’s pretty much it like. content wise* outside of their music. for me at least since i’m still digging a deeper hole myself 😭 but as for their MUSIC……..

their music is so [incoherent dying noises] do u get me…….. my ultimate fave song rn is definitely salty (beating kevin up i hate him he’s supposed to not be flirting w anyone vocally like that how dare he) and that’s from the reveal album !! which btw………………… what the fuck is that entire album laced with oh my god.??/?: listen to that and if u come back in one piece with ur sanity intact i commend u for having the wills of a god. the chaser album is so good too btw….. my fave off that one is the stealer (the piano intro i’m sorry oh my god—but let me stop before i melt into the floor)

ALSO I SAID THIS BEFORE BUT. mariah carey’s career is OVER the boyz r IN christmassy is the cutest fucking song i’ve ever heard in my life. all i want for christmas is DEAD it’s OVER (this is joke for legal reasons people get rlly defensive over that song pls don’t come for my head or life thank u—)

i also just. pinterest surf for hours bc time is a concept my brain simply refuses to keep with like. i will literally just pinterest surf for HOURS (i swear that’s how i learned most of their names) also watched a LOT of introductory videos just to get a feel of their individual personalities….. like this one on jacob and this one on juyeon plsim squeezinf them both so tight i’ll cry

(*content wise tho i’ve started watching their lil youtube series called stealer house if i’m not mistaken? it’s cute ^_^)

#cece’s inbox ♡ #ALSO they used to be 12 members but if i remember correctly one left the group for mental health reasons (?) #so if u see them as 12 in earlier things and not 11 then that’s why!