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#even if she doesnt have the best singing voice- she owns it- much to the dismay of the crows
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Wylan:
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Jan Van Eck: Alys is pregnant with a son, who will become my true heir
Wylan: Cain instinct is real, I wanna kick this unborn child into the next realm of existence, he can never truly be my brother, Kaz is more my brother than that thing
#the difference was that wylan was working under the assumption that van eck would treat his little brother the same way he treated wylan#without love and as a constant burden and disappointment- which is why wylan would have been so quick to hype him up because wylan knows#what it feels like to not get van ecks love and he would never want his younger brother to think he was unloved- but then wylan saw#van eck love this unborn child more than he loved wylan and so wylan has to fully face the fact that it wasnt something wrong with his#father (it was but wylan wouldnt come to that conclusion)because his father does know how to love his son- so it must be that wylan is#unlovable and wylan- who is known to be easily jealousy- would hate his fathers reminder of his inadequacy and what he failed to be#alys' kid is basically van eck's kuwei- there in an attempt to replace wylan- the only difference is Jesper doesnt want to replace wylan#but van eck does- and that is what makes van eck the bad guy because we have this idea of unconditional love of a parent and van eck is#here to say 'but sometimes it isnt unconditional- some times there are conditions' and i think that is what makes him so much scarier#he is there to feed at our own insecurities of 'what if i am only lovable to a point' van eck is both a monster and incredibly human#he is what we're afraid our parents will be- he's so incredibly possible and real that he is one of the best villains ive seen in a while#wylan van eck#jan van eck#six of crows#incorrect soc quotes#crooked kingdom#six of crows spoilers#honestly alys did nothing wrong and I love her#even if she doesnt have the best singing voice- she owns it- much to the dismay of the crows#but she also cares about wylan so much and she is such a sweet innocent girl and she is the best#so dont even try to bash her cause i will fight you in a Denny's parking lot istg#alys van eck
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suugarbabe · 8 months
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I have two things i would like to ask!
1) do you take emoji anons? if so could i be 🦈 anon?
2) could i request a mattheo x fem!reader where the reader doesnt know how to express her feelings or emotions and feels like she bothers people with them and kinda shuts off when shes upset? maybe she got into an argument with her toxic mother and now shes silently sitting on her bed crying just sitting there while ignoring everyone and like ghosting everyone?
feel free to ignore the request‼️
love your work sm🫶🏼
I've never had an emoji anon but I'm not opposed to it as long as you're respectful :)
here's that request lovie
You hugged your knees tighter to your chest, doing your best to muffle your cries as your face was buried. You were so upset after this morning's post that you had skipped all of your classes, which was very uncharacteristic of you. 
But after the letter you received from your mother you just couldn’t find it in yourself to care about classes, or going to lunch, or seeing your friends. You had been sat on the same space of your bed for the better part of five hours. 
A few of your roommates had tried to come and talk to you, but you merely shook your head or just flat out ignored them. You knew they were concerned, you could hear it in their tone of voice and how they even brought you lunch, but you just wanted to be left alone. 
So when you heard a knock on your door right about dinner time, you again ignored it, not even bothering telling whichever roommate to go away. When the door creaked open, you stayed unmoving. You crossed your arms over your head, trying to conceal yourself more from whoever was walking in. 
You ran out of tears to cry about an hour ago, but your sniffling was continuous. It was when you felt your bed dip that you finally lifted your head. You knew you looked a mess, likely your eyes were puffy, cheeks red and splotchy from crying all day. 
When your eyes met Mattheo’s was when your tears started again. Immediately he brought you to his lap, legs on either side of his thighs as you wrapped your arms around his neck, burying your face in his chest. His arms circled your waist, holding you close and squeezing you tight. 
Seeing you like this made his heart feel like it was breaking. He let you cry until his jumper was soaked, rubbing shapes on your back the entire time. When you finally released him from your iron grip you wiped your eyes and face with your sleeve, giving another sniffle. 
He tenderly held your face in his strong hands, “Ready to tell me why you skipped all your classes now, love?” 
You took a shaky breath, trying to keep yourself composed, “I-I got a letter from my mum this morning a-and…”
“Shh…you don’t have to. I know it’s tough for you to share sometimes, but obviously whatever she said had a big impact.” 
You nodded, and he continued to sing your praises, “Princess you are so smart and kind and loving, not to mention gorgeous and beautiful and sexy.” He nuzzled his nose into your neck, tickling you and making you giggle. 
“Never, ever, let anyone dull that shine in your eyes that I fell so very much in love with.” You were smiling now, the first time all day, “There she is, there’s my pretty girl.” 
His lips met yours in a gentle kiss, soft against your own yet displaying the love and admiration he just expressed for you. 
He pulled back and you pouted slightly. He couldn’t stop the chuckle he let out, thumb playfully tugging on your bottom lip, “Now, now, none of that. You’ve had a long day. Let’s lay down.” 
You let him pull back your duvet before slipping in to the warm covers. He did the same, pulling you close to him with an arm around your waist. You rested your head on his chest, breathing in his scent. 
You scolded yourself slightly, you should’ve had him come sooner. The smell of his cologne alone already putting you in a state of relaxation. He pressed a kiss to the top of your head, a hand tracing your hair. You stayed like that, wrapped in the one person that could calm you down until you peacefully fell asleep.
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lepoppeta · 1 month
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For the song asks: Charlestor
charlastor/radiobelle has the benefit of relating to a lot of tropes and aesthetics in media that i already really enjoy and have a lot of content for. that being said, the songs ive chosen for them relate more to the pilot versions of these two characters, where it was speculated that alastor was going to be more of a mysterious, unflappable background mentor figure. ive heard their relationship being compared to that of clarice starling and hannibal lecter from silence of the lambs and hannibal, and i think some of that can vibe definitely be used here.
the first song that ever came to mind for these two (in recent memory) was a dangerous game from the jekyll and hyde musical (sung by anthony warlow and linda eder).
at the touch of your hand, and the sound of your voice, at the moment your eyes meet mine - i am out of my mind, i am out of control, full of feelings i cant define.
its a sin with no name, like a tiger to tame, (and though no-ones to blame) its a crime and a shame, and the angels proclaim its a dangerous game.
im a bit of a sucker for melodramatic gothic musicals, and the vision this song brings to mind is charlie wandering the empty halls of her dilapidated hotel and cautiously dancing with alastor and his army of half-sentient shadows. it relates to charlies pov more than alastors (as in this case he would be singing about her) and how they would have to tread carefully no matter what kind of close relationship they choose to partake in.
next up is me and mr wolf (the real tuesday weld).
you have the thing i love but the fear in me is way too much. if i open wide one of us may get lost inside. me or you, one of us is going to need to die.
my favourite version of this relationship is them being mutually fucked - alastor has never really given much thought to romantic love and hes shocked that hes willing to break so many of his own rules for this silly little slice of heaven in hell; charlie responds well to alastor setting clear boundaries against her sometimes-invasive behavior, and, like any good theatre kid, he "yes-and"s her (instead of vaggies pretty consistent "no"s). however, this song also touches on the fact that charlie is (or should be) at least alastors equal in power, if not far beyond him, and its a warning that neither of them should overstep in either love or anger.
the last one ill leave you with is actually one that was made canon by helluva - its look my way (paranoid DJ, but the alternate version sung by bryce pinkham) and its a bit of an ooc situation from alastors point of view.
unless its me, and no matter what in this world i could give - its not enough to get through the walls youve conjured up to live. is this what you feel? scorned by a world that cannot comprehend what you are, so ill grant you this mercy - this bind on our souls needs to end.
this is taking into account the deal that charlie makes with alastor in the penultimate episode of the first season of hazbin. the idea is that alastor (or at least, the speculative pilot version of alastor) strongly admires charlies perseverance against her own people - the very beings shes trying so hard to save. while charlie is a relatively open book he knows that she probably doesnt let anyone, not even her own girlfriend/best friend, see the emotional toll this project has taken on her (again, this tying in more to the pilot personalities of these characters), and hes upset that her deal with him has only made things worse in that regard. he makes the choice, to his own detriment, to sever the deal without her knowledge, so that if she doesnt keep her end of the bargain it will be of no consequence to her.
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bzjohndory · 17 days
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BEGGING YOU TO TALK ABOUT DINER AU VELVET AND VENEER..............
AUSFSHHHHH
Okay theyre pretty well off but i don’t see them as well liked or popular at least in their school life
I have them set as teenagers so perhaps around the 8th-10th grade? Not quite sure!
I think they’re quite infamous in school for having tone deaf singing >-|o mocked for it, not quite bullied but enough to do numbers for their self esteem
One of the earliest concepts for them is that they’re very bad students like. Academically. Velvet has a bit of a temper to protect her and her brother but rarely goes too far and veneer is well behaved albeit it only helps him get away with stunts he does pull. But they came into contact with Floyd back when Floyd was still in college and offering to tutor students, Floyd would have them come by to the diner to help them study which usually ended with Velvet usually being frustrated and Veneer understanding the concept more thanks to someone’s guidance
Again… AU is very comfort focus.. if u dislike how i portray their characteristics in a lighthearted manner mbad but it is the whole point of brozone diner >-|o
Velvet and Veneer have very rich but id say absent parents. Not to say they weren’t cared for or unloved not in the slightest they were given the best opportunity to succeed thanks to their parents, but it left them feeling neglected when it came to emotional validation when their parents were busy working. They had each other with came to be enough for younger brother Veneer who had nothing but his older sister but not enough for Velvet who desperately wanted to prove herself to genuinely shine and grab the attention of everyone so she wouldn’t have to be considered a nobody with no talent
Unfortunately stealing troll talent is not a thing, and already being bad at school and finding out your tutor is a talented secret emo rock soloist is a bit detrimental to someone who already feels like a jab to ur gut
I imagine that while veneer grew a bit attached to floyd as floyd was a much more stable and affirming figure in his life, velvet couldn’t open her self up to floyd cause not only did floyd have everything velvet want in terms of talent but there wasnt a day that went by that velvet didnt wish to just magically be on par with singing as Floyd
Velvet probably had an outburst of being jealous over Floyd but Floyd offered to give her and her brother singing and voice training lessons, Floyd doesnt really serve as a talent reserve in bzdiner unlike the movie but instead takes on a nurturing stance with the two siblings as he’s helps them improve. So no! Velvet and veneer do not go to jail but they frequent the diner often and esp show up every karaoke night. Veneer is still close to floyd and velvet while more willing to open herself up, simply just has appreciation for floyd for helping her even if she can still be pushy
Plus they’re filthy rich, they tip enormous amounts cause they’re aware they have money but not wholly conscious of the value a 100$ tip is to a waiter
I still think they could grow to become pop stars, just in this AU a bit more earnestly! They’re not like the most pleasant to be around they’re still definitely annoying they’re kids after all but at the end of the day they kind of just come off as naive wannabe stars who don’t know their place in the world outside of the limelight, quite pleased to have Floyd as a stable figure for them
I dont really imagine floyd as a super gentle guy but he is better at handling children, makes sure to reassure and serve comfort to them, and if they’re being brats he’ll let them know in his own snarky behavior
But i have a big soft spot for velvet i imagine that velvet is a bit closer to john dory than she is to floyd becasue john dory can connect to her better to feeling worth nothing when you havent proved yourself yet
But tldr:
Velvet and Veneer have no talent no friends no smarts but instead of leaching off a troll floyd helps them practice their voices, gives them advice on how to he a good friend and helps them study
They’re still bettering themselves with fkoyd just. A nuch more lighthearted take on their dynamic!
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magicalgirlsirin · 4 months
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an oral history of vocaloid
ive seen a lot of (very misguided) discussion about vocaloid/vsynth in regards to AI voices discourse, so i thought it would be a good idea to sit down and explore vocaloid as a software, as well as mentioning other software of the same genre, to give people who dont really know much a better understanding
first and foremost: i dislike AI voices that are in unregulated spaces right now. actors who are finding their hard work end up on some website for anyone to use without compensation is devastating, and shows a lack of respect for the effort it takes in the field.
however, vocaloid has a much longer history that pre-dates these aggregate sites. vocaloid software was first released in 2004, and was initially marketed towards professional musicians. vocaloid's second version of the engine, however, decided to broaden the market towards general consumers, pitching it as helpful software to those who wanted to produce music, but didn't have the personal skill or ability to have someone else sing for their music (range, note holding, etc). amateur musicians wouldn't know how to direct someone to tackle a lyric persay, but using software would be easy to learn and they would learn the terminology associated with certain performance decisions.
in vocaloid 2's era, miku was released. miku's voice provider is Saki Fujita, a well respected voice actress who actually does a lot of work in anime as well as video games! the popularity of miku is its own separate post of history, but the explosive nature of it, i would argue, is the reason that vocaloid and other commercial voice synthesizer software ultimately ended up geared towards all consumers instead of just professional musicians. (crypton and yamaha did absolutely still cater to professional musicians, having private or non released banks only for certain companies/contractors to use though).
flash forward, and technology has developed way further. in 2013, cevio released, and in 2017, synthV debuted. by this point, vocal synthing has expanded from just singing software to also include software intended for just speaking (voiceroid by AHS software) and the idea of an AI bank to improve the quality and clarity of voice banks is becoming more feasible.
however, i wouldnt say the developments in AI voices came strictly from this side of things. in fact, i distinctly remember back in the early 2010s, people were using websites with voice models of characters like glados (portal) and spongebob. these audio posts were seen as novelties, and admittedly theyre fun just to mess around with (and people often find the spongebob rap music that yourboysponge makes to be pretty well done!), they do lead the way to better developed technology that doesnt compensate the artist...
so back to vocaloid. the thing about vocaloid (and all vocal synthesizers) is that contracts are in place to give appropriate time and compensation, along with permission to even use the person's voice. saki fujita continues to update miku's voicebank because she is being paid well to do so. this can be said for all vocal synth products. because these companies (crypton, ahs software, internet co, etc) specialize in making these tools and products for it, they have the appropriate knowledge on what proper compensation looks like. a random person grabbing a "raiden shogun genshin ai voice" model has none of those things. the voice actress doesnt get money off of that. its stolen work. AI can be used ethically, but it has to be done with regulation.
im leaving out specifics on certain vocaloids/vsynthesizers since its tangential to this post at best, but im making this so people have a better understanding of the history and intended usage of vocal synthesizer software. thank youuuuu
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redheadspark · 2 years
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can i pretty please get an angsty/fluff with Azriel using 37. "You are worth everything and so much more" and 49. "I love you, every single thing about you" please and thank you!
A/N: I like this request! Thank you anon!
Worth
Summary: Your mating bound with Azriel makes you doubt your worth as a potential mate. Azriel, however, doesn't see it that way
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Warnings: A mix of fluff and angst
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"So....you and Azriel are mates then?"
"....yeah"
Mor gave you a sweet smile, you sitting nervously in your chair as you were fiddling with your fingers and grasping some of the material in your dress. This recent discovery was a huge slap across your face, making your nerves stand on end with that tug of the bound strumming hard and deep.
Strumming towards Azriel. The Spymaster of Night Court.
How could you have a mating bound with him? Of all beings there in Velaris, your bound was singing and screaming out for Azriel. You two were such opposites, his cool and almost scary demeanor to your shy and meekness. His tough fighting style to your pacifist nature. But there was something about Azriel that did draw you into him, something deep inside of himself that made you see his heart was in the right place and he fought for good and for the weak.
When you felt the bound hum, you were working in the garden at the Townhouse with Elain, it was strumming so loud in your chest that you paused in your weed pulling and you sat back on your legs. It felt like the dull heartbeat tuner your wrist that was pounding against the muscles, the aching and yearning to be near Azriel and to have his company close by to be satisfied.
You were beyond scared, and you had to talk to Mor.
"You make it sound like you're being punished for having a mate," Mor explained calmly as you two were sitting in the parlor at the Townhouse. You shook your head, reaching over to clutch your glass of water as Mor was nursing a glass of red wine, "I think it's a great match, you and Az,"
"But," You paused, Mor raising an eyebrow for you to continue, "It's Azriel!"
"That much we know thus far," Mor commented in a joking tone, but she saw the scared look on your face as she cocked her head gently at you, "Do you...not wish to mate with Azriel?" "I'm thinking of the other way around," You muttered, then chugging some of the water as Mor looked at you with wide eyes.
"You think he won't want you?" She asked, reading your mind as you were clutching the glass in a death grip, "Honey, Azriel wouldn't think like that about you. He thinks nothing but the best of you,"
"But what am I to him when it comes to being a fae?" You countered, Mor going quiet as you sighed and leaned your head back in frustration, "I'm no fighter or warrior, or one for delegations and politics. I'm not even High Fae...just a seamstress with barely a family name,"
"If I know one thing about Azriel, and I have known him for centuries on end, he doesnt care for titles or rank. He sees past that, which I find admirable because of how rare you find that in a man," Mor explained as she played her glass on the table and rubbed your arm soothingly, "And I see how he watched and interacts with you. Azriel is enraptured with you,"
You looked at her, almost dumfounded with the notion that the Spymaster would find interest in you. He seemed like someone who was too powerful and too intimidating to find love and interest in someone like you. You were always so sure of yourself when it came to your worth, but it felt like Azriel was on a different pillar and level.
"Talk to him," Mor urged you, her voice calming and gentle, "It doesn't hurt to talk to him and see what he thinks. But I know deep down, he would be honored to call you his mate,"
So after you two spoke, you decided to be brave and talk with Azriel with what was on your heart and what was making you hesitant. He deserved the truth, not wishing to play with his heart or your own. He met you at the House of Wind, the rest of the home was deserted since it seemed as though Mor warned them all. But as you stood at the balcony, overseeing the beauty and peacefulness of Velaris in the deep evening, Azriel made his presence known when he walked out on the balcony from behind you. Instantly, you felt his presence that was thrumming in your chest, not screaming out for you to recognize what was meant to be.
Why was your head getting in the way though?
"Mor told me what was bothering you about....about our bond," Azriel said calmly, sounding very certain and yet hesitant at the same time while he stood behind you. You stayed quiet for a moment, not knowing what to say or how to say it. Part of you wished to be honest and open with Azriel, but the other side of afraid of hurting his feelings in the process. From what you heard from Mor and what she has confessed to you, Azriel had feelings for you and has had them for some time. It wasn't that you didn't reciprocate the feelings, you were in the same boat and your feelings for him grew over time. But you felt your value would be less than what Azriel desired or deserved.
"I don't find myself worthy of you," You explained simply, clutching the balcony railing as your eyes were trained on the city below you and the bickering lights that made the night a bit brighter, "I wish to be honest with you, Azriel. You are a high ranking soldier here, a Spymaster, admired by everyone you meet. I'm....I'm just a dressmaker with no title or no rank,"
It sounded so pathetic when you said it, but since it was out in the open there was no need to hide it or make it simpler. Azriel had the right or know what you were thinking about and what was holding you back in wishing to accept the Bond. You thought of how others would think of the pair of you together, how the judgement would come. Not to mention how you felt as though you couldn't be up to par with all that Azriel was.
But Azriel took a few more steps over in your discretion, you could feel his presence behind you as you were attempting to stay still and not show him how scared you were in your stance and in your eyes.
"I have to disagree with you," He said simply, you pausing on your feet as he sounded very sure and determined, "I feel as though I am the one not worthy of you,"
That made you slowly turn around, seeing how he was 10 feet away and watched you with vulnerability in his eyes and looseness in his stance. You looked in shock, thinking you heard something else and your mind was playing tricks on you.
"Don't say that to make me feel better," You pleaded gently, but Azriel shook his head.
"I'm telling the truth," He explained, "Ever since I met you...you have always been on my mind. Whether it was the way you spoke about your craft and how much you love making dresses, or the softness of your soul that you would bear to me consistently. You make it seem so easy to be open and vulnerable, and I envy that."
You were watching him in silence as he took another step closer, the mating bond was thumping louder now in your ears and under your skin.
"Your kindness and need to have peace is something I wish to have and cherish, and I fell in love with that first. Then it was how you could make my day lighter and brighter with your words and jokes, even the sillier ones," He went on, you lightly smiling and feeling a few tears about to come out from your eyes from hearing all of this, "And lastly, whenever I was in your presence and your beauty....I couldn't breathe for a moment or two. Far before I felt our bond...I felt a tug towards you that I never wanted to let go. I don't wish to....and I'll do anything you ask to have you believe that I fell in love with you. I love you, every single thing about you."
"You....you love me?" You asked sheepishly, Azriel took another few steps to be right in front of you and gaze down at you with his hazel eyes. It seemed like it was too good to be true, maybe a sick dream. To hear the very Spymaster that you've pinned for and felt unworthy of, pour his heart to you and made it sound so heavenly and simple at the same time.
"I would be honored to call you my mate, because you make me wish to better. I can't picture my life without you in it, and I don't have the courage to do so," he said softly, being so close to you as he reached up to cradle your jaw with his scarred hands. You were silent, eyes wide as Azriel showed his love in his eyes and in his hold along your face, "I'll change all of me to have you as my mate. You are worth everything and so much more, and I only hope you feel the same,"
Nothing could prepare you for how your own heart was exploding with the notion of being loved by Azriel. To know that he loved you, that the feeling was mutual, and your bond was no mistake or no chance. It was real, the bonding tug was feeling so strong and yet so warm. The warm almost being a sign that you two were content in this bond and you accepted it.
All you could do was lean up to kiss him, taking the first step you were so hesitant to take. Within a moment, Azriel moved his hands to your waist and held you close in his arm, so possessively and protectively like you two were the last being in Velaris. It felt that way, the softness and intimate feeling of his lips on yours and his fingers along your hips and waist made your head spin and your bond expand.
That night was the first of your new life together, the best night of your life.
The End.
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class-1b-bull · 8 months
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what would class b's voice types be (if they all were in a musical, everyone does sing here)
Not proofread we die like men
Yes everyone sings but that doesnt mean they sing well :)
Awase - he somehow manages to sound like a dieing pig, and a acream at the same time but somehow his voice can be really good in certain situations
Sen - his voice is okay but he cant hold a note to save his life
Kamakiri - he doesnt really sing as much as he screams...
Kuroiro - he tries to make the lyrics all dark and edgy but he just ends up sounding like the black crayon from the crayon song. If ykyk
Kendo - shes above average in singing skill and shes a bit more confident than most. She has more range with higher notes though.
Kodai - she has a softer voice than most and is overall a kinda shy singer but its really good.
Komori - shes always up beat and energetic when she sings. She always puts her whole heart into every note and does her best no matter what.
Shiozaki - acapella or whatever that really slow church type of singing is called lol
Shishida - he definitely has a more 'old school' singing style but he sounds a lot better than people would think. Though its hard for him to hold a note for most newer songs
Shoda - hes very quiet and shy when he sings alone and hes kinda bland but when hes singing with someone (like background vocals) he can really bring out their voice.
Pony - shes always happy and upbeat when she sings. Its a bit harder for her to sing slower songs because of that but shes definitely above average voice wise.
Tsubaraba - he has a good voice but he only sings meme songs... he will sing 'the actual cannibal shia leabouf' with his whole heart in such a serious tone (idk if thats how you spell his name but whatever lmao)
Tetsutetsu - he puts his entire soul into the song just to sound like a dieing cow... but he does have passion
Tokage - she pours so much emotion to every song she sings. Shes definitely best for those songs that are supposed to bring tears to the audiences eyes.
Manga - hes way too dramatic for his own good. During any song he sings hes throwing himself around and putting his soul in every note... its kinda funny to watch tho. His voice itself is kinda average though
Honenuki - hes calm and has a good voice but is overall, kinda akward when he sings. Hes too focused on hitting the right notes to be overly dramatic.
Bondo - he has a deeper voice and is better at being the background vocals for some of the more high pitched students. Hes overall better at being a bass than anything else (music kinda bass not the fish)
Monoma - hes the token theater kid. He sings well and he puts his entire soul into every single note.
Reiko - shes good at singing higher notes but the lower she goes the harder it is for her to hold a note (or even make a sound)
Rin - hes pretty average when it comes to singing but he can easily switch languages in the middle of a verse to make it sound a bit cooler. That also makes it to where some songs only he (pony and honenuki) can preform
My first thought was to say songs that reminds me of them singing but I only listen to about 3 different artists so....
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gloopdimension · 1 month
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spill the tea on hasbin ☕
okay.
The characters themselves
angel - ill be honest hes one of the best in the cast For Me Personally hes very fun. butthe scene where he talkd abt why he gets drunk to escape his issues is just so ... it didnt Feel good. like its leaving jothing up to yhe audience to figure out Humm Why Does He Do This? also the song right after where its all about how hes a loser for it(????) was a bit shit concept wise. how is he a loser. unless if the menaing of thr song is Literal like hes Lost a Lot then i will stand corrected. but the song still kind of pisses me off sjfjsjndd
nifty - pisses me off. shes irritating. naught more but comic relief
husk - I like his voice but the way he reads everyones issues out loud Also leaving nothing up to the aufience to figure out is so boring. Gee thanks bro(DONT LET ME FORGET TO BE MAD ABT THE USAGE OF "DADDY ISSUES)
charlie - pisses me off. shes irritating. I look like a misogynist but the way shes written pisses me off. shes so Infuriatingly merciful even as angels are reigning down on the hotel actively endangering Her People Which She Cares About Soo Much. (DONT LET ME FORGET TO BE MAD ABT THE FIGHT SCENE)
vaggie - shouldve named her maggie. way too easy to say faggie. She doesnt really piss me off shes the most tolerable really aside frm angel and someone else ill get to. I wish she was more emotional about GETTING HER WINGS BACK. like THATS A PRETTY BIG THING DUDE. viv sacrifices super important things like this for either comedic relief or to make things Cool. also she has the most unfitting singing voice ive ever fucking heard. oh my god please get someone else to sing for her PLEASE we dont need mirabel de encanto to sing for VAGGIE. also airs out her issues levaing no abiguity.
charlie- Oh my god. She pisseI WAS ABOUT TO WRITE ANOTHER CHARLIE SECTION BC I COMPLETELY FORGOT I ALREADY DID. She makes me so mad i was abt to write two parts.
pentious - hes cute. most consistent out of everyone. Comedic relief. Hate how his death was handled that pissed me off.
Who else... idk ill get to the writing and pacing
alasto4r- He pisses me off. i hate his deisgn i hate how red he is i hate how hes supposed to be black but hes the whitest son of a bitch ive ever seen. hes inconsistent hes out of xharacter (that little feud with lucifer, he wouldnt say Fuck You he'd top it off with a quirky quip so that he IN HIS OWN WORDS "ALWAYS IN CONTROL") he PISSES ME OFF
emily- shes cute. because shes just charlie.shes literally just charlie with her colors inverted.
sera- very original namecertaintly not derived from Seraphim. shes fine.wish she had locs instead of shirley temple curls
fat nuggets- i cheer in joy at hlthe very sight of him.
the fight against the angels was so anticlimactic. it was so boring. sr pentious being killed sucked yes but did the characters rly have to cease all operation in a VERY HIGH INTENSITY ENVIRONMENT to mourn? they all should have been killed then and there for their inattention. rookie mistake. i wish charlie did way more than just shoot fucking fireworks.
The pacing is ALL OVER THE PLACE. the way the show depicts the passage of time is incredibly unclear.
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reallyromealone · 2 years
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Hello Rome! I hope your doing better now. And I have a request if you don't mind. So what if bonten x son reader where son reader's boyfriend came in the middle of the night and sing some cliche love song to reader. And then the bonten dads hear him and ask the bodyguard to chase him down lol . But they don't hurt him because they know they're son going to be sad.
But anyway please take care of yourself ❤️
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Hi the best mean girls quote besides "SHE DOESNT EVEN GO HERE"! And oh this is lovely.
I hope you enjoy, also thank you for the constant support, I do notice a lot of you guys in my notifications and I appreciate you guys.
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It was the dead of night when the men were finally unwinding and said their goodnights, (name) frowning slightly as his boyfriend didn't text him goodnight back but didn't think to much of it.
He probably fell asleep.
Snuggling into his bed (name) drifted to sleep in his warm bed, in a sweater papa Kaku got him for his birthday.
He was just on the cusp of sleeping when the sound of tapping startled him awake, what was that?
Rocks were being tossed against his window, impressed as his room was on the third floor of the Bonten mansion (an investment his dad's made when he was a toddler and needed more space to run apparently) and when he opened the window he saw a sight he wouldn't forget.
There his boyfriend was, dorky smile and a guitar "what are you doing here?" (Name) asked in a loud whisper only to receive no response as he began strumming the guitar and began singing (whatever romance song you enjoy) and (name) felt himself melt as he watched his own private show with a love sick expression.
"WHO THE FUCK IS PLAYING GUITAR THIS FUCKING LATE" Mikey's voice boomed through the house, heard by (name) but not his boyfriend who continued playing with a confused expression when (name) began gesturing to stop.
"It's fucking (boyfriend)! He's in our yard!" Koko yelled out and (name)s boyfriend looked panicked when the back door opened revealing a pissed off mikey with two security guards immediately chasing after the teenager "please don't hurt him!" (Name) called out worried as Mikey looked up "get your ass to bed!"
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thirstydiglett · 8 months
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Straw Hats and their favorite bands <3
Luffy 👒
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Luffy is into any kind of dance music, but especially samba and salsa (them Brazilian roots baby)! He does NOT know how to dance in the slightest but he loves the rhythm 🥰 However Luffy will listen to literally anything that his friends like. He loves to get new recs from the people he loves!
Zoro ⚔️
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Zoro listens to System of a Down religiously. No, he has no idea what any of the lyrics are about. He just thinks it’s good for training what an absolute moron lol marry me
Nami 🍑
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This girly listens to Bikini Kill, Sleater-Kinney, Le Tigre, Be Your Own Pet. The riot grrl-ier the better. Nami’s a bad bitch, you can’t tell me she doesn’t love listening to other bad bitches (And probably hooking up with them at their shows lol)
Usopp 🥽🤥
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EDM. Every subgenre, every day. My dude DJs on the side and he’s pretty damn good too (TERRIBLE dancer tho 😐). I also feel like as a known exaggerator about life at sea, he has a soft spot for ballads and sea shanties, particularly for anything Gordon Lightfoot.
Sanji🚬👨🏼‍🍳
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Obviously, the member of the strawhats with the best taste listens to jazz while he cooks. But we’ve also seen him playing guitar (ok it wasn’t canon but Oda drew a cover of it and that’s good enough for me) so I think as a musician his music tastes are likely pretty diverse. Obviously every kind of love song, but I also think our little weirdo would have a soft spot for weirder musicians—think David Byrne, Robert Smith, David Bowie, hell maybe even Kate Bush. He definitely DOESNT think about fucking David Bowie at least 11 times a day that would be ridiculous he’s not even INTO guys come on 😅😅😅😅
Oh. And he’s a Swiftie.
Chopper 🩺🦌
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Remember how when animal crossing new horizons came out and there was that song that everyone loved, Bubblegum KK? https://youtu.be/1nomS1pYeZ0?si=-uCPqwCGO5O8S1wC this one. That’s just playing in Chopper’s head 24/7 365.
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Robin 💪🏻🌸
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I dunno why, but I see Robin vibing to a lot of slowcore and post rock stuff—think Low and Explosions in the Sky. After 20 years on the run, I think she just wants to listen to some really calming, warm stuff that she can curl up in and get lost. She is the number one YouTube searcher of “ASMR soundbath binaural beats for sleep” in the entire world
Franky 🤖🦾
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Franky gives me old-school doo-wop vibes. Like I can just picture him in his workshop, tinkering with stuff, burger in one hand, tapping his feet to Blue Moon by the Marcels (see link ⬇️) or Barbara Ann by the Regents. Omg he’s singing along too and his voice is TERRIBLE but its so cute and he’s having so much fun that nobody minds in the slightest 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I love him so much
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Brook 💀🎩
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Brook is that dude you know who’s SUPER into the live music scene. Dude listens to EVERYTHING and usually knows at least one member of every band he listens to. He’ll get you into post-y2k Viking sludgecore and Mongolian bubblegum pop and front porch old-time blues and he’ll show you the best venues to see all of it. What a good friend!
Jinbei 🐋🥋
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Enya. Motherfucker LOVES Enya.
Bonus! Law ❤️🐻‍❄️
Lol he listens to nothing but Bauhaus. He’s had to replace his Bauhaus records 14 times because he wears through them from over listening. What is wrong with this man pls give him my number
🥰 Thank you for reading, friends 🥰
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Hi, my name is ria and thanks for accepting my request.
Sorry if it's long. 😭😭
age: i am 18+ so you can include even slight NSFW 
pronouns: - she/her , straight , interested in men
fandom : jujutsu kaisen
appearance:- i am 5'3 , i have blackish brown wavy hair , big brown eyes and pretty eyebrows. I am neither chubby nor slender just the perfect weight for my height. my skin complexion is wheatish.
MBTI: intj
personality:- i am often viewed as cold individual with superiority complex and the 'hard-worker' of the group. which is true to some extent (except the superiority complex part) but the people who are close to me know a completely different side of me. i can be super funny, sarcastic and i have varied emotions. i work really hard to fulfil responsibilties. i am  loyal , and responsible. I do get depressed with life sometimes finding no meaning or purpose but try my best to move on. i also cannot make friends easily due to trust issues, also I am not close to anyone not  even to my parents I find it so hard to match up to their expectations of being 'perfect' and it stresses me so much. The best part about  dating me can be that i can help u with u r work and  motivate to u and be there for u when times r tough.
likes:- i really like it when others are passionate about their dreams and work for it. I find it really attractive. Also people who defend their loved ones even if the world is against them is also such an attractive quality. i like long walks in garden with my loved one with meaningful silence and meaningful late night conversations on any topic is my favourite thing. I just want them to treat me special sometimes.
dislikes:- gossips , drama , liars , hypocrites , bossy people . infidelity is deal breaker for me. i get super cold and won't address the problem anymore and break the relation right away.
hobbies: books , cooking ( i am reallyyy good at it ) , anime , music and occasionally i sing and most of them tell me i have good voice but i don't think so .
love language :- i am happy to give whatever kind of affection they crave for.
i like to receive words of affirmation and acts of service.
physical affection is totally ok in later stage of relation.
i want the person to motivate me and give me hope in my darkest days. i want them to make me feel loved and needed when i am going through my bad days. they should have a stable mind and passion. its a bonus if they can make silly jokes to make me laugh.
Hi RIa!!! You are the first person in the matchup event, so naturally, you are the first to get a matchup!!! Thanks for the request because I think I have the perfect man for you (though this was a tough one ngl)
the character I chose for you is...
MEGUMI FUSHIGURO!!!
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this man is obviously passionate, so there you go!
you can help him get a lot of his dreams and passions going and help motivate him and even if he doesnt show it, it means the world to him
he definitley isnt one to boss you around, so you're all good in that department
if he gets to live his own life, why shouldnt you be able to live your own? that's how he sees it for sure
HE THINKS YOU ARE STUNNING OKAY?!?!?!? like literally will blush whenever you're around because you are just so beautiful
he can relate to that hard worker complex going on, so in order for both of you to take a break, you usually have to do it together lmaoooo
he will defend you and protect you because you literally mean the world to him frrr
he dislikes the same thing as you, so you constantly eye roll when you hear gossip and then laugh about it
he will gladly eat your food, like will love that you cook for him
if you bring him homemade treats, he will love you forever
he tells you your voice is good. all the time
he loves providing all of your love languages for you. like he will clean the entire house and then tell you how much he loves you, giving you butterflies bro
when the time comes, he will definitely hold your hand everywhere and give you hugs when you need them, but he's not a PDA guy, so never in front of people
he doesnt mean to be funny, but he definitely cracks a joke here and there lmaooooo
he is the perfect stable man for you and will make you feel loved like you deserve, while providing as much as he can for you and tell you how good you're doing all the time, motivating you constantly
he is the perfect man for you
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matchup rules --- pinned post
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Tw: mentions of death, war, murder, child abuse, slavery, lil blood think thats all but anything i missed feel free to tell me
Note: not very knowledgeable with the witcher fandom but i tried to investagate what i could, but even so ill probsbly get stuff wrong so my apologies here. Also good with writting so sorry if it sounds shitty XD
POV: u found out whose been stealing ur food
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Ana from Nilfgaardian: Backstory
Ana's life was filled by nothing but human's torment and survival. She only 3 years old when she was found with her mother's corpse and letter saying that whoever finded her to please took care of her. Samuel one of the prisioners in the group took the child as his own, felt pity to let it die in the middle of the forest like her mother.
And so for the next 3 years Ana would grew up being taught the best way to stay alive is to stay quiet and obey. Ana's only family was a grop of criminals but they loved her and took care of her as their own. But even so, child or no the guards wouldnt care less, once you become a prisioner you're treated like one...
They knew she wouldn't last long in this hell of a place....
When the heard the rumors of a witcher close to these walls, they decided to help her to escape, witchers protected people so if she could find the witcher she could find protection.
She met the group later on, they found her eating their food behind the bushes, she tried to run off and they were gonna let her go if she hadn't fainted duo to exhaustion. The decided to take her in until they could find someone who could take care of her. (Spoilers that day hasnt come 😃)
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(They gotted clothes for her cuz c'mon she was barefoot the poor thing :/)
Interactions with the group:
Avdol: He was the first one who she got the closets with his calm aura made her trust him, he likes to read her and share stories of their past hunts, he also tends to spoonfeed her a lot. Litteraly calls him mama XD (doesnt really mind, he thinks its cute)
Kakyion: The quiet duo. They mostly enjoy eachothers company, likes to play with his hair and observe him and avdol when they making potions (she sometimes gets handsy but backs off when told to)
Polnareff: she like his music, she sometimes ask him to sing her to sleep (specialy after having a nightmare) he like to tease her sometimes (which ends up her biting him lol) also because she so quiet she tends to scare him off HAHA
Alex & Yanyu: She loves them :3. Very affectionate with them and likes to sleep on Yanyu's lap. Although Alex gets a lil nosy sometimes so she just cover her ears to let her know shes being too loud (i feel like she tends to raise her voice without meaning to like me xddd)
Jotaro: Another one whose she's very affectionate with. Was scared of him at first but she gets very attached to him later on. Calls him papa (says he doesnt like it but he actually MELTS at the name) stays close to him the most and likes to put flowers in his hair. Loves being carried by him 💕
Ana: Da-ddy?
Jotaro: Do I look like-
Ana: :(
Jotaro:..........Fine
Ana: Papa! :D
He's like those dads that didnt want the dog at first, but treats them like their kid the next day lol
Joseph: He babies her the most and likes to tell her stories of his old adventures, he tells him about holly sometimes (mostly when jota isnt close) uses her as shirld whenever he pisses jota cuz he knows how soft he's become on ana (jota denise it but we all know how it is 🙄)
Overall they all love her very much and will fight anyone who hurts the child
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Note: Witcher jjba au belongs to the wonderful @ahoge-fish pls go and check it out on their blog! Cuz its thanks to them im just as hooked as i am to this fandom now ksksksksks
Also hope i didnt make the characters to ooc here (im sorry if i did)
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water-mellie-seeds · 1 year
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Lake I’ve become so rejection sensitive dysphoria-ly upset by something so trivial tell me about your fos
I TRULY understand this one RSD is a cruel mistress for Real
OH BOY at risk of talking about serizawa AGAIN and at risk of talking about upwards of 50 f/os lets talk about our f/o fight finalists!
Approaching this as if the people reading Do Not Know all of these characters,just in case some people in fact do not know anything about them
Luigi! He's definitely the f/o I've known and loved the longest! The year of luigi was catered to me specifically/j I just think his evolution as a character is SO interesting,especially in the M&L series. He is just such a genuinely good guy,he's sweet and even competitive (moreso in the party/kart/sports games) and I would legitimately do anything for him. I feel this way about a lot of my f/os but i genuinely wish i could just tell him how important he is BECAUSE EVERYONE IS SO MEAN TO HIM SO MUCH(i know its for the bit but cmon!) oh yeah mario and that other guy type thing YOU LNOW HIS NAME >:(
Kumatora. I could literally talk at length about her but ultimately id just go in circles. Her recklessness when she was younger reminds me of mine. She's a badass,and she's sassy and headstrong and super powerful and yet so chill. She's also just. A good person. I know that if shit got real she would protect me,and even though i am absolutely all talk when it comes to my ability to kick ass,id do my best to protect her too. Also she has PSI so i mean. Kind of a pattern with me,huh?
Dr. Jan. I've always loved people who work in museums or amusement parks and the like. I love to see people who actually...like their jobs. Who make it their own and have fun with it! So..it's only natural id end up liking her. She's an enthusiast of all things ancient and an avid cryptid nerd. I LOVE her enthusiasm. I LOVE her vibe she is also very pretty.
Shuichi. I'm gonna be so honest i do not much like Danganronpa V3 as a game. I love the characters in it,though. but he's a really good protagonist and he just feels...very organic. His struggles with self worth and confidence really resonate with me and i love how he slowly starts to open up and really get into it during cases/trials! I'm also a voice guy and. I really like his voice very much i sometimes listen to like. Shuichi saihara voice files compilations on YouTube it scratches my brain.
Monika. Look. Again I'm a voice guy. Also,i stayed with her for every. Single. Topic she could bring up. Multiple times over. I am down fucking bad. I tried to start a literature club because of her in my own school. I started writing poems again because of her. She told me to put her file on a usb and carry it with me always and i did. I bought a lil white ribbon and tied it on there and then i put the usb on a neckace made of frayed computer wire and i BROUGHT HER EVERYWHERE I WENT. I am in love with her. She is. The true concept of an f/o. And she loves us back,that's the part that gets me.
Queen. Yeah i like silly women i like robots. No one is surprised. She is so cool i want to drink battery acid with her. Ill become a peon i dont even carw
CAPT. SPACEBOY. I haven't ever really been able to pinpoint why EXACTLY im so into him,but i am. I could treat him so so well. I couldn't fit him absolutely not but we could be worse together <3 he sings,he travels through space he's a pirate and also super nice and hospitable. We both got funky mental illnesses going on also hes just hot. Like objectively.
Jessie and James. Package deal. Im glad tumblr seems to appreciate them as much as i do. Theyre both SUCH well written characters. I have known them forever. When i saw them crossdressing as a kid it blew my mind. PEOPLE CAN DO THAT???? Indigo league in general is so so good,but jessie and james really steal the show. They have such interesting and compelling backstories and they are poor just like me fr.(well ok team rocket is. James' family doesnt count i would have also left) we could go on a date to the clearance section in the supermarket./hj i just love them very much ALSO THEY SHOULDNT HAVE TAKEN AWAY JAMES' FAKE BOOBIES! NOT FAIR! I would never do that to him.
Thank you for listening if you guys ever wanna pick an f/o on the list for me to go off about i will do it. For you all
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uncontainably-a-whore · 10 months
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The moon and stars beyond it
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Suguru Geto x Saeshiro Gojo An Au in which Satoru has a twin brother, only his twin didnt inherit six eyes but got his own cursed technique. T.W : A small bit of violence here and there, but its never actually outright stated how it happens. Of course killing is mentioned... !!!spoilers for the manga, cause im going off that and the anime!!! ◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇
A sudden opening of the curtain lets in the bright… and at this time unwelcome glow of the morning sun. Which heralds a reaction from both of the twins, Saeshiro and Satoru Gojo. 
"Mgh… one more hour…" The younger of the twins, Saeshiro, mumbled and covered his face with his pillow in an attempt to get more sleep, whilst the older one sat up. 
"Wake up already, gotta go get ready for class." Suguru finally spoke, as he leaned up against the window frame. Which in turn made Sae sit up without missing a beat, pillow falling onto his lap as he sat up, making Satoru start laughing. Suguru only chuckled and left the room. 
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"Wahhhh~ Satoru is she really crying? nehehe~" Sae's chuckle seemed to irk Utahime. 
"Well, Utahime-Senpai~ Are you crying?" Satoru's sing-song tone seemed to irk the woman as she laid under a large bit of rubble. 
"I'm not crying! And be more polite!" Utahime spat angrily which only made the twins start laughing. 
"If I were crying, would you console me? I'd certainly appreciate that." The light grey haired woman spoke… Mei was her name… Just hearing her voice and seeing her sent shivers down Sae's spine, who opted to go run behind the older twin and hide. 
"Nah, You wouldn't cry Mei-san, You're strong." Satoru said blankly, turning over to look at Mei. who started to walk up to the pair. 
"Is that so?" the woman chuckled and stopped just a few meters from the twins. Utahime looked… Irked, she got up from the rubble and pointed at the twins. 
"Gojo! You two listen here! I don't need your help-" The woman was cut off by a massive curse that popped up behind her, which was then eaten by a second one. 
"Hehehe~ what was that one about you not needing our help Utahime-San?" Sae's Cheshire cat grin coupled with his teasing giggle seemed to just piss Utahime more. 
"Don't swallow it, I'll absorb it later. Satoru, you know it's not nice to pick on the weak. You too Saeshiro." Suguru's familiar voice rang through the rubble followed by Sae childishly giggling. then pouting jokingly. 
"Ehhhh?! Sugu you know I know that but it's funny watching Utahime-San angry!" The boy giggled even more as he waited for Suguru to come up the stairs, coming out from behind the older twin. 
"Utahime-san? Are you okay?” Shoko asked as she walked up and stood beside the twins, both acting like children, but one acting like a kid in a car waiting to get to go to disney. “Shoko!” the woamn’s excited and whiny yell rang through the air as she ran up to “I was worried about you. We hadnt heard from you for two whole days.” 
"Shoko! Sont let yourself turn out like these three!" She whined as she hugged Shoko which earned an overly exaggerated offended gasp from Sae. “I won't turn into trash like them.” Shoko patted Utahime’s back in a sense, trying to comfort and re-assure her that it won't happen.
"Ehhhh?! What's that supposed to mean?!" He pouted and crossed his arms.
“The path utahime walked is falling apart” Satoru giggled as he watched Suguru walk up the steps. “Shut up.” Suguru replied as he got up and wrapped his arms around Saeshiro. Who just smiled and wrapped his arm around Suguru’s waist. Much to Satoru’s dismay. “Ugh you two should just date and get a room. Seriously” He rolled his eyes. “Listen, we are just best friends and you know that ‘Toru” He wouldnt admit it, but it kinda hurt him to admit that, knowing deep inside he loved Suguru with his entire being but thinks he doesnt have a chance with him. His heart ached at the thought of never being able to be with the one he loved in a romantic sense. But maybe it was for the better and he just accepted that maybe he would be fine with only seeing Suguru happy. But maybe that felt like it wasnt enough… could he be greedy just this once? ◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇ “Ehhhh Satoru it's your fault we all got chewed out for destroying that mansion so stop whining about it!” Sae pouted angrily while continuing to play basketball with the two, making sure not to hit Shoko who was testing out Satoru’s glasses. His striking blue eyes contrasted heavily with Sae’s ruby red ones like two versions of infinity. Red and Blue, the only physical difference at this time between these two are their personalities, eyes and voices, while Satoru’s is more on the higher side compared to Sae’s deeper one. “Whatever it's not like they can do much to us, we are the strongest after all.” He rolled his eyes which earned him a ball being thrown full force at him. “Whatever!? Not like anyone likes being yelled at for someone elses mistake now eh? Just admit you went too hard. Sheesh.” He clapped back, his tone more assertive now. Soon the doors opened and the masamichi appeared, calling the three to go and do a mission, escorting the star vessel to Master Tengen. “Aishhh feels like immortality is just a big nuisance… like what if you have to watch the one you love die over and over again? That sucks doesnt it? It would be so lonely…” Sae made an interesting point, would immortality feel redundant if you just have to change bodies every time to avoid evloving to a god having no sense of emotion or having to watch the ones you care for disappear till theyre only a distant memory. How cruel would a life like that be in the end? It makes sense to a certain degree, but the amount of things master thengen has done for them is immense and if he were to ascend, it would cause issues for all of jujutsu society.
“But for real… I get why the curse group Q is after her, but why does the star religious group want to kill her?” Satoru popped the can open and took a drink, his tone was laid back and bored kind of. “Do we really wanna know or what? Cause it seems to me they just want master tengen to be ‘pure’ and shit without actually knowing the effects… you know… as normies do” Sae continued playing on his playstation portable while walking with the two, not really paying attention where he was going, just following his twin. “But the star religious group are made of non-curse users. We shouldn't have to worry about them too much. But we do have to worry about Q '' Suguru's little analysis piqued Sae’s interest, getting the boy to put his Playstation Portable away. “Ehhhh true I dont really care about the normies anyways.” Sae sighed as he leaned his head against Suguru's shoulder as they walked on. 
“Anyway it should be okay, we're the strongest. That's why Master Tengen asked us after– "What?” Satoru looked at his twin and Suguru who looked at him with a certain look. “Ehhh ‘toru its just that…” The younger twin looked over at Suguru to finish his sentence. Knowing they were both thinking the same thing. “Weve both been meaning to tell you this… But… You should mind the way you talk…” Suguru’s words made Satoru look in shock. “What?!” “Yeah… well particularly around your seniors… Like I do it only to Utahime-San and… we might be meeting master Tengen too… just… Youre waaaayyy too rude to them ‘toru… I wouldnt wanna get chewed out by master Tengen if I were you...” Sae gave him a slightly disappointed look as Suguru went and messed with Sae’s hair. “Yeah… and in that way your juniors won't be so scared of you.” Suguru added as their point was amde clear. Satoru just shrugged and sighed. “Sheesh give me a break.” The older of the twins rolled his eyes, just then a loud explosion rang through the air, The three snapped their heads towards the noise in slight shock. “Ohhhh fuck. Would it be our fault if the star normie is dead or something?” Sae sweatropped before he spotted the unconscious girl flying out of the building, Suguru went up and caught the girl while riding one of his curses… it was this weird looking pink manta ray thing… “Phew, made it just in time.” Satoru smiled but Sae almost immediately noticed something was up and pulled his mask down, releasing a few clouds of smoke before pulling it back up. Condensing one into a baton, he stood ready to beat the shit out of someone. Before  abunch of knives came flying at the twins, Satoru of course saw this coming and used infinity to stop them. Clapping noises were heard as the foe approached, making Sae’s face contort with disgust.
“Amazing! You must be the Gojo twins eh? Youre famous. Ive heard youre strong. Show me if the rumors are true.” The masked man offered. “Sure… but… Let's make a rule. Since we both dont wanna go all out and get in trouble.” Satoru said, the other twin was already out of sight. “What…” “If you cry and apologize now… we won't kill you.” Sae’s voice came out as a whisper in the man’s ear. He couldnt see Sae, but only a ring of clouds around Satoru and him. “Brats!” The man said before the two promptly made sure the man would not be able to walk… or do much… for the rest of his life… effectively rendering him useless. “Say cheese~” Satoru said happily as he took a selfie with the man whose body was now laid against a tree and Sae just smiling while playing around with the man’s face making him smile. “Think Sugu is done making sure the star normie is safe?” Sae’s question goes unheard and un-answered as the two made their way up to where Suguru is and saw him with the two ladies. With Suguru sat on the couch, Sae went up and sat next to him. “Should we take her to a doctor?” Satoru asked, while looking at the other two, who were now crouched down to the left of the unconscious girl who they had dragged into the floor.
“Ehhh she's the star normie… so she should be a little more durable, yeah? Ahhhh… I wish Shoko were here, she would know what to do…” Suguru nodded at Sae’s comment in agreement, as they watched satoru pick the girl up and carry her. “Oh! Youre awake!” Satoru said as he now noticed the girl.. Who was now… very awake… “You jerk1 if you want to kill so badly why dont you go first?!” The girl yelled as she slapped Satoru right across the face, jumping away from him and into a sort of stance? “Hey, riko, We arent here to abduct you.” Suguru smiled nicely, trying to re-assure the girl. “Liar! You look like a liar!  And what's with those bangs?!” she insulted suguru… what? “Hey hey little lady you can't just go ‘round saying that to people it's rude.” Sae said softly, trying to hold the two others away from the girl. “True, but you dont look too trustworthy either and what's with the red eyes you look evil!” Sae smiled menacingly before letting the other two go do what they needed. The girl screamed as Suguru grabbed her wrists and Satoru grabbed her ankle and started pulling her in opposite ways. Kuroi had come up while riding one of Suguru’s curses.  “Hey star Normie, thought youd be sad about the merger thing. Here I was worried ‘bout ya.” Sae said as he put his arms up at the back of his head and leaned a bit into them, all lax and seeming to not care about how ‘serious’ the mission is. “Rediculous! A simple comment from a simpleton! Listen up! master Tengen is me… and I am master Tengen! You talk about merger and death as if they were one in the same! But youre gravely mistaken! With the merger i will become master tengen and master tengen will be me! My will! Heart! Spirit! All will live on after merging! HEY! Are you even listening?!” Satoru and Suguru were both watching Sae play on his Playstatopn Portable and not actually paying attention to what she was saying, all three boys looking bored at what she was saying. “Ey star plasma… whatever… normie, are you done with your monologue yet? You probably have no friends with the way you speak eh?” Sae said, not once looking up from his psp before finishing up the game and then putting it away. “I'm thinking it would be a cinch to send her packing,” Suguru chuckled, both twins nodding in agreement with an angry and flustered Amanai making a fuss. “I talk fine at school you know!.. AH! School! Kuroi! What's the time?!” The kid yelled as she panicked. “Ah… it is almost noon… perhaps maybe school can–” “Nonsense! I'm going!” She yelled as she ran to school. The other four following close behind. ◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇ “Nehhh~ ‘toru dont be so hard on the normie yeah? She was saying all that stuff…” Sae’s tone was soft and hushed down as he wrapped his arm around his brother’s shoulder and leaned against him. “But as you know, the truth is that  after the merger, she will be stuck under jujutsu high with master tengen to form the barrier, friends, family and everything she holds dear she will never be able to see them again… let her enjoy herself that’s our mission now…” Suguru’s tone was solemn, like he felt pity for the kid, Sae did too, he just didn't hide it at all. “Lady Riko does not have any relations, when she was young, her family was involved in an accident, since then, i've been her caretaker.” Kuroi bowed slightly, to which Sae’s reaction was to go up to her and get her to not bow. “There is no need to bow this much to us Kuroi-san… we are after all younger than you… besides, wouldn't that make you her family then? Having raised her from that day to now… you've done the best you can… we cannot change destiny. Things happen for a reason, no?” His smile was warm and comforting as to reassure the woman that all that she did wasn't for naught. The woman nodded and smiled back. “Suguru, how are the surveillance spirits?" Satoru asked and Suguru checked. 
"We have to find Amanai, two of the spirits have been exorcised.'' Those words put everyone else on high alert and he took off his mask and handed it to suguru. 
"Hold this, I'll locate the threat." With that he dissipated into a cloud, moving around and spotting the person, quickly, he notified Suguru and Satoru of the whereabouts of all the intruders. Sae, slowly losing control, had to re-materialize, doing so right next to Suguru. Before taking his mask back he smiled and gave Suguru a kiss on the cheek. “What was that for?” he asked in a slightly hushed tone. “While the adrenaline is still here I should just be upfront and say it… I like you… like… like like… you… Not as a bestie homie boo… but as someone I wanna spend my life with… ‘s okay if you dont feel the same way just… needed to get it out of my chest… '' Sae smiled from under the mask before Suguru pulled him in by the cheeks, took Sae’s mask off and kissed his lips before pulling away and pulling it back up into place. “I thought we were already dating to be honest.” Suguru joked slightly before we noticed a presence nearby, we snapped our heads towards where it was coming from and ran towards it. “Well well, that uniform…” The old hunched over man said as he seemd to summon a shikigami… Sae pulled his mask off again to let out one cloud and condensed it into a sword while Suguru went and summoned two curses. “Curse manipulation?! What is that cursed technique” The man’s expression is unsure slightly at Sae’sunknown cursed technique. “You yap too much old man… but correct, that is curse manipulation… and this… thing i just did? I like to call it … nah i aint telling you what its called… mostly ‘cause i havent.. Thought of a cool name yet…” Sae sheepishly admitted. “Do you want me to take him or do you want to?” Suguru asked while looking at Sae. “Ooh! I'll take him! Should be easy to past tense him.” Sae smiled from under his mash and disappeared from the man’s view, clouds of smoke filling the hallway. Soon the man began seeing his childhood dog, before he was promptly thrown against a wall and knocked out silently. “Yeah… oh we do need to talk about boundaries, ground rules and what not later…” Suguru smiled as he walked over to Sae, who was dissipating the gas away and crouching down in front of the man. “Mhm! Later, for now we have our mission. And this mission is important… now… is this man with Q or the time whatever association?” Sae pondered to himself while looking down at the unconscious… he thinks, man. “Dont know… but he seems like a hitman to me… anyways…” Suguru and Sae walked off, leaving the man alone as they talked about things, making sure to be on board and on the same page on everything.  ◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇ “Dont you dare do anything to my lady or I’ll kill you!” Kuroi yelled as she watched the man fall to his knees after being hit where it hurts most, making sae flinch and go behind Suguru. “Yeesh Kuroi-san is strong… remind me to to anger her at all…” Saeshiro shuddered, making Suguru chuckle softly and nod. “Where’s Riko?” Suguru asked as he quickly got a response from Kuroi. “She left the school with Master Gojo.” Her response was quick and straight to the point, Saeshiro nodded and wnt out from behind Suguru. “Then we should follow them… things are getting a little… funky. And not in the funny silly goofy way.” Sae said almost trying to lighten the mood, except it… doesnt… and the masked man gets up all angry and chuckles, saying something about someone being ‘the thirty million’. “A shikigami?!” Satoru yelled from over the phone, Sae shook his head. “Nuh uh! Not a shikigami ‘toru-nii, there's a… uhhh 30 mil bounty on the star nomie’s head with a time limit thing that ends tomorrow at 11 am… so just before lunch… man i'm hungry… hold on not the time to be hungry.. But be careful out there ‘toru it isnt looking too good…” Sae’s warning was left unheard since satoru had hung up the phone already. To which he pouted. ◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇ “I'm sorry… we didnt take into consideration how important Kuroi-san would be to the enemy… “ Satoru sighed and patted the younger twin.
“Is that right? It's not a big deal.” Satoru said blankly.
“Pardon? What?! ‘Toru, what if they hurt Kuroi-san? What if they use her as a hostage and make the star normie the ransom? What if they kill her if we dont… oh! We should take the kid to Jujustu high, then use Koko as a decoy? Since my cloud clones arent very… stable nor reliable…” Sai thought logically about this trying to make sure of Riko’s safety and everyone elses.
“Wait! I'm going too! I can't trust you guys with this!” Amanai’s interjection shocked the three boys in front of her, confused and shocked.
“What? You brat. Dont you realize the situation youre in?” Satoru’s tone was stern and assertive, sort of making Saeshiro look confused as hell. This was probably one of the first times he's ever seen his twin this serious, a sobering experience really.
“Even if you rescue her, what if kuroi doesnt come back before the merger? I still… havent even said goodbye to her…” She looked like she was about to cry, Saeshiro looked like he was gonna go and try to comfort the kid, but Suguru just held him back and shook his head.
“We’ll be getting a call from the kidnappers soon… if theyre smarter than we thought, and if we bring you and kuroi’s chances of survival decreases… we’re gonna leave you behind.” Satoru’s tone made shivers crawl up Saeshiro’s spine.
“I feel the weight of my sins crawling up my spine… hnghh.” Sae whispered as he relaxed in Suguru’s arms, who was casually just holding Sae’s hands over sae’s belly while resting his head on his shoulder.
“Understood! That's fine.” RIko agreed and Satoru nodded.
“And dont even try backing out halfway through, we dont care if youre scared Got it?” ◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇ and thats that chapter done!!! Wooo that one was a doozy to write... If anyone has any quiestions feel free to contact me on discord or... i dont know if tumblr allows direct messages to creators... but if it does, my dms are open!!
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bishiglomper · 6 months
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It's not even 9 and I'm riled up
I woke up to a loud, confident "FUCKIN'-!"
It sounds like the nephew hurt himself. Which didn't actually trigger my anger because of the F word
Its because he said it so adamantly.
Which i then realized started last night.
Before then it would be a scream whisper, going "FAH" or "F'kin". Which irritated the shit out of me, but no, now that i think about it, he blatantly said FUCK several times last night with no shame.
And half the problem isnt even the goddamn F word! He always straight up verbally attacks and abuses us! And when we tell him to go away, he'll come back seemingly calmer and be like
"Hey mom? ...why are so annoying?"
And she'll say something like "I'm trying my best to make you happy."
"You didn't answer my question. I said- why are you so goddamn annoying?
And why is (bishi) so annoying? I just want to play my game, but you, you cant mind your goddamn business! Why can't you just ignore me! I cant believe i have to share the living room with you people!!"
I want to bitchslap him so bad
It's such a shame. He's a very sweet, sensitive boy. He can be so thoughtful. If you're hurting, he asks if he can rub it for you. He asks for cuddles all the time. He likes playing games like I Spy and the alphabet game. He likes doing character voices. He can sing great. He's very good at math and when he realizes he does good in reading he gets so shyly proud of himself. He likes history and all sorts of interesting facts. You do NOT ever make a bet with him over facts he knows. And he's real good with toddlers.
But oh my god. He absolutely cannot deal with any negative emotion. The slightest irritation and he becomes the biggest fucking asshole.
He is not going to make it in the world. At all. Everyone is going to hate him. He's not going to learn to make friends.
Fuck, we're not going to make it. My sister has expressed concern that, when he actually gets bigger than her? He's already like 150. He's a big boy. He could hurt us if he wants to.
When he hits puberty and shit escalates, i dont know what the fuck we're gonna do. He does not listen. He has never had an ounce of respect. We absolutely cant control him.
But the worse he gets, the weaker my sister's guidance gets.
I just. I understand to some extent "i can take it because he feels safe enough to lash out at me without consequences" but that is not turning the flag the color you think it is. And it is giving him the confidence to start treating US that way.
And i don't care if he's autistic. He's not unaware of the world or what's coming out of his mouth, this is not a verbal tic. He can learn some goddamn basic respect and patience for the people around him.
He's not going to learn to brace himself against bad feelings if we don't even bother to teach him how to navigate and deal with those feelings.
He turns 10 in 2 weeks.
Double digits already. And jesus, dont even get me started on the self reliance aspect of his upbringing. I just need him to control his mouth.
You know none of us taught him this. We do not speak to or treat eachother like that at all. He learned it all on youtube and the gaming culture he's exposed to on the oculus.
Ive been warning my sister to limit and control that exposure since he was like 4 and could navigate YouTube on his own. You can see how that turned out.
My sisters childrearing frustrates me so much. Ive shared thoughts, concerns and found all sorts of articles and videos to help provide insight and ideas.
Id been telling her for WEEKS about rejection sensitive dyaphoria. She avoided looking it up because she didnt want to acknowledge another thing wrong with him.
Since then, she read something like. When he feels criticism, he feels like the world is trying to kill him. Not consciously, that's just how his brain chemistry responds. And she doesnt want her squishy widdle baby to suffer. Its just so heartbreaking! That his brain thinks the world is trying to kill him! We must protect his feelings!
Like bitch, no. You need to help him reshape his thinking and reassure him that no, we're not attacking him personally every time he hears anything negative or opositional.
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hotwings0203 · 3 years
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I feel like Dabi would be the type of dude who would bully you incessantly at the LOV and for the life of you you can’t figure out why. He’s always around you and making snarky comments or pulling your hair, trying to catch you messing up on missions. You’re sure he hates you, and you do well to stay out of his way, or sometimes when you feel bold you’ll offer a quip of your own. The bullying increases whenever you talk to other guys at the bar, especially when you make Tomura crack a smile, Dabi’s breathing down your neck the second your leader leaves, calling you terrible names and pushing past your boundaries.
Cw: language, nsfw, noncon, manga spoilers, some angst?
In a perfect world, Touya would not have been abandoned and rejected by his family. In a perfect world, Dabi would not exist, and Touya would be eating dinner with his family right now as he shows his little brother how to properly wield fire to its fullest extent.
But there was no such thing as a perfect world, and therefore Dabi did exist. And Dabi doesn’t care for anyone, or anything.
Or so he tells himself.
“Slut”
“Nothing but eye candy, and shitty eye candy at that”
It’s nothing you haven’t heard before, but it doesn’t make it any easier to ignore him
“What was that all about, huh? The fuck are you and crusty snickering about?”
Fed up with his continuous antics, you decide to mouth off a little too.
“Oh nothing, just talking about how adorable you and Hawks would make as a couple. And wipe that sneer off your face, it looks like some of your staples fell out of your mouth.”
It’s nothing too snarky, but in a second he’s shoving you in some dark room, forearm pinned against your throat as his hand is lit up with blue flames merely inches away from you, snarling in your face.
“You wanna be funny, bitch? I got jokes of my own too, why dont I show you what happens to dumb little girls who don’t know their fucking place? I think that would be real funny.”
But his hand is stopped from drawing near your wide eyes when you both hear Twice and Toga calling everyone for their next meeting.
He pushes you away from him, giving you a murderous look over his shoulder as he leaves the room, not paying mind to the way you slide down the wall in the dark.
You take extra precaution to try avoiding him for the next few days, not even making eye contact with him when you two get teamed up for tasks. He never mentions the room incident, if anything he acts as if it never happens. It’s like whiplash for you, he tries to weirdly talk to you more but all you offer him is mumbles and hums of agreement.
The conversation is never long, but it starts to be less talk of degrading you and more of begrudging questioning of what you’ve been up to. You never engage, opting to pretend like you never heard him, and strangely enough he leaves it be.
You give him a side eye one day as he joins you at the bar (much to your discontent), downing your glass just to fill another.
He says nothing as he slides into the stool right next to you, and pours a glass of whiskey for himself as well.
It’s awkwardly silent, you’re not sure if you should leave or not, but you’d be damned if you try to initiate small talk with this psycho.
But then, he speaks.
“Is Shigaraki sending you on the mission to get that UA kid?”
His gravely voice rumbles and cracks from his usual lack of use, and he clears his throat after he talks.
“No.”
“Oh.”
This is excruciating, you think to yourself as he mulls over the drink in his hand for a silent minute or two.
Toga calls you over thankfully at the exact same moment, and you breathe out an inaudible sigh of relief as you slip off the stool to join her.
“Wait-“ Dabi grabs your arm and you flinch out of instinct, expecting a slap or a burn to come from him.
He sees your reaction and shakes his head dismissively, letting you go and muttering a “Nevermind”. You don’t ponder over it as you trip over your own feet to join the eccentric blond.
A week passes, and then two. With each day you maneuver your way around him, request to be partnered up with different people in private, and busy yourself in random tasks. Every time you pass him by the bar he lifts his head from whatever he’s doing and tries to maintain eye contact with you, even going so far as to open his mouth to say or ask god-knows-what.
You try to ignore the foreign hopeful glint in his glacial eyes as you walk right past him, ducking your head as you do so.
It drives Dabi crazy.
He can’t handle any more rejection, he thought his family would be the last straw for him to ever want recognition or love validation from again. He wants to talk to you, to hear your voice as it snaps back with witty comebacks of your own that he secretly enjoys so much, even if it means he has to force it out of you with hateful words. He wants to feel your hair underneath his scarred hands, even if he has to mask the soft wanting of you in forms of yanking the strands. He wants nothing more than to see your eyes fill up with no other sight than him and think only of him, even if it means he has to corner you and scare you into submission.
But your silence is something he’s not used to.
Well, to be fair, you weren’t silent completely, but the only sentences he was hearing from you nowadays was when you were speaking to Shigaraki or the other League members.
You were the only idiot who didn’t notice the smoke curling from his nostrils and ears comically when he’d finally see you stop your stoic act just to open up to other men apart from him. Spinner, Twice, and Compress backed off almost immediately from talking to you for too long when they’d see the look on his face as he watched you surrounded by them, but Tomura would merely smirk from behind your shoulders and keep a level gaze with his subordinate, knowing fully well why he was so pissed off.
You began to notice the weird energy at the base soon after the rest of the men would keep curt conversations with you in comparison to your long talks about video games, sex, and life after you would all win the war.
So you thought it would be best to ask the most semi-normal person there that wasn’t fueled with testosterone and aggression.
“I just don’t get it, why are they all being weird? I mean, we all used to talk so much and now they just...try avoiding me. Except for Tomura of course, he’s still normal I guess. But he always has this smirk on his face when I’m with him and I can’t figure out why.”
Toga stops cleaning her blood-laced needle to give you a sly look, all fangs and glinting white.
“And Dabi?”
“What about him?”
She sits back on her haunches and cocks her head at you. “You really don’t know what’s happening here, do ya?”
“No,” you roll your eyes in exasperation. “But I’ll gladly take any theories here, since apparently I’m the only one who doesn’t get it.”
“He likes you.”
You gape at her for a moment and then burst out laughing.
“What? That’s crazy, he doesn’t like me, he hates me!” He can barely stand being in a room with me, all he does is talk shit and harass me.”
The blond curiously licks at a bead of red from the top of the weapon and you cringe when her own tongue rips from the sharp point.
“You say he can’t stand being in a room with you, so then why is it that he’s always there? He might talk shit, but he talks to you out of everyone else right? Regardless of if it’s something mean.”
You’re thoroughly flabbergasted. She had a point, but it was too much to wrap your head around. She cheerfully hums and gets up to flounce around the room, cleaning her already-tidy room up to a T.
“And that little silent treatment act you’re giving him isn’t helping either. I swear, Jin told me Dabi almost burned his mouth off that one day you, him and Spinner were talking about GTA. He totally cornered the poor guy and threatened his life if he didn’t stop talking to you.”
“You’re joking.”
“Am not. He wanted to do the same to Tomura but I figure he wants to keep his job, so he won’t. Doesnt make it any better for him when you’re all chummy with the one person Dabi can’t stand the most, though.”
No wonder your leader was so smug whenever you two were in the same room, your attention solely focused on him.
You run your hands down your face, moaning about the whole situation being fucked. It’s just your luck that you couldn’t take a clue, but to be fair, how could you? Being called worthless and a waste of space wasn’t exactly what you had in mind for flirty banter.
“Soooo what’re you gonna do now? I heard he’s gonna try talking to you for realsies like, tomorrow or something.”
“Tomorrow?” You yelp, jumping up to your feet. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner? I can’t face him!”
“Oops,” she giggles, twirling with outstretched arms around her room and falling down onto her bed.
“Oh god, I can’t do this. I don’t even know if I like him! He’s such an ass, and even when he tries to come off as normal he’s just so..unsettling. I don’t think I’ve ever had a good conversation with him.”
Toga props her elbow up to rest her chin on her hand, frowning in thought.
“Why not just tell him how you feel?”
You snort and fold your arms. “Yeah, because the psycho arsonist is really gonna take the word no well.”
“Hmm.. I see what you mean. Oh well, whatever you choose, I’ll support you!”
And with that she skips out of the room sing songing for Twice to make a clone for her.
You were fucked.
And sure enough, the next day he approaches you, hands stuffed in his pockets and an almost bored look on his face.
“Yo newbie, I gotta talk to you for a second. Come with me”.
You look blearily up at him through eye bags and mussed hair, a direct telling of your sleepless night. Your stomach drops when you hear his words, but you nod your head and take a deep breath, mentally preparing yourself of the speech you practiced till the sun rose.
No one else is bothering you both today, Shigaraki having gone to visit All For One and the rest of the League left to their own devices. It was something you weren’t so comfortable with, but you doubted a hero would come to save you.
He leads you through the short winding hallways, each step of his growing louder and heavier as the space started growing smaller. Finally, he reaches a dimly lit room and stops outside the door, gesturing for you to go in with a casual wave of his patched wrist.
“After you.”
You raise an unsure eyebrow at his uncharacteristic show of consideration, and do as he says. You’re sweating bullets, fists balled so that your nails are digging into your palms, and vision going in and out of focus as your eyes begin to adjust to your surroundings.
A loud bang pulls you out of your stupor, and you whip around at the sound.
Dabi is already staring back at you with lidded eyes, leaning his weight against the door, his arms crossing over each other.
You shift on both feet, picking at your nails nervously.
“So, what did you wanna talk about?”
He says nothing, but just observes you, his head slightly tilted as if you were some abstract art piece.
“Dabi.”
“You got a lot of nerve, y’know that?”
He pushes himself off the wall and advances slowly towards you, hands stuffed in his trench coat pockets.
You immediately back up with raised palms, sputtering indignantly at his offensive movements coming closer and closer. However you thought his ‘confession’ would go, this was most definitely not starting out like how you planned
“Excuse me? What’re you talking about-“
“I know what you’re doing. You think whoring yourself out to ol’ crusty and the rest of the guys here is gonna make everyone forget just how useless you actually are. What the fuck do you even do here? You fuck up half the missions which I have to come bail your ass out of, you constantly put us in jeopardy by being all friendly with everyone, and you can’t even keep your mouth shut when I need to let off a little steam, as I rightfully should.”
In a perfect world, Dabi would be the light of your eyes, the hero of your world. In a perfect world, Dabi would be able to hold your hand in his smooth one and tell you that he wants you so much that it impairs his rational judgement and makes him say things he doesn’t mean. He’d tell you that your presence is like a weight lifted off his chest, your presence means he doesn’t have to think or worry about the outside world, he just wants you all to himself without anyone interfering.
But this is not a perfect world, and Dabi is not a hero, but rather one of the worst villains.
So he does exactly what one does as a villain.
Instead of a loving look that he knows he’s incapable of, Dabi looks down into your horrified gaze as he traps you against the wall between his scarred arms, spewing misplaced venom at you.
“I don’t know what your problem is, but you need to chill out. First you go ballistic on me ‘cause I talked to Tomura for no reason, then you act all weird and quiet as if you’re some decent person, and now you think you can just bring me in here and tell me how worthless I am? Go fuck yourself, seriously.”
You scoff and make your way to push him but stop when he does what he did a couple weeks ago. You hold bated breath as he casually brings an inflamed hand to scratch at his face as if he can’t feel the hellfire emitting from it, and let out a whine of distress as he lowers his head mere inches from yours, lips almost touching.
“Stop talking to the rest of the guys,” he breaths. “Stop smiling, laughing, or going near anyone who isn’t me.”
You wonder if he knows how insane he sounds. He does, but that’s nothing he doesn’t know already. If anything, it solidifies in his mind that if he is to be as bad as the world has made him out to be, then he is acting exactly fit for the role.
“Why?”
“I don’t need to give sluts like you a reason. It should come as easy, right? What’s putting out for one more person?”
Your eyes are brimming with tears now, your stoic facade showing cracks as you sniffle a little bit.
He eats it up and groans watching salty rivers cascade down your cheeks. Suddenly, he feels as though he can no longer hold back anymore, he feels as though if he thinks for one more second he’ll combust.
So, acting on instinct, he surges forward and presses his lips against yours, swallowing your cries of distress and holding your hands above your head in midst of them frantically beating on his chest.
Your lips are so, so soft compared to his and it’s making him sink deeper into this instinctual daze. He puffs against your writhing lips as he thrusts his hot tongue in your mouth.
You try to bite him but when his hands heat up against your skin you resign to your fate and wail, allowing him to pull his hips flush against yours and start humping your thighs.
He draws back and bites your lips, teeth clacking against yours as he does so. You open your terrified eyes and blanch when you see the look on his face.
Lust is clearly drawn everywhere, from his blown pupils to his heaving chest, all the way to his flushed face and wild eyes. He looks as though he’s about to eat you alive and it’s appropriate that you feel like a lamb about to be slaughtered.
“Dabi, wait, please stop-“
But he cuts your pants off again in favor of slamming his hips against yours again and grinding impossibly hard on your legs, the friction of his jeans catching on your clothed cunt and forcing a mewl out of you.
“I’m not gonna stop. I’ve had enough of you teasing. You’re mine now, and if it takes burning our dear leader alive and this whole place down for you to understand that then I’ll fucking do it.”
He thought that terrorizing you would ease the empty feeling in his heart, that continuously berating you would force him to see you as what he always said you were, just another empty headed cunt. He thought that distancing himself from you and focusing on other things would make him forget about the soft feelings he longed to share with you, feelings he thought perished in the fire he was in when he was a young boy .
Even now, there is an ache in his chest as he hears you beg for him to stop, to let you go, that you’re sorry for whatever you did.
But this is not a perfect world, and not everyone gets their way in life.
You should really learn that, because Dabi already has.
And so Dabi will act accordingly to what life has put out before him .
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