Dwa wychudzone palce
Kiedy siedzę przy zamrażarce
Wyciągam swoje dwa wychudzone palce
I wkładam je do gardła
By poczuć się jak lekka lalka
Potem jeszcze dalej
Wkładam swoje chudziutkie palce
Gdy zaczynam wymiotować
Czuję, że żyję i byłabym zdrowa
Jakby za każdym razem
Traciłabym kilogram za kilogramem
Zamienia się to w nawyk
Jak poranne picie kawy
Przestać nie potrafię
Jak liczyć kalorię na śniadanie
I nikt mi nie pomoże
bo nikt nie może.
Magdalena Wasilewska
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damnit
I hate how fasting is so easy for the first part of the day, but it always gets harder towards the end of the day. Oh well, I'm still gonna do it.
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if i don’t wake up on time i can not eat for a day.
if i forget to do something important i can not eat for a day.
if i am rude to anyone i can not eat for a day.
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Tw: mention of crime and ED's
I was a part of the true crime community and anorexia community on hear from 2016-2020 ask me anything. Please.
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PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT: Ten meters of polished steel, baby. Imagine the speed. Your mind races at the thought of conquering this children's play equipment. Take the plunge. Go down that slide.
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For decades, the blank vision that Iudex Neuvillette wears near his heart has been subject to much discussion in Fontaine. Nobody remembers who it had once belonged to or why the ancient dragon protected it so jealously. It is said that if the Chief Justice would to stare at it for a long while, it would be sure to rain right after. Oh, how beloved that person must've been.
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does anybody else want to be really skinny but not like the extreme sickly skinny
-no hate to anybody who is, i’m just saying
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All I want is to be a beautiful and skinny model living in Paris
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Things i’m looking forward to in weight loss
for the first time in my life not be taken up as the “fat” or “ugly” friend
not feeling ashamed about my appearance
not feeling like i take up to much space
being confident in my looks
having pretty hands, a small waist, defined collarbone and small wrists
being healthy
not always standing out by my body weight
laying in bed and seeing bones instead of fat
having my s.o. pick me up and spin me around
getting compliments and praise
not having your weight me the main thing people remember about you
when im pretty and thin, people will want to be friends with me and be attracted to me
shopping a new wardrobe feeling more confident
obviously this isn’t the same for everyone but this is my list<3
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the fnaf movie was so funny because if it was ANY other horror movie i would have been like "OH NO THE ANIMATRONICS ARE COMING FOR THEM" whenever the animatronics did anything vaguely murderous but instead my friends had to listen to me chant "go foxy go go foxy go go foxy go-" when he started running down the hallways to kill people
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