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sad-anorexic-meals · 3 minutes ago
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Food log Tues. 5/11
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✨ Breakfast: Weird hummus bread w/ light butter (171cal)
✨ Lunch: Shirataki noodles (20cal) with a keto broccoli & cheese soup mix that I just added less water to and made it the sauce (210cal)
✨ Dinner: A chicken skewer (110cal) asparagus (24cal) salad with light blue cheese dressing (69cal)
✨ Dessert: ½ a grilled apple (48cal) and a tiny bit of vanilla ice cream (70cal)
Total: 722cal
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v4mprzz · 4 minutes ago
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in my opinion, parents should not comment on their teens’ food choices, yeah mom i’m going to eat another portion i’m 16 i know how to behave wtf can you stfu plssss 😩😩😩
like, one of the reasons my ed started was bc my mom was always telling me not to eat so much... bestieeee i ate like a normal kid should have
AND THE FACT THAT SHE STILL DOES IT WHEN IM GOING THROUGH MY ED LIKE GIRL, THIS IS THE FIRST MEAL I EAT IN THE WHOLE DAY, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS OK
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haru-is-anorexic · 6 minutes ago
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It hurts so much to know that I'll never be good enough. No matter how hard i try i can't be good enough for anyone. All i have is the comfort that i find in starving at this point.
I gave up on eating. Why should i even try if there's no point in living anymore? It's gross to even think about eating. I just want my body to slowly shut down on me so that all of this will finally stop.
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abby-andy · 16 minutes ago
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...cute
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mayiseemybones · 21 minutes ago
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Does diet tea really work? I’ve been struggling with binging lately and I need to lose some of the weight I gained really fast to get back on track. Please let me know!
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tiredlonelygirl13 · 24 minutes ago
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Day 14
My ugw is 55kg and according to this one app I use, I should reach that weight by mid October. I’ve already lost 6kg in 2 weeks and I have about 25kg to go so I’d say I’m making good progress 😊
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an-echo-in-my-thoughts · 27 minutes ago
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May 12th, 2021
People have no idea, they don’t know what it’s like to live with an ED, depression, anxiety... They know nothing about this life. They keep on hurting us, they keep telling we’re faking.
« You’re not skinny enough to have an ED », « You look so happy, how could you be depressed? How is it possible that you have anxiety? »
Maybe they’re right, maybe I’m just faking, my brain is faking everything... I don’t know.
I just need to be skinny, I need to see those numbers on the scale go down and down.
We’ll be happy and skinny. Everyone will be like us. They’ll finally understand.
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thedancingcrab · 27 minutes ago
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This week marks mental health awareness week. I don't know how much a social media post really does.. Maybe nothing at all. But I'd like to start this off in saying that I've become a lot more confident in my body since I let myself gain weight instead of holding onto the idea that I should always be slim to be considered attractive. And let me tell you why.
This past year and probably years and years before that I've had to put so much time and energy into healing. It's been one of the most exhausting processes but also so rewarding at the same time. Because I can tell you this whole heartedly. I now like myself. No. I love myself. I love everything that I am and what I've become. But this wasn't an overnight process. It's been painful, I've had to confront a lot of my wrong doings, mistakes and negative thoughts about myself to get to where I am now. I had to find hobbies. I had to pour my energy into other things than myself. Because honestly. When you die, no one's gonna think about how beautiful you were. They might say it, but they will focus on how you were beautiful in other ways. Maybe how you lit up the room with your smile. How you were so positive and how much they miss your energy.
A hobby I've found in this past year is cycling and going hiking and it's done wonders for my mental health. Because I started worrying less about what my body looks like and more what it can actually do for me. I have legs that allow me to walk up mountains. Not everyone is that lucky. I live somewhere where I get to see some of the most beautiful sights in the world (Wales isn't a shithole trust me there really is incredible places). We hardly ever criticise how nature looks so why do we do it to ourselves? Another thing I've noticed as well is that the only person who really says bad things about my appearance..is me. Nobody really cares. People are so focused on themselves and what they're doing. I used to get told I was ugly in school all the time. Even by girls who were supposed to be my friends. But I refuse to carry the weight of those opinions with me around anymore. Maybe I didn't look the best in school, but it wasn't my focus. I was quirky and I owned that. But I didnt have the self awareness back then that I do now. And the weight of those opinions got on top of me so much, until they became a problem and I found myself with an eating disorder and I stopped eating and increasing the amount of makeup I wore cause I thought that was what happiness felt like. Skinny, glamorous. It didn't get any better.
I convinced myself I was happy whilst I ate sugar free jelly and low calorie ice cream. But it was hell and I'm so glad I know what real ice cream tastes like now. As for my face, it's nice to let it breathe every now and then as well. I'm beautiful with no makeup on and I'm beautiful if I want to wear it. But I don't always feel that way. I still have bad days and there's still that voice somewhere that tells me I'm out of shape and should maybe increase my exercise and eat a bit better. It will probably always be there. When you've struggled with your body perception for years I'm not sure it ever quite goes away. But I also recognise when those thoughts come up now and it's easier to flick them away. Cause I know there is so much more to me than how I look and I get so sad when others don't have that awareness too cause I've been there and I know what it's like to have your appearance consume your mind day in and day out. I think all the women I've compared myself to over the years are dealing with the same thing. Maybe when I was comparing myself to the girl that had the body type I wanted and the face I'd love to have she was also dealing with the same battles of her own. The only person we should be comparing ourselves to is the previous version of ourselves and how much we've grown or will continue to grow. We don't know what others are dealing with at the end of the day. And just because someone looks like you want to look doesn't mean they're better than you in any way shape or form. You don't need to be pretty like somebody else you need to be pretty like you. Cause nothing compares to that. If there's anyone else that I know who is still battling with what feels like a never ending hell of not loving yourself.. Here's some tips I've learned along the way that really help me.
- Try to stop mirror checking. I say try, because I still do now and it's a work in progress. When you find yourself doing it, create some distractions. Think about other things you have to do. I guarantee your washing basket needs sorting out right now. I can guarantee something in your room or anywhere else needs tidying and fixing. Go and sort it. We can't change our bodies in an instant, but we can sort out those mundane tasks we keep putting off and it's way more fulfilling when you do one of those tasks. Trust me I have plenty...
- The next time you go outside, look around at people. Is anyone really focusing on you? Probably not. They're probably focused on themselves. Or their dog if they're out walking them (I'm also trying to focus less on myself and the cute dogs I get to see when I'm out). Another thing.. Acknowledge what you're doing in that moment. We get to use our legs, our legs are allowing us to walk and see daylight. Not everyone is that lucky as I mentioned before. Okay maybe my legs weren't as skinny as they used to be but seriously who cares. There are so many other things I can be focusing on right now and you can too.
- Again another work in progress but seriously I'm working on it and it's getting better. When people compliment you, stop trying to find reasons on why they're wrong. Because if they turned around one day and told you everything you say to yourself on a daily basis it would break your heart. Trust me it would. But the people who love you don't think those things and they never will. Because if you asked them what they like about you the most your appearance won't be one of them. Maybe your partner will say something jokey and sweet about it. But trust me, it's not what they love about you the most. Other things are far more important. And they probably love you because you make their life so much more bearable in some form. We all have our own problems. Think about how much you add to that person's life when they're facing struggles of their own. I guarantee, you will be able to find at least one thing.
- No food is a bad food. We can all have too much of something but that goes for every kind of food. And exercise is amazing for our mental health but it doesn't mean we have to over indulge in it just because we ate 'bad' for a few days and now we feel guilty. Be kind to yourself in those moments. Once again it's another work in progress for me too. I pretty much eat whatever I want when I want now. But there's still that voice in my head. They're a bit annoying at this point I don't know whether I should give her a name.. Maybe Ursula cause she was my least favourite Disney villian. Ursula just needs to piss off sometimes. I went through years of restricting myself and I don't wanna do it anymore.
- Let people take pictures of you. I know. Its terrifying. I still hate it now. But one day all people will have of you is a memory and that picture you hate of yourself so much might be their favourite. In this day and age all we ever get exposed to is picture perfect filtered people who probably shaved off half of their thigh with some editing programme like face tune or whatever it's called. Then someone takes a normal picture of us and we zoom in on it and start criticising ourselves from our face all the way down to our toes. We start asking people to put a filter on us before they take the picture because anything is better than being confronted with our real selves. I just don't wanna live in a world like that anymore. I'm still guilty of doing it myself from time to time, but the less people do it the better. I'd love to start being more of an advocate for that.
When you put your phone down and get into the real world and it's something I've started making more of a cautious effort to do lately, everyone just looks normal!! Everyone has textured skin, everyone's got pores, people have oil, people have spots, people have dry skin. Maybe some are better at hiding it than others. But it's just skin. Thats literally it. Social media has warped our brains into thinking we're not good enough cause we don't look like the person who's completely cellulite, pore and acne free in their gym gear living their best life. But in all honesty, they probably don't look like that either. I'm not saying people can't, but the tiniest bit of editing can go into a photo and we think it's realistic. And they're probably insecure about something as well. Don't compare yourself to images that aren't real life. I know it's hard. Once again I still do it myself. But we can make a cautious effort to realise when we're doing these things and implement little changes on how to stop.
If you got this far and read all of this, then thank you. It means the world. I hope I was able to maybe get you to think about life in a different way and maybe.. Just maybe more positively. If not then thank you for reading anyway! I hope we can all stop being so unkind to ourselves one day. 💚
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justwanttobeskinny05 · 29 minutes ago
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51 followers 😲 once again i hope a happy and healthy recovery for all 51 one of us and i love you 💕
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di3tdrugd0ll · 36 minutes ago
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haven’t accurately counted calories in a while so i’m started today, i’ll let y’all know how it goes :/
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baelends · 39 minutes ago
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staying above the surface without eating on a consistent basis drains any demon — no matter their rank. bael of course is no exception to this. mostly surviving off mortal energy drinks and sugar to keep his body functioning well enough. stubbornness and paranoia keep him from full nights rest so he just simply does not sleep.
each day without a human buffet before him is exponentially harder than the last. some days he’s increasingly groggy and sluggish ( quiet even. 👀 ) but much more grumpy. hims hangry
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