#dont know whether or not to be flattered by that or not

[quil12]

I went to my mom's today to grab some stuff because I'm moving on Monday and I had stored things with her and I found this book that my elementary school did where everyone in the school wrote something and they printed it. This was mine:

End of the first paragraph makes absolutely no sense, but the lines after it feels kind if like a poem. Like it doesn't quite rhyme, but almost

"...she only groaned."

"...I said in a cheery tone."

I don’t know wtf I was on in 4th grade lol

#it ends so abruptly too #mine was also the first one on my class's page #my last name starts with an L #so it wasnt alphabetical #it makes me think that they looked at it and went 'yes this is the first thing we want people to see when they go to this class' #dont know whether or not to be flattered by that or not #i also want to know if i was the one who did double spaces after periods #or if the person formatting the book did that #cause i definitely dont do that now #i do not like how that looks #i know its like a leftover from typewriters though #punctuation is also not the best #dont know why a teacher didnt proofread it lol #needs more commas

[dykedvonte]

Woe another Benny ask upon ye. What do you think he'd look for in a romantic partner? Not a fling, someone he's head over heels for

This is so goading cause I could say the obvious and be like someone like the Courier but I generally have tow interpretations of this:

Someone who likes being his. Like possessive sounding I know but I think he'd like someone who's a flirt, a people person who doesn't stay put but has a strong sense of "home". I don't think Benny Gecko is poly but I also don't think this guy knows how to keep it in his pants so he can't expect his partner to either. He doesn't want you to be on his side like cling wrap but there's a mutual understanding of importance to each other. There a person who does their own thing but can find a way to incorporate him and he'd do the same but in a "Look at what I set up for us, Baby-doll."

A forward thinker. Benny likes a person of action, a person who gets things done or knows how to make a plan. He is ambitious, and determined, and he'd love to have a bird on his shoulder that helps him get things along. Like, if you ever seen the BTAS ep where Harley leaves Joker, and like he can't even remember to put on pants cause she took care of that stuff. But not toxic like that and also a bit more complex. Like he'd be head over heels for someone who moves the same way he does, a risk taker who also has a plan b and c.

I think in general he's the type to go after someone who reminds him of himself, well his positive qualities at least. Benny genuinely seems like the guy who needs a partner that he can talk to and share a philosophy with, someone who isn't just gonna agree but go back in forth in whatever aspect they share. Basically, you gotta create a feedback loop for him y'know. But in the same vein, this only applies to him. He's gotta bring this out in you and vice versa cause all in all Benny likes to feel smart and special and if they treated any pretty face with a sharp tongue the same way he'd probably immediately categorize them as a good candidate for friends with benefits but nothing special cause he's not.

#Benny is a guy who needs a partner who can think for themselves but at the same time is easy to get a hold of #like independent but obbsessed with him so when he calls they respond whether its flattering or combative depends but you need to be #attentive to him and he'll give it back in his own odd way #one is clearly more mushy but I am doing the perspective one would be helping with his plan and the other doesn't know #like either way he needs a ride or die and based on my post on someone he's super interested in more platonically #thered be a lot of personality overlap #also I just figure Benny isnt the dating partner type and more just has weird intense flings/fwb hence my interpretation of him and Emily #and my non canon interpretation of him and Swank or the Courier #hes like emotionally unwell and needs a partner who is not #fallout #fallout new vegas #cotl #benny gecko #benny fnv #fnv benny #ask #anon #l dont mind benny asks I just think hes like neat in bug trapped in resin way

[literalite]

happened again..

#idk whether to be flattered or sad that people mistake my edits for renders 😅 #like this game has more potential then you'd think if you just applied a bit of time to it #and also my skillset just isnt ever gonna be rendering i dont know what a node is or does but i paint on a lot of the lighting by hand so 🥲 #im not like super 💔 about it just kinda torn #seph.txt

[oflostinfound]

|| 🖤 ||: ❝ Seems I'm going to this too, to help judge per the request of Miss Eath and her... guardian. Still deciding on an outfit though... ❞

#🖤 || ic post #🖤 || ever watchful shade #🖤 || glamour (human) #grim: hax found me in town and thought my resting face was ''perfect'' for the try to make someone laugh challenge #grim: i don't know whether to be offended or flattered #grim: dont you dare tell either of them who i am or i'll flay you alive #grim: im just a simple human witch... #🌸 || the spring ball #eath's spring ball

[floorpancakes]

#they would be cringeworthy but excellent cat parents #pls clamp its what they need #as reward for all the shit they have been through they are rewarded with thematically compliant kitty #i have this mental image of the hc where like #obviously their entire meeting was a parallel to this so it hits extra hard #and like #idk doumeki comes back from work but he hears a mewing noise coming from the street corner #and theres this wet kitten barely able to mew very loud in like a soggy cardboard box #well we saw what happened to the first cat he saw muttering to itself in the rain in a precarious situation #and hes like #he just instinctively picks it up and tries to shelter it in his jacket or something and takes it home #and obviously watanuki would be like 'ur so stupid we dont know how to take care of a cat ive done no research that was so impulsive etc #but its kind of a fated moment given their entire....origin story and each of their combined experiences thematically speaking #when he sees the little thing he just kinda shuts up and IMMEDIATELY starts trying to figure this shit out #its probably touch and go for a few days as to whether the cat would make it but they pull through and all of a sudden #theyre cringe cat owners #the final state of being that they were building up to all along #they take the cat to the vet and the vet is like you don't have any other cats at home right??? #and doumeki is like oh i have two cats and watanuki steps on his foot with his heel and hisses for him to shut up #he is kind of flattered though #listen hes gotta get used to his position as a mandatory cat person soon enough #i would argue he would be REALLY into it once he stops giving a fuck #but thats besides the point #cat......they would be good with a cat.... #someone pinch me to write this #xxxholic #douwata #yeah

[keen-on-euphemisms]

A very peculiar thing happened to me yesterday.

So 4 years ago i hanged out with this guy. We spend a night walking, he gave me his sweater when i got cold, kissed on the sunrise and just walked in opposite directions as we were from different cities. Didn't even had sex.

And we were insta friends all this time like quiet followers. Until recently I noticed that he is watching all of my stories and liking my selfies, but never sending any dm. So yesterday when amount of alcohol made me bold I wrote to him what's up with that. Joking that I make a lot of great pictures - but have likes only on selfies.

And whooooooah boy.

It broke like a dam. Dude replied instantly with tons of messages. Like he was afraid and shy to write to me, was trying to become his better self just to reach out. That when I visited his city not so long ago he didn't risk to write to me because he was afraid he's not good for me. And how excited he is that I'm not opposed of the idea of us connecting even though we're not in different cities, but countries.

I mean. Like. Wow. 4 years. My adhd brain is struggling to comprehend that kind of fixation, this is some romance movie-plot stuff and it is happening right now.

Wow.

#i dont know whether i should feel flattered or disturbed #the line between romance and weirdness is so thin #this is definitely the first time im in the situation like this #what do i do now #write to the rest of my quiet followers to see how many of them are secretly swooned?

[boy-gender]

Post-Top Surgery Weight Gain: Will My Breasts Grow Back? (Nope!)

I've had a couple people message me asking about this privately, and it was something I had a fear of when I was getting ready for top surgery, so I wanted to address it in a public post:

After top surgery, your breasts will NOT grow back, even if you are not on testosterone. No, not even if you gain weight.

The chest is, to borrow Shrek's wisdom, like an onion, and has many layers. The ones top surgery is concerned with are the chest wall (muscle), the breast tissue, fat, and skin, in that order.

Your chest wall is a bunch of muscle that protects your organs. This will not be removed or touched. Your breast tissue sits on top of that, and this is what will be removed during surgery, leaving just enough tissue to make your chest proportional to your body. Very few people have totally flat chests. On top of this is body fat, much of which will also be removed or reshaped during surgery. Then there is your skin, and your nipples. Typically nipples (including areola, the area around your nips) will be taken off, trimmed down to a smaller 'masculine' shape, then grafted back on. Or you don't have to get your nipples back at all! I didn't, so it's up to you.

To reiterate: your breast tissue will NEVER regrow. Your nipples and areola will NEVER regrow, regardless of if you are on T or not.

However, FAT may fluctuate in this area. If you lose weight, whether on T or not, you will probably lose fat here and may have loose skin, which many surgeons can address in revisions. If you gain a substantial amount of weight and are not on T, you may gain more fat here- take a look at your close female relatives. When they gain weight, do they gain it in their breasts and side-boob area? When they lose weight, do they go down a cup size?

If you are on T, testosterone will change the way your body distributes the weight it gains. Look at your close male relatives. I'd be willing to bet money that when they gain weight, they gain it predominantly in their stomach. When you are on T, your body will probably begin to redistribute the way it gains fat to a more 'typically male' pattern, like the stomach, as opposed to hips, thighs, and chest.

Something to keep in mind, especially for fat people but really for anyone getting top surgery: YOUR ANGLE IS DIFFERENT! Look down at your chest right now, pre op. You can see aalllll the way down your cleavage. But if you asked someone standing in front of you if they could see all your cleavage, they could not. Even if you were naked, you seeing your own chest from a top-down angle makes things look further out/rounder/bigger than how other people see you.

Please keep this in mind when you look at your surgery results- the fat that was left behind and reshaped on me looks bigger/rounder to me, looking down, than to other people looking at me. And this is only in resting position! Move your arms around (once it's safe dont do this freshly out of surgery please dear god), raise them over your head, put them out to your sides and T pose. Look at the way the fat moves under your skin and around your body; how it looks 'flatter' in some positions and 'rounder' in others. This is totally normal! This is what skin and fat are supposed to do, and do on everyone who has skin and fat! These are NOT breasts, and they will NEVER be breasts again.

I hope this helps some peoples fears be assuaged. I know it can feel silly to ask if your breasts will grow back, but it is a valid fear, especially for plus size people, and it is also a fear I hope is now at rest. Your breasts will never come back. You're gonna look and feel great.

tl;dr- no, your boobs will never come back after top surgery, regardless of whether you are on T or not. you might have leftover fat here or gain fat here, but this is a universally human experience, and happens to cis men just as much as any other person. also, your angle viewing your own chest from the top-down is a misleading optical illusion that is not accurate to what other people see looking at you front on.

#trans men #plus size ftm #plus size top surgery #fat liberation #fat ftm #fat transmasc #trans man #trans masc #transgender #trans #transmasc #ftm #double mastectomy #top surgery #queer #queer pride #trans pride #bilateral mastectomy #mastectomy #og #transblr

[thisdoodler]

Ok, so I’m seeing a lot of people making posts about why Vil is a complex character and they don’t understand the hate he gets, so

I’m going to make a post as to why I can’t like Vil.

I want to make this clear before I begin. I do not hate or dislike Vil, actually I appreciate how complex he is as a character, it’s just that I can’t like him.

And the reason is his relationship with Epel.

I’m going to start this off by saying I’m genderqueer (They/Them) and that I’m aware Vil isn’t transphobic but honestly some of his and Epel’s interactions just remind me too much of it, if that makes sense.

Why? You may ask, well:

He forces Epel to wear make up when Epel makes it clear he doesn’t like it.

He forces Epel to wear feminine clothes when Epel makes it clear he doesn’t like it.

He forces Epel to act in a traditionally feminine manner when Epel makes it clear he doesn’t like it.

All of this just reminds me way too much of a transphobic parent trying to force their kid into the role of their assigned sex.

And like,

I’m aware it has more to do with the way Twisted Wonderland was written, but it’s just something that eats away at me when I think of Vil. I am never going to be able to see it as anything else no matter how much I try.

And I know Epel has some issues with toxic masculinity. I know all too well, because they are almost the exact same things I did before I realized and came out as genderqueer.

I used to dress traditionally masculine, did the “tough” voice and speech, I used to wear sports bras just a bit too tight to make myself look flatter (practice safe binding kids), I used to hate on traditional femininity, and so much more and it reminds me a lot of Epel.

I dont headcanon Epel as FTM (I actually kind of dislike it but I feel like that’s a post for another day.) but his struggles are very similar to trans struggles and Vil acts in a very similar manner to transphobic parents.

(Also if you headcanon Epel as FTM, I don’t dislike you, because I understand that there’s not a lot of trans representation and a good portion of this post is about how Epel is trans coded.)

For me to like Vil I need just some sort of acknowledgment from the narrative that Vil is wrong for forcing Epel to play a role he doesn’t want, because right now it feels like the story is saying he’s right and it makes me like him even less. It makes me feel like they’re saying that Epel’s gender dysphoria will go away with time as he accepts his feminine appearance and, from my personal experience, that’s not really how it works????

If I’m wrong please let me know. But like, when I’m dressed femme and my gender is more masc that day, no matter how comfortable I would be in that outfit if my gender was femme, I feel dysphoric.

Also before anyone says “but you think Epel is cisgendered! How can he experience gender dysphoria???”

So, anyway, that’s why, for the moment, I can not like Vil.

Also, please, do not use this to spread any hate about Vil Shoenheit. Like I said, I don’t hate his character, I just really dislike how this part of the story is being handled. I should also mention I haven’t read Chapter 6 yet, so I don’t actually know if this issue is properly being dealt with there. I will reboot this when I have read it and say whether I have changed my mind or not. Thank you.

#twisted wonderland #TWST #twst character analysis #twst epel #twst vil #vil shoenheit #epel felmier #pomfiore

[galacticleague]

speaking my truth on npmd because im thinking about this alot. i think the reason it falls flatter than tgwdlm and bf as a musical is that tgwdlm and bf have a running theme — want.

(whole thing undercut)

the cast of tgwdlm want human connection - charlotte wants sam to love her, bill wants alice to love him, mr davidson wants his wife to choke him while he jerks off etc etc, and eventually paul goes from 'i want what anyone wants, money, kids, a partner maybe idk' to - to put it simply - wanting emma (putting it very simply, if i went into detail this post would go off the rails). this switch is what makes him vulnerable to the hive and this want to live and to survive and to be happy with emma is satiated by pokey by giving him the connection he craves via hivemind, this is how it works for everyone. they want to be happy, pokey makes them happy by removing any need to want anything in the first place.

similarly, in bf, the adults of hatchetfield are still miserable and they want to be happy, they have this void within them that they feel they need to fill with products and consumerism. if they buy this stupid fucking doll their kids will love them, they will be happy, etc etc. and this want to be happy is similarly satiated by wiggly via the cult - they have something to worship, or - in lindas case - people who worship them. they have purpose, or at least they think they do, but whether their problems have actually been solved or not - they are still content.

but in npmd, this is less solid. theres that bit where they have to sacrifice what they want the most, but this is near the end. its kind of all over the place, and this wobbliness(?) is sort of just emphasised by the fact that there is no specific lord in black, its all of them. now i loved the summoning when i first watched it because im obviously a huge hatchetfield fan so i like. know who these characters are but as ive seen others say, alot of npmd does rely on knowing hatchetfield lore - understanding injokes. and in hindsight it just... isnt great for the cohesion of the plot.

tgwdlm and bf both have specific themes, specific lords in black, they have subplots but they have a solid throughline that is easier to follow. to me, npmd feels like its all over the place and it just feels kind of...mid for lack of a better word.

i think there were some moments that were just kind jarring? i guess? like if i loved you coming directly after ruths death was really strange, tonally. i wish they spent more time on ruths death tbh she deserved better. richie got two songs and an opening scene. anyways i digress- i feel like whenever i think about it im always like. i just wanted More. which is weird cuz its already like 2 hours long but idk. IDK!!! if i loved definitely felt unnecessary to me- like just conflict out of nowhere. i would have liked more build up to it. maybe im just salty that it took up stagetime that could have been used to grieve ruth but. sorry for the random if i loved you slander i think my point here is that some moments and some subplots felt more tropey, injokey or like fanservice??but not in a sexual way?? - is that the right word to use idk - than actual compelling plot moments. tgwdlm is an incredible work of theatre and uses subversions of tropes to communicate a great story, bf is a detailed criticism of american consumerism and how capitalistic societies force people to rely on products to make their lives better, npmd is. high school drama with ghosts. it just doesnt hit as hard on its own.

i dont want to be one of those "im a better writer, and THIS is how i would have done it!!!! im going to fix this!!!" people so im not going to do that but i think something i would have liked to see was focus on just one lord in black, probably nibbly because i feel like he fits the most and has the least preexisting story. i mean for gods sake, why does wiggly have the most speech time out of all the lords in black again!!! he already has an entire musical about him!!! greedy bitch- well i guess thats kind of his thing. i think i just want to see more of nibbly tbh, he has one nmt story and he only shows up at the very end. anyways that was kind of a side rant sorry gang. there isnt a problem with having a story featuring all the lords in black, but i think it just doesnt quite work in npmd for like structural reasons as well as plot cohesion.

i did enjoy npmd, im not pretending i didnt, but narratively it is the weakest hatchetfield musical and i just wanted to put my finger on what it is specifically. please dont take this as like hate or slander, i am a huge starkid fan, but i think it is important to consume media critically.

also i am not a professional i am a teenage drama and english lit student who likes media analysis and narrative design so just. take everything i say with a grain of salt :)

if you read all this, thankyou and if you disagree please lmk what you think(civilly.i do not want discourse in my notes)!! i could be hugely wrong about this and just need to think more about npmd and id love to see others' analyses!

#long post #sorry gang #i feel like people are gonna be like “oh but its fun and silly sometimes things are just fun and silly” and yeah i know that #look at my url and pfp. starship is my favourite starkid musical like yeah i Know that #but within the context of the hatchetfield series #it just feels...weak. compared to the other musicals #IDK! idk #this was inspired by that one starcanwrecked confession btw i should go back and rb that #please dont crucify me for this #npmd #starkid #hatchetfield #npmd analysis #hatchetfield analysis

[princessbrunette]

ahhh princess, you don’t have to answer this if you dont want to but im going on a date its just drinks (trying not to scream i fancy him so bad) and dont know whether to wear a little white sundress (sundress theory has me in a chokehold) or to keep it casual with jeans nd cute top and sneakers….. im so bad at these things

sundress !!!!! its flirty n cute and fun and shows u put in effort which he’ll find flattering <3 good luck on the date !! 🩷

#anon #chatting ૮₍ • ˕ - ₎ა♡₊˚ #girly talk ໒꒰ྀིᵔ ³ ᵔ ꒱ྀིა

[pasta-in-the-pudding]

nina, jane, jeff and clockwork with a scene! s/o? :3

scene kids >>>

Also i feel like you picked some of the most perfect creeps for this prompt

Thank you so much for requesting!!

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Nina

I feel like she would be a mix of scene and emo

Mostly scene though

So she adores having a scene s/o!

You borrow each other's hairspray and teasing combs and accessories, etc

She steals your shirts sometimes if it goes better with her outfit

She always returns it....

....after she covers it in her perfume

Hair dying dates are very much a thing!

Whether shes dying yours, youre dying hers, or maybe you both do each others!

Another common date is making kandi together

She's made you bracelets that say her name, say both of your names, and say silly things like "fart"

Someday, she wants to go on a concert date with you

The two of you, wearing matching outfits and partying all night long to the music

It makes her heart flutter!!

Speaking of things that make her heart flutter, she gets butterflies when she hears your clothes jingle

She doesn't quite know what it is about it, but she loves it so much

If you are someone who wants to get married, she constantly talks about how she's gonna get gerard way to play at your wedding

She also loves doing your makeup!!

Her favorite part is the lipstick

In her opinion, it brings the entire look together

Though, you'd look gorgeous no matter what

Jeff

This guy is an absolute metal head

But in his younger years, he was a emo kid

We're talking sode part, too many belts, a strange amount of mcr t-shirts, the list goes on and on

So when your relationship with him begins, he will most likely give you all of his old gear

You will have to wash most of it because lord knows this boy does not shower

Maybe if you asked nicely enough hed dress up again for you

But he would refuse to go out like that

He would like to go shopping with you though!

A date i think he'd have fun with is going to the mall together, getting boba and just walking around buying clothes and accessories

Which is something he can do now, since he spends most of his time in the underworld

You'll just have to hope that you don't get caught up by the paparazzi

Which is almost never the case, especially with him being JEFF. THE. KILLER.

If you do manage to have a nice time with just the two of you though, congrats!

Jane

I feel like Jane doesn't really enjoy the scene aesthetic

She's a very toned down person, so all of the accessories and loud music just kind of overstimulates her

But, its not like shes gonna make you dress any way

If you like the way you dress, then thats your choice and she respects that

She would like to watch you style your hair and do your makeup though

Shed find it intriguing, and she enjoys seeing how your styles differ

She might let you style her hair as well, but it would take a lot of convincing

She is very particular about her hair, and seeing all of the hairspray you put in yours, it would really make her uneasy

But if you did convince her, she'd be pleasantly suprised!

She'd want you to style her hair more often, because she discovered that the way you style it actually flatters her face shape very well

I feel like shed be open to going to a concert with you!

Just dont expect her to really do much

She'll be very busy just enjoying the music, she wont drink or really even dance much

If you are shorter than her, she will hold your hips and sway side to side with you to the beat

If you're taller than her, then she will stand in front of you, with your hands around her shoulders

Clockwork

I feel like she wouldn't really care that you're scene

In the nicest way possible

Like she just doesn't really care what you dress like, she loves you and thats all she knows

But if you wanted to ramble all about your fashion or music, shed be happy to listen!

Shed be the most willing (besides nina) to let you dress her up

She feels super cool once she gets all of the belts and chains around her waist

It gives her a sort of nostalgic feeling

She wasnt necessarily scene when she was younger, but she had the classic bangs and she wore mostly baggy jeans and band t-shirts

She is willing to let you do basically anything to her

If you wanna practice makeup on her, she will let you

If you wanna see how an outfit looks, she'll model it for you

Shes the most chill with doing whatever you wanna do

Like she will literally say yes to anything

#creepypasta #slender mansion #creepypasta x y/n #creepypasta x you #creepypasta x female reader #jeff the killer x male reader #jeff the killer x reader #jeff the killer headcanons #jeffery woods #jeff the killer #nina the killer x reader #nina the killer #nina hopkins #jane the killer x reader #jane the killer creepypasta #jane arkensaw #jane the killer #clockwork creepypasta #clockwork #clockwork x reader

[the-s1lly-corner]

Prompts 7, 8 and 9 with Jason

Oh yeah I'll definitely make something to eat after this

Genuinely idk what to put in the notes of these posts anymore since I'm writing these for the queue so a lot of stuff that's like. About events and what imma do are likely gonna be irrelevant by the time the post gets out SOBS

Anyways unrequited love and drunken confession can be seen as connected, mutual pining can be seen as its own stand alone thing! Had a cool idea to link up prompts!!

UNREQUITED LOVE

I am a sucker for childhood friends turning into lovers... however imagine if Jason always had a crush on you but because of everything that happened you two never got together. As far as you know hes likely dead and he has no idea what you're doing in your life. Even if you never return to camp hes always going to be thinking about you. Theres this.. hollow feeling pit in his chest when he remembers you. Are you still out there? Did you ever find someone else? Are you thriving? It.. hurts.. and if he didnt feel the obligation to protect his and his mothers burial site he would feel inclined to try to seek you out.. but what then? How would he find you, and more importantly would you want him in your life?

MUTUAL PINING

Jason tries hard to be flattering to you. Whether it be trying to be the perfect gentleman to you by doing everything you need him to do when you ask, as well as protecting you and offering his entire self to you.. hes going to be trying his best! Sure sometimes he might he stubborn with his stances on things or he might be clueless but he does try to treat you as best as he can! Hes very bashful and shy when you show the same feelings, wanting to do the best for him in return.. he tries to insist that you dont need to do anything and hes fine with doing the heavy lifting.. though.. it does feel nice to be wanted for once.. it's a guilty pleasure, at least to him that's how he views it. In a world where everyone but his mother made him feel like he didnt deserve anything nice, its.. hard for him to just accept hat you're willing to give him all the love you can offer

DRUNKEN CONFESSION

You go out to camp crystal lake and get drunk. Really the fact you didn't get murdered by the man is shocking. Maybe it's because he recognized you as a childhood friend before everything got bad, and how you were wailing out about how you heard the rumors that he was still alive.. or something else. If you were anyone else he would put an end to your drunken sobs as you poured your feelings and grief out, more or less spilling your metaphorical guts out onto the dock as you nursed a bottle of booze. It doesn't feel right for him to come and comfort you.. but just know that your confession didnt go unheard, leaving a very conflicted and confused forest killer

#jason vorhees x reader #jason vorhees imagine #jason voorhees x reader #jason x reader #jason voorhees imagine #slashers x reader #slasher imagine #slasher x reader

[haato-no-ace]

Hello! Can i have a seperate headcanons for Idia, Leona , Kalim & Malleus? (i dont know if my request is romantic) where the boys find out grimm accidentally spilled that reader like them or has crush on the boys but reader force themselves to stop crushing on them, the reason reader thinks the boys wasnt interested on relationship and also reader thinks wasn't was not fit for them cuz they're not noble or royality, just a magicless human. What they might the boys react?

Leona, Kalim, Idia, & Malleus + GN!Reader

In which Reader had a crush on them, and they find out.

Relationship type unspecified, other Genre unspecified, general Headcanons

I've classified your request as 'other'! Meaning it's up to your interpretation on how you want to view it. I kept everything pretty open-ended, ehe.

Leona was a bit surprised; he's aware he's an asshole, and he knows that you know that.

Not really surprised you stopped having a crush on him, and he thinks your argument is sound. However, he does say that it doesn't really who he, Leona, marries, since he's only the second prince. If being not-king did him any favors, it meant he didn't have to marry for political reasons or while thinking about them.

Definitely uses that knowledge of your past crush to tease you a little bit.

"Come on, didn't ya used to have a crush on me? Can't ya make me a sandwich because ya love me so much?"

Kalim was very surprised and flattered! He didn't know you had a crush on him at all!

When he finds out the reason, he's sad and disappointed. His family is just related to royalty, he's not a royal himself! Plus, there's a popular story back home of an ordinary homeless, poor boy marrying the sultan's daughter!

He's not trying to convince you to like him back again, he's just being very honest! He'll respect your wishes, but it makes him upset that you thought he'd care about status.

"It makes me happy you liked me, at least! I like you a lot too! Uh, not like in the crush way or anything! Just like, um...haha!"

Idia froze up like a popsicle when he heard you liked him! Emphasis on liked. Past tense. He can work with that. (His hair is uber-pink.)

He's not sure whether to take offense or be proud of the reason you chose to drop your crush on him. He knows he's pretty cool but also no, he's not??? Besides, every classic, successful love story is usually about a commoner falling in love with someone of higher status than them, right? At least that's how it is in Idia's otomes, light novels, and mangas.

Otherwise, he does avoid you for a bit just out of sheer embarrassment and anxiety. He's flattered and a bit happy you think of him as husbando material.

"Eh. Huh. What? WHAT? T-There's no way [Y/N] likes me. LIKED me. There's no way!...N-no, don't look at me! Stop looking at my hair!"

Malleus was mildly shocked. You loved him? You didn't loathe him or find him scary? Difficult to be around? Interesting...

He's not too upset that you stopped. In fact, he found your reasoning very sound. He does say that, given time, you would make the perfect noble like him, if you got the proper education.

Nevertheless, he is flattered! He doesn't tease you or give you grief over it. To both of you, it's just something that's happened and passed. Things simply passing, like time, is something Malleus is used to.

"A liking to me? Well, I'm flattered, [Y/N]. This doesn't change our relationship, right? ...Good, I don't want it to change."

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[themistressdomme]

Hi! I'm messaging because I was reading your blog and i saw you mention you were ace! I'm curious as to what your experience is on the ace spectrum in terms of intimacy and how you discovered your identity (if you don't mind my asking, completely understandable if you dont wish to answer)

I ask as I myself am Acespec and I ADORE reading smut but don't particularly care for actual intimacy and I'm curious for another perspective , especially from someone who's writing is so captivating :)

Thank you!

(A silly gal who likes your blog)

Hello my love!

First off, thank you so much for your compliment for my words! 🥰 I'm flattered and I appreciate that so much! 🤗

I'd absolutely love to answer this question! I love meeting fellow acespecs and learning their experiences, because it's not very talked-about and it can feel devastating and so lonely when you're first trying to figure things out!

For anyone wondering what "acespec" is, it's shortened for the asexual spectrum! Someone who is asexual may not experience sexual attraction/desire, but that's very broad and we're all different! :))

For me, I discovered my identity when I realized that I didn't like receiving in any sort of way. Really, the first clues, looking back, were that I never did find myself that curious about sex at that teenage age where all my friends were. I also didn't find myself fantasizing about anyone, when again, all my peers were. I just thought I'd "grow out of it", and that I'd be "normal" when I was older.

News flash, that's not the way it went.

I realized that receiving during sex for me on my actual body (i.e., the strap is not a part of my anatomical body and so I love using it/receiving on it) made me feel... "gross"? That might not be the right word, but it's the best word I can find for now. It doesn't make me feel good.

For a long time, I thought it was because I wasn't ever really comfortable (in terms of being vulnerable) with the people that I was hooking up with. Now imagine my surprise when I found out that it's not just me - there's a term for it! "Ace"! Or rather, "acespec"!!! It was a eureka moment for me, and everything started to make sense. I finally didn't have to be so uncomfortable and just receive (to be "normal"), because it is normal to be on the acespec for some people! Before realizing this, I was very bad with boundaries and just let myself dissociate while receiving because I thought that was the proper way to do things, as to not upset my partners, whether it be relationships or randoms. But once I found that there's a word for that, it made me almost cry from knowing that I'm not alone in feeling that way.

In terms of intimacy in the sense of giving, I love giving. I love it so damn much. I love being a Domme. I learnt that there is a word for this too! "Stone top"!!! Again with the happiness when I realized that this was a feeling that had a label!!!! Whilst I know that labels aren't everything, and that some people don't like them, it really helped me in that moment, knowing that there was a label for someone like me.

For me, being acespec also includes not having a very high libido on a day-to-day basis, so I don't ever really initiate sex, if that makes sense? But once it's initiated by a partner, I can be absolutely down to pleasure them. This can also be difficult because multiple partners in the past have thought that I don't initiate because I "don't find them attractive anymore" and stuff like that, but that is absolutely not the case.

We're all goofy lil things, and we're all different!

Thank you for telling me your experience as an acespec! It was very interesting to see that you love reading smut but don't really care for physical intimacy!!! :))

Thank you, darling!

So much love for you, fellow acespec, silly gal 🥰🥰

P.S. If my explanation is a little all over the place, please do forgive me! I've never really said all this out loud before! :))

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[rsclopez]

When the Romulan that likes you realizes that youre a hot commodity. He’ll straight up mark his territory by any means possible.

Y/N: Im shooketh, I dont know whether im flattered or scared?!

Romulan: I have dibs on her now! Everyone knows.

@deepspacedukat

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[papayajuan2019]

u are kinda like me if i was a man... kinda scary to see; very bittersweet. i bet in another life we were married and had kids and cats and ate limes

people keep coming into my asks saying we wouldve made it together in another life, or already have. i dont know whether to take it as flattering or profoundly devastating. if it marks potential seen or potential lost. we are all deeply similar. i find comfort that someone can see their experience in mine. and that in turn it means i'll see my experience in theirs. it gives the chance to see each other, the way i think ive been fighting to see my whole life. it's bittersweet, but mostly it's proof. for the longest i wanted my experience to be unique. but i'm discovering what i need is my experience connected to someone, everyone, uniquely in our similarity. i'll think of you when i eat my next lime.