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[abaroo]

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Cowboy Swap Masterpost

#cue the screams #MY BOY IS IN!!! FINALLY!!! (literally 4 episodes in) #love him sm #what’s got him so confused??? #oh I wonder (I actually know the answer) #cowboy swap au #undertale yellow au #undertale yellow fan comic #undertale yellow fanart #flowey undertale #starlo undertale yellow #starlo uty #north star undertale yellow #uty north star #uty fanart #uty fan comic #uty au #video games #undertale yellow #uty #artists on tumblr #undertale

[sheikfangirl]

Tears of the hero 💔

That **** cut scene!! Look, BoTW had already broke me...HARD. But Tears of the Kingdom ripped my heart out and crushed their cigarette on it after taking a puff.

At that exact moment, Link becomes a sleep-deprived mad man on a quest for revenge, fueled by his rage and despair.

Needless to say I went John Wick on Ganondorf's @$$ . Gloom hands? I eat them for breakfast.

#my art #drawing ugly crying is HARD #cue Muse's Butterflies & Hurricanes #legend of zelda #breath of the wild #tears of the kingdom #zelink #light dragon #loz fanart #zelda fanart #botw #totk #totk link #loz totk #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda fanart #Primal scream of anguish and pain #i DONT CARE if ganon is "hot! This is PERSONAL!

[criticalyasha]

C3E74 - 「 Promise? Promise. 」

#critroleedit #critical role #cr spoilers #cr3 #bells hells #imodna #imogen temult #laudna #laura bailey #marisha ray #cue my screaming #promise? promise #soft

[cemeterything]

i gotta talk about my low empathy james fitzjames headcanon actually. i prommy i don't use it to excuse any of the acts of violence he committed against his fellow man (not just the colonialism either, but things like the petty rivalry with crozier that borders on bullying prior to the death of franklin) because as a low empathy person i know that's not how it works. but i do think that viewing his actions through a lens of understanding that both circumstances such as his birth and being a part of the british empire as well several choices he's made in life (particularly his sycophantic attitude towards those in positions of greater authority whose favour can work in his and his participation in active combat) have led him to become broadly alienated from other people and both their and his own emotions makes them more interesting.

#🐉 #because like. he fucks up in social interactions in a way that screams low empathy to me. #particularly in conversations with franklin where he sucks up to him too hard and fails to recognise franklins growing displeasure #until hes shoved his foot in his mouth. and the way he defaults to clumsily rehearsed social cues ('hear hear') and statements #which betray an incredible lack of sensitivity to the tone of the conversation being had. #theres a strong sense of a man trying to fumble his way through a darkened room to his social interactions #the moment that the framework he relies on to successfully navigate them is stripped from him #fitzjames

[novantinuum]

diamond steven save me..

steven-

save me diamond steven

(a self indulgent screenshot redraw)

#su #su future #steven universe #su fanart #my art stuff #it was pointed out to me that i've never drawn The Chad before and like #for as much as i screamed at this shot i Had to redraw it #i made him fluffier #and also a bit cockier #because Why Not :) #cue me freehanding this from ref while watching endless SUF reactions to Feel something inside

[kyuhu]

Bro why does your hair smell like artificial lemon???

when you already expect head and shoulders 25 in 1 but you get dish soap instead. Based on this post!

#hws poland #hws lithuania #lietpol #aph poland #aph lithuania #nudity tw #long post #yeah I have other things to draw but listen that post just screamed silly comic #that's my cue I can't resist #comic attempts #we can't draw n.ipples in this household #also kinda fucked up feliks' body type he never turns out how I imagine him ugh

[rosehipandroots]

no thoughts head empty besides wanting to sell my soul for a botw companion game where you play as zelda beating ganon's ass in uno for 100 years

#ganon: now i have finally bested you- #zelda: uno reverse #*cue screaming* #(this happens every week) #also monopoly #ganon gets stuck in jail for 25 years #meanwhile zelda owns all the boardwalk properties #how do we KNOW that's not what happened #breath of the wild #botw #loz botw #loz #legend of zelda #zelda botw #ganondorf

[lightasthesun]

okay okay but Cody in one of these shirts after the republic won the war (no order 66) and when Obi-Wan sees him again for the first time after Cody got his new wardrobe he's all flustered and says:

“you wear fine things well, Cody” :''*

#cue cody blushing three shades darker #Obi-Wans cheeks are already pink #codywan #ofmd inspired #SCREAMING #bye #obi wan kenobi #commander cody #Cody would look so good in that green one

[justplaggin]

bsd fifteen - volume 1 cover

#HELLO #H E L L O #*cue incoherent screaming* #LOOK HOW PRETTY THEY ARE. LOOK AT THEM. TAKE THEM IN ALL THEIR GLORY #i'm okay i promise #it's just. bsd wednesday started earlier than expected #bsd #bsd fifteen #soukoku #bsd official art #bungou stray dogs

[babytoothbrain]

I Have Never Been Forgiven for not Understanding

You Shall Know our Velocity!, Dave Eggers// @heartmush // "Outbreaks", Kitchen McKeown// "Cures for Shame", Rookiemag// The Allure of Shame, John Dalton// "Outbound", Hieu Minh Nguyen// Visual Overdose//

#web weaving #poetry #prose #spilled ink #intertextuality #painting #spilled words #collage #art #words #dave eggers #kitchen McKeown #john dalton #hieu minh nguyen #this left the drafts way too early lol #I wanted to make a web weaving on this topic because I feel like I've spent my whole life afraid of not knowing #everyone just kind of expects you to know what you're supposed to do and that freaks me out #i remember my second job a regular came in and asked for his usual on my second day #i of couse didnt know what his usual was and asked him to clarify #cue him screaming at me about how nobody hires competent people anymore #don't even get me started on all those playground games all the other kids just knew

[senseearly]

thinking of romcom kabumisu where mithrun's brother accidentally catches them in really awkward and suggestive situations (but half of those kbr really wants to get into mithrun's pants...)

LIKE kabru is all about courtship. The intricate dance of 'would u come w me for dinner,' 'can i ask for this one dance.' he is familiar with elven courtship, and even tho mithrun cares none about it, kabru wants to at least let mithrun's brother know. because mithrun cares for his brother

but then that doesn't mean kbms aren't intimate w each other. They are. VERY MUCH. and when they've just arrived home after dinner, hands on each other, lips barely leaving the other untouched, mithrun's brother is standing in front of their door, just right there, because apparently mithrun INVITED him to melini

mithrun totally forgot to tell kabru, and isn't apologetic about it (he honestly doesn't see the big deal. they've made out in front of kabru's friends and the king, what's there to be embarrassed of anymore??) meanwhile all of kabru's plans to impress mithrun's brother all crumble in a snap

#kabumisu #kabru #kabru dungeon meshi #kabru of utaya #mithrun of the house of kerensil #mithrun #mithrun dungeon meshi #mithrun's brother is just smiling the whole time and kabru is internally screaming #as someone who knows people very well kabru knows what that smile means and he can't help but think he is done for #cue mithrun telling his brother 'i love him [kabru]' #mithrun's brother: isn't he coming onto u too fast??? *worried overprotective brother mode* #also yes kbms are very public about their pda that yes laios has seen them make out once and thought: #'oh wow kabru's really going at it' #chilchuck or marcille probably had to pull him away before he says anything out loud

[etrevil]

well that's one way to ask someone out

#/j #they're in a murder game rn #no time for jokes #*cue vampire chuuya's scream* #alright so maybe there's /some/ time #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd anime #bsd season 5 #bsd season five #bungou stray dogs season five #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #bsd dazai #sigma #bsd sigma #sigzai #bsd sigzai

[yea-baiyi]

how are people saying that xie lian isn’t autistic when he and quan yizhen are paralleled all the way through the brocade immortal arc until it culminates in THIS

most talented martial gods whose special interest is fighting 2x combo

#autistic xie lian #tgcf #xie lian #quan yizhen #xianxia jesus #meta stuff #qyz #PLEASE QYZ OBJECTIVELY MOST AUTISTIC CHARACTER #and xie lian spends the whole arc exasperatedly babysitting him #while he basically just parallels xie lian the whole time #and it’s like. yeah xie lian knows better how to do social cues because he is older and also gives more of a shit #but like. when the civilian screams because of the brocade immortal and xie lian is like RELAX THERES NO BODY IN IT #it’s just. baby autism vs seasoned autism #i’m still working on a more serious post than this but lmfao please???

[bbcphile]

WIP Wednesday (MLC longfic again!)

Now that my amnesia fic is posted, it's time for more of my MLC longfic! At long last, LLH is awake again . . . and not doing that well.

(You can find earlier excerpts here.)

CW/TW: Panic attack, bicha flare, suicidal ideation

Something was different. The pain was there as always, waiting to devour him whole once he acknowledged it, but there was something else, something blanketing it, muting it somehow.

Li Lianhua stretched out his senses like a limb and tried to make sense of it.

Ah. Warmth. That was the strange sensation. Warmth–heat, even–all around him–his back, his chest, his legs, even his fingers, which had been more like blocks of ice than flesh and blood these last few months.

He leaned back, pushing into the banked heat behind him. The solid core of warmth tucked against his front from navel to neck twitched, then pressed against him more securely, as though it could make a home for itself inside his sternum, ribs, and spine and heat him from within.

He felt warm everywhere.

Well, almost everywhere.

He rolled forward slightly, wiggled further down on the bed, and tugged the core of warmth up higher. He curled his arms and shoulders around it and nestled the bit in his hand between his face and the pillow until it cradled his cheek. 

Much better.

He smiled into his new, warmer pillow and let himself start to relax back into sleep.

“Xiangyi?”

The warmth against his face gradually took shape as his skin and mind began to wake. That was a finger–no, several fingers. A hand. A large hand. And those calluses–how could he not know them when they had clashed steel with him, choked him, clinked brimming cups of wedding wine with him, even been inside him, taking him apart with a gentleness he hadn’t known they could profess.

He let his awareness spread throughout his body, setting aside the pain, and yes, that was a-Fei’s chest he had pressed himself against, like Huli Jing requesting head scritches, and those were a-Fei’s legs, tangled with his, and that was a-Fei’s breath rustling his hair–less now than it had been a moment ago–and that was indeed a-Fei’s arm he was clutching like a child would a favorite toy. 

But a-Fei had been holding him first.

Why was a-Fei holding him? It was one thing to wake up in each others’ arms in the newly wed room, after their  . . . exertions. Before a-Fei knew that any real dream of a future was doomed to fail.

But to hold him now? After he’d given away the wangchuan flower and left a-Fei behind, left their promise behind? To hold him like he still mattered. Like he wasn’t a curse who killed everyone he’d ever cared about. Like he was some sort of treasure . . .

Treasure . . . 

Cabinets stained in blood, Xiaobao’s blood–

“Xiaobao,” he gasped, flinging himself free and to his feet. Where was Xiaobao? He had to find him, had to heal him, before it was too late–

“Xiangyi! Sit down!” A-Fei caught him as his legs buckled and lowered him back onto the bed. 

Why wasn’t Xiaobao here? Had he killed him, too, just like he killed everyone he cared about? 

“Duobing,” a-Fei roared. “Get in here. Now!” Callused fingers cupped both sides of his face, turning it gently but firmly toward him. “Xiangyi, look at me. He’s alright. He’s on his way.” 

“How could he be alright?” Li Lianhua gasped, clutching at his shoulders, the already blurry world turning more hazy. “I saw the blood!”

“I healed him. He’s safe,” a-Fei said, cradling his head as though he could hold the shattering pieces of his mind together. “Now breathe.” 

Li Lianhua choked on an inhale, his lungs spasming, only managing to draw in a desperate wheeze.

A-Fei cursed and dropped to his knees by the bed, pressing one hand to Li Lianhua’s back and the other to his chest, filling both with a familiar warmth that began to break apart the iron bands strangling his throat and lungs. “Try again. Feel my hands. Press against them when you inhale.”

The next breath shook and spluttered like a dying candle but some air squeaked through nonetheless.

“Good.” A-Fei gave his back a short supportive pat. “Again.”

Lotus Tower shook as footsteps pounded toward the bed. “What’s wrong?” panted a beautifully familiar, impossible voice. “Xiaohua’er?”

“Bicha,” a-Fei growled, rising from the floor to kneel on the bed at his side, his hands still bracketing him on either side. “He thinks you’re dead. Show him the scab.”

“Shit,” the Xiaobao-shaped hallucination cursed. It seemed especially cruel of hallucinations to now match the blurriness of their surroundings. It made them seem far too real.

The hallucination knelt at his feet and took his hands. “It’s me, Xiaohua’er,” it said, tears in its eyes and voice. “I’m alright. A-Fei healed me. See?” It brought his hand up to a spot on the back of his skull and pressed his fingers to a crusted, raised line on its scalp. “I’m right here and I’m alright. Do you believe me?”

He could feel it. Why could he feel it? His fingers had always passed through hallucinations before. And even when he’d dreamt of Xiaobao, or of a-Fei, of holding them again, it hadn’t felt as real as this. His fingers traced the ridges of the scab–a perfectly neat seam–then the silk curtain of hair that covered it. 

This was Xiaobao’s hair. The texture, the thickness, what he could see of the color–no hallucination could do justice to this. 

This was his Xiaobao.

He was alive.

“Xiaobao,” he cried, turning his head this way and that to make sure it was the only injury. “You’re alright!”

Xiaobao’s bright smile shone through despite the haze his eyes imposed on everything. “Told you. No harm done. So focus on taking care of yourself, ok, lao huli?”

Li Lianhua huffed out a wet attempt at a scoff and bopped the side of his head. “No harm? What do you call this?”

Xiaobao captured his hands with his and brought them down from his head to rest between them. “Less serious than a Bicha attack. How are you feeling?”

Li Lianhua blinked. A Bicha attack? He turned his attention inward to his qi, and–

Ah. There was a-Fei’s Beifeng Baiyang, somehow wrapped around his Yangzhouman and pushing the last of the poison back into the recesses where it would lie in wait, coiled and ready for the next attack. The black tinge was almost gone from his veins.

He had been so worried about Xiaobao that he hadn’t even realized.

A-Fei had probably saved his life. Again. 

He shouldn’t have bothered.

#mysterious lotus casebook #lhl #WIP Wednesday #lianhua lou #my fic #Di Feisheng #Li Lianhua #Fang Duobing #Difanghua #Things will get much better for LLH #starting in the next chapter #If tumblr blocks this excerpt from the MLC tag bc of my tws like it's done on previous weeks I will be so mad #I literally just finished writing this 5 minutes ago #this is the shortest turnaround time ever btwn when I've written something and posted it #cue internal screaming #also I am trying a new narcolepsy med which means thinking feels weird and consequently writing is a massive struggle #so I really hope this lives up to expectation

[bardicfae]

#I AM SCREAMING #careful it hurts??? #WHIP ME OH MY GOD #cue s&m by rihanna #i love aabria so much and i love her even more for eliciting these responses #im TOTALLY fine btw totally #sam regiel #aabria iyengar #critical role #candela obscura

[apitgoodthingsfallinto]

Do you ever do something SO embarrassing you want to vanish from earth?

#awkward #help #eva westphal #shy #socially inept #social cues #autism #autistic #embarrassing #social anxiety #neurodivergent #aaaaaaa #panic #screaming crying