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gaylicense · 2 years

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why r u having a bad day:(

Oh u know babes my mental health is just in the gutter x

#and several things happened today that made me. feel some very negative emotions !#somehow every aspect of both my work and personal lives is just a dumpster fire rn #add Tumblr drama on top of that. and I’m just exhausted lmao #but I’m breathing through it #thank u for asking tho #asks #anonymous

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et-in-arkadia · 9 months

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this is such incredible advice for creating any kind of art i have to put it over here to remind myself

#thanks michael #this is also like #devastating in a way #like thinking of him playing aziraphale #with aziraphale desperate to be alive #to connect to breathe to see to touch #michael giving all of that over in his performance so that aziraphale can live again through him #i’m mortally wounded #michael sheen #good omens #fucking michael sheen man #creativity

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dryya-doesnt · 6 months

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Haven’t posted here in a while!!! Have some zelink during these trying times (finals) they’re SOOOOO cute URGH AUGUHH OUGRRGHHH

#zelink my one and only #zelink #botw #totk #zelda #link #I’m so ill over them oh my GAWDDD #I’m doing everything but studying for my finals or doing assignments tbh #I’m coping through zelink actually #domestic asf but ykyk they’re cute so whatever #tears of the kingdom #breath of the wild

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tsuchinokoroyale · 5 months

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Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨

#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so #it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞#but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways #and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor #the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze #he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face #I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for #I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out #I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us #“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?”#I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there”#his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.”#“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone #“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves #whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell…#gpoy

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yeonzzzn · 19 days

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I need fucking oxygen

#heeseunggie #lee heeseung #heeseung #enhypen #I can’t breathe #what the actual fuck #the thoughts going through my head rn….#doesn’t he know i’m fucking insane???

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greykolla-art · 7 months

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Guys, Taskmaster has so many good quotes that fit them!😂

“I never know if you two are gonna fuck or fight!”

#grey art #fan art #wwdits #nandermo #wwdits fanart #taskmaster is my absolute comfort show everyone should check it out #I know the nandermo tag is currently going through a crisis #guys it’s all gonna be okay I’m sure of it #they didn’t say they don’t have chemistry or a caring dynamic #they just need more time in the microwave #and they are still gonna be in situations together and grow closer in the next season #let’s all just take a breath and hug it out #or scream into the void more that’s alright too.#❤️❤️❤️#what we do in the shadows

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deadscell · 8 days

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chandralia · 8 months

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I’m being dead serious when I say the new chapter has taken away my ability to SPEAK like I don’t even know what I can allow myself to feel IM STILL IN SHOCK

over a year since he died, almost 600 days since bkdk last saw each other… and they reunite in the most intense, dramatic way imaginable with wordless communication, locking eyes, making the world come to a halt, and everyone’s reminded what this story’s really about.

“their feelings become one” HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE THIS???????????

#I HAVE MORE WORDS BUT THEY’RE NOT COMING OUT MY MIND IS LITERALLY JAMMED WITH THAT PANEL OF THEM STARING AT EACH OTHER #literal static if I try to comb through my thoughts #I’m so so so so thankful for everyone else who can articulate exactly what I’m feeling ily ily #bkdks are going THROUGH IT #my breathing cannot catch up with how fast my heart has been racing—#I screamed already and it took everything out of me !!!!!#IM JUST FROZEN UNTIL NEXT WEEK #bkdk #dkbk #bakudeku #dekubaku #:’)#mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #mha 403

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pjo-hoo-toa-freakazoid · 26 days

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A lil rant about my experience with this god forsaken fandom

I made this blog around 2020 when I was 13 years old. This was my first shot at a dedicated fandom blog and I was pretty excited for it, to make friends, draw fanart, post fun stuff and what not.

All fun right? Right, so tell me why was it that literal 20 years olds felt the need to harass me, a then 13 year old girl with a relatively small blog, for the dumbest reasons possible?

What did I do that subjected me to 2 and a half years worth constant daily threats and harassment? Hmm???

You wanna know my crime? Apparently I showed interest in an antagonist character, which is so awful that grown adults felt the need to bully me. And following those adults came young impressionable people my age, that joined the bandwagon of hate against me.

As if other fandoms don’t have people literally dedicating themselves to a villain, no one bats an eye to that. Why did this fandom have such an issue? I also apparently dared to criticise the main character for a few of his flaws. Such a horrible thing to do right? I need to be burnt at the stake for it right?

I didn’t follow the “fixed” standards of the fandom so I was to be sent de*th/r*pe threats daily?? For not following the “rules” I was to be ostracised?

No please someone explain…I’m but a dumb bitch, I don’t understand what I did so terribly wrong to deserve this? Did I start a war? Did I rip open someone’s plush? Did I bully someone for not having the same ideology as me?

No it was but the fandom itself that for some reason found it so fun to bully a 13 year old, send her de*th and r*pe threats all because of not being of pjo fandom standards…let’s go and bombard her with hate!!

Do you realise how fucking stupid…this all sounds? Do you realise how low this is? Was bullying a child so fun? So trendy at the time?

Then came the victim blaming- I laugh everytime I remember people saying I must have done something really bad to get such harassment, that it’s all for attention. What kid wants to get hate everyday of their life for 2 whole fucking years? Tell me?

You know wanna know what I did wrong? Fight back, call the hate anons out for their bigotry. I was vocal about it, that’s what I did wrong right? Stand my ground? People said to ignore it and I did. But I still got bullied daily even if I didn’t respond. What was all this for?

I can imagine people asking why I didn’t simply leave the fandom? Why the fuck should I? I enjoy the stories, I enjoy the characters, they were my escape from real life struggles. It was the bullying I didn’t enjoy. Everyday I’d log on to enjoy posts and a few minutes later when the bigots found out I was active I was sent an anonymous threat.

Many of my oldest friends had to reduce the amount they interacted with me in fear of receiving harassment themselves. The extent of this is bigotry is beyond my understanding.

I did not deserve this much suffering AND ALL FOR WHAT? A STUPID LITTLE REASON THAT HAS BARELY ANY WEIGHT TO IT. Do people even realise the extent of what happened is beyond me. And Idc if I sound selfish, I want a fucking apology from all those bigots. I want compensation for the 2 and a half years of abuse I endured alone. I just want this bigotry to end, which surprise surprise! Still continues to happen.

Why do I bring this up now that it’s all over you ask? I’ve actually brought it up once before, but it was swept under the rug, (My deepest appreciation to the very few people who supported me when I first talked about it) I’m just finally being more vocal, because this has stuck with me. For all those 4 years this has stuck with me. It doesn’t mean if it’s over for now that all the trauma doesn’t linger. It still affects me to this day.

In fact I’m still being stalked by one of the people who sent me hate anons. One of the hate anons was revealed to be one of my bestest friends, they had admitted this to me and had the nerve to beg me to still remain friends. They were also the person who groomed me. They have left the fandom scene and I’ve rid of them from my life but they still continue to stalk me.

What do I get from ranting about all this? A bit of solace, a bit of weight off my shoulders. But nearly not enough for me to actually fucking heal. I also want people to realise how bigoted some are and how horrible the mentality of “fixed fandom standards/ideologies” is and that we as a fandom need to fucking change. Heck I know this issues in every fandom. But can we at least start with ours for a change for once?

Along side all of this there’s also a lot of racism and trans/homophobia that still actively prevails. Just look at what Leah went through when her casting was announced. Did she deserve all of that?? “Not my annabeth” do you realise how horrible that is to say to a CHILD? She is Annabeth whether you like it or not. And you are very welcome to leave if you wish to stick to your stupid racist nonsense.

I bet there are many others who have probably suffered the same may it not be for the same reasons, but everyone of them deserve their apologies and compensation as well.

Idc if I’ll get hate for this. I said what I said. I’m just so done.

#trigger warning #tw hate #I was also informed I was being mocked in group chats and there were sick rumours about me.#i won’t give a fuck if I get harassed again cux this literally shows how low this fandom will get #there’s so many layers to this I haven’t even gone into detail on #but I just want atleast this off of my chest. I was shaking and short of breath as I wrote this #I wish to thank all my oldest moots and friends that stuck by me despite everything. I cannot express how thankful I am to you guys #love you all tons.#what do u mean by compensation? just an apology from the same people who hurt me. which is nearly impossible. but idc I want to find them #and confront them. I need to bring my 13 year old self justice for what she went through. I pushed her feelings aside when this was over #but she never healed. I’m hoping she gets a bit of peace for now.#pjo fandom #percy jackson fandom #fandom toxicity

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quins-makeshift-menagerie · 29 days

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Oh yeah

A year after moving to our current place we’re moving AGAIN

but to the downstairs unit of our building lmao

I don’t know if I’ll have to put things on another break yet. Because we’re just moving downstairs it’s more make sure small things are put in a box for carrying rather than completely packing everything up. We aren’t moving until the end of May though. The main issue is the people that have been living there have been there for like…18 years apparently? So it’s gonna be a lot of cleaning and house repairs;;; I’ll keep yall updated as we get closer to that

#no real housework has been done in that unit since they moved in #and judging by the state of the porch down there(broken windows/glass on the floor/junk everywhere) it’s most likely gonna be hell #they’ve also been smoking inside this whole time which they’re not supposed to be doing #they only stopped after we told them it was coming through the air vent and making it difficult for us to breathe #but I can’t even imagine how nasty things are gonna be after 18 years of them smoking indoors #also learned they own a house so??????#why have you been living in a triplex when you own a whole house???????#I’m so confused #text

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rustyreveries · 2 months

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happy autism acceptance month!! i doodled salad to celebrate <3

he’s one of the best unintentional autistic reps imo

#sal is my sugar pie honey bunch <3 #kissing him holding him in my arms. his breath stinks but that’s okay mine does too lmao #he means so much to me .. every time i see him i do a little happy stim :3 #btw!! this month marks like… 9 years?? since i first discovered salad fingers!#i joined the fandom last year but i’ve liked david’s stuff much longer than that. i didn’t even know sf had a fandom until recently lol #salad fingers #the pose is kinda awkward but it’s fitting i think #i hate how simple my art style is but i don’t want it to be complex either ☹️ oh well #tho i guess it’s ok cuz i like the more cartoony look. the only thing i wanna rlly improve on is shading #i’m practicing i promise ……#i’m gonna go a bit crazy w/ the tags cause… i think i deserve it #tbh creature #autism creature #ngl the tbh creature would fit right into the sf universe #autism acceptance #autism acceptence month #autistic artist #actually autistic #btw if you’re wondering how i post art so fast it’s bc i have like 500 sketches in my files that i’ve never finished 😭😭#i’ve been going through them and just. cleaning them up a bit before shoving them down everyone’s throats #ok bye love u guys /p #> rust's art <

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werepires · 2 years

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Dean should bury his face in Cas’ chest more often and maybe then he’d calm down

#listening to his heartbeat through the soft worn cotton of a hand me down tshirt #falling alseep to the rythmic rise and fall of his breathing #feeling safe and sheltered and loved #for the first time in decades #Cas’ fingers absentmindedly tracing patterns on his back #no I’m not projecting shut up why would you think that #I just think it would be neat #:’)#txt

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mazzystar24 · 1 month

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If anyone is wondering what Buck’s “like sea monkeys” comment is about:

Sea monkeys are the advertising name for brine shrimp which were sold basically as a sorta toy where you get three pooches (one of the eggs, one of nutrients, one of dye) and you pour it in and then you get these weird looking creatures

But the reason for bucks comment is that sea monkeys are actually an artificial breed made from hybridisation and they hatch from eggs that can remain dormant for years until exposed to water

So yeah Eddie😌like sea monkeys😌

Let the man cook next time🫡

#idk if I needed to look this up only cos I’m gen z like idk if this is common knowledge and I’ll be making some of y’all feel like how I #feel when gen alpha kids don’t know what a gameboy or whatever is #also they have one eye at birth then grow to have three and also breathe through their feet #which is interesting #911 #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 abc #911 fox #evan buck buckley #911onfox #JUST REALISED SOME PEOPLE WERE FR HATING ON EDDIE FOR NOT LISTENING AND I WANNA CLARIFY THATS MY BABYGIRL AND I AM JUST LOVINGLY BULLYING #HIM BUT IF YALL COME FOR HIM IMMA THROW HANDS

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skyward-floored · 1 year

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These pictures are horrendous (downside of playing botw on a wiiu), but these are some of my favorite botw pictures with Wolf Link I have on my master mode file