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reframingyou · 5 months

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crossnnshadow · 2 years

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#Repost @understandingbpd with @use.repost ・・・ If you have BP.D, do you have experiences of creating fantasies of people you barely know to help you through difficult and distressing periods in your life? If you feel comfortable sharing, how has this coping technique helped you? How has it hurt you? Is there anything that has helped you through it? 🌿 [leaf emoji] Edit: I've been thinking about some of the comments left over whether or not this is a 'normal' thing or a BP.D thing, and I've been contemplating how we've created this distinction between 'normal' and 'BP.D'. I'm wondering if we've pathologised our behaviours so much that we tend to consider everything that's related to BP.D as 'disordered' or the opposite of 'normal'. While I respect everyone's right to self-identify in ways that feel right for them, I personally don't think we're disordered at all, which means I don't think that considering something as a common aspect of people with this diagnosis means that it's 'disordered'. When we start framing these behaviours in context of unmet needs, doesn't that just make them normal? Can we reconsider this distinction that we've created between 'BP.D' and 'normal' and how it implies that our behaviours aren't normal? 🌿 [leaf emoji] ~~ IG is super unreliable and is constantly cen$oring discussions of this diagnosis, so please sign up to my mailing list to keep in touch off of this platform, so that we don't have to rely on it! It only takes a few seconds. ✉️ [mail emoji] If you have BP.D and you'd like to work with me 1:1 for peer support sessions, please click the link in my bio or feel free to email me with any questions you have. 🌻 [sunflower emoji] Image description in comments. #BPDSupport #BPDThings #EUPD #EUPDRecovery #BPDAwareness #CPTSD #ComplexTrauma #BPDStruggles #ClusterB (at Goonellabah, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChmhH4QhVzl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#repost #bpdsupport #bpdthings #eupd #eupdrecovery #bpdawareness #cptsd #complextrauma #bpdstruggles #clusterb

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no-more-lies12 · 1 month

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Feeling like I'm drowning in the chaos of BPD. Every emotion is a tidal wave, dragging me under. The urge to self-harm is suffocating, like a relentless storm inside my head. Can't seem to escape this vicious cycle.

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bpd19 · 5 years

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mike-r-burns · 4 years

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Futility (continues in comments) You spit in my face While offering your hand I know you don't care Not about me Not anymore You make every effort To make sure I Don't forget The horse has been beaten so much All that's left is a bloody puddle Almost bordering on perversion Does it get you off Trying to reduce me to nothing? Trying to goad me to fight? So you can hold me up and say How you were always right? Justified? Abused? I know I must be better Forego the need to attain That ever elusive vindication That you will forever spitefully deny me A queen of sycophants Who sing to your glory Willing thralls, as I was Without courage to see or question My forced exile Was a blessing in disguise It slowly but surely Showed me the world as it was Rather than what You allowed me to see As the distance grew The shadows found their voice Hushed whispers filled with truth Detailing the horrors behind the veil That I, Blinded by a silent promise of everything, Ignored in the name of hope and love The greatest truth of all That I was a symbol of consequence An embodiment of your guilt That you could not and would not face That I was made an example of The lengths you would go to run and hide, To denounce me due to a shared affliction And to share is to be vulnerable A treasonous expectation So you had me exiled as punishment Yet it came to be my salvation The sycophants will crow and mewl Just as you've trained them to I am the villain after all Or what you can't control At least not anymore A sacrifice had to be made It certainly wasn't going to be you So who better than Your most loyal subject? Though I still hurt There is meaning in the pain It comes from accepting the past Not denying it It comes from looking to the future Not longing for it It comes from grounding in the now Not ignoring it While I don't think I could forgive you For all the things I know now I can at least forgive myself Because I know I did everything I could I tried to understand See the world through your eyes Cheer you on even when it hurt I chose to fight I chose love I chose us #mikerburns #futility #love #loss #heartache #hurt #selfforgiveness #acceptanceiskey #bpdstruggles (at Geelong, Victoria) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDz4w7DFHd3/?igshid=lo1ialfqeo58

#mikerburns #futility #love #loss #heartache #hurt #selfforgiveness #acceptanceiskey #bpdstruggles

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bpdthots · 5 years

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dealing with some #fp shit .. never felt so horrible before .. send me some love and support please :/

#bpd #bpdstruggles #actuallyborderline #bpd fp #bpd favorite person

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smtb · 5 years

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The eternal struggle...

Sweet sweet struggle >.>

When I'm not feeling like trash I’m feeling like trash ~

#bpd #living with bpd #bpd mood #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpdstruggles #bpdthings #aaaaa #aaaaahh

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therattiewitxh-blog · 6 years

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#bpdstruggles #bpdwarrior #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

#bpdstruggles #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdwarrior

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fabianolflucas-blog · 4 years

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#repost @sadpplmemes ・・・ look at me go •••••••• #bpdmeme #bipolarmemes #borderlinememes #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmeme #bpdmeme #psychwardproblems #psychwardmeme #bpmemes #bipolardepression #bipolar #manic #hypomanic #bipolarmania #ocdmemes #ocd #borderlinepersonality #bpdstruggles #hypomania #ocdproblems #ptsdawareness #ptsd #cptsd (at Miramar.BsAs) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4c9Jh8nuYW/?igshid=3kfha1ike8rw

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justanothergirlwithbpd · 5 years

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I am never a priority to those I prioritize.

I can put them first but I am always last.

I have to believe, I am good enough but honestly it never feels like I am.

I just wish someone would see what I am worth without me trying to prove it. Without me asking for it.

I begging for someone, anyone to see me for all I am.

#bpdstruggles #bpd problems #bpdgirl

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reframingyou · 6 months

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crossnnshadow · 2 years

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#Repost @sadborderlinebitxh @bpdcreativity with @make_repost ・・・ I seriously love the term care seeking over attention seeking! Agree and I would prefer if we aren’t seeking attention but needing care and support!!! #careandsupport #bpd #bpdawareness #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #bpdstruggles #bpdsurvivor #mentalhealth #mentalillness #chronicillness #support #love #caring (at Goonellabah, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdK8607Ba-U/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#repost #careandsupport #bpd #bpdawareness #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #bpdstruggles #bpdsurvivor #mentalhealth #mentalillness #chronicillness #support #love #caring

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bpd-matters-blog · 6 years

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Repost @bpd.diary_ - 4/8/2018. “You know you’re borderline when you fluctuate between fearing abandonment to encouraging it.” — Jaen Wirefly This is 💯 how I always feel. You fear someone would leave you, but you always push them away. You don’t know how to treat them nicely. Especially to someone special. Someone you love. You tend to get mad easily that you scare them. They might think that you hate them. Their sincerity towards you might be lessened day by day. You just don’t know how to express your feelings towards them. It’s the only way you know. That’s how unique your personality is. You love someone to the point that no one would ever understand. All you can hope is that someone would at least try to understand your situation and willing to become better together 🙂 #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #borderlinefighter #bpd #bpdproblems #bpdmemes #bpdawareness #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #bpdlife #bpdconfessions #bpdstruggles #bpdbeautiful #bpdmemes #bpdlife #bpdconfessions #borderlinesmatter #love #smile #sad #angry #hate #heartbroken #abandonment_issues #scare #lifequotes #life #lovelife #lifeisbeautiful #lifeisstrange https://www.instagram.com/p/BmQ8SaCAWsK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ge6hg5o6wgq4

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bpd19 · 4 years

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sometimes I look at pics or think about myself and feel really uncomfortable because it’s almost like someone has stole my body and is impersonating me, it doesn’t feel like it was me. it’s hard to explain what it’s like to not know who u are. I know who I am now but in 5 minutes I might be totally different. I don’t think I’ll ever understand the person that other people see. I’m sad, I hope I’m a cool person

#actuallybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #actuallyborderline #actuallymentallyill #mental illness #bpd #bpdrecovery #bpdstruggles #bpdsupport #anxiety

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ododlighet · 5 years

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also a true #bpdstruggle

when ur boyfriend's best friend says to you 'I think the reason why i like you so much is because you are exactly like Neuman' and u tell Neuman this and he says 'ya that's why I love you so much you are exactly like me and get me' and then in ur head ur like 'is this the real me or did I just steal Neuman's traits like I always do?'

Lmao nice one Molly

#me #nb #bpd #bpd problems

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browneyedborderlinedisaster-blog · 5 years

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The struggle is real, fr fr

When everyone around you feels like they're walking on eggshells... 😓🥚

#BPD #ALLDAY #EVERYDAY #BPDSTRUGGLES #BORDERLINE

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