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betweenmee · 1 year
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I can’t even recognise myself anymore
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writtenbyevie · 2 years
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made this to cope™️
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haunt3dgrasshopper · 7 months
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fuck OCD.
fuck obsessions. fuck compulsions. fuck intrusive thoughts. fuck uncertainty. fuck constant shame. fuck constant guilt. fuck constant anticipation. fuck the sense of impending doom. fuck ruminating. fuck reassurance seeking. fuck checking. fuck the exhaustion. fuck mental torment. fuck being stuck on everything. fuck not being able to let things go. fuck stigma. fuck fear. fuck isolation. fuck desperation. fuck misery. fuck feeling like the most vile creature on this planet. fuck not being able to control your mind. fuck the temptation of humoring the obsession. fuck "what ifs". fuck the belittling. fuck the countless days and nights spent trying to figure something out for sure. fuck mental reviewing. fuck mental anguish. fuck not being able to ever fully let your guard down.
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childlikewhimsi · 9 months
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happy disability month to all my baddies that take zoloft
I have a secret for you
part of the reason that zozo is so horrible at first is because it basically zaps the magnesium and potassium out of you
so when I was on it, the side effects were kicking my ass until I started incorporating things like bananas and kale into my diet and it actually worked, the pain subsided.
if you are taking this and struggling id highly suggest making sure that you make some smoothies about it
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it‘s so ironic that people associate ocd with being overly tidy. but my ocd is to blame for a lot of messy rooms i caused throughout my life
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luavixen · 9 months
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writing code with ocd is hard
i made the above "microblog" on applicable platforms but seriously. i spend so much time and brainpower trying to keep my code's logic and especially synax clean, aligned, organized and ✨perfect✨ that it's genuinely extremely mentally draining and makes me work a lot slower :<
and i dont know what to do! i wish i could just write messy shitty code that "just works" with bad names and ugly syntax. but that freaks me out !! and instead i have to polish everything until it's as readable as possible, plus trying to align everything across lines
sometimes i can kind of shake the need for perfection when working on a time limit but that just stresses me more. i want to enjoy programming but ugh. ocd makes it suck. seeing ugly variable names makes me feel ICKY and Drained !!
anyway let me know if you
experience this too
have any ideas about how to Not experience this
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the level of disrespect people with OCD get for having symptoms is atrocious honestly
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m3ntallyyours · 7 months
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The Day Before
I’m starting at an inpatient mental health facility and I know it’s been needed for a few years now but I’m a bit scared. I’m trying to go into it with hopefulness and a positive attitude. I’m glad that there will be people there to help me 24/7 but the day before seems so weird. I’m packing up my stuff and I have to think about every small thing.
I am scared that I won’t get better but I’m also scared that I will. Because I don’t know how to not self-sabotage. Anyways, I’ll keep y’all updated on how it goes since they allow phone usage once a day.
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adhd-brat · 1 year
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quinnthequestonable · 10 months
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You know when you come to the realization that all your friends hate you no matter what you have or haven’t done and they are all talking about you behind your back and you spend all of your time ruminating on it until you are about to throw up because you can’t handle it anymore? Even though you know it’s probably just your ocd again?
Yeah.
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writtenbyevie · 1 year
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OCD got me coming up with conspiracy theories about myself just like
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*something good happens in my life*
my ocd: "I Must Turn This Into The Most Horrendous And Disturbing String Of Intrusive Thoughts, Immediately."
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lanaknowsitried0 · 2 years
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me 🎀🤍
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haunt3dgrasshopper · 7 months
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which one is the clarity? when im thinking logically i feel like i have found clarity. when im having a flare up or something i feel like i've discovered clarity that i want nothing to do with. what am i supposed to believe???
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