oh I see how it is, one minute it’s all fun and games putting blorbos through emotional torture then suddenly the tables turn and you’re kickstarting your own existential crisis trying to understand your relationship with yourself
I'm a tiny little man but I finally scored some masculine dress clothes that fit me at the thrift store! Suit + 2 jackets for $10 <3 much better than department store (where I shop in the boys section asldkfjds) prices lol
so I've been tutoring this adorable girl lately, but last wednesday the dad forgot to venmo me payment. Does anyone have any good suggestions on how to nicely and subtly ask him to get my money???? like not in an awkward way???
Happy BFSN!! Look I tried to be an e-girl and do the whole blush on the nose thing and I look ILL how do they do it??????
So excited for the new episode coming out! I really enjoyed everything that’s been set up so far in the premiere and I think we’re in for one hell of a ride! Will of course miss the Bellarke interactions but that makes a reunion between them that much sweeter!!! I also loved getting to see Clarke finally give into her emotions since she’s been bottling them up for oh idk since SEASON THREE. Sometimes self care is beating up the asshole who killed your mom (and you!) and then burning a castle to a ground.
My “marked for later” list on AO3 is unbelievably long right now so once I make a dent in it I’ll hopefully be back with some more fic recs! I also am trying to find a balance right now between personal creative projects and my own fic writing hence the delay in most of them. Hoping to dive back into it soon! With the state of everything, I’m incredibly thankful I have this show and all of the fan content to look forward to each week to get me through.
It feels like every day is a new mental hurdle with the way the world is right now. So for now I just leave you with these messages:
Black lives matter.
Make sure you drink some water today.
Curate your online fandom experience to best suit your needs.
Be kind to yourself and others.
Your worth is not attached to your productivity or how others perceive you. You have worth as a human existing today and now. Take care of yourself.
Thanks for being my friend 🖤
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Two doodles and a lazy sketch of Hau and his hairstyles. mostly for my own personal reference but I never turn down a chance to share my favorite OC with people asldkjdf
My favourite pieces of yours have always been the pjo ones (cause im a fan lol), the one from tlt musical, and the SoN are my faves. But i also really love the one (i don't know who they are) with three teens? you posted in febuary captioned summer love
ahhHHHH that’s so sweet thank you so much? i don’t draw much pjo simply because i’ve never had set designs for them. if you look back through my pjo fanart you will see negative consistency a;lskdfj it’s a little embarrassing honestly. but i do love drawing those characters
oh man i love that piece? it was a little more loose than i was used to and i was trying something new at the time and i really liked how it came out! i have no idea who the teens are either, but it is one of my favorite pieces from this year
23. what are your OC’s biggest flaws and biggest strengths?
Coming at me with a hard question here.
Flaw: he's Catholic Feeling like he has to do everything alone, that he can't burden anyone else when he needs help, that he deserves solitary struggling because of some of the things he's done. Like it's his role to make tough choices and explore the Horrors so others won't have to. Always with the guilt and self sacrifice complexes. He's really getting better about it though! All it took was a total breakdown asldkfjd
Strength: Resilience. There are many points in his story where he could have given up. He could have become a villain, he could have never left the Royal Beth, he could have went North. Each time, sometimes through sheer willpower, he was able to come down from the ledge. Relevant to the flaw above, when he actually lets people close is when this strength shines.
Ruthlessness doesn't equate evil. Orsinio is a morally gray character yet has a strict moral code, and despite the best efforts of the Neath to break him, he's still sticking to it.