#anyways I'm sorry i just needed to make a meme to vent

[tired-biscuit]

i've just seen your posts on dash biscuit and its so sad you're feeling like that :( If i'm to tell you the honest truth biscuit, I don't remember how I found your account but i remember being so intrigued and hooked immediately - I went on to read your War General Kiba (to somewhat expose myself.. I am War General Kiba anon from around a month ago) bc your writing itched my brain so fuckin good !!

It makes me so sad that uni started recently for me and I have been so caught up I haven't gotten around to reblogging war general kiba because I haven't gotten the moment to write my thoughts regarding those:( they're sitting in my drafts. I decided I would read every single one of your fics a month ago (unfortunately I haven't been able to yet) - including the naruto thirst you elaborated on for me, and though I haven't gotten time to read it, THANK YOU SO MUCH BISCUIT for taking your time out to do that :( <3

You deserve every single one of those likes , but you deserve them alongside an equal amount of reblogs :/ i sincerely hope that these followers and whatnot pull their heads out of their ass and start reblogging - because if they don't, they're not going to have anything to read. bc biscuit you are such an amazing and talented writer, and it always blows my mind we get to read your masterpieces for free. FOR FREE!!!! that is so crazy like, this is stuff that could get you MILLIONS and we have the blessing from you to type a few words onto our screens and read it! like WOW thank you so much <3 🍁 anon

oh my gosh, you’re so sweet; imma start sobbing!

listen, you don’t have to apologize for not being able to read my fics; i get it, life happens and we get busy as people and fanfiction definitely is NOT everything there is to life! so please don’t say sorry for that because there is literally no need for it, like i said. YOU’RE GOOD!

it just grinds my gears that i’m not allowed to vent on here about this particular topic because some people will INSTANTLY jump the wagon to call me ungrateful. i get it, i get notes, but people usually don’t understand that likes don’t mean shit on here and that the majority of those notes are just that: likes. sure, i get a little notif that someone liked my story, but i have no clue what they thought about it based from that heart. i have no clue if they’ve even actually read it. to make matters even worse, it makes the post just straight up fucking die.

i spend hours and hours and hours writing, editing, rereading, tweaking the same story for ages. i could just not post it and keep it to myself, sure, but i enjoy interacting with my moots and my followers in general, and giving people that share my interest in the same characters something to read about, because let’s be real; kiba is niche af. i like feeding the kiba girlies because i barely had anything to eat a couple years back when it comes to him and i’ve worked my fucking ass off for those notes over the years, SO OF COURSE I APPRECIATE THEM, OK?

this debate, or whatever you wanna call it, has been circling around here for ages and it’s useless at this point, i think... writers, artists, creators of all sorts say “please say thank you for my creation that i made for YOU after you’ve asked, i beg” and people call us ungrateful or stuck up or whatever the fuck. i mean, do people seriously think i enjoy self-reblogging all the time and begging for interaction like that robin hood meme with the cup???????? no, i do it because it is the only way people will see my work before it disappears into the ether once again, ffs!!!!!!!!

ANYWAYS, i will write a drabble for your war general!kiba ask when i have the time, i promise! i just want to actually make it good and write like a proper story instead of just my thoughts because he is very dear to me and i am a perfectionist when it comes to my royalty AU and it makes me overthink and just… yeah! he has been sitting in the back of my head, clanking his heavy weapons impatiently, lmao.

I LOVE YOU!

#biscuit mail #🍁 anon

[iguessitsjustme]

For the "Talk About" meme: 15 and 24 💖

Oooohhhh these are good ones. I'm gonna have to think about them for a bit.

15. Talk about the time you were most content in life.

Other than now, which is probably the most content I've ever been in general, I'll tell you about a specific time I was content. I think I was about 17, maybe 18, and I was with my family visiting my uncle and his family. We were at some cabin, I think my uncle rented it or something, I'm not sure. I'd never seen it before and I haven't seen it since. So this was my dad's side of the family and we aren't particularly close to my dad's side of the family. Well my siblings and I aren't. My parents are a bit more. I've described the disconnect that us siblings have with our cousins as "they are hinged and we are not." My older brother says it's because they had a stable and stationary home life and we have not. ANYWAY. We were at this cabin and it was on the river and after a long day of boating and playing in the river and being incredibly self-conscious about wearing a bathing suit and being around people/strangers (since I didn't know my cousins well at all, they were basically strangers), everyone was chilling at the house, getting ready for dinner, playing games, etc. I went to the dock by myself and just sat and stared at the river as the sunset. That was probably the most content I've ever been. It was also probably the most at peace I've ever been. Which was nice because immediately after that moment, when I went back, my grandma started quizzing me on my plans for the future and I had none which did not help my anxiety. But being near water and just getting to sit and watch the waves is always what makes me feel the most content.

24. Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.

There are so many things that people have told me over the years that have meant a lot to me but most of them are incredibly personal and I can't share with anyone but they meant a lot because those people felt safe enough with me and trusted me enough to share those things. BUT if I were to choose a specific thing, it was something that one of my good friends from college told me once about myself. So my friend is the type of person that everyone goes to with their problems and they all kind of expect them to kind of fix it for them. Or give them advice (which they always ignore but I digress). And one time, when I was stressed and needed to vent, I called them and I vented and they let me go on for quite some time, even though I knew that I was the last in a long line of people to dump on them. When I was done, I said "I'm sorry, I know everyone's been coming to you with their problems lately and that you have your own shit to deal with. Is there anything you need to vent about, you can dump on me if you need to." And my friend, said one of the kindest things anyone has ever said to me, "Rae, don't worry. I know you're not venting and expecting me to fix it. You're not just dumping your problems on me and leaving me with them. I never have to worry about you. You might get stressed and vent, but you always work it out yourself. And you don't ignore me. I'm not worried about you." And I almost cried. To know that my friend, who carries so many burdens from other people in their life, did not consider me to be their burden in any way and to trust that I would be okay, it just meant a lot. Cause I had another friend (we aren't friends anymore though this isn't why) who was the exact opposite. This friend didn't trust me to be okay at all. She constantly nagged at me even when I was doing fine and it made me doubt myself and my ability to be okay. Which is actually something I've worked very hard on. If there's one thing you can count on me for, it's that no matter what, I will be okay. It was nice to have my friend recognize that.

Make me talk about myself

#rae irl #thanks for the ask #long post #again oops sorry about that i just started typing and couldn't stop #fun fact about that friend i mentioned #they are the only irl friend of mine who i have given my tumblr to #i have irl friends on here from when i made tumblr because they were the reason i made one #but this friend was the first irl friend who i trusted with my online presence #god i love them...maybe i should give them a call see what they're up to #also fun fact my mom is currently at my cousins fiance's bridal shower with my grandma #my mom has never met my cousins fiance before but she sent us all a picture of her but none of my cousin #who may or may not be there i'm not entirely sure

[haikyuu-sins]

Hey! So I'm super new to making requests but could you maybe do a Sabo, ace, and Luffy fluff where the reader is stressing out because of work and it gets to the point of getting anxious? I've been super stressed lately and these boys are my biggest forms of comfort, I love what you write. you don't have to do this though! ^~^

Don’t worry your request was perfect! I’m so sorry this is late but I hope you haven’t been as stressed anymore! 

Characters: Sabo, Portgas D. Ace, Monkey D. Luffy (One Piece) 

Warnings: Obvious stress mentions and anxiety, not proofread  

Genre: Fluff Headcanons

Sabo

Sabo is no stranger to stress. Being the second in command of the revolutionary army has its fair share of stress. 

Honestly, it’s more likely that the two of you are just going to be stressed together. 

On the off chance you are and he’s not, he likes to go on walks with you outside  to let you get some fresh air. He’ll either hold your hand or have a hand on your back while you’re walking.

He’s perfectly okay if you don’t want to talk about it or if you want to vent your frustration as to why you’re stressed out. 

Almost always offers to help you with whatever it is. He likes to help you and if it takes any stress off your shoulders, he’s fine with it being on his own shoulders instead. 

You’re going to be well taken care of when it comes to him. You won’t have to worry about dinner that night, or any of the chores around the house, he’s already done it and then some. 

Portgas D. Ace 

Boy does Ace want to help out. Him and Luffy are a little helpless when it comes to you and stress. 

He’s not as bad as Luffy. He’s the kind of person who might run around like a chicken with its head cut off because he desperately wants to help but he doesn’t know what to do.

Does he just leave you be? Does he take you away from what’s stressing you out in the first place or is that going to make it even worse? Now he’s stressing out. 

You know that meme of the cat thing where it’s got its arms out? Yeah he’s like that. (will put it below the cut because that is a horrid description–apparently it’s called the ‘persian cat room guardian’...) 

Ace gives you the space that you need if you ask for it–though it’s very begrudgingly because he wants to be there for you. 

He does whatever he can that he knows you enjoy to get you to feel less stressed and anxious. Do you like it when he plays with your hair? He’s on it. Love a nice hot cup of tea or hot chocolate? He’s got you, and he’s always keeping it at just the right temperature for you. You want a bath? He’s already made one and he’s ready to get in with you. He’ll wash your hair and give you a really nice scalp massage while he’s at it. 

Monkey D. Luffy 

As mentioned with Ace, he’s helpless. He wants to but the boy has never had a stressed bone in his body. Stress? What exactly is stress? 

He’s such a go-with-the-flow kind of guy that it’s basically never been on his mind. (unless someone is hurt then that’s a different story)

Luffy would probably go to Robin to ask her for help. 

He doesn’t like seeing you stressed out. But sadly, his way of helping if he didn’t go to Robin is to ask you, “Why are you even stressed? Why do you have ‘anxiety’? Whatever that is.” which is obviously the number one thing you don’t ask someone who is stressed about something. So he’s really not the best person to go to, or someone you want around you if you’re stressed. Probably ends up stressing you more. 

What he does to help is taking you away from the source. He doesn’t really know what he’s doing, but he’ll bring you out to the deck with everyone and have you fish with him, Usopp, and Chopper. 

He tells Sanji to make you something nice (which Sanji is pretty much already doing anyway) 

Maybe if he’s feeling extra generous, he’ll help Sanji and then tell you he made it for you in hopes that it’ll make you feel better. (be grateful the cook was there because if he wasn’t, Luffy’s food would literally be inedible)

#one piece #Sabo x reader #ace x reader #luffy x reader #portgas d ace x reader #monkey d luffy x reader #luffy #portgas d ace #sabo the revolutionary #one piece x reader #one piece x you

[eyeballjellomold]

I know I never post on here anymore, but I just need to vent for a sec on a platform less littered with casual acquaintances and concerned family. Maybe I'll delete this after exorcising this thought loop that's causing me to sit here crying like a dumbass, but I am honestly curious if anyone has any insights. This will be a TMI-ish post.

I feel really fucking alien and despairing, and I'm sick of this being my daily existence. I really don't understand why it is impossible for me to make lasting reciprocal romantic/physical connections with people, when, in spite of the self loathing I often feel, I understand that I am:

beautiful

funny

talented

smart

kind

compassionate

caring

really good at sex

I've basically given up on the hopes of meeting someone I feel I could truly, reciprocally be in love with and have opened myself up to just being casual and even dating heterosexual men, but even still, after one or two hangs, I cease to exist to people. This even includes people who were supposedly close friends and friends who continue to flirt with me off and on at their own convenience but choose to never actually hang out with me in person.

I know I am insecure, I know I can be overwhelming, I know my constant financial instabilities can be stressful (but I never depend on other people, so that shouldn't even be an issue). I have had so many people pursue me who I was only so-so about and then once I got a little invested, they told me they realized they weren't attracted to me. I don't understand what I am doing to self-sabotage or turn people off after their initial excitement about me.

I had a really amazing sleepover date with someone back in September that actually felt like I had finally met someone I could feel secure around, equal to, and feel sure that the attraction was strong and reciprocal. They gushed over me and assured me they wanted to keep seeing me but then disappeared. When I asked if I was being ghosted, they said no, they had a great time with me and want to see more of me, and we made tentative plans to hang out the following weekend. When they never followed up with me, I messaged them, and then nothing. Nothing nothing nothing. Why are people like this?

I have a friend who, months ago, admitted they were also into me, and we texted and flirted and talked about hanging out a ton, but they deal with mental illness stuff that makes them afraid to hang out, supposedly. But they are constantly sharing sad memes and posts about being lonely and desperately wanting something with someone and talking about being disappointed in their dating app experiences when they have a friend they supposedly think is great and really attractive and fun practically begging them to hang out, and they refuse. I think they are lying about liking me at all, but they say no, that I can't take it personally. And I know someone like that isn't a good fit for me, but I really just would be reasonably contented to have a good friend I could do goofy shit with and fuck and cuddle without all the relationship expectations. But everyone who approaches me about being into me in anyway acts like I'm expecting them to sign a fucking contract the second I reciprocate. I sometimes worry I give off a vibe of desperation that scares people, but when I look at conversations or recall my words and behavior in hindsight, I really don't think that's it.

I don't get why so many people stand in the way of their own happiness, even fleeting happiness, even just temporary comfort and physical fulfillment. It would be so easy to just text someone "sorry, I thought I was into this, but it's a weird time in my life" instead of ghosting, so easy to be like "ok, sure, come over, let's watch cartoons and make out, I know you're patient and not judgmental, and you said we'd take stuff slow if I have to," so easy to be like "I'm sorry I initiated sex with you considering we've known each other for 15 years and you're a good friend and we had all that weird romantic history with each other, it was a mistake to fool around with you and then disappear on you when I know I'm dealing with trauma. "

I know what I want, and I would love to not want it, because it makes me near suicidal that it feels so far out of reach. And I hate that people who I am not even in love with/driven mad with lust by are dicking me around so much. I'm working hard on managing my expectations, and I thought approaching things more casually would help me fulfill physical and social needs for the time being, but everyone is a fucking mess who feels totally okay being reckless with my feelings. I don't think expecting to be treated relatively human is akin to hanging the yoke of a relationship around someone's neck, for god's sake.

And it would be really easy to say that so much of this is because I opened myself up to bisexuality, which means dating men, but women treat me like shit, too, so *shrug*

#personal

[hime-memes]

Hi, it's the anon requesting a PSA for non accessible rules pages, because I don't own a laptop. When I send it in, I was in a bad mindset after a couple of incidents in the rpc stressing me out. I was highly frustrated. I understand that using your inbox for venting wasn't right and I apologize for making you feel uncomfortable with my aggressive tone. What I won't do, is acknowledge that I felt entitled. Which I don't. I literally said I'm poor, I can't afford a laptop, I can't afford a smartphone, I live off little. I'm not privileged. When my mistake was to not say please and thank you, I get that. I'm usually very polite. I've been raised to be polite and kind to everyone, and honestly I'm surprised I didn't include this in my ask. And this is what I apologize for.

Thank you anyway for posting a very coherent, kind and relatable PSA. Have a nice day and don't worry, I won't reach out again.

Anon, everyone has bad days - no harm no foul, my own nerves were rattled by a lot of different askbox bullies and abuse a few days ago from multiple sides, so I imagine that heightened my own sensitivity to the the implied tone of the request and I apologize for that. You aren’t the first person to need to vent, I highly doubt you’ll be the last. I don’t think you’re a bad person for coming at it the way you did. We all lash out in frustration. The anon function stays open for a reason, we all have less than stellar moments and this way, no one has to be the wiser who that is - just know that’s a double edged sword on my part. Not everyone has good intentions behind the frustration and they really mean to hurt feelings when they ask for things. I can typically parse through those quick - but tone gets muddled in an ask. I don’t have to tell you, I know, that people hide behind it with the goal of trying to be truly mean and nasty. There’s just a lot to consider when sending an anon ask that everyone should be aware of.

I whole heartedly sympathize and empathize with your current situation. I was in very similar circumstances for about five years - and I sincerely wish you well and hope things get better for you! I’m terribly sorry you took my entitlement statement to mean your circumstances - that wasn’t what I meant at all. It was the the wording and the way it seemed to demand everyone understand HOW to be accessible on this shapeshifting hellsite. As it stands, that’s a hard thing to do - I’ve been kicking around on tumblr in some form or fashion for around a decade. Trying to figure out how to STAY accessible for everyone is tricky when tumblr wants to roll out new features every few months and throw everyone into a tailspin. I know, it’s difficult to thrive in a community where aesthetics and looks are the driving force of interaction ( typically ) and everything else comes second. It’s hard to ask for accommodations, and harder still to find people willing to do the accommodating - but, if you sent them an IM or inbox message asking for that plain text set of rules/mun information/muse information I think they’d understand and be willing to do so. If not ? Keep looking, you’ll find the right RP squad for you that can meet your needs !

I would hate for you to feel discouraged from asking for memes and such in the future over a misunderstanding, but I completely understand. My own words were hurtful and out of line - I will correct this going forward. Thank you for reaching out anyway to clear the air, I appreciate that. If I’ve misinterpreted anything you said in this ask, please IM me and let me know. It would tear me to pieces of you came away from this thinking things had an unsatisfactory resolution.

#not a meme

[sloanerisette]

anyways hi i'm making a post because some shit happened and i'm FRUSTRATED and i just need to BITCH

why the fuck do people feel the need to police how people identify or what words they use to qualify themselves. where the fuck does it get you, what does it give you.

do you not realize that if you're queer/LGBTQ (i say both because i know some people don't like being identified as queer) and you're policing how someone identifies/the words people use, you're not that far off from conservatism. like i'm sorry that's just how it is. i know le funny garfield meme but you are not immune to propaganda, for real, and if you get into being nitpicky over how someone identifies (i'm saying that a lot in this post) then you are FALLING FOR IT. conservatives and fascists want people to bicker over the specific ways we qualify our queerness because that breaks us apart.

also learn some queer history and learn that a lot of these labels were around far before they became tumblr/twitter/reddit discourse. also learn queer history because queer history fucking rocks.

i hate random vague vent posting but i'm really fucking frustrated after seeing some shit last night and i just need to shout it into the void fucking, just be cool, be decent, ok?

[allhandsondeck1]

me venting abt my excause idk who to tell all this to TW! mentions of suicide threats and SH, g0re and p0rn, mild SA, mentions of body issues

i should prob stick to my notes but hey, if you have a partner or friend like this, CUT THEM OFF. You don't have to, but it might be the best for you.

i went to go message a rp partner i had on discord and i realized i changed my profile the night before so people knew i was recently online. Cause like, how else are you gon change a profile? anyways i have now woken up to a text from my ex, who i haven't messaged sinceeeeeeee two months ago? like, almost exactly two month atp.

its annoying cause he keeps "accidentally" calling me and at first he was just sending me pictures of his dog or a meme and then he's like "where are you?" and "Text me back" like bruv you LITERALLY have a bf rn go to him not me. i don't have the heart to block him but i might have to. like seriously, i broke up with him because he had threatened me with suicide at random times, he would text me exactly what he was doing when he attempted suicide or sh, he would show off the bandages he had on or scars he had, he downplayed my experience with suicidal thoughts and sh because i "didn't have it like he did". He never listened to my rants or rambles, all we talked about was his interests. we were in a poly relationship with this other guy, and it was clear he liked that guy more than me and showed it to make me jealous. he would show me g0re and p0rn vids at LUNCH in a PUBLIC school, without my permission. he hung out with people i didn't liki, which is fine, as long as i didn't have to hang with them, but then he would purpously send pictures of him with said person even though i told him i wanted nothing to do with them, let alone pics. he downplayed my body issues. i broke up with both of them in that little poly circle thing we were in because both him and our other bf(my other ex) have either tried to force me to do something i didn't want, or tried to touch me in innapropriate ways. i'm glad i was direct or something horrible would have happened that i would not have consented to. my ex has also hurt me in over dramatic ways. we were playing around, and i grabbed his phone, which was TURNED OFF, as a joke, and he would take his nails and dig them into my skin until it broke through a few layers and left a scratch. like, you could have just asked me to give the phone back..

now that i spill all this out onto a post i realize that blocking him is the best idea lmao, sorry for the ramble, just needed to get this out on something

#captain's ship log #vent #tw sh #tw sa mention #tw sui threat

[velvetyshu]

ahh it's completely fine to disappear off of tumblr (or any social media) for a while tbh,,,if you need a break don't be afraid to take one!

i was just checking up on you because i haven't heard from you in a while (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

i'm so sorry you're having a hard time, but honestly i am too so i can totally relate to that meme 😭 if you ever need to vent, my dms are always open!

anyways, i think you'll be happy to hear that i started the story idea you gave me a while ago 👀 it's gonna be quite long, because i have a solid storyline and also i kind of want to do a lot of worldbuilding (plus, there'll be somewhat of a slow-burn)

+ have you been playing genshin recently? scara will be out in 10 days i believe 👀

Yeah I know but, I’m more active on discord or other social media than tumblr at this point due to my loss of motivation. 😞

That’s very nice to see that you care! Thank you for checking up on me, I wanted to leave a message on your inbox but I felt that you were occupied. It’s a habit, not your fault at all! If you ever need anything feel free to contact me.

Don’t apologize though, I’m starting to suggest going to a mental institution/hospital again is a better idea for me since nothing’s been working. This week was a huge rollercoaster of emotions, crying left n right. I’m just not happy nor safe. But likewise! Feel free to vent or talk to me if you’re ever feeling upset.

Speaking of the story, I’m really excited to see it! Just be careful and take breaks or else you’ll be in writers block soon. It happens most of the time to people but it eventually dies down! Do make sure to give sneak peeks 😉 I’m begging you.

AND YES I HAVE! What about you? To be honest, I pulled for Childe and his weapon.. safe to say I won 50/50 on both banners. Now I have about 80+ wishes left so I hope I can get Scaramouche and his weapon. I HAVE BEEN SO EXCITED FOR HIM YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. what I’m awaiting is his trailer and demo, they better give him Justice so that I can start daydreaming about him. Whenever I lose motivation on what to draw, he pops up in my head which encourages me to continue drawing. HE’S A HUGE HELPER! If you’re in NA do make sure to send UID if you don’t mind, I like taking pictures with people! 🤝 I’m only trying to make friends.

#velvetrambling #velvetacquaintances #asks #high-queen-of-faerie

[witheringvoice]

i'm sorry one thing to add to my sick thoughts

so i saw i had a tumblr draft and clicked on it right?

it was an appreciation poem to lo and behold Mr wastaken right?

my brain was like

"i don't give a fuck about some streamer right now I'm dying"

HOLD UP

brain slow down

i diss on shit a lot

mostly as a joke (dissing on shittykawa has never been a joke)

especially cocky ass people/popular things (fucking shittykawa ugly looking fatass--)

but i haven't really dissed on dream

because he's like my emotional support rn lol

he's my comfort right now

has been for a while

BUT APPARENTLY EVERYTHING IS OUT THE WINDOW NOW

idk what my sick ass is thinking

my brain is just gone right now

to be fair he does come off like a cocky ass sometimes

and the dsmp is pretty popular so I despised it for a while

but like---

i don't understand

i lost my train of thought cuz I sneezed

sorry what's going on?

dissing on dream right

it was funny but i literally had to stop eating my comfort sundae

and just---stare.

no one is safe

either my sarcastic side is just taking over everything

or my sick ass is really fucking petty right now

i mean i was spamming people for validation for having better eyes than him earlier today

AND I WAS AGREED WITH THANK YOU VERY MUCH

nobody gave me gender validation though---i should ask for that before I try to sleep

I did it indirectly (my sister and I have a running meme about being the manliest man because of mha)

anyway what i was i saying?

or right my sick ass is either petty or my sarcastic side is taking over my body.

or both.

both is also very valid.

also, my jokes about being a confident prick is getting out of hand.

it started with me making fun of oikawa

being overdramatic is so fun oh my god

but me watching dream so much may have actually inflated my nonexistent ego by mimicking him because he's what I'm watching right now

oh and markiplier, literally all i'm really watching right now is dream, anothony padilla, and markiplier.

what a mix of people

anyway i mimick things i find entertaining

also dream idk if he actually has this habit but in a lot of what I was watching (tried to limit my dream content intake and I'm having withdrawals now that I'm sick, THIS IS A JOKE---i think)

uhh brain needs to catch up

he did that chh chh sound when people like click their tongue or like cheeks or whatever and I used to have that habit when I was little

i taught myself to do it silently or only to click my tongue with my mouth closed so as not to be annoying

BUT I LITERALLY GOT THE HABIT BACK BECAUSE OF HIM

like wtf asshole

BUT THE SOUND IS SO SATISFYING AND IDEK WHYYY

anyway the moral of this story is as of right now dream is the new oikawa and only my sister will understand what I mean by that

even i don't understand it very well because---

you know what i giev up goodnight

is this really a vent?

idfk i need to sneeze

#vent post #thoughts #random

[danny-chase]

Reading the 90/00s Robin and Nightwing runs is just...

He really does the girls dirty...

#the first time i read his writing i was reading nightwing and was like this isn't so bad #and then i read robin... #and i realized this man is incapable of writing females as being anything other than demanding #like fr i thought babs was just a bit mean at first #and then i saw how he wrote Ari and Steph #it's a pattern folks we have ourselves some good old fashioned misogyny #anyways I'm sorry i just needed to make a meme to vent #batfam #dc comics #nightwing #robin #barbara gordon #stephanie brown #batman #dick grayson #tim drake #why do i do this to myself

[incorrect-irishlads]

PLEASE READ -

[TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of Suicide]

I know I'm an incorrect quote account, but I seriously need to say this. Apologies for if this doesn't make sense and it seems extremely cheesy... anyways:

I know these days are tougher than any day before but please, if you think you can't get through the day/night don't kill yourselves... suicide is never the answer. There's other ways to get through the next 24 hours. Whether it's by listening to your favourite music songs, going through your wardrobe and finding stuff you once used, drawing random little scribbles with a marker on your arm, etc. Killing yourself is never solution. If you think you can't get through this day, just think... "how did I get past the day before?" There's people all over the world you can talk to. Heck it doesn't even have to be a person! Talk to a stuffed teddy or your animal. Having my lil cat boi since January has helped me through tough times like this... wanna know what I tell him every time I feel awful? I thank him.

I thank my cat even IF he doesn't understand any word I'm saying.

Just know, that I believe you can get through what you're going through. You're never alone. If you need a place to vent about ANYTHING, just know that I, Kest who owns this silly lil account, is here for you my friend. So are others, anyone who you can think of. You can vent anywhere on this account if you need. In messages, the comments, put it in the hashtags if that makes you comfortable! Or heck it, if you don't wanna vent for whatever reason, let's talk about YOUR interests! You like football even though I understand nothing of it? Frick it! Tell me about your favourite team and how it's played! Send memes, let's have a gif war of who can find the best gifs!

Getting carried away there, sorry... here's another reminder: Better days are coming. You just gotta push through the bad to experience the good. Quoting Anthony Ramos' song: cry today, smile tomorrow. Let your negativity out. Just... don't kill yourself please. You're all amazing, wonderful and great. You may not think so but others do. People may not say it or they may not seem to look like they think you're great, but they do. You're talented, fantastic and unique in your own fabulous way. Keep being you. The best person to be is your true self...

One of the reasons why I went on a rant like this, is because someone sadly jumped in front of the train I'm on and sadly committed, I wish for them to be alive even though I don't know who they are. If they didn't make it... I hope the afterlife is treating them positively.

I'm sorry once again if this sounded cheesy, I love you all, even if I don't know who you are. Please, keep being your true self and don't let the demons take over your mind, whatever they're telling you is wrong. You're not ugly, you're not worthless, you're not useless. You're a great person who deserves to experience good things in life. You deserve to complete your goals, you deserve to walk this earth. You're here for a reason, and that's to experience things and to make the world be what it needs for the future generations. I'm going to stop ranting or we'll be here all night. Again, you're all amazing and I love you all. Take care. 🤍🖤🤎

#not a quote #tw: suicide #rant

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I'm not sure if you're still doing these and it's fine if you don't since you have your own life and can be busy but if it's alright, may I request a tfp match up?

I'm 5'3, asexual and chubby and go by she/her.

I'm calm and withdrawn at first, I'm usually very silent when I'm surrounded by people I am not comfortable with. I have suspicions that my selective mutism that I had when I was younger may still be around because there are some situations that require to speak, I get uncomfortable and find it hard to say anything. I don't know, it's just a thought, not sure if I still kind of have it. I just kinda hate being forced to talk when I don't want to. I don't go out much, I prefer indoors, I only go out if I have to.

But yeah, when I'm surrounded by people I'm comfortable with, I'm more talkative and more expressive of my emotions. I don't have many friends in real life but I do have a few online ones.

I usually prefer texting than verbally talking to be honest. Its just easier for me to express. Not like I could physically see my two best friends since I had to move last year but luckily we have discord 💀🤚 otherwise my dumbass can't even go out to try and make friends nor even want to.

I like games, though, I'm also a procrastinator and a lazy person. I tend to procrastinate on my school work and other things like watching a certain anime, tv show, movie and even with playing games. I have a game block 😔👊.

I don't know, but I can be insecure about myself but I try to be positive about some qualities I have. Anyone could compliment me, I mean, there's nothing to compliment anyways, I would just say that they blind or something or wrong. I get insecure when I show people my music taste only because they just seem uninterested when I play it 😔👊. My friends reckon I'm smart but I just don't apply myself to my assignments... Idk, I believe I'm just stupid. Somehow, I don't get stressed out easily, even when a due date is coming up and I haven't done much in my assignment. But that probably depends on the subject and how important it is for it to be done, otherwise I will start getting a little stressed. I don't believe that my problems should matter ever, because I've had a good childhood, a loving family, though occasionally, I have some problems with my dad otherwise we're usually fine. I mean, my friends and many other people have it worse than me so that's why I don't think my problems are relevant.

I can get childish and get distracted easily. Like, I could be doing an assignment or homework and after 30 seconds, I'm on my phone or doing something else 💀. Sometimes, I need things dumbed down for me because I'm just like, "what??"

I love comedy and laughing, it's just fun. I like memes and sending cursed memes to my friends or anyone else that happens to be on the same server I am. To be honest, I'm active 24/7 on discord and mostly active on one server because I socially suck to talk on any other. I'm not a fan of horror because obviously it's scary yet I like watching people play horror games 🤔.

I'm not a fan of physical affection, but it depends on who the person is and how comfortable I get with them like my family for example. My love language would be quality time I think but only a bit of physical affection if I'm comfortable enough ig 😕.

I've never been in a relationship before because I fear cheating, arguments, having a significant other bored of me and all the other problems. And because I'm not that interest in romance that much at the moment in my life

In regards to people having problems in their life and they vent to me, I find it hard to comfort them. I try to do my best but I suck at it. I usually don't know what to say and I wish I knew. It's not that I don't care, I do, I'm just more of a listener than a talker but I try to find some words to say in attempt to help. It's a little easier for me to comfort someone online than in person, I'd probably be silent.

I'm good at keeping secrets, I would take them to the grave, though sometimes I can forget depending on the secret. I can be a forgetful person, not only with some secrets but other stuff I'm suppose to remember 😭.

I love music, I can't tell what genre I like, I like many songs. I'm also an animal lover and currently doing animal studies, which mostly revolves around dogs at the moment but I'm looking forward for the cat part, I love cats, I have two of them.

I'm sorry for all this information, now that I look at it, that's alot. I'm sorry 😭🤚

A/N : Hi Anon! Thanks for sending this ask, I hope you're doing well (｡𓎆 𓎺 𓎆) Don't worry about the long descriptions, I don't mind! I think I'll pair you up with tfp Smokescreen !

TFP SMOKESCREEN

01 | Smokescreen has a way of making you feel at home. In the beginning, you were reluctant to open up, yet once you've gotten to know the playful mech, you find it easy to talk to Smokescreen. You enjoy listening to him ramble on and on and on and find no trouble comforting him when he needs to hear it. In return, Smokescreen is more than happy to speak on your behalf whenever you don't feel like talking. He may be enthusiastic by nature but he isn't pushy. He never forces you to do something you're not okay with and makes you feel safe. This is why eventually you opened up to him and both of you became fast friends.

02 | Texting with Smokescreen is never boring. He's always ready with a handful of reaction pictures and a dozen of emojis when chatting with you. The young mech is naturally expressive and curious, which is why he's always up to date with the latest memes and trends. ( The way Smokescreen text may frustrate Ultra Magnus at times but it never fails to make you laugh.)

03 | Two of you share a lot of common interests which is why you get along so well. Ever since Jack taught him how to play video games, he's been asking you to indulge him. Smokescreen can also sometimes feel worn out and choose to watch movies with you indoors instead, following the plot of your favorite anime and always quoting them on the battlefield. He's not picky and is almost up for anything as long as you get to spend some quality time.

04 | With his positive, upbeat attitude, Smokescreen rarely seems upset or dissatisfied on the outside. But his inner idealism can leave the mech with a nagging feeling that some major areas of their life just aren’t good enough – which would sometimes make him feel insecure. The two of you seem to understand and relate to each other's experiences, making you comfort buddies that lift each other's spirits whenever you both feel down. He reminds you constantly that your problems matter and he's more than happy to listen to you vent, while you assure him that he is good enough because he's trying his best.

05 | He knows you're afraid of starting a relationship, and while he can be a bit impatient and bold, Smokescreen is more than happy to take it slow with you. While he himself is disorganized, Smokescreen tries his best to remind you to catch up on schoolwork. ( Smokescreen tells himself he's turning into Ultra Magnus whenever he finds himself nagging you.) He doesn't take it against you when you don't get what others are saying and is more than willing to rephrase it for better understanding.

06 | Smokescreen thinks you're special. He loves how you're so good with animals and how you seem to have all the right songs to show him. Smokescreen can watch you play with your cats for hours and has a copy of your playlist for him to listen to whenever he feels down. He finds it adorable how you can be forgetful at times and admires how loyal you are in keeping secrets. ( Like that one time you covered for him and saved him from being yelled at by Ratchet.) He doesn't see any flaw in you and even if he does, he accepts that as a part of you : his favorite human.

I hope you enjoy this Anon ! xx

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OMG HAPPY 2OO LUV!! ILYSM, AND YOU DEFINITELY DESERVE MORE!! AS EXPECTED I'M HERE FOR THE MATCHUP EVENT AND I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING LATE KSDJFHSDF

1 | name : amie 2 | pronouns : s/her 3 | preferred gender : doesn't really matter 4 | self-description :

— it's ya clown sho <3 anyway, i'm an ambivert but more inclined towards the introvert side. my MBTI is INFJ and i'm a Gemini. i'd describe myself as someone who's very observant? yea, i guess. i'm awkward and you know it. My favorite color is blue, specifically sapphire, but i love all pastel colors. My fav show is Chicago Medical and all the psychological and crime thrillers out there are my favorite ( silent patient is my #1 though ) I love painting, playing piano and basketball!

— what i look in a partner you ask, uh, someone who can tolerate my silence. there are times when i go quiet for a whole day, i'll barely speak, no interaction nothing. i want someone who'd not exactly 'deal with it' but 'understand it.' also, i want someone who i can talk to without any hesitation. i have a hard time opening up so i don't do it but when i do, i spill almost everything. i might cry, might have anxiety attack, i might even shout. i know it's not very healthy but i want someone who can help me with those. plus someone who i can read with please <3 cheating and not having any respect for personal space would be the major deal breaker for me

5 | gen. aesthetic : my fashion sense starts from sweats and ends in sweats. i'm a big fan of those oversized hoodies and shirts, like something really comfy. however, i do have a collection of formal wears like blazers and dress.

6 | color/s to describe myself : red, actually. if not read then blue. it switchers but red 90% of the times.

7 | fav song/s : literally everything by Chase Atlantic and The Neighborhood. However, my absolute favorites are some of the famous classical pieces like Experience by Ludovico Einaudi and Chopin's Ballade No. 1 Op 23.

8 | fav genre of music : classical music ( Beethoven, Einaudi and Chopin own my heart )

Lol this is very lengthy I'm sorry, btw congrats again!

I looked into MBTI, I looked into zodiacs, I went off of what you said

Here he is, the man, Seijoh’s do-it-all guy

HANAMAKI TAKAHIRO ur new boyfriend

There is not enough content for him, anyway

How You Met

Bear with me here

Think about this

Artist!hanamaki

You love painting? Art club.

Idk if youre actually in any art club but shhh

Anyway, it was probably some sort of community thing full of tons of different age artists (bc you’d have basketball or something after school and he had volleyball)

So like once a week on thursday afternoons everyone gets together and does all sorts of artsy stuff

Everyone listens to lo fi music (or you can bring headphones) and chit chat and just paint for a couple hours

Its in the back section of a library (bc the library near me does stuff like this its awesome) so if you want you can go read a book while you wait for things to dry

One day the person that ran it suggested you talked to the new guy

He was about your age, it was his first day, they didn't know what all he was good at, and tbh they thought you two would look cute together

Just the vibes yk

So you set up your canvas and stuff next to him and introduced yourself

And you guys just vibe to the playlist

He’s REALLY good

Compliments you a lot too

Which is fun because he’s cute so it makes you a little flustered

You find out you guys go to the same school and he’s on the VB team

And says he has a (practice) game that weekend and asks you to come if you can

Which you do

And they win! So its fun!

Matsukawa basically asks you out for him though

He’s heard all about you already

“You don't get it issei! She’s so pretty!! God, she touched my hand and I thought I was gonna die!!!!!” “the enthusiasm is new for you” “shut up asshole” (conversation from the night before)

So he walks up to you after the game and is like “Hey so,,, we’re going out to get some lunch, you wanna come?”

Makki thinks HES flirting with you and is pissed off about it

Until you all sit down for lunch and oh, the only open spot for him is next to you (since when is matsukawa willing to sit between iwaizumi and oikawa??)

He asked you out after art club that week (Mattsun threatened not to give him any more monster for the rest of the month if he didn't get the guts to do it)

General Headcanons

You date hanamaki, you're also dating matsukawa

There’s no separating them (good thing ur MBTIs work together too, especially for strong friendships)

This was literally my first thought

So

Good luck with both these trolls

More on that later

Of course he’s going to be worried if you go radio silent for a while, but he'll understand

There are some days he’s not gonna wanna talk either

He’s really supportive on your bad days of course

Expect a random text in the middle of the evening from him

“Hiya sweetheart, just wanted to remind you that you’re beautiful, I love you, and I hope your day is going well.”

When he’s having a bad day, the same thing is all he needs from you to keep moving

He’s a really honest person. If you want to talk to him, be prepared not to get any sugar coating. If you tell him to shut up because you don’t want advice, he will. But if you expect advice from him, expect brutally honest advice. Subtlety is not his strong suit, so when it comes to advice, he’s going to tell it like it is. He's just trying to help, yknow?

However, he’s pretty good with people, so will know how to comfort you when something is bothering you. Tea and cuddles? Gotcha. Dancing at 11pm because neither of you want to sleep yet? On it. You want him to hold you? Perfect.

He’s not like...the most touchy person? There are some things he’s really indifferent on, and other things he’s stubborn as hell with. Whatever you wanna do, though

His weakness though

⚠️this part is slightly little bit suggestive⚠️

He will randomly walk up to you and pull you against him, give you a really deep kiss, smirk and walk away like nothing happened

Like hands in hair probably almost making out and then just

Walk away

Because that’s how he kisses and it’s breathtaking every time

It’s either little temple kisses or forehead or cheek pecks or something

Or that

And probably leaves you flustered and it’s funny (to him) (and to me if I was there with you) (bc that would be funny)

Hmm I’m thinking

I’m thinking hair dye dates

He needs help doing his hair from time to time Y’know (he doesn’t he just likes spending time with you) and he wants to make it pink again

So he teaches you how to do his hair and even offers to dye yours one day

Either just a strand or the ends or everything, up to you

Imagine having twinning hair dye with makki isn’t that cute

I think it’s cute

I said ur platonically dating mattsun right

Yes you are now

He absolutely adores you and loves how much makki loves you

Probably would have asked you out if makki didn’t but he was really pushing for makki to because he was just all over you in the beginning

He wasn’t overly attached to you romantically so being friends? Perfect. Sounds great

You two get along wonderfully though like you act like siblings once you warm up to each other

Again, very brutally honest person, but a little more awkward so doesn’t know what he’s saying might come off as he’s acting like a dick

He doesn’t try to though and he does really care about you

Flat out told makki if he breaks up with you and breaks your heart he’s gonna kick his ass (makki doesn’t know he had the same (less aggressive) conversation with you)

Tbh all of the VBC at seijoh loves you

Oikawa loves talking to you he thinks you’re great for makki

Gets you in on he and makki and mattsun’s antics

Iwa thinks you’re good too he just doesn’t know you as well

I think that kunimi would like you (he was almost a runner up--)

Kindaichi too

The first years just think you’re cool even if they won’t say it out loud

Seijoh VBC loves you

You got mattsun’s approval

And hanamaki loves you with literally everything in his life

So

You’re pretty set with your strawberry baby huh

Date Night!

SLEEPOVERS

I was waiting for some matchup to come along that gave me sleepover vibes

In a perfect world where you could do sleepovers with your bf because most parents would,,,not let that happen

Imagine…

He shows up at like 7:00 after practice, pizza in hand because he picked up dinner

You two eat, chat about your day, he probably scarfs down half the pie bc it’s after practice ofc he’s hungry

So when you guys are done eating you head up to your room

And make pillow fort

It’s mandatory

Different design every time, but there’s a pillow fort nonetheless

And then when there’s just enough room for the both of you to climb in

You get a blanket and a couple pillows and one of your phones or laptops or whatever and watch a movie and cuddle

When the movie is over you guys break out the face masks

You ever wonder why he has such great skin? It’s thanks to you (or if you don’t have masks, he picks them up on the way home from practice)

But anyway you guys talk shit about people for a while and sit with the masks on (it’s usually him talking about how Oikawa is a bitch as much as he loves him) (or about whatever he and Mattsun were talking about lately)

You both get chances to vent while the masks sit on your face and you just vibe with music (usually that you pick) (he listens to like,,,meme songs and like CORPSE yk)

After masks you guys make/get some snacks and munch on those during another movie but this time you’re in comfy jammies and more relaxed Y’know

Less paying attention to the movie you’ve seen a million times and just vibing in each other’s presence and it’s just really sweet

Fall asleep on his chest

Let him fall asleep on yours

Either way, you’ve got him whipped for you he loves you

Not that he doesn’t already but that’s his favorite thing ever so please just let him do that

Always makes sure to tell you he loves you before you sleep too

If you fall asleep first he takes embarrassing pictures of you with your hair being a mess & you best bet he sends them to mattsun because “she’s so cute omfg” “dude” “dude what” “you’re so fuckin stupid” “?” “Whatever—good luck being whipped just tell me when you need to get a ring, k” “you’re such a jackass” “yeah yeah Gnight”

Zodiac/MBTI

Okay so I’m not doing a big long paragraph for all this BUT from what I understand, Gemini/Aquarius are really compatible, and ENTP and INFJ are known as “perfect matches” sO (I had a really hard time deciding between Atsumu and Makki because they're both ENTP)

Psst Gemini + Leo is compatible and so is INTP + INFJ,,,, so, again, asking you to marry me sho 💍💍

Aesthetic/Vibes

Playlist

Prelude and Fugue No. 1 in C major, BWV 846

Linus and Lucy by Vince Guaraldi Trio (meme song)

Sky Full Of Stars by The Piano Guys

Someone To You by The Piano Guys

Shut Up And Dance - Simply Three

Runners Up

Miya Atsumu, Tsukishima Kei

#sho — 💍 #//ᴍᴀᴛᴄʜᴜᴘꜱ

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!! TW: VENT, SH, S*ICIDAL THOUGHTS!!

I'm so tired, I really love my partner more than anything else in the world but I keep messing up. Not even like big mistakes, just a lot of small ones but it never stops, I feel like whatever I do I always hurt them in the smallest ways or upset them. Yesterday they had school but yk he's my favorite person and it's been 3 weeks they started school and with the really different Timezones (I live in Belgium and they live in Texas) well it means that they wake up at 3-4 pm here and then they hang up our call even though they said they would stay on call with me during the day so I wouldn't feel too bad but they actually rarely do it, then they only answer my texts when class are about to start at 5.30 pm and yeah they reply every few hours until 4 am here a lot of the time. And I understand, they have school and they can't always be available but I just wanted to point out that with my bdp it has been so fucking hard to go from calling everyday, all day long at not even being able to text and having to stay awake all night because I can't sleep without them (which is not their fault again). But yeah so yesterday it starts again but this time after they hang up our call in the morning they told me that they will go to school sooner so we could have a lot of time to call and talk etc so I wait and they do call when they arrive at school and I was already crying because I'm clingy and didn't want them to go again but then after like 10 minutes of talking someone comes and they mute for like 30 minutes without even saying goodbye or "I love you" or anything, then they sent me a text saying they're starting class now and can't talk anymore and I know its stupid but it litteraly broke my heart, I spent the entire day trying to know why they did that, maybe I'm too clingy and annoying? Maybe it's because I was crying? Maybe they just don't really care anymore and love me less? I don't know but why would they tell me that we could talk for a long time and then just disappear like that after 10 minutes? What did I do wrong?

Anyways, I learned how to hide it from them when I'm hurt because I feel like I'm hurt for nothing and that it makes me really toxic and manipulative so I just took some space and time to concentrate and then just told them "I feel a little bad, I'm sorry" while I was crying my eyes out and screaming because my heart physically ached. But yeah before all that they said they would call me right when they finish school and so I was waiting and was still really excited that we could have some time together and so at 4 AM they Called once but I was in my bathroom and so I missed the call and like the stupid mess that I am I started to try to call them back but since they wouldn't reply i called them a lot of times because I was too excited and thought they fell asleep or didn't put the sound on but when I stopped, after 20 minutes they sent me texts saying that they were about to answer the call but I called too many times and it made them feel bad and dissociate. I've never felt so fucking stupid and toxic. And yk I don't want to make myself a victim but I was waiting for this call all fucking day and I messed up and they didn't call me at all. It's not the first time this happens. I hate myself so damn much, I just want to dissappear.

And like if it wasn't enough i fell asleep after their texts saying I made them feel bad and that I apologized for being stupid and yk I thought they would call me and wake me up so we could be together but I think i made them too upset and that I was just too much so when I woke up I saw that they didn't try to call me or even text me and once again I started to cry and I called them because it was too much, and they fell asleep while I was crying because they were exhausted. And later in the morning I dropped my phone while sleeping and it hurt their ears really bad because of their sensory issues and once again it happens a lot, I really try to be careful but I always end up making a noise that makes them feel bad. And I understand them, I have sensory issues myself and my ears hurt all the time when we call because their phone makes a loud noise etc but I never told them cause it's gonna make them feel like they're doing something bad while they can't do anything about it and it will upset them and they would mute and never come back.

So yeah, lately I've been feeling really bad and almost relapsed in sh again but then I stop myself and I don't tell them because it would make them upset and worry and when they worry they're cold and don't talk to me and i just really don't want that. I already mess up enough. And I think they getting tired of me, in the begging of us and until some time ago they were always hyping me up or writing me long texts to expose their love to me, they sent me a lot of wholesome memes and they seemed really excited to call me too but now it's just not like that anymore, they barely answer when I send them wholesome memes. I don't know maybe I'm too clingy? Maybe I should give them some space and stop sending memes and long texts a lot? Maybe they're just bored of me now. I understand once again, I'm too much of everything. Too much to care about, too much to worry about, I give too much love and he's maybe suffocating, I complain too much, I ask for too much reassurance too. Maybe they just lost feelings. And that hurts so bad to think about it, I just can't live without them but I also don't want them to be stuck with me if they don't love me that much anymore.

I often try to reassure and tell myself that they maybe just feel bad these times and it's maybe getting hard for them to show their feelings or act like they did before and I would be so fucking selfish if it was the case. They never tell me when they're doing bad, they always just say "tired." or that they're doing okay and just worry about me and on the moment I trust them but then I feel stupid because I know its not true, they would always say that and then vent in their vent account or private story from which he removes me when he says something about his mood or problems (I saw it because he made a mistake once, they vented earlier in the day and then later I messed up and they made a story that was for me to see so I could know I messed up and made them have a panic attack and when I looked at their story again I could see the earlier vent too). I don't understand why they're doing that but at the same time I once had an episode because of what they said while venting to me cause I took it personally like the dumbass I am (they said they had suicidal thoughts and needed me with them rn and when I said that everything would be okay and that I was going to be there with them soon they said that it was too much time because I was supposed to go this year but I had to stop school because of my mental health and now I have to start again). So I suppose that it makes it hard to vent to me or be honest about their feelings.

I'm just useless and I feel like they would be so damn much better without me, i keep messing up and I just can't seem to stop. The whole relationship is almost just that, me hurting them with my shit and then they feel guilty for feeling bad about it and it just makes it worse. But then I just can't live without them. That's selfish but I would not be able to leave them and keep on living, I never told them of course, but yeah.

I hate it there.

#ventcore #vent text #ed vent #traumacore #trauma #love quotes #notes #tw self destructive behavior #tw depressing stuff #tw self destruction #tw ed mention

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Hmmmmmm I want more people I can pester with my dumb posts to notice I exist so...... promo owo???

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What is up, my pals??? I am Kittie/Kira/Ken (any one of those is fine with me I just like switching it up lol) and I am hopelessly in love with fictional boys and fictional friends!!!!! But I also love real friends! Which is why I'm making this post!...... Hooray!!!

A little bit about me! I'm a very mentally ill Straight Aceflux girl who loves people (when I'm not being scared of interaction lol), psychology, art, music, poetry, writing, being the equivalent of a kitten you find in your local dumpster that ends up being a very loving little jerk, helping and supporting others, cats, and making sure Cringe Culture never returns! :) I am also not really that okay with sharing f/os but please still feel free to interact!!! We can work something out!

Just as a warning, again, I am very mentally ill (I have, like, around seven things including a self dx lol), and I tend to heavily vent sometimes (I just tag it as vent if you want to avoid it and still follow).

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Don't even think about interacting with me if:

You are a bigot of any sort.

You are a MAP/NOMAP (just know you make me sick).

You are Proship.

You are anti-Romani.

You are TERF/transmed.

You are anti-selfship.

You believe any mental illness is fake.

You will try to bring up discourse and politics with me (sorry, pal, but I'm already depressed enough I don't need that).

You support Cringe Culture in any way, shape, or form (this includes calling anyone's interests "stupid" or "weird" or stuff like that).

Anyways, expect me to be that one person who always posts crazy and terrible memes, would overthrow the government for each and every one of you, and will never stop gushing. Ever. I hope you know what you're in for. >;3€

There is also a pretty good chance I will check out your blog and follow back owo

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[youngsamberg]

Ok, I'm so sorry about this rant/venting session, but I have no one to talk to and I know you love SC and I have v strong feelings about Alexis and Ted's breakup. I accidentally read the title of next week's episode (Rebound) before watching the episode and my first though, like immediate thought, was "shit, Alexis an Ted are going to break up", so I thought I was prepared to watch them actually break up, but I really wasn't, it put me in such a sour mood right before bed. /Part 1

And I guess now that I've had some time since watching the episode, I'm just really angry with the show and that episode has left a bitter taste in my mouth, which has NEVER happened with this show. Like, since s6 started I've been sad because I knew that I had less and less episodes to watch, but I was also really curious to see how the show would end and what would happen to the characters (while still enjoying the season, I've laughed so much during the episodes) /Part 2

But I'm angry/disapointed/upset. On the one hand, I completely understand why they had to break them up, it showed just how much Alexis has grown and just a few seasons before she would never have done this, so this behaviour makes me "proud" of her (in regards to her character development). Also, it's a breath of fresh air in terms of realistic relationships - love is not enough, etc. But I also think we could've seen some great character development with them together? /Part 3

Like, I would I *loved* to have seen her propose to Ted. It would be a great contrast to his proposal and it would show her actively choosing to be with him, which I think would also really highlight how much she's grown over the years. So yeah, I feel very angry about the breakup, their relationship had so much potential (both in terms of them as a couple but also in terms of Alexis's, and to an extent, Ted's characters). /Part 4

I feel like I spent an entire season (s4) wanting them to be together, for them to breakup like 5 episodes before the shows ends. And the worst thing is I'm not at all excited or looking forward to next week's episode, which has never happened. I always make sure to watch the episode as soon as I can the next day (I live in Europe), I avoid spoilers because I want to be surprised when watching and now this has really made me feel something about the show that I have never felt before. /Part 5

But yeah, I'm just really, really angry and upset, and I hope this passes before the next episode, because this is one of my top 5 shows and I don't want to watch any episode of the show while upset with what has happened. And wow, this got really long (sorry about that, you can ignore it if you want, I just really needed to get this out of my chest). The only thing making me feel slightly better is that I can always headcanon that after 3 years Ted doesn't renew his contract, /Part 6

Alexis has a more stable career and they can be together, when the timing is right for the two of them. But even that is not enough. I really hope the rest of the season doesn't disappoint me, because I would really hate that. It is one of my favorite shows ever. Anyway, my rant is done (to use the meme, properly not in the right way), thank you for coming to my ted talk /Part 7

WOW okay yeah i feel a looot of the feelings you’re feeling. i’ve always been the #1 alexis/ted shipper and the breakup was really hard for me but it was done so beautifully that i think i’ve just been in denial? and i’m going to join your headcanon that ted comes back after 3 years and they get married AND when he walked into the cafe i also thought alexis was about to propose to him so i am right there with you. i am still excited to see what comes next and how this informs the end of alexis’ journey but i can see why you would be put off by all that

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