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for a while, i ran two selfship imagines blogs: one strictly against proship and one that caters to proship to see how the two communities actually treat each other. I posted similar imagines on both blogs, none specifying the f/o's age, gender, etc, and nothing nsfw.

the proship blog's notifications were disgusting. people talking about the things they want to do to underaged characters, people fantasizing about feral animals, and one guy who pretended the imagines were about his irl sister he wanted to bang. I received the occasional "you need help" anon, but no threats or anything like that.

the no-proship blog? I received constant threats from the proship side. death threats. rape threats. one person made it a point to describe how he would "ruin" me every single day. another tried to doxx me (but ended up sending the address of a TJ Maxx halfway across the country). people talking about how I was "censoring the internet" and I need to "try reading some noncon to lighten up".

both blogs were deleted after a month, and I will never trust a proship person saying they're the ones being treated badly.

Dear god

#*pretends to be shocked* #anyway hope youre safe anon that sounds like a living hell. #rape tw #pedophilia tw #incest tw #proship mention #< for blacklist

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F/O, putting together furniture: I'm done!

S/I: Woah, you did it. It's a table...? Why is it lightning up? Is this a lamp? Humidifier? There's smoke coming out of it. Why is there smoke coming out of it? A furniture shouldn't do that. There's a countdown. Is this a bomb? F/O, what did you build?

#ship-sparks-fly #Just Spark Things #its a table lamp AND a bomb. hes so creative. ♡

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Merchant: .......What'cha got there, stranger?

Leon, toting an unconscious Caterina under his arm like a sack of potatoes: Snake meat and green herbs.

#f-resident-protector #inspiration struck and i have a headache and i have had mental breakdowns all week i am a genius and i am it now #head fucking hurt ow #also have taken a sleep aid

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maybe if i think really hard about video game character everything will be okay

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When the rush is hi fi.

#chai tag

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it’s my birthday!! 🎉 i thought it would be fun to do a little promo!! hi!! im FREDDIE! 🍌 im everyone’s local funny monkey media loving mutual!! im an artist and self shipper, one of my main and dearly beloved f/os is funky kong!! 🌊 i always love meeting new people, and im huge encourager of the silly!! umm if you want to see me be absolutely insane about my funny monkie guy well. hey 👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

#HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAY #other's stuff

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Imagine you or your f/o wearing this shirt

(If it’s your f/o feel free to add them in the tags /nf :3)

Pro/c0mship dni

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the kids miss you, carlos (⁠っ╥⁠﹏⁠╥)⁠っ

#carlos tag

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I think this works right?

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we're over halfway through the week already, but happy passover to jewish selfshippers! you're a super important part of the community and deserve to be uplifted and supported during this time (and always of course!)

best wishes to you all, and i know your f/os would also want to be there and celebrate this special time with you as well ^^ chag pesach sameach! / zissen pesach!

(also if you're a jewish selfshipper plz feel free to reblog and promo ur blog or anything else under this post! <3 let's get some love and attention going for y'all)

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cuddling with your f/o(s) in bed but your arms always fall asleep. their hair gets in your face sometimes or vice versa. being in the middle of kissing, noses bumping too much or you just miss their lips completely with your eyes closed. bumping foreheads accidentally!!! kissing even more and then breaking it off to yawn or giggle and trying to kiss again but it only repeats. goosebumps and shivering whenever you touch them. accidental (or very much intentional/jokingly) shoving/elbowing because the others feet are too cold or it is suuper warm to even be this close to each other. they love and love and love you tremendously still through anything and everything. even if you steal the covers off them when you sleep, maybe

#<3

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I need to do a stupid outdoor performance for college (I'm autistic and in the deep south so it's a Hot Sensory Nightmare) but some of the guys outside are playing classic rock tunes and that reminds me of Chai so I'm ok for right now

#bittersweet rambling #hed absolutely make me dance with him #ship-my-rising-star #yeah why not tag it

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Is this anything

#this is everything

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Do you ever see a post/take about ur f/o that makes you just

#Youtube

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listen to songs sung by your f/os voice actor

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#i was literally talking about this with someone earlier today

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We need to talk abt more invisible disability rep in the self ship community so.

People with arthritis ur f/o loves you!

People with epilepsy ur f/o loves you!

People with diabetes ur f/o loves you!

People with migraines ur f/o loves you!

People with chronic pain ur f/o loves you!

There is so many more, so many its so hard to name them all, but you are loved by your f/o. Even if you are disabled, not everyone "looks" disabled, but by god you are loved and cared for by your partner, keep going and love that fictional person.

Proship shoo!!!! Get back by my broom!!!!

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I feel so understimulated rn but I'm too tired to actually draw or write anything