#anyway yeah im just wondering

[ehvanescent]

Wonder when my insufferable EverymanHybrid hyperfix will make its yearly return

#its simply insufferable because its a decently dead fandom #and it wasnt big in the first place so not many people even know abt it #but yeah i had one in 2021 #then 2022 #actually right before i got into mcyt i was super hyperfixated #but the magical power of stupid minecraft men overruled it #but it always comes back ik it 💀 #i went as Habit for holloween last year actually #because despite not being into it Habit is my bbg #(he is a demon and has murdered several people and ate a baby) #no one knew who it was 💀 #they kept asking if i was sid cause of the death proof shirt 💀💀 #anyway yeah im just wondering

[theoldkyokodied]

One wedding and three funerals

Background paintings under the cut

#tomgreg #succession #tom wambsgans #greg hirsch #shiv roy #roman roy #kendall roy #yeah no im not tagging everyone thats too much #this is me going 'how much implications themes and symbolism can i fit in one painting' #yes i gave rose shivs haircolor. if we ever find out how she looks like and its not like this im just gonna pass away i guess #but yeah i hope yall connect the dots #i put waaay too much thought and work into this. i was googling pictures of all the actors as kids just for reference (sigh) #honestly kinda wanted to make tom and greg link pinkies as like. a pinkie promise. but that was too hard to draw in this angle #at least not without obstructing the view of the ring which is important to see so ya #my fave is actually the tomshiv wedding pic i went off with that. i love them... they should have run away to become sheep farmers fr fr #anyway im so glad im done with this UGH!! finally i can draw smth else without being like oh noooo i need to finish this #i see a lot of you wondering why there is no portrait of logan but one of ewan #it's bc the placement of the painting represent their standing. logans portray would not hang next to the stairs #his present portrait hangs at the end of it. all the way up at the top. alone and withering away #basically the picture you see underneath ewan to the right? its where toms parents would be. the right side of the wall is tom and gregs #and the left one is the roy siblings theirs. since they grew up rich rich. and tom and greg didn't #but ya thats why ewan hangs here and logan does not :)

[oreolesbian]

anyway, I’ll keep saying until I can say it no more, but I love how hayden christensen just keeps getting to prove over and over that he was always a good anakin casting. I love that he gets to be as visually iconic as his other co-stars from the franchise. I love that he can see fans lose their absolute mind with cheer and applause at his mere presence in a SW project. All when he was once the scapegoat and punching bag of why people hated the prequel trilogy. I just love it all.

#like it’s the disney shit pulling me in w/ nostalgia yeah #but i love it for hayden #cause it’s just so wonderful to see #and how often do you see something like that for an actor? #god anyway im being emo it’s not that deep i’m just sentimental 🥲 #hayden christensen

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

some hasty Laughingstock ft. butterfly!Howdy for your mild enjoyment...

#i have this... scene in my head #where howdy is having a bit of a breakdown over his Yassification™️ #he just destroyed half his store w/ his wings and etc etc barnaby finds him curled up in the Back #howdy's all like 'i was such a handsome green.... now im this horrible blue w/ ugly black forearms blah blah blah' #and barnabys all '??? the fuck are you talking about youre literally stunning??? shut up lmfao ill make out w you' #and then i also thought Oh so butterfly howdy cant really fly #but what if he like.... does this cute lil flutter when he kisses barnaby #and it generates enough Lift that it makes him way lighter and lets him aaaalmost hover #because i think it'd be ADORABLE and im RIGHT- #anyway those are my thoughts behind these silly scribbles #scribble salad #laughingstock #yassified howdy <3 #i have soooooo much affection for laughingstock + butterfly howdy #barnaby and his girlboss gaslight gatekeep gorgeous husband <3 #he's ken & howdy's barbie #and he is Kenough <3 #and howdy is. uh. Barbalicious <3 #do i sometimes wonder why i lean towards viewing howdy more Feminine than the others? yeah #and then i immediately go 'bc its rad as hell and objectively Correct' (delusional) #and then i high five myself and move on with my day

[ponchizs]

I’m in love with how they are giving so many subtle hints about Alhaitham and Kaveh’s relationship and how important it is to Alhaitham, despite the way they always seem to be bickering.

Throughout the 3.2 archon quest Alhaitham tells us that the reason why he is so interested in helping Sumeru is because he doesn’t want his daily life to change. After that Kaveh starts being mentioned very frequently by him or we hear other people in the akademiya complain about how they daily argue.

Then, of course, we meet them both arguing with each other in the House of Daena, which was quite the argument. We also know many of their casual interactions and how they go to the café/bar frequently together. Furthermore, Alhaitham pays all of Kaveh’s bills (something no one would do for someone they don't care for).

And now, during Alhaitham’s quest, their tones were so soft (At least in JP and CN) and also domestic. Kaveh seems to worry a lot about Alhaitham and exchanges glances with him, which made me melt inside. I also love how Alhaitham is constantly smiling while bickering with kaveh. Remember, we dont see him smiling like this that often. Which means he really enjoys it. I really liked how after the second time Kaveh asked him if he is okay, he replied with a tease about the painting Kaveh had mentioned before. Also smiling.

But most importantly, something I see no one talking about: the moment when Alhaitham was explaining why he resigned from being the Grand Sage to being the scribe again and he tells us that “It’s important to keep your priorities straight”, the camera points at Kaveh.

I know this game will probably never have any canon ship because they need to make everyone happy, but we do get hints like this from time to time and I think this was one of them.

After all, why would they bother to add all of those scenes with Kaveh when the quests had already concluded, if not for showing us how is what is Alhaitham’s daily life he wants to protect that much? We saw how happy he is, how eager he was to get home and go have dinner with Kaveh. We also see how Kaveh had been waiting for him as well.

I’d like to know more about their relationship, even if it ends up not being romantic (though how do you explain that face Kaveh made when paimon asked if they are friends).

#genshin impact #haikaveh #kavetham #but anyways yes I write this and yes its 11pm and yes im obsessing over them #im so happy ngl Its like a fever dream #its so happy to know all of what I predicted from the message boards being true #I hope we see more of them #and yeah really sorry this is really long #i never do meta posts and probably there are some mistakes there im no expert i just ship two very gay men #anto’s rambling #i have to scream everything here because Im probably driving crazy everyone around me with these two #imagine me writing all of this to them #I needed to let this all out because omfg #LIKE LISTEN THIS IS WHERE WE SEE HOW NORMAL PERSON ALHAITHAM AND KAVEH REALLY ARE #LIKE just see how worried kaveh is over a messed up investigation from somebody at the akademiya who has already been arrested #no wonders Alhaitham avoided telling Kaveh the details from the archon quest and no wonder Kaveh didnt believe the little he knew #because they are just normal persons trying to get on with their lives #i understand alhaitham so much I would also want to keep that life

[introspectivememories]

tim and bernard who break up and it's nothing big, no one cheated or anything. it's just their lifestyles didn't work out well together. tim cannot give up vigilantism currently and bear cannot handle the level of danger tim puts himself in. and on the other hand, tim cannot handle the fact that bear chooses to run into danger as an emt bc he already worries about everything but now he has to worry if he'll find his boyfriend convulsing from fear gas in a random alley but also bear who felt the life drain out of darla cannot stand the thought of not helping people and runs headfirst into dangerous situation after dangerous situation hoping that every person he saves can somehow make up for the fact that he could not save darla.

(he very pointedly does not think about the fact that there was nothing he could do because if he thinks about that, he'll spiral until they have to lock him in arkham too)

and so they break up but they were tim & bernard in high school and when they started dating they balanced out the worst of each other and they became tim&bernard. and everyone who knows them, knows that they're better together but they cant be together, they refuse actually because they cannot lose another person to the violence of gotham and by the time they figure out that they cant work together as long as the other is an emt or vigilante, it's too late for both them. they've already left too many pieces of themselves in each other.

tim still knows what bear means when he says "tim" in that exasperated voice. tim still goes boneless when he hears bear say "baby" in that firm tone. bear can still read tim like a book. he still knows the right way to massage tim's neck so that tim can go to sleep. everyone at the first responders gala knows not to bother ceo drake-wayne and senior emt dowd when they're talking.

(and if they're standing a little too close to each other than what is normal, who are they to judge? everyone knows that dowd and drake-wayne have history)

and if everyone on the night shift has caught red robin with his head tucked into the crook of emt dowd's neck as emt dowd runs a soothing hand up and down the vigilante's back, well then, they just quietly back away.

(after all, dowd's one of like, five, emts that can get the bats to receive medical treatment so if turning a blind eye to whatever the fuck they have going on is what allows them to give back to their heroes, then the night shift will do it every time)

and of course, tim and bear are practical people. they loved (love) each other sure, but when your lives are fundamentally incompatible, well, you cant get too stuck on the what-ifs, that's for sure. and so they do find love with other people and yeah, maybe it's not what they expected love to be when they first fell in love with each other. it's not the bubbly, stomach-swoopy, cant stop grinning, feeling that permeated tim&bernard's early days or the i Know you/you Know me that was their middle or the quiet despair that was their end but it is contentment. and in a life with as many losses as theirs, contentment is something they hold dearly

and they're happy! truly! but sometimes, at galas when they're making each other snort champagne out their noses or in darkened alleyways when their clothes are both stained with blood or at rallies for stricter gun regulations in gotham where they both sit too close to each other, fingers enclosed around each other in a death grip, when the presenters inevitably bring up grieves

(worst school shooting in gotham in decades, there's blood on their hands and blood in their mouths and darla is dead in between both of them and there is a chasm so wide that they are screaming to get their voices across and she will always be dead and maybe this had always been the problem that she is dead and there is no coming back from that and that there is blood on their hands and blood in their mouth and blood on their han-)

but sometimes, most especially on opposite sides of the street, as life pulls them in different directions, just sometimes, they see each other and just for a second, nothing too long, the flap of a hummingbird's wings, the time it takes to blink, an electron's orbital, they look at each other and for the briefest moment, blue on brown, a barely noticeable stutter in their steps, the space between heartbeats, because this is all they will give themselves because they do not dwell on what-ifs or what-could-have-beens, or what-should-have-beens, or delusions of a softer world, their eyes meet and they think to themselves, god, in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with him.

#what the fuck is this #the theme was wistfulness. hopefully that came across right. and like i wanted this to be all 1 text block so you feel how it all collapses #into that 1 thought they have at they end but fuckass tumblr has a 4096??? text limit for a single paragraph???? so here's multiple paragra #anyway here is my middle of the road sad timbern hc. do i think this will happen? no? is this still a fun world to play in? yeah absolutely #also super huge fan of darla haunting the narrative. darla as this chasm they cannot cross. darla as smth they shelter each other from #but also smth like a 2 way blade. it cuts them both. it will never stop cutting them. smth smth the wound will always bleed #also i cannot stress how important it is that they are happy with other people!!! they are both satisfied with other people. it's just that #they have a very specific history and they are the only two people who really know and understand that history #and also it's not that theyre unhappy with their partners but just that smtimes they look at each other and... wonder. in a softer world #maybe i could've been a chef and you could've still been a superhero and we could've still worked out. maybe we would've gotten a boat #together and maybe we could've come home to each other. maybe i could've trusted you to come home to me. maybe you could've #understood my need to help people. maybe we could've held our love as something precious. #maybe in a softer world our love wasn't something that hurt us both. #i need to lay down. im going crazy #as always i do love reading yalls thoughts in the reblogs and replies!!! #bernard dowd #dc #tim drake #timbern #timber

[crow-with-a-pencil]

One year anniversary of the kelp blorbo who changed my brain chemistry forever

Happy birthday Beetle :)

#my ârt #kelpie stuff #beetle of #digital painting #ok ok ok let me ramble for a second here #yes this was all sparked by user intistone and their awesome fic and the silly little au the group of us came up with #but we all talk regularly about even more silly little stories and aus of all kinds and it's just such a wonderful experience and I'm just #really happy this happened #yeah I don't talk as much on here these days #but I get to talk and draw and be creative in small ways all the time in the discord and it's helped develop my art at #mach speeds never previously imagined #sorry to get sappy just wanted to say I've been doing well #and it started with my one year old son who I love #so anyway LOOK AT MY SON IN PAINTING FORM #IM SHOWIJG HIM OFF BC IM HAPPY #if you read this far I'm giving you a seaweed snack to munch on

[blueskittlesart]

i’m so used to how you draw zelda that whenever i see someone else draw her it’s literally like. skinny person jumpscare.

literally being a fat zelda truther is so hard bc why do people insist on drawing the girl like she's never had a meal in her life. put some meat on her bones please god she is starving

#yeah botw zelda fanart is always like. woe. skinny girl be upon ye #and people on instagram get SOOOO pissed about the way i draw her its so funny. the comments are always so formulaic #like its always 'uhmmm im skinny and ur taking away MY representation my body type is beautiful too!!' #or 'um i just dont think you should be promoting an unhealthy body type' SHUT THE FUCK UP. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #OR if its a man theyll be like 'um you made her look fat :/' like its an insult. like yeah babe that was on purpose. lmfao #and its not like i dont notice that people ONLY EVER get pissed about how i stylize ZELDA'S body. because i change link's body type too. #but i make HIM noticably SKINNIER. like gee i wonder why we have a problem with one of these but not the other one guys. lmao #anyway. im glad tumblr has so many fat zelda appreciators because things are fucking bleak on instagram lmao #and i do also occasionally get jumpscared by skinny zelda. like i KNOW she looks like that but also She Would Not Fucking Look Like That #asks

[engagemythrusters]

do you primarily mandalorian show fans not think about how grogu is going to still be a toddler by the time din djarin dies or is this just not something i see reblogged from my mutuals

#like that guy's got another 850 years #do you think he'll even remember din beyond a fond feeling of love ? #also thats provided din djarin lives to like average age #and that nobody shoots him #or that he doesnt get another whopping big tbi #anyway yeah #just wondereing if im missing that discussion or not #din djarin #grogu #star wars: the mandalorian

[transldpdl]

Louis de Pointe Du Lac 'In Throes of Increasing Wonder'

#ah i was supposed to post earlier but next week I'lll have a better schedule with the queue #ldpdl.txt #vampterview #amc iwtv #iwtv #interview with the vampire #amc interview with the vampire #louis de pointe du lac #I always found a certain amount of grace in louis that yk is beautifully displayed in the first episode #tho ofc it continues through the rest of the series #the crossing of legs bein here and then yk in the lil clip we got of s2 you see him doin the same crossing legs but armand is also joining #body language and such if that makes sense oh lil things of how we do not see his face or facial journey when the tape is heard his whole #body is turned away from daniel and the audience and yeah he was bein disrespectful #and its like as we get more pieces of the puzzle the more certain things make sense the more dynamics are just getting crazier #i felt a newer light after rewatching the trailers and lil clip and ik itll just be such an eye opener when we get to see all of s2 (puzzle #anyways im getting off topic my brain goes from x to a louis is just so gorgeous and the way he sits is as a dancer even continuing to in #later eps entrancing like you want to be near him and when he starts the story his laugh its like you know you need to be near him #In Throes of Increasing Wonder

[skitskatdacat63]

2011 British gp Fernando is such a mood...

#okay now obviously i could make a super accurate actual version of this using a wider variety of pics #but i found it so funny that all of these are literally from one day #and hes exhibiting every stage of grief and expression known to mankind #there was literally almost 50 pics just from this one day at this specific time #thank you to whichever ferrari photographer this was 🙏 #(i feel like we dont really get pictures like this so much nowadays?) #(or at least not the sheer amount?) #(but i feel like i dont really have any pics of him from recently just chilling in the garage) #(i loveeeee the candids!! so cute to see the drivers just in their 'natural habitat' and also great for ref) #(but yeah idk i think i like photography from this era better) #(i remember reading an interview w a photographer who talked about how fernando was willing to let him take more candid pics) #(and i wonder if it was a more novel thing back then? and now its a lot more content based and performative? idk.) #anyways!! sooooooo obsessed w the amnt of pics of fernando chilling in his garage from the ferrari era #literally thousands of them and im so endeared!!!! #i wonder what was going on in this practice session for there to be so many pics of him incredulous 😭😭 #i wish I could just post all the pics from this compilation bcs hes soooooo adorable but also very memey #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #fa14 #2011 british gp #we do a little bit of f1

[loveableabomination]

Being ace but also being people-pleasing enough that I think I'm not ace cuz I like to make my partner happy...is a mind-fuck.

#ace #asexual #trans #lgbtqia #trans man #ace trans #ace pride #ace problems #sex doesnt disgust me per se #for the most part #but I want it to be done fast #like yeah yeah just get there already #so we can get to the cuddles and lovey dovey stuff #can I actually just have lovey cuddles without the sex? #like for reals #that'd be great #but I know that isn't how the vast majority of people are #finding another ace? #ridonkulous #finding another ace around my age who likes me and who I like back? #may as well start my search for unicorns cuz I'll find one of those before a relationship #and y'know what I'm cool with that #dream home is a house in the woods far away from people #so I can wander barefoot in the forest without people wondering what in god's name I'm doing walking barefoot with coffee in hand #and if I'm being honest probably also a book #walking while reading is underrated #I used to rollerblade up and down the street while reading #I will forever associate Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with rollerblading and the scent of the fields by my house #anyways yeah #im an urban hermit dreaming of being a forest hermit

[pup-pee]

I FINALLY DID IT

i figured out the problem(thnx etsy,,,) & finally opened my silly store!!!!

PREORDERING ENDS IN 1 WEEK (might extend 2 2 weeks depending on life things but 4 now its 1 week)

i also took some higher quality pictures of my keychains so u can see the colors better!!

PLS KEEP IN NOTE THE KEYCHAINS R PREORDERS (they r cheaper than what the regular pricing of my keychains would b, i swear this makes sense) theyre 3 inches(3.5 4 the timber 1) & double sided epoxy :3

IF U BUY ANY TYSM!!!!!! & IF UR JUST LOOKING @ THEM TYSM!!!!!!

im not in a great situation & planning 2 move out soon so any sort of like interaction would mean everything :'3 there would b more buttons but i dont have nearly enough ink 2 print out the shipping buttons so some of the money will also go towards that lol

ANWYAYS TY 4 READING LOL KAHSFK IDK COMPLETLY WHAT IM DOING IVE SOLD MERCH B4 BUT IVE NEVER RLLY PROMOTED MY STUFF/ADVERTISED IT SO SRRY IF I COME OFF AS AWKWARD

<3 im like semi scared 2 post this so excuse me while i run around in circles

buttons :>

im aware i drew my hcs pls dont yell @ me lol

#i AM getting ink in a bit so if any1 does want those shipping buttons u wont have 2 wait 2 muhc longer #i believe my msgs on tumblr r open so if any1 has any question i mean #u can msg me on here 2 lol #THIS IS LIKE MY ONLY SOCIAL MEDIA SO LIKE AAAA IDK #idkdikd im just i just yeah #tysm 4 reading srs #anyways heres some tags im so sryr tags that ive been flooding u 4 a bit #timber #birdflash #tim drake #bernard dowd #nightwing #dick grayson #flash #wally west #esty promotion #plsdjsakfh #fanmerch = healing #robin #wonder girl #superboy #impulse #bart allen #cassie sandsmark #kon el #i dont enjoy tagging it makes me feel gross lol #dc #keychains #pinback button

[imdoinggreatthanks]

I honestly can't make up my mind/ don't ship him with anyone which feels weird because he's my favorite character so I feel obligated to ship him with SOMEONE so let me know your thoughts

I AM IGNORING ALL BATCEST.

Edit: I did contemplate adding y/n or reader as one of the options with how many of those fics are out there lol

#i feel like artemis and jason would be better as a friendship but im not mad about a relationship #i just like think its similar to batman and wonder woman who i also want to just be besties #but idk #i dont mind it #jason and roy #i have literally never seen together in a media besides wfa #so idk i just dont know enough #feel free to send comics with them #and i frankly have barely any idea eho rose wilson is #i included her because ive seen her and jason a bit in a few fan things #but yeah i just put the only three i think ive seen around #besides all that batcest YUCK #anyway #batman #batfam #dc #dc comics #jason todd #red hood #red hood and the outlaws #rhato #gotta put in the tags so the pjo people dont find this and think people ship jason grace with artemis the literal goddess #roy harper #rose wilson #artemis bana-mighdall #not sure if i spelt that right #anti batcest #ew batcest

[rillette]

Had the idea that Hal would be more with Bilky in the Tower and Hal is just in shambles and confused as to why this teenager I'd so well put together and can balance his relationships while also maintaining his hero work without destroying his life.

And Billy is just thinking "What kind of Pancakes does Hal like....He looks sad I'll make waffles with smiles instead :]"

hal voice: he's gotta be like a school teacher or something, right???

#hal jordan #dc captain marvel #billy batson #asks <3 #ty for the ask!! #basketball #i know u said billy but doc shaner's cap lives in my head rent free #i dont think ive ever drawn cap before so! ill draw u a billy next time for sure o7 #also while i was looking up refs for this i found doc shaner and otto schmidt's tumblr account who let professional artists have tumblr #accounts this feels illeagle <- gave up spelling #anyways if you guys were wondering otto's acc is mostly just reblogs of buttcheeks. very funny i laughed u do u dude #anyways im going to go reblog some of their artworks for funsies probably #OH YEAH. i go back to school tomorrow (ewwww yuckyyy the crowd boos) so i might start posting less </3 #or i might start posting more! depending on how much free time i have and how much im pretending school doesnt exist!

[soldier-poet-king]

I very much try to live by a 'most generous interpretation' ethos and just try desperately to believe everyone is trying their best to seek and do Good, even though our understanding of it is always necessarily incomplete and limited, I truly do believe most people are fundamentally searching for that, but oh man sometimes y'all make me read theological opinions on this site that's not just 'i severely disagree but see how one could get to that opinion even if I think it an awful conclusion' but more like 'this is the worst thing I've ever seen and I wish I didn't have eyes'

#rare W for catholics bc we be arguing about everything but at least theres SOME common grounding #arguments about quote unquite being saved. and who's really saved. and all that. im #imma be real with you chief. peace and love to all but calvinism is a crime #this also includes not strict calvinism but all the debates abt predestination and the elect or even just #*fully accepting christ and being saved* #like nulla salva discourse amongst catholics is bad dont get me started #but at least there is SOME basis for universalist and anonymous christian arguments #i mean. like. yeah im way way lefter than most orthodox theologians. obvs #but yall really out here still arguing about who's saved?? FOR REALSIES??? #have you considered. its far more complex and the soul and the divine cant be fully contained in human terms #and its so much broader and more terrorible and more wonderful than we can ever comprehend #now in a mirror dimly. etc etc etc. #anyway the transcendence of it all. the beauty and terror of the holy. #tbf the eastern orthodox have this one correct. they really got it. #faith tag #like peace and love and all due respect but also. this is why religious trauma and scruples is so widespread in western christianity. like.