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I HYPERFIXATED ON STARDEW VALLEY AGAIN AND FORGOT TO EAT DINNER AND SHOWER

#im KILLING MYSELF #omg get this fucking game away from me #IM SO FUCKED #AND UPSET #ITS TOO LATE TO DO ANYTHING :((((

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I swapped out some old dnf art I had on my wall for Ayesha Erotica and the if album cover by MSI 😋👍

#old problematic favs for new problematic favs #but they could never make me hate ayesha 🙄 #msi... now thats a different story #but unfortunately i am addicted to their music 🤕

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Whoever put Red Sex in Monkey Man is actually the love of my life

#when i heard it in the opening i was like #oh this is gonna be good

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beware rookie on roller skates!!

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I'm wondering should I play or watch Cry of Fear first...

#im playing through all the re games still #which will take a while... #i also have other games i play like rdr2 and stupid mario games and allat #i just dont wanna spend all my time gaming 😭😭😭

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I haven't played pjsk in forever and they added Q and Egoist this is actually the best day of my life 🙏

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My memory is actually so shit I think I need to start writing everything down so things will stick 💀

#it sucks cause i feel so bad whenever i dont remember things abt people #im starting to forget the names of songs and shit too #idk wtf is happening but im hoping that its just stress #but its been like this for like a year?? #funny enough i cant remember exactly when it started 💀

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I actually want re6 leon so bad it's not even funny

#re brainrot still going strong

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Pls this one post on my old mcyt blog keeps getting notifications 😭

#just finished the sats #im ready to have full on re leon brainrot rn #i dont want to think abt my past 😡😡😡😡😡

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working on a animation full of many colors! here r some of the snippets of the sequence of ethans life pre RE7

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Why am I drinking this chai like it's age old whiskey and I'm a brooding middle aged man with more trauma packed into me than a puppy left on the side of the road in a snow storm

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Hi guys I fucking love Leon Kennedy so much don't even talk to be rn

#i accidentally got a biiiittt too silly #and now i am perpetually stuck watching leon edits on tiktok #i dont even like edits

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Trans women are some of the most beautiful people I've ever seen in my entire life oml

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Started playing re4r 😁

#my dad offered to pay for it #and who am i to refuse #so ill probably play re3 sometime later

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Idk if I wanna play re4 or re4r first help 😭

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I'm honestly so nervous to start T cause I will either look great or like a rat that just crawled out of the sewer 💀

#i have a square jawline and a cleft chin and wierd(?) cheekbones #so im hoping itll be fine since those features are kinda seen as good on guys #but it just.. does not work out rn 💀 #and im scared it'll just look worse somehow

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My goal in life is to have keychains of all my silly little boy crushes