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kpop-yes · 7 months

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Ryujin x male reader: Fan Favorite

Ryujin POV

It's been a few months since a group i've been in, Itzy, Debuted.

And I'd be lying if I said it wasn't stressful, because it was very stressful.

We had a strict schedule and had to practice on a daily basis with barely any energy.

And one way people like to get rod of stress, is sex.

But it's hard being an idol and trying to have sex.

It either ends up being a creep or some lowlife cheating behind my back.

Speaking of my idol life, that reminds me that I have a fam meetup in a few hours.

I haven't really been interested in having sex with any of my fans, except for one.

He's always at every concert or fan meetup, and he's always at the front row, having a t-shirt or sign of me on it.

With all the times we've interacted, He's single and most definitely handsome~

Anyways I might take him to a hotel, to talk, and maybe a little more than that... Okay maybe sex.

-Timeskip-

After entering our venue and meeting with security and staff, It was time for my plan to take action.

I've made a little note with my hotel address and room number, Then if he does show up, I'll get to know him a bit, then if does seem to be a good guy, then this night could take lust turn.

Y/n POV

Another day, another Itzy fan show.

I decided to buy a little plushie to give to Ryujin, I hope she likes it.

Anyways, I better get going, the venue isn't far but I wanna get to my seat first before the venue gets crowded.

Ever since Itzy debuted, I've been in love with Ryujin, and she's been my bias ever since 2019 when they debuted.

- TimeSkip -

I arrived at the venue and sat down in my seat, noticing only that a couple people were here and they were taking pictures.

I looked up at the stage to see people setting up tables and chairs and getting everything set up.

That's when everyone rushed in and started taking their seats.

After a few minutes, Itzy walked and everyone started cheering, including me.

They were bowing and as soon as they were taking seats, I swear I saw her wink at me.

- Ryujin POV -

We all walked up to the front of the stage, bowed, and introduced ourselves to the fans, add as were walking to our seats, I spotted him, and I winked at him.

I felt so proud of myself for making the first move, hopefully he noticed.

Anyways, we sat down at our seats and explained how gifts and pictures worked, and after explaining some more rules, our fans started lining one by one for a signature and picture.

I looked to see where he was and saw that he was one of the first in line.

I got more nervous the more he moved closer, but why, if anything he should be the nervous one.

After taking a couple pictures and signing, It was his turn, what was his name again? was it y/n? might as well give it a shot.

He walked up to me and handed a little plushie,

"I hope you like it", he says.

"Like it? I love it! Thanks um... Y/n right?"

"Yes, you remembered my name!"

"How could I forget one of my biggest fans names! Anyways, Do you want a picture or an autograph?"

"Just a picture please!"

He handed me his phone and I took a photo of us, he looked very cute, but now it was time to give him the note.

- Y/n POV -

After taking a photo with Ryujin, I turned around and was about to walk off stage when I felt something in my hand.

I turned around to see Ryujin handing me a note,

The note said

-Meet me at (Random hotel address and room number) At 12:00 -

Is this really happening, has THE Ryujin invited me to her hotel room?!

I looked at her to see if this was some sort of joke but after looking deep in her sincere eyes, I don't think she's joking.

I nervously walked off the stage and back in my seat.

- Timeskip -

The rest of the fan meet was very awkward for me so much. I felt very awkward just looking at ryujin and couldn't focus on the fan meet and worried more about what she wanted from me.

Did she want to give me something? Was she going to do something to me? did she give me the correct hotel number?

So many thoughts and dirty thoughts running through my head the whole time.

I left instantly

when the fan meet ended and didn't look back.

I drove home, showered, and got ready to hopefully meet Ryujin at the hotel.

- Timeskip -

I left my house and got in my car, nervously I drove to the hotel address.

Never had I thought that I'd be driving to meet Ryujin at a hotel in private, One could only dream about this happening, but not me.

I arrived at the hotel, and it wasn't that big, Not I even I would suspect that an Idol was staying here.

I got out of my car and walked into the hotel, I asked the person at the desk where the room number Ryujin told me was at.

They gave me instructions and I was now taking an elevator to the room where Ryujin is supposedly at.

I got off the elevator and I found the room.

I nervously walked up to the door and knocked.

*Knock* *Knock*

Nothing, I guess she really did give me a random room number-

*click*

The door got unlocked, the door slowly opened and,

There she was, Ryujin, In front of me.

"Hey, you came! Come inside", she said.

"O-Okay".

I walked inside the room to see a bed, bathroom, and tv.

Nothing expensive just a normal room.

I sat down on the bed and Ryujin Closed the door and sat next to me.

"So, Why did you want me to meet you here?" I asked.

"Oh because I wanted to ask you some questions!"

And for the next 20 minutes Ryujin asked me questions like what I do on my free time and My hobbies.

Nothing seemed unusual until the final question.

"Anyways, I have one final question", she said while moving closer to me.

"Un sure, ask away".

She got closer to me until her face was right in front of me. She got closer to my ear and whispered,

"Are you a virgin Y/n?"

What, How am I supposed to answer that question?!?

If I say no she'll expect me to be experienced? But if i say yes I'll probably look like a loser to her?

What do I say?!?

"Um, Y-Yeah Im a V-Virgin" I said nervously

"Perfect~ Take off your pants"

I did as she said and started unbuckling my pants.

But I guess I was taking too long because she got on her knees and started taking off my pants.

After struggling to unzip my pants, she roughly pulled them down and admired my member bulging through my boxers, then taking them off.

One thing I won't ever forget is the second when my member slapped a crossed face and her face admiring my member.

After admiring my member for a minute, she wraps her hands around my member and starts to stroke it.

I couldn’t stop myself from moaning.

The sensation was already amazing but knowing that Ryujin was stroking my dick the sensation was even better.

Going from stroking, Ryujin Puckered her lips as she slowly started to give me a blowjob.

Her tongue twisting in the inside of her mouth while moving her head back and forward was something that you could only imagine.

My head felt lightheaded snd I felt like I was about to blow my load.

I guess Ryujin could sense my load as she suddenly stopped what she was doing and stood up.

She looked me in the eyes while slowly stripping right in front of me.

After taking off most of her clothes, all that was left were her bra and her soaked panties.

She fell on the bed back first and seemingly waited for me.

“Come on, you’re taking too long. Woman also need some stress taken care of!” She said frustrated.

I moved on top of her and started moving her panties to the side snd admired her soaked Vagina.

But I guess I took too long because she wrapped her legs around me and pulled me in her grasp.

I lined ip my member to her pussy and slowly inserted my dick into her.

Her slow moans gave me more confidence to move more inside of her.

After being fully inside of her, I stroked back and forward slowly, Hearing her moans was a pleasant sound to hear.

My mind started to get foggy as I started to Stroke harder, My head felt dizzy but I kept stroking until I was about to reach my limit,

“Ah, Ryujin, I’m about to cum-“

“Do it, Do it Y/n, Fucking cum inside of me!”

After getting confirmation from Ryujin, I kept pounding until I blew my load inside of her.

I Laid beside her, Admiring her body.

Even tho I blew my load, My member was still rock hard.

Ryujin looked back at me and smirked.

And after what seemed like a looooong night, Ryujin gave me her number and told me,

“Call me if you ever fell stressed again”.

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callioclops · 4 months

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I've been trying to structure my thoughts about this for a bit, I think I'm ready to talk about Rick and Morty season 7. Specifically I'm gonna talk about the structure of the season as a whole, why it's weird, and why I think it works anyway. Obviously spoilers ahead.

So I'm going to assume you've seen the entire season, and whether you enjoyed it or not I'd take a guess that you got sucker punched by episode 5. The season 6 finale ended with Rick saying that season 7 would be him hunting Rick Prime, maybe actively in the episodes, maybe all happening in the background. After 4 episodes of hearing nothing about it except that it's happening, it's reasonable to assume that they've elected to go with the latter, and we won't get anything until a big climax. Which granted is what we get, but in the midle of the season.

Obviously this is strange, the tension in a season of any show usually takes a dip around the middle in order to build back up for the climax in the finale. But instead we're getting that finale now. Or at least, the tension you would expect from a finale. Previous seasons of Rick and Morty have always had these big flashy displays in finales with very little on that level in-between. I have a few ideas of why this break from form happened, but I want to circle back to that later and talk about the actual finale of season 7.

Episode 10 is one of my all-time favourite Rick and Morty episodes. That may be recency bias, but I think even after that wears off this will remain in my top 5 easily. But it doesn't feel like a finale; at least not in terms of scale. It's a remarkably focused episode, barely even about Rick. It's almost entirely a character exploration of Morty and his perceived relationship with Rick. It may not have the flashiness of finales like season 2 or 5, but it is one of the most intensely character driven episodes of the entire show.

And that's just it, R&M finales typically have both of these things. A central character or aspect of that character to explore; as well as flashy, climactic action scenes. But both of these episodes only have one each. Now I'm not saying that either episode is completely devoid of the other aspect, they do have some. But in each case they aren't a focus. The character moments in episode 5 exist to show that this isn''t character development for Rick. This thing he's been chasing for so long has done nothing for him, it's what he told himself he wanted while shutting out the things he needed. This isn't a conclusion for Rick, so why should it be a conclusion to the season?

On the other side of things, the actual finale shows us incredible character development from both of our main characters. Morty's fear of Rick needing him far less than he needs Rick manifesting as Diane has so many layers to it I couldn't possibly do it justice here. Meanwhile, even though Rick doesn't get much the fact that he listens to Morty when told not to go in the hole hits remarkably well. Even with the suggestion of his dead wife being in there, he trusts Morty. Personally I don't think he would've listened in season 6, or maybe even eariler in season 7. On top of that he's proud of him, enough to make sure his picture gets put on the wall to showcase his achievement (and also caring enough to keep said picture in his wallet).

Separating the action from the character not only created two very entertaining episodes for two very different reasons, but also I think symbolises where they plan to take the show. A clear favourite was chosen: character over action. If only one were to be in a finale which would it be? Now we have our answer, and knowing that answer makes me incredibly excited for season 8.

#callie's rambles #rick and morty #rick and morty spoilers

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skania · 10 months

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Replies to OnK Asks #3

Idk how this happened but I can already do a third round of replies, so here we go!

That's exactly how I read it, too. To me that panel confirms that Aqua has thought of being intimate with Akane, which contradicts his earlier statement about not seeing her as a woman. Which means the way he views Akane did change, some people just don't like acknowledging that.

Can a relationship be endgame just because it's healthy and can a relationship not be endgame just because it's toxic?

I mean, since this is fiction, then that can absolutely be a valid criteria in choosing your endgame ship.

That said, this is just my personal opinion, but I'm honestly not sure I'd consider Aqua and Kana particularly healthy. His feelings for her have been described as an "obsession" and Kana was so emotionally dependant on him at one point that she couldn't shine on her own. Aqua doesn't let her see the real him, the one that is so traumatized and guilt-ridden that he can barely function. Kana doesn't know about the darker sides of his personality which, combined with how easy to read she is, makes her extremely easy to manipulate; case in point, Aqua knows exactly what to say to get certain reactions out of Kana. So Kana is basically at his mercy, if he chooses to manipulate her she's essentially defenseless.

These issues seem bigger to me than anything that Aqua and Akane have going on, because at least Aqua and Akane are pretty much equals mentally. It also helps that they have developed enough emotional intimacy that Aqua feels comfortable showing himself as he is to Akane, and that Akane has an accurate reading of him overall.

So it's just like you say, there aren't any perfect relationships anon! It's up to Aka to decide which relationship works best for his story.

I agree, I think Aka kind of messed up by rushing the Aqua/Kana reunion. And by that I mean that we spent chapters upon chapters showing how dependant Kana is on Aqua and how miserable she is without him. This eventually led to Kana realizing how unhealthy this is and deciding that she isn't that kind of girl. Which is great! More than great actually, that's the Kana I know and love.

Except instead of letting Kana walk the walk, he basically has Aqua enter her life again almost immediately after. Which, again—I get it. Kana realized the issue and thus got the development she needed, so Aka considered it done. But it'd have been much more satisfying to see Kana actually shining without Aqua being in her life just yet lol

Here is to hoping Aka delivers when it comes to Aqua and Akane! Honestly, their big moments are so iconic that I do think Aka will rise to the occasion.

Yeah, even if Aka goes like: Kana is everything Sarina was and everything Aqua thought Ai to be, but since she is her own person it's like Aqua is getting the best of both worlds! I would just be like

Preach it anon! Being Aqua is suffering :(

My take is that Aqua messed up because now Ruby is more attached to him than ever. There is no way he can doom himself without breaking Ruby in the process, and the last thing he wants is to hurt her :(

Your English isn't weird at all, no worries anon! And I agree, I find it really soft too 😭 He is such a nurturing person by nature

I'm with you, Akane's goal is to save Aqua. Since her goal is intrinsically tied to him and to his outcome, trying to write her out on that premise backfires lol

I think Aka is at his best when he is subtly developing something rather than being in-your-face about it, so I can only hope that he subverts the expectations of everyone who is expecting the predictable end lol

That they're falling victim to confirmation bias.

If Akane were "the second option", she wouldn't have been in his thoughts at all lmao

I feel them completely because that's exactly how I felt during my first ONK read. I just think that Aqua and Akane have more potential that people give them credit for, so I'm choosing to have some faith in Aka 😂

So they want Akane to steal Kana's thunder?

Kana is like a mirror, she reflects back whoever you project onto her 😂 Just kidding, but I am glad that more and more people are talking about all the parallels to Sarina and Ai.

Yes, me too!

That's one of the reasons I love her, she is such a dynamic character that she fits the story in its entirety instead of just fragments of it 😭

I went through something similar! OnK came out while I was reading Kaguya, but since I already wasn't very impressed with Aka's writing and the topic didn't interest me, I didn't bother picking it up. I forgot about it until the anime came out, and since I heard so many good things I decided to give it a shot. I already knew Ai would die, but making it through the first episode was a struggle. There were a few things I found interesting here and there, but not enough to keep watching. Then I heard about Akane and got curious, so I decided to pick up the manga and she blew me away. I've been here ever since lmao

#onk asks convos #if you don't see your message here scroll down a bit!#it should be on the first page of my blog #I'm up to date so I'll take a short break tomorrow to try and write my thoughts about chapter 98 #if you send me an anonymous message don't worry I'll get to it! it may just take me a bit longer than usual while I work on that post hahah

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chenziee · 1 year

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Bringing dawn

I originally wrote this as a possible story for the Luffy zine but we decided to go with another idea and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't glad because even when I was writing it, I was dying to make it gay so here we are (yes it took the aftersales starting to force me to edit it after almost a year)

Lawlu in Pedro's POV or; Law comes to WCI for one reason and one reason only (my own bias)

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Watching Straw Hat Luffy over the two weeks of travel between Zou and Totto Land, Pedro had to say he had mixed feelings. He knew Master Nekomamushi and Duke Inuarashi had full trust in the young man, going as far as to show him the Road Ponegliff, but his carefree, reckless attitude was honestly a little concerning.

First, there was the free fall off of Zunesha—Pedro still wasn’t sure how in the world they had managed to survive that—then his ‘mystery curry’, then he ate a poisonous fish… one so deadly that neither one of the two doctors present could do anything but delay the inevitable and honestly, Trafalgar Law looked ready to kill Straw Hat himself when he realised what had happened. It was ridiculous; if that Germa girl hadn’t decided to save him, their grand infiltration would have failed spectacularly before it even really started. And, as if all that wasn’t enough—

“Café-eaters!!!”

Pedro’s mouth fell open at the scream coming from Chocolat Town. It hasn’t even been ten minutes since they landed on Cacao Island… “Is he always like this?” Pedro asked, incredulous.

“Unfortunately,” Trafalgar Law said, a deep, long-suffering sigh accompanying his words.

Brook laughed, sounding all too happy considering the situation. “Luffy is a very free-spirited person.”

Pedro frowned; he wasn’t sure he’d call this ‘free-spirited’. Maybe ‘selfish’ would have been more accurate. “Great,” he groaned, rubbing at his forehead in frustration. “We need to stop them.”

And this was the man who was supposed to bring dawn to the world?

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They were lucky.

So stupidly lucky that it wasn’t even funny.

When they learned the girl who had saved Luffy and Chopper from getting arrested was one of Big Mom’s daughters, Pedro honestly thought they were done for—especially when Luffy introduced himself just like that, once again not sparing a single thought about the consequences. But then the girl actually said she was going to help and, despite his better judgement, Pedro couldn’t defy the confident look in Luffy’s eyes.

Pedro had no idea what made the young man so certain this Pudding girl was a good person—it couldn't be simply because she fed him. But, at the very least her information seemed to be credible enough to get them past the security so despite his uneasiness, Pedro had to begrudgingly admit accepting her help was worth something. Maybe she really did want to help them. It would be shocking, downright crazy, for a daughter of Charlotte to defy her mother this way. But…

Pedro couldn't confidently say it was impossible. There was this something about Straw Hat Luffy that drew people in and made them want to help him. After all, Pedro wasn’t an exception; he, too, was right there on Straw Hat’s ship and doing his best to get him to his destination, as foolhardy as it seemed.

Sure, at first he wanted to help because Sanji was kidnapped from right under their noses in the Mokomo Dukedom. He wanted to help get him back. Now, however, after spending two whole weeks with them, it wasn’t that simple anymore.

“Hey, Nami,” Luffy called out just then. “That island is made of biscuits!”

“No,” Nami said immediately without even looking up from the log pose.

“Are you sure we can’t stop just for five—no, one minute?” There was a pout on his lips as he gave his navigator his best puppy eyes.

Nami was obviously unphased when she simply shot him a glare. “Do you want us to get caught before we even get to see Sanji?”

“Fine,” Luffy whined, slumping over the railing as he looked at Biscuits Island wistfully, grumbling to himself about stupid Big Mom hogging all the tasty food.

Pedro shook his head. How careless could he be? Walking over to stand next to Luffy, Pedro noted, “We really don’t want to go there. Charlotte Cracker rules over that island.”

Luffy blinked, slowly turning his head to look at Pedro. He didn’t say anything for a moment, simply watching Pedro with inquisitive eyes. “Is he strong?” he asked finally.

“He’s one of the Sweet Three Generals. Big Mom’s top officers,” Pedro explained, hoping Luffy would understand the weight of such a title.

Barely a beat of silence passed before Luffy’s face split in a wide grin. “Sounds fun.”

“Fun?!” Pedro asked in shock. “Luffy, this is serious. We’re in the middle of Big Mom’s territory!”

Pedro startled at the look Luffy gave him then. If possible, the grin on his lips had only widened but there was something in his eyes, something that made Pedro freeze under the weight of that piercing gaze. It only lasted a second, however, before Luffy broke the tension with a snicker.

“It’s not like we’re here to pick a fight. But if it comes down to that, I’ll just kick all of their butts,” Luffy announced, nodding to himself as if to confirm his own statement.

Pedro hummed while he regarded Luffy carefully. There wasn’t a single hint of uncertainty in either his voice or posture; he seemed completely unbothered by the fact they were pretty much engaging in a guerilla against an Emperor. It was… so unbelievable it was actually worthy of admiration.

Pedro wanted to account it to the fact Luffy was so young but he couldn’t say he had this much confidence in himself at nineteen years of age. He was cocky and possibly a little bit too self-assured back then to be sure… but if he were to face such an overwhelming force like they did right now, he would have been terrified. Anyone would be.

But Straw Hat Luffy was apparently not your regular young pirate. And it wasn’t simply because of his impressive bounty.

“Do you really believe you will be able to take Sanji back?” Pedro asked after a moment.

Luffy peered up at him, that wide smile back on his face. “Now that we know he wants to keep adventuring with us? Not even Big Mom’s entire army can stop us.” His words were accompanied by laughter, so carefree that Pedro couldn’t help but smile back.

Something about Luffy’s words, his tone, his demeanour… was somehow able to put the mink at ease. Suddenly, he understood a little bit better why the kings of Mokomo Dukedom and the Kozuki clan put so much trust in him.

"Luffy! Look, it's an island made of nuts!!" Chopper shouted from the other side of the ship, quickly followed by rushed, tiny footsteps as the reindeer ran over to them.

Immediately, Luffy whipped around, his eyes going wide while they searched the horizon for the nutty wonderland. "Oh, I see it! That's so cool!!"

"Right?!" Chopper cried, looking so excited Pedro could swear there were sparks in his eyes. "I wanna go there!"

Luffy, however, shook his head, replying in a grave voice. "We can't, Chopper, we need to get Sanji back first."

"Luffy, are you going there? I'm going, too!" Carrot jumped over to grab onto Luffy's back while the man's arms stretched in preparation to haul himself over—his actions directly contradicting his words.

"Stop messing around! I said no!" Nami shouted suddenly, her icy glare making the three excited pirates freeze in their tracks. Hell, it made even Pedro fear for his life and he had nothing to do with any of this.

"We're sorry," the three said in unison, bowing deeply to the navigator, who only huffed in response, shaking her head at their antics.

Yet, Pedro couldn't help but notice the tiny, amused smile playing on her lips.

He was surprised to find himself chuckling, joining Brook when he started laughing and shamelessly poking fun at his captain and crewmate—only for Nami to then snap at the skeleton as well for not paying attention to the helm.

It was only when Nami was done staring them down that any of the Straw Hats or Carrot dared move. With the pressure gone, they let out a collective sigh of relief before Brook turned to back the helm while Chopper and Carrot collapsed on the floor, exchanging a look before bursting out in quiet laughter. On the other hand, Luffy stood up straight, putting his hands on his hips with a serious, almost scolding expression on his face.

“Alright you guys, no more slacking! We’re heading directly to Sanji!” he announced.

He barely finished before Nami’s voice yelled again from somewhere up in the garden, “Luffy! Who’s fault do you think—never mind,” she finished the last part in a much quieter, defeated tone and Pedro could just imagine the tired look in her eyes.

Luffy, however, only laughed loudly, putting his hat on his head securely before he propelled himself up to the helm, then immediately jumped forward again to land atop of the Thousand Sunny’s figurehead.

“Is he always—”

“Yes,” Brook and Chopper answered immediately before Pedro could even finish his question.

Shaking his head at the ridiculousness of the entire situation, Pedro turned to the front of the ship, taking in the sight of Luffy sitting on his ‘special seat'. He was barely moving, looking almost serene while he simply gazed at the horizon ahead—facing forward, always forward.

Pedro almost didn’t notice the other figure approaching until Trafalgar Law hauled himself up, making his way towards Luffy slowly, carefully as if not to startle him before he sat down behind him. The way the two of them settled into each other’s presence, with Law’s legs going around Luffy on either side, his arms slowly circling around Luffy’s waist to pull him closer, while the younger pirate only snickered and leaned back against Law’s chest… It was so intimate and felt so familiar that Pedro—

Pedro was only glad he couldn’t blush.

And he also couldn’t help but wonder how he hadn’t noticed anything over the past two weeks but in his defence… they had bigger issues to worry about like the acute threat of literal starvation.

Quickly turning away from the scene, he looked at the rest of the ship’s current crew, gesturing vaguely behind himself and in the general direction the two pirate captains were… cuddling. “Are they alwa—”

“Yes,” everyone else echoed immediately with a grave undertone that made Pedro think they had all witnessed something traumatising at one point or other because of the two.

Taking a deep breath, Pedro glanced over his shoulder one last time. Luffy was talking about something, waving his hands excitedly while Law was resting his chin on his shoulder.

Right now, the Thousand Sunny was surrounded by hundreds, thousands of enemies, sailing ahead on a narrow path that felt more like a minefield than a safe passage. As it stood, they could be attacked from whichever direction—another ship, the sky, the sea—before they even reached Whole Cake Island itself, nevermind getting Sanji back before the tea party.

They were running out of time and out of options while the stakes only got higher.

Yet, in the face of everything, these two were perfectly relaxed while still facing forward together, never looking back.

And if these were the people who were supposed to bring the dawn to the world, well…

Pedro could live with that.

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juuheizou · 8 months

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hey! ^^ i really love hearing your thoughts on suzumutsu bc i feel like you understand their characters & dynamic so well, so i thought i'd ask a few random questions i've been thinking about, if u feel like sharing your thoughts on them. for one i've been wondering if animals would like/trust them bc honestly i can see both sides lol. juuzou clearly likes them and in the anime there was that cat in the zoo that liked him too but i can also see him constantly chasing after spooked stray cats... as for tooru i guess it'd depend on what we actually consider canon from whatever the hell his arc was💀 i've also been thinking about how they'd do with kids, like if they had to babysit or something lol. just awkward? terrible? surprisingly good? and finally, what do you think tooru's hobby would be? i can imagine juuzou with a bunch of different hobbies but i couldn't really think of anything for tooru... i think his character is a lot harder for me to understand than juuzou, maybe bc i'm autistic so i relate to juuzou way more lol😅 anyways sorry for this long ramble and hope u have a good day<3

NEVER apologize for sending me a long ramble about suzumutsu! I'm so flattered by the fact that you would want to hear (read? it just doesn't sound the same) me ramble about these things, and to say I do their characters and dynamic justice is probably the nicest, highest praise you could tell me about my suzumutsu ramblings, so thank you! My heart is exploding right now, and I hope I continue to do them justice with this rambling haha.

for one i've been wondering if animals would like/trust them bc honestly i can see both sides lol. juuzou clearly likes them and in the anime there was that cat in the zoo that liked him too but i can also see him constantly chasing after spooked stray cats...

That's a super valid point to bring up-- as someone who interacts with a critical mass of people who often like animals but don't know how to do right by them as my actual job, I have to admit I never even considered Suzuya being one of those people. That being said, maybe there is some bias involved because, like you, I relate really strongly to him myself, but part of why I never thought of it that way is he very easily clicks in my head as a fellow cat whisperer. Meaning someone who can even befriend the mean ones and soothe them when they're scared or hurt, with a strong intuition for when something isn't right. And I think being as blunt as he is at times, he would be the one telling people to stop chasing after spooked stray cats, probably with some vulgar word choices and his glare that can unsettle a Washuu into giving him what he wants. I do think that even though being perceptive of their subtle body language and understanding them enough for strays to let him pet them-- which he does habitually enough in :RE that some of Hanbee's last words to him in that omake where he gets sick are to please wash his hands after petting them, is intuitive, he took some trial and error to nail down the practical side of caring for animals. I have no doubt that he would have wanted a pet of his own from the day he learned that humans could not just be pets, but have them. His first was probably a stray he found and smuggled into his dorm as a teenager one day and he figured that having been one himself, he was an expert on what pets needed and how to care for them. He can't bring himself to hurt this precious little creature like Mama did with him, even as a reward, but he has the other things covered. Except he doesn't. He sneaks bits of his school meals back to it because he thinks that since that's what Mama sustained him on, all pets eat their owner's scraps. He's 16 with no job and only lunch money he pickpockets off of day students, so this cat is unvaccinated and has no veterinary care. He tries really hard to make it a warm, safe nest under his bed and the nicest collar he can make out of that he has around, but animals need more than that. It's just not a great situation, and he can tell his newly adopted stray isn't doing well but he doesn't want to let it go because he knows what no one else knows/believes yet about Tokage and for some reason he really doesn't want that fate for this cat. Within a couple of days, he finally confesses to Shinohara that he smuggled a cat into his room and now something really bad is happening with it, what does he do? He does end up having to relinquish the cat to a shelter-- he didn't fully grasp it at the time, but he never would have been able to offer it any quality of life under his bed at the Academy even if he did know how. Shinohara is there as his ride, for emotional support, and to make sure he actually does relinquish the cat. Frankly, he's shocked that Suzuya would care so much about a living thing. It break's Shinohara's heart seeing how devastated Suzuya is over losing the cat, but it also gives him an idea. He is an advocate for rehabilitating Suzuya after all, and now he's found something that can live and die and suffer and Suzuya isn't indifferent to it. It's pretty rare, since Suzuya can only leave the Academy with supervision and Shinohara is a busy investigator/teacher (my excuse for it only being a thing in my head and not in the series haha) but whenever the pieces fall into place, Suzuya gets to spend some time cleaning up after, feeding, grooming, and giving some human affection to the shelter cats, which also teaches him how to take care of them when he can one day get his own. As an adult, with that experience and his natural affinity for his feline friends, he is extremely good with them, and while I see them being his specialty, I think he's good with other animals too.

as for tooru i guess it'd depend on what we actually consider canon from whatever the hell his arc was?

OKAY everyone but anon and I, I promise I did not write this ask to myself, because anon, it is absolutely sending me how much this sounds like something I would say haha. I think the “we've known Tokage was killing animals since the original series, but what if it was Tokage AND Mutsuki now? not that it makes any pieces of anyone's story click into place or anything” thing doesn't make much sense and nothing makes me happier than compartmentalizing it straight into the garbage. Although you might think he is good at gaining their trust with how gentle and patient he is, I don't think Mutsuki is an animal lover per se and his nervousness around them makes them wary of him. I see him as a blank slate. He didn't grow up with any pets even before he became a ward of the CCG. He doesn't know much about animals, and he has a kind of respectful fear for what he doesn't know. He feels sad about and wants to help the poor animals in commercials and news stories suffering in bad conditions, and if he did have any idea about Tokage as a child (which, for this reason, I doubt) he would probably do something as reckless as getting into Torso's cab to try and help just one because that's just how he is about helping others. However, had he ever gotten the opportunity to be a good samaritan with an animal, he would have no idea how to handle the creature itself and probably be nervous to even touch it for fear that he will hurt it or it will just bite him without warning. However, once they grow close and Mutsuki starts hanging out at Suzuya's apartment, he does slowly come to like Suzuya's cats. It terrifies him when Suzuya teaches him that animals probably don't come up to him or let him pet them because they pick up on his fear. Once he realizes that he is the reason these little beasts that Suzuya adores don't like him, however, he gets really dedicated to learning as much as he can about how to win over a cat. It's actually good practice in controlling his reaction to fear, trying everything his research leads him to until finally, finally, the cats start coming to him for affection too. He's not as bad as he was before he met Suzuya, but to this day, though, he usually doesn't approach unfamiliar animals out of concern that he will bother them.

i've also been thinking about how they'd do with kids, like if they had to babysit or something lol. just awkward? terrible? surprisingly good?

Complete reversal of roles compared to animals. There are a lot of things that are great about Suzuya Juuzou, but patience, empathy, and discretion are not among those things. And those are pretty important when interacting with children. Plus, in a babysitting-type arrangement, he has a hard enough time taking care of himself on his own and believes sometimes to a fault in letting people of any age learn from making their own mistakes, so something will probably catch on fire. As if the experience wasn't already infernal enough without literal fire surrounding him and the hapless child he's been left in charge of. On the bright side, he is calm and competent in an emergency, so while his limited child-handling skills probably contributed to something being on fire or the kid getting a big scary gash across its head, he's in his element once the disaster is already happening. He'll control that bleeding head like a professional and probably distract the kid enough to get a laugh while they wait to be seen at urgent care. He'll put out that fire and teach himself how to repair the damage enough that it at least looks like it never happened. If you've ever seen the live action movie of “The Cat in the Hat,” that sums up Suzuya's skill set with kids pretty well. I also just don't see him liking or wanting to hang out with kids when he could be doing literally anything else. If someone was desperate enough to guilt and beg and annoy him into watching theirs, which if they did enough to sway Suzuya of all people, they probably deserve a hard time, I wouldn't put it past him to let the children watch a very age-inappropriate scary movie or just go through his most recent case file right before the parents came home. Not that he wants to harm the kids or blames them for the fact that he's stuck with them, but their psyche is acceptable collateral damage to him if it means their parents will never even consider him as a last resort again. Mutsuki, on the other hand, is both good with children and likes children, and he really cares about making every one he meets feel safe and loved and everything he wasn't at their age. Honestly, whenever I start scheming an AU that doesn't revolve around a certain vocation already and I need to give him a job other than ghoul investigator, teaching, counseling, and childcare are up there with my top choices for him because we know he cares deeply about helping and protecting others. Helping professions have their own unique rewards and challenges and while I think he would at least try helping anywhere he could, working with human(oid) children would have the challenges he could handle the best and the rewards that would keep him wanting to come back the most. In canonverse, if/when he has friends with kids, in addition to being good with them, we know he can be a bit of a pushover, so he would often get suckered into babysitting. Sometimes it goes so well he even questions if he really doesn't want his own kids. That said, as soon as an emergency goes down or his squeamish self ends up splattered in any bodily fluid or child-related mess, he immediately stops questioning it, and the first person he calls (second only if he has to call actual emergency services) is Suzuya. Although the latter might not be as good with children, he at least fills in the few but important strengths Mutsuki doesn't have mastered.

and finally, what do you think tooru's hobby would be? i can imagine juuzou with a bunch of different hobbies but i couldn't really think of anything for tooru... i think his character is a lot harder for me to understand than juuzou, maybe bc i'm autistic so i relate to juuzou way more lol?

It is hard, and in addition to some characters just clicking and being more relatable to certain people, I think it's also hard because he canonically gives so much time and energy and even puts himself in danger for others. I can actually see him neglecting to carve out nice things for himself, such as hobbies, in the manga. It's not just us, it's him! This is also the reason why these headcanons are, frankly, much more based on vibes than any panel, illustration, or omake I could even loosely tie them to. I think to keep from giving up on life as a whole, he needs an activity that makes him feel a glimmer of confidence, like he is good at something. Also, as much as he shies away from any eyes on him, appreciation for something he did secretly lights him up inside. Training with Suzuya is one thing that fills this need, but something that he does by himself that isn't career-related is cooking. We know from Shirazu that he can cook, but I think he also likes to. It's less about what he's cooking or who for, so much as it is that feeling of executing something with competence and having the people around him enjoy something he made so he knows it's good. Plus, it's hard to ruminate on your worries and frustrations and secrets when you're concentrating so hard on not burning something. He definitely strikes me as the type to stress-cook or stress-bake. He also strikes me as a journaler. I couldn't even begin to try justifying why with logic, but he just seems like the type. Trying to make beautiful aesthetic doodles would probably just make him think about how he's not good at drawing, but he would have a guilty pleasure for cute sticky notes, motivating stickers, nice pens, stuff like that to decorate and organize his cathartic writing about his day. Probably no one whose opinion matters would judge him for liking to make his journal look nice or thinking some little frog stickers are cute, but he feels paranoid about it and carefully hiding his journal with all his stationery and supplies and moving it to a new hiding place when he gets anxious that someone is going to find it is its own entirely separate hobby. Another reason why I think it's hard to see him with the same amount and variety of hobbies as Suzuya is I think he would find a couple of things to give him that sliver of “me time” and stick with them. Suzuya's reasons for doing a lot of what he does for fun are different from Mutsuki's, so for him, bouncing around between several things helps him keep it exciting and avoid boredom. Those things don't matter as much to Mutsuki, and what does matter to him is having something that makes him feel competent and/or helps him feel at ease, so actually diving into something new on the regular would do the opposite of fulfilling some of the things he needs in a hobby.

#answers #anon #suzumutsu #suzuya juuzou #mutsuki tooru #do i start putting these in the #my writing #tag #i feel like i should since i seem unable to explain my thoughts without attaching an entire story to them #the other answers to other asks i haven't finished writing out yet are not much different-- some have even more of a story to them lmao #these are just so fun to answer i can't control myself and i'm not even being cute about it that's just what's happening in my openoffice r #glad i at least got one ready to post before bed but now i must sleep

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corruption-skz · 2 years

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VACATION || Lee Minho Smut

• Requested: Yes

• Warnings: Dom!Minho,Sub!Reader,Fem!Reader,Virgin!Reader,Fingering,Oral(male receiving),vaginal penetration,creampie,unprotected sex, corruption kink,fluffy.

Okay guys I apologize in advance this is kinda cheesy,this smut turned out fluffier than expected but oh well,Minho is my bias and I have a soft spot for him 🥺

You had been waiting for summer the whole year.The boys had their break finally and you'd go all together on vacation.

The vacation so far has been so nice, swimming in the pool with the boys, playing board games and at night you would sit all together beside the pool having late night talks about anything either gossiping or talking about the universe, literally whatever.

Tonight though,the conversation got kinda spicy and they all started talking about kinks and sex stuff making you crawl on your seat and blush listen to them talking.

"What are your kinks y/n?" Changbin asked you

You immediately started stuttering trying to figure out what to say

"I-I uhm I wouldn't know" you said in a low voice

"You mean you haven't had sex before?" Changbin asked you as you felt everyone's look pierced on you

"Aww that's so cute and precious" Chris said to lighten the mood trying to make you feel better,showing you there was nothing wrong with that.

You still felt a bit embarrassed as everyone was shocked,but you felt embarrassed especially for Minho.

You loved the boys very much but you always had a weak spot for Minho, something that you couldn't explain,you craved his attention too much and you wanted to be all over him constantly.

The conversation shifted, thankfully for you and soon enough you all returned to your rooms as it was quite late.

Minho laid down on his bed not able to get you out of his mind,he had always had a sweet spot for you as well.

This information made him only fantasize about him taking your virginity,making love to you and showing you what it feels like to feel pleasure.He would lie to himself if he said he couldn't have guessed it,you did seem pretty innocent and you would immediately blush if a sexual topic was brought up.

The next day it was a normal day, playing by the pool, eating,resting and when the night came Jisung suggested they would go out for cocktails.And most of the members immediately agreed, except for Minho.

"Why don't we stay here and watch a movie pup?"

He said booping your nose,and you immediately got butterflies on your stomach at the thought of being alone with him.

You nodded blushing "Yes!That sounds like a great idea"

The rest of the guys left leaving both of you alone in your room trying to pick a movie to watch with Minho insisting that you would watch a horror movie.

"Okay if we watch a horror movie you'll sleep with me tonight" you said to him

"That's fine by me" he said putting the movie on.

The whole movie you were literally clinging onto him hiding your face on his neck in any jump scare.

He was laughing at you poking your sides and tickling you trying to make you laugh a bit.

As the movie ended you turned the laptop off setting it aside and laid back trying to fall asleep but with no success.

"Minnie I can't sleep" you said Pocking him and he chuckled

"Come here pup" he said opening his arms for you as you laid there and he started stroking your hair

"Thank you" you whispered shutting your eyes

His fingertips traveled to the back of your neck making you shiver something he immediately noticed.

"Mm do you have a weak spot princess?"

You panicked not sure what to answer no? Yes? Maybe?

"Only if you're the one touching me" you said immediately covering your mouth,what the hell was wrong with you,why would you say that?

"Seriously?What if I do that then?" Minho leaned down pecking the back of your neck making a small whine escape from you.

He caressed your cheek looking at you clearly expecting you to speak up

"I-i have feelings for you minnie" you said looking up at him worried that he might leave from what he just heard.

He chuckled at your cuteness and leaned down kissing your lips as his hand was caressing your neck "me too baby girl"

"REALLY?" you said nearly yelling from your excitement and shock.

Minho just rolled his eyes "No I just wonder around kissing random girls I don't like for fun" he said in an ironic tone.

You slapped his arm "stop making fun of me!"

"You're literally asking me to tease you sometimes" he says holding you close in his arms kissing your lips once again.

You giggle and in the next minute you yawn resting your head on his arm shutting your eyes mumbling a small 'goodnight' to him before passing out.

The next few days passed by beautifully for you and Minho as you were all over eachother and him sleeping at your room was a common thing now.

Tonight you had him in your room again.

You were on the bed with him on top of you as you had a really intense make out session as his hand started massaging your thigh from under your dress making you moan into the kiss.

He interrupted the kiss looking at you in the eyes "can I make love to you?" He asked out of the blue making you widen your eyes "You can say no if you want of course"

"Please make love to me" you looked up at him with begging eyes.

He leaned down kissing you once again,the hand that was massaging your thigh getting dangerously higher making you tremble in anticipation "Relax angel, I got you" he said getting lower kissing your neck your nipples hardening and now being visible through the thin material of your dress.

He got lower then kissing your now visible nipples through your dress making you arch your back and desperately trying to take off that dress.

"Shh let me help you" he whispered lifting you up untying your dress from the back his fingertips tracing your skin.

You felt so soft and sensitive under his touch.

With a swift movement he too the dress off of you leaving you in your panties.Soon enough he took off his shirt as well.

You immediately leaned down kissing the a small scar that was visible on his tummy

"How can someone be so cute pup?" He said pinning you down kissing you.

His hand slipping your panties off placing his middle finger on your clit playing with it getting an instant reaction out of you,you arched your lower back biting his bottom lip making him moan as well.

"You may feel a tiny pinch now,so feel free to stop me" he said slipping his middle finger inside you swirling it around trying to stretch you a bit.

"How does it feel pup?" He asks kissing your hand

"I-it stings a little bit"

"hmm what if I do this?" He curls his middle finger inside you making you yelp

"Minnie do that again please" you begged and he happily obeyed watching your eyes roll back and your pretty lips moaning.

Soon enough he added a second finger making you gasp "e-eek Minnie t-too much" you complained and he immediately hushed you

"Give it sometime angel" he said trying to comfort you,and he was right.

Once you got used to it you started moaning again getting tighter and tighter around them.

Your face got buried in a pillow beside you as he started slowing down eventually pulling them out giving you a kiss "You did so good for me baby" he whispered on your lips,and you felt your ego being boosted by his praise.

He got up taking off his pants and your hand couldn't help but grab that strange thing that you were seeing on his boxers making him gasp.

You started massaging it through his boxers as Minho was trying not to cum right on the spot.

"Minnie why is it swollen?" You asked him curious

"Ugh that's what happens when I'm excited princess just like how you get wet" he tried to explain to you in the simplest way possible knowing all these things were new to you.

He laid back on the bed "Do you want to touch a bit more baby? Get familiar with it?" He asked trying to make you feel at ease with all these new things.

You nodded and kept massaging it through his boxers noticing that there's a wet spot on it "why is it wet here?" You asked tracing the wet spot along with his tip with your index finger.

Minho's body immediately jolted trying to stay calm for you and not to take you right then and there "That's what happens when we kiss too much sometimes,or when you let me touch you like you did earlier" you had such an impact on him and you had no idea and that's what it was driving him insane.

"Does it hurt?" You asked worried

"Not if we take care of it" he answered stroking your hair

You leaned down pecking his bulge making Minho widen his eyes and let out a loud moan "WOAH" he instinctively grabbed your hair,and that action only made you realize how much he liked what you did,so you repeated this action this time after you had lowered his boxers.

You kissed the tip looking up at him for approval

"Kitten could you take more?" He asked you,and you started taking more of him in your mouth trying to mumble 'like that?' around his dick

"Ohh fuck yes angel just like that" he said holding your head down trying to make you take more of him.

You started moving your head up and down sucking on his length as your hands grabbed his balls massaging them.

As much as he loved the feeling of your lips around him and the view of your pretty innocent face sucking his dick he had to stop you.

He grabbed your hair once again slowing down your movements and pulling his dick out of your mouth making you release it with a loud pop sound.

"B-but Minnie I thought you liked it" you looked up at him worried that he might has changed his mind.

"Oh god I love it baby girl,but I want to cum while I'm making love to you" he said caressing your cheek wiping away a few tears that left your eyes from your previous actions.

He placed you on top of him kissing you and massaging your back as you felt his dick underneath you teasing your hole.

"Can I stay on top?" You asked him feeling desperate to feel him already

"Sure baby girl just let me guide you okay?"

You nodded and he held his hands on your hips as he started lowering you slowly, slipping the tip in at first.

Desperation getting the best of you,you suddenly lowered yourself on top of him swiftly feeling really intensely like something 'popped' inside you making you wince and whine loudly.

"Shit!No baby girl wait!" Minho lifted you up slowly carefully not to hurt you more.

You hissed a little bit and grabbed his shoulders

"Shh kitten let me help you now hm?" As he lifted you up he laid you back on the bed,figuring out that it would be better for you like that because he would be able to control the pace and prevent you from doing anything clumsy again.

"we'll try with you on top next time okay?" You nodded letting him take the lead,as he slipped inside you slowly kissing your lips

"You're such a good girl baby" he said once he was fully in "such a good girl letting me take care of you" he said kissing your shoulder.

"Does it sting again love?"

"Mm a little bit but not that much" you said as your body was now getting used to his length.

Minho tried moving a little bit slowly getting really pleased seeing the way you were reacting. Your body was now craving the friction more and more grinding up against him.

"M-minnie can you please go faster?" You asked between moans.

He started speeding up wrapping his hand around your neck "You can't just keep doing that to me" he said moaning

"O-oh what do you mean minnie?" You asked confused

"Having that cute little voice and that innocent expression and calling me 'Minnie' like I'm not buried deep inside you fucking you right now" he said tightening his grip on your neck

His words made you moan and tighten even more around him

"Ugh Minnie it feels kinda tingly" you said not sure how you should describe it.

"Fucking hell" he mumbled to himself as he heard you speeding up even more "oh really kitten? Does it feel tingly? Will you let go around Minnie's cock? Claim me as yours as you coat it with your juices?"

You looked up at him shocked and very much turned on as you suddenly let go around his dick screaming his name "FUCK M-MINNIE"

His thrusts started getting slower and sloppier as he came inside you.

He pulled out laying beside you kissing your cheek and rubbing your thighs as he tried to bring you back from your high

"Come on pup, it's bath time" he said lifting you up carrying you to the bathroom

He turned on the water as you both stood underneath it washing yourselves off

"Uh Minnie?" You asked as he had you in his arms under the warm water

"Yes baby?"

"I love you very much" you said kissing him

"I love you too kitten" he said kissing you back holding you close.

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class1akids · 3 years

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to me the difference in length n build up between bakugou's apology and uraraka's speech is connected to HK's general plan for where he's looking to take the characters, which is much clearer and hard set for bakugou. his apology was short, sure, but everything that needed to be said was said on his part at least, he was eloquent and laconic about it, and i thought the little part about deku sharing his burden (my fav part of the apology) was very coherent and well written. on the other hand, ochako's speech was broken up first by chapter ending cliffies, second by flashbacks galore and explanations for nezu's plot device labyrinth school, third, we got a flashback we also got during jt and her repeating "deku isn't special he has a strong power but he's just a kid pls let him stay" two chapters in a row. i didn't feel that she said anything more in 324 than in 323. they both have their strengths and this could be just my bias showing but generally i felt that bakugou's moment was more compact and hardhitting, as was iida's which also had a good amount of build up but i think in the end ended up neater than ochako's.

It's interesting to look at the three speeches. Actually (so far), Bakugou's speech and Uraraka's speech appear about the same in lengths, but Uraraka’s is more than 3 times as long in panel count. I think the perception of length and the emotional weight comes from how well each responds to the situation built, the character saying it, who they say it to, what they did before (the whole Shouto thing about action >words), how well they are personally connected to the theme. I bolded the parts with narrative underpinning/ call-backs in each speech.

Iida's speech: (41 words, 10 panels)

"That's precisely why I am ready to challenge you."

[No, no you can't... just let go...]

"I will not! Ingenium the hero will dash across the land to take a lost child by the hand. Because giving help that's not asked for is what makes a true hero!"

Notes:

*challenge you - reference to Iida/Deku in the SF arc

*Ingenium the hero - this has a lot of narrative underpinning with the Tensei/Tenya storyline

*taking a lost child by the hand - the Ingenium storyline, but also more generally Tenko's theme, and also Eri's.

*giving help that's not asked for - direct quote of All Might to Deku in Ch 40 and Deku to Iida in Stain arc

Bakugou's speech: (it's 251 words, 25 panels)

"Hey, remember what I said when Shigaraki made Swiss cheese outta me?"

[No, I don't.]

"It was >stop trying to win this on your own<. But I had more to say. I needed to tell you that I got stabbed because my body moved on its own.

You know I always looked down on you because you were quirkless. You were supposed to be beneath me... but I kept feeling you were above me. I hated it.... I couldn't bear to look at you. I couldn't accept the way you were. So I kept you at arm's length and was mean to you. I tried to act all superior by rejecting you, but I kept losing that fight.

Since we got into UA, nothing worked out how I thought it would. Instead this past year has forced me to understand your strength and my weakness.

Now I don't expect this to change anything between us, but I gotta speak my truth.

Izuku, I'm sorry for everything.

There is nothing wrong with the path you've been walking down...since inheriting One of All and following All Might's lead... But now... you are barely standing. And those ideals alone ain't enough to get you over the wall you're facing.

We are here to step in when you can't handle it all on your own. Because to live up to those ideals and surpass All Might.. We gotta save you, the civilians at UA, and the people on the streets. Because saving people is how we win.

Notes:

*stop trying to win alone - reference to Ch 285 and Bakugou's sacrifice, but also Ch 62, Bakugou's Origin chapter

*Body moved on it's own - Ch 1, Ch 285, the whole idea of what made Deku exceptional according to All Might to give him OFA

*Looked down Beneath me... above me - reference to DvK and DvK2 and Bakugou's long superiority - inferiority complexes

*arm's length - reference to Ch 284

*my weakness - Bakugou's main objective in the Remedial and Endeavor's arcs is to understand his weakness

*Izuku - contrast to how he gave the nick Deku, signifies return to pre-bullying

*don't expect to change things between us - reference to Endeavor arc and Natsuo-Endeavor scene

*the wall - reference to Bakugou + Deku vs All Might

*surpass All Might - Bakugou's long standing goal

*save to win - long standing theme since DvK2

Bakugou’s speech is also visually incredibly well thought-out, with the changing ages, and the uniforms and the rives symbolism - all tying back to pre-established themes.

Ochako's speech: (245 words - 60+ panels excluding flashbacks)

De.. Izuku Midoriya has a special power in him.

[civilian interrupts]

No you don't get it! He left school in in the first place because he didn't want to make trouble for anyone. We were the ones who brought him back here!

That power of his.. yeah, it's really special. It exists to beat All for One. That's why they are after him! That's why he had to leave this place. He left and went through who knows what out there. Take a good look at him.

More than anyone he wishes he could fix things. You are looking at a guy who could be attacked at any second but keeps moving forward. So really look at him please!

Special powers are one thing but there is no such thing as a special person.

[civilian] (this part is from @hanashimas TL)

The only ones covered in mud are the heroes!! Please give us time to wipe away the mud we’re covered in!! Alleviating your worries in this place right now…I’m sorry! We can’t do that!! It’s because we’re anxious as well!! Because we’re the same as you are!

That’s why….please lend us your strength!! So that we can smile together tomorrow- Please! Please allow him to rest by your sides…..and prepare!!

Midoriya Izuku is only trying to fulfill his part of the responsibility for holding power- but he’s a normal high school student who still has a lot learn!!

This place is His Hero Academia!! Please let him stay here!!!

Notes:

*De - a reference to Dekiru? Maybe?

*special power - OFA being a special power is a long theme, except Ochako was not connected to this before. She only repeats Deku's letter. No special history

*take a good look - recurring theme, possible reference to can't you see kun, whom Ochako referred to in 241

*special person - possibly a recall to how Uraraka always saw Deku as ordinary boy

*covered in mud - recall to Ch 317, where Uraraka wasn't even present and has no way of knowing about. Could recall though her own efforts in Ch 296 and the hero who quit mid-rescue

*smile together - long-running theme, mirrors Deku's thoughts in 318, but no special Ochako angle

*His Hero Academia - reference to the title, could be an IzuOcha reference back to them helping each other at the entrance exam.

So in terms of narrative punch, Iida's speech is very dense and Bakugou's speech is also has many more recalls to previously built themes. It is also very personal to him and Deku's relationship, each of these things built for multiple chapters. They are so well-built that there is no internal monologue interrupting, because HK is confident that we can remember where each line is coming from.

Uraraka is talking to a crowd and not Deku directly. Her speech includes some of the more general themes of the story. The weakness is that she has no or very little personal connection to the things she's talking about (e.g. special power, the covered in mud, heroes being worried). She's also talking about Deku's feelings and motivations when there was no build up for her knowing exactly what he thinks. Honestly, some of her speech feels like it was originally meant to be for All Might.

Also, because there is relatively little build-up, it is constantly disrupted by her internal monologue, trying to find a way to pin the speech to her "backstory of once watching a hero in action", which breaks the flow a lot.

It gets also visually bloated to 60+ panels (not counting all the flashbacks that keep recycling a single scene). But the art is less symbolic, and it’s pretty repetitive - Uraraka screaming, people reactions, flashback, Deku, rinse and repeat - trying to establish emotions mostly through facial expressions.

So I think that's why her speech feels less punchy compared to Bakugou or Iida.

#bnha meta #bnha 324 #bnha 323 #bnha 322 #bnha 321 #bakugou katsuki #iida tenya #uraraka ochako #villain hunt arc #bnha manga spoilers #bnha leaks #narrative references #long post

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Everything we know about Will Solace, as given to us in cannon-(aka only stuff specified in the books, I like when I make headcannos and stuff they have to be accurate and a possibility to happen in the book, I only consider what is stated in the book nothing from Riordan wiki or if rick said anything on Twitter or any other social media platform will be ignored by me because it was not stated in the books and therefore not cannon)

N.B. of I have forgotten to add anything or I got something wrong please inform me I will correct it, I will try to be as objective and free of bias as possible.

N.N.B. I do not wish to invalidate any people's feelings or headcanons of this character you are free to think what ever you want about whoever you want and so I'm I, these are unbiased facts about this character that I have read from the books, I do not wish to offend anyone, and you can take whatever I say and do eat you want with it read it or don't it's your choice.

Will Andrew Solace:

Mother: Naomi Solace - whom we know is a country singer, and one of the kindest, most understanding and kind hearted people Apollo has ever met

Father: Apollo

Place of birth: not mentioned in the book. It was not stated that he was from Texas, just because his mother may have been raised and born there does not mean so was he, he could have been born in any state.

Place of residence: not stated in the book, as said above he could live in any state or country in the world, he could live in London or wherever.

Sexuality: not stated in the book, he does however like boys.

Gender identity: not stated in the book, it was said that he was the "son of apollo" but people could be misdendering him or just that he so no need to inform everyone all the time unlike Alex Fierro, he could be trans, nonbionary, gender fluid, cis or any other gender identity with any pronouns. (I know in the trials of Apollo, Lester refers to him as " my son" but he hasn't been in his life since he impregnated his mother until like the last Olympian where they could have talked and Will introduced himself and they met for the first time, because it was clearly stated that apollo didn't keep in touch with his kids or any thing or that he cared, he didn't even know and remember that one of his kids existed until tower of Nero, so it's safe 5o say he doesn't know Wills gender identity and could have been misgendering Will the whole time.)

Age: at the end of the series trials of Apollo during the tower of nero, he was between the ages of 15-17 (nico would have turned 15 during the hidden oracle, that's as big of as an age gap the is respectable, any thing more than 2 years age gap is inappropriate [if you have a problem with the 2 year age gap between them remember there is nearly a 3 year age gap between Frank and Hazel and no one has a problem with them that I'm aware of])

Description: he is said to be white, with blond hair (shade not specified), with blue eyes (shade not specified), height not given but it is stated during the trials of Apollo that he is taller then Nico and during the Blood of Olympus that he was similar height to Jason (6'0) who is slightly taller than Percy (5'10/2), so Will could be around that height.

Siblings: somewhere in the OG series but I couldn't find it but according to my memory there was about 12 campers (minus Lee and Micheal) so a total of like 10 campers, I'm not sure how many died during the battle of Manhatten or during blood of olympus, there should be a total of six alive including Will that was introduced during trials of Apollo, the other campers could just be summer campers.

Mortal family: except his mother we don't know anything else about his family, but his mother is not dead, REPEAT NOT DEAD, if she was Rick would have said so outright when apollo mentioned her in the hidden oracle, all that was mentioned was that Apollo remembered her when they were together, but it would have been mentioned if she died, Rick is not shy about mentioning dead mothers so it's safe to say she is alive.

Camper status: it is not mentioned if he is a summer camper or year round camper, he was not there during the titans curse which was set in December, a year and a half before he became head counselor, it would have been to soon for him to take a leading role if it was only his second summer, he was however there during the lost hero set during December but he wasn't the only camper there alot of the summer campers where there at camp for what ever reason (poor writing by Rick, because Percy was missing, or because it was winter break, or they were just characters to help move the story along)

We only know he was at camp during the events of toa from January to like May

We also know from the extra books that Nico and Will text each other constantly, (it was mentioned during a scene in a book were Nico and Hades were being interviewed, I don't know what the book is called) it also mentions Nico was the first to admit his feelings. Plus in the first toa book Nico was still slightly self conscious and uncomfortable with Will calling him boyfriend, so their relationship was still somewhat new with them together at camp.

So Will could have started the school year in the mortal world but Nico stayed at camp and they were texting each other and calling/face timing and got closer and started dating november or december and Will only came to camp in January to be with Nico at camp instead of him doing home with Will because it was still new and Nico was still getting used to being accepted and being with Wills mother/family would be to much plus Wills mother is famous and therefore so is he, he didn't want the media prying in there new relationship while they were still trying to figure things out for themselves plus with Nicos trauma and mental health it would be better to be close to MR. D to help him because Nico doesn't feel comfortable or safe with any other therapist who would help as much as Mr. D would.

Devices: it was mentioned that Nico and Will text each other so he has a phone maby wifi and a laptop maby.

Godly powers: so all we know for certain is that he can glow, he has a sonic whistle, and that he can sense a person's injuries or wounds/the state of their health with just a touch but that is it, it's not stated he can heal someone with magic like Magnus Chase can, he used necter and ambrosia and medical paste and medical gum and stuff to help heal people.

However, assuming he has ADHD, this is something I learned from that adhd guy on tick tock Conner, adhd hepls learn anything you are interested in faster then the average person, so with learning under chiron's teachings and reading medical books he could have learned all the medical things that he knows and be a pro at it , and therfore the best at camp.

Wepons: so he was described with having a bow a quiver and having a dagger on him, so I assume those are his weapons of choice.

But I must add that while Will might be great at archery he is not magical good at it, it's not one of the godly gifts he has to he may be better then the average camper but not as good as the other Apollo campers and is thus insecure about his abilities and believes he I "not good enough". Secondly he said that the whistle is the only music gift that he has, the only magic music gift, unlike Austin who maby picked up an instrument as was amazing with no practice he is just a prodigy, Will has to practice to be good at it and that also makes him insecure because he is not naturally good at it, but he can play multiple instruments it's just that he has been playing since he was a child, and same goes for singing, he can sing amazingly but he had to work with a voice coach to help him find his correct pitch for his vice, while the rest of the Apollo campers are just naturally can do it as their godly gift.

So he his right, music singing and archery aren't his magic gifts but you don't need magic abilities to be good at any of these things, he is just a regular person like use in his abilities that if he puts his mind to it he can do it.

Which is also why I think he would be only a summer camper because he isn't a powerful demigod so monsters aren't attracted to him like the other demigods so he is able to be in the mortal world without being attacked.

(This is why I think Will is the best partner for Nico he is not a powerful demigod with magic abilities, Nico needs stability and normality and what's more normal that just an average demigod that Nico is with because he likes Wills personality or that he makes Nico feel safe and loved and cared about, that's more important then some flashy hero who will have a tragic death.)

Personality: Will is a kind hearted person, who is described as 'chill' and layedback and patient, but stubon and confident and headstrong when he needs to be. He may be alittle insecure about his abilities but when the time comes he is needed he won't hesitate to help.

Nowhere in the books is Will said to be a peoplepleaser or a workaholic or anxiety ridden diet culture health nut who doesn't know or understand boundaries and a pushy narcissistic bully who gets mad at Nico for having mental disorders from the shit his been through or has ever said that nico doesn't need therapy and that his light and his overly toxic positivity will save him from his trauma and make him a normal person with the power of love.

So cut it out because this is literally what fanon Will is like that both the solangelo and anti-solangelo shippers try to make Will out to be and he is not, stop projecting these unhealthy and disgusting traits onto him. And tou want to know why because you are triggering people who read your stuff that have gone through the same things Nico has or people with eating disordes that are trying to get better, or people who read your stuff and know how wrong and toxic it is. I'm so close to never reading under the Will Solace hastag ever again.

If you made it this far, I didn't mean for it to be this long, and if I had offended you in any way good, do better.

I hope this helps you all be more mindfull of the people reading your stuff, and that you are in no way only supposed to go by what I listen above you can head Canon what ever on this character as it is fictional but remember-

-do research on how to properly help a loved one with mental disorders like adhd, autism, depression, ptsd, etc.

Have the day you deserve.

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You Are Beautiful (1)

Summary: Sirius Black was entranced since the moment he saw you. He had to have you but you are convinced his feelings are fleeting, and will only hurt you. People inside and outside of your relationship meddle in the makings of something that could be beautiful... or disastrous. Will love and confidence win? Or will doubt and uncertainty tear you both down?

Young Sirius Black x Pus SizedFemReader

Warning: one inappropriate joke lol, fluff I suppose and nothing else really. All the real stuff comes later :0

Authors note: I mostly write my xreader fics as neutral but as this is a request, I wrote this as fem. But if anyone would like a male version or neutral version let me know and I will copy this but obviously change readers gender (and it's no burden to me I'd love to make more readers feel included and represented). Also reader is plus sized and she is confident and strong throughout the fic -because plus sized characters aren't represented like that in film/books alot (but if looking for amazing and empowering plus sized female characters Nina Zenik from Six of Crows owns my entire heart and changed how I saw myself personally and I would recommend that book for anyone really)- but as any human she has her insecurities because beauty standards are unattainable and have a way excluding so many people and making us feel less than beautiful. As a plus sized/overweight person myself, I understand how we have to fight to feel beautiful and fight this internalized bias we have when we look in the mirror. But WE ARE BEAUTIFUL. WE ARE WORTHY OF MAGAZINGE COVERS AND COMPLIMENTS AND ABOVE ALL SELF LOVE!! The self insert character in this has fought for her confidence, but it will shake and stumble throughout the series and Sirius and friends are there for her to help her realize for herself how beautiful she truly is, once again. So I hope I didn't stray too far from the request :) Enjoy....

Word Count: 1.8

Authors Note: About halfway through I decided to make it a series oops-

****Blabbering Idiot****

Sirius Black is a man of many, many words. In fact, I'm sure if he was writing this he could quickly turn it into one of the most entertaining novels ever written. He'd describe the laughter of his friends for a whole page. Tell a hilarious joke on the next. Then he'd describe the wind blowing through the open halls and courtyard and the spring sun. He could write about a great many things in great detail. (But he wouldn't because he doesn't quite enjoy writing as much as he does anything else, but that's above the point.)

As I said, Sirius Black is a man of many words. So it was such a curious thing when he first saw you. It was an astounding thing really, because for the first time he found something that rendered him completely speechless.

The sun was peeking through the open corridor and pooled onto you, caressing your skin and hair in an ethereal glow. Highlighting curves that brought both sinful and sweet thoughts running through him. It was as if the universe was telling him, look at what we've created, look at this beautiful creature. But he could hardly believe that this world could create something so lovely and kind. You threw your head back in laughter at something your friend said and suddenly the world is back to normal and all he can hear is your laughter and the sound of his friends curiosity at what could have possibly kept him from the conversation about muggle rock compared to Wizard bands. In fact, James was so passionate about it half the hall turned to listen to his rendition of The Chain by Fleetwood Mac.

But he didn't care, he took a feeble step towards you and suddenly felt so nervous his hands began to sweat. He stuttered and coughed up his words just for a simple "hello" in your direction only for the wind blowing through the halls to carry it away. And his friends laughed at him as he watched you walk too far from where he wanted you. Because, oh did he want you.

Sirus POV:

"I'm telling you, I won't be able to sleep tonight unless I know who she is," Sirius says for not the first time that evening. James started to laugh.

"Why? Because you'll be too busy thinking of her?" James said, laughing as he made a very suggestive hand motion. Peter cackled and Remus rolled his eyes, trying to find the cleaner side of his humor but instead he couldn't help but snort. Sirius pushed James's shoulder.

"Yeah, I'm sure Lily would love to know how familiar with that feeling you are," Sirius says and James stopped laughing immediately, his eyes narrowed.

"Please, you wouldn't dare. And I will deny all accusations, you'll be made out to be a liar. Then the mystery girl will never love you. Is that what you want, Pads?" James joked with a single arch of his brow. Sirius just rolled his eyes. He was only half paying attention, he has been scouring the hallways since he first saw that girl. He wanted to speak to her again, or maybe just stare for a bit. If things went well, he'd be able to do both those things on a date. But he hasn't seen her since that morning and his heart felt oddly shallow. He wanted those butterflies he had when looking at her to come back and overwhelm him again.

"What'll it matter if I don't even know who she is? Or- or if I can't talk to her? No one falls in love with a blabbering idiot," Sirius says. Remus shrugs.

"Lily fell in love with James," he says, Peter laughed again.

"Yeah, regardless of what he does at night," Peter added and now both James and Sirius were rolling their eyes. James and Lily just recently stopped denying their feelings for one another and gave into the sexual tension and mutual pining. Their relationship was still fairly new but they act as if they've been together for years. Sirius supposed that in a way, they have been.

Sirius would watch them giggling, hand and hand in the hall. He'd see them cuddling in the common room, or coming back after dates with rosy cheeks and beaming smiles. Sirius would never admit it out loud, but his heart cried out when he saw them like that. He rarely ever felt lonely. He could have any girl or boy he wanted if he really tried, but for what? One fun night? Only for one more morning where he wakes up alone? He wanted more than that whenever he saw Lily and James, their happiness was palpable. Their love was suffocating.

Sirius always thought he'd find the one after Hogwarts, if at all. But when he saw her... well that changed everything. In a flash he saw himself with her, their hands intertwined and her head thrown back in laughter. Rosy cheeks and bruised lips. Warm beds and making love... being in love. He nearly felt silly after and yet, he knew that even if he did sleep tonight, it would be her he'd dream of.

"Ello' guys!" Lily said, bouncing up to James who kissed her cheek. They walked with their arms looped and Sirius glared at the easy sign of affection. He thought of his parents, how they would be stiff with one another except for in quiet moments, when he'd pass through a hall and glance into their room. He'd spot a quick kiss on the cheek, and soft squeeze of the hand. It were those odd moments for him, that struck him so strongly with a sharp bitterness. They don't deserve softness and love, he'd think, how can such cruel creatures even feel such things? But even then, he'd walk away seeing them as still awful creatures born from the depths of hell, but more human.

"That's her," Sirius whispered so quietly Remus almost didn't hear it. In fact, Sirius didn’t think Remus heard it at all, but it was rather his look of longing towards the Great Hall entrance that gave him away. Because standing right there, was you.

Your hair was a little wind blown, messy around your face, bits of iit shaped your round cheeks and soft eyes. Sirius eyed you up and down and cursed clothes and cursed shyness and cursed his own head for thinking he could even talk to you. But most of all, he cursed a group of boys who walked past you.

Sirius was a confident boy, he knew how to spot someone who held their head up just as high as he did, and you were very much one of those people. You were giggling as you stole a biscuit from a friend and popped it into your mouth, you covered your mouth as you laughed when they complained with a little smile of their own.

"It's just so yummy, and I haven't eaten since breakfast." He heard you say, your friend just shook his head and handed you a plate as you sat down next to him. But right before you could get comfortable a sneering group of boys stole a piece of food from your hand and said something rather rude.

Sirius didn't even realize he had been walking towards you, this girl he has never even spoken too, yet thought of so endearingly, until he was standing right before the boys and had the pack leaders wrist firmly in his grip.

"Drop it boy, c'mon, drop it," he teased. It was humiliating for the boy and he knew it by the laughing and sneering others directed towards the group of boys, but Sirius did not care. The boy dropped the biscuit and looked as if his tail was tucked into his legs. "Good boy," he said, ruffling his hair until it was a knotted mess, the boy winced at just how hard Sirius dug his knuckles into his scalp, Sirius relented with a satisfied smirk.

Sirius’s voice took on a much harsher tone, "Now scram." The boys were out of their seats and in new ones within seconds.

Sirius felt his mood shift completely once they left, because now all eyes were on him, yours included. He looked up at you rather shyly, his hair falling in strands over his forehead. He tucked it behind his ear and found some confidence in the way your eyes followed the movement and how you blushed. He gave you his best smile, hoping his charm wasn't as weak as his legs felt at that moment.

"Hello, I'm Sirius... Sirius Black." Then, like an idiot he put his hand out for you to shake, what charmer just shakes the ladies hand? He stopped belittling himself the moment you softly placed your hand in his.

"It's nice to meet you, Sirius, and thanks for helping me. I know how to handle those filthy 'dogs'" you said, smiling as you remembered the way he spoke to them, he chuckled. "But I suppose it's nice not always having to," you finished with a bright smile on your face. He felt his own cheeks heat up and he nodded but could not think of anything better to say.

"Name," he said, you raised your brows. He cleared his throat, "your name?"

"Oh, how rude of me," you said and then you laughed, that same laugh that caught his attention and has yet to let go. "I'm (y/n) (y/l/n)."

"Nice to meet you," he said, it was as if he couldn't feel the appalled stares of your friends because all he could see was the blush on your cheeks and your head thrown back in laughter. He swallowed thickly before making his way back to his friends. They all wore raised brows and smirks, and he knew they were about to bite into him.

"Treating them like dogs, really? A bit ironic don't you think," Lily said, James shrugged

"That's why it was so good," he said, high fiving Sirius.

"But it admittedly went downhill from there," Peter was sure to add, just like Sirius knew one of them would. Sirius just laughed, too elated to finally know who you were.

"Don't start," he said, but it was too late.

All in union they sputtered out the lame word that will plague Sirius' memory of that moment forever, "Name?"

They cackled at him and ruffled his hair all the way to their seats, but Sirius knew they were pleased for him. And Sirius didn't mind, he could feel the pretty eyes of a pretty girl following him across the room. If only someone told him how important she would become to him, maybe he would have looked back at her and never looked away.

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Do you think Kaidan also went through N training at some point? I've seen fics where he's apparently gone through it, but couldn't find anything in canon about it.

Hi, anon! Ooh, a question. Fun! Thank you for thinking of me.

Do I think Kaidan is N-trained? In short, no.

There isn't evidence disproving that he's N trained, but there isn’t evidence suggesting he's N trained either. If anything, the lack of any indication he has N training is proof in itself.

For one, none of the characters associated with N training ever include Kaidan as if he’s a member. James goes to Shepard with his N questions. He never mentions or refers to Kaidan's experience. Neither Anderson nor Shepard mention Kaidan being N trained.

It's not mentioned in his background anywhere. It's said he has over a dozen special commendations. He does get involved in special operations, even leading the first Special Operation Biotic Company, but this doesn't require an N designation. Unless he failed out before qualifying as a N1, it seems like something that would be included in his history.

In ME1, he specifically says he’s been holding back up to this point in using his biotics offensively. Jenkins is the first soldier he’s lost to hostile action. None of these suggest to me someone who’s undergone rigorous N spec ops training, where holding back would probably limit being accepted. Some N operatives may not have seen someone die due to hostile action, but it’s at least more likely with a N trained operative than a general marine. It seems like Kaidan is still coming into his own in biotic combat in ME1.

If anything, I wonder if health concerns over his L2 implant may not disqualify him. N operatives frequently lead high-risk, high-priority missions either independently or in charge of a small groups. The whole mission hinges on that one person. Having a serious pre-existing health condition, especially one triggerable on the field (light, sound, stress, etc.), would be a serious concern.

While he may function well on a team or even in a leadership position commanding a unit, I think special forces may rely heavier on single-person performance under high-strain situations. Conditions on those high risk N missions maybe be more likely to trigger an attack than typical combat. Alone, disabled, and with the whole mission riding on him achieve a specific task, it could be disastrous.

Even if was accepted to apply, I don't know if he could pass N training with his health condition. If Wiki is correct, it says this about N1 training:

"If this is their first time at the school, trainees participate in scenarios experienced by the elite units of most land-based armies; a typical candidate may be in training more than 20 hours a day, leading small units into combat over hostile terrain with little sleep or food. Trainees who do well are awarded an internal designation of N1 and are invited to return."

While Kaidan is obviously a tough person, who's gone through basic and performs well as a marine on the field, I don't know if he could push himself to operate with 4 hours of sleep a day and hardly any food. My sister has terrible migraines, and she has to careful judge her sleep cycle and the timing of her meals. If she doesn't get enough sleep or oversleeps, she gets a migraine. If she misses a meal, she gets a migraine.

Obviously, Kaidan would face those issues while on the field as a general marine, but I don't think it would be to the same extent as here. If on the field in these conditions, a migraine could be dealt with, either supported by his team and medication. Or, if extreme, by evacuation. As a N candidate under these conditions, a bad migraine affecting his performance would simply disqualify him.

It also says about higher level N training:

"The highest grade of training, N6, provides actual combat experience in conflict zones throughout the galaxy. From day one, invitees are given basic gear, then separated and stranded on an asteroid with no nav data. The test ends when the last person runs out of oxygen. The first few are out of the program. If the trainee survives these scenarios in "admirable and effective fashion," they finally receive the coveted N7 designation."

I imagine every N operative enters training with the intention of becoming a N7. No one thinks, "Yeah, I'll join, but I only want to be a N4." Everyone is shooting for the top. In that case, if Kaidan wanted to become a N7, that means he'd be stranded alone on an asteroid and rationing oxygen. I think the hypoxia alone could be a huge trigger for a bad migraine.

Overall, I don't think there's any evidence to suggest Kaidan entered N training. Moreover, I suspect he may not qualify due to health concerns. If he did qualify, I don't know if he'd get pass the extreme conditions to get even a N1 designation.

Now that sounds like I'm looking down on Kaidan and what he can do having a migraine condition, but I'm really not. He obviously has found a way to function effectively as a marine. He assures Shepard he won't be a burden on the crew, if Shepard was worried. He received all those commendations and jumps up the ranks fast. He obviously functions well and deserves his position as a marine. But the military is strict with health limitations, and I think N training may be the point where the line is drawn. It’s just too risky for him and the mission.

I think what opportunities Kaidan lacks due to his L2 implant, he makes up for with his outstanding leadership skills, level-headed resourcefulness, and intuitiveness for politics and tact. Through ME1, he is frequently dissecting Council and Alliance motivation and power-plays. He’s open minded, fair, and progressive in the larger picture, long-term goals of the Alliance. He takes time considering all of the political players involved and giving the benefit of a doubt to aliens in their actions toward humanity.

To me, he makes an excellent candidate for Spectre for his political saavy in addition to his leadership skills, lack of racial bias, self-accountability, determination, and independent decision making. He thinks for himself beyond blindly accepting orders. He is willing to take those convictions to the level of breaking rules and confronting superiors. Those are important for a Spectre, and his moral self-accountability will ensure he has proper discernment in how he uses his powers. He obviously has good fighting skills and ability to lead on the field despite his health condition, because he jumps so many Alliance ranks. He learns to Reave and is teaching other spec op biotics. He’s very capable both on a political intellectual level and physically with skills and ability.

While he may not, in my opinion, match well with the rigors and high-intensity of N training, he’s an exceptional option for a high leadership positions within the Alliance and for promoting galactic interests as a Spectre.

Thank you for the ask!!!

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kuronanox · 3 years

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Bad Dream - Kira Izuru

Kira looks down at the paperwork in defeat as he groans and tried to reorganize them. The wind from the window was gusting everywhere causing them to fall on the floor.

Shuffling noises were in the background as he cursed under his breath.

A small feminine hand had reached over his as Kira eyes looked up to meet (Your Name).

"Need some help Kira Fukutaicho." She asks him as he looks down at the papers again.

"Did you need something?"

"I came to turn in some papers! I've been feeling under the weather."

He props the papers on the desk to even them out and turns to her. "If you don't feel good, get some more rest (Your Name)."

She shakes her head and hands him her work. "I can't let you run the Squad all alone."

Kira slightly smiles at her as he gave his attention back to his work.

She took in his features and noticed how much he didn't smile anymore, during the academy days he was so innocent and cheerful. Growing up they were close but now it seems as she didn't know him anymore.

"Did you want to come over for dinner tonight?" She asks him as he looked up from the papers.

"Who's going?" He asked with curiosity, Kira didn't wanna intrude on her personal life especially when one of the reasons why he was feeling down was because of her relationship with Hisagi.

"Just me and Shuhei! But don't worry he won't mind! I think he kinda misses you." She winks as he wanted to frown.

"Don't you think it's weird?" He says a bit rudely not noticing his tone of language as her eyes widen from disbelief. Noticing her face sadden a bit he cleared his throat. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it in that way. I'm actually behind on the Captains papers so I probably won't have time." He added.

"Well you don't have to do it alone! Shuhei is in the same position so maybe you guys could do it together and we can all drink a bit! I'll even invite Matsumoto Fukutaicho if it lightens the mood!"

Kira didn't want to be in the same room as (Your Name) and Shuhei. He tried to think anyway possible to escape tonight but she seemed on insisting he come out.

"I guess, what time tonight?"

"Around 8! I'll cook dinner!" She says with a smile on her face as she ran out happily.

Knowing it made her happy that he was coming out was okay with Kira even though he wasn't in the mood to socialize.

"Kira?" Shuhei asks with a smile as he got back from work while leaning his zanpakuto on the wall.

"Yes! He's seems down a lot recently so I thought inviting him to dinner would be a good way to have fun, oh Matsumoto is coming too!" (Your Name) said as she pulled out some veggies and protein out from the fridge.

Shuhei wrapped his arms around her body as he kissed her temple as she smiled while cutting the broccoli.

"That was nice of you, I've been worried about him." He tells her letting go and washing his hands to help prep with dinner.

"And I've been worry about you." (Your Name) states to Shuhei as he raises a brow and started to wash the rice.

There was a knock on the door before he could say anything.

"Hey we're here! Open up!" Rangiku cheerful voice rang around from outside as Kira was standing behind her with a tired expression.

"Hey! We just got started on dinner! Come on in!" (Your Name) welcomes them into her and Shuhei shared home.

It was Kira first time here, he took in the view. There was nothing really special that stood out to him except a few decor and a guitar in the living room. There was a few picture frame of the couple as they smiled to each other.

There was jealousy in the blonde lieutenant as he looked away from them and set a bottle of sake down he brought.

"Kira! Finally see you've been out of your own quarantine!" Shuhei greets him and pats him on the back.

"Slightly busy that's all." He tells the older man and smiles.

Rangiku sat down and cracked a sake open while they waited for dinner. She was in a cheerful mood today. "Oi we haven't been able to drink together in a while!" She tells Kira as he chuckles and gets himself a small cup.

"Likewise."

As him and Rangiku took small talk he could see in his peripheral version Shuhei and (Your Name) happily cooking together. There was small kisses stolen from each other as they were in sync.

"Dinner is served!" Shuhei yells placing down the rice, salmon and veggies along with miso soup to wash it down.

"Wow a chef in the house." Rangiku says as they all dug in.

"You guys started without us!" (Your Name) pouts noticing that two bottles of sake were already empty from Kira and the busty women sitting next to him.

"Ooo sorry that means y'all have to catch up!" She says as they poured themselves a cup.

Kira slightly smiles at (Your Name) cuteness as he took a bite of the fresh cooked fish. A part of him was thankful that it wasn't them three alone. He already didn't wanna talk much but the alcohol was kicking in and he was also thankful rangiku was there.

He didn't notice how hungry he was till a pair of chopsticks had put down a new piece of salmon in his bowl nonchalantly. It was (Your Name) as she was conversing with Rangiku about their new beauty routine with Shuhei listening and putting his input.

It felt like he was in the academy again, when he forgot to eat or wasn't eating enough (Your Name) was always feeding him and taking care of his health. The lieutenant knew she brought him out tonight so he could enjoy himself more.

"Thank you." He says as her flushed face smiles at him and went back to her conversation.

He blushed but it wasn't noticeable because of all the alcohol he already consumed.

"Kira you are particularly quiet for being drunk already!" Rangiku chimes in as he was lost for words.

"I- I am not drunk!"

"Sure you are! You finished 3 bottles alone already!" Shuhei laughs as he just groaned.

It was later in the night when it started to get rowdy, they all had a few to many as they were shouting to each other.

They were playing card games and gotten into it. They decided ride the bus because apparently kisuke had showed Rangiku a while back when she was in the human world. He told her it was a drinking game a lot of college students were doing so she wanted to hop on the trend.

"Kira you're on the bus so you have to keep drinking till you get these cards right!" She said as he took sips of the beer they had brought out for back up.

As he was drinking (Your Name) and Shuhei were cleaning a bit since it was getting messy.

Him and Rangiku were having to much fun that Shuhei retired for the because he had an early morning but he insisted on them staying and enjoying themselves.

By the time Kira won the card game he was sauced and couldn't walk in a straight line. He knew drinking with Rangiku was going to be a disaster.

"Did you want me to take him back?" He heard Rangiku ask (Your Name) as he was slumped on the table.

"It's okay, he can stay for the night. We work together anyways so I'll wake him up tomorrow." (Your Name) tells the older lady as she left for the night.

"Okay big boy, help me will ya." She tells Kira as she laid out a futon for him to sleep in comfortably.

He wrapped an arm around her waist as he walked towards the bed made on the floor. Tripping on his foot they fell over as she gasped.

"Kira you are crushing me!" She silently whispers so Shuhei wouldn't wake up from their shenanigans.

"Just let me hug you (Your Name)." He says breathlessly with his eyes closed. Kira wanted to enjoy this moment because he knew she could never be his.

"Kira?"

He looks down to her lips as she looked up to him innocently. A part of him didn't want to be the bad guy but what was so wrong with being bad once in a while.

He knew it was the alcohol bringing out everything he was holding in, he was going to regret his actions the next morning. Cupping her face he kissed her parted lips. It didn't help that she wrapped her legs around his waist as he groaned. Letting his tongue slip into her mouth.

She flipped him over so she sat on top, just when things were beginning to get spicy he opened his eyes and.

"KIRA IZURU! You wake up this instant now!" He heard a voice called out as he jumped out of bed and looked to his side to see a concern (Your Name) next to him. She sighed in relief and pushed his hair out of the way from his face.

"Are you dating Hisagi San?!" He asks quickly out of breath as she tilted her head and slightly smacks his forehead.

"Ow!"

"Hello! What were you dreaming about? I'm dating you stupid." She says as he calmed down a bit and laughs rubbing the back of his neck.

"It was just a dream, thank goodness."

(Your Name) looked confused as she jumped on top of Kira and laid her head on his chest.

"Whatever it was Izuru I'm always going to be yours." She says as he laid back down and rubbed her back. He was cheesing to himself to know (Your Name) wasn't going anywhere.

"I know, it was just a dream." He says as she kissed his lower lip and grinned.

"I love you, you know that."

"Of course, I love you too, always."

(Authors note: just a cute fluff I made! Have y'all seen Kira now! He's making me simp! noooo I already have my bleach bias and he's breaking it!)

#bleach #tite kubo #bleach x reader #bleach imagines #bleach oneshot #bleach oneshots #kira izuru #izuru kira #bleach kira

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time-to-write-and-suffer · 3 years

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thanks for all your twc rants (unironically) because you've put into words a lot of problems i've had with the writing of the series that i couldn't pinpoint before. i agree that post book 1 it's become far more repetitive and fanfic-y, especially with the found family stuff. like how many more times can N tell MC "you're one of us now" before i completely lose my mind lmao

Honestly, go off.

Actually, no, I will go off.

Like, the most egregious example of this is in the book 3 demo where N and F just sit under a tree discussing how much the detective means to them all and how much of a family they are.

These are four grown-ass people who have worked together for years, but now when this rando shows up and gets the hots for one of them, suddenly they're a Family? Who talks like this lol. Especially to one's coworkers/"family"? If they’ve only been coworkers until now, where is this emotional honesty coming from and why is it written like it’s a given? If they’ve been family until now, why does the detective’s arrival change everything so drastically (it doesn’t, but that’s what the narrative wants us to believe)? It doesn’t help that the relationships between the vamps are so poorly established and don’t go beyond the initial tropes. N and A are the “parents” cuz omg they keep rolling their eyes and being angwy with M and F, who are the horny teenager and the baby respectively! Tee hee! Forget that they’re all adults with actual fucking jobs. It’s just inconsistent is what it is. They act like a stereotypical “family” in the tungle dot cum “mom friend” “dad friend” way, but they’re NOT family until the detective shows up, but they don’t ACT like coworkers before the detective shows up, but they’re family NOW, except they don’t share anything personal or emotional at all the way a family should so ????? Which is it????? Henlo????

Obviously the found family trope is where the narrative was headed from the beginning and I wouldn't have minded it if it were done well, but it seems that because everyone and their grandma kept going "omg this is SUCH found family vibes," either the author was caught up in her own hype and went "omg it really is! vibes!" or felt forced to play up the whole thing for the sake of the fanservice, going so far as to make the characters themselves spell it out for maximum squee.

Like, I played my detective as being a loner with abandonment issues, so the whole "uwu we're a big happy family now after a few months" just felt completely inaccurate to how my detective acted around UB in general? Which was mostly dismissive and “I’m gonna do this alone so y’all can leave.” And don’t say some shit about how that’s my choice or whatever, cuz yes, it is, but don’t give me the choice if you won’t honor it. Just make a game where everything is flawless and perfect and everyone loves each other instantly if that’s where you want it to go. Because of the fandom hype and/or the author’s own bias, the narrative will always favor no-conflict relationships over anything more negative or complex, while giving you the illusion of choice that your character can be anything but what’s already been decided. And for a game that prides itself on OMG SO MANY CHOICES, you really can’t affect how other characters feel about you or how you relate to them at all.

And there's the N scenes where s/he goes on about how the detective is such a vital part of the team that keeps them all sane and like? How have y'all been the SECOND BEST team in this branch of the agency while apparently not being in sync with each other up until now? (Also, alone, away from the world? Aren’t y’all working for an all-powerful organization as one of their top teams? What the fuck?)

Look at the “options”. My detective, who, again, is a loner with no time for sentimentality, would just stare at him blankly or be dismissive/make fun of him. How could you not, when a grown-ass man says this shit straight to your entire face? But no, you can either 1) uwu soft bean 2) uwu soft bean 3) teehee jokester 4) uwu humblebrag 5) uwu soft bean 6) teehee jokester and finally, 7) thanks.

You literally can’t reject this. You WILL be assimilated into the found family. Apparently to the author, found family means “we found you and will force you to stick with us whether you like it or not.”

And I get that this is where the narrative is going, but, again, this is book 3 out of 7, we still don’t know any of the characters’ backstories because uwu spoilers, we’re not allowed to be emotionally close to any of them becuase uwu spoilers, but we ARE guilted into being nice to our shitty mom, and we ARE forced to accept the uwu found family shit even though, potentially, none of the members of said found family fucking talk to each other about any of their emotions, and they for sure don’t fucking talk to US about them either. Isn’t it funny how M can’t figure out what’s going on in their own head? Watch N and A and even F do nothing to help them out because funny and “slow burn”! It’s just such family! Let’s make fun of A for being demisexual and not wanting to bone down! Such family!

A+++++ writing fellas. This is the most popular IF around.

*deep breath*

Anyway.

#twc critical

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There's lots of back and forth on who Victor should be with, but all s1 and s2 showed me is that Victor isn't cut out to be anyone's partner at this point in his life. He did Mia dirty and couldn't even properly apologize for it in s2 and the Victor who actually prioritized Benji's happiness and tried to take all responsibility for their kiss with Derek so they can keep dating disappeared in s2. He couldn't even articulate that breaking Benji's trust was wrong with spilling his secret to Rahim, let alone understand him at any point during the season. I don't know if it's supposed to be an international character flaw to be worked on or if the writers think having everything from Victor's POV is a good excuse, but it bothers me a lot. I really thought Malex was the height of showrunner bias and uneven writing, but Venji is so much worse. Alex at least always had a POV and a well-defined personality I could easily empathize with. You can't pile a ton of trauma on a character and never explore it, especially if it's supposed to be half of your main ship. I don't know how reflective a Twitter poll is of the audience split (the one they did on Instagram was much more overwhelmingly in favour of Venji, but they also don't show how many people voted), but it's not surprising that a dynamic that was basically written to be pretty much perfect so far and a fun alternative for the main ship's drama is appealing to so many people. They could have easily sold Venji better this season as a couple. They can lay a better foundation for future romantic them if they spend real time together platonically in s3 and stop putting each other on pedestals. They can also ruin what's appealing about Vahim with drama in s3. It's anyone's guess how s3 is going to play out. All I know is if Venji is still the endgame, I don't want a redo of s1 with Victor trying to work harder at a relationship he ultimately doesn't want to be in than he ever tried to make it work with the guy he's supposedly in love with. That's a recipe for disaster. A lot of shows are guilty of never showing us an endgame ship actually working on screen before putting them back together at the end of the show. I really want better here.

A lot to unpack

Victor did apologize to Mia, said he loves her and never meant to hurt her. It’s a bit complicated because Victor never went into the relationship with bad intentions and it took him the majority of the season to come to terms with his sexuality. Yes, he should’ve ended it right away when he figured it out, and he shouldn’t have kissed Benji when he was still with her. But still, there is a fine line here because there’s only so much of an apology Victor can give without it feeling like he’s apologizing for who he is, for being gay, and that’s not something he needs to feel sorry for. I think we should also keep in mind that Mia had her little thing with Andrew at the same time and never told Victor about it. She didn’t cheat or anything (or when he kissed her she stopped it) but she had obvious feelings for Andrew that she hadn’t dealt with. Luckily they finally got resolved in s2 but they were definitely there when she was still with Victor.

Now, what is it with this Victor slander in my house? He and Benji were pretty much constantly arguing or making up, but I’ve rarely seen people apologize to someone else as many times as Victor did to Benji about things that weren’t even his fault. He spent all season apologizing for his mother, even though he has no control over what she thinks or does, but also assured Benji that she is trying and that she is getting better. And he would know that better than Benji because he knows his mother and Benji does not. Or apologizing for not being ready to come out to everyone. And then turned around and did it anyway, which was what he wanted to do, but it also felt a lot about Benji and something he was doing for him as well. Which, fine, it’s Victor’s decision and he didn’t regret doing it. But then when there were consequences that hurt him by his team being homophobic, Benji first shrugs them off and then encourages Victor to quit the team so that he’s not around homophobic people. Which okay, first of all homophobes exist everywhere but I digress. Victor was miserable after he quit the basketball team. It’s not actually what he wanted to do, and he loves basketball, and Benji had no respect for that either. He acted like basketball with some kind of leftover heteroness that needed to be expelled from Victor. And he talked shit about it with his friends right in front of Victor. In fact, every time Victor tried to express himself, he would be essentially shut down by Benji and end up apologizing. Until episode 6 with the birthday and episode 8 after Isabel caught them together.

So look, I don’t think Benji had to tell Victor anything about his alcoholism because it’s his personal business and it’s really difficult to talk about something like that and it was definitely up to him when he wanted to open up. But then he turned around and was basically pissed at Victor for knowing even though Victor found out by accident. And then he refused to talk about it. And then when Victor expressed his hurt that Benji didn’t want to talk to him, Benji responded by completely attacking Victor and straight up saying it was exhausting work being with him bc he’s got a religious homophobic mom and is newly gay. Like….what??

Benji judged Victor for 1) being a jock 2) his mother and 3) being a baby gay. Victor never once judged Benji for his alcohol problems, he was just hurt Benji didn’t share with him. He didn’t judge Benji for anything else for that matter. He definitely shouldn’t have told Rahim about Benji, even though I do understand he needed someone to open up to and he trusts Rahim, it was a violation of Benji’s trust and not okay. But that’s like…the only bad thing Victor has done all season.

As for the pov thing- it wouldn’t be such a big deal if they actually developed Benji as a character, which they have not. We get no moments of him where he’s not with Victor (except the one conversation with Isabel, which was about Victor). If you’re going to have a character not share about their life to the protagonist, you need to find another way to share it with the audience. It leads to a disconnect and lack of emotional investment in Benji for many people. The fact that I feel I know Rahim better after 5 episodes than I do Benji after 20 is saying something. But the writing has given Rahim development that it hasn’t given Benji. It’s not surprising a lot of people in the audience are feeling more connected to Rahim as a result. Polls are never the most reliable thing since it depends on who sees them and how many people (twitters was about 20k respondents iirc but no idea about ig). I see a lot of vahim shipping on twitter and ig, tumblr not so much. But I will say I’ve seen people coming around on vahim who are watching the season now, as opposed to the smaller number who immediately watched the moment it came out, went in shipping Victor and Benji and had a knee jerk reaction about the possibility of another romance for Victor.

This is not comparable to malex in any way so I have no clue why you’re bringing them up.

And personally, I was never invested in Victor and Benji’s relationship. Even in s1 I was like 🤷🏻‍♀️ And now, with or without vahim, I think Victor and Benji should break up. They’re just not a great couple and I feel like the show would do well to make it okay for your first relationship to not necessarily be right for you. Especially for a gay couple because that like…NEVER happens on tv. It doesn’t take anything away from what v*nji mean to each other. Sometimes people just aren’t compatible. I didn’t start shipping vahim bc of anything with v*nji directly, I just loved their dynamic. I love seeing Victor light up. I love seeing him comfortable instead of constantly feeling insecure and apologetic. To me, vahim connect in a way v*nji do not.

Victor did not develop feelings for Rahim just because he was having issues with Benji. Just like Benji did not develop feelings for Victor just because he was having issues with Derek. Implying that does a disservice to both relationships and kinda takes agency away from a character and their feelings. But I want him and Benji to end things for real before anything happens with Rahim. Which might mean trying to make it work for a while longer.

We will see!!

#anon #shut up kelli #vahim #ship drama #lv discourse

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oneusmyeongju · 3 years

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On a mission | Oneus (ot6)

Pairing: Reader, RAVN, Leedo, Seoho, Keonhee, Hwanwoong and Xion.

Description: Keonhee being too perfect for this world Y/N began to question herself. And to find the answer, she began to write a plan to find out.

Word count: 4.4K (4453)

Everything began with a simple question.

"Is Keonhee a robot or a human being?"

I don't know why this came to my mind, but it was just a question that got me thinking for several weeks and still got no answer.

I was on my couch, looking at Musik Bank when Oneus appeared, they appeared with their new comeback "To be or not to be". I was just listening and enjoy the music when an idea came to my mind, just as random as the first one.

"Why can't I disguise myself as a make-up artist or something to gain more information?"

Immediately when my question came to my mind I stood up and walk around the living room to think better. I wasn't a spy or something I was just playing around.

And I looked for one more time to the TV and at that moment the camera was zooming on Keonhee's face. And took a paper and a pencil to write my non-fantastic plan on paper to execute the plan.

So at 7:30 A.M sharp, I will be at RBW entrance, with a bag in my hand pretending to be a delivery man saying that Oneus bought food. When I will make sure I am safe in the building without anyone noticing I'm there. I will find out where Oneus practice room is, and I will say I work as a composer but I am new and don't know the building well blah, blah, blah. Then I will take all the information they know without suspicion, then I will be ready to put my plan in function.

I wrote my mission in a text, but easy for me to remember I write at the back of the paper.

1. Enter in RBW, without getting caught, pretending to be a delivery man.

2.When you finally get in Oneus practice room gain information about something you can find your answer (luckily and preferring to be a concert as soon as possible)

I looked one more time to read what I wrote, it sounded risky, and it will impossible to make this without any suspicion on me.

I took a deep breath and close my eyes. I imagine how all this will be working out, and was a pretty well plan. But I am clumsy and luck wouldn't be on my side.

I was trying to stop to think about the plan and without thinking I was going tomorrow at the RBW, pretending to be a delivery man.

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I woke up at 6 A.M to make sure I had enough time to buy all that food. And as I walked somewhere to buy food my mind went blank for a second.

How someone will buy food at 7:30 A.M? I will just go maybe at 10 A.M, is a good time.

I bought all the food it was hamburgers, pizza, cola and ice cream. And instead, to buy a bag of food, I bought two bags.

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I shook my head and took again a deep breath when I was finally at RBW at the front door.

When I was entering, a man who was just about to stop me from entering was saying loud and clear:

"I'm sorry miss but visitors can't enter yet, don't you mind coming never?"

I thought that my plan was already ruined but I raise the bags and said:

"I am not a visitor I was just delivering food to this place. And the address said to come here. Don't you mind letting me in? I am just doing my job."

The man was somehow confused, he looked close to my bags and said:

"Ahhh, I didn't saw the bags. Sorry miss. You can enter."

And he let me in. The first mission COMPLETE and I was about to say "goodbye" when I said in a whisper.

"You better be sorry.", I was just about to take the elevator when the man said:

"You said something just now?"

"No nothing. I was saying goodbye, sir.", I was speaking with a rush voice, but he raises his shoulders and said nothing in return.

And after that, I press the button to go on the first floor. And with my phone in my hand, I just looked at the old Vlive where Xion and Hwanwoong were showing the first floor of the RBW building.

I was just looking but I haven't got enough time to memorise, while I was still in the elevator and when I got off. I was still looking at the Vlive I was intensely watching, trying to figure out where I must go.

Walking and walking for some time, I was just about to ask someone to tell me where Oneus practice room is when I bumped into a person. I got scared and dropped the bags and my phone, hit the floor.

I looked up, and Leedo was there.

That's why I was scared so much, I said in my mind.

But he took the phone and the bags, giving them to me saying that he was sorry, and for a split second, he looked at my phone.

"You are a huge fan, no? I can see on this Vlive you were watching right now."

My mouth was opening and closing in shook and give the bags to him:

"This is for you."

"For me?", Leedo was just saying confused as ever.

"No, not for you for all the members. You plural, not you singular."

"This is tricky", he said while I was just laughing silently at him.

For a second I forgot what I was supposed to do, and trying to remember my plan I said:

"Ahh, and one more thing. I am not a fan. I am a compositor but I got all lost and don't know where I am right now, anyway if I was a fan the security guy wouldn't let me in, riiiiight?"

He was just thinking looking at me blankly and nodded.

"And where you are trying to go?"

"I wanted to meet all the artists and I knew only Oneus, soooo I was just looking to meet the artists who I am going to work with.", these words came into my mind right away, it wasn't true but for Leedo was making sense, and so for me.

And following my plan, Leedo was just making this for me a lot easier than I thought, going me to the Oneus practice room.

But when I got there my hopes went -100%. I didn't think how I was supposed to get the information when I can't speak for no reason.

Everyone was just dancing prepare for maybe a concert. And Leedo with a cheerful and friendly voice was saying to his members:

"I'm back, with someone, is new here so don't be harsh with her".

I walked a few steps behind, making me stop because of the door that was blocking my way.

Everyone was looking at me, waiting for me to speak and introduce myself. And I was trying to keep my cool and trying to speak what was on my mind.

"H... hello. I'm Y/N a...and I am the new compositor. I... I'm looking forward w... working with you."

I didn't know why I was so nervous. Maybe because of my bias Keonhee who was just looking at me. Trying to not make eye contact with him, because I probably faint I looked at others, making random eye contact with Hwanwoong.

I was working hard to gain information, I did all this, I didn't want to quit and leave because of my bias, so I took for the 100th time a deep breath and looked at everyone else except Keonhee.

I was walking into the centre of the room and sat down and everyone does the same thing with some suspicion on their faces.

I was smiling and now was step two, gain as much as information you could.

And without looking at Keonhee I began to speak.

"Sorry, for interrupting your dance practice, but if you all don't mind, can I ask you a question? You have a concert or something?"

After I spoke, the room was filling with silence and RAVN's voice was breaking the awkwardness and the silence that filled the room for 30 seconds.

"Yeah, we have a concert... Somehow. We have a fan meeting. And it's on 27th."

Inside me, I was so happy it was in 3 days the fan meeting, and I can find my answer quickly, but I tried hard not to express myself too much. But I hadn't much time for thinking, because Seoho's voice can be heard.

"Sooooo, you are a composer. Don't you mind showing us, you are a REAL composer? And not some random human who is an nr.1 fan and wanted to gain information because you wanted to do something?"

I was frozen in my place, he didn't know my plan, I thought of it yesterday. It's impossible, and I don't know how to compose some lyrics, now I really wanted to quit. But I looked at Keonhee and shook my head, and my mouth was speaking on its own.

"Sure I can prove it. I AM a real composer."

Everyone was looking at me, they didn't believe me. But I can't give up.

Seoho took a pencil and a blank paper and said:

"You can write about anything. You are going there," and he was pointing to a couch at the corner of the practice room, where there was a table too," and we will prepare for the fan meeting."

I was feeling I was on a test but I go and sit on the couch with the blank paper on my face.

This wasn't according to the plan, but I can't lose now. Seoho believes that I am not a composer, but I will prove him wrong.

I'm not gonna lie, in 15 minutes I was just looking on my paper without writing anything.

And while looking on the wall, a message appears on my phone. And it was just a stupid notification. I looked at my Keonhee wallpaper when suddenly disappear and it was a black screen reflecting my face instead, then I couldn't stop writing.

Leave your phone off a while

Us in the mirror

Just the two of us in this maze

The reflection of you and me in this mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror

It might be heaven's joke

Stuck inside a square frame

Endlessly push and pull

From the darkness above the clouds, you shine light

Phenomenon Phenomenon

Open the doors to this space

Between you and me, me and you

Erase what's not needed

Connect the two, connect the two

Even with time and space against us, you're still my love

You know, 0 and 1, don't wait

I can look at you. I don't care about anyone else

Remember it's only you and me in the mirror

It took me 1 hour but, writing some lyrics was somehow great. I didn't have a chance to say I finished it, because Keonhee took the paper and look at it.

I was nervous, thinking that he wouldn't like it if he found that the inspiration was because of a wallpaper of him that I had on my phone.

He read it out loud and my face was down, blushing. And without interrupting him I listened to Keonhee's voice, so the others.

When he finished it, everyone was surprised looking at me more believable than before, when I entered the first time here.

"You did a great job here Y/N", Keonhee's arm was touching my shoulder, and the only thing I could hear was Seoho's voice making me raise my head, slowly.

"Sorry, for doubting you. But you don't look like a composer to me."

"The same goes for me", said Hwanwoong. "And for everyone, I'm looking forward to working with you, too."

I saw everyone's face, feeling sorry for everything. But I didn't want to see them like this and I began to smile.

"Everyone, don't feel sad. If I was in your place I would do the same. You can use these lyrics for a comeback or something, soon. I will go.", I stood up from my chair, going to the exit door. I was so close to leaving, but Xion's voice kept me for a few seconds.

"I feel sorry, too but for making you feeling better, why don't you come to the fan meeting."

My heart dropped, I was so happy. My mission became easier and easier, thanks to everyone.

I slowly leave the building, with Xion's words in my mind. I wanted to do this, but I slowly wanted to accept that Keonhee is just a human.

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The next day. I was on the same couch on the same spot with the same pen, but with another paper on my coffee table. And I started writing the next plan.

But before, I bought a ticket to the Oneus fan meeting, it was at 3:15 P.M, it wasn't so far away as I thought, so it was again easier for me.

So, I will be at the fan meeting at 3:10 P.M. 5 minutes I will just go to find my seat. Then they begin the fan meeting, and I will be there just sitting in my seat. Then when I am sure they saw me I go to the backstage without any noticing from anyone, and get into the artist room. And when I will go to the artist room. Then I don't know, fill a bucket with water, or just splash him with a bottle or a cup filled up with water. But before I will just make sure that nobody is in my way. Just Keonhee and me, then if he IS a robot I will run and hide where I can, and if he ISN'T a robot probably I would get kicked out and Keonhee will be mad at me, saying to Seoho and everyone that Seoho was right, that I wasn't a composer and hate me, everyone, forever.

I looked at the paper filled up with my writing and the plan was way riskier than I thought. I didn't have a plan to lure the bodyguard, but maybe I would come up with a solution in the case at the right time.

Shortly:

1. I will be at the fan meeting on time.

2.I will sneak up to the backstage when I make sure one member notice me.

3. Splash some water when you and Keonhee are alone.

4.RUN!!!!!!!! Don't get caught.

My head starts hurting when I looked at my plan, but it was worth trying. I hadn't anything to lose. Maybe I will come back kicked out with a restraining order from Oneus, but I wasn't going to meet them again if that happens.

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27.09. I was at the fan meeting at 3 P.M, because I was so nervous and I ended up coming a little early. But the fans didn't wait for a special invitation. When I was entering the room where was taking place the fan meeting. All fans were speaking loudly and everyone was pushing for just a better view.

I looked at my ticket, it was the 10th seat, but I didn't think I will end up fiding my seat at all. It was too crowded.

Trying to find my seat for 15 minutes, but I didn't have a chance to find my seat and I was just standing on my feet. The fans have the vocal cords very strong because my ears wanted to fall off when Oneus was just introducing themselves.

I knew they were excited, but when I met them a few days ago, I wasn't like this. It was just an excitement mixed up with a little fear. And today I felt the same way.

There a lot of fans who were just going to speak with them and getting autographs from them. But I was just looking, with the fans behind me pushed me every second to get a chance.

I was on my feet for like 30 minutes or more, when a crazy fan pushed me too hard and I didn't know what exactly was happening, but I knew I was down on the floor with my right feet hurting me badly.

Good job Y/N.

I said to myself, I wanted to make something but I ended up just hurting myself emotionally and physically.

I heard Leedo raising his voice to his fans.

"Please, To Moons I know you all are very excited and all but I think someone fell, please go back 3 steps, just 3 to make sure everyone's all right."

Fans didn't want to go back from their idols. But they had no choice, Leedo was repeating the same sentence again and again and the other members followed him saying again the same phrase.

They go more than just 3 steps, and my eyes met with everyone else. And they were just frozen in the place like me, making eye contact with everyone, even with Keonhee.

Seoho didn't stay for too long, because he wanted to help me get up as soon as possible.

"Are you all right, if you want we can call the ambulance.", said Seoho with a rush voice.

"I'm ok, don't need to worry.", even if my leg was hurting me I didn't want to quit right now.

Seoho breathes in relief and everyone does the same thing. Fans were somehow jealous of me and Seoho, but they made this not me. They got what they deserve.

Seoho, looked at me and I don't know if he wanted to be safe or not, he just said.

"Y/N, we have some ice bags in backstage in Oneus room, can Keonhee walk you there because I have some autographs to give."

I nodded, and my plan was just going fine.

It wasn't bad after all. The fans contributed to my plan, so I am happy.

Step 3, go to the backstage.

My mission was going to end, but I didn't want to end so soon.

Keonhee said what he was told by his hyung and took me in the backstage making me go into the "Oneus" room.

"It's ok, you can leave now. I'm alright don't need to worry.", I said without thinking twice, without thinking about the plan. I just wanted Keonhee to have fun with his fans.

He stayed silent when he was putting me on the couch, searching for the ice bag.

"We want to be everyone ok. I can't leave, Seoho and Leedo will be making sure that I made what I was told to, so it's not a clever idea."

I can't contradict Keonhee because he knows he's hyungs the best. I'm not here to contradict, I'm here to find out the truth behind Keonhee.

I looked around the room and I can't see something with water to splash Keonhee, so I asked Keonhee:

"Keonhee, I want to drink water, can you tell me where to go?"

"Just stay... I would get the water, for you, just wait a little bit longer."

After some minutes RAVN appeared, running:

"Keonhee, the fans got crazy and everyone is asking about you, I would find the ice bag and you can go there. Keonhee, please!"

Keonhee leaves the room, feeling a bit disappointed. But RAVN found the ice bag so quickly that I didn't had a chance to blink.

"Here, is. Take this and wait when it's over ok?"

I nodded and RAVN disappeared, leaving the room. I put the ice bag on my leg. It hurts so much, I didn't know exactly how my leg was hurting this badly. But after I fell, fans were just ignoring me, step on my right leg, that one who was hurting me from the beginning.

Crazy fans.

The room was filling up with silence and I looked around.

This is my chance, to bring a cup of water.

I said in my mind, but Keonhee said that he would take care of it. I stayed on the couch without moving an inch. When someone was opening the door.

It was Keonhee with a cup of water in his hand. He gave it to me without saying anything. Then leave as fast as he could.

Why everything is in a rush?

I was staying sad because, couldn't make my final mission, the last and only mission. That mission to splash Keonhee in the face.

Keonhee is Keonhee, he wouldn't let me if I ask him nicely, it must be a surprise for him. But he is just too perfect to be a human. That's why I asked that question.

And without doing anything, my mind went to how I became with that question in the first place.

I was in my room with my phone in my hand and I was just scrolling on Instagram when a notification appeared on my screen.

It was from Oneus. The new song "To be or not to be". I listened 10 times, and after that, I was just looking on Youtube to an unboxing to Oneus album "Lived".

I was just looking at the photos when Keonhee's photos appeared by flipping the next page. I take a look closely and without thinking I order myself one album.

After 5 days the package arrived and when I took the album and saw Keonhee's picture, I knew I had to do something. His face, his eyes, his skin, his nose even his lips are too perfect.

But the way he acts when he is not on the stage made me think I was thinking wrong about him.

But the more photos I looked at, the more I was thinking about the question that it was bothering me for several weeks.

"Is Keonhee a robot or a human being?"

That's how all began, it was just a simple story.

But I looked at all my surroundings and saw where I was. A room filled up with make-up with backpacks and mirrors.

What I have done?

That was the only question that I had at that time.

My leg was killing me, it's hurts so much than before, and I wanted to run. But Oneus came.

I was feeling anxious and when I and Keonhee eyes met. I felt sorry for him, before making sudden moves.

Everyone was asking me if I was ok but I repeat the same thing with a forced smile on my face.

I didn't know if they believe me, but my leg didn't want to cooperate with me. They looked at my leg, and I saw that my leg was bigger than my usual leg.

Hwanwoong panicked and was about to call the ambulance.

"I'm fine, don't call the ambulance. Excuse me, I will go home now."

And as I stood up, my legs felt shaky, thought that my legs were about to fall in every second. And I began to leave the room.

When I closed the door. The door began to open again. It was just Keonhee with the cup of water in his hand, that I didn't even take a sip from it.

"You didn't even drink your water", he said while giving me the cup.

I looked at my cup and without a second thought my hand was moving on its own, splashing Keonhee right in his face, and suddenly feeling a lot better I began to run. Trying to get to the exit.

The bodyguard let me go, even if my right leg was about to give up.

I was about to call a taxi when an arm was on my shoulder, I knew who it was. It was the second time he has done this.

"Don't feel sorry, and for a guess, you are not a composer either you wanted to find the answer to your question?"

I looked back and saw Keonhee with the water dripping from his chin. I couldn't hold myself to laugh, so I began to laugh as hard as I could. Keonhee was looking me confused and gave him a thumbs up.

Saying that it was true.

He wasn't mad, he didn't want to make anything. He was just surprised that a fan HAD done something like that.

The sirens become louder and louder. Someone had called the ambulance, then Keonhee said to me, the last sentence he could say:

"Seoho was right, but I can't blame you either. Real or not? I will ask myself the same question if I were you, maybe I've done the same thing. Don't...

He didn't have a chance to finish his sentence. And when the ambulance arrived I had gone on my feet inside to take me to the hospital.

When I entered the ambulance with my corner of the eye I saw the rest of the members looking at me with a happy and bright smile. I smiled back.

When the ambulance was taking Y/N to the hospital, Keonhee with a whispering voice continued.

"Don't be sad. You don't deserve to be sad just for this."

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The next day I was in my bedroom on my desk writing in my journal, everything that happened, with the ending and answering my question.

"Is Keonhee a human being or not?"

Answer: He is a human, and he would ask himself the same question, too.

My leg was in gypsum and didn't hurt me anymore. I took my crutches and began to go into the living room looking at the TV once again.

On the coffee table, I saw the papers I wrote my non so fantastic plan, and in the end, I ended up being somehow friends with him.

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The days passed so fast that I was pretty much used to my old life before the plan. And everything became to go to normal.

When 8 months later I saw something I didn't believe.

Oneus was announcing their 5th mini album and I was in Poland for a week so I missed it. But when I came home I listened to the song everyone was talking about so much.

The title track was "Black Mirror" and from the title, I knew it was something familiar.

I think, it was some weird coincidence, but when I heard the lyrics I knew it was the lyrics I wrote. They made more lyrics to the song, but 30% was my work or something like that. (I'm not good at matemathics.)

I listened to the song with a big and bright smile on my face.

Now every time I hear "Black Mirror" my mind always will be going to the day, when my stupid plan was somehow good. Making me and Keonhee meet each other and be friends at the end of this story.

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