#and even tho people give me looks like they pity me i don't care

[kangmoon27]

Memory Lost || Jungkook FF oneshot

The rain is pouring so hard. It's raining cats and dogs while you're running alone on the dark alley, crying.

Grabbing half of the weight of your wedding gown as you continue running away. You fell on the ground after one of your heels broke, groaning in pain and started crying painfully.

You feel so down, you feel like you aren't alive anymore more like a lifeless person on someone's living body. The pain from falling didn't match with the pain you felt after your groom ran away from your wedding.

You aren't a runaway bride but it is your soon to be husband who runaway from you, he didn't even said a single word before leaving you alone in the aisle Infront of everyone.

You felt embarrassed cause you knew you can't control people's minds some will pity you while some will blame you for not being able to keep your man and even tho it's not your fault they will find false scenario to put the blame on you.

Hugging yourself while laying down in the middle of the road. You didn't knew where you are, you just keep on running as you also wanted to run away from the pain but it keeps on following you.

You continue hugging yourself like a ball on the empty road while crying painfully, the strong sound of the thunder made you scream. You're scared of thunder and right now all you have is yourself.

The rain and the thunder join forces and it's terrifying you since you're in the middle of the empty road alone, you decided to get up to run to the bus station waiting area but before you could even reach to the other side, a light suddenly appears Infront of you making you distracted and with a blink of an eye everything went blank.

"I remember getting married a-and some how I remember your face" you said while looking at the man Infront of you. You tried to remember everything but nothing seems to work, the doctor said it's the matter of time and all you have to do is to wait.

"Exactly, it is because I'm your husband, I'm Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook and you're Jeon Yn, we got married the night you got into a car accident, you tried saving a puppy but the truck was also on its way till it hits you." The guy said while caressing your head.

He peck your lips and hug you all tho you felt strange you just hugged him back and try to accept the faith that will come into your life.

He pulled away and smiled at you, you just smiled back and hope for your memories to come back cause right now being with him is making you uncomfortable, it's like you don't or you have never love this person, you feel like there's so attraction, care love, emotions that you felt towards him or it's just because of your memory lost?.

Did you also forgot how to love him or even feel anything for your so called husband?. You're helpless, you don't know what to do at the same time you don't know anyone around you except from him so all you have to do is to trust him for now

Living with him was fun, he's giving you everything, love, care, time, efforts within a few weeks you actually did fell in love with him again.

Right now you've confirmed that this person is your husband, all th feeling that fated away after your accident came back and you're so happy. You love him and you're sure of it.

While you're trying to look for a place to hide you suddenly found a room on the underground area of the house, with thinking twice you immediately run to the door thinking of hiding inside but because you cause even open the door someone from the back pulled you making you scream.

"Gotcha!! Come on come on kiss me now" Your laughed at your husband and started giving him peck all over his face making his smile, you giggles and pulled away from him.

"I love you Koo" you said, the man simple smiled at you and slowly grabbed you by you waist and caresses your cheek and connected your lips together, his tongue started fighting with your, your tongue fight dominance and that's when the kiss started getting hotter.

His tongue wins and he suck yours, you both pulled away and look at each other, both eyes are filled with admiration, affection, love, and addiction.

Pulling him closer and kissed him, within a sec he replied, you wrapped your legs around his torso, he picked you up before deciding to take you upstairs again leaving the underground but before he leaves he look at the door you wanted to enter earlier and left.

His b"ner is visible in your hand as some precum leaks out of his c*ck while you're palming him.

After taking few pump on his members, you slowly opened your mouth and let him entered his c*ck inside you making him moan louder.

You started popping your head in and out while playing with his balls with your hand. The man is already sweating so much. The pleasure is too much for him yet he didn't want you to stop.

Soon he c"m inside you and you swallow it all.

You both smiled at each other, he pick you up from the ground as both of you lay down on the bed while staying in each other embrace under the blanket.

It your wedding day and something suddenly happened while you're on your way to your wedding. The car that you're riding got hit by a race car and the two mans are arguing outside.

Opening the window and look outside you saw a man with full of tattoo and piercing while looking like a racer, and as expected he owns the car that got hit.

You get out of the car and went straight right at them, he stared at you and smirk making you feel uncomfortable but you still manage to speak.

"As you can see I'm almost late for my wedding so can we please talk some other time I'll give you my number so that we can fix everything but please I really need to go now." You beg the man while he was just staring at you with strange look.

"Fine but I want one night with you and I want it on your honeymoon with your soon to be husband" He said making you shocked.

You slap his on the face as his stare changes, you can see that he was pissed but he's such a pervert. "Fix this problem uncle I'll find other taxi"

You left after getting humiliated by someone. You glance at him while he did the same till you find taxi to ride.

Jungkook was drunk while driving on the way home, he couldn't accept the fact that a girl slap him and even declined to sleep with him but all in all he couldn't lie about getting attracted to the girl, she's beautiful and brave.

It was a bad luck that she's getting married or even married by now cause if not he would do anything to take her and keep her to himself but sadly she's married.

The man is so lost in her though when he suddenly hit something. He came out of his car and saw a girl laying on the ground, soon he realized that it was the girl from earlier.

After finding out that you've lost your memories Jungkook decided to pretend as your husband but after finding out that your memory lost is just temporary he started giving you medicine that can make your brain stop function making it hard for you to bring your memories back.

He's affair that you will leave him so he also started k'lling you relatives after finding out they're looking for you and he keeps their lifeless body on the room in his underground.

You walk down stairs after freshing up, you found your husband on the kitchen cooking while he's shirtless.

You came to hug him from the back making his startled but quickly return a bright smile, he will keep on lying till his last breath and you will be stuck with him as long as he's alive.

"I'll have a race later tonight do you wanna come?" He asked while turning his head on you.

"Of course I would, I'm your biggest supporter love!!" You said while h pulled you into a kiss.

#bts #bts fanfic #bts jungkook #bts smut #bts x reader #jungkook #jungkook imagine #jungkook x reader #jungkookff

[unabashednightmarepizza]

𝐻𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑌𝑜𝑢 | Morpheus( Dream) x Goddess!Reader

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"Medusa... You should stop..."

"Shut the hell up, woman, and let me find a way!"

Sighing at the way she was banging on the outer part of your prison, you shook your head at her stubborness but couldn't help the flutter of your heart at how she was casting spells to set you free, or at least make it weak enough for you to get away, but Desire and that nightmare made sure nothing and no one would set you free.

She huffed in annoyance at what they had done to you, but she pitied you too... The last she remembers you, you were so strong that even Zeus and other gods had bowed in front of you, begged you to not kill them. You were merciless, strong, powerful enough to shake the whole universe yet...

You were treated like an animal... like a whore.

And she remembers your joyous, not so much for her, wedding. She could still remember the happy glint in your eyes and how content you were... What hurt her the most was the fact that the being that was blessed to have you seemed like he didn't even care about you, always looking somewhere else and maybe, you saw yet didn't comment on it or was just pretending to be happy but, the sad smile you wore haunted her more than she wanted to admit.

All in all, the one that she despised so much for having you, the one being that left a bitter taste on everyone's mouth wasn't even here to save his own wife.

"And where the hell is that husband of yours? Surely, he must know-" Medusa was cut off from pouring her venomous words when you spoke your next words lifelessly, shocking her and making her heart shatter at how severe this situation was.

"I don't know, fucking around somewhere else or something... probably..." you muttered weakly, not having enough power to talk or argue with your... ex-wife who was trying to save you, who wore a surprised look at how you seemed small behind that invisible wall, someone who used to always tease her and be playful all the time even in serious times.

She stopped what she was doing and just lowered her hands slowly, understanding the meaning and the pain behind your words. She looked you up and down, and bent down to see your eyes. The eyes that held many stars when she first met you at the beach of her home, the eyes that had an excitement not expected from a princess like you.

They were such beautiful days, she thought bitterly. You always achieved to make me feel strong, make me feel beautiful in your eyes. What did he do to destroy all that life you had? All the things you were, Y/N?

"Y/N... Please, look up... I need to see that you're still-"

"People think I'm not aware of my surroundings since I'm captured but the thing is, I've never been conscious of something that much... He is free, and didn't even come to look for me... You were right, Medusa... Happiness is something I don't deserve..."

Feeling the bitterness of her words, the ones she had yelled at you after what happened to her and broke your marriage, Medusa felt her eyes swell with tears and she slithered to where you were hanging and even if her hands wouldn't be able to touch yours, she layed her green and slightly clawed hand flat on the prison that held you. Calling out to you sternly, you were shocked to see that she was smiling with tears inside the eyes you complimented many times.

" What I said that day... Everything I blamed you for, wasn't your fault. It was only that asshole's for deceiving both you and me and I'm so sorry for realizing this after so long we... we..." she gulped hard and laughed humorlessly while wiping her tears.

"I will not give up on you, you hear me? Even if it takes ages, I will free you and we'll talk later... Your soul called out to me and I'll personally face off that supposedly husband of yours and... We will fix everything up, and mourn for our loss..."

The determined look on her face and how her lips pulled up to reveal her reassuring smile, you felt something stir in your chest. To see someone you thought that hated you, someone who you guessed moved on... here, trying everything to free you, to be with you when even the closest ones didn't come...

I should have never left that day... I was a coward and let something as beautiful as her slip away...

Badump...

"So, Queen of 9 Realms, the Goddess of Life and Creation... You better pull your shit up and get ready because when you get out, you will show everyone who you really are!" And the final grin she sent your way and the soft hissing of her snakes set a new flame inside you to fight even more, and to face the ones who betrayed you.

Your brother Hod, your friend Heimdall and... Your husband who didn't come to you even when you asked him to...

You would show him and everyone to why every being would never dare to hurt the Heart of Asgard and face with your wrath.

"How did you find me?"

Hod turned to look at where Johanna was speaking, only to see the same cloaked form in front of him after the human was able to get away from the Dream Lord. He wouldn't say it, but he was impressed at how quick she was on her feet.

"You were dreaming... And the pull I had with my wife lead me here..."

"Yes... The god who was possesing her body. Really, though, don't you feel weird by having a body but also not?"

Shrugging his shoulders, Hod leaned his back over the wall behind him while Morpheus was watching him with careful eyes and a distain only reserved for those who wronged him. "He has no regards to those close to him... He doesn't care about the consequences-"

"I don't remember if she asked you, Dream... And don't talk like you know everything about us." said Hod with a warning hiss while he was looking away from the window in Johanna's room. He felt, caged, like a bird trying and failing each time it wanted freedom. He realized that, with Johanna being rude and watching other humans do any kind of bad deeds, he was right on hating them.

Besides, Johanna was no different than them. She said she cared about those around her, that she wasn't like the others he had seen when she got away from Morpheus and entered her flat.

But he knew what she had done to Rachel, and even if it was to protect her... Little did she know, it all meant nothing.

But hoping that he was wrong for one, at that time, just a few hours ago, he only asked one simple question only for it to be not answered.

"Then why don't you free me?"

Though he understood that he was the one threatening her with killing her and other humans, but the spell didn't contain shackles and he would be just fine inside a circle, just... He just didn't want to remember the painful memories of his childhood.

The ones that included his father beating him and his sister always sticking up for him.

"Anyways, he came for the pouch so... You better give it, Johanna. He has a bad record of people who ended up in a certain place because they didn't do what he asked them."

Glancing between you two, Johanna just sighed and got up to look for it, after Morpheus promising her that the nightmare wouldn't be a problem, leaving both men with each other.

"What have you done to my wife? If there is someone who would know, it's you..."

Morpheus came closer to Hod, your body. Everything was the same with you, same eyes, same look, same nose, same slight freckles-a result of your powers-... It was just the soul that wasn't the same.

Hod gave a slight huff at his question, muttering inside his mind a as if I'd tell you, and just grinned wolfishly at him. "I don't know~"

"Don't you dare lie to me... You and I both know that you are in no shape to stand against me..."

"And? You are forgetting that you also are in no shape to hurt her body, it would bring pain on both of you... After all, when a soulmate is hurt, so is the other~"

Morpheus felt his blood boil at how careless he was, not even worrying about you when he always talked about you as if you were important to him. And by how his eyes were shining with mischief, he just knew that he had a finger on your disappearance.

Before he could have walked up to him, Johanna sticked her head out from the corner, telling them to chill and make Hod follow her to help with looking for the sand when the word "soulmate" peeked her interest.

"Wait, so soulmates are real?"

"Of course they are, though I don't which one is which humans... But the fact that an Endless even has one is a miracle." He scoffed at the look of bewildrement on her but she chose to continue the talk.

"Why though? I mean he is a being too, right? Isn't it normal?"

"It might have, if she wasn't a mortal..."

"What's that supposed to mean? She is a goddess therefore she is... immortal?"

Johanna exclaimed nervously, not understanding what it meant to both the Endless and the god before her.

On the other hand, Morpheus felt his blood run cold at what Hod said with a sad glint in his,your, eyes. He always knew that you were a mortal who just had a longer life than normal humans, and he always chose to believe that it was a blessing. A blessing to love you, meeting you and having kids with you, with all that happened on the way...

But maybe it wasn't as much of a blessing it was to you.

It was no secret that he had previous lovers before you, and he even had an ex-wife. It was all before you were born and reached maturity and as soon as he felt the bond between you two, when you were born, he already committed himself to you fully.

And he remembered the day vividly.

You were sleeping in your crib, letting out soft coos and giggles which brought a soft smile to his cold face and his icy eyes melted at the soft baby that was craddled with the softest silks. He never said it- Lucienne saw him once making grabby hands back at a baby in his realm who was doing the same to him, though he made her keep her mouth shut- but the sight of you, squirming and giggling in your dream made a pleasant feeling spread in his chest, feeling happy that you were happy. He knelt down beside your crib, caressing the soft yet short locks of your hair and the chubby cheeks that seemed so cute, he watched you grab his hand in your sleep which made him coo at your form as well.

Drifting his eyes away from you, he looked at all the lavishing things you had in your room, yet none was enough for you and the precious soul you had. He knew that you were his soulmate, something he thought he would never have, but now that the higher beings granted him, an Endless, with a soulmate to be one with, to rule and love, a great gift that had never been given to any Endless before, he knew he had to give you something that would show every being that you were protected by him all times so, with little to no hesitate, he took out the little ruby necklace he prepared by his hands, the one he crafted with all he had to offer.

Kissing your little forehead and getting up to attend his duties, he shushed your form that was now laying awake and looking into his stormy eyes with a curious tilt of your head. Chuckling at you and becoming one with the darkness, he uttered his final words to you before going back to his kingdom.

"Sleep well, Y/N... As long as I'm here, no harm shall ever come to you..."

"Wait, so... You two are not immortals?"

"Yep."

"And you can die?"

"Yes, happened a few times~"

Morpheus became aware of his surroundings again, after yet another memory resurfacing, and looked back at the stunned woman who was still digging around to find his pouch. But none of the things they were talking about mattered.

He needed to know... He needed to hear that what happened to his previous lovers didn't happen to you too.

"Hod... What did you mean by your sentence? About her... not being immortal..."

Deadpanning at him and how uncomfortable he looked, Hod just gave a flustered sigh and cocked his hip out in a judging way. "What did you think when you married my sister? That she would magically be immortal?"

"She was given the choice, if she wanted... She could and still be immortal..."

"Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't want to end whatever family drama you're having but... Why is it so important that she's not an immortal?"

Hod chuckled humorlessly at her question, tears slightly gathering at the corner of his eyes while he shook his head in disbeilef... Not because of Johanna, but how inconsiderate and stupid Morpheus was being by not understanding the meaning behind his words.

"Morpheus... Do you know why I did what I did? You know what I'm talking about, don't make me repeat them..."

Gulping down at the voice inside his mind, Morpheus didn't understand why he was being secretive by not talking out loud in front of the human female but decided to listen to him, knowing what he was talking about. All the hurt and hatred he brought onto humans with his arrival on the earth...

"I'll not explain everything to you, at least not right now, but please... I'm begging you to let me go... You don't know what you're ruining by letting her keep me. My sister is dying, and if you trully care about her... do it for her"

Morpheus felt his heart stop at the word "dying", and the desperation in Hod's voice, how a god like him begged to be let go... He, for the first time, didn't know what to do. He was a King and an Endless with many subjects wanting something from him, some he complied and some he refused. But never had he had to decide between what the dangers the universe might face with if he let go of Hod and what he might loose, his precious wife...

He knew Johanna wouldn't let go of him so easily, though the woman had a golden heart that was hidden by harsh attitude. But maybe, just maybe...

Hod, on the other hand, took his silence as yet another selfish act and scowled in anger. If that's what you want, if you wish to hurt my sister further more... Then, I shall destroy you with the painful truth...

"The reason why her being a mortal is important is, dear Johanna, because the Endless is not supposed to be with mortals. Dare they do it, the universe would destroy what that mortal holds dear, as if it was only their fault."

Feeling perplexed at how thight Hod was clenching his jaw, and how Morpheus balled his fist in a deadly aura, Johanna knew that she shouldn't be asking about anything more, even though she was curious to know more about you and your marriage.

Luckily for her, Hod didn't let her ask.

" Remember the other goddesses and humans you've been with... All of them had someone to care, Nada had her people, Calliope had her son and so on. And what's the outcome? Death, tragedy and a literal sun burning innocent people... She didn't have anyone she cared when you married her, she already had lost her people and her whole family. She didn't have anyone except herself to care for... And therefore, prepared her own end. But, she found a new one with you, thought you could be a family to her..."

"But he didn't do any of it and it resulted with her... disappeance..."

Hod gave a surpised look at Johanna who caught on what he was saying faster than anyone, not the one in the other hand of his anger.

He nodded his head at her solemnly and Johanna, even though she never met you, she heard about you and how kind of a princess you were from her grandmother. How you helped humanity in many way. She, for some reasons, felt the pain you must be in but it wasn't that she and you shared the same pain. It was more like her and Morpheus were on the same page, being the ones who inflicted that pain on their lovers.

But looking at him now, how he avoided the two pairs of eyes on him and clutched his hand between the other one, the way his brows and lips wobbled and the way he bit on them showed to her that he felt immense guilt at everything he did and did not do for you.

But of course, it didn't mean everything was good just because he was grovelling.

Knowing that it wasn't her place to comment on this, she opened her mouth to tell them that she knew where the pouch was, but Hod stepped closer to Morpheus who was standing aimlessly and Johanna didn't try to stop him for he had to let everything out to him.

"You killed her piece by piece every day, with every missed meal and every time you acted like she wasn't there. You made her believe that she was nothing but a simple object to stand next to you when you, as a man, as a husband were supposed to take care of her, love her for eternity... I may have a finger on her capture but all I did was to save her from your clutches, so that she wouldn't be one of your victims... but guess what? I was already too late..."

"And I promise you, Dream... If something happens to her, if she dies because of you... If I can't save her, I'll come for you next."

"I never would have thought you'd be such an asshole."

"Well, you know what they say: it takes a bitch to know a bitch..." Hod scowled at the astonished look she was giving him after he told everything to Morpheus, how you overused your powers to keep the Dreaming, Asgard and your children alive which resulted in you, dying at a fast rate.

"I may seem like the bad guy here, but the only way to save her was capturing her and putting her to Y/N's Sleep... But now, I don't know where she is and you'll help me in exchange of me not killing you."

Trying to close that topic for good, he nudged the woman beside him which earned a curious tilt from her. "What about you? It's obvious that the emo cat here has a bad history with love... So don't you have a special someone? Is that the someone who you gave the pouch?"

"I didn't give... I left it, alongside her..."

Raising a brow at how she looked ahead, trying to hide the pain her heart was in, Hod knew that whatever was her story was a complicated one but the story she gave, the one that included her staying for a few months and leaving si ce Rachel thought that they were something...

He didn't buy it.

"For one, It doesn't look like it didn't mean anything to you..."

"How would you know, oh so powerful Hod?"

" First, watch your tongue. Two, if it didn't mean anything, your heart wouldn't be in pain... I can feel it throb inside as if it has several glass shards, constantly cutting and bleeding everywhere... Why did you do it, knowing it will hurt?"

"Because it never ends well, does it?"

"Love shits? No, darling. They surely wouldn't and it seems three of us are losers at love..." chuckling humorlessly, Johanna saw the look of experience and the sad pull of the lips and made a note to herself to ask about it mlre since he seemed more... docile. Deciding to change the topic, since everyone became awkward, she turned to the god next to him.

"So where were you when all of these happened? Before she was as good as dead and everything went downhill I mean?"

"Where was I? Hmm, a good question indeed..."

"You are not going to tell us, right?"

"Nope..." Hod said cheerfully, earning a smack from the back of his head from Johanna. She had enough of him and his shit, even though it was funny to see Morpheus and him bicker like an old-married couple, if universe was in danger and the only way to save it was through you, it seemed that she had to open his skull and make him understand that he needed to trust them.

"Look, I understand your distain to humanity and Morpheus-"

"It's not just distain but if that's how you word it... meh."

"For once in your life! Listen to me! I don't know what exactly happened between them but if you put your hatred aside for a few seconds to really look into Morpheus, you would see that he changed and is feeling immense guilt what he had caused..."

Raising his head at the stern voice of the female who was defending him even though she didn't like him that much, Morpheus smiled slightly at how she was challenging a god, not being aware that he could kill her easily.

He was glad that someone had his back, but now, he understood how he broke your heart over the years and how there was a chance that you wouldn't take him back.

Did you think he left you? Or maybe, his disappearance caused his enemies to come after you? Did they hurt you? Or the children? Did you feel fear, whenever you were running? Or sadness at your failure and how he would react?

"Constantine, he's right... I never was the husband I was supposed to be. I never even looked at her once and there were times I wished she would go away so that I'd be free of the nagging she did but..."

Seeing Hod becoming even more angrier and how he clenched his jaw, Morpheus raised a hand to stop him and looked into your eyes while a tear slipped from his eye. And then another, and another...

"I never knew the God would accept what I said, and bring the worst kind of pain down on me... I know I can't make you believe, neither can I make it up to her but I'll not give up. And I'll win her heart aga-"

Hod was amazed at how his tears kept going even after he wiped them and how he turned his back to let out a shuddering breath while looking up to see the twinkling stars that reminded him of you. Frowning to himself, Hod couldn't help but think... A man, yet alone Morpheus, would never openly cry and weep for anyone... Maybe he really changed? Or is it a facade he wear-

Widening his eyes at the omnious aura the house they had come emiting, he bit his lips hard and turned to the duo waiting for him to say something. But apparently, something was about to go very wrong. Number 1 fact of the list of Why I Hate Humans, they always attract danger!

"Fine, I will tell you all about it but first... It's not ConstanTAYN, it's ConstanTEEN! The poor ancestor of hers spent his entire time correcting people! And two, you might wanna let me go again because there's a-HOLY SHIT IS THAT FENRIR!?"

Hod screamed in worry while gripping his hair in distress at seeing a huge black wolf poking from inside one of the apartments. And if it was was here... Hela wouldn't be so away.

But of course, Johanna had to stop him again.

Having enough of that binding spell, he used all of his powers into destroying the bond and snapped his fingers to free himself and stood before the woman who looked at him terrified.

"I wonder what you will do when you see Rachel... If you will defend him like you do now, or blame him for her downfall...Don't take me as a fool, just because I said I would talk. Now stay back..." said Hod darkly, earning a gasp from the woman in front of him, making her stagger back in shock at how he knew her relationship.

And even though it was a clear threat coming from him, Johanna had to get inside and see for herself that everything was fine...

Which wasn't, and a certain Queen of the Underworld was waiting for them to enter with a noncholant stare at the door.

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[hyugaruma]

Hi! Are matchups still open? If not, then it's totally okay.

If so, could I submit....myself? Haha

So... I'm Ryuu (not my real name tho). I'm 20. My zodiac is Virgo, my MBTI is INTP.

I'm a quiet person, an introvert, who likes to spend most of the time alone, writing, listening to music, drawing and watching movies. People say I'm sometimes cold, someone even told me they were hesitant to talk to me because I looked scary (🤷). I might look like that with my rbf but trust me, deep inside I'm not haha. When you get to know me, I'm kind and helpful. I'm a therapist and mom friend. I might have suicidal ideation, I have depression and anxiety (saying that not for a pity or smth like that). But I don't let it take a hold of me, I'm trying at least!

I'm a horse rider and an animal lover. I like baking while listening to music. I'm quite creative, I write and draw in my free time.

I love MOON, sunsets and night sky.

I might not show many emotions but when I care about someone, I'll show that by doing small things like asking how they are, or giving them something I made.

I hope that's enough.

Have a great day and amazing Christmas 🎄🎁🖤

Thanks for the req, and thanks sm for your patience :-)) happy late Christmas oop

I match you with… Odajima Yuken!

Yuken is not someone who is put off by any sort of rbf or initial “coldness.” He believes in getting to know someone before making impressions about them. He loves any kind of calming or relaxing activities (like fishing), so best believe he’ll constantly be dragging you out to gaze at the night sky with him. You might be the therapist or mom friend, but Yuken himself is pretty good at taking on those roles too when need be. Expect him to ask to see the things you write or draw (but he respects it if you say no). Also, Yuken’s love language that he likes to receive is acts of service, so he would love those small things you do for him. If you made him something, it would send him into orbit.

Alternate Matches: Mashii “Mercy” Takehiko, Kohaku

#high&low matchup

[31nightshade]

Steven Universe AU.

It was another gathering, another one of quackitys party's to stay loved by the public and him forgotten, not that he minds much tho, he's uses to it. 

Okay almost ready, he grabs his mask and heads off. He walks down the dim hallways of stone and marble, being lit up by torches, listening to the clacking of his shoes. It felt so lonely he felt so lonely right now. His best friend (chush) is off taking care of his duty as a pearl. Missa walks into the great hall almost as soon as he walks through the door he's overwhelmed by the amount of people.

He takes a breath in and out. 'we can do this missa.' He weaved himself around the people he almost got lost until he saw roier his sweet, strong, overprotective younger brother talking to his purl cellbit. Roier spots him and calls him over " MISSA OVER HERE!!" missa walks over and greets them. "buenas tardes como has estado hermanito y cellbit." ( good afternoon, how are you little brother, and cellbit.) Roier awkwardly Chuckles. " Come on man, no need to be so proper, we are here to have fun." Cellbit is a lot calmer but nevertheless enthusiastic. " Yeah! Man, relax, Phil should be showing up soon." Roier and cellbit share a look as missa's face becomes flushed At The Mention of his purl. Not a second later he feels a tap on the back of his shoulder. " Hi mate, you good, you seem a little tense." Missa turns around to face the other. Phils eyes follow, like a bird looking for prey, yet with the kindest smile on his face.

"Yes! I am good no worries!!,es que hay tanta gente, y ¡uh!-'' phil presses a finger up to Missa lips, missa can feel his face get more red. " It's okay mate, no need to explain to me right?." Phil gives him the most goofy smile that Missa has a hard time keeping himself composed, and not bursting out into loud laughter. Not wanting anyone to pay  attention to him.

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Phil spots roier and greets him formily, then slaps cellbits back so hard he almost falls but roier catches him. Phil cackles his ass off at the site, cellbit nudges him back but not as hard as phil because he is his Superior.

"That hurt man ow!, any ways how has it been going?" Phil shrugs his shoulders. "Not much other than making sure everything is in line, you know my job." Phil rolls his eyes. He doesn't care much for his job. Having to Listen to Diamonds that he's not even the pearl of!!, doesn't really appeal to him. But nonetheless he'll still follow through. Roier and Cellbet  almost gave him a look of pity, he shut that down pretty quickly. " But when I don't have to do that, I hang out with missa."  Phil smiles.

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Hearing his name missa Tunes back into the conversation. He looks at Phil and he gives missa a thumbs up. Missa smiles nervously looking for Qackity and Max but they're nowhere to be seen. " roier, where are our siblings." Roier turns to look for himself; he can't seem to spot them either."Uum I don't know." "Oh I can go find them!" Missa turns to go look." No you're not you are going to stay here." Roier grabs him by the shoulder, stopping him . " Roier I can go find them just fine on my own!"Missa I said NO. You will follow my order now stay here."  Roier's tone was cold, didn't get this serious often, it scares Missa a bit even though he knows his little brother would never hurt him he still stayed in place wanting to avoid a scene. 

"....ok" not raising his voice above a whisper.

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Phil watches the scene go down, unable to intervene in the matters of his superiors. He felt so angry he understands Roier's protectiveness over Missa after  what happened.... but did he have to be so cold about it, Missa has done nothing to deserve this. So instead of interfering he places a hand on Missa's shoulder. "I can go with him if that makes you feel better about him going?" He will just have to take control of the scene.

#pissa

[justaredheadf1fan]

And the boys are Bak-u! (don't kill me for this one)

Masterlist

I had to make the obvious joke everyone has made in the last few days 😙 I wouldn't have been happy otherwise hehehe

Before getting into it, I wanted to share my absolute obsession after Barcelona, I've been searching for the cheapest race to go to besides Barcelona like a woman possessed; how much are tickets for Monaco and Bakú my beloveds, the Grand Stand tickets for Barcelona because we are a couple of ladies and have decided that next next we'll rock it better, and so on like I need something to quench my thirst, but with Formula 1. Does that even make sense at all? Who cares, because I clearly DON'T.

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Well, today started the first weekend I'll be missing F1 live, and I can't handle it. I was supposed to be free today so I was bound to watch FP1 and FP2 (since I'll have Fridays free every week, while I'll have to work through the weekends from now on), but had to cover for someone and leave my free day for a better time in July. While working, I could hear someone blasting FP1 across the street and I saw a couple of Ferrari fans on my way to work, so I was just craving the possibility of watching it properly, honestly.

I'm currently watching the press rounds where Lewis and Seb are on opposite sites of their group. Pity we don't get to see them together much these days 🥲 Good thing they still (obviously) keep serving cunt, which I love to see everytime. After Ben Sulayem's words a few days ago especially, I'm happy to see that they keep not giving a shit about the FIA's stupidity. Kings 👑

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I'm now starting with FP1 while I think about dinner (because why would I just have dinner when I can just do nothing?) and my poor Mick had to retire already because of a water leak apparently. My poor baby, at least now they can't be mad at him 😅

There's one thing I still can't wrap my head around, how the fuck is it possible that the porpoising hasn't been dealt with already? Drivers have been complaining about it since day 1 and it's still going on. FIA what the fuck! Do this people really care that little about this guys' lives? Jesus fucking Christ, it's crazy seeing them bouncing so horribly all the time, and this is already the 8th race. They need a solution, they're gonna have permanent damage otherwise, I'm afraid.

The only upside to this is seeing hilarious comments like the one Gasly made. Maybe it's just my dirty mind at work but I just couldn't hold my laughter at work when I read it. I love you Pierre, you're amazing 😂

For what I've always heard about Baku so far, taking into account I haven't seen a race in this track due to my F1 hiatus, this is looking pretty uneventful so far, right? At least in FP1, maybe FP2 changes my mind a bit but, besides the tremendous porpoising and Verstappen still having DRS problems, there's nothing interesting going on after 59 minutes. Or maybe that's because I was expecting absolute chaos 🤷🏻‍♀️ So, now preparing dinner sounds about right!

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I've started FP2 while I eat something and boy that plastic bag might just be the surprise I needed for this practice session after all 😂

I have to say that this track looks pretty awesome, it seems to have everything and appears to be very interesting on its own. Maybe the nicest street circuit on the calendar right now. It's a shame I'll have to watch the race right after I finish work on Sunday (the perks of not working remotely anymore 🤧)

Leclerc going off track is giving me whiplash at this rate, every Friday he goes off track or he spins somewhere at some point and I want to kill him 😂 And half the drivers have gone off track on the same corner by now, where most of them have had to back up before getting back on track, and I can't imagine how scary that must be with how big the cars are and how little they must see when doing it. It gave me a chance to see the Aston Martin more closely tho, when Stroll went bye-bye, and I still think the AM is the sexiest car this year. What a beauty.

Nothing eventful really for today. Which might be a good thing after last week. Tomorrow I'll watch FP3 and Quali much like today, just after I get back after work. I'll suffer through my 8 hours until I can launch myself onto my bed with the laptop in front of me.

Peace out until tomorrow!

#f1 #formula 1 #mercedes amg f1 #scuderia ferrari #aston martin racing #haas f1 team #mclaren f1 racing #alfa romeo racing #alpine f1 team #scuderia alpha tauri #williams racing #sir lewis hamilton #George Russell #Charles Leclerc #Carlos saint jr #sebastian vettel #lance stroll #mick schumacher #kevin Magnussen #daniel ricciardo #lando norris #zhou guanyu #valtteri bottas #esteban ocon #fernando Alonso #pierre gasly #yuki tsunoda #alex albon #nicholas latifi #azerbaijan gp 2022

[soft-deceitful-wiles]

IMPORTANT PSA FOR MY LOVELY FOLLOWERS

Doubt anyones gonna read but whatever...

so, since now its a pretty strong possibility ive lost my oldest and only remaining irl friend (my bff since we where 14 to be exact, we are 30, living prrtty far but relationship hasnt changed in 11 years mostly apart) or at the very least ive damaged our relationship INCREDIBLY

and all because of her ashole, conceited, full of himself boyfriend that i can't stand, accusing me of something i didnt do without even considering any other possibility (cause fuck presumption of inocense apparently?)

and her trying to pacify the situation, and by doing so basically putting herself on his side, and this knowing full well my current mental health state (mandated medical leave due to extreme depression, eating dissorder, high stress levels and extreme anxiety, being heavily medicated) and she's defending/excusing his behaviour after his selfish actions/words about some UNIMPORTANT BULLSHIT (this is all... Prepare yourself... About a piece of costume, a vest, i borrowed from him like 5/6 years ago AT LEAST to make patters out of and he thinks i still have it but i can't find it and im pretty sure i give it back... But he says no cause he can't find it... So its only possible I lost it... He's God's perfect creation an could NEVER have made such a mistake...

And i was already looking into btw even tho hes not my friend and i HATE HIM, cause my BFF already had asked me, but he felt the need to push me AGAIN last night AT 1AM (very polite, writing someone you dont talk to in the middle of the night without kmowing if youll wake them...) insisting about it and making me feel even more guily when he has NO BUSINESS talking to me... We are NOT FRIENS...

he gave me a panic attack last night, barely slept and I've had to overmedicate today to stop from loosing my shit altogether...

Which has never happened like this before...

I right now currently have exactly 0 percent to loose, thanks, you son of a fucking turd pile that thinks himself the best most specialest boy ever...

So, i have more than 600 posts on queue (more people should use it tbh), set to 50 a day, so you will keep seeing me for a while, is just not "me, me".

I'll probably be gone after today. Don't know if ill be coming back this time... dont think so tho

Not that anyone here fucking cares 😂 i just thought it polite so say.

The few notes i usually get (if ANY) on my own posts are pity likes from mutuals 😂 (and even those are appreciated, guys❤️)

But hey, dont say i went without saying goodbye!

You wont notice my absence (like the few days i suddenly stopped posting this past week, and i didnt even had the queue), but ill sure miss seeing you in my dash. Wish i could have tall to you more ❤️

TLDR: my life is shit, i had little, now i dont even had the only good constant in my life since before my mom died (i was 14) who is my bff. Its all asshole boyfriend of bff. Can't do anything cause i love her too much to cause her any pain, so i cant escalate and fuck him up as soon as i seen him like id love to...

So im giving up, starting by abandoning this hellsite (beloved) and abandoning myself to ALL the drugs (legal or not) that i can get my hands on that make me numb until hopefully i get to die all chill during the high of my life... Here's hoping🤞

#bye and all that #maybe a miracle will happen and the pills start working again #but my life never gets better #only worse #so hope is just a word to me #a concept invented for the naive #not trying to offend #i wish i could believe in it #So i wouldnt have to numb myself like this #anyways lets try betting #i say this gets 0 NOTES #perfect send off #very on brand #im so relaxed i thunk in gonna bed

[kingkangyohan]

Hi, it was me who asked how you feel about the ending of Yumi's cells 2. For me, the ending was good. I get that Jinyoung/Babi fans are disappointed and mad. I'm also a Jinyoung fan. But for me, the ending was good. I was already aware that they are not going to be the endgame. Maybe that was a reason why I didn't expect them to be together. And Yumi said, that Babi wasn't the reason for their final breakup. It was because she knew that she doesn't have feelings. So the breakup was the best thing in my opinion. Let's say, what if Yumi pretended to be having feelings or being happy saying that it's for the sake of their relationship? I don't think that's good at all. It will hurt both of them. In my opinion, if you think you can't continue your relationship, you have to let go of it. Babi let go of Yumi. Which is good in my opinion. I know it must have been heartbreaking for him. But at least, it's better than being in a relationship without love and communication. I love how Yumi's cell village admired Babi for being Yumi's supporter especially for her writing dream. It's something we can't deny. Babi was nothing but a supportive, caring lover.

I just heard that Babi marries Daeun in the webtoon. But I think it's good that he didn't get together with Daeun here. Because people already called him a cheater. So this ending is perfect for him.

The only thing I'm kind of disappointed about this series is, we didn't get to know Babi's cells that much. But anyway, I do like the ending a lot. And Sunrook appeared (tho his image was blurry 😂) I'm excited for the next season.

I'm going to be honest here. I watched Yumi's cells s1 & s2 only for Jinyoung at first. But then I started to fall in love with the whole story. It was really really good. I love Yumi a lot as well. I can't say I like Woong. Not because he was Yumi's ex or he always looked down on Babi. I read the webtoon and I didn't like Woong at all. His personality somehow made me uncomfortable. But anyways, He meets a good girl in webtoon. So I wish him all the best.

Me, who started for Jinyoung fell in love with Yumi and her cell village and now gonna watch s3 if they're going to release it. I can't wait to see Yumi's growth more 😭

Hello Anon,

sorry for not replying straight away - but please know your opinions are VERY welcome here.

I agree with you in many aspects.

The show did Babi wrong not showing his cells. Which is a pity, especially because 1. we did see a lot of Wung's cells even in this season, 2. I really enjoyed any time spent in Babi's village. I was promised maracas, and didn't get many much of those! But I am so glad he doesn't end up with Da Eun that I can forgive things.

Also, we still don't know when he fell in love with Yumi! I mean, we can understand the clues, but nothing clear about it.

The show did dirty on one main thing thou. I am absolutely fine with Yumi breaking the engagement (despite being utterly SCIENCE FICTION not loving Babi, but okay), but she knew she didn't love him for a long time. Babi felt something was off and the all hospital drama happened, but Yumi didn't take her responsibilities then and there. Babi proposed because she told him she thought HE was the one not sure, and for Babi marriage was the one option to make it clear for Yumi that he loves her and doesn't have any regrets. But why, Yumi is not perfect. And the show didn't try to blame Babi either so, I am kinda fine. Where I am less fine is that they showed us their happiness and Yumi meeting with Babi's dad - just to throw off us all away again. I really like Yumi's Cell 1 because nothing really happened plot wise. The second part of the second season was this constant swing between good old Yumi's Cells and DRAMA. And it was possibly too much for me.

Do I want a third season? No. I liked the finale as it is. Also, for what I know, they have used all the good bits from the Sunrook's story line and give them to Wung and Babi. Would I watch a third season if they make one anyway? of course, but Wu Gi must return!

#thank you anon #you are always welcome in my inbox #remma #yumi's cells #yumi's cells 2

[princemick-archive]

One anon (not me) said: "I’m confused bc the one without coloring looks more real to me??"

You answered that you didn't understand what they meant with question marks, as if you were asking for a clarification, so I tried to give a possible explanation (aka without coloring they are more natural/with coloring they seem fake, too altered)

I was as neutral as I could be, simply explaining what the issue might have been, but you proceded to throw a tantrum so that your friends could throw you a pity party and give you validation 🙄

If you can't handle explanations or criticism then don't ask for clarifications?

uh, I did actually ask for a clarification and thought you were the anon itself that's why I was confused/annoyed by it because the sequence of events didn't make sense to me?

it wasn't clear at all that your ask might've been a suggestion from someone as to why someone else might have thought that? if I did know that it was an idea why the original anon might have send that I would've been far less confused/annoyed.

even then, how did I ask my friends to defend? me they did that themselves I'm not gonna tell them not to because what they said was right imo?

calling it a 'tantrum' and a 'pity party' might be a bit much when gifmakers actually do get underappreciated as hell to begin with. so maybe overreactions or just normal reactions were expected and justified.

and also the way you worded that ask seemed very negative so I understand that some of my friends and myself seemed to have read it as that? all I personally said was 'aight....good for you?' nothing attacking to you or pitying to myself so I genuinely dont know how you came to the conclusion that im pitying myself here??

anyway this is literally such an unnecessary topic I don't care if someone doesn't like my gifs, I do care that people understand how much goes into giffing.

anyway, thank you for clarifying the situation tho I was very confused by it all but this ask does come off very mean which idk if that was ur intention.

if my response comes of as mean sorry I have to leave for work so im typing this our quickly not my intention at all!!!

#kyle.answers #anon #issa weird situation nonnie but uh yeah #long post #i guess #im confused by this whole situation tbh

[anotheremptyhumanmask]

This is my home too, you know. I've been feeling like an outsider since when I got here in middle school, but still, my life is here (for now) and I intend to live it.

This means that I am entitled to keep going out here just as much as you can, with whoever I want to hang out with. Expecially if I want them to meet and spend time with my friends. Cause they're my friends too, even if you got to meet them first (thought this was a stupid thing to say, but apparently necessary).

Maybe I don't have that many friends anymore tho, because people that are ready to judge my every move based on my ex's point of view, I can't consider to be that close. Can I blame them? Yes, a little. In their defense it's just empathy I guess. I'm always fine, light, having a good time, smiling, while you're out there licking your wounds in public, implicitly asking them to choose, so naturally everyone feels sorry for you.

Can't blame you either tho, can I? Can't be mad at someone for feeling things their way, for leaning on friends to get better. So who's left to take it out on?

I can only blame myself, for caring that much about the critics I get, for getting mad at you just because you're not able to handle this situation like a grown man, for being with you in the first place and even more for the second time around, knowing what was expecting me.

I am so fucking angry at myself for letting this nonsense fuckery change my mood when I should be able just not to give a fuck. For spending my energy in hating you when I have people to love and get good vibes from.

So since I'm already the bad one, the crazy one, the slut one, I'll go on and get some more rotting thoughts out of my mind. Meglio fuori che dentro, giusto?

You won, totally won. You can have the place, the people, the town, the empathy and most of all, you've had what you want most, my attention. In some way I've been thinking about you every day since we broke up, but I don't think you'd like to know the nature of these thoughts.

I wish I could completely disassociate from you, I want to run away as soon and as far as I can out of this town just so I don't have to see your self-pitying victimistic sad face anymore.

I've had people using me, treating me like shit, hurting me, you didn't do any of the above, but still you managed to make the relationship with you the only one I truly regret having.

I just don't understand what's the logic in this, because if YOU are hurt by seeing me getting on with my life, my solution would be for YOU to look elsewhere, certainly not for ME TO HIDE. As if I had to wait and check that you're ok with it before starting to be happy again, but darling I don't owe you anything, not even kindness, not anymore.

Truth is your friends can discuss about my choices as long as they want, but I am happy with my life and the people that are still in it, I'll keep doing whatever I please and day after day I'll care a little less about what people think of me, if it's because of you.

I am a whole person, not something you had.

P.S. I blocked you so that I can write out all of my feelings without hurting you, if you read this anyway it is just your obsessive fucking fault, so don't even try coming at me.

#aehm

[sk3tch404]

OK SO, I ended up getting Crystal nightmare on the memory sphere with the 10 free spheres which is good! Secondly I am not maining BQ she’s too hard 😀 yes I gave up that easily like always 😭 anyways I think I’m becoming a priestess main 😻😻 yes I will annoy the hunters forever 💪🏻💀 lastly I think I might skip the second Genshin banners because like… I kinda want Yoimiya bcs there’s been leaks that she’ll be with the sumeru archon and I’ll probably just wish for the archon on her rerun, yes I did forget her name DONT come at me 😢☹️ anyways Yoimiya is coming home im guaranteed 😻😻 the one think Keqing was good for 😾/j I know Yoimiya isn’t meta but she’s so pretty and looks so fun 😍😍 so Albedo your pretty but your game version is ugly they did his hair wrong 😾😾😔 he is so pretty in his art version tho 😭😭 and he is really only a good support so 😀 - gambling addict ☁️

Your luck is so good what 😭 but congrats on the acc! And yeah no I tried learning Mary and I just quit too so 😇

I also like playing Priestess, but I don't really have. A lot of experience with her.

I'm skipping Nahida/Lesser Lord Kusanali and Yoimiya. I think Yoimiya had a banner a patch before 3.0 so 😃 but good luck on your wishing! Tbh I don't care if ppl pull for Nahida, I just hate her design and the lack of rep she gives to southern asian people. But she is a kind god and a decent character ^^ if only Mihoyo gave two fucks bc the ppl they were exploiting

I heard they made Nahida super meta because they heard everyone was gonna skip her (AND I STILL AM. I GOT CYNO AND IM GONNA TRY TARTAGLIA EVEN THOUGH I PROBABLY WILL LOSE THE 50/50 AGAIN) And yes, losing the 50/50 to Keqing just means soft pity next time 😭

WE NEED TO TALK ABT ALBEDOS DESIGN IN THE GAME. HE'S BEAUTIFUL BUT IN GAME HE ALSO LOOKS A LITTLE WONKY??? IDK MAYBE BC OF HIS COAT OR THE FACT IVE SEEN ONE SERIOUSLY MAIN HIM 💀 but yeah I heard he's an alright geo support

#cloud anon #bro i got cyno at like 60 wishes after losing ganyu to keqing #I hope tartaglia treats me better 😢 #ITS OKAY THOUGH #I STILL GOT GENERAL DOG HOOD BOY #I LOVE HIM SM #BUT I GOTTA PUT BEIDOU FIRST BECAUSE #IVE BEEN PLAYING HER SINCE DAY 1 YO

[latimeria-fell-from-heaven]

I have a feeling that Timeskip Jeremy would have a breeding kink and wouldn't mind sharing you with Roxana, tho he can be possessive since you are one of the few people he cares about. btw i'm talking about how to protect the female lead's brother- also most of the characters in the manhwa are so fine and for what 😩

hi hi anon!

so disclaimer, even though i have read the manhwa and am getting started on the light novel, i actually have no idea how old timeskip! jeremy actually is. according to others and the wiki, before the time skip, roxana is around 16 years old, but after the time skip, she is around 19 to 20, and since jeremy is her younger brother, he could be around 18 after this time skip, but i'm honestly not too sure myself,, i do hope that he's not a minor bc..yeah no,,

timeskip roxana tho, is fair game, step on me queen.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤslight nsfw & dark content below!

when roxana sets those burning crimson eyes of hers onto your pitiful body, she feels nothing but a sort of pity.

her cheerful little brother jeremy had taken a sort of liking to you, and saw fit to just take you. even after all those years, he still had not learned to not make a ruckus it seemed. but no matter, he'd taken care of the ones who tried to search for you, and it seemed that he'd joyfully told you such horrible news, seeing as how you always gave him such a hateful glare that conveyed your despair and utter hate.

roxana can see the bites and hickies that litter your collarbone and neck, evidence of jeremy's touch and embrace against you, though she's just sure that he hasn't gone all the way. no, you seem like the type to fight back, even if your body has been broken into little bloody pieces. and jeremy had childishly complained of your defiant resistance, and that he was getting rather impatient. he was being nice, wasn't he?

" poor thing, it hurts, doesn't it?"

you don't squirm against roxana's touch when she cups your chin and makes you look at her. even though your body is all patched up, your eyes look nearly dead, the bright light losing its luster. you look tired, you look like utter hell. but there's still a small fire in you, your defiance and will somehow there.

" there there, i won't hurt you." jeremy had let her have a bit of you, likely just bored and wanting to give his sister some form of entertainment. but knowing his possessive nature, it wouldn't be long before he tightens his hold on you. who knows, perhaps you'd shown him some kind of simple kindness or "love." this damned family was such a loveless one after all, and a cruel one at that.

" just focus on me for now. nothing else, alright?"

you narrow your eyes, clearly having defiance against her, even with her soothing voice filling your senses. but what can you do?

roxana smiles her charming yet deceitful smile, and grips your chin harder. this would prove to be very amusing indeed.

#lati speaks #tw yandere #roxana agriche x reader #manhwa x reader

[the-cosmic-gentle-giant]

Astrology Notes: Followers Choice

Hi my peoples, so as you all know I asked some of you what placements or aspects you would want to see in a post and now time has come to deliver on that promise. This took quite a bit of research and I gently want to remind you that I am not an expert, but regardless please enjoy.

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When I tell you I got jealous researching Composite Moon Conjunct Jupiter, you better believe I would give this couple the finger irl (as a coping mechanism for my jealous ass). Not only do you guys enjoy spending time with each other,but you two genuinely like each other thanks to an emotional bond. You feel better emotionally when together and feel the happiest in this relationship. Your basically each others feel good person. However you should be careful not to invest so much into this relationship that you neglect your responsibilities and other meaningful relationships. Just couple goals over all.

Psyche Conjunct MC is a really interesting aspect as it could mean entrance to the self and understanding of your soul and mind through your career path, goals, achievements and reputation. This realization could happen around the time of young adulthood or late teens. It's almost as if you see the the understanding of yourself as indistinguishable from your reputation and what success and status you achieve in your career and social circles.

Neptune Opposite Lilith...there is a lot to unpack here. First of you might have difficulty connecting to your emotions and as a result it could feel like you have this raging fire deep within you that needs to be suppressed as it might consume you and you do so by turning to escapism. You are torn between wanting to be independent and wanting to feel needed which creates an intense need for intimacy. You should be careful as not to continue believing you have love in places reality as proven to you that there is none. You could experience bouts of self pity because you feel emotionally misunderstood or neglected. By accepting your emotions and allowing yourself to be vulnerable you can accept yourself and open yourself up to healing and a powerful transformation.

Ascendant Quincunx Chiron could struggle to accept the limitations their inner wounds have on their appearance, attitude and identity in general. You try to put up a facade to hide and dent your past wounds, but others will easily see this. It's possible that you feel ashamed for being vulnerable and believe you shouldn't show the cracks in your walls. You just want a sense of normalcy and to gain that you would rather have everyone believe things are fine when you are in fact, obviously wounded.

Lilith in the 11th House: With this placement you feel like an outsider, unwanted and unaccepted. You have faced rejection from groups and feel like you just don't fit in. You might even feel ashamed that you fail to fit in with the crowd even tho you desperately want to. However you should know that this is not your fault, but that of the very groups you try to be a part of. They fear your gifts, they are unsettled that you think and behave differently from what society has teached. Embrace you difference and in doing so you will learn to accept yourself and your position in the masses. Don't look elsewhere for acceptance, it will come when you stand in your own power.

Venus in Libra degrees (7°,19°) in my opinion would sort of amplify the effects of Venus as Libra is ruled by her. These degrees would bring Libra traits into the way you give and receive love. This means you could value loyalty and an equal amount of give and take in a relationship. Traits that you display or attract in love could be as follows: grace, sensuality, seduction, romanticism, harmony, balance, vanity, materialism and shallowness. Additionally you could be excessively needy and have unrealistic, almost idealistic expectations in love. I however view this as a minor influence and you should focus on the entirety of your Venus influences to get a bigger picture of that influence.

As a side note, I think you all should go take a look at @saintzjenx posts on degree theory and even her Lilith posts since she is pretty much an expert here 🙈🙈. I low-key think she might even be Lilith herself at this point.🙈

Moon Trine Lilith is such a powerful aspect. You are hell-bent on getting what you want as your desires are fueled by your emotions and instincts. You naturally listen to your intuition and follow it wherever it takes you. You are unapologetic about showing your vulnerability, sensitive sides, emotions and intuitive desires, even if taboo, and could be a real rebel in doing so. As a result the people in your life will see you as a symbol of strength and you won't hesitate to show said strength.

Sun Conjunct Pluto, light and dark collide with this aspect. And the result? An intensity on par with that of Scorpio Rising and Pluto in 1st. You could wield great power over others or be subject to power greater than your own. Your stong drive and ambition, your intense willpower is sure to leave a mark in the lives of the people touched by it, whether it be amazement or intimidation. You are naturally more attuned to the darker areas of life, unfazed by it. This along with your mysterious, darker presence and love of privacy could have people become suspicious of you and you might even face false accusations from others in your lifetime.

Lilith in the 11th House Synastry immediately made me think of a rebel and activist relationship. When you two direct your energies towards a cause the two could really compliment each other in that regard. On the flip side tho, the Lilith person wants freedom, independence and is always putting themselves first whereas the House person is continuously involved with the community which could give rise to conflicts in the relationship. Both would be extremely open to indulging and exploring the others sexual fantasies and desires, thus spicy time is always fun, exciting and exhilarating. Bluntly put, the sex is bomb and that's about it. A real fwb placement.

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This was very research intense so I hope I was able to deliver. To the followers that asked for this, I love you and thank you so much for trusting me to handle these. Let me know what you think and if I could do better. Love y'all my peoples.

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[tamabbyboi]

hi!! i was wondering if you could write a oneshot set after bakugou wins the festival? (i can’t remember what it’s called don’t judge me XD) where he’s tied up and stuff?

yeah if after it’s over Y/n helps him out and comforts him (even thou he probably doesn’t want it he’ll need it) and while they don’t talk much he suddenly has a soft spot for them - so like, some soft baku comfort please??? uwu THANK YOU OF YOU DOO!!!!

A/N: OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS IDEA DNEMNRKEE. ALSO I AM SO SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I HAVEN'T HAD A FREE DAY IN LIKE 3 MONTHS thank u for requesting tho🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Unchained

Synopsis: After winning the sports festival and being tied to the podium, you observe that Bakugou could use a little support.

Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x reader

Request: yes!!

Wordcount: 1.1k

Warnings: cursing

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Okay, what the fuck?!?!?

Was your first thought when you saw Bakugou chained up on the podium.

Is that a muzzle? What the fuck do they think he's going to do, bite someone? I mean yeah, he has anger issues and a powerful quirk but couldn't they have thought of something a little more... humane?

You and Bakugou certainly weren't friends, but it isn't like you didn't get along, either. You didn't really talk much and it was kind of nice being one of the only people the class's resident explosive didn't have a huge problem with.

Despite not knowing him well, you were still pissed that he was literally chained up like a wild animal. He was obviously in a state of distress and the last thing he needed in that moment was to be displayed like that. He may have been majorly overreacting to the situation, as he always does, but that's still not an excuse.

You knew he needed some help calming down or he never would. He was angrily yelling at All Might about not rightfully earning first place. You excused yourself and went down to where the podiums sank back underground to attempt to tame the feral pomeranian.

As you headed down under the stadium you could still hear him yelling, the sound getting louder as you got closer. Todoroki and Tokoyami had already left, not needing to be unchained, and the poor, shaking employee assigned to the job of unleashing the beast was staring at him in fear.

You reached the employee and gently took the key to the chains from their trembling hands. You gave the poor thing a warm smile, "I've got him, you can go."

It seemed for a split second as if they were going to protest but they instead chose life, quickly thanking you before scurrying away.

Bakugou stared at you in uncharacteristic silence, having ceased his yelling. He was glaring at you with a scowl.

"What the fuck do want you stupid extra? Did you come to make fun of me or some shit?"

You began loosening his restraints as you sighed. "No. I just thought it would be best if you had someone here who wasn't trembling in fear."

"What's it to you if people are scared of me, huh? What if I want them to be, did you ever think about that?" You could tell in the way he shifted his gaze that he was just trying to seem tough.

"You obviously don't want everyone to be scared of you, I can see it in your face."

"You didn't answer my first question idiot." He grabbed the chains once you had them untied enough for him to continue himself. "I don't need your pity."

"I don't pity you, Bakugou, I care about you." He looked startled as he briefly paused his movement. He was surprised you were even still there waiting after unlocking the chains, let alone that you cared about him.

His lack of response caused you to continue, "Be honest with me, are you ok?"

"Tch, why wouldn't I be? I'm just fine."

"No you aren't."

"Yes I am."

"No you are-"

"THAT ICYHOT BASTARD DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ME ALL THAT HE'S GOT."

"There it is!"

You listen to him intently as he vents about the match. Every time he looked at you and you were still there he seemed just a little surprised, as if he didn't think anyone would actually stay this long.

Once he had calmed down enough his words came to an abrupt stop and he froze, staring into your eyes with a faint blush forming on his cheeks. After a few seconds of silence his expression morphed into a confused one.

"Why are you still here, extra? None of this has anything to do with you, so why do you want to listen to it so bad?"

"Because you deserve to have someone listen to you. And it was pretty clear that no one down here was willing to do that if they responded by chaining you up instead."

The expression on his face once again morphed, this time into one of embarrassment as he looked away from you and his blush grew brighter.

"See, doesn't it feel better after you talk about it?" You inquired, Bakugou still refusing to look at you.

He sighed a bit before turning his gaze slightly, and upon seeing that yours was still fixed upon him he quickly looked away again. His cheeks were still getting redder, and in his mind was a whirlwind of emotions. Lingering anger from the events of the day, relief that he could get all of that off of his chest, and a sudden rush of affection for the person standing in front of him.

"Yeah. It does." His voice was uncharacteristically small. He chose to finally look at you, staring into your softly smiling eyes once more. "Thank you." His voice was even smaller as he expressed his gratitude.

Your smile grew as you replied, "You're welcome, Bakugou. You can talk to me anytime you need to."

The warm, comforting energy that emanated from you caught Bakugou off guard, it wasn't something that he often experienced. Normally when faced with an offer like that he would brush it off and never make any further action. But he decided that this time he'd accept.

As the two of you walked back to the school in a comfortable silence, Bakugou reflected on the occurrences of that day. He realized that if it weren't for you, he would have bottled up that emotion and never set it free. He was incredibly grateful for you and your presence, and felt the urge to thank you again, however out of character that would be.

He held his tongue though, and decided to save his words of gratitude for the next time you two spoke like this. He found himself wishing to spend much more time with you.

He was drawn to you like he never had been before. You were never really too on his radar, of course you were powerful enough for him to keep tabs on you but you never caused any conflict with him so he never had any other feelings surrounding you.

But he could feel that that was about to change, and he didn't know whether he liked that fact or not. He wasn't aware at the time, but he would end up loving it.

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[cheetee]

this is literally so self indulgent and im a bit x: abt sending this but. very loose prompt: you mentioned a while ago that julieta could basically make hrt candy if someone needed it. maybe something with that? ive had this vague idea in my mind for a while now that like. julieta tries to help someone but they cant quite name what the problem is (whether bc they havent realised or bc theyre afraid of admitting it), and by chance bruno sees said person in a vision, but transiting and much happier, and the madrigals band together to help them.

altho i admit this isnt much of a story prompt as much as it is various headcanons self indulgent in a pile together haha

hope you get some good prompts tho!!

-♏ anon

Don't be embarassed, that's very sweet!!! I wasn't actually going to do any of these prompts today, but I really liked this, and I felt like it might mean something to somebody. Also, @wanderingstoryteller22 sent me this prompt earlier:

And it also falls into the remit of this story. This is a weird little story and with a very different feel to it... I claim not to be hugely into "You, the reader, are a character in the story" stuff, but I want THIS reader to be you. If you want it to be you. Because if you've ever wanted two fictional characters to validate your identity, then you deserve to have and live that as best you can. And if you want Julieta to trans your gender, you DESERVE to have Julieta trans your gender.

I didn't exactly follow the prompt as you laid it out (sorry!), but I hope you enjoy anyway.

Boccadillo (Or: What's in a Name?)

Mamá has been threatening to take you to Julieta Madrigal for years, but you're seventeen years old by the time she actually does it. She doesn't even wait for the line to ease up; she drags you there in front of God and everybody and names everything she wants fixed with you.

"It's true, isn't it, that your magic can fix minds?" insists your mother. "That it can change what someone thinks and says? You must do something. I only have one child. I want to be proud. You understand, don't you?"

The looks from the crowd are pitying. Even the people of the Encanto wince when your mother is like this, and they've had a long time to get used to her. Julieta Madrigal gives you a calculating look, blank and unreadable.

"Come and see me in private," she addresses you, then your mother: "Send your child alone. It cannot be done otherwise."

Mamá doesn't like that, it's clear, but she's gotten what she wants. She drags you back again, shame burning your ears red, and demands that you say nothing to disgrace her family name in front of the Madrigals. But what do you care about the Madrigals? They barely know you exist. Mirabel and Camilo Madrigal might have gone to school with you, but not in your class and not in your circle of friends, and not the kind of people who would ever really notice you. Just another face to wave and say hi to.

God, you are jealous of Camilo Madrigal.

In the evening you’re sent with a bottle of wine and the firm instruction to do everything Julieta tells you. The feeling in your chest is hard to describe. The front door is propped open when you arrive, and the courtyard is empty, but you know where the kitchen is. Everybody in town knows the layout of the Casa Madrigal. Everybody’s best memories are here, at the legendary parties and ceremonies. You mumble a greeting as you pass the threshold, knowing the house is alive, but it’s silent in response. Ominous.

Julieta Madrigal is waiting for you at the table. You’re startled to see that lurking in the corner is Bruno Madrigal, the prodigal Madrigal son, the one who left for ten years. He’s smaller than you expected, up close. Your mother swears that Bruno Madrigal is the devil. But what can you say? She does, to be fair, swear the same thing about you. The wave he gives you is timid, and that makes you feel better, because at least you’re not the only one who’s scared to be here.

“Please, sit,” says Julieta carefully. (Bruno stays standing.) The house pulls out a chair for you, and you sit, feeling like a schoolkid in the master’s office. You’re not quite sure what to expect from her, and your eyes are cast downwards, so it takes you by surprise when she reaches over and takes both of your hands in hers. When you look at her face she’s smiling warmly.

You gulp.

“Tell me how I can help you,” she says.

“M-Mamá...” you begin, and she shakes her head.

“I’ve heard her side. Tell me yours, amór. What’s wrong?”

What’s wrong? What’s wrong? That’s a question for the ages. That’s a question philosophers could ponder for centuries. What is wrong with you? Where do you even start with that one, Julieta Madrigal?

Your silence is tense and terrified and she squeezes your hands.

“I know you’re scared,” she says, “Don’t be.”

And that’s all it takes for you to start gushing. Every secret word whispered to a friend or scratched in a diary or confined to the back of your mind. Because the feeling is bursting out of you, always is, every moment! The wrongness, the rightness, the terrible burden and the secret joy! You find happiness in all the wrong places, you feel wrong in all the parts you shouldn’t, and you’re afraid, afraid, afraid! And more than that, you’re miserable! You’re wrong! You’re wrong!

You want to be different. You are different. You feel it and breathe it and live it every day. This isn’t right. I can’t live like this.

You don’t realise you’re crying until Bruno Madrigal passes you a tissue and you laugh bitterly at where you find yourself, breaking down in the Casa Madrigal with Julieta Madrigal and Harbringer Bruno both giving you pitying looks.

“I hate my name,” you tell Julieta, pleadingly.

“Your name?”

“It isn’t right. It isn’t mine. It’s like a prison sentence. What’s wrong with me, Señora Madrigal? Can you fix me?”

You have vague memories of your father, carrying you on his back and laughing. He’s been gone a while now - some things Julieta Madrigal cannot fix. You find yourself remembering him as Julieta sits next to you and rests her hand on your shoulders and rubs soothingly, like you’re a child in pain.

“I don’t think you need fixing, mí amor,” she says softly. It’s the first time anybody has ever really told you that, and it makes you want to cry again.

“I can’t,” you stutter, “I can’t live like this.”

“I don’t think you should,” she says.

She looks up at her brother. Bruno Madrigal chews his lower lip and fidgets with his hands. You’re surprised when he speaks and his voice is much softer than you imagined.

“I mean, I’ve never looked specifically,” he says.

“Well, no - ”

“But yes,” says Bruno, “I think I know what this is.”

That surprises you. It surprises the heck out of you, actually - why would Bruno Madrigal know anything about... well... you? This? He must see the question in your face, because he scratches the back of his neck and explains.

“Look, I don’t do so many visions about... other people... I don’t know how your future is gonna turn out, I mean, I could, I just don’t want to, no offense, but... Uh, anyway.” He clears his throat. “I know some things about... the future. In general. And how things will change. Are changing.”

You’re confused, and so is Julieta, and he flushes.

“Th-the point is,” he says, “The way you feel, it’s not... Not that strange. Even if it might seem that way to your mom, even to us, right now, it’s... normal. And... not something Julieta can cure.”

Your heart sinks.

“The feeling,” he adds quickly. “That can't be cured. Not with one piece of food. I think... Well, I think you know what the real cure is.”

You do. You’ve known a long while. You’ve known it and been too afraid to know it, at the same time. You say, “What is it?”

He gestures. “A new name. A different look. A new life.”

There’s a long and pregnant silence.

“Well,” says Julieta, “My cooking can’t help with all of that... as such.”

She chuckles. A feeling blossoms in your stomach, a feeling you have difficulty recognising for what it is: hope.

A new name. A new life. Could that be done, here, with the magic of the miracle candle? The Madrigals were given a magical gift. Could you get one, too? The power to change, just once, forever?

“Can you cook?” she asks you. The question catches you off guard.

“Um - a little? Yes?”

“Fantastico!” she beams at you. “Hold on one moment.”

She gets up, leaving you sitting at the table and Bruno standing in the corner. The two of you share an incredibly awkward silence.

When she comes back she’s carrying a basket of guavas. “Will you peel these for me?” she asks. “I don’t usually ask my patients to help, but you seem to be healthy enough to me.” Her eyes twinkle with amusement.

She sets a pot of water to boil on the stove as you peel the guavas and, under her instruction, cut them into halves. Bruno, looking just as baffled as you feel, floats over to start helping you, whispering to his sister out of the corner of his mouth: “What are we making?”

“Bocadillo!” she laughs. “At least the beginnings. It won’t really be ready until tomorrow... but I’m sure a spoonful of the mixture will do something.”

Bruno perks up. You didn’t really expect Bruno, harbinger of death, to be into... snacks. He looks at you and says, “You should come around more often,” with a lopsided kind of grin, and you smile back at him.

As Julieta places the guavas in the water, she says, “If you were to...”

“Transition,” suggests Bruno.

“Yes. What would your name be, corazón?”

“I...” you swallow. “I don’t know yet."

“I’m sure it will come to you,” says Julieta, watching the pot. “Take all the time you need.”

“You should ask Mirabel,” says Bruno, “She’s great at naming things.”

“You’re not a thing,” Julieta assures you.

“We’re all things,” protests Bruno.

“Speaking of Mirabel,” says Julieta, “She would be very excited by the idea of finding someone a whole new wardrobe, if I asked her to.”

“You...” Your mouth is dry. “Would you do that for me...?”

Julieta smiles. “I’m Julieta Madrigal. I help heal people. It would be the least of my duties.”

She crushes the cooked guavas and mixes them with sugar and orange juice, and even though they’re a long way from bocadillo de guayaba they still smell great. She takes a small spoon and brings out some of the mixture, and turns to look at you, her expression warm.

“Try some,” she says. No matter how calm and happy she seems, your hands are shaking as you reach to take the spoon and taste the mixture.

You have to squeeze your eyes shut. It’s an indescribable sensation. Magic rushes through you, and for a moment you feel... different. You feel right. You feel...

...But when you open your eyes and look down at yourself, you don’t look different at all. The feeling fades, leaving behind only a tiny trace.

“Did it do anything?” you say nervously.

Julieta chuckles. “I don’t think it will happen quickly,” she says, “But yes. I’m sure it did. And that’s why we’re making bocadillo, you know.”

She puts her arm around you.

“It won’t be finished until tomorrow,” she says, “You should come back then and collect the full batch. It won’t last - maybe two weeks - so you’ll have to come and help me make some more.”

“...More?”

“You’ll be lucky if you’re done in a year’s time,” says Bruno, “That’s a lot of guavas.”

“Oh, and one more thing,” adds Julieta, and goes into the pantry. She comes back out with a small basket of cocadas. She presses them into your hands.

You look down at them in confusion. “Are... are these for me, too?”

“If you want them,” she smiles, “But mainly, I intended them to be for your Mamá. Makes sure she tries one, alright?”

“Alright,” you say, baffled, and she begins to walk you to the front door. “I... uh... Thank you. Thank you so much.”

“It’s my job,” she says, her eyes twinkling, “But you’re welcome. You will come back, won’t you? Tell your mother I insist.”

“I... yeah, okay.”

And as you walk home, you swear you do feel different. Something about the shape of you, the set of you, is different, ever so slightly. Not very much. But the little changes will add up. You’re sure of it.

*

Your mother was right about one thing: Julieta really can change minds. She can fix brains. But she hasn’t done anything to yours.

Your mother takes a bite of cocado, and the next time she goes to criticise you, her face suddenly contorts. She looks angry, then she looks confused, then huffs air in and out again and she gives you a desperate look. You don’t understand what Julieta has done until your mother gets out the words, afraid and confused.

“Your name,” says your mother, “I can’t remember your name.”

You’ve never been very good at standing up for yourself. But the smile you give your mother is cheeky and bold and you find yourself liking how it feels.

“I’ll let you know,” you say, and you’re immune to her scorn. You’ve got somewhere to be today; the bocadillo is ready, and you’ve got a lot of guavas to peel.

#encanto #encanto fanfic #this is a weird one!!! #but i hope it makes somebody feel a lil valid

[lovingkaede]

Hello hope you are doing well! 💕 Could I request the DR2 students reaction to the reader (who is like Sally from Sally Face with a prosthetic mask and personality) taking off the mask? of course you don't have to if you don't wanna💖

Ah, yes, it’s been a long time since I played Sally Face. Let’s gooo!!

Also Shouyo is adorable. 😩😭

Also character limit is 10. But I think I’ll be writing for them all this time. This might be short tho-

Hajime Hinata

Ok but he’s curious?? Because you give off mysterious vibes and he wants to see what’s behind your mask

You barely take off your mask. He attemped to see it when eating, but you hide your face really well

Well, he doesn’t want to pressure you. But if you feel like you can trust him, there’s a chance you might take off your mask.

And when you do, well, let’s say he’ll be silent for a while. He’ll just stare in shock, he doesn’t pity you, he just feels sorry that you have to cover your face with a mask.

He cares more about your personality, so he won’t talk about it at all. He loves you for who you are, not for your face.

Nagito Komaeda

Oh boy. He literally thinks it’s because of his luck. It’s not that he doesn’t care, he’ll keep his distance if you are desperate to hide your face

Though he secretly wants to see...

But again, he’s ok if you don’t want to show your face. He doesn’t want to pressure you

He doesn’t mind your looks, but if you were to take off your mask in front him, by any chance, he’d think very highly of himself

“So this is why... I see,” He wouldn’t say anything that’d make you uncomfortable.

He’d appreciate you for trusting him!!

Byakuya Twogami

He totally understands

He understands the pressure you feel and how desperately you don’t want to be seen by anyone

Well, in the time you two grow closer, he’ll open up to you and tell you about his past,, so you might trust him enough to take off your mask in front of him.

“Y/n, are you sure-” Before he could finish his sentence, you take off your mask and he just stares in awe. He’s surprised

He feels sorry for you that you’ve had to gone something so painful. But he feels reliable because you trust him with that.

Teruteru Hanamura

Oh. He’s really curious of what your face looks like!

Like, he wants to take your mask off so bad, but he can’t bring himself do it because of how you’d react. It can’t be good, right?

He’ll have to learn controlling himself,, because he doesn’t want to be judged by you

So if you take off your mask in front of him, he’ll never forget that day. It’s like the most important moment of his life

“I... Y/n, does it hurt?” He doesn’t really care how you look at all. How you feel is his current concern

Gundham Tanaka

Oh, boy, even though he tries to be seen cool outside, he wants to see what’s behind that face

He thinks you’ve made a pact with a devil and you were cursed in return or something like that- but no worries, mortal, Gundham is here, he’ll get your back.

If you were to take off your mask in front of him, he’d be shocked and close his eyes because he thinks you took it off by not noticing he’s here- he respects your privacy

“It’s ok, you can open your eyes...” You’ll have to assure him more than one times and he’ll finally open his eyes

The sight he is met is surprising, he’s rather amazed that you are so strong

Kazuichi Souda

Someone. Stop. Him

He reaaaally is desperate to see what’s behind that mask

Many attempts of trying to see. He even tried to build something that could see through your mask- but he failed and you and Sonia scolded him for hours

But yeah, he gets it, he’ll stop.

But if you were to show your face to him, I don’t think he’d be creeped out- he’d be just surprised... And shocked? Yeah. He still thinks you’re so pretty. And it’s not only about your looks

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu

He literally thinks you look so cool with that mask of yours. And that attitude of yours. He simps.

He won’t ask you to show your face to him, if you felt like you’d open yourself to him, you would. So he isn’t forcing

But he wouldn’t mind seeing your face at all. I mean, he has imagined how would you look like- And he really wants to see but he is just embarrassed to ask...

As soon as you take off your mask, his eyes grows big and he’s like: hand in marriage

Yep. He thinks you are beautiful, and that’s on periodt.

Nekomaru Nidai

When he first met you, he’d be like “Who are you and what’s up with that mask?” And when you told him about it, he wouldn’t ask twice

Yeaap. Not even caring for your looks. He’d even tell you nice things if you are insecure

Not even asking you to take it off. For once. It’s not that he doesn’t care, if you wanted to take it off, you would, right?

And when you take it off, he’d thank you for trusting him with something so important. He’d also encourage you and support you!!

Also he wants to ask what happened to you in the past but he can’t, so you’ll have to tell him abt it...

Chiaki Nanami

Even though she doesn’t ask you about your looks, she is curious...

You trust her wholeheartedly, and you feel yourself comfortable around her, so you wouldn’t hesitate to take your mask off.

And when you did, she’d just smile softly and would thank you 🥺🥺😭

It feels good to be reliable, doesn’t it, Chiaki?

Also if you feel yourself insecure, she’ll tell you the nicest things, but if you want to change the subject, she won’t bring it up unless you want to talk about it,,

Sonia Nevermind

Ok but she is really?! Curious of your face?!!

She respects your privacy, but she wants to see it!!! Though she knows her limits smh. She a queen

When you take off your mask, you got her screaming. She isn’t scared, she is feeling mixed emotions, like, happy? Because you trust her enough? And more happy? Because she can finally stop imagining your face?

She thinks you’re really cool and strong!!

Also she’ll definitely want to see it some other time but only if you want to.

Akane Owari

This girl isn’t the desperate time but she’ll ask you to show your face. If you say no, it’s a no, she won’t bring it up again unless it’s mentioned or something.

Also if people annoy you, she’ll literally bark at them to make them stop. You’re really grateful.

When you take off your mask for the first time, she wouldn’t be able to speak. You put your mask on and sigh, thinking she finds you ugly.

Bitch, what? 😃 Say that again!!!

“No, no, I was just surprised you did that out of blue! Show me again, Y/n!”

Mikan Tsumuki

Ahhh, she can relate how you are feeling!! Having to hide your face would be such a pain

She understands you so well, she doesn’t want to make you comfortable about it so she doesn’t even talk about it. She just acts like,, your mask doesn’t even exist. Ahh, Mikan, you’re so perfect, just marry me

If you were to show your face to her she’d be so happy!!! Like you trust her enough?! She feels so touched and appreciates your feelings

As soon as she sees your face, she’ll ask if it’s ok to touch, soft touches with your consent, ahhh

She feels sorry that you have to go through something like that, so she’ll do anything to let you know you are loved!!

Peko Pekoyama

She believes it’s her fault for not protecting you. Even though you told her it happened long before you two had met-

It’s not that she wants to be your S/O because she feels herself guilty, she just wants to protect you at all cost

Even though she won’t ask, that doesn’t mean she isn’t curious of your face. Like, she really wants to see

And if you, by any chance, take off your mask in front of her, she won’t even make a sound. She just won’t be able to take her eyes off your face- though she’ll stop if you feel bad

She doesn’t mind your appearance, she thinks you are precious, and she’ll keep loving you

Mahiru Koizumi

As soon as you told her about the accident, she felt so sorry for you

She didn’t want to involve your personal space, so she kept her space. Though she couldn’t help but wonder about your face

She can’t ask you to take your mask off out of blue.. She can’t be that reckless. That’d totally offend you!

She won’t make a move unless it’s your choice to show her. I think she’d be kind of shocked but totally understanding with u!! She thinks you are unfortunate, yet so beautiful

Now she really wants to ask you for a photo after seeing your face.

Hiyoko Saionji

Ok but she wants to see your face but she doesn’t want to be seen desperate

But you can read her by her actions so well, though she refuses it

She thinks you’re the most perfect human on this world, and she means that, so your appearance doesn’t make a big difference, she already loves you, and you know how kind she is towards the ones she loves- (cough, cough, mahiru)

If you take off your mask out of blue, she’d cover her eyes and let out a loud scream. Which you wouldn’t know how to react. “Hiyoko?! What’s wrong, are you scared?”

She just thought your mask dropped and didn’t want to see you by mistake, is all. She’d be kinda shy because of the misunderstanding, and would try to say kind things, shE TRIES

Ibuki Mioda

Omgggg Ibuki stans rise up! This girl loves everrrrything about you! She first thought you wore that mask because you thought it looked cool, and she adored your style!!

She adored you even more after finding out because you think you need to hide your face. And she wanted to see it. By this, I mean she literally begged you to take it off for her! For only one time! “Pleaaseeee, Y/n, I promise I won’t tell anyone!!!”

Even though she sounds reliable, you hesitate but she gives you puppy eyes- THE PUPPY EYES. So you let it slide, Ig.

When you showed her your face, she literally screamed like a fangirl, “Y/n, what the- You’re so cool under the mask!!!”

“You must take it off some more! Your face is beautiful!” Please tell this girl you aren’t wearing the mask because you think you are ugly,, yeah, anyways. She loves when you take off your mask.

Aaaa!! This took me soooo long, I am sorry 😭 Anyways, this is so short I know but it has lots of characters, hope this makes it up hsjghd I hate myself for writing sooo bad 💔 I was really tired today and I tried to write but ended up literally writing bullshit and I was like 💆‍♀️ I promise I’ll get better but progress is taking foreverrrr 😭😭

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I also wasn't insinuating that MinaKushi or DanTsu are the only good examples of good romantic relationships (I don't even care about these pairing for the record, or any other pairing in Naruto). I'm just pointing out that people do not doubt that Minato loves Kushina or that Dan loves Tsunade. If Sasuke genuinely loved Sakura and Kishimoto did a good job at showing it, then there would not be a huge debate on whether he does love her or not, because it would be obvious to pretty much everyone that he does, whether they like the ship or not. The fact that it's not and that so many people still debate on this to this day either shows that Kishimoto did a poor job at showing Sasuke as a loving husband either that Sasuke does not love her, despite that "love is the real deal" line or his reply to Sarada's question. It's show vs tell if you know what I mean. On one hand he tells us that "love is the real deal" but on the other hand he does not really show it all too well, which makes many people think whether he truly meant those words or he was being sarcastic and simply mocked the fans. It's either a case of bad writing either Sasuke simply does not love Sakura. I personally don't know what to think. I tend to lean towards the first option, it may just be bad writing after all. He admitted he's not great at writing romance and to be honest? It shows. It is even implied they haven't kissed in Gaiden by Sakura looking sad when Sarada asked her if they ever kissed. And I know you like to refute that by saying that it's preposterous to think they haven't kissed when they obviously had sex in order to concieve Sarada, but the thing is, it is entirely possible to have sex with someone but not kiss. It really is. When you're having sex but you're not really enjoying it or when you have simply been pressured and pestered into having sex with a person. Sakura Hiden confirmed the fact that Sakura was determined to confess her feelings to Sasuke over and over again until he would've eventually reciprocated. She compared that with punching a villain over and over until they're defeated. Now please tell me, would it be so far fetched to consider that harassment? If someone tells you no once, you have to respect their rejection and stop pursuing them, not take it as a challenge to persist in reaffirming your feelings over and over again until they eventually get tired or take pity in you and accept to give you a chance. And even in Gaiden it was confirmed that Sakura had to chase after Sasuke. It's really easy to see this ship as... problematic, to say the least. I'm willing to give it the benefit of the doubt tho and blame it on bad writing rather than on Kishimoto simply implying SS is not really a loving relationship, but if other people are not convinced or deny that Sasuke loves Sakura, you have to let your bias aside and admit that they have reasons to believe that. The writing makes it really easy to interpret it either way, depending on your preferences.

I already answered a lot of the points you made here in my response to your previous ask, but it's important for people to remember the type of person Sasuke is, and understand that the manner in which he shows affection isn't the same as Dan or Minato. It's a lot more subtle. Are people doubting that Vegeta loves Bulma and Trunks? No, so then people need to ask themselves - in which ways has Vegeta demonstrated that he loves his family in ways that Sasuke hasn't? Both of them aren't outwardly affectionate, both of them aren't romantic, but both of them have undoubtedly demonstrated that they love their family. Yet, only one of them is questioned. It really is just a "damned if you do and damned if you don't" situation. If Sasuke acts all affectionate like Dan and Minato, people will claim that he's OOC (like they did for Sasuke Retsuden), but if he stays reserved and demonstrates affection in his own way, people will just turn a blind eye and say he doesn't care. It really just shows how little they actually know Sasuke's character. To think that Sasuke, who hails from the clan which values love above all else, would marry and start a family with someone he doesn't love.

On one hand he tells us that "love is the real deal" but on the other hand he does not really show it all too well, which makes many people think whether he truly meant those words or he was being sarcastic and simply mocked the fans.

People actually think that Kishi may have been "sarcastic" when he described their love as the real deal. Oh my goodness. Why would Kishi purposely give wrong information to the readers (and never reveal what's actually going on)? Why would he intentionally want the readers to misunderstand his story and characters? Why would he want to portray his 2nd biggest character as someone who would enter a loveless marriage when that literally goes against the ways of his clan and his entire character? Do people not listen to themselves?

It's like how so many people claim that Sasuke saying "because you exist" means that the only reason he and Sakura are still together is because of Sarada, and people really don't realise how stupid that sounds. They don't stop and ask themselves why Sarada would be brought to happy tears, why Chouchou would describe her as lucky, and why Naruto would give her a knowing smile, if Sasuke had really just insinuated that she was the only thing that was keeping her parents together:

They just don't think. They apparently believe that Chouchou was happily thinking to herself "aww, lucky Sarada, you're the only thing keeping your parents together!", and that makes sense to them apparently, Chouchou being so happy for Sarada after hearing such awful news. It's unbelievable.

And I know you like to refute that by saying that it's preposterous to think they haven't kissed when they obviously had sex in order to conceive Sarada, but the thing is, it is entirely possible to have sex with someone but not kiss. It really is. When you're having sex but you're not really enjoying it or when you have simply been pressured and pestered into having sex with a person.

This is just like the people who believe that Sasuke is gay, justifying their ridiculous claims by pointing out how "you can be gay and still marry a woman", and to that I always say - Why would Sasuke do that? Just like to you I'll say - Why would Sasuke do that? To have sex and not kiss? Why would Sasuke of all people be "pressured and pestered" into entering a relationship with someone? He obviously has no problem whatsoever with bluntly turning people down. If he doesn't want to do something, he's not gonna do it. Heck, if you're using Sakura Hiden to try and prove your points then I'll also use a novel to prove this one - The lipstick stain scene during Sasuke Shinden: The Teacher's Star Pupil, explicitly indicates that Sakura and Sasuke had kissed earlier that day. The motorbike scene during Naruto Retsuden has Sakura kiss Sasuke. Sasuke and Sakura having kissed, is not (and has never been) a topic that's open to discussion.

Sakura Hiden confirmed the fact that Sakura was determined to confess her feelings to Sasuke over and over again until he would've eventually reciprocated. She compared that with punching a villain over and over until they're defeated. Now please tell me, would it be so far fetched to consider that harassment? If someone tells you no once, you have to respect their rejection and stop pursuing them, not take it as a challenge to persist in reaffirming your feelings over and over again until they eventually get tired or take pity in you and accept to give you a chance. And even in Gaiden it was confirmed that Sakura had to chase after Sasuke.

I've already talked at length about that scene from Sakura Hiden so I won't do so again here, but I'll link the relevant post where I explained how that scene obviously was not meant to be taken as a negative comment, but people will of course just twist things in order to suit their own anti Sakura/SS agenda.

But if other people are not convinced or deny that Sasuke loves Sakura, you have to let your bias aside and admit that they have reasons to believe that. The writing makes it really easy to interpret it either way, depending on your preferences.

No, here's what people need to understand. If people think that Sasuke's love towards Sakura was not adequately shown, then that's a reason to criticise the writing. It is not however, a reason to deny what is canon. They are stating that Sasuke does not love Sakura, despite the fact that this has explicitly been stated. Sasuke loving Sakura is a canon fact, whether they like it or not. Criticise the execution all you want, I know I have plenty of times, but don't deny the truth. Hell, since you wanted to use the novels...

During Sakura Hiden, Sasuke rushed back for Sakura's sake, despite having ignored the village's prior pleas for help. What does that say about his feelings for her?

During Akatsuki Hiden, Sasuke described Sakura as "The Spring Sunshine" which illuminated his dark life. What does that say about his feelings for her?

What does basically the entirety of Sasuke Retsuden say about his feelings for her?

Many anti SS fans are always so quick to use the novels when it suits them. And then when a novel like Sasuke Retsuden comes along and completely shits over all their theories, they're just as quick to dismiss the novel as an OOC fan fic by a sub par author, figures. As far as I'm concerned, the manga is more than enough to show that Sasuke loves his family (seriously this really isn't up for debate), but I'll also definitely say that anyone who criticises SS and uses the novels as a point of reference, is in way over their heads.

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