#and eat a snack if youre hungry

[topnotchquark]

hi! I'd love to read more about your boarding school AU! only if you have something in mind of course.

safe travel! <3

Love you anon, I'm glad you enjoyed it. I hadn't written anything for a while, but here's a fic I just wrote in my notes app for you. It's Bezz/cele mostly. Kiss kiss hope you enjoy even though it's whatever! 💗💗

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Pecco shows up a little late at dinnertime and delivers the news as he pulls a chair next to Franky.

"Apparently it's picture day tomorrow for the team, around 11." Pecco announces as he pours himself a glass of water.

"Why are they rushing it?" Bezz asks from where he's sitting next to Cele.

"They want to get it done before the principal travels for his guest lectures and we leave for the regionals" Luca responds on Pecco's behalf who nods in his direction.

"What are we expected to wear?" Franky inquires.

"The whole shebang. Suit and tie and winter trousers." Pecco's response immediately makes Franky and Bezz groan in protest.

"I don't even have a pressed shirt." Luca remarks.

"You can borrow one of mine." Pecco tells him.

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After dinner Bezz accompanies Cele to the infirmary to get his bandages changed. Cele had cut his palm open in a lab mishap. The nurses had stitched it up fine, but recovery was chugging along. Bezz has been helping him since then, always coming to see him after classes, and sitting next to him during meals to ensure he ate.

On the walk back to the residences, Cele quickly makes a mental checklist of whether he has his full uniform ready for tomorrow.

"Why are you so quiet?" Bezz asks him as they cut through the lawns in the dark.

"Thinking about where my clothes are."

"I'll help you find them."

"No that's fine Marco. I'm just worried about washing my hair."

"Because of your hand?" Bezz asks.

"Yes. Bathing is already difficult"

"I could.... I could help." Bezz speaks after a moment, an edge to his voice.

"Okay, thank you." Cele nods in response to Bezz's offer.

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Bezz and Cele are the only two people in the the dorm bathrooms at this hour. The halogen lights makes a buzzing noise as they stand there confused.

"Right, umm, how do we do this." Bezz asks to no one in particular.

"The sinks seem fine. I'll bend over." Cele responds, not quite sure of himself.

"Alright yeah. Wait." Bezz says as he wraps a small plastic bag around Cele's bandaged hand to keep it dry.

Cele lets Bezz securely tie the bag around his wrist and bends himself so his neck and face hand into the sink.

Bezz accidentally turns the tap on full speed, soaking the collar and back of Cele's t shirt.

"Fuck shit" he remarks as he quickly shuts off the water.

"Cele I think it would be better if you took your t shirt off." Bezz tells him.

Cele stands up straight and struggles to get his wet tshirt off with one hand. Bezz immediately closes the gap between them and grabs the bottom of his tshirt and gently tugs it upwards. He looks at the broad expanse of his pale body, the veins under his skin looking blue under the harsh lights. Bezz gulps as he frees Cele's head from the collar of the fabric, taking extra care to gently loop it out of his injured hand. Cele's familiar body looked alien to him at this odd hour in these odd circumstances.

Cele bends over once again and sticks his neck into the sink. Bezz manoeuvres the tap better this time. Cele feels warm water on the nape of his neck. It flows down his scalp in little rivulets that makes him feel like he's getting goosebumps. Bezz gently eases his fingers into his hair. The dull ends of his fingers on the skin behind his ears. Cele can't describe the feeling. It feels pleasantly relaxing, but also like being on a rollercoaster when it's dropping down. Bezz squeezes some shampoo into his hair and quickly massages it into a lather. Bezz's fingers snag on his tangled curls as he cleans him. The pinching, sharp sensation on his scalp feels like it's running down Cele's shoulder and making his stomach feel like it's in freefall. Bezz rinses him and takes the care to clean the foam around his ears. Afterwards, he uses a towel to gently dry him off and drops him off to his dorms.

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Cele runs to the lawns to make it in time for the picture. Pecco and Luca are there, waiting for another group to get done before they assemble. Luca looks at Cele and tells him to fix his collar, Pecco smiles and reaches over to fix it for him. When they finally line up, Bezz comes over to stand next to Cele, and ruffles his curls before the picture is taken.

#I'm thinking too much about innocent seeming touches that betray an undercurrent of a far deeper desire these days #you need to be so hungry for your lover that even something as simple as touching their arm is charged like mainline #having your hair groomed by a lover is topppp tier experience #also in adolescent environments care is a legitimate form of deep love #I was always surrounded by these little tokens of love #someone making sure you have your favourite snacks to eat your assignments are finished and submitted your hair is looking nice #anyway I didn't edit this but I still hope it's fun #cele and bezz are literally so cute to write about the love is literally there #boarding school au #cele/bezz #bezz/cele #bezz x cele #pecco/luca #but only one sprinkle of them lol #motogp #motogp rpf #celestino vietti #marco bezzecchi #cele #bezz

[keeperofthoselost]

can a woman have FIVE SECONDS alone with her sparkly cat statue before being interrogated by a bunch of 12 yos

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cites fanart #kotlc fanart #keeper of the lost cities #rayni aria #kotlc rayni #i realized i never drew my fav girl so have a messy sketch and flats #honestly her and tam’s dynamics were my fav in stellarlune #like when they’re on the cliff and just casually eating while sandor freaks out at them #’YOURE SNACKING?????’ ‘…we’re hungry’ #tam and his Very Cool Very Chill College Dropout Friend

[etherealspacejelly]

you are Not suspicious and school is dumb but in an internet safety assembly they showed a bunch if app icons and tumblr was on there :3

anyway im mentally hugging you

i do think it is important to be wary of strangers on the internet!! that is always good practice. and if the vibes seem off dont be afraid to block someone

but yea. im literally not doing anything. we only interact on asks anyway so everything we are talking about is public. if i was being weird someone would have called me out already.

#ah yes the scary internet adult that tells kids to. remember to eat. #im so fucked up and evil guys #anyways if your reading this go grab a drink and maybe a snack if you're hungry #inbox #ask #inbox open #ethereal space dad

[soldez]

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#i have to say this somewhere or im gonna go crazy #so at a preschool. you HAVE to have one adult sitting at every table when kids are eating. and you also need a person in the hall #for kids getting their lunchboxes and going to the bathroom and shit ok. are you with me here. this makes sense #so today. my 2 coworkers had already taken the chairs bc i got caught up in the hall but i was so fucking hungry that i just ate standing u #which was fine. like i could just put my lunch down if someone needed my help and i Did that ok it was fine. no one was left alone #but later at SNACKTIME. it took me forever to get these 2 kids in the room and seated ready to eat & by the time i got in some kids were #already finished and ready to go to the playroom. so i was like ok i guess I'm not eating for the latter half of the day because they cant #be left alone. and my 2 coworkers at this point were sitting with the snackers and they looked fine so i looked after the Players #intermittently glancing to the snack tables to make sure everyone was fine mind you #So what happened here was. #There was a 20 second interval between the time i glanced up to see 2 adults at the snack table. And the time i glanced up to see #a completely unsupervised snack table. one kid STANDING UP ON THE TABLE blowing raspberries and pointing at the other kids #could not have been more than 20 or 30 seconds that i wasn't looking and NO ONE TOLD ME they were leaving the room #if i had been WARNED that they were leaving i would have prioritized the snackers and sat with them so no one choked and no one fucking #stood on the table #but they both just left for whatever reason without saying anything #and when i brought it up after school they were just like. well marty you were eating too much during lunch #next time you should eat before coming in to work so you can give the kids your full attention #??????? i already skipped a meal today for that exact reason?? how is it my fault that i don't want to starve? #am i actually in the wrong here because it's driving me FUCKING nuts. that was NOT a safe situation and it obviously can NOT happen again #but the issue was a lapse in communication not me wanting to eat food so i don't actually die #and those were two different times of day so they're not even relevant #obviously there are bigger issues in the world than this but i feel like throwing up over it. this was not my fault #I'm sorry that you guys can survive off of like 1 spoonful of granola and a single acai berry for the entire day but im not built like that

[smidge-j]

Oh good lord I've forgotten to eat dinner

#HOW??? #Smidge go eat please #pre-empting your concerned tags #somehow i dont even feel that hungry tbh #i had a snack (large meal) halfway through the afternoon #but that was because i forgot to eat lunch #i wonder if theres anywhere open for takeways now

[pissfizz]

Just realized oh yay I’m back home which means going back to not eating any actual meals ever

#my parents keep like. a few instant items around and just have us make them when we’re hungry and sometimes snacks of some kind of my dad - #-doesn’t eat them all #we’re not even an ingredient household we just have like NOTHING and when we do it’s nothing substantial #goodbye grandma and grandpa I will miss your actual food #<- my sister has been home for two weeks and hasn’t eaten an actual meal the whole time unless she goes out and buys something #vent

[myrtaceaae]

Mum just like. Fundamentally misunderstands the Olanzapine cravings.

No mum I do feel full, but there is still hunger despite that. No mum I don't think drinking a cup of water to fill me up will actually fill me up.

Like. Why do you think I bought 3 boxes of muesli bars at once. Because it's possible I might have 3 a day because of these cravings. These certainly aren't going to last a full week.

#about me #actually bipolar #my sister also gave me the tip to eat fibrous foods before I eat my snack. to avoid a huge spike in my blood sugar #which is a thing. Olanzapine increases your blood sugar. so now I'm constantly hungry but also trying to avoid spikes #but in good news i can drink a little bit of alcohol whilst on my medication #like. any medium amount will make me suuuper sleepy but a little bit is fine!

[pegglefan69]

state of Maine is really asking me to fill out freelance forms when I make less than $10 a month & therefore according to them do not actually even qualify as a freelance worker, let alone somebody who should be filing taxes, in order to make sure my food stamps are renewed

#this is sooo stupid. the lady helping me was very understanding & basically like 'sorry i'm asking you to do this stupid thing.' #but wow! okay! #she also helped me correct my health insurance forms & took notes of all the assistance programs i'm already on to cover living expenses #& basically was like 'this is to make sure you don't have a gap in your food stamps when you go to do groceries in a couple weeks' #so i REALLY appreciate her help. this is just such a ridiculous & confusing system #ugh. i am so tired & hungry i need to eat a snack while i make dinner #dial p for post #at LEAST my health insurance coverage is all set & won't be interrupted! even with the mistake i made that went seamlessly. good job to me!

[whispytears]

Accurate depiction of me studying close to a meal time.

It’s moments like those that validate having snacks.

It took me awhile to realize this but:

IT’S OK TO HAVE SNACKS IF YOURE HUNGRY STILL!!

🌸I like berries personally as a snack, hbu?🍓

~whispy

#eating disoder recovery #mental health #recovery #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #body postitive #anorex14 #bulim14 #bing3 eating #tw b1nge #anorexia #bulimia #tw binge #binge eating #snacks #snack #snacking is ok if you’re hungry #learn your hunger cues #nutrition #nutritionist #my nutritionist helped me listen to my hunger cues #listen to your hunger cues #recovery focused #ed recovery

[arowrath]

i need to eat more but when i eat more one day u know what happens. the next day i have to do it all again. and guess what fucking happens the next day. sick of it

#text #i need food to feul my body but dear god it is exhausting #nothing looks good and im never hungry and when i am hungry i get full so fast and its EXHAUSTING!!! #i had a normal dinner today AND a breakfast AND a snack. youre tellingn me i have to do all that again tomorrow #and then every single day after that for the rest of my life. whatbthe fuck. #cant i just gain weight nd muscle without trying please #sighs. #ed tw #disordered eating tw #arfid my best friend arfid. jumps off a cliff

[someguywriting]

*lip smack* mmm I love the nocebo effect

#maybe it is anyway #just had my first T shot #which #WOOOOOO #but also.. #i am SO. HUNGRY. #what the fuck #i wanna eat everything #your chips are not safe #lock your cabinets #cause im coming for your snacks #muahahahha

[hotmess-exe]

the great part about having my appetite back (for the first time since 2015!!!!) is the excitement of gaining weight back and having energy again

the horrible part is that now I'm remembering how Annoying it is to have to feed yourself multiple times a day 😑

#yesterday was my first time being hungry for 3 mealtimes in literal years #and i snacked a bunch in between #it's crazy cus i legit just thought I'd never get that version of my appetite back #my whole appetite 😭😭 #so ig heads up - if youre anemic and unable to eat it might be the fucking anemia #just thoughts #this is too many decisions in one day 😑😑 3 meals.....

[snoopyisbisexual]

eating habits mention in tags

#i dont have an eating disorder but if u do i would not recommend reading :) #as much as i love living on my own im so bad at taking care of myself like. every time i wake up too late #my routine is thrown off + i end up eating one meal #+ 2 snacks #+ tbh that's MOST days this month + i feel so awful like it's rly catching up to me tonight #like. i have had at eating disorder + it's that deep pit stomach hunger that sucks up all your energy #it's so awful but i dont know how to eat more like. I don't feel hungry until after dinner and then im like ohhhhhhh i need MEALS

[katierosefun]

love when the brain isn’t braining because i’ll be like “i want to watch a movie today!” and i just can’t process the movie or i get bored of it in like 2 seconds and then i’ll go “okay maybe i want to watch an episode of a kdrama” and then i’ll find myself fast-forwarding through all the slower scenes and then i’ll go “okay since that didn’t work, i should write something” but i just stare at my screen and listen to i bet on losing dogs by mitski for like an hour and my brain’s still yelling I WANT TO DO SOMETHING but it WON’T DECIDE ON WHAT IT WANTS

#caroline talks #.....................................mental equivalent of opening and closing the fridge #.........mental equivalent of just going 'i want a snack' and so you try like a million things but your craving isn't satisfied #so you're just still hungry but YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT! #there have been times when i just like. eat. like. idk. a cookie and then i'm like 'nvm i don't want this' #and then i eat like. frozen berries and my brain goes 'i don't want this either' #and then i'll eat chips and be like 'pls tell me this is what you want' but my brain goes 'no!!!! i don't want this either!!!!' #and i want to bang my head against the wall bc 'PLEASE i am HUNGRY let me EAT something it doesn't have to be the PERFECT snack' #but brain goes 'NO!!! I WANT SOMETHING!!!! GIVE ME!!! I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! BUT GIVE ME!!!!' #so the thing that's happening right now? it's that. but not with snacks! with activities! #'GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! bUT GIVE ME!!!!' #me: can we . . . . can we please not do this today bestie we only have one day of the week to relax :(

[countess-of-edessa]

i dont feel the need to feed everyone who comes over to my house. like if we're just hanging out i'll always offer tea or water (thats all i ever have lol) but unless ive invited someone over for lunch or dinner or something like that, theres no reason for us to eat because its not a mealtime. thats not weird to me. but why would you have someone at your house while you are eating a meal? its the being comfortable with eating in front of people who are not getting food that is super weird to me. why wouldnt you just wait until your friend goes home to eat?

#i enjoy dunking on the Swedes too but some of you are getting annoyingly sanctimonious about how everyone who crosses your threshold simply #must be offered food like yes yes you’re so special and so hospitable sure thing #i plan my meals around my social visits so if I know I’m going to someone's house I’ll eat before or after so as not to be hungry #because im like. a human being responsible for keeping myself fed and not a vacuum cleaner lol #but if i ever did get a snack for myself while someone else was around i would obviously offer them some or something else and not just eat #in front of them without offering any which is extremely rude

[cats-in-the-clouds]

the pre-lenten experience of shoveling as much food into my mouth as i can stomach in the last hour before midnight bc i always miraculously somehow forget to eat single a real meal on fat tuesday and i know that if i enter ash wednesday already starving i will not make it through the day. it’s like my brain wants me to fast a day early somehow and i have to be like NO we can’t make that mistake

#as someone who already eats like a bird #and tends to eat like 5 half-meals at random times throughout the day instead of 3 full ones #ash wednesday/good friday are VERY hard #i mean i know we christians can barely complain at all about two (2) whole days out of the year like this #but those days sure do hit hard when you already struggle to take care of yourself #it’s like ‘no snacking between meals!’ but the snacks are the meals #for me #it just means i have to eat more at each given meal than i have an appetite for lest i end up hungry #but then it’s ‘your meals should be smaller than normal!’ brother if i eat any less food on a day than i already do i’m going to die #is the thing #sigh #it’s fine it’s supposed to be hard for a reason and it’s not that long