First Years Finding Out Your A Girl?!?! (NOT CLICKBAIT!!!)
TW: Mild swearing, STRICTLY Female Reader, Discussion of Jack having a good sniffer (lol)
Info: Headcannons; Ace, Deuce, Jack, and Epel x Reader (platonic); Mostly for fun
๐Hi. I'm back... sorta. I didn't have much time to write over the summer, and I honestly don't know how much I can write during school cause my schedule is... yikes. But I picked up something I wrote a while ago, edited it, and decided to post it. I'll be answering whatever's in my ask box right now, and then maybe work on some other stuff.
Ortho & Sebek
Second Years
Third Years
Dorm Leaders
-Okay so, I know weโre all wondering, how the hell do you get away with hiding your gender for so damn long?
-Firstly, those ceremonial robes do great at hiding the figure. The only tell would maybe be your hair, but feminine men arenโt unwelcome at Nightraven College, so you mostly get a few questioning stares and thatโs it.
-Secondly, Crowley wants to save his own fucking ass. He already has to hide from the press that he has a MAGICLESS student from ANOTHER DIMENSION here, he doesnโt need the fact that you are a woman ALSO on his plate. So, obviously, he helps you hide your gender from others.
-Grim knows, of course, and he keeps his mouth shut for a few yummy cans of tuna (and threats of being expelled from Crowley <3)
-Even when you were just a janitor, he couldnโt have the rumor that he put a โhelplessโ young woman to work. (Like it wouldnโt be expected.)
-So how do you two do it?
-Baggy ass uniform. Crowley gave you at least three sizes too big.
-Your figure is completely hidden. Sure, you look completely homeless, but at least youโre hidden.
-For your voice, you simply deepen it. After some point, you blackmail Crowley into giving you a potion to help with it, since it's so taxing on your voice. (Or maybe your voice is naturally deep!)
-Sam provides you (for an unfairly pretty penny (not too different from your original worldโฆ)) any feminine hygiene products you might need.
-Honestly, youโre set for being cared for, but itโs the adjustment period thatโs the hardest part.ย
-Truly, itโs very jarring to suddenly be thrown into both a magical world and be isolated in a man's world with nowhere to hide.
-At least in your world you had other women who could understand your struggles. Here though? Youโre completely alone.
-You notice howโฆ messy some of these guys could be. How some of them smellโฆ really rancid. -How rough they were with you and each other.
-Honestly, itโs kinda eye-opening. The way men show affection to each other is oddly refreshing to watch and experience!
-Ace and Deuce specifically are a goodโฆ trial run.
-Thatโs not what weโre here to talk about thoughโฆ
-For the most part, it's incredibly easy to hide yourself for the first while on campus. Everyone on campus is so self-absorbed that they donโt bother questioning you.
-Your only real risk factor is Savannaclaw, but it's easy to avoid those guys (minus Jack, of course, but weโll get to him).
-However, you can only hide your gender for so longโฆ Itโs mentally draining to keep up this facade all the time around people you care about.
-Soโฆ how do they find out?
FIRST-YEAR SQUAD
Ace
-Heโs one of the first ones who find it out, and itโs in the very cliche anime way.
-After some point of knowing you, Ace is so comfortable that he just invites himself into ramshackle.ย
-Itโs never been an issue or anything. Youโre thick as thieves now, youโve survived death together a handful of times. If you ask Ace, thatโs about as close as you can get with someone.
-Normally, you and Grim are just sitting around in the living area, but this time you arenโt. However, he does hear voices coming from your room. His curiosity is peaked.
-So, slippery guy that he is, he sneaks up to your room and his curiosity only grows when he hears aย womanโsย voice. Prefect getting lucky? And he didnโt tell him? Ace thought you guys were friends.
-He creeps up to your room, slides open your door, and!!! Holy shit itโs you. Itโs you in a towel. Itโs you and youโve got tits?!?!ย
-His first reaction is toโฆ wellโฆ scream.
-โYouโre a girl?!?โ
โWhy are you in my room???โ
โYouโve got- boobs!โ
ย โGet out Ace!โ
-Bro sits very politely and very quietly on your couch after that. Deep behind his blank stare, he is seething. You were a girl this whole time, and you didnโt tell him! He thought you guys were friends!
-He definitely fights you about it once youโre down and dressed. Heโs just salty, heโll get over it.ย
-Swears up and down he wonโt tell anyone.
-Immediately tells Deuce.
-That's it though! Deuce is part of the main quartet, he deserves to know! (You scold him for this too, but you figured it would happen one way or another).
-From him finding out, he doesnโt really treat you differently. Youโre still a person, why should he act differently cause youโve got different body parts than him.
-Though, and he wonโt admit this, heโs a bit moreโฆ watchful of the others around you. Yeah, you can hold your own and he respects youโฆ but guys like Azul exist, and heโs seen firsthand the torture Azul is capable of.ย
Deuce
-As stated before, Ace outs you to Deuce almost immediately after finding out.
-Deuce, in all his awkward glory, completely shuts down. Disconnects from this plane of existence. He cannot believe the news he was just told.
-You, one of his best friends in all of twisted wonderland. You, the person who survived multiple overblots alongside him. You, who have seen him at his most vulnerableโฆ are a girl.
-It isnโt even the fact that youโre a girl, itโs the fact that you kept this a secret from him for so long. You guys areโฆ brosโฆ how could you possibly hide something so important from him. Did you not trust him?
-Yeahโฆ he overthinks things quite a bit.
-He also ambushes you the very next day with a million questions (very loudly (very in public)), to which you calm him down and reassure him that โNo, Deuce, I donโt suddenly hate you. I wasnโt hiding it from you maliciously. I was going to tell you at some point, I just hadnโt had a good time to.โ
-Deuceโs behavior definitelyโฆ changesโฆ in some ways.ย
-Deep down he knows youโre a kick-ass bitch and you donโt need to be cared for, but he canโt help butย wantย to.ย
-Itโs definitely his mommy issues in play here.
-He just becomes moreโฆ protective and aware around you. Not in a creepy obsessive way, just in the same way a guard dog would.ย
-Like Ace, heโs more than aware of what the people on this campus are capable of, and youโre completely magicless on top of being more feminine. Some guys at NRC would hop on an opportunity like that like nothing.
-He just doesnโt want to see his friends getting hurt okay :(
-Itโs like you gained an overprotective older brother who also sometimes barks!
Jack
-Out of everyone, Jack was the first to find out.
-I donโt wanna be the cliche writer butโฆ heโs got a sniffer on him.ย
-He definitely couldย smellย that something was up, but he didnโt want to assume!ย
-You could be trans, you could be genderfluid, you could be anything other than a woman! Itโs not his place to judge, and smell isnโt always the end all be all. You could just really smell feminine and that's how guys come in your world.
-Mr. Respectful would never want to assume anythingโฆ but heโs a little curious he wonโt lie.
-Jack REALLY found out shortly after Ace, Deuce and Grim got their asses in trouble with Azul.ย
-Heโd never been given a reason to spend any more than a few minutes around you at a time. However, since he got pulled into this mess, heโs spent a lot more time with you.
-It happened when he was forced to hide under the desk in his office.
-You were so close and you justโฆย smelled like a girl.
-He is so polite and so upstanding, he would NEVER ask you directly. But the suspense of not knowing really does take a number on him.
-By the end of Azulโs overblotting he is so awkward and nervous around you, that you absolutely have to say something.
-At this point, you figured most of the beastmen had an idea of you being feminine, however, you had no real confirmation of that.ย
-Jack is such a โlet's not bother other peopleโ kind of guy, that you knew he wouldnโt want to say anything to you if you knewโฆ so you decided to take the plunge.
-At the museum, you pull him aside and you have to ask.
_โJack?โ
โHm?โ
โYou know, donโt you?โ
โโฆโ
โI figured as much. Donโt tell anyone, mโkay? I want to tell my friends on my terms.โ
-It makes Jack respect youย moreย than he already did. Not only did you have the confidence to confront him, but you did it calmly and you were understanding of his position.
-And honestly? Not much changes between the two of you.
-He just respects you a little more. Heโs not particularly protective around most other students, he talks to you the same, and he doesnโt act like youโre special. Youโre justโฆ a friend.ย
-The only thing that he may be different about is other beastmen. He does his best to shield you from them if he feels they might be a threat to your well-being.ย
Epel
-Epel, being a more feminine-looking man himselfโฆ doesnโt think much of you.
-At this point, youโre well acclimated to things at nightraven college, and are very good at being โone of the boys.โ
-His ONLY implication is howโฆ differentlyย Rookย andย Kalimย treat you.
-At this point, Kalim has found out via the previous chapter, and Rook knows because of course he does. (We wonโt be getting into that today though)
-They both are moreโฆ delicate with you? Rook whips out the charm times ten when youโre around. Kalim, although friendly with everyone, seems to be even MORE friendly when youโre around. Like he wants you to like him.
-Even Deuce and Ace have a fewโฆ odd tells.
-They bothย pointedlyย ensure Jamil is at least five feet away from you at all times. Glare at Rook when heโs a littleย tooย charming.
-Other than that, nothing really gives it away.
-Epel is completely and totally in the dark because youโre really good at hiding that youโre a woman.
-He does, however, eventually find out becauseโฆ Deuce slips up. Heโs there giving hisย big speechย on the beach, hyping Epel up, and somehow he manages, โAnd the prefect is a woman, but she never lets that get in her way!โ
-Epel: Shocked, confused, in aweโฆ says nothing. He lets the information ruminate.
-He lets it ruminate for aย veryย long time.
-So long, in fact, that he doesnโt raise his suspicions until the two of you are on a broom heading off to save Vilโs life.
-The silence was killing him, so he had to ask.
-โPrefect, are you a girl?โ
โYou didnโt know?โ
โI couldnโt be sure, I look like a girl too, so you never know.โ
โYes, Epel, Iโm a girl.โ
โโฆCool.โ
-Honestly, heโs kind of jealous of you. You passed better than him, and you had to try harder.
-It doesnโt change how he treats you, honestly. Heโs not that kind of country bumpkin, but he wonโt lie and say he doesnโt have a little resentment held against you.
-He thinks youโre cool as hell, and you help redefine what femininity can look like to himย muchย better than what Vil does.
-He, however, does actively become more protective of you.ย
-Not because he thinks you canโt fend for yourself, but because he kinda wants to show off a little.
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โ UNREQUITED
โบ featuring. tr*y cl*ver / @trappolaces
โบ warnings. trey clover , floyd leech , this is just for jokes
โบ summary. Ace had confessed to Kimi, sadly this wasn't the answer he was expecting.
๏ฟซ notes. i hope you like this kimi โค๏ธโค๏ธ also i got this idea from here anon u r so smart
"Kimiko, I love you!" A confession. Ace had confessed to kimiko with a bunch of gifts and flowers, she was hteartend by the gesture. She wanted to return his confession but she just couldnt.
Why? Because she already has a lover. A secret one infact. Trey Clover, when she first saw him, she fell head over heels. He was gorjus but there was no way she was gonna be able to talk to Trey. Well that changed over the months.
The two had very much in common, and slowly they fell in love and developed a relationship.
Except, this one was a secret. They had too, what would the school find out if they knew the Kimiko were dating trey? Since she was notoriously know for slandering him.
But they loved each other and nothing could change that except today, Ace's confession.
She wanted to accept since hes been such a good friend, helping her, etc. But she just cant.
",I-im sorry, i can't accept" kimiko looked down to ashamed to see his disappointed face.
"Oh, really? Kay' then." He was trying to act cool but she knew deep down she hurt him. Badly.
It felt wrong just leaving Ace like this so she told him her relationship with trey.
Oh. So thats why.
"Ah, okay." He said with a non-chalant expressiob while running away immediately before she could even call out to him.
Shit.
It felt like her bond with her most special friend broke. It hurt badly. Tears which were welled up in her eyes were stopped from falling when she heard a familiar voice.
"Kimi?" Trey, who was looking around for her. She quickly wiped her tears and met up with Trey. "Is there anything wrong, my love?" He held her cheek, it was obvious she had been crying.
Kimi, who pulled him in a hug immediately told him all about Ace's confession. Trey pulled her in tighter and comforting her.
๏ฝก๏ฝฅ:*:๏ฝฅ๏พโ
,๏ฝก๏ฝฅ:*:๏ฝฅ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโ
A few days passed after Ace's confession. He had been locked in his room most of the time that even Riddle is getting worried about his wellbeing. Even refusing Deuce to visit him
Once Kimiko heard this from Trey, her heart just shattered. There was no way their PLATONIC relationship could ever be mended again.
It pained her, that she just broke her best friends feelings. She wanted to talk with Ace but he was guarded by his own feelings, he didn't want to be reminded of Kimi's face.
All of their pictures together scattered around his room, while he was wallowing.
๏ฝก๏ฝฅ:*:๏ฝฅ๏พโ
,๏ฝก๏ฝฅ:*:๏ฝฅ๏พโ
A few weeks had passed in Heartslabyul, and Riddle finally convinced Ace to leave his room. When Deuce and Riddle saw him, it was like he was a whole new person.
This wasn't the cocky, grinning, teasing Ace anymore. He dreaded seeing Kimi or Trey's face. He couldn't help his self-pity.
During the time being, he wasnt active anymore in studies or clubs. Even Floyd was wondering what happend to him.
And all he could do was watch from the sidelines. Watching her and Trey grow together. Not with him.
After all of these, he finally saw Kimiko again. She were laughing and blushing with Trey, something he could never experience with her.
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