#a little late but still important

[happyheidi]

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. December will bring blessings.

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#a little late but still important #let’s manifest this shit #like we do each month #cottagecore #December #manifestations #positivity #light academia aesthetic #dark academia aesthetic #chaotic aesthetic #classic academia #soft aesthetic #angelcore #cottage aesthetic #symbols #text

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I hope you know that you have the BEST laughingstock content, boss

THANK YOU have some more <3

#im a bit Out Of Practice since i haven't been scribbling much lately #so this isnt my best However! i hope it still delivers #BUT YEA YEAH YEAG YOU FUCKIGN GET IT #its about laughing together 🤌 #its just. its important to me that theyre sooooo comfortable & affectionate around each other #they are matching magnets. To Me. #scribble salad #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #my brain is still on a YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE loop whenever They #dont mind me just relistening to their shared audios #and the crumbs from the Bigger audios #while being very delusional in a little world where they have a chance #anyway yes yes Yes romance yes yes yes yes #laughingstock is My kitchen and the oven never truly cools down

[caitlynmeow]

Donna KNOWS that whenever Alcina texts her “I’m on the way” she actually hasn’t left her castle yet.

Like, she’d be patiently waiting for her nieces because they’re coming over for a visit and she tries not to get too excited but it’s hard because she looks forward to this kind of thing but at the same time it’s Alcina so who knows when they will actually show up.

It’s just the text gets her feeling all excited but she remembers that it’s Alcina so she will probably be waiting for A WHILE before her favorite people arrive.

#headcanon #house dimitrescu #alcina dimitrescu #house beneviento #donna beneviento #daniela dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #resident evil village #resident evil 8 #re8 #Alcina is always fashionably late like the woman would say that she’ll be there at 8 and at 8 she’s still at her vanity 😭😭 #bela and Daniela are different tho they’re actually punctual and always make sure to get to places right on time #Daniela actually arrives a little earlier because girlie is always in a rush and she’s just…punctual like her big sister #Cassandra however takes after their mama and she is always just as late #so if it’s an important family event bela and Daniela leave first to distract Miranda and tell her that their mom and cass are right behind #while knowing damn well that it will be at least an hour before their mom and sister leave the castle #like Cassandra woukd text her friends that she’s getting in the car ready to head out while she’s still doing her hair #and still has her makeup to finish #like cass and Alcina take the whole concept of being ‘a little late’ to a whole different level

[nyxofdemons]

honestly my new niche fixation in this fandom is tilla. i want to know SO BADLY about blitz's relationship with his mom i just KNOW he was the ultimate momma's boy. im banging pots and pans together man circus aftermath episode WHEN

#GODDD I HAVE SO MANY HEADCANONS ABOUT THEM #thinking about late nights in the circus when the kids were still really young and blitz staying up after everyone else #falls asleep and going and crawling into tilla's bed #thinking abt tilla telling the kids (blitz/barbie/fizz) stories when they couldn't sleep. beloved mother figure to ALL the circus kids #THINKING ABOUT BLITZ AS A SMALL CHILD MAKING UP STORIES FOR HER......... GOD #making up stories about him and his mom. him as the knight fighting off the dragon (cash) to rescue her from the tower (the circus) #and taking her somewhere far away where everything is better #idk whyyyyyy but i just. little kid blitz who picks flowers and makes up stories for his mom is SO SO IMPORTANT TO ME #DO YOU SEE MY VISION???? SHAKES YOU #mine #helluva boss #blitz #tilla

[quietwingsinthesky]

i do love canon amy & rory but god, does some part of me wish they really had gone with the idea of the doctor picking up a child as a companion (and then later, that child’s best friend with a huge crush on her.) with the rest of the season really not changing at all, except now it’s amelia pond with an angel in her head killing her and lost alone in the woods. it’s little rory who dies and is forgotten and becomes a toy soldier. if this is going to be a fairy tale, then let it be one. children have never been safe in fairy tales.

#it wouldn’t have to change any of the actual plot of the season. except MAYBE amy’s choice but even then i think amy’s choice would be the #one episode where they should be adults. if only for the half where they live in a village in that dream. #because that’s the kind of future that children would dream up. they live in a little cottage and nothing ever goes wrong and their best #friend visits them all the time even though they’ve grown up. #they aren’t actually adults there just children with an idea of what they should be as adults and acting accordingly #and it would still end the same way. #but idk its just. rory’s 2000 years waiting for amy inside the pandorica is already tragic. yes. #now imagine its a kid. a kid in a little roman soldier helmet who will never grow up. who will not leave his best friend. #he loves her and she’s more important than the whole universe and that sort of love is supposed to MEAN something in a fairy tale! #its supposed to melt the ice out of hearts and transform people from stone. #and what that love means here. is that he will have to wait 2000 years. a child and a box. #little rory and the amelia who followed the doctor’s letters to the pandorica. and she doesn’t recognize him again. #and amelia in the pandorica… 2000 years a child trapped in a small box waiting to be rescued. #s5 is already fucked for them but it could be worse. it could be so much worse. #and it would make the doctor choosing to take her place in the pandorica to save the universe later even better. #because who else but the doctor would put the fate of the universe on the shoulders of two children and realize much too late what a #monstrous thing he’d done. and still have to hope. have to hope. that amelia would remember him fondly enough to bring him back to reality. #the logistics of all of this would have been a pain lmao. child labor laws in acting and all that. #BUT. hypothetically. it would have slapped. #doctor who #amy pond #rory williams #<- also this entire time ive been referring to him in my head as rory pond so much that i fuckin. forgot his actual last name. #and then like if you want them to be adults in s6 or whatever you can just timeskip to them getting married and still have amelia remember #the doctor there. it would work. it would. #amelia pond au

[astriiformes]

Friend groupchat has been doing TOH finale analysis all afternoon and @thesixthstar made the comment "Luz is the Collector's Azura" and I am going to be rotating that one in my mind for. A long time. Forever maybe.

#the way the collector was used to really dig into/emphasize some of the most important parts of both luz and king's arcs #simultaneously but also uniquely #and didn't as specifically dig into eda's but still did a little because it emphasized her connection to the latter two so well #like the fact that they all walked through their relationship as a story and can share that story with someone else now #very very interesting use of a pretty out-there character concept; i was not sold on them at the end of s2 but like i get it now #(they also made for such an interesting contrast to belos -- someone who caused harm on accident instead of on purpose) #(and thus helped with fleshing out that theme of like. what really is morality/accountability for causing harm) #(which MAN i have a lot of feelings about the episode digging into that with luz given my own brain lately) #the finale was just. such an episode #anyways this post is mostly me doing the will smith hands at sharon's point because she is SO right #toh spoilers #f: us weirdos have to stick together

[sketchinfun]

10 Years

I wanted to do a quick little write up thing just looking back on stuff. This year marks my 10th year working in the animation industry as a storyboard artist for feature animation, and it's been a journey. When I started I was still trying to understand what it meant to be a story artist all the while at the same time trying to improve my artistic skills. Despite starting out on an incredibly challenging project, the experience prepared me for what was to come down the line, by sharpening and pushing my drawing abilities, and teaching me how to stand up for myself in a creative field. Developing my own voice as a story artist and storyteller is still an ongoing process for me, but over the years I have grown more excited about story and I love diving into how to work out story problems. With each project I am so thankful and grateful to be able to have worked with so many supportive, kind and awesome people. The time has flown by incredibly fast, and I'm looking forward to the future to keep creating for many more years.

#it me #retrospective #just a short little write up #it's been a journey with its ups and downs but i'm thankful to be able to be a part of creating animated films #i also realized early on when working that it's ok to draw fanart and it's actually a good thing to have your own ocs and projects #because it keeps you creative outside of work #i still enjoy watching animation to an extent but now more of my enjoyment comes from videogames for entertainment #also learning to get a wrist brace to prevent tendonitis was a big thing i learned....get it now kids before it's too late #at the end of the day working in animation is a job but it is also fun #having a healthy and realistic outlook on the animation industry and how animated projects are created is important #storyboard artist

[sysig]

Gotta sweep up all this Dust (Patreon)

#Doodles #Mother 3 #Duster #I am still thinking of He and yet he still hasn't completely come back into my crosshairs #If you can believe it - it was actually the fic printing that was like halfway to the goal of going out of my mind about him again and well- #Lol ♪ I do still plan to! I just underestimated how much of a run-up to him it would be #I'll get there! Certainly keeping busy in the meanwhile lol #But he does get /some/ screentime in the meantime at least haha #I actually injured my own ankle a while ago :P Couldn't tell you exactly when or what but it's been kinda flaring up lately #Mostly when I got for walks - doesn't have to be super long walks either which I'm not super jazzed about #But I did get an ankle compress-brace which has been good for it :) Can walk a bit more regularly! #It was mostly giving my pain away that prompted him back lol sorry Duster #I did at least power up the game to try and see which side his limp is on - it's hard to tell! #It looks like his strides are more confident/longer with his left leg but with the way his sprite mirrors sometimes but not other times #I don't know if he actually says which leg it is somewhere in the game either so I'm just projecting for now lol #I imagine it's only easier to stress out the strong side by overextending - why not both! #It's also still really fun to draw him covered in scars haha #Probably could've gone for arm hair too but it might've muddled the scars and aren't those the important part lol #And a little singy Duster/Lucky to round out :) #I imagine he has a weak voice if he tried projecting but hmm I'm not sure! I really do want to get to know him better! #There's gotta be a reason he was put on the bass right haha #Probably a nice whispery singing voice ♪

[todayisafridaynight]

any hopes for kiwami 3? like things u wanna see added or changed stuff like that

if they dont keep kiryu's goofy walk stance and the hoof-like walk sounds i dont wanna play it

#snap chats #no one understands how much i love that from y3 and y4 its genuinely one of my favorite things about the game #oh but i guess i have to give an actual answer now. HMPH. #id scream if they revived kanda calling mine limp wristed. homophobia in 4k #OK BUT TO BE SERIOUS uhhhh i dont know. im a real simple guy i think #my only like. If This Isnt There Im Leaving deal is mine's palette and im so serious #rgg's scaring me with all the black-hair/purple-suit mine stuff as of late and i cant stress how hard ill vomit if thats in the final #HYPOTHETICAL final anyways. yk3 isnt coming out for. IDK A WHILE #i wanna say i hope they highlight daigo and mine's relationship more but i dont know how theyd do that #i really like how mine's handled in y3 as is so i dont think i want scenes injected like what they did with yk1 and nishiki #someone said a Mine Saga after the game and... hm ... sounds too unrealistic for me to hope for it #like im REALLY trying to think how they could possibly reference the rggo stories in y3 since those are EXCELLENT but #i think . MAYBE. you could reference the story where richardson calls mine as he's driving to the hospital #the only thing you'd have to exclude though is mine stopping by the bar- like JUST keep the phone conversation maybe #cause in that scene that subordinate does question mine if he can really kill daigo and i think thatd be neat. in my opinion. #yeah i dont know. in regards to rggo its hard to think of what i want without intervening things i already like about y3 #its a real head scratcher ... #a really good epilogue addition would be adapting that RGGO bit where daigo ruminates on mine. that's a fair ending for him i think #it also fulfills the need to see how daigo saw mine even if its just a little #and to non-rggo readers it could start to answer 'how does daigo feel about everything that happened' #im still so curious as to if daigo was briefed on EVERYTHING that happened but .... anyways.... #sorry all my hopes for y3 are just mine/minedai centric fLVKELKA BUT LIKE. i really am content with everything else with y3 surprisingly #idk. i want kiryu fucking up that curry in high definition tho. thats important to me #THEY HAVE TO KEEP THE QTES DURING THE RICHARDSON FIGHT ILL BE PISSED #i need the fight to be AS CAMPY and unnecessary as it was in the og. INCLUDING richardson's voice acting i need it wack as hell #is it weird i actually appreciate the Diet Building Loredumping being like. in replayable-cutscene form #i thought id prefer just One Long cutscene but im glad theres the option to skip those segments #BUT being able to get a refresher in case you missed something somehow #im running out of tags jesus christ i shouldve put this in the main text but vjALjlagj those are all my thoughts for now bYE

[tervaneula]

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! ♡♡

You don't have to send this on but just know you're a lovely kind person who is very awesome and we love you in this fandom. Your art and writing and general sweet energy is very much appreciated!

Thank you so much. I'm speechless. I adore you for sending this message, anon, it means so much to me to hear all this. I'm so grateful for you and all of my lovely followers! Thank you for having me in this fandom!! ;_;<333

I'm not going to send individual asks but instead I'll be making a list under the cut and shamelessly pinging EVERYONE I can remember from the top of my head either consistently leaving fun and sweet comments on my stuff or just one or two random ones which I'm fond of and can't stop thinking about. You're welcome lmao but know this:

Each and every one of you makes me SO HAPPY. It's always such a joy to see your tags and replies and I love all of you so much! You really make my days and I couldn't be more grateful! <3<3<3

@beeceit @antimattercontainment @amevello-blue @jumpybox @pommigranite @somecluelesskidd @wraenata @lunar-lair @snipersiniora @someoddmix @k0rinka @hellishgayliath @crash-the-mode @mvshr00m-1 @phykoha @some-guy-named-dominyk @leosmasktails @last-hourglass @chiangyorange @shittygaypornmagazine @spacemimz

And a special mention for @threestripeslider because even though it's been a while, I still remember and love all the nice things you've ever said about my peepaws <3

I probably forgot some people and I'm sorry, but I think this list is rather impressive for my minuscule brain so everyone who knows they should be on this list, you absolutely are appreciated as well <3

(also hoping I got all of y'all's urls right sjhdfgsjd (sweats))

#asks #I've been SUPER low energy lately and still am so this reply is a little lackluster but please don't doubt my love for you #and how important you are. to me and to all the people in your lives. and even to some people who don't even know you exist but #you're still affecting their lives in a positive way

[orchideae]

I finally came across the name for it, thank god. Yelan is specialized in tricking! It's a form of acrobatics and martial arts movement that incorporates kicks, flips, twists, and similar. This has her auto attack sequence instantly make a whole lot of sense, and also yes, she kicks her bow and reels it back in with her line in that sequence (and yes, I had to point that out very specifically). Though certainly not an expert on this, I believe the twist towards the end of her auto sequence is called a raiz. Yelan, dear one, as an archer you must have decent strength in your core and arms, but tricking needs a lot of leg strength, jesus.

#[ mini study. ] that which hides inside her… that constant calling; it is the blood of heroes which has been howling for 500 years. #[ and what i LOVE about this even more is how she's so incredibly restrictive as in... what she allows herself to enjoy. ] #[ anything that influences her is something she tries to stay away from. ] #[ BUT ALSO. it's important to note and remember that technically yelan is disabled to an extent. ] #[ or rather-- it's a little difficult to specify because they're unclear with it. ] #[ “My physical fitness isn't actually that great compared with some trained martial artists.” is what she says. ] #[ the keywords are /isn't actually that great/ but the other important bit of /compared with some trained martial artists/. which means--- #[ her physical fitness may not be as “apparent” among/in comparison to regular humans. ] #[ and i say this because she does patrol the chasm. it seems to be tied to fatigue to some degree. she says she sleeps a lot. ] #[ and sleeps in late but also goes to bed late to be fair; after midnight. ] #[ avoids strenuous labor but strenuous labor is very specific. that can refer to genuinely consistently very hard physical labor. ] #[ that's generally hard on people. ] #[ because a big important bit to remember-- in perilous trail; she's the only one who notes she's not tired like the others. ] #[ when the chasm's bed tires them all out? she doesn't have it. ] #[ which still boggles my mind a bit. ] #[ god the puzzle my brain will know once i dive more and more into the chasm. save me. ]

[stillinthatweirdfaze]

For anyone else who’s lingering sense of self guilt started here you can buy these things in bulk for like 7$ now

#I’ve never heard anyone talk about this before but I know it wasn’t just my school #Idk if you did the fitness feet thing please do tell me your experiences #I remember I got hyper fixated on these as a small child for like a week bc one of my friends had like #A whole bracelet full of them #And I ran my little ass around that playground as much as I could in one day in hopes of racking up one of the cool reward charms #And then I didn’t and then I got bored and went back to playing on the swings or whatever the hell #The envy is still within me though god damit. I was a late bloomer I had more important things to do on the elementary school playground #early 2000s #early 2010s

[coquelicoq]

i knew that i liked march madness for more than just basketball, but i don't think it was until just now, learning that greg gumbel will not be hosting this year, that i realized actually my favorite part of it is the commentary. which in retrospect seems obvious. but like, first jim nantz retires, now greg gumbel has to take time off? what is even the point??? sure there will still be basketball...i guess that's okay, as a consolation prize.

#i turned on the tv a little late so didn't hear the whole story but the other guys were making it sound like greg gumbel #is having health problems? but i read an article that made it sound like it was his family having health problems #either way that sucks a lot and i hope he and his family will be okay #and of course i'm glad he's taking time off if he needs time off! it's never the same without him but other things are more important #ball #my posts #but like i saw no greg and yes seth davis and was like glorb is testing me... #why can't seth davis retire? can't stand that guy #at least clark kellogg is still there. he reminds me of my dad in a way that is just comforting and not weird and complicated

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[esteemed-excellency]

@eddie-dearest I had to add your tags because that's exactly what I asked myself when I started thinking about the character. I didn't plan a backstory or characterisation, I started playing because the alternative history concept of the game seemed intriguing and I wanted to explore what it had to offer in terms of writing. I played a lot of storylines just to see how the plot would proceed and I was immediately hooked by the mystery (this was around 2013). Hiram's characterisation is mainly based on the choices I made in game, and he turned out to be quite a mess, but in a fun chaotic way.

The rest of the post is under the cut because it got a little long.

After some years I started thinking about what kind of character would have made those choices and I elaborated a first concept for an oc, but I never thought that much about it. Around 2017 I deleted my old mail, completely forgetting it was linked to my game account so I had to start everything again, which was kind of a relief given all the new game dynamics that were added to the early game, and this time I had the character ready. I got some of my friends into the game too and we made a group chat (The Paramount Polycule started as the chat name lol) and that was the starting point for headcanons and characterisation development.

I love history and the 19th century is particularly interesting to me in terms of societal changes, a hyphen between the ancient regime and the contemporary 20th century ideologies (with all the good and bad implications that this entails), and technological advances. The process of change and how people react and adapt to it is what really intrigues me, and it's what got me into the game in the first place, and what prompted the background for the character. Hiram is fascinated by change and he loves to keep up with the times, I don't think he ever felt left behind by history. If he feels there's something he can't understand he dives head first into it until he figures it out. He approaches challenges like puzzles or games and he's still capable of wonder, even after a good dose of corruption arc.

Speaking of corruption arcs, I'm a tragedy enjoyer, other than a chaotic shenanigans appreciator, and I like when the narrative borders on horror. Gothic fiction with its specific motifs is one of my favourite genres, and another reason I started playing the game. I especially appreciate the theme of a place being haunted by itself and its history and/or moving through history haunted by what it was/what it is/what it could be, so you can see why Fallen London is so compelling to me. I also like themes of faustian bargains and that's why my character is Like That.

In terms of general vibes and aesthetic I love late 19th and early 20th century fashion, and I wanted Hiram to have the look of some actor from the 20s/30s interpreting a late 19th century character as an excuse to mix up multiple decades of fashion. The devils are anachronistic and fashion in Fallen London is so interesting to speculate. Pre code Hollywood and and pre nazi european cinema have the perfect aesthetic for me, and I got particularly inspired by the drama of austrian operetta films, hence the Anton Walbrook and Ronal Colman faceclaims. On a more personal note, I just projected some gender as I always do when I design a character. I like earlier 19th century fashion too, and that's why I made him so dandyish.

To end the post, here's a non-comprehensive list of medias that inspired Hiram's vibes and aesthetic:

the general concept of penny dreadfuls

À Rebours by Joris-Karl Huysmans: not the protagonist, but the circling pointlessness of the plot, the aesthetic of the house, and the spiralling

whatever happens when you mix the late wave of english Romanticism with the Decadent movement

Doctor Faustus by Thomas Marlowe: that's like, thee bluebrint, and Hiram appreciates the irony

Tales from the Vienna Woods by Johann Strauss II

Delirium Waltz by Josef Strauss

Enemies to Lovers by Joshua Kyan Aalampour

Mr. Malum by The Dear Hunter: mandatory dramatic song, this is Hiram's playlist if anyone wants more music

Maskerade (1933): main faceclaim movie, the promo pics with Paula Wessely and Anton Walbrook dancing are inspo for the Quiet Deviless and Hiram (plot is extremely melodramatic if anyone is interested)

Gaslight (1940) and The Red Shoes (1948): Anton Walbrook goes insane with expressions

The Devil to Pay (1930): Ronald Colman is the other faceclaim actor, he has a funny dog in this movies, inspo for Sugarplum

The man who broke the bank at Monte Carlo (1935): just the general fancy vibes, a suitcase full of money, and the iconic moustache look

#this got a little long and it might be all over the place but I have so many medias in my head when I think about the 19th century #and I'm sure I forgot something important but the main vibes are all here #hiram lore #and also my lore too #I am once again about to go to sleep so if there are some typos it's too late to care I'm posting this #backstory #this is more about my backstory but it still goes in the tag

[nintendont2502]

like im not a man but im not a woman either. not even a secret third thing. im just. dude i guess?

#like #hm #idk #its weird right #some part of me will always be partially feminine (not a woman. not a girl) #because like #ive spent 18 years as that #im still partially presenting that way at work/around family right #its an intrinsic part of me #and not to say this is the case for other trans people because its absolutely not #but idk #im not just gonna throw out that little girl from all those years ago yk #shes still an important part of me #but that doesnt make me less of #see 'man' feels weird #im just. masculine. dude. guy. bro. #on the boundary but leaning more masculine but still inherently neutral and still with pieces of my feminine self ? #god idk sounds fucking stupid when i say it like that #and thsts not even touching my sexuality #this is why i just stick with agender/romantic/sexual #because explaining all. this. #especially when i cant fully explain it to myself #is a lot #but idk im thinking about it a lot lately #partially because of tlt which is deeply interesting to me idk what domino chain bullshit that set off but here we are #me.txt