#Who is the balloom

[agirlwants-bread-and-goodtimes]

#russia #ukraine #ukraine russia #war #drawing #news #cartoon #smile #The fight era #Who is the balloom

[luvtsumu]

could yall imagine msby4, osamu and suna all at your grad at the same time!!!! i think it'd be so hectic and endearing :-(

they'd all come with their own boquet of flowers, probably having coordinated prior on what they're getting you!! the agreement was definitely small bouquets so that you'd at least be able to carry them all (BUT???? WHY WOULD BOKUTO NOT GIVE YOU AN ENTIRE GARDEN???? YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!)

atsumu is def a bit annoyed that bokuto got a bigger bouquet for you, BUT atsumu is the only one who got you a cute helium balloom!!

they'd be early to the ceremony, seeing you before and after!! you told them that it wasn't important for them to come so early (you had to be there 90 mins prior to the ceremony itself to get your gown, degree, and professional photos taken) but they insisted

they as in hinata, bokuto and atsumu... they just couldn't wait

sakusa, osamu and suna were more than happy to arrive on time... but for carpooling purposes and actually being able to find parking, going all together was the better choice

but what's 90 minutes?!?!??! time went by so fast with the number of pictures you got with them even before you got your gown

you'd obviously get solo pictures with everyone, all of them smiling in their photos that'd let everyone know how proud they are of you!!!

hinata definitely has his cheek pressed up against yours (careful not to smudge any of your make up though if you're wearing any!!), has an arm around your shoulders, and has his other pointing at your degree with you hold it! his smile is so bright and his eyes squint up. he giggles as you two take the photo which ends up making you laugh and show the camera a cheesy smile.

bokuto would have an arm around your shoulders too!! resting his cheek on top of yours and practically caging you as he gives the camera two thumbs up!! you'd smile big and mimic his pose which gets everyone laughing since you honestly give off "mini me" vibes with him

atsumu for sssuuurrreee sticks his tongue out in his photo with you. arm around your shoulders--not really since he puts up a peace sign behind your head to give you bunny ears--and his other hand pointing towards you. he'd wink at the camera too and they'd end up catching a photo of you rolling your eyes at him (that's the one he'd post LMAO)

sakusa, of course, is a little more reserved--but he's so proud of you and your accomplishments!! his arm still wraps around you respectfully and he smiles for the camera. he takes off his mask completely for you so you both get a good photo. he's definitely the most formal when it came to taking a photo with you (but anyone would be able to see how happy he is to see you graduating with the way his eyes squint up and his smile looks so natural)

osamu is super natural when taking a photo with you!! he's got an arm around your waist which atsumu calls him out for (he flips atsumu off LOL) and you laugh. someone gets a picture of this before the actual proper pose hahahaha. he'd tilt his head towards you and point at your degree, his smile cheesy and body language proud

suna, same as osamu tbh, but he practically headlocks you with how close he brings you with his arm. he smiles, rests his cheek against your head, and smiles at the camera while pointing at your degree. his smile is smth everyone gets caught off guard with--since when was he so soft?!

during the ceremony, the rowdy ones get restless because why the hell is it taking so long ahlddjsjdjdjdj but!!!!!

as soon as they see you getting ready to walk, they're EXCITED

everyone is up from their seats, clapping and cheering for you as loud as they can (except maybe sakusa, but he's still definitely standing and clapping obnoxiously loud) as soon as your name is called and they cheer allllll the way until you walk off the stage

the rest of the graduates and audience laugh at their enthusiasm, but, of course, find it endearing as they're yelling things along the lines of "that's our graduate!!!" "walk that stage y/n!!!!" "i love you!!!! give me your autograph!!!" "thats 40 thousand dollars right there!!!!"

and of course some people know who they are!!! you're definitely the talk of the town and some people are jealous you've got the rowdy volleyboys cheering you on so excitedly!!

after the ceremony, more pictures are taken (lots of group photos and silly ones too!!) and this time even with your family.

your family thanks them for coming and comments on how hilarious it was to hear them cheering. it gives them a great feeling (esp one of comfort!) knowing that you are loved so dearly by others!

the boys are also invited for dinner and who are they to say no?!?!?!?

later, they're definitely all posting photos on instagram!! hinats posts on his story and makes an actual post for you--he filmed your walk and definitely posted that, probably captioning it with "slaying their best slay rn 😫" LMAO,,, he also makes a cute collage of you, obviously wanting to highlight YOU as the graduate, for his story. for his post, he makes a photo of you two together the first photo, followed by a bunch more, a group photo, and then his favourite solo picture of you giving a cheesy smile to the camera as you hold up your degree!! he'd caption his post with a short cheesy paragraph about being proud of you and knowing you'll have a great future

bokuto also posts a video of your walk on his story and his yelling is so loud 😭😭😭 everyone who watches it definitely turns down their volume LOL but it's super sweet!! he follows it with a photo of you two together and just sticker bombs it. he also makes a post, making the first picture one he took of the bouquet he got you, then his favourite picture of the both of you, following it with more duo photos, a group photo, and even a photo of him and the boys while they waited. he captioned it with "SO HAPPY FOR @ YNUSERNAME !!! CONGRADS AND REMEBER ME WHEN YOU'RE FAMOUS!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!"

atsumu spams his story of your entire graduation actually LOL it started with him getting ready, him with osamu, the both of them getting you each a bouquet, him getting a balloon, them meeting up with the other boys, the hectic car ride that consisted of a loud karaoke session much to sakusa's (the driver) dismay, a video of them seeing you for the first time and how your face lit up, two 6-photo collages before the ceremony (mostly pictures of the both of you striking many different poses), a video of you getting ready to walk and him saying "it's happeenninng!", a video of you walking and his screaming (he's the one who yelled that he loves you and wants an autograph for suuurree), and bunncch of photos afterwards. he posts one group photo followed by his favourite photo of the two of you on his feed and captions it with "so proud of this scholar!!! c's get degrees!" and you're definitely defending your honour in the comments when you eventually see the post LMAO

sakusa, more reserved tbh, posts a picture of you walking the stage on his story! he has a video but thats for safekeeping and he fucking hates how loud atsumu was jsdkdjshdkdjsjdj anyways,,,, he tags you in the story, follows it with a cute photo collage with a couple cute stickers that said congrats! and some confetti, and he also posts a group photo on his feed. he captions it with something sweet and simple! "congradulations to @ ynusername. so proud of you and your success :-)"

osamu posts a video of you walking on his story (volume included LOL) and he's also cheering for you! a part of the video he posts, the camera turns to him and suna and they both exaggerate their cheering. they laugh together but it gets cut off (((and everyone who views it replays it just to see that part again))))). he posts a lot of pictures on his story, so obviously proud of you, and he also gets pictures at dinner! he's late for the actual feed post because he forgot LOL and the first picture is of him, you and atsumu together! it's a silly photo, of course, and it's follow by proper ones, duo photos, a group photo, and a cute picture of you! he captions it with "sry it's late :P happy grad to our happy grad <3" and ofc the boys put him on blast for being late

suna is similar to atsumu (not surprisingly) but not as aggressive. he definitely makes it more mysterious as to where he's going on his story as he posts a mirror selfie of him all dressed up (practically a thirst trap ugh....) and even posts the cute bouquet he got you without context LOL. after that, the next story post is a video of you scurrying over to him and the rest of the group. he posts a picture of the two of you together (def a .5 pic) and captions it with a simple "with the cutest graduate" !! of course he films your walk, posts it, and follows it with a collage of photos! his post for his feed is of the two of you (his favourite photo ofc), followed by a group photo, one with the boys, one with osamu and sakusa, a selfie, and then a silly one of you (probably a picture of you zoned out during dinner because of how tired you were LOL). he captions it with "cograds @ ynusername B] slay your best slay 🫰🏼"

anyway 😭😭😭 grad with these guys would definitely be so much fun

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[pebiejeebies]

PART 10 (FINALE) OF MY CABLOON ANALYSIS! GO TO MY #CABLOON-ANALYSIS TAG TO FIND THE FIRST POST!

(I’m gonna make it easier to access the older ones, I’ll make a master post, then I’ll make it so you can check the next part by a link so you don’t manually tire yourself, give me some time cause I need a mental break from my shutdown 😭‼️)

Literally one of the most precious moments I’ve screen recorded in my whole life, the way he’s sitting beside her, laughing just like her, writing in her files, both of them equally sharing the same annoyed stare at silver spoon (Which is something a lot more common than I thought it was)

THIS.

This is just.. *wipes away tear*

Too perfect..

I wonder what happens to Mephone..? (Good lord I am still traumatized till this 

Now expect MANY MANY MANY random screenshots of my babies togethr 

STOP HOW BALLOON EXCITEDLY INFODUMPS WITH CABBY JANSHEHSHQJJEDHHJWWJ

They’re autistics in love I tell you

LOOK AT HOW HE’S TOUCHING HER AHHH (please don’t thkae that out of context omfg—)

I have a feeling that she was slightly uncomfortable here (sTOP PROJECTING YOURSELF ONTO CABBY PEBIE!! STOP!!)

Its canon guys he was trying to impress her here too

Why else would he give her that smug ass look?!/vpos

Then he sees uninterested cabby and gets sad :(

stop guys it’s actually so sad

The way she got excited when she said that was SO SASAADDDDD 

SHES SO STRESSED OMG I FEEL YOU GIRL AAHHHHHH

AHAHGSGAHHSHHEHGWG😭😭‼️‼️

I CANTT THE POOR GIRL IS HORRIFIED

Unsure if she was looking at Mephone or Balloon, but I guess they’re beside each other here, so uh excuse me lol

STOP

STOOOOPPP

THEYRE IN SYNC YALL

LOOOOOOOOK!!! HANDS ON HIPS, SAME FUCKING FACE TWICE, AND IN THE SAME SCENE TOO OMFG

CABBY AND BALLOON RAISE ONE HAND AUTISTICALLY, AND THE OTHER LIKE SILVER SPOON, FROM. THE. SAME. SIDE. AND LITERALLY HAVE A SIMILAR FACE!! I-I CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH THEYRE ACTING LIKE EACH OTHER WITHOUT EVEN NOTICING IT IM FUCKING EVAPORATING AND EXPLODING… EXVAPORATING!!!

THATS LIKE.. 3 SYNCED POSES + EMOTIONS IN ONE SCENE IM GONNA CRY

GRRRRRR HOW COULD YOU SHAKE MY BOY LIKE THAT!!

ALSO. WHO THE FUCK DARES CALL MY BABIES INSECTS.. LOOK WHO THE FUCK CAME FROM THE DEPTHS OF EARTH ITSELF LOOKING LIKE ONE!!/silly /nsrs /omfgdontkillmeafterthisplease—

Erm actually… Cabby and Balloon are definitely engaging after this. Real. And uh she has AWESOME YINYANG, AAAAND BOT!! Balloom has an awkwardly clingy and.. well.. pathetic friend aswell, but hey! Even they have something to leave with! Look at silver spoon..

He doesn’t have candle on his side anymore

Btw.. look at this: You see how Balloon is holding his arm and looking at cabby?

Do you think he, well… wants to hold her hand?

LIKE— NO SERIOUSLY LOOK

STOOOPP AAAHHH MY HEART

YOU CANT TELL ME THAT HE ISNT WORRIED ABOUT CREEPING HER OUT IF HE HELD HER HAND

(Uh wow maybe me projecting myself up there could make sense— OH MY GOD IM GETTING SO MUCH HEADCANONS IM HAVING A HEADACHE YEEEOWWCH)

It’s either (Read this well cause it might confuse you the first time you read it)

He wants comfort from her

Or

He wants to comfort her

Or

This is all accidentally lining up too well

Or

I’m just delusional and this isn’t even lining up at all

WOOOOAAAAAHHH!! EPIC BATTLE SCENE IN REEAAALL LIIIFFFEEEEE?££\#+@}+++}={==£[&$]^)-][.

(Just distract yourself Pebie, ignore how AE made an evil alter of silver spoon aswell.. calm DOWN)

STOOOOOPPPP!! WE GET IT!! THEYRE SOULMATES!! H.. HOW DO THESE TWO HAVE SO MUCH SIMILAR MOMENTS LIKE THIS OMFG/vvvvvvpos

My babies are sticking together OMFG I’m actually exvaporting STICK TOGETHER BABIES!! YOULL GET OUT OF THIS ALIVE!!! HH.HOPEFYKLU

IMANNAHAHWGSBHDJDJAKAKKSNDJD

IM SHAKKIIJHHHHH OKDMDHAHBBAHHHWHGGDGGDAAAAAA

WEEEE SHE SAID WE

SHE SAID WE OMFGGFGAFFSFVS

THE WAY SHE SAVED HIM IN CLUCTH IM FGGISNNG

IM GONNA.CRUY. IM SUBHIAJJJJSJ

LISTEN UP WALKIE TALKIE. YOU DONT DRAE THREATEN CABBY’S FUTURE HUSBAND AND GET AWAY WITH IT GRRRRRRYEHAHWJSJ

But let’s be fr, As much as I love Mephone and his silly shenanigans, this literally affected me the same way it did for them, just.. look at their faces man :(

NOOO NOOO!! STOP STOP STOOOP I DIDNT AGREE TO THIS!1 DONT HURT THEM!! PLLEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEEE 😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️ IM LITERALLY SHIVERING FOR THEM OMFG MY BABIES

I SWEAR IF YOU LAY A FINGER ON ANY OF THEM ILL FUCKING—

Deep betreath… breeaathehees… I’m not ANGRY. nooo wayhhhy.  ,.,,uhm..—

HEY AE.. DO THEY MAKE IT SO THEY ALL LIKE MEPHONE IN THE END?? CAUSE LIKE.. It would be so awesome, it would be so cool—

Yeah WHOOOOH!! I took yesterday night, from 8/9pm to 11pm, STYAED UP ALL NIGHT CAUSE I COULDNT SLEEP FROM THESE TWO, stayed up until like.. 10am, fell asleep, woke up at 2:40pm and BAM! FINSIHED AFTER A DAY!! YIPPIEROONIES!!! (Edit: Two days, since I had to leave, came back at 9:50pm, finished at 11pm cause bedtime lockdown, then woke up at 10am today and started to do it again, so I technically finished at 2pm today)

I have a feeling that someone reading this started liking the ship, or felt curious about their rare pair interaction (if they had any/lh), but either way, I’ll tell you how THIS rare pair even EXSISTED.

(THE LORE OF WHY I EVEN SHIPPED CABLOON)

Let’s start from the beginning. In some of the episodes, before I knew I kin cabby, I always had a little fascination towards balloon, his issues living with him for so long and how he still struggles to make a good image of himself was just. Cute to me (stop I KNOW you simp for objects too.. DONT DENY IT!!)

And at episode 17, after I found out I kin cabby, I started to like their interactions more, and since this ship was a HEAVY SELF INSERT, It somehow made sense.

They both struggled to gain a good image, they both had a toxic friendship in the past that got resolved, they both have TOO MUCH ISSUES, and they both act like each other so much it’s actually wild

None of us EVER cared to really analyze hidden relationships in the show, and this is actually a good example, if I never simped for balloon like the ‘loon’atic I am

*knee slap*

I would’ve NEVER noticed their cute feelings for each other

As much as I wanna continue talking, I feel like this ramble will never end, so I give you a cabloon doodle!

And I bid you farewell *bows dramatically*

#cabloon-analysis

[airasilver]

Her family inherited a 900-year-old Italian castle. Here’s what it’s like living there

By Francesca Street, CNN

Published 5:46 AM EDT, Wed September 27, 2023

When Ludovica Sannazzaro Natta introduces herself to new people, she always leads with the key facts:

She’s 21, about to turn 22. She’s Italian. She’s a “very proud Scorpio.” She studied musical theater in Los Angeles and New York.

Then, she’ll add an unexpected extra detail into the mix:

“I live in a castle full time.”

Growing up in a castle

Sannazzaro Natta moved into the 45-roomed, turreted, fairytale Castle Sannazzaro when she was four years old.

Sannazzaro Natta is descended from Italian nobility and her father is a count. This medieval fortress, located in picturesque countryside near Giarole, northern Italy, has been in her family for 28 generations.

The previous generation used Castle Sannazzaro primarily as a summer home, but in 2006, Sannazzaro Natta’s parents decided to move from Milan and make the castle their full time residence, taking their young daughter with them.

“When I moved here, it was just so normal for me,” she tells CNN Travel today. “It was just my home and where I was going to live for the rest of my life.”

While the castle was “normal” for young Sannazzaro Natta, she still recalls the thrill of discovering the abundance of rooms in the castle – there are 18 bedrooms, 9 bathrooms, as well as sitting rooms, a library, a balloom and a dining room, not to mention the moat, a chapel and secret passageways. Her parents soon realized that in a castle, games of hide and seek can last a long time.

“I would just run around the castle,” Sannazzaro Natta recalls. “My parents couldn’t find me sometimes because I thought it was so funny to hide inside closets.”

Sannazzaro Natta has an older brother, but he’s 14 years her senior, so Sannazzaro Natta spent her childhood exploring the castle with her gang of friends. The kids would spend long days inventing tales of princesses, witches and wizards amid extremely appropriate surroundings. The castle, says Sannazzaro Natta, was a “very creative” place to spend her formative years.

“I grew up with Harry Potter and Narnia and all those things,” she recalls. “Of course, the castle was absolutely great to recreate those kinds of atmospheres and fantasy worlds – so it would be our own Harry Potter in my castle.”

As a teenager, Sannazzaro Natta attended boarding school elsewhere in Italy. With that distance, and her growing maturity, Sannazzaro Natta developed more conflicted feelings about her palatial childhood home.

“I didn’t really know how to tell people about living in a castle,” she says.

She became aware that “this particular thing about myself can change their view about me, their opinion on me” and found herself holding back the information until she felt she’d developed a good rapport with a potential friend.

“I live in a castle. That’s so not normal,” she realized. “That’s very unique and special.”

While Sannazzaro Natta began reckoning with that privilege and what it meant, she also became fascinated by Castle Sannazaro’s history and how it intertwines with her own family legacy.

“It’s almost 900 years of history, between this place and between my family,” she says.

She helped her father sift through old family letters. She shadowed paranormal investigators who came to investigate potential ghostly goings on. She researched her family tree to understand how the castle came to be built in the first place.

The 23-year-old who spent three years living in the Tower of London

Seeing the castle through a new lens

After graduating high school, Sannazzaro Natta moved to the US to study musical theater. Her new American friends were even more dumbfounded than her Italian schoolmates when she lifted the curtain on her family home. But, by then, Sannazzaro Natta was more comfortable in herself and felt able to own her story.

“I’m not going to hide a part of me just because I’m scared of what they’re going to think,” she decided. “If they really want to know me, they’re going to know me with this specific thing, because it is part of me.”

Then, midway through Sannazzaro Natta’s US studies, Covid hit. Like many pandemic-era college students, she found herself decamping to her parents’ house – only, of course, her parents’ house was a castle.

Sannazzaro Natta saw the fortress through fresh eyes after her time away.

I live in a castle. That’s so not normal. That’s very unique and special.

“I was like, ‘Oh, I just love this place. Sometimes I don’t appreciate it as much as I should. Probably because it’s my home. And it’s so normal for me. But I truly, truly love this place.’”

With this newfound appreciation of the castle came the birth of Sannazzaro Natta’s social media account, The Castle Diary. In between her studies, Sannazzaro Natta passed the time posting videos on TikTok and Instagram summing up what life’s really like in a medieval castle. Yes, it’s beautiful, she explained, but there’s also poor Wi-Fi, a lot of rooms to clean and drafts aplenty.

It was March 2021 and her videos provided some well-timed pandemic escapism. Plus, everyone was talking about the Netflix series “Bridgerton,” and Sannazzaro Natta seemed to be living some real life version of that. Her TikTok account quickly gained traction.

As her following grew, Sannazzaro Natta leaned into the period drama of it all, enlisting her mother to sew her gowns that would look more at place in the 1800s than the 2020s.

Today, Sannazzaro Natta rarely appears in modern clothing in her videos and fully embraces the “princess aesthetic” on social media.

At the same time, she’s still committed to showcasing the reality of castle life. She still makes videos about the castle’s unexpected quirks from its multiple old toilets to the frustration of forgetting your keys and ascending several flights of spiral staircases to track them down.

And to be clear, Sannazzaro Natta isn’t actually a princess– although she does stand to inherit her father’s title and become a countess one day, which is pretty Bridgerton-esque, although the title has no real meaning in republican Italy.

They bought a huge rundown Italian castle and transformed it into a luxury retreat

Sannazzaro Natta’s social media presence has become a family affair – her mother helps with her outfits, while her father often pops up in front of the camera and her brother helps with the administrative and financial side of Sannazzaro Natta’s social media fame.

The Sannazzaro Natta family have been pleasantly surprised by the widespread interest in the videos – not least because it’s provided a boost to the on-site bed and breakfast they run at the castle.

That’s right – if you want to live like Sannazzaro Natta for the day, you can – six of the eighteen bedrooms in the castle are available for vacationers to rent. More rooms are available to rent for weddings or other large events.

The castle is around an hour away from Milan, Turin and Genoa, and 650 meters from Giarole Train Station.

“This area is very famous for its landscapes,” Sannazzaro Natta says. “It’s full of these little towns. There’s beautiful hills,” she says. “Of course, the food is amazing. And the area is very well known also for wine. So there are tons of different wineries.”

Sannazzaro Natta says she loves nothing better than when the castle is full of guests and pulsating with energy – whether that’s thanks to visits from her disbelieving, delighted American friends (whose reactions to the castle she often documents on social media) or via tourists.

That, for Sannazzaro Natta, is when her home comes alive, so if her social media boosts visitors, all the better.

“The reason why my dad opened the bed and breakfast was because he wanted the castle to be lived in. He wanted people to see and breathe this reality.” she says. “And I want the exact same thing.”

Inspired by the success of her social media aesthetic, Sannazzaro Natta is planning upcoming public events that embrace what she calls the “fantasy” of the castle. First up, she hopes to organize a historical-themed ball in 2025.

I have something so unique and special that I want to share with people.

Ludovica Sannazzaro Natta

Now that she’s an adult, Sannazzaro Natta is increasingly aware of the costs and upkeep associated with castle living. Expanding into hosting balls and historical events could also be a way to ensure the longevity of the castle – something she has a vested interest in, as she, alongside her brother, will inherit the property one day.

Sannazzaro Natta says she is also still pursuing musical theater and is currently fantasizing about playing one of the six wives of Henry VIII featured in the musical comedy “Six,” all of whom knew a thing or two about castles. She’d love to host a performance at Castle Sannazzaro.

Sannazzaro Natta says ultimate goal is to “share the atmosphere of this beautiful place” with everyone she can – whether via social media or in person.

“I have something so unique and special that I want to share with people,” she says. “Because I don’t think that a lot of people know about this reality. They don’t even think that it exists unless it’s in movies.”

#castle #italy #world

[lisadamaris]

♡ a wonderful taste ♡

the redhead licked her lips as she stared up at her panting mess of her love who's eyes were filled with hunger and lust and the crazed stare. Her pink lips were swollen from the kisses they shared, they both wanted more but Lisa made sure she'll be the one leading this time.

Leo leaned forward and gently flicked the red head's nipples with her tongue, the sound that came out of her mouth got Leo's mind in a haywire. "That's not fair, my love. I thought i should be the one leading~.." Leo hummed in response and looked up at her love who was looking down at her with a pout. Lisa then pushed Leo down on the bed "Now, be a good girl and let me do the leading, okay?" Lisa whispered in her ear, which sent a shiver down the black haired girl's spine. Leo nodded and got comfortable as she gazed at the temptress who was sitting on top of her naked, she needed her touch, to feel her soft hands appreciating every part of her body.

Lisa pressed a gentle kiss to Leo's neck, "such a pretty girl.. my pretty girl" another kiss. "So, good for me" and another kiss, "my good girl" all the praises made Leo feel all clouded with love. With a a groan and a sigh she whined to Lisa to stop teasing her, begging the red head to fuck her already. Lisa chuckled into her love's skin and graciously attacked her lower collarbone with flurry of harsh kisses, leaving delicate hickeys scattered across her shoulders. Once proud of her work, she leaned back to admire her work with a hungry heated look while her love under her who was a moaning mess started to buck her hips against the red head's. Lisa hissed at the friction they were creating with each other, the pleasure bubbling up in her lower region got her almost seeing stars.

Leo couldn't take it anymore, she wanted Lisa so badly, craving for her tongue in her, her fingers fucking her, she needed it so badly. She took Lisa's hand and lead it up to her small right breast, helping her to massage it and play around with it.

Her breasts were perky and the nipples were erect, Lisa wasted no time, she leaned down and put her mouth over one of the nipples, hearing her love's moans had herself dripping wet. She began to suck on her nipple, ever so gently, before using her other hand to pinch the other nipple, gently rolling the bud between her fingers. Leo felt good but it wasn't enough to fill her needs.

"Lisa... baby.. more please, more i need more." She croaked, her voice was hoarse with strained moans leaving her pink lips. The red head glanced up and oh, the expression her love's giving her almost made her came right there and there. "As you wish, my love~.."

Lisa picked up the pace with her tongue on her nipple, which caused Leo to grab onto the other girl's hair and tug on it as their hips bucked against each other, both girls moaned softly. Leo's hands stretched out to cup the other's breast and softly pinching her nipples as she knew how sensitive Lisa's is. The way the red head's face scrunched face in pure bliss, Leo knew she needed to fuck her good.

She sat up and hummed softly loving the feeling their skins against each other, Lisa brought two of her fingers into her love's mouth, "Suck." Without saying it twice, Leo sucked on her fingers, tongue playing with both fingers, eyes staring into each other with heavy hunger and lust. Lisa pulled her finger's out of her love's mouth, slowly using those finger to slid in between Leo's legs. Her breath hitched as she felt cold fingers touching her slit, "Lay down my love, i'll make you feel good." Obeying her words, Leo laid down and closed her eyes as she felt her clit played around by a tongue, hot breath fanned against her.

Lisa then stuck her tongue inside Leo, while her finger played with her clit, the moans coming out of the girl's mouth and the sweetness her love's taste made the red head groaned in response. The pressure came boiling up in her stomach, almost like an inflating balloom that took over her abdomen. "Mm, such a good good girl." Leo groaned out to Lisa's response, "Right there, god baby, right there my love. I'm so close" That only got Lisa to speed up, gripping onto Leo's thighs while the red head ate her out, it wasn't long before she came after that while seeing stars and moaning out her lover's name. After a few minutes she panted slightly, Leo sat up and wiped off the fluid of Lisa's face and blushed as the red head gave her a big grin while licking off the wetness from other girl's finger.

Lisa was painfully wet and in need of a release. Leo knew this and flipped her underneath. Lisa yelped and laughed, while her hands roamed around Leo's chest and down to her abdomen when the black haired girl stopped her from going further. "It's your turn, my princess~" Leo then leaned down and sucked onto Lisa's nipples, the moans and the heavy breathing made Leo go crazy, she wanted more, more of her moans and the taste and she wanted to feel how her walls squeeze against her fingers. God, this red head underneath her is making her crazy, she needs all of her.

She trailed her hand down to her love's lower region and gently teasing the folds before pushing her finger into her. Lisa turned into a moaning mess, While Leo worked away, playing with her love, helping her feel good. Lisa's hands went to Leo's hair and got tangled up into those black locks, tugging on them ever so tightly. She wanted that sweet release so badly and her love is not giving her that.

"Baby, please i beg.. I need to come.." Leo hummed and speed up her pace as she inserted a second finger into Lisa, while she occupied her mouth with nibbling on her nipple, brushing her teeth against the mound before swirling her tongue around it. That was enough to push the red head over the edge, she let out one last raspy moan before she came onto her love's fingers. Leo didn't mind, she simply removed her mouth from Lisa's nipples and licked the juice of her finger, humming softly. Both girls giggled as Leo wrapped her arms around Lisa, giving the red head kisses around her face.

"I love you so much, so so so much" Lisa smiled softly and placed a soft kiss onto her love's lips. "I love you alot and alot too, very much, my love." Soon the exhaustion took over both girls, as they both cuddled and went to sleep in each other's arms.

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

[alphaofthemoonxx]

Doggie therian hack

I dont remember who i got it from, but i want to share a tip from Tumblr for my fellow canines:

When having urges to chew, use balloom bands! Its actually really effective and portable!

(this wasn't my original idea)

Hope this helped :D im currently doing this myself.

- Ulvkri Xx

[peachtozier]

d d d deadlights deadlights deadlights

#as always. i am in love with the concept of deadlights #and guess who is finally writing a deadlight moment???? #im super excited actually #don't look him in the eyes #remember to block that if ur uncomfy with horror :] #god once i finish the balloom scene its time for the werewolf....hhhhhhhh i am embarrassingly in love with that scene

[cupppydog]

👵

#I feel bad talking shit abt my friends and people who I've been nothing but nice to bc im basically doing it behind their backs #but this girl drives my fucking wILD #SHE MAKES ME WANT TO POO.MY HEAD LIKE A BALLOOM #I LOVE HER AND SHES SWEET BUT HOW CAN YOU BE SO INCONSIDERATE AND DUMB!!! BITCH!!!! #i had her over yesterday and i genuinely think it'll be the last time I have her over when its just us bc I can't do it alone I love but sh #and it makes me nervous bc my mom also Fucking hates her

[girlcaptainamerica]

Also I've been working as a cashier lately and we should alot of party stuff, especially red white and blue party stuff. I just had to stand there, unable to say a ything when I know peoole will get sick and we'll be stuck in this longer.

#except the older couple who were buying snack sized bags of treats and snacks for a no contact anniversary party #they are okay #the rest of y'all buying 3 table cloths and a bunch of ballooms and table decorations #you are not okay

[cottoncandyjester]

So you know that song sway by Michel buble...I listened to that which led me to listen to a bunch of latin songs I used to listen to as a kid..and we'll have some latino reader trying to teach the ocs to dance

Theodore

"y-y/n this is HIGHLY sexual!" Theo stammered as he watched you play the music, he was a waltz kinda guy so this was different. "Relax theo, it's balloom dancing still just with a lot of sexual tension" you explain as you stood in position being very close to him watching the male watching you with wide nervous eyes

"just follow the music, kay? You'll do fine" you cooed out as you started off slow hoping he would take the lead but it seems he was absolutely flustered which confused you a little. "Theo, we've had sex but this makes you flustered?" You questioned out as the male kept from brushing up against you at all.

"t-this kind of dancing and mhsic was banned from my home! Though me and m-my mother played latin music and dance in secret especially when my father was away..." The memory made him sigh happily before his eyes snapped back to you who was just excited

"....theo, do you know how to dance to latin music?"

Theo twitched and sweated as he gazed away avoiding your burning stare as he turned away "l-lets take a break!" He claimed now walking away his face so red his ears burned

"wait! I have questions! Theo!"

Hikaru

"no. Fuck off piggy, daddy is busy"

You asked hikaru if he wanted to dance with you but his cold response made you pout before an idea sparkled into your mind. You turned away and gave a loud huff, keeping from smiling as you started to walk away

"you probably don't even know how to dance like that, rich boy" you teased before hikaru shot up a glare being sent your way before hikaru started to roll his sleeves up now aggressively unbuttoning his shirt two buttons. "Fine, wanna fucking dance? Let's do it." He hissed out feeling an urge to prove you wrong. With that you two at in the living room as latin music played

Hikaru very aggressively took the lead out you close a hand gripping your waist as you had no choice but to keep up. Your cheeks flushed as you looked at the serious gaze in his that was downright sexy before he spinned and dipped you with ease

"satisfied?"

"b-but h-huh? How?!"

"dance classes, dumbass we all had to fucking do it in my family "

With that he full on dropped you now walking away scoffing though a smile graced his lips that he fought. He hasn't danced in a long time, he forgot how fun it was. "Give me a challenge next time y/n" he scoffs out though he definitely felt giddy from that, maybe dancing with you again wouldn't be the dumbest idea.

Axis

Axis did like how it sounded, it was so different than normal japanese culture! He shuddered when you got into position and he could practically feel your heartbeat. You were so amazing, though he was pretty clumsy so a lot of times he stepped on your feet before apologizing like crazy

"i-i don't think I can do this y/n" he whined as he nervously fiddle his hands before you kissed his forehead whispering sweet praise in spanish which of course perked him up getting him excited to try again.

"okay!"

Salem

When you showed salem a video of latin dances he was far more interested in how sexual it was and instantly wanted to it. So here you two were trying it out, you come to realize that salem was bad following instructions and couldn't keep his hands off your ass

"salem, you're hands have to be higher than that"

"mhmmm"

"...so move them"

It was talking to a brick wall, you weren't sure he was even interested until you caught him humming the tune to the song which made you smile. He definitely loved the music a lot though dancing wasn't his thing

Prince

Prince was absolutely eager to learn cause latin dancing is like the sexist thing in the world! He was a quick learner and even took the lead making it quickly become sexual as he pulled you in for a steamy kiss

"how about we take this to the bedroom? I would love to show you what else I can do"

Damn he was cocky

Yuki

"pleaseeeeee~"

"..sleepy."

You huffed at your boyfriend who was curled up in bed refusing to move even when you begged and acted all cute, so you had to pull out drastic measures. "Yuki! I'll throw away all my thigh high socks and never let you touch me!" Oh he was totally up now though he had a pouty glare on his face.

He was really..slow, like painfully slow that it was clear he wanted to go back to sleep, you were a little unsure how to motivate him but it seems he didn't like that sad expression you wore so he picked up the pace before dipping you to surprise you which gave you butterflies for sure. "Can I sleep now?" He mumbled out and you gave a shaky nod before he kissed your cheek and stood you up before walking off leaving your flustered.

Rocket

This poor himbo is so damn clumsy it's almost deadly, he is trying so damn hard though. You winced when he stepoed on your foot for the 100th time that moment and you shot a glare to him only to see his sad puppy dog expression which made you sigh as you placed a hand on his chest.

"maybe cooking latin food would be more your style" he suddenly perked up at the mention of food basically drooling excitedly. "Food food food!" He chanted as you two walked to the kitchen.

Scarlett

The goth princess seemed to be skilled in some ballroom dancing but this was out of element though she quickly got the grasp of it. She giggled softly whole you two danced since it was very fun to her "you should have asked me to do this sooner my love, I love doing this with you" she stated before planting a sweet kiss onto your lips

What a supportive girlfriend! You'll have to marry her

Rin

You were going to strangle him, he was doing the wrong thing on purpose to rile you up. "Come on babe don't waltz away! I got more jokes! Pfft- you're not latin me have any fun here" he cheers out as you held back a laugh at his dumb jokes..no you were mad! You turned to him trying to glare at him best you could

"you're not taking this serious rin!"

"I don't take Anything serious I mean I'm still wearing the clown nose after all" he pointed out before squeezing the nose giggling at the honk sound it made.

Rin didn't get why you were taking this so serious honestly but he figured if it made you happy he'll play along..for now. You rolled your eyes before turning around to walk away but rin grabbed your hand spinning you and dipping you with a cocky grin

"dont be a sourpuss baby. You know i love when you're mad at me you're so sexy" he mumbled out as he reached out and softlt tapped your nose.

"boop~" he purred out in a low seductive tone which definitely turned you a lot more than it should. With that he let you go and happily skipped away "I'll be in the clown car if you wanna have steamy car sex" he chriped as he skipped away.

"of course cause having sex in the damn clown car instead of our bed is the better option" you mumbled under your breath but you were definitely following him.

Yuuji & yuuta

Yuuji pushed his older twin towards you with a devilish grin. "Yuuta always sucked during practice while I sucked during volleyball practice sooooo, I say you teach him" the red haired male stated.

"t-traitor!" Yuuta hissed out before looking your way before giving a huff, he definitely wasn't prepared for this. "Alright kitty cat, show me what you got" he said softly as he held you close and you two got started, he was pretty rusty so he made some mistakes but he couldn't help but have fun with it.

Just when the sexual tension got high and he leaned in as if he was gonna kiss you the male let go and spun you right into yuuji's arms who smiled innocently at you taking yuuta's place who slipped away to hide his flushed face and racing heart..he always hated showing you his soft side.

"you're a tough badass get it together" he whispers under his breath as he watched you and yuuji with a slight smile.

#yandere imagines #yandere #yandere ocs

[words-for-holland]

Quarantine Series: The Birthday Week

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: It’s Tom’s Birthday Week! So much planning, food, and surprises....and a special promise from our favorite Q.S. Couple.

A/N: It’s been long overdue...Is it too late to say Happy Belated Tom?! 🥺

A/N: Happier Part 3 comes out this weekend!!

Check the Rest: Burnt Out | A New Look | Secret Cuts & Kisses | Breaking Friendships

May 25, 2020 (T-Minus 7 Days)

An almost average Monday. Its the start of Tom’s Birthday Week and Y/N is trying her best to get ahead of the game and prep up for an over-the-top birthday party for her boyfriend. Well as over-the-top as it can get when you’re stuck in Quarantine because...well...Covid.

The only problem, she didnt know where to start. What party to throw, games to play, food to make, playlist to create, and above all the gift. This year Y/N wanted to give Tom something that held a lot of sentimental value to represent all the love she had for him. While Y/N was lucky enough to have someone like Tom to spoil her and show her just how much she meant to him, she wanted to do the same for Tom. So, she went to the spare room, which had now become her new work space and started googling away.

May 26, 2020 (T-Minus 6 Days)

The next day, Tom and the boys went out for their daily Golf match, while Y/N stayed behind to continue party planning. She made sure to be discreet about it and pretended that she had to take care of a few things for work. In reality, Y/N facetimed her best friend, on advice of what to get Tom for his 24th.

“C’mon Im serious Nico. I want to give him something special this year.” Y/N groaned when she knew her best friend wasn’t giving her the answers she wanted.

“Im sorry, Y/N. I dont know what you could give him. You’ve know him better than anyone else.” Nico reasoned, as Y/N continued her helpless groans, banging her head on the table. “Look Im sure what ever you come up with, Tom is going to love it no matter what.”

“But that’s the problem I don’t know what I can come up with. Our first year together I got him clothes, last year it was golfing gear, I don’t know how I can top that.” Y/N continued to stare at the desk picking up and dropping her pencil repeatedly. “I just know that I want it to be something he can always look back at and know that I’ll always be there for him.”

“Wow. You really like this kid don’t ya?” Nico questioned, but of course she knew the answer to that...anyone did.

“Yeah...more than anything.” Y/N smiles back as she thinks about Tom.

“Well what about a promise ring?” Y/N’s ears perk up at the suggestion.

“Like uhhh a men’s promise ring? Do they even make promise rings for men?” She questions, though isn’t opposed to the idea.

“No, Im talking about a donkey’s promise ring.” Nico rolls her eyes. “It’d be cute and not to mention empowering because you’d be making the first move. Empowering women is super attractive.”

Y/N stops to give it some thought. It would be cute to have a ring for him and see him wear it everywhere knowing he would carry a symbol of her love. Of course it’s nothing like the real thing when couples get married and all, but it’s a step toward that direction. “Ill think about it.” She says.

May 27, 2020 (T-Minus 5 Days)

Y/N had finally given the idea a good 8 hours when she decided to find the ring. She scrolled through pages and pages to find the ring but none of them spoke to her or looked like it was meant for Tom. The more she scrolled the more anxious she got, slowly biting ther thumb nail as she continued.

“You know if you’re gonna do birthday shopping for someone in the house, the kitchen might not be the best place to do it.” A deep british voice popped up from behind.

Y/N shrieked and jumped, quickly closing her laptop, afraid she had already ruined the surprise. Until she turned around and saw it was just Harrison. “Ugh, was it reallg necessary to do that?” She whined. “You almost gave me a heart attack.”

“Of course wheres the fun in simply asking what you’re doing.” He laughed, pulling a chair next to Y/N as he watched her scroll through pages or rings. His smile growing ever so slightly. Y/N looked at him with suspicion.

“Okay I know that smile...clearly you know something I don’t.” She states. “Is this a bad idea?”

Harrisons smile dropped quickly as he profusely shook his head. “What? What? No...I just uhh — actually yeah the rings are not a good idea.” He blabbers. Y/N looks at him, waiting for Harrison to continue. “I mean think about it. If you buy a ring for Tom and he starts wearing it everywhere. People are gonna suspect that he’s getting married or worse find out about your relationship. I don’t know if you wanna risk that.”

Harrison was lucky to be a gifted actor as he improv-ed his answers on the spot in hopes that Y/N did not find him to be too suspicious. If she called his bluff and found out, Tom would make sure Harrison would never see the light of day. “You should go for this necklace. I think it suits him and has a touch of your style.” Harrison points out to a necklace he truthfully thought she should get him. With that, he quickly left Y/N to be on her own in gift shopping.

May 28, 2020 (T-Minus 4 Days)

Y/N’s planning was 70% in the clear. The necklace was ordered, Sam was helping out in planning the food, Harrison and Tuwaine were arranging the golf diversion plan, and Harry was keeping Tom busy making sure he wasnt suspecting anything. Although that didn’t stop Tom from bothering his girlfriend a couple of hours of the day. How could he not, the boy missed his girl.

“Y/N..” Tom cooed as he wrapped his hands around her, kissing a small part of her shoulder. “Can you take a break from whatever arts and crafts thing you got going on and cuddle with me?” He continued as he placed another kiss.

“Babe, I’d love to more than anything but I wanna finish this up so I can at least accomplish one thing during Quarantine.” She explains.

“You accomplish a lot of things darling, and you can accomplish another if you just come and cuddle with your needy boyfriend, who happens to be turning 24....in 4 days.” He hinted, places kisses by ear.

“Oh and I suppose that gives you special treatment?” Y/N challenges, letting out giggles as Tom continued to kiss where she was ticklish the most.

“I would hope so. Now, what do you say?” He smiles at her, placing the small strand of black hair behind her ear.

“Okay you win.” She whispers.

May 29, 2020 (T-Minus 3 Days)

Tom and Harry were busy hosting the Pub Quiz, while Y/N and Harrison took the time to create the decorations for Tom’s party. The theme... Spiderman, but what else was new. Harrison drew up webs and spiders on the deflated red and blue ballooms, stashing them in a paper bag to be inflated the day of. Y/N started on the birthday pub quiz answer sheets, customizing them to have that personal touch of Tom. Everything was going smoothly until, she needed more glue.

“Crap, Im gonna check the closet. I think we have a few spare sticks of hot glue.” Y/N stated, as she got up.

Harrison eyes started to display signs of panic as he quickly got up and raced her to it, guarding the closet door. “Uh...there’s no more. I already checked.” He squeaked.

Y/N raised her one eyebrow in suspicion. “I’m pretty sure there’s a couple.” She fired back, trying to pry Harrison off the closet. “C’mon Harrison. This isn’t funny.”

“I think it is.” Harrison continued to stall. Y/N rolled her eyes, coming closer to him, wiggling her fingers. She tickled his sides, knowing it was his weak spot. His grip started to loosen as he let out fits of giggles. Y/N took the opportunity to quickly open the closet, and grab her glue sticks. She looked around to find if anything was suspicious or worth hiding, but there was nothing.

“You know...you’re acting really weird.” Y/N stated as she walked back to the table to continue her project. Once she was out of Harrison’s sight, he quickly texted Tom about the dilemma. Only to receive:

Time to find a new spot then.

May 30, 2020 (T-Minus 2 Days)

It was Tom & Y/N’s turn to wash the dishes after dinner. The irony both had no clue what one was planning for the other. They were always the type to be truthfully honest to each other, but a few little playful secrets couldn’t hurt. “So, is it just me or is Harrison acting really...strange?” She asked her boyfriend. Tom looked at her, pretending to not know what she was talking about.

“Umm..not sure. He seemed fine to me....Why? What’s happened?” Tom asked casually, focusing on the dishes.

“You know for someone that’s really good at acting, you’re a terrible liar.” Y/N laughed out loud, only to get splashed with water. “Touche. But seriously, he gets so nervous around me. Like someone’s out to get him if I do something he doesn’t expect. I wanted to get glue sticks yesterday in the closet and he straight up guarded the door, saying I wasn’t allowed....in out own closet?! I swear it’s like he’s hiding something in there.”

“Haz, you div.” Tom muttered under his breath.

“What was that babe?”

“Uhh nothing. I was just saying Harrison is a piece of work. Even I couldn’t tell you why he was acting like that.” He lied.

“Uh..huh.” Y/N responded, not buying anything but rather just letting it be.

Tom placed the dishes on the rack, while he came up behind his girlfriend, huggling her tightly from behind. “It’s whatever. But, lets just go back to our room, lay under the sheets, watch some Netflix....have a good time.” He smirked, kissing her temple. “And just cuddle like there’s no one watching.”

“Mmmm. Now that sounds like a plan.” She whispers pulling him to their room.

May 31, 2020 (T-Minus 1 Day)

Y/N only had 1 day left to prepare everything for Tom’s big day. She made sure to stay on top of everyone’s tasks and prepped her gifts for Tom tomorrow. Y/N was extremely proud of everything and everyone that was taking part of her little project. A rare sight anyone would ever see, but the most thing she was proud of was how secretive they were able to keep it that Tom didnt suspect a single thing.

“So, got anything planned for tomorrow?” Tom asked Y/N as she was cooking pancakes.

“Mmm I dont know. Am I supposed to have something to do tomorrow?” She teases.

“Well..” He starts as he takes the spatula out of her hands. “I hear it this div’s birthday tomorrow.” Tom grabs Y/N’s waist, picking her up and placing her on the counter. “And I hear he just wants to spend it with his girls all day long.” Y/N’s legs locked around Tom’s waist as he continues his not-so-obvious birthday wish.

“Oh there’s gonna be more than one girl at this birthday of his huh? He must be quite the player.” She smiles at him, fingers thresding through the small brown hairs at the nape of his neck.

“Well yeah because Tessa is his princess but Y/N, this really cute adorable hot girl who doesn’t think she’s hot but should really start seeing it...that HIS princess.” He explained, kissing every visible spot on her face. “It would make his 24th. Trust me.”

Y/N pretends to stall and think about his wish. He knew he was going to get Y/N and Tom time together no matter what, but where’s the fun in just expecting it. “We’ll see about that birthday boy.”

June 1, 2020 (Party Time!!)

The boys were all out celebrating Tom’s birthday at the golf course at the start of the day. Of course that wasn’t until Tom made sure to get some extra love and attention from his girlfriend first thing in the morning. Y/N quickly rushed to get the decorations in place, while Nikki, Tom’s mother helped in setting the table and getting the food ready with cleR and concise instructions from Sam to ensure they couldn’t mess it up.

“Y/N this was such a wonderful idea. I cant wait to see his face when he comes home.” She exclaims, giving Y/N the most comforting hug.

“Thank you Nikki, I just want it to be perfect for him this year. I mean we’re all in Quarantine and all of us are finally together in one place.” Y/N explains as she places the final ballons up by the doorway.

“Well of this is how you prepare for a birthday, I can’t wait to see how you prep for your wedding.” Nikki responds, only half joking.

“He hasn’t even proposed yet!” Y/N laughs, though the thought makes her stomach flutter in the best way possible. Being married to Tom was all she could ever want in life.

“Well, dont you worry. Im sure it’ll happen, that boy can’t gona second without you I’d be surprised if he doesnt....May just have to chastise him if he takes too long.”

Y/N was starting to grow a bit suspicious. This whole week alone was filled with suspicion. Harrison acting weird, Tom being extra needy and cuddly, Nikki talking about marriage. “Was Tom going to propose soon? “ she thought to herself.

Just in the nick of time, the boys had all arrived after an intense game of golf. They came in bursting in conversation about how great it was, who deserved to win, and of course how Dom was always getting beat at his own game by his sons. Of course the festivities didnt start yet, until Tom took a moment to shower and dress up. It wasnt that he needed to, but for him..it was extremely necessary for today.

Y/N went up to grab her presents for Tom in the work closet, when all of a sudden, a small box landed on her head. She looked up then down towards where the item fell, only to see a sparkling pink and clear diamon cut ring. “Oh my god” she muttered.

“Bullocks.” Tom spoke out loud wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around his torso.

“I...uh..Im sorry Tom. I swear I wasn’t looking for it I was just trying to get my gift so I could give it to you. I didnt know this was your hiding spot.” She frantically explains picking up the box and giving it to him.

Tom looked a little disappointed as he stared at the ring. He had worked so hard to keep it a secret from everyone only to get it ruined on his brirthday. “No no no. It’s fine Y/N, really. I just...I was planning on giving this to you next month on your birthday.”

Y/N opens her mouth realizing how bad she messed it up. “Oh my god. Tom Im so sorry.”

“It’s fine.” He laughs. “Actually kinda glad you found it. So now I can do this”. Tom gets down on one knee, his towel still wrapped around his torso. “Y/N, I have loved you more than I could ever love anyone in the past 3 years I’ve known you. I swear I could have sworn I was going to marry you the day I met you at the Marvel office with your little black Dell notebook in your hands. Your humor, your kindess, your sympathy and empathy for all living things makes me love you even more. Will you make me the happiest birthday man on earth, and marry me?” He proposes.

Y/N tears up and shakes her head vigorously. “Yes! Yes! Yes!” She cries, repearing the words as she hugs him on the floor. They lean in giving into a passionate kiss, still holding onto each other. Y/N and Tom couldn’t believe it was real. Just a couple of seconds they were boyfriend and girlfriend..now they’re engaged. “Wait. I almost forgot about your presents.” She quickly speaks out grabbing the bag.

“Darling, believe me you were my present. I am beyond satisfied right now.” He chuckles.

“I know, but I got you these too!” Y/N pushes the bag to him. Tom shakes his head as he opens it up find a silver necklace with a retangular pendant, and a major jar full of post- it notes. He observes the necklace and opens up the retangular pendant to find a picture of Y/N and him during their firsf year together. He smiled back at the memory, now seeing as to where they’ve ended uo. Stronger and better than before. Next, he opened the major jar pulling out a small card that read:

For whenever you’re down, need a laugh or missing me.

He picked up a post it note that more pictures of them during their time together with a note saying:

“Remember that you’re the reason we all smile. You are a warm loght of happiness that does not stop giving to the world.”

Tom tears up at the gift. In all his years, no one has ever given him soemthing that held so much sentimental value. “I love you so much Y/N. Thank you for this...for all of this.” He whispers, placing a gentle kiss on her lips.

“Your welcome. I hope you know you mean the world to me too, and I just wanted your birthday to be perfect.”

“It already is...because I have you.” He looks back at her and smiles.

“Cmon birthday boy. Get dressed, we have a party to attend to and news to share .” Y/N laughs as she helps her boyfriend...I mean fiance up. Who said that quarantine birthdays were boring?

Taglist:

@hollanddolanfangirl​ @parkerspillow​

#tom holland #tom holland x reader #tom holland imagine #peter parker #peter parker imagine #peter parker x reader

[chibinora]

Unpopular Opinion: Skam España should've included a balloom squad this season (muslim boys,. I miss to see that representation, and as much as I love Dani, having a muslim couple in the show that understand each other well would've been cute.

Yeah i agree. I honestely don't know why they didn't even give amira a brother. It would have been so interesting and i've always loved the relationship between sana and elias. And since kasim has been villanaized for the whole season, a positive representation of muslim moc (expect for papa naybet, who wasn't that present) is missing. And i agree, i would have preferred a muslim couple too!! It would have been such a nice change and something i've never seen represented on the screen in europe

#skam españa

[soda-drabbles]

New Years Kiss // Dan Avidan x Reader

Synopsis : There has been a bit of space between you and Dan since you realized you had feelings for him, that space being divided by you as you try to make the persistent feelings dissolve. The feelings only fester and worsen as the New Years party comes up. There, you and Dan come face to face after all that time. Could this party break the ice once and for all?

Pairing : Dan Avidan x Reader

Type : Fluff

If you had to be honest, you were dreading the upcoming New Years party. You wouldn't have went if it weren't for Suzy, who you just couldn't say no to. Plus, this was a office party so it would be weird if you didnt come. You instead kept trying to reassure yourself that maybe it wouldnt be that bad. That things would be fine. Yet the same thought kept ringing in your mind; Dan.

Dan was a close friend of yours and someone who you kept growing feelings for. The first initial reaction to realizing this was rejection. You hated having feelings like this, especially for someone so close to you. It made things worse since you two worked together. Recently, you kept the distance between you two in hopes that the new feelings would dissolve. There were times where you could see Dan's face appear glum and it honestly made your heart sink more into your stomach but it'd be okay, right? This was for the best for the two of you. Things would go back to normal soon.

Hopefully.

Hours before the party began, you volunteered in helping Suzy and Arin with decorations. The three of you decorated the office in streamers of gold and black, assuring that the place captivated the New Year's spirit. During this, Suzy sparked up some conversation.

“So, (Y/N).” She approached you, handing you some things to sit on the neat tables where the snacks would be. “Are you excited for the New Year? Got any resolutions?”

You simply shrugged, “I guess? Its like any other year, isnt it?”

Suzy shrugged and went to place something else up, “What about you and Dan? ”

You froze a little. “..What about Dan?”

Suzy could easily tell she struck a soft spot, which was why she spoke a little nervously. “Well, you two have been acting a little weird around each other. I didn't know if you planned to..yknow. Fix that situation?”

Your fingers tapped at the table a little. “I..I dont know.”

Arin's voice called from the living room, almost intentionally. “Suzy! Can you help me with the sticker things? They won't stick.” He must've felt the tension growing and decided to keep it from escalating.

Suzy, still a bit worried, hesitantly nodded and joined her husband in the man room which left you back to your mind which was fogged with Dan.

The party came faster than you initially hoped and before you knew it, you were in your car driving to the office. Your fingers tapped the wheel. The car was silent, except the riddling white noise of your anxiety tugging at you. What were you going to do about Dan? It was inevitable that hed be there and you two would be facing each other eventually.

Your heart raced in your ribcage as you pulled into the driveway, eyes stuck on the house and fingers stuck; not moving. Dan would either be behind that door or on the way. Either way, it made things worse.

Still, you unstuck your fingers and got out of the car.

Immediately, you were greeted by Ross and Suzy, who eagerly greeted you and let you in.

“Welcome, (Y/N)!” Ross exclaimed, placing a cheap New Years party hat on your head sloppily. You laughed, fixing it. “Thanks, man. ”

So far, it wasnt that bad as you thought. Your first destination was the snack table where the punch was. Your hand reached for the ladel and found yourself brushing against someone. “Shit, I'm so-” Your eyes widened when you peered up, face to face with the giant lanky man himself. Dan.

He appeared both relieved and a little shocked to see you, but happy nevertheless. “Oh, hey.” Dan's thin lips tugged into a soft smile. “Its..good to see you.”

Still shocked yourself, you gulped a little. “..Its..good to see you too.” Quickly, you filled up your plastic cup with fruit punch and took your leave.

The night went on with you mostly hanging with Ross and Barry as a way to distract yourself from the whole Dan situation. It was fun watching the goofy guys play with the helium in the ballooms but Dan kept invading your mind. You didn't know why either. Why did this have to be such a big deal? This feeling was unbearable.

The time would come when the countdown commenced. Everyone gathered together for the intense moment. You simply took your spot at a corner of the room, where you leaned against the decorated wall with the plastic cup pressed against your lips.

You weren't alone for long, as you saw a tall shadow approach you out of the corner of your eye. Your heartbeat started up again as you had a suspicion of who the identity of the shadow was. When it spoke is when your suspicions were confirmed.

“..Why have you been avoiding me?” Dan's soft voice came through the background chattering and music of the party.

Refusing to look at him, you shrugged. “I have no idea what youre talking about.”

Rightfully, he was frustrated. “Im not stupid, (Y/N). You've been avoiding me for the past month and you didn't even tell me what I done wrong.”

His last comment caused you to finally look at him, your own frustrated look clouding your features. “You didnt do anything wrong, Dan.”

“Then what is it?” He asked, obviously confused.

With a moment of hesitation, you whispered. “Its me.”

“..What?”

“Its me!” You spoke a little louder, using your arm to cover your face. “Fuck, I'm stupid..”

Dan frowned and removed his free hand from his pocket to place it on your shoulder. “What's wrong? What are you talking about?”

While you kept silent, the countdown from five began.

Five.

“..Its.” How could you possibly say something like this? Do it and risk everything? He'd avoid you for sure wouldn't he? Your negative thoughts fought you from telling him. “You wouldn't like it.”

Four.

“Come on,” Dan said, moving in front of you. His voice was closer now. “I still want to know, regardless.”

Three.

You could feel his towering presence in front of you. Your cheeks were red and you were thankful colorful lights danced around the party, otherwise what you wanted to say would be obvious. The feeling was building up again.

Two.

Dan grew a little desperate. “Please.” In a moment like this, it was getting harder and harder to dismiss him anymore. Your heart longed to jump out and let your feelings speak themselves. Eventually, you gave in.

“Dan, I..” Taking another deep inhale, you bury your face in his chest and the muffled confession came out. “I love you.”

Words that would leave Dan speechless.

One.

Among the cheering and kissing couples, you felt like crying. Dan wasn't doing anything and it only made you worry. After a moment, you pulled away a little with the intent to run off, only for the tall man to brig his arms around you.

“Dont go.” His arms held you back against his chest, fingers pressed against your back. His sudden grip surprised you. What surprised you even more is when the warm touch of his hands moved from your hand to each sides of your face, which he gently cradled and raised to face you.

Against the dancing lights, your blush and wide eyes spoke out to him and made him smile. The smile that only made you grow redder each time. “Why didnt you just say so?” His soft voice expressed in a sweet whisper before pulling you into an embrace.

You imagined plenty of times what kissing Danny would feel like. It was so much softer and warmer than you once imagined. Once you both pulled away, Dan hugged you once again and this time, you hugged back.

Suzy, unbeknownst to the both of you, was watching with a satisfied smile. She leaned against her husbands side and turned back to the TV.

Happy New Years.

#dan x reader #dan avidan x reader #game grumps x reader #x reader #x male reader #x nb reader #fanfic

[wolfgangamadeuscortez]

Wowaka - Unhappy Refrain

Welcome back to joey’s and alyssa’s musical minute- the show where someone who doesn’t know good music from a turd on the floor talks about music he recently listened to: 

on this episode:  Wowaka - Unhappy Refrain

(J) So in the context of math-rock, I can’t really say it’s a bad record, cause it’s certainly rock music. I just don’t get the math part of the math-rock genre name. I don’t have much to say about this album considering it’s completely in Japanese, but it’s. It’s just. It’s okay.  It would be a lot better if the main voice didn’t sound like that. I get it, it’s a Vocaloid record, but cmon guys you can make it a little less grating.

Joey Rating: 40/100 Alyssa Rating: 4 Genre: Math-Rock, Vocaloid, Pop Rock, Math-Rock, Post-Hardcore, J-Pop Release Date: 18 May 2011 Label:  Balloom Running time: 48:38 Favorite Song: World’s End Dancehall Least Favorite Song: Unhappy Refrain Next Review: Viper - The Hiram Clarke Hustler

#Wowaka #Unhappy Refrain #JAMM #joey's musical minute #Math-Rock #Math Rock #Vocaloid #pop rock #post-hardcore #j-pop #World's End Dancehall

[mags-love4ever]

KAREN & MATT was never        onesided -(Part 1)

I keep reading people saying that it seemed like only Karen was into Matt right from the start (season 1 and even 2)-( and defenders) ... this is why I believe thats not true: 

 -Let´s just start with this fact... 9 years old Matthew learns from Stick how to read a women who is in love. I mean he surely didnt just forget this... (no one would) . He can tell even from distance, so let´s see.. :

 I mean HELLO??? Karen is not exactly very good at hiding her feelings (LOL), even when Foggy was there, right next to them... and of course Foggy noticed it (especially the second one) how could Matt not? how could not notice her gaze, her heart beating fast, the heat in her body, the butterflies (everytime he even talked to her lol)...  HE DID, he did it!

I mean...

Look at him! - searching for her (he could smell her? he could tell her heartbeat?) -!!!! ~ #married

-Thats NOT two friends touching/ holding hands, you fools!!!

-her (gorgeous) face, thats what Matt is zooming on (they literally zoomed in her face and even zoomed out the background sound, duh!)

- You would ask, if he could see/notice that she had feelings for him, WHY didnt he act on them if he felt the same way?

But the REAL QUESTION you need to ask yourself is :

 would Matt tell/do all this things to a friend?

 EVEN BETTER:

would Matt play with it when it came to his (very close) friend?

Would he actually flirt or say/do things to feed those “ONESIDED” feelings to one of HIS TWO  friends, his family???

Stick : Do you have friends, PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT?

I´ll answer it for you, he would not..! 

He would NEVER play with somebody´s feelings, especially NOT one of the two people he cares about.

- THEN why he did not go for it..?- he already loves Karen as a friend, as a PERSON !! and.... THATS EXACTLY WHY...

I´ll explain:

Even Foggy tells Karen that Matt doesnt date, he doesnt ALLOW himself to let ANYONE in, when things get serious he walks away or make THEM walk away...  (keep this in mind for season 2 and defenders... even season 3)

why? because he did that with Elektra and we all know how that went (she desappeared just like that)

“I KNOW... YOU SHOULDN´T”

 Then He let himself believe for A SECOND that he could actually have someone, just a second that he could be with someone who knew he was daredevil but... Matt likes her, he knows she is a good person, she helped him, she EVEN KNOWS he is daredevil but in the minute she tells him she couldnt be with him as Daredevil, he accepts it is actually the best... he lets her walk away without a fight... and I think he did like her, or he liked the IDEA of having someone that KNEW HIS SECRET AND STILL ACCEPTED HIM but she didnt , and why would she?  NO ONE WOULD...

I´ll quote Karen in 3x11

“I dont think you are trying to protect us, I think you are trying to protect yourself” 

Matt is all about protecting and keeping Karen safe... He sees her a this precious angel that  deserves nothing but love and happiness (I agree on that Matthew) so, WHY would he let ANYTHING happen if he knows that he will walk out, he knows it wont work out, he knows “he has this ability to bring disaster to the best things in his life”, he cant ruin her, he wont ruin what they have.

I think its a mix between his FEAR of abandonement, because EVERYONE always leaves. Why opening up when you know you will get hurt once again?---- *If she knew he is daredevil, this dark side of him...WOULD SHE STAY? AND this deep need to PROTECT Karen, he loves her, he cares too much... if he tells her he is daredevil, that he is this vigilante, what would she think of him? why bring her to his darkness? why put in her at risk? She is too innocent, too good, she deserves better...

*Plus; breaking the friendzone is always complicated and scary, especially if you work together AND if there is third part involve (Sweet Foggy).

And I even think most of the time HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW THIS... I think he discovered how deep his feelings (his love) for her were with time and things happening between/around them.

His walls were so up and strong, he wouldnt even allow himself to see it, and MAYBE (now I see it) even focusing on Claire (the first half of season 1) was A WAY TO KEEP HIMSELF AWAY FROM KAREN...

I think losing Elena, then Karen going after him go this house taking him the monkey balloom,  telling him he was NOT alone when he needed her the most and  at the end, losing Ben (finding a bit of peace that Fisk was in jail) made him realize, see HOW MUCH he actually cares (loves) her.

and that maybe, MAYBE she wouldnt just abandon him... maybe not this time... maybe she (they) were different <3

*Next I´ll explain why Karen allow herself to feel something that early on

#Karedevil #Part 2 coming #Karen x matt #Daredevil #Karen page #matt murdock #Daredevil meta #Karedevil meta #Karedevil season 3

[manjuhitorie]

Yonezu x wowaka(Hitorie) MUSICA Interview March 2015

Yonezu Kenshi and wowaka - Through 2009~2011, a span of about 2 years, they went under the name “Hachi” and “wowaka” as VOCALOID producers, dominating a vast amount of impact and overwhelming popularity. And they didn’t stop there, now they’re challenging the next stage by singing and creating their own music by themselves. Surely there are a lot of people, who held the talks of these two in their hearts. And actually, when I announced on Twitter that I had done this interview, the reaction was amazing. I myself had wanted to do this for a long time I just was waiting for the opportunity; so I thought that “now” was the time. Yonezu Kenshi is welcoming and accepting other people, from his marvelous second album “YANKEE”, to his long-awaited first live show, and now to his his newly released song “Flowerwall”. wowaka, who has formed Hitorie, is cracking open his shell, through live shows he’s exposing himself in his music, learning how to put it all together, and at the end of the line they have drastically improved the way they make music, now they’ve released the album that’s their true first album, “WONDER and WONDER”. In other words, Yonezu Kenshi and wowaka have newly found out who they want to be as artists, so I thought this was the perfect time for them to sit down and talk to each other. The second generation of Vocaloid that wowaka and Hachi (Yonezu) represent, is different from the first generation full of characters, and different from the third generation full of entertainment. It’s a generation that brought out countless artists who desired to express themselves, who could drain that self-expression into an alternative rock band sound of music. That’s exactly why, I think it was inevitable that wowaka and Yonezu ended up choosing to sing their own music. Of irreplaceable rivals who hold each other as sworn friends, this is the long-awaited interview that talks about what they have done from then until now, please give it a read.

wowaka: “I’m surprised by how long it’s been.” Yonezu: “Well we haven’t seen each other for about two years.” Yet, you used to go to events together, so you would see each other a lot. Yonezu: “But probably, to say we saw each other a lot is misleading. A normal person would say that we didn’t see each other that much.” wowaka: “Hahahaha, that’s true. But we did open a stand together at one event, and such.” 　- Didn’t you do a panel discussion together also? wowaka: “We did do that (laughing).” Yonezu: “It feels like so long ago (laughing).” wowaka: “Wasn’t it like 4 years ago?” 　- I think you two did it for the release of “diorama”, so probably about less than 3 years ago? wowaka: “That’s right, we had done an event at ‘Loft Plus One’ (laughing).”

　- When did you two meet, what was it like?
 wowaka: “We had both started posting our songs on Nico Douga in 2009. So probably around that time.” Yonezu: “Yeah, right around then.” wowaka: “When you’re uploading your own songs, you start to get curious as to what other people are posting. So as I was listening, I started to get conscious of how other people were writing really good songs, getting crazy amounts of hits. That was around the time of “WORLD’S END UMBRELLA” and “Qualia”, so like the summer of 2009. But, it wasn’t until afterwards that we actually got in contact?” Yonezu: “That’s right. I’m pretty sure that we got together at ‘THE VOC@LOID M@STER’ in the beginning of that next year. We had chatted on Twitter before but, that was the first time we met.”
 　- When did you first learn of wowaka, Yonezu? Yonezu: “It was literally the exact same time for me too. It was around that summer when ‘Two-Faced Lovers’ was gaining an amazing amount of hits. The fact that such amazing people were around was becoming a big deal. It was around the same time that we both started getting a lot of hits, wasn’t it? I think wowaka-san was a bit faster than me but.” wowaka: “Hachi-kun was faster. I have a vivid memory of thinking ‘This guy pisses me off’ (laughing).” Yonezu: “Hahahahahaha” wowaka: “Because I was jealous (laughing).”

Yonezu: “Producers of the same time period as you, these colleagues really do get you crazy curious. Producers that came before you feel like a senpai and they’re amazing in they’re own way but, they don’t get you curious. wowaka-san is a raw colleague so there was a lot of influence between us, or, he was provocative to me.” wowaka: “Well, just from listening I would get the sense that Hachi-kun was thinking about me as he wrote his songs, And vise-versa. Also always from the absolute first time I listened to them, I’ve thought that his melodies are just so good. They’re crazy catchy but there’s also a uniqueness to them or, just by listening to the melody for 5 seconds you could tell that it’s his song. That’s always left an impression on me. I genuinely felt that there’s an amazing person out there. I have trouble writing melodies. So he played a huge role in making me conscious of that.” Yonezu: “I think that the melodies of wowaka-san’s songs are really good. I’m someone who finds melodies to be the most important thing, I make my songs with an attitude of like a ‘melody-supremacist’. Yet the melodies of wowaka-san’s songs were like nothing I had heard before, it was like music that was way out of my capacity. ‘So there’s even stuff like this out there…’ I thought. His sense of rhythm is even special too… The first time I listened to his songs, they had such an impact on me that I felt like I was punched blam in the head.” 　- Was there any time when your songs influenced each other’s songs? Yonezu: “There was a lot for me. For example, his sense of rhythm; wowaka-san has a lot of really fast songs, doesn’t he. I had never heard such rhythms before, or such way of attaching lyrics to beats, so I would interpret it in my own way, and ponder as to how I could counter it. Especially ‘World’s End Dancehall’ had-“ wowaka: “I feel I’ve just been praised incredibly (laughing).” Yonezu: “That had enough impact that it overthrew me. Even though we’re allies, it felt like you were a virtual enemy standing in the middle of the road stopping me, it made me think I don’t wanna lose. I have memories of spending days and nights thinking until my brain fried, as to how it’s possible to even make such a song.” wowaka: “I have them too. Hachi-kun was the one who made me realize how important it is to make the melody and the words work together. (Hachi-kun was the one who gave birth to my consciousness, on how to take care of melody and the words together.)”

　- My image of the NicoNico Douga Vocaloid culture back then was, that there was various individual creators influencing and pushing each other, so much that it led to music evolving as a whole, but..? wowaka: “I think that’s really exactly it. It felt like everyone was close and we had a relationship, but at the same time it was sort of creepy that we couldn’t see each other’s faces (laughing). There was this sort of exquisite sense of distance among the whole fandom. That’s just why you would get conscious of it, why it sort of seemed like we were meddling with underground music. Off the back of that, there were people getting a lot of hits and there were others getting conscious of it too…. Thinking about it now, that whole scene was amazing back then, huh (laughing).” Yonezu: “Different people were doing different things as they pleased, and we all naturally converged into one place, it was that sort of atmosphere. I remember it as a really fun time.” wowaka: “It was fun. Really fun.” Yonezu: “Fufufufufufu”

　- It’s true that when Yonezu and wowaka were around in 2009 to 2011, it was special. It was different from how it felt before, or even after. wowaka: “Ah, I really think that too.” 　- From my perspective, I was surprised by how the Vocaloid fandom was able to take expressions in from the typical rock context, and bring them out in a more sharp and thick form. Yonezu and wowaka’s time was full of people who were bringing their forms of expressions to the table through the music called Vocaloid. That’s just why this much interesting talent had surfaced. It became a breeding ground for abnormally creative music. That’s what I feel. wowaka: “Well, people were flooding in because of the culture that the prior generation had made, so halfway through 2009 was when a bunch of interesting people were popping up. I really think that was some kind of miracle.” Yonezu: “That’s right. I think that too.”

　- So, then you and other creators came together under the independent label ‘balloom’. If you two think of each other as rivals, how did it come to you two working as allies there? Yonezu: “I actually don’t know much about how balloom started...” 　- Is that so? Yonezu: “Furukawa Honpo had asked me if I wanted to join in, because wowaka-san was there. The reason I signed on with balloom was actually because those two were there. To me, it was just that people I liked were there. So, I didn’t think too much about it. wowaka: “I probably know more than Hachi-kun. On what I said before, I felt that balloom was something that brought all the events from 2009 together, in a thick and concise way. I felt happy that I could be a part of that. My album was balloom’s very first release-“ 　- ‘Unhappy Refrain’ right. wowaka: “Yes. I remember that when I was making it, I was thinking about how happy I was, just be able to make something that was going to be released all over the country.” 　- Between Furukawa Honpo and Nanou, balloom has since graduated from Vocaloid and gotten a lot of artists who make new original music though. Yonezu: “How did that happen, anyway?” wowaka: “I think it just started to happen naturally, everyone going off to do their own thing… In the end, maybe everyone was just really too assertive of themselves (laughing). I think there were so many people that were pains to deal with.” 　- So when you got together to do panel discussions and such, did it feel like just annoying people were saying annoying things? Yonezu: “I think that was a pain in itself (laughing). At the after-parties everyone would be having fun, yet by halfway through there would often be two people fighting for the rest of the time (laughing).” wowaka: “I remember having a drink and falling asleep (laughing).” Yonezu: “But, it’s like we were fighting in the same ring or- It’s not as if we were flocks of the same feather but, we all had felt as if it was that way. We all have our different means of music but, we all came together as this cult called Vocaloid. ...Thinking back, it was really appealing wasn’t it.” wowaka: “Surely because of all the people of that moment, did it become that sort of place. I seriously do think that it was the meeting of a miracle.”

　- So then on May 2011, under said balloom, you wowaka released ’Unhappy Refrain’, and exactly a year after that on May 2012, Yonezu released ‘diorama’. Both of those got ranked 6th on the Oricon Weekly Rankings. I think that this was an amazing moment. You emergeged from the internet with your own strength, and from a label that started from an independent gathering, you had such a large impact on Japan’s music scene. I was excited that something new had just begun but, how did the people in question actually feel? Yonezu: “Though, it didn’t feel as if I was doing anything new. I really was just doing it because it was interesting. I jumped into Vocaloid because I thought “It’s fun here!”, I was just sort of going “This is fun, this is fun.”, until I suddenly got there. That’s how I felt.” *wowaka: “It’s not as if the road just naturally continued on that way, it felt like that place was just a part of what we were doing, and the place it reached was just our album releases. That’s why I don’t feel as if I was thinking ‘Let’s do something new’ or anything either.“ 　- Then, did it feel as if it was the product of all your passion for pure fun and impulse? Yonezu: “I think so.“ wowaka: “Forget as to whether it was new or not, I thought it was really fun that interesting people were putting all these things together. Maybe that part itself felt as if it had a newness to it.” Yonezu: “But I think that what wowaka-san left behind has had such an impact that it’s immeasurable. Of course in the current Vocaloid world too but, I think that the ‘wowaka essence’ is definitely always lurking around somewhere. That is amazing.” 　- Your lyrics to your melodies to your sense of rhythm are like an invention. It’s true, that the shape of music changed after you. Yonezu: “That’s why Hitorie is called out for sounding like Vocaloid too, isn’t it. Whenever I hear that I think ‘It’s the opposite, it’s the opposite!’. There really is a feel that wowaka-san is the one who created Vocaloid.” wowaka: “… This is embarrassing ssu (laughing). Thank you. But on the topic of impact, isn’t Hachi-kun way stronger.” Yonezu: “No no no, your ratio is absolutely bigger than mine, if you think about who impacted Vocaloid.” wowaka: “No, Hachi-kun was amazing too?” 　- …What the hell is this (laughing). wowaka and Yonezu: “Hahahahahaha.”

　- So after all that, now you two are both starting to sing your own songs with your own voice, at the same time as each other. Yonezu released ‘diorama’ in May 2011 but, I hear that this is because ‘diorama’ took about 2 years to produce-. wowaka: “What, you spent 2 whole years working?!” Yonezu: “Yes (laughing). But it was only that I had been hypothesizing designs for diorama for 2 years, it’s not as if I spent 2 years actually working on it. I was considering a lot as I was making it, and it ended up taking longer. “ wowaka: “I see (laughing). “ 　- Then 2012 was when wowaka formed Hitorie and started to have live shows. wowaka: “That’s right. I brought it up near the end of 2011, and I think the first time we had a show was in the January of 2012. “ Yonezu: “I’ve actually been in a band with Hitorie’s drummer Yumao and bassist ygarshy, it was for literally one second but. “ 　- What, is that true? wowaka: “That was around the beginning of 2011, wasn’t it.“ 　- Why did you start a band? Yonezu: “There was an event going on so they invited me. When I said that even if I went up on stage I’d have no idea what to do, they said ‘Then why don’t we make a band together?’. So I was introduced to those guys, and we did our one time show.“ 　- Why did you end it after one? Yonezu: “Well, we originally were only a band for that event, and once the event was over then we were over.” wowaka: "That was one mystery of an event wasn’t it.” Yonezu: "Really, that event was a disaster for me. .... I think that I might have even picked up my fear of live shows from it. wowaka: “Well, you did feel daunted by it, and talked about how ‘I didn’t have any fun’ so (laughing).” Yonezu: “That just couldn’t be helped. I didn’t even know how to be in a band, and we were supposed to get together and jump on stage in front of 2000 people right off the bat. What was I supposed to do.” 　- Ahh, that definitely sounds like a difficult situation to be in. Did wowaka appear in that event too? wowaka: “I didn’t but, there was a rehearsal for that Hachiband. I went there as a member of the audience to hang out. That’s where I first met ygarshy. I had known Yumao already but. I saw what they were capable of from that rehearsal, and that might have been a big piece towards forming Hitorie.” 　- So a fateful encounter like that happened, huh.

　- Do you think the fact that both of you are advancing to the next stage simultaneously, is also because you’re synchronized in some way? wowaka: “But, I do remember going out for a drink with Hachi-kun somewhere in Akihabara… I don’t remember us specifically saying that we both want to sing but, we did talk about how we both wanted to do something like this.” Yonezu: “That’s right, I definitely have a feeling that we talked about that.” wowaka: “Is that when I learned that you were working on diorama? When did I find out, anyway?” Yonezu: “You came over to where I live once, didn’t you.” wowaka: “Ah, I did I did.” Yonezu: “I remember that we talked about it then. I remember saying ‘I have about 5 songs finished’.” wowaka: “Right. I released Unhappy, and after that I completely became an empty shell, there was a time back there when I was useless for about 3~4 months. During that time I savagely contemplated, wracked my brain, and in the end I decided that ‘Alright, I’m gonna sing and perform myself! I’m gonna make a band which will do live shows!.’ Still, the reason I reached that conclusion, I think, is because I had Hachi-kun to talk to when I was depressed. You absolutely made me concious.” Yonezu: “I remember that when I first heard that wowaka-san was going to do a band, I was really happy.” 　- Why is that? Yonezu: “Because I too have admired bands. I may not be a band in form but, spiritually I do mean to be doing the same thing. That’s why I think I felt happiness in knowing that wowaka-san was thinking the same thing too.” 　- Yonezu, you made diorama alone, then you started recording together with people, and now you’ve gone up the stairs further choosing to do even more live shows in the last year. On the other hand, wowaka has suddenly thrown himself into doing live shows as a band. wowaka: “The fact that I used to be in a band a long time ago is also part of it, but, because of what I had felt back then and, because of how I’ve always had an admiration for bands, did I think that this step of action was an absolute necessity for me. When you say that I threw myself in, well that’s really exactly it… For me, maybe the biggest reason I made a band was because I wanted to play live shows. I really wanted to play live shows. So, I couldn’t have done that alone.”

　- Did you two ever meet up after you took these next steps? Besides now. wowaka: “…Only replying to each other on Twitter like every 3 months (laughing).” Yonezu: “Yes (laughing). We would never meet up but, I was constantly curious as to ‘What’s he’s up to?’” wowaka: “I‘m the one who’s constantly nonstop curious! I‘m always thinking “He definitely does make good songs, doesn’t he”. Yonezu: “That’s already mutual.” 　- So you do get curious about each other like that. wowaka: “Ughhh, I do!” Yonezu: “We really do. We breathed in the same air at the same time, while looking at the same things, and we both reached here. I don’t think there’s anyone else quite like that for us.” wowaka: “The fact that we both began with Vocaloid and are now singing with our own voices, for me there’s no one but Hachi-kun who can understand this. So honestly, I think I’m more conscious of him than anyone else in the world.” Yonezu: “Of course that’s how it is, it’s the same me.” 　- Though I feel that this is a really healthy way for rival musicians to be, because you’re able to set off sparks in each other while still following your own path of music. It’s rare to meet a partner like that. wowaka & Yonezu: “It is, isn’t it.“

　- When you look at Kenshi Yonezu’s work, and you look at Hitorie’s work, what do you think? wowaka: “I’ve always thought ‘Do a live already.’ (laughing).”
Yonezu: “Yeah, he’s invited me to live shows often.” wowaka: “I’m always telling him ’You have so so many good songs, I want to see them live’. Also, I bought ‘YANKEE’ and I listened to it, and I thought about how you’re able to make music with other people now and-“ Yonezu: “Hahahahahahahaha” wowaka: “It’s definitely so much better than your ’diorama’ era work. I was so happy over that, but I did also feel a bit ashamed.” Yonezu: “I said this before as well but, when wowaka-san first formed a band, back when they didn’t go by ‘Hitorie’ but by ‘Hitori-Atelier’, first off I felt jealous. Because wowaka-san was able to do what I had always wanted to do but was never able to. That’s why I was jealous and upset. While wowaka-san was able to gradually work his way up through live shows, I was the complete opposite. My approach was to make a recording, and then slowly take it from there. So in even just looking at the shapes of our works, I felt as if I was going in the opposite direction. Yet even so, thoughts such as ‘What’s wowaka-san doing?’ ‘How is Hitorie coming along?’ were always in my head, so I had a feeling somewhere that we would surely unite again one day. There was a part of me that was looking forward to when that would be.” wowaka: “So today is pretty much our fated day, isn’t it.” Yonezu: “It is, it is.” wowaka: “I was insanely happy when this came up.” Yonezu: “I was really happy too.”

　- Fufufu. Now Yonezu has released ‘YANKEE’ and also has performed a live show. While wowaka has become a true band with Hitorie and presented that to the world with their first full album. Is why I thought that this is the time to have this interview. If I were to borrow Yonezu’s words, you both took opposite approaches and climbed to the next level, and now is when you’ve both established your new selves. wowaka: “That’s right. You did do a live show after all.”
Yonezu: “Yeah, and I am going to continue doing them after all.”
wowaka: “I’m truly glad that you did.”
Yonezu: “Once I did it, it was fun.” 　- On the day of your first show, after it ended Yonezu was exceedingly elated and overflowing with excitement, wasn’t he. Yonezu: In that moment, I felt like I was exorcised of everything that was possessing me. wowaka: “For whatever time was spent not doing live shows, you were burdened with other things. So, I absolutely think that when it ended, it all fell on top of you." 　- In that sense, what did you, wowaka, feel when you first started doing live shows? wowaka: “Singing my own music with my own voice, the audience reacting and moving their bodies for me, that was fun at an instinctive level. So, I always felt from the start that if I continued to properly face this challenge, that maybe then could I too feel the same amazing pleasure. There are still times when it doesn’t go well, because we’re a band of 4 people, after all. There’s times among us when one of us will say ‘I’m not having fun right now.’ but. Still, in retrospect, it really makes me think that I want to try to have more fun, that I want to feel good, more, even more. I feel that I’m always chasing after such.“

　- After taking your new steps, do you think that anything changed about the way you make music? wowaka: “Mine certainly did. When I do live shows it happens just as I said: an instinctive enjoyment and my primal self come bursting out. As a person I tend to suppress myself in my daily life. Yet, in a live show I feel all thay weight taken off my shoulders. Enjoyment, and my primal self come out… It’s just that after that happens then, when I start making songs they start to come out different. So, for a while I couldn’t figure out if that was a good thing or not. There was one period where I became completely unable to make any song. Like, I started to hate everything I did.”
Yonezu: “I heard about that. I had thought that must have been such a disaster. “
wowaka: “It was a disaster. That said, I was able to discharge from that, and because I felt that way was I able to create the album that I did. The way I make songs has changed.” 　- You’re making more songs that have a strong band feel to them and, more than anything, there’s more songs where a girl doesn’t appear. In other words, you’re not pushing it through a filter, it’s become music that is more direct with wowaka, that’s confronting the listeners and the rest of the world. That transformation was really big. wowaka: “It’s true that it’s being displayed as a transformation in my work. It was really big.”

　- Yonezu, what about you? Yonezu: “I certainly had a transformation too. Just, for me it was more because I had a strong sense that I had to change.” wowaka: “Hachi-kun, you’re always burdening a sense of responsibility, aren’t you.” Yonezu: “Is that so? (laughing).” wowaka: “After listening to you talk and reading magazines, I think that you impose a lot onto yourself (laughing).” Yonezu: “I personally don’t see it as a sense of responsibility but, it’s more like I feel that I have to do these things or else, or I have a strong sense that there’s nothing else I can do. From a bunch of options, choosing one path and seeing what would happen, placing that all on my desk is how I think things out. Yet when I do that, there’s not even one option that I want to choose. Looking back at my past and the environments I was in, there’s countless roads that aren’t even left. That’s why, I had no choice but to do such, I had no choice but to change, I’ve always strongly felt that way. “

　- I’ve been watching from the start and, Yonezu, you have a lot of potential with music, I think someone like you could choose as many paths as you want. Even so, you do still think “I can only choose one”? Yonezu: “It’s true that from another’s perspective it seems as if ‘You have this option too, you don’t only have one’ but, if you look at it through my eyes… The others are not there, definitely. I was raised like this. When I chose this, then this changes, so next time I’ll choose this and change it this way. That’s how I think-“ 　- I see. So you understand your own reasoning huh. Yonezu: “That’s right, there’s a reason, and from all my branching paths I have even made a decision tree. I really have faith in my tree of decisions, so, no matter what happens, I end up making the decision it tells me to.” 　- However, wouldn’t that mean that it’s not exactly a negative decision. Because you strive for that one decision with a positive will and faith. Yonezu: “That’s true, it’s positive. The sense that if I’m going to live my strongest then, what decision do I have to make? And once I find what that is, then I feel like there’s nothing left for me but that. “ wowaka: “I think the fact that he’s able to balance those out, his ‘I have no choice stuff, and his ‘I’ll aggressively face it myself’ positive stuff, is in a way his talent. There’s parts of it that I don’t understand and it’s really mysterious to me, but… “

　- What is it like for you wowaka? wowaka: “I, on the other hand, think about balance when I make my decisions. I base it on balancing out what I find fun, what I admire, and what the objective side is. That’s probably how I figure things out. That’s what I did when I was producing Vocaloid songs. ...I feel like that’s probably what separates Hachi-kun and I. It’s the same when I listen to his work, and as I listen to his words now, I still think so. I feel that I’m keeping a balance.”

　- When I listen to both of your music, I feel that you do have a common ground though. That you both are taking your thoughts and your ways of life, then putting them into your songs with high-density. That you’re both the type of artists who feel as if you have to express yourself in them. What do you think about that?

wowaka: “I realized years ago, that whatever I feel completely shows up in my music. The rest of Hitorie often say it too. Like “You were in a bad mood then, so you made this sort of song huh. (laughing).” Yonezu: “Hahahahaha.” wowaka: “So I think about how that’s who I am as I make songs, that I’m alright like this. I did it with my last album [WONDER&WONDER], but I wasn’t consistent with it. The parts that I was trying to keep balanced, and the parts where my own self would selfishly come out, were clashing. It was bothering me. Yet, since I finished that album and tour, now I’m in a situation where I’ve learned how to do this well, I feel.”

Yonezu: “Me too, I really think, that no matter what, I seem to put something like my sins into my songs. Yet recently, while I’m writing, I’ve been trying my best to erase my karma and personal thoughts, I’ve been really thinking about how to make universal pop music, that could become anyone’s song, but still, it’s not going well no matter what I do... No matter what I do there’s parts where my mood and my personality seem to get on board. That goes for the parts that I’m aware of, and for the parts that I’m not; it’s probably coming from my deep roots. Yet, for everything you lose, you gain, and I think that such is a blessing.. Yet I also think that it is karma, for me too.”

wowaka: “Still, I think there’s surely an element of excitement to be had, in the fact that our karma always pops up. I think that our listeners think so, at least.“

Yonezu: “Still, recently, on one hand I think that ‘I must change’, but on the other hand, I think that I might always be this way, at the roots. To now, from even before I did Vocaloid, from when I made songs in middle school, I’ve still been the same person at the roots. I was changing for a while but, recently I feel like the songs I’ve been writing are coming out like the songs I made in middle school. I’m still not sure what changed my state of mind but. 　- Is it something like innocence? Or are you completely in the same state of mind as that time?” Yonezu: “I think it might be innocence. I used to nonchalantly write music, I really was writing for nothing but the amusement, so they were completely untwisted innocent songs. Hence recently I’ve been able to make songs like that again.” 　- Were you released from something? Yonezu: “Maybe that’s it. Before I had a theory in my head that ‘If I do this it will turn out like this, if I do that it’ll be like this.’, and I was loyal to it, but then I thought that maybe I should just forget about it for once. To not think too hard and say ‘This feels good, so isn’t this fine?’. Why not! I’ve been doing that recently and I’m happy with it. “

wowaka: “Actually, I also felt that last year, that I should just feel happy as I create. Wouldn’t that be good for me, I realized (laughing). So I really really understand what Hachi-kun feels... I think that everyone who writes music has the tendency to make theories in their head and stick to them.  Your way of creating music definitely starts changing, as you become able to do more things, and when the people around you and your relationships change. So as the result of the change, does your core self show it’s true colors. I went through such a transformation last year when I was making my album [WONDER&WONDER]. So, for me, now that I’ve gotten through another tour, I’ve been changing since then. Now I’m in the ‘I’ll do whatever feels good’ mode, and at the same time I’m in the mode where I want to try constructing new things. I think it will be interesting this way. The fact that I’ve been able to properly show off my interesting traits, is a turning point for me as a living person, and as a musician.”

Yonezu: “I see... wowaka is there any times where you hate your band?” wowaka: “There is. There completely is (laughing). Yonezu: “What do you do when that happens?” wowaka: “Hmmm, most of the time I have a drink. I have a drink and put myself into a helpless state, I sacrifice the next day to do nothing but laze around, I take a bath and I sleep once again. After that it’s usually all better (laughing).” 　- This may be a weird way to say but, it’s pretty important in a band to enjoy the painful moments. wowaka: “Ahh, that’s true, I do think that.“ Yonezu: “For four people to steer themselves in same direction and to hold an equal relationship amongst each other: it’s quite the ordeal, isn’t it. If you couldn’t do that then you would’ve been doing your work alone, after all. All the bands in the world are like this, but still, I really respect that.”

wowaka: “It can feel like a hassle, though. However, in producing, and creating one product together, while using live shows as an output, there’s absolutely moments when even considering the hassle, I can love it. And I know that this moment is going to come, so I don’t even pray for it, I just continue. Hachi-kun is now arranging by himself, and you’re having other people play your songs for you, right? Do you make a finished demo for them?” Yonezu: “Yes, first I make a finished demo that I can agree with, then I throw that at them and they play it for me. Also recently I’ve been starting to permit more things with them.” wowaka: “With the playing and such?” Yonezu: “Yeah. It’s because I started to think, ’Let me tolerate’“. wowaka: “This isn’t exactly the same as your decision talk from earlier but, you’ve chosen the path of “tolerating” haven’t you.” Yonezu: “It’s surely because I decided ‘I want to tolerate things’ that I’m tolerating it but. If this was the me as from when I wrote diorama, I think I would have said ‘I’ll do it myself!’, Or have blurted ‘Why can’t you do this like the demo?’ at them (laughing). However, recently I haven’t been doing that as much. My partners do respect the demo, after all. I’m happy about that. Of course I will say ‘You have to play it like this here’ on the important parts, there’s still that but, my permitted grounds are becoming much more open... I may be becoming more free recently. “

　- When you do that, do you think that your music becomes more open, or more deep?” Yonezu: “I think so. If it was just me playing there would be so much that I wouldn’t be able to do. I can’t do it alone, so I need other people, and I have to tolerate them. It might be obvious out of the obvious but, for me I never had that obviousness, I was a human who had always rejected it, so at this late stage in life I’m understanding it fresh. Surely this is something that normal people experience the first time they’re in a band, in middle or high school, but I feel like I’m experiencing it for the first time now.” wowaka: “I’m the same with that. Since last year when I was unable to write anything, the way I write has changed immensely. I came to realize the greatness in everyone else’s originality. I’ve started to pick up and use what the other members write… Especially because last year I hated myself, so I did have no choice but to pick up what they displayed for me (laughing). As a result I was able to get closer with them, as a band. The moment we finished our album [WONDER and WONDER], I finally felt ‘So this it what it means to make something together…!’, I was reborn.“ 　- Like someone’s music is in there,  besides your own. wowaka: “That’s it, Hitorie started as something that was going to just play my phrases for me. Yet, after getting through those turmoils of last year, we’re able to write songs together now. I realized that it’s much better this way. That was a really big experience for me.“

　- Nevertheless, both are you are weirdly synchronized again. Yonezu: “Seriously, even since before, wowaka and I have always weirdly synchronized like this. We have entered the same phases at the same time before too, but… There was also one time when wowaka took out his wallet for something, and it turned out he had the same wallet as me (laughing). wowaka: Hahahahaha, that seriously surprised me! Hachi-kun’s was the flap wallet and mine was the zip wallet but, they were the same design. Also, actually the shoes Hachi-kun is wearing today…” Yonezu: “What, don’t tell me…” wowaka: “I have the same ones in a different color.“ Yonezu: “Are you for real!?” 　- Hahaha, are you sure you’re not lovers from another life? It might be a bit unnatural for people to synchronize this much (laughing) wowaka & Yonezu: “(Hysterical laughing).”

　- For my last question I’m going to ask something a bit abstract. How do both of you think you’re going to be sending your music out to the world going forwards? wowaka: “Even though I’m on the premise of pop music, I’m always striving to be a counter.” 　- A counter to what? wowaka: “…To popular people and such? (Laughing). I think it’s probably part of being human but, it’s still definitely a part of me. To get people involved, to get weak people involved, and to together find happiness, I aim to make the sort of music that can do just that. I’m always conscious of that, and even when I’m not conscious, I think it’s absolutely a part of the way I think. “ Yonezu: “The way I make music as a counter, is probably in that sense more weak than wowaka’s but. Just, to me the ultimate proposition, or if you ask me what I do the most is… If I seriously say this straightforward, it is that I want to help the weak or. To make a long story short, I think it may just be that. To say that I want to guide them may be a bad choice of words but… If someone were to compare themselves before and after they listened to my music, I would say that I want them to grow from it, even if just a bit. If the people who listen are to become able to choose just the optimistic way out of all of their life choices, I’d be happy, I feel like I think about that as I write.”

*Yonezu: “To make music as a counter; my music is probably weaker than wowaka’s in that sense but. Just, my ultimate proposition, or when you ask me what I want to do the most… That I want to help the weak. Bluntly, I think it may just be that. To say that I want to guide them may be a bad choice of words but… If someone were to compare themselves before and after they listened to my music, I would say that I want them to grow from it, even if just a bit. If the people who listen become stronger, and are then able to choose the optimistic way out of all of their life choices, I’d be happy. I feel I think about that as I write.”

　- Music can be a heart’s salvation, For people who feel weak and pain and solitude, it can be an escape, it can be like a soft hug, it can be encouragement that gives you a push on the back, it’s such an existence. I feel such from Yonezu and Hitorie’s current music, and I strongly felt that when I met the music of the Vocaloid producers Hachi and wowaka. The rock bands of this country are supported because of their earnest expression, people will like something when it’s born from instincts. Yet I realized that true communication wasn’t really in the popular band scene back then, it was in the Vocaloid scene. At the time that had a strong impact on me. Yonezu: “Fufufu. Though Niconico Douga is a place for weak people to come together after all.” wowaka: “This is true (laughing).” 　- That really is true. But now since you two have now gotten more sublimated, does the Niconico culture of that time, and the Vocaloid scene, change it’s shape, I wonder.” wowaka: “Ahh, I think it may.“

　- Today was extremely enjoyable for me. How was it for you two, talking for the first time in a while? Yonezu: “I had a lot of fun.” wowaka: “Me too. I think Hachi-kun and I will be like this for the rest of our lives, surely. Because no matter when, Hachi-kun is definitely always at least at the very corners of my conscious. Im really happy that I have someone like that for me.” Yonezu: “I completely feel the same way too.”

　- I kind of want to do an interview like this once every few years. Yonezu: “Oh, that sounds good.” wowaka: “How much were we on each other’s mind in that time?, or, we can ask questions like that (laughing). Though seriously, I want to do this again. We don’t seem to ask to hang out by ourselves, after all (laughing).” Yonezu: “We don’t we don’t. We’ll talk on Twitter and say ‘Let’s go out for a drink’, but that seems to be as far as we get.” wowaka: “That happens a lot (laughing).” 　- I’ll set it up, so until then! wowaka & Yonezu: “Please!”

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