#ND struggles

[4doorssys]

Texture issues? Cover it in hot sauce. There's no texture when all you taste is pain.

#its true I'm doing it right now. #matt posting #its so spicy #i think i fucked up #ND struggles #adhd problems #actually adhd

[properantagonist]

This will sound idiotic, but I feel so indescribably and utterly unintelligent.

Likely nobody will read this, but I need to share this. I feel so stupid. I feel like I lack media literacy and general problem solving skills, even though I possessed an impressively high level of both as close as a few years ago.

For some reason, I feel like I've huffed 30 cubic meters of petrol fumes and my brain deteriorated. Maybe it's the past manias. Maybe I really have brain damage. I almost feel lobotomised?

It leaves me so terribly depressed, I strive to achieve, I strive to think and explore, and yet I can't. I feel powerless, useless, passive.

I struggle to put that feeling into words (likely because of my consequent idiocy), but I'm stuck in this absolute hell of intellectual inability and it makes me feel like a failure. I'm a failure of a human being. This October I'm starting a second university course and I don't think I can manage. I feel too stupid.

My writing seems worse than ever. I once hoped to become a professional writer, but nowadays I doubt I'm even cognitively fit for working a simple, routine, non-intellectual job. I'm slow, distracted, easily fatigued. My mind is empty. It hurts.

I just want to feel worthy. I want to feel like I understand. Understand anything meaningful. I feel like I'm too stupid for any truly cool people to be interested in knowing me. I've lost myself and I have no muscle strength left to go looking.

#is it burnout? #is it brain damage? #i have a plethora of neurological / mental issues and i dont want this to continue happening #am i just depressed? ive never had this happen when depressed #cognition #intelligence #depression #help #literacy #mental health #mental issues #neurodivergent #ND #nd struggles

[savagegood]

“Did you see the way that little girl looked at me? Kids. Little kids. They grow up believing that they can be a hero if they drive a sword into the heart of anything different. And I’m the monster? I don’t know what’s scarier. The fact that everyone in this kingdom wants to run a sword through my heart or that sometimes I just wanna let ‘em.” “We have to get you out of here. Over the wall. We won’t stop until we find some place safe, okay? We’ll go. Together. No matter what we do, we can’t change the way people see us.” “You changed the way you see me... Didn’t you?

NIMONA (2023), based on the comic by ND Stevenson, who came out as transgender in 2022

#please watch it #it's beautiful... from the animation to the message and the way it crystallises anxieties struggling with gender and the prejudices faced #such a lovely healing watch and i'm glad it's out there #nimona #nimonaedit #nd stevenson #nimona spoilers #comics #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #nonbinary #riz ahmed #chloe grace moretz #long post #ballister blackheart #genderfluid #*op

[biscuitfeatures]

Wanna watch something new (series) but too ND to take the plunge 😩 Have Netflix and Disney. Favourite shows include:

Scrubs

Star Trek TNG

The Mentalist

The Office (but didn’t get to finish watching before it left Netflix 😭)

Suits

The Good Place

Hit me up with your recommendations, good people of Tumblr!

#series recommendations #tv recommendations #what should I watch #Netflix #Disney #nd struggles

[parbalacademy]

There are several reasons why Prabal Professional Academy is considered one of the best NDA coaching institutes in Mukherjee Nagar. Here are some key factors

Experienced Faculty:

Prabal Professional Academy boasts a team of highly experienced and qualified faculty members. They have in-depth knowledge of the NDA exam pattern, syllabus, and selection process. Their expertise helps students understand the concepts thoroughly and prepare effectively.

Comprehensive Study Material:

The institute provides well-researched and comprehensive study material, which covers all the subjects and topics required for the NDA exam. The study material is regularly updated to align with the latest exam pattern and syllabus.

Focus on Conceptual Clarity:

 Prabal Professional Academy emphasizes building a strong foundation and conceptual clarity among its students. They focus on imparting a deep understanding of the subjects, ensuring that students can apply their knowledge effectively during the exam.

Regular Mock Tests:

The institute conducts regular mock tests and practice sessions to evaluate students' progress. These tests help students assess their strengths and weaknesses, identify areas that need improvement, and get familiar with the exam format. It also boosts their confidence and helps them manage time effectively during the actual exam.

Personalized Attention:

Prabal Professional Academy believes in providing personalized attention to every student. They maintain small batch sizes, enabling individual interaction between students and faculty. This approach allows instructors to address students' doubts, provide additional guidance, and track their progress effectively.

Motivational Environment:

The institute creates a positive and motivating learning environment, inspiring students to give their best. They organize regular motivational sessions, guest lectures, and seminars by successful NDA officers to share their experiences and insights. Such interactions help students gain valuable knowledge and maintain a focused mindset.

Regular Feedback and Performance Analysis:

Prabal Professional Academy provides regular feedback and performance analysis to students, highlighting their strengths and areas that need improvement. This feedback helps students refine their study approach and work on their weaknesses, ensuring continuous progress.

Past Track Record:

 The institute has a commendable track record of success in NDA exams, with many students securing top ranks and joining prestigious defense academies. This demonstrates the effectiveness of their teaching methodology and their commitment to student success.

Supportive Infrastructure:

 Prabal Professional Academy offers a conducive learning environment with well-equipped classrooms, a library with relevant study materials, and other necessary facilities. They strive to create an atmosphere where students can focus on their studies without any distractions.

Post-Selection Guidance:

 The institute not only prepares students for the NDA exam but also offers post-selection guidance. They provide assistance in the SSB (Services Selection Board) interview preparation, physical fitness training, and overall personality development.

Overall, Prabal Professional Academy stands out as the best NDA coaching institute in Mukherjee Nagar due to its experienced faculty, comprehensive study material, personalized attention, and proven track record of success.

Name -         Prabal Professional Academy| Best NDA/SSC/BANK/Defence Exam Coaching in Delhi

Address -      B-9/10, 1st Floor, GF Commercial Complex, Mukherjee Nagar, Delhi, 110009

Phone No -  09999695266

Website -     http://praballive.com/

#ndacoaching #nda foundation course #nd struggles

[ablazeinhim]

One of my most struggled with things as a neurodivergent person is the need for a truthful why. So many of my people are also ND, so we communicate well, but some of the people in my life do not understand that need at all, and are actively hostile to it. Any attempt to give a "cute" answer or a bullshit answer, or skirting around the question asked is NOT helpful and is incredibly frustrating. All I'm asking for is the truth. The first time please.

Especially horrible when by the time I ask six follow up questions to pry the truth out of someone, they're frustrated and yelling at me. All I want is to get to the heart of the matter immediately so I can wrap my head around it. If you told me the real reason why the first time we would both be happy, hello?????

#nd problems #nd struggles #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #=

[kindnessoverperfection]

Please, if you can, take a moment to read and share this because I feel like I'm screaming underwater.

NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) stigma is rampant right now, and seems to be getting progressively worse. Everyone is using it as a buzzword in the worst ways possible, spreading misinformation and hatred against a real disorder.

I could go on a long time about how this happened, why it's factually incorrect (and what the disorder actually IS), why it's harmful, and the changes I'd like to see. But to keep this concise, I'll simply link to a few posts under the cut for further reading.

The point of this post is a plea. Please help stop the spread of stigma. Even in mental health communities, even around others with personality disorders, in neurodivergent "safe" spaces, other communities I thought people would be supportive in (e.g. trans support groups, progressive spaces in general), it keeps coming up. So I'm willing to bet that a lot of people on this site need to see this.

Because it's so hard to exist in this world.

My disorder already makes me feel as if I'm worthless and unlovable, like there's something inherently wrong and damaged about me. And it's so much harder to fight that and heal when my daily life consists of:

Laughing and spending time with my friends, doing my utmost best to connect and stay present and focused on them, trying to let my guards down and be real and believe I'm lovable- when suddenly they throw out the word "narcissist" to describe horrible people or someone they hate, or the conversation turns to how evil "people with narcissistic personality disorder" are. (Seriously, you don't know which of your friends might have NPD and feels like shit when you say those things & now knows that you'd hate them if you knew.)

Trying to look up "mental health positivity for people with npd", "mental health positivity cluster bs", only to find a) none of that, and b) more of the same old vile shit that makes me feel terrible about myself.

Having a hard time (which is constant at this point) and trying to look up resources for myself, only to again, find the same stigma. And no resources.

Not having any clue how to help myself, because even the mental health field is spitting so much vitriol at people with DISORDERS (who they're supposed to be helping!) that there's no solid research or therapy programs for people like me.

Losing close friends when they find out, despite us having had a good relationship before, and them KNOWING me and knowing that I'm not like the trending image of pwNPD. Because now they only see me through the lens of stigma and misinformation.

Hearing the same stigma come up literally wherever I go. Clubs. Meetings. Any online space. At the bus stop. At the mall. At a restaurant. At work. Buzzword of the year that everyone loooves loudly throwing around with their friends or over the phone. Feels awesome for me, makes my day so much better/s

I could go on for a long time, but I'm scared no one will read/rb this if it gets too much longer.

So please. Stop using the word "narcissist" as a synonym for "abusive".

Stop bringing up people you hate who you believe to have NPD because of a stigmatizing article full of misinformation whenever someone with actual NPD opens their mouth. (Imagine if people did that with any other disorder! "Hey, I'm autistic." "Oh... my old roommate screamed at me whenever I made noise around him, and didn't understand my needs, which seems like sensory overload and difficulty with social cues. He was definitely autistic. But as long as you're self-aware and always restraining your innate desire to be an abusive asshole, you're okay I guess, maybe." ...See how offensive and ignorant that is?)

Stop preventing healthcare for people with a disorder just because it's trendy to use us as a scapegoat.

If you got this far, thank you for reading, and please share this if you can. Further reading is under the cut.

NPD Criteria, re-written by someone who actually has NPD

Stigma in the DSM

Common perception of the DSM criteria vs how someone may actually experience them (Keep in mind that this is the way I personally experience these symptoms, and that presentation can vary a lot between individuals)

"Idk, the stigma is right though, because I've known a lot of people with NPD who are jerks, so I'm going to continue to support the blockage of treatment for this condition."

(All of these were written by me, because I didn't want to link to other folks' posts without permission, but if you want to add your own links in reblogs or replies please feel free <3)

#actuallynpd #signal boost #actuallyautistic #mental health awareness #narcissistic personality disorder #people also need to realize that mental health professionals aren't immune from bias #(it really shouldn't come as a shock that the mental health field has a longstanding pattern of misunderstanding and mistreating ppl who ar #mentally ill or otherwise ND) #the first therapist i brought up NPD to like. literally pulled out the DSM bc she could barely remember the criteria. then said that there' #no way I have it because I have low self-esteem lmaoooooo #anyway throwback to being at work and chatting with a co-worker. and the conversation turning to mental health. and him saying that #he tries to stay informed and be aware and supportive of mental health conditions & that he doesn't want to be ignorant or spread harmful #misinformation. and then i mentioned that i do a lot of research into mental health stuff and i listed a bunch of things. which included #several personality disorders. one of which was NPD. #and after listening to my whole ass list he zeroed in on the NPD and immediately started talking about how narcissists are abusive and #he knew someone who had NPD and how the person who had it had an addiction and died from the addiction in a horrible way and he #was glad he did #fun times #or when i decided to be vulnerable and talk abt my self-criticism/self-hatred bc i knew my friends also struggled w that and i wanted to #support them by sharing my own coping methods. and they both(separately!) started picking and prodding at my npd through the lens of stigma #bc i'd recently opened up to them abt having it. they recognized self-hatred as a symptom and still jumped on me for it. despite me #trying to share hurt vulnerable parts of myself to help them and connect with them. #again..... fun times

[schizopositivity]

i see reminders to take your meds all the time and thats great but heres your reminder to get your meds refilled! to call your pharmacy! to pick up your refills while the pharmacy is still open! you cant take whats not there, its super important that you stay on top of getting your refills

#this post is for me lol i have to tell myself this rn #i was putting off picking up my refills #so now ive been out of my antideppresents and appetite increasers for days and im struggling #tw meds #tw pills #pills #meds #medication #pharmacy #neurodivergent #mental illness #nd #mental health awareness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #psychosis #actuallyschizophrenic #pseriouslypsychotic

[absurdlyalive]

tagging all my jokes as jokes and all my comments as comments because IRL nobody ever seems to understand my intention behind my words

#nd struggles #p

[snowflakesincalifornia]

Op turned off reblogs so here’s the post as a pic. And here’s the link to the thread: https://href.li/?https://twitter.com/the_tweedy/status/1600287106072735744

#actually adhd #adhd #actually autistic #autism #autistic problems #audhd things #actually neurodivergent #actually nd #adhd struggles #ableism

[tiles-and-problems]

sometimes when brain power is low i just scroll thru my tumblr unseeing and then i feel bad that i didnt read thru the like 50 parahraphs cus apparently we like to follow more talk-y blogs

i do the same with instagram

like why do follow these people if i dont read their words /lh -🐊

#struggles #nd struggles #did #actually did #neurodivergent #why do we follow so many textpost blogs #help

[flirts-with-dragons]

Calling myself out

(Image description: stick figure sitting on the ground with an arrow pointing down at it from a text box that says, "doesn't know how to ask for things in a way that neurotypicals won't see as demanding or annoyingly apologetic", referring to the stick figure. End of description.)

#autism #autistic #autism memes #autism struggles #autistic memes #autistic struggles #actually autistic #actually autism #medium support needs #neurodivergent #neurodivergent struggles #neurodiverse #neurodiversity #nd #asd

[steves-strapcollection]

I really dislike the "let Eddie be actually stupid/not actually smart" take bc I really think that downplays the very real intersection of his socioeconomic status and how he's treated by literally everyone, especially probably his teachers....

Also like.... There is enough CANON EVIDENCE that Eddie is actually extremely smart, like bookish smart.

Idk I just don't like when there's a character being literally held back by a system and ppl seem to want to side w the system failing them

#This might be my ND ass just projecting a lot and seeing a lot of myself in Eddie as a character and like #I am SO SMART but I typically don't sound it or seem like it #And I struggled BAD in high school especially in the higher grades #I just genuinely do not like that take 😩

[parbalacademy]

NDA Coaching in Mukherjee Nagar: The Advantages of Joining Prabal Professional Academy for NDA Entrance Preparation

Introduction

The National Defence Academy (NDA) is a prestigious institution that nurtures and trains individuals aspiring to join the Indian Armed Forces. The NDA entrance examination is highly competitive, requiring comprehensive preparation and guidance. Mukherjee Nagar, located in Delhi, has emerged as a hub for coaching institutes that cater to NDA aspirants. Among them, Prabal Professional Academy stands out as a leading institution that provides exceptional coaching for NDA entrance preparation. In this article, we will explore the advantages of joining Prabal Professional Academy for NDA coaching in Mukherjee Nagar.

Experienced Faculty

One of the significant advantages of Prabal Professional Academy is its team of experienced and qualified faculty members. The academy carefully selects instructors who possess in-depth knowledge of the NDA syllabus and examination pattern. These dedicated teachers have a proven track record of guiding students toward success in the NDA entrance exam. Their expertise, coupled with their ability to simplify complex concepts, makes learning effective and engaging.

Comprehensive Study Material

Prabal Professional Academy offers a comprehensive study material package designed specifically for NDA entrance preparation. The study material includes well-structured notes, practice questions, and previous years' question papers. This resourceful material covers all the relevant subjects, such as Mathematics, English, General Knowledge, and Science. The academy regularly updates its study material to ensure that students receive the most relevant and up-to-date content.

Strategic Approach to Coaching

The academy follows a strategic approach to coaching, focusing on the development of students' overall skills and abilities. They provide a well-defined study plan that covers each subject in detail. The curriculum is designed to gradually increase the difficulty level, allowing students to build a strong foundation and progressively improve their performance. Prabal Professional Academy also conducts regular mock tests and practice sessions to familiarize students with the actual exam environment, boosting their confidence and time management skills.

Personalized Attention and Doubt Clearance

Prabal Professional Academy believes in providing personalized attention to every student. The class sizes are kept small to ensure that students can interact with the faculty and get their doubts clarified effectively. The academy encourages students to actively participate in class discussions, ask questions, and seek clarification whenever needed. This personalized approach enables students to grasp complex topics and enhances their overall learning experience.

Focus on Physical Fitness and Personality Development

NDA entrance preparation goes beyond academic knowledge. Prabal Professional Academy understands the importance of physical fitness and personality development in shaping successful candidates. The academy conducts regular physical training sessions and organizes outdoor activities to enhance students' physical fitness and endurance. Moreover, they conduct special sessions on interview skills, group discussions, and personality development, helping students develop a confident and well-rounded personality.

Regular Performance Evaluation and Feedback

To track the progress of each student, Prabal Professional Academy conducts regular performance evaluations. These assessments help identify individual strengths and weaknesses, allowing the faculty to provide personalized feedback and guidance. The academy maintains a transparent and supportive environment where students receive constructive criticism and are motivated to continuously improve.

Conclusion

Joining Prabal Professional Academy for NDA coaching in Mukherjee Nagar offers aspiring candidates a multitude of advantages. With its experienced faculty, comprehensive study material, strategic coaching approach, personalized attention, focus on physical fitness and personality development, and regular performance evaluation, the academy provides an excellent platform for NDA entrance preparation. By enrolling in Prabal Professional Academy, students can equip themselves with the necessary skills and knowledge required to crack the NDA entrance exam and embark on a promising career in the Indian Armed Forces.

Name -         Prabal Professional Academy| Best NDA/SSC/BANK/Defence Exam Coaching in Delhi

Address -      B-9/10, 1st Floor, GF Commercial Complex, Mukherjee Nagar, Delhi, 110009

Phone No -  09999695266

Website -     http://praballive.com/

#nda foundation course #ndassb #ssb #ndacoaching #air force #cds #nd struggles

[chrliekclly]

charden is v important to me bcuz they recognize their traumas n each othr...

#charden #chardennis #charlie kelly #dennis reynolds #iasip #always sunny #fanart #mine #my backstory for this is its around uncle jacks bday nd bonnie is once again letting him stay w them to celebrate (:\) #so charlie comes to school lookin rough probs stayd up all night nd huffd glue jst coping nd den Knows tht type of rough #nd kinda wordlessly comforts him in a free moment.... #im such a ffag #n e way this is how im imagining them as hs seniors #T kickin in fr charles....im fully nto th tboy (/nb) charlie headcanon by now #im forcing myslf to dra bettr cuz i like charden sooooooo much #nd want to b able to draw em a bit oldr than i draw mac nd charlie...nd my stupid cutesy artsyle isnt good @ that #but now den looks TOO old i feel like lmfgkjhng i struggle #ANYWAYS hi im posting another draft i had 👀 #still hoping to color my comic soon. last day of the job today! my body is destroyed from it :')

[plant-ago]

brennan lee mulligan will make a character that is simply so neurodivergent

#d20 #dimension 20 #brennan lee mulligan #there's so many like where do i even start #aida from fantasy high s2 #k p hob #evan kelmp #the fox!! #so many of his stories have deep nd themes #about not really Getting it #and struggling for some reason you can never quite put your finger on #and the sort of awakening that comes when you finally find acceptance among the right people