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not-goldy · 4 months

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But isn’t JK sort of "queer cleansing" in Ch 2?

All those women in his MV’s who he had zero chemistry with but not a single reference to being into men (not that I expect that of course, being from a homophobic country. More like being in the closet, unfortunately.. but still).

I think his side of Ch 2 is interesting, based on the past ten years up until the military announcement— which is when this sudden "flipped switch" from disliking/being indifferent about dating women, refusing to sing "girl" in a Jason Derulo cover and being the object of other men’s affection, to singing about boinking women seemed to happen.

If the blurry video wasn’t true, I wonder if BH didn’t rush to clean it up because it kind of worked out to help with JK’s new "ladies man" image 💀💀 His face isn’t even decipherable but at least half the fandom ate that up!

To some extent I guess.

Heteronormativity and queer cleansing are two related but distinct concepts so I hope you are not confusing the two as one and the same in this case.

Heteronormativity in this sense is promoting hetersexuality and images of it as the standard or mainstream idea of something. For instance, what is the purpose of choosing a female lead to play the role of love interest besides the fact that that is just how things are done in the industry??

At this point it doesn't even matter at all the female you cast, it just has to be A female to play the role. It's not political, it doesn't speak to the sexual orientation of the individual, it's just what sells and what is considered the norm or standard way of doing things. You could replace the female subject with an inanimate object and the message of love and affection will not be lost.

Over using female as love interests without allowing for much diversity in music visuals has led to a situation where the woman has become a neutral marker in art. Much like words such as Man or other masculine forms gained neutrality and universality such that where you see man or dude or guy in a text you don't necessarily think they are referring strictly to a man, it's the same for women. They are there because they are expected to be there.

We are not wired to see their presence in MVs as contributing any unique or significant meaning to the story telling.

However seeing two men or two women portrayed as leads and love interests adds a political dimension to the message of the song or story of the MV.

It's why visuals such as Blood Sweat and Tears and the whole visual album of HYYH era speaks to many of us. Other wise they are all men, they can just sit and shout into a mic cos no one wants to see them grope each other- it's gay.

It's also why a producer will tell Tae to find a female to sing a part he wrote for Jimin on his personal song- it wasn't because a female voice was required for the song but simply unconventional for two men to sing a duet of that kind.

That's heteronormativity not queer cleansing.

A cleanse is an intentional act meant to please an audience, to calm their wrath and to portray conformity to the desires of the masses.

Heteronormativity is unconscious biases and decisions that are meaningless in themselves and are done not just to please but for the sheer reason that that is what we know and have come to accept as the norm.

I guess the difference is, did Jungkook have a choice other than choosing a female character for the role? No. To choose a male character for such a role would be so political and revolutionary because it would be going outside the norm.

Having a female lead is just a trend. For straight people, if they want to be "political" they often cast the real object of their affections and discard the paid models and artists. JB did that with his wife and uhm- what's the name of the dude who said his lungs under water but was breathing fire?

Queer cleansing is not just about heteronormativity. Promoting and using women as leads is not necessarily a cleanse.

It's heteronormative because whether he is in Korea or not, whether his country is conservative or not, whether he is gay or not, he would have casted a female as lead because it is expected and normalized.

I mean, why else would they have casted female leads for their mv way back when they were starting out, as young as they were, as young as he was?

Why else would he date a girl when he had no feelings whatsoever for her.

Why else were they made to pick up girls and demonstrate how they would ask a girl out or kiss a girl as entertainment disregarding the fact not all of them might have been into girls.

Let me leave you with this imagery:

Heteronormativity, like right handedness, or able bodiedness is the default setting of society. Manufacturers create products build cars, roads on the assumption that every one is right handed able-bodied straight individual and every thing in society is made to cater to this group bu default.

So sometimes when people create products to cater to the audience we can't say they are making revolutionary statements or even deliberately being discriminatory- they doing so simply because it's how things are done.

Jungkook might simply film an MV that way because that's how things are done in the industry.

I hope in the future he realizes this challenge and goes out of his way to challenge it not because he is queer but because he desires to bring change and uniqueness into the world.

And you are right. There are so many instances of hybe cleaning up his image or putting him through queer cleansing- I just don't think the MV is one of those.

Like I said, even his own fans try to queer cleanse his image by cooking up straight rumors and attacking people to try to suppress and disassociate him from any queer narrative.

And it's a cleanse because they do this with the understanding that portraying him as queer is harmful to his image or reputation or even a threat to his commercial success such as them tearing down his banners and even banning BTS in certain places because they seem "gay" smh

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watermelonlovershigh · 1 year

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Maybe them discussing being attracted to someone? Or like a gossip-y thing where they talk about what celebrities they have crushes on or whatever. Or three some fantasies. Or like Harry with a bi flag at a show or something.

💖💜💙

AN: thank you anon for the wonderful ideas. i incorporated a few into this little blurb and i hope you like it.

This story contains: mild smut, mentions of boobs, mentions of sub/dom relationships, fluff, not much dialogue

{ boyfriend!harry - softrry - bi!reader - have been dating for over a year }

word count: 796

What it's like being with Harry as a bisexual women.

You told Harry you were bisexual about six months into dating and it's been the most liberating feeling ever since. Where before you were cautious about what you said around him so you didn't accidently out yourself, now you can share your thoughts freely.

Though you knew he'd support you, it's still a scary thing to come out to someone you love so dearly.

When you and Harry are watching a film together on his couch, you'll blurt out, "Fuck, her tits are nice." in reference to the actress on the screen.

Harry will try and act offended by replying with something like, "Hey..."

And you'll say back, "What? There's no denying her boobs are gorgeous."

Harry will laugh and retort, "Alright, her tits are very pretty but I'd rather not think about another woman's breasts will I have the best pair right beside me." Referring to your boobs that he loves so much.

He's also been the most supportive partner as well. At least in one part of every concert he'll find a way to hold up the bi flag. Of course he still holds up the rainbow flag which represents all labels under the queer umbrella, but just something about him holding the bisexual flag makes you so happy.

And his fans most likely know why he's so adamant about holding the bi flag because you have now mentioned publicly you're bisexual. Though some still speculate if it's Harry's way of giving clues to his own sexuality when he's stated himself he'd rather go unlabeled. Not really feeling either straight or gay or anything in between.

Not just on stage is he supportive though. This year he took you to your first pride parade. He never had a reason to go before dating you because his sexuality is quite complicated and it never seemed fitting enough to go. But now, you give him a reason to go. To go to a parade where all lgbtqia is welcome.

Harry dressed in more general rainbow clothes so no one got the wrong idea about his personal identity while you dressed in the bisexual colors. But he did wave the bisexual flag with you, up and down the streets at the pride parade in LA.

Not only do you share your attractiveness to beautiful women parts and have a very supportive boyfriend, you also talk about your past relationships. More so you though because Harry would rather forget all of his. Now that you're out to Harry, you share the differences you notice being in a relationship with a guy verses when you dated a women.

The biggest difference for you personally is being dominant with men and submissive with women. You don't know what it is but when your ex girlfriends would call you "baby girl" and push and tug you around during sex, you became mush. Now being with Harry, you have this urge to take control and watch him be all helpless during sex. Which Harry has no problem with because he's always been secretly submissive.

A non sexual difference you can spot is the way the bed smells after a nights sleep. When you shared a bed with your ex girlfriend, the bed would smell of flowers and her apple scented shampoo. With Harry, his bed in the mornings smells more musky and dare you say, manly. Both have their pros and cons but you will say the more manly scent turns you on easier.

Lastly, you try and act all confident in your bisexuality but reality is, you still have insecurities and fears. So you'll often ask Harry, "You promise you don't get scared I'll leave you for a women?"

And Harry will reply, "Why on earth would I need that fear? Is there somethin' I need to know?" That last part is said in a joking tone.

You'll shake your head no and then respond with, "No, it's just, people online keep saying you should be scared I'll leave you for a women and..... and I want you to know you don't have to worry. My attraction to women has nothing to do with my attraction and love for you. Straight people still know they like the opposite gender while being with the opposite gender so it's no different than me knowing I like the same gender while being with the opposite gender."

Harry leans down and whispers near your mouth, "I know, m'love. I know you love me and I've never doubted that for a second. I love that you embrace your sexuality and don't shy away from expressing your feelings when it correlates to your sexuality. Makes me love you even more if I'm honest." Then leans in an inch or two to fully connect his lips with yours.

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seiyasabi · 2 years

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GBF

(Someone told me their idea of ‘yandere seemingly gay guy x fem reader who thinks they’re their bestie,’ and I foamed at the mouth. Anon I wanna kiss u on the mouth.

This is a Yan Vil x Fem Reader story, so proceed w caution!!! Some details may not be canon, so plz don’t yell at me, I’ll throw up.

TW: !!!noncon/dubcon!!!, !mistaken sexuality!, !reader is like ?? but ur gay and Vil is like ‘lemme show u that I’m not’, Vil is a meangirl as usual, unsafe sex!, need to express that he’s straight!, slight manhandling that is seemingly OOC, kinda dacryphilia, D/S kind of relationship, use of the word master, drugging!, hand on neck action, etc..

Please proceed with caution!)

“-So I asked him if the extension was necessary, and he told me that because I was a distraction, he couldn’t get his part of the project completed. Can you believe that??? He’s blaming me for wanting to do the project in the same room, rather than separately, just in case he needed help! How rude!” You puff your cheeks indignantly, painting your nondominant hand a royal purple, matching Vil’s iconic look.

Vil gives an airy chuckle, he’s currently styling his hair into his normal updo, making sure his braids are even on both sides of his head, “I don’t think he means it in the way you think, darling. I believe he’s insinuating that he finds you… endearing. Perhaps he has a crush on you?” The blond is gritting his teeth at that idea. No one deserves to have you (besides him of course)! This disgusting boy who happens to be your partner needs to be reminded of his place.

Whilst your best friend is brewing in his growing anger, you think about the situation thoughtfully. He may be right, your lab partner may have a crush on you! He wouldn’t be the first to, but he’s quite unkempt. Idia doesn’t practice self care, and that’s a big ick to you, “Hmm, maybe. But, hopefully not! While he may be nice, he’s not my type.”

That catches Vil’s attention. You always say they’re ‘not your type,’ but you have yet to disclose what is!

“I see,” He joins you at his coffee table that you’re currently sitting at, daintily setting himself down on the seat next to you, “Now, be honest with me; what man- scratch that- boy is your type? I’ve grown curious about who you may fancy.”

You feel your face grow hot, eyes glued to your newly painted nails. You can’t possibly tell him about your crush on his guy best friend! That would be overstepping soooo many boundaries, so you need to think of someone other than Rook!

“It’s too embarrassing, I don’t want to say,” The slight tremor in your voice catches his attention right away. Who could you possibly be thinking about to make you so flustered?

“Oh, don’t be shy. I’m your best friend, you can tell me anything,” He drawls, grabbing your hands and inspecting your paint job. You did quite a good job, and he gives a small smirk of approval.

“Well… you have to promise to not be mad,” He raises a perfectly shaped eyebrow. Who could it possibly be?

“Darling, as long as you don’t say the name ‘Crowley,’ I promise I won’t be.”

That draws a giggle from your perfect lips, body shaking with laughter. That was certainly unexpected, but what else do you expect from your best friend? He’s quite hilarious when he’s comfortable with you.

“No, no! I’m not into men like that,” You stick your tongue out at him teasingly, “He’s way too old, he reminds me of a grandpa.”

He cracks a smile, his dark lipstick contrasting perfectly with his white teeth, “That’s fair, but no changing the subject. Now I’m even more curious as to who you like.”

You grumble for a few moments, before deciding to be honest, “Well, you know him, first and foremost. He’s blond,” Vil visibly perks up, “He’s funny, quite strange, and takes very good care of himself.”

You must be talking about him! Though, that strange comment hurts a little bit, he’s willing to look past it if it means he can have you, “I think I know who you’re talking about,” Vil states smugly, a practically dazzling smile on his perfect face, “I’m not mad at all about it, I’m actually quite happy. It must’ve taken a lot out of you to confess like this.”

Nodding, you give his hands a small squeeze, “I’m so happy you’re not mad! I was so worried you would be!”

“Not at all,” He releases one of your hands in favour of moving some stray hairs out of your face, “I’m so glad you feel the same.”

This causes your heart to practically explode in your chest! Rook feels the same?!

“Really? He feels the same way?” Instead of answering you, Vil presses a perfect kiss print against your cheek, surprising you, “Uhhhh, what?”

He smiles at you, eyes practically glimmering like the glitter on his eyelids, “Oh, how long I’ve waited for you to confess. I’ve liked you since the day you asked for blending techniques, fairest.”

Hold on- did Vil think that you like him?! And did he like you back?! Isn’t he gay?! And did he just admit that you’re the fairest of them all?! What the fuck is happening?!

You shrink back, gulping due to your nerves, “I-I think there’s been some confusion,” His smile noticeably becomes tight, eyes staring into you like a great white’s, “I like Rook… I like him a lot. I should’ve been more specific, I’m sorry. But, I’m also really confused right now.”

“What could you possibly be confused about?” The way he speaks through gritted teeth scares you, especially with how tight the grip on your hand has become. Is he trying to break your hand?

“Aren’t you, uhm,” You pause for a second, trying to come up with the right words, but find none, “Aren’t you gay? I-I thought you liked men this entire time!”

He stares at you for a long moment, before bursting out into uncharacteristically loud laughter. Vil can’t believe it- you thought he was gay? Oh dear, that sure complicated things, “Oh no, I’m most definitely not. Whilst it’s okay to be gay, I am not. I love women,” He leans in close, eyes shining in pure, unadulterated love, “And let there be no mistake; I love you.”

A nervous sweat breaks out on your skin, as you realise how many boundaries you’d inadvertently pushed, “Wait, hold on; does this mean that you’ve,” Your heart stutters in your chest, “You’ve watched me change and-“

“Yes, and I won’t apologise for doing so. You never asked, darling, so you can’t blame a man for watching the love of his life in the nude.”

This entire situation is too hard for you to handle, “I can’t believe it- you broke my trust! I-I did all of these things under the-“

“Ah, ah, ah, that’s not fair. You assumed that I was gay, if anything, I should be the one who’s offended,” His grip somehow becomes tighter, long, perfectly manicured nails digging into your skin, “And on top of that, it turns out you’re foolishly in love with my other best friend.”

The way his shadow suddenly looms over yours causes you to twitch in mild fear, his voice sounding icy like his stare, “I can’t help that I like him! And how could I not assume?! You never explicitly stated any interest in women, but you are always obsessed over other men’s looks! What was I supposed to think?”

“Tch, you’re lucky I love you, (First name). If I didn’t, I would post a smear campaign against you online, because of these allegations,” Oh, that was a thinly veiled threat. You’re so close to pissing yourself in fear, it’s not even funny.

“I-what- are you threatening me?”

“Not at all, I'm just stating my feelings on the matter,” He smirks, suddenly releasing your hand, in favour of inspecting the nail polish you’re currently using, “Now that that’s out of the way, I’ll finish your dominant hand for you. You know how much I hate sloppily done manicures.”

Your mouth is wide open, disbelief encasing your entire being, “What?! You-you can’t just-“

“Shh,” He silences you with ease, his shark eyes shining in barely concealed delight, “I can just do that, fairest. Who would believe you? Hmm? You’re just a pretty girl against a social media tycoon.”

Your lip wobbles at his softly spoken, but stabbing words. He’s right, you know he is, but it still doesn’t stop a sinking feeling from forming within your chest. You want to scream, cuss, spit, pull his perfectly done hair from his head… but you can’t. Even when he threatens you, you can’t help but think about the times he was a good friend. Before… all of this, which makes it hurt even more.

“So, you’re going to be a good girl, and let me finish your manicure. You know I hate it when a beauty regimen is half done,” Without waiting for your response, he carefully unscrews the royal purple nail polish with one hand, and begins to meticulously apply it to your perfectly filed nails.

You hate to say it, but the blond is amazing when it comes to anything beauty related.

It’d taken a very long (and tense on your part) hour for your nails to be ‘done,’ leaving Vil to bask in your, understandably, uncomfortable presence.

The need to leave continues to rise, but you’re unsure how to go about saying goodbye. Normally, you wouldn’t leave until Vil finished his nightly routine, the male gently shooing you under the guise of him needing his ‘beauty sleep.’

But, today it was completely different. It was only 6 in the evening, and you were ready to run as far away as you can from his expensive flat.

Maybe if you left and ghosted him, he’d leave you alone… that’s what you hope, anyway,

But who are you kidding? The blond would probably make a very public post about you being lovers or something, forcing you to come back into his clutches without the need for physical violence.

And, if that didn’t work, he’d send Rook to drag you back to him.

You’re so deep within your own thoughts, that you don’t notice the blond making dinner, much less finishing it, and plating the (healthy meal of choice). He sets the dish in front of you, expecting your usual praise. But, when he notices your glossy eyes staring off into nothing, he snaps his fingers, immediately gaining your attention.

“(Your name), darling, are you alright? If you continue to day dream, I can’t promise that your food will be fresh when you get to it,” He sets his own plate down at the seat beside you, gracefully sitting down, and placing a napkin on his lap.

You nod at him, eyes fixating on the food in front of you, “Yeah, I’m good. Just thinking.”

His sharp eyes are on you in an instant, watching as you fiddle with your utensils.

“What could you be thinking about in that cute brain of yours?” He (pushes your hair out of your face/pulls your chin in his direction) with two fingers, allowing you to view him with ease.

“I’m just… in shock. I didn’t realise that you’re not… you know-“

Sighing in slight annoyance, Vil stares at you with dull eyes, “When will you drop this?” His sharp words cause you to flinch, not expecting his slightly elevated volume, “I am not a gay man, I am straight. I will always love women romantically, I will never view men in that same regard,” He grabs your hand in a tight grip, “I am also helplessly infatuated with you, and there’s nothing you can do to make me feel otherwise. Now, do you feel assured of my true feelings? I promise that I am not toying with you, and I genuinely want to pursue a relationship with you.”

You try to pull your hand away, but his grip remains strong. The intensity of his stare is enough to make you avert your eyes, “That's the problem; I don’t want a relationship with you. I no longer trust you-“

He releases your hand, in favour of gripping at your thigh. Vil’s nails dig into your flesh and muscle, causing you to yelp in mild pain, your own hand grabbing at his to try to ease his grip, “Eat. Your. Food. I don’t want to hear the hurtful things you’re about to say.”

When you don’t immediately begin to eat, he gives another squeeze. Glaring, you shove his hand off of you, causing him to scratch your smooth skin, but you don’t care, “I’m not hungry! I want to go home-“

Vil stands up suddenly, scaring you. He marches to the fridge, forcing it open, and grabbing a large cup filled with a pink smoothie. Slamming the icebox closed, he rushes at you, face unreadable but eyes flashing with anger. Placing the smoothie in front of you, he crossed his arms, looking at you expectantly.

“Fine, if you’re not hungry, at least drink this smoothie. It’s filled with vitamins and minerals, along with a potion to make your skin clear and glowy.”

You look at him, before looking back at the smoothie, “I don’t want it. I just told you; I want to go home. Hell, maybe I’ll go see Rook-“

“You will do no such thing,” He hisses, pushing the drink closer to you, “Drink the smoothie, or else I’ll do something you won’t like.”

You swallow harshly, eyeing the drink. With a shaky hand, you grab the cold glass, before taking a large sip. It’s so sugary, reminding you of the pastries Trey makes. You can’t help but gag at the overabundance of sweetness, setting the glass down on the countertop, and pushing it away from yourself.

“Great Seven! What did you put in this?” Coughing, you try to clear your throat, eyes watering.

“Don’t be dramatic- the smoothie is good for you. Drink it all, or else I won’t let you leave.”

“You can’t keep me here, that’s unlawful imprisonment-“

“Shh, just drink,” Without warning, he picks up the smoothie, and practically pours it down your gullet. Liquid splashes down your face, as you try, and fail, to swallow all of its contents.

You’re somehow able to gulp down the majority of it, causing Vil to let up, effectively letting you breathe. You cough and splutter, leaning over the counter to try to catch your breath.

“What the fuck, Vil?! I could’ve choked!” You wipe at your mouth and chin, taking in the soiled front of your cute blouse. The pink is sure to stain ://

He says nothing, just staring down at you, as if he’s waiting for something.

“Why’re you looking at me like that?! Say something!” He grins at you, showing all of his teeth, causing a feeling of dread to settle deep within your bones, “Did-did you poison me? Oh God, am I going to die?”

Your body suddenly becomes hot, causing tears to head your eyes in fear. This is how you’re going to die!

Sobs wrack your body, as Vil all but drags you to your feet, and begins to bring you to his bedroom. Is he going to dismember your body in his en-suite bathroom? Oh no! Oh no!

Pushing you into his bathroom, he begins to unbutton your blouse, nimble fingers exposing your perfect, bra-clad chest. You try to shove at his hands, but your limbs feel like they’re made of lead. Even standing is a chore, causing you to stumble, falling into Vil’s surprisingly sturdy chest.

He clicks his tongue at your actions, but says nothing, making the experience all the more terrifying. He’s almost never quiet, which means he’s probably up to something.

“What’re you- what’re you doing? Why’re you undressing me? Are you going to cut me up?” Your teary eyed look makes his cock throb, you’re just so adorable when you’re reliant upon him.

“Not at all, I’m simply making it easier for us when you reach the next stage.”

Fat tears drip down your face and your lip trembles, “Next stage?”

He nods, the smirk on his face is domineering, crazed, even, “Yes, fairest. I know you don’t believe me when I say I’m… infatuated with you, and what better way to show you, than claiming your pretty pussy?”

You blanche, body heating up more than before, heart beating almost out of your chest. You don’t want him to, but it seems your body is thinking to you, “What did you do? What was in that?”

He loves that pleading tone, loves your pitiful reaction, and especially loves the way you tremble against him. Oh, how long he’s waited for this moment!

“Shh, don’t worry about that. All that matters is that you’ll feel good. Master will make sure of it.”

Sudden cramping in your abdomen causes you to slump into Vil bonelessly, a small cry leaving your lips. His lithe fingers dance against your hot skin, relishing the way you’re being broken down by the aphrodisiac.

You once again try to shove at him, but to no avail. You practically sink to your knees in pain, Vil loosely holding your arms as you rest your head against his hip. He’s so tall compared to you, so the only way to rest against him was quite inappropriate.

“Awe, are you alright, darling? Tell your Master what the problem is.”

A small sob is all he receives in response, causing a chilling laugh to resound around the room.

“Poor dear. Here, I’ll help you out of these pesky clothes,” Pulling you up to your feet, Vil begins to undress you. He pulls your top completely off of you, before all but ripping off your trousers. You’re left only in your bra and panties, which you try, and fail, to cover with your hands. The blond coos are your cute display, before he yanks your bra off of your chest, and shucks your panties down your legs. Slick immediately drips down your thighs, now that your panties are no longer holding it in. He used two fingers to swipe at your sensitive pussy, causing you to whine as you soak his hand in your fluids, “Does your cunny feel empty, fairest? Do you need your Master to fill you up?”

“No! Don’t- don’t touch me there! I don’t want you; I want Rook!”

Vil practically growls at your words, a sudden and mannish feeling of wrath overcoming him, as he grips your jaw in one hand, squishing your cheeks painfully, and digging his nails into your pretty skin. You whimper, as he starts to drag you to his perfectly made bed.

“Don’t say that name is my presence ever again, (Your name), I don’t have the patience for your rebellious behaviour. I am the only man who deserves you, and I won’t let him or your incorrect ideals about my sexuality get in the way of that.”

He shoves you on the bed face first, forcing your ass up into the air, your legs folded underneath you. Vil grabs a pillow from the head of the bed, shoving it under your stomach, making your back arch more than before. He shrugs his expensive robe off of his shoulders, gracefully tossing it onto the bench at the foot of his bed.

You writhe on the mattress, trying to move out of the position he forced you into, only for a harsh grip around your waist to still your movements. Your tears drip onto the silk duvet, as you sob out in both pain and betrayal, “Stop this insolence, darling. I won’t hurt a single hair on your pretty head, as long as you sit still and look pretty for me.”

He smoothes a hand over your perky ass, relishing the feeling on his soft hand. He’s waited so, so long for you to fall into his clutches, and now he doesn’t ever want to let you go.

Moving his gaze down to your dripping cunny, he can’t help but shove two manicured fingers into you. A loud keen echoes throughout the room, causing his cock to jump in his perfectly pressed trousers. Yeah, he should’ve done this the moment he realised his feelings for you.

He scissors his fingers in and out of you at a steady pace, his thumb rubbing small circles over your throbbing clit. You can’t control your moans, as the pads of his fingers massage your g-spot with vigour. Your fluids drip down his hand, coating his dress shirt’s sleeve in your slick, but he can’t find it within himself to care.

You’re so out of it, that you begin to ride his fingers, ass bouncing with every rut against his pretty hand. You ground yourself against his finger tips, loving how he plays with your enlarged g-spot, wanting nothing more than to cream all over him. If he’s this good with his hands, your drugged mind can only imagine what he can do with his cock.

Vil’s in complete awe, relishing the way you’re seemingly giving into him. He should’ve given you an aphrodisiac a long time ago.

He so desperately wanted to see your face, knowing that a pretty princess like you would be drooling at his fingering skills.

You teeter so close to the edge, pussy clamping down on his nimble fingers. Your moans and cries grow louder, as he constantly abuses your g-spot, causing your legs to shake and your eyes to roll to the back of your head. Yet, before you can squirt all over him, he pulls back, delivering a harsh smack to your plush ass, “I didn’t say you could cum, fairest. Only good girls are allowed to, and since you didn’t ask, I don’t think that applies to you,”

Sobbing, you grip the sheets below you, “Please, Vil! I need it! I need to cum so bad!”

He laughs at your pitiful display, before unbuttoning his dress trousers and pulling out his cock. He’s long and thin, tip flushed a pastel pink. Pre-cum practically drips from his tip, leaving small drops on both his trousers and sheets. He’s not too worried about it, though, you’ll either lick it up later or a maid will clean it.

“Hmm, I suppose I can allow it. But,” he spreads your pussy open with two fingers, taking in the perfect sight of your puffy, dripping hole, “You can only cum on my cock.”

When you don’t immediately respond, he pinches your clit between his thumb and forefinger, causing your body to jolt, a scream tumbling from your lips before you can stop it.

“You will respond when I ask you a question, (Your name). Never ignore your Master,” You nod your head rapidly, more tears dripping down your face.

“Yes, yes, I’m sorry! Please stop,” He releases you, lightly patting you on the pussy, before lining his cockhead up to your prepaired cunny.

“Good, darling. Now, let me show you what you do to me,” Without another word, he shoves his prick inside of you, bumping into your cervix harshly. What he didn’t have in girth, he made up for in length. Vil’s eyes practically roll to the back of his head, mouth open, face screwed up in an abnormally imperfect expression, “Fuck,” He swears, which he almost never does, “I knew your pussy would be perfect for me.”

He bucks into you ungracefully, which would have surprised you, if you weren’t so drugged up. You moan and cry, both loving and hating what he’s doing to your body. Your pussy creams around his cock, coating his cock in a milky white sheen, which the blond male looks at in awe. Using the two fingers that’s holding your cunny open, he releases one part in favour of lightly rubbing your engorged clit.

Gasping at how you grip down on him, he begins to slam into you at a decent pace. His thrusts lightly rock your body, your face still smooshed into his bed spread. His pretty moans intermingle with yours, as he continues to assault your clit and fuck into you.

Your juices drip down your thighs and onto his bedspread, cream and slick mixing together for a sinful concoction. Your g-Spot is so enlarged from the drug, that every drag of his cock has you practically convulsing.

“Vil! Vil!” He gives a breathy laugh at your sweet keening, pressing down a little harder on your pretty clit.

“Yes, fairest?” He acts coy, pretending to not understand why you’re calling out for him.

“It’s-it’s too much! I’m gonna- I’m gonna cum! Please let me cum!” Your foggy mind barely recalls his previous orders, filling the blond with pride.

“Since you asked so nicely,” He leans in close to you, the soft fabric of his blouse feeling wonderful against your heated skin, “Go ahead, darling. Cum all over your Master’s cock.”

Your body squeezes down on him harsher than before, practically milking him for everything he has. He lets out an unusually mannish grunt, spilling his seed deep inside of you, as you squirt around him. Both of your releases drip down the both of you; your bare thighs covered in delicious cream, whilst Vil’s designer trousers are completely soiled. Yet, Vil wouldn’t have it any other way.

“What a perfect darling,” He releases your pussy, in favour of wrapping an arm around your bare chest, and flipping you onto your back. Your (hair is a complete mess/drool is leaking out of your mouth), makeup completely smeared all over your face. Though Vil is always one for perfection, he can’t help but think you look better this way, “You did so well for me, (Your name). So well, in fact, I believe you deserve another release.”

You whimper, body completely boneless underneath him, “Please, please, I need you so bad. I feel so empty, Vil,” Your eyes are still teary, lips still trembling. It causes his cock to twitch.

He places a kiss to your lips, his lipstick transferring onto you very noticeably, “Call me by the correct name, fairest, and I’ll make sure you can’t move tomorrow.”

You gulp, mind screaming at you to hold your ground, but you fall victim to the drug burrowing inside of you, “Please, Master, I need you.”

With a smug grin, Vil forces your thighs open, lining his now erect cock with your cum filled pussy, “I’ll do so, with great pleasure.”

#yandere twisted wonderland #yandere twst #twst x reader #twisted wonderland x reader #vil x reader #vil shoenheit x reader #yandere vil x reader #yandere vil schoenheit

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monsterpromxreaderforthesoul · 1 year

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Realizing your trans while dating them (Ftm, will post Mtf later)

TW//slight mention of pregnancy (in a semi light hearted matter), crying, implied sexual content

Liam

baby boy is so so so supportive…in his own weird way. You tell him while he’s at your apartment for a study session it went a little something like this

“Hey..liam? i have something to tell you…”

he looks up from his book from above the rim of his glasses at you before noticing your pained expression and transferring his face into one as well before quickly shutting the book and sitting up to pay attention to you.

“What’s wrong…? You look upset.”

“Liam I realized something about myself, well more like i’ve come to grasp with something i’ve always known…”

he now looks Puzzled, what could you possible mean by that?

“I don’t Feel Right in my body…something is wrong with me where i am now. I don’t Feel Like a girl. And i totally understand if that’s a deal breaker for you and you want to break up with me.”

your eyes start to tear up and your composure breaks and you start to cry in your hands but before you can let out a genuine sob liam has wrapped his arms around you and you gasp from the sudden contact and you go to look up at him and he is smiling at you.

“Why on earth would i do a silly thing like that? You know i’m Bisexual right?”

He pulled away from you with a smirk on his face

“Besides the whole idea of Gender conformity and What a person can be is So mainstream”

You rolled your eyes playfully at your boyfriend, you couldn’t be happier at this outcome

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Daimen

He literally has gay dads, he’s so supportive of LGBTQIA+ people it’s frightening. Like you don’t expect this kind of proud and Kind nature from DAIMEN of all people.

“Hey babe..? i have something to tell you…”

you said fidgeting with your fingers

“He looked at how nervous and Somewhat pained your expression was and he got nervous”

“Oh fuck, what’s wrong?? Don’t tell me your pregnant. I’m not ready to be a dad yet!”

“NO IM NOT PREGNANT YOU IDIOT!! we use a condom every time anyway, where’d you think it’d come from?”

“I dunno, like a freak accident or something”

“Well no, i’m not pregnant but this is still serious”

“What’s wrong then…?”

“Well, I don’t feel like a girl anymore… to be honest i don’t think i ever did”

His posture seems to relax and he sighs of relief

“That’s it? I thought something was wrong you scared the shut out of me”

“Wha- But arent you straight?”

“HAH- That’s funny babe. I’m attracted to you regardless of your gender. I think your awesome and i love being around you”

“Awww thanks Babe!~”

he then opens the window and shouts out to the world

“WHOOOOOO!!! I HAVE A BOYFRIENDDDD!!”

and you both know that somewhere in hell daimens dads are smiling

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Calculestor

You told him at Camp Spooky when you were walking in the woods back from the meteor shower you had just watched together

“Hey Cal..? Can we Talk?”

“Of course romantic partner Y/N!' what do you wish converse about?”

“Well What do you know about Gender Identity?”

“Ah in My hard drive i have memories of talking with Friend Milo about that topic. They mentioned that they are in fact a ‘non-binary’ and in Fact use they/them pronouns, After that i conducted a data search on the web and found out there was a plethora of others and labels for people who have a different perception of self from their biological sex. Why do you ask?”

“well i believe im somewhere on that spectrum you just mentioned..”

“oh my, Are you saying that you are transgender?”

“Yes i am…are you okay with that?”

“Of course! I am attracted to you romantically regardless of your biological sex, you have done that for me being that i have no Sexual reproductive parts. So of course i see no issue, what would you like me to refer to you as?”

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Scott

You told him in a motel on the road-trip you went on with polly, she was in a separate room since we were able to afford 2 and since you and scott were dating it was obvious you were comfortable sharing so Polly was super stoked to have a huge bed to herself

“Hey scott..? we need to talk..”

“Oh no are you breaking up with me??? did i do something wrong?? am i not a good boy??”

“No no no! nothing like that I swear, It’s just something i have to tell you”

“Oh, well then what is it?” he said tilting his head like a confused puppy

“Well Yknow how I’m a girl right?”

“Yeah? you’re my girlfriend!”

“Well i’m not so Sure i am a girl anymore…i’ve realized i might be trans..sorry if it’s a deal breaker for you and if you wanna end things i completely understand”

“What?? break up with you??? why would i do that when i just got a boyfriend! is there anything else i should know?”

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Wowee this took unnecessary long for me to write considering the last one was only like 15 mins 😅 i hope you all enjoyed this one! i’ll post the ftm version and nb version later

Peace and love! -Ghosty

pst follow my main @ghostygloom

#liam de lioncourt #liam de lioncourt x reader #damien lavey #damien lavey x reader #scott howl #scott howl x reader #calculester hewlett packard #monster prom calculester #monster prom #calculester hewlett packard x reader #lgbtqia #lgbtq positivity #trans pride #trans rights #transmasc #trans man

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raybyanothername · 1 year

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Thoughts on what would have happened if Rhaenys and Laenor had been able to perform their duty and their sons had come out looking very obviously Laenors kids.

Or if they had been a bit smarter and gone to one of Laenors cousins about it.

See, I am absolutely in love with the idea of Jace, Luke, and Joff being Laenor's bio kids and *still* not looking like VelaryonsTM. Just. The Baratheon and Arryn genes came to *win* and Laenor is so done with the rumors. He's gonna pull a Harwin and, unlike Harwin, he will not be worried about repercussions. Cole just gonna die. He's been waiting for an 'acceptable' reason for years. Goodbye ser!

This is reflected in a few of my fics already.

While I know Alicent (and everyone at court) harp mostly on hair color, that's not the end all be all of features. Even then, they do show the boys to have fairly thick and sometimes curly hair. The texture may not be as close to Laenor's as Rhaena & Baela's are to Laena's, but Rhaenyra's got Arryn genes in there while Daemon is pure Targaryen genes all the way back until Alyssa Velaryon. So, there's technically a bit more Velaryon in his girls than in Rhaenyra's boys theoretically (and probably more recessive genes). And the Targaryens and Arryns both have straight hair, so if they don't get it from Harwin, then the curls come from Laenor.

I also feel like, with Laenor already being mixed race with fairly pale skin, his sons coming out without any melanin isn't beyond the realm of possibility. Mixed race kids come in every color and sometimes the melanin waits a few generations to pop back up.

When I write the Velaryon boys as *possibly* Laenor's bio kids (I love some good uncertain paternity angst) the primary features that I focus on are jawline and body build, which are fairly similar between the actor who played adult Laenor and the actor who played adult Jace.

Now, putting aside *all* of my own headcanons regarding the Velaryon boys' paternity and assuming they had come out looking like carbon copies of Laenor... people still would've talked. They would've said they were his cousins', or his father's, in my opinion.

Alicent didn't *want* those kids to be legitimate and even if Laenor were bi and actually in to Rhaenyra, she'd have seen his sexuality/attraction to men as justification for her opinions. Legally, it wouldn't *really* matter if Laenor was the bio dad, a fact Alicent knows perfectly well. She's angry though, and the gossip about Rhaenyra's children is an easy outlet for her paranoia.

The rumors would persist in any situation because Alicent clung to that gossip as a justification. I really think Alicent pushing that Rhaenyra's boys are bastards has a lot more to do with her anger at Viserys/his indifference to their own children than it ever had to do with the actual paternity of the Velaryon boys. She thinks the only way her children live is if Aegon takes the throne and Laenor being gay has provided her a perfect reason to have Rhaenyra's line put aside as questionable. Whether they're actually his biological children or not would be completely beside the point.

#ray rambles #house of the dragon #hotd #fandom #laenor valeryon #alicent hightower

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sunny6677 · 10 months

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LGBT HEADCANONS FOR SPOOKY MONTH BECAUSE WHY NOT

Skid and Pump: I don't think they'd discover what they were right now since they're still kids and probably don't even know that stuff like that has labels yet. But I could see them having labels whenever they grow up. Like, maybe Skid would identify as bisexual in the future when he came to understand that that had a label. And maybe Pump would either be gay or aroace(or maybe both) when he came to understand that those were labels too. I'm not sure what pronouns they'd use in the future. But for some reason I've also always liked the idea of transfem Pump? Not sure why. I think it's because I headcanon Kevin being trans ftm so he'd kinda understand Pumps experience if Pump ever accidentally blurted out something. Maybe when either of them grew up, Skid would use he/him pronouns still, but maybe Pump would like using both she/her and he/him?

Hatzgang: Roy.. eh, I'm not sure, but he's definitely not cis, most likely either transfem or transmasc. He's also probably bisexual too, but maybe also aroace or just aro? Depending on what pronouns Roy used though, I think he'd either use just he/him or she/her. Not too sure. Ross is probably agender and is probably bisexual or aroace like Roy. Ross also probably uses any pronouns, or just uses he/they. And Robert is probably pansexual—not too sure what gender he'd be, but maybe transfem or nonbinary or even transmasc. As for what pronouns they would use, maybe he/they? Or even any pronouns?

Kevin: Trans ftm and pansexual(already canon I think anyway, the pan part I mean). That's kind of it. He also uses he/him.

Streber: Most likely nonbinary and uses he/they, but is also bisexual(with a male preference) and poly(mostly influenced by what their va said).

Ethan: Bisexual because that's canon. I think he'd probably be cisgender, but he'd use he/him.

Lila: Transfem and uses she/her. Bisexual with a male preference.

Jaune: Pansexual, and a cisgender female. Uses she/her.

Radford: Not too sure, but maybe they use he/they pronouns. Not too sure what his sexuality would be, but maybe aroace or bisexual.

Rick: I don't know what his sexuality could be. But I see him being a cisgender man with he/him pronouns.

Susie: I don't exactly know. But I could see her using she/her or she/they. I could even see her being a lesbian or at the very least bisexual with a heavy preference in women.

Bob: ..eh, straight and cis? But he's an ally. Or maybe he's aroace. He doesn't care what gender and sexuality you are. Y o u a l l t a s t e t h e s a m e a n y w a y. /j

Jack: Bisexual? Or gay maybe. Probably a cisgender male with he/him pronouns.

John: Bisexual, cisgender male with he/him pronouns.

Patty: She's definitely a lesbian. She's probably a cisgender woman who uses she/her, or maybe she's transfem idk.

Skids dad: Transmasc/Trans ftm. Not sure what his sexuality would be, but definitely interested in women.

Ross's dad: I don't even know man we haven't seen him yet 😭

Dexter: Nonbinary, he/they pronouns. Either aroace or pansexual. Maybe even gay possibly. I'm not too sure on what sexuality they'd have, but I'm definitely sure he'd be nonbinary.

Carmen: Either a cisgender woman, or transfem. She's probably bisexual with a female preference.

Richard: Cisgender man, or transmasc. Not sure what his sexuality is, but definitely not straight.

These are just kinda my headcanons for now. But I still really like the idea of Pump being transfem. Maybe like as an au or something because I just really like the idea of the adult characters I headcanon as trans helping them out with their identity and shit. Besides, it would kinda help me cope with my mom being a little nonaccepting right now. I like projecting onto younger characters since it kinda also helps me cope with no adults being around to help me with what I need most right now. 😭 /lh

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shreya11111 · 2 years

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Why do people like you say heteronormativity is bad? Heteronormativity is… well, normal. If Mike and El stay together, they can have beautiful biological children and live a happy, traditional, married life together, but if Mike goes gay and dates Will, he can’t get married cuz it’s the 80s and they can’t have biological children or live a normal, happy life or even hold Will’s hand in public. Being gay is just a thorny situation and It’s obvious Mike is meant to be with El, that’s the normal thing to do, and Byler is “out of bounds.” Why do you want Mike to lead a difficult and societally weird life, what if he wants to have kids? Btw I’m not personally homophobic, just speaking facts about the norm of marriage and biological children, especially then

"people like [me]" are you trying to say queer people or what?

first of all, let's define what heteronormativity really is.

essentially, heteronormativity is the idea that everyone is straight. it is the belief that heterosexuality is the "natural" sexual orientation and the "default" one – that relationships should only revolve around a man and a woman.

this is obviously harmful to lgbtq+ people as it erases the possibility of someone being queer/erases queer people's existence. so, of course, it is a bad thing.

heteronormativity is "normal" as in it is prevalent, but that doesn't mean it should be. people cheating on their partners is considered "normal" in our society and just something that "happens" but does that mean it's a good thing? obviously not.

heteronormativity also reinforces the idea that being queer is a "choice" as, according to its concept, heterosexuality is "default" so that must mean that homosexuality is "custom".

this is wrong, and it should go without saying. being queer is not a choice, a phase, or something we can grow out of. it is just who we are; a part of our identities.

plus, it is just scientifically not true to say being queer is "not natural" because there are animals that show homosexual behavior, so it's not just something WE "choose".

it is extremely gross and creepy that the main basis of you romantically pairing two CHILDREN together is so that they can have "biological children". seriously, what the FUCK.

your ask is also dripping with blatant homophobia and heteronormativity (no surprise there given the start). mike can't "go gay" as he was gay to begin with.

repeat after me - being gay is NOT A CHOICE. why TF would ANYONE consciously CHOOSE to be something that would make them face extreme discrimination and cause them to likely be subjected to hate crimes? you're out of touch if you think anyone with sense would want to CHOOSE that for themselves.

also yes they could totally get married?? maybe do your research? gay marriage was first legalized in the netherlands in 2000 – they could easily move there, and it's only 14 years from the year season 4 is set in?? like mike and will would be 28/29 by then, which is a pretty decent age to get married.

besides, being married is totally not the point of being with someone? typically, you want to be with someone because you love and cherish them romantically, not because you want to have a legal union with them. wanting to rush into a relationship with someone so you can get married in the near future is precisely the kind of mentality that has people end up in marriages like ted and karen's, and would be the same case for mike and el should they get married (which they won't).

also, of course, marriage isn't the only way for someone to be happy and fulfilled in their life. i personally don't want to get married, does that mean my life will be sad and miserable? no, it doesn't.

you're also forgetting that adoption is a thing that exists, and imo is something that i think is more important than having your own "biological children". i feel like it would be more fruitful for society for you to target your obsession to adoption rather than conception imo.

are you secretly mike wheeler's burner account? because being with el because it's "the normal thing to do" is exactly the kind of thought process he would have lmao-

byler is "out of bounds" because it's queer? okay- tell that to the countless queer people nthat existed back in the '80s who were also in queer relationships.

"Why do you want Mike to lead a difficult and societally weird life..." maybe you should ask yourself that? because you are clearly part of the reason he would even have a "difficult and societally weird life" in the first place. in an ideal world, without homophobes and pos like you, queer people would be accepted as normal individuals who deserve love and respect. however, this is not an ideal world, and people like you do exist, unfortunately. mike doesn't have to lead a difficult life by being queer, but thanks to people like you specifically, he sadly will have to deal with a lot of hardships just because of who he is.

"...what if he wants to have kids?"

why are you a) even thinking of that? he is literally a kid himself- b) not only erasing homosexuality but also adoption? like it is a thing that exists, and could be something mike and will could do? c) not thinking of the fact that he probably doesn't? then what? there's more to life than just reciprocating for the sake of having kids.

ah yes, my personal favorite part of this ask, the cherry on top – "Btw I'm not personally homophobic". soo your earlier PARAGRAPH says completely otherwise, i'm afraid.

"just speaking facts about the norm of marriage and biological children, especially then" just like you said – it's the norm, right? well let me end this by saying that the duffers are well-known for subverting tropes, and forced conforming is a theme that is quite prevalent in the show, especially in season 4. maybe rethink your thoughts and beliefs, anon, before the duffers get the chance to do it for you.

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MORTY what do you think about that kittle man

Sexuality Headcanon: i am… between bi morty and straight morty……….. in the show hes never really shown attraction to anyone who isnt feminine presenting but in the comics he was willing to experiment with another morty so. possibly bisexual morty or straight morty who happened to be bicurious. maybe he doesnt think its gay because its himself

Gender Headcanon: i always imagined the morty in the show as a trans guy but val (my best friend, hostage, and grandpa, val) raised a very good point about morty possibly being a trans girl a la june egbert…. this is very interesting to me because morty is simply not allowed to make a change so drastic, as a titular character in an episodic show and as a guy whose whole purpose in canon is to be ricks little buddy who bends to his will. morty has an accomplishment that rick thinks will make him too confident? wiped from his brain. morty talks back, thinking rick’s idea was stupid? forced to unknowingly perpetuate a self harm loop, live his happiest life, and have it reset on him. having internal conflict about rick and becoming jaded overtime? LOBOTOMIZED!!!! whether its at the hands of rick or the writers, hes lost much of his development as a character/person….. i think if she took evil mortys hand and left the curve she would have transitioned… in fact im sure evil morty is transitioning right now ❤️ TLDR: i use all pronouns for. every rick and morty character. i can see morty being a little iffy on getting called she/her on accident in dimensions where he might look like the average she/her but overtime…… it grows on her. similarly to how rick might have felt when first exploring planets, aus, and such. TLDR WAS TOO LONG: i think morty uses all pronouns

A ship I have with said character: unnamed gf

A BROTP I have with said character: i think he and jessica have the potential to be friends… i also really like when he and summer interact. i would like morty to have more friends

A NOTP I have with said character: besides the obvious, IM SO TIRED OF PLANETINA CONTENT. CRIES BLOOD. THAT IS A GROWN WOMAN WITH ADULT CHILDREN!!!!

A random headcanon: i think he has 3c hair

General Opinion over said character: morty is everything to me… when i first REALLY got into rnm i could not get into him as a character because most of the lore/episodes are like. rick centric and morty was cast off to the side in my eyes but morty centric episodes and comics have been so good to him..a mort well lived sent me into a frenzy. i hope they undo his roybotomy because i would hate for his development throughout the seasons to go to waste. if they soft reset him so they could redo his arc im gonna laugh because he does deserve something that is not the two crows arc. lol

#ask #will do the other ones soon i prommy #putting this in #tags #rick and morty #rnm

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I've been thinking about this a lot, but like. The mercenaries sexualities? Yay or nay? I did try to take their Canon personalities into account, but this is partially me rambling.

♥️⚾🎖️💣🔧🔥💪💉🏹🗡️💙

•Scout⚾:

apprehensive questioning, though he's not entirely opposed to the idea of being attracted to men. I mean, he grew up in a moderately Christian family, but his mother raised him right! There are different things about people, things that some folks don't figure out until later on in life. Hell, his mom was attracted to a few chicks. So the idea that Jeremy might be Bi and not know it isn't too strange of a concept. He was taught to respect people's differences, but he knows just how awful the world can be to someone if they were to come out as anything close to homosexual. So he's a bit apprehensive to find out yet. That being said he has caught himself eying down a rather nice looking dude from time to time.

•Soldier🎖️:

AMERICAN this man is AMERICAN!!! This man is in no way homophobic because he is AMERICAN!! And in case you didn't know, there's a little thing called FREEDOM in america! Soldier sees homophobia as a *very* un-American thing. As for what soldier is? Fuck it if anybody knows, let alone him. He just cares if you're someone who fights for freedom. Doesn't matter what's under the britches, so technically Pansexual? He doesn't care.

•Demoman💣:

Canonically he is straight. Definitely not homophobic. There's an in-game voice line where he says "If I weren't the man I was, I'd kiss you." He's very confident about himself and his sexuality, and he lives to build his fellow teammates up. Will not tolerate homophobia. He'll beat you up. He's very open minded and the cool uncle.

•Engineer🔧:

straighter than a ruler. Brought up a god-fearing Christian man, and he's very respectful. He's pretty sure he's figured himself out, after a questioning period in his younger years. He had to politely turn down a former band member when he started flirting with him, and bought a couple beers for him because he felt bad. Make no mistake, this Texan will beat the shit out of anyone stupid enough to be bigoted or homophobic within his line of sight. His Mama didn't raise a bitch, he will lay hands.

•Pyro🔥:

literally nothing is known about pyro. Well, besides the fact that their pyro vision really lets them see everything in rainbows. Pyro does not give a flying fuck! They just want to have fun! They want to have fun with their significant other, and it does not matter who the hell they are. Terry was straightforward like that, they wore their heart on their sleeve and they take everything at face value. That being said Terry does not understand homophobia in the slightest. Why are you being mean to that person? Just because he likes that other guy? Well that's stupid! That's not nice at all, and you should apologize! They might either be questioning or pansexual.

•Heavy💪:

*questioning* questioning. big man from Mother Russia. Big Man squash tiny enemies. Big man respect little man. Misha is many things, but he's not discriminatory in any way. Though he's definitely getting on in years, he has begun questioning some aspects about himself. It doesn't matter to him if he is gay or not, he only cares about providing for his family.

•Medic💉:

DID SOMEONE CALL FOR A BI DISASTER BECAUSE HERE THE FUCK YOU GO WHETHER YOU WANT IT OR NOT!!! Crazy man is crazy, this German man is beyond cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs. He's flamboyant, extreme, and does not give a flying rat's ass. That being said, he doesn't care if you know he's swinging both ways like a barefoot tap dancer elegantly crossing a room with broken glass scattered across the floor. He likes women, he likes men. That's all he knows, and it's pretty straightforward.

•Sniper🏹:

Babe he does not know much. Mick is a reserved person. He knows how to survive alone in the bush, because that's just how the Australian kiwi is. He's a loner. And that's completely fine. He used to being alone, so he really doesn't have much experience with people. That being said he knows how to pick up on certain social cues. he's not completely hopeless. Thing is, he hasn't really spent much time in a *relationship* relationship. As a professional sniper, his life is mostly him observing other people's relationships. Most times ending them. So he really hasn't spent much time thinking about himself. Is he gay? Is he asexual? He doesn't know, and he doesn't know if he wants to know. He's just focused on the job right now, no Scout, get the fuck away.

•Spy🗡️:

He's French.

Okok, that ain't an answer. He's about as straight as severe scoliosis. Old man. He knows himself, he knows who and what he likes. He knows when to hide it and he knows when it's safe to show it. He's been AROUND. Men, women, non-binaries, the unaffiliated, he's loved and lusted after them all. His language of love is very diverse. And honestly? In his younger years he was quite the wild one. (Think adrenaline junkie but it's polyamory romance.) Point is, Spy knows he is the fruitiest pastry in the confection basket known as "those nine jackasses that live in the fort off in the desert."

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #team fortress 2 head cannons #tf2 scout #tf2 soldier #tf2 demoman #tf2 engineer #tf2 pyro #tf2 heave #tf2 medic #tf2 sniper #tf2 spy #GAY #i guess #lgbtq+

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Kaiju 'First Time' HCs - Godzilla Edition

In Shamhat, the Titans are portrayed as these infinitely experienced sexual denizens (at least most of them) that have the intimacy game figured out from top to bottom (pun fully intended). It’s a fun juxtaposition to have against the humans, but it’s also fun to imagine a time when this was not the case; when they were the ones that were new to all this. Everyone has to start somewhere, and this is me taking my crack at defining where. As always, you should share what you think as well. Also also, I took the liberty of including both the first straight sexual encounters and their first not-so-straight ones just cuz I think it’s an interesting comparison to have; and I will never pass up the opportunity to write gay panic.

(Originally planned to have multiple Titans included in one post, got to the end of Godzilla’s section, decided to have mercy upon peoples’ dashes and write the other ones later. I will make them though, my fellow smut goblins will not go hungry.)

Godzilla - First Straight (AKA How he got a milf kink)

Had his first time a year after becoming an adult. At this point, everyone knew him as ‘Dagon’s Demonic Spawn’ so no one would dare come near him- that is except for his brother and his first intimate partner… Shimo. Shimo was secretly training Godzilla at this point on properly fighting, and one day when she pinned him down she felt a musky scent assault her nostrils and a third limb rub expectantly against her leg. Goji had had no idea what was up with him in recent days and was promptly very embarrassed to losing control of himself like that. He deflected it with snark and irritability and insisted upon leaving and handling whatever this was on his own. Despite what had just happened, Shimo pushed to accompany him for this and 'be the steed upon which you ride your first rodeo’. With a line like that, who could refuse? (read: Shimo also refused to resume his fighting lessons until the problem was handled, so there was also that). Shimo took him to an isolated cave sat him down, and ran him through everything she knew about mating. Or- at least she tried to explain through words first so he’d know what to expect, only for his eyes to glaze over in like 30 seconds. Deciding on a more practical approach, she calls Godzilla over to rest back against her bulk while she uses her paw on his painfully erect length. Both kaiju can vividly remember the first few strokes. Shimo had never heard sounds like those leave Goji’s mouth and Goji had never felt so warm from only being touched somewhere; so warm and so intense that his abs tense, his toes curl, and a very undignified set of noises breaks against his throat. Shimo immediately wanted to see how far she could push him, how badly she could get him to squirm and how high that voice of his could go. One paw became two, two paws became a warm maw, a warm maw soon got the assistance of paws again, and after a few first orgasms; she unwraps herself from Goji and stands over him, slowly driving him into her depths- taking each inch slow so she can see him come positively undone. Flushed against Shimo, paw running up and down a part of him he had previously only used to go to the bathroom, he felt utterly powerless- and he fucking loved it. Every tingle, every zap that came when she pinched his tip or the swelling thing at his base he would later learn was a knot, sent a warm feeling of safety and serenity into his gut, something he had no clue he was starving for until he got it. His writhing and cries only worsened when she took him into her mouth, and when she started teasing him with his paws at the same time, he actually had to hold his paw over his mouth to keep from losing it completely. However, once he had finished a few times (besides becoming immediately addicted to the feeling of orgasming in warm and wet things), she stood up and over him, intentionally holding his arms to the side and whispering into his ears, “No hiding any of that. I want to hear every noise you make. Can you be a good boy and do that for me?” Something seriously animalistic woke in him after being spoken to like that and he nodded so fast his neck cracked a bit. She gave him a quick kiss and slowly lowered herself onto him, every inch giving way to more and more warm flesh that subsequently squeezed around him like a vice. She went slow, and Goji’s jaw slowly dropped more and more as she went. When she finally kissed his knot with her heated flesh, it got to be too much and Goji came in her in ropes. He had never felt anything more intense and subsequently clung to her, legs raised behind her as he sang a song of ragged breaths and moans. Shimo only smiled warmly down at him, treasuring everything he did in response to her ministrations. Purely sexually speaking, she wouldn’t walk away from a single one of their sessions satisfied; Goji always shot so fast and made her do all the work most of the time. However, nothing would ever top getting to see Ozzy’s demon brother crying out for her, clinging to her like a hatchling, twitching in the throes of pleasure like a leaf in the wind, and having such a warm and satisfied expression when he passed out beneath her. These would grow to be some of her favorite memories with him. As for a lack of satisfaction: she’d always have Ozzy to go back to, right after she rode the life out of him a few more times…

Godzilla - First Gay (AKA (Gay) Panic at the Disco)

Godzilla would only look to females to fulfill his sexual desires for centuries. Even taking his first true mate in that time and having his legendary (for humans, anyways) week-long 'taming’ period at the oasis with Mothra before he shares the company of another male. After being brought to live in Uruk with his brother and new mate, he took the role as a city protector, serving on his brother’s honor guard to defend both the Priestess and the throne of Uruk. For a few months he served, guarding Mothra’s temple, Ozzy’s palace, patrolling the outskirts, the works. The work wasn’t super interesting, but it was something to do. It also earned him good pay and a good standing with the city’s people. He even finds himself a small batch of friends in his fellow guards. They’d drink together, talk for hours to pass the longer shifts, and spar to keep themselves sharp. One day, the guard gets assigned to a party to celebrate a successful harvest, held in Ozzy’s palace. As it turns out, it’s barely a protection job as thirty minutes in, Ozzy relieves them of duty and 'orders’ them to join in the party hall. Goji heads in, grabs a drink, and fully intends to find Mothra and sweet talk her until she catches that he wants a fun night with her. However, whilst looking for her, he sees something that shocks him like a bucket of ice water dumped over his head. He assumed that Ozzy had been sharing a drink with a fellow guardsman for a moment before he took his hand, pressed him against the table, and kissed him in a way that he would traditionally do to a female. Something in Goji’s mind either clicked, snapped, or made some kind of movement that stunned him and locked him in place- just basically peeping on his brother and the guard until they decided to take their intimacy to a more private place. He had never seen anything like that and it seriously shocked him, locked his legs and forced him to sit down to process. He didn’t even drink, he just sorta sat at a lone table, stared into his drink, and tried to organize his thoughts. What the fuck had he just seen? Was that even allowed? How would that even work? You could do that with someone of the same sex?? Despite having laid hundreds of females by this point he had never made the connection in his mind that he could do the same to males. Implications, questions, thoughts, all molded and blended in his mind into a concoction that he could barely process. It made him feel like a virgin again. The next time he actually looks up, it’s in the direction of the males present at the party. For the first time, he looks upon them with the same eyes he looks at females with. Just seeing Ozzy with another dude shocked something very deep within him awake and now that thing was granting him the exact same reactions he would always get with Mothra or Shimo long ago. He was actually experiencing attraction to other guys- something he had no clue was even biologically possible. It was like something had just slotted into his mind, like when he finds an opponent’s weakness and finds a path to victory, like finally seeing the full picture. His mind immediately shifts gears; a night with Mothra gets shot into the back of his mind, he needed to get to the bottom of this, now. Thank the gods, an answer presents itself almost instantly, when one of his guard friends noticed him just sorta sitting in a corner and staring into a drink, one of the talkative, bright-eyed younger recruits who Godzilla enjoyed being around (mostly because it meant he didn’t have to speak much and he could listen to the guy talk about anything for hours, made graveyard shifts much more bearable) comes over to check on him, suspecting that he drank too much by virtue of him not trying to hit on any of the priestesses. Godzilla just sorta sizes him up before saying he’s fine. He decides he wants to bed this guy immediately; but subsequently slams into another roadblock- how the fuck do you flirt with guys? Did buying drinks for them work as well as it does for girls? He quickly decides yes and offers to buy him something. Once they’ve both got something in hand and Goji’s listening to him rant about the lower city, he starts to flounder in his head as to what to say to him. Again, the Gods seem to take pity on him and sends him another angel, Mothra. She comes over and joins their conversation, taking the lead and chatting up a storm with the guard. When he speaks about the new uniforms Ozzy had them wearing and how he wasn’t a huge fan of how they showed a lot of their upper bodies, Godzilla lets out a comment about how he thought he looked good in them when he tried them on. It was thinly veiled, yeah, but it also doubled as a cry for help to Mothra, who’s eyes immediately go wide and snap onto his. In about 5 seconds her face goes from shocked to confused to proud to jubilant to completely and utterly determined to get her mate in bed with this guy. She shifts the conversation to Goji, getting him to talk about his connection to Ozzy, some details of his past, old battles he’s fought, and how much he enjoys city living. She charismatically leads him through his impressive achievements as a way to entice the guy, and then has Goji deny a few out of proportion exaggerations to make him look quite humble. Finally, she finishes her drink and asks Goji to take their cups to the winemaidens. When taking the guards’ he intentionally brushes his hand against his for a second and winks at him. He takes the cups and sees Mothra head back to her priestess, the biggest fucking grin on her face as she shoots him a thumbs up. He mouths 'thank you’ back and returns to the guard leaning against the wall. He asks Goji if they should take this elsewhere, to which he attempts to hide his enthusiasm with a 'sure’. They find a secluded guest bedroom, Goji shuts the door behind them, and the guard takes a seat on the bed.

“So- have you ever done this with a guy?” He asks.

“I- no. Was it that obvious?”

“No! It’s just- I haven’t either.”

“…oh”

For a second things are awkward. Until Goji decides to just go for it and make it up as he goes; he’s too far to back out now. He goes for a kiss, just like he saw his brother do, and claims the smaller guy’s mouth roughly at first- before easing up into something more tender when he begins to pull away. Everything feels strange at first; Goji expects it to all start coming back to him after he’s done warming up, and he’ll go through the motions that he always does with females. However, that doesn’t happen. It’s not until a few hours in that he realizes this was truly different than any sexual encounter he’s had. Just by virtue of his partners’ sex being the same as his, the entire game was changed. Everything felt different, everything was different. It was intimidating, yes; but also deeply powerful in a way Goji hadn’t felt since his first run with Shimo. It was like rediscovering sex, if such a thing was even possible. Males didn’t have racks like females did, so it became more about looking for erogenous zones around their bellies or sides; eating pussy becomes sucking dick, something he’s familiar with having done to him but not doing to anyone else, but applying what feels good on him elicits a positive reaction (and sizable load) from the guard. Finally, there’s the shock of learning what he’s meant to penetrate when laying with a male. The guard assures him that it does, in fact, feel good and that this was something he wanted before he turns over onto his stomach and lets Goji work on him from the back. It takes a mustering of courage (and the guard telling him that they’d need to lubricate it first before they can progress) for Godzilla to wet his finger with saliva and test the hole. It clenches back at him hard and Goji seriously begins to doubt its ability to take him fully- until it starts to loosen up and spread as he gets more fingers in. However, the saliva quickly dries and it goes back to being rough on the guard- so Goji chances on something that always works with females. He plants his mouth at the entrance and tongues right in. The guard’s reaction is quick and instant, especially when he rubs against something he’d later learn was called a 'prostate’. He actually cums before Goji pulls his tongue out. That was all the proof Goji needed to realize that this was not actually a painful experience for him and probably felt really good. First making a mental note to experiment on himself later, he lords over him and places his member at the entrance. Whereas usually he’d dive straight in and doggystyle his girls right into the ground- he feels a strange compulsion to turn the guard on his back so he could see his face. He presses in, both parties letting cries roll from their maws as Goji stretches him out. The first thing that Goji notices is how much fucking tighter these things were than vaginas. As he gets deeper, it slowly lets up a little and becomes less overwhelming, but those first few inches of the outer anal ring continue to squeeze the life out of him. This of course came with a particularly delicious implication involving his knot: the most sensitive part of his dick was going to be nestled within the tightest part of his ass. The realization builds anticipation in his belly like a drug, and he quickly starts using his cock’s prehensile status to press against the guard’s sweet spot. Through it all, he mostly holds the guard’s stare and works through their collective pleasures together. The guard sneaks kisses against Goji’s maw, something that he would immediately get addicted to and return them later. Soon enough, the guards cries that he’s close and Goji knows to start working on getting that knot in. He thrusts as deep as he currently could and grinds it against his ring. Fighting the giddy feeling flesh-on-knot contact brings on, he presses until the outer flesh gives way and it pops in. Now, knots are meant to lock males to females; to prevent the precious cum from spilling out and not impregnating the female. They are needed because the vagina doesn’t exactly have a way to lock the cum in, they’re a lot more open than an asshole is. Locking with a fellow male feels absolutely nothing like locking with a female. With a female, the knot goes in, feels even just the beginning of the pressure and warmth of the vagina, and Goji instantly explodes into them. Shoving his knot into the outer ring of an asshole causes the surrounding flesh to give for a moment to let it in for a brief second, the sensitive bulb passes through the first ring right as the flesh returns with a vengeance and clenches, stopping it from going any further but slamming hot, roiling, rippling flesh onto every inch of the bulb. His knot feels every minor clench, every small pulse, every movement is multiplied tenfold into white hot pleasure that boils over into a mind-numbing orgasm. In the second the first clench happens, Goji’s eyes go wide and his mouth drops open as incomprehensible noises conduct into some of the least dignified moans he’s ever made- voice cracking like a whip as his abs tense, his legs numb, his tongue lolls, and his eyes slit. His knot was being fucking crushed, and he is utterly floored by the sensations that come with it. He cums- maybe 3 times in a row? He slams his face down on the bed’s mattress, right to the left of the guard’s face, hands gripping his sides in spasms. Goji grits his teeth as the onslaught doesn’t let up- actually only getting worse when the guard hits his own orgasm and the hole tightens further. After a few minutes of this insane assault against his pleasure receptors are over, the intensity wanes into a blissful tingling afterglow that causes Goji’s muscles to relax, his teeth to unclench, involuntary purrs to spill from him, and his tail to go from ramrod stiffness to wagging slowly from side to side. He feels the guard lay a kiss on the side of his head, which he circles back and returns in full. After his damn knot finally deflates, he pulls out and watches the cum spill onto the floor. The guard excuses himself to clean as best as he can and Godzilla just lays on the bed and stares up at the ceiling. Half his mind is trying to process everything that just happened, and the other is recounting how fucking good that was. Both halves eventually come to an agreement to berate himself for not trying that sooner. He could’ve spent centuries getting his knot gripped like that, sucking guys off, or even taking dick up his own backdoor. Hell, he hadn’t even tried that third one yet; he really wanted to now, but opts to save it for later. Above all, he feels like he just discovered another half of one his favorite things on the planet, one with just as much to offer as the other. He ends that night with the guard flushed and sleeping against his chest, his own arms wrapped around him in turn.

(second one got a lil out of hand, I’ll be first to admit. I wanted to cover Godzilla’s 'oh shit, I like guys’ moment and also crush his knot like a vice and that required that part to be lengthy. You mentioned how it makes sense that banging Shimo first would give him the preference towards older or more experienced women; couldn’t agree more so I played it up. I’d also say that preference gets flipped on its head when men are involved, him preferring younger and generally less-experienced men than himself; makes sense why Rodan and Kong would be common partners for him. Again, I’ll expand on these later with more of the Titans.)

(Also you know Mothra was kicking her legs up on her bed like a schoolgirl that night when she realized Goji was bi, and she was fully prepared to rush to Ozzy the next morning and tell him so they could both be so proud of their brother/mate.)

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Eeeexcellent~ It’s a bit tricky to read the really long paragraphs, but I approve. Imagine Goji going into town after that revelation of a night with his first male mate/possible boyfriend, and is struck dumb by the realization that, Oh no... he’s SURROUNDED by attractive people. That housewife over there? HOT. That strapping farmer’s son hard at work? HOT. The priestesses at the temple? HOT. The soldiers? HOT. Poor Goji’s face is just

(There’s also a non-zero chance that Shimo might appear in Shamhat at some point, and while Ozzy himself likely won’t because Shamhat is separate from AbraxasVerse, Goji can still impress the one who eased him through his first rut with how much he’s improved.)

#submission #frostbite814 #in the footsteps of shamhat #spicy~!#en ess eff dubya

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