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itsjustalark · 9 months

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@seeingteacupsindragons

" I hope you don't mind me breaking that ask up into smaller chunks to respond to instead of actually answering the ask in my inbox. Sometimes people send me really long things, and then I know having it on my blog and then having to read my probably accordingly long answer is not going to happen, and I just. Feel bad about it."

Mind? Hell no. I'm honoured that you've decided to give me the time of the day at all. It is completely fine with me and thank you for letting me konw. Next time ill make sure to post on my blog and just tag you.

"Tiadane's not actually a boy; this is made clear relatively early on, and he's not picky about pronouns because his home doesn't have a good concept of things like "gender" and "lots of gendered pronouns." I tend to alternate what I use for him when not in the book, and even in the book he shrugs off a couple "she's." And there's actually not any romance in that one; Tiadane and my deuteragonist's relationship is platonically weird in that one. I don't always like writing romance, but I usually have a deuteragonist running around because I just like paired character dynamics a lot."

I'm really sorry for just asssuming Tiadane to be a guy. On the other hand I love when fantasy worlds explore cultures that dont have the same understanding of gender as us. I feel it isnt done enough and where it is atempted its never done with the enough care.

Also when I said 'relationships' I didn't mean them as explicit romantic ones. I'm a big fan of interesting dynamics and I dont believe they always have to be romantic to get me interested. There are so many ways humans interact with one another. That is whats most facinating to me.

"I'm actually not super great at worldbuilding, either. I tend to do it as little as possible and only when I need to; a lot of my current revisions are fleshing the worldbuilding out. And now that I'm focusing on, a lot of the results are good, but it's often just sort of not really the most fun focus for me. "

I'm also not an intricate world builder and cant even imagine going to the flora and fauna level of detail. My points of interest in world building is societities. How they function different from our and how they effect the people living in it accordingly. I build my worlds around my characters becaude i also feel that a fleshed out world only gives more depth to the characters.

Glad to know your world building is going well. I cant even imagine the revisions i have to make one i finish first draft as ive completely given up ingraining the magic system as part of the characters perspective and how it effects their thing cause it was gettjng to complicated. So i will now have to add all of that stuff later on.

"What I shared was actually the query; queries and synopses are different in the publishing word. Basically, my query is supposed to sell people on making it sound interesting, so I'm glad it's working for those functions for now. It still needs to be edited some more later. "

Oh I didnt know that. Still new to all the publishing jargon but always happy to learn more.

"Tiadane's book originally came from playing too much Smash Bros and staring at Pit for too many hours in a row. And then I just typed some random shit to get some words out when I was stuck revising something and not having fun, and started writing this introduction to his world."

I love how we writers get ideas from the most rediculous of senarios.

"I am a very character-focused writer and have had recurring problems with getting a plot to attach correctly over the years. I think Tiadane's book is the first time I didn't have (too) many issues with one by the time I sent to to a CP, and I'm still ripping a lot out to replace it with something better. "

I also write character focused works. Characters are why i read books. I dont reallyenjoy plot heavy books. Every aspect of plot, fleshing out the world or magic i enjoy because it makes tge characters feel more real and elps highlights the themes if the book.

"Each of my fantasy worlds (I also write sci-fi sometimes, and some stuff just...set in our world) has its own magic system. I don't know how writers just have The One for tons of stories. Large universes to play in can be fun, but so is making up new stuff every time."

Also, would you mind telling me about your magic systems? I love that stumm. It facinates me how maging systems ingrain themselves into a story. When i was first materializing my story it was set in a normal world but my mund was like: no no no this story need a magic system and an exploration of the chosen one narrative even though back then it didnt have anything to do with the main plot. But thats me cause i love over complicating thing for myself.

#reply #writing

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the-firebird69 · 7 months

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Freya Ridings - Castles (Official Video)

and they talk about it. and the two say we are addicts...and figured out something..these peoople are giants. biig. and he says it. the giants crushed a ton of jeager one hundred mile high.and now it happened they saw it later..w.ere in awe and fear. saw him and thought ours. and wont leave lol. no its sick they die a lot dont care. we use it ok. but for real we have an annuoncment. and regarding castles. they are huge into it. well. mac daddy is. and we say it jc mary iddnt have the stone we did. and he drilled. tested. and ti did not go in. no. the daimond wet drill did not. and carrie from king of queens has been wiating, and really, his father i s the king of queens and is trump. meaning dave named him ok. and i walk like the freia here. she is wierd i act odd too like her. but they copy my characters yes. odd. ok. i walk with distinction. and regal and they all say it. i am important. and they hv a dummy on hte bus smoking say it is my husband but really it is rob lowe. he found out about macs konwing. the whole story ok. was not the dummy on set ok. they drilled, and stopped.

took pics and tried witha new bit. nope and a wet one same as teh first. nope. tried a control yeh but not on the wall.

now they are upset. seek answers dont have any. want him up there need to study the whole thing look for clues ue it as an excuse. nonoe will allow they fire on morlock here shut up then and shoot them all. and kill them. rounded behind the one hundred thousand. consumed them with fire. and hit them all. blew away those outside and h ave new ferver.

now these psuedo empire are charged. and at it with teh others. hit. and are in here shortly pulling. twenty more p lan to go to the first ring, and they will go they say it. and ready now. but the psuedo emire is there at the ring. hit the groups. took them down. are at them sortly here. say it too. tons see. these fleas sucka as well he hits one. saw it. tons see hits them yes. and we hit thse. needed to see this. and i mean it. the psuedo empire is in. needed tos ee thier aggrerssion. however, we needed to see the morlock reaction it is very bad we know it is. we help now here. stop his capure and stop the mrolock. the psuedo empire willt ry to grab him a lot now.

the mrolock fall

Hera

Zues

we can confim it.they fall globally. are out shortly. then the psuedo empire. they shall fall after not long after. and are mean about it. have just days left. but will defeat the morlock first. are crushing them now. seek them all out t oo. all over. offer rewards hire mercs. tons of them. and hit. all over. tons of them die tonight. they say it. need it the ships and stone and more. will try for him too non stop. and yeh it is a pain not as dumb but a pain. and will try to fund him to move him out of here use theri infight. the empire too wnats this. will try it shortly. we see them ready at ss and to issue it. tons say it no way. they hear why and are getting onboard cannt resist. we needed this this scenario blows. tommy f seen to have the pole position, move him push the ship down and get now.

we expect it shortly too. within onne week. he will be shocked. it is a lot. the break beetween arriving at his dads after buffalo and to the re starting. it was about three months so about 5400 but he was there for five months. a while ok did work too. and the amount is more. about 9000 plus. and they add days too. and see why it is these they wont do it at all didi it in the start. are going to get hit now. did iit to force thier way in and took it from them and it was from psuedo empire and they work for macs.

Thor Freya

we knew but her it. the morlock say no not over our dead body adn more we repay for the gap your bush ppl did ad they infight. and over the dollar value. tons say it. they pay out tahat you pay this. but move him to utah on prupose and to take the ship fromn clones and true it is what that is.

Olympus

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misrich2026 · 1 year

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the start of summer 2023

so last week I got to go to my clayons house and like we had been talking abot doing it for weeks but neither of had done it I he know i wasnt ready be i was that day kinda so i went his house a vergen but didnt not leave one and yesterday i went to foot the creek with him and his familey ferist i meet his brothers grilfering who was really cool and before we left me and her were waering clayton skate arond the drivway and he almost fell like 10 times it was funny so on the was to the creek we were talking and he was like i will take him out and was like do it then and he did and imdinly got hard and because he was waering shorts it would have been very noticeble so whilr he waas driveing he tryed to fix the problem and ended up nbegging me fpr hand job and i said no because he was trying to drive so oce we got into the water and got away from his family he gose can you finsh now im like not in a river i will help you when we get home or back to town and he was like OH ok so dose that mean you are going to finshe the hand job and i was like no can we go to a parking lot and you better have a condom and was like but that hurts you i was like oh well i will live but before we got out he pulled little clayton out like 5 more times out just dint put him all the way up so when we were getting out he was getting to flots out of the wateri was like do you need me to help and was like no just stand there and look pritty and was ummmm so once we get out and back to the parking lot of couse hes truck was locked and his mom had the keys so we sat in the back of his moms truck and he was like do you really what to do it whe we can leave and i was like up to you as im taking off my wet shorts so we take about something else and then he seats next to me in the bed of his truck and was like you konw i want to do it but you are the one that hurts from it and i was it is always going to hurt so we might as well and was like OK then so after we wait like an hour for eveybody else to get out and come to the trucks he gose make would relly like it if i showed up on time so we leftt erlier then everyone else and when to the walmart parking lot where the truckes park and was like are you sure you want to and i was like not up to me so he moves all the crap of of the back seat and yeah when he was done i staed on the backseat with no pants or a seatbelt and as we pass the road to my hosue we pass a cop who pulls him over while im in the back seat with no pants unbleked and im underage but by the time he got to clatons windo i have pants a seatbelt and my hair is up but i dont even think he saw me but thr reason clayton got pulled over was becase the road that you have to take to get to my house or really anywhere from his house the speed limet is 25 but no one goes 25 on that road and he was going like 40 but all tho offier said was your still larning and its a big vichle but just watch your speed so oh and there is a used condom somewhere in the pell city walmart parking lot and today is our 3 month anervie this time and like 9 months over all and you konw those perfict coples in on beitcs in moeive that is what is was yesterday and when we were till at the river parking lot and we found his mom with his keys as he was putting the flots in the truck i was chagning and i took my bra off and was like wait onme before you do that i was like no take your time and i went to put pants on and was like thier is no point in doing that they are going to come off in a minute so there was that and wilhe i was seting in the front seat with no pants i found his hoodie and i said im keeping this and was like ok so and whenwe got back to his house i get out the backseat as he hands his mom the papers from the cop and she askes what is this and why was bayley in the backseat and i go you dont want to konw and she scrames is that was this is about then when they get dont taking about the papers from the cop he gose mom i need another box of things meaning condoms and she going jessus clayton and he said i only used like 3 with her i played with the rest

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re-ikrmso · 1 year

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a lot of c!ikari’s characterization is gonna have a lot of present day me bleed into it but i think it just occured to me. i havent really given out this info, since its not 100% relavant to what happens within the main events of rpd!universe but it is part of my characer and thier aftermath. but they do spend a decent amount in hell, outside of main events and they see the worst of people. they dont often look too into it but like they know theres a lot of shitty people, there is so much shittiness in the world and they contribute to make the world a shitter place. but they still love the world. they live in it. they still make an effort to try and care about people, and to begrudginly treat them as actual people (even to c!eleven and c!asuka). c!ikari is like throughly convinced that c!asuka is a piece of shit alongside c!eleven but they still try and appeal to what they care about. they konw theres a lot of shitty people, they know things can get boring quickly, they know there’s like so many awfult things going on : but they still make an effort to care.

And looking back, I feel as if that could be a part of why c!ikari hated the remade world so much. Alongside spite, work undone, fear, boredom, selfishness, i think...they hated the remade world because it wasn’t the world they loved. They KNOW people can be awful, they know crime is rampant, they know destrcution could be at the drop of an hat but they saw that people chose to care about each other and that people chose to be cruel. and they’re okay with it. In remade world, there is no choice. cIkari feels like every action, memory, wish, and words that everyone chooses to make has been effectively driven to nil in the remade world. c!ikari’s motivations at the time for hating the remade world is mostly selfish but. cant help to think that they made an effort to care about the world and then the world they knew stopped existing. in some way (not really some way, this is a main reason) thier attempted rampages in the remade world is to restore the world they love or to just expose some kind of flaw or crack in the remade world. they cant bring themsleves to really enjoy a world that is impossible and outside to them.

i think c!ikari’s characterziation can be seen as a bit all over the place but i think thats just. alright. it’s still them. they change thier feelings on how they feel. they learn to hate things. they learn that they care about people, some more than others. those kinds of things seem small but for me they were...pretty big. anyways that’s enough c!ikari rant for now haha. omg c!Ikari mi favorite

#c!ikari #rpd!universe #long post #ocs

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ihaveastorminme · 4 years

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you konw when you read a story that is so GOOD, so well done, that when the 'darkest moment' comes, when things turn for the worse just as they were starting to get better, you literally feel it? like, in your body? it hits you the way physical sensations hit you if you were feeling them along with the character.

im having anxiety reading this story rn, im not evne joking. i had to step away form it a moment and use tha ttime to write this. like, the buildup of sansa's past was so Tense and so well done that when Petyr reapered in the narrative - i felt my heart fall to my feet and i shit you not, that was real. I am shaking, having read two chapter past that point. and its not that things are for now worse, but WHY they are so. the author is masterful in building the horrifyind reality of child molestation without for a single moment being graphic or explicit, or even describing anything in any kidn of detail really. it's just that the suffocating feel of it that they build is really and truly alive. it's its own creature and its terrifying. like, a noose around your nect, but alive. you feel it tightening when sansa feels it -- and i think what impressed me the most so far is that, whenever she spoke of it before this point, it was in terms of memory. sansa, remembering, avoiding some details, reconuting others, hiding Others still. but then the moster comes in the story and holy shit, you're jsut as scared as she is, because those memories were not just telling you what happened. the way the author constructed it was like -

i dont even know how to describe it. there is a terrible thing in the darkness, you know this. sansa is telling you about it evne as she refuses to light it completely. but you know its terrible, just from the half light you can percieve it. and you think that she will illuminate this horrible thing form teh safety of memory - reconut it, but that is not not what she's doing. i mea, sansa is - but the authri is not. the author is building suspense. tightening the tension brick my brick, one half glimpse after another. and you know the hidden thing is terrible because it feels so real. so true to life. ther eis nothing fantastical about it. its a man doing terrible things to a 12 year old child. which is why when the tension snaps and the monster comes into the light, it's horrifying. because its not through memory. he is really there. he has taken control of the narrative. he is traumatizing my heroine again. and i am living it with her, from this perspective. not one of elaboration of trauma but of the experience of it, and the helplessness, all over again.

i don't want to give the wrong idea about this story - im only in the middle and this is the lowest point. im sure it will get better and sansa will find a way out. its right there in the title. also, sansa's experiences with baelish are not graphic in any way, there is zero gratuituiness, you are with sansa's pov as she wors through that all the time. its her narrative.

i think what im trying to say is that, though the author categorises this as 'mystery' , this reads like a horror story, which of course fits with (imo) sansa's experience. it IS a horror story, and it feels it.

No Strings on Me by northbound

Breaking News: Petyr Baelish, reputable business mogul and club owner, reports daughter Alayne Stone missing from summer home in the French Alps early this morning. Police investigating, foul play suspected.

In other news, in the small town outside of Cardiff, a girl with Sansa Stark's face shows up, with her eyes on the new police commander Jon Snow.

that's the story. definitely Worth a read. im on chapter 20 and IM SWEATING. jesus.

#jonsa #fic rec #jonsa rec #sansa stark #jon snow

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megitsunade · 4 years

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January 09, 2019

I reactivated to leave a message just in case something happens.

although,, i doubt nothing will.

also. im on my pc so there will be grammatical errors.

now. onto what i have to say

look. its a new yeare

well

its suppose to be

but

a new year

means

n othing

to me at least

it doesnt matter

if its a new day

new week new year new deacde

nothing about my mental health has changed..

no matter how much i try no matter who i cut off no matter how much i am changing aNDF NO MATTER WHAT I DO

nothign is changing. and it hurts, it hurts to see all the days i wake up praying and hoping and smiling forr a new day just to go back home into my bed and tie the noose again, but i never use it

it hurts to see myself from a third person waking up telling my loves good morning, and thinking that today will be it

the day the turning point

the moment i think i can keep gioing

just

home

and cut my legs up

every day.

im really sorry man

i am

id ont know

what i can say

other than

im really sorry

i dont want to go away

but i dont want ot be here any,opre

well

i dont want ot die

but id ont want ot be here anymore

i just

want ot

never

talk again

wake uip again

io dont want to do this antomr

eyou

you makle me feel really suoicidal sometimes

it hurts

everything hurts

who is you

me/

look

i dont want A to know this,

but

alot of nights

i think of suicide

it is because of him

i wont lie

and i konw

youre thinking

“well then why are you still withy hi,m”

he isnt the direct reason for it

yues there have been times where he.. says some really hurt ful stuff

does something

that really

kills me on the inside

and

yes

those days do make me want to die 1000x more

but

its more so

the fact that

i dont find happiness

in us

no its not that he doesnt make me happy

but

this relationsiho

i dont see hjim being happy at all

and thats all i want

i just want him and my family to be happy

and

cant

do that

for any of them

icant make them apppyhpapypappyhappahpayppp

at all

YOU CAN TELL ME EVERY DAYTHAT I MAKE YOU HAPPY

BUT YOUR ACTIONS DO NOT REFLECT IT

MOM

IF I MAKE YOU HAPPY

WHY DO YOU CONSTANTLY REMIND ME THAT I DO NOTHING BUT MAKE YOU A MISERBLE MOTHER

DAD

IF I MAKE YOU HAPPY

THEN WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THE MINUTE I STEP IN THE HOSUE YOU DONT SEE ME AT ALL IM JUST A SHADOW

AND A

if i make you HAPPY

THEN

WHY

DO YOU HURT ME SO MUCH

I KNOW IT ISNT YOUR INTENTION

I KNOW YOU SAY YOURE CHANGING

BUT

do you inot

not

feel

any

pain

seeing

the one

you “love”

in tears begging on her knees that you just give her one minuite of your attention

to just

unde3stand

her self.

id ont know

maybe im too high maintaince

and no one can keep up[ witho me

but

i feel like

im doing all i can

to make you happy

im doing

everything

im giving you your space

im telling you everyday that i love you and i dont do that things you complain about anymore

or at least i try

because i know you hurt

from what i do

and it hurts me to kmnow taht im hriutng yyou

so why cant you do that same for me

why cant you see that youre hurting me alot

i cant tell you this

becuase if i do

you take it to the heatt

you will get sad mad and everything

if i said “A you hurt me and sometimes it makes me want to kill myself”

im sure i do the same to you

do you think this relationship is just heading towards an end

that its time for it to be over

either way

it wouldnt matter

man

i need to go home. where is my home

what is home

i dont want to hurt anyone anymore

i just

want ot be understood

is that alot ot ask for

it is

im very

high maintainve

very

not a good person to be around

am so sorry

i dont know what to say to the people ive hurt

i just

you giuys

everything in my life is going downhiill and everyone i speak toi makes me wake to kiolll myself

i dont feel happy in thi sowrl

is it wrong to say

i wish the people who ended their lives didnt

and i take their place

i dont want ot be here

why ccant i leave

what is making me not want to just

pull the trigger?

To my family: I love you all very much. I do not want any of you to go on without me because that is just selfish of me. Isn’t it? If you’re reading this I’m really sorry. I don’t want you to think that this was something you could stop me from doing. I don’t want you to blame yourself. This was not because of any of the fights we’ve ever had. This was just something I have dealt with for years and now it just feels like it is my time to go. I am sorry.

I just want you to know that none of this was ever your fault. There was nothing you could do to change my fate. To Sonya: Thanks for being the bestest friend I have ever had. For always listening to me no matter the day or time. For staying up until 4am on a testing night to listen to me talk about trivial things that do not affect you at all. I love you. Thank you for everything and I wish you the best on your journey. Keep going for me, and keep up the great work. I’ll see you IN A VERY LONG TIME RIGHT? Promise me you’ll grow old and have tiny Sonyas running around. I cannot wait to see you again. I am sorry. To A: I know that for the three years we have been together it was a wild ride. I know that for 3 years I have always reassured you that you will never lose me this way. This was not the cause of our recent fight or anything that has ever happened between us. You know about my past and you know how affected I still am because of it. I love you.

I just was not ready for a new start. I was not ready for a lot of things. But you always held my hand and walked me through the dark and for that I thank you very much. I am sorry. I am sorry to all that I will hurt from my actions, and all that I have hurt in the past. I hope that one day you will find clarity to accept this. I have prayed on my knees every night to God to save me and this was my last resort. This is it, good bye everyone, thank you for everything. Click ‘Send’

#my life #is it over?

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storge · 3 years

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What are you up to?

Dream of Chang’an Ep. 11

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warmau · 7 years

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Highschool!AU Haechan

find college!nct (here) & more hs!dream kids will be coming soon!!

favorite subject: piano & creative writing

least favorite subject: chemistry

voted most likely to: become a famous game show host

haechan is described by his homeroom teacher as ‘popular’, with pretty high grades in all subjects - even the ones he despises, and a personality that’s loud an vibrant it’s only natural that people want to be his friend

although he does have a streak of giving back cheeky answers to teachers, never insulting or rude just a bit too sarcastic

but that just makes him even more popular, because everyone thinks he’s hilarious

his parents are both musically inclined so haechan took every music extracurricular class that was available, the piano teacher basically lets him live in the music room

some older kids had tried to make snarky comments involving haechan’s talent, but he had confidently told them to buzz off with their low college entrance exam scores and well,,,,they never bothered him again

doesn’t skip class often, but when he does it’s totally with jisung and chenle to cause some no good pranks on their friends jeno and renjun

and/or to get snacks down at the corner store, the owner is like “hey shouldnt you be in school??” and haechan is like “oh, it’s national government day so no school!” and the person is always like uh,,,sounds legit and haechan just grins

has he used his cuteness to get free food from the lunch ladies? yeah,,,he has,,,,much to the look of regret on jisung’s face

his other favorite class is creative writing because haechan is imaginative, it’s hard to not notice both his personality and his creativity

and he likes storytelling and songwriting, so even if everyone else is writing cheesy romance hs love plots like haechan’s gonna write his dragon slayer robot apocalypse piano playing hero trilogy - just you watch him

(what im saying is popular boy haechan probably lowkey loves reading magical books and stuff,,, like he might hate science but do i think haechan loves scifi novels??? yeah,,,,look at him)

and you actually have creative writing with haechan this semester, which is funny because ofc you know him

your friends are friends with his friends yada yada, but you’ve like never really given him a thought

one of your friends had a brief crush on him when you were all freshmen, and you’d agreed - something about him was charming

was it the clear, glowing skin? the long eyelashes? the smile that made the room light up? the way you’d made eye contact across the lunchroom and haechan’s eyes , an earthy brown, had sparkled -

ok yeah you totally just thought that “something” about him was charming not like you’d thought about him twice

but being in the same room with him for a whole semester changed that

and it changed it really,,,, really fast

and you weren’t expecting it, coming into class - trying your hardest to listen to other people read their stories, make comments, ask questions

but all you could do was sneak peeks at haechan

who sat at the desk beside yours, closest to the windows

and when a gust of wind would past buy, his hair would ruffle slightly and he’d tap the end of his pencil gently against his lips

whenever the teacher called on him, he’d have something so interesting to say and the chance amount of times he’d look your way

you had to pretend to be scribbling something against your own notes

because what,,,what was happening

you had never thought your crush would end up being haechan and not because he was the school sweetheart or the most athletic kid on the soccer team or any of that stuff from the movies

you just got,,,,entranced,,,, “he’s a wizard, right?” you once rationalized to yourself in bed but what - no c’mon,,,that couldn’t be it

and it wasn’t like haechan didn’t notice,,,,,,

he’d always wondered - when you were both freshman and you’d met eyes in the lunchroom during the first couple of weeks of school

why had you never,,,looked at him again?

it had bugged him, he had even asked mark about it who had graduated and mark just said something about “why do you care? oh,,,,do you like them?”

haechan had gritted his teeth “what are you talking about?”

mark’s cheery laughter came on the other end “only people ask a questions like ‘oh why aren’t they looking at me?’ when they have a crush.”

“you know what mark, i called you for some REAL advice and you’re giving me this baloney. this was dumb, college is making you dumber bye”

mark hadn’t been hurt when haechan hung up the phone, he was too busy chuckling over the fact that haechan 100% was interested in you - and just refused to admit it

or maybe haechan was just as confused as you, he would act like you didn’t phase him at all in creative writing

most of the time he’d concentrate extra hard on staring out the window, or asking questions about other peoples work

because one slip up and he’d have his head down on the desk, hearts floating above his head looking at the way your hair falls over your eyes sometimes, the pretty birthmark on your arm, the cute animals you doodled in your pages when you weren’t listening

haechan did NOT want to fall into that hole - he had seen jisung have crushes before and it was never pretty he acted like a total fOOL

but it was hard,,,you were so cute,,, he’d thought that when he first saw you but high school life had got in the way

now you sat beside each other????? what the heCK was he supposed to do???

you hadn’t told anyone about your feelings, and it was easy to hide you literally never saw haechan in the halls or at lunch - the only period you had with him was creative writing

so no one suspected a thing,,,,not until it was haechan’s turn to read aloud his writing

and you were secretly dreading it, but it did give you an excuse to finally look at him without seeming weird

yet the gnawing idea in your head was just: what if it’s a love poem about someone ,,,,, or some kind of allegory ,,,

it was a dumb thought - but you’re a teenager in love these things always bubble up

so on the day off, you briefly considered cutting class but ended up at your desk, watching haechan walk to the center of the board

his story was set in the future, something about a hero who played the piano while simultaneously defeating monster robots - it reminded you slightly of a comic book story line

someone had snorted at the idea, but haechan wrote it really well

to the point that halfway through the class, and even the teacher were on the edge of their seats

and then ,,,, came that part

haechans main character, who played piano in a well known orchestra was sitting beside his love interest

haechan read, “i would sit with them, completely alone in the grand hall. i would read music and they would practice at the other end of the room. the tune they played almost religiously, was one of my favorite. yet, there was never a moment where i could feel their gaze on me. almost as if i did not exist. i could clearly remember the first time we met, the canteen had been full of other musicians and orchestra staff. it was bustling, but like in any special moment time had slowed when we saw each other. it was like looking at someone who embodied spring. bright, just as curious and nervous as i. their eyes were a color i could see myself falling in love with effortlessly. but like spring breeze, the moment dwindled for a second and was gone. since then, they have not dared to spare me a glance.”

for a second you felt something familiar in the scene, then you realized haechan was describing a memory you had

the memory of the two of you in the lunchroom during freshman year

subconsciously, you were arguing that it was just a coincidence. he didn’t remember that, why would he?

but your heart was flipping in your chest, your grip on your pen had tightened

you almost didn’t hear the teacher call your name and ask for your opinion

haechan’s eyes landed on you and your face felt like it was on fire

“i,,,,,,,,,,i really like the scene between the protagonist and his ,,,,,, crush.”

you weren’t even thinking straight, but it came out

you hide your eyes back onto your paper, too concentrated on hiding your blush to see haechan’s lips turn upward ever so slightly

he had thought to himself,,,you remembered this moment too?

as class came to an end, you couldn’t get up out of your seat. your legs had turned to jello and you were still overthinking the whole situation

when the room had emptied out, even the teacher gone you finally put your hands on the desk and pushed yourself up

haechan had been waiting outside the room, he didn’t really konw what to say to you but the look on your face in class had meant something

and really, this itching feeling to look at you,,,,,to hold your hand,,,,,to even kiss you was starting to overwhelm him

and he wasn’t a patient person, i mean when his thoughts had crossed over to ‘why wont they look at me?’ to ‘they look really cute, kissing them would be nice’ he had decided to write that scene in his story

he wanted to know - he needed to konw

if what happened that day meant something and if that something was happening now, now in this one period class you had together

you didn’t see haechan when you opened the door, your eyes were on the floor and you were muttering to yourself

when you heard someone clear their throat and you looked up

“h-haechan?”

he looked at you and that sparkle from back in freshman year was still there

“i dont want to guess, but i need to know. you remember what happened a while ago,,,,,,,,,,what i based the scene off of right?”

you could feel the lump in your throat grow, you were late to last period calculus but you couldn’t even use that as an excuse

“i ,,, i do. but -”

“but, i want you to know that i started feeling it again. what i felt in that moment. i have a,,,,,,,,,,,mark used this word so ill use it too even though,,,it’s,,,corny but whatever - i have a crush on you.”

you stand there, backpack slung over one shoulder and your eyes wider than ever before

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,haechan likes you?,,,,,,,,

“y-you like me?”

“yes, im sorry for saying crush it’s corny but i guess,,, i dont know,,,,it fits the situation?”

haechan gives a small shrug, but a smile starts forming on his face

the cute, shy one you’ve never seen before

“i - i like you too,,,,,,, i just got kind of confused because well i just,,,,, it’s never really,,,,something,,,”

haechan nods “something you thought about before?”

it’s not like this is middle school or anything, but even as high schoolers neither you or haechan ever had much of a mind when it came to crushes

haechan had always found distractions in good friends and music - you had found it in your pasions

so it was only normal that liking each other kind of sent you bothi nto mini panics

but haechan, has never been embarrassed by telling the truth so it was just a matter of time till he confessed

and standing there, alone in the hallway with the muffled sounds of other classes going on , you were happy he did

your first date starts that afternoon, you both are too late for your last classes so you sneak off and go into the city

neither of you has much allowance, so you scrap up what you’ve got and buy snacks to eat, dropping what change you have into the pal of your hand

“it’s not much, but we can go see what it’ll get us at the thrift store?”

you nod and follow haechan into a small, underground store that is stuffed to the brim with second-hand items and vintage clothing hanging off the ceilings

aside from the trendy adults in the store, you and haechan stick out like sore thumbs in your school uniforms

but you completely forget because haechan puts on a large, round straw hat with flowers on it and does an impression of one of your favorite actresses

you two giggle over trying on outrageous clothes, digging through old records and books, until haechan pulls an old puppy toy from the depths of some stack and goes

“doesn’t he look like me?”

you laugh because the puppy is a slightly washed out red color, but the adorable face with big eyes does sort of remind you of him

on he flip side of the dogs ear is a worn out tag, the name ‘cherry’ spelled out in cursive

“should we spend our change on this guy?” haechan asks

you take him and hold him up “well it’s either him or we share cup ramen in the subway,,,,”

haechan and you agree, cherry is worth it

and as you walk around till late, the city lights illuminating you two in a soft glow, you hold cherry

and the people walking by flash smiles at you two, a young couple in love

when it’s time to go, haechan has to catch the train but you’re getting on the bus

he fusses with you over waiting till you get on safely, longenough for your bus to actually get there

watching you climb on, you turn over your shoulder and tell haechan to be safe

he points to cherry and raises an eyebrow “you two be safe as well.”

you nod, and haechan seems to stutter for a moment

“see you tomorrow.”

you call before the door shuts and the bus stars on its way, haechan watches your figure through a window as the bus pulls away

softly, with a smile he answers “see you tomorrow”

on the bus ride you stare out the window, holding cherry tightly in your arms

who knew haechan’s story would be the reason you two,,,,finally understood each others hearts

haechan gets home,,,,,and immediately calls mark

“i have a stupid crush. you were right. college is making you smarter.”

mark just laughs, he saw this coming and asks haechan to tell him all about you

when you end up in class the ext time, you try hard not to smile like an idiot when haechan comes in

but to your surprise, he doesn’t hide it all

he smiles, sliding into his desk and moving it just an inch closer to yours

“how’s cherry?”

“fine, did you get home late?”

the entire class seems to shift their gazes on to you and the weight of their stares makes you nervous

but haechan doesn’t seem to mind, he just looks at you and says everything was good. clumsily he adds in,,,,if you want,,,,,i gotta show you something after class

the thing he shows you is the piano in the schools music room, you never knew it before = but haechan is a skilled player

and when he sits down behind it, you think he looks handsome - like some kind of young prodigy - like the character in his story

the more you get to know him, the more you see a side of him that you’re sure he hides from others

the little that you knew from other people was his popular, sarcasti image

but there’s a lot more - there’s someone that wholeheartedly loves music and his friends

it makes you fall for him even harder,,,,,,,

haechan isn’t sure how to tell jisung and the others, so he approaches jeno first since he knows he’ll deal with it the calmest

“you’re dating,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,what how did we not EVEN KNOW?”

haechan shrugs “you guys are kind of oblivious.”

jeno frowns at haechan’s joke, but congratulates him nonetheless

now when isung, renjun and chenle find out ,,,, it’s a whole different ball game. there’s a lot of shouting. renjun even goes “haechan, you have a heart? you never told us!”

when you meet them, they all have some story to tell you about haechan

and haechan just ends up chasing half of them around, threatening to reveal their own secrets to their parent if anything

jeno, who stands beside you watching this unfold leans over and goes “he says he’s really happy these days thanks to you.”

you even get to know jaemin, haechan’s close friend whose on a break from school

haechan is a half-decent cook, you find out when you try to have a picnic and your homemade lunch is nothing like his

you end up discarding your pitiful sandwich for whatever haechan has in his fancy lunch box

dates with him are always a surprise and goofy

the amount of times you two use the ‘cute highschoolers with no money’ charm is uncountable - free popcorn at the movies? check. extra fries at burger king? check compliments from people on how you two will only get better looking from here on out? weird, but check

you don’t even need money to be happy, honestly you and haechan can make it fun no matter what

from running by the sea, backpacks discarded in the sand and the early fall wind blowing the waves up close as you yell when haechan pretends to jump in

to taking cute pics of the puppies in the puppy cafe windows

heck, once haechan gave you some flowers before first period and you were like how’d you get these,,

and he had told you that he just “got them” when in reality he part-timed for a friends cafe on the weekend to get some money for a gift

you and him meet up at the public library to try and study, but get distracted because you text each other even though you’re a foot apart

‘hey, chemistry sucks’

‘you know what doesn’t suck? my cute face’

‘agreed’

haechan sends you memes he made of jisung himself

you keep asking to meet mark because, most of the dating advice haechan gets is fro him but haechan is just like ‘mark’s a loser,,,,,,,,,,but he’s my big brother and he’d say something to embarrass me.’

you do meet mark when he comes back on college break and he does tell you something embarrassing. it’s that haechan doesn’t shuttup about you.

haechan teaches you some songs on the piano, you two stay late after school and the music teacher entrusts you with the keys to the room

but it’s nice, to be there with him in the soft evening glow of the sunet - no noisy kids in the halls, just you

your first kiss is outside of the music room, with haechan’s hand on your waist and his nervous laughter afterwords, because he’s confident but ,,,,,,a first kiss is really something else

but you reassure him, when you kiss him a second time before getting on your bus home and haechan walks to the subway, dizzy with glee

haechan doesn’t do pda persay, but he does do little things that are cute

he’ll lay his hand flat on your desk, looking at his textbook like he didn’t just do that and you’ll giggle and hold his hand or play with his fingers

one time you kissed them and haechan blushed deeper red than you thought was humanly possible, but he likes it,,,

other cute quirks; calls you nicknames that have to do with your clumsiness, compliments you when you least expect it, sends you his favorite instrumentals when you say you can’t fall asleep because he knows they can calm you down, has your favorite snacks memorized so he know what to get you without asking, haechan would probably read your horoscope to you everyday if you were into horoscopes like he’s that kind of boy

also if you’re ever upset by something or someone, haechan has the kind of skills that will uplift you in ways you never thought possible. with possible jabs at what made you upset here and there

he might be ‘sarcastic’ to some people, but with you he is nothing but truthful and gentle. he can make jokes and be playful, but his love is real and strong and if anyone hurts it - he goes after them like bad blood

always ends his texts with “stay safe” if you’re going anywhere

and totally leaves his cardigan on purpose on the back of your chair in class if he sees that you’re cold

mark: can’t believe you’re soft for someone haechan

haechan: im not,,,soft

mark: their name in your phone has three heart emojis next to it

haechan:,,,,,,,,,and yours has three poop emojis now goodbye

(he is soft for you tho, fyi ^^)

#alright here is the first hs!au i hope its ok! feel free to tell me ur opinions ^^#haechan scenarios #donghyuck scenarios #nct 127 scenarios #nct dream scenarios #nct scenarios #haechan imagines #donghyuck imagines #nct imagines #nct dream imagines #nct 127 imagines #haechan #nct dream #nct 127 #sfw #lee donghyuck #highschool!au

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the-firebird69 · 3 years

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and he says you cant split it is right. and then you use your own. and he says im too small...and bruce wayne checks and no he has stuff wont use it or other. then this plans to diminish and hadn me the midwest and do tthe flood thing and the window is closing already..end of august into september. and wants to do it his way and lose tons of stuff and bring it up to it and be the hero as he htinks he was the last masive purge. tons hate him. he is alive your dead. you move around dead inside. but that is what he is part dead and animal really. sow e are aware of his plan and it is rotten but we counter it all now. batman is right, not superman here. he hands it out and shouldnt. we find he and cork to be the most inuslting pricks of all time and really we cannot tell them why..not forreal they finid it or part and they die. and are not acting they are mean annd useless peopleto thiers use them up to prove a point they say. and he says it your not used to dying well i dont hve to and no you wont get that chance...nope. and he laughs this is hell , you dont know hell you dont love for real...oh. ok i dont. so. you just think yu may die and so on. are not needed and wanted and dont bring joy. so you dont konw what the pain is and you evoke it..and your wrong. and i see it we die now and so on so. and your rght so. fine we see it is nothing worth talling about whey would itbe mac why...in your case...to live for what a cycle of death why. to not end it and live without fear or at least massive fear have no safe harbor for anyone ,,,you aer a nutcase so thats hwhat it is ok sow hat your nuts....not i. i think of how to make it work to ease suffering remove fear by actually conquering it you live like your dead..ok embrace it ding dong...fine we die thats all. yup and you take it all we sit yapping..and like nothing happens. how odd. we dont see it ad cant and are daft ok. so wat so we are and it is on thats why dinga ling my people care we do i do and you dont even at the important part...cae in point fine we dont and you now what we dont care what you say or do. hhaahahahhaha you will

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fis-9Zqu2Ro

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calumcest · 4 years

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they got so many films out of that bc they kept adding ridiculous stuff like magic (? i think there was some magic in like part 4) and vampires 😅 and amazing i hope you know you have gotten yourself into endless requests of this verse now whenever you post a prompt list 🙃 oh i feel that though like german makes it incredibly difficult to be funny/communicate in general. maybe that's where the stereotype that germans don't have humor comes from. our language fucked it up (1/5)

wondering whether if i put some text before the read more it actually works

(2/5) KÖNNTE MAN MIR DIE BUTTER REICHEN i'm screaming this is so funny mainly bc it's so true that's such a STRUGGLE like who the fuck thought that was a good idea. i had to write my deutsch abi about this btw we had to discuss whether du/sie should be removed and i never had stronger opinions about a topic so that was fun to write 😅 oooh alright 🙈 but very true since we started talking about the disgusting overuse of verbs in german i keep noticing it and it's just too much.

(3/5) i don't understand that at all i love your accent so much really. maybe particularly bc it sounds a little harsh? idk i like it and i could compliment it for days 😅 your friends apparently don't have taste 🤷‍♀️ & i am very interested to find out what your oma says bc kinesisch has been haunting me ever since i heard it for the first time. also i would love to hear her reaction to you just calling and being like "oma hallo sag mal bitte china"

(4/5) since the acoustic version of stand by me practically slapped me in the face with being so amazing i'll be sure to listen to that live album thank you for educating me about oasis. do you have other oasis recs that are not like the basics? & helen don't play with my feelings like that you don't understand how soft i am for soulmate lashton and how much i miss them. though i saw you said you're feeling a bit uninspired with them which is so scary to me bc of the trauma from your other fics

(5/5) oh i have a question about them tho that i'm sure i could find the answer to if i just reread the fic but then i'd miss them more so: what do ash and luke look like in that verse? bc if i remember correctly (which i'm not sure about forgive me if i'm wrong please) they were originally dating up to the age they are now (so 24/26) and are two years older in present time of the fic? so they could look very differently technically. just wondering if you had specific looks in mind -spoiler twin

HELLO WHAT I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THE VAMPIRES???S DFKJWEFKHBWEHR however i did rediscover my dwk dvds...perhaps i will have to give them a cheeky watch...see if i can actually piece together any of the plot...also skdfjnskhjdf listen germans have such a fucking good sense of humour you just have to undersand it german memes are some of the funniest ive ever seen also something that i cant explain to british people but one of the funniest things germans do meme-wise is when they literally translate english? so when they’ll be like manchmal tut es so sein wie das or something idk why but its SO funny to me also the memes where they deconstruct the words to what they actually mean like this one or this one i dont konw why but they SEND ME

SDJNFSKJDNF OKAY LISTEN I KNOW i’m so glad you’re on the same page its just so stressful like when i was working at a school last year people would introduce themselves to me by their first name and then still siez me and i’d be like ?!?!?!? this is not what i was taught ?!?!?!?

omg please...youre so cute i cant believe u like it skdjfbwehbf my abrasive little south london accent has rights with one person on the planet and that is good enough for me <3 also i will literally ask her the next time i speak to her if she says kina i’m actually going to disown her so stay tuned for possible family drama

OKAY!! i have a lot of oasis recs let me make a separate post so you can see ok this is the playlist that started off intending to be a britpop playlist but just devolved into oasis/noel/liam so theres a few non-oasis songs on here but i have categorised them all for you also the slide away acoustic is so good isnt it!!! other favourites off that album are half the world away acoustic there is a light and importance of being idle acoustic too but honestly all of it is brilliant noel can do no wrong in my eyes

okay listen i actually wrote another chapter of soulmate au but i hate it i’m trying to work up the courage to look over it so i can edit it into something thats acceptable to post but just know there is another chapter out there fear not <3 also that is actually a good question i hadnt really put too much thought into it i think ashton looks like current ashton in my head iirc he has got the black hair i think in the first restaurant scene i imagined him as that pictureo f him in the lace shirt and luke just looks like current luke all i ever think about is their hair sjdkfnwkhefb luke has curly hair and ashtons in black hair mode thats all i can tell u i apologise i have no brain cells or creativity

#spoiler twin #Anonymous #helen answers

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mighty-sevenzeroseven · 6 years

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Hi ! I just got back home ! I had a sleepover with my best friend , it was really cool ! What did you do this weekend ? Im sorry if I seem annoying but after that thing you posted a few days ago I cant help but get worried ! Im so sorry ! Again , dont forget to eat , take care of yourself and have fun ! PS : Saeyoung how can you get rid of a crush ? I really dont want to feel this why ! But the guy is so handsome and elegant and lovely .... But its not like I like him No no ! I dont like him

[[mun: I’m glad you had fun at your sleepover!!Friday I was seeing my best friend, yesterday I went to a food market and today im just chillin’!Also, like I said before, you really are not annoying at all!! I’m doing my best to care about myself! And I hope you are looking after yourself too~]]

Boy oh boy, I don’t know if I’m the best person to ask for advice on that matter since I tend to….. kinda push people away whenever….. i have feelings wich is ! Not a good thing to do lol

Maybe, if you can, try to get the chance to hang out with him? I mean, just the two of you so you can get to konw eachother a little better. If you still like him after that, maybe you should just…. straight up confess your feelings. Boys are a lil dumb and aren’t rlly able to catch hints very well lolololol. And even if he’s not gonna like you back, that’s okay too, because you wont run after someone who doesn’t feel the same way ya know?? And if it turn out that he returns your feelings, well, even better!!!

#ask #mun.ask #rping #anon #kind anon

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howtobecooler-blog · 7 years

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Sometimes i feel like i wasted my time, spending it with you but i learned from my lessons and im so happy that i can say that i fell soo good an free and i dont really konw why cause i just feel so weird cause i miss you but at the same time i wish i would have never met you cause once i thought you were my soulmate

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remnantsofyourcigarette-blog · 5 years

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Coming to terms...

When I said before that I never really thought back to our experience since it ended, i really meant not even once. Not a trip, not a day, not a feeling nothing. I dropped it all that day and i swept it to the abyss of my mind. But like I said, after our short interaction, I felt like there were unresolved remnants between us, and I wanted to close them. So I talked to a few people, I went down to the river, and I thought it through. I looked at our photos, I brought my mind back to a place i thought was dismissal, and for the first time, all these months later, I feel like Im just processing through it all. I thought after I sent you that message trying to close the gaps, things would feel closed. But this week, it's so strange. All the days we spent together are slowly coming back to me. I'm literally getting flashbacks and I walk, and go about my day. I'm in a meeting and I'm presenting, but at the same time my mind is splitting and reissuing the experience back to me. It is so strange, these once non-nostalgic experiences are suddenly feeling like their happening in real time. Times of us in the grass at the park, watching your face and thinking about whats going through your mind, the seemingly endless nights when I wouldnt let you leave my car. Pushing me up the hill in SF. All that delicious indian food i was gonna make you try. Oh and did we deep throat a banana? Haha i dont remember why we did that but gosh that was so fun. Damn...I miss you. But at the same time, I have to recongnize that I know it was not the right time. It's hard for me to explain, but I went into my internship thinking I had a job secured. It was supposed to be May to December then convert and start full time. So for the first time, I thought I was ready to start dating. But the business unit I was in tanked, and suddendly me converting to full time was highly unlikely. It kept me up at night not having a plan. I was applying for jobs literally all over the US, and I wouldve taken one anywhere at that point, even north dakota. And with that pivot, I had people around telling me it did not make sense to date. It was more than likely I wouldn't be in Sac past December. And they were right, and I shouldnt have ever tried dating until I knew what I was doing. And that's my fault. I still believe breaking things off was the correct thing to do, but I do regret the way I did it. I regret not being able to be there for you during your trials and tribulations, especially with your father, and I regret being a primary contributing factor to them. The experiences I had during my internship, the people i've met, the places I went, I learned so much about life and myself, and the world around me. It has changed the core of who I am, i had experiences that i will never in my life get to have again and I would never forgive myself if I didnt experience them. I shouldve explained that to you. Even if we continued things, they were bound to fall through because of this. I couldnt commit to you and be fully in it. I needed time and space but it wouldnt have been fair to make you wait for an uncertain future. I remember starting to feel torn while we were together because I felt like before me was this opportunity to push the boundaries of my being and revolutinize who I was as a person by throwing myself whole heartedly into the experience of being 600miles from home, and living everyday I had here like it was my last. This was the last mile before I finished school and would pivot to adulthood. Was I ready to date? I begin to question myself. But at the same time I had someone that I felt for like I never felt for anyone before, and had the opportunity to throw myself whole heartedly into as well. I talked to everyone around me about this, everyone but you, and that was a huge mistkae. I wasnt transparent. Everyone reminded me of my youthful age, my coworkers obviously pushed me into their direction, and at the end of the day, I decided I couldn't be emotionally available at that time in my life. I stil feel this was the right decision. But what I did after making that decision was an absolute fuck up. I didnt want to hurt you. I could feel your pain when I first began to bring signs out that things were going to break off, I knew exactly how you were feeling. But you were the first person i've ever really dated, so I never had to deal with this before. I've never been responsible for someones well being, and all could think of was how you trusted me with it. I didn't konw how to handle it, I tried to guide you through it initially, but like I said before, I honestly grew jealous of other things, and I came to the conclusion the best person to help you through it shouldnt be the person causing it. At the same time i honestly forgot how to function without you. I knew we needed time apart before but at the same time i didnt want to accept that. But at the same time i knew i couldn't commit. It was all mushed in my mind. We had constant chaotic fights after things broke off, and with everything that was happening around me with shcool, and work, and at my home home, I couldn't figure it out. I projected the absolute worst version of my self with handling the situation, and im so so sorry for leaving you the way I did. I'm sure these flashbacks will pass as quick as theyre coming, but I just want you to know that I really appreciate who you are, and I was lucky to ever call you mine. Im sorry for what I did, i gave you so many reasons to despise me. I hope youre able not to just forget about it, but to forgive me. Ik everyone close to you prolly hates me, and i cant blame them. But i hope youre able to see me a neutral term again. I never thought i would ask that, i felt like my pride would always guide me. I ended up getting an offer from intel, by the grace of god of course. My internship came to an end and i took a month off to spend time with my family back in AZ before beginning the next stage of my life. This week I'm remembering your unconditoinal kind heart, all the love you had to give, your hard work and dedication to your job, school, and your family and friends. I'm thinking of ways that I can incoperate your practices of selflessness into my own life. You're a great brother, you're a great son, you're a great man. I'm sorry for what I did, I probably am attatched to negative feelings in your mind, but I hope we can good friends again one day. I'm happy that you found Hayden. I bet he is a killer guy, and one of a kind. You deserve nothing less. I'm sorry for the anger, hurt, and neurotic chaos that I inspiried. I'll cherish my experience with you forever. You're doing great in life, and youre on your way to do even greater things. I hope you dont mind if I check up on you from time to time. I do miss you, but I trust youre in good hands. If you ever need anything, you always have a friend in me. Gabe 02/2019

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I dont konw if still let us ask resquests😓 so... Scenario request: With Haine from Love Monster Please 😶😶😶😶 Ps: Really big Fan of yours

Gonna be honest, been forever since I read the manga, so I hope this little bit is alright with you.

She had felt the ripple. It was not one only of power, but it was one of time and a wish. She figured it had to do with the fact that she had traveled through time and housed the Shikon for such a long time.

It took her a while to figure out and pinpoint where the ripple originally started, but she had. So, like the miko that she was, she went to investigate.

What she hadn’t expected to find was that it started at a school. One full of youkai and hanyou.

She easily mingled in with the others, she was near the same age, appearance wise, and her odd coloring was enough to not get questioned.

Their ability to look completely human was either a testament to their own power, or the power of concealment charms. She didn’t focus on that fact as she tried to get the exact location of what caused the ripple.

“Hello, can I help you?” a smooth voice spoke up from beside her, causing her to blink up at the male that appeared out of nowhere.

His coloring was much like hers, save for his black hair appearing more of a dark steel-blue-gray. There was a flash of gold in his right lobe… And had Kagome not been exposed to Sesshoumaru as she had been, she might actually flush at his handsome appearance.

“I…” she stopped, what was she supposed to say? That she was hunting for something powerful that had the ability to mess with time? She didn’t think he would also take to kindly to the fact that she was a miko. There was no telling what happened in the last five centuries between youkai kind and miko to how they would accept her.

“Are you planning on transferring to our school?” the question was an honest one as he took in her current uniform.

“Uh…” she still didn’t know how to reply to his questions, so she turned away with a slight frown and stared ahead of her.

He chuckled, easily picking up her hand to loop her arm through his. “Come, I’ll give you a tour. Perhaps I’ll be able to get an actual response from you. Hm?”

Her eyes narrowed up at him as she tried to tug her arm back. Of course, his strength didn’t really allow that, and she wasn’t too comfortable with even attempting to use her abilities to get him to back off. So instead, she was forced to take a tour of the school and listen to him explain its history.

It was rather extensive and sounded a whole lot more interesting than the school she was currently attending. A tiny twinge of jealousy at how lucky they were to go to such a place that practically catered to their needs while providing them an education. For humans, it was more of trying to get everyone to assimilate and become alike.

“You’re in luck, I believe the founders of the school called and mentioned that they’d be visiting today. A truly special treat since they have not been present since the school was first funded and built.” they had stopped in a rather nice garden, a perk to having a school outside the city she figured.

“Oh?” she was interested, but her mind was still mostly occupied with trying to find what caused the ripple. “Any reason as to why?”

“Not sure, I wasn’t told. I am still a student, even though I am student body president.” there was a slight boast of his title, and he was upset that he hadn’t been told to the reason behind the founder's reason to visit.

“That’s quite the position you hold.” the comment was made in absent mind, her eyes looking across the gardens.

Haine was struggling somewhat. The female was not paying attention to him in the least, something he was not used to at all. And there was something about her that he couldn’t quite place. Was it that her eyes were the clearest blue he’d ever seen? There was an air about her that had his instincts stirring in such a way that he had thought he only felt for Hiyo.

He tried to question her as they made their way back to the front of the school, internally preening when he heard how a few of the others whispered about the beauty on his arm. It was obvious that he would have a beautiful female on his arm…

“Sesshoumaru-sama. I take it you are one of the founders of this lovely school?” her voice broke him out of his thoughts when she finally managed to pull away from him, leaving him to blink after her as she approached one of the oldest monsters with familiarity.

“Hn.” gold eyes followed her movements as she approached him, pale hair tied back in a low and loose tail.

“My woman!” the cry had everyone nearby stopping to watch, the young woman easily sidestepping an excited hug from a wolf.

“Kouga.” she smiled as he wrapped his arms around air, pulling off a particular pose that was rather comical. “Good to see you too again. Anyone else going to make an appearance?”

“Your kit.” Sesshoumaru spoke up, his words causing Haine to rear back in surprise and stare at the apparent you woman.

“Your kit? You’re a mother?” he knew there were a few monsters out there that looked younger than they truly were, it only spoke of their power.

“Ah, no. He’s a kitsune that I looked after when he became an orphan-” she didn’t get to finish when she was suddenly swept up into a warm greeting from a fox with a happy spin.

“Shippo! Let me down before I get sick or you crack a rib!” she laughed out, smiling up at the fox when he finally did.

“I take it you’re also here to discover the source of power, miko?” Sesshoumaru asked Haine rearing back from the fact that he had held a miko on his arm the entire time. The times may be different, but they had all learned what miko were capable of to monsters like themselves.

“As I take it that’s the reason why you’re all here? I was hoping it wasn’t another Shikon or Naraku… Kami-sama, it was hell to get rid of them both the first time around, I really don’t want to go through the whole thing again with so much more at stake.”

“Wait. Wait, you’re a miko?” Haine felt his eyes widen the more she spoke, speaking of things that were taught in their history class, so if she was a miko, there shouldn’t be any way for her to know of either. Human couldn’t live that long…

“Hmm?” blue eyes turned up to him. “Yes. That’s not going to be a problem, is it?”

“…” his hands clenched in slight anger and fear. “You should not be here.”

She was about to speak up when Sesshoumaru, Kouga and Shippo surrounded her in a way to show that they were protective of her and would back her up should anything happen. “She is the reason this school even exists or did you forget that little detail?” the fox spoke up, eying the crow hanyou as he took hold of one of Kagome’s hands. He smiled down at her at her questioning gaze.

“Hn. Miko, tell me the exacts that you felt.” he too eyed the young male.

“If my instincts are correct, then it involved a wish that affected time. In such a way that it rearranged itself.” she looked over her shoulder unflinchingly.

“Hn.” he turned to Haine, gaze silently demanding the boy question what was about to be said. “You will be the miko’s guide, as she will be transferring to this school as youkai and humans are now co-mingling.”

Haine watched as she bowed politely with a “Please take care of me.” only turn around and scowl up at Sesshoumaru. “And next time, ask! Just cause you’re a Lord, doesn’t mean you get to rearrange my life to your pleasing!”

“You will be an ambassador between our two species. This wish now has youkai and humans mixed with each other, you will be perfect for the role as those currently in the seat are… sorely lacking.” he walked off into the school, Kouga and Shippo following after him.

“You… You… What?” Haine was still having trouble following what just happened.

“You’ll get used to it, Sesshomaru is like that.” she smiled as she approached him, ignoring how he leaned away from her or flinched a bit when she took hold of his hand. “Now come on, I want to learn more about my new school!”

The smile she tossed him reminded him of the instincts he felt earlier. When he had learned she was a miko, he thought it had been about trying to warn him about her, but he easily recalled that his instincts warning him about danger felt entirely different to what he was feeling in her presence. So, he allowed himself to be dragged back into the school. He wanted to get to the bottom of this.

It didn’t hurt that she was actually pretty…

#prompts #fanfiction #crossover #anime #Love Monster #Haine #Kagome Higurashi

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