#I don’t know if I will finish this animatic but I’ll try

[clownetownie]

Im gonna draw toxic yuri (teacher edition)

#kindergarten #kindergarten 3 #ms applegate #kindergarten game #kindergarten Ms applegate #Ms lovelett #kindergarten ms lovelett #I don’t know if I will finish this animatic but I’ll try

[anime-grimmy-art]

It’s this time of the year again, folks. Time to wrap up the art Ive made in the last 12 months in another Year in Review! I’ve noticed that this is my fifth Year in Review in a row, so I’ll be making an extra post looking back on the progress in those last 5 years!

I've got a lot to say about this year, but purely art wise, I've gone all when it comes to comics, damn! I've kinda found a format that is messy, and therefore more time efficient, yet still looks good. I even made 2 animatics and lotsa shorts/reels! All that on top of opening coms twice, and, oh yeah, MAKING A WHOLE ASS 4MIN ANIMATION ON MY OWN.

How is my hand still alive.

2023 has been….interesting, to say the least. The first half year I was working on my thesis project, aka making an animated short all on my own (in the art department), which makes it honestly surprising how much I managed to churn out between animating. Trigun rly did have me in a choke hold.

Summer was a bit more spotty, esp. with me not being able to draw anything during August as I was writing my thesis (and doing commissions). And towards the end of the year, Kingdom Hearts tried to save me, but alas, Genshin Impact has finally sunk its teeth into me and dragged me to the bottom of the rabbit hole. It all started with me watching a story summary and lore videos while I was sick after my thesis and I was too intrigued to not dig deeper and well, first I fell in love with Kaeya and then the ships started dropping in left and right.

I’m not gonna lie, the last few months have been weird. I finished my masters in October, and have been on job hunt since, sadly without success so far. I’m existing in this weird limbo of still not grasping I’m not a student anymore after 18 years in education, not really being able to accept I’m an adult, yet desperately trying to find something so I can make a routine, cos rn Im too scared to build a rhythm as I know I’ll have a so much harder time readjusting again. It’s left me in a weird emotional state, where most of the time I feel fine, but when it counts, there’s just, nothing. No joy at getting my diploma, no anticipation to finally go to a convention again, neither any sadness hearing my grandfather died. It frustrates me that it extends to my art as well, there’s excitement over ideas and concepts, but no motivation to pick up the pencil, which makes me either not finish art at all or making so many shortcuts and just ending up with sth not satisfactory to me since it’s not the idea I sought after.

Tho, not everything is doom and gloom. I DID finish a whole ass short animation and got my masters degree, that IS sth to be proud of. Also, while Im struggling at drawing, I’ve also kinda started integrating my shortcuts into my style and some stuff I’ve thrown together actually turns out real good nowadays. Also, and this might be a bit of a weird one, I’m so fucking happy to know I can still enjoy gay ships. I’ve been a bit uncertain over the last few years because when I was around 16-18, I had a real big yaoi phase, which mostly came from the fact so much stuff came out that tickled my brain in the right way (Free, Haikyuu, etc.). But over the years, my enthusiasm died down, and I even started to resent some ships because it’s all some fandoms produced. I often found myself liking a hetero ship more than the popular gay ship, which really made me not wanna stick around because I did not care for most fanart and you can only go through a tag with art you don’t care about so long before you lose interest. I think in retrospect that it rly had nothing to do with the ships being gay ships but rather cos the fans just shoved it in your face when you didn’t care (and shipping culture nowadays also can get real scary). But I’m so happy to see I can still get obsessed with a ship and it’s all thanks to Haikaveh/Kavetham. It really just needed the right flavour for me to dig in again. And oh my god, I FINALLY like a ship with a SHIT TON of art and fanfictions, no more scrounging the crumbs from the bottom of the barrel. 

Anyways, enough lamenting. Here’s to hoping I can bite my tongue and get shit started properly in 2024, and that my brainrots may make me obsessed enough to churn out an obscene amount of fanart again.

#art year in review #anime-grimmy #fanart #sketch #comic #animatic #undertale #trigun #legend of zelda #monster hunter #kingdom hearts #undead unluck #genshin impact

[dailydoseofdragon]

Have you ever wanted to draw something but you fought due to your skill level at the time you decide not to do it

I used to all the time! Honestly it got to the point where I stopped making art entirely for 4 years straight because of it. I don’t know what exactly convinced to pick it back up, probably some combination of a million different versions of the holy shit two cakes post and the no one will ever draw art the way you do post. I think the best you can do is try. Your skill level is never going to improve if you don’t take risk and you might end up paralyzed for four years wondering why you can’t make a ‘perfect’ art piece.

One of my favorite works I have made was actually a rough sketch animatic I put off for months because I just wasn’t good enough in my eyes to make it. I’ll be honest I can’t yet draw humans to save my life but I’m doing my best to learn. It took three weeks of my brain screaming at me and playing the same song over and over before I caved and started drawing. I’m not going to lie I hated it immensely at first. I even stopped working on it for a month or two before forcing myself to continue working on it. But then I finished it and I just kept rewatching it over and over because I made it! I did that?!? Yeah sure it’s not perfect and the human characters are little more then modified stick figures. The beginning was a little iffy because I didn’t really understand how to make animatics. But god I still go back to it and watch it because I honestly never thought I could make something like that. I hope one day to come back to it and see how much I’ve improved to be honest.

I think maybe you should still try even if you don’t think you are ‘good enough’ to make it. How are you ever going to reach the vague notion of good enough if you don’t try at least? You can’t walk a mile without taking a step and all that yknow?

Ha, sorry if this makes no sense I have a lot of feelings on this topic and am currently sporting a killer headache right now. I struggled with the idea of ‘good enough’ ever since I first sat curled up on the couch as a teen learning to draw dragons from wattpad tutorials.

TL:DR I guess-

#treasure trove #bonus #you all now know my deepest shame 😞 #I learned by drawing wings of fire tutorials on wattpad #Which you can probably easily see in my art style tbh

[liloinkoink]

Hello, so I recently read through lamplight (and I understand why people are so hype about it, it's really good) and I want to make an animatic for it. Don't keep your homes up, chances are it won't get finished but I'm trying my best to complete it as a tribute to this cool storyline. However, I'm focusing on Ren's backstory and was wondering if you had any idea what doc would look like in this au and (on a similar note) how common hybrids are? I know magic use is quite common but was curious.

that’s really exciting!! what song do you plan to use? whether you finish or not, definitely show me how it turns, because i’d absolutely love to see anything you make with it!

I don’t have a lot of thoughts for what Doc looks like in Lamplight specifically! i’m not super detailed with people in my head, and doc appeared so briefly i didnt think about a Lamplight-specific appearance. hmmm. i’ll just make one up off the cuff now and you can do what you want with it (up to and including ignore it all and make your own stuff up, i’m not your boss)

i don’t know if he’d wear a lab coat, that seems a bit contemporary, but i don’t know what he’d wear instead. take liberties on that if you want. if he had a dnd class, he would probably be an artificer? so you can maybe steal design elements from that. he’s definitely still got a mechanical arm and eye, but some of its power might come from his own magic (and/or Ren’s—Ren would definitely enchant it for him)

creepers do exist in this setting—i almost had Martyn fight one in heliography, even!—so he could still be a creeper hybrid. i actually have trouble recognizing doc in fanart when he isn’t a creeper, lmao, so i’m very pro doc being a creeper hybrid

speaking of, in my head, hybrids are fairly common. i keep meaning to add more as background characters in Lamplight, but i keep forgetting to describe the appearances of people Martyn encounters. still, hybrids are less common than magic—almost every single person has some inherent magic, while not everyone is a hyrbid. while you do still see elves and stuff, hybrids and the like probably take the place of most traditional dnd fantasy races

thank you for your kind words and your interest and good luck on your project! if you have more questions, feel free to reach out!

#oink asks #lamplight au #pigeonsgobrrr

[sammyboiocs]

Keep You Safe - The Benimatic

A year in the making I finally finished the animatic! I’ve posted the description under the cut for people who don’t know these characters and want some context :]

Alright anyone else who opened the description buckle up, I'll try and give you some context in case you've stumbled upon this and aren't in the know: 

 The animatic follows the lore from a EAH oc rp server I've been in for years. Specifically the cast of our version of Romeo and Juliet. The RNJ kids are a little different from other students in that they don't have to sign the Storybook of Legends to enact their story, they and all of Verona are just cursed into it happening every couple generations (few to non of the characters are descended from their actual prior roles since, y'know they died young). 

 Featured character Benicio is the grandson of the last Benvolio. The animatic follows his journey from childhood grappling with his fears for the mundane and soon the understanding that nearly everyone he knows and loves will die from the curse. He takes the initiative in researching curse breaking and by the end of their final year at eah he (with the help of the girl to become The Nurse, and then the rest of the cast) figure out how to break the curse on their houses and home.   

 Hopefully that all gives insight into what's going on. :] Obsessed with the rnj kids and have been for years so glad to finish this.

#animatic #Benicio Montague #eah #eah oc #ever after high oc #original character #oc #scotchart #scotchcontent #Genuinly very happy with this even if you can absolutly see the art progress throughout lol #This was mostly made for myself and the friends whose characters are involved but I hope anyone who stumbles acrossed it has a little fun #scotchocs

[asexual-spongebob]

The Waves That Lap The Shore - Chapter 12 - Hello, Mako.

Notes:

HERES THE CHAPTER I WOULDN’T SHUT UP ABOUT!!! HERE IT IS *insert celebrate good times come on here* Fun Fact: for some reason this chapter reminded me of “undone” by weezer (probably because Shellington was singing it here, I think he’d enjoy weezer lmao) and I started imagining a pmv or animatic of the events of this chapter to the kitchen tape demo version of undone so I made a little story board for a it . Idk if I’ll actually make it but who knows . I’m also working on a pmv for this au with the h2o theme song (the Kate Alexa version) so that’s fun :) I’ve been writing this since December 15th and I’ve had it done for a bit so yeah.

Shellington had said his goodbyes to Ireland, off to Queensland Australia. 

He was going to miss it very much, especially the kelp forests, but he knew that he had a lot to look forward to. 

“I’m excited about this.”  Kwazii meowed “I’m gonna be going to Mako Island and Peso’s coming with me.” “I never agreed to that?” Peso said, rising its eyebrow  “It’s gonna be fun, Peso, don’t worry!” Kwazii assured 

“But there’s mako sharks and huge mangroves and poisonous snakes!” Peso argued “yeah I don’t think it’d a good idea to go there.” Shellington agreed “whatever. We’ll be fine. I ain’t afraid of no scurvy sharks.” Kwazii grumbled, rolling his eyes. 

“Kwazii. You know that Australia is home to some of the most poisonous creatures right? Like the black widow spider and coral snakes for example.” Shellington lectured 

“Shellington. Chill out. We’ll be fine. I’ll make sure Peso or me won’t be bitten by anything!” Kwazii assured

“Alright, but I warned you!” Shellington finished.

••• 

Kwazii and Peso went inside the Gup-E “Please no turbo speed. I don’t want us to get hurt.” Peso  commented “okay, got it.” Kwazii responded, giving the penguin a thumbs up.

“Off to Mako we go!” Kwazii sang, Peso shivering nervously “are you sure this is a good idea Kwazii?” Peso questioned, glancing nervously at the orange cat “yeah we’ll be fine matey.” Kwazii assured. 

Soon the two arrived at Mako, Kwazii helped Peso out of the gup, the two walked around for a while, until they found a hole, Peso leaned over to get a closer look, however unfortunately for it, it feel down into it. 

“WHOA!!!” Peso echoed as he fell down into the hole with a thud  “Peso!! Are you okay?” Kwazii called “yeah I’m fine!” Peso called back “Hold on matey! I’m coming!” Kwazii echoed, falling onto the sand “are you okay?” Peso asked “mhm.” Kwazii responded, dusting the sand off its whiskers.

Kwazii and Peso got up and started looking around “maybe that is a way out?” Peso suggested 

“Good idea matey.” Kwazii mrrped 

There was a pool of shimmering, sapphire blue water, “that water looks strange…” Peso remarked, “YEOW!” Kwazii cheered, backflipping into the pool, the moon closely looming over.

However soon, the pool began to aggressively bubble, almost as if it was trying to drown Kwazii, “KWAZII!” Peso screamed, trying to pull the orange cat out of the pool, unfortunately to Peso’s dismay, he was pulled down with them. 

Kwazii and Peso’s helmets activated “Kwazii why do you think it’s doing that?” Peso mumbled  “No idea matey.” Kwazii sighed “Shellington said that the sea caves did the same thing…” Kwazii sighed again, “flappity flappers…” Peso stumbled, face palming.

Soon the pool stopped bubbling, “so how are we gonna get out of this place and back to the Octo-pod?” Kwazii queried, glancing at Peso, hoping it had an idea “let’s swim back up to the surface and find out” Peso suggested.

Peso and Kwazii swam back up to the surface, Kwazii noticed a small hole “I bet we could swim through that small hole” Peso proposed “yeah. Let’s get out of here.” Kwazii agreed.

Soon the two had swam out the hole and into the ocean “so how are we gonna get back to the gup-“ Peso said, turning to face Kwazii “we’re gonna swim back I guess..?” Kwazii replied.

After about twenty minutes they finally made it back to the gup. However, Kwazii spotted something. “Psst, Peso. Look.” Kwazii pointed, “oo… shells…” Peso remarked, bending down and grasping the shells and taking them to the gup. 

•• 

“IF YOU WANT TO DESTROY MY SWEATER WHOA WHOA WHOA WHOA HOLD THIS THREAD AS I WALK AWAY, WATCH ME UNRAVEL SOON ILL BE NAKED LYING ON THE FLOOR” Shellington sang (which sounded more like a mix of screaming and singing) as the music blared in his ears, dancing.

“I’ll be a sea monkey’s uncle. He can sing.” Kwazii commented at the sight of Shellington dancing and singing, Peso didn’t say anything, he just stared affectionately.

Shellington opened his eyes, only to see Kwazii staring at him and and Peso glancing at him affectionately, Shellington was embarrassed “nice singing!” Kwazii complemented, hoping it’d ease Shellington’s embarrassment 

“So how did your trip to Mako go?” Shellington asked, changing subject “We didn’t find much other than these shells” Kwazii stated as he placed them on the desk “oh! Conch shells!” Shellington beamed 

“Oh and um… there was this strange pool…”Kwazii added “I think I know where this is going.” Shellington blurted “yeah. We fell in the pool while it was bubbling. It was strange… I guess we’re also mermaids now-” Peso added, Shellington went silent for a moment he looked up at the two “it’s okay! We’ll through this. Together.” Shellington finished. 

•••

Kwazii was pissed, he couldn’t find his spyglass “where’s me fucking spyglass?!” Kwazii huffed, as he looked under his bed. 

Kwazii got up and dusted off his fur, he angrily squeezed his paw out of frustration, however the glass of water on his nightstand started to boil, catching his attention.

Kwazii stood there, confused “wait what?” Kwazii gasped, moving his paw in the same position, his eyes filled with wonder.

I’m gonna show Peso and and Shellington this. Kwazii decided, sprinting to Shellington’s lab “AHOY SHELLINGTON!” Kwazii shouted in a chaotic manner, Shellington turned around and gave Kwazii a stern stare, Kwazii had awoke Tunip from a nap.

Tunip let out grumpy vegimal noises “look at what I can do!” Kwazii boasted, doing the same motion with his paw as he did earlier, only this time at Shellington’s  coffee, they started to make his coffee boil.

“Neat!” Shellington remarked, however then Peso came into the lab, with a concerned expression on his face “um… I don’t know how to say this but I froze the refrigerator-“ Peso admitted shamefully, looking down at the floor “it’s okay Peso! It’s probably not to bad right?” Kwazii meowed “no. it is bad. just follow me…” Peso directed, Shellington and Kwazii following him.

Shellington saw the refrigerator completely frozen “wow- you were not kidding when you said it was bad-“ Kwazii remarked, Dashi walked into the kitchen to get some orange juice, only to see the three with weird expressions on their faces and a frozen refrigerator.

“How did this happen?” Dashi asked “oh um.. we don’t know!” Shellington lied “it’s fine! I’ll just go get some juice from Tweak’s mini fridge.” Dashi exhaled, going down the Octo-chute.

“Looks like we’ll have to work on some things.” Shellington lightly told Peso, Peso shook its head “yeah but matey’s. What are we supposed to do about the refrigerator being frozen?” Kwazii pointed out “maybe you can melt the ice off?” Shellington suggested “oh yeah.” Kwazii replied, turning around.

Kwazii began to move his paw, the ice started to melt, making the floor drenched, the water approaching the three, making them slip, tails appearing before their eyes.

“Oh wow I’ve got a shark tail!” Kwazii cheered “and not just any shark, a shortfin mako shark!” Shellington beamed, he then glanced over at Peso “oh wow Peso! You’ve got the tail of a humuhumunukunukuapua!” Shellington marveled “a what?” Kwazii blurted “let’s just say humuhumu for short-“ Shellington proposed.

“So um. How do we get dry?” Peso mumbled “hm… maybe I can use me powers like a blow dryer.” Kwazii mrrped, moving his paw, his tail soon disappearing “it worked!” Kwazii proclaimed, Shellington lifted the water off himself.

Kwazii used their paw to dry Peso off “thanks Kwazii” Peso thanked as Kwazii helped him up.

#kitty giggles #octonauts #shellington #the waves that lap the shore au #kwazii #kwazii cat #octonauts au #shellington x peso #peso #peso octonauts #peso penguin #octonauts peso

[sadevergreen]

OK so the image isn’t that important or great but i’ve been really obsessed with the song Birthday Suit by Cosmo Sheldrake and i cannot get the idea out of my head about King Rentheking’s story arc aligning with the lyrics-

(the photo is just like focus because originally i wanted to do little drawings for each of the lyrics sort of animatic style but then i couldn’t finish it in one sitting and i decided i didn’t need to finish it) so instead of doing that, i’m gonna just go through the lyrics and what part/ why i think it aligns with the storyyyy thus far!

“Weighed down by morning, in my birthday suit” - sun rise over the crastle, ren wearing his lil crown and big ol king cloak -> i think the crown and power/ responsibility has been a lot of pressure on ren and i think he is scared and desperate, he’s pulling last ditch efforts to try to live up to what bdubs accidentally(?) cursed him to

“lift up the evening, just for a while” - down in the vault w/ impulse setting up the costume party and secretly leading everyone down there -> it’s almost like accidentally a flex from impulse- he has more power than the king! it seems absurd but bare w/ me; he got everyone to conjugate together, no one actually listens to the king, impulse just gave out the kings diamonds full stop- ya see where i’m going? and some of that is ren’s own fault, like in rens desperation he is further severing his connection with his people

”backwards, upside down, and inside out. so hold on or we’ll all fall down” everyone scattering like that one scene in ratatouille all fleeing in different directions -> they all left cause they know they were doing something they weren’t supposed to and they didn’t want to be get caught. ren is a bit of a tyrant, they knew what would happened if they stayed. the ‘hold on or we’ll al fall down’ is so HDJFJJSJFJJS to me because there is something to lose on both sides almost?? like for ren, if he goes too far he’s going to be overthrown so he has to hold on to whatever he can to retain power because he’s lost support and credibility. like he broke the one thing he was hired to fix. but for everyone else, they’re already getting the short straw! they have no money anymore with rens hoarding and the stupid royal emeralds, the laws are getting more and more absurd, like what else are they supposed to do? they have to be strong and fight ren because if they don’t, he’s just going to keep digging himself into a hole and dragging everyone down w/ him.

”oh, heave the oceans too, won’t you?” like just imagine all the billboards proclaiming the laws -> more just an idea of everyone (even rens own team) becoming fed up with his bs. just like ‘oh ofc, we won’t afk or do anything apparently! great!’ just sarcasm hhh

“i’ll keep my ears on” doc chillin in his garden in the perimeter -> i love how doc literally was just like ‘no’ and made his own country- its wonderful and we love him for it <3 but yeah just doc silently overhearing everything happening and being glad he’s not a part of it and doesn’t have to abide by rens laws

“i’ll keep my eyes open” either watcher grian overseeing it all from his lil cave w/ the rift OR ren paranoid and nervously checking behind him -> ren knows he’s gonna be shut down soon, with the soup group and everything, that’s why he’s becoming so desperate. everywhere it seems someone wants his head on a stake

”i’ll keep my legs in sight and wait, ‘til we all fall down” a possible future scenario, ren being beheaded as a formal gesture of his finality -> ‘til we all fall down’ except it’s ren’s head in a basket- i think everyone is just WAITING until ren falls down and no more king!! c’mon we all know how positions of power work on the hermitcraft server smh

alright and that concludes these ramblings of a lunatic!! of you read through that, tysm!! i’ve had these thoughts for a while and i’m glad to have a space to voice ‘em. but genuinely so many props to ren for pulling this off??? like it’s very hard to play the villain and be someone that everyone hates and is wishing for their demise but he does it so well and continues to put in that one of a kind effort and flair that we’ve come to known X) UGH I JUST LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH JEJJFJSJCJJDJFJ OKK BYEEE AND IF YOU EVER WANNA TALK TO ME ABOUT HERMITCRAFT PLS REACH OUT LOL -jeddie

#hermitcraft #hermitcraft 9 #art with jeddie #my art #mcyt #grian #bdubs #rentheking #renthedog #king rentheking #hc #hc9 #hc9 spoilers #hermitcraft impulse #impulse #impulsesv #zombiecleo #gtwscar #goodtimeswithscar #ramblings #cosmo sheldrake #headcanon #hermitcraft headcanons #soup group #pearlecentmoon #geminitay #xisumavoid #rendog fanart

[renon4224]

Fire On Fire

Chapter Three: July 20, Thursday, Izuku Midoriya, after school

“Wait, you have a girlfriend?” Uraraka gasped when she saw Kioko walking towards me, she had blown a kiss. 

Not to me as always, she did that to annoy and embarrass me, and most of the time it’s just harmless, “No,” I sighed, trying not to blush, “She’s my sister.” I grimaced, waiting for the awful remarks about her.

“Why did she….?” Uraraka was confused, and Kioko was caught in some animatic conversation with someone on her phone.

“Blow a kiss? She does that to annoy me, it’s like her way of reminding me of all my mistakes.” I turned, she didn’t have to babysit today so she would want to walk home with me, “But, I’ll talk to you later?”

“So…Zez is gonna stay with us?” Kioko had finally met up with us, “Hold on Mom,” She faced us, “Ooh, is this your girlfriend? Cute, Mom wants me to tell you that I’m walking alone today,” She turned to Uraraka, “Have fun with your boy-toy.” She left, continuing her conversation with Mom.

“Sorry about her.” Uraraka was bright red with…..embarrassment?

“No, it’s fine….” We stood there for a minute going over what just happened, “Sorry, I didn’t mean- I mean I do- I mean, sorry.”

My phone started ringing, when I looked, it was Kio, “Yes?” I shot an annoyed look at Uraraka.

“Put me on speaker, please,” I did, “Kay, Izu is too wimpy to ask you out so yeah, if you like him just go on a date already.” She hung up.

“What?”

“She’s crazy, she-” Ochaco turned away, shoulders slumped, “I-I mean I d-do like you.”

She perked up, spun around to face me, and kissed my cheek, once very light, then she walked away, “Call me, okay?” Her parents picked her up.

“O-okay.”

-Katsuki Bakugou-

“Did I seriously walk out just to see….that? Come on, weak. If you’re gonna ask someone out, don’t leave them with a little peck and a hopeful call.” Kirishima said blatantly like he hasn’t been egging Deku on all year about it.

“Leave them missing what almost happened.” Kirishima looked shocked at what I had said. “What?”

“Since when were you the love expert?” Sparky came up behind us, draping his arms over our shoulders.

I shrugged him off, “I’m not, I’m also not wimpy enough to get my little sister to ask someone out for me.” Deku turned.

“I-I didn’t ask her to do that.” His face was beet red, good.

“Correction: I’m not stupid enough to let my sister know who I like.”

“Who do you like?” A combination of Sparky, Kirishima, Deku, and Pinky cried out.

-Izuku Midoriya-

Kacchan turned a light shade of red, he was glaring at the ground, trying to walk faster and avoid the question.

“Well? Who is it?” Mina asked, stepping in front of Kacchan, he stepped around her.

“She doesn’t like me so it doesn’t matter.” It sounded like he was trying to convince himself more than us.

“Who?” Mina was practically in his face, leaning so close it was betting against fate that she would trip.

Bakugou checked his phone and grimaced, “She’s burning the candle at both ends.” 

“Who?” Mina kept raising her voice.

“Leave it alone.” He sidestepped her and just left, ignoring the rest of everyone’s questions.

-Kioko Midoriya-

I hated my brother, but I’m glad that he was able to finally get a girlfriend. And Zez is coming to Japan next year, she’s going to stay with us and she’ll probably end up as a third-year, but as long as she’s here….she’ll be my back-up. Mom had finished filling me in on all the details, and now I have to call her.

“Zez?” I had stopped in my tracks, Zez was right there, with her whole family.

“Kioko!” She tackle-hugged me, forcing all air out of my lungs.

“Yo-you’re crushing me.”

“Zezaria! Let go, show some decorum.” Her dad, a huge business model, is  terrible. He used to be a drunk, and he hated me.

“Sorry, dad.” She let go and I could see the tell-tale sign of problems at home, she couldn’t stop fingering her little charm bracelet.

“What’re you doing here?” I couldn’t contain my excitement.

“Mom wanted to see where I’d be living and check out the school, but I guess it’s your last day?” She looked past me, to someone behind me.

“Yeah, come on, I can pick up Akemi and we can get ice cream?” It was a question for her parents, and plans for us.

“Isn’t that Akemi’s super-model hot brother?” She was pointing to Bakugou, who was trying to get home without answering anyone’s questions.

“He’s not even cute, Zez-”

“So I can have him?” She loved joking about Bakugou but she knows that if she did, we couldn’t be friends.

“He’s all yours.” We laughed, but now they were almost here, Bakugou ploughing through everything and everyone.

“Is she in our grade?” Ashido, trying to get in front of Bakugou and failing.

“Do we know her?” Kirishima, looking very confused.

“Can I have her number?” Kaminari, looking very out of place.

“Kioko?” My brother, looked apologetic and then angry as he turned on me.

-Katsuki Bakugou-

Everything came to a standstill, Kioko met my gaze and I wanted to blast everyone’s head off. I shouldn’t have said anything. She’s hopefully not going to know anything about this.

“Why are you torturing Bakugou?” Kioko asked, a hint of disgust in her voice.

“I’m not-”

“We’re trying to find out who he likes.” Pinky interrupted Deku.

With this information, a grin spread across Kio’s face, a description of cruelty, she glanced at her friend and came to stand in front of me, “Easy, it’s the one person he should hate, but acts so gentle with.”

“But he’s not gentle with anyone?” Kirishima said, glancing curiously at me.

“Yes he is, you just have to look at it from his view,” She came right under me, “See the people around him from his view. Izu reminds him of times when he wasn’t strong enough. Looking at it like this, he’s really just a very calculating person.”

“Calculating?” I tried to make it a joke, and laugh it off, but it came out a lot darker.

Kiko moved away, closer to her friend, “Ye-yeah, you never do something without trying to think it through.”

Pinky and Sparky just laughed, “That’s hilarious, Bakugou? Thinking anything through?” They burst into laughter.

“Oh shut it.” I turned and left, I’m surprised I even stayed that long, most of the time they piss me off too much, and I walk away.

“Hey, Bakugou, is it?” The man standing next to Kioko’s friend called.

I glanced over my shoulder, he didn’t look all that powerful so I kept walking. Only to have Kioko and her friend pop up next to me.

“Is Bakugou your first name or last name?” The girl had her hair styled to match Kioko’s. 

After a moment Ki said, “Last, but most people call everyone by their last name, not first.”

“Even if you’re friends?” The girl wrapped an arm around Kioko’s waist, pulling in slightly.

“Yeah, first names are more for lovers and families.” A soft blush spread through her face. 

“I wouldn’t mind being his lover.” She stage-whispered, and I tensed.

-Kioko Midoriya-

Bakugou was not amused by Zezaria, if anything he wanted her to walk away, far away. Zez gripped my side, not in a mean way, I think she was trying to be nice, but it squeezed my ribs. Her acrylic blue nails made crescents on the skin. 

“I don’t think he’s your type Zez.” I thought she knew that she could never like him, for me.

“What do you mean? He’s blonde, tall, and hot-headed, he’s perfect.” Zaria pulled me closer, too close for me to be comfortable.

“I am right here, if you want to talk about me, do it to my face.” Bakugou was not happy with her words, which didn’t make sense as they would be perfect together.

Zez let go to step right in front of Bakugou, “I would but the things I say might make you want to blow my face off.” She smiled, pecked him on the cheek, and ran back to her parents, “Call me!” I didn’t know if that was meant for Bakugou or me.

“So sorry….about that.” I sighed, I really wasn’t sure what all that had been about.

“Kem and you are going for ice cream today?” Bakugou didn’t even turn around to see her go, his shoulders relaxed and he looked calmer.

“Yeah, she’s been begging me to take her.” I started walking, if we were going to be able to go to Kemi’s favorite place, we needed to hurry, I had placed my order before it closed, but they only held orders one hour after closing.

-At Kemi’s School-

“Big brother!” Kemi jumped into Bakugou’s arms, he swung her around twice before setting her down.

“Hey there Akemi.” He put his forehead down to hers, “How was school?”

“It was really fun, and we need to get ice cream, do you want to come?” She kissed his forehead and pulled him towards the route we normally took for ice cream.

He looked at me, a hint of apology in his eyes, “If it’s okay with Kioko.”

-Katsuki Bakugou-

“Come on, we’re gonna be late, and they’ll eat all our ice cream!” Fake enthusiasm drenched her voice. 

Akemi phased in and out of sight, seemingly teleporting from place to place, Kiko jogging along with her. I walked along with them until all the running made Kemi tired, then I carried her to the last block and all the way back home, she had white cream covering her mouth. When we got home, Kemi started on her homework while Kioko talked to my parents about Kem’s sugar intake. We were moving into the next year, and I never had much to do after school but, since Akemi came, I’ve never had a free moment. Kio finished and sat out on the porch, talking to her friend on the phone, she had a heated moment then hung up. I went outside to ask if she was okay. “Don’t. Talk to me.” She put her hand up, tears were pricking at her eyes.

“Fine, then I won’t talk to you.” I sat on the railing, “So my little sister’s babysitter has this friend, her friend did something really weird today and then I’m guessing they fought about it, so the babysitter probably feels bad and she doesn’t wanna talk to me but judging that since she hasn’t left yet she probably wants to talk about it.”

She sighed and rolled her eyes at me, a smirk creeping on her, “Your friend sounds kinda weird.”

“Don’t let her hear you, she’ll kill me for insinuating that we’re friends.” I shuddered, sixth grade still gave me nightmares.

She glared at me, “Hmm, flambe sounds more like it.” She lit her forefinger on fire, a small flame that flared before going out.

I gulped, she would go through with it too, “But last I heard she went to reformatory school in the states.” The same group of girls from before came around the corner tittering.

“I didn’t go to a reformatory school, Bunny.” She spat, fire lighting her fingers.

“What did you just call me?” The smaller girl asked.

“Nevermind.” Her fire went out, she grabbed her stuff and pushed me aside when I tried to stop her.

“Ko? You didn’t say good bye…” Kem opened the door, she didn’t like strangers, and the bigger girl was wrapping an arm around Kioko.

“Go inside, cupcake.” She was firm, so I pushed her inside, giving Kiko one last look.

-Kioko Midoriya-

He wanted me to cry for help? No, I would never ask him for help again. We stepped into an alley, and I knew I was in trouble. I backed up as far as I could, but the Inari kept coming, and I had no place to run. She grabbed me with a vise-like grip, pulling me close, and then punching me. I felt the pain of a broken nose, and then another blow to the stomach. I was bleeding, but none of them stopped, continuing to batter me until I couldn’t move. I lay there alone in the dark. It reminded me of the States, people would mug you with a beating on the street, here I was beaten because I was better than them. It was late and Mom was calling me, I let it go to voicemail, Dad and Izu tried too. 

*I threw us into the flames*

At Bakugou’s ringtone I got up. I hated worrying everyone, so I called Mom, “I’m fine. stop calling me.” I hated how coarse my voice sounded.

I was about to hang up when I heard Bakugou’s voice, “Where are you?” I could hear someone crying in the background and Izuku was mad at Katsuki.

“Why isn’t Akemi asleep? And why do you have my mom’s phone?” I checked the time, I must’ve fallen asleep, it was almost midnight.

“She was asleep until your mother came over crying because she couldn’t reach you.” The phone switched hands, and Zuku’s voice came through, “Next time you decide to hang out with some girls, call first.” He had no idea.

“Whatever, I’ll be there in ten, love you, see you soon.” I hung up, Zuku had passed the phone to someone else but I didn’t know who.

-Katsuki Bakugou-

“Love you, see you soon.” She left my house at five with the girls, even if she got a beat down she should’ve been able to get home by at least nine. She should’ve answered her cell, and she can’t blame Kemi for being woken up by a hysterical woman and her annoying son. 

“Who did she leave with again?” Deku asked for the third time, he was pacing back and forth, wearing a stupid All Might shirt.

“How should I know?” I did know, but I wanted revenge before he got all up in it.

“They were here, they picked her up, that’s how you should know.” His face was turning red, he was actually mad for once.

“Come on Kem-cake, back to bed.” I picked her up, her little unicorn onesie tear-stained.

“Is Kioko gonna be okay?” She was phasing, and I just needed her to go to sleep.

“She’s fine, probably just took a nap somewhere and forgot to tell her mommy and daddy.” I smiled, “No reason to worry, okay?”

“Okie.” She yawned and I tucked her in. 

We sat in silence, the only sounds coming from my mother trying to comfort Mrs.Midoriya until Kioko came in, a black eye and broken nose, her shirt ripped and torn, cuts on her shins and arms, “I’m here.” Her voice was hoarse.

“Go clean up, Katsuki, Izuku, make sure she’s okay.” Mom shooed us out, Mrs.Midoriya had started crying again, so Mom was trying to comfort her.

We walked in silence behind her and when she stepped inside she slammed the door shut, not aggressively just enough to tell us she didn’t want to answer our questions. That didn’t stop me from pushing the door open, or stop Deku from opening his mouth, “What the hell happened?”

“Nothing. Katsu, can you grab me a shirt from Kemi’s room?” Kio turned on the water, splashing her face as I walked away to grab her a shirt.

-Kioko Midoriya-

My nose throbbed, I was gonna have to put it back in place. Izu was talking but I blocked him out, scrubbing the caked blood off of my arms before gingerly taking off my shirt, wincing as it pulled at the scabbing bruises. Since when did I call him Katsu? What did that heathen do to me? What did-

-Izuku Midoriya-

She was crying, full on sobbing as she attempted to scrub herself clean, but she either didn’t notice or didn’t care. I grabbed the bandages from Mrs. Bakugou’s cabinet, wrapping Kio’s wounds and stilling her hands. “Hey, Twinkle Toes, no more tears, okay?” I swiped away her tears and it’s like we were back in sixth grade, her broken body covered in her own blood, her mind in its own world and pure fear breaking through her tears. 

“Yo-you haven’t called me Twinkle Toes since that day.” She mumbled, wiping away her own tears and somehow managing to smear more blood on her face.

“You look the same.” My throat was closing up, so many regrets from that day. “But you’ve always been the baby sister, so you’re Twinkle Toes, even if you didn’t manage to wriggle out of this one, kiddo.” 

-Kioko Midoriya-

I leaned forward into a hug, no arms, just my head on my brother’s shoulder, before he pulled me into a real hug, rocking me as I cried, stroking my hair and muttering as usual. It felt like that stupid game had never happened, and we were still friends. “Put on a shirt, kiddo.” Came Bakugou’s voice, he saw the same thing we did, it was that day all over again, except this time, Kacchan was helping me. 

“Not your kiddo, Bakugou.” My normally sharp voice was dulled by the hoarseness, and the tears.

-Katsuki Bakugou-

“Good, I don’t want another little sister.” She looked so vulnerable, a part of me wanted to join the hug, or take her from Deku. But the larger part knows I can’t, I can’t touch her. Grabbing her hand earlier was a mistake. 

“Yeah, but if you’re gay for my brother here than you can’t really avoid it now can you?”

-Kioko Midoriya-

Izu pushed me away, lightly, not jarring me as I looked for Katsu’s reaction. His brain shut off. Radio silence as he stared at me, “I’m not gay. And this is getting weird, so I’m gonna go tell Mom you’re not gonna die so we can leave.” And he walked away, glancing at me before closing the door.

After I stood and finished cleaning up his brain must’ve reconnected with his body as he looked at me before grabbing my waist and pulling me close, he leaned close, “Sorry, sweetheart, but the girl I like is a firecracker.” My breath hitched in my throat, it’s not me. Right?

@fakegingerrights @conquerius37 @creativepromptsforwriting (i used some of your caregiving prompts in this one) @gummybugg @sunrisemcash @wolves-write-in-moonlight @phosphophyy

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Chapter One

Chapter Two

#RenyWrote #RenyObsessed #katsuki bakugo mha #mha #fire on fire #mha fanfiction #mha fluff #mha bakugou #dekuraka #bnha fluff #bakugo katuski #bnha angst #bnha au #bnha #light angst #long reads

[kayrllylikesblitzwing]

Really lazy sketches and character designs featuring a shitpost 😏

THE TWO characters at the top are Iconoclasm and Victoriam Republica and though they deadass have the same color schemes and both look sorta knighty they are NOT RELATED IN ANY MEANS idk HOW they both came out like that maybe I’m just a creatively bankrupt LOSER

Clothes hanger knees over there on the left is a big solemn dude who likes to work and write poems THOUGH he will never tell anyone he writes poems that’s HIS business PRIVATE BUSINESS!!!! But currently he’s on a MISSION to destroy all Autobot records and art and history bcuz he sees it as super wrong and pretty much like blasphemy so he uses his dope ass fire abilities to like burn information and citadels and clerks who have the information or whatever …

Not much is rlly known about him though but there are rumors that he’s destroying so many things not entirel becuz he just thinks Autobot stuff sucks Major butt but because he’s trying to erase his OWN history!!! Iconoclasm only such a different attitude, fighting style, education, and general aura about him that a lot of people think he’s ex-Autobot, though he will never confirm nor deny that and is entiiiiiirely loyal to the Decepticon cause, so what does it matter??

But still. Wonder who his family is 😏

Unicorn looking headass on the right doesn’t have much lore written for him because I designed him in like one night spur of the moment because I wanted to make another knight character (I have like. Three.) but I know he’s good gone bad. Maybe he was like an Autobot knight that got brainwashed or whatever idk all I know is he has amnesia and he’s SAD all the time bcuz he misses his husband :(

He kinda looks like a gundham or something though idk how that happendx😭

and the shitpost is just whiz abt to be assassinated by marshall Marshall really hates that stupid little arcade cabinet stipid stupid stupid stupid STUPID!!! I was drawing a bunch of shitposrs for an animatic bcuz I was gonna do the chainsaw man opening to a bunch of characters but like the Microsoft paint version because those memes are hilarious but then I like ran out of energy after making like 9 of them so now I just have a bunch of shitposts in a video file and I don’t think I’ll be able to finish it LOLLL

Anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR I made new year art and was gonna post it but then I looked at it again and it was UGGGLYYYYY so I’m not LOL I really hope EVERYONE HERE has an AMAZING NEW Year 2019 to 2022 has been very cruel to us so let’s hope 2023 is WAY better and super awesome coming have a great YEAR

[fennecthunderfox]

First Update of the Year I Guess

I tend to appear and disappear without warning, so I figured perhaps I should update people on my progress on things and my plans for them. 

First off- I know I complain about this a lot in comic descriptions- but part of the reason why it's been taking me so long to make any kind of art in general is because of mandatory overtime at work. We have been on mandatory overtime for over 2 years at this point. I have been real low-energy because of that. With that fact out of the way, I'm going to try not to talk about it anymore cause I complain too much about it.

  An upcoming blockade to art progress is a wedding (for a family member) and then I'm going to try to get my wisdom teeth out sometime in February. I'll be taking a leave of absence from work during this time, but considering I'll be recovering from a surgery, I don't know if I can be super productive in Feb. Speaking of comics, let's move on to the plans for the comics.

DEFINITELY NOT DELTARUNE:

Defnodel is back to being my top priority... when I actually have time and energy to work on it. I have some amount of determination to finally finish chapter 3 before the end of this year. Which is also along the lines of what I said last year, but never mind all that. I'm somewhat torn on how to do the updates for it. I liked it better when I could draw and post a page Saturday morning after work. I'll see if I can ease myself back into a weekly update schedule once I feel normal after my surgery again.

  VESSELTALE

The problem with Vesseltale right now is that where it's currently paused is the best place to keep it on pause until I can get back into some form of routine with art again. It sucks cause it's been stuck for so long already, but if I did my sporadic updates with VT as I've been doing with Defnodel it may be more annoying to have large gaps in updates. That said I'm open to feedback. If you think any progress is good progress I can try to work on VT in tandem with Defnodel. Defnodel would still take priority, however.

ANIMATICS

I don't think many people follow me for animatics, but I have a lot of ideas in my head. "The Ram Guy" was a fun one to make and I have ideas for other ways to intertwine Distractible audio with Undertale and Deltarune characters. Why? I listen to Distractible at work and imagining someone from the cast raging about a fridge or telling chaotic childhood stories makes work more fun. (I also listen to GO! and am itching to make something from the cricket primer but I'm stuck on who to cast for the roles.)

It's been so long since I've done a music video animatic, but I have plans to do some excerpts of songs at some point and possibly even a full music video. But that's uh... optimistic for me all things considered. I can't even update a comic consistently, so no one expect big animatics. Except for one that I've been trying to make for the UT anniversary for literally 2 years now. Maybe if I had a proper animation program it wouldn't be so difficult (I use fire alpaca and the default windows movie maker for animatics currently).

IN CONCLUSION

I have too many things I WANT to do and not enough dopamine to motivate me to do it. But I haven't given up on anything yet. As of now, I fully intend to continue the comics, animatics, and art in general.

As always I am eternally grateful for everyone's patience with me. Thank you for listening.

#Fenn Speaks #I don't really talk about My UTDR comics on main much so this may be confusing to some. #Also the overtime situation has improved as we went from 47 or 50 hour work weeks to only 45 hours a week #Unless there's a holiday then it's a 32 hour week since we can't get OT pay those weeks #I like how I say I won't complain about it anymore and then continue complaining in my tags

[black-berryies]

HOLY SHIT, THAT WAS GREAT

This was beautiful and sad at the same time…

“One thing I’ve never done was listen to you”

Just Tommy finally understanding his worst enemy and seeing: they both weren’t so different…. He finally understands it all, he apologised, they were going to be on the same side, Dream and Tommy finally would become friends! Tommy sees that Dream just wanted to be happy, just wanted George and Sapnap back, just wanted the good old times back( not even a god could do this), just not wanted to be alone, just one big family… And Dream felt understood, he seems to trust Tommy, he saw a chance in finally gaining his big goal, the reason why he was evil, why he hated Tommy so much, why everything went wrong….

“TOMMY, WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!”

Of course we won’t get our happy ending…of course this sweet moment had to end and holy shit, after all that I’m getting trauma by loud alerts… those.fucking.nukes… it was obviously this is gonna happen but still… Dreams voice of pure panic and betrayal, trying to flee out of his own home, own prison, own hell; Tommys voice, so…sad and full of regret over losing a new gained friend, his enemy who isn’t his enemy anymore, losing his best friend Tubbo, losing his happy ending… knowing he’s gonna die any second…

“It’s too late, Dream”

White…

Nothing…

Just Tommy beating up a tree, Tubbo somehow watches him, Dream appears behind him

“Wanna be friends?”

Season 2

I can’t believe the Dream SMP- the fandom I’m in since 1 1/2 years- is actually over now

That thing actually changed my life… This is the reason why I still do art, this actually taught me so many things, this gave me something in life-and I don’t know what- and this made my english grade four times better… it sounds awful, but… I felt home… one big family… even tho it just were Philza helping me to calm down after a fight with my parents, Tommy just messing around and forgetting about life, Technoblade and his dumb jokes helping me through the hardest times of my life, Dream against the whole world but never giving up or Ranboo living who he is and be happy and so many other people… I don’t know yet if I’m going to leave the fandom, I could say I’m free now and it’s the perfect time to change things or maybe I’ll stay and annoy all my friends with it… Who knows…

AAAAAAAAH! THIS ALL MADE ME SOB SO BAD! Like what happened to Punz and Jack?! Why weren’t they in the new world?! Happy c!disc duo incoming?! Will Punz and Dream still be friends? (Please, I need to ship them) Will Dream turn evil again or actually be one of the main protagonists? What will happen to the good old #dreblr? Will season 2 be as angsty as season 1 was? How is it supposed to be fun without Techno? What will happen to all the animatics I still haven’t finished since a year? At least I have a month til’ Christmas to finish it and upload, but I have so many questions and no answers…

#final lore streams #dream smp #c!dream #dream #dreamwastaken #tommyinnit #c!tommy #tommy #I cant believe its over

[dr-dealswiththedevil]

Hi, I'm really intrigued by the fangan so far! How far along are you with the script and art assets? Is it just a matter of putting everything together right now, or is there still stuff that needs to be squared away? Also, will the executions be videos or a series of images like everything else?

Glad you’re liking the fangan so far, buddy! 

In terms of script, most of the basic script is done up to chapter 3, and most of the assets I’m using are complete when it comes to sprites. I do leave some wiggle room here and there to adjust things as I go, so sometimes I’ll go back and redo things like backgrounds and items and dialogue and such. But for the most part, I got enough to get us where we need to go for the first two chapters. The overall outline for the Fangan is done. I know what’s going to happen from Start to Finish. 

In terms of other artwork such as CGs and executions, those I’m slowly getting together. I trying to make sure I commission the artists doing things I’m not personally, so I have a bit of a budget plan that helps me decide what to order and when. There will be semi-regular hiatus periods to allow time for art, as well as IRL things. 

For whether or not the executions will be just art or video form, I’m hoping to commission animatics for those. I already know one artist I want to reach out to regarding the Chapter 3 execution (I don’t have a favorite chapter I swear), but I do hope to be able to work with a variety of artists to make video/animatic style executions. 

If you know any artists with commissions open that’d be interested, feel free to drop a link either on this post or over on my other blog @fragments-of-despair where I do other dangan stuff. 

#danganronpa #Danganronpa: Deals with the Devil #q&a #looking for artist

[giomagnetism]

8, 20, 30 for art asks 🗿

meme link 🎨

8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in?

i’m really having to wrack my brain for this one because i don’t think i’ve got any, at least not to do with marlo. i’m still half-invested in writing his fic but for the most part, and i swear to god i’ll do that ‘the other side of paradise’ animatic someday, but apart from that i don’t entertain myself with the delusion that i’d actually get it done :’)

the other stuff all belongs to lapsed interests! i had this enormously elaborate post-canon universe for the four swords, the type where i worldbuilt a new dark world / evolution of the twilight realm / parallel to lorule out of whole cloth. or tried to, at least. i was like, twelve, so... (the gist was rolling back shadow link’s slapdash excuse of a redemption arc, making him “king” of the dark world, but really a puppet for the Secret Banished Fourth Goddess—the tetraforce is a fun idea, sue me—so she could like. get her revenge or whatever. i’m still fond of the idea to name her ‘ikana’ though, like the place in majora’s mask.)

nothing came of it, but i still have fsa lore memorized front to back & shadow link has his own little niche in my heart 🖤 the first chunk was structured like an actual zelda game from the links’ pov, with a bunch of macguffins and items to find, then an intermission, and then a more traditional fantastical story following shadow link trying to restore light/balance to hyrule while the actual four swords are separated. (admittedly, i don’t like to ship the links, but you’ll pry the green/shadow dynamic in this timeline from my cold, dead hands.)

ok that’s enough infodumping if you want to know more about this universe. just ask

20. Something everyone else finds hard to draw but you enjoy

OLDER FOLKS/DIFFERENT FACES!!! i don’t know if a whole lot of folks find it hard—in fact i would argue it really isn’t—and some do it a lot better than me, but IMO they’re way more fun and interesting to draw than the same “pretty face” template another dozen times. i do not care about your skinny slim-face button-nose bishie-boy oc. give me a big nose, imperfect teeth, particular lip shapes, different facial proportions, smile lines and crow’s feet! they’re so pleasing and fun and create that extra distinctive Flavor, and it’s just better character design to implement those type of things.

i’m never not gonna have more fun and be prouder of the end result when i’ve got to draw a character that presses the definition of ‘attractive’. marlo is way handsomer than i ever intended to make them, but a lot of that’s from their more unique features and how much i love drawing them. and like, i’m not joking. over half my non-fandom artfight bookmarks are weird old guys (gender-neutral). i love it (also i think machinery would be really fun to draw but i haven’t had the courage to give it a shot)

30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated

i could list a lot, tbh. my art is fantastic. marlo’s outfit meme got plenty of notes, but i love it to death. that tango redesign i did got an eighth of the old version’s notes and i’ll die mad about it. this sango-themed one with the fun perspective. that valentine’s art i did and stare at sometimes because it’s just plush. that tits-out marlo moping in their penthouse i never finished. OR MY STICKER FOR THE NSBSZINE’S CONTEST. marlo glaring over their shoulder asmr. and though it is now an entire year old i’ll never forget how hard i fought for those 20 notes on that full scene of nori in octo valley

#inbox #melonandcoconut #THANK UUUUUUUUUU #also i act like a brat about engagement but i am not the least bit ungrateful #sry if this is incoherent (again) i am really tired lol

[bookwyrminspiration]

Hi Quil!

It was awesome to hear from you! I had a few add-ons/clarifications to my last note to you:

By “autistic theatre kid” I actually meant myself! I’ve been wanting to kind of “come out” to you as autistic for a while, but I was overthinking my words and I think my language was a little confusing. But yeah! I’m also autistic!

I’ve actually been listening to some of EPIC: The Musical recently, partially thanks to you! I found it at first a while ago because I had to read The Odyssey for school (it was a fun read, so if you haven’t read it I’d recommend) and I was looking at musical animatics and it came up. And then I was hanging around your blog a few weeks ago and you reblogged a post talking about how the Circe Saga would be coming out for Valentine’s Day, so you actually got me back into it! Some of my favorite songs from it are “The Horse and The Infant”, “Warrior of the Mind”, and “Done For” – what are your favorites?

Also, I love the description of a “hearth”! I had to stop and look that word up but it fits really well. It also reminds me of a book that I’m reading right now that I want to tell you about, but that’s a longer story so I’ll try to remember to tell you later.

Also I had one extra question: Do you know if submissions get sent differently than asks? Every time I send one there’s this message that it’s “awaiting moderator approval”, but I don’t actually know what that’s about so if you know anything about how submissions work vs. asks that would be helpful. 

But yeah! Also I’d love to hear about your day if you’d like to share. I personally had a lower-key day today with a lot of studying because I have a really hard test coming up soon, but it was actually a pretty good day! I also finished this book called Belle of the Ball that has an all-girls love triangle going on and it’s really sweet and pretty!

Enjoy your day!

- Amethyst

~

Hello again, Amethyst!! I’ll go through your points one by one for clarity :)

1. Ah, it’s me who wasn’t clear enough here--I understood what you were saying. Me saying “I also love musicals--though my partner’s the theater kid, not me” was me making a connection to you! You said you were an autistic theater kid who loved musicals, so I went oh! I also love musicals--but am not a theater kid. my partner is though! establishing similarities and distinctions, that kind of thing. but I can 100% see how my wording made that confusing. and woo! autism buddies!

2. HELL YEAH!! I love Epic, it’s like 70% of my current music. I haven’t read the Odyssey myself yet, but I’ve always wanted to get around to it--same with the Iliad. There’s a bunch of famous classics I want to check out, some for genuine interest and some just so I can have context (like the Divine Comedy).

I think my top three songs--at least of what’s released are: Ruthlessness, My Goodbye, and Open Arms. Though I love so many more than that--Wouldn’t You Like, Done For, Warrior of the Mind. Teagan Early just has such a lovely voice.

3. Yeah!! A thing I’ll do, especially when I’m talking to other autistic people, is use atypical words to describe feelings. Feeling like fireworks, or a rusty pipe, or an aching hourglass. Because they’re such specific feelings sometimes, and I can generalize, but it’s not quite right--and I’ve found, at least w/ anecdotal evidence, it’s something other autistic people also do or understand. Also curious to hear more about this book :)

And yes, submissions are a bit different than asks. When you submit a post, it’s submitted to be posted as if I had made it. I add text to respond to you, but usually submissions are posted as they’re received. You’re using it like the askbox--which is totally fine, but a typical submission can be posted without other people knowing it wasn’t me. There is a label in the tags that marks it as a submission, but if people don’t see that (they don’t look, it gets reblogged and people don’t check the og tags), it looks like any other post I’ve made. Which means that I need to approve it for publication, as it’ll look more like it’s coming from my mouth, and I don’t want people putting words in my mouth. 

Asks clearly separate the asker from the answerer, but submissions don’t, so whoever you submit something to (me in this case) is the moderator who has to approve having it on their blog (there are a few blogs whose whole gimmicks are submissions--like one-time-I-dreamt where we know different people are submitting their different dreams, but that’s generally an outlier)

And my day! Right now it’s still fairly early (about 7:30), so I haven’t done much--I’ll have to review a few of my classmates’ short fiction pieces for tomorrow and finalize mine to turn in. But otherwise I’m going to try and take it very slow and easy, since tomorrow is my long day and I haven’t had the most restful weekend. My nana was in town with my 7yo cousin, and they were with my cousin’s friend and her grandma. And we don’t see extended family often so they wanted to visit.

However, my family is...not great with guests. We’re not rude, it’s just really hard on us. It’s a big disruption to our routines, and we’re a very routine oriented family just naturally (sans my dad). And we’re a VERY quiet household, which is interrupted by having even one person over. especially since my dog is very anxious and doesn’t even trust my dad, who he lives with. So four people in our house--especially since this side of my extended family is horrible at giving heads up--two of whom are very energetic children? woof. they came over twice so I. need to recharge a little before tomorrow.

but thank you for the well wishes! i return them back upon you :)

#submission #<- there should be a marker or something right there saying it was a submission #which is usually all the notice someone has #hence needing to be more careful in posting them #usually #not in this case since its pretty clear we're two different people talking to people like in an ask #i think i was going to say something else but I completely forgot what it was #quil's queries #amethyst nonsie #long post

[stencilfox]

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[tara-myra]

There’s two things I love . Musicals and Miraculous (well there’s more but you get the idea ) So long time ago I created a playlist

Lila- World burn

« I wanna watch the world burn

I got the gasoline

I wanna watch the world burn

And everyone get mean »

This is THE song that gave me the idea. World burn fits Lila so well , That girls just want chaos . The song emphasizes perfectly her hate for Cady and I think it’s the same for Lila’s hate toward Marinette

« Cady, time to watch your back

Cady, time to turn and cough

Because you took me down

But you didn't finish me off »

I was actually almost disappointed when I realize no one did an animatic of this song with Lila Rossi

Marinette - Helpless

« I'm helpless!

He's mine, that boy is mine!

Look into your eyes

And the sky's the limit, I'm

Helpless! Helpless!

Down for the count, and I'm drownin' in 'em »

It’s just our girl being sooo into Adrien . I could totally see her sing that song . I know she is more than just a teen being in love but I find this song really catchy and joyful and that sort of match Marinette’s vibes . The other songs I thought of was «  Surface Pressure » ( especially after season 4) but I can’t really count it as a musical even if Lin Manuel Miranda wrote it .

Adrien - Dead mom

« Hey mom, dead mom

I need a little help here

I'm prob'ly talking to myself here

But dead mom, I gotta ask

Are you really in the ground?

'Cause I feel you all around me

Are you here, dead mom?

Dead mom

Dead mom

I'm tired of trying to iron out my creases

I'm a bunch of broken pieces

It was you who made me whole

Every day dad's staring at me

Like all, "Hurry up, get happy

Move along

Forget about your mom"

'Cause daddy's in denial

Daddy doesn't wanna feel

He wants me to smile

And clap like a performing seal

Ignored it for a while

But daddy's lost his mind for real

You won't believe the mess that we've become »

I couldn’t make it shorter this fit Adrien so well especially the «  Are you really in the ground , cause I feel you all around » Sweet irony …💀

Marc x Nathanael - Sincerely me

« Our friendship goes beyond

Your average kind of bond

But not because we're gay

No, not because we're gay »

I knooow there’re plenty other songs but idk , they kinda match the energy of this one . Also they like to invent and write .

Alya x Nino - Black-out

«Don’t make me laugh, I’ve been trying all night , You’ve been shaking your ass for half of the heights 

Real nice

You barely gave me a chance all evening

What

Do I get another dance

I’m leaving »

Honestly I chose this one for the voices , If Nino would have a singing voice it would definitely be Anthony Ramos . Also this part especially reminded me this couple . I feel like Nino is really possessive toward Alya because of his own insecurities ( as we can see in Rocketears) and I would totally see them arguing during a disaster with all the parisians people screaming and panicking in the background .

Zoe - Alyssa Green

« But your feelings have to be phony

Your weight has to be tracked

If you don't like shaking pom poms

You'd better learn to act

Just have everything perfected

By the time you reach eighteen

Don't ask how or why when you're Alyssa Greene »

I feel like it’s a song that could fit her especially considering the pressure her mom put in her shoulders to be someone else . It’s hard to chose a part honestly ALL the song fits Zoe

Félix - hurricane (The one from Death note and NOT from Hamilton)

« I’ll bring the pain

So be afraid

I will bring the power of the hurricane

Am the God of a brave new world

Much better than the last

The time for talking is finally in the past »

First ; Jeremy Jordan’s voice would have fit Félix so perfectly (again if the character has to sing). Secondly, It fit Felix’s god complex.

Chloé - Candy Store

« Honey what you waitin' for?

Welcome to my candy store

Time for you to prove you're not a loser

Anymore

And step into my candy store

Guys fall

At your feet

Pay the check

Help you cheat

All you

Have to do

Say goodbye

To Shamu

That freak's

Not your friend

I can tell

In the end »

Especially when it say «  Say goodbye to Shamu » I feel like it’s exactly what Chloe could have sing when she welcomed her sister at her school (and when she realized this one befriended Marinette Dupain Cheng)

Gabriel and Emily - Our love is god

«I worship you

I'd trade my life for yours

We'll make them disappear

We'll plant our garden here

Our love is God »

That’s exactly them . I feel like they would have this weird relationship Veronica and JD has . Gabriel himself said he wants to rebuilt a world for him and Emily . Emily is his everything.

Harry Clown - Gay or european

« (All)

Gay or European?

So many shades of gray

(Warner)

Depending on the time of day

The French go either way »

Now we all collectively agreed the clown banged Gabriel Agreste during college …

Bonus Chat Blanc dead girl walking

« I wish your mom had been a little stronger

I wish she stayed around a little longer

I wish your dad were good!

I wish grown-ups understood!

I wish we'd met before

They convinced you life is war!

I wish you'd come with me—

[J.D.]

I wish I had more TNT! »

#miraculous season 4 #miraculous lb #miraculous ladybug #broadway #musicals #eliza hamilton #hamilton musical #lin manuel miranda #cat noir #ml ladybug #felix graham de vanily #lila rossi #chloe bourgeois #hawkmoth #harry clown #an other shitty analysis about Miraculous #audrey bourgeois #deh musical #mean girls #beetlejuice #heaters #heathers musical #veronica sawyer #in the heights #jeremy jordan #anthony ramos #philippa soo #alyssa greene #death note