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thelofilotus · 2 years

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oatbugs · 1 year

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i feel like if i wrote poetry no one would like it bc it would relate w such a specific/small group of ppl . idk it scares me somewhat bc what if i rly put effort into writing smth and then instead of relation i find isolation . like what if i put a lot of effort into writing smth and then like 2 ppl read it and go "...ok ://"

#like i have some experiences that p much everyone shares i think but also #the things i hold closest to my thoughts atm are like. very not universal #poetry specifically for joint honours students. poetry specifically for autistic ppl who never rly learned to mask #poetry specifically for those who find elation in music. poetry for those in turmoil about their field of study.#poetry for those who write poetry to avoid doing non-poetry things (for example dealing w the thing that the poem is abt)#poetry for kantian scholars . poetry for logicians. poetry for people who really like manifolds. poetry for people who got #their face reconstructed but only for the funsies. poetry for iranian gay people with a complicated relationship with their country.#poetry for the copernican revolution. poetry for those who live every moment simultaneously and still as a singular snapshot of several #layers of moments superimposed. poetry for the library of babel. poetry inside the library of babel. poetry for a cuboctahedron.#poetry of spirals and mereology. poetry for angels who smoke too much. poetry for mirrors and circles. poetry about manifolds. poetry about #how kissing someone is about mereology and also about manifolds. poetry about the poetry of manifolds. poetry about #the incompleteness of totality. poetry about a love so deep for the abstract it turns into violence. poetry about #neuroscientists and their scalpels and how they kiss your cells with a pipette and their lips only to pierce it. the romance of #whole-cell perforations.

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stuckasmain · 1 year

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Anyways, thinking about how the musical perfectly translates Christian’s narration into a much more direct way. In the film he has a degree of separation, we first see him in the depths of his despair, we see the aftermath first. The narration is explained by it being his typewriting rather than to the audience itself. On stage you could technically do that, have him start at a desk or so forth but I like what they chose to do. We fall in love with a time and place, with a girl, alongside him.

The musical does follow the same “back in time” idea but to a greater extent. Instead of a screen edit we see Christian literally start the story by raising its title and setting the stage. (Some actors even have him sigh or prepare himself before hand further showing this). There’s a dazzling and mind boggling introduction only for him to stop it- go back to what he sees to be the beginning then directly jump in time again back to Satine’s introduction.

Here he jumps in and out of the story so seemlessly you sort of forget this is being told to you after it had all happened. Christian falls so easily back into the roll of himself, so wrapped in it all that he still has tears or a smile on his face as he talks to the audience.

It’s not a story being told it’s jumping back in time itself- he’s reliving it. It is a self inflicted time loop, no matter what way he tells the story- on paper, in song, or his memory. It won’t change. It may not be a literal time loop but it’s certainly someone settling back so easily into the role. Christian is so much a part of the story that it rattles him to the core when it ends and he has to find some semblance of explanation- he still struggles to end the show. To stop writing. It’s like she’s gone again, there’s nothing left to tell and suddenly there’s no more Satine.

The musical may not start at the end but it certainly does allow that Christian to poke through. When Satine is introduced you see that look in his eye, you see that joy when he explains meeting Toulouse and Santiago. Again the seamless narrator to player in the play. Love.

#this is the first of a lot of deep dive posts coming #I hope this makes even a remote bit of sense I just love him so much #and this show #moulin rouge #moulin rouge!#moulin rouge movie #moulin rouge musical #moulin rouge broadway #moulin rouge tour #christian moulin rouge #character study #time loop #ramble #meta #grief #active narrator #satine moulin rouge #christian x satine

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luthienne · 1 year

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entering a handel aria competition is great because there's so much handel rep to choose from. [sobbing] there's so much handel rep to choose from

#i think you can just barely see my fingertips wriggling from beneath the handel soprano aria tabs i have open rn #svegliatevi / ye sacred priests... farewell / ah spietato / rejoice / ombre piante / with darkness deep etc etc etc etc #honestly idec about winning i just want to enjoy singing them but i have to decide by like. tomorrow #music study tag #opera tag

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consumare · 8 months

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hannibal crying like a baby at the opera. pathetic.

#now the question is #is he actually moved by the music #or is he putting on a show #he's capable of deep emotions but won't let himself feel them for obvious reasons #so if he allowed himself to feel this way and cry in front of others #then i guess the answer could be both #STUDY.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#well. today was a nice day of not doing anything but drawing really. theres an au where i went to art school and am a happier person lol #except not really bc im sure my head would ruin that too. anyway. its a shame i have to return to the pain tomorrow. i have so much to grade #plus a paper to write plus data to work with. a protocol to figure out. and an exam to study for and a final project thatll kill me #god. i also have to get ready for lab Monday. christ. and what shall i say to my therapist Tuesday? well we could try to tackle the deep set #looming issue that prevents me from getting better in our tiny 50min session or i could be like listen. just fucking listen. let me give u #the case 4 and against me having adhd so i can stop feeling fucking nuts. just like give me feedback. ya kno?#it would b inattentive bc im not hyper unless im losing my mind and bordering on hyp0mania. but my focus is something i cant control #executive functioning has always been a problem but now im so worn down im in danger of actual consequences. and its not just things i dont #wanna do. im not just anxiously avoiding. i cant start tasks and stick with them. i flip back and forth and get nothing done. i spiral #sometimes for hours. im not doing anything fun im just not doing anything. frozen in anguish. i dont even wanna think abt how much money ive #lost by not filling out reimbursement sheets which arent hard to do. theyre easy i just never do them. why??? i dont fucking kno. but im not #forgetful. im thinking constantly abt these things. i just cant make them happen. theyre stuck buffering. i do have memory issues tho #my short term working memory is like that of a literal child. so i cant follow complex instructions. i constantly need new info. constantly #need sound. spoken words plus music at the same time. but the main reason i need an answer to this is the reading issue. which is that im #dyslexic but also my thoughts r like an interfering frequency. without realizing ill b thinking and not reading. its a problem no matter #what im reading. its severely disruptive. i will physically read out loud to try to hold my attention in place and still get distracted by #my own head. do u kno how frustrating it is to read something aloud 3 times and not know wtf u just read bc u arent thinking abt anything #interesting u would rsther b reading but u can't fucking pay attention long enough. genuinely if its not adhd and i cant get medication to #fix my focus issues i dont kno wtf im gonna do. im so bad at reading and its extremely frustrating. but is it just dyslexia? idk what i #described doesn't fucking seem normal or like a reading problem. sounds like a focus issue. so riddle me that #idk ive got adhd on both sides of my family plus my focus fluctuates with ny hormones plus homones possibly induce hyp0mania. like i mean #ive got other issues which make a diagnosis difficult to parse but like i feel like that's decent evidence for possibly adhd? my friend said #she was always worried she had a brain tumor before she was diagnosed. to me ive always felt like my brain is full of holes. im missing the #parts that would let it operate correctly. the frontal lobe is just fucked. ugh. i wonder how much accommodation i could get from the #disability office if i actually went to them. i wont bc im fucked up and i dont think they could actually do anything for me at this stage #but alas im curious. ugh. y do i do this to myself? i kno y but not enough time for that in 50min. bad attitude mostly. half my brain #just craves death. the other half is just trying to tread water but its hard with someone trying to drown u. so its all fucked #unrelated

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simplyshaniqua · 23 days

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travel-tips101 · 3 months

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#youtube #relax #432hzmusic #deep sleep #study music #meditation music #healing frequencies #yoga music #stress relief

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artofkhaos404 · 9 months

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When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! then, send to your last ten people in your notifs (anonymously). you never know who might benefit from spreading positivity <3

Being productive with my writing projects

Reading a deep book, especially Bible study

Listening to music with you

Knowing someone thought about me

Destroying and reworking clothes

I really needed this, thanks for asking 🖤

#what makes you happy #happy #coping #reading #bible study #im thinking of you #music #alternative #diy #punk diy #christian punk #writing #writers on tumblr #writer things #do you ever think of me #deep #philosphy #self discovery

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aboutto-fly · 1 year

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Vibrant music for uplifting the mood!!

Acoustic instrumental music for relaxing, and energizing the soul 😌

Hear it out!!!

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#inspireothers #personalgrowth #inspiration #deep focus #deep meditation music #acoustic #acoustique #spiritual evolution #music for the soul #study playlist #guitar music #naturallyaspirated #relaxing piano music #youtumblr #relaxing music #music for stress relief #stressfree #Youtube

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soultoken-archived · 5 months

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i know that by canon, john's favourite music genre ( or at least the one he was really into for a period of his time ) is punk/rock, but. what if he's really into 80s pop music instead. what can dc do about it.

#𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤.「 study. 」#tbh i fully admit it's a very self-indulgent headcanon but i think music is one of his little secret passions.#like. he knows so much music. bands no one knows about. he knows how to sing so incredibly well. he dances SO WELL.#he knows famous songs. popular songs. heck he can sing in other languages too. he just likes to sing man!! and to dance!!#i don't know if he can also play an instrument but he can't bring an instrument always with him; but he always has his voice!#idk i find the picture of him humming softly under his breath whenever he's deep in his work very endearing... </3

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foldingfittedsheets · 1 year

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People call me a grinch for not liking Christmas music. I get so mad. I can’t even describe the incandescence of my fury. The first notes of any Christmas song make me want to hurl my tiny frail flesh prison against the offending speakers over and over until they cannot produce sound anymore.

There are, generously, about ten Christmas songs. Every fucking year. Every. Fucking. Year. I have to hear those same ten songs in a variety of fresh new tones, over and over and over and over and over. I go to sleep with them blasting across my consciousness, driven deep into my psyche with the relentless repetition.

When I worked retail I would spend 40 hours a week at my job. There’s four weeks in December but honestly most of my workplaces began the music in November and didn’t end it until the new year. So let’s call that six weeks a year. Forty hours a week. For over ten years.

That’s two thousand four hundred hours of fucking Christmas music.

That’s one hundred forty four thousand minutes of the same ten songs.

That’s eight million six hundred and forty thousand seconds of pure. Fucking. Hell.

And I will never be done. I don’t work retail anymore. But every fucking year if I leave my home in December I will have to listen to the same fucking songs I’ve been hearing my whole life. For millions of captive seconds. My suffering will never end.

#christmas music #christmas #there’s been studies that show it’s actually psycologically damaging to have to listen to Christmas music #but there’s a slight bump in nostalgia sales so who gives a fuck right?#ramblies #rant #if you say positive things to me about Christmas music in response to this post I’ll probably block you #I think I’ve made it pretty clear that I’ve been driven mad and no amount of consoling will ever repair the deep gouges in my brain

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thewordsayer · 5 months

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Oh so if I want a string instrument I have to know what TYPE I want? Nobody is willing to put a board for a neck and some strings on any old box for me and call it a day? It has to be some min $200 masterpiece of craftsmanship?

#I’m so spoiled by piano. nobody wants their pianos. people will pay you to take away their pianos.#what I want is a MANDOLA but I’m in nowheresville Canada and have zero chance of getting a mandola #I don’t like the high pitched instruments so much #if I did I’d just play ukulele which I already have #it’s not that deep! I just want a box to make noise with!#I’m not a musician #I’m so bad at music that I FAILED piano… I didn’t even know you could fail at hobbies! somehow I did it!#ok that’s a lie I plod along uselessly in my study of piano to this day #but the point is I am a single person market for crude handmade instruments and there are NONE in my whole ass province

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chilltidetrance · 6 months

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