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reidsnose · 3 years

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love letters

overview: spencer has a wonderful idea after finding out that reader had never gone to her senior prom

genre: fluff fluff fluff

a/n: i mixed two ideas that have been sitting in my notes app for this lol but i think its sweet!! i wrote it a little rushed and definitely not bc im not getting a prom this year due to miss rona👀 LMAO but as always please lmk what yall think ab it :)

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the idea had fully occupied his thoughts the second after the words left your mouth.

it was "the buttcrack of dawn" as you had called it, though spirits were high on the late jet ride home. it was a rare but much needed positive end to the case, and everyone was happily chatting with each other. since the case was involving high schoolers, the subject fell on prom. everyone went around sharing their prom stories one by one, recalling awful dresses and questionable dates til the questions turned to spencer.

"what ab you, pretty boy, what was your prom like?" morgan asked, still smiling widely from recalling his own.

you watched spencer shift uncomfortably for a second.

"i uh..i never went to prom." he stammered, a tight lipped smile on his face.

"no! you just dont wanna tell us!" prentiss cried, throwing her hands in the air.

"i graduated high school when i was 12! why would i have gone to prom?" he reasoned.

"you had to have gone when you were older or something! everyone has!" jj countered.

"thats not true, i never went to prom either," you defended, subconsciously inching closer to spencer.

before anyone could even ask you to explain why, spencer got the idea. he mentally left the conversation after you gave your answer. he spent the whole rest of the ride home and the next couple of weeks brain storming and planning.

and casually after work one day, as he was walking you to your car, he asked you if you wanted to hang out with him that weekend; at his house.

you and Spencer had hung out before, but mostly at your house or at coffee shops; he didn't invite people over very often.

of course you agreed but you grew confused when he told you to dress fancy.

you raced home afterwards to raid your closet, looking for any fancy dresses you may have stuffed in there.

spencer spent the whole day preparing his apartment. he put up streamers and balloons. he made a playlist of all your favorite songs. and then he rushed to get his clothes from the cleaners.

and when you knocked at his door the breath that left your lungs struggled to come back after he opened the door.

he stood in a gorgeous suit, different than he had ever worn to work. he rubbed the back of his neck and gestured to the living room, revealing the adorable (albeit poorly made but its the thought that counts) decorations.

"um.. welcome to prom," he said, turning back to you, revealing a blushy smile.

he tried not to stare too much at you, but it was difficult. your eyes sparkled as you stepped inside and looked around. and the dress you were wearing fit you so gorgeously he truly couldnt take his eyes off of you.

"spencer, i..." you trailed off, enchanted by what he had done.

"sorry if it looks bad. or if you think its weird that i did this. i just thought cause neither of us went to prom maybe you wanted to have a little one with me? yeah now that i say it out loud maybe you hate it im sorr-" he rambled behind you.

you turned quickly to him as he got lost in his words, eyes glued to the floor. cutting him off by wrapping your arms around his neck and hugging him as tight as you could. you could feel the tension leave his body as he melted into the embrace, returning it gladly. he doesn't like to be touched by anyone really, except for you.

"i love it. thank you," you whispered, giving him one last squeeze before letting go.

he has a spread of snacks lying out on the coffee table which he has mooved to the corner of the room to make space for a makeshift dancefloor.

he turns on the music and you two start talking and dancing and laughing. two fools with four left feet completely and obliviously in love. well, oblivious the the other anyway.

a slower song came on, an old one that you had wanted to slow dance to ever since you were a little girl. and somehow naturally you two came together, his hand dropped to your waist, the other delicately cradling your own. your other hand found its way up to his shoulder, feeling as though a magnet was pulling you two closer. and closer.

he looked absolutely stunning. the soft lights he had strung around the apartment sparkled like stars in his eyes; its was...dizzying, in the most incredible way.

unbeknownst to you, as you stared at the stars in his eyes he was looking at his whole world that he had been somehow lucky enough to hold in his arms.

he held his arm out, allowing you to spin and when he pulled you back both of your arms ended up wrapped around his neck, and his around your waist. you were less dancing now and more...hugging. with your head pressed to his chest, he hoped with all his might that you wouldn't be able to hear his hammering heart. you most definitely could, but it was calming to know he was as nervous as you were. you smiled, listening more to his heart than the music he had played for you.

you were both sure that you could burst from pure bliss. the song ended a little too quickly for either of your liking and reluctantly you let go of each other. and suddenly Spencer was hit with the realization that he forgot something.

"oh my gosh," his eyes widened as he looked around the room.

"what?" you asked, mirroring him and looking as well.

"i can't remember where i left your corsage! i was gonna give it to you at the door but i forgot!" he exclaimed, running around the room checking shelves.

you smiled to yourself. he got you a corsage!

"ill help you look" you decided.

"please do," he chuckled.

"i thought you had an eidetic memory, shouldn't you know where you left it?" you joked, shooting him a smug smile.

"y/n, my brain was all jumbled to day and it wasn't just from being around you," he realized what he had said and quickly turned back to the shelf he was looking at, "could you check in my room please?"

his heart was racing at his own stupidity; how could he just say that so nonchalantly? he had been planning to tell you that he liked you for the longest time he cant afford slipping up and having it be anything less than perfect.

you slipped into his room, your cheeks warm from the idea that you make his big brain all jumbled. he probably didn't mean it like that, you were just looking too much into it.

you sighed as you crouched to look under his bed for it. you found a small wooden box that you slid out from underneath. it had your name on it.

is it normal to keep a corsage in a wooden box? you wouldn't know, you never went to prom.

you shrugged your shoulders, "i found it spence!"

with out thinking you opened the box, except instead of a band of flowers you were greeted with letters, all addressed to you. there were annotations written in the margins with purple ink. you furrowed your eyebrows as you scanned the various letters.

dear y/n,

today you complimented my glasses and my heart skipped a beat. thats dumb spencer dont start like that

dear y/n,

im in love with you. too forward

dear y/n,

you make life worth living. shes gonna think youre a creep

you felt a rush of euphoria fill your chest. did he really feel these things for you? your thoughts swirled in the most wonderful way. a wide smile broke across your face, butterflies running rampage through your stomach as you reread his words. his words addressed to you.

"oh thank God i really thought i lost-oh. oh no." spencer started as he walked through the door of his room immediately walking back out. you followed, blinking your watery eyes at him. "i can explain.

"i think youve explained enough, theres like 20 letters in here!" you chuckled, flipping through them.

"i didnt know how to tell you and i dont want to ruin what we already have and i-"

"it wasnt too forward." you stated, grabbing one of the letters.

"what?" he asked, dumbfounded.

"in this one," you held up the letter, "you wrote dear y/n, im in love with you. and then you crossed it out and wrote that it was too forward but i dont think it was."

"youre not mad?"

"mad? spencer ive been trying to admit the fact that im in love with you since i realized it myself, why would i be mad?"

"youre..you feel the same way?" he looked back up at you, a hesitant smile pulling on the corners of his lips.

"more so," you beamed, stepping closer.

he wrapped his arms around you, "thats good or else the rest of this prom would have sucked."

you chuckled, pulling him impossibly closer to you as another perfect song played.

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anaaparis · 2 years

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Fuck it im sharing my jocks hcs bc i miss those dumbasses

• The jocks are one of my fav cliques too bad their chapter is taken entirely by the nerds😁

• Contrary to the popular opinion, the jocks will ram you to the ground when they hear you disrespecting the cheerleaders, they think of them as a part of the team and friends

• Ted is actually hella smart and learns languages quickly, he thinks the dumb guy act is just comfy

• Ted and Mandy are bearding for each other lmaoo, they tried being together in like elementary school but they both went "na im gay" after 3 days and they've been besties since childhood

• Ted has two younger sisters (3 and 1,5 y/o) who religiously watch and listen to Jojo Siwa; he respects her for being a positive role model but her aesthetic makes him wanna bang his head against the wall; he unconsciously hums her songs anyway

• Mandy can fight very well and is actually pretty strong; she can lift up all football team members except of Juri, Luis and Damon

• Casey and Angie are together, they met during practices and they seem like a typical jock x cheerleader couple but theyre actually very sweet and Angie cuts his hair into that mullet thingy he has going on (thanks 2006 graphics)

• Casey can handle spicy foods very well, and i mean spicy like those super spicy hot chicken samyang noodles; he eats them as a casual snack without any drink and terrifies the rest of the team

• Damon is very protective over his friends; he, Mandy and Ted are a besties trio and they even have matching bracelets (propably made by Zoe, Mandy asked her to make them)

• Bo is a music snob, the kind that will praise Kanye West to the sky; the other jocks just let him talk, being like "sure whatever man"; he also likes music like death grips

• Its canon that Luis is childhood friends with Lefty but hes also on good terms with all the greasers; hes also the best cook of the clique and gets mortified when they eat weird shit like mac n cheese with bbq sauce

• Kirby doesnt smoke and gets annoyed when someone smokes next to him, he always yells about how its gonna ruin their lungs

• Kirby gets a smiley piercing at some point, the other jocks dont notice untill he hit his head too hard during practice and started bleeding from the piercing; the others thought his tooth was falling off and panicked

• Kirby knows whats up with the cosplay and general nerd world bc Trent keeps him up to date with that; he thinks cosplay is funky and jokes that he should cosplay some shorter guy from some game, Trent takes that very seriously hsjdbsj

• Dan still enjoys playing d&d, he would never mention that but the others actually wanted to play a game when the nerds offered them and he was so happy the entire time

• Juri has trouble with English class, the others really want to help him but unfortunately besides being native at the language, they dont have any more skill than him so they all end up struggling together

#i had those laying around since like summer #i miss this game i miss the characters i miss the jocks #lmk what you think!#canis canem edit #bully canis canem edit #bully scholarship edition #bse #cce #whew time to tag the characters #ted thompson #mandy wiles #damon west #kirby olsen #dan wilson #juri karmazov #luis luna #bo jackson #casey harris #i think thats all of them

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whomstdvelynt · 2 years

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fuck recreating pogtopia im going on a rant about the silly little block game as a whole.

under the cut if you want to read my ramblings about how much ive thought about minecraft as a whole. deep shit and stuff like that.

because it Will be long.

this is what happens when i see One (1) somewhat meaningful text post about the block game on my dash. i just start Typing.

tl;dr - minecraft has a Lot more going on then i thought lmao.

zoo we mama lets go

so. be warned. i do not know Too Much (i think) about Block Game Lore:tm:, so this is entirely based on my opinions and what i know. feel free to share ur own opinions about stuff or correct me if you think ive gotten something wrong; i will gladly read over it :] /nf

pt. 1) the overworld

- okay so. first of all, someone was definitely in the world before you. there Had to have been

- there's temples and abandond mineshafts and strongholds and whatever you call those ruins you find in the ocean (bc i think those are kinda related to the ocean temples, but not entirely, bc you can find them Far Away from temples. so :/)

- those aren't really things that just Pop Up out of nowhere. someone had to have built them

- on the topic of ocean monuments and the ruins that means that there was definitely some flooding that went down and considering you can find icebergs and shit floating around. smh even block game has global warming lmao

- there also had to have been someone to sail the shipwrecks you can find around the world, otherwise they would be there

- the world itself also seems pretty empty. i think in bedrock (not sure about java. i think its only bedrock) you can find a tree that's fallen down. that either means that its fallen down due to wind or something, or someone cut it down, thus going back to the The Had To Have Been Someone Before You point

- but like. the forests are pretty intact. if you go into a cave, you can find plenty of reasources that haven't been used.

- so maybe whoever was there before you wasnt there long enough to use too many materials?

- there's also abandonded villages, altho you can sometimes find zombie villagers there, so that was probably a pillager raid or maybe a hoard of zombies attacked. L to the villagers lmao

- ^^ or maybe someone that wasnt either of them raided the village and left it without resources?

pt. 2) the nether

- literal hell. i dont have much to say about the nether (except maybe with the ruined portals, pigmen/piglins, and bastions. maybe fortesses. actually wait maybe there is a bit i can say about it lmao), but i hate the nether. oh my god it sucks.

- anyway

- bastions are obviously a piglin thing. considering that you can always find a group of them in a bastion (and they're considerably stronger than normal piglins) (and i also think i saw another post a while ago talking about piglins and bastions and something about netherite too) i'd say that at some point piglins knew how to build bastions.

- maybe not anymore, considering most bastions that i recall seeing are pretty run down and stuff. so maybe they dont have the materials? or they just dont know how to repair/build them anymore.

- with nether fortesses, there are parts of them that seem to have broken off, so there's that. i dont have much to say about them tbh.

- withers. hwo the hell did those come to exist??? fuckin. three headed monster whos projectiles give you a withering effect. what. and then there's wither skeletons? What.

- with ruined portals, you can find those in both the nether and the overworld, so at one point, there had to have been a way that people were openly able to travel between the two realms

- theres also the achievement "an uneasy alliance" where you Rescue a ghast from the nether (apparently ghast also become neutral mobs when taken to the overworld. i haven't tested that myself tho so im just going off google), bring it safely Home to the overworld, and then you kill it. there is a lot to unpack there holy shit.

- so that means that ghasts are from the overworld? how did they get to the nether then? im assuming that the nether must be like. Inherently Evil or something if a ghast will attack you in the nether but not in the overworld

- i think there's something about how piglins and zombified piglins respond to each other but i cant remember that off the top of my head right now lmao

pt. 3) the end

- the end i actually dont have much to say about i think.

- there's end cities so those had to pop up somehow. esspecailly if there are floating boats going around. those had to come from somewhere, and someone needed to be able to piolet them (or would it be sail them. idk)

- also what exactly are elytras? theyre obviously wings of the sort, but where do they come from? i know you can use phantom membrane to fix them, so it might have something to do with phantoms?

- and how do ender chests / shulkers work? shuklers i guess are just like backpacks, but why cant you do the same thing with chests? whats so special about shulker boxes that they can hold everything even after you break it?

- ender chests are another thing. like. who came up with the idea to make a way for the transport items from one area to another thru a chest? and it just stays there unless you take it out? some Weird Ass magic shit going on

- also hey what the fuck are up with endermen. they're the only mob to spawn in all three realms and they're Tall As Shit and they dont like eye contact and mysterious as fuck. (so like me with a shitton of extra height lmao)

- not saying anything about the dragon bc the dragon is cool as fuck (pop off queen !! <3) but like. the crystals are kinda a mystery to me. healing source, but only for the giant badass dragon?

pt. 4) Community(s) (haha like the show lmao haha im so funny)

- if you go far enough around a minecraft world, you'll see that there are plenty of communites.

- there's villages in the overworld, bastions and piglin groups in the nether, and then the endermen in the end (shulkers in the end city ig)

- but like. you cant just Insert Yourself into those groups. you as a player just dont fit in.

- you can live near/in a village, but that doesnt really Make You a villager, if you get what im saying?

pt. 5) magic?

- dude there is literally potions and enchantments. as well as zombies and skeletons. you cant look at those and tell me there isnt some kind of magic going on.

- there's witches with the potions, and there's villagers with enchantment books.

- but there's also the igloos with the weird dungeon things under them. someone was obviously experimenting with them.

- and also zombies and skeletons. there had to have been a way to reanimate corspes if they're just walking around lmao

pt. 6) overall - you against the world

- overall, it is pretty much just you against the world.

- you can have pets, but the most they can do for you is kill mobs. they cant give you food, or place water for you to land in so you dont die from fall damage. they're honestly the closest thing you can get to company

- someone had to have been in the world before you; temples and abandonded mineshafts dont just pop up out of nowhere, someone had to have put them there. the same thing with shipwrecks (and possibly the empty villages, depending on your view of those)

- the communites that are around wont really take you in.

- piglins attack you unless you're wearing gold (which is also something you trade with them, all they really want is gold, which is probably what makes them neutral if you're wearing it), and iron golems only bother to do anything to you once you attack it (it likes to give poppies/roses to villagers tho).

- the only interact really that you seem to get from a minecraft world is whenever its trying to kill you. it never seems to try and help you at all.

- whats so different about a player? why is everything suddenly more hostile whenever you come into play?

#teehee.txt #long post #LONG ASS POST LMAO #minecraft #mineblr #dude this game makes me think a lot more than any other game actually.#ive thought more about this game than i have ut KEKW #ive been working on this for an hour #and i probably still forgot stuff that ill rememebr in like another hour or so

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cattles-bians · 3 years

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exes au part 15

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em: viola teas i am like. incapable of sleeping in

em: i woke up 10:30 on the dot and i thought. what the fuck

em: 10:30 is especially offensive bc it means the mcdonald’s breakfast is done

obsetress: brain immediately said viola up and about doing all the chores vacuuming with no sympathy for her constantly sleeping in snoring girlfriend dani clayton

obsetress: but nah i'm sorry for you that sucks

em: inspiring deranged viola behaviour is

em: the greatest gift of all

obsetress: god so true when u think about it

obsetress: not that viola vacuums, she def has cleaners but

obsetress: actually no

obsetress: she has cleaners but she's prob not satisfied and gets out her expensive vacuum she has no idea how to use and is clattering n making such a fuss

obsetress: and poor dani

em: she’s up and about rearranging things, she’s causing a ruckus,

obsetress: dani's like "you have just as bad insomnia as me and you're just... getting up? that early?"

obsetress: viola shrugs "i don't need that much sleep"

obsetress: "you do, though"

obsetress: she shrugs and disappears into the kitchen

obsetress: insomniac gf and insomniac gf

em: insomnia gfs

em: viola runs on like

em: supernatural element carrying over: viola is a little too good at running on no sleep and no one knows if she ages

obsetress: YEAH

em: i love a sorta, grounded real life show w like one or two unexplained ambiguously supernatural things that no one blinks at

obsetress: i was gonna be like

obsetress: i wonder what dani and viola do when theyre up not sleeping at night and then i was like

obsetress: Well,

obsetress: no they do that but they also do the most random borderline unhinged shit like

obsetress: dani tries new baking recipes and they sit on the countertop in their pjs or underwear or nothing and eat scones at three am

em: go for night drives

em: night drives aren’t even unhinged but they’re nice

em: but they don’t listen to music they listen to fucken podcasts

obsetress: that fuckin lorde song

[em note: it's supercut]

obsetress: they go to the roof and dani lays her head in viola's lap and stares at the stars while viola reads to her in french

obsetress: ugh i put it on oh god why did i put it on

[em note: it's still supercut]

obsetress: in my head.........

obsetress: i do everything right............

obsetress: when you call............

obsetress: i'll forgive and not fight.............

obsetress: ours are the moments.........i play in the dark OH MY GOD VI'S INSOMNIA AFTER DANI LEAVES AND SHES ALONE

em: ur a MONSTER

obsetress: i need to lay on the floor and put this song on repeat

obsetress: anyway um

obsetress: another thought from when i was thinking about the vacuum like

obsetress: viola has a degree of learned helplessness that all rich people have but she's not an idiot like the rest of them yknow and i think like

obsetress: she had to do a lot when she and perdita were kids!

obsetress: after her mom died

em: hannah......

obsetress: and then after her dad died before she married arthur and like

obsetress: then being a single mom (viola lloyd single mom i'm drooling) even w all the help she can afford

obsetress: she has a chip on her shoulder and Does Things For Herself but also just

obsetress: sometimes it happens! there's never enough time and never enough help!

obsetress: and she loves isabel so much like

obsetress: viola making isabel her lunches

obsetress: oh god

em: making her little lunches at like 2am bc it’s been a busy day and she’s tired and she’s sore and she’s sad but the one thing viola will never skip is like

em: making sure isabel gets her lunches

em: hey what is wrong with us

obsetress: GOD YEAH

obsetress: EXACTLY

obsetress: HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING ABOUT HER MAKING THEM AT TWO AM UGH

obsetress: anyway um yeah viola making isabel her lunches at two am

obsetress: i know that i wrote jamie leaving flora notes on her napkins but like

[em note: read 'and she taught me a lesson alright']

obsetress: i just think it's something a mom who really loves her kid and wants them to feel safe and okay would do so i want to say vi does it for isabel too!!! and what of it they're different universes it's fine

em: ur just building the hannah obsetress cinematic universe

em: building up some Themes and Motifs

obsetress: themes motifs and symbols

obsetress: anyway viola packing isabels lunches she writes little notes and puts on lipstick n kisses them

obsetress: so isabel can get a kiss from her mom

em: im going to kill u w my bare hands

obsetress: cut to vi in the bathroom wiping it off later à la jennifer check

em: im GONNA

obsetress: sometimes when vi has to go out of town for business or w/e she leaves a stack of napkins with arthur to put in isabel's lunch so she can still get a kiss from her mom even when she's gone

em: thats so extra??

em: its so viola

obsetress: exactly

obsetress: she definitely has a fear of isabel favoring arthur over her (abandonment issues etc etc)

obsetress: gestures at canon

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em: dani 'its casual' taylor

obsetress: leave the typo

obsetress: dont you dare change it

em: i need u to know that i DO fuck but

em: hgfngjkyhGJBJKFHD FUCK

em: ruined my own joke

obsetress: in the most spectacular way

em: dani 'i need you to know i DO fuck but im accepting offers' clayton

obsetress: she takes care to drop that like

obsetress: it's just casual SHE'S not anything serious. i'm not dating HER or anything

obsetress: jamie's like dani i know you're gay you literally stare at my lips every time i talk

em: dani getting off the phone and dramatically rolling her eyes like 'ex girlfriends, am i right? whats up with these women i-' and jamies like love i get it

obsetress: jamie raising her eyebrows "how many ex girlfriends do you have"

obsetress: dani's like "well, just the one, but"

em: but i COULD have more. if i wanted to. bc i am looking to date more women

em: jamies like ok cool

obsetress: jamie, a little too casually: oh? any, uh. prospects?

em: danis like (patented nervous dani lip bite) maybe but

em: jamies like drat

em: jamies like darn

em: and then she gets home and shes like

em: wait

obsetress: jamie calling dani back "when you said maybe"

obsetress: and dani immediately is like yEAH?

em: jamies like do you think you could ever be interested in me and danis like umm. yeah.

em: jamie hangs up like ok cool

em: long beat

obsetress: oh my GOD

em: REDIALS

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obsetress: ok last thing i was gonna say

obsetress: i meant to say this earlier and got distracted a hundred times over

obsetress: but um imagine dani helping isabel with her english homework

obsetress: vi helping isabel with her math homework

em: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

em: SOFT

obsetress: well,

em: oh no

obsetress: isabel needing help w her english homework post dani and vi's trying to help and vi's smart n all but

em: get HELP

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em: dani 'hooking up w my ex is actually a v girlboss of me' is SO funny to me

em: when they get together danis like, oh but havent we all- and jamies like nooo i have very good boundaries

em: except for the perdi vi psychosexual power play ig

obsetress: moment of weakness

obsetress: who wouldn't want to hook up w their hot boss

—

obsetress: when dani goes up to london whatever weekend like friday night to get her closure dinner with vi

obsetress: boom haircut and therapy reveal

em: 3 day bender u say

obsetress: all of a sudden it's sunday night and

obsetress: YEAH

obsetress: they spend

obsetress: all fucking weekend

obsetress: in vi's bed

em: sighs dreamily

obsetress: dani playing with her hair

obsetress: "this is nice"

obsetress: "i'm gonna miss your bun though"

obsetress: vi's brain is short circuiting at "i'm gonna miss"

em: later danis like look. jamie. what would you have done? and jamie chokes on her beer and splutters 'not fuck my ex for 3 days straight?!'

obsetress: dani "well you've never fucked v–– oh wait"

obsetress: "you really can't blame me, jamie, you KNOW" jamie: (grumbles)its different... dani: well i mean i guess, technically, you didnt,

obsetress: unrelated in some bad fight at the end vi is like "you can't go isabel needs a–– you're like her–––" and dani's like "a what? say it" and viola's too stubborn and proud and hurt to say it

em: just perpetually bouncing back to the worlds angstiest break up

obsetress: i don't know WHY

obsetress: as someone who HATES ANGST

obsetress: i am so DRAWN to these two

em: its ummmm weirdly cathartic??

em: the whole exes au is based on a joke about them being friends and exes. we are v firm in like. viola and dani reconcile!

em: idk i love a catharsis moment! i love it when a character claws their way to happiness. or even begrudgingly goes to therapy

em: viola can go through a little hell as a treat

obsetress: turns out the only one who could fix her in the end

obsetress: was the one who said it's not my job to fix you

em: dani transformative power of (platonic) love

obsetress: "Platonic"

#the dani jamie viola rebecca exes au

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sladedick · 5 years

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im just creepin on your twitter (as you do) and i wondering if u would ever write some rastim? bc 👀👀

yes!!!!! sorry this too k so long i love ra’stim owo

noncon/underage/switching/violence/black humor | on ao3

Timothy Drake stares at his American school lunch in the fuzzy security camera. His dark circles are visible under his eyes even from this height, and his hair is visibly unwashed. Equations trail their way up pale arms in smudged ink. He shovels another soggy french fry into his mouth, scratching his armpit with the other hand.

“Are you sure you want that one, Master?” Ra’s’s assistant inquires, standing meekly next to him as he watches the screen.

“You dare question the will of the Demon?” Ra’s booms.

“N-no, master, of course not,” he mutters, looking down. Ra’s turns his attention back to Timothy. He’s facedown in his applesauce, clearly snoring.

“He’s perfect.”

Share the happy news with your detective

“Happy engagement,” Ra’s says. Tim blinks at him.

“To who?”

“To you.”

“I’m not engaged,” he says blankly.

“I am pleased to inform you that you are. To me, the Demon’s Head.”

“No,” Tim declares.

“Yes.” Ra’s’s grin shows teeth.

“No!”

“This is not a discussion,” Ra’s says. “It is the respectful thing to do before I deflower you, Detective.”

Tim makes a disgusted face. “You won’t be ‘deflowering’ me. I had sex with Superboy.” It had been an ordeal. Kon’s Kryptonian dick had gained semi-sentience and tried to lay its eggs in Tim. Turns out Clark hadn’t bothered to give him ‘the talk’.

Ra’s’s lip curls. “How inappropriate.”

“No premarital sex, huh, but rape is a-okay,” Tim mocks.

“Victor’s rights, Timothy.”

“That’s bullshit,” Tim says. Ra’s wags a finger in his face.

“Language, Detective.”

Tim sticks his tongue out. “You can’t marry minors without parental consent. Your marriage is null and void. Ra’s! Ra’s, listen to me, we have to be in Alabama—”

Keep excessive amounts of alcohol away from your detective

The reception is ostentatious, of course.

Ra’s first notices the problem when Tim’s step is slightly halting at the reception, cheeks slightly redder—always red, really, given how pale his skin is even for a European. They’re even red through the several layers of makeup that Ra’s had his servants apply.

Tim gives a lopsided grin, showing off teeth that, until recently, had had braces on them. That’s the second sign something is off. Timothy has been pouting ever since he was kidnapped.

“I want — some more campaign,” he says, quite sincerely. A face, as if he knows that’s not quite right. “Clam pain.” A pause. “Sham veins?”

“Champaign, dear,” Ra’s says softly. Timothy grabs another glass from a passing server before Ra’s can stop it. The reception is ostentatious, and Timothy’s dress is no exception, in lacy whites and pale greens, showing off his body just enough to tell everyone what Ra’s has that they don’t. And how they should be jealous of Ra’s’s high school concubine.

“It’s poor taste to be drunk at your own reception,” Ra’s says.

“Your … fault,” Tim says. He sways slightly. Ra’s catches his arm. “Kidnapped me. Miss my family.”

“You’ll make a new one quite soon.”

“Fuck you. Hate you,” he mumbles. “Don’t wanna get pregnanant. Pregant. Prenengant.”

Ra’s snatches the glass of champagne from Timothy’s hand as the boy slumps slightly against him.

“I insist,” he says coldly, angrily, “that you be conscious for the consummation.”

He takes some pleasure in seeing Timothy’s skin lose its redness for the first time that night, falling away to reveal a pale face. Timothy grabs desperately for the alcohol, but Ra’s whisks it away just in time.

“Absolutely not.”

2. Keep your detective well entertained

“You can’t all be monks,” Tim tries to explain. The ninja sat in a circle around him squint at him through the eyeholes in their masks, heavy armor clinking as they shift. Tim repeats it in Arabic for the two that don’t speak English, and then switches to it for good.

“I wish to be of the shadow subclass,” Ninja No. 3 says.

“As do I,” adds Ninja No. 1.

“The point of Dungeons and Dragons is to be something you’re not. It’s escapism.” The four guards, practically brainwashed into the service of Ra’s al Ghul, stare at him. “Nobody is allowed to be a ninja monk.”

“I will be a warlock,” says Ninja No. 2, waving about the bit of paper that Tim had given him, translated from what Tim remembers of the Player’s Guide. “In service of the great Head of the Demon—”

“This is a fantastical universe. Ra’s doesn’t exist. See? Escapism!” Tim sighs. “If you don’t cooperate I’m going to tell him you were very inadequate and suggest severe punishment.” He stares sternly.

The ninja pale. Tim wouldn’t do that, really, because then they would end up dead. He knows exactly how much influence he has with Ra’s. The threat, however, is still good.

“I will be a fighter,” sighs Ninja No. 2. “In the service of nobody.”

“Perfect!” Tim grins. He feels like he should patronizingly pat their heads, but refrains. That’s the kind of thing they might only accept from Ra’s.

“I will be a sorcerer,” says Ninja No. 4, “who works for only himself, and wields fantastic power.”

Tim nods enthusiastically.

“I will be a rogue,” says Ninja No. 1, “who overthrows his glorious leader and takes his place, murdering his kin and raping his wife—”

“Wait just a second—”

“—and sending all his castles and being to endless ruin, in search of individuality.”

“I mean,” Tim says, “I’ll allow it …”

(Ninja No. 1 doesn’t show up the next week. Neither do any of the others. It wasn’t your fault, Ra’s assures him, though please do not encourage individuality, Timothy.)

3. Be assured your detective is sexually satisfied and interested

Tim sits on one side of the wooden table, idly tracing the patterned texture with one

finger. Ra’s sits stiff and regal as always, a few slips of paper right in front of him. This is obviously a Meeting. Ra’s is always around Tim, but a Meeting is different. Ra’s has something to talk about, and Tim probably doesn’t want to hear it.

“Beloved,” Ra’s says.

“Ra’s,” Tim replies. His voice is considerably cold. More tired.

“I’ve been doing some research,” Ra’s says. “You have been quite uninterested in our sexual activity.”

“It’s because I object to the rape,” Tim says.

“Ah, I think not. I think you’re simply not … stimulated enough. So I found out what you might be interested in.”

“Please don’t—”

The papers are slapped onto the table like a death warrant, and Tim is stared in the face by his last six months of search history.

man turns little brother gay big dick blowjob looks back at him like the antichrist with flaming, doomed eyes. Tim pales. He tries to think of exactly what he’d been searching on PornHero before Ra’s had caught up with him, but his mind is suddenly completely blank.

bears rail twink anal dp rimming glares accusingly at him. Tim knows that Ra’s has a perfectly neutral expression on his face. He always does. But Tim can’t force himself to meet the green eyes, not even on the pain of losing some of his pride.

“And some more enlightening content,” Ra’s adds, putting another piece of paper on the table. Tim can barely bring himself to open his eyes and look.

batman fucks robin hard in the ass, batman and robin blowjob, batmanxrobin—

Tim covers his eyes. He can’t take it.

“You’re particularly understimulated in the bedroom. Would you prefer that I don a suit in the manner of your adopted father? Would you enjoy referring to me as—”

“No!” Tim almost screams. He wants to cover his ears. “Ra’s, please. Please don’t, okay? I’ll be good, okay? I’ll pretend I like getting fucked. Just please stop.”

Ra’s makes a little humming sound. “This is not a punishment, Beloved. I am simply curious.” The rustling sound of papers lets him know what’s going on. “Though perhaps you can explain this? Superboy x reader fluffy love fanfiction?”

Tim turns white.

“I’m going to kill myself,” he declares, and he’s not sure if he’s joking or not.

4. Install safety bars on windows; learn modern youth jargon

“I’m going to kill myself,” Timothy says.

It’s something he says a lot. Quite a bit, really, typically any time something goes even a little wrong. Timothy had explained to him, a sullen glare in his eyes, that it was a joke. Ra’s had eventually been persuaded.

The fact that Timothy is crouched on the window ledge, the mountain wind making long-grown dark hair—tended to with the most expensive shampoos—swirl out behind Timothy, makes the thought of him joking much less likely.

“That is a choice you will regret,” Ra’s says coolly. He could try to grab him, but Timothy would fall out of the window and die anyways. Then when it came time to punish him properly, Timothy could attempt to childishly shift the blame.

Timothy flips him off.

Ra’s raises an eyebrow. “How rude, Beloved.”

“Yeet,” Timothy says. Ra’s assumes this also means I’m going to kill myself because right after Timothy does it, he’s falling through the air. Ra’s doesn’t hear the crack of his bones or see the blood spatter, but he sees the broken body splayed in the snow below, certainly dead.

“How inconvenient,” Ra’s says, to nobody in particular. Except, perhaps, the three guards who monitor Timothy at all times. He makes a mental note to have them executed.

6. Discourage your detective from staging coups

“Fuck,” Tim says.

“Indeed.” Ra’s’s teeth are perfect, pearly white. A wickedly curved sword at his side slowly drips blood into the oceans pooled around his feet, the corpses’ blood eking its way towards Tim’s booted feet.

Tim stomps. Blood splashes, staining the bottom of his robes. “Fuck!”

Ra’s sheathes his sword. The front of his shirt is crimson, showing that he, at least, did not escape unscathed. Tim draws some small satisfaction from that, even though he feels the guards still loyal to Ra’s grab at his shoulders, yanking his arms behind his back and holding him still.

“A valiant attempt, Detective,” Ra’s says. “Next time, I suggest purging your dissenters’ ranks for spies more carefully.” He moves forward, and Tim sags slightly in the arms of the guards.

“I’m sorry?” Tim offers.

“You’re not.”

Tim sticks his tongue out.

7. Properly reprimand your detective

“I’m sorry,” Tim whimpers, head hanging between his shoulders as he stares down at the bed beneath him, fingers curled in the sheets, eyes squeezed shut in pain.

A hand cards gently through sweaty hair. “Shh, Timothy, it will be over soon,” Ra’s murmurs. The back of the boy’s thighs and buttocks are covered in red switch marks, from the birch thing that Ra’s holds in the hand that does not hold Timothy. The skin burns red and pink and parts bleed. Timothy won’t be able to sit down for a month without remembering this.

The next one whips down with a wicked noise. Timothy chokes, spasms, arms shaking. He gasps, tears clinging to his long, pretty lashes like pearls.

“You are free to cry if you like, Beloved,” Ra’s says softly. “Forty out of fifty. You’re almost finished.”

8. Curb attempts to relate to the youth

Ra’s throws his sword. It impales the man through the gut; a wound that will leave him squirming for hours in agony before he finally expires.

“Yeet.”

(Timothy doesn’t speak to him for a week.)

9. Keep track of possessions around your detective

“Is that my cape, Detective?”

Tim wraps the green folds further around himself, his small form almost disappearing inside of it. “Maybe.”

“Are you going to return it?”

The high collar hides Timothy’s face, and slightly muffles his answer. “No.”

10. Take very good care of your detective, and give it nobody else to turn to when it hurts

Timothy’s eyes are wide, blank oceans, full of a sort of pain and sadness that Ra’s knows will pass, but he still almost dislikes seeing in his consort’s eyes. Ra’s’s arm is wrapped around him, fingers splaying dark hair around them, Timothy warm against his chest. His eyes are closed, the two of them wrapped in Ra’s’s cape. Before, Timothy would flinch away whenever he was to be held. Now, he almost begs to be touched with his eyes, even when he is too proud to ask.

A shift of him. Ra’s stays still, doesn’t move, enjoying the fact of Timothy against him. A hand slowly pets his hair.

Something is wet against his chest, where the neck of his shirt is cut down to reveal his chest. Ra’s almost has to pry Tim’s face off of him, and it comes away teary.

“How do you fair, my love?”

A hand rests on Ra’s’s shoulder, pale fingers against dark, tanned skin. The eyes look past Ra’s.

“I hate you,” Timothy whispers. It’s not an accusation. Simply a sad, broken confession.

“I know,” Ra’s says, almost, almost sympathetic.

A pause,

A long, long pause.

“I love you,” Tim whispers, and it’s even softer, barely audible. And then he’s diving back against Ra’s’s chest, Ra’s’s head tucked above Tim’s.

“I know,” Ra’s murmurs.

The look in his eyes is the stare of a man who has killed millions, and will kill millions more.

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1) hi my sweetest and loveliest angel!! im here to throw my hat in the ring for this debate!! so actually when i really think about it, you've made me want oc to be with literally everyone!!! (except jin in this fic so i hope he chokes) but realistically i think i see jimin or jungkook with oc the most and here's why!! okay so jungkook and jimin are both in love with oc, and i think that they both bring out something in her that i think is so beautiful and that's them loving her the way she is.

2) you know this whole time, her parents and jin haven't loved her the way she is at all, and that's so fucked up bc she really deserves better!! they both support her and care for her!! OKAY SO i really really cant help but want jimin and oc together bc okay jimin and oc's history right!! like he was really there for her when all of her family stuff went down!! and the way jimin and oc care for each other and how right they feel together!!! how oc reassures jimin that he means the most to her

3) BUT ALSO i love the way jungkook and oc are together and how it feels like they understand each other which can be really hard to find and the way they've both opened up to each other about their pasts, when arguably they're both the most closed off and distrusting people in this world, which is absolutely fair! but when i really think about jimin and oc definitely have issues that would make them not work! like oc couldn't mail the birthday card to her family in front of jimin bc i think

4) she's afraid of disappointing him, in the sense that jimin knows she deserves better family wise right so he really wants her to move on probably from her family which involves not contacting them! but in this sense, it's not helping oc bc jimin wants better for her so badly that he's not understanding that it's really hard to just cut ppl out! So this is where i think that jungkook is definitely better here, but this might stem from him being an outsider and not being there when it happened

5) another is that i think that jimin probably pushed hobi to date oc and kept it a secret from her, which is definitely not healthy and peak men behavior, because he doesn't want her to be with jungkook who's too like him and how he pushed her away when oc started seeing jungkook! there's also plenty of issues with jungkook tho, i know he's been supporting her and even got her expensive water colors bc he supports her art, which is all really really great but he's still technically trying to

6) keep him and oc on the down low? okay i am also in love with just one jungkook!! and right now, yes it does look like there's loads more issues with jimin than jungkook but honestly i think its pretty similar to jimin but it manifests differently! jungkook is also just as scared as jimin is with pursuing something with oc! they haven't taken it past sex, because at the end of the day, he's scared! jimin is also scared, but i think there's another layer of oc and jimin being friends first

7) and not wanting to ruin what they give to each other. anyway, basically all this to say is that i think both jungkook and jimin would be great for oc, but at the end of the day, they both need to really address their own fear and insecurities to be able to fully be there for oc!! all i want is oc to be happy, and she really deserves it! also this is also just me spouting a bunch of stuff so if im wrong, then that's okay!! do whatever you want queen!!! i'll be happy if you're happy!

my chicken nugget baby😭it makes me so happy and excited how invested you are in this i could read ur analyses of my fics forever and ever!!!💖yes i think u hit the nail on the head where jimin and jungkook both have equal potential, and they both also have one foot in the door when it comes to oc and it’s just a matter of seeing which one steps up to the plate (if at all, for either of them👀). oc’s inability to let go of the love - bc she doesn’t want to risk losing what she has by asking for more aka abandonment issues - clouds her judgement a lot and i think she has a tendency to let things get out of hand before realising it’s time to fix it! as many of us do not just in love but life in general. this can be seen with her family, with her ex jin, and now the current men in her life. but anyway the moral of the story is FUCK jin and fuck the rich i guess!!! no matter what happens we know this for sure so i’m gonna change the title to jin can choke bc it’s genius!!!! mwah ily!!!💖xoxoxo

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saint-patrice · 5 years

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Tbh I would like to have the 34 *other* Bergy pics on your shortlist, complete with commentary lolol. And then (if you’re still waiting that is) any other Marchy pics with commentary? xD xD

oh my godddd you are my favourite person anon - ask and ye shall receive 😎 i should maybe warn that while this doesn’t have actual nsfw content you probably wouldn’t want to read this to your kids as a bedtime story. anyway, here we go:

this was very close to making the original list. i like the soft lighting and the kind of floofy hair, yet he still looks like he could absolutely fuck me up (both like in a fight and various other ways). this photo gets me thinking some thoughts ™ if i am being honest

a literal saint and god amongst men right here. his brown eyes are so soft and his little smile puts me at ease. this is a man who would treat me right (fact). this photo is also from quite deep into the playoffs so the beard is going a little wild, and whilst i’m glad it isn’t like this all of the time, i very much appreciate it when it’s around.

O CAP’N MY CAP’N (sorry zee). nah for real this exudes some real sexy alternate energy. if i were on the opposing team and i saw this formidable man just skating around looking like that i think i’d just go back down the tunnel and hide in the locker room. this man will fucking kneecap you for the sake of a goal if that’s what it takes. and then i remember that it’s patrice and he’s the nicest man alive and he would literally never, but that’s still the energy this image has. and i ain’t saying i don’t like it.

okay this is just cute. they look like 2 dads who aren’t entirely sure how to take a selfie but are willing to try. the outfits lend this a slightly chaotic energy - i can’t commend zee’s colour combo if i’m honest, and when juxtaposed with the plaid shirt it kind of hurts my head. but it adds to the dad energy so i still love it. also this is from chara’s ig and the caption is super sweet.

DADS WITH THEIR KIDS ALWAYS GETS ME. i don’t even want kids, nor do i particularly like them, but seeing a man with his child is the cutest thing in the world and this, predictably, is no exception. patrice’s son 100% has his eyes which is really cute. speaking of patrice’s eyes, he may be smiling here but if you look into his eyes all you will see is fear - that child does not appear too bothered about remaining upright on the ice, and i suspect thay bergy is concerned about this. it would be criminal for me to not comment on the jeans. bergy has some exceptional thighs as these jeans do an excellent job of highlighting that.

this is Hot, and i’m not accepting criticism on that opinion. the crisp white shirt w no jacket or tie, and the top buttons undone???? i need a lie down. the hands are also making a nice appearance which i can always appreciate. basically what i’m saying is that i’m jealous of that snake this is an excellent photo and i owe the bruins instagram person a drink for posting it.

do you remember when i said bergy had marvellous thighs? well take a fucking sip babes - they’re like tree trunks carved out of carrara marble. if i have to die i want it to be because they crushed my skull. this is also one of the clearest photos i’ve seen of his tattoo, so it has that going for it too ( sidenote if anyone has an image with literally a pixel of his tattoo pls send it my way, i’m getting desperate at this point). i also think men in jewellery is a good look so i’m digging his beaded bracelets and silver chain. fantastic picture all round.

yeah okay there’s no escaping that the main reason this one made the list is 🍑. it’s exquisite. those pants also do a great job on the thighs too. the hair, socked feet (no i dont have a fetish i just think ppl in their socks with no shoes is kind of funny), and hands get an honourable mention

is this the only picture that has ever mattered? i’d believe it. patrice just lovingly gazing down at his son giving his hockey husband a handshake? you just can’t beat it. i have also been emotionally ruined by that tiny #37 jersey oh my

in the interest of being polite, i will describe this look as rugged. he has probably objectively looked better but i just like this photo and awful lot.

i don’t think i can give any commentary on this without saying something genuinely not suitable for public eyes. the 2 things i will say are: the only thing keeping me going completely feral horny looking at this is those pants,, if they were black or navy i’d be dead; and patrice i am begging you to do up a few more buttons on your shirt or remove it completely or i’m not going to live much longer.

oh man i just love this??? i can’t even explain why. the lack of much beard and the expression in his eyes just makes him look massively soft - i would give him a kiss on the nose and a cuddle in this photo

(gif via @gaudreau) i am slightly loathe to admit this bc it sounds weird but cuts and bruises can sometimes be a real look so this checks that box for me. his smile when he talks truly is one of the finer things in life too. also the lil shrug. i love you mr pikachu

a** fantastic **angle. this is just prime beautiful bergy. excellent level of beard imo, the lighting shows off his v nice bone structure, and the nose is looking fab as always. weird observation of the day is that his neck looks nice in this

i mean obviously this had to go in - lord knows it’s fucking iconic. i have so many questions about how this situation came to be (aside from the fact that alcohol was involved. did brad initiate it? or patrice? why are they spinning? what the fuck? how the fuck? why was i not invited?) but anyway, this photo increased my thirst for a shirtless bergy photo at least two-hundredfold. at this point it’s a need not a want. i don’t think i can continue to comment on this without straying into nsfw territory so we’ll leave it at that. oh the things i would do

classic humble patrice making an appearance here, reminding us that he is not only the most handsome bastard to ever walk planet earth, but he’s a great guy too. just can’t hate him. and boy is he handsome in this gif. excellent stubble (im really invested in his facial hair if you hadn’t noticed), and the smile that could melt even my cold heart on display here. also bonus points for the previously mentioned thing about cuts/bruises. (sorry). i love this one

in contrast to some of the prior ones, this picture is so cute that i can make nothing but pg comments about it. this is exactly the same face we all make when someone points a camera at us and says “cheese!” and i love that. the man looks good in white. good, wholesome content right here.

(gif via @weekendatbergysblog) okay the baby is cute but the fucking headband is what gets me in this. i’m able to make no further comment because this short circuits my brain.

(gif via @davidpastrnut)when i first saw this gif i had to go find the source video because i didn’t believe he actually said that but i’m here to tell you: he did. i love these hockey husbands so much. also i saw this tagged as “# hot waiter” one time and i still haven’t got over how accurate that is. someone more talented than me, i’m begging you for that fucking au

(gif via @gaudreau) can patrice please stop looking up ??? it’s unfair that someone can look so good just looking in a direction what the fucK. he’s so stunning.

i love this one. brad pulling his hoodie down like that looks like he’s... soliciting and honestly who could blame him. bergy looks very cute, if a bit edgy in the all black. the hand is a treat in this one hooooooooooooooooo yes

this one show’s off patrice’s dark features very well. it’s amazing how he has such dark hair, dark eyes, big dark eyebrows, and dark facial hair, yet it doesn’t overcrowd or shadow his face ( except occasionally in awful lighting) ??? does anyone actually know how that works?? he’s looking very pensive here, and that hoodie looks oh-so-cosy. absolutely would cuddle.

**how cute is this y’all. **in case you thought you were just missing something, no, patrice is not sitting on a chair. he’s just maintaining that deep squat like a champ. maybe that’s the secret to his sublime thighs... the navy/deep red is an excellent look on him, and we get a rare glimpse of bergy with his wedding ring, which i find to be oddly cute. bonus points for him being beside a very cute kid too :)

(gif via @jakedebrask) this, i, ummmmm. i- uhh. just. um. yeah. so like. uhhhh... swiftly moving on

(gif via @davidpastrnut) this motherfucker and his handsome fucking face even looks good in that god-awful wooly patriots hat. honestly it looks like he’s about to go out and have a snowball fight (presumably with brad). decidedly rather domestic and i love it

(gif via @davidpastrnut) intense media patrice is intense. this is such a classic bergy face though, i love it. every time some media person asks him some big long question he puts on this exact very-invested-and-slightly-concerned face, its iconic. looking cosy in a hoodie once again. stop it.

nice polo, dude

(gif via @davidpastrnut) that tshirt looks like its fighting for its life to contain those biceps. a dark, brooding patrice that has some sort of slow burn au stirring deep in my mind. from other angles in this interview the tattoo is fairly visible also.

this has such a strong energy it almost knocked me off my feet. again, i can see this being some sort of business or maybe criminal masterminds au. but fuck me, does that man looking something beautiful in a suit. the one hand in the pocket is quite frankly BDE too. i’m glad i’m not into dadkes or esle i think this whole picture would be too much for me.

he is literally the kind of man you’d want to bring home to your parents. i’m glad he seems to have cashed in on the navy/deep red combo because it really does suit him. he looks so fucking dapper here i may be very much in love

another excellent on-ice shot of him, albeit his slightly concerned expression. the beard is looking fucking crisp here hello sir. not much else to say on this, just a handsome, handsome boy.

(gif via @jeffsamardzija) another one that gives me Thoughts. he’s literally so beautiful. hair is cut a little shorter than usual on the sides and on anyone else it would scream fuckboy but i’m kind of digging it on bergy, at least on this one occasion. if i say anything else we’ll go down the rabbit hole

oof this is_ intense. _bergy aside, this is just an incredible shot tbh. rare that we get to see mr perfect not completely level-headed and playing it cool so it feels like a treat when we do. lowkey hot ngl

last but very certainly not least, mr patrice bergeron, four-time bergeron award winner, holding the award itself. this photo honestly just makes my heart swell a little with pride - it’s what he deserves!!!! just absolutely dapper in a beautiful suit as always, and a smile that could topple a nation to round it all off.

thank you so much for this anon!!! it was rather self-indulgent but i hope you like it :) also i will absolutely do another one with marchy, although my nails have been dry for about 2 hours now so i’ll probably do it tomorrow or friday, but it’s on its way :)

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theskyexists · 5 years

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she-ra season 3

i LOVE scorpia

this show has a bit of tonal issue in my opinion. they keep going back to a very teen-parent relationship between the trio and mum - when there’s a terrible war on.

people get killed but generally it really does just feel presented like a game or a fight about curfew and sometimes thats a bit jarring. (or is it strange to expect the graveness of situations to bring out a quality of sincerity even during puberty?)

i don’t really understand why Adora would jump to the conclusion that Shadoweaver showing up means she’s changed

but Adora, you ARE stupid. lol

but the rest is too. ‘don’t listen to her Adora’ why not? is it so terrible to be from another world? the stakes are quite murky

Entrapta’s comments really go to show how shit of a leader Hordak really is. HOw the hell did he manage to create this empire when he’s so damn incompetent? OOOHHHHHH CATRA SAID IT!!! just after i wrote that sentence she SAID IT

Hordak is an idiotic beserker

so why didn’t they take their unicorn flying steed?

‘well yeah - but you said that while saving us - so - you can’t be all bad. what do ya say’

i love the voice actor for Adora lolololol. she is clearly having SO much fun.

and Adora has a small crush on Huntara and absolutely ruins her chances with the barmaid by popping up. totally did not expect that voice for Huntara tho

entraptak is.....real. wtf. it’s.....cute. Hordak is just trying to be Prime. Failing at it miserably, lashing out. jfc it’s an endless cycle isn’t it.

‘know about she-ra? ahahahaha! I AM she-ra!’ THAT WAS BADASS. i love it when Adora is being rowdy and cocky

oh wow reversed chin-tilt with sword, and then lifting her head and soulful look? She-Ra really has chemistry with ALL the Princesses.

I LOVE scorpia. i loved that moment when Catra pushed her away nobly - i love how Catra has plausible deniability to herself. Love how the narrative reinforces that Catra is literally the most competent person around etc. (if they could get her for the Rebellion it would be over and out but hey)

surely Mara cut Aetheria off to save it from Hord-Prime’s war? Light-Hope wanted She-Ra to join the other She-Ra’s (’this world’s she-ra’) in the battle but she decided to hide the world and people she loved, breaking most of the magic-tech system. What I don’t understand is - the First Ones lived on Aetheria, but the people that populate it now are a different quality of organics, they can only survive in a specific atmosphere. The princesses are living components in the balancing of the tech-magic system...what are the people of the world? We don’t realise this most of the time, but all of them except for princesses, are animal-humanoids (and...kyle.....). What does this mean? Did the animal life unintentionally evolve? Were they an underclass - simply part of the system? (seems too edgy for this show).

‘why was i taken from my family? why was i forced to become a soldier?’ this line was GOOD

yesss!!! Mara! i love her already.

Scorpia is blushing lol. I am also liking Catra being completely off her shits careless and powerful.

Catra and Scorpia bonding yesssss!!!

ohhhhhHHH the magic of the planet is something of Aetheria itself! the tech is just latched on??? First Ones were colonisers (’settlers’)! but AETHERIA is what’s dangerous to the rest of the universe!!! (because it can be used as a weapon??) probably Aetheria would die as a result?

‘maybe it’s been a week, maybe it’s been thousands of years’ that is so fuckin sad

Catra being so hung up on acknowledgement is her greatest tragedy.

wow Scorpia really proposed a super cool thing and it could rearrange Catra’s WORLD

I want this show to stop repeating the same cycle after this last one time of Catra going: WAAAAHHH Adora made my life so hard now im going to do something inadvisable that might destroy us all as payback

Adora’s greatest tragedy is that she’s so self-centred that she doesn’t understand Catra at all.

if they have Angella and Glimmer fight and then have her mum die before they’ve made up i’ll be very upset (i’m not really loving Glimmer and Bow in this so far - they’re toeing the edge of annoying). and the fights about having to have plans and fighting or not fighting due to the fear of losing people - that’s always been uhhhh - well they always got away safe with shit plans and i just really don’t think that they’re meshing the commander-queen and daughter-mother stuff well. because there’s literally NO ONE ELSE in charge. there’s some magical queen and some villagers and a barely present guard. where’s the court, the advisors, anybody??

it would be silly to trust Shadoweaver (she did mercilessly torture you - no psychological effects from that stupidly enough), but i am hard-pressed to think of a reason she’d betray them.

still don’t understand how Frosta went from icy, frosty queen to idk a kid. i mean she can be both, but it was weird to see no uhhhh connection at all

I think this show is about how every single character is held back by their inability to grow and grow closer to others. Glimmer has disobeyed Angella SO often, why is she surprised at all? Why can’t she be honest and say: I am afraid! I am afraid I will lose you! I am afraid of that pain and I want you to take the risks seriously, to plan for them. I want to protect you!

That Glimmer would work with her torturer is of course a ridiculous notion. that is to say - if that kind of thing was properly given weight.

why fight Catra??? Why not just teleport to Hordak’s inner sanctum?? it’s stupid. why waste all the damn power

glad entrapta finally heard from Adora that she didn’t mean to leave her behind though.

‘you can’t fight them they’re too strong!’ ?? Glimmer just got sucked dry tho? like what. the way this show always postpones its fights on shitty pretexts is ....acceptable but pretty roll-eye-y

Catra burning all her bridges.

“there’s no choice” fucking bullshit, just teleport lol.

lol Catra feeds the anti-princess propaganda right back to Hordak. that’s poetic but jfc i really hope next season is going to be a little less *shuffles deck, cards end up in a million different hands, literally all cards feel betrayed*

so catra is willing to pull the annihilation switch on the universe just to one-up Adora just this once LOLLLL. if only somebody hadn’t ingrained a deeply seated inferiority complex in this cat

anyway i want her to feel the consequences of all that for a change

that animation on everything going VWWWWWWOOOOOOMM darkness was awesome

OHHHH the next episode has an awesome premise.

can i just say that i LOVE this episode. it’s so damn creepy and cool and kind of nostalgic. and i LOVE that it’s Scorpia and Adora who are remembering things - the ones closest to Catra. AND THEN THEY BOND!!!! and hold hands!!!!

reliving the betrayals. love the way the memories hit people, the way Catra goes from her old self, their playfulness, their casual violence ratcheting up at each other because that’s how they’ve been trained - to defend themselves, and then - the true Catra, the hysteria, gone so far off the deep-end. “i’d rather let the whole world be destroyed than let you win.” geeze that’s rooted deep.

angella and mica are so cuteeee. but angella really hasn’t changed has she? no tolerance for difficulty. she honestly is a bit of a shit queen. thought that was bc of grief and trauma but eh

he puts a truth spell on her but then he doesn’t believe her? does he think she’s crazy?

don’t think i’ve ever shipped something as hard in this show as Mica/Angella. i just LOVE royal woman x good man apparently. I LOVE IT SO MUCH. god why didn’t she kiss him on the lips>????

oh SHIT, MARA IS STILL TRAPPED INSIDE THE PORTAL LIKE ENTRAPTA SAID - THAT’S WHY SHE SAID: HAS IT BEEN A DAY OR THOUSANDS OF YEARS?

so...is there a reason that Angella is not faded?

wow that speech about bravery and cowardice. she truly. TRULY, ok they made something of her. I HATE losing Angella because the voice acting is INCREDIBLE. but that was actually an amazing end. (and she got to see Mica for the last time, at least)

ok so if i lost my mum forever i would be SCREAMING in pain but i guess these itsy bitsy tears from Glimmer will do?

that look of pure determination and anger and mercilessness in Adora’s eyes at Catra? nice. wish Catra didn’t go into a sulk at it but kept her goddamn FEAR (Adora was totally right, she vanquished another demon from her past - everything Catra did, she CHOSE to do. and her keeping on blaming others is simply - cowardice)

#anyway #that was a very good season #but i am not sure about this glimmer and angella thing #it still feels totally fuckin #weird #even more so now #kdslabf #sdjabj #sdjakfj #my stuff #she ra #vidi

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cauldroncreations · 5 years

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ok so refer to the tags of my last rb to see why im telling this story

also its below the cut bc its ridiculously long

basically my friend and i were bored so we decided to just walk down to his old house (it was literally like 40 feet away from his current house bc he lives in this weird like. 5 house neighborhood idk how to explain it) bc it was vacant and he had the key, except he forgot the key and we didn't wanna walk all the way back to his house just to get it (even tho it wasn't that far) so we started looking for a different way in. i tried the front door and it was locked so i walked over to the garage door and as i was about to lift it, something like. Hit the fucking garage door from the inside. really hard. really loud. and me and my friend just kind of like. backed up and looked at each other for a sec like "that was real right?" and without even saying anything we just started walking away. and as we were walking away, i remembered something he had told me about his mother living in that house and i was like yea fuck it why not mention it. so i turned to my friend and i was like "isnt that the house where your mother felt something sitting on her bed every night?" and he didnt even say anything i think he was just too scared because he just broke into a run and i followed so we both just ran back to his house.

but we didn't just stay out of it. bc we're two kids in a midwestern town on a weekend with nothing to do suddenly being presented with two interesting options: investigating that weird noise or boredom. so i was like "dude i think we should check it out, maybe there's an animal trapped in there or maybe a squatter is living there." so he agrees that we should go back and check it out. so we head back to the old house but we forgot tje key again so we try the back door which is unlocked. we enter, both of us filming on our phones, and we kind of stall for a bit before going to the garage, just wandering around. i mean the house wasn't exactly creepy, though it had been stripped of furniture and flooring. there was still plenty of light coming in through the windows. anyways, that filming part is important. we had both been filming, i stopped shortly before we approached the garage but my friend kept filming. so after exploring the house, we go to the kitchen where there's a door leading to the garage. he's the one who went up to open it since he was filming. and as he was reaching for the knob, something hit the door from the other side again. except this time, there were three. just three loud, hard bangs right against the other side of the door. we ran outside as fast as we could and caught our breath. and as we were sitting there in the yard i was like "well okay you were filming so let's watch that." so he pulls up the video and skips to the part where he's about to twist the knob and i shit u not the video cuts off. he had been recording but all of a sudden the video just ends.

so at this point we’re like ok it’s a ghost for sure, but even then we still wanted to investigate further. we wanted so badly to just look into the garage. so we went back a third and final time. we went in the back door and i gave some speech like “hey if you’re a squatter you can just keep living here it’s cool dude we’re not gonna hurt you or anything” just to be sure and then i said “alright we’re gonna open the door on a count of 5″ and we counted down and nothing happened so my friend reached for the doorknob and twisted it and.....nothing. nothing happened at all. no knocking this time. so the door is open and my friend turns on his flashlight so we can see into the garage and there’s nothing. we didn’t step all the way inside (to this day i still feel like something bad would have happened if we had gone into the garage) we just looked from the doorway.

thats not the end though lol u thought, we were still bored out of our minds and wanted to ride the excitement of this as long as we could so i say to my friend “fuck it let’s make a ouija board” and yknow i’m gonna save you the trouble of reading all that boring shit bc it didn’t work so we’re just sitting in this old house and one thing leads to another and we’re bored again and we have candles and paper so we just start ripping it up and burning it bc fire pretty and the floor is concrete so it’s not like the house will burn down. anyways we get bored of that and we head out.

stil not the end lol. we’re sitting in his bedroom that evening and i plug my phone in to charge and then turn to my friend as we’re talking but all of a sudden his eyes go wide and he points at my phone and i look and the charger is burning. not flaming, just smoldering and smoking and it ruined my charger. and yea electrical fires happen but i just think it’s strange that it happened right after we played with fire in a haunted house lol

alright that’s the end

#it occurs to me that i. was not the best influence in this story #which is probably why the demon decided to burn my charger instead of messing with my friend at all #i deserved it #text

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sechangbin · 6 years

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Buying Snacks; OT9

ok so,,, I’m just hungry tbh

WARNING; unedited and messy lmao

CHAN

would spoil you

like for real

“hey chan I want those packs”

“but they’re pretty expensive-”

“:D!!!”

“...ok fine- only one though.”

in the end, he bought you two lmao

“I’m going to become broke because of you”

“but snacks :(” a frown, just for fun.

buT THEN IT MaKES HIM CONFLICTED BECAUSE YOU’RE FROWNING !!!!!!! N O !!!!!

seeing you so happy while eating those snacks makes him feel all warm inside tbh

I also //think// that he’d recommend a lot of snacks?

“Hey __, you should try this, it’s really good!”

and of course, you try it because you trust Bang Chan™. if it gets a good review from you he feels super proud!!

bUT LIKE, YOU ALSO BUY HIM SNACKS BECAUSE YOU FEEL BAD AND HE DESERVES THEM

“C’mon Chan, let me buy you these-”

“nono, its fine.” you know that facial expression he has, where he’s like ‘nah’? yeah, he does that

and then you argue for like a min lol

you’ll lowkey hide it from him, only to give it to him while you two are walking home.

and hE’D BE SO!!! HAPPY !!!! <33

which makes you happy !!!!

and then you’re both happy !!!!!

Chan just really likes treating you in general, even if he’s pouting about his money lol.

//keep reading for the other members!

WOOJIN

the first thing I thought was him getting sulky and pouting when you’re paying more attention to the food.

like,,, you’re just contemplating about which gummy bears you want and he’d be trying to get your attention.

“___! Look, don’t these look cute?”

“huh? I mean, whatever you say, Woojin.” you didn’t even spare a glance, drooling about those gummies.

and then he’d pOUT

you didn’t notice it until you turned around to get his opinion

and when you saw him pouting

yOU’D BE SO SORRY YET NOT AT THE SAME TIME

“omg, why are you pouting???”

“you should know why :(”

and then you’d figure it out and be like aW YOU’RE SO CUTE

and then he’d be like “hOW?? WHERE’D THAT COME FROM?? THANK YOU????”

ok back to the snacks

so then you ask his opinion for which gummies you should get

and then he’d show you which one he likes best

but in the end, he’s like ‘whatever you like!!’ with a big smile on his face

you just wanna give him a hug tbh

aNYWAY

he’d be there to tell you if it’s too much because he’s a mother bear

“no, you already have too much.”

“but,,, they’re good,,,”

“no, you need to look out for your health!!” proceeds to take like half of your sugary snacks and puts them back.

“wow thanks, mOM”

he’d just give you a big warm smile with a chuckle

i love him so much

MINHO

it’d be so cute

like one moment you’re staring at this lollipop

only to look back and see Minho with pink lollipops sticking out of his head.

and the best part is

that he’d act so sOFT USBYUGC

“minho,,, I like your ears.”

he just smiles, “really?? thanks!!!”

and you can’t help but laugh because ?? no problem you cutie????

he’d play so many tricks on you tbh

“mINHO WHERES THAT pACK OF CHOCOLATE I GOT--”

he’d just shrug, but really he hid them inside his sweater

“THOSE WERE THE LAST ONES AND I REALLY LIKE THEM-”

pause

“,,, you have them don’t you?”

“:)?”

“mINHO-!”

after many challenges of fighting for your dear snacks, you pledge to never buy food with him ever again.

but that’s a lie because you love him too much

“but seriously don’t steal my snacks ok”

“ok :)”

“stop smiling like that :)”

“ok :^)”

“::::)))???”

CHANGBIN

hE’D TRY TO ACT COOL AND DARK™ WHEN IN REALITY HE’S AS EXCITED ABOUT FOOD AS YOU ARE

“Chang!! bin!! Look !! at !! thESE!!”

“make sure not to eat too much, you already eat enough as it is” lmao stop u savage butt

“PFT please you would totally eat these all”

it’s true but he wouldn’t admit it lmao

would totally memorize which candies you like

but would lowkey pretend he doesn’t care because lol dark™

“Hey ___, don’t forget those.”

“oH YEAH, thanks, man.”

he gOTCHU DON’T WORRY

but omg you’d also take small notes about what he likes as well???

“cHANNIEBIN!!! you’re favorite is -insert his fav- right?? Let’s get it!”

“...ok.” anD HE’D SMILE SO WARMLY N CUTE AND IT JUST !!! MAKES YOU SO PROUD !!

ok buying and choosing the snacks is pretty chill with him

but when you two are eating the snacks together it’d be cHAOS

Changbin would totally steal your food and eat iT

at first, it’d be lowkey but then as he get’s more comfortable he’s like wHATEVER and steals it all without caring

and as a comeback, you’d do the same

“cHANGBIN NO ThAT’S MINE”

“hEY LET GO OF MY ARM I’M EATING”

and thEN HE’D JUST POP THE GUMMY IN HIS MOUTH

HE’S NOT EVEN ASHAMED, HE’S JUST LAUGHING AT YOUR SHOCKED FACE

you then proceed to take his small box of pocky bECAUSE YOU’RE SALTY

and then this repeats for like 84 years

even with all this, you two just love to hang and eat together

HYUNJIN

he’s so extra

“Hyunjin look at this-”

“fooOOooODD!!!!”

once he finds something he likes hE HUGS IT

HE EMBRACES IT SO TIGHTLY

“hey hyunjin, let it go we need to pay-”

“nO”

“HYUNJIN ISTG-”

but eventually, he does because if not he can’t eat it lol

The more you two search, the more silly he gets.

he’s like putting chip bags on his head for dramatic effects

and then when you tip the pile over he immediately tries to save his food.

“ahHhH, __!!” and he’s just sulking and it’s so cute like wow- sorrynotsorry for ruining your chip pile

and then you join him because how could you not??

oMG YOU TWO WOULD BE SEEING WHO COULD KEEP THE CHIP PILE ON THEIR HEAD THE LONGEST

LIKE !!!!!!!!!!!

“I BET I COULD KEEP IT ON MY HEAD THE LONGEST”

“LOL OK WHATEVER YOU SAY HYUNJIN”

in the end, hyunjin won because he actually caLMED DOWN AND JUST STOOD THERE TO WIN

like wow, how??

sighs in p u r e

BONUS:

you know those food products with idol stuff on it

yeah there was a Jinyoung section

and hyunjin fREAKED OUT

LIKE HE WAS LITERALLY HUGGING THEM ALL WHILE RUNNING AROUND

IMAGINE HIS BIG SMILE IM-

p.s he also got some foods for his cute doggo <3

guys stop sleeping on my boy

JISUNG

you two almost got kicked out once

it was wild

it’d be pretty chill at first

but then bOOM

like you literally hear a BOOM

and when you look,,, long and behold iTS THE FALLEN SQUIRREL.

how did he fall you ask???

hE LITERALLY RAN TO HIS FAVOURITE SNACK BC YUM

AND TRIPPED

ASBDUYBDG

it was,,, wild

you couldn’t help but laugh at him and the two of you just ended up giggling the whole time???

jisung, the type to beg for you to pay for his food.

jkjk but like,, he’ll try lol

“_____, pleaseeee??? we’re like, best friends!” what a cute puppy

“pay for your own food-”

he sulks

you fall for it every time

aND WHEN EATING HE’D TOTALLY SHARE WITH YOU suck it changbin

ok, not all the time but like!! most of the time!

he’d even offer to feed you like aW TOO SWEET

omG YOU’D TWO WOULD BE FOOD-TRYING BUDS (does that even make sense?? dsugcdsuy)

like,,, while going through the section he’d see this new type or something

and would immediately get it for the two of you to try

it’d be so much fun tbh

sometimes you two would get something the other hasn’t tried yet and would play this game??

idk but blindfolds are involved

it’s kinda like a feel/touch/taste test

just,,, without knowing the actual thing

basically, you’d be trying something new without actually seeing it

so it’d be a super big surprise

“__,,, why does it feel slimy???”

“lol, it’s good just try it!”

“bUT IT FEELS WEIRD-”

you proceeded to just stuff it in his mouth

if you're wondering, it was a jelly stick

this got so long lmao

FELIX

mEME BOI™

he’s a walking meme and this is no exception

he’d be dabbing in front of all the cameras

while you’d be posing beside him with your bags of food

“Hey Felix, I think that person is staring at us-”

“dAB ON THE HATERS-”

actually, I’m not sure if he would actually say that, but lmao

he’d be pretty flustered and embarrassed though

aw so cute

aNYWAY BACK TO SNACKS

a lot of these he has never seen before

so he just kinda finds something that looks good/interesting

and asks you about your opinion

ofc he'd trust you

but like if you said it was good but it wasn't,,,

he'd feel so betrayed

"I can't believe you played me like that"

"but,,, it’s good???"

"i feel so betrayed :'( I thought we were friends"

and then as a sorry, you buy him one of his favourites lol

"do you forgive me yet"

"yes my bestest friend in the world!! I love you!!!"

and itS JUST,,, ilyt you silly boy,,,

but of course, he’d do the same for you!!

he’d buy you random snacks that he //thinks// you like

“you like these right??? here!”

“uhhh, Felix??? Idek what those are.”

“O”

like he’d literally just say the letter ‘O’

in the end, you eat it though because why wouldn’t you??

and he’d be so proud n happy

SEUNGMIN

would underestimate how much he’d want to buy

every.single.time

“Oh, I brought $5″

“Seungmin,,, are you sure that’s enough?”

“Yeah, don’t worry! Snacks don’t cost that much, and I don’t think I’d get a lot anyway.”

he ended up wanting so many snacks that it cost more than $15 smh

aND LIKE EVERYTIME HE’S SO S A D

he just,,, wants le snacks,,,

but he got no money,,,,,, same tbh

you can’t help but giggle because lmao???? boi wyd?????

he’s pouting like crazy

sO HE TAKES A PHOTO OF THE SNACKS HE CAN’T GET

they’re not even bad photos, they’re pretty good???

and its like, why are these pictures of small snacks so good???

but this is for him to know what snacks to get next time

so that he won’t forget what he wanted to try and all

sometimes, he just takes out his phone to stare at his pics of the food because he just wants them so much

but like I said before

he never bRINGS ENOUGH MONEY

so sometimes you buy some snacks for him

and he’d be like ‘no!! it’s okay!!!!’

but you’d still buy them for him anyway because he deserves them

and he’d be like !!!!11!! thank you!!!!! I’ll pay you back!!!!

little does he know

that you would still end up paying for him lmao

like Jisung, he’d also share food with you!!!!!

it’s super pure and cute too like wow

his smile full of gummies just blinded you-

JEONGIN

“tROT CONCERT IN AISLE 3″

seriously though

he’d be holding bags of chips and be singing trot like the cutie he is

and you’d be supporting him 100%

“-insert some trot song bc I'm lazy lol-”

“yES !!! GO JEONGIN !!!!!! THAT'S MY BOY !!!!!!” AND YOU’D BE HOLDING JELLY STICKS AS IF THEY WERE LIGHT STICKS--

sometimes other people in the store join in bc wow look at this smol boy!!!

and then he’d get so flusTERED AND CUTE--

and these mini-concerts would be completely random lmao

ok but to snacks

anyway

I feel like he wouldn’t want many things??? Idk, but he’d 95% support you and your snacks

that leftover 5% is for when he’s highly worried about your health

“Hey,,, are you sure you should be getting that?”

“hm? why not?”

“I don’t know,,, it just doesn’t seem like you should eat it. bUT if you want to then don’t let me stop you!!!”

sometimes you listen, other times you don’t lol

but you appreciate it regardless!!

ahh, when eating!!!

he’d be staring at one of your lollipops

and you’d be like “??? you want one???”

“Is that okay???”

aND OFC ITS OKAY !!

his smiles are like the sun

and as he gets more comfortable, he’d just take them lmao

but not as much as changbin

tbh I think he gets more and more savage as time pasts sjcuiusd

#im sorry iTS SO MESSY #i'm just procrastinating #stray kids #stray kids au #stray kids imagines #stray kids scenarios #stray kids chan #stray kids minho #stray kids woojin #stray kids changbin #stray kids hyunjin #stray kids jisung #stray kids felix #stray kids seungmin #stray kids jeongin #mine #q.

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homieswithhades · 6 years

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BTS Analysis;

I don’t even know if I can call this an unpopular opinion bc I know some people agree with this, this is more of an in-depth analysis and personal experience I guess. It’s all about bts... and its lowkey a mess. I apologise in advance for any grammar/spelling errors, and times I may contradict myself a bit. This is something that REALLY bothers me. I just want to clarify that I love bts a lot, and that I was the HUGEST STAN for a good 5ish months. I still stan them but not as much due to the following reasons.

They just don’t make good music anymore. They love yourself era was when everything turned to shit. The actual core love yourself concept is very good but,,,, it was executed really poorly.

Dna was my first comeback with them, even though I’ve been listening to them since august 2016. But when actually became a stan in April 2017, I was obsessed with them. I was so damn excited for their September 2017 cb that my standards were through the roof. During the summer they changed the logo and did the beyond the scene thing,,, that’s the first thing that kind of irked me,,, and then they did the highlight reels in the style of I need u and they were redeemed.

When love yourself her started promotions and teasers, the bar was higher than the person who edited the DNA mv. The concept pics were so unfitting??? And just lacked that aesthetic element. I dint like them at all,,,, and the album cover was,,, below standard and looked rushed and lazily designed. But when serendipity came out I loved it (and I still do) so that fuelled my expectations for the music, even though they weren’t really that damaged by the odd first impression of the album. But then DNA came out and???? I was so disappointed?????? The beat was so annoying,,, the mv was so ugly,, the outfits were ugly,,, the lyrics were weird. In other words DNA was just a straight up flop... I hoped the rest of the album would have been better but,,,, it really, REALLY wasn’t.

After love yourself her I lost a lot of interest in bts. I missed their old music so much, and I was genuinely upset over it. I didn’t follow them as closely as I used to. I started to joke about them with my friends who lost interest in bts before me, but I still missed the old bts so much. The whole Ellen show thing, all the western media like Buzzfeed and Billboard making vids and articles about bts, all the rigged award shows, it pissed me off bc they were getting famous in the US bc of their worst album that didn’t display their full potential at all!!!!

Imma just go out and say it, armys are one of the most toxic fandoms ever.

Sometimes they’re just plain disrespectful and starting arguments where they don’t belong. I wouldn’t be able to count how many times I got attacked on Twitter, Instagram and even in the YouTube comments for expressing a different opinion. I remember all the fan wars and scandals. All the mobs at airports, All the times k-fans and i-fans tried to ruin another groups reputation (I’m not saying other fans never did this, bc it was always a thing, but it was never this extreme.) and the fuckin credit card thing oh my god,,,, a huge shitstorm caused by one fandom that lasts for years on end.

When bts got really mainstream, and gained more young western fans, they really ruined bts even further for me. Not to mention all the cringey tweets and memes, they hurt to look at. I absolutely don’t mind the “you got no jams” meme or the “ExCuSE mE” one, bc theyre just pure goof from the members, but when armys took it and overused it, that’s when it started to get annoying.

Some armys genuinely think bts is the only kpop group and that the world revolves around them. They comment “annyeonghaseyo any armys here???!!!” in the most unexpected places, I deadass saw someone on my overwatch team playing quick play with the name “army.FOREVER.saranghae” yall do realise it costs 10$ to change ur blizzard username, right?

Some armys also don’t respect other kpop groups in older gens (or any other ones for that matter) and assume that bts broke through into the western world themselves, which is complete bullshit, without groups like bigbang, shinee, tvxq, shinhwa, h.o.t, seo taiji boys etc etc (and other ones I don’t know of rip) kpop would have never gotten into the western world.

I never identified as an army bc I knew they were cringey bc of my friends who were HUGE armys back in 2016 and low-key koreaboos, and I knew what the bad stans looked like, so I never associated with them, and just called myself a bts stan. But the whole western situation just got so goddamn worse. I was sick of the Americans plaguing bts for me.

I also wanna say, I know not all armys are toxic and cringey. And I respect the level headed and chill Armys, yall are doing it right.

Moving on from Armys, I noticed a change in bts themselves. Namjoon changed his stage name, which absolutely sent me. I understand the meaning behind it but for some reason I felt that he did it to be fake deep? Or woke, and that he tried to completely cover-up his past self. The other members became cocky and were always draped in all that ugly Gucci and designer shit. I knew they were being forced to act the way they were acting, bc I know them well. I know how they really are. I know that they’re good people. I know they’re very humble deep down. They had that special connection with their fans before, that made u feel like u were good friends with them, and they absolutely ruined that. They’re being forced to put on this fake image to impress you filthy Americans.

I still stan bts atm. But I stan them for their old music and the people they truly are, not who they are portrayed to be. I can’t remember when euphoria came out, but I was kinda annoyed they tried to incorporate hyyh prologue into their shitty concept. And the song was also annoying and too edm-ish (like most of their new songs, idk why their style completely changed). Anyway, when tear came out, I was still kinda off the bandwagon, and I saw the concept pics and I was surprised at how nice they were. I saw the album cover, which was still ugly but better than the previous one. Then Singularity came out and!!!!! I loved it a lot. And then fake love happened. Oof is all I have to say. But some songs on the album, were actually good. Like the truth untold, paradise and OUTRO TEAR. Outro tear will remain the best song in the love yourself trilogy.

I also feel that I have to acknowledge that for all the love yourself albums only the intro and outro were genuinely up to standard (except outro answer).

Then came love yourself answer and idol. When I found out they were collabing with niki minaj I lost it. The concept pics were ugly once again, it was supposed to a controversial comeback???? And??? It wasn’t. I’m honestly glad it wasn’t promoted.

I noticed a repetitiveness with songs on answer. The beat was off with the singing. It was all just a mess. I also noticed the amount of godddamn auto tune in the songs (eg, mic drop, fake love, idol, airplane pt.2 and others I can’t remember atm) all of bts’s old songs all sound unique and different, and they all had this “emotional” element to them, to elaborate on that, compare dna, fake love or idol to save me, I need u or young forever. Notice how dna, fake love and idol convey absolutely no emotion through the lyrics or the actual beat of the song, unlike save me, I need u or young forever, that literally have more sentimental/emotional value in the few English lines that are in the song then all of the lyrics in their 3 new title tracks combined. I think this is my most difficult point to explain bc different songs make people feel different things, but it’s no doubt that you can tell the difference between a song that’s made to appeal to the masses with no unique properties to a song that coveys deep emotion (whatever the emotion may be) through the beat, the lyrics and the sound of the vocals/rapping alike. Listen to intro nevermind, and then listen to go go and just try to tell me that im wrong.

Alos, bts seem to have incorporated auto tune into songs, especially on their vocalists. bts don’t need the auto tune bc they’re good vocalists. Also, I have to mention, the vocal line isn’t the “best” per say. they’re good vocalists but it’s nothing special. Seokjin is the best vocalist period. Jungkook’s voice is generic, and in recent songs he has been straining it to reach the notes. Taehyungs voice isn’t even that special, it’s just deep, and it only really suits ballads and R&B songs like singularity or butterfly. Jimin has a very nice voice, but again, it’s nothing extraordinary. I feel that Jin has the most vocal potential, and he doesn’t get to show it, he has this really unique voice, idk what it is about it that just??? I really love it. But to clarify, I’m not hating on their voices or saying there untalented, because they’re very talented, but most of vocal line gets too much credit. As for rap line, I think they’re one of bts’s strongest points. Namjoons style is so smooth and just overall good? It amazes me that he rapped so well over the years with a breathing problem. Hoseok is a good rapper too, his sound is unique and his adlibs add to that uniqueness in older songs, as for Yoongi, I genuinely think he’s one of the best rappers in the industry, it’s not about the speed element, it’s about his flow, his power, his emotion, everything about his rap is just amazing.

Now I wanna talk about the member’s individual popularity. The maknae line has the most stans, and quite frankly, their stans are the worst. Treat all of the members with the same love and respect. Sure, it’s perfectly fine to have a bias but to disregard the other members is just plain wrong.

Bts are human beings, first and foremost, and then there musicians second. They’re being made into media puppets and clout bait, which they absolutely don’t deserve. They deserve recognition for their good stuff, which they have PLENTY of.

All in all, I’m sick of the American attention. It’s cringey, annoying and unnecessary. Sure, bts deserve recognition but not that much of it!!!!!!

And they were being recognised for the wrong thing for fucks sake!!!! I didn’t like ANY of the new songs on answer. I only liked epiphany. And then I found out it wasn’t written by any of the members. Rip. Fans will unfortunately blindly follow, stream and like whatever they put out like blind sheep because it’s accustomed to them, bighit KNOW that they’ll make more money in America. They know no matter what bts put out, no matter how shit it is, fans will like it and itll be revenue for the company. And all the mobile games and the bt21??? Was so unnecessary?? Capitalism amirite? Quantity over quality. It’s the sad truth.

Armys tend to mix up criticism and hate. Although there is a very thin line between the two, there is a difference. Criticism is the analysis and judgement of the merits and faults of something. Hate is blind and unjustified. Hate is disliking something for no reason, or for a very invalid reason. So for example, saying; “I don’t like this apple because its bitter and im not a huge fan of bitter things” is fine to say, unlike, “FUCK THIS APPLE BECAUSE ITS BITTER, FUCK ALL APPLES” you know? It’s okay to dislike a group. It’s NOT okay to hate on a group. No one’s is going to gain anything by hate.

So, all the youtubers are reacting to bts for clout, the fandom is a fucking mess, armys are attacking other fandoms for no reason, the members lost their TRUE humbleness and neglected their real personalities and they’ve put out 3 overall bad standard albums over the course of a whole ass year.

But I still have this spark of hope for them. Why? Because I love them, they have a special place in my heart. I know they have the potential to be amazing, unique and just overall good people with their own personalities, and truly special musical abilities.

After their tour I honestly, really hope the attention dies down and they put out another good, original, album like the hyyh albums, with nice concepts, good songs, and a pleasant to look at mv. It’s really all I ask for. The old bts. I know I’ll never get them back, and I absolutely cherish their old stuff, like the bulletproof logo, bangtan boys, rap monster, hyyh, young forever, no more dream, wings, them all goofing around together and not caring about their image, their wholesome interactions with fans, and all the songs and concepts and theories that never have, and never will be recognised.

On a final note, I realise I can’t blame bts themselves entirely for this. This stuff is only partially “their fault”. Its bighit’s fault, the army’s and haters fault and the media’s fault. But, America is to blame the most. That’s all for today.

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dear-jjh · 6 years

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it was different tonight

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requested: yes! “hi omg I love seongwoo too so could i request a scenario for him? maybe something fluffy with a little smut if thats ok:) thank you so much<3” pairing: seongwoo x reader genre: fluff? smut? (light) word count: 2.2k summary: you end up encountering seongwoo in two awkward different situations in one party a/n: This particular scenario has been updated! I removed the “smut” but there was still a “scene” ;). Read it to find out hahaha (this was the first request sent to me and thank you for sending it! I had fun writing it tbh except for the smut part because it was really hard. please let me know how i did and if you liked it or not. its the first scenario i ever wrote so i know its not the best. it was rushed thats why its in point form! please let me know how i did! thank you and have fun reading!) CAN SOMEONE SEND ME LIKE A BETTER TITLE FOR THIS BC I REALLY SUCK AT TITLES, HELP YA GIRL OUT!! :)

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You were busy trying on dresses for the party later at one of your closest friend’s house

You finished all of your exams and needed to let out some steam. You needed this as a “breather” after a long ass stressful semester

You picked this navy blue dress and was about to try it on when your best friend Ahreum slammed open your apartment door crying and sobbing as if someone died??????

“HE BROKE UP WITH ME, HE CHEATED ON ME” she could hardly say it because she was literally sobbing on the floor

“oh my god what did I tell you!!!!!!!! I told you not to date him, you guys haven’t even dated for longer than a month, why are you like this?”

ok like you felt bad about your friend’s break up but you already gave her the warning that she shouldn’t date him because he was a f*ckboy…

“OK GET UP WE’RE GOING TO A PARTY, YOU NEED TO FORGET ABOUT YOUR SADNESS FOR TONIGHT. WHO KNOWS MAYBE YOU’LL FIND SOMEONE BETTER THERE” you exclaimed because it was literally 7 pm and the party will start at 8

she was still on the floor crying but your bestfriend realized that she probably needed to get drunk to forget about her ex so she decided to just go with you

anyways, back to you

you decided to wear the navy blue dress that you picked, it was kind of showy and it highlighted your curves but who cares you have no time anymore

one of the reasons why you were going to this party was because

first: to actually celebrate

maybe second: to see the guy you secretly like for almost a year or so now, you were pretty sure he was invited because your friend (who was throwing the party) knew you like him him so she decided to invite him so that you guys can maybe have some interaction or something

you and seongwoo have always been so awkward and you never really knew why?

you were awkward because, obviously you had a thing for him

but he was awkward for an unknown reason? maybe because he knew that you’ve been crushing on him which sucked if he did

your life would totally be over

in the hallways you would just smile at each other, not really having any other interaction

you had mutual friends and during gatherings you two would not really interact

if you did, it was just casual

just a hi and a hello

after that its awkward

you did actually talk a couple of times because you were in the same math class but that was it

sometimes he would need help to answer an equation

sometimes you’d ask for the notes that you missed

he was a popular guy at school, he was smart, athletic, good-looking, he was all of that, he was really nice too. you were head over heels for him

you were glad he wasn’t one of the fboys tbh because if he was, that would really be the only thing that could ruin his whole existence

ok anyways

when you were almost at your friends house, you felt nervous????? like wtf

“do I look okay”, “is this dress too ugly”, “should we just go back home” “suddenly im allergic to parties”

you had all those thoughts in your mind but you had no choice but to go since your friend already seemed excited about partying

while you were parking your car, you could already hear the screaming and the loud music from the house

you fixed your dress and your hair before you enter

ok theres a lot of people, is there anyway you can just go home??

there were people dancing on top of the tables, some making out, some looked intoxicated, wow people were so wild

you wanted to get some drinks so looked to your left you noticed that there were drinks on table and you were just about to tell your friend to come with you and get some but you lost her from your sight?

she was already holding a cup of beer and dancing with some guys?

wasn’t she just crying about her ex earlier?

ok anyways

you were headed to the table for the drinks

my god, it was a journey to get there

there were literally so much people that it was so hard to get through

when you reached the table, there was only one glass left

you reached for it but you noticed someone was about to reach for it too

you both touched the glass. now touching each other’s hand

you checked to see whose hand was it

it was ONG SEONGWOO

the one and only

the one you’ve secretly liked for a long time now

and the one who will not fall for you

no worries, you hopes weren’t as high

he was having an eye contact and youre basically touching each other’s hand

well this is awkward

but that’s not new because you guys are ALWAYS awkward

you snapped back to reality and said

“uh… you could take it!!”

“oh um NO its okay! you can have it” seongwoo said

“no really, its fine, I can just get another one!” you nervously exclaimed

“no (y/n)! im okay, it wasn’t for me anyways, it was for my friend. it also looks like it was just going to be your first drink so go ahead and take it” he said while handing you the glass with a smile on his face

oh my god did he just say your name

he knew your name!

surprisingly, he didn’t seem very awkward towards you at the moment? like you guys were actually talking

“oh okay uh…. okay um thanks!!!” you were about to turn your back when he held your wrist making you look back at him and he said

“you look…” he looked at you from head to toe checking you out “..hot and beautiful by the way” he continued

maybe he was drunk

but a huge part of you wished that he knew what he was saying and that his actions so far were starting to get your hopes up

really, now you just wanted to go home

I mean, who wouldn’t die if the person you like said youre beautiful and hot

“oh thanks!!! you too! see you around”

he gave you a sweet smile and good lord you were about to faint right there in front of him but you had to stay calm

surprisingly, it wasn’t awkward for the both of your tonight, you thought

maybe he doesn’t realize it because hes drunk or tipsy or something

its been a few hours since you saw seongwoo and honestly you were ready to go home but the alcohol you had earlier was finally hitting you

your friend insisted that you should just stay here and go home in the morning since it was dangerous to drive when youre drunk

her house was big and theres a lot of rooms so she said just choose whichever

you headed upstairs where some of the rooms were located

there were a couple of people upstairs but you noticed that 3 out of 4 rooms’ door were closed so you decided to go to the one near the bathroom at the end of the hallway

you opened the door and you realized that this was one of the rooms where you and your friends would have your sleepovers

your friend also told you to just use the clothes that were located in the closet just in case you wanted to wash up

you noticed that the bedsheets and comforter were a mess as if someone laid there but no one was there?

anyways, you got some clothing, just shorts and a tank top

and since this room did not have any bathroom inside, you decided to go to the one near it because you wanted to take a quick shower

the bathroom was literally just before the entrance of the bedroom so it was fine and by this time, there were basically no guests anymore who stayed upstairs

ok so you were about to open the door and when you opened it you were pulled in because someone from the inside opened it as well

now youre inside the washroom with the person who opened the door

the door was still open tho but the person was now infront of you

you were looking at the person’s lower body and you followed this persons body to see who it was

and right now you really just wanted to go home because this was just too unbelievable

you didn’t expect that he would be here after your encounter with him earlier

it was ong seongwoo

again…

in another awkward situation

this has to be one of the weirdest ways to encounter the person you’ve been eyeing on

in the washroom.

he looked shocked with what happened as his eyes wide open in shock

and tbh, you were too, who wouldn’t bee

“i… uh…. um I think I should just change in the bedroom” you nervously said

you were about to head out to go back to the bedroom when he held your waist with one hand and pulled you back. he closed the bathroom’s door and locked it

what the hell

your back was leaning on the sink but his hand was in your waist allowing you not to fall back and he was in front of you just about 5 inches away

thats too close but he was that close

he was just staring at you with a smirk on his face as his eyes match yours

he looked at you from head to toe, again, for the 2nd time tonight

“I really think I should leave im sorry if I didn’t—“ he didn’t even let you finish

he pulled you again and

he pushed you to the wall, not hard enough to hurt you but enough to keep

you still and in the state of shock

his right hand was in the wall beside you while his left hand is wrapped on your waist

you felt shivers through your spine as he tightened his grip on your waist and pulled you close

his eyes fixed on yours, the look of lust and longing would be seen in his stare

you weakened as you slowly attempt to make eye contact with his burning look

his body was against yours as he pulled you closer not letting go of your waist

he breathes, a hot breath, you smell beer

hes drunk, you thought

he was but, he was still in his right mind as he thrills you like this

he knew what he was doing and he knew that it was slowly driving you crazy

you felt your body tense as he tightened his grip on your waist

his right hand which was recently against the wall was now gently grasping your neck

slowly he close the gap in between you but pulling you in for a kiss

you were confused and surprised by his action

he kept kissing you and you naturally just gave in

the kiss started out to be light then it became really passionate

seongwoo was indeed a good kisser, there was no lie to that

in between your kisses, he sighed and said “god, you don’t know how long ive been wanting to do this to you”

you were stunned for a second but butterflies rushed into your stomach when he said those words and you couldn’t help but smile while kissing him and you noticed that he was smiling as well

you placed your hand around his neck while he was still kissing you

he said “ive liked you for a long time now and I didn’t know I would confess like this”

all you could do was chuckle to yourself

he didn’t give you a chance to talk and respond to what he said

instead, he kissed you with burning passion

his kisses were sweet and gentle

he cupped both of your cheeks

he kissed the left first and then the right

he kissed your forehead, which lasted longer than you thought

his and your eyes were closed cherishing this moment

forehead kisses made you feel important and safe in a way

he kissed your nose and back to your lips

he lovingly marked you

from your neck to your shoulders

this was a sense of symbol and affection that meant he owned you

once, he finished marking you

he gave you a slight nod and smile meaning you could do the same

he allowed you to seal him by leaving a bruised spot on his neck just under his jaw

you held his face with your right hand, cupping it

your thumb traced the three moles on his left cheek as you lightly giggle

your eyes interlock with his as you exchange loving stares

he held you hand left hand and kissed the back of your palm and all you could do was admire him

this wasn’t your typical way of confessing to the person you like but it was definitely a memorable one

his eyes met yours again and he laughed as he said

“so im guessing you like me too?”

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survivor-tierradelfuego · 4 years

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Ep. 13: “I just want to bury my head in a mountain of blankets and sleep.” - Sarah

Najwah

Well, that was shit. I feel as though I really tried to get Amy to vote with us but Pedro wanted to get her out so everyone just decided to write her name down too. Also, she basically used my name as a decoy too. And I used Maddison as a decoy too so she could flush Olivia's idol. It worked. I had my superidol at the ready too. I feel like this game is just going to get more insane from here on out. We are so little people in the game. So close and yet I'm content with just being here. In the final seven. This feels good. I'm glad Pedro is with us and I wish we had gotten him on board a while back. We haven't told anyone else about our idol and superidol yet. I wonder if Amy really gave Pedro the fake idol lmao that would be hilarious. Anyway. I'm just going to carry on playing I guess. Amy had crazy big plans and I loved them but I felt like her allegiance to Maddison ruined our common goal. I wish she'd just been on board with us voting Maddison like she wanted to when we voted Grae out. That's when it all started. That's when we were causing waves in the game without anyone even knowing. Sigh. I wish things could have been different.

Olivia A

So it looks like Maddison and I got Pedro to agree to work with us!! This is very very exciting. We can get Aimee to flip easily (even though she does keep going back on that promise) and have a majority. Assuming it goes as planned, Maddison and I will then have our pick of who to go to the final 3 with (Aimee or Pedro). I have felt 100% solid with Maddison from day 1 and we have made every single decision together. I don’t wanna be at the final 3 with anyone but her.

Aimee

All Maddison had to do was play her idol on Amy and Cody would of went home. Maddison was scared that Old Hanuha was lying to me again and that those 3 were voting Maddison and Pedro and I would be left out and vote Amy. I wanted to put Cody’s down but I knew it would of been rocks, four versus four vote.

Dang I wish I would of known about the idol sooner so I could of had Old Hanuha put the votes on Maddison and get Cody out that way. It would’ve been such a huge game move for me and Maddison that would have looked super great for the jury, and if Cody left this game would be wide open again. Also it would’ve been believable that Pedro ratted the vote out to Maddison instead of me so I could’ve hid behind that too and old Hanuha never would’ve known I told Maddison the vote. But I get it and Maddison was nervous it was her. We still have an opportunity to flip this on the next vote too. It just requires Pedro and the personal connection I have with him to flip with me. He will have to put personal things aside with Maddison and Olivia if he wants to be more than fourth or fifth in this game. He knows the best he can get here is fifth with them....he even told me this straight up. I wish I didn’t have to flip because I love these people but I know that Cody Najwah and Sarah are a final 3. And I’ve been wronged so many times before that it would be a nice little treat for Ben and everyone else hahahaha. Actually Sarah flipping would be great for her own game too but I’m not sure if she is really going to do that or just is waiting for the right moment to maybe flip with me and Pedro as well. It’s interesting with Sarah because it’s almost like we are both staring at each other waiting for the other to say we wanna flip. Wonder if we are thinking the same thing and maybe planning the same moves. Wouldn’t surprise me, Casanova 👑 has a really similar game to mine, even if it’s portrayed differently.

Aimee

Also, after listening to that podcast. WHOS THE TOP PISCES NOW, ZACK! https://64.media.tumblr.com/ce6ed38bc4ad9c69ee92e5e764c19e5e/tumblr_njj8unqiGl1sqbiv1o5_400.gifv

Sarah

From three days ago but I just got it to upload.... https://youtu.be/w5g35793Bkc

Sarah

From last night... https://youtu.be/IBPzYsGfIRU Najwah I had a brain fart at the end of that game and I said something so ridiculous. I just want to bury my head in a mountain of blankets and sleep. 💀💀 What a fun game though I enjoyed it! But... Embarrassed for life.

Aimee

https://rainbowkarolina.tumblr.com/post/616209748381122560/ I wore my jacket looking fancy for this immunity challenge. Too bad my mood was shit. Oh well. Congrats Cody!! 🥳🥳🥳 https://64.media.tumblr.com/b1324cd7cf8c621547f61c8cb20d5fda/eaeee04a03e6c254-72/s540x810/eaf80576f97d63015f9a99cffb28fe7b46e888cb.gifv

Najwah

No ones ever going to see that video again so let's write a better confession. Here's the thing, I am playing for fun at this point. After hearing and having time to listen to Zack's podcast, I realised how intense I was initially too. How I'd do anything to win. Whether it was stay up until 6am, avoid my job, accidentally stay without food, stay in bed, not call my parents for weeks, blindsiding James just to get to merge. I no longer feel stressed and angry. One thing I liked about Zack's podcast segment was that I have a whole new perspective on a lot of things right now. I'm here, in the fucking top 7. Never thought that would ever happen. I have made friends and gained so much from this. At some point in this game you get to a crossroads and you have to decide who you are. Are you a vicious blindsiding, backstabbing bitch or do you want to see your people WIN more than anything. Tonight Cody won immunity. He fucking deserved it. I'm so happy he can go spend time with his nieces and nephews and not worry about being a target. Me? Oh I'm burning to use my damn superidol so that I can at least try to win ONE immunity.

Everyone in the game right now has won individual immunity except Pedro and I. Which is funny bc I always thought of Pedro as a challenge beast. I miss Amy. I don't like not seeing her in this game. I've been thinking about how we left things all day. Why did she want me to vote her? Why did she trick me about the vote or was that just her protecting me? Either way, we played the same game at each other as our last play. The double decoy. I don't know if I mentioned this yesterday, but Amy wanted to vote Olivia out so that we could form a 4 person alliance with Pedro and Maddison. I've never spoken to Maddison ever. And Pedro is a loose cannon. I don't see how that would have ever worked. And she said our first play would be to get the strong players out: Cody, Sarah.. Like? In my opinion Maddison is the strongest player in the game. If Maddison were at the end, I wouldn't hesitate voting her in a heart beat. I didn't get how she wanted. To hide behind Maddison forever and not take control of her own game. I didn't get that she wanted Maddison out but whenever it came down to it, she would hesitate to get her out? She's told me every one of Maddison and Olivias advantages and idols etc. She's spilled so much tea while I've never told her anything negative about the people I'm working with because I didn't want them out? Ugh. I guess some day I'll ask her. If this were a real game of survivor perhaps I'd take Sarah or Aimee out, like I'd flip on them for a million bucks maybe coz they're strong players but as long as this is an online game ima be cheering everyone on bc this game is long and tough and we have been through things together, ya know?

Olivia A

Just talked to Aimee about flipping to work with Maddison, Pedro, and me. She said she’s in for now but still wants to talk to og hanuha people and see their plan for this tribal. She still said that she realizes if she doesn’t flip all of our games (including hers) are done. So even thought she hasn’t given full agreement, I think we’re all solid on this. We are planning to vote Sarah out. I think this will completely turn the game around. I don’t wanna think too far ahead but I’m starting to see my trajectory to FTC pretty clearly. Don’t wanna speak too soon though so if I get voted out don’t hold this against me lol.

Pedro A

trying to break the trio...have a bad feeling about this tribal ....working with maddison and olivia isnt the best....i hope they dont lie AGAIN....at this point..if i get out....they are next...so its kinda dumb to vote....BUT IF I LOSE....i will scream ALELUIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...cause damn im exhausted

Aimee

This song is dedicated to Cody and his immunity win!!!!!🙌💚🖤 https://youtu.be/weRHyjj34ZE Sharika - Whenever, Wherever Our humor knows no distance 😻🌵🌈💞 😅I’m trying my damnedest to get Maddison and I as far to the end of this game as possible. So sorry about the confessional about me wanting the idol to work to get you out. https://64.media.tumblr.com/562258ad5eb14f6498ceff24aa8392e7/984582d2a107588c-d2/s540x810/1b6cf1576e95c3672122cfb7887ffd5a644d87da.gifv So I hope no hard feelings! I love that we can laugh over pop divas, gay culture and just life in general. 😂 We are gonna tear up the city as soon as we can hang out in person. I hope Texas and Ohio is ready for this! Olivia A

Pedro being so paranoid about Aimee’s commitment is getting frustrating. Since we brought this plan to him we’ve told him she’s 100% in she’s been talking about flipping forever and he still gets so nervous. I understand the paranoia bc it’s a big move but I wish he would listen to what we’re telling him and trust our intuition. That doesn’t really matter though bc tonight we are voting Sarah and it’s going to work! :) Oh also Maddison and I keep saving up coins to buy things that end up being nothing it’s getting really frustrating but oh well!

Pedro A

Sarrah says she wants to vote maddison...and now aimee..is trying to get me to vote...with maddison and olivia who want to take out sarah.....(i already know about the plan, i made the plan lmao)......somehow i feel like im the one GOING HOME TONIGHT

Maddison

I’m putting trust in someone that I never wanted to have to trust. Pedro, here’s to you bud.

Aimee

https://kasugano.tumblr.com/post/154832341580 Well I figured I would try! I will do everything in my power to keep Maddison here on Skype survivor island. https://rainbowkarolina.tumblr.com/post/612534208936755200/ I just keep losing one close friend after another in this game. I’ve honestly become numb to it at this point. I just see that light at the end of the tunnel. 2 weeks just 2 more weeks. I don’t plan on going to jury. I’m just so excited to finally reconnect with my people at the end. I’ll keep fighting like I’ve been doing since day 1. I feel like Maddison being voted out just kicked me into overdrive. The adrenaline is here and I’m ready for what’s to come next. This lady is strong and a fighter. https://rainbowkarolina.tumblr.com/post/613061232697753600/

Cody A

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ah hyt’s issues with being too passive and not wanting to speak up about problems bc he’s worried about hurting other people’s feelings reminds me of what happened to jin fan on snzm this week :\ except hyt had to figure it out on his own bc no one else noticed and he didnt say anything about it to anyone. jin fan was urged to speak up but hyt had to mull it over in his head and stress over it until he could come to the decision that he needed to do something to help his team.

i respect that he came to that decision on his own and acted on it. as someone who’s relatively passive and conflict-avoidant myself, i think that takes a lot of resolve and courage.

aw im happy xiao li got to sing too bc i really like his voice. what a talented boy! i think hyt is lucky the two of them give off the kind/gentle vibes so that he can pull them together. i dont know much about him, but i wonder if gem is right that hes had bad experiences with communicating with teammates (and aligning their hearts, as he said) before that’s led him to be more scared to be honest now. the 2 kids are like optimistic but you can tell hyt is so worried with their score ouch.

wu xing’s voice is nice. im a wind player but with my limited knowledge of string instruments I feel like pengpeng’s playing is okay but not amazing. fsc’s bass is questionably out of tune?? or is it just me? something feels weird about his bass playing, it sounds kinda scratchy and sticks out to me too much, in like a weird way :\ but maybe its just because im used to hearing bass in classical music and not like this

LOL qiang ge being the buffer between jym and zk, are you sure youre gonna be okay child? the more i see qiang ge, the more smol he seems to me, like a cute child, who just happens to play the most blaring instrument LOL he seems very insecure about belonging on this show. he didnt want people to choose him unless they were absolutely sure in the first round, and then in the second round, he was so scared of ruining the next group that chose him and so grateful that they were willing to choose him and that they gave him so much encouragement to join their group. the fact that he needed that much encouragement and still felt undeserving is telling. the matching photo tshirts he custom ordered are cute! what a nice friend, to spend money on this to make everyone a little happier. i think its mature of him to encourage jym by saying he should think of the worst possible happening and try to accept it, to lessen his pressure. its still weird for me to realize people call zzn “nan ge” because he just seems so young in my mind lol but then you realize there are even younger kids on this show.

zhao ke’s rap was pretty good, i respect it. with that score i bet qiang ge’s gonna feel like it’s all his fault. i wonder if he blames himself or the instrument more for the fact that he was criticized for being too unvaried, but i feel like either of those is bad bc i feel like he should be proud of his instrument.

aw maomao’s message and ljt’s response hahahhaha

LOL ljt playing “who” and cutting it off abruptly. gao xin tai LOL

ljt’s group’s perf def felt more complete. his voice is so nice, i still love it. i will say, i remember zhao tianyu sang this song on mrzz. i wonder if ljt remembers that too.

hmm i really liked kxy’s singing voice, i thought it was really good, nicer than mz’s LOL but honestly i feel like i also understand from the teacher’s point of view, that he wasted their time and just didnt take their advice when they were trying to help him. hmm he seems likes hes very stubborn in doing what he believes, which isnt bad, he’s standing up for what he wants, but also then he immediately started crying when questioned about it. which makes me think hes not very confident in his choice and/or feels victimized/attacked for just doing what he wants. either way, kxy has shown he cries very easily lol. but i have mixed feelings about whether he’s handling criticism well. im not sure how old he is but he seems young

LOL muji and swh just being like DELETE to wjy and being like straight up “it sounds bad” HAH im glad at least having two of them on the same page can put wjy in his place more LOL

during the perf was muji holding the pick in his mouth? lol muji is such a 寶藏 with the bass guitar along with all his unique talents. this was a pretty epic perf, i thought theyd get a better score than that.

hm interesting that the uptown funk people told them tencent they needed to pay them more and tencent DIDNT, but they were still nice enough to approve their use of the song anyway bc of their “sincere” messages. wtf tencent. im pretty sure they have money to pay them more lol.

i kinda think yrz still seems a bit stiff to me onstage, like look at xiao zhi, hes literally so comfortable and free and hes so enjoying playing his bass guitar hes like having so much fun and is super into the music. at first i wasnt sure how well him and zy would mesh but wow hes really owned up to the avocado name LOL i feel like him and zy are really really caring older bros to yrz and hopefully yrz is super grateful bc he got super lucky.

LOL TYLER FREAKING OUT OVER YRZ’S SMILE

“NA GE XIAO RONG!!!!”

HAHAHHAHAHAH

i think it does say a lot that this perf got everyone like on their feet and grooving along, i see why they ranked 1st!

kinda sad wsh was like yea no ones gonna notice us and then tencent proceeds to give them 5 seconds of practice room footage and the mentors are all shocked by the lowness of their score

hm :\ i kinda wanted to hear more about how they resolved the conflict between rainbow feeling too restricted by da xi’s more methodical approach to music. i think thats an interesting discussion, because i think both sides have their merits, so what kind of blend of a compromise will they come up with? and it does say a lot about their personalities. rainbow also feels similarly hesitant to reveal his feelings because of his friendship with da xi, which reminds me of hyt yet again but then this group got 5 seconds of footage in comparison so we dont really know how any of this got resolved. also how do they deal with mty sleeping and disappearing all the time?? i do think its kind of cute how mty seems to bend down and really direct his speaking towards the audience when talking to them. i really like their performance, this music style and fun-ness!

LOL the way ruiyang and yingge look at tyler is literally with such adoration wtf hahahahahaa and tyler buying them the bunny hats wtf this is so cute. feels very parental LOL theyre so supportive of him and helping him shine and tyler’s just like a child bringing them happiness LOL i think its notable that yingge says he feels like theyre all using their strengths in this perf bc thats #goals

why do i feel like tyler and ruiyang ave absorbed yingge’s fashion LOL

THIS AESTHETIC

i think u can tell like they (yingge?) put a lot of effort into communicating with the production team about their stage design. its not just about the music for them. lol this perf is shot like a music videoooo

ok im hesitant to comment on tyler’s trumpet playing bc it’s not very clean sounding to me, but you can tell hes putting a lot of effort into the small details still. and if hes been practicing a ton, i know it can be painful to try to play into that kind of mouthpiece cleanly with tired lips. he has yet to amaze me but it seems like he’s working hard so i respect that. hes also very lucky to be in a group with two supportive geges. like ps said, i think it is notable that ruiyang is doing so well in a genre of music he wasnt previously into. and yingge’s personality must be some kind of strong to really influence the other 2 so much

aw tyler crying out of happiness and ruiyang just bursting out laughing and pats tyler’s head with a “早講嗎!" bc he was worried about tyler being sad hahahahaha he just sounded so taiwanese there it made me happy. aw tyler must be really well loved by all the geges who crowd him with hugs when they see him crying like xiao zhi ahahah

oof samhar being brought to tears when gem notes how hard he worked on the composition. (oo xiao zhi helped him! - that’s it, im curious how old he is, so i went to his weibo and he’s just a little older than me! born in 95. but then i saw he and zy have made some conflict-confronting posts today and im like .-. what happened? not sure whats up, but it seems like theyre generally okay, fans seem mad tho)

actually tbh totally makes sense to me why xiao zhi, rainbow, and yingge’s groups are the top 3 in that order, like their stages were really good and memorable.

ouch qiang ge feeling all the guilt and like he doesn’t have the skills to do better :( why is the show ok with jym acting this way? why is there a lack of communication that leads him to not understand what’s going on with the votes? they chase after him, he’s moping, they just film him and are barely encouraging enough to get him to come back at the very last minute. im sure he’s very frustrated but its also unprofessional and disrespectful of him to leave like that. how does that make his group mates feel that hes just gone? this is all very questionable to me.

wait i havent been keeping up with their current rankings but wtf the kids who are like super worried are like ranked super high??? like im assuming they’ll be fine?? like jym and hyt’s group members are all relatively high... (I realize now why hyt got so much screentime LOL hes #1....) im surprised tyler is so low and i wonder if he’ll get more popular after this ep lol

anyyywayyy so it looks like they’re having a party and elims next week so im sure thatll be an emotional roller coaster... and snzm is having elims next week too so thats just great... double the disaster

#rants

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