#Can You Stop An Uncontes

[cherrysoojins]

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✉️. one of eight, choi jongho. valentine.

jongho sucked at expressing his emotions and refused to allow himself to fall in love because of that. but on valentine’s day with you, that all changes

&ㅤㅤ 📦 ♡ warnings. sfw, fluff, suited for all ages, not proofread ( might have spelling errors ), let me know if any other warnings that should be added !

choi jongho was not the best at expressing himself. he was even worse at getting his feelings in order and saying them out loud.

for years, choi jongho has rejected affection. not because he didn’t want to experience the meaning of love and such, but because he genuinely sucked at showing his emotions and was scared that would prevent him from getting involved with anyone romantically. in his mind it’s just like, who would want a boyfriend who can’t properly say “i love you” or hug and kiss you spontaneously like other normal boyfriends do?

so instead of him getting rejected by others for his lack of expression, he chose to reject himself of receiving it and he had been simply content with the choice. neither happy nor upset at the choice, just meh– like he didn’t really care because he didn’t. he was perfectly content being single, but that didn’t stop him from wanting to experience something.

and with his contentedness in his life, it threw him in for a loop when the pretty barista near his campus started taking an interest in him– which was you. consistently writing his name wrong on the cups of coffees he orders just to see a small smile take over his face when he sees the flirty message you write on it, taking his order and then leaning over the counter in an overly flirty manner to talk to him while another coworker makes his coffee via your demand because you wanted to have a small conversation with him before another customer came in and made him move away from you.

when you started hitting on jongho, he started to realize how uncontent he was starting to become with being single. not just that, he started hating the thought that he wasn’t making a move on you, the pretty girl who makes all the moves because jongho simply just can’t do that for god knows what reason.

and when valentines day came, he knew he was utterly screwed. unable to bring himself to buy you flowers or chocolates to give you when he went to go visit the coffee shop you work at, he was so mad at himself. why was being so affectionate so hard for him? why can’t he display his emotions like a normal person? why did it feel like everything was so against him in some ways?

“hi,” your sweet voice rang out the second he entered the coffee shop with a little ding from the bell announcing his entrance. jongho looked up from his phone, a small smile etching onto his face that was hardly noticeable.

“hey.” he responded casually, looking around the surprisingly empty cafe as jongho approached the counter that you leaned on with a cheeky smile on your cheeks as you looked at him.

“happy valentines day.” you told him, lifting a hand up to tap his order onto the register.

jongho suddenly felt mad at himself again. the second he saw you when he walked into the coffee shop, all his worries lifted and it seemed as though a weight was taken off his shoulders. but now you, unintentionally, reminded him how upset he was about himself on this specific day, all the bad thoughts flooding in again about how he was such an emotionless bastard and how he hated himself just a little bit for not being how he wants to be.

and somehow, like always, you caught up on it. even if jongho looked as stoic as he always did, you could read him like and open book, just like you could to everyone else. it slowly became something he admired about you. it was one of the things he fell in love with.

“your coffee is on the house. that’s my first gift,” you said, moving to the side as he broke from his thoughts and stared at you, eyes widening.

“no, i can pay. i don’t want you to get in trouble–”

“i’ll be fine.” shutting him down, you squatted behind the counter, grabbing a big red bag that had ‘valentine’ on it, pushing it towards him on the counter with a big smile on your lips, a light blush taking over your cheeks before you turned to start working on his coffee.

jongho looked at the bag, his body slightly frozen in shock.

this was the first time he ever got a valentine’s day gift.

“what–” he started.

“that’s my second gift to you.” you cut him off once again, back facing him as you busied yourself with making his usual coffee, a smile stitched onto your face as excitement blossomed through your body, a warm feeling taking over your heart. “open it.”

jongho stood silent for a moment longer, gulping before he lifted his hands to open the bag slightly. chocolates and a bouquet of flowers that the bag was big enough to hide laid inside, his eyes shooting wide open once again.

you turned around, his coffee in hand as you looked at him, putting the coffee on the counter beside the bag he was still staring into.

“do you like it?” you asked him, your hands grabbing a sharpie in a little dainty cup near the cash register, lifting his coffee up to start scribbling on it. instead of a random name, you wrote his actual name in the correct way this time, a little heart next to it. instead of a random little flirty message, you wrote your number this time.

when you put the cup back down next to him, he finally looked up at you. he looked sad, the first emotion that anyone would be able to see from a mile away. it wasn’t like his usual hidden expressions, it was as clear as day how he was feeling.

“i… didn’t get you anything…” he said lowly, looking back down at the bag and clenching the sides in his grasp, your gift only fuelling the disappointment he felt within himself.

“you don’t need to.” you immediately responded to him, causing him to shoot his head to look at you again.

“i don’t need a gift from you, jongho.” you told him, your head tilting to the side with that sweet smile on your face once again. the same smile that kept his heart fluttering in his chest when he either saw it or imagined it.

you raised the cup of coffee up, pointing your finger at your number written on it.

“all i need you to do is text this number, okay?” the meaning behind your words were simple. you didn’t need a gift from him or anything. he didn’t need to show you affection, or hug and kiss you spontaneously whenever he saw you. you didn’t need that from him.

being with him despite his lack of expression, lack of affection and conversation skills, being with him like this in the coffee shop or even through text, that’s all you need. just him, being him.

choi jongho was not the best at expressing himself. he stopped himself from falling in love or receiving it because he figured nobody would want him if he was like that.

but he blinked, and suddenly he had a valentine.

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[makooo0stuff]

hi can you do gwen x gn reader? they are just friends and that gwen has been mentioning about miles alot which made reader jealous and abit insecure except gwen also has a crush on reader too. it can be angst at first but in the end is just fluff? (you can remove anything from my request)

I sure can!! (for some reason I've got a angst goblin in my head so it's gonna be slightly uncontent reader!)

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Is it cool when I don't care..?

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Pairing: Gwen Stacy (Spider gwen) x GN! Reader

Fandom: Across the Spiderverse

CW: Jealousy, use of Y/N, Uncontent reader, Nickname Gweny

I suggest listening to the song while reading !

Description: (Set a bit before atsv) Your best friend Gwen Stacy and you are hanging out, She starts to talk about this guy she's friends with, and you can't help but get a bit jealous?..

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You and Gwen sat together in her room, you slumped on her bed next to her. The two of you had spent almost the entire day together.

"Oh Y/N I gotta tell you about my best friend Miles!.." Gwen said as she smiled at you. She sat up, sliding off her bed and went over opening the back of her drum set, you smiled slightly at the sight of her spider suit; You were the first person to find out that she was Spider-woman. It surprised you a bit and caused you to feel a bit anxious when she would text you that she was going patrolling. You knew Gwen could handle herself and protect herself against anything, but you still worried about her.

She picked up the polaroid picture of her and Miles. She smiled slightly at it before handing it to you. "That's Miles, He's so great.., I miss him.." She spoke softly, pursing her lips into a thin line.

You held the picture in your hand. Your fingers gently traced the outline of the picture. You look down at the picture of the two and frowned a bit. You noticed the way she smiled in the picture, the smile she never gave you.

"That's really nice Gweny." You replied, your gaze flicked away from the picture; you wanted to look at anything aside from the picture.

You felt a pit in your stomach form, there was no way you were jealous of Gwen talking about someone else.. right? You tried to ignore the feelings of insecurity and jealousy wash over you. You placed the photo next to you on her bed.

Gwen noticed the slight tone shift in your voice, "Are you okay?, Sorry if I was being-" She spoke but you stopped her. "No it's okay, Don't apologize, I'm not upset." You lied through gritted teeth, you simply wanted Gwen to be happy. And you would do anything for that, even if that unfortunately meant lying.

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[royal1asset-if]

Angst Galore

Hello just dropping this, so I was scrolling my dashboard and I see a lot of angst ask in regards to other stories that I was following so I can't help but make my own angst snippet.

So the scenario is that Luna volunteered to infiltrate the stronghold all by herself and MC and the team will act as the distraction.

And of course MC and Luna is in relationship stage to make it much more angsty 😉😉😉

Also other IF Authors can use this scenarios for their own characters 😊😊😊

(Luna's POV)

The armory is very dark and only source of light you have is the torches that are lined up in the walls.

Inside you prepare yourself for the upcoming mission.

You gathered your knifes putting it in your sleeves, boots, waist and other parts of your body where you can conceal a knife, then you seize your blowdart and checking it for cloggage.

Satisfied you started mixing your mixture of poison both lethal and non-lethal. Finished dipping each dart with the concoction you put it carefully in a sash.

Next, you gripped your dual sword and giving it a few swings checking if something is off then you polish and sharpened it.

Then you laid down the map on the table in front of you, inside it is the layout of the stronghold and red circles and lines is written highlighting which way is much more effective.

Courtesy of Conrad and Serena but that did not stop you from making your own way, you checked if there are windows that can be access or blind spots that you can expoit.

Still planning your best way of access you heard the door open and you see MC's head popping.

MC spotting you, you see them went inside and a plate of pie in their hand.

"Hello their moonpie just dropping this and I hope that we can talk." they say meekly.

You gesture for MC to sit on a chair beside the table and you took the plate from their hand and sitted down.

You took a bite and welcome every sweet and flavor in your mouth, you were glad MC is here to give you your food and at the same time irritated because you know what the both of you're gonna talk about.

"So you volunteered for the mission." they say nervously.

Ahh yes the mission, where you will infiltrate the stronghold all by yourself and MC and the team will act as an distraction.

MC is waiting for your reply and just eat your pie in silence.

"Luna please reconsider!" they say hurriedly.

You were about to take a bite and that you when you lost your appetite, you don't have the energy just to deal with this drama.

Standing up and turning your back on them.

"I will not do such thing MC and I mind is made up!" you say and starting to walk towards your workbench.

Then suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder and turning you around.

"Please Luna your throwing away your friends our relationship and those people who cares about you!" MC says their voice cracking.

You shrug your shoulder and taking the hand of MC

"ENOUGH!" you shout at them coldly and your heart breaking inside of you.

You see MC is taken aback by your outburst but that did not stop them from reaching out to you.

"Please Moonpie I care for you!" they say fondly.

"I DON'T!" you shout at them and swatting their hand away.

You see MC is holding back their tears but your rejection is the one who made them break, you see tears flowing down on their cheeks.

They once again tried to reach for you but you pushed them hard.

"GET THE FUCK OUT!" you shout giving all your strength in your push.

You see MC is crestfallen and falling to the ground, they tried to stand but their legs failing them, you want to help them but you stood your ground.

Finally they stood on their legs.

"Please go back to me Luna and I forgive you!" they say voice cracking and turning their back on you.

You hand reaching out to MC on their own accord but you stopped it.

Then you see MC opening the door and giving you one last glance.

"I love you my moonpie." they say genuinely, their eyes wet and strained smile on their face and they exited.

Your body started to shake and you started to sob uncontroblly.

"It hurts, it fucking hurts!" you say and sunking to you knees.

This is one of the reason you don't want your emotions running free in you because it makes you vulnerable and feeling vulnerable made you remember how you failed the one you love that night.

But you clenched your teeth and shutting the dam of your eyes and not permitting a single tear to fall.

Your not that little girl anymore and this time you will make fucking sure that you will do everything to see the ones you cared for safe and alive.

"NO MORE!" you growl

If your gonna die then you will die, you gave up on your life a long time ago and you will not let that event repeat again.

"I love you too MC and I hope you understand why I'm doing this!" you say wistfully and setting back to prepare once more for your mission.

#royalasset #angst #Luna

[personalblogsposts]

Hard lessons learned:

- Threw a lot of people that I teached to walk over me out of my life. Which was basically... Anyone. Turns out most people that want to be friends with a insecure doormat yes-man aren't really that interested in you, but the attention and validation you give them.

- you can not be 'right'. There is no universal right or wrong, just do what you really want while keeping the people you affect in mind. Sometimes you will fuck up and you will learn from that.

- the feelings of others aren't universally right and you don't need to walk on egg shells around anyone. If they say you hurt them, evaluate that. You absolutly can and should tell people off when you feel manipulated and gaslighted. If the person is overreacting tell them off too. You help neither them or yourself if you enable their poor emotional management. Yes that will hurt them, but you deserve people you can have the relationships you need with. Yes you may be wrong. But you will learn from that too.

- you don't need to love yourself. Just be yourself, you'll be fine.

- your 'bad' parts are you as well. You don't have a higher self and you shouldn't convince yourself of such bullshit. Your higher self is just another unrealistic ideal you will never life up to.

- I need to stress this: Humans. Are. Not. Made. To. Be. Happy. All. The. Time. !!! Our uncontentness is the reason we are so successfull as a species. It's not biologically possible to be that rainbows-out-your-ass gaia hippie orange peeling mary oliver kindness girl you want to be. Be angry, be spiteful, be sad. Enjoy all the shades of human emotion and not just the stuff that's desired. By shutting out negative emotions you give them power to mess with your subcontious. You do not want that shit.

- self improvement is nothing but capitalist propaganda. Stop licking the boot, allow yourself to enjoy resting, living, breathing

- if you would rather be suffering and thin than emotionally thriving and overweight: get. Help. Gurl that aint normal

- instagram body positivity is honestly just as toxic as 'toxic beauty standards'. Your looks shouldn't matter to you, all bodys rule, abolish the concept of beauty

- there is absoluty no need for anyone to post their body and face online. Stop taking selfies, delete social media, thrive

- delete social media.

- you need conflict to grow and evolve a romantic relationship. if there is no fighting, someone is not being honest about their feelings

- you *really* don't need to safe anyone. most of the time the people that beg you to safe them are stuck in learned helplessness. helping them will actually enable them. don't play therapist, you're only playing yourself girl

- if someone in your life constantly complaines that everyone leaves eventually, there is probably a reason for that and it's probably them. If you are *that* person, yes, the reason is you (been there, done that). Try to see a therapist

- talk about your feelings but listen to the feedback

- sometimes you are the bad one in someone elses story and ther's nothing you can do about it.

- if any kind of relationship drags you down, leave. you don't owe anything to anyone actually

- balance is key, there is no one fit all approach, you'll always have to adapt and stay adaptable for what's actually happening. That's why there's no need for overplaning and overthinking anything. Just pick a direction and keep going

- check your ego. no need to kill it, but just check it from time to time

- stop comodifying yourself. You don't need all of those labels and aesthetic markers for someone to love you.

- twitter politics are so far removed from how real people think and feel it's actually funny

- it really doesn't matter anymore what anyone anywhere thinks about you if you start to value your own opinions

- trying to second guess all the time what others are thinking and feeling towards you isn't healthy. stay in your lane and get out of their business.

- the people who broke you cant fix you, don't let them in again

- some things you can't heal, but you can manage to live with them

- there is no magic fix, the beginning of healing is a long, dirty road that hurts more than being back on your bullshit

- your pain isn't anyones responsibility but yours.

- you've got to safe yourself

#recovery #mental health #growth

[herdeardiaryy]

devotion 07

"But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth."

James 3:14

happy 1 week of devotion today, self! you did it.

so back to the topic.

Having an envy and bitterness in the heart is making ourselves uncomfortable, really. because there will be a time that we will feel the uncontented, and at the same time, we will build a selfish attitude, which ends up being a negative person.

i've became one before, just because of wanting to be one of the others, i bought whatever i've seen they're having. i bought trend clothes, shoes, and other stuff. which i realized years after doing these kind of attitude, that this is not me anymore. i am doing what people do which was never me.

and then, i stop.

and build myself up, i still buy, but in my own opinion and taste.

my advice: never get yourself to the point where you never know who is the real you. do not feel envy nor bitter, feel contented and loved.

God always teaches us not only spiritually, but physically. Now, He even teaches us on how to make a right attitude towards people. And this is amazing, because it really makes us be more attentive to ourselves, realizing what we did good or bad so we can reflect and embracing His words.

This is my prayer:

"Father God, thank you for another breath that you gave to me and to my family today. Forgive me, oh Lord, if there are times that you see envy and bitterness in my heart. Cleanse it, Lord. I am surrendering everything to You that only your truth and everything You want in my life will seen on me. Continue to love me and my family, God. We may be far from each other, but you made a way to make us closer. Thank you God for everything. Thank you for the peace in my heart. I love you, Lord.

This i pray in the Mighty Name of Jesus, our Lord.

Amen."

Have a blessed sunday!

love,

herdeardiaryy.

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[mizunetzu]

I just skipped school and binge read all of your fanfics- They’re really good gRRRRrrr 🥺🥺 Keep up the good work!! That being said- Can I request a fluffy Hawks x male reader where the reader has a cold and is stuck in bed and Hawks takes care of him? Thank you vv much!!!

HAHHAHA WHY IS ALL MY HAWKS REQUESTS ALWAYS FLUFF (I mean ur like my second one but it’s still flufF) (and not that this wasn’t fun to write cuz it was HAAHA I’m lowkey proud)

(Also gRRRRur so nice but GO TO SCHOOL >:( BARK BARKK BAEKR)

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Hawks x reader - The Sick Fic

⚠️warnings - it’s as the title says. It’s the sick fic.

Pronouns - male, he/him

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(Y/n) coughed up sticky red blood.

“Y-yeah, no. I don’t think I can patrol today, Yusha-san. The villain from yesterday activated their quirk on me-and I’m feeling a bit sick.”

Yusha, the secretary to the (L/n) hero agency, typed something down on his computer. “Is it something we should be concerned about?”

“No.” (Y/n) croaked out with a chuckle. “Their quirk isn’t really dangerous, but it did make me a bit sick. It’ll pass, don’t worry.”

“Ok. I’ll send in one of your sidekicks to patrol with Hawks-san today.” More typing from across the phone. (Y/n) pursed his lips.

“U-uh,”

“Don’t worry. I’m sending a male sidekick.” Yusha practically read his mind. (Y/n) didn’t want any stupid girls hitting on his stupid, popular, pro-hero patrol buddy boyfriend.

“Thank you, Yusha-san.”

“It’s nothing. Get some rest, (H/n). We expect you to show up tomorrow.” Yusha ended up before (Y/n) could even say goodbye. He lazily dropped his phone onto his bedside table, burying himself under his bedsheets as best as he could. Just as he was getting comfy, the urge to cough up more blood kicked him in the stomach.

He flung himself over his bed, practically shoving his head into the small waste bin under his bedside table. He wiped his mouth with his forearm after hacking up more blood, his head suddenly feeling hazy and jumbled.

He groaned, and got under the bedsheets once more. The world seemed to be against him today, as another distraction forced him out from his beauty sleep.

His phone buzzed once. Twice. Then the annoying, overlapping ring of multiple messages being spammed buzzed out his phone, making (Y/n) cover his ears with his pillow.

Annoyed, he patted around the side table til’ his hand landed on his phone, pulling it towards him and under the sheets.

‘Keigo 🍗 - where r u :(‘

‘Keigo 🍗 - who’s this...rando dude patrolling wit me :(((‘

‘Keigo 🍗 - r u asleep or smth’

‘Keigo 🍗 - wake up ur late to patrol and I need my yakitori addiction funded today’

‘Keigo 🍗 - DUDE’

‘Keigo 🍗 - BBBBBBBBBB’

‘Keigo 🍗 - IM NOT GONNA STOP SPAMMING U TILL U ANSWER ME OR SHOW UP AN PATROL WITH ME >:(((‘

(Y/n) sighed. He opened the messages, meaning that Keigo would get the ‘message read’ notification, but he couldn’t care less. Tossing the phone lazily on the table, he muted the messages app.

———

(Y/n) stirred in his sleep when he heard tapping on his bedroom window. (Y/n) opened his sticky eyes, barely open enough to see a blurry red object tapping against the glass frame. Eventually, the object halted, gave up, and swooped down and out of sight. He shrugged.

Just as he closed his eyes, more pelting came from the window, this time louder and heavier. (Y/n) snapped his eyes open, flinging himself out of bed, and getting ready to activate his quirk.

He visibly relaxed when he saw the huge red wings tapping outside the window, with a certain hero crouching down, looking at him sheepishly and trying to pick open the window lock. The man waved with an embarrassed smile, his feathers following suit.

“Keigo Takami. What the fuck are you doing in my house.”

The man, Keigo Takami, chuckled awkwardly while (y/n) undid the clasps on his window. He stepped back, allowing him to worm his way in through the small window.

Keigo paused, half way squeezed in with his wings stuck in the cramped window frame. He was stuck. “Y...you need to buy a bigger window-“

“Are you dumb?” (Y/n) chuckled, the sight of Pro Hero Hawks, man who could pull absolute pussy, bent over his bedroom window, stuck with his wings awkwardly fluttering in place. “Just, I don’t know, send your feathers off until they’re small enough to fit you in.”

Keigo had a wave of realization. This man had no braincells whatsoever. “...oh, haha, you’re so smart~”

One by one, feathers jutted out from his back, each floating either inside (Y/n’s) room or outside the window. Once all of them were off, and his back were relatively empty, he tumbled ever-so-gracefully inside the room. He stood up, his wings rebuilding themselves in seconds, and did an awful curtsy.

“Thank you, thank you, I’ll be here all day to take care of my sick patrol partner who do happens to be my boyfriend,”

“Speaking of patrol -what happened to patrol? A-and the dude you should be patrolling with? You should be out by n-“

A sharp, piercing pain shot through (Y/n’s) head. Now that the adrenaline from Hawks pounding on his window was subsiding, he seemed to remember how much his head was hurting.

He fumbled down, catching himself on the foot of his bed while Keigo lurched forward. “You good?” He mumbled, taking off his black wool glove.

He rested the back of his palm on (Y/n’s) forehead, before signing uncontently and replacing his hand with his lips. Even if he was burning up, (Y/n) froze.

After a while, Keigo drew his head back. “You’re burning up...”

Silence. Hawks awkwardly chuckled and played it off by running his hand through his hair.

“Lips are more sensitive than hands are-so I was just...you need to get to bed!” Keigo quickly stood up, gently ushering the sick hero to his bed. Pulling up the thick-set covers, Keigo hazily tosses his jacket to the corner and discarded his other glove.

“Try and get some rest. Did that dude’s quirk from yesterday do this?” He got a nod in response. “Alright. I’m gonna go change and get you some shit.”

With that and a warm smile, Keigo disappeared through the bedroom door. (Y/n) followed him with his eyes, right before he was out of sight, then let his eyes droop close.

———

“Pssst.”

A finger poked at (Y/n’s) cheek. He grumbled, furrowing his brows and keeping his eyes screwed shut. He heard a sigh from somewhere above him.

Something feathery tickled him from underneath his nose. He scrunched his nose up, expecting the odd feeling to go away, before feeling a sneeze build up. The watery feeling course through his nose before his head shot up every-so-slightly to let out a weak “Achoo!”

Keigo snickered. (Y/n) finally opened his eyes. Keigo was sitting beside him, now in casual clothes, holding a convince store bag and a red feather. The feather flew out of his hand and stuck itself on his back.

“Sorry I was out for so long. You didn’t have jack shit in your house, so I bought some medicine and takeout since I know you won’t eat soup and I can’t cook.”

It was true. The only thing Pro Hero Hawks is allowed to do is heat up a hotdog, and even then he might break the microwave. And (Y/n) won’t eat soup he made if his life depended on it. If he can’t even turn on the stove, what makes you think that he’d drink a whole bowl of soup made by him and not die?

“Whad’ja get?” (Y/n’s) voice came out more gravely and deep than he expected. Under different circumstances, that would’ve been kinda hot. Keigo pulled out things one by one from the bag.

“Ok so, I got painkillers, a cooling pack, a heating pad just in case your stomach starts hurting, a thermometer, and I found these cool matching red bird keychains and I bought them on impulse. One for you and one for me~ I also bought 2 beef bowls”

Keigo layed all the items down either on the bed or on the table beside it, holding up the keychains last. Shaking them around a bit, turns out there was a small bell inside both of them. (Y/n) tried, and failed, to hide his growing smile.

Keigo placed the cooling pack on (Y/n’s) previously burning forehead. The sudden coldness forced an involuntary groan from the bed sick male. He chuckled.

“Sorry. Deal with that for awhile and I’ll feed you~” Hawks saddled up in the spot next to him, holding the two plastic bowls and worming his way underneath the covers. He placed the food down on his lap and switched on the tv.

They sat in silence, the only thing being the sounds of the tv filling the room with the occasional reaction or snicker from the two. Keigo alternated between shoveling a forkful of rice and beef into his mouth, then feeding his boyfriend and carefully making sure none spilled onto his bed. The news reporter droned on onscreen, their voice being tuned out by the two hero’s.

“By the way, Keigo,” (Y/n) started, once he swallowed his food. Keigo gave a hum of acknowledgment, holding up a finger to (y/n), then to his mouth until he finished chewing. Thickly swallowing, Keigo hummed again.

“You were supposed to patrol today. With one of my sidekicks. What happened to that?”

Keigo looked at (Y/n), before looking back at the tv so causally. For a while he said nothing, until he opened his mouth.

“I ditched.”

(Y/n) made a sputtering noise. His shock turned into a long string of hacks and coughs, which Keigo waited ever-so-patiently for him to calm down from. “You ditched?! Keigo, you’re the no. 2 hero! You can’t be caught ditching!”

“Relaaaaax,” Keigo leaned farther into the bed cushions. “I told my agency and your stupid sidekick man that I was gonna check on you. It was a valid excuse.”

“Still!” (Y/n) rubbed at his temples. Hawks shoveled another forkful of food into his mouth. “You’re sitting here watching tv with me instead of working!”

“I needed a break. Plus,” Keigo held up his unfinished bowl of food defensively.

“I can’t believe you.”

“I love you too~”

(Y/n) sighed.

“I hope you get sick.” Hawks chuckled, saying something about being immune to all sicknesses.

Needless to say, (y/n) was patrolling with one of Keigos sidekicks the next day.

——————

#bnha hawks #hawks x reader #wing hero hawks #hawksbnha #mha hawks #keigo x reader #keigo takami #hawks x male reader #keigo x male reader #bnha x male reader #bnha x reader #mha x male reader #bnha male reader #my hero academia hawks

[tbass2201]

K-Drama Review Series “One Spring Night”

Hello everyone. I am back with a slow, refreshing k-drama today. I don't usually watch k-dramas on Netflix, but I want to watch more after watching "Abyss" and this k-drama I'm reviewing today. Anyway today's review is on the Netflix oringinal drama "One Spring Night".

Han Ji-Min and Jung Hae-In on the set of "One Spring Night".

"One Spring Night" is say it with me, a Romance Drama starring Han Ji-Min and Jung Hae-In (you guys know I'm a sucker for these).

Jeong-In (Han) is a librarian who is uncontent in a four year relationship, claiming that passion eventually fades away in long relationships. Her current boyfriend brings up marriage and she is hesitant. Marriage seems to be something that her father, in her eyes doesn't take seriously, at least for the wrong reasons which results in her older sister being in a marriage that she isn't happy in. One day heading to work hungover, Jeong-In stops at a pharmacy and meets Ji-Ho (Jung) the pharmacist working there. After this one interaction at the pharmacy, they start to grow feelings for each other. But they both come with their own set of circumstances, Jeong-In with her persistant boyfriend and father and Ji-Ho with a past relationship that scared him which left him as a single father .

There are many things that I really like and don't like about this drama. I'm not going to deny that I really liked this drama, but I honeslty felt bad for doing so. This show makes you root for and wish for things that aren't right. I fangirl and yell at the characters while watching dramas, yes I'm a very passionate watcher. But this drama made me root for infedelity, playing with people's emotions, and betrayal, which isn't right at all!

I felt wrong about everything, all the drama that happened within it that wasn't right. But that's what made me love it. Whenever Jeong-In and Ji-Ho were with each other I loved it but I cringed simutaneously due to Jeong-In's unfaithfulness. Although I understood why she fell out of love. Regarding the circumstances of her relationship, she did try to end it, but Gi-seok (her boyfriend at the beginning) would'nt allow it.

But that's what always makes an interesting show no matter the genre or the language, when the main characters aren't perfect and way more realistic, we can better connect and understand them, because we ourselves aren't perfect.

There were lots of things that you have to keep track with in terms of Jeong-in's other sisters as well, with her older sister trying to get a divorce with her phyically, emotonally, and verbally abusing husband and her younger sister's interactions with one of Ju-Ho's friends.

This show I think started a little slow as well, but when I was thinking that, the story really started to gain speed. I think this show isn't for everyone but it's a really interesting drama to me, for the wrong reasons lol. I do thinnk this drama may be seen as boring to some people, I did think that some shots had really long and unecessary pauses before they started the scene or finished them, but that production aspect didn't affect my liking or dislike of the drama or the plot at all.  If your interested though, then definitely check it out.

#one spring night #k-drama #han jimin #jung hae in #kdrama review #netflix #encounter #goblin #strong woman do bong soon #extraordinary you #romance #drama #romance kdrama

[joh-08]

My boyfriend sleeps throughout the day because he works at night time (at home, because of this shitty times).

And I can't do all the decorating (drilling the walls) and cleaning (while playing loud music) I want to do with our house during the day and night (obviously).

So here I am lying next to him. Making soundless motions to not wake him up (he's a very light sleeper and I don't wanna rob him of his precious sleep).

So. My life, since January, changed very very drastically. And I still can't get over and move on. I am sort of hanging in between accepting that I am kinda housewife now, or am I just on a layover.

And that stopped me overall from doing whatever the hell I want to do. And it's kinda making me, uhm... How do I say this without sounding privileged ungrateful bitch... I can't. I can't say it without sounding like one. But I am fucking bored and uncontented. And just fucking bored.

Okay. Boredom, they said, is for privileged people because they can afford times where they can seatand be bored doing nothing and that they have nothing to do that just have to be done.

I get it. Yeah. I kinda am. But housr chores are not a lot when all you have to care for is a 30 sqm studio house, 4 cats and a fully-abled and loving boyfriend. After 3-5 hours in a day, cumulative, I am done with chores. So what am I going to do with the rest of the hours there is?

None. Literally nothing that needs to be done. So. Be bored it is.

[writershapeholeonthedoor]

Bella Swan x Leah Clearwater Imagine

Can we all imagine Bella and Leah dating before the native girl shifted?

I know I will anyway, so follow me if you’re interested:

They started dating two months after Bella got back to Forks. They knew each other from when they were both kids (Leah was a few years older than Bella so she wasn't a part of the girl plays with Jacob and the other boys), Bella got back to visiting La Push with Charlie or alone to see Jacob and even made a friendship with Seth, so it was impossible for Leah to ignore her; Leah was still heartbroken because of Sam, quite ignoring everybody or being rude to anyone. But Bella was patient (and had a huge crush, it kind of helped her to stay around); It took a lot of arguments, but Bella finally make her agree on a date; Charlie is okay with it (more than okay with it) and Sue is happy to see her daughter smilling again, but Harry hates their relationship. He screamed at Leah when she told him and forbiden Bella to enter his house. He even asked for a prohibition so Bella couldn’t even enter the reservation at all; So that’s why they spent so many time at La Push beach. They can’t go at Leah’s house, since Harry is always there or someone will see them and tell him anywhay. Leah is sad that her father can’t accept her girlfriend, but won’t complain about his requirements since she don’t want to make things worst;

So is time to get a little sad here:

Leah shifts in the big wolf form in the middle of a fight with Harry. He is being a little more homophobic than usual, they are screaming acusations, Sue trying to stop them with her calm voice, Seth in the corner of the room, hands covering his ears. When Harry calls Bella a whore is when Leah loses it;

So there is Leah in the living room, four paws in ground, voices in her head, looking at her father sat in the couch, a hand in his chest, her mother crying, her brother crying. She hears Sam voice “we are getting there, Leah, you need to get out and calm down!” but it cames from her head and she is so confused by it;

Leah leaves the only way she finds how, by jumping the window. It breakes in thousand of pieces;

When she is able to return to her human form, Harry’s funeral is already happening. There is more than thirty calls from Bella in her phone, even five from Charlie, uncontable texts. She is so tired, so scared, so teryfied about all;

Leah saw Sam’s thoughts, felt what he felt when he looked at Emilly, what he always feels when he look at her. It breaks her heart all over again. And then again when he explains it to her. Imprinting. Imprinting has destroyed her life before and was about to ruin her life again;

She is so scared to put Bella trought what she has been trough with Sam that the only way out she see’s to break up with the girl. So that’s what she was going to do after the funeral, so Bella don’t have her heart broken when Leah finds her imprint;

But then a thought goes trough her mind and Leah panics even harder. What if Bella was her imprint? Like, Sam said is was a rare thing to happen (yet it happened to three of them already), and at first she was sure it was a shit thing that would break her heart again for making her break up with her girlfriend, the girl she loved, but now she couldn’t stop thinking about the possibility of Bella’s being her imprinting;

So that’s why she ran away from Bella like she had a plague. Leah avoided her at the funeral, refusing to make eye contact with the girl, making sure they were in different corners of the room, using her new senses to get out of the way when the other girl was approaching;

Jacob was the one to warn her. “You’re breaking her heart already. Just talk to her, okay? And look at her. You never know.”;

Not that she would do anything Jacob tells her to, but he has a point. Bella was looking miserable from her constant running away;

So Leah gets all the courage she can and walks towards her after her father was buried. But she still avoids her eyes;

Until Bella graps her chin and forces her to look at her;

Panic;

Panic;

Panic;

Shit;

Love;

Love;

Love;

It was much more intense than feeling it toward Sam’s memories. It was like being drowing in frozen water, the lungs burning from both lack of air and the water that is being swallowed, and then being pulled out, saved from the cruel destiny, put sit in a beautiful and warm place. The devastated feeling becaming a loving one, a warm one, a reasuring one;

Her whole world was the girl in front of her, looking at her like she was going to run away at any time;

So Leah remembers the ignoring stuff (in the back of her mind she tries to imagine how her face must have been when she locked eyes with Bella) and can only pull the girl in her arms;

“I love you, Bella.”

“Oh, Lee... I love you too. So much.”

#twilight #twilight headcanon #lesbiantwilight #imagine #twilight imagine #headcanon #bella swan #leah clearwater #bella x leah #leah x bella #bella swan x leah clearwater #leah clearwater x bella swan #lesbianimagine #gaytwilight

[mariestherapeutics]

Grey Skies ft. Baekhyun Part 2: (LOTTO Series) I FORGOT THE SECOND PART OOF. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

You are my sunshine, my only. (There are) grey skies...

(🎵) You can pretend it's meant to be, but you can't stay away from me.

Baekhyun wakes up the next morning with a raging headache. The first thing he does is groan, clutching his head to make the pain go away, but of course, it does little to soothe his aching.

Surprisingly, when he opens his eyes, he doesn't recognize the room as his hotel room, and he most certainly doesn't recognize the woman sleeping at the window seat on the other side of the room.

He watches her for a solid minute, trying to remember the events of last night, when it suddenly hits him. He willingly consented to being your slave.

Baekhyun decides to hate himself for it later, but right now he notices the glass of cool water you set aside for him and he drinks it ravenously. Fortunately, the effects instantly kick in and his headache dies a little, but the dull throbbing is still there.

It takes him a few more minutes to notice the sticky note on the lamp beside him. The bedroom lights are off, and the only thing illuminating the room is the sunrise, which casts a pretty orange glow over your sleeping form. He pulls the sticky note off and reads it to himself.

"Your first job is to wake me up! The second is to tell me whether or not you still want to do this for your money."

How considerate of you to give him an option of backing out. But Baekhyun rememebers just how much he lost yesterday, and still can't find the courage of declining.

Baekhyun ends up watching you yet again, unsure of how to wake you. He decides to shower first, not wanting to smell like old booze and sweat.

(Your P.O.V)

"Hey, um, I actually didn't catch your name last night.." The voice is quiet, like a whisper of wind on an early morning. "Do you want to get up now? It's kind of early, but you didn't put a time on the sticky note, so..." Sticky note? What is this voice saying?

Your eyes flutter open, and you blink up at the man kneeling beside you. You didn't notice he had his hand on your thigh until he moves it off of you. "Baekhyun, what..?" You say, confused and sitting upright. And then you remember that your plan had worked last night; Baekhyun fell for your trap.

"Do you know me? How come you know my name, but I don't know yours?" He asks you.

"You're not exactly subtle about your wealth.." You murmur, making his cheeks turn red. "Lots of people know your name, it's not just me." He looks proud of that, which makes you notice something. "You woke me up! Does that mean you...?"

He hesitates, but eventually nods. "I still want my money." Oh. My. Gosh. You think. How can your day get any better?

"Then here's your first buck back." You smile, pulling out a fifty dollar bill from underneath your pillow. He's about to take it, when you suddenly pull it away. "Did you use my shower?" You ask him, realizing his hair is damp.

"Yes." He stammers, confused as to why the money isn't in his hand yet.

"Without my permission?" You add, and he seems to realize his mistake. "Do you know how much the water bill is in this city? You're going to have to pay for that." You say sternly, but you're not really mad. It's just fun to see him deflate in disappointment. "You also used my bed all night, so I'm taxing that, too."

Instead of a fifty dollar bill, you hand him a twenty. He wrinkles his nose, but takes it anyways. "Thank you." He says, meaning it. "What else can I do for you?" He asks, and you elicit a cute giggle.

"Someone's eager for their money." You say, and Baekhyun finds himself staring at your lips too long. The image of them on his flashes in his mind, and he remembers that he kissed you last night. You still, realizing his sudden silence, and you think back to last night, too.

Just as suddenly, you announce, "Well? Are you just going to sit there or are you going to bring me to my kitchen?"

"H-Huh?" Baekhyun stammers, blinking away from his thoughts. "Wait, I have to CARRY you places?"

"Oh, come on, it's not that hard of a task for the money you're asking for." You taunt, and with a sour look your way, he slips his arms under your legs and bottom before lifting you up easily. When he turns around, he makes a shocked noise.

"You're not heavy at all." He says, not unkindly, but just stating the truth. His chest vibrates with his words, and because you have to hold onto his shoulders in this position, you can't avoid his breath, which fans down your neck and makes your blood hot. When you reply, your voice is lacking the authorative tone it had before.

"See?" You ask lamely, making sure to keep your face angled in a way that he couldn't see it. "Not nearly as hard as it's worth." You mumble.

Silently, Baekhyun carries you down your spiral stairs with ease, and because you just woke up, you can't help but imagine this can be real. Baekhyun, all yours, loving you and caring for you, bringing you down for breakfast in the morning.

But the daydream is cut short, because he sets you down on a stool by your kitchen island. You mask your disappointment with an expecting look. "Well?" You ask him, and he fidgets unsurely.

"I don't know what you want from me." He confesses, rubbing his neck. "You have to tell me what to do, or else I won't know."

"You have to figure it out on your own, Baekkie. It's called WORK for a reason." You twirl a twenty dollar bill in your hand, and you see that Baekhyun is shocked by it, because he has no idea where you pulled it from. "Why would I have you bring me to the kitchen?" You decide to help him with a hint.

Instantly, he realizes why and starts making a move to your fridge, when he suddenly stops, looking at you hesitantly. "You're not going to charge me for using your ingredients, are you?" He asks, and you originally were, but seeing that he asked about it, you shake your head guiltily. Maybe you're being too strict.

While he's cooking, you take the time to quietly observe his backside. How nice would it be to see this every day? Baekhyun in your presence, taking care of you? Before you can stop it, you feel a blush rise to your cheeks at your scheme. You have the audacity to feel shame for it, but you're greedy, and you're the kind of woman to take what you want, even if it means forcing it. Getting Baekhyun in this predicament is what you've been working towards, and now that's happening, you can't stop yourself from feeling elated.

But at the same time, you know that your fantasies will be short lived. Ever since you first met the guy, you knew that he's the kind who only cares about his money. He has no room in his heart for actual love, a fling, maybe, but not real love.

When he looks back at you, you look away.

"Are you always so quiet?" You hear him ask, and when you look again, he's facing away. "Maybe it's because you just woke up, but you struck me as the loud type."

"I'm loud when I want to be." You reply, leaning on your palm and watching his butt. It looks nice in his dress pants, firm and totally grabbable. (But that's for another time.) "Why?"

"Well, you were just so competitive last night." He shifts from one foot to another, and you smile despite yourself when his butt flexes, too. "I figured you were more... I don't know, obnoxious."

That makes you laugh, and he turns to look at you in surprise. By then, your eyes averted from his bottom and are staring in his eyes, instead. "Maybe I am, a little." You say it more for yourself than to reply to him, since you definitely feel that way. You made him your personal slave, for Pete's sake!

Once breakfast is served, you're pleasantly shocked to see that he made you an omelet. You smelled eggs, but since he was constantly in front of the stove, you didn't know what he was doing with it. You were expecting them scrambled, if you're being honest, because it's the easiest dish to make.

"Looks good," You compliment, getting your own silverware to save him the effort. He sits down across from you with his own plate, which you look at with the most uncontented expression you can muster. "You made your own food?" You ask him, and he looks at you incredulously.

"Are you taxing me?" He asks, looking fed up. If he's this impatient, then you wonder how long he'll last until he just drops everything and leaves.

"No," You change your expression to a playful one. "I was joking, sorry." You tell him, tasting the omelet instead of confronting your feelings. Even though you spent so much time saving up money to bid against him for this reason, you still felt bad for everything you made him do. Maybe you'll be the one to crack first, instead.

"Is it good?" He asks, biting his bottom lip in question. You try not to gawk at it too long before answering.

"It's actually really good, yeah," You say, taking another bite hungrily. "Do you like cooking?" To your surprise, he nods pleasantly, seeming happy of your praise.

"It's my side job, when I'm not out gambling, I mean." He says bashfully, and you barely suppress another smile at his adorableness, covering it up with a bite of your food. Soon, he digs in to his own omelet.

(Baekhyun's P.O.V)

It's not easy for Baekhyun to forget that you're a beautiful woman. Twice today, when you weren't paying attention to him, he's found his eyes wandering your form on their own. Of course, he always stopped himself from doing more than that, because his only goal is to get his fifteen thousand back.

Throughout the day, you make him do tedious tasks, all simple and not difficult to do. For the bucks you're paying him, though, he feels like he's cheating you. You're paying him twenty dollars just because he comes to the room when you call him. Sure, he wants his money back, but Baekhyun likes earning his money right.

He tells you this at the end of the day, when you're offering him another fifty for grabbing you a glass of water. "It's not fair." He says, nose scrunched. To his surprise, you look mad at him for saying it.

"If you don't like the way I'm paying you, then you can go ahead and forget about getting your money back." You say stubbornly, turning your head away and crossing your arms. You're sitting in bed, hair wet because you just finished your night shower. "I'm the one paying you, anyways. I decide what for."

"But--" He tries, growing upset also.

"No," You cut him off, lifting your chin dismissively. "You may go downstairs and sleep on my couch. Please don't disturb me any more about this." You finish, but he doesn't budge. You're making him mad now. How can you be so generous while paying him? Did you not even care about the money you won? If so, why were making him do all this? Are you trying to humiliate him? He doesn't even know you!

"What if I refuse?" He asks you, setting your glass of water down on your nightstand and clenching his fists. You don't turn your head to him, but look up from the corner of your eye testingly. "What if I say no?" He asks.

"You may go downstairs and sleep on my couch, Baekhyun." You repeat more sternly, but he stays still.

"What if I don't want to sleep there?" He steps forward to appear intimidating, and it seems to work, because you bend your legs under the sheets and lean back, finally looking at him full on. "It's uncomfortable sleeping on a couch. And don't tell me to sleep on your window seat, that's even worse. I don't know how you could do it without cramping everywhere." He says, lifting his chin with a sneer. When you give no answer, still staring up at him worriedly, he gets an idea. "What if... I want to sleep here?" He asks, fingers unflexing and trailing along the edge of the bed.

"H-Here?" You reiterate, face turning red. He doesn't know why until he realizes you must have thought he meant with you. He didn't even mean it in a lewd way, but maybe you misunderstanding him will help him out.

"That's right," He smirks, crawling onto the bed. You scoot back in alarm until you're pressed against the headboard, where he places his hands to trap you in his arms. "What will you do," He asks slowly, glancing down at your parted lips. He remembers what they felt like on his the other night, which makes acting this way easier on him. "If I take advantage of you?"

There's a short pause in each of your breathing when he looks back into your eyes. They're so vulnerable, wide, unsure. It makes Baekhyun's heart beat a little faster, giving him ideas that he does his best to force down. When he moves his face a little closer, you have no reaction, and then--

"Okay!" You shout, pushing him away and scaring the life out of him. "Okay, sleep here! I don't care! You tell me what you want to be paid for, then. Just don't--" You scramble off the bed. "--ever do that again!" And before he can assure you he wouldn't actually do those things, you run downstairs and disappears.

Baekhyun looks down at the bed sheets, clenching them and breathing awkwardly. Why did his heart beat so fast during that? He was just trying to scare you into getting his way, so why did his mind go other places? He didn't want to do anything more than scare you, but when the distance grew slimmer, his body started doing things on its own. He instinctively moved closer to kiss you, and it's leaving his mind spinning.

It's all about the money, he reminds himself, breathing shallowly. Nothing else is important... nothing else is necessary.

(Continued in Chapter 3... Grey Skies)

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[angelicawritesbs]

It started with our unhealthy habits, drowning our uncontented lives with alcohol, filling our lungs with those flavourful smoke, Oh how I love putting my lips at the tip of your vape knowing damn well you used it before me.

Those unplanned late night drives, stopping by at convenience store to pick up liquor and drowning our system again in the middle of a forest.

You thought I was looking forward to see Sirao mountain garden, but I was looking forward on the long ride on the way there while I sit at the back of your motorbike wishing I could wrap my arms around your waist.

There's a hole in my heart when we're together, but at the same time, that hole, the pain, oh God! The pain feels so good. I'm willing to take risk. Even though the consequences might kill me slowly.

It was the 15th of March. One drunken night, one fucked up night, the night we're I took the risk, one night were I wanted you to be mine so bad. I did it I made a mistake. I gave you my all, I gave up, I confessed and so did you! I hugged you so tightly and in return you kissed my lips!

I remembered the songs you used to play at lanataw mountain while we watch the night lights in front of us never caring about how fast the time ticks.

And mostly, I remembered our guilty pleasure songs that only us knows what it means. I still have a full playlist of it, but I never listened to it anymore now that you're gone.

I should've pushed you harder. Because the pain that feels good before is never the same anymore.

There are still long night drives, I can still see lantaw's nigh lights, but what's missing is you... and the places, the songs, the road trips, the drinking session is never the same without you anymore...

#personal

[justkpopjokes]

Werewolf! Cheol. ANGSTY FLUFF ASDFGHJKL

A/N: Jesus Kylie we’re going to die together prepare the grave aLSO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I was really uncontent with the ending, and the angst level isn’t too high but hopefully wolf cub Cheol makes up for it(?)

So I’ve never written a werewolf au

But eh who cares about werewolves

I mean you think it’s just a stupid fairy tale that people rumor are true (I mean people are finding evidence they’re real but that can’t be true can it?)

Like hahaha tf??😂😂😂 Humans that turn into wolves during the full moon? Lmao

Also wolves scare you but anyway

And then there’s Seungcheol who just

Wtf are normal humans???

So basically

Seungcheol grew up as a werewolf

He was bitten as a child poor smol

His parents didn’t know what to do, so they abandoned him

He was roaming the streets alone

But luckily FULL MOON TONIGHT

He goes through this painful fit on the ground, but the pain goes away after a few seconds(?)

He’s just like wait wut why can’t I stand on my legs?

Do I have legs???

What is this thing on my face?? It’s called a muzzle sweetie

“So I’m a wolf now?” yea boiiii

GURAE WOLF NAEGA WOLF AWOOOOO k sorry moving on

And so our smol wolfie was found by other werewolves when he howled

And they took him in even after the full moon was over

So he lives with werewolves now!!!

Which makes him kinda…savage? Basically he isn’t really used to human etiquette

He grew up as a wolf ok, his werewolf parents didn’t teach him much human stuff

They thought it would be best if he didn’t come in contact with humans

And for a while, they were right

He was better off away from people, growing up in the woods

Away from (normal) human communication

And with the exception of his weird wolf family,

Forever alone

…well…maybe not forever

He has the keep reading bar as his friend

He’s been away from the cities all his life

And now he’s in his late teens

And you know what happens in your late teens

You don’t want to face adulthood be alone

Seungcheol is curious to know how regular humans live

And this guy…well you know he doesn’t give up

So one night, once his family is asleep, he sneaks out of his family’s cottage in the woods and goes to the city

Once he gets out of the forest, he notices how the city is so lighted up

Like it’s shouting “Come here, Seungcheol!”

Ofc our guy goes to the city

Just so happens that you’re out too

You’re out because you can’t sleep relatable

And even though you need to get up early tomorrow, at least you have time to study right? Ha yeah right

So you’re on your way to a 24-hour-wherever to get coffee or a drink or a place to read

So you’re walking around the streets when you see this guy wiTH RIPPED CLOTHES AND LOTS OF SCARS?? WHO’S KIND OF BLEEDING???

Obviously you’re scARED TO DEATH LIKE WHAT THE HECK IS HE GOING TO KILL ME but also v concerned bc “you poor thing…what happened to you?”

So you walk over to the tall guy and tap his shoulder when he’s looking at graffiti

And he just jumps back and screams. Roars? No growls. He growls.

Eureureong eureureong ay

Cue you screaming at his scarred face

After you two recover you’re just staring at each other while he’s on the ground sitting like a dog

You think it looks really weird but like what the heck is this grown man doing with his life, he’s muscular af but looks like he just survived a war

“Uh—um…are…are you okay…?”

“Uh…Yes?”

“What’s your name?”

“…s…Seung…Cheol…”

K lemme just mention how Cheol has limited speaking skills, bc his parents only taught him basic words in case of emergency

(I’m guessing they just…growl to communicate? They really don’t like humanity okay like no speaking in this household)

But you take the quiet guy him home to clean his wounds

Whenever you try to disinfect the scrapes on his leg he yelps like crazy so eventually, you get tired and stop

Well…there’s a scarred man on your couch, all you can do is try to feed him

“Listen, I don’t have much food…any allergies?”

He just tilts his head and raises an eyebrow

“Aller…gy?”

“What, have you been living in the woods all your life? Yes I said allergy”

“Yes.”

“Wait what”

He just ignores you and walks to the fridge you’re holding open

“Meat?”

“I only have raw meat, it’ll take a while to cook—”

He just takes out the huge chunk of meat and unwraps the plastic around it

Then just bites this huge chunk off

Your jaw just drops

You try to grab it away saying “You’ll get a disease or som—”

But he just snarls and turns away noisily chewing

So you’re sitting across from the man on your couch still eating a huge chunk of steak

Eventually you drift to sleep

Now Seungcheol isn’t entirely stupid (to human standards)

He knows no one likes sleeping in an uncomfortable place

So of course when he sees you quietly snoozing, something clicks in him

Like an imprint? Except for something else👀

The next morning, you wake up in bed like nothing ever happened

You think it’s a dream, especially because your house seems like the man was never there

So you ignore your weird dream and try to get ready for an early class

You didn’t notice the half-eaten meat in the fridge until later

That’s when you questioned whether you dreamed of the strange man

The bloody cotton balls in the trash bin confirmed your suspicions

That night, you went back outside to walk in the same area

You saw the same man again across the street

This time he sees you and smiles really widely and walks basically runs towards you

And you accept his hug tho you’re kinda…still confused on what the heck is happening

But yknow what? He doesn’t seem dangerous, might as well make him some dinner (because that’s definitely the reasonable decision)

So you bring him home again and make steak and mashed potatoes

And he’s just like?? whAT IS THIS HEAVENLY FOOD YOU MADE

But obviously, he doesn’t really speak soooo he just enthusiastically bounces his head around and does a little dance

We gotta change that tho, so you slowly teach Seungcheol words by holding up items and saying them, and then making him repeat them

And slowly he learned more!

Obviously he’s happy to learn, but he has to be careful not to speak with his…secret family

He definitely needs to keep his secret since the full moon’s coming up soon…

But he decides to still visit you, and even memorizes where your house is

So every night, he comes and knocks on your door

Every night, you cook for him and teach him how to speak and write, and in return, he keeps you company and tucks you in bed

Spending time with him is like having a little puppy istg

Always bouncing around and being so interested with new things

Sometimes you’ll tell him to put something in the microwave and he’ll just stare at you and like furrow his eyebrows

Then you’ll remember he has the communication skills (and knowledge of machines) of a 3-year-old

Don’t even get me started on discovering the tv

He tilted his head to the side when you turned it on, and did that thing where little kids check behind the tv to find the people on screen

You also tried to make him shower but the second the water ran he was just like “nononononono”

He needs to stay messy or else his family will know he’s been going out to see a normal human

But he eventually takes a quick shower because you said you wouldn’t hug him otherwise

You buy him a change of clothes when he visits, but he always leaves them behind when you wake up in the morning like what?

He’s a questionable guy but trust me he’s a good person

Remember when I said he kind of imprinted on you?

It’s like a ‘protect this one at all costs’ imprint

He protec he attac but most importantly he snac on your meat

He feels like he needs to protect you now and keep you safe

He’s just a really close friend who even calms you when college gets stressful

And when I mentioned hugs earlier…they are giant wolf bear hugs

Listen ok he doesn’t really have a sense of love, his family doesn’t really show it directly

But you give him all the love he needs

You even fell asleep in his arms one night

You hardly remember it though, because you were back in your bed the next morning

All you have is the memory that it was nice and warm

But there’s a full moon coming up tomorrow

So before Seungcheol leaves, he tells you he won’t see you the next night

You’re really sleepy, so he brings you to your bed and brushes your hair away from your face before growling softly *cough* lovingly and leaving

The next night, you remember what Seungcheol said about not being there, but he never stays until morning wtf

Does he…have another family?

Wait no that’s impossible if he had a family someone would’ve taught him that the word “confused” means his mood 24/7

So when he doesn’t show up, you go out to look for him

When he isn’t on the streets, you wander and stumble across the entry to the forest, and start to hear noises

Growling…?

“Oh Seungcheol, is that you? It’s me Y/N”

Suddenly the growling gets louder

And a woLF JUMPS OUT FROM A BUSH AND LASHES OUT AT YOU

They tackle you, but suddenly another wolf pushes them off of you as the first wolf scratches you

And like I said before YOU ARE TERRIFIED OF WOLVES

So you’re just frozen in fear and confusion

You could try to escape, but the wounds on your shoulder are bleeding and the pain is stinging really bad

All you can do is watch as 2 wolves battle it out before one wolf chases the other away

The remaining wolf starts charging at to you, but you just scramble to get up and try to grab the nearest stick to protect yourself

You hesitate at running when you see a familiar scar on the wolf’s face

It can’t be him…right?

But it makes so much sense

The growling

The scars

The messiness

The limited knowledge of anything basically

He’s just a wolf?

But then wtf has been happening?!?!

Have you been hallucinating and hugging a wolf?!

Or worse: werewolf

So they do exist.

You throw the stick at the wolf and run all the way home crying of pain

There were way more tears as you tried to disinfect the big scratches on your shoulder

And there was no Seungcheol to comfort you or tuck you in that night

The next day, you can’t go to class with a giant scratch bothering you so you tell a classmate you’re sick and ask for any updates on assignments

You feel sick to your stomach anyways

You know how sick it is to fall in love with a monster?

IM CREEPIN IN YOUR HEART BABE that’s the 3rd exo reference already I’ll stop now

When your doorbell rings that night, you check through the peephole and see the same scarred face you always love to see

But given the circumstances, you just walk away from the door

Before you can leave the room, you hear a soft voice

“Y/N? Does the wound hurt?”

“Go away, you monster”

The sound of “monster” tore Seungcheol’s heart in half

All he did was sit against your front door

For hours

Until he was sure you were asleep

Then he left for home

He didn’t go back the next night or any night after that

His family noticed him not going out at night anymore, and thankfully didn’t disown him or anything

They actually felt really bad because Cheol’s adoptive brother was the wolf who attacked you, and it was their fault he had to visit you in secret

Even though his family didn’t teach him human things, they knew how to speak and just chose not to teach him

So when he heard them speak to him, he was v angry but at the same time happy? Bc he can finally communicate with them better

And they finally started teaching him to speak and write better

Which made him more courageous to do…something

One morning as you stepped out the door, you found a bouquet with a small note

~From Seungcheol

Of course, it’s not just a bouquet, it’s a man holding a bouquet

Yknow what? I don’t think you need to be scared of wolves anymore

“I’m sorry my brother attacked you…”

“Wait that was your brother?!”

“Yes did you not know??”

“No?!? That’s why I was angry oh gosh I’m so sorry”

It gets kind of awkward…

…Until he gives you a big hug

And you teach him what a kiss is (if you know what I mean😉)

I think it’s safe to say things are back to normal

If you consider having dinner with a werewolf every night as normal

Ok I know Vampire!Gyu has a dog already bUT WEREWOLF!CHEOL WITH A PUPPY

Ohmygod they could communicate

I’m actually screaming internally like you’d bring him to the shelter and he’d wait until no one is looking and start growling at all the dogs and then whisper to you “this one was abused by his previous owner” and “this one never knew her parents”

And in the end, it would be really sad because you want to adopt all of them but you can’t

So you both decide on this one fluffy puppy and you and Cheol are soft af at this smol pup

Every time you get home from school there are just 2 puppies to shower you with kisses

WHERE’S THAT 1 GIF OF SEUNGCHEOL AND THAT PUP IT’S WHAT I ENVISIONED

You’ll walk into the living room and they’re both growling and barking at each other

“Y/NNNNNNNN come play with us! Both puppies agree you better get over here”

#seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios #seungcheol imagines #seungcheol scenarios #seventeen fluff #choi seungcheol #seungcheol #seventeen au #jkj fics #.txt

[elysian-words]

A letter to my future self (to be read when your heart feels heavy)

I’m here to tell you that happiness is not something you can find. It is not a person. It is not something you buy. Nor a choice you make. It is not a diet plan. It is not an amount of money. Happiness is not success. It is not a boyfriend. It is not a song. It is not family. It is not Christmas. It is not your best friend. It is not popularity. It is not good grades. It is not the amount of people who know your name. Nor is it the amount of likes you get on a photo. It is not a number of followers. It is not a number of friends. It is not being beautiful. It is not having clear skin. It is not kissing a boy. It is not love. It is not belonging. It is not feeling loved. It is not being “cool”. It is not fitting in. Nor is it standing out.

Happiness is something you have to decide for yourself. It is something within your heart that you choose to feel, regardless of the lonely feelings or the bad days. Regardless of the pain and the brokenness. Happiness is a choice. And darling your happiness is all-too important to be placed in the hands of a boy. Don’t let anyone tell you aren’t enough. Don’t let anyone define you. Stop wanting more. Stop looking at what they have and thinking if you had it, you would find happiness because let me tell you, few people in this world are ever happy and no one will ever be able to fill the hole that you dug into your heart except for you.

You’ve been blessed beyond measure. Happiness is being grateful. It is loving and allowing yourself to be loved back. Happiness is when you finally stop searching. Happiness is knowing that more is not always more, and in most cases, it is less.

You are not alone. You are capable. You are valid. You are complete. And you are all of these things alone. Never will you allow another person to make you feel that you are incomplete on your own.

Love yourself. Appreciate life. For God’s sake, live. Live without regret. Or hate. Nor be uncontent with what you have.

Love,

Yours truly

(Via @elysian-words)

#a letter to myself #long reads

[j-wonwootrash]

Hoshi || Sparkles and Tingles

Word count: 2.4k Genre: Bestfriend!Hoshi, Highschool!au, fluff, romance, comedy,  A/N: Kwon Soonyoung will always have a special place in my heart~ Enjoy reading!

“What to do?”

———

Soonyoung was your best friend who was a boy. That’s right. Nothing special, nothing else. He was fun to be with, not to mention his sense of humor. There would never be a day where you’d go home not laughing. He was that funny.

“That’s the third time this week!” you groaned, your voice on the verge of screaming.

“Relax Y/N,” Soonyoung cooed. “You still have a full year to make him notice you. Whatever happens, I’m always here when you have nowhere to go.”

“Ugh, why would I run to someone like you?” you walked fast as you passed the library counter.

“Because you always do when you’re indirectly rejected by your crushes.” he stuck a tongue.

“Hey I did date one of them.” you whined.

“Yeah that lasted a day. Clearly you were the one who misunderstood. Understand it was a friendly one.” he laughed, hitting you with a children storybook.

“It was my first, so I still considered that a date.” you pouted.

You had a major crush on this librarian hottie: Jeon Wonwoo. He was silent most of the time, who dedicated his life to reading novels. But he was a nice guy, a pun master and king of corny jokes.

As you sat at the very corner of the library, you brought out your laptop, scrolling and surfing your favorite social media. You weren’t that good in academics but you were not lazy to do homework. Your other friends- Dokyeom, Jun and Jihoon, came along as promised to complete your group project.

“Where’s Soonyoung?” Jihoon raised an eyebrow, flicking his pen as he asked you.

“I don’t know, he probably went to some section to read manhwas.” you shrugged.

“Ah, I’m not surprised. He was always the free-rider. It’s weird.” Dokyeom nodded.

“Agree. If anything else is weird it would be his brain,” you laughed, the others chuckled. You felt hit on your head. “Oww. Do you really have to use books to hit me?”

“Well it’s the only object available here..” Soonyoung sat beside you. “..unless you want a punch from me I’ll be glad t-”

You punched his arm with all strength, it hurted, but you felt good. “Wow I could start my boxing career right now.”

“I could coach you if you want.” Jun whipered to your ear, nudging you to Soonyoung.

“Jun, don’t encourage her.” Soonyoung hissed.

———

Free time session ended and you wanted to get home as soon as possible. Up ahead you saw Wonwoo, cleaning his specs behind the counter. “Hi Wonwoo!” you called out.

“Hi Y/N. Got a lot of things done?” he walked with you.

“Yeah I managed with the others. If Soonyoung helped even a bit I’d love him forever.” you giggled sarcastically.

“Mhm, can’t tell what that guy’s thinking. But other than having a weird brain he’s a good guy I can assure you.” he smiled.

“Yes at least someone agrees with me!” you put your arms in the air. You checked your watch and waved goodbye to crush. “Ah I have to go! See you tomorrow!”

Wonwoo waved back and placed his hands in his pockets, a sigh escaped his lips. “Geez, I sense someone behind me,” he stopped walking and turned around. “You can come out now Soonyoung.”

“Aww you’re learning! Shall I applaud for you?” Soonyoung smiled.

“How long am I going to follow your orders? I have a girlfriend and I don’t want her to misunderstand.”

“Just until prom, okay? I’m sure Y/N will ask you, and all you have to do is to decline it.” Soonyoung begged. “Please Wonwoo, help out your best friend.”

Wonwoo nodded, he eyed him as the boy jumped with glee. Soonyoung, you know you can’t hide forever.

———

The most-anticipated day arrived and you checked your face for the last time. Your pocket mirror is not so pocket-sized and Soonyoung got so fed up, looking at your doing kissy-kissy faces to no one but yourself. “You’re already pretty just ask him to prom and you’ll be happy.”

“Alright alright. Stop with the rushing. It’s not like you’re the one who’s asking him out.” you rolled your eyes. “Ooh ooh here he comes!”

You fixed yourself as well as your ‘best outfit’ according to Soonyoung. Y/N, he talked to you yesterday and he’ll talk to you today, hwaiting! “Hi Wonwoo, can I ask you something?”

He nodded, and you gulped, trying to mutter out words to say. “If- If it’s okay with you, you would be my date to the prom?”

You saw Wonwoo sighing softly, bit his lips as he looked at you in the eye. “Guess I’ll have to say my answer for the 12th time,” he mumbled. “I’m sorry Y/N, I can’t. I already have a date.”

You never felt your chest tightened so much. It hurted more than the laughs from Soonyoung’s jokes. “Oh.. I see. It- It’s okay.”

“I’m sure you’ll find one soon.” there he smiled gently and left.

A few minutes later, your best friend came. “How’d it go?”

“I.. got rejected..” you forced a smile.

“That’s okay. We all have to go down that road some time in life-” Soonyoung started.

You were irritated at him but not entirely. “I’ve put on my best makeup, perfume, clothes-”

“All gone to waste.” he slurped his soda.

“That’s very encouraging Soonyoung.” He pulled you close to him, wrapped his arms around your shoulders. He told you he’ll do something to make it up to you, because he made fun of you. “I’ll go with you to the prom so right now, come with me to the mall downtown.”

———

You tried out several cocktail dresses and gowns, and to be honest you weren’t in the mood for these. You looked at yourself in the mirror. None of them are my type. You got out of the changing room, slightly cranky. “Soonyoung I can’t do this I don’t feel like going to the prom. Can we-”

He stood there, asking one of the staffs to change his tie. The navy blue polo shirt suited him, his hair evenly styled. You didn’t know why, but all of emotions hit you in the chest. He was your best friend and yet you feel nervous seeing him in such formal attire.

“Oh you got your favorite?” he smiled widely. “How do I look?” he gestured himself.

“Nah, can’t find my type,” you eyed him head to toe. “You look great!”

“Thanks. I’ll chose one for you if you can’t.” he let his fingertips touch the aisle of gowns and stopped at one. “This’ll do.” he smiled and handed it to you.

You took the gown and tried it on. You stared at yourself in the mirror and realized how much it suited you. The gown continuously swayed beautifully and the length was alright. As you got out of the changing room, Soonyoung was out of sight. “Excuse me Ma'am but have you seen a guy sitting here earlier?”

“Oh yes. He just left and paid for his suit. He wanted me to tell you the gown was on him.” she gave you a note which you believed Soonyoung wrote. ‘Something urgent came up, I’ll see you at the prom. :)��� You smiled and left the shop.

His phone vibrated and it was a message from you. ‘Well whatever that urgent thing is, I hope it’s nothing serious. Thanks for this. I owe you one. :)’

It is something serious Y/N.. He hid behind a sculpture. In fact, Soonyoung didn’t have something urgent. He was just too nervous to see you in a gown he chose for you. He held his hand in his chest, hoping it would stop beating fast as soon as your silhouette slowly vanishes from his sight.

———

In the end, no one asked you for the prom. So you decided you’d stick with Soonyoung since he did mention he was going to prom with you. Your squad planned to not see the boys until you’ve all reached school. It was a mean move but they predicted their dates’ reactions would be priceless.

“Y/N! Are you ready?” Mina asked, knocking onto your door.

You opened the door and she squealed as she saw how well you prepared for the prom. “Soonyoung would be so proud seeing you wearing that.” Dahyun squeezed your hand.

“Of course he would. He chose this.” you chuckled, quickly finishing the final touches before Mina’s father brings you to school.

“But hey, that best friend of yours chose well. It’s beautiful.” Yojung giggled and you gave a glare that told her if she referred to you or the dress. “Ah, it’s you Y/N.”

As you all were on the way, you took endless selfies and group pictures. Jun and Dokyeom could not stop sending messages to Mina and Dahyun. They were impatient to see them.

———

The blast of music rang your ears, the fabric decorations perfectly aligned with the balloons and spotlights. There were many couples that have already taken pictures at the booth, some already danced at the center. Your friends found the boys and you saw Wonwoo with Sejeong. Of course he would ask her out.

You saw Soonyoung, he looked so chilled that he actually looked lazy than handsome. Poor suit, you thought. He finally took notice of you and as you approached, to him everything slowed down. The way your hair flowed behind your back, some strands fell in front of your eyes.

He didn’t realize his mouth agape, making Wonwoo and Sejong smirk beside him. “She’s really pretty.” she hugged the tall boy, looking at you with admiration.

“Glad I didn’t accept her as my date or else I would’ve rebelled.” Wonwoo teased his girlfriend, earning a light hit on the arm. “Sorry sorry.”

You stood in front of Soonyoung, who was staring at you. “Hi best.” you called out, when he didn’t respond, you snapped your fingers. “Earth to Soonyoung? Hello?”

“Sorry I was dazed.” he shyly smiled as he scratched his head. It was soon faded when he heard his favourite song. “Y/N dance with me!”

He laughed as he pulled you close to him. In all honesty he was really a good dancer, no doubt. You tried to copy his moves but he just laughed harder at your failed attempts.

Countless of familiar songs played and you decided to rest. Soonyoung handed you fruit punch and toasted for a good night. As you looked at your friends who were enjoying with their dates, little did you know Soonyoung couldn’t get his eyes off you.

He knew the gown he chose suited you, but he never expected you would be outstanding tonight. Even his best friend thought of snatching you away. His stomach formed butterflies and it was uncontrollable. He excused himself as he pulled Wonwoo with him. “Sejeong I’ll borrow him for a bit.”

The slender boy just chuckled, he knew how embarrassed Soonyoung was when he saw you the moment you entered the hall. They both got out of the hall and stood by the car park. He waited for the boy to speak which took him a few minutes. “What to do? The stars looked beautiful to me.” he blushed.

Wonwoo pretended to look up at the dark sky. “Yeah they are beautiful.” The sarcasm in his voice made Soonyoung panic.

“Yah you know what I mean.” he shook Wonwoo by the shoulders, later he paused, realising Wonwoo’s giggle. “You read through me.”

The boy burst in laughter. “Because you’re easy to read, Soon.”

“Tell me what to do!” he begged.

“Just tell her how you feel. It’ll come naturally.”

———

The prom ended and you had fun, even if your date wasn’t your boyfriend. Your friends headed at the opposite direction while you and Soonyoung headed the other. Wonwoo gave a thumbs up to the boy and made sure he would message him the news. The walk from school was long, and you didn’t realize it was already midnight. “Did you have fun?” he broke the awkward silence and you assume it was only because you both were tired.

“I did,” you smiled at him. “Thanks Soonyoung. If it weren’t for you I’d be alone for the prom.”

You both did a recap of what happened earlier. Dokyeom did a weird dance move, Jihoon effortlessly gave his all in singing, the girls continuously fangirled Jeonghan the Angel- made their dates jealous, Wonwoo and Sejeong got the prom king and queen titles.

The mention of Wonwoo ached but you knew it wouldn’t be you anyway. You had always knew. Soonyoung noticed the change of your tone whenever you mentioned Wonwoo. But what could help? You couldn’t avoid it, no one can. Will you be able to move on from what you saw? At least now you knew he was happy at where he was, with Sejeong. “Ah, I think I teared up for a second there.” you mumbled.

Soonyoung’s lips agape as he saw pearls of tears roll down your cheeks. When you notice he was looking your way, you immediately wiped them. “Sorry, that was childish.” you let out a laugh.

“No, it’s alright. We all have been there.” he told you to sit down at a bench as he figured you needed time to calm down.

“You experienced what I experienced?” you asked, turning to him. He didn’t say a word so the thought of your best friend not comforting you at this moment made you a little annoyed. “Hey I need to hear from you, Soon.”

“I know this is exactly you wouldn’t want to hear, but recently it’s starting to hurt that you didn’t know my feelings.” he managed to speak all in one breath, despite not trying to blush in front of you.

Your lips quivered, not knowing of what to say to him. He inhaled again, and you knew he would say something. “Y/N, I like you. I really really do. I know we’re the bestest of friends. And I thought you’d notice them right now but I was actually shocked to know you’re a type of girl who’s very dense.”

“Hey that hurts. I’m not dense,” you paused as you stopped your lips from pouting. “I just..”

He anticipated your words as he licked his dry lips as you continued “..I just can’t believe it myself that I’m falling for my best friend too.”

Soonyoung’s chest tingled with butterflies and his eyes sparkled. “Y-you like me too? Since when?”

“Seems like you’re the dense one,” you smiled. “Since forever? Unlike other girls, I’d rather date my best friend.”

He hugged you, after a long time, you realized how he was much taller than the last time you both hugged. “I’d rather date my best friend too.”

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Instinct |2|

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Captain Levi x Reader 

Summary:  Summary: An unwelcome(ish) blast from the Captain’s trainee days comes back to the Scouting Regiment and old habits die hard.Levi X Reader

Instinct: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 |

Words:1959

Warnings:Swearing. No Smut...Yet.

The birds chirped you back to consciousness at the crack of dawn. You wearily rolled out of bed struggling to adjust to the light which pierced through the slit in the curtains. You dressed with growing enthusiasm for the day which ended with you restraining yourself from running down the corridors, eager to have the drowsy sun touch your skin.

The air outside was brisk nipping at your skin pulling goose-bumps to the surface. The wind was deathly calm which was a perfect condition for your ODM private time. You excitedly jogged across the grassy area until you were close enough to deploy your hooks, propelling you through the threshold of the forest. The sound of the gas releasing incites a deep calmness within you. The wooded titans where still where they used to be, smirk radiating of your face blindingly. You spun yourself into a graceful turn pulling your blades from their holster and sliced through the pads at the practice titan’s nape; cutting as smoothly as it ever did, you landed strongly distributing your weight evenly through your legs.

 Looking up from your superhero like landing you saw a blur of figures making their way in your direction. Within moments you could make out faces, an interesting concoction of determination, excitement and responsibility. Though familiar from around the training camp many were still nameless to you. Erwin was walking sternly behind them herding his flock to graze. He was conversing with the unmistakable frame and stature of Levi. Gaining your breath back calming the rush of your heart battering in your chest and downgraded your ecstatic grin smile to avoid looking crazily keen.

"Everyone this is Corporal Y/LN" Erwin paused giving you free reign of the introduction of yourself.

"Nice to finally meet you all, Erwin has filled me in great detail about all of you and your talents. I have been brought in to assist Captain Levi with training and fully inducting you into the scout regiment. You may not have met me but the training you have just completed was devised and structured by myself, Training Commander Shadis reports directly to me.” You paused for a beat “Make no mistake, do not think of this as an advanced class, a mistake in the scouts will most likely cost you or your comrade’s life in the most painful fashion so be sure to pay attention” You were sure you noticed Levi’s mouth twitch up at the side. You were never one to mince words; it was one of the reasons you and Levi clicked so well in the first place.

“Wait a minute are you THE Corporal Y/LN” a small blonde boy with choppy hair asked. The others looked at him puzzle pieces not fitting in their minds.

“I am a Corporal Y/LN” you responded sarcastically.

“You are aren’t you” he continued, he turned to face the others who’d chucked the puzzle on the floor in confusion.

“Y/N was a member of the scout regiment before the walls were breached, she was one of three survivors after a training mission outside the walls went terribly wrong. She was the youngest recipient of the medal of bravery; she risked her life so the others remaining could escape. In doing so she was nearly devoured by a titan and sustained heavy injuries to her left side where she was bitten; one of the squad managed to save her just in time.” The groups’ blank faces turned back to you with a look of shock and awe before looking back to the blonde boy. I stole a glance at the commander who seemed happy to approve. Without even looking Levi you knew his eyes had shot down with regret, his dark hair attempting to hide his face as it drooped in front of his face. With that said he maintained his closed off cold stance with his arms crossed.

“Yes that is me, thank you for that mini biography, I’m guessing your Armin Arlert?” Erwin mentioned a boy gifted with knowledge and tactical insights.

“Yes ma’am” he saluted sincerely, his fists growing white with the respect he was holding.

“Oooo can we see your scars?” A tall dark haired girl bundled over in front of me tripping over her own feet. A unanimous giggle hummed through the other recruits before dying down as quickly as it had started. You helped her to her feet, her cheeks had flushed with a red haze “You must be Sasha Braus” you guessed.

“You brats aren’t here for a show or to gossip, get on that course and get warmed up otherwise you’ll end up titan food quicker than that one can eat a potato!” he motioned to Sasha with his dark eyes, the red flush on her cheeks only glowed brighter. All of them propelled their anchors and deployed panicked “Sir” they all shouted in almost perfect synchronicity; the fear of Levi already instilled.

“Well I can see you guys have this handled and won’t have any issues getting them in order, I’ll be with Hanji if you need me” And with that he turned and left, leaving you on your own with him.

“I knew that bastard was up to something” Levi blurted out, you couldn’t distinguish if he was talking to you or whether it was just a statement to himself.

“Isn’t he always” you responded anyway. He half chuckled and then all conversation was dead in the water, silence had never been awkward between you and to your surprise it still wasn’t. You knew there was a whole typhoon of unspoken words but you were going to ride out the calm before the storm happily.

“Eren balance your weight!” you shouted up as he’d terribly misjudged an anchor point and landed on the floor with a crash.

“Why don’t you come and do this!” Eren screamed his face crumpled with frustration; as soon as the word left his mouth his eyed widened in horror realising the huge disrespect of his outburst. “I’m sorry Corporal I didn’t mean to.. I” You halted his next words with a raised hand. Amusingly his eyes let go of yours and travelled over to Levi and the fear really blossomed in his glossy eyes.

“So you want me to show you I’m worth taking orders from ey?” you challenged “Captain fancy showing these guys how it’s done?” you asked hoping to bring some conversation back between you.

“I don’t need to show the brats a thing, I’d say you probably need the practice” he quipped. Asshole the cheek of it, you now had a huge point to prove and you would shove it in his face.

“Fine” almost sulkily “Everyone up on a branch and watch”.

When you landed the trainees mouths had all formed a large O shape, even Levi’s eyebrows had moved to a raised position.

“In future DO NOT doubt your superiors, trust is paramount within your squad. Now go again!” you barked. You jumped down over to the tree where Levi was leant. The sound of gas canisters and camaraderie filled the vacuum of silence.

“That wasn’t half bad” Levi spoke, face still glaring forward at the trainees.

“Half bad?” you exclaimed insulted “I’d say matched your time twinkle toes” you toyed. His reaction was instant, you was thrust back harshly against the tree bark scraping down your spine. His hand was constricting your throat

“I hate that name even more now, let’s leave that nickname in the past shall we?” he seethed that old familiar temper filtering through his pupils. Air flooded back through your airways as he released you and you dropped to the floor when your legs forgot to hold you. You could feel curious eyes burn into you both.  What was the need for that, your familiar anger frothed and you flung yourself up at Levi and struck him square in the face and took his feet out from under him only to catch his hand and stop him from falling

“Come on Levi you know I best you at hand to hand, don’t you ever raise a hand to me again!” you managed as calm as you could. Remorse flooded his face, you was the only one who ever really got under his skin enough to provoke any real emotional response. You stomped off, your point proven. Using your old nickname for him obviously struck a chord; maybe burial of the past training days you thought as you heard him shouting at the others.

“Show’s over brats! Go and get yourself disgusting selves cleaned up and head to lunch”

You hurriedly stripped down when you got to your room and changed into just black trousers and white blouse, your ODM Gear was chucked half delicately onto the bed. Checking yourself in the bathroom mirror; most of your h/c  hair had trickled out of your headband and lightly clung to your skin, you yanked all hairbands out causing them to pinch at your skin when they pinged back into your hand. Despite everything you’d faced your face naturally seemed bright and younger than it should have.

There was a gentle tap at the door.

“It’s open!” you said loudly while still remaining polite, you leaned back to see Levi walking in and closing the door behind him. His eyes quickly scanned the room judging the cleanliness obsessively. “How can I help you Captain?” you made no attempt to camouflage the disapproval of his visit in your voice. He’d lost his brown short jacket but had not taken of the binding black ODMG leather harness which was still wrapped snugly round his waist and legs. It always impressed you how flawlessly his undercut was always clippered. You joined him in the main room to him staring out of the window.

“I thought I’d come and try to resolve our little…. altercation”

“So you’ve come to apologise?” you paused “I thought that sort of thing was benea…” Mid sentence you was pushed against the wall, his body crashing to yours, his hands snaked on the side of your face. He quickly had his tongue undulating with yours silencing you before lavishing his lips attention onto your neck. This wind of surprise carried you away, breezing straight down your spine to your core, it felt exactly like you remember.

“The fuck Levi” you exclaimed breathless, thankful your better judgement stepped in and stopped your desire from growing into an uncontrollable gust. You rebuffed him away

“That may have been how we resolved our differences when we were training but not now!” you couldn’t believe the audacity of him you told yourself trying to drown the re-emerging memories of how he felt against your skin. “So you’re telling me that you don’t want to fuck like the old days?” he retorted. You did now, your body was more than happy to oblige.

“Exactly, the old days. It was too intense, for the both of us, we got attached.”

“That was an oversight I’ll admit” he mumbled nonchalantly.

“Jesus Levi, an oversight? People died because you disobeyed an order because of ‘our oversight’. I guess now it wouldn’t be a problem because you’re such a stoic bastard” your voice was louder now correlating with your anger.

“I’m going to grab my rations and you better not be here when I get back” Just as you reach the threshold of your room

“You were all I could find comfort in this fucked up world and the only thing I wanted to make sense of” he blurted out. “I know it was the same for you” he added louder as you’d increased the distance between you. Did he just briefly open up you? “Shit” you breathed quietly to yourself knowing he wasn’t wrong.

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