syruswriteshissoul

[syruswriteshissoul]

Why don't you

Take apart these precious bones

Mend my heart, reap what you sow

Feel the burn from in this dream

We break apart, ripped from the seam

Can't describe just what I feel

Break the chains and help me heal

Celestial bodies fly overhead

With countless words I'm ripped to shreds

Searching through the universe

The skyscrapers and day lovers

Take part in what's real

You make me feel like I could

Die happy in this moment of our lives

The stars are endlessly procreating

We'll fall asleep

Still your lips, let's take it slow

Wield your hips, wont let you go

Falling miles so endlessly

You lift me up so easily

Lay your head upon my chest

For a moment, cleanse all the stress

Live the moment eternally

Within my temple so yearningly

[syruswriteshissoul]

I’ve been digging a grave with the parts of my brain that still work. They’re burying me with my dead dreams

I still feel a heart that's beating but I can't feel love, I still feel a life inside me but I feel no blood. I still clench my teeth and I pull out my hair; my skin and bones are bare. I've been living with the weight of the world and the moon and the stars, burning in my eyes. I haven't seen clear in 19 years; will you please save my life?

#depression story #poem #poetry #poetic #grunge #sadness #spoken poetry #death #selfreflection #whatsontheheart #depression #alone #feelings

[syruswriteshissoul]

Dreams are nightmares

For the past several nights I have been dreaming of you

But in every dream

I am stressed out

You make my whole body shake

In and out of the dream state

I used to have pleasent dreams about you

Ones where we were happy and in love

Ones where we went on fun adventures

And ones where we stayed at home hanging out

Now they are nothing dreams full of worry and anxiety

My dreams of you are becoming nightmares that are all too real

Real issues occuring in this make believe scenario

It's like they are showing me the truth of what our future would have held

Nothing but disappointment and sorrow

Tonight I hope I dream about my future

A future with my best friend

A future where I am loved and accepted for who I am

And not put down for my flaws

#dreams #nightmares #relationship #ex #breakup #poem #poetry

[syruswriteshissoul]

Leech

You're a fucking coward

No pity for the weak

Sever the ties

You suck the life out of me

My eyes are dry tonight

When I put you in your place, it almost doesn't feel right

Then I remember all the shit that you put me through

It almost feels like a burden just to fucking know you

I can feel my body weakening beneath the weight

Because you take all I have inside and you leave me insane

I can feel the hollowing continuing inside

I'd like to tell myself that this is all a waste of time

But I know I'll learn, I'll grow

As I'm sifting through the pieces of the rubble

I have always known forgiveness

I have always had a heart

But you pushed me into dark

Now watch it all fall apart

Sometimes I feel like I can't fucking breath

You hold me down for your own bettering

I feel your fangs sinking deep

Leeching off of what I reap

Pain you cause me

Emotions they taunt me

Carving me of everything

If I was your fucking puppet

I'd choke you with the strings

How far will you bend me before I fucking break?

I'm engulfed

Engulfed by the flames

My tired eyes are weak and in pain

Resolutions follow through as your walls of hate fall on you

Crippled and writhing bathe in your shame

You live so carelessly taking no blame

The sentiments we made will fade

I won't miss the memory so just fade away

Oh, may you forget me

This never-ending cycle

A vicious spiral, eating me alive

It's all about give and take

But I have given all that I am

I don't owe you fucking shit

#ex #break up #poem #poetry #poetic #breakup #grunge #heartbreak #sadness #selfreflection #feelings #hate #relationships #relationship #anger #moving on #my mind #she doesn't love me

[syruswriteshissoul]

Follow you

My head is haunting me and my heart feels like a ghost

I need to feel something, 'cause I'm still so far from home

Cross your heart and hope to die

Promise me you'll never leave my side

Show me what I can't see when the spark in your eyes is gone

You've got me on my knees I'm your one man cult

Cross my heart and hope to die

Promise you I'll never leave your side

'Cause I'm telling you you're all I need

I promise you you're all I see

'Cause I'm telling you you're all I need

I'll never leave

So you can drag me through hell

If it meant I could hold your hand

I will follow you 'cause I'm under your spell

And you can throw me to the flames

I will follow you

Come sink into me and let me breathe you in

I'll be your gravity, you be my oxygen

So dig two graves 'cause when you die

I swear I'll be leaving by your side

So you can drag me through hell

If it meant I could hold your hand

I will follow you 'cause I'm under you spell

And you can throw me to the flames

I will follow you so you can drag me through hell

If it meant I could hold your hand

I will follow you 'cause I'm under you spell

And you can throw me to the flames

I will follow you,

So you can drag me through hell

If it meant I could hold your hand

I will follow you 'cause I'm under you spell

And you can throw me to the flames

I will follow you,

[syruswriteshissoul]

Follow me. I’ll take you to the edge of reason. Fall with me . We’ll make a home in our delusion. I split my mind ten thousand times. But in every world there’s no exit. No exit.

“Complete your mission.”-Spiritual Entities of the next dimension. 

[syruswriteshissoul]

I sleep better dreaming of you, but when I'm awake I loose sleep thinking of you. You make me so happy yet right now I am miserable. Not having you is like going through withdrawals because when I had you I felt so high. I died inside when you left, but I would give my life to have you back. We weren’t together for very long, and we had an amazing relationship. I still remember all the fun that we had like it was yesterday. How do I get your attention, your affection, your love back?

If you read this babe, I love you. Please take me back…

[syruswriteshissoul]

Dear Love,

This is the fifth time that I’ve written you today Or maybe the sixth, after three they tend to all start to blend together Regardless of the number, the meaning still remains The ink that I’ve split onto this sheet is stained with the guilt you carried From the first week of knowing you Even those first few words  That you uttered out of that entrancing mouth of yours I took too far to heart

But the realization that they had steadily become rotten was far more than withstandable No…Convincing myself that what I took for real was just a twisted illusion And that your words could be held with some sense of meaning… Was far easier to withstand You see, I just wanted to act like I had a perfect life, Like we were perfect, Like nothing else in the world could be anymore perfect But I guess I’ll never get that…

[syruswriteshissoul]

Love is the reason why there is pain. When we lose someone precious to us, hate is born. Vengeance is the product of that hate and so death follows. But in death there is only more death. This will give rise to more pains. In this cursed world we live in, it is a cycle of hatred that will not cease.

#pain #death #hatred #love #vengeance #envy

[syruswriteshissoul]

Religion, ideology, resources, land, spite, love or just because. No matter how pathetic the reason, it's enough to start a war.

#hatred #pain #love #religion #ideology

[syruswriteshissoul]

I don't listen to cunts

That's what I told my 3rd grade teacher

#words of wisdom #words of mine #words of my soul #funny #jokes

[syruswriteshissoul]

It's u, it's u 

Oh god, it's u 

It's u 

If you're awake then I am too 

If you're lost then I'll find you 

If you're hurt then I'll fix you 

If you go blind I'll describe the view 

If you can't feel then I'll hold you 

If you fall know I've got you

#poem #lyrics #cavetown #lemon boy #u #You #her #him #them #love #support

[syruswriteshissoul]

REDIVIDEЯ

"I am autonomous," You told Father

First immortal, but now fleeting

All creation reveals me about this said time, called death, cursed the reverse

All we bought was brokenness -

That shelter of illusion

You see me see You splitting myself even

There is me, forgiving nothing, manic then depressive - hopelessly sinking

Sister Moon, Brother Sun eclipsed one another, forgiving one another

Tides receding

Death ran away then life flooded in world

This I am: Imbalanced, beautifully so

Hands connected, perhaps...

Then dead reflections saw You

I did, didn't I?

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I didn't, did I?

You saw reflections dead then

Perhaps, connected hands...

So beautifully Imbalanced: Am I this world?

In flooded life then ran away Death

Receding tides

Another one forgiving, another one eclipsed, Sun Brother, Moon Sister

Sinking helplessly - depressive then manic, nothing forgiving me is there even myself, splitting? You see me see You

Illusion of shelter: That brokenness was bought, "we all reverse the cursed death called time," said this about me

Reveals creation, all - fleeting, now, but immortal. First

Father told you, "Autonomous am I."

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[syruswriteshissoul]

Flower girl I am not what I seem I’m the reason Your leaves are withering My sun has set And I will never keep you warm again How I long to be in bloom for you How I long to be in bloom with you Pollen eyes I fear that I’m falling asleep Winter’s calling me Far sooner than it ought to be How I long to be the soil to keep you safe Will I ever be more than my mistakes? Stoner veins I’m feining death I’m losing breath And sense of time

[syruswriteshissoul]

U said

Runnin' away from you takes time and pain

And I don't even want to

So I'm gettin' high all week without you

Popping pills, thinking about you

Runnin' away from you takes time and pain

And I don't even want to

So I'm gettin' high all week without you

Popping pills, thinking about you.

I wish I didn't have a heart to love you

I wish I didn't play a part to break

I wish I didn't do a lot of the shit I do

And I wish you didn't too

Sometimes life gets fucked up

That's why we get fucked up

I can still feel your touch

I still do those same drugs

Sometimes life gets fucked up

That's why we get fucked up

That's what we used to do

I was used to you

"What have you been through?"

She asked me

Every fucking kind of abuse

If younlove me too

You would give me you

Lock me in your room

Don't tell me the truth

Everything you said

Stared inside my head

All the shit you said

All blood I bled

Sometimes life gets fucked up

That's why I get fucked up

#drugs #grunge #lyrics #lil peep #lifestyle #fucked up

[syruswriteshissoul]

Why can't we just get along?

Pup, If this tour doesn't kill you

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[syruswriteshissoul]

Anchored

So we live in this whole that we created with our wounded hands

And wait for someone to cure this sickness in our veins But it's all in your hand

So you just can watch time passing by while it's killing every fucking piece of me Or you just take my hand that I'm holding out to you for such a long time

We don't have to die in our own misery

I close my eyes We stare up to the sky A hearty taste of bliss under my eyes I hold your hand in mine Let us linger for the rest of our life I just want you to know what you really mean to me But all my words seem to collide every time I open my mouth and try to speak I'm so afraid to fall in love 'cause I just can't stand another disappointment You're both my cure and my curse Oh won't you stand by my side And bring me back to life

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