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My heart still believes in You and I...

It still has those,

High school dreams,

We had as teens,

When although,

Marriage and kids,

Were so far off,

We still took the time to name them...

We still took the time to give our wedding,

A location...

How does 2 become 1,

Then go from 1 back to 2?

Somedays that bugs me...

I wonder if it ever bugs you...

#love #relationship

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Why do we rush healing?

because sometimes it’s easier to give ourselves a temporary fix, and ignore the broken pieces of ourselves, than to work through them and fully allow ourselves the happiness we deserve. 

[jihbazfubyok]

There has to be,

Some tipping point,

In which,

Make-up sex,

Can no longer cover up

The disrespect…

I beg that we,

Caution with our speed,

As we seem to be, 

Inevitably heading to that point,

One which,

Self-love and self-respect,

Is better than any position of sex…

Relationships are meant for compromise,

But not at one’s demise,

And I promised the last time,

With the last one,

A promised made between myself and I,

That I,

“Would never put “love” over my,

Demise…”

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Cold Visit Home

I wouldn’t say,

That you didn’t have a right

To walk away...

I wouldn’t even say,

That I deserved for you to stay...

If I could talk to my old self,

I’d give him some much needed help,

For he was in need of advice,

A little guidance in his life...

My advice to him would be,

Just stay friends with the ladies,

No need to go further than that,

For it’s when you go back,

To your home land,

Your home city,

A place where you took these,

Beautiful friendships,

And mixed them with this emotion of 

Love, 

An emotion that you truly had no concept of,

For at the time it was just a word to you,

But for them it was an emotion,

And there are certain motions,

Certain actions,

That are needed to be 

Associated with that emotion,

Certain motions and actions I never fulfilled

Simply viewing love as a word...

And now I’ve hurt... 

Several friends,

Who I should’ve kept as friends,

But instead I chose to make commitments,

Commitments which I couldn’t defend,

Which in the end,

Leads me,

To come back to my beautiful home city,

Friendless,

I text or call,

With only “read” and no reply....

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Simba, let me tell you something that my father told me. Look at the stars. The great kings of the past look down on us from those stars. Really? Yes. So whenever you feel alone just remember that those kings will always be there to guide you. And so will I.

The Lion King (1994) dir. Rob Minkoff & Roger Allers

[jihbazfubyok]

There has to be,

Some tipping point,

In which,

Make-up sex,

Can no longer cover up

The disrespect...

I beg that we,

Caution with our speed,

As we seem to be, 

Inevitably heading to that point,

One which,

Self-love and self-respect,

Is better than any position of sex...

Relationships are meant for compromise,

But not at one’s demise,

And I promised the last time,

With the last one,

A promised made between myself and I,

That I,

“Would never put “love” over my,

Demise...”

#love #Poems #poems about love #poems about relationships #poems about life #poetry

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I’ve changed so much, 

But how could you know? 

You still hold things against me,

Honest mistakes I made,

Mistakes,

That have forced me to grow...

If I was back then,

Who I am now,

I could call you and tell you this,

Instead of writing this out...

But here I am,

Hoping you get this memo,

Although I know your not on tumblr,

I’m hoping you somehow,

Catch a vibe,

To set that pride,

Aside...

Everyone I loved,

Looking back,

At that point and time,

Was a best friend of mines...

I can no longer hear your voice,

But I can forever see your smile...

#things change #People change #poem #Poems #love poems #poetry

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Ms. Masseuse,

I’m hear to call

A truce,

In need of your company,

And your sober truth... 

1999,

Citadella Wine,

Just looking to spend some time,

Perhaps even dine,

But really just spend some time,

At either your place or mine...

Simply to,

Converse,

Laugh,

Converse,

And converse some more...

I miss our friendship,

And you are still a treasure that

I adore...

My open and honest nights started with you,

And that’s a path I find myself returning,

So I can only pray this gets to you,

Because I’m longing for a night of

Dynamic conversation and laughter,

That only seems to come from time

Spent with you...

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You believe in eternity, The way you say, "I love you", Tells me, That you believe in eternity, Because this we, Is something you'll never want to see, Us not be.... //////// You believe in eternity, You long for legacy, Your last name has to mean something, You must have a greater impact Longer than your 10sec snapchat, You must have an impact For all of the causes stickered on your backpack, Legacy and your last name, Keeps you up at night, If your last name ends up meaning nothing, You'd rather not live this life.... /////// I know that you believe, In eternity, You know it in your heart, "That there has to be more than this", Yet you insist, That the Almighty, Doesn't exist...

Chasing E... JihbazFubyok

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From my Heart, To Her's

Sometimes, Eye contact, Is better than physical contact, For in your eyes, I’m a lost soul, Wandering aimlessly, But thankful to be, Within you…

Soul to soul connection, Physical affection, Somedays, But soulful, Love every day…

Vibey poem, I’m just going off the vibes, Just going off the feeling of looking Into your eyes…

“I love you”, Is all I want to say, But it needs to be said in a creative way…

How about this…

How about I do something that is, Non-existent, In our generation…

How about instead of simply saying “I love you”, I actually show you…

How about I just be faithful? How about being loyal? How about being honest? How about only dm-ing you, You know just to flirt with you? How about I only have eyes for you? How about I love even the “Crazy side” of you?

Is it cool if I complement you, And actually mean it? Is it cool if I take you on a nice date, Just because I’m grateful for you? Can I literally Thank God for you Everyday? Can I pray, That you’ll never leave my side, And say “I do”, And become my lovely wife? ///// Is it okay, To pray, That we, I have a daughter, For baby, That is my only bother…

I’m only bothered that I couldn’t Watch you mature into the woman you are, Before me…

For that beautiful smile, Kind heart, And intelligent brain, Wasn’t formed instantly, So may our daughter be made in Your image, So I can at least get a glimpse, Of you growing up…

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When people die in their sleep, Most wonder, “What happened on their last day on earth?” Did they spend time with those they loved? Doing the things that they loved? Were they alone? Were they home….? Me, I wonder…. “What happened in their last dream?” Allow for me To set the scene, For I see, An older version of me, With sore knees, In the middle of the country, Sitting down on a sunny day, On a porch… Not a big nor a small porch, But a porch with a rocking chair, And today in the chair, There lies a book… A book full of photos from my life, Every moment, From birth, Until this point in my dream… At some pictures I laugh, At some pictures I cry, At some pictures I forgive, And at some, I wonder why… And on the last page of the book, There’s a passage that says, “You’ve had a good life my friend, But this is the end”

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Promise me… While I pray to The, That you’ll never develop, Alzheimer’s disease… Selfish of me, I know it’s selfish of me, But I can’t live this life, Without you knowing me… You can’t forget me… You can’t forget we… To many memories, You can’t leave them all with me… Die of anything else, Have any other sickness, I pray you have no sickness, I know you’ll have no sickness, Never die in quickness, Never die before me, Never develop Alzheimer’s disease, Never please forget me, Never forget our first kiss, Never forget our first time, Soul ties, Souls tied, My mind is on rewind, Rewind to our wedding day, Pray and pray that you, Never forget that day, We haven’t even lived that day, But I pray you don’t forget that day… Never die in quickness, Never die before me, Never develop Alzheimer’s disease… Never please forget me…

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Promise me... While I pray to The, That you'll never develop, Alzheimer's disease... Selfish of me, I know it's selfish of me, But I can't live this life, Without you knowing me... You can't forget me... You can't forget we... To many memories, You can't leave them all with me... Die of anything else, Have any other sickness, I pray you have no sickness, I know you'll have no sickness, Never die in quickness, Never die before me, Never develop Alzheimer's disease, Never please forget me, Never forget our first kiss, Never forget our first time, Soul ties, Souls tied, My mind is on rewind, Rewind to our wedding day, Pray and pray that you, Never forget that day, We haven't even lived that day, But I pray you don't forget that day... Never die in quickness, Never die before me, Never develop Alzheimer's disease... Never please forget me...

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[jihbazfubyok]

When people die in their sleep, Most wonder, "What happened on their last day on earth?" Did they spend time with those they loved? Doing the things that they loved? Were they alone? Were they home....? Me, I wonder.... "What happened in their last dream?" Allow for me To set the scene, For I see, An older version of me, With sore knees, In the middle of the country, Sitting down on a sunny day, On a porch... Not a big nor a small porch, But a porch with a rocking chair, And today in the chair, There lies a book... A book full of photos from my life, Every moment, From birth, Until this point in my dream... At some pictures I laugh, At some pictures I cry, At some pictures I forgive, And at some, I wonder why... And on the last page of the book, There's a passage that says, "You've had a good life my friend, But this is the end"

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I'd rather you sue me, Than suit me, I need more than 5 figures Mrs., Please don't shoot me... I can careless, About ya company, You don't care about me, You don't really feel me... I don't need to be Told when I can or can't eat... Fuck you pay me, Fuck you sue me, You just can't suit me, It just doesn't suit me, 6 figures won't even do it g, You might see me, Hang from a tree, With my, Corporate tie... /////// /////// /////// Legacy money, Wealthy money, Scummy money... She love it, When I talk that, Scummy money, That, Cum in her tummy money, That, Plan b times 100 money, You know that, So she won't be a mummy money... //////////// Weird ass freestyle, Anger and pain same as the top though, SUE me, Never suit me, Dance em-ploy-ee, Dance, Okay, Okay, You can kill m....

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Just had a flashback, Way way back, To that, Art class, It was middle school, You were hella cool, And me, I was the quiet guy, Kind of shy guy, It was something about your vibes though, Something about the way You smile though, That would, Make this turtle, Crawl out of it's shell, Crawl out of the hell, That reigned in my head Called depression.. ...Your smile was my first therapist...

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Why the hesitation? Is your heart still breaking? Do we really need the separation? You haven't been yourself lately... Is there another girl? I thought I was the center of your world? Is there another girl? Your phone battery has never been this bad... You don't believe in social media? Is that why you won't post me, huh? Don't want those other hoes to see ya? I fucking hate you bruh... ////////// She never asked me another question... \\\\\\\\\\\ There are only, So many, She will ask, Before she meets someone, Else who treats her, Better than, Your answers, To her questions... In fact, She never even has to ask him questions...

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