i-can-t-be-here

[i-can-t-be-here]

Sometimes it feels like i’m searching for an answer to a question that never been asked, and looking for a person that never existed.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

There was a time when i felt the universe was expanding within me, I simply couldn’t contain how happy you made me.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

Time heals but not everyone, some might spend forever ill.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

and until now, i still think about the time where i was clear headed, the time where i was living the moment carefree and it saddens me knowing that it might never gonna be the same again. Ever.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

To be where you are, to know what you think, i hate the way we left things unsaid, the way i never knew if you actually meant what you said, and said what you really mean, i have never felt loved by anyone but you, you, only you. And no one would ever know that. Cus you were everyone i ever knew.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

You the gap between me and myself. The gaping hole that i have in my chest.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

Another day same tragedy, why don’t you come and put me out of my misery, the same misery you put in, in the first place.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

this sadness never left me, it melted into my bones and it became part of me. People say “do what makes you happy” not knowing that happiness is no longer a choice for me.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

the feeling of hating someone after thinking they might be the one is unbearable.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

You must stay unknown to me, far away from me cus i know you will never belong to me.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

i almost had you again, but you had to go and remind me of how much i’m a dead end, and there’s no way to fully have me. Didn’t you know that i already knew that since i was a kid. There’s no way to have me, there’s no way around me, I’m closed and shielded and I don’t ever attend on opening up to anybody.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

you got tired of my guilty conscience well baby it’s tiring me too.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

I have become like a part of a person scattered on the ground, constantly searching for something. There is a weight on my chest, making me heavier than I feel, and my soul is no longer that innocent. This sadness has tainted me and made me a hostage to invisible things.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

where do i begin..I wanna end and you wanna start again.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

for you i have wrecked every wall, including the ones that were in me.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

as the night made it clear that i’m not welcome, as the universe dimmed along the way, as the sun waited to eclipse, as if the whole world abandoned me.

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[i-can-t-be-here]

You were good for my soul.

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