#deperssion

[-thedarksideofmylife-]

Manchmal frage ich mich, ob ich auch etwas nicht kaputt mache.

#wahre worte #trauer #selbsthass #selbstzweifel #manchmal #psychisch kaputt #kaputt #kaputt vom leben #unbrauchbar #fucking idiot #leben #danke #scheiß drauf #ich bin scheiße #ich bin schuld #ich mache alles falsch #deperssion

[i-can-t-be-here]

I was like a desperate black hole, I clung to whatever came from you, sweet or bitter, good or bad, I was thirsty for any source of light, and I saw the glow in the way you spoke forgetting that nothing can light up a void.

#words #life #love #self #me #you #spilled thoughts #writing #poetry #spilled word #world #tired #deperssion

[chubbyprinccess]

I can't even, wish I could just drink a lot to feel numb but I'm on shift tonight.. 😪

#deperssion #depressed #needsomecuddles #needy baby #sadlittle

[quidestmors]

Aftet 5 years without...

#deperssion #suicidal #selffharm #screaming #scarf #suicde

[nonamelifeisboring]

ao3:*is down*

me:*refreshing every 5 min, in fucking tears* pwese can you work

#ao3 #ao3 is down #im sad #i just wanna read my funny books #my babygirls #my mew-mew's #my little dudes #my angst stories which by emotional power alone can take me in or out of deperssive episode #my smol beans

[zasporillo]

Ive been thinking a lot about the concept of not wanting to get better, to continue living with the elephant on your chest. The irony of depression

I think a lot about toxic mental cycles, and feeding yourself content that promotes how youre feeling to continue feeling that way. I find myself trapped in this cycle most of the time.

Without my disorders and illnesses, who am i? I want to be better, but at the same time, why would i push for the change when i know im going to be like this for the rest of my life?

#journal #the irony of deperssion #toxic #why do i want to stay this way?

[liberty1776]

Americans that have only known the post WWII prosperity are ill equipped and educated to deal with depression level living. The forces are mounting that will eventually overwhelm most Americans and send their standard of living to unknown depths. Americans that have only known the post WWII prosperity are ill equipped and educated to deal with depression level living. Easy credit and instant gratification have created a nation of whining, self absorbed, entitlement minded people with no moral or mental toughness. Doug Casey believes we are headed for what he calls a super depression created by the ending of a debt … Continue reading →

#Depression Living Super Deperssion Economy

[mentalillnesshell]

there is a desperation when you are trying to stop yourself from going from your normal depression to the extra depression. The desperation to grasp onto something. 

#mental illness #depression #extra deperssion

[elly373]

me- damn, wish i had a person to talk to to help me with my shit

brain glaring and foaming at the mouth- you had PERFECTLY GOOD COUNCILOR you could talk to but YOU stopped going to her!!!!!

me- k but-

brain- MOTHERFUC-

#damn #i was a really stupid 16 year old #probably still stupid tho #sorry im being deperssed #but my stubborn ass still refuses to go talk to someone #at least im less deperessed than i was in 5th grade #only really started taking meds in highschool to help with it #cuz apperently i was that good at hiding my feeling #sorry #ill stop now #elly talks too damn much again

[depression-culture-is]

Deperssion Culture is If i don't catastrophize everything how I will I cope when real shit happens?

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#depression culture

[-thedarksideofmylife-]

Wann darf ich wieder ich selbst sein?

#wahre worte #selbsthass #trauer #selbstzweifel #mom #ich warte #ich will das nicht #ich kann nicht mehr #verschwunden #verloren #erinnerung #hass #deperssion #ich bin müde #müde vom leben #zu viele gefühle #zusammen brechen #zukunft

[i-can-t-be-here]

You the gap between me and myself. The gaping hole that i have in my chest.

#words #life #you #talking #frels #feelings #deperssion #self #me #spilled thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #time #song

[lynnieos]

@ampheenix IM SO SORRY I NEVER ANSWERED YOUR ASK OMG. I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT AND THEN HAD A DEPERSSIVE EPISODE AND FORGOR IM SO SORRY HOLY SHIT.

I dont even remember precisely what it was about but it was something about what I think of you and know that ilysm/p you're one of my first ever mutuals

I also think "I need to ask if I can call them pheenie or amphy" or smth like that

I also associate you with Phoenix Wright cause of your name (ignoring the first part)

Hugging you

[pageofheartdj]

I really do not understand how to differentiate szpd and depression. They are too alike and when people say "nah that's easy" it's not easy!!xD

"When you are depressed you don't have the energy to work on your ambitions nor do you have them"

"Yeah that's also SzPD"

"Well you are also apathetic and do not have very prominent intense emotions"

"That's SzPD too"

"You also have low self-esteem!"

"Possible byproduct of SzPD yeah"

Basically the ONLY deperssion that is not like SzPD is the suicidal/self-harming one xD

#depression #szpd #you might have szpd + adhd and it will feel like depression #you might have szpd+something else that will look like negative depression #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #heck you might have depression BECAUSE of szpd so like what

[fucknugg3t]

ok add ur dysphoria releavers(any kind of trans non binary transman transwoman) go

mines transmasc

when im bleeding and deperssed i cuddle up in basketball shorts and this fucker

its fucking giant its fluffy its perfect i can take my binder off with it on and not feel icky(CAREFUL WITH BINDING ON UR PERIOD) and i just stik i heated water bottle in the front pocket and i get some hot chocolate for myself watch some ghibli cry and im good

[thatoneconfusedcitrus]

it's whatever........i guess .............*turns to walk away and you notice my dragon cat wolf dog hybrid tail and my five wings that i always hide becaus they make me deperssed and sad