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I have been binge/purging for the past 3 days, but on the bright side, I'm losing weight😆

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Scrolling some of my old posts from when I was younger and ngl this is triggering asl (in a good way). I could fast for 50+ hours but now I can barely fast for 16h. Low restriction is actually so hard for me now too. It's not because I grew up, it's because I've been binging sm that my stomach expanded a lot. It's also because of the fact that I allow to eat way more than b4 because "I can just purge after". It makes me less disciplined. I'll use this page as motivation

#bul1mic #ed struggles #ed rant #tw ed related #bu1imia #bul1m14 #buliima #wannabethin-47kg #ed journal

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I'm finally back after over a year!! So small updates:

- After reaching my lw of 54.6kg back in October 2022, I slowly gained weight and hit a new hw of 68.5kg🥲

- I also started doing wreslting (joined the school club) in October 2023, won a few medals (like 3 bronze medals) and then I went to the regional championship in February 2024 were I won silver and went on to provincial were I won my first match but then lost my next 2 matches which caused me to be disqualified. I was still very happy since I still made it that far despite having only about 6 months of experience

- When I had my first weigh-in for wrestling, I was around 64kg so I slacked off a lot on losing weight using me having to stay in the 64kg weight class for tournaments as an excuse. Then during Christmas break 2023 I gained all the way up to 67.6kg then had a week to get down to 64kg for my tournament (which I did), gained back to 68kg, had to get back to 64kg for my next tournament which created a continuous cycle of me gaining and losing weight for wreslting tournaments in short amount of times. It was so stressful but my fat ass just couldn't maintain💀

- Wreslting season is now over (It was lit my personality for the last y months) and now I'm stuck at 68kg since there's nothing that really forces me to lose weight.

- Prom is in 1.5 months tho so I really want to get down to at least 57kg by then.

- I also turned 17 in January and in grade 12 which I can't believe since I was 13 (or 14?) when I created this account💀

- I got accepted into 2 unis (uoft and tmu) and waiting for more acceptances (academic weapon frll)

- Bul1m14 wise, I've been binging and purging a lot less (which is really not good considering the fact that I'm still overeating so I'm not losing any weight💀). I started my journey to get back on track on April 1st to get back to my lw

- In October 2023, I also applied to be part of the Millitary, my enrollment ceremony was in February and I'm now officially a soldier🫡 I'm not getting trained until summer tho so ion have a uniform and really don't do shit when I go to work

And that's it for now!

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After being stuck in a b/p cycle for months now where I couldn't even go 2 days without binging, I would like to announce that I'm now 4 days b/p free

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I've been purging 3-7 times a day, 7 days a week for the past 6 weeks😂

Ever since January I've been binge/purging so much. I'm talking like at least 3 times a day, 5+ times a week. Starting tomorrow, I'll get my shit together💪🏾

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Reached a new lowest weight (56.9kg; 123.5lbs) and my wasit now measures 25.25in. Today was a very good day😁

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i hope that you are okay, and that things get better for you. please remember that you are beautiful no matter what, one reason being simply because you are human. and human life is so complex and cruel but it is beautiful. i do not know you and i cannot promise you that things will change, nobody can, but i wish the best for you in life and i am so sorry that you are going through the pain of such an awful disorder. i'm sorry if this message makes you uncomfortable, i had a friend who suffered with an eating disorder and it was really severe and.. well, i hope you recover like she fortunately did.

Thank you, this is so sweet :)) I'm happy that your friend was able to recover from her ed. It's not something that I feel like I can accomplish right now but hopefully in the near future I could have the courage to accomplish that:))

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I FINALLY RECAHED A NEW LOWEST WEIGHT😁😁

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Some of my favourite thinspo that triggers me and stops me from eating (Pt.1)

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Ever since January I've been binge/purging so much. I'm talking like at least 3 times a day, 5+ times a week. Starting tomorrow, I'll get my shit together💪🏾

#anamia #anam1a #bul1m1a #buliima #eat1ng d1sorder #anarecix #bul1m1c #4n4mia #4n4r3x1c #4n4m1a #4n4 vent #bul!mic

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Finally back here after 1 month. I was very busy with school and studying.

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You are appreciated

Thank you😊

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February was the worst month I've ever had ever since I've had an ed. I was unable to go more than 3 days without binging and I've purged for more than 23 days out of 28. At least I've lost 2kg but still. My throat and my stomach hurt so bad. My goal for March is to binge/Purge no more than once a week

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[wannabethin-47kg]

Some of my favourite thinspo that triggers me and stops me from eating (Pt.1)

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I have a birthday party to attend this Sunday so I have to restrict and exercise a lot this week to prepare myself for the food and to actually look good in the outfit I will wear.

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These past few days I've been stuck in a cycle were I successfully restrict during the day and then around 6-9pm, I binge/Purge😑

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