#yea idk random thoughts

[evilbeing]

Random thought while I was petting my cat

Do yall think Altaïr and Malik are cat persons?

Altaïr is too Bird coded, I feel like cats would chase and attack his cape and he just doesnt know how to react

For Malik ,,, I think he wouldn't want a cat to distract him from his work, but eventually he would change his mind the moment the cat fell asleep on his lap or smg

Btw I Just said Altaïr is Bird coded

What if he is actually Cat coded

I mean, the way he stands ,,, he climbs buildings like a cat,,, and yea he can't swim (ik cats CAN swim but yea)))

#RANDOM HEADCANON SORRY #I even made these stupid sketches to make yall see my evil vision #why is Altair so cat coded tho #he is supposed to be ALTAÏR!!!! the eangle #yea idk random thoughts #malik al sayf #assassin's creed 1 #assassin's creed fanart #assasins creed #altair ibn la'ahad #Altair #evilbeing

[lyxchen]

I have this headcanon that whenever Alex gets like really anxious he puts his hand on his heart to feel his heartbeat and it helps him calm down a little. So now imagine him and Luke and Reggie die and they end up in the dark room and Alex starts to panic because they literally just died and now he can't see anything and doesn't know where he is and what's going to happen to them and then he tries to feel his heartbeat and it's just Not There..

#i totally don't have this headcanon because i do that too when i get anxious noooo (that's absolutely what it is actually) #look idk why this is so sad i normally don't really have angsty headcanons but i just Know that he freaked out about the fact that he can't #feel his pulse and heartbeat #and i'm pretty sure that luke and reggie might not have been the most helpful in that situation so yea #that's it #jatp #julie and the phantoms #alex mercer #lea's random thoughts

[garlicrrow]

ZOOM IN FOR BETTER QUALITY!!!!

mirum!!!! new oc i got:3 he/him

#2nd img is an alt color pallet i was thinking abt using but i think he’s better in black & white IDK #he’s a random dude who is like. yea i’m the grim reaper i’m death ouuuuuuuhhhh #he’s weird someone should put explosives in his 3 cheese bean burrito wrap guhhhhhh #guh #wings r accesories i think he thought they were cool 1 time n never took them off #anyways #art #furry #anthro #furry art #oc art #my art #oc #anthro art #fur #digital art #illustration #artwork #artists on tumblr #drawings

[playsolitaire]

There is this group of students at my school that turns on the fire alarm 3 times a day and I've gotten used to it now as is is Friday but everyone want to catch them (especially teachers)

What if this is my time with a solitaire group guys, you know solitaire.co.uk 🤭 like what if they are planning something big

...what if i join them

#idk random thoughts #but what iff #whatever yea #its Friday thank god

[will1]

sorry for so much sniper but i am always thinking about sniper

also my a key broke and i cant play tf2 and im so mad about it idk how to fix it and im gonna explode

dw i have more art that isnt sniper in the makings >:)

#sniper tf2 #tf2 sniper #tf2 #my art! #thought his fit was silly hes like a guy ud run into at a random gas station #i was telling this to my friend and a chain of gas stations where i live are called kangaroos #so i said ud find sniper at a kangaroo and didnt even think about the incredible pun i just made i am the funniest person ever for this #nywy yea u look at the counter and just see some gangly ass cockroack of a man buying cheap beer and ciggarettes before climbing into his #shambly ass van.. i should drw this except idk how to make comics #hes jsut some weird guy to me my favorite weird guy

[peapod20001]

I’m the type that can and will cry if think too hard <3

#random post #me tag ∠( ᐛ 」 ) |/ #I’m not an overly emotional person in the stereotypical way. but I do get in my feels when thinking about life and the experience of living #I’m like. constantly explaining things to myself cus there’s never really a time or place to talk about it #also my method of explaining things is very not coherent sometimes. so it takes me a bit to really get my point across in a comprehensible #way. I’m a big thinker. I have many thoughts and ideas a views. a daily thing of mine is noticing problems #and then fixing them in my head with thought out explanations and motives and outcomes #it’s like I’m talking to someone else. much like how I format my text posts. that’s how my inner monologue is #me talking to myself is actually me talking to someone else. someone that isn’t real #anyways it’s a daily occurrence. every day of my life is spent with thoughts similar to those breaking down a movie #lots of thoughts from adhd. compulsive thoughts from ocd. overwhelming thoughts from autism. distressing thoughts from bpd #ya. this isn’t a vent I just need to like. see the thoughts in writing so I can do smth else. like eat this muffin ive been staring at for #over an hour now <3 mmmbfbg yea muffins are hard to eat now cus I had some with mold and food mold especially is a big nono for me #spend like. five minutes examining the damn thing before I even consider taking a bite. I’m very hungry an thirsty </3 #when your mouth is so dry you can taste your own mouth 👍 I’m experiencing #nothing in particular. just experiencing. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I like having an experience and living #drank my tea and I had like. hallucinations of like an alcohol prep pad. I’ve been using those in my ear cus. tmi. had a pimple that’s #causing problems so mom suggested that. it burned! which means it worked so word. I’ve noticed lately that both me AND my family have been #using ‘word’ a lot. dad says we’ve been saying it but no we haven’t. if we had I’d have BEEN saying it. maybe we’ve used it before for a bit #but now it’s back. idk. I’ve said it in class on more than one occasion lmao I don’t look like the type to say smth like that but whatever #it’s like when I used to say bro after every sentence like 10 years ago lol. we’re a family of parrots we repeat eachother a lot #I started saying I love you out of no where and they started doing it too. we whistle at eachother from across the house. sing ear worms #together. quote funny things at every opportunity and drive the joke into the ground. everyone in this house is a different kind of mentally #I’ll and it’s the most beautiful clash of personalities because we’re all so annoying and we love eachother so much and also our #communication is shit because some ppl have hearing loss and another is a short fused child and some are quick to interrupt and some dont #get a word in and some just can’t explain and some can’t understand. we get there eventually at some point. we don’t get the full grasp of #how much we love eachother yet. but we’re gettin there. anyways this went into several different directions but they’re all good ones #I think. if you read all this good on you! this is my brain 24/7/365 haha ok love you

[sanstropfremir]

Hello! I was looking through your kpop opinions tag, and I found what you said interesting and insightful. I was wondering what your opinions were on Key's Gasoline :D

i have............complicated thoughts on gasoline. i LOVE the graphic design and album marketing and i like a big chunk of the songs on the album, i think a lot of the styling and the mv are really well done. all those outfits are custom builds and the embroidery work is UNREAL, as garments they are beautiful pieces of work. but i don't really like how the song is just a retooled version of industry baby. and i'm not sure how i feel about all the crosses, to be honest. the use of them is obviously very intentional and undoubtedly they mean something TO key specifically in terms of his faith but it's..........not really a thing i can get behind, personally. something about it feels a little too evangelical to me and i will absolutely admit that i am overly sensitive to that kind of thing bc i've had more than one run in with evangelical attempts to convert me. i don't ACTUALLY think it was meant specifically as a whole dogmatic evangelical thing but i find myself being a bit......uncomfortable with the imagery even now a year later.

#like. crosses appear in SO much kpop styling bc theyre just an accessory to a lot of stylists #but with kibum and his care and affinity for detail in his styling...... #idk. something gives me the ?? about the visual idea of claiming/making yourself into a new god..... #using a very established and loaded religious symbol..... #that's. weird for me. it doesnt read as transformative in the same way that taemin's work does #its interesting to play with christian iconography contrasting/in dialogue with its contexts #but how do i put this.......it does not strike me as being outside of its contexts here #idk this is hard to explain but as someone who's not religious the way that evangelicals & catholics make art about religion is v different #text #key w #shinee w #answers #im not talking about random instances with strangers on the steet/coming to the door either. im talking about from people that were friends #i also have a lot of ex christian and ex mormon friends bc queer so yea. #sorry this is not really a very interesting or thoughtful response lmao #loved killer though it was extremely fun and very my vibe (synthpop)

[sparklingpax]

#watching cca again because I just finished my Anthropology report. (will answer some asks tomorrow i promise) but anyway #idk what else to add to this #But yea 💀✨ #gundam #cca #char's counterattack #kidou senshi gundam #mobile suit gundam #anime #kuni talks #kuni tries to be funny and fails tag #lmfao #char #char aznable #amuro #amuro ray #helmet man ✨ #thoughts #random #delete later maybe #this fight is one of my fave scenes 💀✨ esp the way its like directly after the infamous ✨ Amuro #Im Doing Something Wicked Come Find Me✨😎🤭 #why did that tag split bruh 💀 well im not rewriting it. anyway! yea :D

[riiza]

I can't count the number of people I encountered/met in my life who traumatised me. But, It's also a bit weird that my brain completely removed any memories of them that whenever I see them, my mind just gets triggered?? And wanna throw up?? But then I'm like WHO IS THIS- and WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED. And I never dig deeper cause ik it will be bad. Gosh...is it just me?

#thoughts #words #random #but i just feel like throwing up whenever i see a familiar face #i dont even remember the details cause my brain doesnt even wanna let me #but yea i get triggered like so bad #i wish i can find a way to stop it #cause i for real sometimes feel like ill vomit help me #idk how to even explain it #psychological

[prisonpodcast]

Throwback to when I was like 14 thinking about my sexuality and I came up with the term “bi lesbian” for myself bc I felt my sexual and romantic attraction towards certain genders was different and so therefore in some ways I was a lesbian and in some ways I was also bi, only to find out like a couple months later this was already a term people used and it was extremely controversial and hated amongst people within the queer community 😀

#queer #happy pride lol #yes it was on TikTok they were not happy about people being bi lesbians and I was very confused as to why #it made perfect sense to me I even invented the term accidentally all on my own one sunny afternoon #I no longer identify with that term idfk what my sexuality is it’s a jumbled mess lmfao #I like to think of it as more ambiguous now ;) #but yea #random thoughts I was having while drawing #tumblr is like the only app I’ve been on where people don’t hate bi lesbians. slay! #I mean idk if people use it to mean something else but like. that’s what it meant to me #so I got a lot of whiplash from seeing how much everyone hated it #.___.

[lyxchen]

Should I ask the pretty girl I met at my friend's birthday party if she wants to go see the Mean Girls musical movie with me?

#i legit don't know who to watch it with #and i'd like to maybe watch it with another sapphic person #because i want to be gay about reneé rapp with somebody who understands #and also i'd just really like to meet that girl again cause she was really cute #sooo #yea #idk if that would technically be like a date #cause i've never been on a date #idk how that stuff works #but i would not be opposed... #lea's random thoughts #sapphic #lesbian

[queerquintessence]

why is it that whenever i start being interested in fandomy things they start appearing

randomly felt like reblogging voltron fanart? boom! mutuals reblogged voltron stuff! awesome /g

watching my little pony? boom! mlp fanart shows up for the first time in a while

does tumblr have some kind of algorithm or is this just a weird coincidence thing lmao

#yea #i haven’t made like any kind of post in a while #but i had a thought and felt like sharing #maybe because i’m tired and kind of out of it idk #hello tumblr people #random shit #also wait it’s keith’s birthday today so maybe that contributes to the voltron thing #idk

[horrorwebs]

today i found out i dodged the bullet of having a potential relationship with an insane person but also its like. hm. when do i get to have experiences as well?

#like its a good thing i know bc this person was posessive and toxic to one of my friends and wouldve been the same w me and maybe worse yea #but im so tired of never having any experiences whatsoever in that area. i want to meet people that like me who arent toxic you know #the only ppl i know that have liked me [attraction only] are this person and uh. well thats the list as far as im concerned. #probably some random ppl who have asked me for my ig too but you know. random people i dont deal with #worst part is i actualy thought she was kinda cute but like we never talked ahjdnr and today my friend told me she was super jealous #of my friends and possesive of me ??? we had literally never had a conversation lmao. imagine the possibilities #the things is if she was not insane we couldve all been good friends and i wouldve actually considered dating perhaps? idk but. her fault #anyway. #spikeposting

[peapod20001]

I’m really lucky actually that I rarely, if ever, get oc asks about things I don’t have the answer to 😭

#random post #like I was thinking about Andres only having 1 eye. as in he’s got another eye socket but he only has 1 good eye #that’s the thought that sparked this. do I have an answer? not really lol. it’s just how he looks and I don’t have the brain power to figure #out a reason why XD I just find it funny. like. nobody questioned why Sébastien used to have bunny ears. I don’t get asks about ocs surnames #I made Goose and August cousins and everyone just accepted it XD #I actually don’t really get asks that want me to detail a characters story. by that I mean there really isn’t any people asking #‘hey I like this oc can you tell me *everything* about them’ #maybe I have gotten some like that. idk. I *have* gotten asks that want me to detail smth specific about a character #I’m getting ramble but yknow. that’s how I roll <3 anyways I just find it funny #I actually don’t really mind getting questions like all of this because it gets me to THINK about a character more. and if I don’t have a #set in stone answer I can say that. or I’ll come up with smth stupid as a placeholder ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #anyways yea <3 I like getting oc asks. even ones I don’t know the answer to. but I’m glad it’s not ALWAYS ones I can’t answer

[somethingaboutvampires]

So my new guy sends me this right? Says if we didn't meet he could see me doing this:

[ID: twitter screenshot from user Coll3enG (Colleen): my grandma just asked me if i had a boyfriend and i was like "no" and she was like "well i went to a random funeral because i was bored and that's how i met your grandfather" ?????? END ID]

And i was like uh. I actually did that with a few friends in highschool? Just showed up to funerals that didn't have a lot of people in them

And the fact that no one in my LIFE ever guessed that about me, never could even fathom I'd do that and it unlocked those memories is like how else do i describe how this man and i are on our own planet?

#de rambles #stopped going after a long think. a person at one funeral stopped us and asked why we were there #we told the truth that we started doing it after a funeral we knew the person and the next room over had no one in it so we sat to #like witness that person's life. they had someone there and we left when others came in #then we started doing that when we were all free #four of us. and said we only picked ones w few or no people. she said it sounded okay in theory but we didn't know who these people were #and they might be people who would have hated us irl. or hated strangers. or hated random acts of misguided kindness #and if we were doing it to feel good that was f'd up. for me it wasn't that it was just saying like hey your corpse isn't alone #in this depressing mortuary and I'll hang w your body a bit until your loved ones get here #and she explained we were at her uncle's funeral and she wrestled with going or not bc he was an ahole #and she didn't like the idea that we were being kind to aholes. like if his funeral was empty that was apt #so i said her vindication of her uncle did come. us three didn't fill out the room and we were there a few hrs that time and maybe two #others showed. and we don't give love and honor to the person's memory we're just acknowledging humans having a right #to dignity even in death. and she wrestled w that and finally just said we were wrong to do what we were doing and she couldn't explain it #i had two ahole uncles myself and knew what she was talking ab. so i thought and thought #we all kinda decided to stop at the same time and idk. i still don't know how i feel #death tw #yea it's ab him

[fortyfive-forty]

i feel like i just need to reiterate how dear to me jasmine paolini is.

#how do i express. #she's i think the first player besides ben that i started watching just bc i wanted to #i.e. not because she was good/popular #most of the other players i was a fan of at that point in time were established top 10/20 players #(this was over a year ago) #i flipped on a random match and she was there and i just started watching #and idk i get emotional #like that's my girl she was there with me when i didn't know what a let was #back when i thought the numbers after events (250 500 1000) meant the number of entrants in a tournament #(yes i was actually that stupid) #she is just so dear to me #my ride or die #i feel like she represents my tennis journey #right when i finally feel like i've found my footing understanding the sport #she wins her first 1000 #yea. i just get emotional #she is so important #<3