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marvelous-heroimagines · 7 years

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Mrs. Barnes

Requested by: @lokiandbuckyaremine (Here are the specifics)

Pairing: Reader x Bucky Word Count: 1.3K Warnings: Fighting, swearing, angst

A/N: This will just be a mini series, as I’m going to include this scenario into an upcoming fic series

Okay, I just really like my writing in the first 5 paragraphs

Your breathing quickens as you keep your eyes trained on him, making sure to watch his every move and try to predict the next. He doesn’t appear to be out of breath at all, and that made your laboured breathing all that more embarrassing. In a split second, you see his muscles tense, and the next moment his body is on a trajectory with yours. The metal whirring of his arm gave away more than he’d like, and you’re able to dodge it. It barely misses you, blowing back the hair that framed your face. Every time he took a swing at you, it made your heart rate speed up and more adrenaline to flow through your veins. Too much longer and you’d be too freaked out to be able to think fast enough to dodge his attacks.

Deciding it’s time to try and end the fight before he gets to you, you seize an opportunity to spring off of his strong thigh. In a swift movement, that had taken you months to master, your legs come to clamp around his head. You’re allowed a millisecond of optimism before you realise he’d been expecting that move; he’d seen it too many times.

His strong arms grip your shirt and he leans his torso forward as his arms rip you from around his shoulders. Your back hits the ground, hard, and the wind is completely knocked out of you. You scramble to your feet, knowing that he doesn’t accept defeat. He unsheathes a thin, sharp knife from his side, and shows off by flipping it in his fingers as if it was a habit. Your heart was hammering against your ribcage now, and not because you were growing exhausted.

He’d never used a weapon before, and you knew that there was a chance he’d get you; you could barely dodge his punches, there was little to no chance you’d get out of the way of the deadly knife in time.

He closes the gap between the two of you impossibly fast, you don’t even have the time to think of countering his steps before he jabs the knife at you. As if by some miracle, you’re able to dodge the knife’s sharp tip, and block his other fist at the same time. Your eyes meet his briefly, and you’re caught off guard. The searing pain of your flesh being sliced open makes you immediately cry out and clutch your tricep.

“Oh shit,” Bucky curses, immediately ceasing his attack,

“Fuck,” you mumble, looking at the blood that had transferred to your hand,

“You were doing so well,” Bucky says, his voice dripping with disappointment as he slides the knife back into its holder,

“You didn’t tell me that we’d moved onto weapons,” you say with annoyance. The cut wasn’t deep, but it hurt like hell,

“You have to be ready for anything your enemy throws at you,” Bucky says, returning to his trainer voice; monotone and instructional, “You can’t expect your enemy to fight fair,”

“Still,” you scoff, “A heads up would have been nice… A ‘hey, Y/N, I’m going whip out a knife this session and try to fucking kill you’ would have sufficed,”

“I wasn’t going to kill you,” Bucky rolls his eyes. Your eyes grow wide with a disbelieving look and you show him the blood on your hand that had seeped into your favourite workout top, “Oh please,” he scoffs, “That’s a scratch,”

You let out a huff. God did Bucky Barnes get on your nerves like no one else. He was a great trainer, and had taught you more in the last 5 months than you’d ever thought possibly for a mere mortal; but he was a pain in your ass. He had no compassion for you, never accepted that you were too sore and tired to train, and never let you tap out of a session. Not only that, he was an arsehole to you outside the gym too. Any chance he got to piss you off, he took it. The training sessions were the only time you were around him, too frustrated and annoyed to hang out with him in the compound.

Bucky was training you for an upcoming mission. Neither of you knew what it entailed, but it was important that you were the one that went on it. You were the newest member of the Avengers, which meant that no one knew you yet. You were able to blend in with a crowd without a million people swarming you for an autograph. The idea of heading your own solo mission was the only thing that kept you coming back to the gym, and putting up with Bucky’s ruthless bullshit.

“You need to change up your combos,” he tells you, “I saw that head scissor coming 6 moves before you tried it,”

You don’t even have a response, just rolling your eyes and turning away from the bane of your existence.

“Where do you think you’re going?” he says, half annoyed half surprised,

“To the infirmary,” you say through gritted teeth, not bothering to turn around to look at him,

“We’re not done,” he almost yells at you,

“You fucking cut me!” you spin around, anger seeping from every pore, “I need stitches,”

Bucky scoffs, “No, you don’t,” you turn back around and don’t stop heading for the doors,

“Fuck off,” you say, making sure it was loud enough for him to hear before the gym doors slam shut behind you.

“It doesn’t need stitches,” Bruce tells you after examining your cut. You have to bit back an annoyed sigh, knowing that Bruce wasn’t the one you were angry at. Bucky loved to be right, and he wouldn’t let you forget this once he saw you didn’t have stitches in your arm,

“Miss Y/L/N,” F.R.I.D.A.Y.’s voice chimes in, “Captain Rogers, Agent Romanoff, and Mr. Stark request your presence in the briefing room,”

Your stomach twists with anticipation. You knew what this meant; you were about to leave for your mission. You practically run out of the infirmary, bidding Bruce a hurried goodbye, and race through the compound.

By the time you reach the briefing room the nerves had start to set in. You wanted to believe you were ready, but the cut on your arm suggested otherwise. You knew that the mission was primarily intel based, following a target that the Avenger’s had been searching for, for months, but Steve had told you that you needed to be ready for a battle - just in case.

“Hey-” you stop mid greeting, your eyes landing on Bucky. He was sitting at the table with Nat and Tony, quietly talking to Steve when you enter. His eyes meet yours, and he frowns in confusion, “What is he doing here?” you ask, turning to address Steve,

“Didn’t need stitches after all?” Bucky cuts in, his tone smug and righteous. You clench your jaw, but ignore him, waiting for Steve to talk,

“Take a seat,” Steve says first, and doesn’t continue until you reluctantly sit at the table, as far away from Bucky as possible, “There’s been a change, with your mission,” Steve tells you, “We’ve found Toomes’ right hand man, Phineas Mason, but he’s laying low… With his wife and kid,”

Confusion covers your face, your eyes darting back and forth between Steve and Bucky; still unsure how the most annoying person you’d ever met played into all of this.

“Tony has purchased the house across from his family, and we need you to work undercover,” Steve explains, “Get close to the family and discover what he’s planning to do… We think that he’s going to try and make weapons again,”

You nod, understanding what your Captain was saying, but still confused, “But why is Bucky here?” you ask.

Steve sighs, his hands coming to rest on his hips, “You’re not going to like it,” he mumbles. You open your mouth to ask what he meant, but Tony slides something towards you before you have the change.

You glance down at the small, black, velvet box, your brows knitting together. You pull it towards you, your stomach sinking as you consider what could be inside.

“Congratulations,” Tony says with amusement as you open the box to reveal a diamond ring, “I now pronounce you, Mr. and Mrs. Barnes,”

Next Part

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teamkaiforever · 7 years

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TOO LONG TO REALISE

(requested by anon) Kai Parker x Reader word count : 4 737 warning : possible triggers summary : Reader is hopelessly in love with Kai and confesses her feelings but he rejects her. Later on however things change … continues after the cut ☺ *gif by christophwood note : i twisted the request a bit , hope you dont mind and still like it ☺ _____________________ Y/N sat on the sofa at the Salvatore’s gazing longingly at Kai standing at the opposite end of the room. He looked hotter than ever with his slightly messed up hair and those jeans and t-shirt fitting him perfectly. Each time she saw him , her breath got caught in her throat. Falling in love with him hadn’t been intentional , but it had been happened. There was something about him that drew her in the moment she first saw him. It wasn’t just his looks , it was his entire personality. He was dangerous , hot as hell , dripping with sex and the more her friends told her to stay away from him the more she seemed to fall for him. Her thoughts were consumed by him always , he was in her dreams every night and no matter what she did , there was no way to shake him. His smile could brighten the darkest days and he somehow always knew what to say to her to cheer her up. When Y/N first met him , he had just gotten out of the 1994 Prison World and all her friends had warned her about him saying he is a sociopath , a murderer who doesn’t have a sliver of good inside him. Even after the merge with his brother Luke. Y/N didn’t want to believe that. There is light and darkness in everyone and she was sure there was light in Kai too. He wasn’t evil , he was just – misunderstood. Most times all he needed was someone to talk to. Still , none of her friends liked him much but they preffered it when he was around. That way they could keep and eye on him and make sure he doesn’t murder anyone. Weirdly though , they still refused to believe that there is actually good in him even though after the wedding he had pretty much changed completely. Like somehow getting his revenge had calmed him down and he was finally free to be who he truly was and not who everyone expected him to be. He was nicer to people and even tried to help them sometimes. If Kai wanted he could easily slip away without any of them noticing and do what he wanted , but kind of like her - he was hoping they’d finally believe there is a new version of him. Y/N’s eyes followed him as he made his way around her friends and sat on the sofa next to her. She tried hard not to stare at him , but it was nearly impossible - she couldn’t tear her eyes even if she wanted. His eyes were bluer than usual and him standing this close to her was making her heart race so fast , she was pretty sure everyone in the room with supernatural hearing and even those without one , could hear it. Y/N glanced at him and noticed Kai looking at her , making her breath get caught in her throat for the billionth time that day. “Hey. What are you going ? This is supposed to be a fun get-together.” said Kai looking at her with curious. “Put that book away.” Y/N was reading one of her favourite books , or trying to at least. With him around it was hard for her to concentrate on anything else but him. A smile tugged at the corners of her mouth seeing Kai smile at her. His smile was so beautiful , like literal sunshine , it always took her breath away. “I only have a f-few chapters left to read and I should’ve returned the book yesterday.” “Don’t you ever stop reading ?” he wondered , passing her a glass with bourbon. “Drink ?” “No , thank you.” Kai studied her face. He and Y/N were friends , sort of. Y/N was the only one who didn’t appear to hate him or judge him for all the things he had done. Whenever he needed someone to talk to she was always there ready to listen. Y/N was the only one who could stand his constant talking without creating some excuse to go away or finding a way to get rid of him. Though their interests didn’t appear to connect much. To him she seemed a little boring. Maybe he didn’t know her well enough but to him that’s how things seemed. Y/N always had a book in her hands , she’d never drink or smoke. He knew she is a chemistry major and she seemed to really like it , he could tell because sometimes when they talked she’d start talking about the elements and get so completely lost in the subject , ending talking about it for hours. “God , why are you always like this ?” he wondered out loud. “Like what ?” “You never appear to have fun. Come on. Live a little.” he said passing her his glass. “A sip wont kill you.” “No , but a sip usually leads to a glass and then another and before you know it - your liver is sick and you die.” Kai rolled his eyes. “As if anyone here would let you die.” he said. “I wouldn’t.” Y/N smiled at him grabbing the glass , taking a sip. Her eyes squeezed shut as the alcohol burned on its way down her throat. When her eyes opened she saw Kai looking at her with excitement in his eyes. “Woww that – burns.” Kai laughed , taking the glass from her hands noticing Stefan starring at them from across the room. He raised his cup slightly and finished it off under the disapproving stare of the Salvatore. Y/N followed his gaze , waving for a second at her friend. “He thinks I am corrupting you.” said Kai amused. “I was just a sip Steven , relax. It’s not like I made her drink the whole bottle. Then I’d understand it – actually no , I wouldn’t understand it even then.” Y/N couldn’t help but laugh , glancing between Kai and Stefan who rolled his eyes and went into the kitchen. Most of her friends had somehow scattered , which was surprising considering they didn’t trust Kai. Perhaps they thought that with their vampire hearing things can’t get bad. She was willing to bet every single one of her friends was now listening in on their conversation. Of course they knew about her feelings. As if it wasn’t obvious. Everyone else seemed to notice but Kai. It escaped her how someone as smart and perseptive as him would miss this. Or maybe he saw it and just didn’t feel the same way. Kai poked her in the stomach , snapping her out of her thoughts. “Smile. You are too serious for your own good.” A small smile showed on her face and she took a deep breath , getting on her knees and reaching for one of Damon’s fancy alcohol bottles on the table behind her. Kai looked at her with curious eyes and took the bottle from her hands. “Hey I was going to -” “No. I don’t want to get killed because you got drunk on my watch.” he said putting the bottle as far away from her as possible. “You saw that disapproving stare , he’d rip my heart out without blinking.” “You are the one who said to ‘live a little’.” “A little. A sip maybe two , not – a bottle.“he said a little amused. Kai put his feet up on the coffee table. Y/N tried hard not to laugh at the image of the face Damon would have if he sees Kai doing that. Y/N gazed into his eyes , getting lost in them for the millionth time. They were so blue she felt completely mesmerised , somehow in that moment they reminded her of the ocean - so calm most days until the storm hits. Carpe diem. she thought. Y/N didn’t know if it was the alcohol talking , though she was pretty sure a sip can’t do much to her , but she made the decision to tell Kai how she feels. It had been months and every time she thought maybe the right moment had arrived it was quite the opposite. At least in that moment they were alone , sort of and he seemed in a good mood. Her eyes fluttered closed for a moment trying find the right words. Many times she had imagined what she’d say to him and as usual the words tried to escape her again , only this time she didn’t plan on letting that happen. Y/N looked at him , finding him watching at her with curiousity in his eyes. “Can I tell you something ?” “Sure.” he asked studying her face. “You seem nervous. Don’t worry - I’m not going to bite you or anything.” he winked at her. The corners of her mouth twitched for a moment and she relaxed a little , though her heart kept pounding so hard she could almost feel it stuck somewhere in her throat from all the nerves. “Arh , I - I don’t know how to say this.” she smiled nervously , deciding to just come right out and say it. “I like you.” “I know.” said Kai smiling. “Why else would you stand my obnoxious self with my constant talking. I don’t ever shut up , do I ?” “No.” she said looking at him with a serious look in her eyes. “No , thats - thats not what I meant.” “W-what did you mean then ?” he wondered , scooting over a little closer to her. Kai could hear her heart racing and could tell she was starting to hypervenilate. He couldn’t understand why that was. It seemed to happen a lot when he was around her. He felt as if he was missing a crutial piece of information , like something kept slipping his mind. “Come on , you know you can tell me anything. That’s what friends are for right ?” he said smiling. “ Friends? she thought , unsure if she likes the term he used. “I like you as more than a friend Kai.” she said looking at her hands for a moment before meeting his eyes. “I’ve um - I have feelings for you.” ‘Ohhh…’ he mouthed. Now it made sense to him - why her heart always beats like that around him , why her eyes keep following him around the room. How had he missed it ? Kai liked talking to her and Y/N in a way was his only friend but he had no idea how to tell her her feelings are one sided without making her hate him. There were so very few people he could stand to be around and who could stand having him around , he didn’t want to risk losing her. “I like it when you are around. I like listening to you talk and talk , seeing you smile and the excitement in your eyes when you see something you like or when there are cupcakes around.” she smiled nervously. “I can’t get enough of it or you. When you are around it just - everything falls in place – and I hope maybe we can try and be more than friends ?” “Y/N I - I think you are amazing , kind and absolutely the best in every way but – I’m sorry.” he said quietly. “I don’t like you this way. You are my friend – more like a sister. No wait , scratch that. I actually like you , but never liked any of my siblings. I just - I don’t feel the same way about you. I’m sorry.” Y/N swallowed hard , feeling tears starting to form in her eyes. It had always been 50-50 chance that he’d reject her , but a part of her had hoped he might feel the same way about her. A tear rolled down her cheek but before she had had the chance to wipe it away herself , Kai did it for her. Her heart cracked so loudly at his words , she was pretty sure Stefan could hear it all the way in the kitchen. “I never meant to hurt you.” he said quietly trying to pull her towards him , find a way to calm her down. Instead Y/N pulled away from him. “Y/N -” “No. No its um - its okay.” she said putting on a smile , trying to mask away the pain and failing. Her tears were giving away her true feelings in that moment. “I understand. I -” Y/N lifted her gaze noticing Stefan standing at the entrance , looking at her with worried eyes. “I - I should um – I gotta go.” said Y/N grabbing her bag running away from both of them. “Y/N wait -” called out Kai but she didn’t even hear him , as the door had already closed. Y/N placed her hand on her stomach , feeling just about to crumble. Tears had started falling down her cheeks but she didn’t even bother to wipe them away. What would be the point ? It’s not like doing that would somehow change what Kai had said. Instead she ran , as fast as her feet could carry her , stopping by the large oak tree in the end of the driveway , bracing her hand against it. Y/N ran her fingers through her hair , turning to take another look at the house. Her heart was hoping Kai would go after her but he didn’t. Stefan did. “Are you okay ?” he asked placing his hand on her shoulder , rubbing gentle circles on her back. “Do you want me to take you home?” Y/N looked at him through tears and he pulled her into his embrace , stroking her hair and trying to calm her down. He hated seeing her like this. Stefan didn’t like Kai much and now he liked him even less. “Mhmm …” she mumbled. “Oh-kay.”

Kai stood by the window , watching and listening in. How it was that Y/N had fallen in love with him of all people and how had he missed it ? Out of everyone he knew , hurting her had never been his intention. Sure she was a little boring to him but there was no one even willing to stand in the same room as him for more than 5 minutes without trying to find an excuse to leave. And Y/N had spent hours listening to him talk at least 3 days a week. He closed his eyes for a moment , the sounds of her sobs breaking the silence. A few moments later he saw Stefan help her get in his car and they drove away.

“Do you realise what you just did?” asked Stefan. “You broke her heart.” “I didn’t mean to.” said Kai quietly. “What was I supposed to tell her ? Lies ? I did my best to let her down easy. Or do you think it doesn’t hurt me seeing the only person who ever gave me a real chance in pain because of me.” “I don’t know the answer to that question.” said Stefan. “All I know is that I have to go make sure she doesn’t do something stupid.” “I’ll go.” said Kai getting up but Stefan placed his hand on his shoulder , pushing him back onto the sofa. “No. I’ll go.” said Stefan. “You are the last person she’d want to see in that moment.”

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Whenever Kai tried to talk to her in the following weeks , things never ended up the way he wanted. Y/N would still smile at him but it wasn’t her smile , he knew she was putting on a brave face and he wanted somehow to make it up to her for breaking her heart. Her friends were always around and every time Stefan or Damon would drag him away but not before he had seen the tears in her eyes. Over time Y/N started spending less and less time around her friends. Kai felt as if its his fault so he distanced himself from them to give her the chance to reconnect. A few months passed and Kai found himself drawn to her , wondering what she is doing who she is with. He stopped by the Salvatore’s to talk to Stefan or Damon or anyone really. He needed to know how Y/N is. If she had forgiven him or moved on. “Knock knock.” he said opening the door. “Anyone home?” “And to think I was just having a good day.” said Damon , flashing before him a few seconds later. “What are you doing here creeper?” Kai put his hands in his pockets ,trying to take a peek into the living room. There was someone else there but he couldn’t figure out who it was. He took a step aside but Damon blocked his way. Kai sighed. “You are not going to let me take another step inside are you?” “Nope.” “Oh-kay.” said Kai. “Is Y/N here? I - I need to talk to her. Please , I feel like if I don’t talk to her I’ll die or something. I don’t know whats wrong with me I just - I need to see her , to apologise - ” “Y/N is not here.” said Elena getting up from the sofa. “About a month after you broke her heart , she stopped answering her phone and the only times any of us had seen her is at Whitmore but Y/N doesn’t want to talk to any of us.” Kai looked at his shoes , swallowing hard realising he had unintentionally done this to her. As if he couldn’t hate himself more for hurting her. “She still goes to Whitmore?” “Yes.” nodded Elena. “But I would keep my distance if I were you. I don’t think it’s wise to go looking for her. Y/N was so heartbroken after you rejected her , it was hard to get her to do anything. If there is any part of you that care about her you will stay away to avoid causing her more heartbreak.”

Damon practically kicked him out the door shortly after. Kai got in his car and drove straight to Whitmore. He needed to see her , not talk to her just see her at least once to know that she is okay. About two hours later he had cloaked himself and was sitting on the steps at her college , holding his head in his hands watching the students walk by , waiting just to catch a glimpse of her. Days passed and he kept doing this day after day , week after week. Every time Kai saw her his heart did this weird flip and he felt this weird warm fuzzy feeling spread through his body. Y/N appeared to be happy , smiling at everyone and he didn’t want to risk breaking her heart again by letting her know he is there. However he couldn’t stop himself from going there every day. Kai wasn’t sure how or when but he had fallen in love with her.

Almost a year went by since Y/N had confessed her feelings to Kai. On the outside it appeared as if she had moved on , but things were different. The feelings were still there , not going away no matter how much she tried to shake them. Sometimes just when she thought she is starting to get over him something happened and it all came rushing back. Her friends had tried to support her and be there for her , but everything reminded her of Kai and it didn’t help much he was still around. To save herself from more heart break she cut the connections to her friends not realising how lonely her life would get. Y/N missed Damon’s snarky comments , Caroline’s control freak behaviour – she missed everything. Even the Grill’s soggy fries. Some days she’d sit in her car with the keys in the ignition , thinking about going back. Every time that happened something stopped her. It wasn’t like she didn’t have friends at college but things were different , they didn’t know her like the people she had grown up with. Her life had changed so much in the past year and a part of her wished she had never told Kai how she felt. Y/N couldn’t even be upset with him about rejecting her and leading her to cut connections with her friends - thats how strong her feelings for him were.

Y/N sat in her car that morning starring through the front window. Everything hurt her and she felt more alone than ever and making it through the day was becoming harder each day. Her fingers grabbed on the seat belt and she hessitated for a moment. Maybe she could stay home , avoid reality just for a day. “Another day … just – make it through another day.” she muttered to herself. Her eyes fluttered closed and she threw her head back. It was almost the end of the semester , if she could just make it another week and take a break afterwards – but somehow she doubted a ‘break’ existed. Y/N wasn’t a vampire or a witch. There wasn’t a way to shut away her feelings or cast some kind of a spell and put herself to sleep for a few months to get the break she needed. Finally she put her seatbelt on and drove to campus. Y/N sat on the grass in the front yard of Whitmore watching people her age laugh with their friends , hug their boyfriends / girlfriends or just sit there studying in groups while all this time she was sitting alone and something inside her snapped. She got up , taking her back and headed back inside unable to take any of it anymore. There weren’t many people inside and she make her way upstairs to the second floor where the chem lab was. It would be easier to try and end it some other way but during her time studying she had found there are elements that could ‘fix’ things quicker and painless. Y/N tossed her bag on her desk and started looking through the cabinet for what she needed , grabbing a few small bottles while fighting the tears. Y/N pulled out her phone and typed a quick message before starting to mix the chemicals. “What are you doing ?” asked a familiar male voice behind her. A few tears rolled down her cheeks but she didn’t turn around. Y/N knew exactly who it was and the last thing she wanted was to see his face and have that image in her mind when - “Y/N?” he asked again , gripping her wrists. “Whatever it is you think about doing - don’t.” Y/N looked up at him. It had been the first time they had seen each other in almost 9 months. Kai was looking at her with worried pleading eyes , his hair was a little messy and his grip on her tightened with every passing second she struggled against him. “It’s a bit late to care , don’t you think?” she snapped. “Let go off me.” “No.” “Malachai. Parker.” she raised her voice. “Leave me alone. I don’t want you here. I don’t want to see you or hear your voice or anything. Just GO.” Kai let go off her wrists taking a short step back from her. Y/N looked so hurt and desperate , he couldn’t stand to see her like this for another moment specially knowing its probably her fault. There had to be a way to stop her , to change her mind. He couldn’t lose her , the thought alone made him feel like his heart was being ripped out of his chest. “Fine. I’ll go.” he said. “But there is something I have to say to you before I do that. Two things actually and you are going to listen to me.” “Didn’t you hear me ?” she said through tears. “I don’t want you here.” “You can delay 5 minutes. After that you can do whatever you want. I won’t stop you – but I hope you will change your mind.” said Kai looking her directly in the eyes. “I am an idiot. The biggest idiot that has ever existed. I broke your heart and because of my actions you lost your friends. I will never forgive myself for any of this. Never. I wish there was a way to turn back time and undo all the pain.” “Me too.” she said quietly. Kai took a step towards her , watching her hands shake holding the small bottles. “I’ve spent the past few months watching over you , trying to convince myself that you are better off not knowing the truth but I can’t keep this from you any longer. If you want to die then you should die knowing how I feel about you.” “I already know h-” “No, you don’t.” said Kai brushing the palm of his hand against her cheek. “Look at me , just for 5 seconds , please. I need to see your eyes when I tell you this. You need to see me when I say what I am about to say.” Kai waited almost a whole minute before Y/N finally looked up at him with tears in her eyes. He took a shallow breath , wiping a way a tear from her cheek with his thumb. The pain in her eyes was so visible he wondered how he had missed it. “I love you Y/N. I fell in love with you.” he said with a small smile. “You are everywhere - in my thoughts , in my dreams – ” “You are lying. You - you are just saying things to change my mind.” “I am not lying. ” he said only then realising she had left the containers on the desk. Kai took her hand and placed it over his heart. “Do you feel my heart trying to escape out of my chest ? It’s because of YOU. I’ve spent the past few months watching over you. At first I just wanted to make sure you are okay but then I couldn’t stop. I’ve been here every single day and somehow I convinced myself that you are better off without me. That you have moved on and are happy.” Y/N could feel his heart racing like crazy and he sounded so honest , she believed every word he said to her. Or maybe she believed him because she wanted to believe him. Could he really have been by her side this entire time ? “I’ve been so blind for so long Y/N , not realising the best thing in my life had been standing right under my nose this entire time.” he said with a small smile. “I love you and I don’t want to lose you. If you die , I die. That’s how I know what I feel is real.” A smile tugged at the corners of her mouth and Kai could feel her starting to change her mind. He was almost there. “If you give me the chance , I will prove it to you.” said Kai resting his forehead on hers , not taking his eyes away from hers. “I will prove it to you every minute of every day for the rest of my life – which means forever.” Kai kissed her forehead gently and took a few short steps away from her. “Make your decision. I’ll be waiting here and if you chose to end it all , then I go with you because I don’t want to live in a world where you don’t exist anymore.” Y/N glanced at the containers on the desk barely an inch away from her. It would be easy for her to finish what she had started. But why would she ? For the past almost two years ever since her eyes had first met Kai’s all she had wanted was to be with him. He had rejected her and maybe he was lying to her but if she ended it now - she’d never know the truth. What if she could have it all ? “D-do you mean what you said ? Or are you just saying all this to change my mind?” “I meant every sylable of every word.” he said with a small smile on his face. “It took me too long to realise I can’t be without you , I just wa-” “Kiss me.” she interrupted him. “Ki-” In a flash Kai cupped her face and his lips crashed against hers. He scooped her up , seating her on the desk not breaking the kiss for an instant. It hadn’t hit him exactly how much he loved her until the moment he had almost lost her forever. He made a promise to himself , to her - “I’ll never let you go. Never.” he whispered. MASTERLIST - SMUT MASTERLIST - FLUFF

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On Holiday - part 2

Seventeen S. Coups (Seungcheol) X You

Genre: Fluff

synops: finally on an overnight holiday trip with your boyfriend Seungcheol.

You guys were in the car speeding down the highway towards the destination he would not even hint at no matter how many times you asked in the last hour and a half. As the radio started playing his song, you turned it up and started bouncing around in your seat waving your hands in the air and being extra hyper. Seungcheol laughed at your enthusiasm and glanced over at you, “Are you always this hyper when you hear my songs?” His words were humble and calm but his eyes were twinkling with amusement and pride.You nodded yes. “Even more really. And I make my roommates stream and now they love you guys too. Even saved money to buy this new album. They’ve been waiting-asking me when you guys were going to comeback. They got their families into you guys too. One of my roommates little brother wants to be just like you guys.” You smiled, proud of your mini promotions. Seungcheol’s eyebrows raised up hearing your words, “Really? Who is his favorite member?” You put your hand on your chin and looked out the window at the suddenly striking view of icy blue water and a frosty milky white sky, “Hmm…Mingyu? I think my roommate said…or Mingyu might be hers…” Your voice trailed off as you felt your eyes getting heavy. It was almost like hypnosis, the passing view, the sound of the car running, the radio singing in the background got quieter and quieter. You turned over to look at the console and saw Seungcheol turning the radio down. He smiled at you softly, “Take a nap. I’ll wake you up when we get there.” You narrowed your eyes at him playfully and tried to pretend it wasn’t because they were starting to close on their own. “You just don’t want me to see where we’re going…” Seungcheol’s toothy smile spread across his face as his top row of teeth bit down gently on his bottom lip; His eyes crinkling at the sides. “Exactly..so close those beautiful eyes and go to sleep.” “Fine.” You laughed soft and tucked your hands between your thighs to get comfortable. As you leaned your seat back a bit and turned your head toward the window, your heard your boyfriend softly call your name, you looked over to him through your heavy eyelids, “Hmm?” “Aren’t you forgetting something?” His lips puckered into a soft pout. You sat up gingerly and leaned over the middle console. Seungcheol turned his head slightly without taking his eyes off the road for too long and you both met lips in an innocent, sweet kiss. “I’ll wake you up when we get there.” He reiterated quietly as you leaned back into your seat and turned your head away. “Why do you turn away when you sleep next to me?” “So you won’t see me drool.” You answered easily before hearing his laughter and drifting off to sleep to the sound of him calling you cute.

It only felt like five minutes had passed since you closed your eyes when you felt Seungcheol’s lips on your cheek.Your eyes fluttered open and landed on Seungcheol’s tentative face leaning inside the car towards you from your passenger side door. “We’re here. You were knocked out.” He backed up and stood up. Your eyes naturally moved passed him into the empty space he suddenly created and landed on a modest-sized beach house accommodation. Your eyes doubled in size and Seungcheol briefly tucked his bottom lip into his mouth waiting for you to say something. You got out of the car and turned behind you at the sound of softly crashing waves. “Woww…” “I’ve already checked us in. Let’s go inside and check out the room.” “Okay.” Seungcheol took your hand and led you into the 2-story beach house accommodation. Upon entering the door, you noticed that the downstairs of the house was still and quiet. You looked to the left and saw a medium-sized sitting area with two loveseats on either side of it with a small table in the middle of the room. There was a bay window with rose colored cushions in the seating area of the window overlooking the beach. Tall wheat colored grasses blowing in the winter wind as the waves sparkled and crashed onto the shining beige sand. You walked over to the window, drawn by its charms. Seungcheol followed behind you silently. “It’s so quiet here.” “Because we’re the only ones here.” Seungcheol stated calmly with a smirk on his face. He came up behind you and put his arms around your shoulder from behind. You reached up and put both your hands on his arms, taking in his signature cologne and warmth. “Seriously?” You asked, not believing it. “Yeah.” He rested his chin on top of your shoulder as he nodded, smiling. “The owner of the house lives on a property behind this house and she said that nobody else booked any rooms this weekend. That we must have good luck.” “I sure feel lucky right about now.” Seungcheol put his head to the side to look at you from the side. Then he nuzzled into your neck as he softly said, “I feel the same way whenever I look at you.” You giggled and twisted out of his embrace, softly hitting him in his chest. He took your fist and held it to his chest, still smiling, “I’m going to go put our stuff upstairs. You can rest down here if you like—“ “No, I’ll help you, come on.” You linked fingers with Seungcheol and pulled him forward towards your bags at the foot of the staircase. You peeked around the other side of the staircase to see what was on the other side of the main floor. “It’s a library and tea room, the owner said. She puts out a hot kettle and a bunch of teas along with some sandwiches and cakes, once in the morning and again in the late afternoon. As a service.” “Oh wow. Let’s make sure not to miss it then. I don’t want her doing all of that for nothing.” Seungcheol smiled at your concern for the woman’s hard work. Squeezing your hand lightly in affirmation he responded, “Alright, we won’t miss it.” You let go of his hand and grabbed one of the bags and began lugging it up the stairs, trying not to clunk it against each stairs but failing miserably. “You should’ve let me carry your bag. Mine is lighter.” Seungcheol chuckled. You sucked your teeth and continued your struggle. Determined to make it up the stairs. Seungcheol walked up beside you on the staircase and grabbed the handle and your hand at the same time. You stopped moving for a minute, surprised that a simple touch like that could still send electricity running through your body. You looked up at your boyfriend as he took the bag from you and easily climbed the rest of the stairs. “Thank you.” You mumbled smiling at him. He nodded and led you down the hall to your room. As you entered the room, you gasped out in contentment. Immediately launching yourself backwards onto the queen-sized, plush bed. The fluffy comforter was a soft peach color and well as a few pillows, but everything else on the bed was a crisp white. You kicked off your shoes and rolled into the middle of the bed. Planting your face into a plush pillow. You felt the bed dip beside you with your boyfriend’s weight as he sat on the edge of the bed next to you. “It’s nice, right?” He asked. You turned your face towards him, beaming. “Yeah. Good job, Cheolie~. Thank you.” You reached out for Seungcheol’s hand. He took yours and put it to his lips, kissing your knuckles. “Thank you for sticking by me. I know it must be hard sometimes.” You looked away, not wanting to confirm, but feeling it be truth deep down inside. Seungcheol’s face softened with a bit of regret. “You don’t tell me but I know.” You felt your eyes start to get watery and blinked rapidly trying to make the threatening tears disappear. “You’ve been so understanding. And I know you’re busy too.” You turned onto your side to look at him. “I promise I’ll do better. Just…” He paused for a little bit. Almost apprehensive as he finally asked, “Just hold on a little longer? Stay with me?” You nodded immediately. It was hard. But you couldn’t think of anyone else you’d rather go through this with. Sure his job was unconventional and so was his schedule. But school kept you just as busy and with the time apart you could wholly focus on your own schooling and pending career path, not to mention, when you got together it was just that much more special. You all had the chance to make communication the most important part of your relationship, strengthening your understanding and love for one another. Sure it was hard when plans you looked forward to had to be canceled last minute or that you couldn’t go certain places at certain hours together because of his fans. But overall, your relationship was public and you didn’t mind random people saying things about you or him. You knew who you were as a person and you knew his love for you. You wouldn’t change a thing. “I’m not going anywhere.” You reaffirmed him. He exhaled, relieved and finally laid down next to you, putting you both face to face. He took the hand that was holding yours and lifted it to the back of your neck. You looked into his eyes and felt your heart began to beat a bit faster. Seungcheol looked at you intently for a moment. “My heart still beats like crazy when I’m close to you.” His voice was so soft it tickled every part of you. “Just thinking about you is the same…I’ll be in the studio looking at lyrics or something and it’ll make you cross my mind and I can feel my heart pumping out of my chest.” You dropped your gaze to hide your satisfaction and played with the buttons on his wool coat. “Do you wanna go out for a bit and find something to eat? And then walk around the beach a bit?” You nodded excitedly. “As long as we’re back in time for tea.” Seungcheol chuckled, “I told you we wouldn’t miss the owner’s tea time while we’re here.” You moved to sit up but he linked his arm around your waist and pulled you back down onto the bed. You fell back into him as laughter escaped from your surprised gasp. “I have to pee. So unless you want an accident on to happen on this bed—“ “Alright, alright.” Seungcheol let you go begrudgingly, grabbing your wrist as you wiggled your way off the bed, “Hurry back…” You rolled your eyes, feigning a mild bothered expression and hurried to the bathroom with your purse. After using the bathroom you flushed and washed your hands. In the mirror you meticulously checked your base makeup and light eyeliner. It looked alright, so you exited the bathroom quickly. “Ready!” You announced. Seungcheol peeled himself off the bed with a small groan and stretched. You frowned as a though just came to mind. “You must be tired, yourself.” You walked up to him and wrapped your hands around his middle. He responded by kissing your forehead and wrapping his arms around you in turn. “You drove us all the way down here. Why don’t you stay here and rest and I’ll go out and find us something to eat and we can eat up here. Just relaxing for today and go to tea later?” “Babe~no…are you sure?” “Yeah. We have three days here. We can even go later in the evening.” Seungcheol smile thankfully at you and squeezed his arms around you tighter, letting himself fall back on the bed and take you with him. You burst into laughter again at his clingy antics struggled against him to stand back up. He let you go and sat up holding your hands as you stood before him. “Thanks, baby.” You nodded and let go of one of his hands to take his hat off his head and slowly rake your fingers repeatedly through his hair. He closed his eyes at your touch and smiled. His head moving back to follow the path of your hands. His mouth fell open loosely and he quietly said, “I love you, you know?” Your heart leapt. It wasn’t the first time you all had said ‘I love you’ to each other, but you didn’t say it very often. “I know. Take a rest. I’ll be back soon.” “Okay. You know what I like, right?” “Me?” You replied cheekily, pointing at yourself and smiling. Seungcheol laughed out loud at your corny joke, eventually nodding however. “Yes, you.” With that he pulled you back towards him by the waist and kissed you deeply. When he finally pulled away, he let go of your waist and wriggled out of his coat, but left his pullover and jeans on as he made himself comfortable on top of the comforter. You blinked a few times to regain your focus after his breathtaking kiss and moved to walk away, quietly laughing a bit at yourself as your knees wobbled beneath you. You steadied yourself quickly and moved to leave the room. “I’m leaving.” “Be safe, baby. Hurry up and come back.” You made a noise of agreement and left the room. You started off downstairs and took a moment before leaving the house to take a peek at the library room that Seungcheol told you about earlier. As you approached the room on the other side of the main floor, you noted that it had two French doors, both with glass panes in the middle and wooden borders, in the style of an old western cottage’s study in movies. You twisted the crystal doorknobs and opened the doors to the library. The entire room was lined wall to wall with bookshelves stuffed with books, in a wide range of languages and topics. Your mouth hung open slightly in awe. Your eyes followed the bookshelves across the room towards another bay window in the corner of the room with a cozy cushioned booth-like seating in the nook. This window also looked out over the beach as it was adjacent to the sitting room on the other side of the staircase because they were both at the back of the house. You turned around and noticed a reading rack of pamphlets by the door you entered in and walked back over to it. It was a bunch of pamphlets with restaurants, attractions, parks, cultural heritage sites, and the like. You smiled again at the care to detail of the woman who ran this house and made note to do something to thank her for her hard work. You thumbed through the restaurant pamphlets and looked for some that you could get to easily. Not wanting to take the car, you googled their addresses to find which ones were walking distance. As you typed in the third address in your search for something Seungcheol would love, when you got a text message. Cheolie Y/N….where r u You: Still downstairs looking for a place to go get food. Wat is it? U shud be sleeping… You continued your search, and after a few minutes you realized he hadn’t answered you and moved to start on your journey assuming he had fallen back asleep. You put the winning pamphlet in your coat pocket for reference and left the library closing the door behind you. The noon day sun was just starting to peak and you took a deep breath as you opened the door to a burst of fresh winter afternoon air. “Y/N!” You heard your name being called and whipped around in shock only to see Seungcheol half-jogging down the stairs. You exhaled in relief from the shock and frowned, “What are you doing? You’re supposed to be asleep!” “I couldn’t sleep. Let’s go together.” “No way! Go back upstairs and rest! I wanted to do this for you!” Your eyebrows knitted together at the thought of not being able to do this little something for your boyfriend as he had already planned this whole trip for you both. Seungcheol just smiled and held your chin in his hand so you could meet eyes. “Just letting me be by your side is doing enough…remember what I said?” “That you didn’t want to be separated for even a moment…” You mumbled, fighting back a small smile by pursing your lips. Seungcheol nodded and took his hand from your chin. “That’s right. Hand?” He stuck his hand out in front of you, you put your hand in his and he kissed it, “Don’t ever let me go.”

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Man, what?! 2.2k words. I don’t think I’ve written a fic this long in a minuteeee. Anyway. This was part 2 (and the final part) of a fic I started like almost a year ago. Haahaa. Anyway, they made a comeback and so did the Coups feels.(sike, the feels never left).

Anyway, I really hope you enjoyed that. Working on this MAP6 fic. It’s complicated…

Until then my Marshmallows!!! (how do you all like that as a nickname?) Love, peace, and quick fluff reads!

~admin Fluffintine

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