#why do they always do this when im studying

[palajae]

pov: everyone thinks you’re lonely asf but that’s certainly not the case…

PAIRING... ni-ki x f!reader | GENRE... smau, secret relationship! au, fluff, romance, humor | warnings: food, i think that’s it??

a/n ▸ tried something a little different while im on break due to exam season :)

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ynln aquarium!!!!!!

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yfun CUTIE liked by author!

yfun 💕💕💕

ynln i should’ve brought you with me instead… yfun instead?

user did you go alone lol

sunoo.ing fr 🤔

user1 omg invite me next time

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n.riki.120905 me and my bestie steve

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yy_jungwon yoiii why didn’t you take me

simjakeyun excuse me who is steve 🤨

n.riki.120905 second slide??? simjakeyun aint no way i got replaced by a stingray

lee.heehee steve is a mood

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yfun EXCUSE ME Y/N Y/L/N

yfun AT NIGHT

yfun BY YOURSELF (?&;!;:

ynln for once i was indeed not alone 🙏

yy_jungwon omg you went out

ynln and you went to the gym !! yy_jungwon bruh how’d you know that

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n.riki.120905 late night shenanigans 😝

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yy_jungwon i hope you fell down those stairs

n.riki.120905 is this because i made you do five sets instead of three yesterday

jong_park02 why were you out so late??

simjakeyun there goes mother jay again

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yfun replied: who is that??

user replied: that looks too good neidjendne

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sunoo.ing replied: lol that’s crazy my friend y/n also got some

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n.riki.120905 call me the animal whisperer

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simjakeyun stop hanging out with these animals and pick up my call instead

simjakeyun why have you been so busy recently

hooniezz dang niki don’t like you anymore simjakeyun who hooniezz ?? what simjakeyun who asked

user dogs >>> cats

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ynln best decision ever was volunteering at the animal shelter <3

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yfun omfg whose kitty is that 🥹🥹

user more like whose hands are those 👀

yy_jungwon why that cat looking kinda…

sunoo.ing familiar?

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simjakeyun replied: NOW HOLD ON A SEC

sunoo.ing replied: wait a minute…

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ynln why study for exams when you can not 😌

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yfun IS THAT A GUY I SEE

yfun STEALING MY Y/N FROM ME

user wtf you have a boyfriend !?!!;&:

sunoo.ing no way that’s who i think it is 😭😭

ynln idk what you’re talking about??? sunoo.ing i feel betrayed

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n.riki.120905 the best company ❤️

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ynln awww ig i could say the same to you 🙄

ynln bro what is with that second pic

sunoo.ing I KNEW IT

lee.heehee yo what did i miss

simjakeyun 💔💔

jong_park02 i’ve never seen ni-ki look so happy

simjakeyun ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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ynln happy birthday to the best boyfie!!! 😼😻 thanks for the best year and here’s to the next ones 🫶

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yfun IM CRYING THE HARD LAUNCH

yfun MY Y/N CAN PULL 🤧

ynln HEY

yy_jungwon y’all cute ig… liked by author!

hooniezz i approve

n.riki.120905 nobody asked :D

n.riki.120905 i love you liked by author!

ynln ilyt 🥰 simjakeyun oh no am i the third wheel now sunoo.ing you’ve always been the third wheel..

a/n ▸ i got inspired by various writers on this platform to make this but anyway this is the beginning and end of jae’s smau era. it was fun but i can’t do this anymore it took literal HOURS (jk who knows 👀). hope you enjoyed tho as i crawl back into my study cave for the next couple of weeks :))

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@kflixnet

#enhypen scenarios #enhypen x reader #enhypen imagines #enhypen fluff #niki x reader #niki x you #niki fluff #niki scenarios #niki imagines #nishimura riki x reader

[okkottsus]

kaneshiro really wants the readers to understand how madly in love with each other nagi and reo are and its honestly suicide inducing im being completely serious. IF THEY WOULD JUST TALK!!!! (i know they eventually did but at what cost).....

also, we finally know what reo wanted to say but didnt (bc he thought nagi wouldnt come back to him) when nagi declared he was going ahead on his own and its the most romantic, yet encouraging thing ever nobody touch me

#blue lock #nagireo #reonagi #episode nagi leaks #blue lock leaks #episode nagi spoilers #blue lock spoilers #why do they always do this when im studying #i saw this at around 7pm and its now 1am and im still frozen. #crying reo is real im gonna be sick #OFC WE KNOW NAGI IS DOING IT ALL FOR HIM BUT HE DOESNT HES NOT A MIND READER HES SO HURT HES CRYING NAGI SEISHIRO WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON U #i cant say i want to kms on twt freely so im gonna have to say it on tumblr #god if it wasnt for ch 207 and the voice guide i would be considering ending it all rn fr #im not gonna talk abt the bachisagi reonagi parallels again cause i made a separate post months ago..it feels good to have media literacy

[skunkes]

old drawings i found and enjoyed while looking for something else

#a doodley #i dont know what happened. some of these are from so little ago and i cant do em anymore #i used to take full color full body couple comms now i cant even draw oc self ship interactions anymore. #granted the comms werent that good either but ykwim i cant even do it for leisure anymore #and its also so weird when i look at my old stuff that i always have like. non linear improvement. it rises and falls all the time #thats not good! why cant i Keep what i learn! and why does Learning make my art worse when im trying to make it better.... #its crazy seeing how well i could draw faces (sometimes) before i started studying faces. now they rarely look as good. #alas. once again i feel im the result of a non artist forcing their way to it ykwim #an equivalent of a land mammal trying to live underwater

[miekasa]

worst tropes

men dating women in the same career/field as them an get silent/bitter because she's having a big moment/is more accomplished than him

men dating women in time-demanding careers and then are upset that their careers demand their time

men with podcasts

men dating independent/emotionally unavailable women and then are upset that they are independent/emotionally unavailable

men who can't drive

best tropes

friends to lovers

men who can drive

love on purpose, love that's intentional, love that's not rotten work because it's you

#mie.txt #been watching two shows back to back where the female lead is not only insufferable but so is her choice in men #as are all the other side characters' boyfriends #its crazy to see just how terrible a man's influence on writing women is #bc it's not even in women its in how they take back men that are the worst that are bad for them #and how hes always forgiven and grows but she doesnt #im not usually a movie watcher either but ive been using them to time my studying and GOD male directors are the worst too? #its so strange to think about because yeah men as a class are so intentionally sinister when theyre in power #but also so blissfully unaware when theyre subject to the influence of those in power that they end up (accidentally?) gaslighting everyone #else around them #idk idk idk idk idk #idk boys in real life can be and are so cute when theyre in love #theyre so so so cute #so why is that so hard to translate on screen #or like... why the unwillingness to do so???? #anyway...... hiiiiii im finished w my semester does anyone wanna talk about levi and gojo 😁😁

[chocolateydinosaur]

me denying the lee allegations but the thoughts of neck tkls have slowly been taking over my mind day after day

#i cant do this #why is it always THAT SPOT specifically #like please i think thats my worst spot too i cant be thinking about thiss djfkdfjkd #and when im in class i just keep thinking about getting my neck tkled and its like wow!! #im supposed to be focusing on my very important studies right now!! #not on this!! #not on getting raspberries blown on my neck!! hdjfjdh #it better not happen again tomorrow or i might have to make another lee post which would just be so awful #me saying this as if the majority of my blog isnt me posting about my lee moods #cd is a lee

[kethabali]

i seriously can't comprehend not having a summer or winter break when u get a job. what do u mean i have to work all year around

#no i need my three month reset #ideally i dont need a vacation to recover from daily life #but thats capitalism <3 #at least school is fun #what if work is just stress and no fun #thats why i wanna work at the nonprofit i am a member of i like going there and i like the staff and i already do that work #as a volunteer and in internships so i could enjoy it maybe how i enjoy school #as long as the job is mentally and emotionally stimulating and not physically strenous #i can work for like 8 months of a year #same as how i go to school #ideally i only work 6 months of the year and 6 months i do something else #but once again <3 capitalism #actually audhd #actually autistic #actually adhd #🧃 #see the reason im thinking ab this is bc i realized working means regular paychecks so less financial paranoia #and stability.. which i like and am always desiring with school i get a big sum of money every few months and then pennies rest of theyear #except last semester when i got my work study and now i realize i like being paid more regularly it helps with my financial trauma #so now i am thinking i wouldnt mind working (if i wasnt in school bc two at once is too much for me) #i could work 10 hours without being burnt out i think 15 max but that is pushing it. this is why i need my diagnosis lmao #at least i have affordable housing and benefits for food and utilities so i actually could work 10 hours and have enough to pay for things #but like adult jobs are usually full time idk like to be a staff member at a nonprofit like i want to be #idk im sure theres a way to do it how i want #or i could get a semi boring remote job thats early hours and i have the rest of the day to myself like summer 2022 #i barely remember work from that summer bc early hours and i did what i wanted for the rest of the day that was a very good summer.. mMM #i want my whole life to be like that summer thats my picture board #but not broke ahah

[rexscanonwife]

Grrggh...good morning everypony = w = I rewatched the episode of the ppg reboot where Utonium gets a girlfriend...

#jane journals #self insert talk #🔬 starkissed scientist 🔬 #i woke up at 5 in the gah damn morning and MY HEADPHONES are gone so im gonna have to ride the bus w/o them >:[ #hell on earth 10 dead 4 missing!!! #and i choose to do this before i go ajfjg #anyways this sucks #like im not bothered by love interests but this whole reboot is ass and the characters are badly written #but theres like....at least one or two cute moments where utonium is smooth with it >//< #it cant even get the FIRST THING RIGHT ABOUT HIM THO #in literally THE FIRST EPISODE he says that spiders creep him out and they basically just. not even ignore but contradict it entirely #for why? the purpose of this ep where the love interest studies spiders and turns into one ig #they could say that hes PRETENDING to like them because he likes her. but they didnt do that #ALSO why spider? why not werewolf? that would be hot #and the love interest is that bland brand of 'adorkable' thats so disingenuous #on the other hand i DO like spiders. and the way she talks to one and like treats it like a pet...yeah id do that ._. #and idk they always write utonium as way more harsh than he'd usually be especially with bubbles #he wouldnt tell her shes being SELFISH by not wanting to give away her last piece of popcorn to a spider #especially when she barely got any #maybe he'd remind her that its GOOD to be generous BUT NOT CALL HER SELFISH #but yeah....theres maybe a moment or two 😒 #like when his love interest spoils a whole MOVIE for the girls and ofc theyre upset #but he holds her face and says 'everything i need to see is right here'...>//< #THAT was smooth #and idk they don't play with the idea of the girls wanting to break them up ENOUGH #they just write one fake email and its done. then spider reveal #it sucks maybe i shouldnt have started my day this way 😂😂😂 #whatever hopefully work is good!! #and i always have og utoniom to think about 🥺👉👈💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘

[mirick-vn]

another vanitas school doodle !!

istg i should start drawing him in different angles/poses or i wont improve otherwise...

#i love him if it wasn't very obvious #vnc #vanitas no carte #vanitas my beloved #vnc fanart #vanitas #case study of vanitas #my art #school doodles #istg why do i always get motivation to draw when im in class

[madhushala]

i want my room super organised and clean but my roommate sucks she's so filthy and pathetic it makes me want to kill myself

#i cannot do this alone im tired #past one year ive taken the incharge to clean the room everytime and all she ever replies when i want her help is #“im tired not right now” #i can't do this anymore i can't live in a dirty room with webs and floors with stains and hair lying around #i cannot settle her on this she doesn't care she never wants to have the conversation #ive grown around people who're innately always more hygienic than me and i can't live around someone who lives like a rat in sewer #and a looot of men are so unclean smelly weird #but neither my brother or friends or father who's actually been in defense so you can guess his obsession with cleanliness #and my bf who has the tidiest room in boys hostel washes his clothes aware about his breath nails his room is so #ugh where the fuck im stuck #how is one supposed to study in a place like this #oh guess it's not a problem for a her because she never fucking studies that's why she's repeating right #but im so so tired of only the doing it

[raksh-writes]

Maybe this doesn’t need to be said, but Im feeling awful about it, so -- to any mutuals that might notice Im not following them anymore, I'm sorry about that. I've just seen too many posts on my dash that I have no way of blocking because they're not tagged in any way and they're distressing enough it's turning one of the only places I considered a safe space not safe for me anymore. So for my own mental health, I had to unfollow. I Will refollow in the future and I still love y'all, but I just-- I can’t. Ive been noticing some very worrying stuff about my mental and emotional state and it's just too much currently. I hope it's at least an understandable decision, and I wish y'all are having a good day out there 💗

#personal #I know its important to keep up with current events #but life overall's been a bit too much for me lately #I should prob go back to my therapist #I haven’t seen her since I went back to uni #for one because I didn’t know my schedule when we last meet and we both thought this should balance me #finally having purpose again and doing what I actually enjoy #but I also don’t have a job now so its costs and... I don’t know #but I probably should now that Im thinking maybe its time to actually get medicated for real #tho first maybe I should just visit my family doc and ask for those vit d supplements my therapists talked about #see if thats gonna be enough #autumn (and winter) has always been an awful time for me in terms of mental and emotional health #but it feels even worse these days #like Im battling against depression every day recently and rarely anything works to distract me #which is why its been hard to get back to peels in dms and such too #I was meant to meet with a friend now that Im studying in a city she lives in but I have yet to get back to her #and it feels like I have not only Zero but like Negative energy and motivation #+ Ive been dealing with an upset stomach for Weeks now #no matter what I eat it feels weird and achy and barely anything tastes good for me already so now its even worse #anyway this turned into such a rant Im sorry #I just didn’t want the lovely peeps Ive been mutuals with for a long time to think I stopped liking them or smth #its just certain untagged posts that I would otherwise block if I could #and I dont wanna impose onto anyone like a 'rule' to tag them or whatever #so yeah this is just temporary #hopefully at some point I get better enough to survive the couple distressing posts heh...

[camelspit]

how am i expected to have hobbies when there is homework

#im sorry i cannot with this #girl i get home at like 5:00 every day since school lets out at 4:05 and the buses are always late as hell #and! it does not help that i am the last stop #i cannot be expected to bave a hobby when by the time i finish things like dinner and shower and homework #it is like. 9:00. #and thats without accounting for time to study!! like!! #i should not have to wait till like 10 fucking pm to actually do something i enjoy sorry #lmao. anyway thats sort of why ive been posting less art </3 #but im also like barely keeping up with reading rn as well #i simply cannot focus on my silly little books when im about to collapse with exhaustion

[shadowedvales]

when jane dies, the government recovers her body without anyone’s knowledge in order to study it and do their own experiments. she had a funeral, was lowered into the ground, but no one knew she wasn’t in the coffin. her body was removed in the morgue and replaced with a fake, just like will’s. pieces of her are sent out to various facilities, her organs, eyes, brain, etc are separated for research purposes. overtime, pieces of her get lost in transfers, small fragments like a tooth or strands of hair, but all still janessa ives. even in death she can’t be left alone. after about six months, sam owens discovers the truth of what happened to her body, and always a big advocator for jane to live a normal life, does his best to track down what remains of her body. in the process, he, and his people succeed in shutting down some of the facilities that illegally claimed possession of her. within a few months he salvages as much of her as he can; it’s not everything, but it’s majority of what’s left. he does tell those who were closest to jane, so they can have a proper burial. she’s instead buried in a mausoleum, both out of respect for what she did in her life, and a further layer of protection for her in the afterlife.

#study‚ in my dreams it's all real and my heart has so much to reveal. #organs mention / #body horror / #death mention / #i was watching a documentary about grave robbing a little while back and. #this is what i came up with </3 #makes me sad as hell but. #this could easily happen to her body lbr. #and depending on when she dies. owens would be much older. #but he would be so determined to help her even in death that age wouldn’t even matter. #doesn’t matter if he’s withered and tired. he needs to get her back together. #im always conflicted about whether i want jane to die in her late 30s after being sick for a few years due to her abnormal body genetics #or to live a full. good life. #i change my mind about this basically every single day rifp #but just the idea of people always keeping tabs on her. always knowing where she is. makes me depressed. #she thinks she's living some kind of normality. but never really is. #(and i hc that when jane dies she becomes a ghost. because of her links to the upside down she can never properly move on. #so she's just always haunting hawkins. #so she sees her body being removed from its coffin and taken away and. can't do anything! #why do i come up with shit like this!!!)

[oscill4te]

maybe adderall and atomoxetine is the holy combo....

#i wanna ask for an adderal rx again but scared to look like a junkie =/ esp considering i told my doc i like atomo way better than stims #which is true. but when i took my adderall w my atomo i like. i did a lot today. or maybe its placebo effect idk!! #i focused on a 4 hour long movie. i finished a book. im doing PT exercises. im eating food even if it is boring unpleasant food like #i feel functional #and again. atomoxetine is better. if i could only take 1 id choose atomoxetine over adderal #bc adderal by itself? it made me angry and on edge and anxious and stressed #while atomoxetine calms me down. and i think taking a stimulant when I now have way better control of my emotions? its been so damn nice lol #i wouldnt even take adderal everyday. just on my days off where I wanna get shit doneee #again... could be placebo effect. i havent used weed (except once) in 3 weels now. soooo that could be why #im focusing better w/o brainfog. anywayz back to my PT shit ^-^ #i dont think id ask for an RX as i dont truly need it. im not a manager anymore and i dont study. i can find other ways to help myself out #but i will not lie. the adderall today was like. concentration on easy mode. i wanna always feel like that w/o a medication's assistance

[volk-swag-genitalia]

the prophetic dreams are getting much more concerning

#not a joke #so like im pretty damn convinced i have prophetic dreams #except one problem is they're not very straightforward #and i never really realize they are prophetic until its too late #i had a dream my lil brother attended the former school i used to study at and something bad would happen to him #i brushed it off at the time because i thought there would be no way in hell my parents would send me off to this school #years later they enrolled him in. #and well its an average school experience for him. some classmates are absolute jerks tho. but the main event in that dream didnt happen ye #because the main event happens at a school camping event. now im worried my brother would die at said camping event. but hey no camping yet #another instance was when i dreamt we went up the escalator up the mall we used to always go to #it was late into the pandemic at the time so i thought ''no way would we end up going'' but then i woke up to my mom announcing that #you guessed it #we were going to that mall #anyways those are a few instances. #right nowi had a dream i went out to lunch after college and snapped at a man for calling me ''ma'am'' because i mentally could not take it #and im scared now #with how i've been mentally. something like that WOULD happen. poor guy #but also i had a beard. why would he do that? #and the dream was also veryyy vivid. #granted not all of my dreams come true. #and i hope it STAYS that way #anyways aside from that i've also had recurring dreams of the ocean levels rising so bad that my home town ended up flooding and dissapeari #well i havent been having the flood dreams lately #that dream had two outcomes. in both outcomes people have adpated and started building a city that could take in the new environment #in one outcome they managed to build an underwater city to regain what was left of the cities that got submerged. people actually helped ea #h other and people were thriving. #in another outcome #society just ended up the same. all of the problems we had now carried on & we were eaten by the sun. except the sun was an eldritch being? #ok for sure that sun thing wont come true. or would it??? #nah. i mean according to what we know of the sun. nah.

[dandyshucks]

fellas.... the art is not going well tonight, I'm ready to start gnawing on my sketchbook

WOE to the artist who tries to draw shit above their skill level AUGH

#IT DOESNT LOOK BAD PER SE BUT ITS NOT WORKING HOW I WANT IT TOOOOOOOO #if i had a hat rn I'd eat it out of frustration SBDHFHDJL #i want to share some kind of art though so djdsjfkdl I'll just. share this frustration LMAO #ignore the alphacritters in the bg btw lol thats there for the kiddos and Sunny in the system dsbdjdkl #i think theyre fun too and they were a cool weird thrift store find so djdkdl #THIS SORT OF STUFF IS WHY IM ALWAYS STARTLED WHEN PPL SAY I HAVE GOOD ANATOMY SKILL OR WHATEVER #i am FIGHTING for my LIFE in this sketchbook SBDHDJKL #i have no idea what im doing dhdkskl i just look at pictures and adjust things til they look right #75% of the time its pure luck the other 25% of the time i maybe have some sort of idea of the right ''vibe'' of the anatomy SHDJDKL #i gotta do some real studies at some point of muscle groups or smth idk dhfkdl maybe skeletal structure would be good #okay anyhowdy im rambling down here sorry SBJDKSL hope everyone is having a good day/night/etc #im going to... give up for tonight and go to sleep maybe djdhfkdl #throwing in the towel bc goddamn. bites my sketchbook. curse my inability to draw vertical angling and whatnot #dandy.cmd #doodlebug.jpeg

[soulaans]

okay adding on to the last post cause im actually picking my own brain for no reason and i need an audience but just socializing in general is actually smth i put a lot of effort into when it comes to masking and i havent really realized that like i always want to seem personable and someone others can talk too... so when im talking to ppl and i make a joke i really intently watch someones reactions like "oh they didnt really seem to find that funny...dont do that anymore" or i watch what i assume to be nt ppl interacting and im like ok try that??? and when i perceive said social interaction as a failure with someone else its just like... i followed the script?? why didnt it work... it's like seeing a kid at a park hand out bread to some ducks and all the ducks like their bread so u bring bread the next day and not one duck is really inclined to come over to u???? 😭

#txt #i just always feel so outcasted ??? like i was dropped on earth and now im having to study such complicating but very simple info #like i dont feel like im MISSING social cues i feel like im interpreting them right??? #im just missing the mark when it comes to actually doing them #everyone is like .. driving automatic and im BARELY driving a manual so sometimes it stalls.. or smth idk cars #like being social comes naturally for so many people and im sitting there dissecting why someones eyebrows furrowed after i said smth