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okay WIP but his face is soooo cutes

ignore everything about this except the general expression on his face. no dont look at how his eyes arent matched up yet. just. ough. he's so cutie pie i love him. sobs !!!!!

#now i go to sleep honk shoo honk shoo 🤡👞 #dandy.cmd #doodlebug.jpeg #💜so good at being in trouble

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badly lit sketch page from the other night 🤸‍♂️

#throws this into the void and scuttles away fjfkdl #sorry for shirtless Wardell LOL he is either pre- or post-shifting #clothes sometimes get lost in the shift fjfkfl #generally the fae magic takes care of that but the magic that was used on him is ... finicky at best #also i think Wardell needs to take Dandy clothes shopping LOL they need some clothing if theyre going to spend time around ppl probably #dandy.cmd #doodlebug.png #dandy🌻 #🕯️the warmth of your doorways

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okay stressful event done, hopefully i can be calm and normal again starting tomorrow 🙏

everyone put your lucky clovers and horseshoes together for me to hope that I did not get covid because I was the ONLY PERSON IN THE ENTIRE VICINITY WEARING A MASK. OUT OF 200 ISH PEOPLE. FUCK !

#but i wore it and i ignored all the stares and strange looks ppl gave me #i do not want to be further disabled jesus christ please i am hoping against hope I'll be okay #i did not have a choice in the matter of going or not but holy shit it was not worth going even 😭😭 it was so bad fjfkdl #I can't say much abt it bc I'll end up doxxing myself but it was so bad. and i wish i had not gone dbfkdl #also my mother was so mean and saying some random guy was disgusting and meanwhile i was like ummm awooga 👀 #she is so fucking awful and i hate it. he had a bit of a belly sticking out from his shirt bc he was stretching and he had body hair #and um. well. we all know how Normal i am about that sort of guy.... Not Normal At All LMAO #it just makes me feel more affirmed in choosing to not ever share my art w my mother lmfao #she would hate what i draw. and I'm trying not to let that get to me but .... oh well i guess ! #even though i learned at like age 11 that i shouldn't even try to share my creations w her i still yearn for approval or whatever #UMMM LOL WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT RN OOPS SORRY. I'll go skitter off into the night now DBFJDKL #HOPEFULLY I'LL BE NORMAL TOMORROW BLEASE... also i need to go see what Chase was posting earlier augh #dandy.cmd #vent //

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man's got eyes 👁️👁️

#to the tune of Mans Not Hot lmao #feat. our messy ass desk #juno has so much shit on here goddamn dude why do you need so many trinkets and shit up on here #i think they're planning on felting over some of the spots where the thread is visible #but 🤷🏻‍♂️ i dunno lol #anyways im outta here. i aint supposed to be posting here anyways lmfao #dandy.cmd #dandy doll-making

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we have a bag of leather scraps.... hypothetically... we could make a tiny leather jacket for the dolls.....

#hey juno have i got the idea of a lifetime for you LMAO #when they're back in front they're going to lose their shit at this idea lmfao #dandy.cmd

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#dandy🌻 #aes

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∑ദ്ദി˙◡･) THUMBS UP !!

i have so much wool roving and thread and felt and NO GREY ?????

trying to figure out how to make the eyes for Guz.... oh good lord 😭

#gotta do a little extra shaping once the glue dries on the highlights #for now i must go mow the lawn LOL #dandy.cmd #dandy doll-making

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I think I made a decent gray (bottom) by mixing the top two colours together... I will try felting it onto the black eye base and we'll see how this goes 👀

i have so much wool roving and thread and felt and NO GREY ?????

trying to figure out how to make the eyes for Guz.... oh good lord 😭

#dandy.cmd #dandy doll-making

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IN ALL OF THIS .... NO REGULAR NORMAL GRAY ?????

i have so much wool roving and thread and felt and NO GREY ?????

trying to figure out how to make the eyes for Guz.... oh good lord 😭

#HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE FJFKDLD #i think i have a blue that will work but its... not gray #also Andrew was going to use that for needlefelting a TV head so I feel bad for taking it but... it'll just be a teensy weensy amount LOL #I wonder... if i could felt yarn... hmmm maybe i can try that #also craft hoard reveal LMFAO #i was rly into needlefelting for a year in 2020-2021 while i was still employed #and shipping prices hadnt gone crazy yet so i could afford to buy roving from this lovely farm in Alberta :] #the felt sheets and fabric are from dollar stores and the embroidery thread is from a thrift store #dandy.cmd

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i have so much wool roving and thread and felt and NO GREY ?????

trying to figure out how to make the eyes for Guz.... oh good lord 😭

#dandy.cmd

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Shout out to self shippers who only romantically self ship with women. You're so awesome and your f/os love you so much <3

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we're over halfway through the week already, but happy passover to jewish selfshippers! you're a super important part of the community and deserve to be uplifted and supported during this time (and always of course!)

best wishes to you all, and i know your f/os would also want to be there and celebrate this special time with you as well ^^ chag pesach sameach! / zissen pesach!

(also if you're a jewish selfshipper plz feel free to reblog and promo ur blog or anything else under this post! <3 let's get some love and attention going for y'all)

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can you get that weird guy out of here please. I’m starting to feel a little bit flustered and i don’t want to confront & come to terms with that right now

#MEEEEE

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need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

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pinterest is giving me a simulation of what it's like to live with OCD/anxiety except i already have both those things so it's just causing me paranoia LMFAO

it keeps giving me this notification:

so i click on it to go look at what pose reference/base got flagged this time (because it's pretty much always one of those line drawing pose bases lmao) and.... the last violation I had on my account was... April 14...

like there's been nothing since then ??? in either of the Your Account and Your Report tabs???

it just feels like when you have a thought of "i am doing something wrong" and you investigate your brain and actions and find Nothing wrong but your brain just keeps insisting that you're doing something terribly wrong and it keeps hounding you about it even though YOU CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT IT IS

and then we can take it a step further even and say me looking through the pins on my account making sure i don't actually have anything that goes against the TOS (and double-checking TOS in case i've missed some update) to make sure further action doesn't get taken on my account is very adjacent to compulsive behaviour to try to stop OCD spirals

#ITS SO GOOFY AND ITS DRIVING ME NUTS FDJKL #dandy.cmd

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well you know what a birthday means!! getting spoiled by your bf 😌😌 (he made me breakfast 💕)

#HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! welcome to your 20s !!!! exciting :D 🎊🥳 #he loves to dote on you sm i adore the dynamic between you two 💗😭 #also your hair bonnet and PJ shirt are so cute omg !!! #i hope today treats you kindly :] !!! 🥳🎊🎊🎊 #others art #others self ships

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okay actually learning a language is really fun and i am enjoying myself immensely, no more stress :3

#i learned how to say i and my and you and your #and two different kinds of ''that'' #and how to mark a question and also how to say who and what #so im having an excellent time now fhdsgjkl #this course doesn't teach things in the order that i would want them to be taught to me #so i went and peeked at future materials to figure out some things i've been confused about #and now i have figured it out and i am pleased as a plum :] #YIPPEE WAHOO HURRAY !! #dandy.cmd #also saying ''wow'' is really fun !!! ''wahwaa'' !! :D