#why can’t people be normal about this

[discalmnected]

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#I need 5sos stan Twitter to chill tf out #people are legitimately upset that Ashton isn’t in Australia for Christmas #like that’s just weird #why are people so concerned about where the guys are for the holidays??? #he’s a grown man who can make his own decisions #and apparently he has a new gf #which is another thing people are freaking out about #why can’t people be normal about this #like don’t post about her until either of them confirm it #shit like this is why they don’t post as much anymore #the parasocial relationship some people have is worrying #none of us know them we only know what they choose to share #and while they’re online personas are probably close to their actual personalities #we don’t know what they’re like and we’re not their friends #I just wish more people realized that #anyway I hope everyone enjoyed that Christmas rant

[creativity-deficient]

I’ll never quite understand the discourse around whether or not Tweek is a part of Craig’s group

He may not appear as frequently as the other members but he still is pretty consistently associated with them, and has been even before he and Craig started dating

Even South Park studios lists him as a part of the group

#he’s basically the butters of the group yet it’s perfectly normalized to include butters with the main 4 but including tweek with Craig’s #group starts a whole argument #he even feels a bit more solidified in Craig’s group than butters does with the main 4? #in a way? #I can’t really explain it lol #like I feel the main 4 only really tolerate butters while Tweek feels like an actual friend lmao #I’ve seen some people get real pissy about it too like pleaseee 😭😭 #obviously my only issue is when people just completely erase Jimmy but also like #the show does that too at times? he definitely appears more than Tweek but #Clyde and Tolkien seem to be the most frequent members #I don’t get why it has to be a competition they can both be in the group #south park #tweek tweak #craig tucker #Jimmy Valmer #clyde donovan #Tolkien black

[stuckinapril]

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#I’m only very rarely inclined to get this intimate w my thoughts so I might as well say it NOW butttt I will never not see the dead children #In everything I do #Like legit #I’ve read up on Hind so extensively and seen so many photos of her #And I have a very healthy relationship w the popular Palestinian journalists so she’s not my blorbo or anything #But hearing that memo destroyed me bc bisan is only 23 and she seemed so vivacious #Idk like I do normal people things I can’t just pause on my life #But idk how it feels like to sit at a boba place and enjoy my pearl milk tea w my friends #While the horrors over there don’t just lurk the back of my mind. I do normal things and I’m guilty for having the luxury #And as an Iraqi girl I’m living in the literal ideal timeline #Where my mom decided to immigrate to the us and that’s why I’m here living a normal life like everyone else #It’s like in a different world if I were born in a different time it could’ve so easily been me. I’m one of the Lucky Ones idk #It’s not survivor’s guilt bc it’s not like I had to survive anything like I never had the chance to live in Iraq or anything #But like. If some things had fallen just a little differently #And I keep thinking about how I’d feel if it were happening to Iraq and people behaved the way they’re doing to Palestinians #I’d be so mad #And some people on here are dealing w assholes while bursting at the seams w grief #For losing their loved ones #This is why I’m so fucking angry at anyone who’s complicit #This was a major tangent but basically I feel weird about doing normal things now while simultaneously knowing I can’t just sit and wallow #And watch life pass by as if it’ll do anything #Misery is not a home but I’m struggling to be 100% normal #And I think that this tonal dissonance is reflecting on my blog too bc I can’t go back to just #Posting about all the other normal things I used to. Like I want to but sometimes I feel off. #Is this anything. I haven’t slept all night #I can’t just allow myself to lose interest in everything I used to like and be and just fade away but maybe it’s about accepting that this #Will also always be a part of me now. It’s that awareness that shadows everything I do #or maybe I need a therapist it’s a toss up #I’ll probably feel better once I get my day started but this was cathartic to voice I think #p

[horseshoemybeloved]

Why does non lesbians sapphic art always look like this

Why is it always

“ oh uh… um woman ❤️ wow I love, I uh I Love women…🥺….. wow I love queer sapphic wlws all they do is sit in meadows and play with each others hair…. Nothing eecky and gross like hairy stinky lesbo secc 🤢…. Just dainty small white women being dainty and small and feminine and so wlw sapphic 🥺🥺🥺”

Or

“ this is my MEAN and EVIL SCARY ASS LESBO OC who is SCARY omg STEP ON ME MOMMY she is such a BITCH who is also a MURDER who MURDERS MEN bcus she’s EVIL SCARY LESBO xoxo I love lesbians!!”

#thinking thoughts and the thoughts are thinking……. #idk it always makes me feel weird #I once complained about people making evil lesbian ocs and how that was kinda shitty and damaging #and this guy in the discord ( who was not a lesbian ) was like ‘ uhhh actually it’s to combats #combat fetishization ‘ #I’m just sick of it all man!!! why can’t people simply depict lesbians as normal people! #why is it we have to be super danty feminine purity culture or evil scary monsters #yknow what I am a hairy legged lesbo and I’m not a scary evil monster for that #lesbian #queer #sapphic #lgbt #queer discourse

[laniemae]

Could John start hurting himself in trial 3?

TW FOR SELF HARM

So I’ve got a lot of theories for trial 3 and stuff but this is the one I want to talk about first since it was the one that stuck out to me most yet I haven’t seen people talking about the possibility

I actually wrote about this theory quite a while ago which I’ll just link to but I definitely do think it’s very likely but hasn’t been discussed much.

For a brief summary of the post I made it’s a theory on how John may have self harming desires but doesn’t physically hurt himself as he’s afraid of hurting Mikoto. Basically it’s how the reason why Mikoto’s clothes are so tattered is because John has been ripping them apart in another way to harm himself but not physically hurt Mikoto. Heck, there’s very clearly bite marks on the clothes so I highly doubt it was from the fight with Kotoko. And as well as just ripping his clothing it probably explained the breakdowns John is said to have at night especially in that one minigram where Es heard on it and there was a lot of crashing sounds and stuff breaking, even ripping sounds which definitely matches with what I was saying. So John does all of this in a method to self harm as a stress reliever but not physically harm Mikoto.

So here’s the trial 3 theory. As of recently Mikoto has stopped denying John’s existence as everything he’s seen in heard it’s just too much for him to deny anymore. And instead of that he’s began to hate John so much and blame him for every bad thing that’s happened, even going as far to blame him for what happened to Mahiru even though it was very clearly Kotoko’s fault. And with John, he loves Mikoto. Dedicates his entire existence to him and despite all the constant trauma and suffering he’s endured the only thing that keeps him going is the possibility that Mikoto will love him and praise him for saving him.

“Hey now, I saved you, right? So why in the hell are you crying?

Cling to me, hoist me up as your "savior", stand up and sing out your gratitude, that'd be good.”

Judging by these lyrics, it seems John is somewhat aware that Mikoto is denying his help but still wants to believe it. Even Neoplasm he says how Mikoto’s entrusting him with his heart, which can either be he doesn’t fully know about the hatred or is denying it. But what I’m really worried about is how much Mikoto loathes John in trial 3 and what he could do.

As I said earlier John dedicates his existence to Mikoto and I couldn’t explain how John may feel after he would realise his hatred for Mikoto  aside from his entire existence being denied. I already discussed this in another theory but for John to so deeply love Mikoto and dedicates everything to protecting him and only holding on with the possibility of approval and being told he did a good job, only to be met with unimaginable hatred from the person who he idealises as someone who could never hate anyone must be devastating on so many levels for John and… you can tell where I’m getting at here.

So what would happen next? Could perhaps John feel so betrayed by Mikoto that he could go to actually physically hurting himself out of conflicting feelings around Mikoto? Loving him like that but feeling so betrayed and hurt that he just tries not to care about Mikoto any more and harms himself out of both previously established coping mechanisms and spite?

It’s hard to tell here, as John is one of those characters who it’s very hard to predict what would happen next so who knows what he might do. I just believe this may be the most likely based off things that have been implied and established.

And just to address a potential elephant in the room is I highly doubt John would disappear in trial 3. That’s not how it works, and just because Mikoto may not be Guilty any more doesn’t mean he would be relieved from all stress so John definitely would still have his purpose. And I think it’s most likely why John claimed that he would disappear was that he believed Es hated him and wanted him gone, so he claimed that he would disappear if Mikoto were to be voted Innocent as a way to sway Es to that verdict. And there are lines such as “I’ll play dead even if I’m alive right?” And “can’t get rid of me now” that definitely imply that he will stay or perhaps pretend to go dormant which perhaps would be interesting as we’ve seen him masking as Mikoto in the minigrams before so it would be interesting if he does that in trial 3 perhaps. And side note even though this is kinda cheating theory wise but it would be stupid to remove John from the story like that so uhhh.

#milgram #mikoto kayano #John kayano #john milgram #tw sh #tw self destruction #I just wanna say I’m sorry for bringing up such a dark subject matter like this in a theory sense #It’s just when writing about the darker themes in milgram I always get scared I’ll offend someone by how I talk about it so sorry #But trial 3 is certainly gonna be crazy #This theory is one I’ve had for a while and thus easier to write but I’ve got a lot planned #Like it definitely seems like how in trial 2 kotoko was the main antagonist/one causing conflict and it definitely seems #That in trial 3 amane will fufill that role #Which I mean I am uhh really exited about that because Amane’s my favorite and I love character who fuck up everything #But from everything we’ve seen the whole thing with fuuta and Shidou she’s going to be the one starting the whole chain of events #And there’s definitely a lot of theories on people who could suffer or be injured because of everything #Definitely Haruka but that would be from himself #But from the amane thing potentially Shidou if she or fuuta attacks him #Maybe mahiru if Shidou can’t treat her if she’s injured which could be really bad I’m actually very worried for her #And fuuta if he goes too far deep into the ideology and actually takes off his eyepatch but that’s kinda hard to predict #And as I said it’s definitely likely that mikoto would be hurt but at the hands of “himself” rather #And with kotoko I have absolutely no clue how she would react to the guilty verdict but that unpredictably makes it more exiting #I’ll have to talk about kotoko and the others in a separate theory because it’s so complicated but aughahhan hiatus brain no #And kinda off topic with the mood that I’ve kinda set with this post #But looking and analysing the lyrics of meme and double for this post #I found it pretty funny how John is actually really affectionate when referring to mikoto #Like of course the “snuggle together and say good night” lyric which is funny because how that does not fit John normally but does make sen #And in double he uses words such as basically “welcoming home” mikoto and in those freeze frames whispers of good morning #Which one again is really funny as edgy boy misanthrope John has said almost uwu fanfiction stuff canonically #But it totally makes sense to his character which makes it all the more funnier but kinda fucked up as from what I’ve said in the post #Why am I talking about something funny like this? Maybe I’m just too worried about talking about dark subject matters I’m sorry

[runninguplenorahills]

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#why can’t people be normal about getting bts pics of will for once 🥶

[kirk-the-ripper]

OOC for a moment but:

Some ppl are being so fucking weird about James & his gf. I thought this would go away now that I’m in a fandom for 4 GROWN MEN IN THEIR 60’S but it seems like the pettiness knows no bounds. I get disagreeing or being disappointed in some things regarding the situation or their (alleged) views but attacking her is sooooo childish and stupid and wtf is it going to accomplish really??? You think he’s gunna break up w her bc you posted something on tumblr. Be fucking for real. I really don’t get it. Every time there’s an attractive celebrity man in a relationship the girl inevitably gets shredded to pieces and there’s shit made up or dug up to cancel them. Like this is. not. normal. Not saying she’s a great person or not because I don’t know her but it’s like I see the same thing in every fandom I’m in and it’s so tiring…🙃🙃

#metallica rp #james hetlfied #metallica fanfiction #metallica #like why can’t we all just be normal for once and I’m not talking about the people who say things ironically #I mean the people who actually believe it 😭😂🫤

[silent-partner-412]

i wanna talk about this phenomenon cuz i’m sick of seeing it.

it’s become cliche to this point that in basically any atlus game, it will inevitably circle back to persona 5 in its criticism. somehow, despite it being YEARS since persona 5 came out, game journalists still manage to keep bringing it up, sometimes in blatantly stupid ways like the example shown here.

here’s the thing: this is bad criticism. anybody could tell you that. saying “this thing is worse because it’s not this other thing” is an emotional response to something you’d tell your friend, not a genuine piece of criticism you’d make about a product. i’m almost certain this author was aware of this. so why did they include it?

cuz people won’t stop fucking sharing these to fucking dunk on them.

seriously. without fail, the reason i learn these exist is never by reading the articles. i don’t really read game reviews from professional sites. i only know of these because people find these reviews and spread them around to every fan of atlus’s games, and everybody makes fun of how stupid the journalist is for making a dumb callback to persona 5. i’m willing to bet that’s also how most other people find these reviews too.

these game journalism sites want clicks. they want attention. they want people to spread around the silly persona 5 comparisons because that’s the only way a lot of people will actually see or care about the article. and people fall for it every goddamn time. and honestly, i’m just sick of it. i wish all persona and smt fans would just fucking ignore it when this happens, because i’m convinced that’s the only way it will ever stop happening.

#persona #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 5 #it also doesn’t help that persona 5 itself gets caught in the crossfires of all this #this makes people start harboring more undeserved resentment for the game which for god’s sake it doesn’t need more of that #so many of the dunks are like haha that should be a pro actually #and i’m like cmon man #why can’t people just be normal about that goddamn game

[mivolasvivi]

Really annoyed by how ppl comment “diabetes” on pretty much anything sweet as if it’s funny and not a chronic disease that people have to deal with every day

#another why can’t people be normal about how other ppl eat post #me

[evansbby]

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#random and emo and will prob delete but #sometimes i feel so lonely in this fandom 😔😭 #like amongst the writers of this fandom I mean #like it feels like all the cevans writers are friends with each other and I’m the local weirdo on the other side like 🤠 #obv I talk to some people and am mutuals with some people whom I loooove but like #idk I’ve always felt this low-key 😂😂😂 #it’s bc I’m so awkward and I think that they all think I’m annoying #like I automatically assume most of the big writer blogs hate me lol #which is deffo just in my head and I’m insane yall know im fucking insane and jump to conclusions 😂😂😂 #but idk sometimes I just feel sooo lonely #well not LONELY bc I love my anons and my mutuals and I’m always on here yapping about something or the other 😅😅 #but I feel like I’m not part of that amazing writer community where everyone’s friends with everyone #MAYBE BC I NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE BUT THAT IS BC I AM SCARED SO I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT THERE #😭😭😭😭😭 #but yeah lol #no fr tho why can’t I be normal lmaoooo

[demigodofhoolemere]

Me through most of Boom: Wow, this is a really solid dramatic episode.

Me when Moffat needlessly sprinkles in anti-faith sentiments without specifying that it’s blind faith in bad things that the Doctor doesn’t like, which makes it come off like the Doctor is just against religion generally:

#i get it edgelord you don’t care for religion. you don’t have to alienate religious members of the audience. #i at least appreciated that the doctor agreed with splice that gone and dead are different things and told her to keep the faith #but like. he immediately thereafter still tells mundy that he doesn’t like faith and spent the whole episode disparaging it. #which just feels so wrong for a show that’s supposed to be open minded about the beliefs and cultures all across the universe #i hate when writers gratuitously make the doctor take a hard and broad stance on something that he would NOT #reminds me of s8 when twelve suddenly hated all soldiers #as if some of his closest friends haven’t been soldiers? brigadier? benton and yates? sara? #big difference between corrupt military and literally every soldier #the same way there is a big difference between a corrupt religious organization or individuals who use religion as an excuse for cruelty #and like. ALL faith and the idea of having a faith that you live by whatsoever. #just because his comments were aimed at something corrupt doesn’t mean they weren’t WAY too sweeping as if he meant it on the whole #i definitely enjoyed the bulk of the episode but that just felt like it was done in bad faith and made me uncomfortable #and i just read moffat’s comment on the thoughts and prayers thing and UGH #i get why there are circumstances in which that can feel hollow — usually if it’s coming from a corporation that could actually do something #but can we not villainize all the normal people who genuinely mean that with love? #people who often CAN’T do anything but say prayers for you? #that IS a legitimate response and a legitimate action #someone can’t physically aid you but cares to take the time to talk to the God of the universe about you and your need and plead for you #don’t tell me that isn’t love or that it’s not really doing anything #sometimes that’s all you CAN do and it’s more than people give it credit for #blatant disregard and willful misunderstanding of faith like this just rub me wrong #it’s painting with a broad brush and it’s close minded #and yes i’m gonna post this. i’m feeling controversial. #my love/aggravation relationship with moffat continues #in the wise words of kira nerys. if you don’t have faith you can’t understand it and if you do then no explanation is necessary. #doctor who #dw critical #spoilers #dw spoilers

[makkie-is-screaming]

funny that all the people in my family who walk around in their “kill your local pedophile” and “shoot a rapist” shirts constantly say and do things that perpetuate rape culture

#They don’t give a fuck about the actual problem n shouldn’t be wearing that #They have these male savior complexes and think wearing those shirts makes them good people #but these r the same bitches that DEFENDED someone who molested me and said it was normal n that I was over reacting #Same people who preach about modesty to women and say they’re “uncomfortable” with teen/preteen girls in short shorts bc they can’t not loo #and it makes them feel bad #Like stfu #I’m gonna go fucking crazy one day if I keep having to hear this shit it’s so upsetting #My sister told me I have to just stop taking them serious but I can’t bc my 10 yr old brother is hearing this shit n internalizing it #my older brother heard this shit n that’s why he’s the way he is #they’re teaching this bs to kids so I have to take it serious and argue against them or the kids there won’t know any better #sorry for the rant but I’m so pissed off over this #screaming

[yannfredericks]

being online rn is such a fucking nightmare oh my god!!!

#everyone purposefully misinterpreting the new ts album and taking lyrics out of context #and pretending they can’t tell when she’s making a joke or writing something tongue in cheek #I am being so good and so normal trying to ignore and not engage with the people spouting this shit but good lord! #people are 100% allowed to like and dislike what they like #but when all I’m seeing is massive threads about Why they hate something or why the lyrics are bad #I’m like don’t you have anything better to do #me personally when I don’t like something I’m not making huge threads about all the ways I hate it #where are the normal people!!! #people who don’t like taylor swift are being utterly deranged but then a lot of the fans aren’t being much better #it’s all fine I just wish I could exist online without being subjected to The Discourse #especially bc these albums came at the exact time I needed them and so much of them speak to me so personally #I’d rather see fucking nothing than everyone fighting over it #and I’m not engaging at all I just wish there was an option to be online to talk about the silly little characters without inevitably #seeing twenty eight think pieces and people screaming #no one in this situation is being normal !!!! #I wish the people saying the whole world is sick and tired of her and that she’s overrated were right #bc then it might actually stop being impossible to get tickets to her shows! #please amen bc I’d like to go in london 🙏

[zeb-z]

wtf is it with political roleplay that gets all the weirdos coming out of the woodwork and putting a damper on things. specifically on twt like can people let the cc’s play characters and have conflict and have fun like goddamn man

#probably deleting this I just need to be angry about this #bbh priv tweeted he’s gonna step away from the rp for a while and I entirely understand why and he’s gonna talk about it tomorrow #so absolutely no shade to him #but fuck can’t people be normal #like. hermitcraft for example. could you imagine cancelling Ren over his whole corrupt king arc #no because it’s rp and he’s playing a character and they’re all having fun #and bads chat is so bad about all kinds of etiquette too in general it’s embarrassing it’s awful #and now we get no lore just when it’s getting good like fuck them fr #not just because of the loss of lore but because it puts cc’s into uncomfortable positions! like stop being freaks!! jfc!!!!! #it’s all a story! chill the fuck out! #fuck all y’all. bbh should have a domestic terrorist arc and turn off his phone #and forever should like. destroy the island or smth idk. let them play characters and have conflicts!!!!!! #qsmp #z speaks

[nympippi]

Necromancer Finney AU: Adults in general aren’t sure how to feel about Vance. On one hand, he’s got that infamous short temper. On the other hand, he’s been through quite a bit, even before the Grabber incident. Ultimately, it’s generally agreed that Vance is a victim of terrible circumstances and is reacting accordingly to them

I’m actually unsure on this one because I do think maybe in a town like Denver they’d definitely sympathize with him, and feel for his pain but at the same time I think Vance would hate it. Because it’s only after Vance has to undergo massive amounts of trauma and pain for the adults around him to see him as a kid and not some criminal.

it’s showing him that the adults had potential to care but they never did. And instead of working with him, they work against him labeling him as a troubled child who would end up seriously hurting someone. …I don’t know, I’m not too sure on my stance or have any ideas on the adults in tbp but I do headcannon Vance to dislike adults to a serious degree and it only gets worse after his kidnapping.

#pippi speaks #the black phone fandom #the black phone #necromancer finney au #vance hopper #which I don’t condone Vance’s aggression at all. but I do think about it a lot because that’s a lot of rage for one kid #makes me wonder about his homelife and stuff #also I don’t have a lot of ideas based on the adults of Denver because they’re kinda useless I guess…like they’re trying their hardest #but I do think the adults in Denver would try a little harder after this. and would sympathize with him #but the problem is anytime Vance is around these people he’s like a rabid dog because it’s a slap in the face #like where were you earlier???? why care now???? it angers him so much #and is so suspicious to him that a bunch of adults are now suddenly caring. it freaks him out and brings a bad taste in his mouth #because I headcannon the Grabber tried to become ‘friends’ with Vance by giving him extra coins #this was manipulation obviously and seeing these adults actually treat him semi normally just gives him bad vibes and I can’t blame him #he can forge new bonds with the boys and even become closer to Finn after scaring him but I don’t think he’ll ever forget the adults #who never treated him as the struggling kid he was. #vengeful Vance is very real in this au #he never ever forgets. he even still gives Finn shit for holding the door open for the police

[werewolfenthusiast]

when someone criticises something your autistic about and it makes you want to rip your soul out through your throat

#haha right?? this is relatable?? #i wish i could be normal about things sometimes cause this actually gets exhausting #even people just having opinions i really disagree with upset me so viscerally #but i can’t do anything or say anything cause they haven’t actually done anything wrong #autism problems #special interest #which is also why i struggle to explain to allistics how special interests are different to obsessions #i’m not just obsessed with this thing it’s part of me #i can’t seperate it from myself #and so if you make fun of it or hate it it makes me feel the same way i would if you were making fun of or hating me #i can’t breeze past and move on because you’re someone who isn’t safe to me anymore #and that’s pathetic it really is and i know that #and it’s exhausting #this turned into a vent whoops #vent #autism